1 00:00:32,144 --> 00:00:34,670 The thing about me and Bob, and pretty much all of us, was... 2 00:00:34,748 --> 00:00:37,742 we hated rednecks more than anything else, period. 3 00:00:37,820 --> 00:00:40,290 Because rednecks for us were America incarnate. 4 00:00:40,359 --> 00:00:43,523 And America? Huh. Well, fuck America! 5 00:01:03,399 --> 00:01:05,960 So, hey, what do you wanna do now? 6 00:01:06,038 --> 00:01:10,306 Let's score. I gotta get some pelt tonight or my balls are gonna drop off. 7 00:01:10,378 --> 00:01:12,313 I hear that. 8 00:01:15,556 --> 00:01:17,318 Come on, cowboy! 9 00:01:17,390 --> 00:01:19,326 Come on! 10 00:01:25,072 --> 00:01:28,873 What can I say? We weren't much more than a couple of young punks. 11 00:03:05,215 --> 00:03:07,583 Good morning, Bob. Rise and shine. 12 00:03:07,653 --> 00:03:10,248 It's a beautiful fucking day. 13 00:03:10,325 --> 00:03:12,887 All right. 14 00:03:12,963 --> 00:03:14,897 Two more hours. 15 00:03:16,704 --> 00:03:18,638 But that's it. 16 00:03:29,058 --> 00:03:32,722 To be an anarchist in Salt Lake City was certainly no easy task... 17 00:03:32,798 --> 00:03:34,993 especially in 1985. 18 00:03:35,068 --> 00:03:37,504 And having no money, no job... 19 00:03:37,573 --> 00:03:39,507 no plans for the future... 20 00:03:39,577 --> 00:03:43,742 the true anarchist position was, in itself, a strenuous job. 21 00:03:43,817 --> 00:03:46,810 And our tribe was small. I mean, at the center was me, Stevo... 22 00:03:46,887 --> 00:03:49,187 and Bob, my roommate... Heroin Bob. 23 00:03:49,261 --> 00:03:52,993 Oh, Bob didn't really do heroin. In fact, he hated needles. 24 00:03:58,077 --> 00:04:00,011 Bob's irrational fear of needles... 25 00:04:00,079 --> 00:04:02,275 was in contrast to everything you'd think about the guy. 26 00:04:02,351 --> 00:04:05,685 I mean, to look at him, you'd think he was a madman, which he was. 27 00:04:05,756 --> 00:04:08,555 But he was also one of the most uptight guys I've ever met. 28 00:04:21,750 --> 00:04:24,118 He didn't do anything about the cut on his hand... nothing. 29 00:04:24,189 --> 00:04:26,522 I mean, absolutely nothing. He just wrapped it up... 30 00:04:26,594 --> 00:04:29,722 in a dirty old T-shirt, and he left it like that for weeks. 31 00:04:37,177 --> 00:04:38,543 Is he gonna be okay? 32 00:04:38,614 --> 00:04:43,748 Oh, yeah. He'll be fine. I'm sure. Thank you, though. 33 00:04:49,367 --> 00:04:51,699 Hi, how are we doing? 34 00:04:51,771 --> 00:04:54,742 Okay. Can I take a look at that? 35 00:04:54,809 --> 00:04:57,004 Okay. All right. 36 00:05:00,553 --> 00:05:02,920 Oh, what the heck did we do here? 37 00:05:02,990 --> 00:05:05,483 I think that wound's the most infected thing I've ever seen. 38 00:05:05,563 --> 00:05:08,658 I hate doctors, man. I hate 'em. 39 00:05:08,734 --> 00:05:11,067 Well, you're lucky those boys brought you here. 40 00:05:11,137 --> 00:05:14,302 Okay? Because without me you'd be dead. 41 00:05:15,379 --> 00:05:18,374 Patty, we need a gram of amoxicillin. 42 00:05:26,967 --> 00:05:29,698 That's a nasty cut you've got there. How did you manage that? 43 00:05:29,772 --> 00:05:32,001 I fell off my bike. 44 00:05:32,075 --> 00:05:34,340 Oh, sweetheart, I'm sorry. Does it still hurt? 45 00:05:42,161 --> 00:05:44,596 - That's a nice kid. - Yeah, sad, really. 46 00:05:44,664 --> 00:05:47,601 - How's that? - Kids. 47 00:05:47,670 --> 00:05:50,367 There's not much future for 'em, hmm? 48 00:05:51,978 --> 00:05:53,913 We all die, Stevo. 49 00:05:55,751 --> 00:05:58,950 That's true. Very true, Mike. 50 00:05:59,024 --> 00:06:01,960 No, no! No, I'm fine! I'm fine! 51 00:06:02,029 --> 00:06:03,965 Get that fucking needle away from me, man! 52 00:06:04,033 --> 00:06:07,800 No, I don't do needles! Get off me! Get off! 53 00:06:10,377 --> 00:06:12,744 Goddamn it! No! No! 54 00:06:12,815 --> 00:06:14,647 You pack of murderers! No! 55 00:06:14,718 --> 00:06:16,151 No needles! 56 00:06:16,221 --> 00:06:18,450 Help me! Help me! No, no, please! 57 00:06:18,523 --> 00:06:21,358 So Heroin Bob was named as such 'cause he was afraid of needles. 58 00:06:21,430 --> 00:06:24,400 But not just needles. The guy was afraid of drugs too. 59 00:06:24,469 --> 00:06:26,961 We couldn't even get him to take a damn aspirin. 60 00:06:27,040 --> 00:06:30,477 He drank, and he smoked cigarettes but that's it. He'd say... 61 00:06:30,546 --> 00:06:33,574 You know that shit you guys do? You're fucking yourselves up, man. 62 00:06:33,652 --> 00:06:36,280 Fucking acid. Acid. It never leaves your body. 63 00:06:36,356 --> 00:06:38,791 It's in your fuckin' spinal cord forever. 64 00:06:38,660 --> 00:06:42,325 Let me tell you something about the nature of chemicals, man. 65 00:06:42,400 --> 00:06:44,768 You know that dude Napoleon? 66 00:06:44,838 --> 00:06:47,238 He was banished to an island when the French got sick of him. 67 00:06:47,308 --> 00:06:50,508 That's right. He supposedly died of stomach problems, right? 68 00:06:50,582 --> 00:06:54,519 Wrong. He was actually poisoned over a long period of time. 69 00:06:54,588 --> 00:06:57,319 Murdered by arsenic, a preservative. 70 00:06:57,393 --> 00:06:58,984 - And you know how? - No idea. 71 00:06:59,063 --> 00:07:00,190 - His hair. - His hair? 72 00:07:00,266 --> 00:07:01,994 His fuckin' hair. It was arsenic. 73 00:07:02,069 --> 00:07:04,437 You could tell how long he was being poisoned... 74 00:07:04,507 --> 00:07:07,672 by following the traces of poison up his hair. 75 00:07:07,746 --> 00:07:11,706 Dude, dude, dude, if you do enough hits of it, you're dead. 76 00:07:13,622 --> 00:07:15,885 - It really makes you think, doesn't it? - Think what? 77 00:07:15,959 --> 00:07:18,897 That chemistry's the wrong fucking major for a guy like you. 78 00:07:18,966 --> 00:07:22,198 - It's the wrong major, Bob. - You should lay off the acid anyways! 79 00:07:22,271 --> 00:07:24,365 - You heard about Sean, right? - No, what happened to Sean? 80 00:07:24,442 --> 00:07:26,206 You know he was selling acid, right? 81 00:07:26,279 --> 00:07:30,446 No, man. I told you $25, man. $25. It's inflation. 82 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:32,077 Shit's getting expensive, man. 83 00:07:32,156 --> 00:07:34,022 - Thanks, man. - No problem. 84 00:07:34,093 --> 00:07:35,857 - Nice spikes. - Nice fuckin' suit. 85 00:07:36,765 --> 00:07:38,667 Let me ask you something, Sean. 86 00:07:38,736 --> 00:07:41,102 What the fuck did you become a punk for? 87 00:07:41,173 --> 00:07:44,441 Hey, man. Come on. The kid wants to be a punk, let him be a punk. 88 00:07:44,513 --> 00:07:47,414 You see, Russ. 89 00:07:47,484 --> 00:07:49,920 Mods are pussies, man. That shit's fuckin' dead. 90 00:07:49,990 --> 00:07:51,924 If we catch you out tonight, we're kickin' your ass. 91 00:07:51,992 --> 00:07:55,226 - Come on. He's all right. - Kickin' my ass? Kick my ass? 92 00:07:57,301 --> 00:07:59,463 - Come on. Let's go. - Get on your bikes and ride away. 93 00:07:59,540 --> 00:08:02,738 - Hey, fuck you! - No, thanks, sweetheart. All right. 94 00:08:02,812 --> 00:08:04,542 Your mom's driving us to soccer practice? 95 00:08:04,615 --> 00:08:06,447 - 4:00. - You guys enjoy. 96 00:08:09,991 --> 00:08:13,156 So Sean puts all this acid in his pocket, and the school cop... 97 00:08:13,232 --> 00:08:15,325 - Where was this? - Southeast High, man. 98 00:08:15,401 --> 00:08:17,428 So he takes off running... 99 00:08:17,505 --> 00:08:20,134 and he's running through the track field... 100 00:08:20,210 --> 00:08:22,772 and the sprinklers are on. 101 00:08:36,840 --> 00:08:39,275 So the water soaks through his pants... 102 00:08:39,345 --> 00:08:41,747 and melts the acid which went through his pants... 103 00:08:41,817 --> 00:08:43,682 onto the skin on his leg. 104 00:08:43,753 --> 00:08:46,222 So you know, over a hundred hits of acid... 105 00:08:46,291 --> 00:08:48,419 dissolved into Sean's leg. 106 00:08:48,496 --> 00:08:50,293 Fried him. 107 00:08:50,365 --> 00:08:51,957 So I went to see him a week later. 108 00:08:52,035 --> 00:08:55,973 It had just snowed, and he was sitting outside in the cold. 109 00:08:59,649 --> 00:09:01,674 What are you doin' outside, man? 110 00:09:01,751 --> 00:09:03,344 Are you him? 111 00:09:05,125 --> 00:09:07,822 - Yeah, I'm him. - Jesus! 112 00:09:07,673 --> 00:09:09,609 Have I sinned, or am I going to heaven? 113 00:09:11,549 --> 00:09:13,484 You're fryin', man. 114 00:09:13,552 --> 00:09:17,012 - How much acid did you take? - Wait. You're not Jesus. 115 00:09:17,092 --> 00:09:22,056 - You're Bob. - I'm Bob! How goes it? 116 00:09:22,969 --> 00:09:26,532 - How are you doing that? - Doin' what? 117 00:09:26,609 --> 00:09:30,638 Walkin' on water. If I get off this chair, I'll drown. Wanna know why? 118 00:09:30,716 --> 00:09:34,154 - 'Cause I can't swim. - Oh, I get it. 119 00:09:34,224 --> 00:09:37,160 So, Sean, do you see land anywhere? 120 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:45,375 Just water. 121 00:09:46,913 --> 00:09:48,848 - Say, Bob? - Yeah. 122 00:09:51,488 --> 00:09:53,252 You are Jesus. 123 00:09:53,324 --> 00:09:57,126 That's right. I am. Why do you ask? 124 00:09:59,938 --> 00:10:02,875 Satan is in the house. 125 00:10:02,943 --> 00:10:04,935 He killed my mom... 126 00:10:05,014 --> 00:10:07,951 and turned her into a bull. 127 00:10:08,987 --> 00:10:11,479 Oh, I didn't hear you come in! 128 00:10:11,559 --> 00:10:14,826 - What? What? - Come here. 129 00:10:14,899 --> 00:10:16,594 I gotta kill her! 130 00:10:16,669 --> 00:10:18,605 Okay! Hold still! 131 00:10:46,724 --> 00:10:49,992 Put your hands in the air and slowly turn around. 132 00:10:50,064 --> 00:10:53,968 - I'm saved! I'm saved! - Put your hands up! 133 00:10:54,038 --> 00:10:55,974 Yeah, sure, Sean. You're saved. 134 00:10:56,042 --> 00:10:58,271 I said put your hands in the air. 135 00:11:00,750 --> 00:11:04,208 Chemicals, man. They'll fuck you up. 136 00:11:04,289 --> 00:11:06,726 I always wondered what happened to that crazy little shit. 137 00:11:06,795 --> 00:11:08,922 It's a crazy fucked-up world... 138 00:11:08,999 --> 00:11:11,229 and we're all just barely floatin' along... 139 00:11:11,304 --> 00:11:15,037 waitin' for somebody that can walk on water. 140 00:11:15,109 --> 00:11:17,340 Bob was like that... 141 00:11:17,415 --> 00:11:19,816 a real asshole when it came to reading into things. 142 00:11:19,885 --> 00:11:24,086 He liked to wrap things up into neat little packages that implied the world. 143 00:11:24,161 --> 00:11:25,890 See, Sean was fucked up. 144 00:11:25,964 --> 00:11:28,298 Not the world. The world was just confused. 145 00:11:28,369 --> 00:11:31,098 And not the world, really. Just the people in it. 146 00:11:31,173 --> 00:11:34,577 Bob was confused. And more, Bob was paranoid as fuck. 147 00:11:34,647 --> 00:11:37,047 That's right. Bob was in quarantine. 148 00:11:37,117 --> 00:11:39,679 The doctor said that Bob's infection was so bad... 149 00:11:39,756 --> 00:11:41,690 that it had become a lethal virus. 150 00:11:41,759 --> 00:11:43,785 And so he was under quarantine for some weeks. 151 00:11:43,863 --> 00:11:46,994 It was the beginning of the fall and the rest of our lives. 152 00:11:51,176 --> 00:11:54,305 We both graduated college and were taking summer classes... 153 00:11:54,382 --> 00:11:57,842 a major feat, since our aim in college was to be as destructive as possible. 154 00:11:57,923 --> 00:12:01,257 Our mission, after leaving high school as two aspiring young punks... 155 00:12:01,329 --> 00:12:03,993 I think the only two punks in Salt Lake City at the time... 156 00:12:04,067 --> 00:12:06,900 was to go to university and bring down the system. 157 00:12:06,972 --> 00:12:08,999 Why? Well, for obvious reasons. 158 00:12:09,077 --> 00:12:12,776 Anarchy... the only system of government that seemed to make any sense to us. 159 00:12:12,850 --> 00:12:16,048 And the irony was we had made it through. I did well, even. 160 00:12:16,123 --> 00:12:20,357 My father was hell-bent on getting me to go to Harvard Law School, like he did. 161 00:12:20,237 --> 00:12:23,104 My father tried to get me to go right after I graduated high school. 162 00:12:23,175 --> 00:12:25,234 Thank you for giving us an hour of your time. 163 00:12:25,312 --> 00:12:28,443 Your mother and I found this to be rather important. 164 00:12:29,855 --> 00:12:32,620 You finished high school. 165 00:12:32,693 --> 00:12:36,325 Thank God. And now it's your time to do good. 166 00:12:36,400 --> 00:12:39,165 This rebellion thing you're going through, I understand it. 167 00:12:39,239 --> 00:12:42,676 Not completely, but I respect it. 168 00:12:42,746 --> 00:12:45,080 Now you should think about what is right for you. 169 00:12:45,151 --> 00:12:48,610 I mean, be free, darling, always. 170 00:12:50,761 --> 00:12:52,696 Yeah. Be practical, Steve. 171 00:12:52,764 --> 00:12:56,795 You got a chance to go to Harvard. You've got me as an alumnus. 172 00:12:56,873 --> 00:12:58,807 - That can't hurt. - But only if it makes you happy. 173 00:12:58,876 --> 00:13:02,110 Look, if you want to rebel there, you can do it. I went to Woodstock. 174 00:13:02,184 --> 00:13:04,710 Me and the guys had a lot of fun. We did our thing there. 175 00:13:04,788 --> 00:13:07,052 We got behind some causes, though. 176 00:13:07,125 --> 00:13:09,117 We fought for some very strong causes. 177 00:13:09,196 --> 00:13:13,135 We ended, collectively, we ended that goddamn war in 'Nam... 178 00:13:13,204 --> 00:13:15,139 so that guys like you could be free. 179 00:13:15,207 --> 00:13:18,235 There's all these possibilities for you, Steven. Carry the torch now. 180 00:13:18,313 --> 00:13:20,749 Okay? I can see by looking at you that you're ready. 181 00:13:20,819 --> 00:13:23,448 - I'm proud that you're an individual. - Very proud. 182 00:13:23,522 --> 00:13:25,458 So proud. 183 00:13:25,527 --> 00:13:27,462 One thing. 184 00:13:27,530 --> 00:13:30,398 This may not be easy to hear, but the hair. 185 00:13:30,470 --> 00:13:33,065 Maybe tone it down a bit. The whole thing that you're doing. 186 00:13:33,141 --> 00:13:36,773 In my day, it was long hair, beatniks, paisley. 187 00:13:36,849 --> 00:13:39,043 You know. That stuff. 188 00:13:39,118 --> 00:13:42,455 Not like that kind of thing. This whole thing you're doing... 189 00:13:42,526 --> 00:13:44,756 this statement about the American Indian... 190 00:13:44,830 --> 00:13:46,857 I'm baffled. And not just me. 191 00:13:46,935 --> 00:13:49,268 A regular guy in the street's gonna be baffled too. 192 00:13:49,339 --> 00:13:51,274 And we're hip, we're cool. 193 00:13:51,342 --> 00:13:54,940 It's just those guys on the east coast are never gonna get it. 194 00:13:55,016 --> 00:13:57,383 They're not gonna get this in New York. 195 00:13:57,454 --> 00:14:01,450 - Darling, we sound like our parents. - Yeah. 196 00:14:02,665 --> 00:14:05,463 - It's difficult, dear. - We just want to support you. 197 00:14:05,536 --> 00:14:08,973 A hundred percent. Take the ball and run with it. Make a difference. 198 00:14:09,042 --> 00:14:12,502 But always with love. Remember that, Steven. 199 00:14:12,583 --> 00:14:15,918 - Always with love. - Oh, time out. 200 00:14:15,988 --> 00:14:19,357 I just want to ask real quick, if I can. 201 00:14:19,428 --> 00:14:22,058 You believe in rebellion, freedom and love, right? 202 00:14:22,134 --> 00:14:25,071 - Absolutely. Yes. - Rebellion, freedom, love. 203 00:14:26,309 --> 00:14:28,904 You two are divorced, so love failed. 204 00:14:28,919 --> 00:14:32,824 Mom, you're a New Ager, clinging to any kind of scrap of eastern religion... 205 00:14:32,894 --> 00:14:36,059 that may justify why the above said love failed. 206 00:14:36,132 --> 00:14:38,862 Dad, you're a slick, corporate, preppy-ass lawyer. 207 00:14:38,938 --> 00:14:41,840 I don't really have to say anything else about you, do I? 208 00:14:41,911 --> 00:14:44,208 You moved from New York City... 209 00:14:44,281 --> 00:14:48,812 the Mecca and hub of the cultural world, to Utah... nowhere... 210 00:14:48,890 --> 00:14:50,860 to change nothing... more to perpetuate... 211 00:14:50,929 --> 00:14:53,659 this cycle of money, greed, fascism and triviality. 212 00:14:53,734 --> 00:14:58,334 Your movement of, by and for the people got you nothing. 213 00:14:58,410 --> 00:15:02,108 You just hide behind some lost sense of drugs, sex, rock and roll. 214 00:15:02,181 --> 00:15:03,877 Ooh, Kumbaya. 215 00:15:03,953 --> 00:15:07,118 I am the future. I am the future of this great nation... 216 00:15:07,192 --> 00:15:10,594 which you, Father, so arrogantly saved this world for. 217 00:15:10,665 --> 00:15:12,758 Look. I have my own agenda. 218 00:15:12,835 --> 00:15:15,807 Harvard, out. University of Utah, in. 219 00:15:15,876 --> 00:15:19,370 I'm going to get a 4.0 in damage. I love you guys. 220 00:15:19,449 --> 00:15:22,351 Don't get me wrong. It's all about this. 221 00:15:22,421 --> 00:15:24,447 But for the first time in my life, I'm 18... 222 00:15:24,524 --> 00:15:28,827 and I can say, "Fuck you!" 223 00:15:31,304 --> 00:15:34,103 Steven, I didn't sell out, son. I bought in. 224 00:15:34,177 --> 00:15:35,804 Keep that in mind. 225 00:15:37,416 --> 00:15:39,442 That kid is gonna make one hell of a lawyer, huh? 226 00:15:39,519 --> 00:15:42,649 Yeah, he takes after his father. 227 00:15:42,726 --> 00:15:44,662 He's a son of a bitch. 228 00:15:45,732 --> 00:15:47,164 Fuck you, dear. 229 00:15:52,211 --> 00:15:55,479 And now, four years later, I was a college graduate. 230 00:15:55,551 --> 00:15:58,680 We did what we could to fuck things up, but the system is strong... 231 00:15:58,755 --> 00:16:00,782 and they were many and we were still few. 232 00:16:00,861 --> 00:16:03,023 But this fall was gonna be the fall, all right. 233 00:16:03,099 --> 00:16:06,662 Bob and the rest of us had made an oath to do absolutely nothing. 234 00:16:06,738 --> 00:16:10,301 We were gonna waste our educated minds. We had no other way of fighting. 235 00:16:10,378 --> 00:16:12,643 As I said, there just weren't enough of us. 236 00:16:24,673 --> 00:16:27,574 Sure, there was a lot more punks than there was four years earlier... 237 00:16:27,645 --> 00:16:29,204 but there was also as many posers. 238 00:16:29,282 --> 00:16:34,153 Posers were people that looked like punks, but they did it for fashion. 239 00:16:34,223 --> 00:16:37,719 And they were fools. They'd say, "Anarchy in the U.K." 240 00:16:37,798 --> 00:16:41,999 You see? Posers. "Anarchy in the U.K." 241 00:16:42,073 --> 00:16:43,562 What the fuck's that? 242 00:16:43,642 --> 00:16:46,009 What good is that to those of us in Utah, America? 243 00:16:46,081 --> 00:16:49,349 It was a Sex Pistols thing, right? They were from England. They were British. 244 00:16:49,421 --> 00:16:52,949 That's what they did. They were allowed to go on about anarchy in the U.K. 245 00:16:53,026 --> 00:16:55,826 You don't live your life by lyrics. 246 00:16:55,900 --> 00:16:57,993 I mean, that's all you ever heard from these trendy fucks. 247 00:16:58,070 --> 00:17:01,872 Like, "Did you hear the new Smiths album? It's fuckin' terrif. " 248 00:17:01,692 --> 00:17:05,325 Kids walking around Utah saying "terrif" with a stupid old English twang. 249 00:17:05,401 --> 00:17:08,235 See what I mean? What the fuck's up with the England bullshit? 250 00:17:08,307 --> 00:17:10,334 You know Jag? He's a fag. 251 00:17:10,411 --> 00:17:13,711 I knew a girl who'd only have sex with a guy if he had a fucking accent. 252 00:17:13,783 --> 00:17:15,719 Can you think of anything more ludicrous? 253 00:17:15,788 --> 00:17:17,723 So every asshole in Salt Lake City... 254 00:17:17,792 --> 00:17:20,422 and let me tell you, plenty of assholes in this general region... 255 00:17:20,497 --> 00:17:22,490 that wanted to do some of this, would get her drunk... 256 00:17:22,568 --> 00:17:24,595 and put on some kind of stupid accent... 257 00:17:24,672 --> 00:17:28,404 like, "Hey, mistress, do you fancy a shag?" 258 00:17:28,478 --> 00:17:30,414 And there she would... fucking knees in the sky. 259 00:17:30,482 --> 00:17:33,316 It was sad. It made me really sad. Poor girl had no self-respect. 260 00:17:33,388 --> 00:17:38,261 To me, England was nothing more than a big American state... 261 00:17:38,331 --> 00:17:41,268 like North Dakota or Canada. 262 00:17:41,338 --> 00:17:45,572 You gotta look at me and say, "Hey, why are you so mad?" And I'll tell you. 263 00:17:45,648 --> 00:17:48,640 'Cause for all the fawning that went over the English bands in S.L. C... 264 00:17:48,717 --> 00:17:51,483 those fuckin' English chaps could only say shit about us Americans. 265 00:17:51,558 --> 00:17:53,494 All we were to them was a bunch of hicks. 266 00:17:53,562 --> 00:17:56,031 Well, you know what? I'm not a fuckin' hick! 267 00:17:56,099 --> 00:17:58,536 I don't wear cowboy boots. I hate the fuckin' rodeo. 268 00:17:58,606 --> 00:18:00,541 Horses smell like shit to me... 269 00:18:00,609 --> 00:18:02,544 and I don't fuck anyone in my own bloodline. 270 00:18:02,613 --> 00:18:05,880 By definition, I'm not a redneck, and I ain't a fuckin' hick. 271 00:18:05,952 --> 00:18:08,320 Oh, the sun never sets on the British empire. 272 00:18:08,390 --> 00:18:11,293 Well, the sun never sets on my asshole! 273 00:18:11,363 --> 00:18:14,733 Another thing that pissed me off, talking about who started punk rock. 274 00:18:14,804 --> 00:18:17,296 Was it Sex Pistols in England? 275 00:18:17,374 --> 00:18:20,369 Was it the Ramones and the Velvet Underground in New York? 276 00:18:20,448 --> 00:18:22,883 Is it the Ramones? Is it the Sex Pistols? 277 00:18:22,952 --> 00:18:26,390 Who cares who started it? It's music. 278 00:18:26,460 --> 00:18:28,759 I don't know who started it, and I don't give a fuck. 279 00:18:28,830 --> 00:18:31,893 The one thing I do know is that we did it harder... 280 00:18:31,970 --> 00:18:37,606 goddamn it, we did it faster, and we definitely did it with more love, baby! 281 00:18:37,681 --> 00:18:39,616 You can't take that away from us. 282 00:18:39,685 --> 00:18:41,620 Exhibit A. 283 00:18:43,593 --> 00:18:45,755 It's my only exhibit, really, but, you know what? 284 00:18:45,830 --> 00:18:47,765 I think it's pretty fuckin' good. 285 00:18:49,137 --> 00:18:50,229 Fuck off and die. 286 00:18:50,307 --> 00:18:53,608 One of these days it's got to go One of these days I'm comin' out slow 287 00:18:53,680 --> 00:18:56,948 One of these days we'll all be bored One of these days I'm comin' out strong 288 00:18:57,019 --> 00:19:00,421 One of these days it's got to go One of these days I'm comin' out strong 289 00:19:00,492 --> 00:19:02,427 One of these days, yeah 290 00:19:19,552 --> 00:19:21,713 If you were a fuckin' man, you'd fuck me here! 291 00:19:21,791 --> 00:19:24,853 I said if you were a fuckin' man, you'd fuck me here, right here, now! 292 00:19:36,953 --> 00:19:38,386 Fuckers. 293 00:19:41,995 --> 00:19:44,089 Hey, wasn't she with you? 294 00:19:44,166 --> 00:19:46,728 - Who? - Um, Sandy. 295 00:19:48,141 --> 00:19:49,404 Last week, dude. 296 00:19:49,477 --> 00:19:53,576 We hung out, but nobody's anybody's. Anyway, I got my eye on Trish. 297 00:19:53,652 --> 00:19:55,883 Hey, where is Trish? I have to talk to her. 298 00:19:55,958 --> 00:19:58,152 She's setting up for the after party for the band. 299 00:19:58,227 --> 00:20:00,458 Hey, isn't Trish, like, 30-somethin'? 300 00:20:00,532 --> 00:20:02,796 Yeah, dude. She's fuckin' smart as hell too. 301 00:20:02,869 --> 00:20:05,134 I can listen to her talk for, like, hours. 302 00:20:05,207 --> 00:20:08,201 Yeah. That's good for you 'cause all she ever does is talk. 303 00:20:16,061 --> 00:20:18,793 I see Stevo is getting along tonight. 304 00:20:20,036 --> 00:20:21,469 I gotta do somethin'. 305 00:20:43,081 --> 00:20:45,517 So, Mark, how are you doin', old man? 306 00:20:46,589 --> 00:20:49,115 Fuck! 307 00:20:49,192 --> 00:20:50,683 I'm not old, motherfucker. 308 00:20:50,763 --> 00:20:54,428 Oh, no. I just... You know, I mean, you're older than anyone else here. 309 00:20:54,502 --> 00:20:56,836 It depends on how you look at it. 310 00:20:56,908 --> 00:20:59,002 I'm young in my heart... 311 00:20:59,080 --> 00:21:02,050 younger than any of these sad souls over there. 312 00:21:05,358 --> 00:21:07,920 You know, Bob... he's always looking for pain. 313 00:21:07,997 --> 00:21:10,295 That's why I don't understand you Americans. 314 00:21:10,368 --> 00:21:12,029 You're always looking for pain. 315 00:21:12,104 --> 00:21:15,440 Yeah, well, you know what? It pains me to hear you say that, Mark. 316 00:21:15,510 --> 00:21:17,536 It really does. 317 00:21:33,546 --> 00:21:35,206 Hold these. 318 00:21:35,281 --> 00:21:37,183 More pain you're looking for? 319 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:39,189 No, I have to go take care of something. 320 00:21:56,725 --> 00:21:58,351 - Hey, that's Bob! - What? 321 00:22:00,031 --> 00:22:02,729 Yeah, Bob! 322 00:23:05,125 --> 00:23:08,926 The police. What an untidy group of little fascists. 323 00:23:08,998 --> 00:23:11,263 What do you expect in a town of God? 324 00:23:11,336 --> 00:23:15,275 Mormons run the state, and that is the state of things, I'm afraid. 325 00:23:21,755 --> 00:23:23,189 Listen, poser. 326 00:23:23,260 --> 00:23:25,194 Let me just explain this to you. 327 00:23:25,263 --> 00:23:27,495 It was my instinct to react that way because you punched my friend. 328 00:23:27,568 --> 00:23:31,131 I'm the bouncer for the band. It's my job. 329 00:23:31,208 --> 00:23:33,144 Yes, but this is a punk show. 330 00:23:33,212 --> 00:23:35,374 And mayhem and punk shows... It's like peas and carrots. 331 00:23:35,450 --> 00:23:38,908 It's common for a guy to jump on stage, and then he jumps right off again. 332 00:23:38,989 --> 00:23:41,586 Look. I'm really sorry about the beating... 333 00:23:41,663 --> 00:23:43,598 and I hope the rest of your stay in America is more pleasant. 334 00:23:45,056 --> 00:23:47,619 - You're under arrest, son. - For selling pot? 335 00:23:47,697 --> 00:23:49,927 - It's harmless, you know. - No, the pot's fine. 336 00:23:50,000 --> 00:23:53,097 However, this shirt happens to be illegal in several states. 337 00:23:53,173 --> 00:23:56,770 I see. It should be a torn shirt, huh? 338 00:23:56,846 --> 00:24:00,306 With a picture of Ronald Reagan on it, maybe with a bullet hole in his head? 339 00:24:02,358 --> 00:24:05,523 - That would be more punk? - Yeah. You're a good man, Mark. 340 00:24:05,596 --> 00:24:07,965 We need more men like you in America. 341 00:24:08,037 --> 00:24:09,973 I rest easier now that you say this. 342 00:24:10,874 --> 00:24:12,307 - Eddie. - Bobby. 343 00:24:12,378 --> 00:24:14,506 - Hey. Fuck you, man. - Hey. 344 00:24:14,583 --> 00:24:16,519 - Hey, you're that singer dude. - Hey. 345 00:24:16,587 --> 00:24:20,754 - So, what did you think? Good show? - I'll never play this town again, mate. 346 00:24:20,830 --> 00:24:23,265 It's too tame for you British types? 347 00:24:23,333 --> 00:24:26,032 - No, it's too bleedin' violent. - Thank you. 348 00:24:26,107 --> 00:24:28,669 Come with me. I've got something to show you. 349 00:24:33,822 --> 00:24:35,983 So here's this band. 350 00:24:36,059 --> 00:24:39,623 E.C.P., Extreme Corporal Punishment. 351 00:24:39,700 --> 00:24:42,728 One of the toughest, most hard-core bands in the U.K. 352 00:24:42,806 --> 00:24:46,768 Good band as well. They come to Salt Lake City. They think it's too tough. 353 00:24:46,847 --> 00:24:51,220 An 18-year-old punk beat the shit out of their bouncer. I rest my case on this. 354 00:24:51,290 --> 00:24:54,227 In a country of lost souls... 355 00:24:54,296 --> 00:24:56,232 rebellion comes hard... 356 00:24:56,301 --> 00:24:59,203 but in a religiously oppressive city... 357 00:24:59,273 --> 00:25:03,212 which half its population isn't even of that religion... 358 00:25:03,282 --> 00:25:05,946 it comes like fire. 359 00:25:15,139 --> 00:25:16,799 You're here to visit? 360 00:25:16,875 --> 00:25:20,440 Yes. I think we're all excited to see how he's doing. 361 00:25:20,516 --> 00:25:23,008 Have you seen The Exorcist? 362 00:25:23,087 --> 00:25:25,318 - Yeah. - Did you like it? 363 00:25:26,394 --> 00:25:28,920 Yeah. Is this dangerous? 364 00:25:29,000 --> 00:25:30,935 Not clinically. 365 00:25:32,873 --> 00:25:35,171 What does that mean? 366 00:25:39,954 --> 00:25:42,116 - Jesus! - Hey, Bob. 367 00:25:42,191 --> 00:25:44,058 Are you alive? 368 00:25:44,130 --> 00:25:47,295 I want a cigarette, man. 369 00:25:47,369 --> 00:25:48,802 I want to get out of here. 370 00:25:48,872 --> 00:25:50,567 Listen, buddy. We've got good news. 371 00:25:50,642 --> 00:25:52,907 They say today's gonna be your last day. 372 00:25:52,980 --> 00:25:54,710 - Today? - Today. 373 00:25:54,784 --> 00:25:59,156 Thank God! These doctors can kiss my ass! 374 00:25:59,226 --> 00:26:01,491 Knock it off, tough guy, or I'll give you another shot. 375 00:26:01,565 --> 00:26:03,898 That woman fucking hates me, man. 376 00:26:03,968 --> 00:26:05,493 What's with the tape? 377 00:26:05,573 --> 00:26:08,544 Don't tell me you're going poser on me, you big loser. 378 00:26:08,461 --> 00:26:12,902 No, dude. I'm going crazy, man. How long have I been in here? 379 00:26:12,970 --> 00:26:15,531 - Three weeks. - Oh, my God! 380 00:26:15,607 --> 00:26:18,636 - Anyone come visit you? - No, no. Just you. Just you guys. 381 00:26:18,714 --> 00:26:22,585 You did. I've been quarantined, man. They named a disease after me. 382 00:26:22,656 --> 00:26:25,594 - You are a disease. - Uh, what about your father, Bob? 383 00:26:25,662 --> 00:26:29,567 - What about my father? - I just thought... He didn't... 384 00:26:29,636 --> 00:26:34,509 Oh, no. He didn't come. He's drunk, you know. 385 00:26:34,581 --> 00:26:36,640 But I'm free, huh? I'm free. 386 00:26:39,991 --> 00:26:41,824 You know, I loved the guy. 387 00:26:41,895 --> 00:26:44,456 Now the fall of hate could really get started. 388 00:26:44,534 --> 00:26:47,369 The first order of business, we threw a party at our apartment. 389 00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:50,434 This is, like, the first party of the fall, right? 390 00:26:50,513 --> 00:26:52,983 The whole tribe's here. Everyone's in the house. 391 00:26:53,051 --> 00:26:54,484 Let me make introductions. 392 00:26:54,554 --> 00:26:56,649 You remember Bob, of course. He's... 393 00:26:56,727 --> 00:26:58,663 Hey, stop fuckin' with that stereo! 394 00:26:58,731 --> 00:27:01,667 He's also one of the hosts. It's his fucking stereo. 395 00:27:01,736 --> 00:27:05,004 And this... Oh, my God. This is Trish. 396 00:27:05,076 --> 00:27:07,271 She's, like, a Bohemian queen. 397 00:27:07,347 --> 00:27:10,911 She is the goddess of the scene. Everybody really wants her. 398 00:27:10,988 --> 00:27:12,752 Hey, come on. Let's keep going. 399 00:27:12,825 --> 00:27:16,457 Now stay close 'cause I don't know everyone here. 400 00:27:16,533 --> 00:27:18,525 There's a lot of posers. 401 00:27:18,603 --> 00:27:22,304 Oh, this kid, though. This kid, he's not a fuckin' poser. 402 00:27:22,378 --> 00:27:25,543 He's not a poser. He looks like a total nerd, right? 403 00:27:25,618 --> 00:27:28,111 This guy looks like a geek, but his name's Mike. 404 00:27:28,189 --> 00:27:30,523 He's one of the most hard-core guys in the scene. 405 00:27:30,596 --> 00:27:32,998 Well, watch what happens. Stay where you are. I'll be right back. 406 00:27:33,067 --> 00:27:35,093 This is great. It's my favorite part. 407 00:27:41,016 --> 00:27:44,854 You see what I mean? Punk rock! 408 00:27:44,925 --> 00:27:47,292 It's punk rock! 409 00:27:47,362 --> 00:27:50,162 The party's in full swing. Let's continue. 410 00:27:52,573 --> 00:27:55,636 Hey, Mark, how's it rollin'? 411 00:27:55,712 --> 00:27:57,648 Rolling fine. 412 00:27:58,753 --> 00:28:01,657 - Here. It's on me. - For me? 413 00:28:01,726 --> 00:28:04,856 But be careful. That stuff can make you stupid. 414 00:28:04,931 --> 00:28:06,958 Fuck you! 415 00:28:07,037 --> 00:28:09,700 More stupid than you already are. 416 00:28:09,774 --> 00:28:14,215 Hey, this is Mark. Now, Mark is not a punk rocker. 417 00:28:14,284 --> 00:28:16,777 Why, he's nothing, really. He's not even a peer. 418 00:28:16,856 --> 00:28:18,792 But everybody knew him, and all the tribes love him... 419 00:28:18,860 --> 00:28:21,193 because he always had pot and acid. 420 00:28:20,879 --> 00:28:24,911 What this crazy foreign fuck was doing behind this Iron Curtain, I had no idea. 421 00:28:24,989 --> 00:28:27,015 I don't think anyone in Utah really knew... 422 00:28:27,093 --> 00:28:31,363 but we did know that he was rich, loaded with killer bud... 423 00:28:31,436 --> 00:28:34,431 and completely out of his fuckin' mind. 424 00:28:34,509 --> 00:28:38,608 Now, Mark was rich, but not because he was a pusher, which he really wasn't. 425 00:28:38,684 --> 00:28:40,345 He was independently wealthy. 426 00:28:40,421 --> 00:28:44,225 His whole family died in a plane crash over in Europe when he was five. 427 00:28:44,296 --> 00:28:47,666 The thing was, he liked to buy stuff and show it off. 428 00:28:47,737 --> 00:28:51,107 His bank account bulged from the insurance off the crash. 429 00:28:51,177 --> 00:28:53,774 So you'd have to sit through some bullshit if you wanted to score... 430 00:28:53,851 --> 00:28:56,252 because the one thing about Mark, he loved company. 431 00:28:56,321 --> 00:29:00,956 This looks like a silver record, but it's not a silver record. 432 00:29:01,034 --> 00:29:03,092 It's a laser disc. 433 00:29:03,170 --> 00:29:05,140 This one is a water bed. 434 00:29:05,207 --> 00:29:09,044 But it's not a normal water bed, because a normal one goes like this. 435 00:29:09,116 --> 00:29:13,648 Lots of waves. Funny thing is, this one doesn't have any waves. 436 00:29:14,861 --> 00:29:19,268 Well, why didn't you just buy a normal mattress... 437 00:29:19,338 --> 00:29:21,274 that doesn't have waves? 438 00:29:22,814 --> 00:29:24,907 This one doesn't have waves. 439 00:29:24,982 --> 00:29:28,980 See, it also comes in silver, but I bought black because it looks cooler. 440 00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:31,118 - Yeah, but... - This is the masterpiece. 441 00:29:31,197 --> 00:29:34,031 It has one, two, three, four, five, six, seven... 442 00:29:34,104 --> 00:29:36,665 Seven settings for optimum comfort... 443 00:29:36,741 --> 00:29:39,474 all of which I will gladly show you now. 444 00:29:39,548 --> 00:29:41,449 It has this projector in the back. 445 00:29:41,519 --> 00:29:44,490 Five thousand bucks. I mean, you can buy a fucking car for that. 446 00:29:44,558 --> 00:29:46,962 This thing here has a little platinum thing. 447 00:29:47,031 --> 00:29:48,497 There's a movie on there. 448 00:29:48,567 --> 00:29:52,131 And so it never, never ever gets dirty. 449 00:29:52,207 --> 00:29:55,476 I never buy records. I only buy CDs 'cause they sound much better. 450 00:29:55,549 --> 00:29:58,383 - That's great. - Hey, there's more. 451 00:29:58,455 --> 00:30:00,116 - A lot more? - Much more! 452 00:30:01,295 --> 00:30:02,057 Wake up. 453 00:30:02,130 --> 00:30:05,067 It was a character flaw, sure, but we all have those. 454 00:30:05,136 --> 00:30:07,697 This part didn't concern me. The main problem with Mark... 455 00:30:07,774 --> 00:30:10,975 was that he was intimidating, and he had a tendency to snap. 456 00:30:11,049 --> 00:30:12,985 He was always afraid of getting ripped off... 457 00:30:13,053 --> 00:30:15,683 yet at the same time, he ripped things off without shame or guilt. 458 00:30:15,759 --> 00:30:17,592 Chaos in man, although hopeful... 459 00:30:17,663 --> 00:30:21,296 could also be, you know, a little tiresome. 460 00:30:21,371 --> 00:30:24,399 I had two bags of grass in this kitchen. 461 00:30:24,477 --> 00:30:26,880 They are always trying to stiff me, you know? 462 00:30:26,950 --> 00:30:29,009 - Who is? - Who? 463 00:30:29,087 --> 00:30:32,719 Who? Everybody. 464 00:30:32,795 --> 00:30:35,392 You know I give to everybody, Stevo. You know that. 465 00:30:35,326 --> 00:30:38,787 And they just go ahead and try to take whatever they want. 466 00:30:40,436 --> 00:30:42,372 It makes me want to kill... 467 00:30:44,145 --> 00:30:46,844 which I've done in the past, believe me. 468 00:30:46,918 --> 00:30:48,888 I'm not saying it makes me a man or anything. 469 00:30:48,956 --> 00:30:52,224 I'm just passing on the information. 470 00:30:52,296 --> 00:30:54,390 When did you kill? 471 00:30:54,468 --> 00:30:56,699 In Miami I shot two men. 472 00:30:56,772 --> 00:30:59,402 Why do you think I'm here? 'Cause I love this place? 473 00:30:59,478 --> 00:31:01,413 Salt Lake Shitty? 474 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:06,716 They tried to rob me, so I shot them in the head. 475 00:31:08,498 --> 00:31:12,404 You have to put at least one bullet in the head just to make sure. 476 00:31:14,978 --> 00:31:17,244 Get out of here. Come on. 477 00:31:17,317 --> 00:31:20,117 You didn't kill anybody. Fuck you. 478 00:31:20,191 --> 00:31:22,251 You don't believe me, huh? 479 00:31:24,366 --> 00:31:25,799 Well... 480 00:31:28,139 --> 00:31:30,200 - Hey. - With this. 481 00:31:30,278 --> 00:31:32,247 You want to be a cowboy, I show you cowboy. 482 00:31:32,316 --> 00:31:34,651 Come on. Just put that thing away. I hate those things. 483 00:31:34,723 --> 00:31:38,160 Put it away. I get the joke. Now put it away. 484 00:31:38,229 --> 00:31:41,168 When I was a kid, my family died in a crash. 485 00:31:44,509 --> 00:31:46,637 - I know. - You know? 486 00:31:49,420 --> 00:31:52,585 My mother told us to buckle up because things were going to get bumpy... 487 00:31:52,660 --> 00:31:54,186 so I did. 488 00:31:54,265 --> 00:31:56,200 I looked at her, and she smiled. 489 00:31:56,269 --> 00:31:59,970 And then like this, boom, the plane was going down. 490 00:32:00,043 --> 00:32:04,176 My dad was next to the pilot, and he told us not to worry. 491 00:32:04,252 --> 00:32:08,590 But, hey, even at five I knew we had trouble because the pilot was crying. 492 00:32:09,764 --> 00:32:13,727 So I looked at my sister. She was like, "Oh, man. We're getting close. " 493 00:32:13,806 --> 00:32:18,008 So I looked at my mom again, and she smiled at me again... 494 00:32:18,083 --> 00:32:20,278 and so this time I smiled. 495 00:32:20,354 --> 00:32:22,516 And then we hit the ground... 496 00:32:22,591 --> 00:32:25,323 and something came through that plane... 497 00:32:25,398 --> 00:32:27,800 and cut my mother's head off. 498 00:32:27,870 --> 00:32:32,972 So now this head was flying straight at me... 499 00:32:33,048 --> 00:32:35,883 and she never took her eyes off of me. 500 00:32:35,955 --> 00:32:38,254 That's when I passed out. 501 00:32:38,326 --> 00:32:43,234 And when I woke up, my family was all around me in pieces. 502 00:32:43,305 --> 00:32:46,242 I saw my mother's arm, my sister's leg... 503 00:32:46,311 --> 00:32:48,872 my brother's head... 504 00:32:48,949 --> 00:32:51,010 but I couldn't find my father. 505 00:32:51,087 --> 00:32:53,023 I wanted to, though... 506 00:32:53,091 --> 00:32:56,029 'cause I was going to kick his fuckin' dead body. 507 00:32:57,902 --> 00:32:59,837 'Cause he lied. 508 00:33:00,883 --> 00:33:04,118 You know what I'm trying to tell you, Stevo? 509 00:33:04,191 --> 00:33:08,597 It's so easy, so easy to get it taken away from you. 510 00:33:08,666 --> 00:33:12,161 And they try... every chance they get, they try. 511 00:33:18,254 --> 00:33:20,190 It's bad. 512 00:33:21,696 --> 00:33:23,631 I mean, it's really bad. 513 00:33:26,473 --> 00:33:28,408 Do you trust Bob? 514 00:33:30,315 --> 00:33:33,379 Bob? Yeah. 515 00:33:39,168 --> 00:33:41,799 I think he might have taken my stuff. 516 00:33:44,981 --> 00:33:47,280 Well, he's asleep. 517 00:33:47,353 --> 00:33:49,447 What about when we were upstairs? 518 00:33:49,524 --> 00:33:51,460 He could have taken it then. 519 00:33:52,798 --> 00:33:55,200 Right. Well, I don't think so. 520 00:33:55,270 --> 00:33:57,465 I mean, it's not like Bob. He's not a thief. 521 00:33:57,540 --> 00:34:00,741 How do you know? You know what? I think we should ask him. 522 00:34:00,815 --> 00:34:02,751 No. Hey, Mark. Wait. 523 00:34:02,820 --> 00:34:05,154 Hey, Mark. Come on. Just chill out, man. 524 00:34:05,224 --> 00:34:07,421 - Oh, Jesus. Hey, wake up. - Hey, you! 525 00:34:07,497 --> 00:34:09,831 Get up. You have my shit! 526 00:34:09,902 --> 00:34:12,600 Put that shit away before I kick your ass, man. 527 00:34:14,078 --> 00:34:15,772 Are you all right? 528 00:34:15,848 --> 00:34:18,217 Get off my back! I don't want to hurt you! 529 00:34:18,286 --> 00:34:20,347 Come here! 530 00:34:20,426 --> 00:34:22,361 - What? What? - Come on. Empty your pockets. 531 00:34:22,429 --> 00:34:26,267 - This is fucking uncool, Mark! - We'll see about cool in a minute. 532 00:34:26,338 --> 00:34:29,366 All right. See, he doesn't have anything. I told you. 533 00:34:29,444 --> 00:34:32,882 - Shut up! Man! - That's it, dude. 534 00:34:43,142 --> 00:34:44,574 I'm sorry. 535 00:34:46,683 --> 00:34:50,178 - You're sorry? - Yeah, I just thought you had my shit. 536 00:34:50,256 --> 00:34:51,689 Well, fuck you, man! 537 00:34:51,760 --> 00:34:54,254 Hey, don't say that, fuck you. I said I'm sorry. 538 00:34:54,332 --> 00:34:56,597 - No, fuck you! - I said sorry! 539 00:34:56,671 --> 00:34:59,302 - Come on, Bob. You're like my brother. - No. Get away. 540 00:34:59,377 --> 00:35:02,314 - All right. I'm not mad. Yeah. - You're my friend, huh? 541 00:35:02,382 --> 00:35:05,082 - Give me a kiss. - All right. 542 00:35:05,157 --> 00:35:07,092 Here you go. 543 00:35:07,159 --> 00:35:09,495 Hey, did I scare you? 544 00:35:09,566 --> 00:35:11,502 It didn't scare me. 545 00:35:11,571 --> 00:35:13,905 It was a joke, you know. 546 00:35:13,976 --> 00:35:16,070 - That's funny. - Yeah. Okay. 547 00:35:16,147 --> 00:35:18,709 - Good one, buddy. - Okay. 548 00:35:18,784 --> 00:35:21,654 - You shot the couch. - You know what? I buy a new one. 549 00:35:21,726 --> 00:35:27,068 - Oh, there you go. - I say we go out and steal a car, huh? 550 00:35:27,137 --> 00:35:29,231 - All right. - Okay? Let's go. 551 00:35:29,309 --> 00:35:31,780 Punk rock. Maybe you should just leave the gun, though. 552 00:35:31,924 --> 00:35:36,262 So Mark and Bob made up 'cause that's just how Mark was. 553 00:35:36,333 --> 00:35:38,997 What could you do? Later he stole a car. 554 00:35:39,072 --> 00:35:43,069 Not that he needed a car. He already had, like, three cars. 555 00:35:43,148 --> 00:35:45,084 But I guess fun is fun. 556 00:35:45,152 --> 00:35:47,783 We drove around for a while, got stoned... me and Mark. 557 00:35:47,859 --> 00:35:49,623 Bob just drank beers. 558 00:35:49,695 --> 00:35:53,999 We talked and listened to Mark's nonsense theories about everything. 559 00:35:54,072 --> 00:35:57,842 You know what the funny thing is about Ronald Reagan? 560 00:35:57,913 --> 00:36:02,445 Actually, it's not that funny because the poor guy has only one testicle left. 561 00:36:02,523 --> 00:36:05,154 - No shit. - It's true. I saw a picture once. 562 00:36:06,399 --> 00:36:09,599 - Fuck, dude! - That explains a lot. 563 00:36:09,672 --> 00:36:11,105 Ronnie. 564 00:36:12,679 --> 00:36:17,051 The world has no way to clean itself. That's why there is so much dust. 565 00:36:17,121 --> 00:36:22,361 There is this underground road, and it leads from Texas to D.C. 566 00:36:22,433 --> 00:36:26,840 You know what? They smuggle UFOs through there. 567 00:36:26,909 --> 00:36:28,844 It's a bad thing. 568 00:36:28,914 --> 00:36:31,385 Unidentified flying objects? 569 00:36:31,453 --> 00:36:35,119 Did you know that dolphins are man-evolved? 570 00:36:35,193 --> 00:36:37,164 Did you know that? 571 00:36:37,233 --> 00:36:40,032 I saw once a half-dolphin, half-man in Greece. 572 00:36:40,105 --> 00:36:44,011 And as the night closed, Mark decided to dump the stolen car. 573 00:36:44,081 --> 00:36:46,107 You know, evidence. 574 00:36:49,192 --> 00:36:50,625 Sink. 575 00:36:55,538 --> 00:36:58,268 Sink, you fool! 576 00:36:58,343 --> 00:37:00,142 Hey, why won't she sink? 577 00:37:00,216 --> 00:37:03,585 Well, it's 'cause it's the Great Salt Lake. 578 00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:06,787 - And? - Yeah, dude. There's salt in it. 579 00:37:06,864 --> 00:37:08,958 It's, like, the saltiest lake in the world. 580 00:37:09,036 --> 00:37:12,976 - It makes things buoyant, you know? - Buoyant. It floats. 581 00:37:13,044 --> 00:37:14,980 You've gotta be kidding me. 582 00:37:17,585 --> 00:37:19,020 Sink, you fool! 583 00:37:19,091 --> 00:37:23,155 You fuckin' stupid bastard lake! Sink! 584 00:37:25,438 --> 00:37:28,340 - What are you trying to do to me? - All right. Okay. No, no, no. 585 00:37:28,410 --> 00:37:31,508 - That's okay. Let's go home. - Guys! 586 00:37:31,584 --> 00:37:33,882 I'm not done with you! 587 00:37:36,729 --> 00:37:40,167 But when all was said and done, Mark was an okay guy... 588 00:37:40,236 --> 00:37:43,334 and an evening with him was proof of anarchy. 589 00:37:44,746 --> 00:37:48,378 So we accepted him, and he came to our parties. 590 00:37:48,453 --> 00:37:51,516 Hey, I'll catch you later, all right? 591 00:37:51,594 --> 00:37:53,587 Not if I see you first. 592 00:37:53,664 --> 00:37:56,533 - I know what you're talking about. - Excuse me. Can I get through? 593 00:37:56,605 --> 00:37:59,668 - Hey, Jen! - Oh, I love your house. 594 00:37:59,268 --> 00:38:01,567 Thank you. Hey, lookit, Jennifer. Lookit. 595 00:38:01,640 --> 00:38:04,476 This is Jennifer. She's 17. She looks a lot older. 596 00:38:04,547 --> 00:38:07,176 She looks older 'cause this lifestyle really hardens you. 597 00:38:07,251 --> 00:38:09,689 It takes the piss out of you. And she's got this brother... 598 00:38:09,759 --> 00:38:12,959 Easy over there! She's got this brother named Chris. 599 00:38:13,032 --> 00:38:15,867 He's this death rock punk guy, and he's, like... 600 00:38:15,940 --> 00:38:19,343 I don't know why I'm telling you about him 'cause you'll meet him later. 601 00:38:19,414 --> 00:38:23,047 Now this girl... absolutely beautiful, sweet as pie... 602 00:38:23,123 --> 00:38:26,118 is the greatest child God ever put on this earth... 603 00:38:26,197 --> 00:38:29,466 but you do not wanna mess with her when she hasn't had her medication... 604 00:38:29,538 --> 00:38:31,131 in a dark, deserted alley. 605 00:38:31,209 --> 00:38:33,873 She will, I repeat, she will rip your head off. 606 00:38:33,947 --> 00:38:36,007 This girl is a carnivore. 607 00:38:36,085 --> 00:38:39,787 Look. Carnivore. Be careful. 608 00:38:39,863 --> 00:38:42,333 Who else can I introduce you to? 609 00:38:42,401 --> 00:38:44,930 - Unbelievable! - Oh, yeah, baby. 610 00:38:47,612 --> 00:38:50,949 This is Sandy. Oh, my God, Sandy. I like Sandy. 611 00:38:51,021 --> 00:38:54,460 Now, Sandy has nothing to do with anarchy in general. 612 00:38:54,530 --> 00:38:57,731 She's just a beautiful, wonderful, funny, witty... 613 00:38:57,804 --> 00:39:01,538 loving, sexy, tough-as-nails, a little weird girl... 614 00:39:01,612 --> 00:39:03,639 and I absolutely adore her. 615 00:39:03,717 --> 00:39:05,550 I like Sandy a lot. 616 00:39:05,621 --> 00:39:08,560 This is John the mod. Now, mods aren't punks. 617 00:39:08,628 --> 00:39:11,393 We get in a lot of spats with mods, actually, but he's okay. 618 00:39:11,469 --> 00:39:15,671 He's one of those kind of guys goes in between the tribes freely. 619 00:39:15,746 --> 00:39:17,874 Like a diplomat. 620 00:39:17,951 --> 00:39:22,016 - Gandhi! - He always brings gifts. 621 00:39:22,092 --> 00:39:25,553 - Where'd you get the beer? - Wyoming. Where else? 622 00:39:25,634 --> 00:39:29,129 This actually needs some explanation. Beers in supermarkets in Utah is weak. 623 00:39:29,208 --> 00:39:31,840 Three points instead of the normal six points of alcohol. 624 00:39:31,916 --> 00:39:34,512 It's the religious influence, and it's a pain in the ass. 625 00:39:34,588 --> 00:39:37,320 To me, it makes no sense. If you've got alcohol, you've got alcohol. 626 00:39:37,394 --> 00:39:39,331 So why three instead of six? 627 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:42,463 You know a drunk's just gonna drink twice as many beers to get drunk. 628 00:39:42,540 --> 00:39:44,476 So not only do you have a drunk on your hands... 629 00:39:44,546 --> 00:39:47,016 but you got a drunk who's fat and gross. 630 00:39:47,083 --> 00:39:50,544 There's nothing worse. So if you want real beer, you have two choices: 631 00:39:50,625 --> 00:39:52,058 A, the state-run liquor store. 632 00:39:52,129 --> 00:39:54,566 You see, you can buy regular beer here. 633 00:39:54,635 --> 00:39:56,900 There are all of three stores in Salt Lake City to buy it. 634 00:39:56,973 --> 00:39:59,500 And their hours suck. Oppression. 635 00:39:59,580 --> 00:40:04,078 Also, these were the only places to buy any alcohol outside of private clubs. 636 00:40:04,388 --> 00:40:07,327 Who can afford those, except for guys like my dad? 637 00:40:07,396 --> 00:40:09,865 Don't. Quit it. Stop. Knock it off. Come on. Don't do that. 638 00:40:09,934 --> 00:40:13,135 So what do they call you? Do you have a nickname? 639 00:40:13,209 --> 00:40:15,908 - Ah, they do. Yeah. - TLM? 640 00:40:15,981 --> 00:40:19,249 - The long man? - Third leg material? 641 00:40:19,322 --> 00:40:21,792 You could get whiskey, gin, wine. 642 00:40:21,860 --> 00:40:24,458 Here's where they kept it. And here's the worst part. 643 00:40:24,534 --> 00:40:25,797 IDs, boys. 644 00:40:27,405 --> 00:40:30,708 See, this teller is not just a teller. 645 00:40:30,781 --> 00:40:33,080 He's a cop. This guy right there, he's a fucking cop. 646 00:40:33,153 --> 00:40:37,025 So we buy a beer, and this guy's callin' a squad car to follow us home. 647 00:40:37,096 --> 00:40:40,865 'Cause one look at us, and he knows, "Gosh, those guys are gonna be trouble. " 648 00:40:41,940 --> 00:40:44,409 Now, Bob and I may not be innocent... 649 00:40:44,477 --> 00:40:47,780 but we are usually pretty law-abiding, usually. 650 00:40:47,852 --> 00:40:51,052 On this occasion, we had done absolutely nothing wrong. 651 00:40:51,127 --> 00:40:54,099 We looked suspicious, yes, but in all the years of pre-law... 652 00:40:54,167 --> 00:40:56,397 I uncovered a lot of contradictions in the system... 653 00:40:56,471 --> 00:40:59,706 but I had found nothing that told me looking suspicious... 654 00:40:59,780 --> 00:41:01,213 was a crime in and of itself. 655 00:41:01,282 --> 00:41:03,752 Come on. Just give me a shot. 656 00:41:03,821 --> 00:41:06,850 - Okay? - There you go! Come on. 657 00:41:17,585 --> 00:41:21,548 But this was not about the law. This was about rednecks. 658 00:41:21,628 --> 00:41:23,564 So the battle continued. Who's to blame 'em? 659 00:41:23,633 --> 00:41:26,001 The cops were rednecks, our mortal enemies... 660 00:41:26,071 --> 00:41:28,565 worse than mods, rockers or posers. 661 00:41:28,645 --> 00:41:30,704 So we took our beatings when we could. 662 00:41:30,782 --> 00:41:34,313 But in this complex world of fascism that was Utah state policy... 663 00:41:34,391 --> 00:41:37,329 we had only one choice if we wanted real beer. 664 00:41:37,397 --> 00:41:39,333 Choice B, Wyoming. 665 00:41:50,327 --> 00:41:52,421 The state line was one hour and one half... 666 00:41:52,497 --> 00:41:54,432 a short ride to Evingston, Wyoming... 667 00:41:54,501 --> 00:41:56,438 where you could get booze like a free man... 668 00:41:56,506 --> 00:41:59,502 like boozers used to go to Canada for the poison during Prohibition. 669 00:41:59,580 --> 00:42:02,176 So we rode that morning before the party with Eddie. 670 00:42:02,252 --> 00:42:05,248 Eddie wasn't an anarchist. He wasn't really even a punk. 671 00:42:05,326 --> 00:42:07,261 Eddie was into women. 672 00:42:08,166 --> 00:42:10,931 But not in a macho, jerky kind of way. He was a true romantic. 673 00:42:11,005 --> 00:42:15,343 He had his ass beat several times for being gay, which he was not. 674 00:42:15,415 --> 00:42:17,852 Imagine. Fag-bashed without the benefits. 675 00:42:17,921 --> 00:42:21,053 I couldn't give a shit what the rednecks in this town think about me. 676 00:42:21,129 --> 00:42:25,729 I know I'm not gay. Ladies know I'm not. I have no problem with gay guys. 677 00:42:25,806 --> 00:42:29,266 As a matter of fact, they are some of the coolest guys I know. 678 00:42:29,347 --> 00:42:31,441 The only reason half these guys start shit... 679 00:42:31,519 --> 00:42:33,751 it's not because they wanna fight me. 680 00:42:33,824 --> 00:42:35,816 It's 'cause they wanna fuck me. 681 00:42:35,895 --> 00:42:37,055 I don't know, man. 682 00:42:36,544 --> 00:42:39,880 If somebody called me somethin' that I wasn't, I could see getting mad. 683 00:42:39,952 --> 00:42:43,120 The problem with somebody giving you shit about being gay... 684 00:42:43,194 --> 00:42:46,964 it's not that they're wrong about you, it's that they're giving you shit. 685 00:42:47,036 --> 00:42:49,906 - Get it? - So do you like this music, man? 686 00:42:49,978 --> 00:42:51,970 Yeah. It rocks. 687 00:42:52,048 --> 00:42:55,615 - I think it's for posers. - Well, I think you're a fag. 688 00:42:55,691 --> 00:42:58,754 - Fuck you. - Fuck yourself. You'll get more pussy. 689 00:43:01,305 --> 00:43:04,436 If looking the way we did in Utah was unusual... 690 00:43:04,512 --> 00:43:07,451 in Wyoming, affectionately called the Cowboy State... 691 00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:10,788 we were fucking aliens. 692 00:43:42,805 --> 00:43:45,241 What the hell are you? 693 00:43:46,849 --> 00:43:50,151 We come from the east in search of the Messiah. 694 00:43:50,223 --> 00:43:51,988 We followed that big star. 695 00:43:52,061 --> 00:43:54,727 Yeah, we bring gold and frankincense. 696 00:43:54,802 --> 00:43:56,738 - Myrrh. - Myrrh. 697 00:43:56,806 --> 00:43:59,870 - You do what? - Followed the star. 698 00:44:00,784 --> 00:44:04,848 Oh, my God. Who let you boys out of the state institute? 699 00:44:04,925 --> 00:44:07,191 We'd better get you boys back in the hospital. 700 00:44:07,264 --> 00:44:08,698 No. It's all right, man. 701 00:44:08,768 --> 00:44:12,608 We're from England. 702 00:44:12,677 --> 00:44:14,647 - England? - Yeah. 703 00:44:14,715 --> 00:44:19,385 That's right. That's probably why we seem so weird to you, man. 704 00:44:19,460 --> 00:44:21,488 England, huh? 705 00:44:22,569 --> 00:44:24,903 Well, that explains it, I guess. 706 00:44:24,973 --> 00:44:30,576 You boys enjoying your stay here in the good ol' U.S. Of A.? 707 00:44:30,654 --> 00:44:32,590 Sure thing. It's a great land. 708 00:44:32,659 --> 00:44:35,860 - What the hell is that? - It's all right, Mother. 709 00:44:35,932 --> 00:44:37,993 They're from England. 710 00:44:38,072 --> 00:44:40,942 Oh, that figures, don't it? 711 00:44:41,013 --> 00:44:43,779 What the hell did they do to your hair? 712 00:44:43,853 --> 00:44:46,485 My God, you look like a gol-durned Indian! 713 00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,794 It was a medical experiment, but he's gonna be okay. 714 00:44:49,868 --> 00:44:52,339 You poor boy. 715 00:44:52,408 --> 00:44:54,844 That's how come there's so many floods and earthquakes. 716 00:44:54,913 --> 00:44:56,884 There is a curse on the land. 717 00:44:56,951 --> 00:44:58,979 - The end is at hand. - That's so true. 718 00:44:59,057 --> 00:45:03,830 Excuse me, ma'am, but there have been floods and earthquakes... 719 00:45:03,902 --> 00:45:05,929 since the beginning of time, dude. 720 00:45:06,007 --> 00:45:10,038 That is so, but never have so many of Satan's followers... 721 00:45:10,116 --> 00:45:12,451 been amassed on the Earth as there are now. 722 00:45:12,522 --> 00:45:14,493 And the Scripture states clearly... 723 00:45:14,561 --> 00:45:17,054 that Satan's followers will be in the majority... 724 00:45:17,133 --> 00:45:20,003 and then God will raise His head... 725 00:45:19,684 --> 00:45:21,916 and fire will spew from His snout... 726 00:45:21,990 --> 00:45:24,655 and vengeance will burn in His eyes. 727 00:45:24,731 --> 00:45:28,262 You have not seen such fury like the wrath of God. 728 00:45:28,340 --> 00:45:32,008 So you guys have lots of devil worshipers around these parts? 729 00:45:32,082 --> 00:45:34,018 Oh, more than ever. They bear the mark. 730 00:45:34,087 --> 00:45:36,719 - Amen. - Well, what about World War II? 731 00:45:36,793 --> 00:45:40,859 The Nazis were as good as Satan's army, and the world didn't end then. 732 00:45:40,938 --> 00:45:43,274 Yeah, dude. What about the Nazis? 733 00:45:43,345 --> 00:45:46,579 I don't see Nazis as devil worshipers. 734 00:45:46,653 --> 00:45:48,052 Oh, you don't? 735 00:45:48,123 --> 00:45:51,221 I see 'em more like a gathering of people. 736 00:45:51,297 --> 00:45:53,792 What? What did... 737 00:45:53,871 --> 00:45:57,072 What's this about a mark? You guys said something about a mark. 738 00:45:57,145 --> 00:45:58,807 666. 739 00:45:58,883 --> 00:46:00,854 The mark will be on all of them. 740 00:46:00,922 --> 00:46:04,761 - The mark. Father! - Oh, my God! 741 00:46:04,832 --> 00:46:06,826 - I fear you, Father! - Oh, my God! 742 00:46:06,904 --> 00:46:09,467 - My padre! - Oh, my God! 743 00:46:13,788 --> 00:46:15,121 Oh, shit! 744 00:46:15,192 --> 00:46:17,629 - Go, go, go! - Told you those boys were trouble. 745 00:46:17,698 --> 00:46:20,169 Oh, shit! 746 00:46:29,093 --> 00:46:31,996 The Wyoming folk... Well, they were okay, I guess. 747 00:46:32,068 --> 00:46:34,061 Just confused like the rest of us. 748 00:46:34,140 --> 00:46:38,480 But Nazis always pissed us off. There were a few Nazi punks in town. 749 00:46:38,552 --> 00:46:43,155 I don't know what these guys wanted. They had the shaved heads and arm bands. 750 00:46:43,231 --> 00:46:45,496 Rebellion is one thing. That I understood. 751 00:46:45,569 --> 00:46:47,732 But there are some things that are just sacred. 752 00:46:47,809 --> 00:46:51,180 Not to mention that anarchy, a systemless society that I wanted... 753 00:46:51,249 --> 00:46:55,625 no government, no rules... that was the complete opposite of Nazi fascism. 754 00:46:55,695 --> 00:46:58,690 So we kicked the shit out of these kids every chance we could. 755 00:47:01,075 --> 00:47:03,011 And that was that. 756 00:47:05,120 --> 00:47:07,248 Hi, my name's Eddie. 757 00:47:09,430 --> 00:47:11,834 You exist in a world of dreams, Bob. 758 00:47:11,904 --> 00:47:15,537 You know, I was just sitting over there in that chair in the corner. 759 00:47:15,612 --> 00:47:17,913 I didn't really feel the particular urge to talk to anybody... 760 00:47:17,986 --> 00:47:19,579 and then I saw you walk in the room. 761 00:47:19,656 --> 00:47:21,684 You are like a treasure. 762 00:47:21,762 --> 00:47:23,699 I have found a treasure. 763 00:47:23,767 --> 00:47:28,175 Something came over me... this urge to come over here and talk to you. 764 00:47:28,245 --> 00:47:30,911 I am Aladdin, and this is my lamp. 765 00:47:31,013 --> 00:47:33,610 I wished for you, and here you are. 766 00:47:35,023 --> 00:47:37,185 You're like a poet, dude. 767 00:47:37,261 --> 00:47:40,028 No, it's you who are the poet. 768 00:47:40,102 --> 00:47:43,302 Your face is like Ginsberg... 769 00:47:43,377 --> 00:47:45,746 or Wilde or even Hawthorne. 770 00:47:45,818 --> 00:47:49,314 Great fucking party! Fuck, yeah! 771 00:47:49,393 --> 00:47:52,263 What are you? 772 00:47:52,333 --> 00:47:55,704 I'm an ant staring up at a human being. 773 00:47:55,775 --> 00:47:59,716 I wait with great intensity to be squashed by you. 774 00:48:02,294 --> 00:48:06,360 You want to... Who the fuck threw that? 775 00:48:06,437 --> 00:48:08,374 Great fuckin' party! 776 00:48:28,124 --> 00:48:32,659 The fight. What does it mean, and where does it come from? An essay. 777 00:48:32,737 --> 00:48:34,865 Homo sapiens. A man. 778 00:48:34,942 --> 00:48:37,037 He is alone in the universe. 779 00:48:37,115 --> 00:48:39,609 A punker. Still a man. 780 00:48:39,687 --> 00:48:41,624 He is alone in the universe. 781 00:48:41,692 --> 00:48:43,560 But he connects. How? 782 00:48:43,631 --> 00:48:45,760 They hit each other. Ooh! 783 00:48:45,836 --> 00:48:49,401 No clearer way to evaluate whether or not you're alive. 784 00:48:49,478 --> 00:48:52,348 Now, complications. 785 00:48:52,420 --> 00:48:55,986 A reason to fight: Somebody different. 786 00:48:56,062 --> 00:48:57,496 Difference creates dispute. 787 00:48:57,567 --> 00:49:00,328 Dispute is a reason to fight. 788 00:49:00,736 --> 00:49:04,761 Now, to fight is a reason to feel pain. Life is pain. 789 00:49:04,839 --> 00:49:07,272 So to fight, with reason... 790 00:49:07,342 --> 00:49:09,637 is to be alive with reason. 791 00:49:09,710 --> 00:49:13,611 Final analysis. To fight: A reason to live. 792 00:49:13,680 --> 00:49:16,407 Problems and contradictions: I am an anarchist. 793 00:49:16,482 --> 00:49:19,244 I believe that there should be no rules, only chaos. 794 00:49:19,318 --> 00:49:23,082 Fighting appears to be chaos, and when we slam in a pit at a show, it is. 795 00:49:23,155 --> 00:49:26,713 But when we fight for a reason, like rednecks, there is a system. 796 00:49:26,791 --> 00:49:29,816 We fight for what we stand for... chaos. But fighting is a structure. 797 00:49:29,894 --> 00:49:33,020 Fighting is to establish power, power is government... 798 00:49:33,096 --> 00:49:35,029 and government is not anarchy. 799 00:49:35,098 --> 00:49:37,394 Government is war, and war is fighting. 800 00:49:37,467 --> 00:49:39,728 The circle goes like this: Our redneck skirmishes... 801 00:49:39,801 --> 00:49:42,325 are cheaper versions of conventional warfare. 802 00:49:42,404 --> 00:49:44,336 War implies extreme government... 803 00:49:44,405 --> 00:49:48,272 because wars are fought to enforce rules or ideals, even freedom. 804 00:49:48,342 --> 00:49:50,308 But other people's ideals forced on someone else... 805 00:49:50,377 --> 00:49:53,310 even if it is something like freedom, is still a rule. 806 00:49:53,379 --> 00:49:55,368 Not anarchy. 807 00:49:55,446 --> 00:49:58,642 This contradiction was becoming clear to me in the fall of '85. 808 00:49:58,717 --> 00:50:01,308 Even as early as my first party, why did I love to fight? 809 00:50:00,889 --> 00:50:03,551 I framed it, but I still don't understand it. 810 00:50:03,626 --> 00:50:07,720 It goes against my beliefs as a true anarchist, but there it was. 811 00:50:07,796 --> 00:50:09,955 Competition, fighting, capitalism... 812 00:50:10,031 --> 00:50:12,123 government, the system. 813 00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:13,825 It's what we always did. 814 00:50:13,903 --> 00:50:16,665 Rednecks kicked the shit out of punks, punks kicked the shit out of mods... 815 00:50:16,738 --> 00:50:19,728 mods kicked the shit out of skinheads, skinheads took out the metal guys... 816 00:50:19,808 --> 00:50:22,275 the metal guys beat the living shit out of new wavers... 817 00:50:22,344 --> 00:50:25,311 and the new wavers did nothing... they were the new hippies. 818 00:50:25,380 --> 00:50:27,371 What was the point? Final summation? 819 00:50:28,450 --> 00:50:29,880 None. 820 00:50:41,697 --> 00:50:44,095 So I'll just close up if you guys give me a second. 821 00:50:46,768 --> 00:50:50,862 Dude, she's, like, responsible, you know? 822 00:50:50,939 --> 00:50:53,064 She's a businesswoman. She owns her own store. 823 00:50:53,141 --> 00:50:55,632 She's making a contribution to society. 824 00:50:55,711 --> 00:50:59,166 Bob, she owns a head shop. She sells bongs, Bob. 825 00:50:59,247 --> 00:51:03,012 - No, no, no. It's not what you sell. - Blah, blah, blah. 826 00:51:03,085 --> 00:51:06,051 Why do you got to be so cynical? Why don't you grow up? 827 00:51:08,356 --> 00:51:09,788 You bitch! 828 00:51:09,859 --> 00:51:12,792 - Hey, Mark. - Hey. Great party last week. 829 00:51:12,862 --> 00:51:15,523 - We aim to please. - Animals. 830 00:51:15,598 --> 00:51:17,120 I've always loved animals. 831 00:51:17,198 --> 00:51:19,289 It was a little violent at the end. 832 00:51:19,367 --> 00:51:22,801 Violent. Look who's talking, Mr. NRA. 833 00:51:22,871 --> 00:51:26,739 - What are you doing here? - Actually, I came by to say I'm off. 834 00:51:26,809 --> 00:51:29,604 - Where are you going? - I'm going to Miami. 835 00:51:29,677 --> 00:51:32,406 - What the hell is in Miami? - Hell is in Miami. 836 00:51:32,481 --> 00:51:36,415 Don't worry. I'll be back. You can always count on that. 837 00:51:36,484 --> 00:51:39,280 Why would you ever come back to a place like this, man? 838 00:51:39,354 --> 00:51:43,221 It's like any other place, Bob... people, houses, roads, cars. 839 00:51:43,291 --> 00:51:45,224 What else do you think is out there? 840 00:51:45,293 --> 00:51:47,955 - Freedom. - Yeah. 841 00:51:48,030 --> 00:51:50,326 Freedom. 842 00:51:50,399 --> 00:51:51,920 It's not out there. 843 00:51:51,999 --> 00:51:55,730 Freedom is another way of saying "death. " 844 00:51:55,805 --> 00:51:57,326 Know what I mean? 845 00:51:57,404 --> 00:52:01,932 You're pretty fuckin' weird, man. You know that? 846 00:52:02,011 --> 00:52:05,138 - I'm off. - All right, man. See ya. 847 00:52:05,214 --> 00:52:07,305 Hey, Mark, if you ever get lonely... 848 00:52:07,383 --> 00:52:10,281 or if you ever need someone to talk to... 849 00:52:10,350 --> 00:52:12,510 Bob's there for you. 850 00:52:14,756 --> 00:52:17,919 - Fuck you! - And that was the last we saw of Mark. 851 00:52:18,065 --> 00:52:20,588 Never came back from Florida, if that was where he was going. 852 00:52:20,667 --> 00:52:22,098 Rumor flew around... 853 00:52:22,168 --> 00:52:25,762 that he had died in a plane crash like he was supposed to all those years ago. 854 00:52:25,840 --> 00:52:28,773 Anyways, that was Salt Lake. People came in, and they went out. 855 00:52:28,842 --> 00:52:29,933 Oh, no. 856 00:52:30,010 --> 00:52:33,671 Fuck you. 857 00:52:33,747 --> 00:52:36,977 So, Trish, are we hangin' out later? 858 00:52:37,050 --> 00:52:39,677 I'll tell you what, Bob. You're coming with me. 859 00:52:39,753 --> 00:52:42,619 - I am? - That's right. 860 00:52:42,690 --> 00:52:45,121 - I own you now. - Oh, yeah. That's right. 861 00:52:45,190 --> 00:52:49,092 I forgot to tell you. I sold myself to Trish for 36 bucks. 862 00:52:49,162 --> 00:52:52,357 Thirty-six bucks. Wow, Trish, that's a good deal. 863 00:52:52,432 --> 00:52:55,193 Salt Lake City. 864 00:52:55,266 --> 00:52:57,894 Land of the dead sea. 865 00:52:57,970 --> 00:53:00,733 Zion, as the Mormons call it. 866 00:53:00,807 --> 00:53:03,103 It really is the holy land. 867 00:53:05,945 --> 00:53:07,878 See you, Stevo. 868 00:53:17,056 --> 00:53:18,988 You can't afford me, old man. 869 00:53:22,060 --> 00:53:25,050 - How are things going these days? - Not so bad. 870 00:53:25,129 --> 00:53:29,325 - How are the ladies treatin' ya? - The ladies? 871 00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:33,494 I tell you, the women in this town are so miserable... 872 00:53:33,571 --> 00:53:35,505 I'd give anything to get the hell out. 873 00:53:35,574 --> 00:53:39,007 You know, you gave up a good thing in my mother, sir. 874 00:53:39,077 --> 00:53:40,600 Maybe so. 875 00:53:40,679 --> 00:53:42,611 So, good news. 876 00:53:44,415 --> 00:53:46,643 The world is coming to its end. 877 00:53:46,719 --> 00:53:49,379 - Better. - Oh. Ow, shit! 878 00:53:49,454 --> 00:53:51,751 Better than that? The people are revolting. 879 00:53:51,823 --> 00:53:53,254 - You... - Yeah? 880 00:53:53,324 --> 00:53:55,257 - Have been invited... - Uh-huh? 881 00:53:55,326 --> 00:53:57,485 To attend Harvard Law School. 882 00:53:57,563 --> 00:53:58,823 Yeah. 883 00:54:00,163 --> 00:54:05,156 Dad, you and I really gotta work on your definition of good news. 884 00:54:05,235 --> 00:54:09,432 Steven, this is great news. You've already gone through pre-law. 885 00:54:09,507 --> 00:54:13,566 Why not finish the process, and in the best possible way? 886 00:54:13,644 --> 00:54:15,702 That's so funny, because, gosh, Father... 887 00:54:15,780 --> 00:54:18,338 don't even remember applying to Harvard Law. 888 00:54:18,415 --> 00:54:21,611 - I applied for you. - You mean you signed my name? 889 00:54:21,685 --> 00:54:25,244 - Yeah. - Hey, congratulations, old man! 890 00:54:25,322 --> 00:54:28,414 Hope you enjoy your second tour of Harvard Law School. 891 00:54:29,693 --> 00:54:33,128 Steven, are you going to walk around like this forever? 892 00:54:33,196 --> 00:54:36,594 You went to school. You got great grades. What else is there? 893 00:54:36,666 --> 00:54:39,134 I cheated, Dad. I cheated all through college. 894 00:54:39,203 --> 00:54:42,727 Oh, that's right. Yeah, you cheated. But why? 895 00:54:42,805 --> 00:54:45,238 You obviously cared enough about your grades to do well. 896 00:54:45,308 --> 00:54:48,400 I know you, Steve. You're just like me. 897 00:54:48,477 --> 00:54:50,671 I'm like you, maybe, but not completely. 898 00:54:50,734 --> 00:54:54,760 Then why pre-law? Why not liberal science? 899 00:54:54,838 --> 00:54:56,997 Why go at all? 900 00:54:57,073 --> 00:54:59,040 I studied law 'cause I wanted to learn... 901 00:54:59,108 --> 00:55:01,974 how completely full of shit your life's ambition was. 902 00:55:02,046 --> 00:55:04,409 That's crazy. You know that. 903 00:55:04,479 --> 00:55:08,245 You know what I think it is? I think you've become a fascist. 904 00:55:08,318 --> 00:55:10,807 - A fascist? - You're a Nazi. 905 00:55:10,887 --> 00:55:13,012 I'm Jewish. How can I be a Nazi? 906 00:55:13,089 --> 00:55:16,785 That's the worst. Dad, look at this. What kind of car is this? 907 00:55:16,859 --> 00:55:18,290 This would be a Porsche. 908 00:55:18,361 --> 00:55:20,553 A Porsche that you bought at a Volkswagen dealership. 909 00:55:20,629 --> 00:55:23,358 Volkswagen. 910 00:55:23,432 --> 00:55:25,524 Right? For the people. Who designed it? 911 00:55:25,601 --> 00:55:28,727 Who made that possible? Let me give you a hint. Adolf Hitler. 912 00:55:28,805 --> 00:55:30,896 - It's just a car, okay? - Absolutely. 913 00:55:30,973 --> 00:55:33,063 I completely understand that point. 914 00:55:33,141 --> 00:55:35,769 But it's a car that was built, designed and created... 915 00:55:35,845 --> 00:55:38,606 out of the blood and pain of your people. 916 00:55:38,680 --> 00:55:41,274 - Let me take you to lunch. - Okay. 917 00:55:42,819 --> 00:55:44,580 Hang on. 918 00:55:45,987 --> 00:55:49,285 My dad wasn't all bad. He just, you know, had no clue. 919 00:55:49,357 --> 00:55:51,050 I liked to bust his balls. 920 00:55:51,126 --> 00:55:54,960 What pissed me off, though, was, he was right about one thing. 921 00:55:55,031 --> 00:55:57,589 Why did I do so well in school? I didn't want to. 922 00:55:57,666 --> 00:55:59,599 I mean, I tried not to give a shit. 923 00:55:59,668 --> 00:56:03,966 I knew they were just trying to mold me into cannon fodder for their wars. 924 00:56:04,039 --> 00:56:06,938 And I knew that meaning lie elsewhere. 925 00:56:07,007 --> 00:56:10,203 But somehow I studied, and somehow I got the grades... 926 00:56:10,278 --> 00:56:14,338 and now, somehow, I was accepted to a fucking Ivy League school. 927 00:56:14,416 --> 00:56:16,815 Last place on the planet for a guy like me. 928 00:56:16,885 --> 00:56:20,283 I mean, I wouldn't go there unless it was to set it on fire. 929 00:56:20,354 --> 00:56:24,313 Hey, what are you staring at? Did you get a good picture? 930 00:56:24,391 --> 00:56:27,587 Now, there was this issue of a lifelong struggle with poverty... 931 00:56:27,661 --> 00:56:30,220 which was beginning to cause reflection to myself... 932 00:56:30,297 --> 00:56:33,093 after I had run into someone from my past a few days earlier. 933 00:56:33,167 --> 00:56:36,794 You guys wouldn't happen to have a dollar or a little somethin'? 934 00:56:38,272 --> 00:56:40,102 Oh, shit. Sean! 935 00:56:40,175 --> 00:56:43,664 - Yeah? - Hey, it's me. Stevo. 936 00:56:44,578 --> 00:56:47,773 - Bob! - No, Stevo! 937 00:56:47,847 --> 00:56:49,643 Stevo! How you doing, man? 938 00:56:49,566 --> 00:56:52,362 There you go. You have no idea who I am, do you? 939 00:56:52,434 --> 00:56:54,264 Remember? High school. Mohawk. 940 00:56:54,337 --> 00:56:56,201 Yeah, you had the fuckin' mohawk. 941 00:56:56,272 --> 00:56:58,398 - Yeah. Punk! - How are you doing? 942 00:56:58,476 --> 00:57:00,805 Good. How are you doing? 943 00:57:00,876 --> 00:57:04,539 - I heard they put you away. - But they let me out. I'm a free man. 944 00:57:04,614 --> 00:57:07,776 Oh, hey, this is Sandy. 945 00:57:07,852 --> 00:57:09,785 Sandy, this is Sean. Sean, this is Sandy. 946 00:57:09,854 --> 00:57:12,013 - Hi. - Hi. Nice to meet you. 947 00:57:12,088 --> 00:57:14,850 - Likewise. - So, what you been doing with yourself? 948 00:57:14,924 --> 00:57:16,685 Oh, man, I'm a fucking beggar now. 949 00:57:16,760 --> 00:57:19,159 It fucking sucks. 950 00:57:19,230 --> 00:57:22,562 - Wow. You should get a job. - I tried that. 951 00:57:22,633 --> 00:57:25,066 I fuckin' tried that. Okay? 952 00:57:33,944 --> 00:57:35,877 I gotta go. 953 00:57:37,249 --> 00:57:41,081 - Can I help you? - Yeah. I called about the job. 954 00:57:41,153 --> 00:57:44,087 - You called? - Yeah. I wanna sell clothes. 955 00:57:44,156 --> 00:57:45,814 Women's clothes. 956 00:57:45,890 --> 00:57:49,258 I don't know. Have you had experience? 957 00:57:49,328 --> 00:57:51,759 - With what? - Women's clothes. 958 00:57:52,698 --> 00:57:55,997 What the fuck would I be doing in women's clothes? 959 00:57:56,069 --> 00:57:59,902 What do I look like, a transvestite? I'm not no fuckin' transvestite! 960 00:57:59,972 --> 00:58:03,700 No, no, no. I mean, have you ever worked in retail? 961 00:58:04,943 --> 00:58:08,106 You know, selling... clothes. 962 00:58:08,181 --> 00:58:11,273 If I was selling clothes already, what would I be doing here? 963 00:58:11,349 --> 00:58:14,579 I really don't think this is the right way to start a working relationship. 964 00:58:14,655 --> 00:58:18,681 You got a real bad attitude, lady. In fact, I don't even want your job. 965 00:58:18,758 --> 00:58:22,590 I don't care how much you'd pay me, 'cause I got integrity. 966 00:58:22,663 --> 00:58:24,219 In-fuckin'- tegrity! 967 00:58:26,999 --> 00:58:30,229 It's, like, impossible. It's, like, the hardest thing. 968 00:58:30,303 --> 00:58:33,270 - There's nothing out there for me. - That's really tough. 969 00:58:33,339 --> 00:58:36,274 I'm a bum now. That's what I do. 970 00:58:36,344 --> 00:58:38,104 - Here, man. - Oh, hey. 971 00:58:38,812 --> 00:58:40,437 Thanks. 972 00:58:40,514 --> 00:58:42,446 - What about your parents? - My parents? 973 00:58:42,516 --> 00:58:46,281 Oh, you mean my mom. My mom is scared of me. 974 00:58:46,353 --> 00:58:48,547 She won't even let me in the house. 975 00:58:48,623 --> 00:58:52,112 It's not like I killed anybody or hurt anybody, you know. 976 00:58:52,192 --> 00:58:54,455 - It's just, she's scared. - Yeah. 977 00:58:56,664 --> 00:58:58,789 Hey, we gotta get outta here. 978 00:58:58,867 --> 00:59:02,300 I couldn't even look at the guy. I felt a pain in my stomach. 979 00:59:02,369 --> 00:59:06,237 I didn't like it so I turned my back, just like everybody else. 980 00:59:06,308 --> 00:59:08,467 - I'll see you guys in the rebound. - On the rebound. 981 00:59:08,543 --> 00:59:10,839 Right. On the rebound. 982 00:59:13,213 --> 00:59:15,147 It really fucked me up. 983 00:59:15,111 --> 00:59:17,374 Not Sean, but turning my back. 984 00:59:17,448 --> 00:59:19,846 Ignoring the truth. 985 00:59:19,917 --> 00:59:22,850 So what'd I do? I dropped acid with Sandy in Highland Park... 986 00:59:22,920 --> 00:59:24,853 as to further ignore the truth. 987 00:59:24,922 --> 00:59:28,756 This shit is good. I got it from Trish. Trish got it from Mark. 988 00:59:28,827 --> 00:59:31,350 That's a weird couple... Bob and Trish. 989 00:59:31,429 --> 00:59:34,660 - Do you think they're in love? - Don't know. 990 00:59:34,734 --> 00:59:36,790 I'll have to ask them that. 991 00:59:36,867 --> 00:59:39,130 - It's weird. - What's that? 992 00:59:39,205 --> 00:59:42,035 The park is so dead. 993 00:59:42,107 --> 00:59:44,735 - This town is dead. - It's what? 994 00:59:44,812 --> 00:59:49,247 It's dead. Dead, dead, dead, dead. 995 00:59:49,315 --> 00:59:50,746 Maybe we're dead. 996 00:59:50,817 --> 00:59:52,341 Wouldn't that be nice? 997 00:59:52,420 --> 00:59:55,751 That's the canyon where the devil worshipers go. You wanna check it out? 998 00:59:59,293 --> 01:00:00,624 Look at the colors! 999 01:00:00,694 --> 01:00:03,925 You know, before the... You know, before the... 1000 01:00:03,999 --> 01:00:06,295 before the Mormons settled this valley... 1001 01:00:06,367 --> 01:00:08,300 this is where the Donner Party came through. 1002 01:00:08,369 --> 01:00:10,632 - The cannibals? - Yeah, the cannibals. Two families. 1003 01:00:11,840 --> 01:00:15,071 The head of the one family was right. He said, "We should go south. 1004 01:00:15,144 --> 01:00:17,234 We shouldn't go over the mountains. 1005 01:00:17,312 --> 01:00:20,247 We should go down around the Sierras and get to California. " 1006 01:00:20,317 --> 01:00:24,116 They got in a fight, and this guy killed one of the members of the Donner Party. 1007 01:00:24,187 --> 01:00:25,777 There was a raging battle. 1008 01:00:25,855 --> 01:00:28,880 They kicked him out. Outcast. By himself, alone in the wilderness. 1009 01:00:28,959 --> 01:00:33,088 He did it. He went around the Sierras to California by himself. 1010 01:00:33,164 --> 01:00:36,222 Alone in the wilderness, to be by himself. 1011 01:00:36,299 --> 01:00:40,235 That guy came back and saved the Donner Party's ass... 1012 01:00:40,304 --> 01:00:42,395 when they got snowed in. 1013 01:00:42,473 --> 01:00:45,670 Stevo! Come here! 1014 01:00:56,189 --> 01:00:57,984 Help me. I'm dying. 1015 01:00:59,024 --> 01:01:02,050 Feel me. Look. I'm right here. 1016 01:01:02,128 --> 01:01:03,923 I'm right here. Feel me. 1017 01:01:03,996 --> 01:01:05,987 Do you feel me? That's it. 1018 01:01:06,065 --> 01:01:08,191 They just threw him out for him to die. 1019 01:01:08,269 --> 01:01:11,794 They threw him out while they're sitting there eating themselves... 1020 01:01:22,616 --> 01:01:24,173 I can see everything! 1021 01:01:27,689 --> 01:01:30,282 What the fuck is happening to me? 1022 01:01:31,126 --> 01:01:34,150 - No, I'm not. - Yes, you're dying. 1023 01:01:34,229 --> 01:01:37,664 Why are you always dying? Why is everyone dying? 1024 01:01:46,976 --> 01:01:49,068 I think the world will really end. 1025 01:01:49,146 --> 01:01:52,239 - Why do you say that? - There's no place else for it to go. 1026 01:01:52,815 --> 01:01:55,749 You're right. But when's it gonna end? 1027 01:01:55,819 --> 01:01:58,341 - That I can't tell you. - No, that you must tell me. 1028 01:01:58,419 --> 01:01:59,680 I can't. 1029 01:01:59,755 --> 01:02:03,552 Come on, little cookie surprise. Come with us! 1030 01:02:04,659 --> 01:02:06,592 - Please tell me. - I can show you. 1031 01:02:12,866 --> 01:02:14,490 It's beautiful, right? 1032 01:02:14,566 --> 01:02:17,762 As beautiful as it can be... 1033 01:02:17,837 --> 01:02:18,997 I guess. 1034 01:02:19,072 --> 01:02:21,560 Beautiful like you. 1035 01:02:21,639 --> 01:02:24,573 - You wanna see something else beautiful? - Sure. 1036 01:02:30,980 --> 01:02:33,208 Beauty's the end, Stevo. 1037 01:02:33,282 --> 01:02:34,509 The end. 1038 01:02:47,728 --> 01:02:51,162 The question lingered in my mind about Bob and Trish... were they in love? 1039 01:02:51,231 --> 01:02:53,892 - So I thought I'd just ask outright. - You guys in love? 1040 01:02:53,967 --> 01:02:56,125 - Who? - You and Trish. 1041 01:02:56,201 --> 01:02:59,033 Oh. Uh, I don't know. 1042 01:02:59,105 --> 01:03:02,436 - I'll have to think about that. - It's not really a thinking question. 1043 01:03:02,508 --> 01:03:04,565 Well, you know, I... 1044 01:03:04,643 --> 01:03:07,701 I worship her and all. She's like a goddess. 1045 01:03:07,779 --> 01:03:09,712 If she died, I'd die. 1046 01:03:09,781 --> 01:03:13,214 If she told me to cut off my left arm, I'd probably do it. 1047 01:03:13,283 --> 01:03:16,341 If she told me to lick a cop's asshole, I'd probably do it. 1048 01:03:16,419 --> 01:03:18,647 All right, all right, I get it. 1049 01:03:18,721 --> 01:03:21,245 Yeah, I guess I love Trish. 1050 01:03:21,323 --> 01:03:24,449 It's weird, man. I never thought I'd fall in love. 1051 01:03:24,526 --> 01:03:26,788 I was just wondering. 1052 01:03:26,861 --> 01:03:28,794 I always thought you were a poser. 1053 01:03:28,863 --> 01:03:30,225 Why am I a poser? 1054 01:03:30,297 --> 01:03:33,390 Only posers fall in love with girls, so you're a poser. 1055 01:03:33,467 --> 01:03:36,399 - Fine. I guess I'm a poser. - That's what I just said. 1056 01:03:41,740 --> 01:03:44,003 I don't really think you're a poser. 1057 01:03:44,076 --> 01:03:47,509 - I was just bustin' on you. - I know, I know. 1058 01:03:47,579 --> 01:03:50,512 I didn't think you thought I was. 1059 01:03:52,750 --> 01:03:56,115 Where were we going? I mean, really, what was happening? 1060 01:03:56,186 --> 01:03:59,381 This life, it was crazy. And I felt tired. 1061 01:03:59,456 --> 01:04:02,423 Halfway through the season, inside I was so tired... 1062 01:04:02,492 --> 01:04:05,982 and I had this wave of melancholy... 1063 01:04:06,061 --> 01:04:09,257 just, like, sweep through me... 1064 01:04:09,332 --> 01:04:11,321 and this impending sense... 1065 01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:15,300 that my philosophies... anarchy... was falling apart. 1066 01:04:15,369 --> 01:04:18,302 What do you do when your foundation falls apart? I don't know. 1067 01:04:18,371 --> 01:04:20,701 They don't teach you that in school. 1068 01:04:20,774 --> 01:04:23,104 Then there was this party at Chris's. 1069 01:04:23,112 --> 01:04:27,570 Chris lived on the outskirts of town, in suburbia, surrounded by Mormons. 1070 01:04:27,650 --> 01:04:30,583 His house was like a commune. I told you about Chris earlier. 1071 01:04:30,652 --> 01:04:33,983 At that first party he had that sister Jennifer, red hair. 1072 01:04:34,054 --> 01:04:36,715 Remember her? Really sexy. Carnivore. 1073 01:04:40,060 --> 01:04:42,356 You remember, right? This is Jen. 1074 01:04:42,430 --> 01:04:44,455 - Stevo, how you doing? - Great. How you doin'? 1075 01:04:44,532 --> 01:04:47,830 Great. Great. I'm really doing... I'm really doing well. Really. 1076 01:04:47,902 --> 01:04:51,199 - God, what are you on tonight? - Nothing. That's exactly my point. 1077 01:04:51,271 --> 01:04:55,206 I stopped taking my medications, and everything feels so much better. 1078 01:04:55,275 --> 01:04:59,266 Chris told me to stop taking them 'cause then I would believe in God... 1079 01:04:59,344 --> 01:05:01,276 and I would dissolve. 1080 01:05:01,346 --> 01:05:03,436 So I stopped, 'cause I'm really superstitious. 1081 01:05:03,515 --> 01:05:05,743 Everything is so much clearer right now. 1082 01:05:05,817 --> 01:05:07,941 - Seriously. So pure. - Right. 1083 01:05:08,018 --> 01:05:10,814 This is Jen, looking a lot like Ophelia tonight. 1084 01:05:10,887 --> 01:05:14,082 Chris's house was like a commune. All the regulars were there. 1085 01:05:14,157 --> 01:05:16,818 Freaky Deaky, Bob was hanging out with Trish. 1086 01:05:16,893 --> 01:05:19,859 Then there was Mike. He was quiet all night. Sat in the corner. 1087 01:05:19,929 --> 01:05:23,193 The whole party was weird. This vibe was going on. Strange night. 1088 01:05:23,265 --> 01:05:26,925 Stevo, I see things clearly, like my brother sees them. 1089 01:05:27,002 --> 01:05:29,434 - Where's your brother? - Downstairs talking. 1090 01:05:29,505 --> 01:05:32,027 They talk all the time, and it's so lame... 1091 01:05:32,106 --> 01:05:34,539 - I wanna go talk. - No, no, no, no. 1092 01:05:50,590 --> 01:05:52,523 Definitely a hippie. 1093 01:05:52,592 --> 01:05:54,524 Hey. There you go. 1094 01:05:54,593 --> 01:05:57,993 I can't tell you how good it is to see you. 1095 01:05:58,064 --> 01:06:00,495 My heart has been so heavy, Stevo. 1096 01:06:05,604 --> 01:06:07,797 That's a mighty nice hookah. 1097 01:06:07,872 --> 01:06:10,805 I've been trying to get stoned, but it won't happen. 1098 01:06:10,875 --> 01:06:12,806 I've been smoking since I was born. 1099 01:06:12,875 --> 01:06:14,843 Why'd you tell Jennifer to get off her medication? 1100 01:06:14,911 --> 01:06:18,811 She is completely out of her mind when she's off her medication. 1101 01:06:18,881 --> 01:06:22,077 Isn't she beautiful? Have you seen her gown? 1102 01:06:22,150 --> 01:06:25,083 That's my sister. She's not a Lithium Barbie doll. 1103 01:06:25,153 --> 01:06:27,517 - She needs to be who she is. - Yes. 1104 01:06:27,588 --> 01:06:29,451 And she should be. 1105 01:06:29,523 --> 01:06:31,683 - But who she is... - Is evaporating. 1106 01:06:31,759 --> 01:06:33,850 I don't think she knows who she is. 1107 01:06:33,928 --> 01:06:37,089 I think we're starting to talk about pain here, Stevo. 1108 01:06:37,163 --> 01:06:39,096 A human being must go through pain. 1109 01:06:39,165 --> 01:06:41,961 - What is Jones doing? - Satanic bible. 1110 01:06:42,035 --> 01:06:44,467 I'm gonna prove there's no Satan. 1111 01:06:44,537 --> 01:06:46,128 He doesn't exist! 1112 01:06:46,205 --> 01:06:49,570 He's going to try to summon the beast tonight at midnight. 1113 01:06:49,641 --> 01:06:52,403 He isn't going to come, and when he doesn't come... 1114 01:06:52,476 --> 01:06:55,672 Jones will have proved that science is the only truth. 1115 01:06:55,747 --> 01:06:58,678 - Have you met my other sister? - There's a lightning storm coming. 1116 01:06:58,747 --> 01:07:01,375 I need to get a picture of it. Hi, Stevo. 1117 01:07:01,450 --> 01:07:04,905 - That's my sister. - Your whole family is a little strange. 1118 01:07:04,986 --> 01:07:07,580 Yes, but we are strange. 1119 01:07:07,657 --> 01:07:09,647 - Let's speak of anarchy. - Yeah. 1120 01:07:09,725 --> 01:07:12,350 So we started our debate. This was our custom. 1121 01:07:12,426 --> 01:07:15,258 He believed in structure, I believed in chaos. 1122 01:07:15,330 --> 01:07:17,660 This was an ongoing fight. He seemed to be winning. 1123 01:07:17,731 --> 01:07:19,755 Parties are like this in Salt Lake for us punks. 1124 01:07:19,833 --> 01:07:23,562 The days would pass. There would be a party, then a fight, then another day. 1125 01:07:23,637 --> 01:07:26,935 This was the cycle. It was getting old, though. 1126 01:07:27,007 --> 01:07:28,996 I was feeling old. 1127 01:07:29,075 --> 01:07:31,269 Anyway, it was a weird night. 1128 01:07:36,649 --> 01:07:42,175 The school of science says the world moves from order to disorder... chaos. 1129 01:07:42,253 --> 01:07:44,685 They're fools, Stevo. 1130 01:07:44,754 --> 01:07:48,985 You know, life goes from order to disorder to order. 1131 01:07:49,059 --> 01:07:51,992 Atoms come together randomly to form a structure. 1132 01:07:52,062 --> 01:07:53,995 - An infant is born... - A child, yeah. 1133 01:07:54,064 --> 01:07:57,691 Exactly. It grows, it gets older, it dies, it decomposes. 1134 01:07:57,767 --> 01:08:00,360 - Exactly. - Back into chaos. 1135 01:08:00,437 --> 01:08:02,063 Exactly. Anarchy. 1136 01:08:02,138 --> 01:08:06,504 But then those atoms are reformed into something else. 1137 01:08:06,575 --> 01:08:11,010 A blade of grass, a tree, a flower, whatever... the cycle, man. 1138 01:08:11,079 --> 01:08:12,807 I got it. 1139 01:08:18,785 --> 01:08:21,013 The cycle, man. 1140 01:08:22,556 --> 01:08:25,613 Yeah, I get you. The cycle. 1141 01:08:26,792 --> 01:08:27,917 The time is now! 1142 01:08:27,994 --> 01:08:30,586 I'm gonna go out and I'm gonna prove... 1143 01:08:30,662 --> 01:08:34,290 that all your faith and all your prayers are unfounded! 1144 01:08:34,367 --> 01:08:36,094 You comin'? 1145 01:08:36,168 --> 01:08:39,099 - Is he serious? - He's always serious, Stevo. 1146 01:08:39,169 --> 01:08:41,603 I'm gonna go watch. I'll see you later. 1147 01:08:42,973 --> 01:08:46,135 - I treasure these talks, Stevo. - Not as much as I do. 1148 01:08:46,210 --> 01:08:49,142 We've got science to celebrate and demons to dispel. 1149 01:08:49,212 --> 01:08:51,145 Off your butt, Pippy! 1150 01:08:51,215 --> 01:08:54,147 We're gonna go show that science is the only truth! 1151 01:08:54,217 --> 01:08:56,582 - I think we're gonna cut. - This makes me uncomfortable. 1152 01:08:56,653 --> 01:08:59,347 He shouldn't be playing with something he doesn't know. 1153 01:08:59,261 --> 01:09:03,822 I don't blame you. I'll get a ride home with Sandy. Have you guys seen her? 1154 01:09:03,899 --> 01:09:06,195 - I saw her in the back earlier. - So did I. 1155 01:09:06,268 --> 01:09:08,393 All right, I'll see you later. 1156 01:09:13,074 --> 01:09:15,668 What? 1157 01:09:15,744 --> 01:09:17,642 What do you want? 1158 01:09:23,185 --> 01:09:26,584 It wasn't that I loved Sandy. I knew that we had an understanding. 1159 01:09:26,655 --> 01:09:30,418 I discovered then that Chris was right... all things had systems, even me. 1160 01:09:30,490 --> 01:09:34,085 I was about to beat the shit out of this guy because he had invaded my territory. 1161 01:09:34,162 --> 01:09:38,029 It was my territory, no question about it, just like in the wild. 1162 01:09:38,100 --> 01:09:41,760 I was following nature, nature was order and order is the system. 1163 01:09:44,872 --> 01:09:48,238 - Shut the fuck up! - Stop it! Stop it! 1164 01:09:50,311 --> 01:09:53,369 Get off me! Get the fuck off me! 1165 01:09:58,285 --> 01:10:02,915 You're such a fuckin' pussy. What the fuck did you do that for? 1166 01:10:02,990 --> 01:10:04,922 Fuck you. 1167 01:10:09,629 --> 01:10:14,189 In the name of Satan, ruler of the Earth and king of the underworld... 1168 01:10:14,267 --> 01:10:18,066 I command the forces of darkness to dispel their infernal... 1169 01:10:18,138 --> 01:10:21,072 Jones didn't need to prove the devil did not exist... 1170 01:10:21,142 --> 01:10:23,074 not as a supernatural being... 1171 01:10:23,143 --> 01:10:26,168 because I had seen the devil. 1172 01:10:26,247 --> 01:10:31,876 He was in that room with Sandy. He was me, Harvard, my mom and dad, all of us. 1173 01:10:31,952 --> 01:10:35,114 Jones was just making all of this up anyway, so who cared? 1174 01:10:35,188 --> 01:10:38,452 "Fuck 'em," I thought. "Fuck him, fuck this party... 1175 01:10:38,525 --> 01:10:40,615 and fuck everything. 1176 01:10:40,693 --> 01:10:43,787 Above all, fuck anarchy. " 1177 01:10:46,198 --> 01:10:48,860 I don't know, we were, like, just kickin' it... 1178 01:10:48,935 --> 01:10:51,128 smokin' cigarettes and... 1179 01:10:51,203 --> 01:10:55,229 Trish had, like, candy corn, dude, and... 1180 01:10:55,307 --> 01:10:59,503 We were just watching birds and shit and I just started thinking... 1181 01:10:59,578 --> 01:11:02,442 Salt Lake ain't that bad, you know. 1182 01:11:02,514 --> 01:11:04,674 You know what I'm sayin'? 1183 01:11:04,750 --> 01:11:06,682 I know it sucks and all... 1184 01:11:06,752 --> 01:11:10,947 but, you know, this is, like, home, you know. 1185 01:11:11,023 --> 01:11:12,955 What the fuck are you talking about? 1186 01:11:13,025 --> 01:11:16,083 All I'm saying is, if you think about it... 1187 01:11:16,161 --> 01:11:18,594 no matter where you go you gotta have a home... 1188 01:11:18,664 --> 01:11:21,596 and Salt Lake is, like, home. 1189 01:11:26,738 --> 01:11:29,672 - This place is never gonna be my home. - I'm just saying... 1190 01:11:29,742 --> 01:11:32,675 No, you said what you were gonna say. 1191 01:11:34,612 --> 01:11:37,045 Get it? Now you fuckin' listen. 1192 01:11:37,115 --> 01:11:39,513 Look at this fuckin' place. It's a shit hole! 1193 01:11:39,583 --> 01:11:42,745 Look out there and tell me what you see. Nothin'! 1194 01:11:42,819 --> 01:11:45,183 Nothin' piled upon fucking nothin'. 1195 01:11:45,256 --> 01:11:48,452 It's like Jesus Christ took a shit and it landed right here! 1196 01:11:48,526 --> 01:11:51,981 So you can be happy all you fuckin' want. All right? 1197 01:11:52,062 --> 01:11:54,995 I used to think we were alike, we were similar. 1198 01:11:55,053 --> 01:11:59,546 We had something together, like this. We thought alike, we felt the same way. 1199 01:11:59,625 --> 01:12:01,615 But you... 1200 01:12:01,694 --> 01:12:03,182 Fuck you. 1201 01:12:04,295 --> 01:12:07,285 Grow up, Bobby. Look around and grow up. 1202 01:12:08,834 --> 01:12:12,767 'Cause I swear to God, man, I'll fuckin' write you off like that. 1203 01:12:15,774 --> 01:12:18,936 This is your home? You know what? Fuck your home. 1204 01:12:31,755 --> 01:12:36,053 And this city was still the same. Just look like it. There's nothing going on. 1205 01:12:36,126 --> 01:12:39,789 That's what I saw when I looked out over the city... nothin'. 1206 01:12:39,865 --> 01:12:42,797 How the Mormon settlers looked upon this valley... 1207 01:12:42,866 --> 01:12:45,800 and felt that it was the promised land is beyond me. 1208 01:12:45,870 --> 01:12:48,029 Maybe it looked different back then. 1209 01:13:05,623 --> 01:13:08,182 Look at this thing, this temple. 1210 01:13:08,259 --> 01:13:11,522 When I was 7 and we moved here, Mom and Dad told me this was Disneyland. 1211 01:13:11,595 --> 01:13:16,553 Rightfully so. Been livin' with Mickey, Donald and the whole crew since. 1212 01:13:16,632 --> 01:13:19,566 And now Mike, a good friend of mine, was gettin' out. 1213 01:13:19,637 --> 01:13:21,227 What? 1214 01:13:21,306 --> 01:13:24,102 I'm leaving. I'm going to Notre Dame. 1215 01:13:24,174 --> 01:13:28,040 - How could you do that? - I'm 18. I gotta go to college. 1216 01:13:28,112 --> 01:13:32,241 Mike, I'm gonna miss you, man. It's gonna suck around here without you. 1217 01:13:32,316 --> 01:13:34,908 - What's you major gonna be, dude? - Botany. 1218 01:13:34,984 --> 01:13:37,281 - What's that? - Plants. 1219 01:13:37,354 --> 01:13:39,377 You're gonna study plants. 1220 01:13:39,455 --> 01:13:41,547 I wanna save the rain forests. 1221 01:13:41,625 --> 01:13:43,818 Somebody's gotta fight for them. 1222 01:13:47,098 --> 01:13:49,030 Do you believe this guy? 1223 01:13:49,099 --> 01:13:51,223 He's going off to save the plants. 1224 01:13:51,299 --> 01:13:56,236 This guy was one of the most hard-core sons of bitches I ever met... 1225 01:13:56,306 --> 01:13:59,239 and he's going off to save the plants. 1226 01:14:01,211 --> 01:14:03,837 I remember this time he was drunk... 1227 01:14:03,913 --> 01:14:07,713 and he got the idea in his head that all the cars on his block... 1228 01:14:07,785 --> 01:14:09,717 would look better without windows. 1229 01:14:26,869 --> 01:14:28,960 Get down, bitch! 1230 01:14:29,772 --> 01:14:31,500 He took 'em all on. 1231 01:14:31,573 --> 01:14:32,869 They needed to call backup. 1232 01:14:32,941 --> 01:14:36,377 Finally they got him in the back of a squad car. 1233 01:14:42,552 --> 01:14:45,918 The cops thought he was on angel dust... "The only way you could do it. " 1234 01:14:45,988 --> 01:14:48,080 Not so. It was just Mike. 1235 01:14:48,158 --> 01:14:51,886 He broke those goddamn handcuffs, kicked the window out of the car, drunk. 1236 01:14:51,960 --> 01:14:53,985 That's it. Never got caught either. 1237 01:14:54,063 --> 01:14:55,995 Story was all over the papers. 1238 01:14:56,064 --> 01:15:00,795 It took weeks for us to get him to admit that it was him that had done it. 1239 01:15:00,870 --> 01:15:02,859 Now he's going off to hug a tree. 1240 01:15:02,938 --> 01:15:05,202 I kind of knew it was the end. 1241 01:15:05,563 --> 01:15:07,892 All that was left was Bob and me. 1242 01:15:07,964 --> 01:15:09,897 First two punks. 1243 01:15:09,966 --> 01:15:11,693 The last two punks. 1244 01:15:12,700 --> 01:15:15,964 Then again, I was getting the impression I was all that was left. 1245 01:15:16,036 --> 01:15:17,502 Bob was in love. 1246 01:15:17,572 --> 01:15:20,936 Stevo, I want to introduce you to a young friend of mine. 1247 01:15:21,007 --> 01:15:22,940 I think you'd like her. 1248 01:15:23,009 --> 01:15:24,941 Yeah? Why do you think that? 1249 01:15:26,278 --> 01:15:28,142 I don't know. 1250 01:15:28,213 --> 01:15:30,202 She's smart... 1251 01:15:30,281 --> 01:15:31,768 and she's ambitious. 1252 01:15:31,848 --> 01:15:34,782 - I'm not ambitious. - Not yet, dude. 1253 01:15:40,055 --> 01:15:42,988 I love you. Bob loves you. 1254 01:15:45,493 --> 01:15:47,924 - What's the matter? - Nothing. 1255 01:15:47,994 --> 01:15:50,291 Nothing's the matter. I'm right as rain. 1256 01:15:50,364 --> 01:15:52,660 Why are you always depressed all the time? 1257 01:15:52,732 --> 01:15:54,664 I'm not depressed. 1258 01:15:57,002 --> 01:15:59,092 I think Sandy really got you. 1259 01:16:00,204 --> 01:16:01,634 No. 1260 01:16:02,839 --> 01:16:05,271 You know, dude, it's no big deal. 1261 01:16:06,376 --> 01:16:09,308 You're like my brother... 1262 01:16:09,378 --> 01:16:11,310 and I love you and all. 1263 01:16:11,379 --> 01:16:14,312 But what that fucking bitch did, you should fucking kill her. 1264 01:16:14,382 --> 01:16:16,315 She had the right. 1265 01:16:16,384 --> 01:16:19,317 She had the right. It was the agreement. 1266 01:16:21,388 --> 01:16:23,319 Should've been more careful. 1267 01:16:24,989 --> 01:16:26,922 That Stevo's got a big heart. 1268 01:16:26,991 --> 01:16:29,479 I don't have a big heart, Trish. 1269 01:16:29,560 --> 01:16:32,891 I have a heart the size of a pea. 1270 01:16:32,962 --> 01:16:35,394 It's okay, though. I mean, you guys are... 1271 01:16:36,965 --> 01:16:38,898 You guys are happy. That's okay. 1272 01:16:40,067 --> 01:16:42,000 Please just don't pity me. 1273 01:16:43,237 --> 01:16:46,966 Hey, Bob, tell her I get off on pain, please. 1274 01:16:47,040 --> 01:16:49,302 Yeah, he does, you know. 1275 01:16:49,375 --> 01:16:52,466 I've mellowed out a lot, but Stevo's fuckin' hard-core. 1276 01:16:53,945 --> 01:16:57,970 Hard-core or not, I think he should meet Brandy. 1277 01:16:58,048 --> 01:17:00,981 She's having a party at her parents' next week. 1278 01:17:01,051 --> 01:17:03,711 Yeah! She's a rich girl, dude. 1279 01:17:03,786 --> 01:17:06,048 That's okay. 1280 01:17:06,120 --> 01:17:08,053 I'm a rich boy, right? 1281 01:17:08,122 --> 01:17:11,179 Yeah, but you're a cool rich boy. 1282 01:17:11,258 --> 01:17:14,283 I don't know about that anymore, but... 1283 01:17:14,225 --> 01:17:16,714 Brandy. That sounds kinda fun. 1284 01:17:16,795 --> 01:17:18,225 Yeah? 1285 01:17:23,767 --> 01:17:26,029 See? 1286 01:17:26,102 --> 01:17:28,159 Nothing. 1287 01:17:28,237 --> 01:17:30,797 Miles of nothing. Just space. 1288 01:17:32,574 --> 01:17:35,507 You could fall in and never come out. 1289 01:17:36,978 --> 01:17:38,910 So it came to this... 1290 01:17:38,980 --> 01:17:41,708 a blind date, my first. 1291 01:17:41,783 --> 01:17:44,750 What the hell. I didn't want to let them down. They were good people. 1292 01:17:44,818 --> 01:17:48,810 The thing was, I didn't need a date. I needed an answer. 1293 01:17:48,889 --> 01:17:52,378 The year was a waste, all right, but not the kind of waste I was looking for. 1294 01:17:52,458 --> 01:17:58,361 Not a glorious wastefulness filled with parties and fights and good sex. 1295 01:17:58,431 --> 01:18:00,363 No. 1296 01:18:00,432 --> 01:18:02,660 Instead... 1297 01:18:02,734 --> 01:18:05,964 it was more like the waste... 1298 01:18:06,037 --> 01:18:08,299 that is the salt flats. 1299 01:18:24,419 --> 01:18:26,943 What are we doing here? 1300 01:18:27,022 --> 01:18:28,955 It's his birthday, dude. 1301 01:18:32,161 --> 01:18:33,592 Oh, yeah? 1302 01:18:34,763 --> 01:18:36,694 How old is he? 1303 01:18:37,831 --> 01:18:39,855 I don't know. 1304 01:18:39,933 --> 01:18:42,230 I don't think he knows. 1305 01:18:42,303 --> 01:18:45,235 He's old, though. I know that. 1306 01:18:46,806 --> 01:18:49,739 You wanna look presentable for your old man. 1307 01:18:57,683 --> 01:18:59,910 Aren't you gonna wake him up? 1308 01:18:59,984 --> 01:19:01,974 I don't know. What do you think? 1309 01:19:02,053 --> 01:19:04,647 I don't know, man. It's your dad. 1310 01:19:04,723 --> 01:19:09,020 Yeah, I know. It's just, you know, he's kinda crazy sometimes. 1311 01:19:09,092 --> 01:19:10,523 What do you mean? 1312 01:19:13,129 --> 01:19:16,096 I mean, he thinks the CIA's after him and stuff. 1313 01:19:16,165 --> 01:19:19,291 What the hell do you want? 1314 01:19:19,367 --> 01:19:21,732 - What do you want with me? - Dad, it's me. 1315 01:19:21,805 --> 01:19:23,667 It's Bob. 1316 01:19:23,738 --> 01:19:25,364 Your son. 1317 01:19:25,440 --> 01:19:27,168 Happy birthday. 1318 01:19:28,643 --> 01:19:33,271 How do you know it's my birthday? You people know everything. 1319 01:19:33,348 --> 01:19:36,747 What the hell do you want? I don't know anything. 1320 01:19:36,818 --> 01:19:40,444 Now you're in trouble. This is my house, you dummies. 1321 01:19:40,520 --> 01:19:43,919 I was born here! I'm an American! This is my piece of the pie! 1322 01:19:43,990 --> 01:19:47,617 I don't give a shit who sent ya. I'm gonna blow your goddamn heads off. 1323 01:19:52,831 --> 01:19:56,197 Next time you'd better bring back the army. 1324 01:19:56,268 --> 01:19:57,926 Goddamn CIA. 1325 01:19:58,001 --> 01:20:00,629 In all those years I had never met Bob's dad... 1326 01:20:00,705 --> 01:20:03,637 but I suddenly felt I knew my friend a lot better. 1327 01:20:03,453 --> 01:20:05,977 I felt bad for him. I didn't like that feeling. 1328 01:20:06,055 --> 01:20:08,648 He's kind of a lunatic, you know. 1329 01:20:08,725 --> 01:20:10,659 Yeah, I'll say. 1330 01:20:16,334 --> 01:20:17,765 Sorry. 1331 01:20:20,939 --> 01:20:22,872 Don't be. 1332 01:20:24,477 --> 01:20:26,409 It's not your fault. 1333 01:20:27,679 --> 01:20:29,839 You're my friend, that's all. 1334 01:20:31,351 --> 01:20:33,284 I'm sorry. 1335 01:20:37,025 --> 01:20:39,959 It was the last party of my youth and I was to meet Brandy. 1336 01:20:40,028 --> 01:20:43,792 I'm gonna say it right here, people... Brandy was the woman I was gonna marry. 1337 01:20:43,866 --> 01:20:46,799 I didn't know it then. Didn't even know what she was like. 1338 01:20:46,868 --> 01:20:49,961 I wasn't even sure if I was gay, asexual, a punk, a mod... 1339 01:20:50,039 --> 01:20:52,131 my dad, Bob, Sean the beggar. 1340 01:20:52,207 --> 01:20:54,698 I didn't know a goddamn thing that night. 1341 01:20:54,779 --> 01:20:57,713 If I knew what was ahead of me, I may have stayed in bed... 1342 01:20:57,782 --> 01:20:59,771 or I may have felt better about that night. 1343 01:20:59,850 --> 01:21:03,910 Life is like that. We change, that's all. 1344 01:21:03,988 --> 01:21:07,388 You see, the guy I am now is not the guy I was then. 1345 01:21:07,459 --> 01:21:10,449 If the guy I was then met the guy I am now... 1346 01:21:10,529 --> 01:21:12,462 he'd beat the shit out of me. 1347 01:21:12,532 --> 01:21:14,657 Those are the facts. 1348 01:21:14,733 --> 01:21:17,860 But still I lied awake. 1349 01:21:17,937 --> 01:21:20,096 Was I afraid? 1350 01:21:20,173 --> 01:21:22,606 Was I angry? 1351 01:21:23,744 --> 01:21:26,405 Or was it just the end? 1352 01:21:26,480 --> 01:21:27,912 Hmm? 1353 01:21:27,982 --> 01:21:30,915 Was it just the end and I knew it? 1354 01:21:30,984 --> 01:21:34,078 On and on and on 1355 01:21:34,156 --> 01:21:36,520 Canadian Club, love 1356 01:21:36,591 --> 01:21:38,559 A place in the country 1357 01:21:38,627 --> 01:21:41,753 Everyone's ideal 1358 01:21:43,165 --> 01:21:46,031 But you are my favorita 1359 01:21:46,103 --> 01:21:50,436 And a place in your heart, dear makes me feel more 1360 01:21:50,508 --> 01:21:52,941 Real 1361 01:21:53,010 --> 01:21:55,943 Oh, mother of pearl 1362 01:21:56,013 --> 01:22:00,210 I wouldn't change you for the whole world 1363 01:22:05,724 --> 01:22:07,281 Stevo, this is Brandy. 1364 01:22:08,394 --> 01:22:11,555 Come on in, you guys. Drinks in the back. 1365 01:22:11,632 --> 01:22:15,465 It was the hardest punch I ever took. Knocked the wind right out of me. 1366 01:22:15,536 --> 01:22:18,800 I was hers. That was it. One smile. 1367 01:22:20,542 --> 01:22:23,134 We got acquainted as the party raged around us. 1368 01:22:23,210 --> 01:22:25,440 I have to ask you something. 1369 01:22:25,514 --> 01:22:27,447 Yeah, go ahead. Ask me. 1370 01:22:27,715 --> 01:22:32,047 Well, why do you go out of your way to look like a bum? 1371 01:22:32,119 --> 01:22:34,143 I look like a bum? 1372 01:22:34,220 --> 01:22:36,015 Not in a bad way. 1373 01:22:36,088 --> 01:22:39,716 I look like a bum in a good way. 1374 01:22:39,792 --> 01:22:42,622 Aren't you, like, rebelling against society? 1375 01:22:42,694 --> 01:22:44,024 Put that simply, kinda, yeah. 1376 01:22:44,096 --> 01:22:47,427 Hey, Brandy! What's goin' on? 1377 01:22:47,498 --> 01:22:50,728 - What are you doin' with this fucker? - Just talking. 1378 01:22:50,801 --> 01:22:52,265 Shit! 1379 01:22:52,336 --> 01:22:53,495 See you later. 1380 01:22:54,804 --> 01:22:56,235 You were saying? 1381 01:22:56,306 --> 01:22:59,671 Wouldn't it be more of an act of rebellion... 1382 01:22:59,742 --> 01:23:03,370 if you didn't spend so much time buying blue hair dye... 1383 01:23:03,446 --> 01:23:06,380 and going out to get punky clothes? 1384 01:23:06,449 --> 01:23:07,709 It seems so petty. 1385 01:23:07,783 --> 01:23:10,249 Stop me if I'm being offensive. 1386 01:23:10,319 --> 01:23:13,549 Oh, no, go right ahead. It's... No, it's fine. 1387 01:23:13,622 --> 01:23:15,712 You wanna be an individual, right? 1388 01:23:15,790 --> 01:23:18,917 You look like you're wearing a uniform. You look like a punk. 1389 01:23:18,993 --> 01:23:21,858 That's not rebellion. That's fashion. 1390 01:23:21,929 --> 01:23:25,091 - Then what's rebellion? - Rebellion happens in the mind. 1391 01:23:25,166 --> 01:23:29,066 You can't create it. You just are that way. 1392 01:23:30,137 --> 01:23:32,001 Right. 1393 01:23:32,073 --> 01:23:33,333 How old are you? 1394 01:23:34,074 --> 01:23:37,804 I'm 19. What does that have to do with anything? 1395 01:23:37,878 --> 01:23:41,276 Nothing. I was just... I was just wondering. 1396 01:23:41,347 --> 01:23:43,246 What you're basically saying... 1397 01:23:43,315 --> 01:23:48,114 is that you wouldn't like a guy like me because I have silly hair... 1398 01:23:49,355 --> 01:23:51,912 and I dress kinda funny, right? 1399 01:23:51,989 --> 01:23:53,980 No, not at all. 1400 01:23:54,058 --> 01:23:55,990 I like you, actually. 1401 01:23:57,862 --> 01:24:00,294 I mean, we just met. 1402 01:24:00,364 --> 01:24:04,231 This is my party, and I'm hanging out with you all night. 1403 01:24:07,570 --> 01:24:10,902 Wear what you want. I don't care about things like that. 1404 01:24:10,973 --> 01:24:15,806 I was just posing a theory... 1405 01:24:15,878 --> 01:24:18,436 and trying to understand. 1406 01:24:18,513 --> 01:24:20,911 So... 1407 01:24:20,982 --> 01:24:23,472 then you do like me. 1408 01:24:25,986 --> 01:24:28,282 Mildly. 1409 01:24:44,470 --> 01:24:46,870 What was I doing? What was I, an asshole? 1410 01:24:46,941 --> 01:24:49,429 I was in love, and I just met this person. 1411 01:24:49,416 --> 01:24:52,179 I hated her ideas because they were critical of me... 1412 01:24:52,253 --> 01:24:54,481 but I loved her anyway. 1413 01:24:54,554 --> 01:24:59,013 It was a curse. No, it was a punishment. I went with it. We talked all night. 1414 01:25:05,732 --> 01:25:07,323 You okay? 1415 01:25:08,569 --> 01:25:11,002 I got a headache. 1416 01:25:11,071 --> 01:25:14,005 I gotta go to the bathroom. 1417 01:25:16,910 --> 01:25:18,935 Bob! How goes it? 1418 01:25:19,013 --> 01:25:20,569 What's goin' on? 1419 01:25:20,648 --> 01:25:23,207 - I got a fuckin' headache. - I have some pills for that. 1420 01:25:23,284 --> 01:25:26,012 This fuckin' music... No, I don't take pills, dude. 1421 01:25:26,087 --> 01:25:28,520 - It's candy. - They're just vitamins. 1422 01:25:37,331 --> 01:25:39,265 Headache in a bottle? 1423 01:26:00,022 --> 01:26:01,989 - What'd you do? - I don't like the mirror. 1424 01:26:02,058 --> 01:26:03,454 What happened? 1425 01:26:03,526 --> 01:26:06,391 I don't like fucking mirrors! All right? 1426 01:26:07,897 --> 01:26:09,885 - You're drunk, Bob. - I'm sorry. 1427 01:26:09,965 --> 01:26:11,591 What did he do? 1428 01:26:11,668 --> 01:26:14,966 He gets crazy when he's drunk, that's all. 1429 01:26:16,205 --> 01:26:18,730 - Everybody out. - That's it. Party's over. 1430 01:26:18,808 --> 01:26:20,069 Out, out, out. 1431 01:26:20,143 --> 01:26:23,304 I'm sorry about that window. I didn't mean to... 1432 01:26:23,379 --> 01:26:26,075 I'll buy you a new one. 1433 01:26:26,150 --> 01:26:29,811 - No, I'll tell them it was an accident. - It's seven years bad luck. 1434 01:26:29,886 --> 01:26:32,751 No, it's seven years bad luck. It's seven years bad luck! 1435 01:26:32,822 --> 01:26:36,348 All right, I'll take him home. I'll get him out of here. 1436 01:26:36,426 --> 01:26:37,983 Where are we going? 1437 01:26:38,062 --> 01:26:39,492 Let's go. 1438 01:26:39,562 --> 01:26:41,756 All right, you guys. Everything's cool. 1439 01:26:41,831 --> 01:26:44,764 - Can I call you tomorrow? - No. 1440 01:26:44,834 --> 01:26:47,961 I mean, yeah. That'd be cool. 1441 01:26:48,037 --> 01:26:50,196 Yeah, okay. 1442 01:26:50,273 --> 01:26:51,364 Good. 1443 01:26:53,077 --> 01:26:56,341 Sorry. I had a great time tonight. I really did. 1444 01:26:56,413 --> 01:26:58,209 Me too. 1445 01:26:58,282 --> 01:27:00,340 Great time. Great party. 1446 01:27:00,418 --> 01:27:02,212 Yeah. 1447 01:27:02,285 --> 01:27:03,717 How you feeling, buddy? 1448 01:27:05,322 --> 01:27:08,255 Dude, I'm not like my dad, you know. 1449 01:27:10,061 --> 01:27:13,153 I'm not gonna cry, dude. You know what I mean? 1450 01:27:14,598 --> 01:27:16,224 Fine. Don't cry. 1451 01:27:17,302 --> 01:27:19,734 You think I let him down? 1452 01:27:19,804 --> 01:27:22,738 - Think I let my dad down? - No. 1453 01:27:22,807 --> 01:27:24,739 If anything, he let you down. 1454 01:27:30,449 --> 01:27:32,381 I wanna marry Trish. 1455 01:27:35,153 --> 01:27:36,675 I'm serious, dude. 1456 01:27:36,755 --> 01:27:38,085 Yeah, all right. 1457 01:28:04,984 --> 01:28:08,282 Come on! Jesus Christ. 1458 01:28:10,379 --> 01:28:14,310 I swear to God, you're like a high school girl. 1459 01:28:17,113 --> 01:28:19,543 Jesus Christ. 1460 01:28:19,612 --> 01:28:21,635 Good night, asshole. 1461 01:28:31,215 --> 01:28:33,147 Oh, Jesus Christ. 1462 01:28:33,216 --> 01:28:34,476 Bobby, get up. 1463 01:28:34,549 --> 01:28:37,480 Get up. It's, like, 3:00. Let's get something to eat. 1464 01:28:56,588 --> 01:28:59,018 Oh, fuck. 1465 01:29:06,924 --> 01:29:08,354 God. 1466 01:29:24,861 --> 01:29:26,792 Fuckin' poser. 1467 01:29:28,194 --> 01:29:31,648 Only posers die, you fucking idiot! 1468 01:29:34,896 --> 01:29:37,828 Now what am I gonna do for a friend? 1469 01:29:41,431 --> 01:29:44,056 You're my only friend! 1470 01:29:45,265 --> 01:29:47,923 Please wake up now! 1471 01:29:49,966 --> 01:29:51,954 Please! I'm sorry! 1472 01:29:59,102 --> 01:30:01,032 Oh, fuck. 1473 01:30:07,837 --> 01:30:11,996 Oh, man. Oh, jeez. 1474 01:30:12,072 --> 01:30:14,002 Oh, my God. 1475 01:30:15,937 --> 01:30:18,369 I wasn't ready for this. 1476 01:30:20,205 --> 01:30:22,137 I wasn't ready. 1477 01:30:23,473 --> 01:30:25,734 And we put him under the ground. 1478 01:30:25,808 --> 01:30:27,795 The official cause of death? 1479 01:30:27,875 --> 01:30:29,362 Overdose from Percodan. 1480 01:30:29,441 --> 01:30:32,372 That's what John's girlfriend gave him for his headache. 1481 01:30:32,442 --> 01:30:34,634 That, mixed with the booze, did him in. 1482 01:30:34,710 --> 01:30:38,574 Heroin Bob, the guy who never did any drug in his life outside of beer... 1483 01:30:38,644 --> 01:30:41,472 died from a narcotic overdose. 1484 01:30:41,543 --> 01:30:43,405 And that was it. 1485 01:30:43,477 --> 01:30:45,067 He fell... 1486 01:30:45,145 --> 01:30:47,076 and I went on. 1487 01:30:47,146 --> 01:30:49,076 What else was I gonna do? 1488 01:30:49,145 --> 01:30:52,770 Bob got me into this whole punk-fashion anarchy trip in the first place. 1489 01:30:52,846 --> 01:30:55,777 It hit me after the funeral. It was always Bob. 1490 01:30:55,846 --> 01:30:59,539 Started way back when we were kids, maybe 14. 1491 01:31:00,680 --> 01:31:02,612 We were such losers back then. 1492 01:31:02,681 --> 01:31:05,044 Those guys that sat alone in the cafeteria... 1493 01:31:05,116 --> 01:31:07,046 getting shit from the jocks... 1494 01:31:07,115 --> 01:31:10,275 wishing to God they could be cool for just, like, one minute. 1495 01:31:10,350 --> 01:31:12,747 Then one day Bob had had enough. 1496 01:31:12,817 --> 01:31:16,647 Being a dweeb was not what he had in mind for our future. 1497 01:31:16,852 --> 01:31:20,840 - Hey, Bob. You're early. - Dad was flipping out. I had to leave. 1498 01:31:20,919 --> 01:31:24,874 Mike and Eddie are coming, so it should be a good game. I have a good dungeon. 1499 01:31:24,953 --> 01:31:28,749 Stevo, this D&D shit, it sucks. 1500 01:31:28,822 --> 01:31:30,979 - What? - It sucks. 1501 01:31:30,275 --> 01:31:35,585 But you're a seventh-level magic user. It's going great for your character. 1502 01:31:35,656 --> 01:31:39,654 Stevo, it's bullshit, though. "Magic user. " What the hell's that? 1503 01:31:39,732 --> 01:31:43,002 These elves and dwarves and dragons, man. 1504 01:31:43,075 --> 01:31:45,603 - This music... - Rush is a very good band. 1505 01:31:45,683 --> 01:31:47,845 Their music is very complex, and the perfection... 1506 01:31:47,921 --> 01:31:51,590 I'm not saying they're not talented, and, yeah, they rock... 1507 01:31:51,665 --> 01:31:53,599 but it's not the only music out there. 1508 01:31:53,670 --> 01:31:56,267 - I've got a John Denver record. - I'm serious. 1509 01:31:56,344 --> 01:31:59,180 Anyway, I like them. They rock, man. 1510 01:31:59,251 --> 01:32:02,691 There's a whole world out there. People are having fun. 1511 01:32:02,761 --> 01:32:04,889 We should be going to parties... 1512 01:32:04,966 --> 01:32:06,800 getting drunk, getting laid... 1513 01:32:06,872 --> 01:32:08,204 being wild. 1514 01:32:08,275 --> 01:32:11,247 The last time we went to a party we got our asses kicked. 1515 01:32:11,317 --> 01:32:14,050 Maybe we should have our own parties. 1516 01:32:14,125 --> 01:32:17,929 - How about we turn this off... - Don't touch my stereo, Bob. 1517 01:32:18,001 --> 01:32:19,664 Give me a chance. 1518 01:32:21,677 --> 01:32:24,444 - Got this from a guy I know in L.A. - You know a guy in L.A.? 1519 01:32:24,519 --> 01:32:25,953 Shh! 1520 01:32:31,002 --> 01:32:33,940 You tell me if this doesn't rock. 1521 01:32:38,488 --> 01:32:39,923 This isn't anything. 1522 01:32:39,993 --> 01:32:42,327 Just give it a chance. 1523 01:32:44,038 --> 01:32:45,870 What is it? 1524 01:32:45,943 --> 01:32:48,575 - What is it? - Yeah, what is it, Bob? 1525 01:32:51,290 --> 01:32:53,226 It's new. 1526 01:33:15,321 --> 01:33:16,754 Okay. 1527 01:33:25,883 --> 01:33:26,814 So there I was. 1528 01:33:26,885 --> 01:33:29,550 I was gonna go to Harvard. It was obvious. 1529 01:33:29,626 --> 01:33:32,997 I was gonna be a lawyer and play in the goddamn system. 1530 01:33:33,068 --> 01:33:34,901 That was that. 1531 01:33:34,974 --> 01:33:36,910 I was my old man. He knew. 1532 01:33:36,979 --> 01:33:40,613 So what else could I do? I mean, there's no future in anarchy. 1533 01:33:40,688 --> 01:33:43,819 But when I was into it there was never a thought of the future. 1534 01:33:43,896 --> 01:33:47,963 We were certain the world was gonna end. When it didn't, I had to do something. 1535 01:33:48,041 --> 01:33:49,532 So fuck it. 1536 01:33:49,612 --> 01:33:53,074 I could be a litigator in New York and piss the shit out of the judges. 1537 01:33:53,156 --> 01:33:55,922 I mean, that was me... a troublemaker, the future... 1538 01:33:55,996 --> 01:34:00,598 one of those guys my parents so arrogantly saved the world for... 1539 01:34:00,675 --> 01:34:02,770 so we could fuck it up. 1540 01:34:02,848 --> 01:34:06,812 I could do a hell of a lot more damage in the system than outside of it. 1541 01:34:06,892 --> 01:34:09,489 That was the final irony, I think. 1542 01:34:09,566 --> 01:34:12,094 That and, well, this. 1543 01:34:12,452 --> 01:34:14,782 And fuck you if you're already thinking it. 1544 01:34:14,853 --> 01:34:16,787 When all was said and done... 1545 01:34:16,857 --> 01:34:20,449 I was nothing more than a goddamn trendy-ass poser. 1546 01:34:32,168 --> 01:34:34,396 Efficiency and progress 1547 01:34:34,471 --> 01:34:36,869 Is ours once more 1548 01:34:36,939 --> 01:34:41,033 Now that we have the neutron bomb 1549 01:34:41,110 --> 01:34:43,941 It's nice and quick and clean 1550 01:34:44,013 --> 01:34:46,172 And gets things done 1551 01:34:49,617 --> 01:34:53,812 Away with excess enemy 1552 01:34:53,887 --> 01:34:57,879 But no less value to property 1553 01:34:57,958 --> 01:34:59,719 No sense in war 1554 01:34:59,792 --> 01:35:01,725 But perfect sense 1555 01:35:01,794 --> 01:35:03,727 At home 1556 01:35:09,301 --> 01:35:11,732 The sun beams down on a brand-new day 1557 01:35:11,803 --> 01:35:13,860 No more welfare tax to pay 1558 01:35:13,938 --> 01:35:17,201 Unsightly slums gone up in flashing light 1559 01:35:18,510 --> 01:35:20,772 Jobless millions whisked away 1560 01:35:20,844 --> 01:35:23,037 At last we have more room to play 1561 01:35:23,113 --> 01:35:26,275 All systems go to kill the poor tonight 1562 01:35:27,417 --> 01:35:30,146 Gonna kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1563 01:35:33,489 --> 01:35:36,753 Kill the poor tonight 1564 01:35:41,228 --> 01:35:43,559 Behold the sparkle of champagne 1565 01:35:43,632 --> 01:35:45,859 The crime rate's gone Feel free again 1566 01:35:45,933 --> 01:35:49,231 Oh, life's a dream with you Miss Lily White 1567 01:35:50,337 --> 01:35:52,701 Jane Fonda on the screen today 1568 01:35:52,772 --> 01:35:55,035 Convinced the liberals it's okay 1569 01:35:55,109 --> 01:35:58,975 So let's get dressed and dance away the night 1570 01:35:59,045 --> 01:36:01,944 While they kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1571 01:36:05,385 --> 01:36:08,648 Kill the poor tonight 1572 01:36:08,720 --> 01:36:10,845 Kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1573 01:36:14,192 --> 01:36:17,217 Kill the poor tonight 1574 01:36:39,314 --> 01:36:41,644 Behold the sparkle of champagne 1575 01:36:41,716 --> 01:36:43,943 The crime rate's gone Feel free again 1576 01:36:44,017 --> 01:36:47,315 Oh, life's a dream with you Miss Lily White 1577 01:36:48,423 --> 01:36:50,786 Jane Fonda on the screen today 1578 01:36:50,857 --> 01:36:53,120 Convinced the liberals it's okay 1579 01:36:53,193 --> 01:36:57,059 So let's get dressed and dance away the night 1580 01:36:57,130 --> 01:36:59,689 While they kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1581 01:37:03,102 --> 01:37:06,297 Kill the poor tonight 1582 01:37:06,371 --> 01:37:08,496 Kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1583 01:37:11,843 --> 01:37:15,140 Kill the poor tonight 1584 01:37:15,212 --> 01:37:17,303 Kill, kill, kill, kill Kill the poor 1585 01:37:20,717 --> 01:37:22,979 Kill the poor tonight