1 00:03:19,771 --> 00:03:20,604 - Hi. 2 00:03:20,604 --> 00:03:21,437 Hi. 3 00:03:21,437 --> 00:03:22,270 Can I have a pint, please? 4 00:03:31,140 --> 00:03:33,973 Oh, I haven't got my wallet, mate. 5 00:03:36,485 --> 00:03:38,269 Is that gonna be a... 6 00:03:38,269 --> 00:03:39,816 Oh, no, come. 7 00:03:39,816 --> 00:03:41,686 - Sorry. Can't. 8 00:03:41,686 --> 00:03:43,283 - What do you mean, you can't? 9 00:03:43,283 --> 00:03:45,423 - Can't you just pay off your phone. 10 00:03:45,423 --> 00:03:46,673 - With you lot. 11 00:03:48,195 --> 00:03:51,038 You've heard about that Russian cybersecurity going around. 12 00:03:51,038 --> 00:03:51,871 You haven't, right? 13 00:03:51,871 --> 00:03:52,704 Come here. 14 00:03:52,704 --> 00:03:54,786 Now, they can get into your phone, right? 15 00:03:54,786 --> 00:03:55,908 Track your movements. 16 00:03:55,908 --> 00:03:57,025 Drain your bank account 17 00:03:57,025 --> 00:03:58,805 like that. (fingers snapping) 18 00:03:58,805 --> 00:04:01,055 It's fucking serious, mate. 19 00:04:02,155 --> 00:04:03,066 And it's Christmas, mate. 20 00:04:03,066 --> 00:04:05,181 And you can't be a dick at Christmas, can you? 21 00:04:05,181 --> 00:04:06,306 It's not Christian. 22 00:04:06,306 --> 00:04:08,320 - Sorry mate. I'm not allowed. 23 00:04:09,153 --> 00:04:10,764 - Shit. (groans) 24 00:04:10,764 --> 00:04:13,264 Right, ow, you are on my list. 25 00:04:15,077 --> 00:04:15,989 How'd you like that. 26 00:04:15,989 --> 00:04:16,989 Hello, mate. 27 00:04:18,187 --> 00:04:19,795 You wouldn't? 28 00:04:19,795 --> 00:04:21,984 Would you buy me a... 29 00:04:21,984 --> 00:04:23,470 - Can I buy you a drink? 30 00:04:23,470 --> 00:04:24,303 - Yeah. 31 00:04:25,251 --> 00:04:26,418 - No, I can't. 32 00:04:27,624 --> 00:04:28,788 - Can't. 33 00:04:28,788 --> 00:04:30,059 Thank you. (hand thwacking) 34 00:04:30,059 --> 00:04:31,423 - What the heck are you doing? 35 00:04:31,423 --> 00:04:32,580 - Ah, mate. I know. 36 00:04:32,580 --> 00:04:34,416 Just bear with, a bit strange. 37 00:04:34,416 --> 00:04:37,962 You, sir, owe this poor sir a pint 38 00:04:37,962 --> 00:04:40,992 to apologize for my awful behavior. 39 00:04:40,992 --> 00:04:42,909 And I'll have this one. 40 00:04:45,669 --> 00:04:48,743 You know, waste not, want not and all that. 41 00:04:48,743 --> 00:04:53,112 And, you know, well, (indistinct). 42 00:04:53,112 --> 00:04:54,362 What do we say? 43 00:04:58,056 --> 00:05:00,038 I don't know either. 44 00:05:00,038 --> 00:05:01,612 Wait. 45 00:05:01,612 --> 00:05:03,440 - Geez. What a dick. 46 00:05:03,440 --> 00:05:04,273 Sorry, mate. 47 00:05:04,273 --> 00:05:05,106 I'll grab you another. 48 00:05:05,106 --> 00:05:06,111 - It's fine. 49 00:05:06,111 --> 00:05:06,944 - Oh. 50 00:05:06,944 --> 00:05:07,843 - I was leaving anyway. 51 00:05:07,843 --> 00:05:08,843 - All right. 52 00:05:10,443 --> 00:05:11,776 Merry Christmas. 53 00:06:21,512 --> 00:06:23,426 - Hello, mate. 54 00:06:23,426 --> 00:06:24,259 Hi. 55 00:06:24,259 --> 00:06:25,403 - What do you want now? 56 00:06:25,403 --> 00:06:26,236 - Nothing. No, no. 57 00:06:26,236 --> 00:06:27,069 I just... 58 00:06:27,069 --> 00:06:27,940 I vomited over there, 59 00:06:27,940 --> 00:06:31,177 and the smell of the vomit is making me want to vomit again. 60 00:06:31,177 --> 00:06:32,010 You know? 61 00:06:32,010 --> 00:06:32,843 And I'm worried that the smell of that vomit 62 00:06:32,843 --> 00:06:33,676 is gonna make me wanna vomit again. 63 00:06:33,676 --> 00:06:37,632 That's gonna keep going until I eventually die. 64 00:06:37,632 --> 00:06:38,632 Right. Look. 65 00:06:41,562 --> 00:06:43,055 I can see things clearly now, 66 00:06:43,055 --> 00:06:44,957 and I just want to apologize. 67 00:06:44,957 --> 00:06:46,068 - It's fine. I don't care. 68 00:06:46,068 --> 00:06:46,901 - Yeah. 69 00:06:46,901 --> 00:06:48,094 A bit of a bad day and I took it out on you, 70 00:06:48,094 --> 00:06:49,856 which is a dick move, but... 71 00:06:49,856 --> 00:06:51,974 - Yeah. But we all have rough days. 72 00:06:51,974 --> 00:06:52,807 - True. 73 00:06:52,807 --> 00:06:53,640 But... 74 00:06:57,533 --> 00:07:00,328 Let me make it up to you. 75 00:07:00,328 --> 00:07:01,161 Oh, shit. 76 00:07:02,100 --> 00:07:03,315 - So you found your wallet? 77 00:07:03,315 --> 00:07:04,148 - Huh? 78 00:07:04,148 --> 00:07:05,609 - You found your wallet? 79 00:07:05,609 --> 00:07:06,773 Oh yeah, yeah. 80 00:07:06,773 --> 00:07:09,644 No, that was all a ploy, mate. 81 00:07:09,644 --> 00:07:14,539 - You don't look like someone who needs to beg for a pint. 82 00:07:14,539 --> 00:07:15,706 - No, exactly. 83 00:07:16,774 --> 00:07:17,832 Right. Listen to this, right? 84 00:07:17,832 --> 00:07:21,041 Other day, walking along the High Street, 85 00:07:21,041 --> 00:07:22,962 right, on the High Street, there's a bookshop. 86 00:07:22,962 --> 00:07:24,323 In the shop, there's a book. 87 00:07:24,323 --> 00:07:27,293 Book's called "How to Become Rich by Begging." 88 00:07:27,293 --> 00:07:28,126 You know? 89 00:07:28,126 --> 00:07:31,148 I think usual bollocks, probably dribble, 90 00:07:31,148 --> 00:07:32,947 but it gets me thinking, right? 91 00:07:32,947 --> 00:07:34,615 Take my parents, for example. 92 00:07:34,615 --> 00:07:35,736 They are rich. 93 00:07:35,736 --> 00:07:38,021 I mean, they're like wealthy they're so rich, you know? 94 00:07:38,021 --> 00:07:39,726 But everywhere they go, 95 00:07:39,726 --> 00:07:41,978 they always want to get something for free, 96 00:07:41,978 --> 00:07:43,020 which is ridiculous, you know? 97 00:07:43,020 --> 00:07:44,610 It's like giving laxative to someone 98 00:07:44,610 --> 00:07:46,247 with diarrhea, you know what I mean? 99 00:07:46,247 --> 00:07:48,816 And then it gets me thinking, 100 00:07:48,816 --> 00:07:52,649 "Isn't theirs just a twisted form of begging?" 101 00:07:54,437 --> 00:07:56,113 - But if your parents are already rich, 102 00:07:56,113 --> 00:07:58,808 how do you become rich by begging? 103 00:07:58,808 --> 00:08:00,142 - I said I saw a book, mate. 104 00:08:00,142 --> 00:08:01,725 Not that I read it. 105 00:08:03,666 --> 00:08:04,499 Thank you. 106 00:08:10,678 --> 00:08:12,285 - Are you a musician or something? (laughs) 107 00:08:12,285 --> 00:08:13,118 - Me? this? 108 00:08:13,118 --> 00:08:14,949 No, no, no, no. 109 00:08:14,949 --> 00:08:16,187 Not nearly cocky enough to think 110 00:08:16,187 --> 00:08:17,511 that anyone would actually listen, 111 00:08:17,511 --> 00:08:18,494 apart from these good people on the bus 112 00:08:18,494 --> 00:08:20,289 who can't go anywhere. 113 00:08:20,289 --> 00:08:21,122 Hello. 114 00:08:22,327 --> 00:08:25,954 Dad did teach me though, but he left when I was six. 115 00:08:25,954 --> 00:08:29,845 Married some buxom cunt who's much, much younger than me 116 00:08:29,845 --> 00:08:33,891 and enjoys acting like my mum, which is fun. 117 00:08:33,891 --> 00:08:36,224 Hate her and him since then. 118 00:08:40,173 --> 00:08:41,856 I do own a little club though. 119 00:08:41,856 --> 00:08:42,980 - Oh, wow. 120 00:08:42,980 --> 00:08:43,813 That's cool. 121 00:08:43,813 --> 00:08:45,174 - Yeah, yeah. Delirium. 122 00:08:45,174 --> 00:08:49,475 It's some underground shit I opened with my mum's money. 123 00:08:49,475 --> 00:08:52,078 The thing is, everyone thinks it's like this childish whim 124 00:08:52,078 --> 00:08:54,689 to sort of spite my tight-ass family, you know, piss around, 125 00:08:54,689 --> 00:08:57,583 piss money up the wall and fuck any possible pretty shit 126 00:08:57,583 --> 00:08:58,446 that I find. 127 00:08:58,446 --> 00:09:00,697 It's not saying it's necessarily untrue, you know, 128 00:09:00,697 --> 00:09:03,225 but it's my business. 129 00:09:03,225 --> 00:09:06,130 Just no one takes me seriously. 130 00:09:06,130 --> 00:09:07,288 And you know, I am sort 131 00:09:07,288 --> 00:09:10,062 of drowning in 2.3 million pounds worth of debt, 132 00:09:10,062 --> 00:09:12,979 so I can't even blame them, really. 133 00:09:15,895 --> 00:09:17,395 Ah, that's enough. 134 00:09:19,629 --> 00:09:21,821 Do you ever just wish you were 135 00:09:21,821 --> 00:09:25,321 made for something more, something bigger? 136 00:09:31,189 --> 00:09:32,595 - Um. 137 00:09:32,595 --> 00:09:35,178 Yeah, I mean, doesn't everyone? 138 00:09:38,230 --> 00:09:39,063 - Yeah. 139 00:09:41,730 --> 00:09:43,321 What do you do, then? 140 00:09:43,321 --> 00:09:44,433 - Who, me? - Yeah. 141 00:09:44,433 --> 00:09:46,542 - Oh, I'm an actor. 142 00:09:46,542 --> 00:09:47,906 - That's amazing. That's amazing. 143 00:09:47,906 --> 00:09:49,278 What have I seen you in? 144 00:09:49,278 --> 00:09:50,401 - Probably things you wouldn't watch. 145 00:09:50,401 --> 00:09:51,734 - No porn, then. 146 00:09:52,648 --> 00:09:53,481 Sorry. 147 00:09:53,481 --> 00:09:54,314 Joke. Joke. 148 00:09:54,314 --> 00:09:55,147 That's a joke. 149 00:09:55,147 --> 00:09:56,095 Theater or films? 150 00:09:56,095 --> 00:09:59,113 - I don't know, I just, kind of, like being anyone 151 00:09:59,113 --> 00:10:00,696 but myself, really. 152 00:10:07,728 --> 00:10:08,856 - I've got an idea. 153 00:10:08,856 --> 00:10:09,689 Right. 154 00:10:11,483 --> 00:10:13,318 Where are you getting off? 155 00:10:13,318 --> 00:10:15,884 - I think the next one. 156 00:10:15,884 --> 00:10:17,301 - Okay. 157 00:10:17,301 --> 00:10:19,718 Do you wanna keep doing this? 158 00:10:20,904 --> 00:10:21,859 - Keep doing what? 159 00:10:21,859 --> 00:10:23,260 - Talking. 160 00:10:23,260 --> 00:10:25,010 I owe you a drink, don't I? 161 00:10:25,010 --> 00:10:25,843 - I- 162 00:10:25,843 --> 00:10:26,676 - I do. 163 00:10:26,676 --> 00:10:27,875 I do owe you a pint. 164 00:10:27,875 --> 00:10:31,837 Now listen, I'm going through some stuff, 165 00:10:31,837 --> 00:10:36,079 and no offense, it looks like you're going through it too. 166 00:10:36,079 --> 00:10:37,825 And I own a place not far from here. 167 00:10:37,825 --> 00:10:39,562 It's dark, dingy. 168 00:10:39,562 --> 00:10:40,395 It's great. 169 00:10:40,395 --> 00:10:41,228 Well, it's not great. 170 00:10:41,228 --> 00:10:42,064 But, you know, chicks love it. 171 00:10:42,064 --> 00:10:43,550 And, you know, you can go there to, 172 00:10:43,550 --> 00:10:45,258 I don't know, seal the deal. 173 00:10:45,258 --> 00:10:47,091 - I'm gay, by the way. 174 00:10:49,095 --> 00:10:50,829 - That's cool, man. 175 00:10:50,829 --> 00:10:51,662 No, no. That's cool. 176 00:10:51,662 --> 00:10:52,495 That's cool. That's cool. 177 00:10:52,495 --> 00:10:54,465 Men probably love it too. 178 00:10:54,465 --> 00:10:55,298 I do. 179 00:10:56,960 --> 00:10:57,821 Look, drinking on my own 180 00:10:57,821 --> 00:10:59,599 was getting pretty depressive, okay? 181 00:10:59,599 --> 00:11:00,924 - Don't you have any friends of your own? 182 00:11:00,924 --> 00:11:01,867 - No. 183 00:11:01,867 --> 00:11:02,700 You? 184 00:11:04,004 --> 00:11:05,089 - I think I've grown up enough to deal 185 00:11:05,089 --> 00:11:07,339 with my own shit by myself. 186 00:11:08,216 --> 00:11:12,716 - Look, I'm kind of scared of being on my own tonight. 187 00:11:13,944 --> 00:11:14,777 Well, not that. 188 00:11:14,777 --> 00:11:16,826 I owe you a drink, right? 189 00:11:16,826 --> 00:11:21,576 A nice apology pint and then, you know, you can piss off. 190 00:11:24,599 --> 00:11:26,265 - I'm not much of a talker. 191 00:11:26,265 --> 00:11:29,098 - Well, I'm not really a listener. 192 00:11:31,671 --> 00:11:32,838 Is that a yes? 193 00:11:35,615 --> 00:11:36,645 That's a yes. 194 00:11:36,645 --> 00:11:37,478 Perfect. 195 00:11:38,715 --> 00:11:39,548 Right. 196 00:11:39,548 --> 00:11:42,131 Couple of stops we'll be there. 197 00:11:59,322 --> 00:12:00,155 - Thanks. 198 00:12:03,216 --> 00:12:06,159 You should drink some water. 199 00:12:06,159 --> 00:12:07,405 - Mm-mm. 200 00:12:07,405 --> 00:12:09,068 You should never mix your drinks. 201 00:12:09,068 --> 00:12:10,427 It's bad for your liver. 202 00:12:12,370 --> 00:12:13,870 So, where are you? 203 00:12:17,303 --> 00:12:18,537 What are you? 204 00:12:18,537 --> 00:12:19,370 Sorry. 205 00:12:19,370 --> 00:12:20,226 Detect a bit of an accent. 206 00:12:20,226 --> 00:12:21,620 So I was wondering if... 207 00:12:21,620 --> 00:12:23,758 - Yeah, no, I'm from Germany, 208 00:12:23,758 --> 00:12:26,585 but I've lived here for four years now. 209 00:12:26,585 --> 00:12:27,418 - Sweet. 210 00:12:29,304 --> 00:12:30,137 Sweet. 211 00:12:33,694 --> 00:12:34,527 Sorry. 212 00:12:34,527 --> 00:12:36,637 Do you like Merkel? 213 00:12:36,637 --> 00:12:37,470 Merkel. Do you like Merkel? 214 00:12:39,327 --> 00:12:41,046 - Is that what you want to talk about? 215 00:12:41,046 --> 00:12:43,690 - Well, yeah, no, I mean, you know, tough cookie, right? 216 00:12:43,690 --> 00:12:45,674 Tough old nut in a good way. 217 00:12:45,674 --> 00:12:50,021 Like, you know, just had that bad reputation. 218 00:12:50,021 --> 00:12:52,624 - Bad reputation? Her? 219 00:12:52,624 --> 00:12:55,122 What about you guys? 220 00:12:55,122 --> 00:12:57,588 Did you vote for Brexit, Mr. Reputable? 221 00:12:57,588 --> 00:12:59,158 - Fucking ow. 222 00:12:59,158 --> 00:13:00,661 See, this is the problem, right? 223 00:13:00,661 --> 00:13:04,488 Look, we just wanted to be masters of our own thing, right? 224 00:13:04,488 --> 00:13:05,790 We didn't know about the implications. 225 00:13:05,790 --> 00:13:06,623 No one fucking does. 226 00:13:06,623 --> 00:13:08,359 They still don't, they can't sort it out, right? 227 00:13:08,359 --> 00:13:10,236 And now, you know, you all see us like 228 00:13:10,236 --> 00:13:11,755 we are the fucking bad guys. 229 00:13:11,755 --> 00:13:15,172 Backstabbers, fucking Nazis or something. 230 00:13:16,099 --> 00:13:17,599 Sorry, no offense. 231 00:13:18,778 --> 00:13:19,611 - Okay. 232 00:13:19,611 --> 00:13:20,444 Why did you say no offense? 233 00:13:20,444 --> 00:13:21,604 The fact I'm German doesn't- 234 00:13:21,604 --> 00:13:22,730 - No, I mean, I didn't mean... 235 00:13:22,730 --> 00:13:23,600 I know, I know, I know, I know. 236 00:13:23,600 --> 00:13:24,774 Just, right, let's. 237 00:13:26,263 --> 00:13:28,058 Right. Forget that. 238 00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:31,085 I'm trying to break the ice 239 00:13:31,085 --> 00:13:34,359 a little bit and I think I'm struggling. 240 00:13:34,359 --> 00:13:35,192 Sorry. 241 00:13:35,192 --> 00:13:36,025 - Sorry. 242 00:13:36,025 --> 00:13:36,901 I'm sure it's hard to be alone 243 00:13:36,901 --> 00:13:39,808 with a gay guy from Nazi land. 244 00:13:39,808 --> 00:13:40,641 - Come on. 245 00:13:40,641 --> 00:13:42,425 Like, you don't even seem gay. 246 00:13:42,425 --> 00:13:44,166 - Oh, great. Thanks. 247 00:13:44,166 --> 00:13:45,166 You neither. 248 00:13:48,524 --> 00:13:49,548 - (scoffs) What you mean? 249 00:13:49,548 --> 00:13:50,381 - I mean... 250 00:13:50,381 --> 00:13:51,264 - No, honestly, what do you mean? 251 00:13:51,264 --> 00:13:52,924 - I was just joking, relax. 252 00:13:52,924 --> 00:13:56,364 I'm sure you meant it as a compliment, 253 00:13:56,364 --> 00:13:59,947 but it's not like it's a skill or a talent. 254 00:14:09,766 --> 00:14:11,709 - See, that's me, right? 255 00:14:11,709 --> 00:14:12,580 If life's an orchestra, 256 00:14:12,580 --> 00:14:16,813 then I'm the guy playing the bongo. (laughs) 257 00:14:16,813 --> 00:14:17,646 - Okay. 258 00:14:17,646 --> 00:14:20,404 We agreed on one pint, no offense. 259 00:14:21,237 --> 00:14:22,070 - Yes. 260 00:14:22,070 --> 00:14:22,903 - Beer is a carbonated beverage 261 00:14:22,903 --> 00:14:25,413 and it loses it carbonation over time, 262 00:14:25,413 --> 00:14:27,147 which in turn loses its flavor. 263 00:14:27,147 --> 00:14:29,834 And reason why I'm a quick drinker. 264 00:14:29,834 --> 00:14:31,419 So if there is something you want to say. 265 00:14:31,419 --> 00:14:32,252 - Uh, wow, 266 00:14:33,254 --> 00:14:34,686 Now you speak German. 267 00:14:34,686 --> 00:14:38,649 No, I just need to sort something, okay? 268 00:14:38,649 --> 00:14:40,475 - Wait, where are you going? 269 00:14:40,475 --> 00:14:41,554 - Nowhere, just the bathroom. 270 00:14:41,554 --> 00:14:42,417 No, it's my brother. 271 00:14:42,417 --> 00:14:44,412 I need to sort something out 272 00:14:44,412 --> 00:14:48,079 and just slow down on the whole carbonation. 273 00:14:49,372 --> 00:14:50,205 Okay? 274 00:15:35,749 --> 00:15:36,582 Fuck. 275 00:16:02,878 --> 00:16:04,628 - You took your time. 276 00:16:06,705 --> 00:16:07,872 - My dad died. 277 00:16:09,546 --> 00:16:10,379 - Shit. 278 00:16:10,379 --> 00:16:12,371 Oh, I am sorry. 279 00:16:12,371 --> 00:16:13,784 - Spare me the whole fucking shabang, mate. 280 00:16:13,784 --> 00:16:15,275 You know, it's a week ago. 281 00:16:15,275 --> 00:16:16,467 I don't give a shit. 282 00:16:16,467 --> 00:16:18,134 I don't give a shit. 283 00:16:20,154 --> 00:16:22,524 Which is a lie, obviously. 284 00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:24,596 I do give a shit. 285 00:16:24,596 --> 00:16:27,028 The thing is, right, is that I spent my whole life 286 00:16:27,028 --> 00:16:30,030 trying to prove that son of a bitch wrong. 287 00:16:30,030 --> 00:16:33,130 And he dies thinking that I'm worth what? 288 00:16:33,130 --> 00:16:35,079 Fucking nothing. You know? 289 00:16:35,079 --> 00:16:36,360 And now it's too late. 290 00:16:36,360 --> 00:16:37,740 He's gone 291 00:16:37,740 --> 00:16:39,240 Fucking game over. 292 00:16:41,854 --> 00:16:45,771 - Well, that should ease the pressure at least. 293 00:16:47,854 --> 00:16:51,833 Well, my parents aren't dead, but they're far away. 294 00:16:51,833 --> 00:16:54,110 I thank God they are far away. 295 00:16:54,110 --> 00:16:56,443 Save myself the humiliation. 296 00:16:57,343 --> 00:17:01,595 I can lie to them and tell them that I'm living a good life. 297 00:17:01,595 --> 00:17:02,428 - Are you? 298 00:17:03,336 --> 00:17:04,169 - I am. 299 00:17:04,169 --> 00:17:06,252 But where should I start? 300 00:17:07,891 --> 00:17:09,522 My bank card has just been rejected 301 00:17:09,522 --> 00:17:13,301 and I can't pay for the box from where I live. 302 00:17:13,301 --> 00:17:15,627 In a month's time, I'll be homeless anyway. 303 00:17:15,627 --> 00:17:16,460 What else? 304 00:17:16,460 --> 00:17:18,721 My acting career is at nothing. 305 00:17:18,721 --> 00:17:21,835 And at the ripe old age of 29, I am making coffees 306 00:17:21,835 --> 00:17:24,303 and cleaning stinky toilets. 307 00:17:24,303 --> 00:17:25,334 And I started that today, 308 00:17:25,334 --> 00:17:28,996 so I can't even claim some kind of expertise, 309 00:17:28,996 --> 00:17:29,829 So... 310 00:17:33,916 --> 00:17:34,749 - Shit. 311 00:17:35,796 --> 00:17:38,254 So what, you giving up an acting or what? 312 00:17:38,254 --> 00:17:39,087 - No, no. 313 00:17:39,087 --> 00:17:44,087 I had an audition yesterday and they offered me a deal. 314 00:17:44,306 --> 00:17:45,506 - Well, that's fucking great. 315 00:17:45,506 --> 00:17:47,799 I mean, what are you complaining about then? 316 00:17:47,799 --> 00:17:49,440 You know, this stuff never fucking happens to me. 317 00:17:49,440 --> 00:17:50,317 You know? 318 00:17:50,317 --> 00:17:51,399 Like, I thought that inheriting 319 00:17:51,399 --> 00:17:53,549 my dad's money after, you know, 320 00:17:53,549 --> 00:17:55,367 would mean that I could save my club. 321 00:17:55,367 --> 00:17:57,449 But guess what? 322 00:17:57,449 --> 00:17:58,868 He left it all to his last bitch. 323 00:17:58,868 --> 00:17:59,701 So... 324 00:18:03,381 --> 00:18:06,951 - I'm sure you'll find a way too. 325 00:18:06,951 --> 00:18:08,118 - Yeah, maybe. 326 00:18:14,205 --> 00:18:19,038 What if you need to do something bad to get what you want? 327 00:18:23,884 --> 00:18:27,404 - All I know is we are both behind schedule, 328 00:18:27,404 --> 00:18:29,987 so, I guess, whatever it takes. 329 00:18:31,962 --> 00:18:33,045 - Yeah. Yeah. 330 00:18:40,020 --> 00:18:42,869 - Do you want another beer? 331 00:18:44,070 --> 00:18:47,153 - Does that pope shit in the Vatican? 332 00:18:49,036 --> 00:18:50,119 Yes, he does. 333 00:18:54,613 --> 00:18:55,446 Thanks. 334 00:18:56,945 --> 00:18:57,862 Same again. 335 00:19:06,951 --> 00:19:08,023 - I was so scared. 336 00:19:08,023 --> 00:19:10,761 I got the lines right, but a teacher came over to me 337 00:19:10,761 --> 00:19:13,585 and says that she could not hear shit from her seat. 338 00:19:13,585 --> 00:19:14,971 I cried so bad. 339 00:19:14,971 --> 00:19:16,965 - (laughs) So sorry, mate. 340 00:19:16,965 --> 00:19:19,639 - I hardly finished the play. 341 00:19:19,639 --> 00:19:20,776 They recorded it. 342 00:19:20,776 --> 00:19:21,690 I've never watched it 343 00:19:21,690 --> 00:19:26,112 because I guess I'm still terrified of how bad I was. 344 00:19:26,112 --> 00:19:28,643 It's like that tape is living proof 345 00:19:28,643 --> 00:19:30,711 I have no talent. (laughs) 346 00:19:30,711 --> 00:19:33,104 - Why do you like acting so much, then? 347 00:19:33,104 --> 00:19:35,187 - That's a good question. 348 00:19:36,701 --> 00:19:38,384 (laughs) I don't fucking know. 349 00:19:39,880 --> 00:19:42,759 Okay, I think it's because when you are a character 350 00:19:42,759 --> 00:19:46,092 in a story, you get to live in the world 351 00:19:47,447 --> 00:19:51,967 where it has a structured, beginning, middle, and end. 352 00:19:51,967 --> 00:19:54,526 Every line means something. 353 00:19:54,526 --> 00:19:56,609 Real life has no meaning. 354 00:19:58,469 --> 00:20:00,306 - Okay. I lied. 355 00:20:00,306 --> 00:20:01,302 I know, I know. 356 00:20:01,302 --> 00:20:02,595 Dick move, but, right. 357 00:20:02,595 --> 00:20:03,744 This is the truth, okay? 358 00:20:03,744 --> 00:20:04,827 Honest truth. 359 00:20:07,643 --> 00:20:11,960 I always wanted to play music, country music to be exact. 360 00:20:11,960 --> 00:20:15,600 It's just that I don't think I'm particularly gifted. 361 00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:18,201 And, you know, my family see me 362 00:20:18,201 --> 00:20:21,317 as like the laughing stock anyway, you know? 363 00:20:21,317 --> 00:20:23,416 And, like, people see me as, like, this lazy, 364 00:20:23,416 --> 00:20:25,574 privileged fuck up. 365 00:20:25,574 --> 00:20:30,075 And I don't really want 'em to see me as a joke as well. 366 00:20:30,075 --> 00:20:32,225 You know what I mean? 367 00:20:32,225 --> 00:20:35,125 - And yet what I see there is a guitar. 368 00:20:35,125 --> 00:20:36,079 - I know, mate. 369 00:20:36,079 --> 00:20:37,126 I know, I know. 370 00:20:37,126 --> 00:20:37,959 Ridiculous. 371 00:20:37,959 --> 00:20:40,709 - And there's an empty stage now. 372 00:20:42,639 --> 00:20:44,004 - (laughs) I'm not doing that. 373 00:20:44,004 --> 00:20:44,880 - Oh, come on. 374 00:20:44,880 --> 00:20:46,088 That band's never coming back. 375 00:20:46,088 --> 00:20:47,759 - No, you just wanna take the piss out of me. 376 00:20:47,759 --> 00:20:48,592 I'm not fucking doing that. 377 00:20:48,592 --> 00:20:49,797 - They'll be happy to have a volunteer. 378 00:20:49,797 --> 00:20:50,630 - No. 379 00:21:02,873 --> 00:21:04,290 Ah, just stretch. 380 00:21:07,097 --> 00:21:08,304 - Don't worry. 381 00:21:08,304 --> 00:21:10,952 We will find you another stage. 382 00:21:10,952 --> 00:21:11,869 - Who's we? 383 00:21:29,577 --> 00:21:30,494 - You know. 384 00:21:32,048 --> 00:21:35,191 Ever since my dad. (singer singing indistinctly) 385 00:21:35,191 --> 00:21:37,390 I can't get this song out of my head. 386 00:21:37,390 --> 00:21:39,973 It's "Forever Young" Bob Dylan. 387 00:21:41,953 --> 00:21:43,722 He taught me it. 388 00:21:43,722 --> 00:21:45,541 I was really young. I don't remember him teaching me it, 389 00:21:45,541 --> 00:21:48,068 except that, you know, he told me that he did. 390 00:21:48,068 --> 00:21:50,901 Anyway, as a result, it feels like 391 00:21:53,819 --> 00:21:55,863 I've always sort of known it, you know, 392 00:21:55,863 --> 00:21:57,434 like, it's a part of me. 393 00:21:57,434 --> 00:21:58,267 Like... 394 00:21:58,267 --> 00:21:59,668 Like it feels like it should have some meaning 395 00:21:59,668 --> 00:22:01,938 or like, I should have put some more meaning on it. 396 00:22:01,938 --> 00:22:02,771 You know? 397 00:22:02,771 --> 00:22:05,443 Or like, it's a part of me, you know, like, 398 00:22:05,443 --> 00:22:07,617 it's, like, maybe I should have done something with it. 399 00:22:07,617 --> 00:22:09,450 Maybe it's my destiny. 400 00:22:13,242 --> 00:22:14,663 - No, no, no, no. 401 00:22:14,663 --> 00:22:16,496 It's called apophenia. 402 00:22:17,869 --> 00:22:18,702 - Exactly. 403 00:22:20,746 --> 00:22:21,696 - You have no idea what... 404 00:22:21,696 --> 00:22:22,529 - I don't know what that meant. 405 00:22:22,529 --> 00:22:24,495 No, no, please explain. (laughs) 406 00:22:24,495 --> 00:22:26,028 - Okay. 407 00:22:26,028 --> 00:22:28,501 It's when we have the tendency 408 00:22:28,501 --> 00:22:30,368 to perceive some deeper meaning 409 00:22:30,368 --> 00:22:33,310 or connection between unrelated things. 410 00:22:33,310 --> 00:22:35,699 We all look for signs and we all want to believe 411 00:22:35,699 --> 00:22:37,733 that the bad things happen for a reason 412 00:22:37,733 --> 00:22:42,378 and that at some point, all of our suffering will pay off. 413 00:22:42,378 --> 00:22:46,945 The truth of the matter is, there is no big picture. 414 00:22:46,945 --> 00:22:50,974 There is no pattern, no faith, no such thing as meaning. 415 00:22:50,974 --> 00:22:54,141 Just fortunate and unfortunate people. 416 00:22:57,135 --> 00:22:58,456 - You are a nerd. 417 00:22:59,289 --> 00:23:01,645 Like no, you are a fucking nerd, actually. 418 00:23:01,645 --> 00:23:03,431 - I'm sorry. It sounded very depressing. 419 00:23:03,431 --> 00:23:04,877 - Yes, very depressing. 420 00:23:04,877 --> 00:23:06,697 Too depressing, in fact. 421 00:23:06,697 --> 00:23:08,188 But, you know, I mean, 422 00:23:08,188 --> 00:23:12,105 you do have quite a smile for a depressing guy. 423 00:23:17,158 --> 00:23:17,991 Sorry. 424 00:23:17,991 --> 00:23:19,320 It seems like you don't know that. 425 00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:21,903 So I thought I should tell you. 426 00:23:23,513 --> 00:23:25,867 - Maybe (indistinct). 427 00:23:25,867 --> 00:23:27,950 I think we should go now. 428 00:23:29,288 --> 00:23:30,359 - Yeah. - It's been a long day. 429 00:23:30,359 --> 00:23:31,192 - Sure. 430 00:23:31,192 --> 00:23:32,025 Yeah. No. 431 00:23:32,025 --> 00:23:32,858 That's... 432 00:23:44,201 --> 00:23:45,034 That was fun, right? 433 00:23:45,034 --> 00:23:46,036 Right? 434 00:23:46,036 --> 00:23:47,079 That was good. 435 00:23:47,079 --> 00:23:48,616 Good fun. 436 00:23:48,616 --> 00:23:50,116 - I'm leaving now. 437 00:23:51,106 --> 00:23:52,975 - Are you seriously leaving? 438 00:23:52,975 --> 00:23:54,914 - I am seriously leaving. 439 00:23:54,914 --> 00:23:55,857 - Right. 440 00:23:55,857 --> 00:23:56,690 Okay. 441 00:23:56,690 --> 00:23:58,495 That's fine. That's fine. 442 00:23:58,495 --> 00:24:00,820 But can I just show you something first? 443 00:24:00,820 --> 00:24:01,900 I will not murder you. 444 00:24:01,900 --> 00:24:03,273 That is a promise. 445 00:24:03,273 --> 00:24:07,773 But after that, you can, you know, bugger off or whatever. 446 00:24:07,773 --> 00:24:08,653 Yes? 447 00:24:09,536 --> 00:24:11,149 Sweet, right, this way. 448 00:24:11,149 --> 00:24:11,982 Onwards. 449 00:24:15,914 --> 00:24:17,910 - Where the hell are we going? 450 00:24:17,910 --> 00:24:18,969 - Don't worry about that. 451 00:24:18,969 --> 00:24:22,136 Do you know about Ferdinand of Naples? 452 00:24:23,376 --> 00:24:24,508 - Should I? 453 00:24:24,508 --> 00:24:25,508 - Yes, you absolutely should. 454 00:24:25,508 --> 00:24:26,504 It's a story my mum used 455 00:24:26,504 --> 00:24:27,907 to tell me when I was little, right? 456 00:24:27,907 --> 00:24:30,708 So, Ferdinand of Naples was like this ruler. 457 00:24:30,708 --> 00:24:32,666 Not a very good one as it turned out. 458 00:24:32,666 --> 00:24:35,514 Anyway, one day he's out at sea on like an excursion 459 00:24:35,514 --> 00:24:38,109 collecting gold or trolls or whatever. 460 00:24:38,109 --> 00:24:39,108 Anyway. 461 00:24:39,108 --> 00:24:41,909 Soon, word arrives of a rebellion in his land. 462 00:24:41,909 --> 00:24:44,965 So he spins his ship around, heads on back home, right? 463 00:24:44,965 --> 00:24:46,703 Gets there. 464 00:24:46,703 --> 00:24:49,137 And he orders his men to fire cannons 465 00:24:49,137 --> 00:24:51,485 upon the rebels to intimidate them. 466 00:24:51,485 --> 00:24:53,049 His men don't. 467 00:24:53,049 --> 00:24:54,382 Do you know why? 468 00:24:57,909 --> 00:25:00,242 They haven't got any canons. 469 00:25:01,885 --> 00:25:02,718 - Is that it? 470 00:25:02,718 --> 00:25:04,718 Is there no bottom line. 471 00:25:06,221 --> 00:25:07,054 - Bottom... 472 00:25:07,054 --> 00:25:09,637 Were you fucking not listening? 473 00:25:10,827 --> 00:25:14,827 Don't show off if you haven't got what it takes. 474 00:25:16,518 --> 00:25:18,389 - And your mother told you this story. 475 00:25:18,389 --> 00:25:19,222 - Well. 476 00:25:20,216 --> 00:25:21,049 Yeah. 477 00:25:27,685 --> 00:25:31,518 Now, I'm never going to play music in my life. 478 00:25:33,426 --> 00:25:34,259 And that's fine. 479 00:25:34,259 --> 00:25:35,092 And I'm over that. 480 00:25:35,092 --> 00:25:37,076 That's done. Whatever. 481 00:25:37,076 --> 00:25:38,659 But I need to know, 482 00:25:41,841 --> 00:25:44,924 and I kind of need someone to tell me 483 00:25:47,393 --> 00:25:51,745 if they think I would've had what it takes. 484 00:25:51,745 --> 00:25:52,857 Okay? 485 00:25:52,857 --> 00:25:54,107 So don't laugh. 486 00:25:59,494 --> 00:26:00,776 Okay. 487 00:26:01,639 --> 00:26:02,472 Ah. Sorry. 488 00:26:03,324 --> 00:26:04,157 Cold. 489 00:26:09,122 --> 00:26:10,039 Okay. Okay. 490 00:26:11,999 --> 00:26:12,832 Fuck. 491 00:26:12,832 --> 00:26:13,665 Fuck. 492 00:26:13,665 --> 00:26:14,527 Sorry. 493 00:26:14,527 --> 00:26:15,607 This is stupid. 494 00:26:15,607 --> 00:26:16,857 Fucking stupid. 495 00:26:18,086 --> 00:26:18,919 Fuck. 496 00:26:20,241 --> 00:26:21,116 Fuck. 497 00:26:22,614 --> 00:26:23,781 I can't do it. 498 00:26:27,137 --> 00:26:28,826 And maybe you're right, you know? 499 00:26:28,826 --> 00:26:31,478 maybe life does have no meaning 500 00:26:31,478 --> 00:26:34,228 and I am just a very dumb geezer. 501 00:26:38,385 --> 00:26:39,424 But I don't know. 502 00:26:39,424 --> 00:26:40,257 Right? 503 00:26:40,257 --> 00:26:41,254 Like, I think that the only reason 504 00:26:41,254 --> 00:26:43,453 that you can see the big picture in films 505 00:26:43,453 --> 00:26:46,068 is because you can see the end, right? 506 00:26:46,068 --> 00:26:48,230 Like, in real life, 507 00:26:48,230 --> 00:26:50,087 you have no idea how your story is gonna end. 508 00:26:50,087 --> 00:26:53,076 So how can you say that it lacks meaning, you know? 509 00:26:53,076 --> 00:26:57,572 Like, take this moment, you and me right now here. 510 00:26:57,572 --> 00:27:00,989 This could be another meaningless moment. 511 00:27:09,329 --> 00:27:10,162 But I don't know. 512 00:27:10,162 --> 00:27:10,995 I don't know. 513 00:27:10,995 --> 00:27:11,828 Like, who knows? 514 00:27:11,828 --> 00:27:15,745 Maybe one day, we'll look back at these moments 515 00:27:18,301 --> 00:27:21,801 and it will be right there in front of us. 516 00:27:24,876 --> 00:27:27,543 But we just couldn't see it yet. 517 00:27:35,618 --> 00:27:38,618 - I don't like what's going on here. 518 00:27:39,576 --> 00:27:40,409 - Why? 519 00:27:40,409 --> 00:27:41,681 What's going on here? 520 00:27:41,681 --> 00:27:42,764 - Come on. 521 00:27:42,764 --> 00:27:43,597 - No, what's going on here? 522 00:27:43,597 --> 00:27:44,430 Honestly. Tell me. 523 00:27:44,430 --> 00:27:45,263 Please, please tell me. 524 00:27:45,263 --> 00:27:46,096 You can't. 525 00:27:46,096 --> 00:27:46,929 No, tell me. 526 00:27:46,929 --> 00:27:47,762 Tell me. 527 00:27:50,080 --> 00:27:52,413 I like talking to you, mate. 528 00:27:53,304 --> 00:27:54,865 - I like talking to you too. 529 00:27:54,865 --> 00:27:55,698 - All right? 530 00:27:55,698 --> 00:27:57,940 So why do you want to leave, then? 531 00:27:57,940 --> 00:27:58,773 Hey? 532 00:27:58,773 --> 00:27:59,606 - Okay. 533 00:27:59,606 --> 00:28:00,593 Okay. 534 00:28:00,593 --> 00:28:02,165 I have an idea. 535 00:28:02,165 --> 00:28:03,695 It's a dumb idea. 536 00:28:03,695 --> 00:28:05,319 - Perfect. 537 00:28:05,319 --> 00:28:07,578 - I read this study once, okay. 538 00:28:07,578 --> 00:28:08,859 And this guy basically says 539 00:28:08,859 --> 00:28:11,643 that human beings must spend at least 200 hours together 540 00:28:11,643 --> 00:28:13,726 to establish a real bond. 541 00:28:14,898 --> 00:28:17,188 It doesn't matter how powerful their connection is 542 00:28:17,188 --> 00:28:20,266 'cause it's all biodegradable within this range. 543 00:28:20,266 --> 00:28:21,318 - Biodegradable? 544 00:28:21,318 --> 00:28:22,226 - Shut up. 545 00:28:22,226 --> 00:28:23,513 Okay. I know. 546 00:28:23,513 --> 00:28:25,180 But if this is true, 547 00:28:26,818 --> 00:28:31,735 then we could consider these 200 hours as like a safe zone. 548 00:28:35,826 --> 00:28:38,006 When two strangers come together, 549 00:28:38,006 --> 00:28:42,445 they'll be themselves completely without holding back 550 00:28:42,445 --> 00:28:46,201 'cause there are no strings attached. 551 00:28:46,201 --> 00:28:49,404 They'll never see each other again. 552 00:28:49,404 --> 00:28:53,681 Bit like a one night stand just without the sex. 553 00:28:53,681 --> 00:28:56,098 - Like a sort of mental fuck. 554 00:28:57,329 --> 00:29:00,453 - I wouldn't put it that way. 555 00:29:00,453 --> 00:29:02,386 More like a free therapy session. 556 00:29:03,592 --> 00:29:06,241 - 200 hours is a very long therapy session. 557 00:29:06,241 --> 00:29:07,703 It's also a very long fuck. 558 00:29:07,703 --> 00:29:08,708 - Agreed. 559 00:29:08,708 --> 00:29:10,723 So I suggest 8:00 AM. 560 00:29:10,723 --> 00:29:12,295 - what happens at 8:00 AM? 561 00:29:12,295 --> 00:29:14,117 - I start my shift. 562 00:29:14,117 --> 00:29:15,361 - Your shift? 563 00:29:15,361 --> 00:29:16,200 What? 564 00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:17,987 Barista at a coffee shop. 565 00:29:17,987 --> 00:29:20,187 You've got a deal on the table. 566 00:29:20,187 --> 00:29:22,974 - I haven't signed it yet. 567 00:29:22,974 --> 00:29:26,218 I have to decide by tomorrow morning. 568 00:29:26,218 --> 00:29:28,051 - And whats to decide. 569 00:29:32,209 --> 00:29:34,626 - So, 8:00 AM, is that a yes? 570 00:29:36,825 --> 00:29:38,070 - Yeah, all right? 571 00:29:38,070 --> 00:29:38,903 Yeah. Sweet. 572 00:29:38,903 --> 00:29:39,736 That sounds good. 573 00:29:39,736 --> 00:29:42,403 I do have a small request first. 574 00:29:44,489 --> 00:29:46,015 I'm starving. 575 00:29:54,809 --> 00:29:56,302 - All right, so where do you want to go now? 576 00:29:56,302 --> 00:29:57,135 - I don't know. 577 00:29:57,135 --> 00:29:57,968 But we got to go. 578 00:29:58,955 --> 00:30:00,202 - Is that another quote? 579 00:30:00,202 --> 00:30:01,703 - Yeah. 580 00:30:01,703 --> 00:30:02,955 Jack Kerouac, "On the Road." 581 00:30:02,955 --> 00:30:03,788 - Wow. 582 00:30:03,788 --> 00:30:05,134 Trying to impress me now. 583 00:30:05,134 --> 00:30:06,305 - No, I'm not trying to impress you. 584 00:30:06,305 --> 00:30:07,635 I've read a book. 585 00:30:07,635 --> 00:30:08,468 One. 586 00:30:09,486 --> 00:30:12,441 We're like Jack Kerouac and Neil Cassidy, 587 00:30:12,441 --> 00:30:16,299 two lost souls on a desperate search for meaning. 588 00:30:16,299 --> 00:30:18,067 - I'm not in search for meaning. 589 00:30:18,067 --> 00:30:19,260 - Wrong. 590 00:30:19,260 --> 00:30:20,513 You just think it doesn't exist, 591 00:30:20,513 --> 00:30:23,375 which is different, right? 592 00:30:23,375 --> 00:30:26,710 - Didn't he die of a hemorrhage caused by heavy drinking. 593 00:30:26,710 --> 00:30:27,543 - Yeah. 594 00:30:27,543 --> 00:30:28,728 Whatever, wanker. 595 00:30:28,728 --> 00:30:30,302 How do you even know that? 596 00:30:30,302 --> 00:30:33,883 Like, anyway, look, by the end of tonight, right? 597 00:30:33,883 --> 00:30:38,078 We need to find meaning in our sad, desperate, little lives. 598 00:30:38,078 --> 00:30:40,410 - Speak for yourself. 599 00:30:40,410 --> 00:30:42,526 - What, is that such a mad thing? 600 00:30:42,526 --> 00:30:44,846 - The only people for me are the mad ones who burn, 601 00:30:44,846 --> 00:30:48,679 burn, exploding like spiders across the stars. 602 00:30:49,661 --> 00:30:50,768 - You read it? 603 00:30:50,768 --> 00:30:53,291 - No, I was just trying to impress you. 604 00:30:53,291 --> 00:30:54,828 I know the quote. 605 00:30:57,684 --> 00:30:59,114 Thank you. 606 00:31:07,689 --> 00:31:08,801 - Okay. 607 00:31:08,801 --> 00:31:11,909 Name one person who believed life had meaning 608 00:31:11,909 --> 00:31:13,743 who didn't turn out to be depressed, 609 00:31:13,743 --> 00:31:15,824 angry, hateful, murderous. 610 00:31:15,824 --> 00:31:17,199 - Okay, okay, okay. 611 00:31:17,199 --> 00:31:18,453 That's not even just, right. 612 00:31:18,453 --> 00:31:19,985 Hold this. 613 00:31:19,985 --> 00:31:21,427 Thank you. 614 00:31:21,427 --> 00:31:22,927 Now, look at that. 615 00:31:25,405 --> 00:31:26,802 Old pound coin. 616 00:31:26,802 --> 00:31:30,008 Now, night my father died, I went to this place. 617 00:31:30,008 --> 00:31:34,088 It's like my special place that I go to be alone. 618 00:31:34,088 --> 00:31:35,634 Strum a few notes, that kind of thing. 619 00:31:35,634 --> 00:31:36,745 So whatever. 620 00:31:36,745 --> 00:31:39,715 Anyway, this particular night I go there 621 00:31:39,715 --> 00:31:41,318 and there's a really heavy fog. 622 00:31:41,318 --> 00:31:42,862 It's quite late, no one around. 623 00:31:42,862 --> 00:31:45,529 And I sit down, I start to play, 624 00:31:47,434 --> 00:31:49,169 and I get lost in it. 625 00:31:49,169 --> 00:31:53,954 You know, just me, my guitar, my own thoughts, whatever. 626 00:31:53,954 --> 00:31:56,747 But all of a sudden, bang, 627 00:31:56,747 --> 00:31:59,316 this is thrown into my guitar case. 628 00:31:59,316 --> 00:32:01,768 And I'm like, "What?" 629 00:32:01,768 --> 00:32:05,018 So I'm there looking at it in a trance. 630 00:32:07,633 --> 00:32:10,133 When I look up, it's too late. 631 00:32:12,006 --> 00:32:15,491 All I see is the figure of a man 632 00:32:15,491 --> 00:32:18,491 disappear into the fog like a ghost. 633 00:32:24,207 --> 00:32:25,040 I know. 634 00:32:25,040 --> 00:32:25,873 apaconic. 635 00:32:27,158 --> 00:32:28,192 - Apophenia. 636 00:32:28,192 --> 00:32:29,437 - Yeah. Exactly. 637 00:32:29,437 --> 00:32:30,310 Whatever. 638 00:32:30,310 --> 00:32:31,719 - It's a great story. 639 00:32:31,719 --> 00:32:34,260 But life plays these tricks on us sometimes. 640 00:32:34,260 --> 00:32:37,417 Just imagine life as a dodgy retail business. 641 00:32:37,417 --> 00:32:38,327 - Love it. 642 00:32:38,327 --> 00:32:39,333 Elaborate, please. 643 00:32:39,333 --> 00:32:42,276 - Example, you want to be happy with someone. 644 00:32:42,276 --> 00:32:44,276 Life puts a price on it. 645 00:32:44,276 --> 00:32:46,036 And that's the unbearable pain 646 00:32:46,036 --> 00:32:47,821 of losing this someone at some point 647 00:32:47,821 --> 00:32:49,694 because you either mess things up 648 00:32:49,694 --> 00:32:52,277 or this person dies eventually. 649 00:32:53,835 --> 00:32:55,735 Unless you die first. 650 00:32:55,735 --> 00:32:57,258 - (smacks lips) Right? 651 00:32:57,258 --> 00:32:58,377 - But there's a catch. 652 00:32:58,377 --> 00:33:00,536 Sometimes life sells you the package so well 653 00:33:00,536 --> 00:33:02,582 that you invest in the package 654 00:33:02,582 --> 00:33:06,050 'cause it looks like it's a done deal 655 00:33:06,050 --> 00:33:09,713 and then you get nothing for your time. 656 00:33:09,713 --> 00:33:11,467 - I have a question. 657 00:33:11,467 --> 00:33:12,829 Who broke your heart? 658 00:33:12,829 --> 00:33:13,662 - No one. 659 00:33:13,662 --> 00:33:14,781 - No, please, just tell me, who broke your heart? 660 00:33:14,781 --> 00:33:15,614 - No one. - No, honestly. 661 00:33:15,614 --> 00:33:16,447 - No. 662 00:33:16,447 --> 00:33:17,280 - Honestly, honestly. Just... 663 00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:18,113 - I don't do boyfriends. 664 00:33:18,113 --> 00:33:19,280 I tried, okay? 665 00:33:21,078 --> 00:33:23,001 But now it's just me. 666 00:33:23,001 --> 00:33:24,637 Me and my disposable moments of fun. 667 00:33:24,637 --> 00:33:25,804 And it's okay. 668 00:33:27,929 --> 00:33:29,136 I love it. 669 00:33:29,136 --> 00:33:31,752 I play sports socially without the worry 670 00:33:31,752 --> 00:33:33,665 of winning a competition. 671 00:33:33,665 --> 00:33:36,979 I do a million things with random people I owe nothing to. 672 00:33:36,979 --> 00:33:39,366 I go on the app and hook up with people 673 00:33:39,366 --> 00:33:42,246 without the burden of whatever happens next. 674 00:33:42,246 --> 00:33:43,791 And I'm happy with that. 675 00:33:43,791 --> 00:33:45,291 Believe it or not. 676 00:33:49,807 --> 00:33:51,216 Can you stop looking at me like this? 677 00:33:51,216 --> 00:33:52,165 - Like what? 678 00:33:52,165 --> 00:33:54,741 No, I'm not looking at you like anything. 679 00:33:54,741 --> 00:33:56,622 You should know, though. 680 00:33:56,622 --> 00:34:01,590 You do talk quite a lot when you're nervous and it's... 681 00:34:01,590 --> 00:34:02,423 Come on. I know where to go next. 682 00:34:02,423 --> 00:34:03,256 This way. 683 00:34:04,286 --> 00:34:05,119 - Okay. 684 00:34:06,620 --> 00:34:07,453 - Well, hurry up. 685 00:34:07,453 --> 00:34:08,286 Hurry up. 686 00:34:08,286 --> 00:34:09,119 I wanna get across town. 687 00:34:09,119 --> 00:34:10,278 I wanna show you this place. 688 00:34:10,278 --> 00:34:11,111 - Wait. What? 689 00:34:11,111 --> 00:34:12,400 You want to go ghost hunting now? 690 00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:13,233 Are you serious? 691 00:34:13,233 --> 00:34:14,066 - Okay. 692 00:34:14,066 --> 00:34:14,899 What if that figure 693 00:34:14,899 --> 00:34:17,667 that I was talking about was actually my dad? 694 00:34:17,667 --> 00:34:19,879 - Great. - Do I mean that? 695 00:34:19,879 --> 00:34:21,000 - So you're serious. 696 00:34:21,000 --> 00:34:22,939 We might as go great white hunting while we're are at it. 697 00:34:22,939 --> 00:34:24,146 That would be fun. 698 00:34:24,146 --> 00:34:25,750 - What a grand boy. 699 00:34:25,750 --> 00:34:26,583 - Man, come on. 700 00:34:26,583 --> 00:34:27,833 It's "Tremors." 701 00:34:29,357 --> 00:34:31,150 By the way, I went to this eighties movie marathon 702 00:34:31,150 --> 00:34:34,367 the other day at the Prince Charles and it was great. 703 00:34:34,367 --> 00:34:35,985 Don't you think everyone in the eighties 704 00:34:35,985 --> 00:34:37,232 dropped acid and made movies. 705 00:34:37,232 --> 00:34:38,332 It was inventive, creative. 706 00:34:38,332 --> 00:34:39,165 - Wait, wait, wait. 707 00:34:39,165 --> 00:34:39,998 Shush, shush, shush. 708 00:34:39,998 --> 00:34:40,951 I know that it's nonsense. 709 00:34:40,951 --> 00:34:43,234 Like, objectively, I know that it's crazy, 710 00:34:43,234 --> 00:34:44,484 the idea that your loved ones are watching you 711 00:34:44,484 --> 00:34:46,894 from, like, above, right? 712 00:34:46,894 --> 00:34:47,727 It's like, "Where? 713 00:34:47,727 --> 00:34:48,560 How?" 714 00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:50,060 Like, do they watch you when you're wanking? 715 00:34:50,060 --> 00:34:50,966 When you're shitting, and all the other stuff 716 00:34:50,966 --> 00:34:53,415 that you do in private on your own. 717 00:34:53,415 --> 00:34:56,998 - If you want to do something in life, do it. 718 00:34:56,998 --> 00:34:57,866 You don't have to wait for life 719 00:34:57,866 --> 00:34:59,365 to give you a sign or your dad's ghost 720 00:34:59,365 --> 00:35:01,420 to say he's okay with it. 721 00:35:01,420 --> 00:35:02,253 Do it. 722 00:35:05,524 --> 00:35:06,441 - How? How? 723 00:35:08,515 --> 00:35:10,381 - Southern Monday's at Moonshine. 724 00:35:10,381 --> 00:35:12,124 The biggest country music salon. 725 00:35:12,124 --> 00:35:13,977 It's on tonight. 726 00:35:13,977 --> 00:35:14,810 - I don't know, mate. 727 00:35:14,810 --> 00:35:17,323 Saloon sounds like it's taking the fucking piss. 728 00:35:17,323 --> 00:35:18,528 - It's not even far. 729 00:35:18,528 --> 00:35:21,181 They have a stage, you can play, and it's your crowd. 730 00:35:22,429 --> 00:35:24,782 - By the way, I did two years business management, 731 00:35:24,782 --> 00:35:25,615 my parents' choice. 732 00:35:25,615 --> 00:35:26,448 I hated it. 733 00:35:26,448 --> 00:35:29,508 But maybe we could go there and gather some info on, 734 00:35:29,508 --> 00:35:31,579 I don't know, how to open a music club. 735 00:35:31,579 --> 00:35:32,527 You can play your music. 736 00:35:32,527 --> 00:35:33,360 - Oh, yeah. 737 00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:34,222 I can see my mom's reaction now. 738 00:35:34,222 --> 00:35:37,864 Do you want to see me working as a seamstress, Oliver. 739 00:35:37,864 --> 00:35:38,898 I love my club. 740 00:35:38,898 --> 00:35:39,930 I'm not gonna give it up. 741 00:35:39,930 --> 00:35:41,238 - But do you really, though? 742 00:35:41,238 --> 00:35:43,882 Or are you just pissing around to fuck any possible chick 743 00:35:43,882 --> 00:35:48,508 and all the other mature things you said before? 744 00:35:48,508 --> 00:35:50,005 Is that what you want? 745 00:35:50,005 --> 00:35:53,224 Men in the window like a prostitute in Amsterdam? 746 00:35:53,224 --> 00:35:54,663 - Did you just call me a slut. 747 00:35:54,663 --> 00:35:56,281 - Come on, look at them. 748 00:35:56,281 --> 00:35:57,823 They're the best pieces on the market 749 00:35:57,823 --> 00:36:00,558 and all they want is the whole world to wank them off. 750 00:36:00,558 --> 00:36:01,391 But if you step back 751 00:36:01,391 --> 00:36:04,129 and look at them from another perspective, 752 00:36:04,129 --> 00:36:08,198 what you'll see is a bunch of sad wankers. 753 00:36:08,198 --> 00:36:09,031 - Right? 754 00:36:09,031 --> 00:36:10,808 I only do press-ups in the morning, I swear. 755 00:36:10,808 --> 00:36:12,637 - Like Christian Bale in "American Psycho." 756 00:36:12,637 --> 00:36:13,470 - Exactly. 757 00:36:13,470 --> 00:36:14,303 Yeah same bod. 758 00:36:14,303 --> 00:36:16,146 - If that's the path you want, then congratulations. 759 00:36:16,979 --> 00:36:17,812 Come on. 760 00:36:17,812 --> 00:36:19,176 It's a full chicken house at 1:00 AM. 761 00:36:21,837 --> 00:36:23,170 What are you doing? 762 00:36:23,170 --> 00:36:24,960 - All right. 763 00:36:24,960 --> 00:36:26,657 I've got a challenge for you too. 764 00:36:26,657 --> 00:36:27,909 You've gotta fight back. 765 00:36:27,909 --> 00:36:30,259 You clearly just endure these kinds of men. 766 00:36:30,259 --> 00:36:31,092 - Yeah, well, sorry. 767 00:36:31,092 --> 00:36:32,732 I was bullied for pretty much all of my teenage years. 768 00:36:32,732 --> 00:36:33,595 - Exactly. 769 00:36:33,595 --> 00:36:34,671 Exactly, right. 770 00:36:34,671 --> 00:36:36,694 You act like you can't do anything about it. 771 00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:39,019 Like, it's your fucking existential condition. 772 00:36:39,019 --> 00:36:40,515 Fuck it. 773 00:36:40,515 --> 00:36:42,033 Do to them what they do to you. 774 00:36:42,033 --> 00:36:42,866 Come on. 775 00:36:45,481 --> 00:36:46,314 Hey, you got the grubble's attention. 776 00:36:46,314 --> 00:36:47,212 That's it. 777 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:50,833 Oh. 778 00:36:50,833 --> 00:36:52,042 - I think we should go now. - Yeah. 779 00:36:52,042 --> 00:36:53,269 Oh yeah. No, he's. 780 00:36:55,529 --> 00:36:56,362 He's coming. 781 00:36:56,362 --> 00:36:57,505 - No, I think we should go now. 782 00:36:57,505 --> 00:36:59,898 - We saw you sucking a cock in there, mate. 783 00:36:59,898 --> 00:37:03,006 Hope it wasn't too salty, fuck. 784 00:37:03,006 --> 00:37:07,339 (laughs) He was absolutely furious. 785 00:37:15,793 --> 00:37:17,500 Shh, shh, shh. 786 00:37:22,708 --> 00:37:24,033 What? 787 00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:24,866 - Nothing. 788 00:37:24,866 --> 00:37:26,814 Your breath smells of alcohol. 789 00:37:26,814 --> 00:37:28,564 - That's fair enough. 790 00:37:29,846 --> 00:37:33,629 I just realized that I don't actually know your name. 791 00:37:33,629 --> 00:37:34,970 I'm Oliver. 792 00:37:34,970 --> 00:37:35,970 - I'm Lukas. 793 00:37:37,109 --> 00:37:39,207 - Ah, the force is strong with you, Luke. 794 00:37:39,207 --> 00:37:40,040 - No, man. 795 00:37:40,040 --> 00:37:41,273 I hate Star Wars. 796 00:37:41,273 --> 00:37:43,467 It's sci-fi for dummies. 797 00:37:43,467 --> 00:37:45,497 And it's Lukas. 798 00:37:45,497 --> 00:37:46,330 No one calls me Luke. 799 00:37:46,330 --> 00:37:47,249 I hate it. 800 00:37:47,249 --> 00:37:48,082 - Shh. 801 00:37:50,363 --> 00:37:51,294 - Hiya, lads. 802 00:37:51,294 --> 00:37:53,461 I saw them going that way. 803 00:37:56,142 --> 00:37:59,475 You two silky bollocks can come out now. 804 00:38:03,384 --> 00:38:05,384 - Cheers, mate. 805 00:38:06,511 --> 00:38:07,905 - Wait. Seriously? 806 00:38:07,905 --> 00:38:09,351 I just saved your ass. 807 00:38:09,351 --> 00:38:11,298 - What? That was a joke. 808 00:38:11,298 --> 00:38:13,370 - Yeah, what do you want, money or something? 809 00:38:13,370 --> 00:38:14,922 - He'll just use it for drugs. 810 00:38:14,922 --> 00:38:15,755 - Fuck you. 811 00:38:15,755 --> 00:38:20,100 - Whoa. Wait, (indistinct). 812 00:38:20,100 --> 00:38:20,933 Why don't we... 813 00:38:20,933 --> 00:38:21,766 We'll take him with us. 814 00:38:21,766 --> 00:38:22,969 - Excuse me. What? 815 00:38:22,969 --> 00:38:25,073 - Yeah, we'll take him to the saloon thing. 816 00:38:25,073 --> 00:38:25,906 He can have some food in there. 817 00:38:25,906 --> 00:38:26,739 It's Christmas. 818 00:38:26,739 --> 00:38:27,923 - Fine by me. 819 00:38:27,923 --> 00:38:29,574 - Can we not justify every bullshit thing 820 00:38:29,574 --> 00:38:30,909 with, "It's Christmas"? 821 00:38:30,909 --> 00:38:32,447 I hate it when people do this. 822 00:38:32,447 --> 00:38:34,102 - Fine. Absolutely valid. 823 00:38:34,102 --> 00:38:36,009 But is that a yes? 824 00:38:38,534 --> 00:38:39,367 Sweet. 825 00:38:46,026 --> 00:38:48,636 - So I legged it from Liverpool. 826 00:38:48,636 --> 00:38:52,489 Now I've just gotta survive till I turn 16. 827 00:38:52,489 --> 00:38:54,195 - You're 15? 828 00:38:54,195 --> 00:38:55,028 - Yeah. 829 00:38:55,028 --> 00:38:55,861 - That's fucking... 830 00:38:55,861 --> 00:38:56,694 What happens at 16? 831 00:38:56,694 --> 00:38:58,703 - I can live on my own, bro. 832 00:38:58,703 --> 00:39:00,319 I don't wanna go back into the system. 833 00:39:00,319 --> 00:39:01,347 Get some other parents. 834 00:39:01,347 --> 00:39:02,527 I fucking hate parents. 835 00:39:02,527 --> 00:39:03,360 - Yeah. 836 00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:04,303 Who fucking needs 'em? 837 00:39:04,303 --> 00:39:07,498 - All I wanna do, yeah, is be on my own. 838 00:39:07,498 --> 00:39:09,899 I just wanna drink bevvies, 839 00:39:09,899 --> 00:39:12,352 play footy, shag some pussy. 840 00:39:13,231 --> 00:39:15,140 Do whatever the fuck I want with my life. 841 00:39:15,140 --> 00:39:16,602 - Yeah. Right. 842 00:39:16,602 --> 00:39:19,042 Sounds great, doesn't it, Luke? 843 00:39:19,042 --> 00:39:19,875 - Yeah. 844 00:39:19,875 --> 00:39:21,115 I think we're here. 845 00:39:21,115 --> 00:39:22,747 - Lighter. 846 00:39:22,747 --> 00:39:24,955 - They don't look very busy. 847 00:40:09,761 --> 00:40:12,003 - This fella here wants to sing. 848 00:40:12,003 --> 00:40:14,586 - This fella can just fuck off. 849 00:40:17,431 --> 00:40:19,138 - Hi. Good evening, sir. 850 00:40:19,138 --> 00:40:20,635 He just wants to play one song. 851 00:40:20,635 --> 00:40:21,547 Promise. 852 00:40:21,547 --> 00:40:22,380 - Yeah. 853 00:40:22,380 --> 00:40:23,411 Ebenezer here wants me to sing. 854 00:40:23,411 --> 00:40:24,658 He enjoys humiliating me. 855 00:40:24,658 --> 00:40:26,225 So... (Oliver groans) 856 00:40:26,225 --> 00:40:28,496 - Just one song, please. 857 00:40:28,496 --> 00:40:32,047 - Now, why would I let him do that? 858 00:40:32,047 --> 00:40:34,630 - Well, because it's Christmas. 859 00:40:38,450 --> 00:40:41,283 - Next Monday, they'll be building 860 00:40:43,511 --> 00:40:46,594 one of these stupid fancy cafes here. 861 00:40:49,095 --> 00:40:51,702 Everyone will be happy 862 00:40:51,702 --> 00:40:54,785 and no one will give a fuck about us. 863 00:40:56,290 --> 00:40:59,207 Let me and this place die in peace. 864 00:41:04,255 --> 00:41:05,466 - Any hope? 865 00:41:05,466 --> 00:41:07,445 - What makes you think I could? 866 00:41:07,445 --> 00:41:09,052 (scoffs) He won't even let his daughter have a life 867 00:41:09,052 --> 00:41:13,135 'cause she's doomed to look after his grumpy ass. 868 00:41:15,718 --> 00:41:18,116 Look, only Jesus could make him change his mind. 869 00:41:18,116 --> 00:41:20,646 And believe me, I wish you were Jesus. 870 00:41:20,646 --> 00:41:24,831 It would make my relationship with him a lot less pathetic. 871 00:41:24,831 --> 00:41:29,525 - Well, you know, I could do some magic sometimes too. 872 00:41:29,525 --> 00:41:30,970 - Yeah. 873 00:41:30,970 --> 00:41:31,917 Well, why don't you start by getting 874 00:41:31,917 --> 00:41:34,118 the fuck out of here, then? 875 00:41:34,118 --> 00:41:36,368 - That's fair enough. Yeah. 876 00:41:37,464 --> 00:41:39,318 - Should we go somewhere else then? 877 00:41:39,318 --> 00:41:40,781 - Yeah. 878 00:41:40,781 --> 00:41:42,364 - Let's go. 879 00:41:46,567 --> 00:41:47,400 - Hold on. 880 00:41:56,004 --> 00:41:59,004 Did you find it, your West Virginia? 881 00:42:03,704 --> 00:42:07,615 - (laughs) The fuck you talking about? 882 00:42:07,615 --> 00:42:10,589 - Well, it's John Denver, right? 883 00:42:10,589 --> 00:42:13,089 "Take Me Home, Country Roads." 884 00:42:15,182 --> 00:42:16,731 Taffy Nivert and Bill Danoff wrote the song 885 00:42:16,731 --> 00:42:18,731 for John Denver in 1971. 886 00:42:19,764 --> 00:42:23,000 It's about West Virginia, but they wrote it on the way 887 00:42:23,000 --> 00:42:25,616 to Maryland for a reunion. 888 00:42:25,616 --> 00:42:29,442 None of them had actually been to West Virginia. 889 00:42:29,442 --> 00:42:30,692 It wasn't real. 890 00:42:31,723 --> 00:42:32,639 An idea. 891 00:42:32,639 --> 00:42:33,472 You know? 892 00:42:35,155 --> 00:42:36,583 Like a place to which you belong, 893 00:42:36,583 --> 00:42:39,083 which keeps calling your name. 894 00:42:40,992 --> 00:42:42,003 Look, we're not dicks. 895 00:42:42,003 --> 00:42:43,615 I mean, they're not. 896 00:42:43,615 --> 00:42:45,157 I can't speak for the kid actually. 897 00:42:45,157 --> 00:42:45,990 - Oi. 898 00:42:45,990 --> 00:42:47,073 - Ah, cheers. 899 00:42:48,302 --> 00:42:51,346 We're looking for our West Virginia 900 00:42:51,346 --> 00:42:54,013 and we found you along the road. 901 00:42:59,245 --> 00:43:00,078 - Emma. 902 00:43:06,244 --> 00:43:07,577 Get the bourbon. 903 00:43:17,284 --> 00:43:18,645 - And I am the nerd? 904 00:43:30,698 --> 00:43:31,531 - Hi. 905 00:43:31,531 --> 00:43:35,589 So, thanks for joining us tonight, folks. 906 00:43:35,589 --> 00:43:38,839 As you know, tonight is our last night. 907 00:43:39,716 --> 00:43:40,825 - Okay, game on. 908 00:43:40,825 --> 00:43:41,992 Are you ready? 909 00:43:43,405 --> 00:43:44,602 - What if I don't have talent? 910 00:43:44,602 --> 00:43:45,435 - What? 911 00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:48,430 - Ferdinand of Naples. 912 00:43:48,430 --> 00:43:49,869 - It's the stupidest story I've ever heard. 913 00:43:49,869 --> 00:43:50,702 Okay, shut up. 914 00:43:50,702 --> 00:43:53,080 And go for it. Go Oliver. 915 00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:54,641 - Please welcome this young talent 916 00:43:54,641 --> 00:43:56,505 who will hopefully give this 917 00:43:56,505 --> 00:43:57,742 place the end it deserves. 918 00:44:17,703 --> 00:44:18,536 - Come on. 919 00:44:21,804 --> 00:44:22,652 That's... (guitar chiming) 920 00:44:22,652 --> 00:44:23,485 Sorry. 921 00:44:37,262 --> 00:44:38,539 - Come on, you dirt bag. 922 00:44:38,539 --> 00:44:39,400 - Yeah. All right. 923 00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:40,233 Oh, sorry. 924 00:44:43,624 --> 00:44:44,457 Actually. 925 00:44:44,457 --> 00:44:47,457 Look, I want to say something first. 926 00:44:55,301 --> 00:44:58,311 I probably won't do this again. 927 00:44:58,311 --> 00:45:02,311 Despite it being what I love, what I want to do. 928 00:45:06,563 --> 00:45:09,313 And I could blame so many things. 929 00:45:13,011 --> 00:45:14,844 The truth is I'm weak. 930 00:45:19,148 --> 00:45:21,151 But, you know, I wanna say, 931 00:45:21,151 --> 00:45:23,410 what the fuck is wrong with that? 932 00:45:23,410 --> 00:45:24,973 You know? 933 00:45:24,973 --> 00:45:25,806 I mean, since you're kids, 934 00:45:25,806 --> 00:45:29,451 you're measured by numbers, reports, 935 00:45:29,451 --> 00:45:31,451 and grades and salaries. 936 00:45:33,842 --> 00:45:35,365 They say you have to be something. 937 00:45:35,365 --> 00:45:37,134 You have to be someone. 938 00:45:37,134 --> 00:45:38,125 You have to be the best. 939 00:45:38,125 --> 00:45:40,768 And you can't be weak or fragile. 940 00:45:40,768 --> 00:45:42,456 You have to be smart and strong. 941 00:45:42,456 --> 00:45:43,289 And you have to fight 942 00:45:43,289 --> 00:45:44,499 if you wanna achieve anything in this life. 943 00:45:44,499 --> 00:45:45,864 And I'm like, "Wait a minute. 944 00:45:45,864 --> 00:45:46,697 What the fuck? 945 00:45:46,697 --> 00:45:47,530 Why? 946 00:45:51,104 --> 00:45:54,632 Who says I need to achieve anything in the first place?" 947 00:45:54,632 --> 00:45:55,465 You know? 948 00:45:57,715 --> 00:45:59,798 "Why can't I just be me?" 949 00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:03,543 I'm trying to be me for a night 950 00:46:06,416 --> 00:46:10,749 and I'm so brainwashed that it's fucking terrifying. 951 00:46:14,740 --> 00:46:17,407 So I'm just happy I'm not alone. 952 00:49:50,088 --> 00:49:50,921 - Ah. - Ah. 953 00:49:50,921 --> 00:49:53,040 - Ow, when you're 16. 954 00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:53,873 - Fuck you. 955 00:49:53,873 --> 00:49:56,404 - You let me s smoke a bloody bifta just a few minutes ago. 956 00:49:56,404 --> 00:49:58,275 - But I was a different man then, want I? 957 00:49:58,275 --> 00:49:59,686 Before my performance? 958 00:49:59,686 --> 00:50:02,905 Can I have my fucking cigarettes back, please? 959 00:50:02,905 --> 00:50:03,738 Thank you. 960 00:50:04,571 --> 00:50:06,482 And lighter. Lovely. 961 00:50:06,482 --> 00:50:08,208 - Don't want some sodding water. 962 00:50:08,208 --> 00:50:10,846 - I know, I know, but, you know, if you're not gonna drink, 963 00:50:10,846 --> 00:50:12,367 then wash up. 964 00:50:12,367 --> 00:50:13,200 Stinky (indistinct). 965 00:50:13,200 --> 00:50:16,728 - Oi. (people laughing) 966 00:50:16,728 --> 00:50:17,561 - Hey. 967 00:50:18,901 --> 00:50:20,068 You happy son? 968 00:50:22,199 --> 00:50:25,293 - Honestly, I have never felt like this. 969 00:50:25,293 --> 00:50:27,897 - Well, that's the problem with you young people. 970 00:50:27,897 --> 00:50:31,235 You want to show everyone you're happy. 971 00:50:31,235 --> 00:50:33,552 You don't even try to be happy. 972 00:50:33,552 --> 00:50:34,754 - Ignore him, please. 973 00:50:34,754 --> 00:50:35,587 - No, no. 974 00:50:35,587 --> 00:50:36,420 You know what? 975 00:50:36,420 --> 00:50:37,353 He's bloody right. 976 00:50:37,353 --> 00:50:38,186 He's right. 977 00:50:38,186 --> 00:50:39,019 Look at this, right. 978 00:50:39,019 --> 00:50:40,748 I could show you I'm bloody rich. 979 00:50:40,748 --> 00:50:41,581 Right? 980 00:50:41,581 --> 00:50:42,414 Look at that. 981 00:50:42,414 --> 00:50:44,414 Truth is, skinned, mate. 982 00:50:46,059 --> 00:50:47,868 The nightclub scene has lost around what, 983 00:50:47,868 --> 00:50:50,216 200 million the last five years? 984 00:50:50,216 --> 00:50:51,826 But no one gives a flying fuck. 985 00:50:51,826 --> 00:50:52,764 You know, people do socials 986 00:50:52,764 --> 00:50:55,265 to pretend that they're actually experiencing something. 987 00:50:55,265 --> 00:50:56,183 They're making a connection. 988 00:50:56,183 --> 00:50:58,147 But we're just numbing ourselves. 989 00:50:58,147 --> 00:50:58,980 - Wow. 990 00:50:58,980 --> 00:51:02,510 The truth is, you have too much freedom. 991 00:51:02,510 --> 00:51:06,114 It turns you into an insecure bunch of pricks 992 00:51:06,114 --> 00:51:08,236 with no where to go. 993 00:51:08,236 --> 00:51:09,069 - Exactly. 994 00:51:10,284 --> 00:51:13,265 - And I guess that is all our thoughts as well. 995 00:51:13,265 --> 00:51:14,495 Maybe we have no where to go 996 00:51:14,495 --> 00:51:17,221 because there is no where to go. 997 00:51:17,221 --> 00:51:18,907 There is a chance that we are the last breath 998 00:51:18,907 --> 00:51:20,905 of the human race because of the fucked-up world 999 00:51:20,905 --> 00:51:22,488 you pricks created. 1000 00:51:23,340 --> 00:51:25,117 And now we are left figuring out 1001 00:51:25,117 --> 00:51:27,664 what a million years of evolution were for. 1002 00:51:27,664 --> 00:51:29,676 Oh, but maybe you can tell us. 1003 00:51:29,676 --> 00:51:30,509 Hmm? 1004 00:51:30,509 --> 00:51:32,182 So why don't you tell us, wise man, 1005 00:51:32,182 --> 00:51:34,364 what was it all for? 1006 00:51:34,364 --> 00:51:36,197 - Luke, what the fuck? 1007 00:51:38,118 --> 00:51:39,832 - I don't know. 1008 00:51:39,832 --> 00:51:41,670 - Yeah, I thought so. 1009 00:51:41,670 --> 00:51:44,215 - I'll tell you something though. 1010 00:51:44,215 --> 00:51:47,548 My wife, she had these pure, gentle eyes 1011 00:51:49,359 --> 00:51:54,026 constantly wide open towards this chaos we're living in. 1012 00:51:54,982 --> 00:51:58,752 And unlike you and me, she never questioned it. 1013 00:51:58,752 --> 00:52:02,669 She just lived this chaos with all the tenacity 1014 00:52:04,092 --> 00:52:08,509 and beauty of a flickering flash of light in an ocean 1015 00:52:10,784 --> 00:52:12,367 of silent darkness. 1016 00:52:14,662 --> 00:52:16,079 She was pure joy. 1017 00:52:19,943 --> 00:52:24,136 And then one morning, a day just like any other, 1018 00:52:24,136 --> 00:52:27,719 I woke up and she was gone right beside me. 1019 00:52:31,460 --> 00:52:35,417 And I remember thinking, "What was it all for?" 1020 00:52:35,417 --> 00:52:37,307 I mean, she died. 1021 00:52:37,307 --> 00:52:39,201 Now this place has died. 1022 00:52:39,201 --> 00:52:40,440 I'll be next. 1023 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:43,190 And yes, all that joy, that pain, 1024 00:52:44,102 --> 00:52:47,870 and all that hard work will be for nothing. 1025 00:52:47,870 --> 00:52:50,370 It'll be like I never existed. 1026 00:52:51,510 --> 00:52:54,593 But maybe it'll mean something to her 1027 00:52:59,335 --> 00:53:02,307 because all you can do eventually, son, 1028 00:53:02,307 --> 00:53:05,024 is give yourself to someone else. 1029 00:53:05,024 --> 00:53:07,191 And so we'll live forever. 1030 00:53:10,601 --> 00:53:13,268 Like a flickering spark of light 1031 00:53:17,145 --> 00:53:19,478 for someone else's darkness. 1032 00:53:23,238 --> 00:53:24,071 - To love. 1033 00:53:25,557 --> 00:53:27,406 - To love. - To love. 1034 00:53:36,698 --> 00:53:38,243 Keep it going. 1035 00:53:38,243 --> 00:53:39,493 That's the one. 1036 00:53:40,336 --> 00:53:41,169 Perfect. 1037 00:54:12,256 --> 00:54:13,787 - Thank you for tonight. 1038 00:54:13,787 --> 00:54:16,102 Haven't seen dad like that in ages. 1039 00:54:16,102 --> 00:54:17,683 - So you don't want to come with us. 1040 00:54:17,683 --> 00:54:20,817 - What, and look for West Virginia? 1041 00:54:20,817 --> 00:54:22,568 Can wait for another night. 1042 00:54:22,568 --> 00:54:25,524 - I thought you were tired of dealing with his grumpy ass. 1043 00:54:25,524 --> 00:54:27,818 - I could ask you the same thing. 1044 00:54:27,818 --> 00:54:29,647 Although we're talking about a very different ass. 1045 00:54:29,647 --> 00:54:30,480 But... 1046 00:54:32,047 --> 00:54:34,797 - I met him just a few hours ago. 1047 00:54:35,829 --> 00:54:37,784 - And yet, I think he really wants 1048 00:54:37,784 --> 00:54:40,784 to help you find your West Virginia. 1049 00:54:41,947 --> 00:54:44,104 - I know where I'm going. 1050 00:54:44,104 --> 00:54:47,357 He just needed someone to give him a chance. 1051 00:54:47,357 --> 00:54:49,190 - Who's got my wallet? 1052 00:54:50,989 --> 00:54:52,697 That little prick stole my wallet. 1053 00:54:54,886 --> 00:54:56,719 - Maybe he still does. 1054 00:54:57,978 --> 00:54:59,520 - Luke. 1055 00:55:00,353 --> 00:55:01,186 Ow. 1056 00:55:01,186 --> 00:55:03,376 Luke, he's got my wallet. 1057 00:55:03,376 --> 00:55:04,209 Fuck. 1058 00:55:07,513 --> 00:55:08,518 - Can I say something? 1059 00:55:08,518 --> 00:55:09,552 - Please. 1060 00:55:10,385 --> 00:55:13,500 - I don't know if meaning exists, 1061 00:55:13,500 --> 00:55:17,962 but I definitely think calm resisting. (laughs) 1062 00:55:17,962 --> 00:55:18,795 - You know what? 1063 00:55:18,795 --> 00:55:19,628 You know what, actually, 1064 00:55:19,628 --> 00:55:21,604 what you said back there is right. 1065 00:55:21,604 --> 00:55:22,841 We should stop having children. 1066 00:55:22,841 --> 00:55:24,241 It's a fucking travesty. 1067 00:55:24,241 --> 00:55:25,074 There's too many. 1068 00:55:25,074 --> 00:55:25,907 We're fucked. 1069 00:55:25,907 --> 00:55:27,161 - That is not exactly what I said. 1070 00:55:27,161 --> 00:55:28,418 - Well, that's pretty much what you said. 1071 00:55:29,251 --> 00:55:30,084 - Come here. Come. 1072 00:55:30,084 --> 00:55:31,241 Jesus. 1073 00:55:39,418 --> 00:55:40,571 You know, it's statistically proven 1074 00:55:40,571 --> 00:55:43,763 that smokers have a tendency to self-destruct. 1075 00:55:43,763 --> 00:55:44,596 - Really? 1076 00:55:46,833 --> 00:55:49,504 You know, I've often thought about the dinosaurs, right? 1077 00:55:49,504 --> 00:55:50,764 Now, if someone had told them 1078 00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:52,557 that a big, old asteroid was gonna be hitting the Earth 1079 00:55:52,557 --> 00:55:53,974 and decimate their whole species, 1080 00:55:53,974 --> 00:55:55,646 would they have tried to save themselves? 1081 00:55:55,646 --> 00:55:56,648 I think no. 1082 00:55:56,648 --> 00:55:57,481 I think they would've gone, 1083 00:55:57,481 --> 00:55:58,517 "Absolutely fuck that. 1084 00:55:58,517 --> 00:55:59,350 I'm off." 1085 00:56:00,593 --> 00:56:05,343 - I feel like I've been avoiding asteroids my whole life. 1086 00:56:06,660 --> 00:56:07,696 What the fuck are you doing? 1087 00:56:07,696 --> 00:56:09,107 Are you praying? 1088 00:56:09,107 --> 00:56:10,310 - Yeah. Yes. 1089 00:56:10,310 --> 00:56:13,699 I'm praying for an asteroid not to decimate me. 1090 00:56:13,699 --> 00:56:16,106 I only pray when I need help. 1091 00:56:16,106 --> 00:56:17,266 - Which is not very religious. 1092 00:56:17,266 --> 00:56:19,433 It's just very convenient. 1093 00:56:23,547 --> 00:56:25,609 - You've never asked for help? 1094 00:56:25,609 --> 00:56:28,726 - Well, the last time I did, I met a guy. 1095 00:56:33,206 --> 00:56:36,368 - What the fuck is going on? 1096 00:56:36,368 --> 00:56:37,741 - Do you want to check it out? 1097 00:56:37,741 --> 00:56:39,113 Maybe they saw a ghost too. 1098 00:56:44,918 --> 00:56:48,811 - So what happened with this guy then? 1099 00:56:48,811 --> 00:56:51,378 - I really thought he was the one. 1100 00:56:51,378 --> 00:56:53,755 We took things slowly 1101 00:56:53,755 --> 00:56:57,848 and then we decided to have our first night together. 1102 00:56:57,848 --> 00:57:00,434 I mean, just sleeping next to each other. 1103 00:57:00,434 --> 00:57:03,017 After that, he just ghosted me. 1104 00:57:04,427 --> 00:57:06,204 And then after months of toxic stalking, 1105 00:57:06,204 --> 00:57:07,943 he finally revealed why he dumped me. 1106 00:57:07,943 --> 00:57:08,776 - Why? 1107 00:57:09,898 --> 00:57:11,398 - Because I snore. 1108 00:57:12,298 --> 00:57:13,131 Yeah. 1109 00:57:14,078 --> 00:57:16,400 - Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. 1110 00:57:16,400 --> 00:57:19,817 He seriously dumped you 'cause you snore. 1111 00:57:20,907 --> 00:57:21,998 - Yup. 1112 00:57:21,998 --> 00:57:23,836 That's why I don't pray to God or anyone anymore. 1113 00:57:26,441 --> 00:57:28,858 I do sometimes still ask why. 1114 00:57:30,071 --> 00:57:32,071 Want to go in? 1115 00:57:32,071 --> 00:57:33,321 Escape reality? 1116 00:57:34,408 --> 00:57:35,502 I'll escape this fucking rain. 1117 00:57:56,336 --> 00:57:59,221 - What is this, like some kind of cult? 1118 00:57:59,221 --> 00:58:00,943 - No, it's like one of those places where they, 1119 00:58:00,943 --> 00:58:02,207 you can't hear the music unless you listen 1120 00:58:02,207 --> 00:58:03,524 to on the headphones. 1121 00:58:03,524 --> 00:58:04,637 It's weird. 1122 00:58:04,637 --> 00:58:07,322 - Then why are we whispering? (laughs) 1123 00:58:07,322 --> 00:58:09,628 - That's such a good point. (laughs) 1124 00:58:09,628 --> 00:58:11,772 - Which one of you crack whores wants to give me a blowjob. 1125 00:58:11,772 --> 00:58:12,939 - Shh. 1126 00:58:20,868 --> 00:58:21,701 - (laughs) See. 1127 00:58:21,701 --> 00:58:22,710 The world's gone quieter. 1128 00:58:22,710 --> 00:58:25,876 But if you scream, no one hears you. 1129 00:58:25,876 --> 00:58:27,043 Come on, then. 1130 00:58:31,356 --> 00:58:32,387 - Sorry. 1131 00:58:32,387 --> 00:58:33,856 Sorry. 1132 00:58:33,856 --> 00:58:34,982 Sorry (indistinct). 1133 00:58:34,982 --> 00:58:35,843 Thank you. 1134 00:58:35,843 --> 00:58:37,093 I just, I don't get people, mate. 1135 00:58:37,093 --> 00:58:37,926 Right. 1136 00:58:37,926 --> 00:58:39,333 They give up on you the first imperfections. 1137 00:58:39,333 --> 00:58:42,213 And it's just too much pressure, mate. 1138 00:58:42,213 --> 00:58:43,046 And that's just, like, 1139 00:58:43,046 --> 00:58:45,670 the first stage of intimacy, you know? 1140 00:58:45,670 --> 00:58:47,662 - Are there other stages? 1141 00:58:47,662 --> 00:58:49,283 - Yes. I'm glad you asked. 1142 00:58:49,283 --> 00:58:50,659 Now everyone sees intimacy, right, 1143 00:58:50,659 --> 00:58:53,020 as this big, like, philosophical question. 1144 00:58:53,853 --> 00:58:54,686 But it's not. 1145 00:58:54,686 --> 00:58:56,795 Do you know what true intimacy is? 1146 00:58:56,795 --> 00:58:58,937 When you can take a shit with the other person 1147 00:58:58,937 --> 00:59:00,437 right next to you. 1148 00:59:01,727 --> 00:59:02,637 I'm serious. I serious. 1149 00:59:02,637 --> 00:59:03,470 Right? 1150 00:59:03,470 --> 00:59:04,303 So, this time I was staying 1151 00:59:04,303 --> 00:59:05,136 at this chick's house, right? 1152 00:59:05,136 --> 00:59:06,828 This small studio flat. 1153 00:59:06,828 --> 00:59:08,774 And I just, I couldn't find a moment, right? 1154 00:59:08,774 --> 00:59:10,463 I was terrified to. 1155 00:59:10,463 --> 00:59:11,296 I was so bloated. 1156 00:59:11,296 --> 00:59:13,347 I felt like I was giving birth to twins. 1157 00:59:13,347 --> 00:59:14,180 I didn't. 1158 00:59:15,570 --> 00:59:17,285 It's when you can take a shit, no matter the smell, 1159 00:59:17,285 --> 00:59:19,835 the farts or the smell of those farts. 1160 00:59:19,835 --> 00:59:21,668 That is true intimacy. 1161 00:59:23,967 --> 00:59:26,623 - I still believe that it was an excuse though. 1162 00:59:26,623 --> 00:59:31,207 He knew I wanted something serious, but he didn't. 1163 00:59:31,207 --> 00:59:34,526 He made me believe it until he had fun. 1164 00:59:36,885 --> 00:59:40,468 So, do you want to embrace reality, Oliver? 1165 00:59:42,191 --> 00:59:44,863 - (laughs) What? This shit? 1166 00:59:44,863 --> 00:59:46,312 No, I'm not gonna do this. 1167 00:59:46,312 --> 00:59:47,145 This isn't clubbing. 1168 00:59:47,145 --> 00:59:48,087 This isn't even a club. 1169 00:59:48,087 --> 00:59:49,166 Even try and call it a club. 1170 00:59:49,166 --> 00:59:50,875 They just started this to deal with noise complaints. 1171 00:59:50,875 --> 00:59:52,792 Then it became a thing. 1172 00:59:55,717 --> 00:59:59,250 (laughs) You really wants to? 1173 01:00:57,705 --> 01:00:59,705 - I think we can go now. 1174 01:02:08,391 --> 01:02:10,486 What does that sign mean? 1175 01:02:10,486 --> 01:02:12,569 I keep bumping into them. 1176 01:02:13,544 --> 01:02:14,794 - Take courage. 1177 01:02:15,826 --> 01:02:18,159 It's just wordplay, I think. 1178 01:02:19,510 --> 01:02:21,329 John Courage is like the owner 1179 01:02:21,329 --> 01:02:24,606 of a big brewery or something. 1180 01:02:24,606 --> 01:02:25,689 - That's all. 1181 01:02:27,062 --> 01:02:29,975 I thought it was something more meaningful. 1182 01:02:29,975 --> 01:02:30,808 - Yeah. 1183 01:02:30,808 --> 01:02:34,891 Well, nothing means anything till it does, right? 1184 01:02:39,227 --> 01:02:42,644 - Look, I need to ask you, have you ever, 1185 01:02:43,617 --> 01:02:46,504 you know, you know what I mean? 1186 01:02:46,504 --> 01:02:48,407 I just feel like maybe we should 1187 01:02:48,407 --> 01:02:52,074 talk about the elephant in the room. 1188 01:02:52,074 --> 01:02:52,991 - Elephant. 1189 01:02:54,369 --> 01:02:55,953 I don't see an elephant. 1190 01:02:55,953 --> 01:02:58,523 I see a great big fucking blue whale. 1191 01:03:03,976 --> 01:03:06,163 - It's fine. Seriously. 1192 01:03:06,163 --> 01:03:07,496 I'm not a child. 1193 01:03:08,685 --> 01:03:11,602 I don't romanticize things anymore. 1194 01:03:12,511 --> 01:03:13,747 Before, I would be so desperate 1195 01:03:13,747 --> 01:03:16,672 that I would meet someone and, bang, 1196 01:03:16,672 --> 01:03:19,203 I would picture a happy future with them 1197 01:03:19,203 --> 01:03:21,682 in my head, like, immediately. 1198 01:03:21,682 --> 01:03:25,402 Or if I dated some closeted, in my head, 1199 01:03:25,402 --> 01:03:29,485 he would just come up with some big, epic speech. 1200 01:03:30,427 --> 01:03:32,328 'Cause what I'm saying is that it's okay 1201 01:03:32,328 --> 01:03:35,078 if you feel like pushing me away. 1202 01:03:37,142 --> 01:03:38,475 - It's not fine. 1203 01:03:40,040 --> 01:03:42,040 Of course it's not fine. 1204 01:03:42,927 --> 01:03:43,844 It's wrong. 1205 01:03:45,355 --> 01:03:46,272 It's cruel. 1206 01:03:48,544 --> 01:03:49,377 - Yeah. 1207 01:03:50,418 --> 01:03:53,251 But this isn't real though, is it? 1208 01:03:54,552 --> 01:03:58,636 You only being yourself because you know at 8:00 AM 1209 01:03:58,636 --> 01:04:01,136 we both got back to our lives. 1210 01:04:02,179 --> 01:04:03,012 It's okay. 1211 01:04:05,278 --> 01:04:07,945 It means this experiment worked. 1212 01:04:09,893 --> 01:04:11,438 - Then come home with me. 1213 01:04:11,438 --> 01:04:12,271 - What? 1214 01:04:13,208 --> 01:04:14,801 - I'm serious. 1215 01:04:14,801 --> 01:04:15,634 I'm serious. 1216 01:04:15,634 --> 01:04:16,467 Come home with me. 1217 01:04:16,467 --> 01:04:17,300 Fuck it. 1218 01:04:17,300 --> 01:04:18,133 Fuck the rules, Luke. 1219 01:04:18,133 --> 01:04:18,967 Fuck whatever happens next. 1220 01:04:18,967 --> 01:04:20,717 Let's give it a shot. 1221 01:04:21,992 --> 01:04:22,909 You and me. 1222 01:04:25,982 --> 01:04:28,390 - Listen, I'm not in the mood to have sex. 1223 01:04:28,390 --> 01:04:30,125 - What? Whoa. 1224 01:04:30,125 --> 01:04:30,958 Where's this coming... 1225 01:04:30,958 --> 01:04:31,791 I don't want to... (Lukas laughing) 1226 01:04:31,791 --> 01:04:35,204 I wasn't even thinking about sex. 1227 01:04:35,204 --> 01:04:39,016 No, I was, you know, I thought that maybe, you know, 1228 01:04:39,016 --> 01:04:41,849 we could watch "Tremors" together. 1229 01:04:44,826 --> 01:04:46,064 Would that be okay? 1230 01:04:46,064 --> 01:04:46,897 Watch tremors. 1231 01:04:46,897 --> 01:04:47,730 Like the whole saga. 1232 01:04:47,730 --> 01:04:50,563 Like one to 2 million or whatever. 1233 01:04:51,881 --> 01:04:53,554 - Only the first two are good. 1234 01:04:53,554 --> 01:04:54,387 - Okay. 1235 01:04:54,387 --> 01:04:55,985 Well, first two it is then. 1236 01:04:55,985 --> 01:04:57,152 Is that a yes? 1237 01:04:58,471 --> 01:04:59,304 Sweet. 1238 01:04:59,304 --> 01:05:00,137 Sweet. 1239 01:05:00,137 --> 01:05:03,664 Although I should probably let you know. 1240 01:05:03,664 --> 01:05:04,901 I wasn't gonna tell you. 1241 01:05:04,901 --> 01:05:05,734 But... 1242 01:05:10,911 --> 01:05:12,902 Apparently I snore. 1243 01:05:14,057 --> 01:05:14,890 I know. 1244 01:05:14,890 --> 01:05:17,060 And I didn't know until this chick recorded me. 1245 01:05:17,060 --> 01:05:19,126 And honestly, it was philharmonic. 1246 01:05:19,126 --> 01:05:20,585 Mental. (Lukas laughing) 1247 01:05:46,943 --> 01:05:48,325 You that cold? - Yeah. 1248 01:05:48,325 --> 01:05:49,158 - Honestly? 1249 01:05:49,158 --> 01:05:51,075 Right, here. Hold that. 1250 01:05:54,043 --> 01:05:54,876 Put that on. 1251 01:05:54,876 --> 01:05:56,125 - Thanks. 1252 01:05:57,527 --> 01:05:58,360 - Oh. 1253 01:06:04,005 --> 01:06:06,445 Do you want anything? 1254 01:06:06,445 --> 01:06:08,195 I'm just gonna, yeah. 1255 01:06:29,349 --> 01:06:31,099 Hey, you're not cold? 1256 01:06:32,140 --> 01:06:34,878 I just need to make a stop first. 1257 01:06:42,392 --> 01:06:44,579 - Where are we going? 1258 01:06:44,579 --> 01:06:46,533 - Yeah, I just need to sort something out 1259 01:06:46,533 --> 01:06:48,053 just for the club thing. 1260 01:06:48,053 --> 01:06:50,744 And then go home, right? 1261 01:06:50,744 --> 01:06:52,327 You look knackered. 1262 01:06:53,371 --> 01:06:54,442 - Look, I need to ask you... 1263 01:06:54,442 --> 01:06:55,275 - Yeah. Look. 1264 01:06:55,275 --> 01:06:57,381 Can we just not... 1265 01:06:57,381 --> 01:06:58,214 Look. 1266 01:06:58,214 --> 01:06:59,047 I'll be right back, okay. 1267 01:06:59,047 --> 01:07:00,496 And then, you know, 1268 01:07:00,496 --> 01:07:02,448 we'll just, I'll be like two seconds. 1269 01:07:02,448 --> 01:07:03,832 All right? 1270 01:07:03,832 --> 01:07:05,656 Would you hold that? Yeah? 1271 01:07:05,656 --> 01:07:07,186 Okay. 1272 01:07:07,186 --> 01:07:08,936 Just stay here. Yeah. 1273 01:08:15,753 --> 01:08:16,588 Should we go? 1274 01:08:16,588 --> 01:08:17,421 Thanks. 1275 01:08:19,285 --> 01:08:20,563 - Was that your girlfriend? 1276 01:08:26,138 --> 01:08:27,390 - No, it wasn't. 1277 01:08:27,390 --> 01:08:29,890 Look, I told you to stay here. 1278 01:08:31,047 --> 01:08:33,115 - She seemed upset. 1279 01:08:33,115 --> 01:08:33,948 - Yeah. Well, no doubt. 1280 01:08:33,948 --> 01:08:35,796 I woke her up 4:00 in the morning. 1281 01:08:35,796 --> 01:08:37,361 Can we go? 1282 01:08:37,361 --> 01:08:39,087 - I don't know. 1283 01:08:39,087 --> 01:08:41,030 I kind of think you should have mentioned it. 1284 01:08:41,030 --> 01:08:42,347 - Why should I? 1285 01:08:42,347 --> 01:08:43,428 I don't owe you anything. 1286 01:08:43,428 --> 01:08:44,261 Okay? 1287 01:08:44,261 --> 01:08:45,094 I don't owe you an explanation. 1288 01:08:45,094 --> 01:08:46,243 Okay? 1289 01:08:46,243 --> 01:08:48,661 I don't owe you fucking shit. 1290 01:08:48,661 --> 01:08:49,494 - Well, you kind of do. 1291 01:08:49,494 --> 01:08:50,327 - Why? What for? 1292 01:08:50,327 --> 01:08:52,549 - 'Cause you just invited me over. 1293 01:08:52,549 --> 01:08:54,702 And before that, when we first met, you said you might have 1294 01:08:54,702 --> 01:08:58,438 to do something bad to get what you want. 1295 01:08:58,438 --> 01:09:02,438 So, yeah, I think maybe we should talk about it. 1296 01:09:10,401 --> 01:09:11,234 - Okay. 1297 01:09:13,681 --> 01:09:14,598 Fine. Yeah. 1298 01:09:30,751 --> 01:09:35,334 Look, all I ever wanted in my life was to be something. 1299 01:09:39,737 --> 01:09:41,487 And I fucked that up. 1300 01:09:46,444 --> 01:09:51,444 And when I found out my dad was gonna leave me nothing, 1301 01:09:51,726 --> 01:09:53,893 I thought that I was done. 1302 01:09:55,473 --> 01:09:58,385 One of my friends owns another club 1303 01:09:58,385 --> 01:10:02,302 and he works with these people who help venues, 1304 01:10:08,248 --> 01:10:09,081 which, you know, 1305 01:10:09,081 --> 01:10:13,248 are behind on rents or start making a profit or... 1306 01:10:16,503 --> 01:10:18,003 Anyway, for a fee, 1307 01:10:20,067 --> 01:10:23,400 they bring in their staff to do security 1308 01:10:27,811 --> 01:10:28,644 and deal. 1309 01:10:34,561 --> 01:10:37,436 And I agreed to let minors in 1310 01:10:37,436 --> 01:10:40,686 so that I could make money off of them. 1311 01:10:49,467 --> 01:10:52,134 That woman that you saw me with, 1312 01:10:54,321 --> 01:10:56,071 that's my dad's wife. 1313 01:10:57,406 --> 01:10:58,656 Widow, I guess. 1314 01:11:05,320 --> 01:11:09,653 She came to my house this morning offering me money. 1315 01:11:14,504 --> 01:11:17,671 And I was so fucked up that I snapped. 1316 01:11:23,599 --> 01:11:27,154 And I said to her, I said one day I was gonna prove to her 1317 01:11:27,154 --> 01:11:30,237 and everyone I'll be the fucking man. 1318 01:11:40,242 --> 01:11:44,742 And then I went out and I beat the shit out of a tree. 1319 01:11:55,062 --> 01:11:57,645 - I never nailed that audition. 1320 01:11:58,942 --> 01:11:59,942 I failed it. 1321 01:12:02,575 --> 01:12:05,183 My first shift today was a mess. 1322 01:12:05,183 --> 01:12:07,491 I couldn't do anything right. 1323 01:12:07,491 --> 01:12:09,883 They yelled at me and I spilled this big cup 1324 01:12:09,883 --> 01:12:11,349 of boiling water on my hand. 1325 01:12:11,349 --> 01:12:13,016 And I got this burn. 1326 01:12:14,380 --> 01:12:15,963 So I was sent home. 1327 01:12:18,981 --> 01:12:21,314 That's when I got this call. 1328 01:12:22,515 --> 01:12:26,425 There was this big agent at my last audition. 1329 01:12:26,425 --> 01:12:28,939 He said that he wanted to talk to me. 1330 01:12:28,939 --> 01:12:31,319 I didn't even blink. 1331 01:12:31,319 --> 01:12:35,687 It was like all the pieces were finally coming together. 1332 01:12:35,687 --> 01:12:37,831 I believed it, Oliver. 1333 01:12:37,831 --> 01:12:39,905 Like you said, I did. 1334 01:12:39,905 --> 01:12:41,988 I believed it was a sign. 1335 01:12:43,850 --> 01:12:45,758 - Sign from who? 1336 01:12:45,758 --> 01:12:47,925 What did he want from you? 1337 01:12:48,995 --> 01:12:50,533 - He said that he could open doors for me 1338 01:12:50,533 --> 01:12:54,700 that I never could, that he could make me someone. 1339 01:12:57,630 --> 01:13:01,297 Aren't you tired of being invisible, Oliver? 1340 01:13:04,478 --> 01:13:06,478 - Did he hurt you, Luke? 1341 01:13:08,135 --> 01:13:09,718 - I agreed to that. 1342 01:13:11,386 --> 01:13:12,219 He asked. 1343 01:13:13,499 --> 01:13:18,225 I was jumping off a bridge before I met you, Oliver. 1344 01:13:18,225 --> 01:13:20,894 Now I feel like I can't bear it. 1345 01:13:20,894 --> 01:13:24,561 You know, eventually he'll grow tired of me. 1346 01:13:26,380 --> 01:13:28,130 - Listen to me, Luke. 1347 01:13:30,444 --> 01:13:33,861 Yesterday I got fucked up out of my brain 1348 01:13:45,752 --> 01:13:49,502 largely because I didn't wanna wake up again. 1349 01:13:53,439 --> 01:13:55,022 I'm unstable, Luke. 1350 01:14:00,115 --> 01:14:03,782 I haven't got the guts to jump off a bridge. 1351 01:14:11,889 --> 01:14:13,056 - Shall we go? 1352 01:14:16,484 --> 01:14:18,401 - Maybe you were right. 1353 01:14:22,201 --> 01:14:24,034 Maybe it's a bad idea. 1354 01:14:25,473 --> 01:14:27,473 Let's stick to the plan. 1355 01:14:35,416 --> 01:14:36,828 - Come here, you little prick. 1356 01:14:36,828 --> 01:14:37,661 - Whoa, whoa. 1357 01:14:37,661 --> 01:14:38,821 - What the fuck are you doing? 1358 01:14:38,821 --> 01:14:40,906 - This little prick just tried to steal my wallet. 1359 01:14:40,906 --> 01:14:41,983 The fucking scumbag. 1360 01:14:41,983 --> 01:14:43,648 - He's just a kid, man. 1361 01:14:43,648 --> 01:14:44,481 - He's no kid. 1362 01:14:44,481 --> 01:14:45,636 He's a fucking thief. 1363 01:14:45,636 --> 01:14:47,443 - What the hell's going on? 1364 01:14:47,443 --> 01:14:49,612 - I'm getting the shit kicked outta me by this dickhead. 1365 01:14:49,612 --> 01:14:51,225 - Oh, hang on. 1366 01:14:51,225 --> 01:14:52,269 What? You all know each other? 1367 01:14:52,269 --> 01:14:53,102 - Yeah. 1368 01:14:53,102 --> 01:14:53,935 He's- - He's our cousin. 1369 01:14:53,935 --> 01:14:55,006 - Yeah. 1370 01:14:55,006 --> 01:14:55,839 - Okay. 1371 01:14:56,956 --> 01:14:58,789 What's his name, then? 1372 01:15:01,384 --> 01:15:03,089 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, wait, wait, wait. 1373 01:15:03,089 --> 01:15:05,576 Let's just calm down, okay? 1374 01:15:05,576 --> 01:15:08,325 Now listen, you're upset and that's fine. 1375 01:15:08,325 --> 01:15:11,266 And you're drunk and that's fine too. 1376 01:15:11,266 --> 01:15:14,041 But look, it's all good, right? 1377 01:15:14,041 --> 01:15:15,112 You got your wallet back, right? 1378 01:15:15,112 --> 01:15:17,593 And you've broken his nose. 1379 01:15:17,593 --> 01:15:19,248 He's learnt his lesson. 1380 01:15:19,248 --> 01:15:21,998 So how about you just, you let... 1381 01:15:23,640 --> 01:15:24,473 - Daniel. 1382 01:15:24,473 --> 01:15:26,048 - Danny boy go? 1383 01:15:26,048 --> 01:15:26,919 Yeah? 1384 01:15:26,919 --> 01:15:29,007 - Look, he is better off dead. 1385 01:15:29,007 --> 01:15:30,576 He's useless. 1386 01:15:30,576 --> 01:15:32,427 See, we pay for shits like him. 1387 01:15:32,427 --> 01:15:34,328 - They're just unfortunate people, man. 1388 01:15:34,328 --> 01:15:35,902 - And then there's foreigners. 1389 01:15:35,902 --> 01:15:40,266 And then they come to my country and tell me how to behave? 1390 01:15:40,266 --> 01:15:41,843 - Do you know Ferdinand of Naples? 1391 01:15:41,843 --> 01:15:43,042 - No fucking clue. 1392 01:15:43,042 --> 01:15:44,766 - Well, let me tell you about him. 1393 01:15:44,766 --> 01:15:48,544 He was a ruler, a king, an Italian king, I think. 1394 01:15:48,544 --> 01:15:49,523 - Yeah, in Naples. 1395 01:15:49,523 --> 01:15:50,356 Can we go? - Anyway. 1396 01:15:50,356 --> 01:15:51,369 He was sailing through his kingdom 1397 01:15:51,369 --> 01:15:53,987 when rumors spread of a revolution. 1398 01:15:53,987 --> 01:15:57,184 So on his return, he ordered his men to fire the cannons 1399 01:15:57,184 --> 01:16:00,823 to announce his arrival, to scare those people. 1400 01:16:00,823 --> 01:16:02,427 But the soldiers don't do it. 1401 01:16:02,427 --> 01:16:04,134 And when he asked them, "Why?" 1402 01:16:04,134 --> 01:16:06,958 They say, "Well, we have no cannons." 1403 01:16:06,958 --> 01:16:08,487 - I mean, what the fuck are you going on about? 1404 01:16:08,487 --> 01:16:11,947 - It means he didn't have what it takes. 1405 01:16:11,947 --> 01:16:13,642 And even Ferdinand of Naples 1406 01:16:13,642 --> 01:16:16,147 in his expensive shiny armor. 1407 01:16:16,147 --> 01:16:17,509 Huh? 1408 01:16:17,509 --> 01:16:19,581 When you really look at him, 1409 01:16:19,581 --> 01:16:22,698 all you see is a sodding dead weight. 1410 01:16:23,888 --> 01:16:24,721 - Jesus, Luke, what are you doing? 1411 01:16:24,721 --> 01:16:25,857 - Shit. 1412 01:16:25,857 --> 01:16:27,514 - Thought you told me to stop enduring these people. 1413 01:16:27,514 --> 01:16:28,347 - I didn't mean that. 1414 01:16:28,347 --> 01:16:29,180 Christ. 1415 01:16:30,567 --> 01:16:31,433 Jesus Christ. 1416 01:16:31,433 --> 01:16:32,266 - We should go. 1417 01:16:32,266 --> 01:16:33,099 - Fucking go. 1418 01:16:34,101 --> 01:16:35,717 Danny, stop it, idiot. 1419 01:16:35,717 --> 01:16:38,167 Give me my wallet back as well. 1420 01:16:38,167 --> 01:16:42,478 (laughs) That was amazing. 1421 01:16:52,666 --> 01:16:54,436 - Well, fuck you. 1422 01:16:54,436 --> 01:16:55,979 - Put it back in. 1423 01:16:55,979 --> 01:16:57,725 - I think she got to me brain. 1424 01:16:57,725 --> 01:16:59,209 - I didn't realize you had one. 1425 01:16:59,209 --> 01:17:00,168 - I hate you. 1426 01:17:00,168 --> 01:17:01,580 - (laughs) No you don't. 1427 01:17:01,580 --> 01:17:02,413 No you don't. 1428 01:17:02,413 --> 01:17:03,935 Otherwise you wouldn't be following us, would you? 1429 01:17:03,935 --> 01:17:04,839 - I wasn't. 1430 01:17:04,839 --> 01:17:06,828 - So it's a coincidence we found you then, was it? 1431 01:17:06,828 --> 01:17:07,745 - Whatever. 1432 01:17:09,117 --> 01:17:11,666 Look, I'll let them check on me, but then I'm gone. 1433 01:17:11,666 --> 01:17:12,499 - Why? 1434 01:17:12,499 --> 01:17:13,746 They're going to help you. 1435 01:17:13,746 --> 01:17:15,961 - I don't want help, you gobshite. 1436 01:17:15,961 --> 01:17:17,574 They'll put me back in the fucking system. 1437 01:17:17,574 --> 01:17:19,649 I want to be on my own. 1438 01:17:22,810 --> 01:17:24,346 Why didn't you teach me how to play? 1439 01:17:24,346 --> 01:17:26,834 I could earn a living busking. 1440 01:17:26,834 --> 01:17:28,558 - You'd need a lot of practice 1441 01:17:28,558 --> 01:17:33,334 - (laughs) And a license and talent. 1442 01:17:33,334 --> 01:17:35,667 - You're a poof, aren't you? 1443 01:17:36,862 --> 01:17:38,431 - What does that mean? 1444 01:17:38,431 --> 01:17:39,348 - A faggot. 1445 01:17:40,806 --> 01:17:44,639 I need to know in case I need to watch me ass. 1446 01:17:50,227 --> 01:17:51,545 - Luke, wait. 1447 01:18:01,046 --> 01:18:02,579 You okay? 1448 01:18:02,579 --> 01:18:04,079 - Yeah, it's fine. 1449 01:18:05,202 --> 01:18:06,909 - You sure? 1450 01:18:06,909 --> 01:18:07,742 - Yeah. What? 1451 01:18:07,742 --> 01:18:10,858 You think? I can't handle this stupid kid? 1452 01:18:10,858 --> 01:18:12,441 - Little bit. Yeah. 1453 01:18:13,345 --> 01:18:14,178 I guess. 1454 01:18:16,152 --> 01:18:18,970 - You know, he only wants you for your money, 1455 01:18:18,970 --> 01:18:21,288 probably to buy some drugs. 1456 01:18:21,288 --> 01:18:22,859 Funny thing. 1457 01:18:22,859 --> 01:18:26,391 He doesn't know he can get it straight from you. 1458 01:18:26,391 --> 01:18:28,656 And I wonder when they find him dead on the street, 1459 01:18:28,656 --> 01:18:30,323 if you had any part. 1460 01:18:40,861 --> 01:18:41,861 - I'm sorry. 1461 01:18:43,066 --> 01:18:43,899 I'm sorry. 1462 01:18:44,838 --> 01:18:46,088 - Yeah, me too. 1463 01:18:49,520 --> 01:18:50,641 I'll be back in a minute. 1464 01:18:50,641 --> 01:18:52,243 - Wait, Luke. 1465 01:18:52,243 --> 01:18:53,076 Fuck. 1466 01:19:17,453 --> 01:19:19,119 - Can you fucking stop? 1467 01:19:19,119 --> 01:19:20,452 You'll break it. 1468 01:19:24,501 --> 01:19:26,087 Do you actually want to learn? 1469 01:19:26,087 --> 01:19:26,920 - Yeah. 1470 01:20:31,407 --> 01:20:32,990 - Did you find him? 1471 01:20:34,201 --> 01:20:35,034 - No. 1472 01:20:36,441 --> 01:20:37,274 He's gone. 1473 01:20:39,343 --> 01:20:41,593 - Well, just call him then. 1474 01:20:42,556 --> 01:20:45,473 - I haven't got his fucking number. 1475 01:20:48,734 --> 01:20:52,105 - Look, I think my nose is fine. 1476 01:20:52,105 --> 01:20:55,522 Should we just cut this shit and get out? 1477 01:20:58,142 --> 01:20:58,975 - Yeah. 1478 01:21:00,294 --> 01:21:01,127 Yeah. 1479 01:21:13,874 --> 01:21:16,432 - So you don't have his number. 1480 01:21:16,432 --> 01:21:17,799 You don't know where he lives. 1481 01:21:17,799 --> 01:21:19,300 You don't where he works. 1482 01:21:19,300 --> 01:21:21,752 - I told you I met him tonight. 1483 01:21:21,752 --> 01:21:22,789 Luke. 1484 01:21:22,789 --> 01:21:24,239 - Hey, bender. 1485 01:21:24,239 --> 01:21:26,239 - And cut that shit out. 1486 01:21:27,651 --> 01:21:28,484 - It was just a joke. 1487 01:21:28,484 --> 01:21:29,453 - I don't give a fuck if it was, okay. 1488 01:21:29,453 --> 01:21:31,309 You know nothing about him. 1489 01:21:31,309 --> 01:21:32,142 Clear? 1490 01:21:34,952 --> 01:21:36,119 Luke. - Sorry. 1491 01:21:41,117 --> 01:21:42,617 What is this place 1492 01:21:43,609 --> 01:21:46,545 - I was gonna take Luke to see. 1493 01:21:46,545 --> 01:21:47,628 Silly really. 1494 01:21:48,889 --> 01:21:50,344 I don't know. 1495 01:21:50,344 --> 01:21:52,667 Means quite a lot to me. 1496 01:21:52,667 --> 01:21:56,250 Used to come here and play guitar as a kid. 1497 01:21:57,805 --> 01:21:59,994 - I'm surprised you're still alive. 1498 01:22:00,827 --> 01:22:04,285 - Yeah, there was definitely some booky moments. 1499 01:22:04,285 --> 01:22:07,028 Used to sneak out and not tell anyone I was coming. 1500 01:22:07,028 --> 01:22:08,278 - And do what? 1501 01:22:08,278 --> 01:22:09,602 - Yeah, all sorts. 1502 01:22:09,602 --> 01:22:10,602 Start fires. 1503 01:22:12,987 --> 01:22:14,521 Gaze at the stars. 1504 01:22:14,521 --> 01:22:16,801 Play a few chords. 1505 01:22:16,801 --> 01:22:17,884 Be on my own. 1506 01:22:20,586 --> 01:22:24,419 Maybe some people are better off on their own. 1507 01:22:32,964 --> 01:22:34,797 - I've got to go, lad. 1508 01:22:36,183 --> 01:22:39,745 I need to find my West Virginia, yeah? 1509 01:22:39,745 --> 01:22:43,078 But if I could give you a bit of advice, 1510 01:22:45,705 --> 01:22:47,872 go out there and find him. 1511 01:22:50,203 --> 01:22:54,128 I think sometimes people think they're better off alone, 1512 01:22:54,128 --> 01:22:57,211 but maybe they just run away and hide 1513 01:22:58,992 --> 01:23:02,242 because they need someone to find them. 1514 01:23:10,315 --> 01:23:14,565 And when you do find him, tell him I'm sorry, yeah? 1515 01:23:17,795 --> 01:23:20,364 I was a dick. (laughs) 1516 01:23:20,364 --> 01:23:21,197 I guess. 1517 01:23:24,620 --> 01:23:26,703 - Wait, wait, wait, wait. 1518 01:23:28,602 --> 01:23:29,602 Very astute. 1519 01:23:30,802 --> 01:23:34,302 And if I can give you one piece of advice, 1520 01:23:35,738 --> 01:23:37,158 if you ever find yourself stuck 1521 01:23:37,158 --> 01:23:40,158 or at a loose end or whatever, here. 1522 01:23:46,335 --> 01:23:47,828 Delirium. 1523 01:23:47,828 --> 01:23:49,394 That's my club, all right? 1524 01:23:49,394 --> 01:23:50,697 Well, it's a club right now. 1525 01:23:50,697 --> 01:23:53,032 Might be something else someday. 1526 01:23:53,032 --> 01:23:55,949 Ah, actually, I'll take those back. 1527 01:24:00,700 --> 01:24:03,350 - I'm a man now. (laughs) 1528 01:24:03,350 --> 01:24:04,767 You're something. 1529 01:24:07,403 --> 01:24:08,570 - What's this? 1530 01:24:10,724 --> 01:24:13,224 - It's apophenia or something. 1531 01:24:17,848 --> 01:24:19,465 Keep it. 1532 01:24:19,465 --> 01:24:21,465 Could be anything you want, mate. 1533 01:24:21,465 --> 01:24:22,298 Also. 1534 01:24:28,124 --> 01:24:29,457 Spend it wisely. 1535 01:24:37,357 --> 01:24:38,190 All right. 1536 01:24:38,190 --> 01:24:39,023 All right. 1537 01:24:47,055 --> 01:24:49,305 - I'll see you around, lad. 1538 01:27:06,590 --> 01:27:08,423 - I wouldn't. 1539 01:27:10,308 --> 01:27:12,044 - How did you? 1540 01:27:12,044 --> 01:27:14,044 What are you doing here? 1541 01:27:15,322 --> 01:27:18,923 - What the fuck are you doing here? 1542 01:27:18,923 --> 01:27:20,756 - I was just thinking, 1543 01:27:23,306 --> 01:27:25,989 - Okay, would you mind taking a couple 1544 01:27:25,989 --> 01:27:27,229 of steps back from the edge, please? 1545 01:27:27,229 --> 01:27:30,857 - Why don't you just leave me the fuck alone? 1546 01:27:30,857 --> 01:27:33,834 This is just some game for you, isn't it? 1547 01:27:33,834 --> 01:27:35,834 A fun little experiment. 1548 01:27:37,491 --> 01:27:40,824 Some people can't support games, Oliver. 1549 01:27:43,798 --> 01:27:45,620 They were right, you know? 1550 01:27:45,620 --> 01:27:46,757 You are lucky you were born and rich 1551 01:27:46,757 --> 01:27:48,668 'cause no matter what happens to you, 1552 01:27:48,668 --> 01:27:51,811 you will always land on your feet. 1553 01:27:51,811 --> 01:27:52,644 - What? 1554 01:27:53,768 --> 01:27:54,601 What? 1555 01:27:55,640 --> 01:27:56,473 What? 1556 01:27:57,875 --> 01:27:58,708 Listen to me. 1557 01:27:58,708 --> 01:27:59,748 Look at me. Look at me. 1558 01:27:59,748 --> 01:28:01,237 Luke. 1559 01:28:01,237 --> 01:28:04,238 If you need to hate me, then that's fine, mate. 1560 01:28:04,238 --> 01:28:06,155 Fucking fine. Whatever. 1561 01:28:07,271 --> 01:28:10,044 But do you really think it's about money. 1562 01:28:10,044 --> 01:28:10,877 Do you? 1563 01:28:12,610 --> 01:28:15,375 Sure, it helps, of course it fucking does. 1564 01:28:15,375 --> 01:28:16,505 But if you think at the end of the day 1565 01:28:16,505 --> 01:28:18,792 I would be any less broken 1566 01:28:18,792 --> 01:28:22,542 or lost or fucking scared, then you're wrong. 1567 01:28:24,298 --> 01:28:26,686 Am I so different from you? 1568 01:28:26,686 --> 01:28:28,020 Am I? 1569 01:28:28,020 --> 01:28:30,310 Because the way I see it, we're all pretty fucking similar. 1570 01:28:30,310 --> 01:28:33,591 Every fucking one of us. Pretty fucking similar. 1571 01:28:33,591 --> 01:28:34,964 But we all need fucking therapists 1572 01:28:34,964 --> 01:28:38,181 because we don't know how to talk to each other anymore. 1573 01:28:38,181 --> 01:28:39,790 We chase things we made up 1574 01:28:39,790 --> 01:28:44,252 'cause it all feels so much fucking bigger than us. 1575 01:28:44,252 --> 01:28:46,124 I used to go clubbing because I needed 1576 01:28:46,124 --> 01:28:47,630 to be part of something, 1577 01:28:47,630 --> 01:28:50,094 something real, something fucking tangible. 1578 01:28:50,094 --> 01:28:51,831 Because all of it is bullshit. 1579 01:28:51,831 --> 01:28:55,164 This, everything, it's fucking bullshit. 1580 01:28:55,998 --> 01:28:57,568 But this isn't bullshit. 1581 01:28:57,568 --> 01:29:00,351 You and me, right here, right now. 1582 01:29:00,351 --> 01:29:02,938 So no, you don't get to walk away from me. 1583 01:29:02,938 --> 01:29:04,480 Not until 8:00 AM and not 1584 01:29:04,480 --> 01:29:07,980 because you need to fucking hate me, okay? 1585 01:29:10,466 --> 01:29:11,299 Fuck. 1586 01:29:15,436 --> 01:29:17,686 - I never said I hated you. 1587 01:29:21,333 --> 01:29:25,583 - Then you're full of fucking bullshit, aren't you? 1588 01:29:32,280 --> 01:29:35,947 You're unbelievable. (sobs) 1589 01:30:56,001 --> 01:30:56,834 - What? 1590 01:30:58,156 --> 01:30:58,989 - Over there. 1591 01:30:58,989 --> 01:31:00,489 It's where I work. 1592 01:31:04,340 --> 01:31:05,173 - Oh. 1593 01:31:57,688 --> 01:32:01,021 - Do you think maybe we could, you know? 1594 01:32:06,923 --> 01:32:09,673 - I don't think it's a good idea. 1595 01:32:16,337 --> 01:32:18,337 You're not alone, Lukas. 1596 01:32:21,086 --> 01:32:24,919 Sometimes it feels like we are, but we're not. 1597 01:32:27,575 --> 01:32:29,325 And if you reach out, 1598 01:32:31,656 --> 01:32:33,238 I'm sure someone much less stupid than me 1599 01:32:33,238 --> 01:32:34,905 will grab your hand. 1600 01:32:59,264 --> 01:33:01,461 Don't shut yourself down. 1601 01:33:01,461 --> 01:33:02,294 Okay? 1602 01:33:03,609 --> 01:33:04,442 Okay? 1603 01:33:16,958 --> 01:33:17,791 - Okay. 1604 01:33:20,019 --> 01:33:21,519 Good luck, Oliver. 1605 01:33:27,149 --> 01:33:28,732 - Good luck, Lukas. 1606 01:33:35,599 --> 01:33:36,432 Okay. 1607 01:34:47,104 --> 01:34:50,271 - You know, I was walking home earlier 1608 01:34:51,644 --> 01:34:53,294 and everything started spinning. 1609 01:34:53,294 --> 01:34:54,997 You know when, like, you stand up 1610 01:34:54,997 --> 01:34:56,000 and the universe feels like 1611 01:34:56,000 --> 01:34:58,566 it's fluttering around you. 1612 01:34:58,566 --> 01:35:00,142 - Like a hangover? 1613 01:35:00,142 --> 01:35:01,309 - Yes, but no. 1614 01:35:03,167 --> 01:35:05,667 Suddenly, I have this thought. 1615 01:35:08,406 --> 01:35:10,406 The universe is endless. 1616 01:35:14,695 --> 01:35:17,695 And I'm there thinking, "Okay, how?" 1617 01:35:18,896 --> 01:35:19,729 You know? 1618 01:35:19,729 --> 01:35:20,977 Nothing can be endless, right? 1619 01:35:20,977 --> 01:35:22,085 It's impossible. 1620 01:35:22,085 --> 01:35:24,432 Like, they say the universe is expanding. 1621 01:35:24,432 --> 01:35:25,308 Okay? 1622 01:35:25,308 --> 01:35:26,425 Fine, I'll buy it. 1623 01:35:26,425 --> 01:35:27,543 How? 1624 01:35:27,543 --> 01:35:28,376 What? 1625 01:35:28,376 --> 01:35:29,209 Where? 1626 01:35:29,209 --> 01:35:30,042 You know? 1627 01:35:30,042 --> 01:35:31,317 Like, if something is expanding, 1628 01:35:31,317 --> 01:35:34,622 then the universe has to have something to expand into. 1629 01:35:34,622 --> 01:35:35,529 Do you know what I mean? 1630 01:35:35,529 --> 01:35:36,862 - Mm-hm. 1631 01:35:38,073 --> 01:35:40,649 Just remind me of this conversation 1632 01:35:40,649 --> 01:35:43,929 the next time you want to get wasted. 1633 01:35:43,929 --> 01:35:46,675 - And then I had another thought. 1634 01:35:46,675 --> 01:35:51,109 It's the same with the birth of the universe. 1635 01:35:51,109 --> 01:35:52,274 Well, think about it, right? 1636 01:35:52,274 --> 01:35:54,375 Like, what created the universe? 1637 01:35:54,375 --> 01:35:56,279 The big bang, right? 1638 01:35:56,279 --> 01:35:57,112 Okay? 1639 01:35:57,112 --> 01:35:59,350 What created the big bang? 1640 01:35:59,350 --> 01:36:00,518 Let's say it's two atoms. 1641 01:36:00,518 --> 01:36:02,097 I mean, I don't really know the science behind it. 1642 01:36:02,097 --> 01:36:03,680 I'm not sure anyone really does. 1643 01:36:03,680 --> 01:36:05,558 Let's say it's two atoms, bang together. 1644 01:36:06,391 --> 01:36:08,100 The big bang, right? Fine. 1645 01:36:08,100 --> 01:36:10,541 What created the two atoms 1646 01:36:10,541 --> 01:36:12,775 and what created what created the two atoms? 1647 01:36:12,775 --> 01:36:14,641 Do you see where I'm going with it? 1648 01:36:14,641 --> 01:36:15,474 Right? (Lukas laughing) 1649 01:36:15,474 --> 01:36:17,774 You can drone on about it for ages. 1650 01:36:17,774 --> 01:36:19,340 It's impossible. 1651 01:36:19,340 --> 01:36:20,203 You could never know. 1652 01:36:20,203 --> 01:36:22,953 It's too big. It's inconceivable. 1653 01:36:25,900 --> 01:36:28,287 - And what's your conclusion? 1654 01:36:28,287 --> 01:36:32,370 - My conclusion is that we are a fucking miracle. 1655 01:36:39,520 --> 01:36:40,982 And it's frightening. You know? 1656 01:36:40,982 --> 01:36:42,345 It's terrifying. 1657 01:36:42,345 --> 01:36:44,904 We are such a tiny fraction of space 1658 01:36:44,904 --> 01:36:48,725 and time in this giant fucking nonsense. 1659 01:36:48,725 --> 01:36:53,225 And we wander around trying to give meaning to it all. 1660 01:36:54,330 --> 01:36:58,247 When, in fact, maybe it's the other way around. 1661 01:37:01,113 --> 01:37:04,530 Maybe it's life that gives meaning to us. 1662 01:37:08,910 --> 01:37:11,327 - I have to get back to work. 1663 01:37:13,052 --> 01:37:14,469 - Are you joking? 1664 01:37:16,944 --> 01:37:19,286 I just gave you a damn good speech. 1665 01:37:19,286 --> 01:37:21,187 And what, you want to get back to work? 1666 01:37:21,187 --> 01:37:22,315 That's crazy. 1667 01:37:22,315 --> 01:37:24,551 That's literally everyone on Earth, isn't it? 1668 01:37:24,551 --> 01:37:28,088 Someone talking found a beautiful sentiment, 1669 01:37:28,088 --> 01:37:30,499 meaning of life, and all they can say is, 1670 01:37:30,499 --> 01:37:32,500 "I have to get back to work." 1671 01:37:32,500 --> 01:37:34,022 You have all of your (indistinct).