1 00:01:00,520 --> 00:01:05,077 Confidence, charisma, sex appeal. 2 00:01:05,160 --> 00:01:06,997 These are all the qualities that I offer 3 00:01:07,080 --> 00:01:09,437 if you vote for me to be your head boy. 4 00:01:09,520 --> 00:01:14,160 - Now, what can I do as your head boy? - Charlie? 5 00:01:14,720 --> 00:01:16,637 Last year's head boy promised… 6 00:01:16,720 --> 00:01:20,357 - You feeling okay? - No, but it's too late to back out now. 7 00:01:20,440 --> 00:01:21,677 The speech is great. 8 00:01:21,760 --> 00:01:24,517 The rugby lads said they'll vote for you even if you're shit. 9 00:01:24,600 --> 00:01:26,360 I just think everyone's gonna laugh at me. 10 00:01:27,200 --> 00:01:29,477 You're smart. You are tough. 11 00:01:29,560 --> 00:01:32,080 You've been through way worse than a speech. Okay? 12 00:01:35,320 --> 00:01:36,640 Up next, 13 00:01:37,360 --> 00:01:38,400 Charlie Spring. 14 00:01:39,520 --> 00:01:40,560 Go on. 15 00:01:47,520 --> 00:01:49,680 Uh, hi, everyone. 16 00:01:50,200 --> 00:01:51,600 My name's Charlie. 17 00:01:52,320 --> 00:01:54,797 A lot of you probably already know who I am because 18 00:01:54,880 --> 00:01:57,120 I'm one of the only openly gay people in this school. 19 00:02:03,560 --> 00:02:06,357 I used to be scared of anyone finding out I was gay because 20 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:09,040 I thought the other boys would bully me for it. 21 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:11,517 And they did. 22 00:02:11,600 --> 00:02:16,520 They called me slurs, shoved me around, made me scared to come to school. 23 00:02:17,640 --> 00:02:20,280 Most of all, they made me feel like I was the problem. 24 00:02:21,600 --> 00:02:22,600 But I wasn't. 25 00:02:23,120 --> 00:02:25,120 - He's got this. - I know. 26 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:29,040 The problem was the culture of bullying that existed in this school. 27 00:02:30,800 --> 00:02:34,720 Guys often struggle with mental health 'cause we keep our feelings to ourselves. 28 00:02:35,240 --> 00:02:38,880 We have to brush everything off as banter and pretend we feel okay when we don't. 29 00:02:40,040 --> 00:02:42,237 Pretend that being made fun of or laughed at 30 00:02:42,320 --> 00:02:45,840 or kicked or punched or whatever isn't scary or upsetting or… 31 00:02:47,680 --> 00:02:49,200 pretend it isn't fucking shit. 32 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:55,520 I want to be head boy to end the culture of bullying at Truham. 33 00:02:56,040 --> 00:02:58,760 I wanna destroy the homophobia that made my life hell. 34 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:02,997 I want to make it easier and safer to exist in this school 35 00:03:03,080 --> 00:03:04,240 no matter who you are. 36 00:03:05,080 --> 00:03:08,357 So if you want that too, I hope you'll vote for me. 37 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:10,560 Charlie! 38 00:03:14,400 --> 00:03:15,680 Yeah, boy! 39 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:17,640 Charlie! 40 00:03:28,440 --> 00:03:31,437 - Vote for Charlie. - Speak up, use your voice. 41 00:03:31,520 --> 00:03:35,317 Vote for Charlie Spring to end bullying. Vote for Charlie Spring. 42 00:03:35,400 --> 00:03:37,240 Vote for head boy. 43 00:03:38,720 --> 00:03:39,877 I will, I will. 44 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:42,520 - Here you go. - Can you bring it up that way? 45 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:46,920 …the neighbors on your street 46 00:03:48,320 --> 00:03:52,997 You're far more cooler The flavor of the week 47 00:03:53,080 --> 00:03:54,680 'Cause I need your love 48 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:01,520 Save my body, step on me 49 00:04:02,480 --> 00:04:04,520 Save my body, step on me 50 00:04:11,120 --> 00:04:13,840 Okay, the moment you've all been waiting for. 51 00:04:14,680 --> 00:04:16,320 This year's head boy 52 00:04:16,920 --> 00:04:19,397 with 61% of the vote, 53 00:04:19,480 --> 00:04:20,960 Charlie Spring. 54 00:04:22,760 --> 00:04:23,880 Yes! 55 00:04:25,880 --> 00:04:27,160 Well done, Charlie. 56 00:04:33,080 --> 00:04:35,117 I live in my mind 57 00:04:35,200 --> 00:04:37,237 And you can't make this right 58 00:04:37,320 --> 00:04:39,237 It's labyrinthine 59 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:41,557 Again, I've got to try… 60 00:04:41,640 --> 00:04:44,917 Everyone, it's the new head boy of Truham Grammar! 61 00:04:45,000 --> 00:04:47,320 - Okay. - Hey. Hi. 62 00:04:47,920 --> 00:04:49,080 - Hi. - Hi, Charlie! 63 00:04:49,680 --> 00:04:50,960 - Hey. - Hey. 64 00:04:51,760 --> 00:04:55,637 - How does he just keep getting hotter? - You are such a simp. 65 00:04:55,720 --> 00:04:59,477 - Well, I'm just proud of him. - Sorry, mate. 66 00:04:59,560 --> 00:05:01,717 I should definitely ask for a recount. 67 00:05:01,800 --> 00:05:05,477 It's not like he said anything important. He didn't even talk about the canteen. 68 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:06,800 - Behave. - Whatever. 69 00:05:07,320 --> 00:05:10,120 I mean, I think I… I probably am a, you know… 70 00:05:11,400 --> 00:05:13,920 - But, like, what if I'm bi? - It's okay. 71 00:05:14,440 --> 00:05:15,600 Found some. 72 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:19,517 Sahar said she's not coming. She's staying home to work on a new song. 73 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:23,277 You know she's taking next year off to focus on her music. On her gap year. 74 00:05:23,360 --> 00:05:26,160 Mm. Maybe I should take a gap year too. 75 00:05:26,680 --> 00:05:28,520 Yeah? What about uni? 76 00:05:29,320 --> 00:05:30,597 What about uni? 77 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:33,637 I really miss you You were my best friend… 78 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:34,600 Hey. 79 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:36,400 Come dance. 80 00:05:37,040 --> 00:05:37,997 Mm-hmm. 81 00:05:38,080 --> 00:05:42,237 All the meaning in emotion I'm emotionless 82 00:05:42,320 --> 00:05:43,717 And you're… 83 00:05:43,800 --> 00:05:44,880 Mm. You good? 84 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:48,040 It's gonna be so weird next year without you. 85 00:05:48,560 --> 00:05:49,840 Yeah, I… I know. 86 00:05:51,920 --> 00:05:53,397 How do you all know each other? 87 00:05:53,480 --> 00:05:56,317 Yeah, we were a group of, like, three different friendship groups, 88 00:05:56,400 --> 00:05:59,277 and then, yeah, we came to Paris and we all became best friends. 89 00:05:59,360 --> 00:06:03,997 It was beautiful. Shall we come in here? Oh my gosh, it looks incredible. 90 00:06:04,080 --> 00:06:06,437 I want my future house to be decorated like this. 91 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:08,120 Don't you get picked on for that? 92 00:06:08,640 --> 00:06:11,800 Uh, yeah, sometimes. Doesn't seem to bother me though. 93 00:06:12,560 --> 00:06:15,357 I like that you don't care about people thinking you're weird. 94 00:06:15,440 --> 00:06:18,157 "Always keep raw thoughts close" 95 00:06:18,240 --> 00:06:22,317 "When you get fucked up And you're going back home" 96 00:06:22,400 --> 00:06:26,437 Fuck it, girl, I really miss you You were my best friend 97 00:06:26,520 --> 00:06:30,557 In the hours when it falls I try to comprehend 98 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:34,877 All the meaning in emotion I'm emotionless 99 00:06:34,960 --> 00:06:39,077 And you're sitting by the ocean Thinking about sex 100 00:06:39,160 --> 00:06:40,720 Thinking about… 101 00:06:43,880 --> 00:06:46,360 Oh, that's great. 102 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:53,437 You're so slow! 103 00:06:53,520 --> 00:06:55,160 Oh, am I now? 104 00:06:56,760 --> 00:06:57,637 Run! 105 00:06:57,720 --> 00:06:59,597 - Whoo! - Whoo-hoo! 106 00:06:59,680 --> 00:07:01,037 Run! Run! 107 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:02,280 I am! 108 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:13,640 Ooh! 109 00:07:16,440 --> 00:07:19,560 And you're thinking about sex 110 00:07:21,040 --> 00:07:23,560 I'm thinking about you 111 00:07:24,680 --> 00:07:27,640 And you're thinking about sex 112 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:32,480 I'm thinking about you 113 00:07:33,160 --> 00:07:36,320 And you're thinking about sex 114 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:40,600 I'm thinking about you 115 00:07:46,200 --> 00:07:48,840 I'm thinking about you 116 00:08:15,800 --> 00:08:16,840 Whoa! 117 00:08:18,280 --> 00:08:19,720 What you doing? 118 00:08:21,640 --> 00:08:23,800 You're so cute. 119 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:29,040 They were scratching at the door. 120 00:08:30,840 --> 00:08:31,680 There you go. 121 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:36,600 Come here. 122 00:08:37,520 --> 00:08:40,117 Then you'll get a job as a rugby coach for two-year-olds, 123 00:08:40,200 --> 00:08:43,437 and I'll be a famous historian, and we'll have a flat with a river view. 124 00:08:43,520 --> 00:08:44,917 You better sell a lot of books 125 00:08:45,000 --> 00:08:47,837 'cause I don't think I'm earning much as a coach for toddlers. 126 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:50,397 Then we'll go to the gay club, then we'll come home, 127 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:53,677 have sex, and then in the morning, you can make us pancakes. 128 00:08:53,760 --> 00:08:55,880 Oh, I like this plan. 129 00:09:00,280 --> 00:09:04,200 I think I'm probably gonna put Leeds as my top choice for uni. 130 00:09:05,240 --> 00:09:06,440 The city's great. 131 00:09:07,240 --> 00:09:09,200 You know, we saw the rugby team. 132 00:09:10,240 --> 00:09:13,037 I don't know, I can actually see myself there. 133 00:09:13,120 --> 00:09:14,757 Were you scared to tell me that? 134 00:09:14,840 --> 00:09:17,360 Well, yeah. It's… it's, like, far away. 135 00:09:18,920 --> 00:09:20,597 Five-hour drive or something. 136 00:09:20,680 --> 00:09:23,560 Yeah, I'll just learn to drive or get the train. 137 00:09:31,160 --> 00:09:32,800 We look like babies. 138 00:09:36,160 --> 00:09:37,160 We were. 139 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:51,280 You know I don't actually like rugby, don't you? 140 00:09:51,880 --> 00:09:53,997 Well, it's not one of your passions or anything, but… 141 00:09:54,080 --> 00:09:57,440 Nick, I joined the rugby team 'cause I had an insane crush on you. 142 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:00,800 Are you gonna miss me? 143 00:10:02,640 --> 00:10:03,557 A little bit. 144 00:10:03,640 --> 00:10:05,597 Mm. Sure I can't change your mind, Charlie? 145 00:10:05,680 --> 00:10:07,240 Ah, no, sorry. 146 00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:19,957 - Last year. - Yeah. Last year? 147 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:22,640 He's really strong. I'll go three today. You go two. 148 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:27,957 - He's good, then? - Yeah, very good. 149 00:10:28,040 --> 00:10:30,157 Don't worry about technique. Just pass the ball. 150 00:10:30,240 --> 00:10:32,920 He's definitely a swot. 151 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:40,800 I cut my hair The way you say you like it 152 00:10:41,680 --> 00:10:45,597 Have I got no free will? 153 00:10:45,680 --> 00:10:48,037 I took the long way home 154 00:10:48,120 --> 00:10:50,277 To make a point about it 155 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:54,680 Now I'm late, but what a thrill 156 00:10:55,880 --> 00:10:58,397 Been trying to be everything 157 00:10:58,480 --> 00:11:03,797 But I can't be your rock And your lover, your mom 158 00:11:03,880 --> 00:11:05,120 And I've tried 159 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,357 Now I'm not anything 160 00:11:08,440 --> 00:11:13,517 Just a painting that's meant To blend in with the wall 161 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:19,120 I'm tired If I'm your everything, who am I? 162 00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:28,997 See, when you get sad I find it all consuming… 163 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:30,440 Latte for Patrick? 164 00:11:33,680 --> 00:11:34,560 Thanks. 165 00:11:45,840 --> 00:11:47,840 Rawr. 166 00:11:48,360 --> 00:11:51,240 Oh, David's here, by the way. 167 00:11:52,200 --> 00:11:53,677 Why is David here? 168 00:11:53,760 --> 00:11:56,597 He broke up with Jess, so he's moved back. 169 00:11:56,680 --> 00:11:59,237 Good for Jess, but I hate that he's here again. 170 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:00,717 Yeah, it's fine. 171 00:12:00,800 --> 00:12:02,760 It makes you so anxious though. 172 00:12:03,280 --> 00:12:06,080 I wish he'd just piss off out of your life. 173 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:08,480 I don't know, it's… 174 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:10,440 it's complicated. 175 00:12:14,000 --> 00:12:16,000 I'm not here for sex, you know. 176 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:18,760 I could help you with your essay. 177 00:12:19,400 --> 00:12:21,840 Or we could go for a drive, sit by the river. 178 00:12:23,760 --> 00:12:25,880 - Or we could just talk. - No. 179 00:12:28,560 --> 00:12:29,920 No, I just wanna… 180 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:37,957 Maybe it's not a good idea if David's in the house. 181 00:12:38,040 --> 00:12:40,200 We can be quiet. 182 00:13:02,680 --> 00:13:04,680 Oh, I'm so glad you came over. 183 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:10,477 What do you wanna… 184 00:13:10,560 --> 00:13:12,400 - I can… - Let me. 185 00:13:41,760 --> 00:13:43,720 Wait. Uh, did you lock the door? 186 00:13:45,600 --> 00:13:46,680 Shit. 187 00:14:25,520 --> 00:14:27,597 Sorry. Sorry. 188 00:14:27,680 --> 00:14:28,880 It's okay. 189 00:14:30,240 --> 00:14:32,320 One day, we'll have our own place. 190 00:14:40,680 --> 00:14:41,680 Look at me. 191 00:14:52,600 --> 00:14:53,720 Did you get it? 192 00:14:56,080 --> 00:14:56,960 No. 193 00:14:58,000 --> 00:14:59,997 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm in the up… 194 00:15:00,080 --> 00:15:01,440 Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 195 00:15:02,120 --> 00:15:05,117 I… I'm… honestly, I have no problem with that. I'll drive. 196 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:07,480 I'm not letting you drive, am I? 197 00:15:08,080 --> 00:15:13,237 I was awarded best team player at rugby camp when I was 12 198 00:15:13,320 --> 00:15:19,397 and given the sportsmanship trophy at 14. 199 00:15:19,480 --> 00:15:22,357 Not only am I the captain of the rugby team, 200 00:15:22,440 --> 00:15:26,997 but I am also incredibly handsome and have a very nice… 201 00:15:27,080 --> 00:15:28,400 Oi… 202 00:15:29,240 --> 00:15:31,997 Okay, but you have to let me talk about how lovely and kind 203 00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:33,680 and brave and smart you are. 204 00:15:37,400 --> 00:15:41,040 Maybe you should get a part-time job or a volunteering job or something. 205 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:45,557 Yeah. Yeah, maybe. 206 00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:46,957 Rugby's good, but 207 00:15:47,040 --> 00:15:49,597 you should have something outside of school just for you. 208 00:15:49,680 --> 00:15:53,000 Maybe then you'll start to realize how great you are. 209 00:16:05,480 --> 00:16:07,680 Hey. You okay? 210 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:12,280 Did you wanna talk to me about something? 211 00:16:18,880 --> 00:16:22,000 Growing up queer can be so isolating and scary. 212 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,000 Especially in a single-sex school. 213 00:16:25,800 --> 00:16:29,557 You're an easy target for bullies. You might struggle to make friends. 214 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:33,560 Queer kids need a space they feel supported by older students and teachers. 215 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:37,360 The thing is, Charlie, it sets a precedent. 216 00:16:37,880 --> 00:16:41,317 We don't have any other clubs for… social groups. 217 00:16:41,400 --> 00:16:43,320 Well, maybe this could be the first. 218 00:16:44,360 --> 00:16:47,040 I don't think I can commit to this right now, Charlie. 219 00:16:47,920 --> 00:16:50,880 Let's wait a few months, and we'll revisit. 220 00:16:53,560 --> 00:16:54,400 Yeah 221 00:16:56,240 --> 00:16:57,160 Hey 222 00:16:58,040 --> 00:16:59,040 Yeah… 223 00:16:59,720 --> 00:17:01,280 He's got a mustache. 224 00:17:04,120 --> 00:17:05,997 I'm training with a new coach up north. 225 00:17:06,080 --> 00:17:10,597 Also teaching kids how to skate, which is endlessly entertaining. 226 00:17:10,680 --> 00:17:13,677 He won't say it, but he's training to qualify for the Winter Olympics. 227 00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:15,117 Wait, are you serious? 228 00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:17,997 There's more to it, but, yeah, that's the general idea. 229 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:20,197 - So you're just back for the weekend? - Yeah. 230 00:17:20,280 --> 00:17:23,117 I mean, three months without seeing Tori, so… 231 00:17:23,200 --> 00:17:26,077 - Yeah, sounds rough. - I mean, we're okay though. 232 00:17:26,160 --> 00:17:28,037 I mean, there's… there's her life and my life, 233 00:17:28,120 --> 00:17:32,680 and when we're together, it's… it's like… 234 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:36,037 But when we're apart, it's like… 235 00:17:36,120 --> 00:17:39,117 Whoo… 236 00:17:39,200 --> 00:17:41,440 Also, phones exist, so… 237 00:17:46,240 --> 00:17:48,717 I think you need to finish this 'cause I'm struggling. 238 00:17:48,800 --> 00:17:50,400 Wait, if you hold the end, I can… 239 00:18:02,720 --> 00:18:03,600 Hey. 240 00:18:04,400 --> 00:18:06,000 Hey, what's up? What's going on? 241 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:14,400 I had a dream you died. 242 00:18:15,240 --> 00:18:16,080 What? 243 00:18:20,720 --> 00:18:22,000 Sorry, I… 244 00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:27,640 It's so stupid. I just… It felt really real. 245 00:18:29,000 --> 00:18:30,000 Sorry. 246 00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:32,797 It's okay. 247 00:18:32,880 --> 00:18:35,240 It's not real. I'm right here. 248 00:18:43,800 --> 00:18:45,117 - Can you… - Got it. 249 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:46,237 Thank you. 250 00:18:46,320 --> 00:18:48,077 I'll take that. 251 00:18:48,160 --> 00:18:49,960 - I'll get that. - Great. 252 00:18:55,000 --> 00:18:57,357 All right. Santa Claus is coming to town. 253 00:18:57,440 --> 00:19:00,357 - Yes, please. - You look a bit like him. 254 00:19:00,440 --> 00:19:04,197 Everyone say cheers and thank you to Nick for being able to legally buy alcohol. 255 00:19:04,280 --> 00:19:06,717 I know that's the only reason you keep me around. 256 00:19:06,800 --> 00:19:08,197 Oh, don't say that. 257 00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:09,720 Charlie looks fit. 258 00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:13,320 It's the self-confidence. It's transformative. 259 00:19:13,920 --> 00:19:16,277 I think when you know yourself, it's really powerful. 260 00:19:16,360 --> 00:19:20,677 - Speaking of, I wanted to… - Okay, everybody, we are Queer Intentions. 261 00:19:20,760 --> 00:19:22,237 Whoo! Whoo-whoo! 262 00:19:22,320 --> 00:19:25,677 We're here to play you some music tonight, so who's ready to rock? 263 00:19:25,760 --> 00:19:27,320 I'm ready! I'm ready! 264 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:33,677 - Who's dancing? - I like this one. 265 00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:35,477 - Let's dance. - What, already? 266 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:38,120 - Yes. Come on, Nicholas! - I've just got… Wait. 267 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:43,317 I only know I never wanna let you go 268 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:47,277 'Cause you started something Oh, can't you see 269 00:19:47,360 --> 00:19:50,877 That ever since we met You've had a hold on me? 270 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:54,317 It happens to be true 271 00:19:54,400 --> 00:19:58,160 I only wanna be with you 272 00:19:58,680 --> 00:20:00,997 You stopped to smile at me… 273 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:02,117 Yeah, Charlie! 274 00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:05,677 Asked me if I'd care to dance 275 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:09,317 I fell into your open arms 276 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:13,437 I didn't stand a chance 277 00:20:13,520 --> 00:20:17,677 Now listen, honey I just wanna be beside you everywhere… 278 00:20:17,760 --> 00:20:20,520 - Go on, Charlie! - Nick! Hey, Nick. Tequila! 279 00:20:21,040 --> 00:20:22,757 - Ah… - Sort him out. Sort him out. 280 00:20:22,840 --> 00:20:24,037 - Here, bro. - Okay. 281 00:20:24,120 --> 00:20:24,957 - You ready? - Yep. 282 00:20:25,040 --> 00:20:27,157 - Right. Everyone. - Right. 283 00:20:27,240 --> 00:20:29,160 - Cheers. - Cheers. 284 00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:32,400 Oh my… 285 00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:37,117 I only wanna be with you 286 00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:38,397 - I'm okay. - Let's go again. 287 00:20:38,480 --> 00:20:40,077 - No, I'm okay. - Come on! 288 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:42,880 Please. Come on. One more. 289 00:20:44,000 --> 00:20:45,797 - Come on. - All right, okay. 290 00:20:45,880 --> 00:20:46,917 - You ready? - Yeah. 291 00:20:47,000 --> 00:20:47,840 Right. 292 00:20:48,360 --> 00:20:50,600 - And cheers, boys. - Cheers. 293 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:57,317 Now listen, honey I just want to be beside you everywhere 294 00:20:57,400 --> 00:21:01,117 As long as we're together Honey, I don't care 295 00:21:01,200 --> 00:21:04,797 'Cause you've started something Oh, can't you see 296 00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:08,437 That ever since we met You've got a hold on me? 297 00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:11,877 No matter what you do 298 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:15,837 - I only wanna be with you - Yeah! 299 00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:19,117 No matter what you do 300 00:21:19,200 --> 00:21:22,997 I only, only, only, only 301 00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:26,880 I only wanna be with you 302 00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,357 One more song! One more song! 303 00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:33,517 Um, so we have got another song for you. 304 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:36,677 It's a Christmas song 'cause the manager says we have to. 305 00:21:36,760 --> 00:21:38,677 But you might recognize this one. 306 00:21:38,760 --> 00:21:43,280 - Deck the halls with… - Oh, I love this one. 307 00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:48,477 'Tis the season to be jolly… 308 00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:49,637 Have we met? 309 00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:53,397 Yeah, I think, uh, I think we maybe went to drama school together. Yeah. 310 00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:56,277 - Nice to meet you. - Don we now our gay apparel… 311 00:21:56,360 --> 00:21:57,957 The band is so good. 312 00:21:58,040 --> 00:22:00,437 Yeah. Yeah. That's… that's actually my boyfriend. 313 00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:01,840 Oh, hi. 314 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:10,040 See the blazing yule before us 315 00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:15,200 Strike the harp and join the chorus 316 00:22:16,360 --> 00:22:19,317 Fast away the old year passes 317 00:22:19,400 --> 00:22:22,397 Fa la la la, la la la 318 00:22:22,480 --> 00:22:25,317 Hail the new year Lads and lasses 319 00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:28,157 Fa la la la, la la la 320 00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:31,437 Sing we joyous all together 321 00:22:31,520 --> 00:22:34,317 Fa la la la, la la la 322 00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:37,357 Heedless of the wind And weather 323 00:22:37,440 --> 00:22:40,237 Fa la la la, la la la… 324 00:22:40,320 --> 00:22:44,440 - I love you! Oh! - See the blazing yule before us 325 00:22:46,120 --> 00:22:49,637 Strike the harp and join the chorus 326 00:22:49,720 --> 00:22:52,317 Fa la la la la, la la la la 327 00:22:52,400 --> 00:22:58,277 - Follow me in merry measure - Fa la la la la la, la la la 328 00:22:58,360 --> 00:22:59,557 While I tell 329 00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:01,320 - Of Yuletide treasure - Whoo! 330 00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:37,637 It's like you don't even care about my dreams. 331 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:41,077 I respect your dreams, but not coming to visit me at all? 332 00:23:41,160 --> 00:23:44,397 I mean, Berlin's not even that far. It's two hours by plane. 333 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:46,477 I don't know what you want me to say, Tao. 334 00:23:46,560 --> 00:23:49,797 I'm sorry I'm not rich and have money to get on a flight every two min… 335 00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:53,917 Hey, hey, hey, hey. You need to talk to each other. Like, communicate. 336 00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:59,077 It's… it's just about communicating and, and, and saying what's in there. 337 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:02,597 That's… that's all that matters, and then you'll be able to connect… 338 00:24:02,680 --> 00:24:04,037 Yeah, okay, Nick. 339 00:24:04,120 --> 00:24:06,277 No, if you love each other, it's easy. 340 00:24:06,360 --> 00:24:08,637 You know, me and Charlie, we love each other… 341 00:24:08,720 --> 00:24:11,560 Yeah, we get it. You and Charlie are perfect, all right? 342 00:24:12,080 --> 00:24:14,800 It's… it's just not the time right now, Nick. 343 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:17,960 All right. 344 00:24:20,840 --> 00:24:23,877 You guys were so good. 345 00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:26,677 Um, I've always wanted to learn how to play the drums. 346 00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:29,117 - Oh, well, you… you still could. - Yeah… 347 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,760 It just… it seems so hard, though, you know? 348 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:34,720 Any drumming advice? 349 00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:38,400 Just… just practice. 350 00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:42,680 Hey, you all right? 351 00:24:43,560 --> 00:24:46,477 Charlie was just giving me some drumming tips. 352 00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:50,477 Really? 'Cause it looks like you were just flirting with my boyfriend. 353 00:24:50,560 --> 00:24:52,997 Well, we were just having a conversation, so… 354 00:24:53,080 --> 00:24:55,760 Okay, well, conversation's over. 355 00:24:57,080 --> 00:24:58,080 Nick! 356 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,517 - Nick, are you okay? - He was flirting with you, so… 357 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:03,677 Yeah, I know he was. I can handle myself. 358 00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:06,637 I didn't march over when that girl was flirting with you earlier, did I? 359 00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:08,440 No, but that's different, isn't it? 360 00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,557 - Tao, can we just talk, please? - No, I don't want to. 361 00:25:11,640 --> 00:25:13,677 - We can figure this out. - Nothing to say. 362 00:25:13,760 --> 00:25:16,877 - I'm gonna get another drink. - No. You've had enough. 363 00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:18,320 Nick. 364 00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:21,757 Hey, I'm going home. Is he okay? 365 00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:24,277 - Yeah, he's all right, I think. - Hey, I'm glad. 366 00:25:24,360 --> 00:25:27,360 - Another pint of lager, please. - Sorry, mate, the bar's closed. 367 00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:29,680 Shit. 368 00:25:33,160 --> 00:25:35,920 - I think everyone hates me. - Let's get you home. 369 00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,957 - Are you angry at me? - No, I'm not. Come on. 370 00:25:40,040 --> 00:25:42,440 - Sure? - I'm not angry. I… 371 00:25:42,960 --> 00:25:44,920 Let's just get an Uber or something. 372 00:25:45,840 --> 00:25:47,520 What the fuck is wrong with him? 373 00:25:48,960 --> 00:25:50,320 I need to get him home. 374 00:25:51,600 --> 00:25:53,600 Throw up in the car and I'll kill you. 375 00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:57,240 Come on. 376 00:26:02,640 --> 00:26:04,440 Nick, open the door. 377 00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:13,160 - I'm fine. - No, you're not. Let me in. 378 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:18,517 Charlie, it's not nice, okay? You don't wanna be in here. 379 00:26:18,600 --> 00:26:19,720 Yes, I do. 380 00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:21,877 I don't care. Let me help you. 381 00:26:21,960 --> 00:26:23,560 I don't need your help! 382 00:26:28,880 --> 00:26:29,880 Nick, let me in. 383 00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:40,520 Sorry. 384 00:26:41,960 --> 00:26:43,200 What happened? 385 00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:47,720 I don't know. I just… 386 00:26:49,360 --> 00:26:50,840 I got really drunk. 387 00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:55,357 The lads kept giving me loads of shots, 388 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:59,960 and… and I saw that guy flirting with you, and I just… 389 00:27:01,560 --> 00:27:03,360 I went crazy. 390 00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:05,840 But why? 391 00:27:07,120 --> 00:27:09,240 You know nothing would ever happen. 392 00:27:12,960 --> 00:27:14,760 Let's talk about it tomorrow. 393 00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:18,920 I love knowing that we have tomorrow. 394 00:27:58,760 --> 00:28:02,517 I thought you'd wanna sleep in. You were so pissed last night. 395 00:28:02,600 --> 00:28:06,477 Yeah. I threw up again, like, half an hour ago. 396 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:09,360 - Not a great sign for the match today. - Hmm. 397 00:28:10,960 --> 00:28:13,360 The pancakes are a "sorry" for last night. 398 00:28:15,440 --> 00:28:16,717 You didn't have to do that. 399 00:28:16,800 --> 00:28:19,440 Well, I am, 'cause I was a mess. 400 00:28:20,840 --> 00:28:22,440 I've never seen you like that. 401 00:28:23,120 --> 00:28:26,120 It was funny at first, but then it wasn't. 402 00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:30,160 I'm worried about you. 403 00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:33,760 I'm all good. 404 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:38,920 Right, I think these are nearly done. 405 00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,520 I don't think I can do pancakes today. 406 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:45,237 - Are you not feeling good, or… - I don't know. 407 00:28:45,320 --> 00:28:47,797 Is that why you keep forgetting your lunch at school? 408 00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:49,080 No, I… 409 00:28:50,840 --> 00:28:52,200 I don't know. I'm… 410 00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:54,800 I'm gonna go shower. 411 00:28:55,400 --> 00:28:58,717 - Charlie, you can talk to me, you know. - Why can't you talk to me? 412 00:28:58,800 --> 00:29:00,237 About what? 413 00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:04,117 Whatever it is that's making you feel so anxious. I wanna support you. 414 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:07,240 Okay, you don't need to use your therapy speak on me. It's fine. 415 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:11,277 - I'm going home. - No, wait, I… 416 00:29:11,360 --> 00:29:14,520 When you actually wanna talk to me, I'll be there. Okay? 417 00:29:16,840 --> 00:29:19,240 Can you just please eat something when you get home? 418 00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:26,480 Oh shit. 419 00:29:42,080 --> 00:29:44,520 - Thought you were at Nick's? - Yeah, I was. 420 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:46,680 Toast? 421 00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:52,317 Come on! 422 00:29:52,400 --> 00:29:53,480 Go, go! 423 00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:01,360 Go on, Nick! Go on, Nick! 424 00:30:04,920 --> 00:30:06,397 Yeah. 425 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,200 - Well done, Nick! - Nice one. 426 00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:17,757 I know you know it's normal to have bad days and bad weeks, 427 00:30:17,840 --> 00:30:20,200 but excess stress can certainly trigger them. 428 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:24,040 Have you been dealing with any additional stress lately? 429 00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:28,880 On the wing! 430 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:31,480 Foul! 431 00:30:32,000 --> 00:30:32,997 Dickhead! 432 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:36,360 I thought after all this, I'd at least know how to help people. 433 00:30:37,880 --> 00:30:39,680 What's the point of it otherwise? 434 00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:43,640 Are you referring to your head boy duties or something else? 435 00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:49,440 Come on. 436 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,160 I'm so worried about Nick. 437 00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:08,000 He started it! 438 00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:14,637 - Are you all right? - Someone get a teacher, man. 439 00:31:14,720 --> 00:31:16,797 Look at me. 440 00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:17,880 You okay? 441 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:22,677 Dr. Walters, please come to ward 24. Thank you. 442 00:31:22,760 --> 00:31:24,960 That's Dr. Walters to ward 24. 443 00:31:52,400 --> 00:31:53,517 Silly boy. 444 00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:55,600 - Hey, Mum. - Hi, Sarah. 445 00:31:57,080 --> 00:31:58,840 Silly, silly boy. 446 00:31:59,680 --> 00:32:01,520 Yeah, I probably shouldn't have… 447 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:04,520 No, probably not. 448 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:13,440 Here. 449 00:32:14,160 --> 00:32:15,800 You look like a wounded soldier. 450 00:32:17,320 --> 00:32:19,680 Nice of Charlie to wait at the hospital. 451 00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:22,520 Yeah. 452 00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:25,960 Oh dear. What's happened? 453 00:32:27,800 --> 00:32:29,240 Uh, we had an argument. 454 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:32,400 Which was my fault. 455 00:32:34,160 --> 00:32:36,360 You haven't really been yourself lately. 456 00:32:38,640 --> 00:32:39,720 I don't know. I… 457 00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:42,920 I thought I was a good boyfriend. 458 00:32:43,720 --> 00:32:45,160 Turns out I can't even do that. 459 00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:48,000 Hey. Hey, come on. 460 00:32:53,920 --> 00:32:56,040 - Hi. - Hi. 461 00:32:58,040 --> 00:32:58,957 - Hi. - Say hi. 462 00:32:59,040 --> 00:32:59,920 Hiya. 463 00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:02,400 Hello, Nellie. 464 00:33:03,640 --> 00:33:04,640 Does it hurt? 465 00:33:05,760 --> 00:33:06,880 Yeah, it hurts a bit. 466 00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:08,520 It's not too bad. 467 00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:11,640 Doing anything today? 468 00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:15,200 Not really. Um… 469 00:33:16,320 --> 00:33:17,520 Do you wanna come in? 470 00:33:18,360 --> 00:33:19,837 Do you wanna come round mine? 471 00:33:19,920 --> 00:33:22,440 My family are out, and I've got a surprise for you. 472 00:33:27,680 --> 00:33:30,760 I spent a while 473 00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:36,360 Looking up at the moon 474 00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:41,160 I'll try to light 475 00:33:41,680 --> 00:33:46,120 All the candles above me 476 00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:51,117 Don't wanna hide anymore 477 00:33:51,200 --> 00:33:55,120 From the light of the truth… 478 00:33:57,080 --> 00:33:59,280 - Ha-ha! - And it's not your fault 479 00:34:01,600 --> 00:34:05,760 She looks like I do… 480 00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:08,837 Oi. 481 00:34:08,920 --> 00:34:11,880 - Wait. Okay. Okay! - No! No, no, no. Don't! 482 00:34:13,320 --> 00:34:15,760 - I'm gonna get you… - No, no, no! Ah! 483 00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:18,320 - I'll get you back. - No, no, no! Oh-oh! 484 00:34:18,440 --> 00:34:19,320 Oh, yes! 485 00:34:19,920 --> 00:34:21,557 - No! Ah! - Okay. 486 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:24,000 Hey, Nick. Nick, no! 487 00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:31,477 No. Wait, wait. Stop, stop. 488 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:33,000 - Ow! - Stop! 489 00:34:35,600 --> 00:34:36,757 Oh. 490 00:34:36,840 --> 00:34:38,077 Oh wow. 491 00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:39,800 Oh. Whoo. Ah. 492 00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,837 The idea was a get-well-soon gift, 493 00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:46,677 but we could sit in there all day while you're feeling rough. 494 00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:48,760 I got carried away with the construction. 495 00:34:49,560 --> 00:34:51,557 This is adorable. 496 00:34:51,640 --> 00:34:52,760 Go on, then. 497 00:35:03,720 --> 00:35:05,880 - Come on. - I'm coming, I'm coming. 498 00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:11,957 I got you something. Early Christmas present. 499 00:35:12,040 --> 00:35:12,960 What? 500 00:35:14,800 --> 00:35:16,157 It's your last year of school. 501 00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:19,037 I thought you could record some memories, 502 00:35:19,120 --> 00:35:22,480 and then you can take them to Leeds and put them on your wall or something. 503 00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:24,720 Let's give it a go. 504 00:35:27,600 --> 00:35:29,877 Actually, wait, one more. 505 00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:32,520 Down here. Okay. Okay. 506 00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:34,277 - Ready? - Yeah. 507 00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:35,280 Smile. 508 00:35:39,160 --> 00:35:40,200 Thank you. 509 00:35:41,360 --> 00:35:45,080 - Probably could've waited until Christmas. - Mm, I thought you needed cheering up. 510 00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:48,960 Mm. 511 00:35:52,480 --> 00:35:54,677 Do you remember the first time we had sex? 512 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:56,917 I remember that in extremely graphic detail. 513 00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:59,800 Do you remember what you said to me 514 00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:02,040 just before? 515 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:06,200 You said that 516 00:36:06,840 --> 00:36:08,720 I'm the only one you can talk to. 517 00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:12,720 That you felt lost. 518 00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:19,160 You know a couple of weeks back when I had that dream about you dying? 519 00:36:20,240 --> 00:36:21,080 Yeah. 520 00:36:24,240 --> 00:36:28,680 It wasn't just you dying. It was how you died. 521 00:36:30,240 --> 00:36:31,480 It was my fault. 522 00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:35,200 - Did you murder me in cold blood? - No, I… 523 00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:38,400 I missed the signs. 524 00:36:39,480 --> 00:36:42,440 It all happened again, the stuff from last year, but… 525 00:36:43,720 --> 00:36:46,600 you didn't get help, and you didn't get better, and… 526 00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:50,520 and when you were gone… 527 00:36:52,280 --> 00:36:53,717 everything went blurry. 528 00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:57,397 You know, it was… it was just me on my own in a house, 529 00:36:57,480 --> 00:36:59,920 and… there was nothing. 530 00:37:02,160 --> 00:37:03,480 I was nothing. 531 00:37:06,720 --> 00:37:09,077 It wasn't your fault when I relapsed in January. 532 00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:10,677 - It was. - No, it wasn't. 533 00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:13,720 If I can't protect you, who even am I? 534 00:37:14,240 --> 00:37:16,080 If you don't need me anymore… 535 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:19,880 I do need you. 536 00:37:21,920 --> 00:37:24,720 I need you because you're you. 537 00:37:26,040 --> 00:37:27,160 And I love you. 538 00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:30,957 - See, now I feel like a dick. - Why? 539 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,600 'Cause you shared a feeling? 540 00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:38,000 Do you need me? 541 00:37:40,160 --> 00:37:41,040 Yeah. 542 00:37:42,960 --> 00:37:44,160 Yeah. So much. 543 00:37:55,160 --> 00:37:56,440 Can we have sex? 544 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:32,317 And I know this is the third time we've "broken up," 545 00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:35,357 but I'm only using quotation marks because is it really a break-up 546 00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:37,800 if we haven't literally said, "Let's break up"? 547 00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:40,360 We're just temporarily not speaking. 548 00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:44,560 And we both know we'll get over it in a couple of weeks, so I'm not worried. 549 00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:47,597 I'm not worried! 550 00:38:47,680 --> 00:38:49,637 - I believe you. - You're looking at each other. 551 00:38:49,720 --> 00:38:52,680 - I can sense… - No, you don't sound worried at all. 552 00:38:54,880 --> 00:38:57,357 Oi! What do you think you're doing? 553 00:38:57,440 --> 00:39:00,477 - We were just mucking around. - Yeah, it's just banter. 554 00:39:00,560 --> 00:39:03,040 It didn't look like banter. It looked like bullying. 555 00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:05,477 Leave. 556 00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:08,557 If I see you picking on anyone else again, I'll get you suspended. 557 00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:10,880 - You can't suspend us. - Try me. 558 00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:20,600 You okay? 559 00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:24,840 Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. 560 00:39:25,800 --> 00:39:28,200 Those boys aren't gonna pick on you again, okay? 561 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:32,200 They might. 562 00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:35,717 - What's your name? - Alfie. 563 00:39:35,800 --> 00:39:37,357 Hi, Alfie. I'm Charlie. 564 00:39:37,440 --> 00:39:38,920 I know. 565 00:39:40,720 --> 00:39:43,800 If they pick on you again, come talk to me. I'll sort them out. Okay? 566 00:39:45,360 --> 00:39:46,560 Okay. 567 00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:01,717 I know I can't, like, cure the world of homophobia, 568 00:40:01,800 --> 00:40:04,437 but there's probably so many kids in the younger years 569 00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,640 who just think they're completely alone. 570 00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:09,397 If they had somewhere to talk to people like them, 571 00:40:09,480 --> 00:40:11,517 maybe they wouldn't grow up hating themselves. 572 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:14,037 Well, you're more than welcome to use my classroom. 573 00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,800 It doesn't even matter. Mr. Lange already said no. 574 00:40:19,280 --> 00:40:22,397 I remember the first time you appeared in my classroom. 575 00:40:22,480 --> 00:40:23,677 You were so quiet, 576 00:40:23,760 --> 00:40:27,637 and, you know, I'm really not supposed to let people have their lunch in here. 577 00:40:27,720 --> 00:40:31,240 I've been lectured about it by the deputy head many times, 578 00:40:31,760 --> 00:40:35,720 and every time I got told off, I thought about you and your lunchbox 579 00:40:36,320 --> 00:40:38,080 and your sad little face, 580 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:39,840 and I thought, "Well, 581 00:40:41,040 --> 00:40:44,000 he needs this, and I can help." 582 00:40:45,480 --> 00:40:46,637 And now look at you. 583 00:40:46,720 --> 00:40:50,200 I'm very proud of you. 584 00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:55,957 As your teacher, I'd say you should respect Mr. Lange's decision. 585 00:40:56,040 --> 00:40:57,360 But, 586 00:40:57,880 --> 00:41:00,077 as a fellow homosexual, 587 00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:05,197 I'd say, historically, us queers have never asked for permission to exist. 588 00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:08,240 Do with that what you will. 589 00:41:14,360 --> 00:41:15,720 Uh… Hello. 590 00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:19,157 I'm just here for the… the part-time position. 591 00:41:19,240 --> 00:41:20,280 Oh. 592 00:41:21,200 --> 00:41:22,357 You like animals? 593 00:41:22,440 --> 00:41:25,877 Yeah. Yeah. I, I, I have two dogs, so… 594 00:41:25,960 --> 00:41:29,797 And you wanna spend time with more dogs because… what? 595 00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:33,600 I thought it might… help me build character. 596 00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:36,997 I don't really do much outside of school. 597 00:41:37,080 --> 00:41:40,040 Um, I'm going to uni this year, so… 598 00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:45,037 - My partner told me to try something new. - Oh, did she? 599 00:41:45,120 --> 00:41:48,360 Well, aren't you Mr. Self-Improvement. 600 00:41:49,200 --> 00:41:50,920 I guess I have to hire you. 601 00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:53,840 Fill that in for me, please. 602 00:41:56,840 --> 00:42:00,597 You left your heart in the jungle… 603 00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:01,677 Just joking. 604 00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:05,477 Ripped off of your red bicycle 605 00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:08,200 I didn't know you then… 606 00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:10,720 There you go, buddy. 607 00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:18,517 I gave up everything I learned 608 00:42:18,600 --> 00:42:21,517 Just to follow you down… 609 00:42:21,600 --> 00:42:22,640 Biscuit. 610 00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:31,040 There is no map for this 611 00:42:31,680 --> 00:42:35,637 When the wheels come off I'll be your spare 612 00:42:35,720 --> 00:42:41,157 When the world turns on you I will be there… 613 00:42:41,240 --> 00:42:44,277 You know, you don't have to pick me up after every shift. 614 00:42:44,360 --> 00:42:46,277 I like picking you up. 615 00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:49,360 - Plus, I wanna see the email in person. - All right. 616 00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:51,717 - There you go. - You did it! 617 00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:54,200 - Mm-hmm. - I'm so proud of you. 618 00:42:57,720 --> 00:43:00,357 I think if I post about it on one of the Truham meme pages, 619 00:43:00,440 --> 00:43:02,757 lots of people will see it, but Mr. Lange definitely won't. 620 00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:05,877 But I need to do it in a way that won't attract bigoted comments. 621 00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:08,997 Who's even running the meme page at the moment? Christian and Otis? 622 00:43:09,080 --> 00:43:12,120 - Uh, yeah. Yeah, I think so. - I'll text them. 623 00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:13,800 Right, I'm heading out. 624 00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,760 Wait. I need more. It's our anniversary. 625 00:43:22,600 --> 00:43:24,720 Is that really a two-year-anniversary kiss? 626 00:43:26,280 --> 00:43:29,397 Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah! 627 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:32,877 - How was that, darling? - Not enough, but it'll do till tonight. 628 00:43:32,960 --> 00:43:36,237 - Something to look forward to. - Meet me in the park at six? 629 00:43:36,320 --> 00:43:37,560 I will be there. 630 00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:40,480 Nick. 631 00:43:42,160 --> 00:43:43,120 I love you. 632 00:43:44,200 --> 00:43:45,200 I love you. 633 00:44:40,040 --> 00:44:41,680 How'd you meet her, then? 634 00:44:42,640 --> 00:44:43,517 Who? 635 00:44:43,600 --> 00:44:47,400 Only the girlfriend you talk about nonstop every shift. 636 00:44:48,400 --> 00:44:49,680 We met in school. 637 00:44:51,960 --> 00:44:53,120 What's she like? 638 00:44:54,800 --> 00:44:55,920 He's, uh… 639 00:44:57,280 --> 00:44:58,840 He's a guy, actually. 640 00:45:00,720 --> 00:45:02,400 Oh. Right. 641 00:45:02,920 --> 00:45:04,077 Hmm. Pardon me. 642 00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:06,520 I… I'm not of the woke generation. 643 00:45:07,040 --> 00:45:09,920 I wouldn't have assumed. You know, you don't seem gay at all. 644 00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:12,160 I'm bi. 645 00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:17,000 Oh. Well, yeah. Sure. 646 00:45:17,600 --> 00:45:18,440 Mm. 647 00:45:19,320 --> 00:45:21,440 Well, what's he like? 648 00:45:23,520 --> 00:45:24,520 He's… 649 00:45:27,080 --> 00:45:28,240 he's amazing. 650 00:45:30,080 --> 00:45:31,280 Very strong. 651 00:45:33,920 --> 00:45:36,557 Probably too good for me, actually. 652 00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:40,320 Probably. But you're good at picking up dog shit, aren't ya? 653 00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:43,197 Great. Thanks, Kenneth. 654 00:45:43,280 --> 00:45:46,077 I'm just saying, someone's gotta scoop up the dog shit, 655 00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:48,240 or the world descends into chaos. 656 00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:54,880 Charlie. 657 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:58,480 I'm so sorry. 658 00:46:00,880 --> 00:46:02,840 I wasn't thinking, and, um… 659 00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:07,117 you know, I just… I got in my head about letting everybody down, and I just… 660 00:46:07,200 --> 00:46:08,280 It's okay. 661 00:46:08,880 --> 00:46:11,517 It's just some snacks and a blanket. It's not a huge deal. 662 00:46:11,600 --> 00:46:12,757 It is. 663 00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:16,997 It's fine, Nick, it's… Probably too old for this cringy stuff now, anyway. 664 00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:18,920 No. No, we're not. This is… 665 00:46:19,640 --> 00:46:21,120 No, this is lovely. 666 00:46:22,560 --> 00:46:23,800 My job is shit. 667 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:26,317 I know. I… I should probably just quit. 668 00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:28,640 No, it's been good for you, hasn't it? It's… 669 00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:35,160 - I don't want you to… - Charlie, you're freezing. Come on. 670 00:46:39,480 --> 00:46:42,917 When you're in Leeds, I don't want you to spend your time worrying about me. 671 00:46:43,000 --> 00:46:45,960 - Don't think about that now. - I want you to be okay without me. 672 00:46:49,080 --> 00:46:50,160 Have you eaten? 673 00:46:51,640 --> 00:46:52,520 No. 674 00:46:53,200 --> 00:46:55,000 Should we go home and eat there? 675 00:46:56,480 --> 00:46:57,680 Yours or mine? 676 00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:00,600 I don't mind. 677 00:47:05,800 --> 00:47:07,200 You're so cold. 678 00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:11,200 Let's warm you up. 679 00:47:18,600 --> 00:47:20,480 No one's coming. 680 00:47:21,000 --> 00:47:23,200 Look, just… just give it a minute. 681 00:47:32,240 --> 00:47:33,957 Don't look so disappointed. 682 00:47:34,040 --> 00:47:36,000 - We were in the middle of… - Lads, chill. 683 00:47:36,960 --> 00:47:38,640 I'm… I'm part of the team. 684 00:47:40,720 --> 00:47:43,957 So, the rumors about you two dating are true? 685 00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:46,317 Yes. Yes, Tao, they are true. 686 00:47:46,400 --> 00:47:47,837 Called it. 687 00:47:47,920 --> 00:47:49,957 You didn't. We've been telling you for ages. 688 00:47:50,040 --> 00:47:51,637 If I say I called it, I did. 689 00:47:51,720 --> 00:47:52,800 That's not how it works. 690 00:47:54,720 --> 00:47:55,560 Hello. 691 00:47:56,920 --> 00:48:00,117 Hey! Hey. Come in. Come in. 692 00:48:00,200 --> 00:48:02,037 Everyone, this is Alfie. 693 00:48:02,120 --> 00:48:03,877 - Hey, Alfie. - Come sit down, Alfie. 694 00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:06,077 - Do you want a cupcake? - Yes, please. 695 00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:08,317 I chose that one. 696 00:48:08,400 --> 00:48:11,000 - It's that one. - It's a fancy cupcake. 697 00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:13,277 - Hi. - Please, come sit. 698 00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:15,077 - Hello. - Hey, guys. 699 00:48:15,160 --> 00:48:16,560 - Come in. - Good to see you. 700 00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:19,757 I really want this to be a safe space for all of you, 701 00:48:19,840 --> 00:48:21,597 but really mostly just to have fun. 702 00:48:21,680 --> 00:48:24,517 We're gonna watch some queer TV shows, some queer films. 703 00:48:24,600 --> 00:48:27,357 Next week, Mr. Ajayi is gonna be talking about Keith Haring. 704 00:48:27,440 --> 00:48:31,117 I want us to raise awareness and money for queer communities around the world. 705 00:48:31,200 --> 00:48:34,840 I know we're one small group of people, but I believe we can make a difference. 706 00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:38,280 Bravo! 707 00:48:38,920 --> 00:48:39,920 Yeah! 708 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:46,237 This one is Tao's, and that one's Elle's? 709 00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:49,837 Speaking of, I think they've broken up again. 710 00:48:49,920 --> 00:48:51,597 The vibe is seriously uncomfortable. 711 00:48:51,680 --> 00:48:53,477 When did we all become coffee addicts? 712 00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:55,757 I think they're both just very strong-willed. 713 00:48:55,840 --> 00:48:57,357 Sometimes that causes clashes. 714 00:48:57,440 --> 00:48:59,917 And they're way past the honeymoon phase as well, so… 715 00:49:00,000 --> 00:49:03,560 Boys, are we seriously avoiding talking about the obvious? 716 00:49:04,080 --> 00:49:06,040 Most teen relationships don't last. 717 00:49:06,640 --> 00:49:08,840 Maybe they'll break up for good this time. 718 00:49:09,600 --> 00:49:11,757 So tell me about Hannah. 719 00:49:11,840 --> 00:49:15,957 She said that she really liked me, but that the distance was too much. 720 00:49:16,040 --> 00:49:20,237 And I was like, "Mm… Okay, well, you're only in Birmingham." So… 721 00:49:20,320 --> 00:49:23,877 I'm glad I didn't get into Oxford. Me and Darce don't have this problem. 722 00:49:23,960 --> 00:49:27,317 It's not just the couples. It's all of us. We're all gonna be in different places. 723 00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:29,677 But Pride, next month, you're all coming, yes? 724 00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:30,597 - Yes! - Obviously. 725 00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:31,677 - Good. - I'll be there. 726 00:49:31,760 --> 00:49:34,477 It'll probably be the last time we hang out as a group. 727 00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:36,677 And then we'll never speak to each other again. 728 00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:38,477 - Oh… - Mm. 729 00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:40,520 Oh, I'm joking. I'm joking. 730 00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:44,077 - Obviously, we're all gonna keep talking. - That makes me sad. 731 00:49:44,160 --> 00:49:46,197 In 30 years, we're gonna be middle-aged, 732 00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:49,757 causing a scene at a drag brunch while Isaac's sat in a corner reading. 733 00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:52,280 Hopefully, I will have written my own book by then. 734 00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:54,160 - Mm. - Mm! 735 00:49:54,680 --> 00:49:59,037 Nick always thinks about the future. It's like he's there in his mind already, 736 00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:01,600 trying to stop a mistake that hasn't happened yet. 737 00:50:03,240 --> 00:50:06,120 But… I don't know what the mistake is. 738 00:50:08,360 --> 00:50:10,480 I never used to think about the future at all. 739 00:50:11,360 --> 00:50:13,440 It's because you were too busy surviving. 740 00:50:16,640 --> 00:50:21,117 Happy birthday to you 741 00:50:21,200 --> 00:50:25,917 Happy birthday, dear Sarah 742 00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:26,837 Precarious. 743 00:50:26,920 --> 00:50:29,877 Happy birthday to you 744 00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:33,160 Oh, that looks yummy! 745 00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:36,077 Oh my God, you were so cute. 746 00:50:36,160 --> 00:50:38,437 "Were"? I'm not cute anymore? 747 00:50:38,520 --> 00:50:42,600 Yeah, not as cute as this. I mean, I'd protect him with my life. 748 00:50:44,560 --> 00:50:45,400 Yeah. 749 00:50:46,200 --> 00:50:49,677 Right, I should, um, I should go and say hi to some people. 750 00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:52,160 - I'll go to the loo and come find you. - Okay. 751 00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:54,800 Hey. 752 00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:56,600 Cheese. 753 00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:05,477 50 is the new 30. All uphill from here. 754 00:51:05,560 --> 00:51:09,517 It feels like you truly blossomed after you got rid of that silly man. 755 00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:11,797 Well, I did what I could, as did he. 756 00:51:11,880 --> 00:51:14,160 No, you did everything, and he's an arsehole. 757 00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:19,240 - Sorry. One sec. - Uh… 758 00:51:19,920 --> 00:51:21,720 I thought Dad was your hero. 759 00:51:23,200 --> 00:51:26,760 Heroes and villains. That's the way your brain works, isn't it? 760 00:51:30,360 --> 00:51:33,280 You need to be tougher, Nicholas. 761 00:51:33,960 --> 00:51:35,400 Do you understand? Tougher. 762 00:51:36,280 --> 00:51:40,280 I thought you were practicing your French, Nicholas. 763 00:51:41,480 --> 00:51:43,560 It's disappointing. 764 00:51:44,160 --> 00:51:46,880 We'd be able to talk more, wouldn't we? 765 00:52:03,720 --> 00:52:04,560 You okay? 766 00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:08,080 Uh, yeah. 767 00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:09,760 You sure? 768 00:52:10,560 --> 00:52:11,960 Mm. I'm fine. 769 00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:13,960 Come on. 770 00:52:15,960 --> 00:52:18,600 Do you think Tao and Elle will break up for good this time? 771 00:52:25,440 --> 00:52:27,160 It's possible, I guess. 772 00:52:28,040 --> 00:52:29,040 Happens. 773 00:52:30,280 --> 00:52:32,920 Everyone thinks teenage relationships don't last. 774 00:52:34,160 --> 00:52:35,800 I guess they usually don't. 775 00:52:36,760 --> 00:52:39,320 Well, I guess I'm an optimist, then. 776 00:52:41,240 --> 00:52:44,920 So I'm gonna keep you in love with me 777 00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:46,840 For a while 778 00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:51,800 I'm gonna keep you in love with me 779 00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:59,117 I'm gonna keep you in love with me 780 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:00,560 For a while 781 00:53:08,760 --> 00:53:10,320 - You all right, mate? - Hey. 782 00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:17,480 Yeah, I mean, I'm really excited. 783 00:53:21,040 --> 00:53:23,717 Welcome to my humble abode, boys. 784 00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:26,757 Oi, go get hammered before the exams start, yeah? 785 00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:29,117 You see those two? They are proper romantic, man. 786 00:53:29,200 --> 00:53:30,757 - Charlie! - Hey. 787 00:53:30,840 --> 00:53:32,397 - Charlie! - Hey. 788 00:53:32,480 --> 00:53:34,120 Yeah, yeah, I'm good. 789 00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:38,440 - Yeah. - I mean… 790 00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:46,720 I just got really tired. 791 00:53:47,760 --> 00:53:50,880 - Oh, hey, Nick. Come and join us. - Hey. 792 00:53:52,000 --> 00:53:53,397 How've you been? 793 00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:55,117 - Yeah, not too bad. - Here, have some. 794 00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:58,600 Yeah, that's it. That's it! Harder, harder! 795 00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:02,557 Go, go, go, go, go! 796 00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:05,440 …about, um, about going traveling next year. 797 00:54:06,040 --> 00:54:07,197 Like, it would be good. 798 00:54:07,280 --> 00:54:10,200 It would be expensive, but I think it could work, maybe. 799 00:54:10,880 --> 00:54:13,280 What… what are you doing, or are you gonna think about it? 800 00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:16,997 Sorry, I wasn't listening. 801 00:54:17,080 --> 00:54:19,960 Nick, next year, uni. 802 00:54:22,040 --> 00:54:26,920 I know I should be really happy for him, but… I just feel really sad. 803 00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:32,480 There, there. You're Nick and Charlie. You're gonna be okay. 804 00:54:34,680 --> 00:54:36,117 We basically grow up 805 00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:39,717 being brainwashed into thinking there's only one possible future. 806 00:54:39,800 --> 00:54:43,317 Going to uni, finding a career, settling down. 807 00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:46,237 No-one teaches you that there are so many other options, 808 00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:47,677 especially if you're queer. 809 00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:51,597 That's why I asked Darcy to go Interrailing with me next year. 810 00:54:51,680 --> 00:54:54,837 Just focus on being human and feeling alive. 811 00:54:54,920 --> 00:54:58,000 I want that feeling. It's just, me and Tao… 812 00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:02,997 People in good relationships don't keep breaking up and getting back together. 813 00:55:03,080 --> 00:55:04,997 Well, you clearly don't wanna break up. 814 00:55:05,080 --> 00:55:07,397 I can't revolve my life around someone else. 815 00:55:07,480 --> 00:55:09,917 It would only make us resent each other eventually, 816 00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:12,040 and then it would kill the love that's there. 817 00:55:12,680 --> 00:55:13,600 True. 818 00:55:21,640 --> 00:55:24,357 - Lights are getting on my nerves. - I'm gonna find Nick. 819 00:55:24,440 --> 00:55:26,360 - Want us to come? - No, it's all right. 820 00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:29,160 I haven't seen Nick in a while. 821 00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:46,680 Urgh! 822 00:55:57,080 --> 00:55:59,317 - Yeah. - Shall we go outside for a bit? 823 00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:01,800 - I think he might be upstairs. - Okay. 824 00:56:12,680 --> 00:56:13,840 Hey. 825 00:56:14,480 --> 00:56:15,640 Did you wanna go? 826 00:56:16,320 --> 00:56:18,877 Yeah. Yeah, I guess. 827 00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:20,720 O… only if you want to. 828 00:56:22,200 --> 00:56:25,200 - It is a bit boring, isn't it? So… - Yeah. 829 00:56:28,240 --> 00:56:29,280 Hey. Um… 830 00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:33,717 Are you angry at me about something? 831 00:56:33,800 --> 00:56:36,000 What? N… no. 832 00:56:37,160 --> 00:56:38,477 Why do you think that? 833 00:56:38,560 --> 00:56:41,277 You've avoided me tonight. 834 00:56:41,360 --> 00:56:42,760 I'm sorry, I… 835 00:56:44,680 --> 00:56:47,080 I just wanted you to have a good night, and… 836 00:56:48,280 --> 00:56:51,920 You know, you, you probably wanna talk to your friends about uni. 837 00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:55,280 It's only, like, four months away now, so… 838 00:56:57,120 --> 00:56:58,280 Sure. Um… 839 00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:01,920 It's gonna be really hard when you're not here. 840 00:57:02,440 --> 00:57:04,957 No, you're… you're gonna be great. 841 00:57:05,040 --> 00:57:09,320 - You don't need me hanging around. - It's still gonna be really hard. 842 00:57:11,240 --> 00:57:13,560 What if everything just blows up, like Tao and Elle? 843 00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:16,840 I mean, I guess that's possible. 844 00:57:19,600 --> 00:57:21,600 I know you've been struggling this year. 845 00:57:22,840 --> 00:57:26,077 You've been really anxious about a lot of things, about yourself. 846 00:57:26,160 --> 00:57:29,000 Yeah, sorry, I know that's probably annoying for you. 847 00:57:29,880 --> 00:57:33,400 It's not annoying. It's just… upsetting. 848 00:57:34,040 --> 00:57:38,200 'Cause……I try and talk to you about it, and you just shut down. 849 00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:40,920 And I thought we were good at that. 850 00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:46,120 And I think that the reason you do that is… is because of me. 851 00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:52,120 Maybe it is a good idea for us to have some space, you know? 852 00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:56,397 You're going off to uni, and you'll be living your best life, 853 00:57:56,480 --> 00:57:59,877 and then maybe if you don't have to worry about me so much, then… 854 00:57:59,960 --> 00:58:01,200 then you'll be happier. 855 00:58:02,760 --> 00:58:04,240 I want you to be happy. 856 00:58:04,760 --> 00:58:06,640 So we should break up, then? 857 00:58:09,200 --> 00:58:10,797 For some space? That's… 858 00:58:10,880 --> 00:58:13,760 That's basically what you're saying, isn't it? 859 00:58:17,520 --> 00:58:20,597 - If… if that's what you want. - No, I'm asking if that's what you want. 860 00:58:20,680 --> 00:58:23,517 - I want you to be happy. - I'm only happy when I'm with you. 861 00:58:23,600 --> 00:58:25,600 I don't think that's how it should be. 862 00:58:29,360 --> 00:58:31,197 - I get it. - What? 863 00:58:31,280 --> 00:58:33,717 - No, it's fine. - I don't want to break up. 864 00:58:33,800 --> 00:58:35,717 I think you'd be better off without me too. 865 00:58:35,800 --> 00:58:38,160 I didn't say that, Nick. I… 866 00:58:38,680 --> 00:58:41,357 - I'm sorry. - I… I'm just trying to help. 867 00:58:41,440 --> 00:58:42,957 - It's okay. - I love you. 868 00:58:43,040 --> 00:58:44,040 It's okay. 869 00:58:45,320 --> 00:58:47,000 You don't have to worry about me. 870 00:58:56,400 --> 00:58:58,240 I'm sorry for making you cry. 871 01:00:33,720 --> 01:00:38,280 I know this is difficult, but, Charlie, you've got to eat. 872 01:00:38,800 --> 01:00:39,800 Please. 873 01:00:41,600 --> 01:00:43,200 Come on? 874 01:00:45,320 --> 01:00:46,720 Just a little bite. 875 01:00:50,360 --> 01:00:52,720 Charlie, we're gonna do a refocusing exercise. 876 01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:56,240 I want you to tell me five things that you see in front of you. 877 01:00:59,680 --> 01:01:00,640 Door. 878 01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:02,840 Desk. 879 01:01:05,240 --> 01:01:06,360 Laptop. 880 01:01:09,160 --> 01:01:10,080 Mug. 881 01:01:12,760 --> 01:01:13,800 Photo. 882 01:02:08,880 --> 01:02:10,237 Go away! 883 01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:11,317 Charlie! 884 01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:13,280 We're coming in, okay? 885 01:02:16,200 --> 01:02:17,117 What? 886 01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:19,797 You can't just lie there and expect everything to be okay. 887 01:02:19,880 --> 01:02:22,880 Let's just take a minute, okay, before you say something crazy. 888 01:02:24,440 --> 01:02:26,117 We're here to look after you. 889 01:02:26,200 --> 01:02:27,677 Getting you out of the house, 890 01:02:27,760 --> 01:02:30,757 or just hanging out here and bringing you food and comfort movies. 891 01:02:30,840 --> 01:02:32,357 Tori said you hadn't been eating. 892 01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:34,397 Which is understandable. We don't blame you. 893 01:02:34,480 --> 01:02:38,120 But it's not great, so we're gonna make you some pasta. 894 01:02:38,800 --> 01:02:40,400 Aren't you two broken up right now? 895 01:02:42,520 --> 01:02:44,597 We've organized a temporary truce, 896 01:02:44,680 --> 01:02:48,080 and anyway, three, two… 897 01:02:49,120 --> 01:02:50,157 - Go! - Tao! 898 01:02:50,240 --> 01:02:51,717 - Come on. Get up. - Tao! 899 01:02:51,800 --> 01:02:54,957 - Get some pasta with some chili oil. - Okay, I'm up, I'm up. 900 01:02:55,040 --> 01:02:56,597 - Cheese. Basil. - I hate all of you. 901 01:02:56,680 --> 01:02:57,640 We love you too. 902 01:02:59,160 --> 01:03:01,237 But some bit of luck, 903 01:03:01,320 --> 01:03:05,880 some commonplace little miracle, which, like a glittering link, 904 01:03:06,400 --> 01:03:09,880 will mend again the necklace of my days. 905 01:03:25,200 --> 01:03:26,840 We'll see you on Saturday? 906 01:03:27,840 --> 01:03:28,797 I don't know. 907 01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:29,997 That wasn't a question. 908 01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:32,157 It might do you good to get out of the house. 909 01:03:32,240 --> 01:03:34,917 But it's Pride, isn't it? It's… it's a whole thing. 910 01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:40,000 And I don't really feel like celebrating the magical wonders of gay love right now. 911 01:03:41,600 --> 01:03:42,920 And he might be there. 912 01:03:45,800 --> 01:03:48,077 Charlie, I know you're hurting, 913 01:03:48,160 --> 01:03:51,957 but I need you to come and march with me on Saturday 914 01:03:52,040 --> 01:03:53,920 because I'm fucking scared. 915 01:03:54,880 --> 01:03:56,757 The world hates me right now. 916 01:03:56,840 --> 01:04:00,557 The government is taking away my rights and everything we fought for. 917 01:04:00,640 --> 01:04:02,037 If I was a few years younger, 918 01:04:02,120 --> 01:04:05,120 I wouldn't even have been able to take hormone blockers legally 919 01:04:05,640 --> 01:04:06,917 'cause they banned them. 920 01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,360 People don't want me using public bathrooms 921 01:04:10,320 --> 01:04:11,760 or existing at all. 922 01:04:15,120 --> 01:04:17,040 I just wanna be myself. 923 01:04:18,800 --> 01:04:20,200 To be free. 924 01:04:22,120 --> 01:04:23,560 To be happy. 925 01:04:26,320 --> 01:04:27,597 I know you know all of this, 926 01:04:27,680 --> 01:04:30,840 and it's okay if you come and cry about Nick all day. 927 01:04:31,360 --> 01:04:32,240 But… 928 01:04:34,120 --> 01:04:35,800 I'm terrified all the time, 929 01:04:36,320 --> 01:04:40,040 and I just really need my best friends with me to march at Pride, okay? 930 01:04:47,120 --> 01:04:48,520 Mm. 931 01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:01,117 Woo-hoo! 932 01:05:01,200 --> 01:05:02,720 Yeah! 933 01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:09,797 Oh my God! 934 01:05:09,880 --> 01:05:11,280 Whoo! 935 01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:14,637 - Oh, it's James! Hello! - Hi, everyone. 936 01:05:14,720 --> 01:05:16,517 - Oh, James! - Happy Pride! 937 01:05:16,600 --> 01:05:18,717 Happy Pride. Hi, are you okay? 938 01:05:18,800 --> 01:05:21,197 - Hey. - Hi. Oh, you look amazing. 939 01:05:21,280 --> 01:05:23,640 - Nice to see you. See you later. - Bye. 940 01:05:28,120 --> 01:05:30,480 You make me feel… 941 01:05:31,760 --> 01:05:33,557 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 942 01:05:33,640 --> 01:05:35,317 - When do we want it? - Now! 943 01:05:35,400 --> 01:05:37,317 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 944 01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:38,957 - When do we want it? - Now! 945 01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:40,917 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 946 01:05:41,000 --> 01:05:42,797 - When do we want it? - Now! 947 01:05:42,880 --> 01:05:44,677 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 948 01:05:44,760 --> 01:05:46,437 - When do we want it? - Now! 949 01:05:46,520 --> 01:05:48,037 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 950 01:05:48,120 --> 01:05:49,797 - And when do we want it? - Now! 951 01:05:49,880 --> 01:05:51,917 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 952 01:05:52,000 --> 01:05:53,757 - When do we want it? - Now! 953 01:05:53,840 --> 01:05:55,877 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 954 01:05:55,960 --> 01:05:57,437 - When do we want it? - Now! 955 01:05:57,520 --> 01:05:58,957 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 956 01:05:59,040 --> 01:06:01,357 - When do we want it? - Now! 957 01:06:01,440 --> 01:06:02,837 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 958 01:06:02,920 --> 01:06:04,757 - And when do we want it? - Now! 959 01:06:04,840 --> 01:06:06,517 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 960 01:06:06,600 --> 01:06:08,477 - And when do we want it? - Now! 961 01:06:08,560 --> 01:06:10,437 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 962 01:06:10,520 --> 01:06:12,357 - When do we want it? - Now! 963 01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:14,037 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 964 01:06:14,120 --> 01:06:15,797 - When do we want it? - Now! 965 01:06:15,880 --> 01:06:17,677 - What do we want? - Trans rights! 966 01:06:17,760 --> 01:06:19,280 - When do we want it? - Now! 967 01:06:20,240 --> 01:06:21,880 So this is it. 968 01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:23,677 Fernando's. 969 01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:25,917 Oh, I thought you said we were going to Nando's. 970 01:06:26,000 --> 01:06:28,280 No, Fernando's, the gay club. 971 01:06:28,960 --> 01:06:32,277 Are straight people allowed in? I feel like I'm not gonna be allowed in. 972 01:06:32,360 --> 01:06:33,880 Okay, Mr. Ally. 973 01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:43,517 I'm sorry, I just can't understand it. You're Nick and Charlie. 974 01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:44,917 What does that even mean? 975 01:06:45,000 --> 01:06:49,480 Like, if all of us had to provide evidence for two soulmates, we'd all pick you two. 976 01:06:50,000 --> 01:06:52,520 - There's no such thing as soulmates. - Maybe. 977 01:06:53,040 --> 01:06:55,797 But the two of you present a pretty convincing argument. 978 01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:57,400 I'm going for a walk. 979 01:07:01,400 --> 01:07:03,320 But you should've seen it 980 01:07:04,800 --> 01:07:07,160 The way it went down 981 01:07:08,200 --> 01:07:10,200 Wouldn't believe it 982 01:07:13,320 --> 01:07:16,040 Wanna know what I told her… 983 01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:19,320 - Hey. - Sorry, no. 984 01:07:19,840 --> 01:07:22,760 You were so mediocre 985 01:07:23,400 --> 01:07:30,317 And we're so glad it's over now 986 01:07:30,400 --> 01:07:37,400 It's over now… 987 01:07:38,000 --> 01:07:39,640 Thank you. 988 01:07:44,480 --> 01:07:50,480 It's over now 989 01:07:51,800 --> 01:07:53,720 Camera 990 01:07:54,560 --> 01:07:56,720 Caught on camera 991 01:07:57,720 --> 01:07:59,960 The girls on camera 992 01:08:01,080 --> 01:08:03,280 Your girl's a fan of 993 01:08:14,160 --> 01:08:15,240 Drum kit. 994 01:08:16,640 --> 01:08:17,760 Poster. 995 01:08:19,840 --> 01:08:20,840 Books. 996 01:08:21,920 --> 01:08:22,920 Lamp. 997 01:08:23,880 --> 01:08:25,000 Photo. 998 01:09:18,000 --> 01:09:20,480 - You're early. - Mm-hmm. 999 01:09:21,400 --> 01:09:22,760 Is everything okay? 1000 01:09:25,480 --> 01:09:26,440 Nick? 1001 01:09:33,760 --> 01:09:35,360 Always 1002 01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:41,480 Didn't mean always 1003 01:09:45,240 --> 01:09:48,760 When I said always 1004 01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:00,960 And I made 1005 01:10:04,280 --> 01:10:07,440 Too many mistakes 1006 01:10:16,720 --> 01:10:19,880 Cut me down to size 1007 01:10:22,760 --> 01:10:25,680 Don't know what part remains 1008 01:10:42,000 --> 01:10:44,960 Pull me out of time 1009 01:10:48,080 --> 01:10:51,280 Just let me fade away 1010 01:10:56,840 --> 01:10:58,640 Come on. 1011 01:11:02,440 --> 01:11:03,760 And I've been 1012 01:11:07,440 --> 01:11:10,757 Angry for ages 1013 01:11:10,840 --> 01:11:12,760 Get in there, boys. Come on! 1014 01:11:13,600 --> 01:11:17,720 Still don't want to face it 1015 01:11:40,080 --> 01:11:41,560 Still sulking? 1016 01:11:51,320 --> 01:11:54,000 I mean, it's… it's rough though. 1017 01:12:00,840 --> 01:12:02,680 Genuinely, I feel for you. 1018 01:12:05,760 --> 01:12:07,080 You wanna talk, or…? 1019 01:12:09,880 --> 01:12:11,360 Okay… 1020 01:12:13,720 --> 01:12:15,280 Oh, I'm going to Paris. 1021 01:12:16,600 --> 01:12:18,040 Dad offered me a job. 1022 01:12:18,720 --> 01:12:21,720 So I'll be gone. I'm sure that'll cheer you up. 1023 01:12:25,400 --> 01:12:29,400 I know you think I worship him, but I… I really… 1024 01:12:31,040 --> 01:12:32,040 I don't. 1025 01:12:32,560 --> 01:12:34,360 He's a shit dad. 1026 01:12:34,960 --> 01:12:36,400 Always has been, but… 1027 01:12:38,400 --> 01:12:40,080 I'm not like him, Nick. 1028 01:12:43,920 --> 01:12:45,480 You know, he hurt me too. 1029 01:12:48,640 --> 01:12:49,640 I know. 1030 01:13:35,080 --> 01:13:38,757 - Ooh, there's mine. What you having? - Do you think they have organic wine? 1031 01:13:38,840 --> 01:13:41,597 Organic wine? Wine is wine. You need to just drink. 1032 01:13:41,680 --> 01:13:44,597 No, no, no, no. None of that now. Organic wine, it's imp… 1033 01:13:44,680 --> 01:13:47,277 - [Sahar[ Nick! How you doing? - Hello. Yeah, I'm all right. 1034 01:13:47,360 --> 01:13:50,557 - First time in a gay club? - Uh, yeah. Yeah, I guess. 1035 01:13:50,640 --> 01:13:53,360 - You'll get used to it. - Mine too. 1036 01:13:55,880 --> 01:13:59,440 I… never got to tell you I'm a lesbian. 1037 01:14:01,880 --> 01:14:03,520 Guess we drifted apart a bit. 1038 01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:07,800 We have, yeah. 1039 01:14:10,080 --> 01:14:11,120 I'm sorry. 1040 01:14:16,240 --> 01:14:17,797 Do you remember 1041 01:14:17,880 --> 01:14:21,680 when we would sit outside the school gates and pretend we were cool? 1042 01:14:23,440 --> 01:14:25,400 Unfortunately, I do, yeah. 1043 01:14:26,840 --> 01:14:28,600 I just wanted everyone to like me. 1044 01:14:29,480 --> 01:14:31,760 That was all I cared about. 1045 01:14:33,760 --> 01:14:36,397 - Thank God we got out of there, you know? - Mm. 1046 01:14:36,480 --> 01:14:37,520 Cheers. 1047 01:14:53,680 --> 01:14:54,600 Hi. 1048 01:14:55,240 --> 01:14:56,557 - Hey. - Wait. 1049 01:14:56,640 --> 01:14:59,557 Did you get my messages? We've all been really worried about you. 1050 01:14:59,640 --> 01:15:01,077 - Sorry, guys. - Sorry. 1051 01:15:01,160 --> 01:15:03,717 Charlie's not… Well, he's… 1052 01:15:03,800 --> 01:15:05,240 Is he okay? 1053 01:15:05,760 --> 01:15:08,560 Yeah, he's… Can you just come and talk to him? 1054 01:15:09,720 --> 01:15:12,120 - What, he's here? - Of course he's here. 1055 01:15:12,640 --> 01:15:15,357 This is insane. You get… you get this is insane, don't you? 1056 01:15:15,440 --> 01:15:16,677 Breakups are normal. 1057 01:15:16,760 --> 01:15:18,760 - Teenage romance… - Are you being serious? 1058 01:15:19,360 --> 01:15:20,880 Have you seen yourselves? 1059 01:15:21,400 --> 01:15:25,677 You've guided each other through all this emotional growth and pain together. 1060 01:15:25,760 --> 01:15:29,240 You can communicate just by looking at each other. Trust me, I can see it. 1061 01:15:29,920 --> 01:15:32,320 I'm sorry. I can't. 1062 01:15:33,280 --> 01:15:34,200 Nick. 1063 01:15:49,320 --> 01:15:53,117 Nicholas. Where have you been? This is my friend Megan. 1064 01:15:53,200 --> 01:15:54,637 - Hey. - Hey. 1065 01:15:54,720 --> 01:15:56,517 Imogen was just telling me about your breakup. 1066 01:15:56,600 --> 01:16:00,040 And, like, I'm so sorry. That is, like, so sad. 1067 01:16:01,040 --> 01:16:02,597 It's all right. Thank you though. 1068 01:16:02,680 --> 01:16:06,040 Sorry, I, I know it's, like, none of my business, um, 1069 01:16:06,720 --> 01:16:08,877 but if you wanted a quick rebound, 1070 01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:11,637 I have several mates I could hook you up with. 1071 01:16:11,720 --> 01:16:14,600 Boys or… girls? 1072 01:16:16,120 --> 01:16:17,200 Uh… 1073 01:16:17,880 --> 01:16:20,560 - No pressure though. No pressure. - Yeah, um… 1074 01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:23,397 I think I'm all right, actually. Thank you though. 1075 01:16:23,480 --> 01:16:25,400 - Okay. Bye. - Nice to meet you. 1076 01:16:29,680 --> 01:16:35,280 It's over now 1077 01:16:37,240 --> 01:16:38,880 Camera 1078 01:16:39,920 --> 01:16:42,000 Caught on camera 1079 01:16:42,960 --> 01:16:45,440 The girls on camera 1080 01:16:46,320 --> 01:16:49,040 Your girl's a fan of 1081 01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:56,437 - Afternoon, lovey. - Afternoon. 1082 01:16:56,520 --> 01:16:57,957 - Hello. - Hi. 1083 01:16:58,040 --> 01:17:00,320 - Two black coffees, please. - Of course. 1084 01:17:06,680 --> 01:17:08,520 - You all right, Pooh? - Yeah. 1085 01:17:09,040 --> 01:17:12,197 Good to get out again, isn't it? Stretch the legs. 1086 01:17:12,280 --> 01:17:15,277 Oh yes. No, I couldn't give a… 1087 01:17:15,360 --> 01:17:16,677 Oh, stop it. 1088 01:17:16,760 --> 01:17:19,077 - Here you go. - Thank you. 1089 01:17:19,160 --> 01:17:22,877 And there was a spare slice of cake, so this one's on the house. 1090 01:17:22,960 --> 01:17:26,917 That's very sweet, but Pete's a diabetic. We don't have cake at home. 1091 01:17:27,000 --> 01:17:27,917 Oh, sorry. 1092 01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:31,237 You eat it, Pooh. We're not both diabetic. 1093 01:17:31,320 --> 01:17:34,480 That's very kind of you, lovey, but… Thank you. 1094 01:17:35,760 --> 01:17:38,557 - Thank you. - Now, let's do the crossword. 1095 01:17:38,640 --> 01:17:39,997 Oh yes, the crossword. 1096 01:17:40,080 --> 01:17:42,397 - If we must. - Oh! 1097 01:17:42,480 --> 01:17:44,920 Anything to shut me up. 1098 01:17:45,560 --> 01:17:48,237 Oh dear. I think I've got… 1099 01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:50,917 - Oh. You like the crossword. - Well, yes. 1100 01:17:51,000 --> 01:17:53,197 - You ninny. - There's a time and a place. 1101 01:17:53,280 --> 01:17:56,197 It's surprising… 1102 01:17:56,280 --> 01:17:57,640 Now. 1103 01:17:58,680 --> 01:18:00,477 Anna is going to come and stay with you 1104 01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:02,877 until they've finished with me in the hospital. 1105 01:18:02,960 --> 01:18:06,040 It'll all be okay, Pooh. I know you're worried about me. 1106 01:18:06,640 --> 01:18:09,877 It's the sort of thing you do worry about, isn't it? 1107 01:18:09,960 --> 01:18:11,480 Yes, it is. 1108 01:18:12,520 --> 01:18:14,880 We look after each other, don't we? 1109 01:18:16,880 --> 01:18:18,640 I suppose so. 1110 01:18:19,240 --> 01:18:21,757 Two days with Anna. I mean… 1111 01:18:21,840 --> 01:18:23,360 You usually complain… 1112 01:18:51,640 --> 01:18:55,320 Don't go far Don't go put your feet in… 1113 01:18:55,920 --> 01:18:57,720 Hi, picking up for Charlie Spring. 1114 01:19:01,720 --> 01:19:03,600 - Do you want a bag? - Yes, please. 1115 01:19:04,280 --> 01:19:05,280 Thank you. 1116 01:19:07,680 --> 01:19:08,800 Okay. 1117 01:19:10,760 --> 01:19:14,720 I know it's scary when the other dogs are here, but it's just you and me. 1118 01:19:15,240 --> 01:19:19,557 Making up, lovers on their own tonight 1119 01:19:19,640 --> 01:19:23,317 Need to see how it's done So I can change inside 1120 01:19:23,400 --> 01:19:27,077 I belong with everyone Everyone I've ever known 1121 01:19:27,160 --> 01:19:31,840 I belong with everyone Everyone I've ever known is here 1122 01:19:34,960 --> 01:19:36,000 With me 1123 01:19:40,120 --> 01:19:43,037 Everything that comes together… 1124 01:19:43,120 --> 01:19:45,397 Sit. Sit. 1125 01:19:45,480 --> 01:19:47,040 And run! 1126 01:19:47,600 --> 01:19:48,917 Oh, good boy. 1127 01:19:49,000 --> 01:19:52,680 In every single living thing… 1128 01:19:54,960 --> 01:19:56,520 Ready? Ready? 1129 01:19:58,240 --> 01:20:01,720 Run! Oh, I was just joking. I was just joking. 1130 01:20:03,000 --> 01:20:05,237 Good boy. Good boy! 1131 01:20:05,320 --> 01:20:08,757 In every single living thing… 1132 01:20:08,840 --> 01:20:09,680 Hey. 1133 01:20:19,000 --> 01:20:20,197 - All right. - Thank you. 1134 01:20:20,280 --> 01:20:21,560 You guys are good to go. 1135 01:20:22,320 --> 01:20:24,320 - Thank you so much. - No worries. 1136 01:20:25,000 --> 01:20:26,677 - Call if there's any problems. - Sure. 1137 01:20:26,760 --> 01:20:27,877 See you, Biscuit. 1138 01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:31,600 Maybe if you've got someone You should let them know 1139 01:20:38,120 --> 01:20:39,437 Hello. 1140 01:20:39,520 --> 01:20:41,040 Someone's cheerful. 1141 01:20:42,920 --> 01:20:45,517 Yeah, you know that dog that was struggling? 1142 01:20:45,600 --> 01:20:47,397 He just got adopted today, so… 1143 01:20:47,480 --> 01:20:51,320 Oh, I knew you'd be good at this job. You're like a dog whisperer. 1144 01:20:53,360 --> 01:20:56,120 - Good to see you smiling again. - Yeah. 1145 01:20:57,280 --> 01:20:59,520 Your brother's moving out. 1146 01:21:02,120 --> 01:21:03,640 Yeah, he told me that. 1147 01:21:05,560 --> 01:21:06,837 I think it's a mistake. 1148 01:21:06,920 --> 01:21:10,520 So do I, but you know what he's like. He can't be told things. 1149 01:21:18,240 --> 01:21:20,520 God, Dad really fucked us up, didn't he? 1150 01:21:21,720 --> 01:21:23,357 Years after he left, I… 1151 01:21:23,440 --> 01:21:28,280 I was still just moving through life with a fake smile on my face. 1152 01:21:30,160 --> 01:21:32,320 I couldn't even make real friends until… 1153 01:21:37,440 --> 01:21:39,120 It's still in my brain. 1154 01:21:42,680 --> 01:21:46,797 And now he's ruined the one beautiful thing that I had in my life, 1155 01:21:46,880 --> 01:21:48,200 because I thought 1156 01:21:49,600 --> 01:21:54,040 if I even stepped a toe out of line, if I was ever too sad or… 1157 01:21:54,960 --> 01:21:56,240 or angry 1158 01:21:57,480 --> 01:21:59,720 or difficult, then he would just leave. 1159 01:22:05,480 --> 01:22:06,960 God, it's all wrong. 1160 01:22:08,560 --> 01:22:10,040 I didn't wanna break up. 1161 01:22:12,760 --> 01:22:14,360 Well, that's a relief. 1162 01:22:16,280 --> 01:22:19,037 Do you know, sweetheart, some people go a whole lifetime 1163 01:22:19,120 --> 01:22:22,760 without knowing themselves even a fraction of what you've just expressed. 1164 01:22:23,520 --> 01:22:25,717 Look at me, I ended up marrying a man who abandoned ship 1165 01:22:25,800 --> 01:22:27,960 as soon as our kids weren't babies anymore. 1166 01:22:29,000 --> 01:22:31,317 - I see my part in the mistakes… - No… 1167 01:22:31,400 --> 01:22:33,397 No, it's fine. I don't blame myself anymore. 1168 01:22:33,480 --> 01:22:36,197 What I'm saying is, I wish I'd known myself better. 1169 01:22:36,280 --> 01:22:39,680 I wish I'd understood him better, understood our relationship better. 1170 01:22:41,120 --> 01:22:44,120 Before it caused so much pain. 1171 01:22:44,640 --> 01:22:47,920 With or without Charlie, you will be fine. 1172 01:22:48,440 --> 01:22:49,960 You will find yourself again. 1173 01:22:51,760 --> 01:22:54,680 But I just don't want you to give up on it before it's over. 1174 01:22:57,160 --> 01:22:58,640 Charlie loves you. 1175 01:22:59,440 --> 01:23:00,760 The real you. 1176 01:23:05,120 --> 01:23:06,157 It's too late. 1177 01:23:06,240 --> 01:23:07,640 No, it's not. 1178 01:23:08,480 --> 01:23:13,277 Love isn't destiny or fate or some kind of cosmic force. 1179 01:23:13,360 --> 01:23:14,837 Love is a choice. 1180 01:23:14,920 --> 01:23:17,677 It's a choice every day, 1181 01:23:17,760 --> 01:23:20,397 and you can… you can lean towards it or away from it, 1182 01:23:20,480 --> 01:23:22,677 and you have always leant towards it. 1183 01:23:22,760 --> 01:23:23,960 That is just 1184 01:23:25,240 --> 01:23:26,520 who you are. 1185 01:23:29,640 --> 01:23:31,840 I think that's who Charlie is as well. 1186 01:23:45,080 --> 01:23:47,160 I did warn you it'd be boring. 1187 01:23:47,680 --> 01:23:50,757 He just goes round and round. 1188 01:23:50,840 --> 01:23:53,240 - He's happy you're here though. - I know he is. 1189 01:23:55,720 --> 01:23:57,280 You're very cute. 1190 01:23:57,840 --> 01:23:59,360 For a straight couple. 1191 01:24:00,520 --> 01:24:02,000 What are you talking about? 1192 01:24:02,520 --> 01:24:03,880 Since when are we straight? 1193 01:24:05,920 --> 01:24:08,357 I'm surprised you didn't notice with Michael. 1194 01:24:08,440 --> 01:24:11,757 He's always going on about Pedro Pascal or whatever. 1195 01:24:11,840 --> 01:24:13,160 But what about you? 1196 01:24:13,680 --> 01:24:16,080 - You know I'm asexual, don't you? - No. 1197 01:24:16,600 --> 01:24:20,360 Oh. Could've sworn I told you that. 1198 01:24:21,600 --> 01:24:23,477 I mean, that actually makes a lot of sense. 1199 01:24:23,560 --> 01:24:26,800 Every time I talk about men, you make this really grossed-out face. 1200 01:24:29,280 --> 01:24:31,437 But… 1201 01:24:31,520 --> 01:24:33,760 This is gonna sound really horrible, but 1202 01:24:35,480 --> 01:24:36,840 why are you together? 1203 01:24:37,360 --> 01:24:39,200 You're, like, basically opposites. 1204 01:24:39,960 --> 01:24:43,120 We're together because we're together. 1205 01:24:44,200 --> 01:24:46,560 Because we're Tori and Michael, 1206 01:24:47,080 --> 01:24:49,880 and… we're happy together. 1207 01:24:50,680 --> 01:24:52,000 That's all there is. 1208 01:24:53,680 --> 01:24:56,237 Whether it's romance or friendship or whatever, 1209 01:24:56,320 --> 01:24:58,120 that's everyone else's problem. 1210 01:25:00,600 --> 01:25:04,320 Maybe our together isn't the same as your together 1211 01:25:04,840 --> 01:25:06,880 or the normal sort of together, 1212 01:25:08,000 --> 01:25:12,240 but it's ours, and we're happy with it. 1213 01:25:14,240 --> 01:25:16,520 And maybe that will change in the future. 1214 01:25:17,440 --> 01:25:18,640 Maybe it won't. 1215 01:25:20,200 --> 01:25:21,520 But, for now, 1216 01:25:22,360 --> 01:25:23,520 we're here, 1217 01:25:24,400 --> 01:25:26,800 and this is what it is. 1218 01:25:29,600 --> 01:25:32,317 We're here, and we're alive and whatever. 1219 01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:34,080 Okay, great. Well done. 1220 01:25:39,960 --> 01:25:42,360 - Hello. - Hello. 1221 01:25:44,720 --> 01:25:47,237 How was it? 1222 01:25:47,320 --> 01:25:50,400 It was good, yeah. 1223 01:27:35,200 --> 01:27:36,360 Shit! 1224 01:28:03,520 --> 01:28:05,840 I got the photos. 1225 01:28:06,680 --> 01:28:09,600 Well, obviously. Here I am. 1226 01:28:10,120 --> 01:28:12,400 Genuinely the most embarrassing thing I've ever done. 1227 01:28:13,560 --> 01:28:15,797 I'm the one who took a billion photos of you. 1228 01:28:15,880 --> 01:28:19,200 I guess we're both pretty embarrassing, then. 1229 01:28:23,640 --> 01:28:25,640 I really missed you. 1230 01:28:27,280 --> 01:28:28,600 I missed you too. 1231 01:28:33,840 --> 01:28:36,640 Everyone thinks teenage relationships don't last. 1232 01:28:37,920 --> 01:28:39,960 I never really thought that about us. 1233 01:28:42,560 --> 01:28:43,560 Me neither. 1234 01:28:45,840 --> 01:28:48,960 Ever since we met, I… can feel it. 1235 01:28:51,360 --> 01:28:52,520 We're different. 1236 01:28:58,040 --> 01:28:59,960 But we stopped talking to each other. 1237 01:29:02,840 --> 01:29:05,040 I couldn't help you like you helped me. 1238 01:29:07,880 --> 01:29:08,960 You did. 1239 01:29:11,120 --> 01:29:13,800 You're just so good at saying how you feel. I… 1240 01:29:14,600 --> 01:29:17,760 I barely know what I feel half the time. 1241 01:29:21,760 --> 01:29:22,840 I never… 1242 01:29:25,360 --> 01:29:27,120 I never knew what to do 1243 01:29:28,160 --> 01:29:29,680 when I felt sad. 1244 01:29:33,880 --> 01:29:35,440 I just know I love you. 1245 01:29:39,720 --> 01:29:40,920 Is that okay? 1246 01:29:45,960 --> 01:29:47,480 We look after each other, 1247 01:29:48,280 --> 01:29:49,280 don't we? 1248 01:29:53,600 --> 01:29:55,120 Always. 1249 01:30:08,720 --> 01:30:13,637 There I saw you standing Must've been a holy light 1250 01:30:13,720 --> 01:30:16,557 'Cause I can't see and I can't feel 1251 01:30:16,640 --> 01:30:19,957 But the color in your eyes is saying 1252 01:30:20,040 --> 01:30:22,037 If my dreams come up empty 1253 01:30:22,120 --> 01:30:25,077 And I wash up on the shore 1254 01:30:25,160 --> 01:30:30,957 You would find me at the beach In every life, through every door 1255 01:30:31,040 --> 01:30:36,477 With a boom box at your father's Walking with you at the morgue 1256 01:30:36,560 --> 01:30:42,197 You don't have to search when I know Everything you're looking for 1257 01:30:42,280 --> 01:30:45,837 Oh, and we could talk about it 1258 01:30:45,920 --> 01:30:48,037 Or just stare at the wall 1259 01:30:48,120 --> 01:30:54,077 But I think that you know better than What they think they call 1260 01:30:54,160 --> 01:30:56,957 A luminary, no one 1261 01:30:57,040 --> 01:30:59,240 Is all they'll ever be 1262 01:30:59,960 --> 01:31:02,437 And how could you be no one 1263 01:31:02,520 --> 01:31:06,720 When you're everything to me? 1264 01:31:10,080 --> 01:31:12,760 You're everything to me 1265 01:31:15,560 --> 01:31:18,440 You're everything to me 1266 01:31:21,440 --> 01:31:27,400 You're everything to me 1267 01:31:44,880 --> 01:31:46,000 I love you. 1268 01:31:46,640 --> 01:31:47,800 I love you. 1269 01:32:07,280 --> 01:32:09,440 - Come on. - There's a step! 1270 01:32:10,120 --> 01:32:13,040 - Watch this step. - We're gonna be late for prom! 1271 01:32:14,760 --> 01:32:16,317 - Guys! - We're here! 1272 01:32:16,400 --> 01:32:18,197 There you are! You need some drinks. 1273 01:32:18,280 --> 01:32:19,880 Yes, please. 1274 01:32:22,120 --> 01:32:24,757 - Ha-ha! My evil laugh. - Oh wow. 1275 01:32:24,840 --> 01:32:27,357 - You gonna have a shot? - Darcy! 1276 01:32:27,440 --> 01:32:28,837 Oh my God. 1277 01:32:28,920 --> 01:32:29,957 - Oh-oh! - Aww! 1278 01:32:30,040 --> 01:32:31,720 They're back together! 1279 01:32:32,640 --> 01:32:34,077 Yeah! He loves you! 1280 01:32:34,160 --> 01:32:35,440 Aww! 1281 01:32:36,640 --> 01:32:39,077 Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers! 1282 01:32:39,160 --> 01:32:41,960 To forever! Whoo! 1283 01:32:43,880 --> 01:32:46,880 'Cause the good shit in life Is always free… 1284 01:32:48,320 --> 01:32:49,600 You're dancing. 1285 01:32:52,120 --> 01:32:55,240 Take a look around Tell me what you see 1286 01:32:56,520 --> 01:32:58,277 'Cause the good shit… 1287 01:32:58,360 --> 01:32:59,717 - Sir, come on. - Come on. 1288 01:32:59,800 --> 01:33:01,317 You know you wanna. 1289 01:33:01,400 --> 01:33:03,797 - Go on. Do something. - Go on! 1290 01:33:03,880 --> 01:33:06,600 Thank you! 1291 01:33:09,040 --> 01:33:11,677 Tara and Darcy, what does the future hold for you? 1292 01:33:11,760 --> 01:33:15,557 - We are going Interrailing. - We're gonna see the world! 1293 01:33:15,640 --> 01:33:18,480 Show me what you want from me… 1294 01:33:20,040 --> 01:33:21,597 Isaac and Imogen. 1295 01:33:21,680 --> 01:33:23,877 I'm gonna write a book about all of you lot. 1296 01:33:23,960 --> 01:33:26,877 Hmm, I think I wanna be, like, a lawyer or, like, a CEO. 1297 01:33:26,960 --> 01:33:28,440 - Cheese. - Oh! 1298 01:33:29,080 --> 01:33:30,077 Oh my God. 1299 01:33:30,160 --> 01:33:33,917 Oh, so the band didn't work out, but I'm gonna go solo. 1300 01:33:34,000 --> 01:33:35,760 - Solo. - Oh yeah! 1301 01:33:36,440 --> 01:33:37,917 Yeah! 1302 01:33:38,000 --> 01:33:39,037 Mm-hmm! 1303 01:33:39,120 --> 01:33:40,320 The future? 1304 01:33:41,560 --> 01:33:42,717 Um… 1305 01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:43,957 Marriage? 1306 01:33:44,040 --> 01:33:45,240 Tao! 1307 01:33:47,760 --> 01:33:48,837 Hey! 1308 01:33:48,920 --> 01:33:50,040 No! 1309 01:33:52,600 --> 01:33:55,677 Hey. What does the future hold for you? 1310 01:33:55,760 --> 01:33:58,720 I don't know. Probably nothing and then death. 1311 01:34:02,960 --> 01:34:04,197 Round there. 1312 01:34:04,280 --> 01:34:07,037 'Cause the good shit in life Is always free 1313 01:34:07,120 --> 01:34:08,957 Is free 1314 01:34:09,040 --> 01:34:11,720 And finally, Elle. 1315 01:34:14,200 --> 01:34:15,720 What's your plans for the future? 1316 01:34:18,440 --> 01:34:21,360 I'm going to Berlin to be an artist. 1317 01:34:25,520 --> 01:34:26,800 One last dance? 1318 01:34:28,920 --> 01:34:30,200 Let's make it a good one. 1319 01:34:35,120 --> 01:34:37,320 Oh. Thank you. 1320 01:34:40,480 --> 01:34:44,120 I might've been sick Then well, then sick some more 1321 01:34:47,720 --> 01:34:50,000 I might be prouder of me… 1322 01:34:52,720 --> 01:34:55,600 Than I ever have been 1323 01:34:56,320 --> 01:34:58,920 I've been learning 'bout letting go 1324 01:35:01,800 --> 01:35:06,880 How to do it without my claws Scratching the surfaces 1325 01:35:07,520 --> 01:35:10,557 I've been learning 'bout wasting time 1326 01:35:10,640 --> 01:35:12,760 And closing some doors 1327 01:35:13,840 --> 01:35:16,920 Hoping to open more down the line 1328 01:35:29,680 --> 01:35:34,000 I knew from miles away That I would detonate 1329 01:35:35,560 --> 01:35:38,717 I tried some magic tricks To skip my fate… 1330 01:35:38,800 --> 01:35:41,400 Guys. Guys, look! Look! 1331 01:35:43,320 --> 01:35:46,000 Oh, oh, oh, oh! 1332 01:35:47,320 --> 01:35:48,760 Oh? 1333 01:35:51,280 --> 01:35:52,197 We should do that. 1334 01:35:52,280 --> 01:35:53,877 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 1335 01:35:53,960 --> 01:35:57,200 - Ooh! - Aaah! 1336 01:36:09,640 --> 01:36:10,720 You okay? 1337 01:36:16,120 --> 01:36:17,000 No. 1338 01:36:21,520 --> 01:36:23,320 It's not as sad as you think though. 1339 01:36:24,760 --> 01:36:28,117 It's not like we don't love each other, and whatever happens, 1340 01:36:28,200 --> 01:36:31,037 whether we're together or not, whether she's near or far, 1341 01:36:31,120 --> 01:36:33,480 I know she'll always be in my life. 1342 01:36:35,560 --> 01:36:36,677 You know? 1343 01:36:36,760 --> 01:36:37,600 Yeah. 1344 01:36:38,200 --> 01:36:40,200 I mean, all of us. 1345 01:36:41,160 --> 01:36:42,517 The exact relationships may change, 1346 01:36:42,600 --> 01:36:45,240 and people may fall in and out of touch, but 1347 01:36:46,400 --> 01:36:50,040 the love that connects us will never break. 1348 01:36:51,640 --> 01:36:52,800 We built it. 1349 01:36:54,280 --> 01:36:55,440 And it built us. 1350 01:37:05,120 --> 01:37:06,560 Crisp? 1351 01:37:08,000 --> 01:37:09,680 Yeah. Yeah, go on. 1352 01:37:10,760 --> 01:37:12,280 That's ready salted. 1353 01:37:12,880 --> 01:37:13,720 Okay. 1354 01:37:14,320 --> 01:37:15,640 Cheers. 1355 01:37:17,200 --> 01:37:19,997 It's okay, it's okay 1356 01:37:20,080 --> 01:37:22,837 Make mistakes, make mistakes 1357 01:37:22,920 --> 01:37:24,960 It's okay, it's okay 1358 01:37:25,720 --> 01:37:28,437 Make mistakes, make mistakes 1359 01:37:28,520 --> 01:37:31,240 It's okay, it's okay… 1360 01:37:32,160 --> 01:37:33,680 - Hi. - Hello. 1361 01:37:35,640 --> 01:37:37,237 - Wanna race? - Yeah? 1362 01:37:37,320 --> 01:37:39,757 - Make mistakes, make mistakes - Come on! 1363 01:37:39,840 --> 01:37:42,517 It's okay, it's okay 1364 01:37:42,600 --> 01:37:45,637 Make mistakes, make mistakes 1365 01:37:45,720 --> 01:37:48,237 It's okay, it's okay 1366 01:37:48,320 --> 01:37:50,037 - Make mistakes… - No! 1367 01:37:50,120 --> 01:37:51,717 - Yes! - No! 1368 01:37:51,800 --> 01:37:53,717 It's okay, it's okay 1369 01:37:53,800 --> 01:37:56,517 Make mistakes, make mistakes 1370 01:37:56,600 --> 01:37:59,880 Make mistakes, make mistakes 1371 01:38:04,000 --> 01:38:06,160 - It's smaller than I remember. - Yeah. 1372 01:38:07,240 --> 01:38:09,720 Feels like no one's come in here since we did. 1373 01:38:11,640 --> 01:38:13,557 They should put a plaque on the wall. 1374 01:38:13,640 --> 01:38:16,440 "This is where Nick and Charlie had their first kiss." 1375 01:38:37,920 --> 01:38:39,880 - I feel old. - Hmm. 1376 01:38:41,600 --> 01:38:42,800 We are not old. 1377 01:38:43,320 --> 01:38:45,240 Last time we were in here, we were babies. 1378 01:38:46,400 --> 01:38:48,280 Yeah, I didn't know anything. 1379 01:38:48,800 --> 01:38:51,880 Except I wanted to kiss you so bad I thought I was gonna die. 1380 01:38:52,400 --> 01:38:54,960 - I still feel like that quite a lot. - Do you? 1381 01:38:56,240 --> 01:38:58,637 Yeah. Yeah. You'd better kiss me so I don't die. 1382 01:38:58,720 --> 01:39:00,600 I wouldn't want that to happen. 1383 01:39:10,360 --> 01:39:12,957 So I'm gonna go to uni, 1384 01:39:13,040 --> 01:39:15,600 and then you're gonna go to uni in a year. 1385 01:39:16,240 --> 01:39:20,160 I'll come back every other weekend, or you can come to Leeds. 1386 01:39:21,520 --> 01:39:23,120 It's only a few years. 1387 01:39:23,640 --> 01:39:26,440 Really not that long compared to… 1388 01:39:27,880 --> 01:39:29,600 The rest of our lives? 1389 01:39:31,120 --> 01:39:31,960 Yeah. 1390 01:39:35,160 --> 01:39:37,560 I could never imagine any of that till I met you. 1391 01:39:39,640 --> 01:39:40,640 And now? 1392 01:39:41,800 --> 01:39:43,080 Now I can see it. 1393 01:40:20,520 --> 01:40:23,120 - Oh, don't… don't delete it. - I'm not going to. 1394 01:40:24,160 --> 01:40:26,997 Can I use it as my wallpaper? 1395 01:40:27,080 --> 01:40:29,800 What, and replace the picture of Henry and Nellie? 1396 01:40:30,480 --> 01:40:33,360 - You really love me more than your dogs? - Mm, yeah, that's going a bit far. 1397 01:40:34,480 --> 01:40:37,920 Okay, fine. I love you more than my dogs. 1398 01:40:38,440 --> 01:40:40,800 I love you more than anyone, actually. 1399 01:40:42,160 --> 01:40:43,200 Is that weird? 1400 01:40:45,080 --> 01:40:46,440 I'm only 18. 1401 01:40:47,680 --> 01:40:48,920 I'm weird too. 1402 01:41:01,040 --> 01:41:04,120 Walked in straight away And slammed the door last night… 1403 01:41:09,520 --> 01:41:12,197 The train will be arriving in 25 minutes. 1404 01:41:12,280 --> 01:41:14,000 With the TV on… 1405 01:41:16,320 --> 01:41:18,677 You made it! 1406 01:41:18,760 --> 01:41:21,477 - I'm so excited! - Aww, thank you for coming! 1407 01:41:21,560 --> 01:41:24,920 - I know. I've got to go on. - Go on. You're gonna be amazing! 1408 01:41:28,480 --> 01:41:31,320 Who's ready to rock? 1409 01:41:32,320 --> 01:41:35,837 Listen, it's been a long, long year 1410 01:41:35,920 --> 01:41:38,957 I think we should go And get you out of here… 1411 01:41:39,040 --> 01:41:40,597 - Hi. - Are you sitting down? 1412 01:41:40,680 --> 01:41:41,760 I'm at the library. 1413 01:41:42,480 --> 01:41:43,400 Okay, incoming. 1414 01:41:45,200 --> 01:41:47,080 - Oh my God! - Shh! 1415 01:41:47,840 --> 01:41:49,157 Pack up all your shit 1416 01:41:49,240 --> 01:41:51,320 - And put it in the back - Well done. 1417 01:41:51,840 --> 01:41:54,557 Maybe the miles can make up… 1418 01:41:54,640 --> 01:41:56,160 Don't look. 1419 01:41:56,680 --> 01:41:58,957 I wanna be in the acknowledgements of your book. 1420 01:41:59,040 --> 01:42:00,680 We can talk about it. 1421 01:42:03,640 --> 01:42:06,597 Cruising 95 Like we got nothing to lose 1422 01:42:06,680 --> 01:42:10,920 I'm praying to the headlights Like I prayed to you… 1423 01:42:14,640 --> 01:42:16,397 - Hi. - Thank you for coming. 1424 01:42:16,480 --> 01:42:18,317 Of course. So good to see you. 1425 01:42:18,400 --> 01:42:21,320 I've got to say, I really love this painting over here. 1426 01:42:21,920 --> 01:42:23,717 It just looks so alive. 1427 01:42:23,800 --> 01:42:27,360 I'd rather hear the wind Than hear that song I'm supposed to know 1428 01:42:29,320 --> 01:42:31,520 By some fucking bro 1429 01:42:33,000 --> 01:42:33,877 Elle. 1430 01:42:33,960 --> 01:42:37,640 You tell me that forever Couldn't come too soon… 1431 01:42:38,480 --> 01:42:41,677 - Hi. - I wanna lose my mind in a hotel room 1432 01:42:41,760 --> 01:42:43,080 With you 1433 01:42:44,880 --> 01:42:47,120 Anywhere would do 1434 01:42:49,560 --> 01:42:53,957 I'm sitting in the bath Like it's pouring rain 1435 01:42:54,040 --> 01:42:58,440 You call me from the hall Just to say my, say my name 1436 01:42:59,560 --> 01:43:03,437 I'll go anywhere with you 1437 01:43:03,520 --> 01:43:06,680 I'll go anywhere with you 1438 01:43:08,080 --> 01:43:10,760 Anywhere with you 1439 01:43:11,840 --> 01:43:18,840 Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh 1440 01:43:20,400 --> 01:43:24,880 I'll go anywhere with you… 1441 01:43:25,480 --> 01:43:26,960 Here's the town hall. 1442 01:43:28,600 --> 01:43:30,600 - Charlie. - Hi. 1443 01:43:31,480 --> 01:43:34,077 - Hi. Nice to meet you. - And you. 1444 01:43:34,160 --> 01:43:37,797 Tell me that forever Couldn't come too soon 1445 01:43:37,880 --> 01:43:39,437 Gonna lose my mind 1446 01:43:39,520 --> 01:43:43,400 I'm gonna lose it with you 1447 01:43:49,200 --> 01:43:52,557 You tell me you want everything You want it fast 1448 01:43:52,640 --> 01:43:57,760 But all I've ever wanted Is to make something fucking last 1449 01:43:58,520 --> 01:44:00,237 I'll go anywhere 1450 01:44:00,320 --> 01:44:02,197 I'll go anywhere 1451 01:44:02,280 --> 01:44:05,960 I'll go anywhere with you 1452 01:44:06,960 --> 01:44:13,960 Anywhere with you-ooh-ooh 1453 01:44:19,040 --> 01:44:20,000 Hi. 1454 01:44:20,760 --> 01:44:21,680 Hi. 1455 01:44:25,480 --> 01:44:27,720 - Oh, I missed this. - Mm. 1456 01:44:30,080 --> 01:44:33,920 Do you wanna go for breakfast, babe? That pancake place. 1457 01:44:34,840 --> 01:44:37,920 Five more minutes. 1458 01:45:47,520 --> 01:45:49,320 Room for more. 1459 01:45:50,200 --> 01:45:51,280 Mm-hmm. 1460 01:45:55,200 --> 01:45:56,200 Breakfast? 1461 01:45:57,240 --> 01:45:58,520 This one's my treat. 1462 01:45:59,200 --> 01:46:02,240 Mm, well, we can fight about that when we get there. 1463 01:46:03,280 --> 01:46:05,080 No, wait. One more. 1464 01:46:14,120 --> 01:46:15,240 Come on, then. 1465 01:46:24,200 --> 01:46:27,037 - Is that my rugby hoodie? - Yeah. I'm borrowing it. 1466 01:46:27,120 --> 01:46:29,240 Great. I'm never getting that back. 1467 01:46:35,800 --> 01:46:37,600 I will love you 1468 01:46:38,200 --> 01:46:41,520 I will love you with my whole heart 1469 01:46:43,000 --> 01:46:45,397 I will love you with my whole heart 1470 01:46:45,480 --> 01:46:47,200 I will love you, baby 1471 01:46:47,800 --> 01:46:51,200 I will love you with my whole heart 1472 01:46:52,600 --> 01:46:54,997 I will love you with my whole heart 1473 01:46:55,080 --> 01:46:59,797 - Say you love me, baby - Say you love me with your whole heart 1474 01:46:59,880 --> 01:47:02,197 Say you love me with your whole heart 1475 01:47:02,280 --> 01:47:04,597 Say you love me with your whole heart 1476 01:47:04,680 --> 01:47:06,997 - Say you love me, baby - Say you love me 1477 01:47:07,080 --> 01:47:11,797 - Say you love me with your whole heart - Say you love me with your whole heart 1478 01:47:11,880 --> 01:47:14,597 Say you love me with your whole heart 1479 01:47:14,680 --> 01:47:18,997 And you're all I want 1480 01:47:19,080 --> 01:47:23,200 I fell in love I fell in love the moment that I met you 1481 01:47:24,200 --> 01:47:28,597 And you're all I need 1482 01:47:28,680 --> 01:47:32,800 I give my life, I give my love Promise I will protect you 1483 01:47:33,880 --> 01:47:38,117 And you're all I've got 1484 01:47:38,200 --> 01:47:42,280 I will not rest until I know The best is always with you 1485 01:47:43,440 --> 01:47:47,717 And I still believe 1486 01:47:47,800 --> 01:47:52,477 And I confess the world's a mess But I will always love you 1487 01:47:52,560 --> 01:47:54,877 - I will save you - I will save you 1488 01:47:54,960 --> 01:47:57,317 I will save you from your sorrow 1489 01:47:57,400 --> 01:47:59,717 I will save you from your sorrow 1490 01:47:59,800 --> 01:48:02,157 I will save you from your sorrow 1491 01:48:02,240 --> 01:48:04,757 - I will love you, baby - I will love you, baby 1492 01:48:04,840 --> 01:48:09,277 - Even if there's no tomorrow - Even if there's no tomorrow 1493 01:48:09,360 --> 01:48:12,197 Even if there's no tomorrow 1494 01:48:12,280 --> 01:48:16,437 And you're all I want 1495 01:48:16,520 --> 01:48:20,920 I fell in love I fell in love the moment that I met you 1496 01:48:21,880 --> 01:48:25,917 And you're all I need 1497 01:48:26,000 --> 01:48:30,320 I give my life, I give my love Promise I will protect you 1498 01:48:31,520 --> 01:48:35,637 And you're all I've got 1499 01:48:35,720 --> 01:48:39,960 I will not rest until I know The best is always with you 1500 01:48:41,040 --> 01:48:45,357 And I still believe 1501 01:48:45,440 --> 01:48:49,957 And I confess that I'm a mess But I will always love you 1502 01:48:50,040 --> 01:48:52,317 Say you love me, baby 1503 01:48:52,400 --> 01:48:54,757 Say you love me true 1504 01:48:54,840 --> 01:48:56,437 Say you love me, baby 1505 01:48:56,520 --> 01:48:59,517 I go crazy, I love you 1506 01:48:59,600 --> 01:49:02,157 - Say you love me - Say you love me, baby 1507 01:49:02,240 --> 01:49:04,557 - Say you love me true - Say you love me true 1508 01:49:04,640 --> 01:49:05,997 Say you love me, baby 1509 01:49:06,080 --> 01:49:08,680 I go crazy, I love you 1510 01:49:09,960 --> 01:49:14,677 And you're all I want 1511 01:49:14,760 --> 01:49:19,477 And you're all I need 1512 01:49:19,560 --> 01:49:24,317 And you're all I need 1513 01:49:24,400 --> 01:49:29,357 - And I still believe - I go crazy 1514 01:49:29,440 --> 01:49:33,877 - And you're all I want - For you 1515 01:49:33,960 --> 01:49:36,277 And you're all 1516 01:49:36,360 --> 01:49:38,837 I go crazy 1517 01:49:38,920 --> 01:49:43,477 - And I still believe - For you 1518 01:49:43,560 --> 01:49:47,400 And I live for you