1 00:02:14,135 --> 00:02:15,435 Come on then. 2 00:02:51,272 --> 00:02:52,707 I'll be just outside. 3 00:03:08,322 --> 00:03:09,656 I thought it might help. 4 00:03:10,557 --> 00:03:11,893 Make it feel real. 5 00:03:20,167 --> 00:03:22,103 Excuse me. 6 00:03:30,745 --> 00:03:32,512 I don't go on a lot of dates. 7 00:03:37,351 --> 00:03:38,685 How are you today? 8 00:03:39,720 --> 00:03:41,621 Are you asking the mind wooing you, 9 00:03:41,756 --> 00:03:43,523 or the mind you're here to cure? 10 00:03:46,260 --> 00:03:49,297 Let— let's just forget about all of that for now, 11 00:03:49,429 --> 00:03:50,831 and get to know each other. 12 00:03:52,599 --> 00:03:53,901 My name's Dorothy. 13 00:03:54,467 --> 00:03:55,870 But my friends call me Dot. 14 00:03:56,871 --> 00:04:00,674 I'm new to working with patients like these, like you. 15 00:04:02,043 --> 00:04:04,045 This is my first date in the ward. 16 00:04:06,881 --> 00:04:08,548 Why don't you tell me a bit about you? 17 00:04:08,983 --> 00:04:11,018 I've never met a writer before. 18 00:04:12,119 --> 00:04:13,687 Well, please tell me you write plays. 19 00:04:13,821 --> 00:04:15,622 I was quite taken with the most recent production. 20 00:04:15,756 --> 00:04:17,524 No, not plays. 21 00:04:18,658 --> 00:04:20,795 - Novels. - Novels? 22 00:04:22,462 --> 00:04:24,031 I'm busy with my second, in fact. 23 00:04:24,165 --> 00:04:26,734 Really? I'd very much like to read it. 24 00:04:27,500 --> 00:04:28,869 It's not on paper yet. 25 00:04:30,204 --> 00:04:32,539 They won't allow my typewriter in here. 26 00:04:33,540 --> 00:04:36,177 Well, the more reason to get better fast then, isn't it? 27 00:04:45,552 --> 00:04:46,821 How does the story begin? 28 00:04:50,490 --> 00:04:51,792 You really want to know? 29 00:05:18,419 --> 00:05:19,686 Owen. 30 00:05:20,354 --> 00:05:21,621 Philip. 31 00:05:23,491 --> 00:05:26,327 There's this woman there before us, 32 00:05:26,460 --> 00:05:27,660 and she's a cadaver, mind you, 33 00:05:27,795 --> 00:05:29,897 and she's there for the very purpose 34 00:05:30,031 --> 00:05:31,766 of our anatomical education, 35 00:05:31,899 --> 00:05:34,335 but this Lord Gregory's so concerned for being a gentleman, 36 00:05:34,468 --> 00:05:36,437 he can't even bring himself to touch her. 37 00:05:40,141 --> 00:05:42,309 Beg your pardon. 38 00:05:43,110 --> 00:05:45,079 "Now, see here, fair colleagues, 39 00:05:45,212 --> 00:05:48,282 how the subject's spinal column descends 40 00:05:48,416 --> 00:05:52,153 into the breastbone area region. 41 00:05:52,685 --> 00:05:54,021 All-knowing entity above, 42 00:05:54,155 --> 00:05:57,992 please forgive the swelling in my trousers." 43 00:05:58,826 --> 00:06:02,196 Oh, you still are an insufferable bastard. 44 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:10,137 Okay. 45 00:07:31,485 --> 00:07:33,686 That's all we have time for, for today. 46 00:07:35,422 --> 00:07:36,689 What a shame. 47 00:07:39,059 --> 00:07:40,361 I'm sure there's a woman out there 48 00:07:40,494 --> 00:07:42,196 that you're going to make very happy one day. 49 00:07:44,298 --> 00:07:47,067 And what do you know about romantic bliss? 50 00:07:48,235 --> 00:07:49,837 I thought I was your first date. 51 00:07:49,970 --> 00:07:51,272 Oh, no, I only— 52 00:07:51,405 --> 00:07:53,741 No need to beat around the bush, Dottie. 53 00:07:55,543 --> 00:07:57,077 You managed to cure me. 54 00:07:58,345 --> 00:07:59,679 I'm all yours. 55 00:09:58,532 --> 00:10:00,901 Is this what life is for you now? 56 00:10:01,802 --> 00:10:02,836 What's that? 57 00:10:02,970 --> 00:10:04,872 Picnicking in the hills, 58 00:10:05,005 --> 00:10:07,975 waxing poetic about the nature of reality. 59 00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:10,377 Wanking poetic, more like. 60 00:10:11,746 --> 00:10:14,982 My days are usually spent alone, 61 00:10:15,115 --> 00:10:18,552 chain smoking, staring at a blank page. 62 00:10:19,520 --> 00:10:21,055 Oh, and recently, 63 00:10:21,188 --> 00:10:23,792 procrastinating with needlepoint, 64 00:10:23,924 --> 00:10:25,259 of all things. 65 00:10:25,826 --> 00:10:27,695 - Needlepoint? - Mm-hmm. 66 00:10:28,162 --> 00:10:30,831 Busy hands quiet the mind. 67 00:10:34,601 --> 00:10:36,403 Well, there are worse ways to spend the life. 68 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:39,139 In a hospital, for instance? 69 00:10:39,273 --> 00:10:40,507 I was thinking more along the lines 70 00:10:40,641 --> 00:10:42,042 of a battlefield, but... 71 00:10:43,243 --> 00:10:45,145 a hospital may, in fact, be worse. 72 00:10:52,553 --> 00:10:55,055 Are you in touch with any of the other lads from school? 73 00:10:55,889 --> 00:10:57,157 Here and there. 74 00:10:57,958 --> 00:10:59,493 All quite the same, really. 75 00:11:00,227 --> 00:11:03,130 Stodgy pricks with silver spoons up their arse. 76 00:11:05,132 --> 00:11:06,934 What would they say now? 77 00:11:07,802 --> 00:11:09,903 The miner's son from Yorkshire. 78 00:11:10,437 --> 00:11:11,505 Doctor. 79 00:11:12,439 --> 00:11:15,376 The sensitive Irishman, celebrated novelist. 80 00:11:15,509 --> 00:11:18,312 Hmm. An exaggeration, to be sure. 81 00:11:21,682 --> 00:11:22,751 Fine, then. 82 00:11:23,584 --> 00:11:25,619 An old bear who likes to keep her hands busy. 83 00:11:36,497 --> 00:11:39,166 You're quite a different man to when I saw you last. 84 00:11:41,668 --> 00:11:42,936 I'm quite the same. 85 00:11:45,339 --> 00:11:46,673 You haven't changed a bit. 86 00:12:28,015 --> 00:12:30,951 No, seriously. 87 00:12:32,986 --> 00:12:34,655 Don't let them come towards me. 88 00:12:42,996 --> 00:12:45,332 I'm getting slow. It's fast! 89 00:12:50,738 --> 00:12:52,005 Following. Keep up! 90 00:13:16,063 --> 00:13:17,331 Oh. 91 00:14:00,541 --> 00:14:03,043 - Good afternoon. - Good afternoon. 92 00:14:20,394 --> 00:14:21,963 I'd love to know more about you, Owen. 93 00:14:22,329 --> 00:14:24,565 Tell me about your childhood, 94 00:14:24,698 --> 00:14:25,767 about growing up. 95 00:14:27,601 --> 00:14:29,269 If you want that story, you're going to have to go out 96 00:14:29,403 --> 00:14:30,838 and buy my first novel. 97 00:14:32,339 --> 00:14:33,674 An Unfit Soldier. 98 00:14:35,710 --> 00:14:38,278 - I haven't read it or anything. - Well, I insist that you do. 99 00:14:42,282 --> 00:14:44,117 I hope I won't offend if I ask. 100 00:14:44,251 --> 00:14:46,153 A childhood bout of pneumonia. 101 00:14:50,925 --> 00:14:52,492 My brother fought in the war. 102 00:14:55,029 --> 00:14:56,496 May God bless his soul. 103 00:14:59,666 --> 00:15:02,369 If only all good men were as unfit as I was. 104 00:15:07,909 --> 00:15:09,309 How's the book coming? 105 00:15:10,078 --> 00:15:12,679 Um, rather well, actually. 106 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:15,482 For an author without a typewriter. 107 00:15:16,918 --> 00:15:20,187 It's pretty helpful having someone to tell my story to. 108 00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:23,390 Well, I'm more than happy to listen. 109 00:15:24,058 --> 00:15:25,459 If it helps you get better. 110 00:15:26,593 --> 00:15:28,662 So you can make an honest man out of me? 111 00:15:29,196 --> 00:15:32,366 You should be so lucky. 112 00:15:33,935 --> 00:15:35,202 So? 113 00:17:14,736 --> 00:17:15,837 Philip? 114 00:17:15,970 --> 00:17:17,237 Hmm? 115 00:17:18,740 --> 00:17:20,507 Why did you stop writing me? 116 00:17:23,577 --> 00:17:25,445 Doesn't really matter now, does it? 117 00:17:31,018 --> 00:17:33,587 You wrote me lamenting how painful it was 118 00:17:33,721 --> 00:17:34,889 being unfit to fight in the war 119 00:17:35,022 --> 00:17:38,425 and I was busy trying to survive it. 120 00:17:41,129 --> 00:17:42,596 Watching men die. 121 00:17:43,231 --> 00:17:44,531 Killing. 122 00:17:49,771 --> 00:17:51,571 Why did you decide to come here? 123 00:17:56,144 --> 00:17:57,410 I... 124 00:18:00,413 --> 00:18:01,681 needed to... 125 00:18:02,382 --> 00:18:03,683 see you again. 126 00:18:08,288 --> 00:18:09,791 Change made the war. 127 00:18:13,593 --> 00:18:15,428 I thought that maybe... 128 00:18:21,869 --> 00:18:24,671 Maybe you were changed in the way you'd always helped. 129 00:18:34,882 --> 00:18:35,950 Were you? 130 00:18:44,258 --> 00:18:45,793 This is why you've come. 131 00:18:46,761 --> 00:18:49,629 I've always known, Philip. All those nights back at school. 132 00:18:49,764 --> 00:18:51,398 Control yourself, Owen. 133 00:18:51,531 --> 00:18:54,634 - Who are we resisting for? - The laws of man. 134 00:18:55,803 --> 00:18:57,972 - Of God. - Well, no man can judge us here. 135 00:18:58,105 --> 00:18:59,273 We're alone. 136 00:18:59,807 --> 00:19:03,744 And no God would fall to love he's nurtured for 15 years. 137 00:19:03,878 --> 00:19:05,780 - Science, then. - God, science. 138 00:19:05,913 --> 00:19:08,149 You can call it whatever you want. 139 00:19:08,282 --> 00:19:09,583 We are how we are. 140 00:19:10,117 --> 00:19:11,185 We don't have to be. 141 00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:12,887 What's the other option? 142 00:19:13,020 --> 00:19:14,088 Misery? 143 00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:16,958 - Denial? - Not anymore. 144 00:19:18,826 --> 00:19:20,895 There is finally an alternative. 145 00:19:21,762 --> 00:19:23,430 Owen, that's why I've come. 146 00:19:25,498 --> 00:19:26,934 They've found a cure. 147 00:19:29,871 --> 00:19:31,873 "He glanced at the pages with disinterest 148 00:19:32,006 --> 00:19:34,574 and promptly reported an absence of any desire. 149 00:19:34,709 --> 00:19:36,476 The doctor inspecting his anatomy 150 00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:37,812 confirmed this statement. 151 00:19:38,279 --> 00:19:40,748 Within two weeks, he was fully recovered physically. 152 00:19:40,882 --> 00:19:43,050 Within a year's time, he was engaged to be married." 153 00:19:49,489 --> 00:19:51,458 Have you come here to hurt me, Philip? 154 00:19:54,929 --> 00:19:57,430 I— I came here to ask for your help 155 00:19:57,564 --> 00:19:58,866 and to offer mine. 156 00:20:00,667 --> 00:20:02,904 What exactly do you want me to do? 157 00:20:05,239 --> 00:20:07,407 Perform a simple procedure 158 00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,210 and I'll return in kind. 159 00:20:09,343 --> 00:20:13,180 What would the simple procedure entail? 160 00:20:19,353 --> 00:20:20,687 Do you trust me? 161 00:20:21,454 --> 00:20:23,423 That's besides the point. 162 00:20:23,556 --> 00:20:24,926 Whatever you're suggesting 163 00:20:25,059 --> 00:20:28,329 presumably would require some professional ability. 164 00:20:28,461 --> 00:20:29,730 - I have it. - I don't. 165 00:20:29,864 --> 00:20:32,900 I— I can teach you, Owen. You can learn. 166 00:20:39,974 --> 00:20:41,574 Uh— 167 00:20:43,311 --> 00:20:45,112 If I were to consider this... 168 00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:49,083 wh— whatever— whatever it is, Your— your proposal... 169 00:20:54,621 --> 00:20:56,924 first I want to know what it's like to be together. 170 00:20:59,293 --> 00:21:00,593 Because we wish. 171 00:21:12,373 --> 00:21:13,640 All right. 172 00:21:17,378 --> 00:21:18,645 Then... 173 00:21:19,847 --> 00:21:21,648 when my treatment is successful, 174 00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:24,185 you must accept my help in return. 175 00:21:26,754 --> 00:21:28,389 I need us both to be well, Owen. 176 00:21:28,856 --> 00:21:31,524 If it's successful, I'll— I'll accept your help. 177 00:21:34,362 --> 00:21:35,997 But if it's not, you surrender. 178 00:21:37,398 --> 00:21:38,665 You choose me. 179 00:21:40,500 --> 00:21:41,769 You stay. 180 00:25:08,309 --> 00:25:10,744 Don't make me laugh or I'll drop it. 181 00:25:15,516 --> 00:25:17,952 Oh, bollocks. 182 00:25:19,119 --> 00:25:21,789 - Good morning. - Good morning. 183 00:26:01,161 --> 00:26:03,063 Would you like a taste of medical school? 184 00:26:05,165 --> 00:26:07,268 I desire nothing less. 185 00:26:07,401 --> 00:26:08,502 Give us a needle. 186 00:26:19,947 --> 00:26:21,215 All right. 187 00:26:21,915 --> 00:26:24,785 Simple interrupted stitch. 188 00:26:28,255 --> 00:26:31,058 They used to make us practice on fruit because... 189 00:26:32,359 --> 00:26:36,163 it's surprisingly akin to human flesh. 190 00:26:39,500 --> 00:26:40,567 Easy. 191 00:26:56,483 --> 00:26:57,918 Mm-mm. Mm. 192 00:27:03,957 --> 00:27:05,259 You're a natural. 193 00:27:05,893 --> 00:27:07,194 Perfect. 194 00:27:22,576 --> 00:27:23,544 Up. 195 00:28:01,582 --> 00:28:03,083 If the matron finds out about this, 196 00:28:03,217 --> 00:28:05,219 I have nothing to do with it, understood? 197 00:28:07,254 --> 00:28:09,022 I'll be back in two hours. 198 00:28:14,695 --> 00:28:16,230 How did you do? 199 00:28:22,136 --> 00:28:23,404 Thank you. 200 00:28:31,713 --> 00:28:33,013 Are you not hungry? 201 00:28:35,015 --> 00:28:36,417 I couldn't possibly. 202 00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:39,788 Are you ill? 203 00:28:40,354 --> 00:28:42,356 My have made me. 204 00:28:47,428 --> 00:28:49,396 I hope the typewriter will help you. 205 00:28:51,265 --> 00:28:53,100 I do want you to get better, Owen. 206 00:28:53,902 --> 00:28:55,169 To be normal. 207 00:28:56,336 --> 00:28:58,238 How's being normal better? 208 00:28:59,473 --> 00:29:02,376 Uh, I want you to be happy is— is what I mean. 209 00:30:17,651 --> 00:30:18,753 Listen to this. 210 00:30:20,989 --> 00:30:22,256 "Lilies." 211 00:30:23,156 --> 00:30:24,759 Lilies not for me. 212 00:30:26,393 --> 00:30:29,263 Flowers of the pure and saintly. 213 00:30:30,197 --> 00:30:32,533 I have seen in holy places... 214 00:30:33,500 --> 00:30:35,837 Where the incense rises faintly... 215 00:30:36,771 --> 00:30:39,406 And the priest the chalice raises... 216 00:30:40,808 --> 00:30:43,277 Lilies in the altar vases. 217 00:30:43,978 --> 00:30:45,245 Not for me. 218 00:30:49,082 --> 00:30:52,020 I'm not one for poetry. 219 00:30:52,152 --> 00:30:53,821 Well, you're a romantic at heart. 220 00:30:56,958 --> 00:30:58,358 I'm not like you, Owen. 221 00:31:03,597 --> 00:31:05,065 - Just a moment. - Who's that? 222 00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:10,103 so you hear me, devil cunt. 223 00:31:11,773 --> 00:31:13,240 Mr. Green. 224 00:31:14,675 --> 00:31:15,743 Charlie. 225 00:31:16,209 --> 00:31:17,444 Oh, boy. 226 00:31:17,946 --> 00:31:20,347 Oh, boys, I'm finally home. 227 00:31:20,480 --> 00:31:22,717 You tell your mother to take me back. 228 00:31:22,850 --> 00:31:24,551 I don't want to die alone. 229 00:31:25,652 --> 00:31:26,988 Bessie. 230 00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:30,390 Where are you, you pitiful cow? 231 00:31:31,391 --> 00:31:33,427 This has happened a few times before. 232 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:37,097 - He used to live here. - Come out, you whore. 233 00:31:37,230 --> 00:31:39,132 Come out! 234 00:31:39,266 --> 00:31:41,501 - Mr. Green. - Ow! 235 00:31:41,635 --> 00:31:44,237 You're all right. Just— 236 00:31:46,406 --> 00:31:48,675 - Who are you? - I'm Owen. 237 00:32:07,628 --> 00:32:09,596 Now I got no home at all. 238 00:32:10,999 --> 00:32:12,366 No family. 239 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,435 Abraham dead. Bessie gone. 240 00:32:15,569 --> 00:32:17,471 Charlie off in the city. 241 00:32:20,875 --> 00:32:22,542 Not a soul in the world. 242 00:32:44,065 --> 00:32:45,532 Good night, my boy. 243 00:32:46,067 --> 00:32:47,367 Good night. 244 00:33:02,282 --> 00:33:03,583 Philip? 245 00:33:07,654 --> 00:33:08,723 Philip? 246 00:33:09,289 --> 00:33:10,792 This is it, Owen. 247 00:33:10,925 --> 00:33:13,360 He's the perfect candidate.. 248 00:33:13,493 --> 00:33:14,929 He has nothing. No one. 249 00:33:15,063 --> 00:33:17,531 - No one will miss him. - Perfect candidate for what? 250 00:33:17,664 --> 00:33:19,133 For becoming my donor. 251 00:33:19,734 --> 00:33:21,069 What are you talking about? 252 00:33:22,970 --> 00:33:24,972 Everything you need to know is here. 253 00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,642 I'll be awake to talk you through every step of the way. 254 00:33:29,077 --> 00:33:30,377 Through what? 255 00:33:32,479 --> 00:33:34,015 We are physically ill, Owen. 256 00:33:34,148 --> 00:33:36,249 This desire we feel, it's not in our minds. 257 00:33:36,383 --> 00:33:37,651 It's in our bodies. 258 00:33:38,618 --> 00:33:41,288 The only path to relief is to replace the sick parts, 259 00:33:41,421 --> 00:33:43,256 which requires a healthy donor. 260 00:33:44,192 --> 00:33:46,861 You're the only one that can do this for me, Owen. 261 00:33:49,030 --> 00:33:50,597 You're the only one I trust. 262 00:33:51,199 --> 00:33:53,034 Have you lost your mind? 263 00:33:53,433 --> 00:33:55,535 I will take care of everything. 264 00:33:56,436 --> 00:33:57,972 All you have to do is just... 265 00:33:59,006 --> 00:34:00,240 stay here, 266 00:34:00,373 --> 00:34:01,575 read the instructions, 267 00:34:01,709 --> 00:34:02,710 drink something to calm your nerves, 268 00:34:02,844 --> 00:34:04,678 and then it's just you and me. 269 00:34:06,714 --> 00:34:07,782 Hey? 270 00:34:09,917 --> 00:34:11,018 This is wrong. 271 00:34:33,540 --> 00:34:34,909 Trust me, darling. 272 00:34:38,612 --> 00:34:40,081 All will be well soon. 273 00:36:23,184 --> 00:36:24,551 Can you feel anything? 274 00:36:39,699 --> 00:36:40,968 Please, Philip. 275 00:36:43,104 --> 00:36:44,437 I don't want to do this. 276 00:36:48,175 --> 00:36:49,643 It's too late for that. 277 00:36:56,284 --> 00:36:58,418 Scalpel is sterilized. 278 00:37:36,958 --> 00:37:40,094 First step, simple, small incision. 279 00:37:40,493 --> 00:37:41,628 Just like the pictures. 280 00:37:42,163 --> 00:37:44,865 Hold the skin taut, then light pressure. 281 00:38:00,513 --> 00:38:01,782 Owen. 282 00:38:04,719 --> 00:38:05,987 You can do this. 283 00:38:13,327 --> 00:38:14,729 Fuck— Fuck. 284 00:38:14,862 --> 00:38:16,430 Well, we can— we can stop. 285 00:38:16,563 --> 00:38:17,732 We can stop, it's not too late. 286 00:38:17,865 --> 00:38:19,100 We've got the next step. 287 00:38:25,873 --> 00:38:27,975 Next step, next step, next step... 288 00:38:42,289 --> 00:38:44,225 Right, you can do this. 289 00:38:52,366 --> 00:38:54,301 Owen, just— No! 290 00:38:54,667 --> 00:38:55,936 Stop. 291 00:38:56,569 --> 00:38:58,039 - Please, stop. - What do you mean, stop? 292 00:38:58,172 --> 00:39:00,174 - I can't do this, Owen. Please. - You— You said you 293 00:39:00,307 --> 00:39:02,109 - wanted to hear the story. - I do, Owen. 294 00:39:02,243 --> 00:39:04,378 Then you hear all of the story. You hear all of it. 295 00:39:04,512 --> 00:39:05,678 You don't just get to hear the bits 296 00:39:05,813 --> 00:39:07,915 that sound harmless and— and pretty. 297 00:39:08,049 --> 00:39:10,051 Owen! 298 00:39:11,752 --> 00:39:14,722 You take all of me, or you get nothing. 299 00:39:14,855 --> 00:39:16,424 What did he do? 300 00:39:16,556 --> 00:39:18,292 Nothing. He's just— He's just tired. 301 00:39:20,660 --> 00:39:22,129 Coward. 302 00:40:27,761 --> 00:40:29,063 Water. 303 00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,035 - Water. - Water. 304 00:41:09,937 --> 00:41:11,272 How do you feel? 305 00:41:15,709 --> 00:41:17,111 Free. 306 00:41:33,627 --> 00:41:35,029 Well done, friend. 307 00:43:20,834 --> 00:43:22,269 Rest. 308 00:44:03,444 --> 00:44:05,212 Ah, breakfast. 309 00:44:10,551 --> 00:44:13,087 We need to change out the bandages. 310 00:44:13,454 --> 00:44:14,955 I'll see to it. 311 00:44:17,157 --> 00:44:19,193 I feel perfectly fine, Owen. 312 00:44:19,526 --> 00:44:21,028 We can't risk infection. 313 00:44:26,200 --> 00:44:27,534 It's all going well. 314 00:44:29,603 --> 00:44:32,005 Just a clean and fresh bandage is all. 315 00:44:37,978 --> 00:44:39,646 I should be fully recovered soon. 316 00:44:41,582 --> 00:44:42,649 Yes. 317 00:44:43,317 --> 00:44:45,986 And we can get to work finding a donor for you. 318 00:44:47,154 --> 00:44:48,622 That won't be necessary. 319 00:44:49,957 --> 00:44:51,325 Won't be necessary? 320 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,195 We had an agreement. 321 00:44:55,329 --> 00:44:57,264 You got what you wanted, Philip. 322 00:44:58,165 --> 00:44:59,633 What does it matter what I do? 323 00:45:14,181 --> 00:45:17,117 He's a stubborn little flower, that one. 324 00:45:18,919 --> 00:45:20,587 - Is he? - Oh, he's hopeless. 325 00:45:20,722 --> 00:45:23,157 Why do you think we assigned you to him? 326 00:45:47,715 --> 00:45:49,483 I want to know you, Owen. 327 00:45:50,752 --> 00:45:52,052 All of you. 328 00:46:43,136 --> 00:46:45,606 - Evening, sir. - Evening. 329 00:46:45,740 --> 00:46:46,941 Sorry to bother you. 330 00:46:47,074 --> 00:46:48,408 Might I step in under the rain, sir? 331 00:46:48,542 --> 00:46:50,310 I promise I'll only be a moment of your time. 332 00:46:54,047 --> 00:46:55,449 Thank you kindly. 333 00:47:00,254 --> 00:47:02,022 Just as I remembered. 334 00:47:05,125 --> 00:47:06,393 You missed one. 335 00:47:08,295 --> 00:47:09,696 Who are you? 336 00:47:10,130 --> 00:47:11,799 I'm Charles, sir. 337 00:47:12,432 --> 00:47:13,868 Is there something we can do for you, Charles? 338 00:47:14,002 --> 00:47:17,137 A little something to warm my bones would be nice. 339 00:47:18,873 --> 00:47:22,242 If you're in search of shelter, I'm afraid we're at capacity. 340 00:47:27,180 --> 00:47:29,817 I'm looking for the fella on the right. 341 00:47:31,151 --> 00:47:32,319 My father. 342 00:47:32,720 --> 00:47:34,521 What makes you think he might be here? 343 00:47:34,789 --> 00:47:35,890 Thank you. 344 00:47:36,024 --> 00:47:37,759 Uh, I lived here. 345 00:47:39,027 --> 00:47:40,460 As a boy. 346 00:47:41,796 --> 00:47:44,464 My mom, rest her soul, said my father 347 00:47:44,598 --> 00:47:46,633 would turn up here time to time. 348 00:47:46,768 --> 00:47:48,268 Drunk out of his tree. 349 00:47:48,635 --> 00:47:50,504 Begging her to take him back. 350 00:47:52,506 --> 00:47:54,541 Now I'm a father myself. 351 00:47:55,108 --> 00:47:56,376 Um... 352 00:47:57,277 --> 00:47:58,713 My wife insists I go and find him. 353 00:47:58,846 --> 00:48:00,014 Tell him the good news. 354 00:48:00,380 --> 00:48:03,450 Plus we're hoping he could maybe help with the cost. 355 00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:08,689 Any chance you've seen him? 356 00:48:10,858 --> 00:48:13,694 - Afraid not. - No, I'm— I'm terribly sorry. 357 00:48:17,698 --> 00:48:19,666 Would it be a terrible bother if I took shelter for the night 358 00:48:19,801 --> 00:48:21,702 down the way in that old stone bothy? 359 00:48:23,037 --> 00:48:25,840 My wife wouldn't be happy if I slept out in the cold. 360 00:48:27,274 --> 00:48:28,575 Of course. 361 00:48:31,445 --> 00:48:33,680 Are you certain that wouldn't be a bother? 362 00:48:34,048 --> 00:48:35,315 Positive. 363 00:48:35,984 --> 00:48:37,451 Thank you. 364 00:48:38,720 --> 00:48:39,988 Thank you kindly. 365 00:48:42,456 --> 00:48:44,558 - Good night, then. - Good night. 366 00:49:11,719 --> 00:49:12,887 Excuse me, ma'am. 367 00:49:13,021 --> 00:49:14,088 What is it? 368 00:49:14,421 --> 00:49:16,423 My patient, Mr. James. 369 00:49:17,058 --> 00:49:18,258 Out with it, girl. 370 00:49:18,860 --> 00:49:21,495 I believe he's beginning to develop feelings for me. 371 00:49:22,195 --> 00:49:23,597 Romantic feelings. 372 00:49:23,731 --> 00:49:25,800 Well, he'd have to start somewhere now, wouldn't he? 373 00:49:26,199 --> 00:49:27,501 That is my task, isn't it? 374 00:49:27,634 --> 00:49:29,871 Did you just come here itching for praise? 375 00:49:30,004 --> 00:49:32,040 Or is there something else you need? 376 00:49:32,874 --> 00:49:34,608 I'd like to be assigned as his attending. 377 00:49:35,877 --> 00:49:37,779 I believe that more frequent contact will help 378 00:49:37,912 --> 00:49:40,614 his progress and ready him for earlier discharge. 379 00:49:41,716 --> 00:49:44,719 Well, you're the expert, aren't you? 380 00:49:47,354 --> 00:49:49,389 Did you talk to Kathy about Sunday? 381 00:49:49,523 --> 00:49:50,992 I don't know if I'll be able to make it. 382 00:49:51,125 --> 00:49:53,226 Robert's parents are coming to visit this weekend. 383 00:50:40,208 --> 00:50:41,909 - Morning. - Morning. 384 00:50:58,760 --> 00:50:59,861 Hello! 385 00:51:01,996 --> 00:51:03,396 Thank you kindly. 386 00:51:04,932 --> 00:51:06,299 I'm famished. 387 00:51:09,436 --> 00:51:10,738 Eat with me? 388 00:51:11,105 --> 00:51:12,405 Oh, no, I— I already ate. 389 00:51:12,539 --> 00:51:13,708 Thank you. 390 00:51:13,841 --> 00:51:15,642 Sit and have a chat with me, then. 391 00:51:29,389 --> 00:51:30,925 It's like eating the sun. 392 00:51:32,226 --> 00:51:33,660 Well, don't burn yourself. 393 00:52:14,334 --> 00:52:15,770 Hello, Owen. 394 00:52:19,106 --> 00:52:20,208 Hi. 395 00:52:20,507 --> 00:52:22,076 How's the book coming? 396 00:52:22,576 --> 00:52:24,511 Uh, very well. 397 00:52:24,879 --> 00:52:26,013 Thank you. 398 00:52:30,918 --> 00:52:32,019 Owen. 399 00:52:38,692 --> 00:52:40,795 In a few minutes, you'll feel very ill. 400 00:52:42,063 --> 00:52:43,630 Please make sure it sounds as such. 401 00:52:44,265 --> 00:52:46,901 I'll be back in two hours for your next injection. 402 00:52:48,035 --> 00:52:49,103 All right? 403 00:52:50,071 --> 00:52:51,138 All right. 404 00:53:56,103 --> 00:53:57,805 What is that? 405 00:53:58,105 --> 00:53:59,506 A grizzly bear. 406 00:53:59,840 --> 00:54:02,676 My father taught me. He used to love going dancing. 407 00:54:06,414 --> 00:54:07,381 - Come. - No. 408 00:54:07,514 --> 00:54:08,548 - Yes. - No. 409 00:54:16,656 --> 00:54:19,592 Just, uh... Just do as I do. 410 00:54:23,596 --> 00:54:25,132 Step, step, step. 411 00:54:25,266 --> 00:54:27,001 - Back to back. - Okay, no. 412 00:54:27,134 --> 00:54:28,736 No. Start again. 413 00:54:29,636 --> 00:54:30,805 - Ready? - Mm-hmm. 414 00:54:30,938 --> 00:54:32,073 Bow. 415 00:54:40,480 --> 00:54:41,882 Turn. 416 00:54:42,283 --> 00:54:43,784 Then like this. 417 00:54:44,151 --> 00:54:46,120 Nice. 418 00:54:46,586 --> 00:54:50,391 And... back, forward, 419 00:54:50,557 --> 00:54:55,595 back, forward, and back, and forward... 420 00:54:55,730 --> 00:54:57,932 Back— No, with my legs. Follow my legs. 421 00:54:58,065 --> 00:55:00,167 Left— Stop laughing. 422 00:55:00,301 --> 00:55:01,634 And back. 423 00:55:01,769 --> 00:55:03,404 And— how do you expect me to get better if 424 00:55:03,536 --> 00:55:04,805 you don't act like a lady, Dottie? 425 00:55:04,939 --> 00:55:06,140 Come here. Come on. 426 00:55:06,273 --> 00:55:07,441 Ho! Step. Ho! 427 00:55:07,574 --> 00:55:10,311 And now... 428 00:55:10,711 --> 00:55:12,246 Come on, once more. 429 00:55:17,517 --> 00:55:19,286 Step, step, step... 430 00:55:21,322 --> 00:55:22,957 Turn around. 431 00:55:23,590 --> 00:55:25,192 Lean against me. 432 00:55:25,625 --> 00:55:27,395 And back. 433 00:55:27,527 --> 00:55:28,963 Forward. 434 00:55:29,096 --> 00:55:30,231 Back. 435 00:55:30,364 --> 00:55:31,499 Forward. 436 00:55:31,631 --> 00:55:34,035 Back, forward. 437 00:56:16,576 --> 00:56:18,345 Patient bit the matron. 438 00:56:19,280 --> 00:56:21,182 Again? 439 00:56:22,149 --> 00:56:24,151 He didn't break the skin or anything, but... 440 00:56:24,518 --> 00:56:25,786 Left a bruise. 441 00:56:32,927 --> 00:56:34,694 I owe you an apology. 442 00:56:36,497 --> 00:56:37,798 What for? 443 00:56:39,333 --> 00:56:40,868 Underestimating you. 444 00:56:42,870 --> 00:56:45,005 For hardly knowing a thing about you. 445 00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:47,508 - Don't be silly. - No. 446 00:56:47,640 --> 00:56:49,043 There is nothing more dull than 447 00:56:49,176 --> 00:56:51,611 a friend that doesn't ask questions. 448 00:56:57,852 --> 00:56:59,619 Why did you become a nurse? 449 00:57:06,427 --> 00:57:09,029 My brother Rory fought in the war. 450 00:57:09,930 --> 00:57:11,866 Rory took after our mother. 451 00:57:12,266 --> 00:57:13,734 Not like me. 452 00:57:15,269 --> 00:57:17,705 People could immediately see that he was... 453 00:57:21,442 --> 00:57:24,378 His best mate, Declan, made it out and told me. 454 00:57:26,046 --> 00:57:28,648 Rory wasn't even allowed to fight with them. 455 00:57:31,852 --> 00:57:33,387 None of the Black men were. 456 00:57:40,461 --> 00:57:42,496 Rory died in an air raid. 457 00:57:42,997 --> 00:57:44,465 Alone in a field. 458 00:57:44,598 --> 00:57:46,267 Laying telephone lines. 459 00:57:53,407 --> 00:57:56,210 I became a nurse because people aren't meant to die alone. 460 00:58:14,595 --> 00:58:15,963 For you. 461 00:58:17,998 --> 00:58:19,466 Turns out you can get quite a lot 462 00:58:19,600 --> 00:58:22,203 done when your head's not stuck in a bucket all day. 463 00:58:32,813 --> 00:58:34,248 What's your son's name? 464 00:58:35,316 --> 00:58:36,383 Victor. 465 00:58:36,517 --> 00:58:38,018 Vicky, we call him. 466 00:58:39,920 --> 00:58:41,989 And Alice, your wife? 467 00:58:42,122 --> 00:58:43,224 Yes. 468 00:58:52,299 --> 00:58:53,434 Do you love her? 469 00:58:56,503 --> 00:58:57,805 She... 470 00:59:01,542 --> 00:59:02,943 Understands me. 471 00:59:04,478 --> 00:59:05,746 Who I am. 472 00:59:06,715 --> 00:59:08,048 What I need. 473 00:59:15,422 --> 00:59:16,523 Read me something. 474 00:59:27,401 --> 00:59:28,535 Lilies. 475 00:59:30,170 --> 00:59:31,972 Lilies not for me. 476 00:59:35,309 --> 00:59:37,945 Flowers of the pure and saintly. 477 00:59:38,812 --> 00:59:41,148 I have seen in holy places. 478 00:59:41,949 --> 00:59:44,551 Where the incense rises faintly. 479 00:59:45,452 --> 00:59:48,122 And the priest the chalice raises. 480 00:59:49,223 --> 00:59:51,892 Lilies in the altar vases. 481 00:59:52,593 --> 00:59:53,961 Not for me. 482 00:59:57,698 --> 00:59:59,099 Don't stop. 483 01:00:01,168 --> 01:00:04,271 Leave untouched each garden tree. 484 01:00:04,972 --> 01:00:06,940 Kings and queens. 485 01:00:07,408 --> 01:00:08,876 The flower land. 486 01:01:59,119 --> 01:02:00,421 Hello. 487 01:02:01,221 --> 01:02:03,357 You scared me. 488 01:02:04,591 --> 01:02:05,692 How was your day? 489 01:02:06,193 --> 01:02:07,661 Lovely, thank you. 490 01:02:09,963 --> 01:02:11,365 What did you do? 491 01:02:11,665 --> 01:02:12,834 - Today? - Mhm. 492 01:02:12,966 --> 01:02:14,601 I just went up to the hills. 493 01:02:15,102 --> 01:02:16,503 Did some reading. 494 01:02:19,173 --> 01:02:21,241 - You feeling all right? - Mm-hmm. 495 01:02:24,378 --> 01:02:27,414 I'm close to fully recovered actually, maybe a day or so. 496 01:02:30,819 --> 01:02:34,354 Would you like to, uh, take a look at the wound? 497 01:02:35,890 --> 01:02:37,291 Change out the bandages. 498 01:02:37,658 --> 01:02:40,461 Seems like you've been managing fairly well on your ow, Phil. 499 01:02:40,594 --> 01:02:42,563 I could use another pair of eyes. 500 01:02:43,197 --> 01:02:45,232 Don't want it to get infected. 501 01:03:21,134 --> 01:03:24,371 It's time for you to return to the life that you've chosen. 502 01:03:28,141 --> 01:03:29,576 Leave me to mine. 503 01:03:57,104 --> 01:03:58,572 You've done this before? 504 01:03:59,841 --> 01:04:03,644 I've been with other men, if that's what you mean. 505 01:04:06,079 --> 01:04:07,347 Men? 506 01:04:09,516 --> 01:04:11,184 Do you really want to know? 507 01:04:11,518 --> 01:04:12,586 Mm-hmm. 508 01:04:16,758 --> 01:04:17,825 There's a pub... 509 01:04:19,660 --> 01:04:20,795 near our flat. 510 01:04:24,732 --> 01:04:26,300 Nightingales. 511 01:04:27,701 --> 01:04:29,236 Place where... 512 01:04:30,805 --> 01:04:32,707 men like us can go. 513 01:04:34,341 --> 01:04:36,109 Seems dangerous. 514 01:04:39,680 --> 01:04:42,784 It's the place I feel safest. 515 01:04:57,164 --> 01:05:00,167 I don't think my father's going to turn up. 516 01:05:05,807 --> 01:05:06,874 Why do you say that? 517 01:05:08,141 --> 01:05:09,543 Just a feeling. 518 01:05:15,750 --> 01:05:17,117 Besides, I... 519 01:05:18,953 --> 01:05:20,587 should be going soon. 520 01:05:23,357 --> 01:05:25,093 Get back to Vicky... 521 01:05:27,394 --> 01:05:28,662 and Alice. 522 01:05:29,831 --> 01:05:31,665 Your nightingale. 523 01:05:33,835 --> 01:05:34,902 Yeah. 524 01:05:41,642 --> 01:05:43,610 I far prefer it here with you. 525 01:05:48,415 --> 01:05:50,150 I can promise you that. 526 01:05:53,988 --> 01:05:55,255 Then choose this. 527 01:05:58,726 --> 01:05:59,794 Stay here. 528 01:06:00,627 --> 01:06:01,695 With me. 529 01:06:04,264 --> 01:06:06,333 Phillip's gonna be gone soon. 530 01:06:09,202 --> 01:06:10,838 We can live however we please. 531 01:06:12,272 --> 01:06:13,306 You can write. 532 01:06:13,440 --> 01:06:14,709 You can work. 533 01:06:15,710 --> 01:06:17,045 Or no, you don't have to work. 534 01:06:17,177 --> 01:06:18,780 if you work or not. 535 01:06:22,817 --> 01:06:24,719 You wouldn't have to worry about money. 536 01:06:28,689 --> 01:06:30,390 We could build a life here. 537 01:06:37,264 --> 01:06:38,699 the rules. 538 01:07:31,185 --> 01:07:32,686 H-help! 539 01:07:32,820 --> 01:07:33,888 Someone! 540 01:07:34,021 --> 01:07:35,489 Help! 541 01:07:35,622 --> 01:07:37,158 He needs a pillow or a blanket or something. 542 01:07:37,290 --> 01:07:39,626 - Stop right there. - You need a— 543 01:07:39,761 --> 01:07:41,929 Go! Go! 544 01:07:43,164 --> 01:07:44,531 Oh, I'm here. I'm here. 545 01:07:44,664 --> 01:07:46,266 You're all right. You're all right, hey. 546 01:07:46,399 --> 01:07:47,735 Shh. Come on. 547 01:07:47,869 --> 01:07:48,870 Leave him. 548 01:07:49,003 --> 01:07:50,403 - I could just— - Leave him, I said. 549 01:07:50,537 --> 01:07:52,506 He'll bang his head on the tile. 550 01:07:57,277 --> 01:07:58,545 You're all right. 551 01:08:20,835 --> 01:08:22,369 Nurse Ellis? 552 01:08:23,436 --> 01:08:25,505 I beg your pardon, I— 553 01:09:09,283 --> 01:09:10,617 Looking for someone? 554 01:09:14,922 --> 01:09:16,891 He's gone off to market, I think. 555 01:09:17,925 --> 01:09:19,026 Won't be long. 556 01:09:36,476 --> 01:09:38,779 Owen is my dearest friend in the world. 557 01:09:42,415 --> 01:09:44,118 You're a very lucky man, sir. 558 01:09:49,056 --> 01:09:50,324 What do you imagine the authorities 559 01:09:50,457 --> 01:09:51,859 would say about your... 560 01:09:52,793 --> 01:09:54,594 blossoming friendship? 561 01:09:55,730 --> 01:09:58,799 I'm sure I don't know what you mean. 562 01:10:02,270 --> 01:10:05,438 Life with your wife must be preferable to imprisonment. 563 01:10:06,506 --> 01:10:07,775 Hard labor. 564 01:10:17,218 --> 01:10:18,786 Are you threatening me? 565 01:10:22,356 --> 01:10:24,091 What has Owen told you about me? 566 01:10:26,394 --> 01:10:27,995 You're an old friend. 567 01:10:28,129 --> 01:10:29,163 That's all? 568 01:10:35,236 --> 01:10:37,104 I'm in the medical profession, Charles, 569 01:10:37,238 --> 01:10:39,606 and a group of my colleagues have developed a cure 570 01:10:39,740 --> 01:10:41,876 for the condition afflicting you and Owen. 571 01:10:43,311 --> 01:10:46,914 A procedure guaranteed to eradicate immoral desires 572 01:10:47,048 --> 01:10:49,850 and set you on the path to becoming a healthy man. 573 01:10:53,854 --> 01:10:55,923 I could help you, Charles. 574 01:10:58,326 --> 01:10:59,559 If you'd like. 575 01:11:00,728 --> 01:11:02,229 I'll help you get back to your wife and child, 576 01:11:02,363 --> 01:11:03,530 put all of this behind you. 577 01:11:03,663 --> 01:11:04,899 My wife and I are perfectly happy. 578 01:11:06,834 --> 01:11:08,468 We understand each other. 579 01:11:08,601 --> 01:11:10,570 For now, perhaps, but a sickness like yours 580 01:11:10,705 --> 01:11:12,605 doesn't lessen with time. 581 01:11:14,976 --> 01:11:16,043 It grows. 582 01:11:17,411 --> 01:11:18,678 What then? 583 01:11:39,499 --> 01:11:40,868 Procedure? 584 01:12:26,280 --> 01:12:28,315 I'll be gone by the time you wake up. 585 01:12:38,325 --> 01:12:39,592 Owen... 586 01:12:44,398 --> 01:12:45,698 I loved you. 587 01:12:53,374 --> 01:12:54,708 I loved you, too. 588 01:14:06,147 --> 01:14:07,314 Charlie? 589 01:14:12,319 --> 01:14:13,888 Charles? 590 01:14:24,532 --> 01:14:25,499 Where's Dorothy? 591 01:14:25,633 --> 01:14:27,768 Gone. Turn over. 592 01:15:05,506 --> 01:15:07,641 I cannot stay to oversee your recovery, 593 01:15:07,775 --> 01:15:09,843 but Owen is a fine nurse. 594 01:15:09,977 --> 01:15:11,579 Congratulations, Charles. 595 01:15:11,712 --> 01:15:12,980 You're free. 596 01:15:14,381 --> 01:15:15,482 Charles? 597 01:15:36,370 --> 01:15:37,438 Charles... 598 01:15:42,776 --> 01:15:44,178 Charlie... 599 01:15:46,313 --> 01:15:47,982 what did you do? 600 01:17:00,988 --> 01:17:02,256 Excuse me. 601 01:17:50,839 --> 01:17:52,306 Can I help you? 602 01:18:01,181 --> 01:18:03,984 Charles was a fine swimmer. 603 01:18:06,721 --> 01:18:07,988 How could he... 604 01:18:16,798 --> 01:18:18,399 You were with him? 605 01:18:20,167 --> 01:18:22,336 I was, yes. 606 01:18:26,708 --> 01:18:28,075 You were friends? 607 01:18:30,310 --> 01:18:32,613 He— he showed up at my cottage... 608 01:18:33,782 --> 01:18:35,349 looking for his father. 609 01:18:37,819 --> 01:18:39,620 I offered him— 610 01:18:39,754 --> 01:18:41,422 his father used to own it, and I offered him 611 01:18:41,555 --> 01:18:44,491 accommodation for a few days to see if he'd show up. 612 01:18:45,025 --> 01:18:46,293 Did he? 613 01:18:53,033 --> 01:18:54,468 I'm terribly sorry. 614 01:19:08,817 --> 01:19:10,551 Would you like me to... 615 01:19:13,954 --> 01:19:15,222 Yeah. 616 01:20:01,870 --> 01:20:03,136 Yeah. 617 01:20:08,877 --> 01:20:11,345 Come with me. Up. 618 01:20:12,012 --> 01:20:13,347 Come on, you. 619 01:20:25,827 --> 01:20:27,160 Oh, forgive me. 620 01:20:27,862 --> 01:20:28,997 I must depart. 621 01:20:29,463 --> 01:20:30,798 I'll miss the last train. 622 01:20:32,432 --> 01:20:35,369 The— the clock is broken. 623 01:20:36,169 --> 01:20:37,704 Charlie was going to fix it. 624 01:20:44,311 --> 01:20:45,579 Do you mind if I smoke? 625 01:20:49,683 --> 01:20:51,819 Charlie always wanted to smoke. 626 01:20:52,754 --> 01:20:54,054 I wouldn't let him. 627 01:20:55,924 --> 01:20:57,691 I can't stand the taste. 628 01:21:01,930 --> 01:21:03,196 May I? 629 01:21:06,166 --> 01:21:07,434 Here. 630 01:21:57,250 --> 01:21:58,720 Did he speak of me? 631 01:22:02,757 --> 01:22:04,759 He said you were his best friend in the world. 632 01:22:17,805 --> 01:22:19,139 All right. 633 01:22:20,008 --> 01:22:21,274 All right. 634 01:22:47,601 --> 01:22:48,669 Alice? 635 01:22:50,270 --> 01:22:51,538 Alice? 636 01:22:54,942 --> 01:22:56,677 He wants me to dance. 637 01:23:00,081 --> 01:23:01,816 Charlie and I, we would— 638 01:23:01,949 --> 01:23:04,384 We would dance. 639 01:25:24,792 --> 01:25:26,526 What can I get you, love? 640 01:25:26,928 --> 01:25:28,595 A pint, please. 641 01:26:31,591 --> 01:26:33,294 No, no, no, no. 642 01:26:33,426 --> 01:26:35,062 Let go! 643 01:26:35,196 --> 01:26:37,397 Let go! 644 01:28:58,172 --> 01:28:59,539 Phillip? 645 01:29:04,045 --> 01:29:05,980 Why won't you be cured? 646 01:29:08,382 --> 01:29:12,920 I cannot be cured because I am not ill, Phillip. 647 01:29:30,838 --> 01:29:32,706 You saved my life. 648 01:29:43,084 --> 01:29:44,584 Now I'm... 649 01:29:50,925 --> 01:29:52,359 I'm going to save yours. 650 01:30:44,445 --> 01:30:46,013 Is it finished? 651 01:30:46,814 --> 01:30:48,681 I can't find an ending. 652 01:30:50,885 --> 01:30:52,685 The truth is too horrible. 653 01:30:55,456 --> 01:30:57,091 Well, it's a happy ending, then.