1 00:01:26,150 --> 00:01:27,609 Maybe I'm just scared to leave 2 00:01:27,651 --> 00:01:29,570 and I, I need something to... 3 00:01:29,611 --> 00:01:34,074 But the thought of being so far away from... it kills me. 4 00:01:34,116 --> 00:01:37,119 Maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking, 5 00:01:37,161 --> 00:01:40,581 but I need to get this out. 6 00:01:51,133 --> 00:01:52,843 Meine dammen und herren, 7 00:01:52,885 --> 00:01:54,344 mesdames y messieurs, 8 00:01:54,386 --> 00:01:55,846 and variations on that theme, 9 00:01:55,888 --> 00:01:58,515 including kiddos from one to one thousand, 10 00:01:58,557 --> 00:02:00,142 step right up! 11 00:02:02,728 --> 00:02:05,063 Ha-ha. Honk-honk! 12 00:02:16,116 --> 00:02:17,576 Ha. 13 00:02:19,286 --> 00:02:21,413 Ooh. 14 00:02:23,540 --> 00:02:25,292 Huh? 15 00:02:26,710 --> 00:02:28,587 Woo! 16 00:02:38,472 --> 00:02:39,348 Ah. 17 00:02:45,938 --> 00:02:48,857 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 18 00:02:49,066 --> 00:02:51,902 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 19 00:02:52,027 --> 00:02:55,322 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 20 00:02:55,364 --> 00:02:57,866 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 21 00:02:57,908 --> 00:03:00,494 Toss and turn! Spin and learn! 22 00:03:03,247 --> 00:03:05,290 Catch yourself before you burn. 23 00:04:05,434 --> 00:04:07,728 Thank you. 24 00:04:07,769 --> 00:04:09,771 Okay, so? 25 00:04:09,897 --> 00:04:12,524 Yeah. No. 26 00:04:12,649 --> 00:04:15,652 But I, I have other songs, if you... 27 00:04:15,777 --> 00:04:17,279 Got something lighter? 28 00:04:28,832 --> 00:04:31,793 I could use a busboy. 29 00:05:13,961 --> 00:05:17,506 Hey, everybody, look. Una co-estrella! 30 00:05:24,596 --> 00:05:25,597 Honk-honk! 31 00:07:05,656 --> 00:07:06,990 Finally. 32 00:07:07,032 --> 00:07:08,200 Sorry. 33 00:07:08,242 --> 00:07:09,993 I can work through lunch. 34 00:07:55,581 --> 00:07:57,916 Is that a love song I hear? 35 00:07:57,958 --> 00:08:00,669 You know I never touch the stuff. 36 00:08:23,610 --> 00:08:25,987 Do you wanna go to the city tonight? 37 00:08:26,029 --> 00:08:27,489 You finish the application? 38 00:08:33,495 --> 00:08:34,829 I— 39 00:08:34,871 --> 00:08:36,331 don't— 40 00:08:36,372 --> 00:08:38,166 think— 41 00:08:38,208 --> 00:08:40,627 I— 42 00:08:40,668 --> 00:08:42,754 have— 43 00:08:42,795 --> 00:08:44,506 the discipline— 44 00:08:44,547 --> 00:08:46,090 to— 45 00:08:46,216 --> 00:08:48,510 train. 46 00:08:53,097 --> 00:08:55,683 Please! 47 00:08:55,725 --> 00:08:58,228 It's Holy Holy Heavens night in Berlin. 48 00:08:58,353 --> 00:09:02,023 Only to be abandoned the moment you spot blue hoodie boy, 49 00:09:02,148 --> 00:09:05,109 or whoever else catches one of your twin eyes? 50 00:09:05,151 --> 00:09:07,028 Blue who? 51 00:09:07,153 --> 00:09:10,949 Remember last New Year' you said it's time to let yourself fall? 52 00:09:14,953 --> 00:09:17,622 Nobody has knocked me off my feet. 53 00:09:20,416 --> 00:09:22,627 You lack inertia, ami. 54 00:09:41,604 --> 00:09:43,648 I'm buried deep. 55 00:09:45,191 --> 00:09:46,985 Forget your problemas 56 00:09:47,026 --> 00:09:48,945 and get your best space suit, 57 00:09:49,070 --> 00:09:52,907 The Children are set to rocket to the heavens! 58 00:10:03,501 --> 00:10:04,919 Mi hijo, 59 00:10:04,961 --> 00:10:07,130 The Children eat free. 60 00:10:07,172 --> 00:10:09,340 Yes, Mother. 61 00:10:17,098 --> 00:10:18,975 What if something's wrong? 62 00:10:19,017 --> 00:10:20,351 Something's always wrong with her. 63 00:11:06,481 --> 00:11:08,191 Dos tequilas. 64 00:11:45,854 --> 00:11:47,105 What in the holy holy heavens 65 00:11:47,146 --> 00:11:48,648 are you here as tonight? 66 00:11:50,275 --> 00:11:53,862 First, "holy" isn't heavenly. 67 00:11:53,903 --> 00:11:56,573 From English to Latin to Greek to Hebrew, 68 00:11:56,614 --> 00:12:00,535 holy has a more tangled origin than orange. 69 00:12:00,660 --> 00:12:04,414 So you're a linguist? 70 00:12:04,455 --> 00:12:06,624 Words are just a passion. 71 00:12:07,458 --> 00:12:09,544 I'm gravity. 72 00:12:09,586 --> 00:12:14,090 Noted. Well, Gravity, I'm Levity. 73 00:12:27,562 --> 00:12:28,897 Gravity? 74 00:16:30,638 --> 00:16:35,059 So, what do you wanna be when you grow up 75 00:16:35,101 --> 00:16:37,061 and all that small talk? 76 00:16:37,187 --> 00:16:39,189 So we're doing that then? 77 00:16:39,230 --> 00:16:40,315 Sorry. 78 00:16:40,356 --> 00:16:41,649 We don't have to. 79 00:16:44,194 --> 00:16:46,237 Finished college year before last. 80 00:16:46,279 --> 00:16:49,491 Barely. Now I'm in historical preservation 81 00:16:49,532 --> 00:16:51,159 to pay the rent. 82 00:16:51,284 --> 00:16:55,705 And to feed the soul, you what? 83 00:16:55,830 --> 00:16:57,832 Make music in the sorrow key? 84 00:16:57,957 --> 00:17:00,752 You look like someone with a lot of songs inside. 85 00:17:00,877 --> 00:17:03,379 Sad songs no one wants to hear. 86 00:17:11,304 --> 00:17:14,516 I just graduated, and you're two years out. 87 00:17:14,641 --> 00:17:15,934 Is that scary? 88 00:17:15,975 --> 00:17:18,853 I just keep the fire lit under my focus. 89 00:17:18,978 --> 00:17:20,230 What's your plan? 90 00:17:20,355 --> 00:17:21,731 You mean, what's my mother's plan? 91 00:17:21,856 --> 00:17:23,566 Ah, one of those. 92 00:17:24,859 --> 00:17:27,695 She got me a job at a... 93 00:17:27,737 --> 00:17:31,366 And, uh, it would feed the rent, but... 94 00:17:31,491 --> 00:17:34,369 What would feed the soul? 95 00:17:34,494 --> 00:17:35,829 Maybe you need a roadie warrior. 96 00:17:36,955 --> 00:17:38,081 Anything's possible. 97 00:17:38,206 --> 00:17:39,707 Not everything. 98 00:17:55,098 --> 00:17:57,100 Sorry, I, the time. 99 00:17:57,225 --> 00:18:01,062 Nice to chat kid fears with you and all that small talk, 100 00:18:01,104 --> 00:18:02,355 but I gotta be up early for— 101 00:18:02,480 --> 00:18:04,232 My plan is to run away to the circus. 102 00:18:05,775 --> 00:18:07,694 To feed the soul. 103 00:18:07,735 --> 00:18:08,862 Honk-honk. 104 00:18:10,405 --> 00:18:11,531 Every kid's dream. 105 00:18:11,656 --> 00:18:13,950 Every mother's nightmare. 106 00:18:13,992 --> 00:18:17,162 And day one of that foolish plan starts in T-minus 29. 107 00:18:25,962 --> 00:18:27,630 Apologies for my... 108 00:18:27,672 --> 00:18:28,756 Who will be the keeper of my heart 109 00:18:28,882 --> 00:18:30,675 if I reveal all my darkness 110 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:31,885 as well as my light? 111 00:18:32,010 --> 00:18:34,470 Themes better suited to needy songs, 112 00:18:34,512 --> 00:18:36,139 no one needs to hear. 113 00:18:46,858 --> 00:18:48,526 Ah. 114 00:18:52,864 --> 00:18:54,199 Ta-da! 115 00:19:03,166 --> 00:19:05,460 Can I see you play sometime? 116 00:19:05,502 --> 00:19:08,546 I'll try to get you on the list when the next show comes up. 117 00:19:16,179 --> 00:19:18,056 Okay, night. 118 00:19:18,181 --> 00:19:20,225 Morning. 119 00:19:20,350 --> 00:19:22,685 Doors closing. 120 00:19:46,960 --> 00:19:48,962 Birdie? 121 00:19:51,047 --> 00:19:53,466 Tell me you made it home alive? 122 00:22:06,933 --> 00:22:09,185 Decide your destruction. 123 00:22:24,075 --> 00:22:27,579 Hola. Hello. Konnichiwa. 124 00:22:27,620 --> 00:22:30,081 Ni Hao Ma. Oh, and for you neophytes, 125 00:22:30,206 --> 00:22:33,543 I'm Mama Bird. 126 00:22:33,585 --> 00:22:36,588 Son, the Ivy Leagues snatched you away 127 00:22:36,629 --> 00:22:38,464 from the Ivy that hatched you, 128 00:22:38,590 --> 00:22:41,759 but you're finally free to return to my fabulous nest 129 00:22:41,801 --> 00:22:42,969 for as long as you like. 130 00:22:43,094 --> 00:22:46,222 Weeks. Months. Eternity. 131 00:22:46,347 --> 00:22:48,808 And whenever you miss your friends, invite them. 132 00:22:48,933 --> 00:22:51,352 You're all welcome here, day or night, 133 00:22:51,477 --> 00:22:54,856 because I'm never letting you out of my sight again. 134 00:22:57,859 --> 00:23:00,987 To dodging panes of glass, my heart, 135 00:23:01,112 --> 00:23:03,698 my soul, my... 136 00:23:03,740 --> 00:23:05,617 Birdie? 137 00:23:05,742 --> 00:23:07,118 He flew the coop. 138 00:25:12,745 --> 00:25:14,955 Finding out if someone's worthy of a fall requires more 139 00:25:15,080 --> 00:25:17,583 than getting to know the texture of their tongue. 140 00:25:17,708 --> 00:25:19,919 Mother. Yuck. 141 00:25:21,670 --> 00:25:24,298 What if what I'm looking for doesn't even exist? 142 00:25:24,340 --> 00:25:25,883 Uh-huh. 143 00:25:25,925 --> 00:25:28,302 What if you're just afraid of losing the freedom 144 00:25:28,344 --> 00:25:31,013 to flit from one possibility to another. 145 00:26:24,525 --> 00:26:27,570 You call that lighter, kid? 146 00:26:27,695 --> 00:26:30,447 Still need that busboy. 147 00:27:01,187 --> 00:27:03,022 Hey, hey, it's me. 148 00:27:03,147 --> 00:27:05,107 You said you would put me on the list next time you play. 149 00:27:05,149 --> 00:27:06,859 Yeah, it was sold out, so... 150 00:27:08,277 --> 00:27:10,362 Do, do you wanna chill, like, tomorrow 151 00:27:10,404 --> 00:27:12,281 or maybe the next day, or, or even now. 152 00:27:12,323 --> 00:27:15,493 We could get some Thai food, watch a cinema or maybe... 153 00:27:18,370 --> 00:27:21,665 Okay, how about this? Camping. 154 00:27:21,790 --> 00:27:24,543 - I don't sleep on the ground. - That's not a problem. 155 00:27:24,585 --> 00:27:25,586 Ivy's got all the stuff that we could— 156 00:27:25,711 --> 00:27:26,712 Where would we go? 157 00:27:26,837 --> 00:27:28,631 Anything's possible. 158 00:27:28,672 --> 00:27:30,674 No, you need a destination. 159 00:27:30,799 --> 00:27:32,551 I got a map. 160 00:27:32,593 --> 00:27:33,928 I got a map. 161 00:27:38,933 --> 00:27:42,228 It's in here somewhere. 162 00:28:41,412 --> 00:28:43,831 Sorry, just a low fever. 163 00:28:43,873 --> 00:28:44,915 But if you really need me to work... 164 00:28:45,040 --> 00:28:46,417 Thanks, Wink. 165 00:28:46,542 --> 00:28:48,127 I'll check in on Monday. 166 00:29:49,021 --> 00:29:52,107 Get the good stuff, Ivy's treat. 167 00:29:52,233 --> 00:29:55,653 Nobody's mom is buying me anything. 168 00:31:38,923 --> 00:31:40,883 It'll pass. 169 00:31:40,925 --> 00:31:42,635 Don't worry. 170 00:31:45,012 --> 00:31:46,472 - You— - I— 171 00:31:46,514 --> 00:31:48,182 Sorry, sorry, you go. 172 00:31:48,224 --> 00:31:50,476 I hate camping. 173 00:31:50,518 --> 00:31:52,937 - Wha... - This is, this is okay. 174 00:31:52,978 --> 00:31:55,773 What, why in the world falls are we here? 175 00:32:02,696 --> 00:32:04,031 What were you gonna say? 176 00:32:08,953 --> 00:32:09,995 You want S'mores, 177 00:32:10,037 --> 00:32:11,747 or are you good with the agave? 178 00:32:11,789 --> 00:32:13,791 I'm good. More than— 179 00:32:16,043 --> 00:32:17,837 Did you check the forecast? 180 00:32:17,878 --> 00:32:19,839 No, did you? 181 00:32:19,880 --> 00:32:21,924 This was your plan, so... 182 00:32:23,425 --> 00:32:25,135 Oh, come on. 183 00:32:32,977 --> 00:32:35,187 Ta-da. 184 00:32:35,312 --> 00:32:38,691 Sorry, I, uh, I should have— 185 00:32:38,732 --> 00:32:40,860 Yeah, welcome to my luck. 186 00:32:47,199 --> 00:32:48,742 S'more? 187 00:32:48,784 --> 00:32:49,660 All yours. 188 00:32:55,166 --> 00:32:59,628 So, tell me about your love life and all that small talk. 189 00:32:59,753 --> 00:33:02,548 Mm. You first. 190 00:33:04,258 --> 00:33:06,051 Love songs in my family 191 00:33:06,093 --> 00:33:08,596 tend to be the angry kind that end in scars. 192 00:33:08,721 --> 00:33:12,766 So, I locked myself up behind the promise 193 00:33:12,808 --> 00:33:15,436 never to be lifted through. 194 00:33:15,561 --> 00:33:19,398 Sorry, I've been told I can be a lot to take. 195 00:33:22,026 --> 00:33:23,986 Your turn. 196 00:33:26,322 --> 00:33:28,282 In the companion department, 197 00:33:28,324 --> 00:33:31,118 there was one I thought I was falling for, 198 00:33:31,243 --> 00:33:34,830 but mostly loneliness and, uh... 199 00:33:40,753 --> 00:33:42,630 Hi. 200 00:33:42,671 --> 00:33:44,757 Yeah, yeah, we're fine. 201 00:33:44,798 --> 00:33:47,092 Yes, yes, we have all the food 202 00:33:47,134 --> 00:33:48,802 and drink we could possibly need. 203 00:33:48,928 --> 00:33:50,846 Yes, it's just rain. 204 00:33:50,888 --> 00:33:53,057 Okay, love you too. Bye. 205 00:33:54,683 --> 00:33:55,976 Welcome to my luck. 206 00:33:58,354 --> 00:33:59,688 Hey, the other night you said 207 00:33:59,730 --> 00:34:03,442 circus was every mother's nightmare. 208 00:34:05,277 --> 00:34:07,029 Ivy's a doer, 209 00:34:07,071 --> 00:34:08,489 not a dreamer. 210 00:34:10,115 --> 00:34:12,493 Dreams are all my mom ever had. 211 00:34:12,535 --> 00:34:14,620 However small. 212 00:34:14,662 --> 00:34:18,457 Is she happy with all your success? 213 00:34:21,877 --> 00:34:26,382 Even if I never sold a record or a ticket, 214 00:34:26,423 --> 00:34:29,301 she'd still think I made it. Mm, just for trying. 215 00:34:31,762 --> 00:34:33,180 It's supposed to be waterproof. 216 00:34:34,849 --> 00:34:36,267 Sorry, again. 217 00:34:37,685 --> 00:34:38,644 Have you sold any? 218 00:34:38,769 --> 00:34:40,855 Records? 219 00:34:40,896 --> 00:34:43,440 Studios aren't really in the current budget. 220 00:34:43,566 --> 00:34:45,067 Do you let that stop you? 221 00:34:45,109 --> 00:34:46,569 Do you think our parents' expectations 222 00:34:46,610 --> 00:34:49,029 - limit us? - I'd say elevate. 223 00:35:08,132 --> 00:35:10,426 I am glad we didn't go home together the other night. 224 00:35:10,551 --> 00:35:12,845 Me too. 225 00:35:17,933 --> 00:35:19,852 This is better. 226 00:35:42,875 --> 00:35:44,668 Now what? 227 00:35:44,710 --> 00:35:47,588 I think it's time you sang me a song in D minor. 228 00:35:47,713 --> 00:35:51,383 I think it's time you did me a circus trick. 229 00:35:51,509 --> 00:35:55,054 Uh, step right up. 230 00:35:59,808 --> 00:36:01,477 When are you leaving? 231 00:36:01,602 --> 00:36:05,564 Must be, what, T-minus 26 by now? 232 00:36:05,689 --> 00:36:07,733 Except... 233 00:36:09,777 --> 00:36:11,278 gotta finish that application first. 234 00:36:12,780 --> 00:36:14,657 But this is blank and— 235 00:36:14,782 --> 00:36:16,867 Due tomorrow. 236 00:36:16,992 --> 00:36:18,494 Qui est ton clown? 237 00:36:20,037 --> 00:36:21,956 It's a big decision. 238 00:36:22,081 --> 00:36:23,207 But we could fill this out now. 239 00:36:23,332 --> 00:36:24,875 Or... 240 00:36:30,756 --> 00:36:32,132 we could set things on fire. 241 00:36:34,385 --> 00:36:35,553 Come on. 242 00:38:15,653 --> 00:38:17,363 A little corner of the world 243 00:38:17,404 --> 00:38:20,366 where we can feel totally at peace. 244 00:38:21,826 --> 00:38:22,785 Untouchable. 245 00:38:28,207 --> 00:38:32,503 Yeah, my gig the other night wasn't... 246 00:38:34,588 --> 00:38:36,674 There was no gig. 247 00:38:38,259 --> 00:38:39,760 I know. 248 00:38:39,802 --> 00:38:41,679 I, uh, saw you through the— 249 00:38:41,804 --> 00:38:43,764 - Why am I telling you this? - Hey, no worries. 250 00:38:43,889 --> 00:38:45,307 I'll be front and center as soon as you— 251 00:38:45,432 --> 00:38:49,103 Being fed by some brawny acrobat somewhere outside Paris. 252 00:39:37,401 --> 00:39:39,987 Exécutez les compétences 253 00:39:40,112 --> 00:39:42,031 latéralement à la caméra. 254 00:39:43,657 --> 00:39:45,409 Action. 255 00:39:45,534 --> 00:39:46,827 Faire le pont. 256 00:39:48,662 --> 00:39:50,706 Grand écart. 257 00:39:53,626 --> 00:39:54,710 Hey. 258 00:39:54,835 --> 00:39:56,962 Grand écart latéral. 259 00:39:57,087 --> 00:39:58,714 Ah, ooh. 260 00:39:58,839 --> 00:40:02,009 - Oh, no, no, no, no. - You're going down. 261 00:40:02,134 --> 00:40:05,471 Moving on to l'artistique. 262 00:40:05,596 --> 00:40:06,680 Qui est ton clown? 263 00:40:26,242 --> 00:40:28,744 September 15th just opened up. 264 00:40:28,786 --> 00:40:30,287 It's yours as long as you can get a track out 265 00:40:30,329 --> 00:40:32,206 - in time to promote it. - Really? 266 00:40:32,331 --> 00:40:34,375 Thank you, Boston. You, you won't regret it. 267 00:40:34,500 --> 00:40:37,378 Oh, yes, I will. Next. 268 00:40:37,503 --> 00:40:41,257 Everything you need to do instead of dream. 269 00:40:41,298 --> 00:40:43,008 Except a bunch of cash. 270 00:40:43,133 --> 00:40:45,928 Now, this is everything I need. 271 00:40:45,970 --> 00:40:49,098 Qui est ton clown? 272 00:40:49,139 --> 00:40:51,559 He gotta be in here somewhere, right? 273 00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:54,687 Mesdame and messieur, and variations of kiddos 274 00:40:54,728 --> 00:40:58,148 ranging from one to one thousand, step right up. 275 00:41:44,779 --> 00:41:46,531 This'll do. 276 00:41:46,656 --> 00:41:48,366 For now. 277 00:42:45,006 --> 00:42:47,259 Let me know if you think it's good enough to— 278 00:42:48,885 --> 00:42:50,637 It's great. 279 00:43:05,861 --> 00:43:07,279 Sorry. 280 00:43:07,320 --> 00:43:10,365 I've been avoiding this too long. 281 00:43:16,037 --> 00:43:17,581 Hey, kid, I was startin' to think 282 00:43:17,622 --> 00:43:20,041 - that maybe you skipped town. - Me? 283 00:43:20,083 --> 00:43:22,419 No, that would be your... 284 00:43:22,460 --> 00:43:25,672 I've just been busy and... 285 00:43:25,714 --> 00:43:27,883 I'm coming home Wednesday. 286 00:43:29,634 --> 00:43:31,845 This Wednesday? 287 00:43:31,887 --> 00:43:33,430 Already? 288 00:43:33,471 --> 00:43:35,223 Yeah, yeah. 289 00:43:35,265 --> 00:43:37,475 The date got moved up, so... 290 00:43:37,517 --> 00:43:40,937 Okay. Okay, yeah, I'll figure something out. 291 00:43:40,979 --> 00:43:42,814 You can help me burn all the loose flack. 292 00:43:42,939 --> 00:43:44,858 - You sound happy. - Yeah, I woke up 293 00:43:44,900 --> 00:43:47,277 in the middle of a dream, some old woman telling me 294 00:43:47,319 --> 00:43:48,945 to get out there and plant some seeds 295 00:43:48,987 --> 00:43:50,780 and watch 'em grow. 296 00:43:50,822 --> 00:43:52,407 No more running, right? 297 00:43:52,532 --> 00:43:56,536 The world was meant for me, for all of us. 298 00:44:10,467 --> 00:44:13,386 I met this guy and, uh, 299 00:44:13,428 --> 00:44:16,264 the way he makes me feel is nothing like I've ever... 300 00:44:16,389 --> 00:44:19,476 I was looking for a body to hold me when I need to be held 301 00:44:19,518 --> 00:44:21,811 and leave when I need to be left alone. 302 00:44:21,853 --> 00:44:24,731 And I guess I thought nobody exists like that. 303 00:44:24,773 --> 00:44:28,360 Walls. Why do I have so many? 304 00:44:42,207 --> 00:44:43,083 Bad news. 305 00:44:47,003 --> 00:44:48,672 Vous êtes invités? 306 00:44:48,713 --> 00:44:50,882 - You actually applied. - First day of class is— 307 00:44:50,924 --> 00:44:53,009 - Trois Septembre. That's— - Too soon. 308 00:45:01,977 --> 00:45:04,187 Woo. 309 00:45:11,111 --> 00:45:14,156 So, Mom, remember about the, uh, uh, Paris 310 00:45:14,197 --> 00:45:16,491 that I was talking about? I... 311 00:45:16,533 --> 00:45:18,535 I, um... 312 00:45:18,577 --> 00:45:21,037 - I was— - Spit it out. 313 00:45:21,079 --> 00:45:23,290 - Ivy? - Ah. 314 00:45:24,791 --> 00:45:27,210 Ah, stunning isn't she? 315 00:45:27,252 --> 00:45:30,714 The hand painting is, and the 3D printing tech. 316 00:45:30,755 --> 00:45:33,425 Ah, it's killer, huh? 317 00:45:42,517 --> 00:45:46,104 I couldn't stop the march of the mutant cells 318 00:45:46,146 --> 00:45:49,858 and I refused to live with any of the OG eyes. 319 00:45:49,900 --> 00:45:53,737 So we chisel out the bad, patch up what's left and... 320 00:45:55,530 --> 00:45:57,741 What was it about Paris? 321 00:46:01,077 --> 00:46:02,787 Later. 322 00:46:04,539 --> 00:46:06,750 Now, I just have to convince them 323 00:46:06,791 --> 00:46:09,169 to let me be my own test subject. 324 00:46:19,721 --> 00:46:22,807 Sorry, Wink. Still feeling under the weather. 325 00:46:22,849 --> 00:46:25,268 I'll check in again on Monday. 326 00:46:29,731 --> 00:46:31,399 Everything okay? 327 00:46:31,441 --> 00:46:33,318 Perfect. 328 00:47:22,450 --> 00:47:24,119 Last time you said you didn't like camping, 329 00:47:24,161 --> 00:47:26,413 but here we are again. 330 00:47:26,454 --> 00:47:29,541 Oh and 5%, if that has anything to do with it. 331 00:47:29,583 --> 00:47:32,043 - What? - Chance of rain. 332 00:47:32,085 --> 00:47:35,088 I checked. Seems like good odds. 333 00:47:35,130 --> 00:47:37,591 I was 12, visiting Mom 334 00:47:37,632 --> 00:47:40,844 and fiancé number, oh, who knows? 335 00:47:40,886 --> 00:47:42,554 Lockwood, we called him. 336 00:47:42,596 --> 00:47:45,932 Drove a sports car Red leather seats. 337 00:47:45,974 --> 00:47:49,227 Anyway, that fall I'm back at Dad's when Mom calls. 338 00:47:49,269 --> 00:47:51,313 "You watching the news?" 339 00:47:51,354 --> 00:47:55,650 We didn't live in the same time zone, let alone the same town. 340 00:47:55,692 --> 00:47:57,444 So she just put the phone to the TV 341 00:47:57,486 --> 00:48:01,364 and, "Lockwood was arrested on charges of first-degree murder 342 00:48:01,406 --> 00:48:03,867 after confessing to slashing the throat of a young woman 343 00:48:03,909 --> 00:48:05,994 at the campground with his father. 344 00:48:06,036 --> 00:48:09,122 You know, they traced it back to that weekend when I was there, 345 00:48:09,164 --> 00:48:15,128 with him and Mom camping in a tent, kinda like that one. 346 00:48:15,170 --> 00:48:18,173 Oh. Holy... 347 00:48:18,215 --> 00:48:22,135 Oh, here, a trick Mom taught me. 348 00:48:24,179 --> 00:48:26,473 You know, we can leave if you... 349 00:48:26,598 --> 00:48:28,642 No, no, I... 350 00:48:28,683 --> 00:48:30,393 I, I like confronting it 351 00:48:30,519 --> 00:48:33,647 with someone that makes me feel safe. 352 00:48:37,609 --> 00:48:39,945 Insert awkward segue 353 00:48:39,986 --> 00:48:42,072 echoing, "Who will be the keeper of my heart 354 00:48:42,113 --> 00:48:44,074 if I reveal all the darkness inside?" 355 00:48:44,199 --> 00:48:45,617 There's more? 356 00:48:48,119 --> 00:48:49,621 Well, if you haven't already, that would make 357 00:48:49,663 --> 00:48:52,874 - some kind of song. - One more no one wants to hear. 358 00:48:52,999 --> 00:48:54,209 I would. 359 00:48:55,377 --> 00:48:56,795 I would. 360 00:48:58,046 --> 00:48:59,256 How's that studio coming along? 361 00:48:59,381 --> 00:49:01,299 Closets have their limitations, 362 00:49:01,341 --> 00:49:04,219 but I'll figure it out. 363 00:49:04,344 --> 00:49:06,930 You must have something we need to laugh about? 364 00:49:06,972 --> 00:49:09,266 Some fatal darkness? 365 00:49:09,391 --> 00:49:10,517 Does it have to be a mother thing? 366 00:49:10,559 --> 00:49:11,935 'Cause I can't top that. 367 00:49:14,563 --> 00:49:18,233 Ivy, she's really strong, 368 00:49:18,275 --> 00:49:19,776 while I... 369 00:49:22,195 --> 00:49:23,947 Walls. 370 00:49:32,122 --> 00:49:34,958 Ta plus grande faiblesse? 371 00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:36,960 My greatest weakness. 372 00:49:37,002 --> 00:49:40,046 All my life I've been pretty much lost in every aspect of... 373 00:49:40,088 --> 00:49:42,132 I get overwhelmed at all my goals 374 00:49:42,257 --> 00:49:43,967 and confused when I'm supposed to choose just one. 375 00:49:44,009 --> 00:49:45,719 And when I do, I get frustrated 376 00:49:45,760 --> 00:49:50,015 and just slip into anything else. 377 00:49:52,142 --> 00:49:53,977 That's in your stars. 378 00:49:54,019 --> 00:49:55,145 You're lucky your Leo moon is there 379 00:49:55,187 --> 00:49:56,855 to organize that Gemini sun. 380 00:49:56,980 --> 00:49:59,065 What if my moon is no match for my sun? 381 00:49:59,191 --> 00:50:02,819 What if I just keep slipping my entire... 382 00:50:02,861 --> 00:50:07,365 What if I never get good enough at any one thing for inertia? 383 00:50:07,407 --> 00:50:10,827 Maybe you're good enough faster than most people. 384 00:50:10,952 --> 00:50:13,538 - That's why you slip. - I have news. 385 00:50:13,663 --> 00:50:14,956 Why don't you write down a list of your goals 386 00:50:15,081 --> 00:50:17,125 and just work your way down it. 387 00:50:17,250 --> 00:50:19,127 Vous êtes invités. 388 00:50:21,463 --> 00:50:23,131 I'm running away to the circus. 389 00:50:23,256 --> 00:50:25,842 - Every kid's dream. - Every mother's nightmare. 390 00:50:25,967 --> 00:50:28,762 I leave for Paris trois Septembre. 391 00:50:30,388 --> 00:50:31,848 11 days from today? 392 00:50:31,973 --> 00:50:34,893 I'm supposed to come ready with a clown, 393 00:50:35,018 --> 00:50:38,313 which is another goal for my list. 394 00:50:38,438 --> 00:50:40,774 Qui est ton clown? 395 00:50:40,815 --> 00:50:43,568 What does that even mean? Do I have to find it? 396 00:50:43,693 --> 00:50:45,028 Am I already it? 397 00:50:45,070 --> 00:50:47,113 I did record one song in my closet 398 00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:49,533 inspired by my mom, 399 00:50:49,658 --> 00:50:52,118 and by you. 400 00:50:52,244 --> 00:50:54,329 - It's close, just needs some— - No disclaimers. 401 00:53:25,689 --> 00:53:27,858 You see, my finger work is... 402 00:53:27,899 --> 00:53:29,734 And it needs way more production 403 00:53:29,776 --> 00:53:31,194 than I'm capable of in my closet. 404 00:53:31,236 --> 00:53:35,073 I'm still trying to like get it perfect perfect. 405 00:53:35,115 --> 00:53:36,575 Well, perfect's not possible— 406 00:53:36,616 --> 00:53:39,035 He says to the Virgo. 407 00:53:39,077 --> 00:53:41,079 That was amazing. 408 00:53:41,121 --> 00:53:45,625 Do you ever wonder why we, that night. 409 00:53:47,169 --> 00:53:49,254 I didn't even want to go out. 410 00:53:49,296 --> 00:53:54,342 Then it was dark and loud. 411 00:53:54,384 --> 00:53:57,637 And crowded, and then... 412 00:53:57,679 --> 00:53:59,055 And then... 413 00:53:59,097 --> 00:54:00,891 And then... 414 00:54:03,852 --> 00:54:06,563 Oh, 11 days. 415 00:54:06,605 --> 00:54:09,107 That's crazy. 416 00:54:09,149 --> 00:54:10,817 10 days now. 417 00:54:10,859 --> 00:54:13,653 Judging by the moon. 418 00:54:13,695 --> 00:54:15,322 I'm trying to be thankful for the time 419 00:54:15,363 --> 00:54:17,282 I've got to spend with you, but I... 420 00:54:17,324 --> 00:54:19,826 It's really hard. 421 00:54:19,868 --> 00:54:22,078 It's not the only thing. 422 00:55:33,441 --> 00:55:35,318 Yeah, I want to see your eyes. 423 00:56:43,428 --> 00:56:46,056 This has all been too easy, which makes me nervous. 424 00:56:46,097 --> 00:56:48,934 But then I remember that in a couple weeks I leave. 425 00:56:48,975 --> 00:56:54,397 So, I mean, we're both having fun, right? 426 00:56:57,859 --> 00:57:00,779 Life is a constant slip in and out of... 427 00:57:02,823 --> 00:57:04,699 I love when I pretend to be strong. 428 00:57:10,914 --> 00:57:13,166 Real world's calling. 429 00:57:14,459 --> 00:57:16,503 Do we have to answer? 430 00:57:16,545 --> 00:57:19,256 Promise you'll tell her about Paris. 431 00:58:16,813 --> 00:58:18,398 Want reinforcement? 432 00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:21,068 No, I need to go solo. 433 00:58:21,110 --> 00:58:22,987 Okay. 434 00:58:55,811 --> 00:58:59,524 Does it feel good, coming home? 435 00:58:59,565 --> 00:59:04,278 Feels like I got more of a life in the inside than out. 436 00:59:07,073 --> 00:59:09,033 Pretty much begged the judge for any kind of help 437 00:59:09,075 --> 00:59:10,618 before I got out. 438 00:59:10,660 --> 00:59:12,703 They gave me a useless appointment. 439 00:59:12,745 --> 00:59:16,624 All they said was stop and breathe. 440 00:59:20,920 --> 00:59:23,840 When you said on that report when she was choking you, 441 00:59:23,881 --> 00:59:27,093 she said, "Aren't you dead yet?" 442 00:59:27,134 --> 00:59:29,929 - What if next time you are? - Pull in here. 443 01:00:02,712 --> 01:00:06,132 One, two, three... 444 01:00:06,174 --> 01:00:08,885 four, five, six. 445 01:02:06,002 --> 01:02:09,088 - No, no. This is your song. - It's yours now. Free. 446 01:02:09,130 --> 01:02:13,301 Just, just play it for me sometime. 447 01:03:05,061 --> 01:03:06,687 The whole range. Yes. 448 01:03:06,729 --> 01:03:09,774 Operation Ivy is a go. 449 01:03:09,815 --> 01:03:12,318 That Italian blue. 450 01:03:12,360 --> 01:03:14,445 Tres, tres. 451 01:03:14,487 --> 01:03:17,031 It's nice, too nice. 452 01:03:17,073 --> 01:03:19,867 Especially considering I asked for a suitcase. 453 01:03:19,909 --> 01:03:21,327 For why? Where are you going? 454 01:03:21,369 --> 01:03:23,621 Other than to go down with me to production. 455 01:03:23,663 --> 01:03:26,040 Wait, wait. So... Um... 456 01:03:32,588 --> 01:03:36,509 Step right up, Mother, Ivy. 457 01:03:36,551 --> 01:03:41,848 I know that your due for me is, well... 458 01:03:43,015 --> 01:03:44,892 but... 459 01:03:49,605 --> 01:03:51,107 Ah. 460 01:03:51,148 --> 01:03:52,817 As an assistant. 461 01:03:52,859 --> 01:03:54,193 Can you... 462 01:03:54,235 --> 01:03:56,112 Ivy, the 3D printer is down. 463 01:03:56,154 --> 01:03:59,240 Hold on, hold on, I have like a... I have a whole, just... 464 01:04:02,493 --> 01:04:04,412 Ho ho. 465 01:04:05,413 --> 01:04:07,290 Whoop, woo. 466 01:04:07,331 --> 01:04:10,543 Ah. 467 01:04:12,879 --> 01:04:14,964 - Ta-da. - Mm-mm. 468 01:04:18,426 --> 01:04:21,554 But, to feed the soul. 469 01:04:25,766 --> 01:04:27,143 Ta-da. 470 01:04:27,185 --> 01:04:28,936 I've been accepted into the next session. 471 01:04:28,978 --> 01:04:32,190 So, lots of choices. 472 01:04:32,231 --> 01:04:34,775 Luckily, you have an easy decision. 473 01:04:34,817 --> 01:04:36,402 Except that... 474 01:04:42,366 --> 01:04:43,868 Forget production. 475 01:04:43,910 --> 01:04:45,620 I'm taking you to see your office. 476 01:04:45,661 --> 01:04:47,079 The view isn't as fly as mine, 477 01:04:47,121 --> 01:04:50,708 but you'll have an even nicer one in no time. 478 01:04:50,750 --> 01:04:52,084 Come on. 479 01:05:31,290 --> 01:05:34,293 Someone called "Robin" is here. 480 01:05:44,428 --> 01:05:46,806 Good morning, kid. 481 01:05:46,848 --> 01:05:48,224 It's actually nearly dinnertime, Mom. 482 01:05:48,266 --> 01:05:49,934 Oh. 483 01:05:52,061 --> 01:05:54,146 This place is far out. 484 01:05:54,188 --> 01:06:00,486 Oh, wow. 485 01:06:00,528 --> 01:06:02,655 I didn't tell you this before 'cause I knew you'd think 486 01:06:02,697 --> 01:06:06,576 it's too fast, but I'm gonna get married again. 487 01:06:06,617 --> 01:06:08,411 Don't worry, don't worry. 488 01:06:08,452 --> 01:06:09,996 This one's gonna take real good care of me. 489 01:06:10,037 --> 01:06:13,958 He promises to take me back east as soon as he gets out. 490 01:06:14,000 --> 01:06:17,336 And, um, you're never gonna guess his age. 491 01:06:19,755 --> 01:06:22,383 Eight months older than you. 492 01:06:22,425 --> 01:06:24,468 I know, it's wild. 493 01:06:24,510 --> 01:06:26,304 So, like, I gotta get a ring on my finger 494 01:06:26,345 --> 01:06:29,515 before he finds out that, like, I'm really an old lady, so... 495 01:06:29,557 --> 01:06:32,185 Big favor to ask. 496 01:06:32,226 --> 01:06:34,854 You'll walk your mom down the aisle, right? 497 01:06:34,896 --> 01:06:37,190 Come on, kid. 498 01:06:37,231 --> 01:06:39,150 - I— - Come on. 499 01:06:39,192 --> 01:06:41,402 - I actually— I booked a gig. - Come on. 500 01:06:42,653 --> 01:06:44,238 Yeah, I got a lot of work to do. 501 01:06:44,280 --> 01:06:46,741 What? Oh, my God. 502 01:06:46,782 --> 01:06:49,619 I'm finally gonna get to hear my kid play. 503 01:06:49,660 --> 01:06:51,829 That's so far out. 504 01:06:51,871 --> 01:06:53,664 Ooh, maybe I can get married, you know, 505 01:06:53,706 --> 01:06:55,208 right there as your grand finale, 506 01:06:55,249 --> 01:06:56,834 like, right before you— 507 01:06:56,876 --> 01:06:59,086 Right before I have to run to the edge of the sea 508 01:06:59,128 --> 01:07:01,214 to find you again? 509 01:07:17,522 --> 01:07:20,733 One, two, three. 510 01:07:20,775 --> 01:07:22,819 Four, five, six. 511 01:07:22,860 --> 01:07:25,196 Last New Year's I resolutioned 512 01:07:25,238 --> 01:07:27,448 to let someone knock me off my feet and... 513 01:07:28,741 --> 01:07:32,036 now I think I'm finally falling 514 01:07:32,078 --> 01:07:33,538 and it scares me. 515 01:07:34,705 --> 01:07:37,500 But he's beautiful, 516 01:07:37,542 --> 01:07:39,752 inside and out 517 01:07:39,794 --> 01:07:44,131 and he's definitely turned my summer upside down, so... 518 01:07:44,173 --> 01:07:46,676 You have no idea how lucky you are. 519 01:07:48,970 --> 01:07:51,222 Look how hard she's trying. 520 01:07:51,264 --> 01:07:52,932 She's throwing you a going away party. 521 01:07:52,974 --> 01:07:55,768 She's throwing herself a look what you'll be missing 522 01:07:55,810 --> 01:07:58,229 if you leave my fabulous nest party. 523 01:07:58,271 --> 01:07:59,605 That you're late for. 524 01:08:05,778 --> 01:08:07,989 Your father was... 525 01:08:08,030 --> 01:08:10,950 And your siblings flew as soon as a window opened. 526 01:08:10,992 --> 01:08:13,870 But you, you've always stuck by me. 527 01:08:13,911 --> 01:08:15,204 It's decided. 528 01:08:17,832 --> 01:08:20,084 I've, I've decided. 529 01:08:20,126 --> 01:08:21,669 Why? 530 01:08:21,711 --> 01:08:23,838 Whatever. 531 01:08:23,880 --> 01:08:27,592 Growing up, all you ever said was anything's possible. 532 01:08:27,633 --> 01:08:30,720 It was you driving me. 533 01:08:30,761 --> 01:08:33,723 Marching band, math club, Spanish club, 534 01:08:33,764 --> 01:08:37,351 ecology, drama club, student council, debate team, 535 01:08:37,393 --> 01:08:39,770 golf club, baseball, 536 01:08:39,812 --> 01:08:43,566 whatever happened to don't just dream, do? 537 01:08:46,819 --> 01:08:48,696 You're not packing in that trunk, are you? 538 01:08:48,738 --> 01:08:51,199 Why not? 539 01:08:51,240 --> 01:08:54,452 It's nomadic and fragile and entirely impractical. 540 01:08:54,494 --> 01:08:58,748 You'll be lucky if it even makes it to Paris on one piece. 541 01:08:58,789 --> 01:09:01,626 I'm only gone 148 days. 542 01:09:20,394 --> 01:09:22,855 Who knew I'd ever look forward to sleeping on the ground? 543 01:09:22,897 --> 01:09:25,316 After one stop, I got a surprise. 544 01:09:25,358 --> 01:09:27,360 I have a surprise too. 545 01:09:32,698 --> 01:09:34,033 No way. 546 01:09:46,212 --> 01:09:47,213 Honk-honk. 547 01:09:47,255 --> 01:09:49,173 New goal. 548 01:09:49,215 --> 01:09:52,718 I wanna take pictures in front of all the famous landmarks, 549 01:09:52,760 --> 01:09:54,720 but I don't want the same kind of boring pictures 550 01:09:54,762 --> 01:09:55,972 that every tourist takes. 551 01:09:56,013 --> 01:09:58,015 So I will bring my noses 552 01:09:58,057 --> 01:09:59,976 from place to place and get random people 553 01:10:00,017 --> 01:10:02,895 to take portraits in front of everything. 554 01:10:03,855 --> 01:10:05,106 I'm excited for once. 555 01:10:21,247 --> 01:10:24,500 Should I be excited or scared? 556 01:10:33,134 --> 01:10:35,469 Since I will be knee-deep in Paris 557 01:10:35,511 --> 01:10:37,471 until summer gives up her fight. 558 01:10:37,513 --> 01:10:40,308 Surprise, happy early birthday. 559 01:10:40,349 --> 01:10:43,853 Bienvenido. Willkommen. Come on in. 560 01:10:46,981 --> 01:10:48,858 Doc. 561 01:10:51,527 --> 01:10:53,529 Meet The Doctor, a client of my father 562 01:10:53,571 --> 01:10:56,073 who just so happens to be a killer music producer. 563 01:10:56,115 --> 01:10:58,493 - Yeah, I know who the... Hi. - Hi. 564 01:10:58,534 --> 01:11:02,079 So you're the one taking this twisted, blind sided highway? 565 01:11:02,121 --> 01:11:04,165 - Where's, uh... - Oh, the Dream. 566 01:11:04,207 --> 01:11:05,458 She's on tour. 567 01:11:05,500 --> 01:11:08,711 But I, I gave you foam noses. 568 01:11:08,753 --> 01:11:12,048 Which I absolutely need and love. 569 01:11:12,089 --> 01:11:13,841 Plus, this is kind of for me too. 570 01:11:13,883 --> 01:11:16,928 I've always wanted to learn how to produce music, so... 571 01:11:16,969 --> 01:11:19,555 - Oh, a classic slip. - Yes. 572 01:11:19,597 --> 01:11:22,600 So I hear you need a track to compel the kids to The Fountain? 573 01:11:22,642 --> 01:11:25,561 Have you ever recorded in a studio before? 574 01:11:25,603 --> 01:11:27,313 Yeah, yeah, of course. 575 01:11:27,355 --> 01:11:29,941 It's just been a while and I, 576 01:11:29,982 --> 01:11:33,444 I don't have a song ready with lyrics and everything. 577 01:11:33,486 --> 01:11:36,823 - Stop. - He's a genius just like I said. 578 01:11:59,971 --> 01:12:02,640 - Sorry. - Well, that melody's magic. 579 01:12:02,682 --> 01:12:05,685 But ever think about clicking down the BPMs and, you know, 580 01:12:05,726 --> 01:12:07,520 chilling the tone out a little bit? 581 01:12:07,562 --> 01:12:09,981 Unlucky darkness is kind of my whole— 582 01:12:10,022 --> 01:12:11,858 Hm, okay. 583 01:12:13,609 --> 01:12:15,027 Let me show you something. 584 01:12:31,252 --> 01:12:32,837 You see, it makes you wanna lean in. 585 01:12:32,879 --> 01:12:34,547 You know, like, check what you're trying to tell us 586 01:12:34,589 --> 01:12:35,965 about your life. 587 01:12:40,595 --> 01:12:42,388 Sorry, I... 588 01:13:42,031 --> 01:13:43,991 You should listen to The Doctor. 589 01:13:44,033 --> 01:13:46,410 Your melody is magic. 590 01:13:46,452 --> 01:13:49,413 - One, two, three. - And your words are hopeful. 591 01:13:49,455 --> 01:13:51,290 - Four, five, six. - But you must know that. 592 01:13:51,332 --> 01:13:53,543 I know exactly what my song is. 593 01:13:53,584 --> 01:13:56,003 It's all ready to be laid down to rest. 594 01:13:58,089 --> 01:13:59,841 Your gig is in a week. 595 01:13:59,882 --> 01:14:03,219 You are not even gonna be here for it, so why do you care? 596 01:14:06,514 --> 01:14:07,723 What if I don't go? 597 01:14:07,765 --> 01:14:10,101 Don't even think of not. 598 01:14:10,142 --> 01:14:12,019 I won't be the reason you slip. 599 01:14:17,817 --> 01:14:21,779 I scare myself from time to time. 600 01:14:24,282 --> 01:14:27,368 With how dark some of my thoughts and feelings are. 601 01:14:31,581 --> 01:14:34,792 - I got you fun noses. - I just wanted— 602 01:15:07,075 --> 01:15:08,076 Are you okay? 603 01:15:08,118 --> 01:15:10,412 No, I, I saw her. 604 01:15:10,454 --> 01:15:16,502 Uh, my mom, when I picked her up from work. 605 01:15:16,543 --> 01:15:18,587 Why do you always smile when you talk about— 606 01:15:18,629 --> 01:15:20,839 I don't. 607 01:15:27,179 --> 01:15:29,973 She dreamed of being a musician too. 608 01:15:30,015 --> 01:15:34,269 Even has piles of lyrics she wrote when she... 609 01:15:34,311 --> 01:15:36,813 Most better than mine. 610 01:15:36,855 --> 01:15:42,361 But dreams being the cancer of the common class. 611 01:15:42,402 --> 01:15:45,948 What if I'm doomed to be like her? 612 01:15:45,989 --> 01:15:47,574 Where are you right now? 613 01:15:47,616 --> 01:15:50,285 Doing instead of dreaming. 614 01:15:50,327 --> 01:15:53,872 Let's just, new energy, no over-analyzing, 615 01:15:53,914 --> 01:15:56,834 no pressure to talk about some deep impossibility. 616 01:15:56,875 --> 01:16:00,045 Forget The Doctor. Let's just, let's just go to the mountains. 617 01:16:00,087 --> 01:16:01,797 We'll clear our heads. We'll go— 618 01:16:01,839 --> 01:16:04,049 I really don't feel like sleeping on the ground tonight. 619 01:16:10,472 --> 01:16:12,432 Hey. Hey! 620 01:16:13,100 --> 01:16:14,560 Hey! 621 01:16:14,601 --> 01:16:17,187 It's our last weekend. 622 01:16:17,229 --> 01:16:19,356 Let's just get in the car and drive and... 623 01:16:19,398 --> 01:16:21,400 Before summer gives up. 624 01:16:45,299 --> 01:16:47,092 Wait. 625 01:16:48,635 --> 01:16:49,720 Fine! 626 01:16:49,761 --> 01:16:51,221 Sorry, I tried. 627 01:16:51,263 --> 01:16:52,681 Good luck with being unlucky. 628 01:16:54,641 --> 01:16:58,604 Luck is having a safety net to catch you when you fall, 629 01:16:58,645 --> 01:17:00,606 no matter how high you leap. 630 01:17:00,647 --> 01:17:02,399 Or maybe luck is what you get 631 01:17:02,441 --> 01:17:04,276 when you stop sabotaging yourself. 632 01:21:33,378 --> 01:21:36,006 Falling, falling, falling in... 633 01:21:36,048 --> 01:21:37,591 Not just everything about you 634 01:21:37,633 --> 01:21:40,302 but the fact that I can love someone. 635 01:21:40,344 --> 01:21:45,098 It's so strange how I went from having nothing to... 636 01:21:50,479 --> 01:21:55,442 I have crawled inside you and I will not let go. 637 01:28:19,660 --> 01:28:23,622 It does seem kind of unfair, timing. 638 01:28:23,664 --> 01:28:26,917 I can't let you leave without telling you some things. 639 01:28:26,959 --> 01:28:29,545 Okay. 640 01:28:38,554 --> 01:28:43,976 The other day, it was my first time in a recording studio. 641 01:28:44,017 --> 01:28:46,186 I'd been in one in my mind 642 01:28:46,228 --> 01:28:48,814 and maybe convinced myself it was true. 643 01:28:48,856 --> 01:28:52,985 But I'm glad to say, like, my first time was with you. 644 01:28:54,987 --> 01:29:01,451 And when I saw Mom the other day, it wasn't... 645 01:29:03,412 --> 01:29:08,584 It was when I picked her up from prison for the fifth time, 646 01:29:08,625 --> 01:29:11,837 drinking and driving, selling meds to pay for vodka, 647 01:29:11,879 --> 01:29:13,755 assault, defending herself against her brother, 648 01:29:13,797 --> 01:29:18,260 her girlfriend, felony, battery, fighting off husband two. 649 01:29:18,302 --> 01:29:21,180 It's the reason so many women are— So I read. 650 01:29:22,222 --> 01:29:23,765 Self-preservation. 651 01:29:26,268 --> 01:29:28,395 I grew up a poor kid. 652 01:29:28,437 --> 01:29:30,272 I, um, 653 01:29:30,314 --> 01:29:34,526 made up a lot to seem more important, 654 01:29:34,568 --> 01:29:36,612 cool, 655 01:29:36,653 --> 01:29:39,448 just not poor. 656 01:29:39,490 --> 01:29:43,744 It's proven a hard habit to break. 657 01:29:48,415 --> 01:29:53,086 But you knowing the real me, 658 01:29:53,128 --> 01:29:56,632 bringing me further away from needing... 659 01:30:01,178 --> 01:30:03,889 Is it possible you might say something? 660 01:30:03,931 --> 01:30:06,058 Like, anything. 661 01:30:09,645 --> 01:30:12,397 You know, I talk, then you talk. That's how conversations work. 662 01:30:12,439 --> 01:30:14,399 Well, I don't know what to... You just keep— 663 01:30:14,441 --> 01:30:15,609 Yeah, I keep talking 'cause you never— 664 01:30:15,651 --> 01:30:17,236 It's a lot to take in. 665 01:30:18,445 --> 01:30:20,405 You can be a lot to take in. 666 01:30:58,235 --> 01:31:01,947 No. I don't deserve anything else. 667 01:31:01,989 --> 01:31:04,825 You've given me plenty. 668 01:32:47,595 --> 01:32:49,180 Excuse me! 669 01:33:00,358 --> 01:33:01,860 The past few weeks has been so... 670 01:33:01,901 --> 01:33:06,364 I don't know whether to cry or smile or laugh, 671 01:33:06,406 --> 01:33:08,032 but I love you. 672 01:33:08,074 --> 01:33:09,868 I love you too. 673 01:33:09,909 --> 01:33:12,787 You're still getting on that plane. 674 01:33:12,829 --> 01:33:13,955 Are you sure? 675 01:33:13,997 --> 01:33:16,124 As long as you promise not to slip 676 01:33:16,166 --> 01:33:18,126 and come back a better fool. 677 01:34:24,192 --> 01:34:26,069 No more walls. 678 01:34:44,337 --> 01:34:47,006 Is that on the radio? 679 01:35:05,859 --> 01:35:09,195 Maybe I'm scared to leave and I, I need something to... 680 01:35:09,237 --> 01:35:13,700 But the thought of being so far away from you, it kills me. 681 01:35:13,741 --> 01:35:16,828 And maybe this is just crazy and confusion talking, 682 01:35:16,870 --> 01:35:19,330 but I need to get this out. 683 01:35:20,748 --> 01:35:22,167 Nobody has made me feel 684 01:35:22,208 --> 01:35:25,837 as sexy or confident 685 01:35:25,879 --> 01:35:29,716 or inspired or protected. 686 01:35:29,757 --> 01:35:33,011 It feels like my desire to be with you 687 01:35:33,052 --> 01:35:35,722 is gonna be just as strong in the next few... 688 01:35:35,763 --> 01:35:40,560 Why am I so scared to lose you? 689 01:35:40,602 --> 01:35:43,229 I've never felt so full in my life. 690 01:36:09,547 --> 01:36:15,845 One true clown is born every half century. 691 01:36:15,887 --> 01:36:19,015 So too bad for all of you. 692 01:36:19,057 --> 01:36:23,645 You may try years and years and never meet your clown. 693 01:36:25,146 --> 01:36:30,777 No matter how many costumes you may try. 694 01:36:56,177 --> 01:36:58,304 One, two, three, 695 01:36:58,346 --> 01:37:01,432 four, five, six. 696 01:37:03,768 --> 01:37:05,395 You're up kid. 697 01:38:28,728 --> 01:38:31,981 The challenge, be glamorous, 698 01:38:32,023 --> 01:38:34,275 be elegant 699 01:38:34,317 --> 01:38:36,402 and sell baked beans. 700 01:38:55,797 --> 01:38:56,965 Less than zero. 701 01:38:57,006 --> 01:38:59,300 You, your water on his head. 702 01:39:07,308 --> 01:39:10,186 - Hi. - Hi. 703 01:39:10,228 --> 01:39:12,605 So, circus school isn't what I— 704 01:39:12,647 --> 01:39:14,941 You know, maybe I'm weaker than I thought. 705 01:39:14,983 --> 01:39:17,735 - What if lack of discipline— - You promised not to slip. 706 01:39:17,777 --> 01:39:21,072 Yeah. Your mom show up yet? 707 01:39:21,114 --> 01:39:23,491 Robin only resurfaces when she needs something. 708 01:39:23,533 --> 01:39:26,286 You know what, I hate this. Not being able to— 709 01:39:26,327 --> 01:39:28,621 No slipping. 710 01:39:51,477 --> 01:39:53,688 Cocentra! Cocentra! 711 01:40:00,862 --> 01:40:02,238 Concentreaz te, biete! 712 01:40:05,742 --> 01:40:07,994 - Honk-honk! - Now, that! 713 01:40:08,036 --> 01:40:11,372 Slipping can be funny! It's only life after all, mon imbecile. 714 01:40:27,263 --> 01:40:28,264 Under the bigtop today. 715 01:40:58,628 --> 01:41:00,380 For you, 716 01:41:00,421 --> 01:41:01,881 magnifique. 717 01:41:01,923 --> 01:41:03,258 Oh, one second. 718 01:41:27,907 --> 01:41:29,284 - Okay. - Nice. 719 01:41:32,287 --> 01:41:33,538 Merci. 720 01:41:47,343 --> 01:41:50,430 Final dress rehearsal for my international debut. 721 01:42:45,693 --> 01:42:48,154 Ta-da! 722 01:44:36,554 --> 01:44:38,348 Thanks y'all! 723 01:44:42,310 --> 01:44:45,522 So, I'm gonna close with a cover of, 724 01:44:45,563 --> 01:44:47,815 you know those songs that just seem like 725 01:44:47,857 --> 01:44:49,943 they were written just for you. 726 01:44:49,984 --> 01:44:53,738 Well, here's hoping I do it some justice. No, no, no. 727 01:44:53,780 --> 01:44:57,367 A certain someone says perfection's an impossibility. 728 01:44:57,408 --> 01:45:00,578 So... no disclaimers. 729 01:46:20,450 --> 01:46:22,702 Ah, I should be on the list. 730 01:46:37,634 --> 01:46:39,302 I don't wanna open it. 731 01:46:41,179 --> 01:46:42,889 Why? 732 01:46:42,931 --> 01:46:48,436 What if it's weird seeing you in real moving life? 733 01:46:48,478 --> 01:46:50,772 What if you're different than before? 734 01:46:50,813 --> 01:46:53,858 Pretty sure I am. 735 01:46:53,900 --> 01:46:55,902 What if you're not as good a kisser as I remember? 736 01:46:57,570 --> 01:46:59,614 Lot of expectations. 737 01:46:59,656 --> 01:47:01,199 Agreed? 738 01:48:26,327 --> 01:48:28,662 What now? 739 01:48:28,704 --> 01:48:33,375 It may be rushing and we might be fools for thinking, but— 740 01:48:33,417 --> 01:48:34,877 This is a place for one. 741 01:49:35,938 --> 01:49:37,773 Oh! 742 01:49:39,733 --> 01:49:41,569 Or three. 743 01:49:45,948 --> 01:49:47,950 Okay, good. 744 01:49:47,992 --> 01:49:49,243 - Thanks Pip, thanks Pip. - Let's take a picture. 745 01:49:49,285 --> 01:49:51,162 Thank you.