1 00:02:25,950 --> 00:02:30,872 In 6th grade, Nora was told to write an essay as if she was an object. 2 00:02:30,997 --> 00:02:34,584 She knew at once she'd be their house. 3 00:02:38,796 --> 00:02:43,426 She described how its belly shook as she and her sister ran downstairs 4 00:02:43,551 --> 00:02:45,637 and out the back door. 5 00:02:46,471 --> 00:02:51,935 That it saw them take the shortcut through the fence and onto the road, 6 00:02:52,060 --> 00:02:55,772 where the house no longer could see them. 7 00:02:59,275 --> 00:03:03,613 She wondered if the house liked to be empty and light, 8 00:03:04,364 --> 00:03:06,282 or full and heavy. 9 00:03:06,908 --> 00:03:10,036 If the floors liked being trod on. 10 00:03:11,079 --> 00:03:13,373 If the walls were ticklish. 11 00:03:13,498 --> 00:03:15,959 If it ever felt pain. 12 00:03:24,676 --> 00:03:28,888 And she thought that yes, it probably liked to be full. 13 00:03:33,059 --> 00:03:36,104 Before them, other people and pets 14 00:03:36,229 --> 00:03:40,483 had lived their moments in time there. 15 00:03:40,608 --> 00:03:46,739 Her great-great-grandfather died in the room where her grandmother was born, 16 00:03:46,864 --> 00:03:50,535 which now was her parents' bedroom. 17 00:03:56,082 --> 00:04:01,671 Their father said the house had a flaw, discovered right after it was finished 18 00:04:01,796 --> 00:04:04,090 a century ago. 19 00:04:04,215 --> 00:04:09,846 She wrote that it was as if the house was sinking, collapsing, 20 00:04:09,971 --> 00:04:15,602 only in very slow motion, and that her family's time there 21 00:04:15,727 --> 00:04:20,189 was just a split second in mid-air. 22 00:04:28,156 --> 00:04:33,286 When she read it later, she saw that she hadn't used the word "quarrel", 23 00:04:33,411 --> 00:04:36,748 but wrote of the "noise" her parents made. 24 00:04:36,873 --> 00:04:42,170 But what the house disliked more than noise, was silence. 25 00:04:48,593 --> 00:04:52,055 When her father left for good, the house grew lighter. 26 00:04:52,180 --> 00:04:55,725 The noise her parents made, went away. 27 00:04:55,850 --> 00:04:59,479 But the house missed the other sounds he made. 28 00:05:05,526 --> 00:05:09,280 Her teacher gave her an A, and her father loved it. 29 00:05:09,405 --> 00:05:15,119 Nora reread it when looking for a monologue for her academy audition, 30 00:05:15,244 --> 00:05:18,498 but found it disappointingly detached. 31 00:05:18,623 --> 00:05:21,960 She chose Nina's monologue from "The Seagull" instead. 32 00:05:22,085 --> 00:05:25,213 "I am a seagull. No. No. I am an actress." 33 00:05:25,338 --> 00:05:27,423 "Yes, that is what I am." 34 00:05:27,966 --> 00:05:33,972 SENTIMENTAL VALUE 35 00:05:52,240 --> 00:05:54,325 Nora? 36 00:05:55,785 --> 00:05:58,746 - Nora? Open the door. - I can't do it. 37 00:05:58,871 --> 00:06:01,708 - Nora, open the door! - Just a moment. 38 00:06:21,144 --> 00:06:23,563 Open the door, please. 39 00:06:25,982 --> 00:06:28,067 Are you okay? 40 00:06:29,652 --> 00:06:32,947 I'm just going over my lines. 41 00:06:34,032 --> 00:06:36,451 But you know your lines. 42 00:06:38,745 --> 00:06:42,582 - We've been here before. - No, it's not like that. 43 00:06:43,833 --> 00:06:46,711 I can't do it. I can't go on stage. 44 00:06:46,836 --> 00:06:49,756 Okay. Let's take a deep breath. 45 00:06:53,885 --> 00:06:57,722 Just look at me. Look at me. Breathe. 46 00:06:59,015 --> 00:07:01,225 Okay. Just breathe. 47 00:07:02,352 --> 00:07:06,856 - I can't breathe in this thing. - We'll fix it downstairs. 48 00:07:06,981 --> 00:07:08,942 Just come with me. 49 00:07:09,067 --> 00:07:12,570 - I need water. - There's water downstairs. 50 00:07:14,572 --> 00:07:18,576 - It won't work. We're five minutes late. - It'll be fine. 51 00:07:18,701 --> 00:07:21,287 Just get her on, okay? 52 00:07:36,177 --> 00:07:38,471 Oh, it's out of place. 53 00:07:38,596 --> 00:07:40,682 No, it's okay. 54 00:08:09,002 --> 00:08:11,838 Hey… Could you help me out? 55 00:08:11,963 --> 00:08:14,382 - Right backstage. - Now? 56 00:08:21,889 --> 00:08:23,516 Just… a bit stressed. 57 00:08:23,641 --> 00:08:26,311 I think I need some… 58 00:08:26,436 --> 00:08:29,188 Sort of need… something. 59 00:08:32,650 --> 00:08:36,571 - No, there's no time. Stop it. - We have time. 60 00:08:37,655 --> 00:08:40,742 - You're just… - Okay, then hit me. 61 00:08:40,867 --> 00:08:43,620 - Just slap me. - No! 62 00:08:43,745 --> 00:08:47,624 Otherwise I can't go on stage. I can't go on stage. 63 00:08:50,001 --> 00:08:52,920 - Are you okay? Dammit. - Yeah. Okay. 64 00:09:06,017 --> 00:09:07,185 Hey! 65 00:09:20,865 --> 00:09:23,159 - No! - I can't breathe! 66 00:09:23,284 --> 00:09:25,286 Don't! 67 00:09:25,411 --> 00:09:27,622 Help! Nora, don't. 68 00:09:28,164 --> 00:09:31,292 - Don't… Don't tear it! - Wait, Nora! 69 00:10:07,537 --> 00:10:10,206 Yngvar? Twenty seconds. 70 00:10:18,339 --> 00:10:20,425 Ready? 71 00:10:28,516 --> 00:10:30,351 Are we ready? 72 00:10:35,106 --> 00:10:37,191 Yes. 73 00:11:40,505 --> 00:11:42,423 Hear! 74 00:11:44,968 --> 00:11:47,637 You said you were going to save me. 75 00:11:47,762 --> 00:11:50,556 Yet you chased me into the flames! 76 00:12:06,447 --> 00:12:10,827 I let your children into my home. 77 00:12:10,952 --> 00:12:13,705 Still you bore witness against me! 78 00:13:03,630 --> 00:13:08,134 I told you we should get catering. This is just stressful. 79 00:13:16,643 --> 00:13:18,937 Hey… Hey… 80 00:13:20,355 --> 00:13:22,899 I'm okay. I'm okay. 81 00:13:26,152 --> 00:13:28,446 - Mom? Can I have more cake? - Sure. 82 00:13:28,571 --> 00:13:32,951 I've asked him to stop. He's had four pieces already. 83 00:13:33,076 --> 00:13:36,913 - Please, mom? - No, eat something else first. 84 00:13:37,038 --> 00:13:39,707 What a lovely speech you held. 85 00:13:39,832 --> 00:13:42,168 It was from both of us. 86 00:13:42,710 --> 00:13:48,216 Your mom was so proud of you, she talked about it all the time. 87 00:13:48,341 --> 00:13:51,344 - Yeah. - Well, Sissel… Jesus. 88 00:13:51,469 --> 00:13:55,223 She took me to the National Theatre many times. 89 00:14:56,576 --> 00:15:01,331 You know, that was grandma's office before she got sick. 90 00:15:02,081 --> 00:15:06,085 She sat there talking with people, trying to help them. 91 00:15:06,210 --> 00:15:09,339 Or they spoke to her about their secrets. 92 00:15:16,638 --> 00:15:21,476 When I was little, I used to listen to them talk through this stove. 93 00:15:24,103 --> 00:15:27,440 - Were you allowed to? - No. They never knew. 94 00:15:29,609 --> 00:15:31,611 It's been ages, but… 95 00:15:31,736 --> 00:15:37,492 I can see it's hard to know what to do, offer your condolences or congratulate. 96 00:15:37,617 --> 00:15:40,954 Well, we spoke from time to time. 97 00:15:43,539 --> 00:15:46,084 - What is it? - Nothing. 98 00:15:52,048 --> 00:15:54,300 Dad's here. 99 00:15:54,425 --> 00:15:56,678 - Did you know? - No. 100 00:15:56,803 --> 00:15:59,305 But I did inform him. 101 00:16:03,851 --> 00:16:06,312 Hi, dad! 102 00:16:06,437 --> 00:16:09,315 There you are! Excuse me. 103 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:12,110 Hi. 104 00:16:12,235 --> 00:16:14,320 Hi. My girls. 105 00:16:16,906 --> 00:16:20,034 - Have you met Erik yet? - No, is he here? 106 00:16:20,159 --> 00:16:25,957 - I didn't see you in church. - I wasn't up for it. And why in church? 107 00:16:26,082 --> 00:16:30,128 - Did she find religion? - We thought it would be nice. 108 00:16:31,004 --> 00:16:34,674 This is… This is so sad. 109 00:16:34,799 --> 00:16:39,512 She was a great mother for you, right? She was so beautiful and… 110 00:16:39,637 --> 00:16:42,432 - Beautiful? - Like you two. 111 00:16:42,557 --> 00:16:45,435 Sharp as hell. 112 00:16:45,560 --> 00:16:48,021 She was always right. 113 00:16:50,148 --> 00:16:53,568 - Hi! Look, grandpa's here. - Well, hello! 114 00:16:53,693 --> 00:16:55,778 Huh? Good morning. 115 00:16:57,572 --> 00:17:00,199 - Yeah. Hi, hi. - Hi. Been a while. 116 00:17:01,200 --> 00:17:04,704 - That's Even. - Of course I know Evan. 117 00:17:05,788 --> 00:17:07,665 We go way back. 118 00:17:07,790 --> 00:17:11,044 My, how you've grown! 119 00:17:11,169 --> 00:17:15,590 - Are you the tallest boy in class? - I don't know. Don't think so. 120 00:17:16,090 --> 00:17:18,217 Are you the class monster? 121 00:17:18,343 --> 00:17:19,886 No? 122 00:17:42,659 --> 00:17:44,661 Hi. 123 00:17:47,538 --> 00:17:49,624 Here. 124 00:17:55,755 --> 00:17:58,424 I was just thinking about you. 125 00:18:00,885 --> 00:18:03,721 - What's this? - They're mine. 126 00:18:06,307 --> 00:18:08,434 Are you okay? 127 00:18:08,559 --> 00:18:10,687 Well, why do you ask? 128 00:18:10,812 --> 00:18:14,524 - We have to talk while I'm in town. - Okay? 129 00:18:14,649 --> 00:18:17,443 There's something I need to tell you. 130 00:18:17,568 --> 00:18:21,864 - Can't you just tell me now? - No, not here. 131 00:18:21,990 --> 00:18:26,202 I think it's time you and I sat down and had a proper talk. 132 00:18:31,082 --> 00:18:34,127 Fredrik can take them in his Toyota. 133 00:18:34,252 --> 00:18:36,337 - Sorry. - Oops. 134 00:18:41,968 --> 00:18:44,304 I'm good, thanks. 135 00:18:48,808 --> 00:18:52,270 I just hope he doesn't feel like he… 136 00:18:53,354 --> 00:18:55,982 Suddenly has to be a dad and… 137 00:18:57,567 --> 00:19:00,528 - Comfort me or something. - No. 138 00:19:00,653 --> 00:19:03,406 But at least he's trying. 139 00:19:03,531 --> 00:19:06,618 It might not be easy for him either. 140 00:19:07,744 --> 00:19:10,788 Ask him what he plans to do with the house. 141 00:19:10,913 --> 00:19:13,499 - What do you mean? - He owns it. 142 00:19:17,003 --> 00:19:19,589 - Oh? - Mom got it after the divorce. 143 00:19:19,714 --> 00:19:22,884 But they never filed the paperwork. 144 00:19:23,009 --> 00:19:25,219 Okay? 145 00:19:25,345 --> 00:19:29,557 It's unfortunate. We were hoping for some money. 146 00:19:32,352 --> 00:19:35,063 Why don't you ask him? 147 00:19:35,188 --> 00:19:38,358 You never dare confront him about anything. 148 00:19:38,483 --> 00:19:42,236 - I don't? I see. - You don't. 149 00:19:44,572 --> 00:19:46,532 - Sure I do. - No. 150 00:20:04,634 --> 00:20:05,969 - Hi. - Hi. 151 00:20:08,012 --> 00:20:11,391 You look great. What would you like? 152 00:20:11,766 --> 00:20:13,768 Uh, just a coffee. 153 00:20:13,893 --> 00:20:16,604 - Nothing else? - No. 154 00:20:16,729 --> 00:20:20,733 - A coffee for the lovely young lady. - Yes please. 155 00:20:20,858 --> 00:20:25,363 - And you? Did you enjoy your meal? - I enjoy everything you serve. 156 00:20:30,827 --> 00:20:33,079 She thinks we're a couple. 157 00:20:35,206 --> 00:20:38,751 I've thought about you a lot. I've been worried. 158 00:20:38,876 --> 00:20:42,046 Okay. How have you been? 159 00:20:42,171 --> 00:20:45,091 Well, fine. Got my hands full. 160 00:20:46,342 --> 00:20:51,389 You may have heard about the retrospective of my films in France. 161 00:20:51,514 --> 00:20:56,936 - No, where should I have heard? - The film I'm making is more important. 162 00:20:57,061 --> 00:20:59,480 You're hanging in there. 163 00:21:01,691 --> 00:21:04,986 It might be my best script yet. Michael agrees. 164 00:21:05,111 --> 00:21:09,907 - So Michael is still producing? - He says things are going my way. 165 00:21:10,033 --> 00:21:15,079 My documentary is being screened in many countries. I'm on a roll. 166 00:21:22,170 --> 00:21:26,090 You had something you wanted to discuss with me? 167 00:21:26,215 --> 00:21:28,593 Yes. 168 00:21:34,432 --> 00:21:36,768 The film is about a… 169 00:21:38,061 --> 00:21:40,897 A young woman, a mother who… 170 00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:47,111 Well, I want you in the lead role. 171 00:21:55,453 --> 00:21:57,872 I wrote it for you. 172 00:21:59,749 --> 00:22:02,752 You're the only one who can play it. 173 00:22:11,135 --> 00:22:12,553 Thank you. 174 00:22:17,058 --> 00:22:19,978 But you've never seen me act. 175 00:22:20,103 --> 00:22:23,231 Sure. Several times. I saw you in "Medea". 176 00:22:23,356 --> 00:22:27,402 - You left during the intermission. - I don't like theatre. 177 00:22:27,527 --> 00:22:31,656 The scenography was horrible. But you were great. 178 00:22:33,116 --> 00:22:36,786 I can tell if an actor is any good in two minutes. 179 00:22:36,911 --> 00:22:41,582 This part would be good for you in many ways. 180 00:22:41,708 --> 00:22:46,004 You deserve something more personal than centuries-old plays 181 00:22:46,129 --> 00:22:49,048 for a bunch of senior citizens. 182 00:22:49,173 --> 00:22:52,135 This is a real role in a film. 183 00:22:52,260 --> 00:22:57,890 Yes, you might get some financing too. My series has done very well. 184 00:22:59,058 --> 00:23:02,020 Yeah, it helps somewhat. 185 00:23:02,145 --> 00:23:06,733 I've talked to Michael. He's sure he can get financing. 186 00:23:06,858 --> 00:23:09,777 We'll film it in our house. 187 00:23:09,902 --> 00:23:12,113 - Our house? - Yes. 188 00:23:12,238 --> 00:23:14,157 It's perfect. 189 00:23:22,707 --> 00:23:25,585 I'm not having any part in this. 190 00:23:26,586 --> 00:23:31,549 - You could take time off from the series. - It was finished ages ago. 191 00:23:31,674 --> 00:23:34,636 You're way better than that. 192 00:23:34,761 --> 00:23:37,096 - You've seen it? - Of course. 193 00:23:37,221 --> 00:23:39,474 Well, what do you think? 194 00:23:39,599 --> 00:23:42,143 What I think isn't important. 195 00:23:42,268 --> 00:23:45,271 I'd love to hear what you think. 196 00:23:46,522 --> 00:23:49,901 But that stuff isn't for me. No visuals. 197 00:23:50,902 --> 00:23:55,406 We never really see your face. We don't see your eyes. 198 00:23:55,531 --> 00:23:58,368 But what do I know? People like it. 199 00:23:59,369 --> 00:24:02,997 It's not about what people think. What do you think? 200 00:24:05,416 --> 00:24:07,961 You're not the problem with it. 201 00:24:08,795 --> 00:24:10,630 This part 202 00:24:10,755 --> 00:24:13,299 could be your big break. 203 00:24:14,384 --> 00:24:17,762 We're not going to work together, dad. 204 00:24:17,887 --> 00:24:22,100 - We can't even communicate. - Just read it, and I'll call you. 205 00:24:22,225 --> 00:24:27,063 - Stop calling me. You're always drunk. - But I worry about you. 206 00:24:27,188 --> 00:24:30,525 You don't have any right to worry about me. 207 00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:33,486 - Just read the damn thing! - Why? 208 00:24:33,611 --> 00:24:36,364 It'll never come to anything. 209 00:26:05,912 --> 00:26:07,997 Sit still! 210 00:26:08,122 --> 00:26:10,208 You mustn't move. 211 00:27:39,631 --> 00:27:43,676 I sat near you during the screening. I looked at you, 212 00:27:43,801 --> 00:27:47,931 and I saw you were also very, very moved by this screening. 213 00:27:51,309 --> 00:27:53,227 Uh, yes. 214 00:27:53,353 --> 00:27:55,855 I'm sorry. It's, oh… 215 00:27:56,940 --> 00:28:01,194 It's twenty years ago, probably, since I saw it. 216 00:28:01,319 --> 00:28:06,824 And I remember vividly, in detail, the time, and… 217 00:28:07,909 --> 00:28:11,746 The days on the set. The people. 218 00:28:11,871 --> 00:28:14,624 You know, I film with friends. 219 00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:19,212 They are my family. 220 00:28:20,672 --> 00:28:24,676 Yes, and… Even more so in this movie, yes? 221 00:28:24,801 --> 00:28:28,596 You mean my daughter, Agnes? Yeah. 222 00:28:28,721 --> 00:28:31,349 She's the one that plays Anna. 223 00:28:34,644 --> 00:28:37,981 So, one last question before I let you go. 224 00:28:38,439 --> 00:28:43,194 I think everyone here wants to know. There hasn't been a feature film 225 00:28:43,319 --> 00:28:46,364 since "L'Idylle" 15 years ago. 226 00:28:46,489 --> 00:28:50,243 Will we see another feature film from Gustav Borg? 227 00:28:51,911 --> 00:28:54,664 Well, I hope so. 228 00:28:54,789 --> 00:28:58,001 I hope so too. Thank you, Mr. Borg. 229 00:29:26,029 --> 00:29:28,615 Oh, Gustav! 230 00:29:28,740 --> 00:29:30,783 Gustav! 231 00:29:30,908 --> 00:29:34,162 Sorry, sorry. Rachel Kemp loved your film. 232 00:29:34,287 --> 00:29:38,833 She wants you to join her. She's having dinner at L'Excelsior. 233 00:29:38,958 --> 00:29:40,960 You know? 234 00:29:41,085 --> 00:29:44,672 The festival is paying everything, of course. 235 00:29:47,634 --> 00:29:53,348 I'm here with film director Gustav Borg. He's joining Rachel Kemp's table. 236 00:30:00,813 --> 00:30:05,151 - Excusez-moi. It's a private event. - Gustav Borg! 237 00:30:07,987 --> 00:30:11,574 - Thank you for coming! - Let me get you a chair. 238 00:30:11,699 --> 00:30:14,035 - Here you go. - Thank you. 239 00:30:15,954 --> 00:30:19,540 I was so impressed by your film. 240 00:30:19,666 --> 00:30:23,002 - It's a masterpiece. Really. - Oh yeah. 241 00:30:23,544 --> 00:30:26,506 - Thank you. - It is exceptional. 242 00:30:27,048 --> 00:30:30,385 - How did your screening go? - It went well. 243 00:30:30,510 --> 00:30:34,264 The screening was amazing. The theatre loved it. 244 00:30:34,389 --> 00:30:37,475 You have to see it in the fall when it comes out. 245 00:30:46,943 --> 00:30:48,486 How does this work? 246 00:31:14,387 --> 00:31:17,307 I wish I could make films like you do. 247 00:31:24,022 --> 00:31:27,025 I just… It really struck me today. 248 00:31:30,028 --> 00:31:33,364 I don't know if I'd ever seen a film like it before. 249 00:31:36,075 --> 00:31:38,119 It was really… 250 00:31:38,661 --> 00:31:40,872 Really… 251 00:31:40,997 --> 00:31:43,082 Moved me. 252 00:31:49,464 --> 00:31:50,924 Thank you. 253 00:31:59,265 --> 00:32:03,102 I've been thinking a lot about taking a break, actually. 254 00:32:03,227 --> 00:32:06,606 I already have all these projects lined up. 255 00:32:09,400 --> 00:32:12,737 They're good enough parts, but… 256 00:32:12,862 --> 00:32:17,325 - They don't have anything to do with me. - Just say no. 257 00:32:18,785 --> 00:32:22,372 Sam would freak out if I just walked away like that. 258 00:32:22,497 --> 00:32:24,457 He'd have a right to. 259 00:32:25,750 --> 00:32:27,877 Fuck Sam. 260 00:32:28,002 --> 00:32:30,421 It's your life. 261 00:32:33,049 --> 00:32:35,260 And you? 262 00:32:35,385 --> 00:32:38,221 You working on anything new? 263 00:32:38,346 --> 00:32:40,890 No. I thought I was, but… 264 00:32:41,015 --> 00:32:43,226 Couldn't get the money? 265 00:32:44,727 --> 00:32:46,813 Something like that. 266 00:33:24,517 --> 00:33:28,021 He'll take you to the hotel. 267 00:33:28,146 --> 00:33:30,231 Thank you. 268 00:33:34,319 --> 00:33:38,448 - It was very nice to meet you. - Very nice. 269 00:33:38,573 --> 00:33:40,491 - Rach? - Rachel! 270 00:33:40,617 --> 00:33:43,244 - Sir! - No, no, no! 271 00:33:43,786 --> 00:33:46,956 Rach, I have your phone! Oh god! 272 00:34:30,041 --> 00:34:34,254 - Weren't you about to leave? - You want me to leave? Okay. 273 00:34:34,379 --> 00:34:37,006 No, but this is getting very… 274 00:34:37,131 --> 00:34:39,717 Close and cuddly. 275 00:34:39,842 --> 00:34:45,014 - You don't like cuddly? - Sure I like cuddly. I do. 276 00:34:45,139 --> 00:34:47,976 Why are you so afraid of intimacy? 277 00:34:50,937 --> 00:34:54,732 - I can tell that it isn't easy for you. - No, it's not. 278 00:34:54,857 --> 00:34:59,237 It's perfect that you're married so I don't have to confront 279 00:34:59,362 --> 00:35:02,198 how fucked-up I really am. 280 00:35:02,323 --> 00:35:07,495 Jeez, what a brutal thing to say about yourself. How fucked-up are you? 281 00:35:11,082 --> 00:35:12,667 In percent? 282 00:35:12,792 --> 00:35:14,586 Eighty. 283 00:35:15,670 --> 00:35:19,340 - Eighty. - So you're twenty percent… 284 00:35:19,465 --> 00:35:22,343 That's the percentage you see now. 285 00:35:25,513 --> 00:35:28,016 Did you talk to the theatre manager? 286 00:35:28,141 --> 00:35:30,768 He thinks I should 287 00:35:30,893 --> 00:35:32,979 see a therapist. 288 00:35:33,104 --> 00:35:34,564 Yes. 289 00:35:34,689 --> 00:35:37,400 - Well, why not? - Don't say yes! 290 00:35:37,525 --> 00:35:42,530 No, but it's some sort of phobia. Therapy might help. 291 00:35:42,655 --> 00:35:45,867 But it's not that bad, it was just that… 292 00:35:45,992 --> 00:35:49,704 - I had to hit you. - Yeah. Yeah. 293 00:35:49,829 --> 00:35:53,416 Sorry about that. It was pretty intense, but… 294 00:35:53,541 --> 00:35:57,086 - You could change your mind and report me. - I won't. 295 00:35:57,211 --> 00:36:00,673 I swear. I already know too much about myself. 296 00:36:00,798 --> 00:36:05,094 - I don't need therapy. - I'd say the exact opposite. 297 00:36:05,219 --> 00:36:07,680 - Why not? - Mom was a… 298 00:36:07,805 --> 00:36:12,101 - I mean, she was a therapist. - You're not going to see your mom. 299 00:36:12,977 --> 00:36:16,397 - I just want one last kiss. - Sure, but… 300 00:36:16,522 --> 00:36:19,275 - No, not like that. - But we're done! 301 00:36:23,655 --> 00:36:26,032 - See you tomorrow. - See you. 302 00:36:51,432 --> 00:36:55,520 I mean, when you go on stage, it's so counterintuitive. 303 00:36:55,645 --> 00:37:00,483 Your body, your whole body screams as you step out to face the audience. 304 00:37:00,608 --> 00:37:04,612 - There's nowhere to hide. - But it's not all anxiety? 305 00:37:04,737 --> 00:37:06,823 No, I love it! I love it! 306 00:37:09,117 --> 00:37:12,161 And that… 307 00:37:12,287 --> 00:37:16,499 This frustration, anger, the sense of injustice, 308 00:37:16,624 --> 00:37:19,127 the burden of responsibility. 309 00:37:19,252 --> 00:37:25,425 When she says he avoids conflicts, she reveals what she hates about herself. 310 00:37:25,550 --> 00:37:29,053 What I like the most about it, is probably… 311 00:37:29,178 --> 00:37:34,851 Building a character. Diving into that perspective, or into 312 00:37:34,976 --> 00:37:39,230 their feelings by assuming the role of someone else. 313 00:37:39,355 --> 00:37:44,652 It maybe provides me the security to connect to my own feelings. 314 00:37:44,777 --> 00:37:47,697 So you don't want to be yourself? 315 00:37:47,822 --> 00:37:51,784 That's what it sounds like. What would mom say about that? 316 00:37:58,791 --> 00:38:01,878 No, you're cheating. Step back. No. 317 00:38:02,003 --> 00:38:04,464 No, you can go closer. 318 00:38:04,589 --> 00:38:07,050 No, no. Here, here! 319 00:38:10,136 --> 00:38:12,555 Do you have a boyfriend? 320 00:38:16,476 --> 00:38:18,978 No, not really. 321 00:38:20,647 --> 00:38:22,732 Don't you want one? 322 00:38:25,318 --> 00:38:27,904 Sure. 323 00:38:28,029 --> 00:38:30,782 But it's not always that easy. 324 00:38:33,660 --> 00:38:36,079 - But I love you. - Yes. 325 00:38:37,789 --> 00:38:39,874 I love you too. 326 00:38:41,459 --> 00:38:44,337 I wanna marry you when I grow up. 327 00:38:49,384 --> 00:38:51,511 It's nice of you to say so. 328 00:38:51,636 --> 00:38:54,264 - But it's impossible. - I know. 329 00:39:00,019 --> 00:39:03,481 - Did you fall asleep? - No. 330 00:39:03,606 --> 00:39:05,775 He's just so cute! 331 00:39:07,652 --> 00:39:11,281 I think… He proposed to me down there. 332 00:39:12,991 --> 00:39:16,411 - Congrats. - That doesn't happen every day. 333 00:39:17,620 --> 00:39:21,708 When he returned from the playground today, he came to me, 334 00:39:21,833 --> 00:39:25,336 looked straight at me and said: "I see you." 335 00:39:27,130 --> 00:39:28,881 Where's that from? 336 00:39:29,007 --> 00:39:33,011 - Do you say that? - Maybe he's picked it up at school. 337 00:39:33,136 --> 00:39:35,972 Saying "I see you" at school? 338 00:39:36,097 --> 00:39:38,182 Are you okay? 339 00:39:39,267 --> 00:39:41,477 - Sorry. - Hey? 340 00:39:41,603 --> 00:39:43,771 - What is it? - I'm okay. 341 00:39:43,896 --> 00:39:46,733 I think I should head home. 342 00:39:46,858 --> 00:39:48,484 No, wait. 343 00:39:48,610 --> 00:39:51,029 - I'm okay. - Are you sure? 344 00:39:52,905 --> 00:39:57,035 - Really? Nothing's happened? - No. It's okay. Sorry. 345 00:40:00,079 --> 00:40:01,748 Okay. 346 00:40:18,348 --> 00:40:20,433 - Is she alright? - Yeah. 347 00:40:25,313 --> 00:40:29,734 - You don't think… She's not there again? - I don't think so. 348 00:40:31,569 --> 00:40:33,988 I think she's just lonely. 349 00:40:36,074 --> 00:40:40,036 - Does that make you sad? - A bit. 350 00:41:03,101 --> 00:41:05,186 - Hi. - Hi. 351 00:41:38,052 --> 00:41:39,762 It's weird. 352 00:41:41,097 --> 00:41:44,350 When mom fell ill, I considered whether to 353 00:41:44,475 --> 00:41:47,979 take over the house, live here with Even and Erik. 354 00:41:48,605 --> 00:41:51,524 - Would you want to live here? - No. 355 00:41:51,649 --> 00:41:54,485 We can't afford to buy out anyone. 356 00:42:02,910 --> 00:42:07,290 I've been through all that, it's just old documents. 357 00:42:08,583 --> 00:42:12,170 Well, thanks for everything you've done. 358 00:42:12,295 --> 00:42:14,297 It's amazing. 359 00:42:15,298 --> 00:42:20,845 - Keep what you want and dump the rest. - But there are many nice things here. 360 00:42:20,970 --> 00:42:24,432 Things with sentimental value. Have a look. 361 00:42:25,516 --> 00:42:28,144 I'd like that vase, for example. 362 00:42:29,062 --> 00:42:31,814 - Yeah, it's kinda nice. - Oh? 363 00:42:31,940 --> 00:42:35,109 - Because I want it? - No. You can have it. 364 00:42:35,234 --> 00:42:39,572 No, the point is to go through it together and sort it out. 365 00:42:39,697 --> 00:42:42,533 Yeah. Well, then I'll take it. 366 00:42:43,910 --> 00:42:46,579 My god. 367 00:42:50,833 --> 00:42:53,336 Remember to turn off the stove 368 00:43:06,140 --> 00:43:10,728 - How long is he going to stay here? - He didn't say. 369 00:43:10,853 --> 00:43:14,232 But he's here to arrange the sale, right? 370 00:43:14,357 --> 00:43:16,859 I don't really know if… 371 00:43:16,985 --> 00:43:20,196 He'll be here around 2 p.m. You can ask him. 372 00:43:21,531 --> 00:43:24,993 - I don't think so. - You can't pretend he's not here. 373 00:43:25,118 --> 00:43:27,412 I can try. 374 00:43:30,498 --> 00:43:34,168 He isn't selling the house, like I thought, but… 375 00:43:35,253 --> 00:43:37,880 Well, he has this project. 376 00:43:39,340 --> 00:43:41,342 Come again? 377 00:43:41,467 --> 00:43:44,804 It's a good thing. He's making a new movie. 378 00:43:46,723 --> 00:43:49,642 What project? 379 00:43:49,767 --> 00:43:53,521 - The one you discussed. - The film he wrote for me? 380 00:43:53,646 --> 00:43:56,149 Yeah, the part you didn't want. 381 00:43:57,817 --> 00:44:01,321 - Did he get financing? - He must have. 382 00:44:01,446 --> 00:44:05,617 He didn't say much. But he asked if you'd be here. 383 00:44:06,951 --> 00:44:08,911 Okay. 384 00:44:12,290 --> 00:44:15,084 - Is that him? - Yeah. 385 00:44:33,227 --> 00:44:35,063 Shit, that's Rachel Kemp. 386 00:44:36,898 --> 00:44:38,816 Oh, shit. 387 00:44:46,824 --> 00:44:49,702 - Shit! - Hey? Nora? 388 00:44:49,827 --> 00:44:51,913 Hey, now… 389 00:44:52,580 --> 00:44:56,751 Looks almost the same. Nothing has really changed. 390 00:45:14,435 --> 00:45:16,604 It's so great to see you again. 391 00:45:16,729 --> 00:45:21,067 There's a café nearby. Rachel will let you know when we're done. 392 00:45:30,034 --> 00:45:32,745 Hi. Is Nora here? 393 00:45:32,870 --> 00:45:34,956 No, she had to leave. 394 00:45:36,416 --> 00:45:40,211 - Rachel, this is my daughter, Agnes. - Hi. Rachel. 395 00:45:40,336 --> 00:45:42,463 Nice to meet you. 396 00:45:43,631 --> 00:45:48,595 - Are you in the business as well? - No, she helps me with research sometimes. 397 00:45:48,720 --> 00:45:52,181 I'm an historic… Academic historian. Yeah. 398 00:45:52,307 --> 00:45:55,226 Sorry, I can't even speak properly. 399 00:45:57,186 --> 00:46:00,023 Do you recognise her? 400 00:46:01,232 --> 00:46:04,611 - She played Anna in the film you saw. - A long time ago. 401 00:46:06,279 --> 00:46:08,865 Of course. That's… 402 00:46:08,990 --> 00:46:12,201 You're Anna! That's right! I see it. 403 00:46:12,327 --> 00:46:16,372 - Can I take a selfie with you? - Yeah, sure. 404 00:46:16,497 --> 00:46:18,583 Starstruck. 405 00:46:26,132 --> 00:46:27,216 Thank you. 406 00:46:28,676 --> 00:46:32,096 So she's here, talking to her son. 407 00:46:32,221 --> 00:46:36,684 This is the last scene. She's preparing him something to eat. 408 00:46:36,809 --> 00:46:40,939 It's important for her. A last motherly touch, maybe. 409 00:46:42,690 --> 00:46:44,859 They hug, and he leaves. 410 00:46:45,944 --> 00:46:50,156 And the moment the door closes, something in her changes. 411 00:46:50,281 --> 00:46:53,701 Almost like she relaxes, don't you think? 412 00:46:55,453 --> 00:46:59,832 The boy's meeting up with his father, so she's not in a hurry. 413 00:46:59,958 --> 00:47:05,338 - And here's the wire to dry clothes on. - A clothes line. 414 00:47:05,463 --> 00:47:08,508 - A clothing line. - The clothing line. 415 00:47:08,633 --> 00:47:12,262 And then she goes in here and starts preparing. 416 00:47:18,059 --> 00:47:20,144 Suddenly… 417 00:47:21,229 --> 00:47:24,649 She hears the veranda door opening. Come. 418 00:47:31,072 --> 00:47:35,493 It's her son. He's forgotten his flag. His Norwegian flag. 419 00:47:35,618 --> 00:47:40,456 Yeah, it's the 17th of May. It's like the national day. 420 00:47:40,582 --> 00:47:44,085 Did I say that all this will be in one shot? 421 00:47:44,210 --> 00:47:46,921 A oner? This whole thing? 422 00:47:47,046 --> 00:47:50,425 The whole ending in just one shot. No editing. 423 00:47:50,550 --> 00:47:54,304 - Complete sync between time and place. - Wow. 424 00:47:55,388 --> 00:47:57,390 So… 425 00:47:57,515 --> 00:48:01,227 The boy just stands there looking at her. 426 00:48:01,352 --> 00:48:04,272 Something's off. He doesn't get it. 427 00:48:07,150 --> 00:48:10,820 So he just grabs his flag and runs off. 428 00:48:13,573 --> 00:48:18,536 She goes here to make sure that this time he really leaves. 429 00:48:18,661 --> 00:48:24,959 We only hear the gate closing behind him. Because the camera's here, on her. 430 00:48:25,084 --> 00:48:27,211 And this is crucial. 431 00:48:28,296 --> 00:48:30,882 The expression she has here. 432 00:48:32,717 --> 00:48:34,802 What is she thinking? 433 00:48:34,928 --> 00:48:37,013 Exactly. 434 00:48:39,349 --> 00:48:41,434 Then she walks back here. 435 00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:04,082 - So this is where she does it? - Yeah. 436 00:49:12,924 --> 00:49:15,760 You think that would bear her weight? 437 00:49:16,761 --> 00:49:20,056 Well, it happened like that. With my mother. 438 00:49:21,140 --> 00:49:23,434 - Your mother? - Yeah. 439 00:49:29,399 --> 00:49:31,693 - But not here? - Yeah. 440 00:49:32,735 --> 00:49:36,322 - It's a very long time ago. - No! 441 00:49:36,781 --> 00:49:37,907 She used that. 442 00:49:41,077 --> 00:49:44,122 - That? - Uh-huh. 443 00:49:44,247 --> 00:49:47,000 In order to get high enough. 444 00:49:48,084 --> 00:49:50,378 But we won't see that. 445 00:49:50,503 --> 00:49:54,966 We'll end the shot with her going back in and closing the door. 446 00:49:55,091 --> 00:49:57,760 We just hear the sound. 447 00:49:58,803 --> 00:50:01,848 As the camera moves away. 448 00:50:06,769 --> 00:50:10,607 Can I ask why you didn't just leave after that? 449 00:50:10,732 --> 00:50:13,234 Well, we did leave after this. 450 00:50:13,359 --> 00:50:16,613 We moved to Sweden. My father was Swedish. 451 00:50:18,489 --> 00:50:22,201 Well, I'd love to hear more about her. 452 00:50:23,369 --> 00:50:26,164 It's not my mother in the script, you know. 453 00:50:31,461 --> 00:50:34,797 Right, but they would still let me do it? Yeah. 454 00:50:34,923 --> 00:50:38,343 - Yeah, I know. - This'll be great. 455 00:50:38,468 --> 00:50:43,056 She's motivated. I told her that that footstool 456 00:50:43,181 --> 00:50:46,267 was the one my mom used to hang herself. 457 00:50:46,392 --> 00:50:48,645 The one from IKEA? 458 00:51:05,370 --> 00:51:07,455 "Is this me?" 459 00:51:09,374 --> 00:51:14,212 "Is this me?" What I think, the way I feel, how I sleep or not… 460 00:51:14,337 --> 00:51:17,548 I just can't understand how this… 461 00:51:17,674 --> 00:51:20,802 - Can be me. - We've been here before. 462 00:51:21,886 --> 00:51:25,390 - So you don't recognise yourself? - No. 463 00:51:26,766 --> 00:51:32,188 Many years earlier, the therapist's office was called "The Library". 464 00:51:35,942 --> 00:51:40,196 It was often empty. Karin, the oldest daughter, 465 00:51:40,321 --> 00:51:44,117 hung out with friends and listened to music there. 466 00:52:11,394 --> 00:52:15,815 When the war broke out, Karin joined the resistance. 467 00:52:16,608 --> 00:52:21,613 One autumn evening in 1943, the State Police came to fetch her. 468 00:52:29,037 --> 00:52:35,001 She was imprisoned for two years. She never talked about the prison camp. 469 00:52:42,759 --> 00:52:44,427 There. Listen to this. 470 00:52:45,762 --> 00:52:51,309 After the war, Karin got married and took over the family house. 471 00:52:53,311 --> 00:52:56,940 She gave birth to Gustav in 1951. 472 00:53:03,571 --> 00:53:08,284 Many years later, when he had become a filmmaker, Gustav liked to say: 473 00:53:08,409 --> 00:53:11,955 "Nothing is more beautiful than shadows." 474 00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:16,084 He would imagine his childhood home. 475 00:53:59,919 --> 00:54:05,675 Karin's little sister, Edith, took over the house with her friend Lillian. 476 00:54:05,800 --> 00:54:11,055 Edith was happily childless, but Gustav often visited them in summer. 477 00:54:17,770 --> 00:54:22,150 If anyone complained, Edith turned up the volume. She was sure 478 00:54:22,275 --> 00:54:26,696 one of the neighbours had ratted on her sister during the war. 479 00:54:35,496 --> 00:54:39,959 When Edith died, Gustav was her sole heir. 480 00:54:40,084 --> 00:54:45,173 In 1986, he moved back to the house with all its memories. 481 00:54:48,885 --> 00:54:53,556 There are two versions of how Gustav met his wife, Sissel. 482 00:54:53,681 --> 00:54:57,685 She said he came to her as a patient with insomnia. 483 00:54:57,810 --> 00:55:01,689 It was obvious to her that moving back proved more complicated 484 00:55:01,814 --> 00:55:03,733 than he liked to admit. 485 00:55:04,275 --> 00:55:06,861 Gustav's take was grander. 486 00:55:06,986 --> 00:55:09,072 She was absolutely stunning. 487 00:55:09,197 --> 00:55:14,035 I found out she was a therapist, so I got some mental problems. 488 00:55:14,160 --> 00:55:17,372 Six months later, Sissel was pregnant. 489 00:55:18,414 --> 00:55:23,461 They were married three weeks before Nora was born in December 1987. 490 00:55:25,713 --> 00:55:30,093 With her little sister Agnes, they became a family of four. 491 00:55:32,262 --> 00:55:37,392 - So it sucks? Being with us sucks? - That's not what I'm saying! 492 00:55:37,517 --> 00:55:41,771 Why do you have to dredge up that old crap again? 493 00:55:43,106 --> 00:55:46,567 After the divorce, Gustav returned to Sweden. 494 00:55:47,652 --> 00:55:50,947 The house grew lighter and lighter. 495 00:56:13,886 --> 00:56:16,055 Have you talked to Peter? 496 00:56:17,140 --> 00:56:19,892 Peter is an old man. 497 00:56:21,019 --> 00:56:24,856 - He hasn't shot a film in ten years. - Neither have I. 498 00:56:25,940 --> 00:56:31,070 - No, but he's retired. - He'll do it for me. I'll talk to him. 499 00:56:33,906 --> 00:56:37,285 - I won't let anyone else film it. - Okay, but… 500 00:56:37,410 --> 00:56:41,497 - You have to go and speak to him yourself. - Sure thing. 501 00:56:41,623 --> 00:56:44,083 "Sure thing"? Just do it. 502 00:56:45,710 --> 00:56:49,631 - He's no older than you are. - Blah, blah, blah. 503 00:56:49,756 --> 00:56:53,551 - So how do you like Norway? - Oh, I love Norway. 504 00:56:53,676 --> 00:56:55,511 It's beautiful. 505 00:56:55,637 --> 00:56:58,765 The people are very friendly. 506 00:56:58,890 --> 00:57:01,225 Been very welcoming. 507 00:57:02,644 --> 00:57:07,857 This is a Netflix production. Will it be shown in cinemas? 508 00:57:07,982 --> 00:57:10,151 Sure, where else? 509 00:57:10,276 --> 00:57:15,156 It's still being negotiated, but that's definitely the plan. 510 00:57:16,950 --> 00:57:19,369 Another question for Rachel Kemp. 511 00:57:19,494 --> 00:57:23,873 It's about the reception of your last film, "Cathy's Choice". 512 00:57:23,998 --> 00:57:27,585 It must have made you a bit disappointed. 513 00:57:29,963 --> 00:57:32,715 I'm… I'm very proud of that film. 514 00:57:33,967 --> 00:57:38,096 I don't think that's what we're here for today, are we? 515 00:57:38,221 --> 00:57:41,391 Were you nervous before taking on, like, 516 00:57:41,516 --> 00:57:43,685 a real drama film? 517 00:57:43,810 --> 00:57:46,646 I'm working… I'm doing this film because… 518 00:57:46,771 --> 00:57:49,816 What sort of a stupid question is that? 519 00:57:50,984 --> 00:57:55,280 Rachel Kemp is the best actress of her generation. You're lucky she's here. 520 00:57:55,405 --> 00:57:58,157 You should be grateful! 521 00:57:58,283 --> 00:58:00,618 Get out! 522 00:58:00,743 --> 00:58:04,747 - Get out! - Okay. Thank you. 523 00:58:06,791 --> 00:58:09,377 What a goddamn idiot. 524 00:58:09,502 --> 00:58:12,964 Shouldn't the questions be clarified in advance? 525 00:58:13,089 --> 00:58:17,010 - That's not possible. - The TikTok troll. 526 00:58:39,115 --> 00:58:43,161 Surely not ASMR again? It makes you fall asleep. 527 00:58:43,286 --> 00:58:47,248 - He taught it to me. - I also did it with him. 528 00:58:47,373 --> 00:58:50,126 I won't hold a speech, but I feel 529 00:58:50,251 --> 00:58:54,547 this gratitude welling up in me. 530 00:58:54,672 --> 00:58:59,135 I just want to say how awesome it is to work with every one of you. 531 00:58:59,260 --> 00:59:04,098 - Of course there's still some way to go… - We talked about it earlier. 532 00:59:04,223 --> 00:59:06,851 We've also talked a great deal. 533 00:59:06,976 --> 00:59:09,812 We'll sort it out before the premiere. 534 00:59:09,938 --> 00:59:13,733 And Jakob, I know things are difficult on the home front. 535 00:59:15,193 --> 00:59:17,779 But… Uh, but… 536 00:59:17,904 --> 00:59:22,992 Thank you for doing the work you do, and if there's anything, tell me. 537 00:59:23,117 --> 00:59:26,329 - Always. - Thank you. I will. 538 00:59:26,454 --> 00:59:28,414 But… Okay. 539 00:59:28,539 --> 00:59:31,584 But I think this is gonna be awesome. 540 00:59:31,709 --> 00:59:33,836 - I think so too. - Cheers! 541 00:59:33,962 --> 00:59:36,798 - Cheers! - Cheers! 542 00:59:37,340 --> 00:59:41,052 But you haven't told me you're getting a divorce. 543 00:59:41,177 --> 00:59:45,348 No, it's been so busy with the rehearsals, and… Well. 544 00:59:45,473 --> 00:59:47,475 Yeah. 545 00:59:49,435 --> 00:59:53,481 - It's been hard to find the right moment. - Of course. 546 00:59:55,858 --> 00:59:57,944 It's not like… 547 01:00:00,238 --> 01:00:03,408 - Not because of us? - No, that's not it. 548 01:00:08,037 --> 01:00:10,123 I'm here for you, if… 549 01:00:11,249 --> 01:00:13,209 If you need to talk. 550 01:00:13,334 --> 01:00:16,671 - Is nobody else taking a dip? - Get in! 551 01:00:16,796 --> 01:00:18,798 - One, two… - Okay. 552 01:00:18,923 --> 01:00:21,467 - Three! - Whoo! 553 01:00:33,354 --> 01:00:35,565 We don't need to hide now. 554 01:00:37,775 --> 01:00:41,195 Listen, I… I don't know. 555 01:01:17,315 --> 01:01:19,400 - Hello! - Hi! 556 01:01:21,527 --> 01:01:23,863 - Is dad here? - Not yet. 557 01:01:26,908 --> 01:01:30,495 - There you are! Congratulations! - Thanks. 558 01:01:31,246 --> 01:01:34,540 Oh, wow! You look nice with a bowtie! 559 01:01:34,666 --> 01:01:36,834 Hello! Are we having pizza? 560 01:01:36,960 --> 01:01:39,796 Hello. I'll just do like this. 561 01:01:44,634 --> 01:01:47,095 That record's still mine. 562 01:01:47,220 --> 01:01:49,681 Nah. 563 01:01:49,806 --> 01:01:52,600 Start there. 564 01:01:59,023 --> 01:02:01,734 Hi! Welcome. 565 01:02:01,859 --> 01:02:04,779 - Good to see you. - Likewise. 566 01:02:04,904 --> 01:02:08,074 Well, congratulations. Happy birthday! 567 01:02:08,199 --> 01:02:11,869 The nine year old man. Big boy now. 568 01:02:11,995 --> 01:02:18,001 - Guess you haven't met since our wedding. - I can never forget a woman like Therese. 569 01:02:22,630 --> 01:02:27,510 - Hi. Wow! How nice. Where did you get it? - Just get some glasses. 570 01:02:40,607 --> 01:02:42,692 Hi, dad. 571 01:02:44,193 --> 01:02:46,279 Hi. 572 01:02:51,409 --> 01:02:53,328 Yeah, you hit it. 573 01:02:58,499 --> 01:03:01,002 How's the film coming along? 574 01:03:03,588 --> 01:03:06,674 - Good. - I heard of it. How exciting! 575 01:03:07,216 --> 01:03:10,970 - What's it like to work with Rachel Kemp? - Hey… 576 01:03:12,847 --> 01:03:16,935 I'm just asking what it's like to work with her. 577 01:03:17,060 --> 01:03:20,104 Well, she's not there yet. But almost. 578 01:03:20,229 --> 01:03:24,776 I heard you fooled her with a footstool from IKEA. 579 01:03:24,901 --> 01:03:28,363 Is he gonna spend all day watching that thing? 580 01:03:28,488 --> 01:03:31,282 He's got 20 minutes screen time left. 581 01:03:31,407 --> 01:03:33,409 Who? Even? 582 01:03:37,288 --> 01:03:42,168 I just wanna know how much screen time you've left. Aren't you over now? 583 01:03:42,293 --> 01:03:46,256 - How much screen time I've left? - Does he have any? 584 01:03:46,381 --> 01:03:48,758 - Put it away. - The pizza's ready. 585 01:03:48,883 --> 01:03:51,177 - I just… - Right now. 586 01:04:03,690 --> 01:04:06,693 - Right. What do you say? - Thank you. 587 01:04:06,818 --> 01:04:09,821 Look here. Monica Bellucci, dammit. 588 01:04:11,864 --> 01:04:16,494 And this film will make you understand women and maternal relationships. 589 01:04:16,619 --> 01:04:18,371 How nice. 590 01:04:18,496 --> 01:04:21,416 - Thanks, but we don't have a DVD player. - Thank god. 591 01:04:21,541 --> 01:04:25,587 - We'll find a way to see them. - I rarely watch films anymore. 592 01:04:59,913 --> 01:05:02,999 You should start writing. 593 01:05:03,124 --> 01:05:05,293 Yeah, so you say. 594 01:05:06,586 --> 01:05:10,965 Why wait for some old fart to let you play Ophelia? 595 01:05:11,090 --> 01:05:15,219 - I'm playing Hamlet. - I talked to Rachel about it. 596 01:05:15,345 --> 01:05:20,475 She's started developing her own projects. Has a production company now. 597 01:05:20,600 --> 01:05:22,685 It's hard to be an actress. 598 01:05:22,810 --> 01:05:27,440 You decide nothing yourself. Just wait for people to want you. 599 01:05:27,565 --> 01:05:30,860 - It's not healthy in the long run. - I… 600 01:05:30,985 --> 01:05:37,533 It erodes your self-confidence, and your need for attention becomes insufferable. 601 01:05:40,119 --> 01:05:43,039 I could never have married an actress. 602 01:05:43,581 --> 01:05:45,792 But fucking them was okay? 603 01:05:48,544 --> 01:05:54,008 Artists today are so petite bourgeoisie. You'll never write "Ulysses" 604 01:05:54,133 --> 01:05:57,595 driving to soccer practice and comparing car insurance. 605 01:05:59,931 --> 01:06:04,310 What happened to artistic freedom? Artists need liberty. 606 01:06:06,521 --> 01:06:09,148 And not have kids then, dad? 607 01:06:11,985 --> 01:06:14,779 Don't say that, Nora. 608 01:06:14,904 --> 01:06:16,990 How old are you now? 609 01:06:18,366 --> 01:06:21,953 When Sissel was your age, she had two children. 610 01:06:22,078 --> 01:06:24,122 Times have changed. 611 01:06:26,958 --> 01:06:29,961 You two are the best thing that's happened to me. 612 01:06:30,086 --> 01:06:32,630 The best that's happened to you? 613 01:06:32,755 --> 01:06:34,841 Then why weren't you there? 614 01:06:37,302 --> 01:06:39,887 Everyone's mad at dad, huh? 615 01:06:41,764 --> 01:06:44,684 You two turned out fine, didn't you? 616 01:06:44,809 --> 01:06:49,022 How can you tell? You don't even know us. 617 01:06:49,147 --> 01:06:52,650 - Stop exaggerating. - Exaggerating? 618 01:06:58,698 --> 01:07:02,785 I know it's been hard for you. I recognize myself in you. 619 01:07:05,955 --> 01:07:08,875 But you're so goddamn angry. 620 01:07:09,000 --> 01:07:13,046 It's hard to love someone who's so full of rage. 621 01:07:13,713 --> 01:07:17,300 Right? You don't want to be alone forever. 622 01:07:21,804 --> 01:07:24,849 It's not good for the art either. 623 01:07:24,974 --> 01:07:29,145 You need someone to care about. Children or something. 624 01:07:29,812 --> 01:07:32,565 You never regret having children. 625 01:10:06,886 --> 01:10:09,514 Peter? 626 01:10:11,057 --> 01:10:13,309 Good to see you. Hi. 627 01:10:13,434 --> 01:10:15,853 Some place you have here. 628 01:10:15,979 --> 01:10:20,149 Yeah, thanks to Lasse Hallström, not you. 629 01:10:20,692 --> 01:10:24,112 He only booked you after seeing "River of Time". 630 01:10:25,196 --> 01:10:28,074 Must be great for your grandkids. 631 01:10:29,867 --> 01:10:35,748 Well, it's still difficult with Daniel. The worst part is that his kids suffer. 632 01:10:35,873 --> 01:10:39,711 They never get to come here to see their grandpa. 633 01:10:39,836 --> 01:10:42,005 But hey… 634 01:10:42,130 --> 01:10:46,467 - This script… - Not that bad, huh? 635 01:10:46,593 --> 01:10:49,220 - It's stunning. - So you're in? 636 01:10:49,345 --> 01:10:51,931 Yeah, I have to do this. 637 01:10:52,056 --> 01:10:54,809 Come on, let's grab a drink. 638 01:11:06,654 --> 01:11:08,740 No. Oh. 639 01:11:10,241 --> 01:11:14,245 I don't think there's much hand-held camera in this. 640 01:11:14,370 --> 01:11:17,874 I'm thinking dolly and tripod. 641 01:11:26,132 --> 01:11:30,470 Sorry for not staying in touch. I'm bad at that between films. 642 01:11:30,595 --> 01:11:33,097 Same here, you know. Same here. 643 01:11:38,478 --> 01:11:42,607 I have to… I'll let you know if this works out. 644 01:11:45,276 --> 01:11:48,571 Netflix also wants a say. 645 01:11:50,198 --> 01:11:53,534 They want us to talk to others as well. 646 01:11:59,582 --> 01:12:01,918 Right, so that's how it is? 647 01:12:03,795 --> 01:12:06,005 Yeah. 648 01:12:06,547 --> 01:12:08,633 That's how it is. 649 01:12:27,735 --> 01:12:29,696 Cheers. 650 01:12:30,697 --> 01:12:32,782 Good to see you. 651 01:13:20,580 --> 01:13:24,292 Hi, Nora. I just wanted to call you to say that… 652 01:13:30,131 --> 01:13:32,717 We have to talk to each other. 653 01:13:35,637 --> 01:13:38,848 It can't be the case that… 654 01:13:40,600 --> 01:13:44,145 I don't like going to the theatre, for example. 655 01:13:44,270 --> 01:13:47,565 And it's not that I don't like theatre. 656 01:13:47,690 --> 01:13:52,445 It's just that… I can't stand watching it. 657 01:13:55,198 --> 01:13:57,325 But Chekhov is… 658 01:13:57,450 --> 01:14:00,161 I can read Chekhov. 659 01:14:00,286 --> 01:14:02,956 It's really… 660 01:14:03,081 --> 01:14:06,459 Not the plays, but… 661 01:14:08,670 --> 01:14:12,006 I'm sensitive. So are you. 662 01:14:12,131 --> 01:14:15,551 We're… alike in that sense. 663 01:14:16,177 --> 01:14:18,263 What the fuck. 664 01:15:17,655 --> 01:15:19,324 Oh, thanks. 665 01:15:19,449 --> 01:15:21,451 I was wondering… 666 01:15:21,576 --> 01:15:23,661 Who is the "you"? 667 01:15:23,786 --> 01:15:27,665 She says "you know". Who is the you? 668 01:15:29,584 --> 01:15:31,669 Who do you think? 669 01:15:39,677 --> 01:15:44,641 I don't think it's her mother. She'd never say that to her. 670 01:15:48,144 --> 01:15:52,398 It feels like it's just an inner voice, I guess. 671 01:15:53,149 --> 01:15:57,695 It just feels weird to speak and not be talking to anyone. 672 01:15:59,030 --> 01:16:01,282 Great. 673 01:16:01,407 --> 01:16:05,578 - Let's do it once with Ingrid listening. - I am. 674 01:16:07,872 --> 01:16:11,000 Come here. Try it sitting here. 675 01:16:11,125 --> 01:16:14,087 - Just to see. - Okay. 676 01:16:14,212 --> 01:16:17,048 And you pick it up at… 677 01:16:19,092 --> 01:16:22,011 "I had this kind of crisis." Talk to Ingrid. 678 01:16:22,136 --> 01:16:27,100 If you want to, you can touch her. Feel that you're her mother. 679 01:16:29,477 --> 01:16:33,314 And remember, she's never told anyone about this. 680 01:16:33,439 --> 01:16:36,776 She's embarrassed about praying like this. 681 01:16:36,901 --> 01:16:40,572 May try to hide it or laugh at yourself, but… 682 01:16:41,948 --> 01:16:44,033 You're ashamed. 683 01:16:46,411 --> 01:16:49,622 You're ashamed of being weak. 684 01:16:50,707 --> 01:16:52,792 Okay. 685 01:16:58,298 --> 01:17:00,049 Okay. 686 01:17:05,513 --> 01:17:08,766 "I had this kind of crisis." 687 01:17:10,351 --> 01:17:13,021 "I was alone in the house again," 688 01:17:13,146 --> 01:17:15,857 "lying in my bed, crying." 689 01:17:19,402 --> 01:17:22,780 "I know everyone lies in bed, crying, but…" 690 01:17:28,870 --> 01:17:32,874 "Someone said praying isn't really talking to God." 691 01:17:34,167 --> 01:17:37,462 "It's acknowledging the despair." 692 01:17:37,587 --> 01:17:42,300 "To throw yourself on the ground because that's all you can do." 693 01:17:44,552 --> 01:17:48,556 "Not unlike lying with your heart broken, thinking…" 694 01:17:49,807 --> 01:17:52,936 "'Please call me. Please forgive me.'" 695 01:17:53,061 --> 01:17:55,188 "'Please take me back.'" 696 01:17:59,901 --> 01:18:01,986 "And…" 697 01:18:02,111 --> 01:18:04,614 "I had fucked up." 698 01:18:06,658 --> 01:18:09,452 "And I was alone," 699 01:18:10,578 --> 01:18:12,664 "and crying." 700 01:18:14,165 --> 01:18:17,001 "And then, for the first time," 701 01:18:20,630 --> 01:18:22,715 "I sat down on the floor" 702 01:18:24,133 --> 01:18:25,677 "and prayed." 703 01:18:28,388 --> 01:18:32,308 "I don't know who I said it to, but I said it out loud." 704 01:18:35,186 --> 01:18:38,147 "'Help me.'" 705 01:18:38,273 --> 01:18:41,401 "'I can't do this anymore.'" 706 01:18:41,526 --> 01:18:43,945 "'I can't do it alone.'" 707 01:18:45,697 --> 01:18:47,907 "'I want a home.'" 708 01:18:48,032 --> 01:18:50,118 "'I want a home.'" 709 01:19:07,135 --> 01:19:09,762 I wish her… I wish 710 01:19:09,887 --> 01:19:13,224 her mother was like this in the film. 711 01:19:15,476 --> 01:19:17,562 Exactly. 712 01:19:28,489 --> 01:19:32,619 - Are you sure doing this in English works? - Yeah, of course. 713 01:19:33,161 --> 01:19:37,373 Maybe I should have a Norwegian accent, like Ingrid? 714 01:19:37,498 --> 01:19:39,792 I don't have an accent. Do I? 715 01:19:39,918 --> 01:19:41,836 - She's Swedish. - Do I? 716 01:19:41,961 --> 01:19:46,799 Your accent's non-existent. I just mean… Wouldn't it be weird 717 01:19:46,925 --> 01:19:51,054 if everyone has a Scandinavian accent, and I sound like this? 718 01:19:51,179 --> 01:19:53,514 Maybe. I'll think about it. 719 01:19:57,352 --> 01:20:01,648 Could I ask a little bit more about the character? 720 01:20:01,773 --> 01:20:04,943 I think my big question is still "Why?" 721 01:20:05,068 --> 01:20:08,321 Why she decides to kill herself. 722 01:20:08,446 --> 01:20:11,699 Yeah. So what do you think? 723 01:20:15,870 --> 01:20:19,290 I get that she's depressed, like her mother. 724 01:20:20,833 --> 01:20:22,794 But she has a child. 725 01:20:23,878 --> 01:20:27,257 Well, that's the question the film is asking, isn't it? 726 01:20:27,382 --> 01:20:31,094 I think you have to find your own reason. 727 01:20:36,266 --> 01:20:39,269 Could I ask about your mother? 728 01:20:41,521 --> 01:20:45,608 I don't mean to pry, I just feel she might be relevant. 729 01:20:46,234 --> 01:20:48,987 Well, this is not about my mother. 730 01:22:10,485 --> 01:22:15,031 This is her State Police registry card and her prison camp file. 731 01:22:15,990 --> 01:22:21,579 Karin Irgens' witness statement is here. You applied for access to the whole file. 732 01:22:21,704 --> 01:22:27,752 And the file contains photographs from reconstructions of the torture methods. 733 01:22:27,877 --> 01:22:32,423 Well, the images are unsettling. I thought you should know. 734 01:22:32,548 --> 01:22:36,803 But I've marked the most relevant information with tags. 735 01:22:36,928 --> 01:22:38,888 Well, thank you. 736 01:22:59,033 --> 01:23:01,119 IRGENS, Karin 737 01:23:01,244 --> 01:23:04,914 Sentenced for: Anti-nazi propaganda 738 01:23:42,911 --> 01:23:45,246 Treason trial 739 01:23:45,371 --> 01:23:49,584 - Document list - regarding instances of torture 740 01:24:01,596 --> 01:24:07,143 Re: Defendant's crimes of treason - the torture of Karin Irgens 741 01:24:17,570 --> 01:24:21,115 They tightened the leg clamps until I screamed. 742 01:24:21,241 --> 01:24:24,744 The interrogator tied me to a stove. It was very hot. 743 01:24:24,869 --> 01:24:27,705 They beat me with a rod. 744 01:24:27,830 --> 01:24:30,875 It was most painful. The pain endured for months. 745 01:25:11,124 --> 01:25:17,839 When she told Even about it later, it didn't feel as if she had much to add. 746 01:25:17,964 --> 01:25:20,383 They already knew most of it. 747 01:25:22,594 --> 01:25:26,973 It was hard to say why it had made such a strong impression. 748 01:25:27,098 --> 01:25:30,977 Was it her grandmother's witness statement, the dry, 749 01:25:31,102 --> 01:25:33,813 unsentimental way she described it? 750 01:25:33,938 --> 01:25:40,695 Or was it because she was just one of many victims who testified in the same file? 751 01:25:41,237 --> 01:25:46,993 The police report on her suicide 15 years later was thin. 752 01:25:47,118 --> 01:25:51,122 There were no photographs. But her father's name was there. 753 01:25:51,247 --> 01:25:53,666 He hadn't been questioned. 754 01:25:53,791 --> 01:25:57,712 He was just seven years old at the time. 755 01:26:07,347 --> 01:26:10,141 Then you pan quickly as hell. 756 01:26:10,266 --> 01:26:12,560 No, wait. 757 01:26:12,685 --> 01:26:14,896 Pay attention now. 758 01:26:23,279 --> 01:26:25,448 Cut. 759 01:26:25,573 --> 01:26:27,158 Show me. 760 01:26:27,742 --> 01:26:29,827 Good, huh? 761 01:26:36,376 --> 01:26:38,378 May I see? 762 01:26:47,887 --> 01:26:49,097 Great! 763 01:26:54,227 --> 01:26:57,313 Why don't we go to Nora's premiere together? 764 01:26:57,438 --> 01:27:00,858 We could grab some dinner here first. 765 01:27:00,984 --> 01:27:04,821 I think I have to take a cab straight from the office. 766 01:27:04,946 --> 01:27:07,782 - But you're coming? - Of course. 767 01:27:17,458 --> 01:27:20,253 I want Erik to be in my film. 768 01:27:22,046 --> 01:27:24,549 - He's perfect. - Okay? 769 01:27:26,134 --> 01:27:30,346 It's not that many lines, but it's a key part, Rachel's son. 770 01:27:33,600 --> 01:27:36,227 That's nice, but… 771 01:27:36,352 --> 01:27:40,231 I don't know, he's not exactly the actor type. 772 01:27:40,356 --> 01:27:43,067 I don't want an actor type. 773 01:27:43,610 --> 01:27:48,114 There's nothing worse than children with jazz hands in a film. 774 01:27:48,239 --> 01:27:51,743 Like they're in a musical or something. 775 01:27:51,868 --> 01:27:54,370 There's something about Erik. 776 01:27:55,455 --> 01:27:58,124 He has secrets. 777 01:28:02,003 --> 01:28:05,632 You were also a bit shy, right? 778 01:28:05,757 --> 01:28:07,884 But great on screen. 779 01:28:08,009 --> 01:28:10,511 You should have kept at it. 780 01:28:18,603 --> 01:28:23,483 - "I want three glasses of juice." - "I want three glasses of juice." 781 01:28:24,567 --> 01:28:29,072 - "Thank you for washing my clothes." - "Thank you for washing my clothes." 782 01:28:29,197 --> 01:28:33,952 - "Thank you for washing my clothes." - "Thank you for washing my clothes." 783 01:28:57,392 --> 01:29:00,603 "I almost don't dare to close my eyes." 784 01:29:00,728 --> 01:29:05,149 "I'm afraid that when I open them, he won't be here anymore." 785 01:29:07,277 --> 01:29:09,195 Let's take a break. 786 01:29:19,163 --> 01:29:21,624 You seem a little distracted. 787 01:29:23,751 --> 01:29:25,628 Just… A bit tired. 788 01:29:27,255 --> 01:29:29,674 You can't go wrong here. 789 01:29:30,967 --> 01:29:34,721 The only thing you can do wrong is not to listen. 790 01:29:37,515 --> 01:29:39,601 And don't rush it. 791 01:29:44,772 --> 01:29:46,566 Okay? 792 01:29:46,691 --> 01:29:49,360 Let's try one without the accent. 793 01:29:54,574 --> 01:29:58,453 We'll take it from… from… 794 01:29:58,578 --> 01:30:01,456 Previous page, on the top. 795 01:30:07,837 --> 01:30:12,300 - Hey. It's so nice to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 796 01:30:12,425 --> 01:30:17,180 - Sorry you had to wait. - No, thank you for taking the time. 797 01:30:31,694 --> 01:30:33,905 Why didn't you want the role? 798 01:30:39,994 --> 01:30:42,080 I can't work with him. 799 01:30:43,248 --> 01:30:45,333 Why? 800 01:30:48,836 --> 01:30:51,172 We can't really talk. 801 01:30:51,297 --> 01:30:54,050 - But he wanted you to do it. - Yeah. 802 01:30:55,385 --> 01:30:57,929 Yeah. 803 01:30:58,054 --> 01:31:00,848 I don't know. 804 01:31:03,393 --> 01:31:06,062 Just keep thinking that he… 805 01:31:07,230 --> 01:31:09,315 He made a mistake. 806 01:31:13,611 --> 01:31:15,697 I just can't… 807 01:31:18,449 --> 01:31:21,578 I can't get a handle on her. 808 01:31:22,453 --> 01:31:27,709 The more that I study her, the more lost I feel trying to be her. 809 01:31:27,834 --> 01:31:30,712 It's like her sadness is… 810 01:31:30,837 --> 01:31:33,840 It's such an overwhelming part of her. 811 01:31:33,965 --> 01:31:36,301 It's a beautiful theme. 812 01:31:38,052 --> 01:31:40,722 But I can't tell if that's just 813 01:31:40,847 --> 01:31:44,434 the cause of everything. 814 01:31:44,559 --> 01:31:46,728 Or is it… 815 01:31:46,853 --> 01:31:50,106 I don't know. A symptom of something deeper? 816 01:31:57,822 --> 01:32:01,075 I don't wanna disappoint him, you know. 817 01:32:11,961 --> 01:32:14,047 Well, he's a… 818 01:32:16,591 --> 01:32:19,427 Very difficult person. 819 01:32:19,552 --> 01:32:23,598 But he's a really good director, and he sees something in you. 820 01:32:23,723 --> 01:32:26,142 You'd be stupid to walk away. 821 01:32:34,067 --> 01:32:37,904 I'm not used to this. I'm used to being in control. 822 01:32:39,322 --> 01:32:42,700 And if I wasn't in control, I would enjoy it. 823 01:32:43,243 --> 01:32:45,328 Get it? 824 01:32:47,872 --> 01:32:50,458 Now I'm too old. 825 01:32:50,583 --> 01:32:55,171 There's barbed wire on the prairie. The last damn Mohican. 826 01:32:55,296 --> 01:32:59,050 And the new guy keeps sending me moodboards. 827 01:33:00,718 --> 01:33:03,263 Jeez, I really miss Peter. 828 01:33:03,388 --> 01:33:06,849 When did he become so goddamn frail? 829 01:33:11,813 --> 01:33:14,023 I'm too tired, Michael. 830 01:33:14,148 --> 01:33:17,777 What the hell happened? 15 years ago, I was 55. 831 01:33:22,031 --> 01:33:24,534 Maybe you're right. 832 01:33:27,161 --> 01:33:29,247 Maybe we are too old. 833 01:33:32,584 --> 01:33:35,420 This might be our last film together. 834 01:33:37,589 --> 01:33:42,302 Just don't tell me you need to keep up with the times or anything. 835 01:33:43,386 --> 01:33:45,305 Promise me that. 836 01:33:46,306 --> 01:33:48,266 This theme… 837 01:33:49,350 --> 01:33:52,186 We know you've touched on it earlier. 838 01:33:53,271 --> 01:33:58,651 But you've never confronted it in this way before. 839 01:33:58,776 --> 01:34:01,237 So purely. So personally. 840 01:34:02,322 --> 01:34:06,034 Okay, so it took all those years 841 01:34:06,159 --> 01:34:08,912 to get here. 842 01:34:09,037 --> 01:34:12,165 But you're gonna make this film, dammit. 843 01:34:13,249 --> 01:34:15,501 And do it your way. 844 01:34:17,086 --> 01:34:18,379 Got it? 845 01:35:01,756 --> 01:35:03,841 - Yeah. - We'll just… 846 01:35:05,760 --> 01:35:07,679 Okay. 847 01:35:09,722 --> 01:35:11,349 Wait. 848 01:35:13,851 --> 01:35:16,646 Could you loosen it a bit? 849 01:35:19,315 --> 01:35:21,067 There. 850 01:37:00,250 --> 01:37:03,962 - Hi! - Hi! Congratulations. You were fantastic. 851 01:37:04,087 --> 01:37:07,340 - Really great. - Thanks. 852 01:37:07,465 --> 01:37:10,468 Everyone thinks it's so exciting. 853 01:37:11,261 --> 01:37:14,097 We got through it, I guess. 854 01:37:14,222 --> 01:37:16,849 Well, it was fun. Yeah. 855 01:37:21,854 --> 01:37:26,025 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I'm fine. 856 01:37:26,150 --> 01:37:30,572 - You haven't answered my calls lately. - I know. 857 01:37:31,114 --> 01:37:34,784 - Did you come with dad? - No, he couldn't make it. 858 01:37:37,495 --> 01:37:43,042 We've got a babysitter, so we're going for a drink at Tekehtopa. Wanna join us? 859 01:37:43,167 --> 01:37:46,588 Excuse me? I really must congratulate you. 860 01:37:46,713 --> 01:37:51,759 - It was simply a fantastic performance. - Thank you so much. 861 01:38:23,750 --> 01:38:27,503 Yes, I'm heading there now. I'll let you know. 862 01:38:27,629 --> 01:38:30,590 But I can't this evening. 863 01:38:31,215 --> 01:38:34,052 I've often gone on stage sick. 864 01:38:34,177 --> 01:38:39,432 I've never cancelled a performance before, but it's simply not possible. 865 01:38:39,557 --> 01:38:41,935 I'm so sorry. 866 01:38:42,060 --> 01:38:44,562 Yeah, thank you. Thanks. 867 01:38:44,687 --> 01:38:47,232 Okay. Bye. 868 01:39:27,897 --> 01:39:31,150 - Where's Erik? - He'll be here soon. 869 01:39:33,987 --> 01:39:36,656 Why didn't you come to Nora's premiere? 870 01:39:36,781 --> 01:39:38,866 She didn't want me there. 871 01:39:42,704 --> 01:39:45,331 Let's see… This is the original. 872 01:39:45,456 --> 01:39:47,917 And here's the translation, 873 01:39:48,042 --> 01:39:53,631 so Erik can practice his English lines. Don't worry about his accent. 874 01:39:53,756 --> 01:39:55,842 Have you talked to Michael? 875 01:39:55,967 --> 01:39:58,803 He has to take leave from school. 876 01:40:01,681 --> 01:40:04,058 I'm not sure it's a good idea. 877 01:40:04,183 --> 01:40:07,687 It's a great idea! It'll be awesome. 878 01:40:07,812 --> 01:40:11,107 - No, I'm not sure he wants to. - Sure he does. 879 01:40:11,232 --> 01:40:13,651 - How do you know? - I've talked to him. 880 01:40:13,776 --> 01:40:17,155 - Have you talked to him? - I mentioned it. 881 01:40:17,280 --> 01:40:21,534 - He was ecstatic. - You can't talk to him without me there! 882 01:40:29,042 --> 01:40:31,544 When you played in my film… 883 01:40:32,670 --> 01:40:35,924 It's the most beautiful memory I've got. 884 01:40:37,008 --> 01:40:41,054 This will be good. Let's just look at the scenes. 885 01:40:41,179 --> 01:40:44,515 I think Rachel will enjoy filming them with him. 886 01:40:44,641 --> 01:40:49,312 There's happiness in them. She needs to see other aspects of… 887 01:40:49,437 --> 01:40:51,522 Stop talking. Just stop. 888 01:40:52,607 --> 01:40:55,818 - I don't want Erik to be in the film. - But Agnes… 889 01:40:55,944 --> 01:40:58,488 And yes, it was nice, dad. 890 01:40:58,613 --> 01:41:03,451 It was fantastic. The time of my life. I got to be with you. 891 01:41:03,576 --> 01:41:06,454 I was the centre of the universe. 892 01:41:06,579 --> 01:41:11,251 - Then you left. I didn't see you for ages. - But it was fantastic! 893 01:41:12,335 --> 01:41:14,379 Yes. 894 01:41:14,504 --> 01:41:16,506 But I don't understand. 895 01:41:16,631 --> 01:41:22,011 I don't see how you can switch from being so close and real to just vanishing. 896 01:41:22,136 --> 01:41:26,558 Suddenly someone else is the centre of the universe. 897 01:41:26,683 --> 01:41:29,143 - Just read it! - Jesus Christ! 898 01:41:29,269 --> 01:41:33,106 I don't care! I don't care whether it's good or not. 899 01:41:33,231 --> 01:41:35,149 I care about Erik. 900 01:41:41,239 --> 01:41:43,241 Hi! 901 01:41:44,325 --> 01:41:46,786 Hi! 902 01:41:46,911 --> 01:41:49,998 - Grandpa was just leaving. - Oh. 903 01:41:52,041 --> 01:41:55,044 Hi. How have you been? 904 01:41:55,169 --> 01:41:59,090 - Okay. - Good to see you. I've missed you today. 905 01:41:59,215 --> 01:42:01,384 - Me too. - You have? 906 01:42:04,596 --> 01:42:08,349 - So it's a good thing I came now. - Right? 907 01:42:08,474 --> 01:42:12,896 Very good. What shall we do while we wait for dad? 908 01:43:50,994 --> 01:43:53,079 Hi. 909 01:43:56,499 --> 01:43:59,210 To what do I owe the honour? 910 01:44:01,879 --> 01:44:05,675 - Are you okay? - Yeah, I guess. 911 01:44:07,343 --> 01:44:10,013 Come on in. I'll make a cup of tea. 912 01:44:26,404 --> 01:44:28,740 - There you go. - Thank you. 913 01:44:34,370 --> 01:44:38,207 So you don't wanna do the film anymore. 914 01:44:41,961 --> 01:44:44,047 I, uh… 915 01:44:45,173 --> 01:44:47,258 I just… 916 01:44:49,844 --> 01:44:52,513 I just don't wanna let you down. 917 01:44:55,725 --> 01:44:59,354 I won't drop out if you really want me to stay. 918 01:45:03,066 --> 01:45:06,277 Is it just me? This just doesn't feel right. 919 01:45:07,362 --> 01:45:11,407 It doesn't feel right for you either, does it? Me doing this film. 920 01:45:11,532 --> 01:45:13,660 Of course it does. 921 01:45:19,457 --> 01:45:21,501 I don't think it does. 922 01:45:22,627 --> 01:45:26,506 You know, you asked me to dye my hair 923 01:45:26,631 --> 01:45:29,384 the same colour as your daughter. 924 01:45:30,843 --> 01:45:34,889 And I mean, you don't want this film to be in English, do you? 925 01:45:35,014 --> 01:45:38,101 That feels wrong to you too. Right? 926 01:45:42,272 --> 01:45:45,108 And I don't wanna disappoint you. 927 01:45:50,530 --> 01:45:52,615 I'm sorry. 928 01:45:59,330 --> 01:46:03,084 I let you down, Rachel. I'm sorry. 929 01:46:06,546 --> 01:46:11,009 Most actors would do the role even if it felt wrong. 930 01:46:11,134 --> 01:46:14,971 Or just leave, and let the agents sort it out. 931 01:46:18,016 --> 01:46:20,602 But you came here. 932 01:46:24,188 --> 01:46:26,274 You're a good person. 933 01:46:36,659 --> 01:46:38,745 Come on. 934 01:46:54,677 --> 01:46:57,472 Please don't look at this as a failure. 935 01:46:58,681 --> 01:47:02,518 - You're a great actress. I meant it. - Thank you. 936 01:49:06,309 --> 01:49:08,394 - Hi. - Hi. 937 01:49:10,188 --> 01:49:13,441 Sorry for showing up like this, but why don't you answer my calls? 938 01:49:13,566 --> 01:49:15,652 I'm sorry. 939 01:49:24,244 --> 01:49:26,329 - Are you okay? - Mm. 940 01:49:30,750 --> 01:49:33,378 You have to answer the phone. 941 01:49:33,503 --> 01:49:36,923 You know how anxious I get when you don't. 942 01:49:40,677 --> 01:49:43,221 What's going on? Are you sick? 943 01:49:43,763 --> 01:49:45,848 No. 944 01:50:14,210 --> 01:50:17,171 I had a row with dad yesterday. 945 01:50:19,882 --> 01:50:23,261 I was furious. He wants to put Erik in the film. 946 01:50:23,386 --> 01:50:25,555 I don't want that. 947 01:50:27,098 --> 01:50:29,517 But then I read the script. 948 01:50:34,355 --> 01:50:38,192 And it was so great. Not at all what I imagined. 949 01:50:43,489 --> 01:50:47,994 Right. I know you don't want anything to do with it. 950 01:50:48,119 --> 01:50:50,955 But I still want you to read it. 951 01:50:55,585 --> 01:50:58,046 Because I sense it's about you. 952 01:50:58,588 --> 01:51:00,340 Or… 953 01:51:01,424 --> 01:51:05,261 I think he wrote it for you. It's not about his mother. 954 01:51:10,975 --> 01:51:13,061 Well. 955 01:51:40,213 --> 01:51:43,716 Could you read this bit for me? 956 01:51:44,801 --> 01:51:47,679 Don't mind that it's like… 957 01:51:47,804 --> 01:51:50,515 Well, a bit overwritten. 958 01:51:50,640 --> 01:51:52,559 Just read it. 959 01:52:01,526 --> 01:52:05,154 "You know, I don't believe in God at all." 960 01:52:05,280 --> 01:52:09,284 "We came from a home where all that was irrelevant." 961 01:52:12,328 --> 01:52:18,668 "We weren't baptised. My sister and I had a civil confirmation just for the money." 962 01:52:18,793 --> 01:52:21,588 "Then I had this kind of crisis." 963 01:52:21,713 --> 01:52:25,717 "I was alone in the house again, lying in bed, crying." 964 01:52:25,842 --> 01:52:30,763 "I know everyone lies in bed crying at some point, but…" 965 01:52:31,264 --> 01:52:35,184 "Someone said praying isn't really talking to God." 966 01:52:35,310 --> 01:52:38,062 "It's acknowledging despair." 967 01:52:39,939 --> 01:52:44,694 "To throw yourself on the ground because that's all you can do." 968 01:52:44,819 --> 01:52:47,155 "Not unlike heartbreak:" 969 01:52:47,280 --> 01:52:50,783 "'Call me. Please change your mind.'" 970 01:52:51,200 --> 01:52:53,286 "'Take me back.'" 971 01:52:54,746 --> 01:52:57,415 "There I was. I'd ruined everything." 972 01:52:57,540 --> 01:53:00,710 "I was alone, lying there, crying." 973 01:53:00,835 --> 01:53:04,005 "And then, for the first time," 974 01:53:04,130 --> 01:53:07,717 "I sat down and prayed." 975 01:53:07,842 --> 01:53:10,136 "It's hard to explain." 976 01:53:10,261 --> 01:53:15,058 "I don't know who I prayed to, but I said it out loud." 977 01:53:15,183 --> 01:53:17,268 "'Help me.'" 978 01:53:19,562 --> 01:53:22,607 "'I can't do this.'" 979 01:53:23,691 --> 01:53:25,777 "'I can't do it alone.'" 980 01:53:27,278 --> 01:53:29,364 "'I want a home.'" 981 01:53:33,660 --> 01:53:36,162 "'I want a home.'" 982 01:55:02,248 --> 01:55:05,501 Did you tell dad about… 983 01:55:07,086 --> 01:55:10,381 - My suicide attempt? - No, of course not. 984 01:55:14,594 --> 01:55:18,348 I thought the same thing. "How does he know?" 985 01:55:23,269 --> 01:55:27,148 It's mixed up with a lot of things about his mother. 986 01:55:27,273 --> 01:55:32,403 But in some scenes it's as if he was there when you went through it. 987 01:55:32,528 --> 01:55:34,447 Well, he wasn't. 988 01:55:35,949 --> 01:55:38,034 You were. 989 01:55:58,680 --> 01:56:00,682 How did it happen? 990 01:56:01,683 --> 01:56:05,478 You turned out fine, and I became fucked up. 991 01:56:05,603 --> 01:56:08,064 That's not true. 992 01:56:10,567 --> 01:56:13,778 Why didn't our childhood ruin you? 993 01:56:13,903 --> 01:56:16,656 It hasn't always been easy for me. 994 01:56:18,449 --> 01:56:21,202 But you've managed to make a family. 995 01:56:23,204 --> 01:56:26,249 - A home. - Yeah. 996 01:56:29,627 --> 01:56:33,798 There's one major difference in the way we grew up. 997 01:56:33,923 --> 01:56:36,009 I had you. 998 01:56:39,304 --> 01:56:45,059 I know you think you're incapable of caring, but you were there for me. 999 01:56:46,603 --> 01:56:48,688 When mom was down. 1000 01:56:51,566 --> 01:56:53,651 You washed my hair. 1001 01:57:00,575 --> 01:57:02,660 Combed it. 1002 01:57:03,661 --> 01:57:05,747 Got me to school. 1003 01:57:08,666 --> 01:57:10,877 I felt safe. 1004 01:57:39,948 --> 01:57:42,033 I love you. 1005 01:57:45,828 --> 01:57:47,664 You too. 1006 01:57:47,789 --> 01:57:49,874 I mean, I love you too. 1007 01:59:07,785 --> 01:59:10,288 Does it feel okay? 1008 01:59:11,372 --> 01:59:14,792 How wonderful to wake up to such beauty. 1009 01:59:16,169 --> 01:59:21,424 You have a wonderful smile. Does your boyfriend say so? He should. 1010 01:59:21,549 --> 01:59:25,595 Well, he does, actually. I've heard it before. 1011 01:59:26,679 --> 01:59:30,558 Jeez! Do you have anything else? Like champagne? 1012 01:59:30,683 --> 01:59:32,936 Champagne? 1013 02:00:41,045 --> 02:00:43,464 Can I have some cookies too? 1014 02:00:45,300 --> 02:00:49,596 - You know… - Omar and the others always get cookies. 1015 02:00:49,721 --> 02:00:54,100 - With chocolate. - Just finish your sandwiches first. 1016 02:01:10,074 --> 02:01:12,160 Okay. 1017 02:01:26,674 --> 02:01:28,760 - Bye then. - Bye. 1018 02:03:11,696 --> 02:03:15,033 - Hi. What's the matter? - I forgot my mobile. 1019 02:03:25,460 --> 02:03:27,545 - Bye. - Goodbye. 1020 02:03:30,048 --> 02:03:32,133 Okay. 1021 02:04:43,079 --> 02:04:44,789 Cut. 1022 02:04:46,583 --> 02:04:50,003 - Perfect. - We've cut. Moving on.