1 00:00:39,081 --> 00:00:42,417 When I call your name, step out and tell me your date of birth. 2 00:00:42,517 --> 00:00:46,455 You hear your name, you'll be moved to another holding cell. From there, court. 3 00:00:59,232 --> 00:01:01,835 - Stand in line. Brendon Johnson. - Yes, sir. 4 00:01:01,935 --> 00:01:03,870 Tahir Ibrahim Abdi. 5 00:01:03,970 --> 00:01:05,738 No papers. 6 00:01:07,706 --> 00:01:11,075 No. No other record sheet. 7 00:01:12,876 --> 00:01:16,915 Came in on a visa in 2008... 8 00:01:17,015 --> 00:01:19,212 and has overstayed his welcome. 9 00:01:22,884 --> 00:01:24,420 Okay. 10 00:01:30,557 --> 00:01:32,359 Sign here. 11 00:01:33,525 --> 00:01:35,394 Thank you, officer. 12 00:01:36,861 --> 00:01:38,697 And here. 13 00:01:40,330 --> 00:01:44,234 - Thank you. - Sign here for your personal items. 14 00:01:44,900 --> 00:01:46,636 Thank you. 15 00:01:47,736 --> 00:01:51,673 - Are you fucking with me? - No, you are just doing your job. 16 00:01:51,773 --> 00:01:54,176 No reason for me to be impolite. 17 00:01:54,976 --> 00:01:57,979 Now, the policeman who did this to my face, 18 00:01:58,079 --> 00:02:01,182 - that's another story. - You wanna make a complaint? 19 00:02:01,282 --> 00:02:03,517 You are funny. I like you. 20 00:02:03,617 --> 00:02:06,369 I don't like you. Now, get out of here. 21 00:02:06,469 --> 00:02:08,338 I can go? 22 00:02:08,838 --> 00:02:12,841 The charge was reduced to disorderly conduct which is a civil offense, not a crime. 23 00:02:12,941 --> 00:02:16,444 ICE says, until you commit a crime, you are not a deportation priority. 24 00:02:16,544 --> 00:02:19,080 - Thank you, officer. - Okay, get out. 25 00:03:52,135 --> 00:03:54,804 No, no, no. 26 00:03:56,671 --> 00:03:58,249 Jerry. Jerry! 27 00:03:58,349 --> 00:04:00,105 - I had no choice, Tahir. - What happened? 28 00:04:00,205 --> 00:04:02,120 - There was too many of 'em. - What happened to my things? 29 00:04:02,220 --> 00:04:04,611 There used to be an understanding between our kind. A code. 30 00:04:04,711 --> 00:04:06,345 - I watch your things, you watch mine. - Not no more. 31 00:04:06,445 --> 00:04:09,056 - That's what we said. - Well, I'm sorry, Tahir. 32 00:04:09,156 --> 00:04:12,250 - But there was loads of 'em. - Alright. 33 00:04:15,885 --> 00:04:19,622 - Big fellas, too. - Alright, alright. You're alright. 34 00:04:23,692 --> 00:04:25,294 Jerry... 35 00:04:25,994 --> 00:04:28,195 You are wearing my boots. 36 00:04:30,996 --> 00:04:34,033 - What? - Those are my boots. 37 00:04:37,568 --> 00:04:39,938 Them make some good winter boots. 38 00:04:40,770 --> 00:04:45,037 I know. That's what I said when I got them. 39 00:04:46,275 --> 00:04:48,576 They're my boots now, Tahir. 40 00:04:51,344 --> 00:04:53,547 They're my boots now. 41 00:05:36,120 --> 00:05:38,964 Come back again on Friday. We would like to see you both. 42 00:05:42,892 --> 00:05:45,562 You come back for lunch anytime you want. 43 00:05:51,599 --> 00:05:54,874 Good to see you. Are you back? 44 00:05:54,974 --> 00:05:58,896 No. No, I just need some clothes and bedding. My things were stolen. 45 00:05:58,996 --> 00:06:02,507 - How? - I left the door to my penthouse open. 46 00:06:04,208 --> 00:06:06,710 Come inside. It's a thousand degrees. 47 00:06:13,148 --> 00:06:15,985 You don't wanna come back into the program? 48 00:06:16,585 --> 00:06:19,955 No. Really, no. I just need some clothes and bedding. 49 00:06:20,055 --> 00:06:22,791 Can't just give out the clothes, Tahir. 50 00:06:22,891 --> 00:06:25,560 Clothing pickup is on Thursday between three and five. 51 00:06:25,660 --> 00:06:29,697 You're welcome to come back then. And we don't give out bedding. 52 00:06:30,796 --> 00:06:34,767 - It's going to rain this evening. - So why not stay here tonight? 53 00:06:39,637 --> 00:06:41,707 Come back, Tahir. 54 00:06:42,207 --> 00:06:44,272 I shouldn't be here. 55 00:06:44,372 --> 00:06:46,777 This is exactly where you should be. 56 00:10:12,473 --> 00:10:15,677 - Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? - Oh, sure. 57 00:10:16,676 --> 00:10:18,451 - Here you go. - Thank you. 58 00:10:18,551 --> 00:10:21,948 Can I have another one? Please? 59 00:10:22,048 --> 00:10:23,616 Thanks. 60 00:10:38,728 --> 00:10:41,064 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 61 00:10:41,564 --> 00:10:44,266 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 62 00:10:44,866 --> 00:10:47,635 Thank you so much. Thank you. Have a great day. 63 00:10:48,000 --> 00:10:52,738 Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? Thank you. Can I have one more? 64 00:10:52,838 --> 00:10:55,173 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 65 00:10:56,907 --> 00:10:59,977 Excuse me. Excuse me. 66 00:11:01,610 --> 00:11:03,544 Excuse me. 67 00:11:03,644 --> 00:11:06,047 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 68 00:11:14,018 --> 00:11:15,954 Can you spare some change? 69 00:11:49,015 --> 00:11:50,751 Come on. 70 00:12:40,630 --> 00:12:42,833 Stop following me. 71 00:13:17,631 --> 00:13:20,100 What is your fucking problem? 72 00:13:20,200 --> 00:13:22,836 - That is my jacket. - Your what? 73 00:13:22,936 --> 00:13:26,872 That's my jacket. You got it back on Jerry's alley. 74 00:13:29,807 --> 00:13:33,311 - It's a hundred fucking degrees out. - It is mine. 75 00:13:33,681 --> 00:13:36,647 You want your jacket? You just want your jacket then you're gonna leave me alone? 76 00:13:36,747 --> 00:13:38,983 I just want what is mine. 77 00:13:43,519 --> 00:13:45,155 Here. 78 00:13:46,020 --> 00:13:47,889 Now, go! 79 00:13:49,556 --> 00:13:51,158 Go! 80 00:13:53,225 --> 00:13:55,595 Come off the bridge. 81 00:13:55,695 --> 00:13:58,104 I know why people come up here. 82 00:14:21,249 --> 00:14:24,320 I wanna go! I wanna go! 83 00:14:24,820 --> 00:14:27,289 I wanna go, please! 84 00:14:30,658 --> 00:14:33,528 I wanna go! I wanna go! 85 00:15:07,859 --> 00:15:10,096 Stay here for a minute. 86 00:15:23,607 --> 00:15:27,078 I made you a bed. At the end. 87 00:15:27,178 --> 00:15:29,380 On your own, you know? 88 00:16:22,079 --> 00:16:23,945 I'll sleep here. 89 00:17:31,096 --> 00:17:32,765 Good morning. 90 00:17:40,504 --> 00:17:43,108 Eat. There is nothing of you. 91 00:17:47,644 --> 00:17:49,680 What is your name? 92 00:19:15,992 --> 00:19:18,327 Alright, now hit the drum. Ready? 93 00:19:21,928 --> 00:19:23,564 Go! 94 00:19:23,930 --> 00:19:25,766 Come on. 95 00:19:25,866 --> 00:19:28,932 Left down. Go! Now you. Now you. 96 00:19:40,076 --> 00:19:41,878 Thank you. 97 00:19:42,444 --> 00:19:44,446 No, no. Thank you. 98 00:19:46,480 --> 00:19:48,783 No, no. Thank you. Lady, we have no money. 99 00:19:48,883 --> 00:19:51,352 - Then why'd you stay in this line? - What? 100 00:19:51,452 --> 00:19:53,947 - Why didn't you stand in this line? - Fuck you. 101 00:19:54,047 --> 00:19:57,716 - What's the problem? - The vagrant wants money. 102 00:19:57,816 --> 00:20:02,730 That bitch! Perhaps... she can suck my dick first. 103 00:20:05,829 --> 00:20:10,016 There's not enough money in the world to make me touch your tiny cock. 104 00:20:10,584 --> 00:20:13,847 - You speak French? - Yes, why not? 105 00:20:13,947 --> 00:20:17,414 Because I am on the streets? Or because I am a stupid American? 106 00:20:17,514 --> 00:20:22,177 - No, we just didn't think you spoke French. - Never judge a book by its cover. 107 00:20:24,438 --> 00:20:27,600 Listen, my boyfriend... 108 00:20:27,700 --> 00:20:30,582 he just returned from a tour of duty in Iraq... 109 00:20:30,682 --> 00:20:34,067 and he gets a bit twitchy when people are rude to me. 110 00:20:35,459 --> 00:20:39,380 Why not show him how much you liked his music. 111 00:20:45,297 --> 00:20:46,945 Thank you. 112 00:20:47,616 --> 00:20:51,061 Goodbye... and welcome to America! 113 00:20:53,180 --> 00:20:55,267 What just happened? 114 00:20:55,980 --> 00:20:59,384 They just really liked your music and didn't know how to express it. 115 00:22:21,162 --> 00:22:22,698 - You like movies? - I do. 116 00:22:22,798 --> 00:22:27,441 - You do? - You like... you like Robert DeNiro? 117 00:22:27,541 --> 00:22:30,170 - I do. - You do? 118 00:22:30,270 --> 00:22:32,205 Okay, you ready? 119 00:22:37,773 --> 00:22:39,875 You talking to me? 120 00:22:49,416 --> 00:22:52,552 - What? - I wanna ask you a question. 121 00:22:52,652 --> 00:22:54,320 Okay. 122 00:22:56,788 --> 00:22:58,991 Do you really believe? 123 00:22:59,991 --> 00:23:02,592 - Yes. - Yes. I... Yes. 124 00:23:02,692 --> 00:23:05,011 But I mean... 125 00:23:05,629 --> 00:23:10,298 - do you really believe? - With all my heart. 126 00:23:13,132 --> 00:23:14,900 Okay. 127 00:23:15,945 --> 00:23:19,705 - What? - It seems a bit unwarranted, doesn't it? 128 00:23:19,805 --> 00:23:21,473 Why? 129 00:23:25,025 --> 00:23:27,060 Come on! 130 00:23:27,160 --> 00:23:28,832 What? 131 00:23:29,829 --> 00:23:32,025 - You're a hobo. You're a tramp. - So? 132 00:23:32,125 --> 00:23:36,104 So he doesn't really seem to have liked you very much, does he? 133 00:23:37,603 --> 00:23:39,419 The prophet said, 134 00:23:39,519 --> 00:23:44,709 I looked into paradise and the majority of his dwellers were the poor. 135 00:23:44,909 --> 00:23:47,572 - So? - So in heaven... 136 00:23:47,672 --> 00:23:50,336 the poor will have recompense. 137 00:23:51,831 --> 00:23:54,002 After you've died? 138 00:23:58,153 --> 00:24:00,791 That's convenient, isn't it? 139 00:24:01,923 --> 00:24:03,991 That's what you say. 140 00:24:04,091 --> 00:24:06,562 That's what you say! 141 00:24:07,927 --> 00:24:11,330 Besides, he blesses me all the time. 142 00:24:11,430 --> 00:24:13,294 How so? 143 00:25:19,894 --> 00:25:23,133 Hey! Buy something. 144 00:25:36,708 --> 00:25:39,844 I just... need a few days. Can you give me a few days? 145 00:25:39,944 --> 00:25:41,745 A few days. 146 00:25:41,845 --> 00:25:45,281 I can't do that. I mean, why would I do that? 147 00:25:45,381 --> 00:25:49,885 Cause I don't have it, so I can't give it to you. 148 00:25:50,085 --> 00:25:53,321 - You got something. - I got five fucking dollars. 149 00:25:53,421 --> 00:25:56,757 Look, you want it? You can have it. 150 00:25:56,857 --> 00:25:58,692 What am I gonna do with five dollars? 151 00:25:58,792 --> 00:26:01,795 So, give me a few days. 152 00:26:01,895 --> 00:26:04,567 Or you could be nice to me. 153 00:26:05,965 --> 00:26:07,466 - Tahir! - Get him off me! 154 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:09,734 - Stop! - My nose! 155 00:26:09,834 --> 00:26:11,902 I owe him money. 156 00:26:12,102 --> 00:26:14,804 You shut up. It doesn't matter how much you owe him. 157 00:26:14,904 --> 00:26:18,206 - Man, why you give a fuck? - Because she is my woman. 158 00:26:18,306 --> 00:26:21,307 Yeah, for the right price. 159 00:26:22,707 --> 00:26:24,510 Fuck, man! 160 00:26:24,610 --> 00:26:28,273 My fucking face. Shit. 161 00:26:29,478 --> 00:26:32,648 - How much does she owe you? - Half a bundle. 162 00:26:32,748 --> 00:26:35,384 - What is that? - Fifty-dollars, you crazy motherfucker. 163 00:26:35,484 --> 00:26:41,083 Here, I have ten, twenty, thirty, forty. 164 00:26:41,355 --> 00:26:43,257 It's all the money I have in the world. 165 00:26:43,357 --> 00:26:48,479 If I ever see you near her again, you'll see me again. 166 00:26:50,161 --> 00:26:52,697 Out your fucking mind, man. 167 00:26:52,797 --> 00:26:55,034 Not now. 168 00:28:15,395 --> 00:28:17,364 Do you feel remorse? 169 00:28:17,464 --> 00:28:19,332 I do. 170 00:28:19,532 --> 00:28:22,668 Do you resolve never to commit the sin again? 171 00:28:22,768 --> 00:28:24,303 Yes. 172 00:28:25,203 --> 00:28:27,972 Have you made restitution for this sin? 173 00:28:28,072 --> 00:28:30,143 Made recompense? 174 00:28:30,773 --> 00:28:32,909 I can't. 175 00:28:34,376 --> 00:28:36,837 The man you beat up? 176 00:28:44,985 --> 00:28:49,923 Whatever the sin is, it is a private matter between you and Allah. 177 00:28:50,023 --> 00:28:53,726 If repentance is sincere, you need only ask. 178 00:28:53,826 --> 00:28:56,297 Allah, forgive me. 179 00:28:58,429 --> 00:29:00,264 He will forgive. 180 00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:04,434 I pray to repent, not for forgiveness. 181 00:29:04,534 --> 00:29:07,930 Allah forgives, Tahir. 182 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:13,616 The objective is the be forgiven, not to be judged and condemned, 183 00:29:13,716 --> 00:29:18,146 but you must make restitution. 184 00:29:18,246 --> 00:29:20,449 You must put it right. 185 00:29:34,793 --> 00:29:37,225 Did you get what you needed? 186 00:29:39,629 --> 00:29:41,265 You? 187 00:29:41,365 --> 00:29:44,235 No. Bad day. 188 00:29:44,982 --> 00:29:47,284 We'll be hungry tonight. 189 00:29:49,502 --> 00:29:52,139 What is it we are waiting for? 190 00:29:52,439 --> 00:29:54,920 For God to provide. 191 00:29:55,909 --> 00:29:57,547 What? 192 00:30:54,525 --> 00:30:55,962 We gotta go! 193 00:30:57,687 --> 00:31:00,809 Come on! Come on! 194 00:31:08,266 --> 00:31:10,304 Excuse me! 195 00:31:15,972 --> 00:31:18,011 Come on! 196 00:31:21,844 --> 00:31:23,949 Hurry, come on. 197 00:31:24,745 --> 00:31:27,117 This way. Come. 198 00:31:29,132 --> 00:31:30,537 Tahir. 199 00:31:35,854 --> 00:31:38,193 Go, go, go, go! 200 00:31:58,042 --> 00:32:00,080 Over here. 201 00:32:00,510 --> 00:32:02,115 Hey! 202 00:32:08,716 --> 00:32:10,754 Let's leave it. 203 00:32:11,584 --> 00:32:13,587 Someone's home. That's why the door's open. 204 00:32:13,687 --> 00:32:17,256 Rich people are careless. That's why it's open. 205 00:32:17,856 --> 00:32:19,594 Hannah. 206 00:32:21,492 --> 00:32:23,230 Hannah! 207 00:32:25,462 --> 00:32:26,834 Hannah! 208 00:32:36,773 --> 00:32:38,578 Hannah. 209 00:32:43,511 --> 00:32:45,724 Where are you, Hannah? 210 00:32:50,650 --> 00:32:52,422 Hannah! 211 00:32:58,323 --> 00:33:01,660 - It's not much, but its home. - We need to leave now. 212 00:33:01,760 --> 00:33:04,495 - Why? - It's someone house, Hannah. 213 00:33:04,595 --> 00:33:07,197 - But they're not using it right now. - What? 214 00:33:07,297 --> 00:33:10,599 - They're at the beach. - Put the drink down. 215 00:33:10,699 --> 00:33:13,367 Look, they have kids! It's summer. They're rich. 216 00:33:13,467 --> 00:33:15,669 They're at the beach. The Hamptons. 217 00:33:15,769 --> 00:33:17,971 - Maybe even Europe somewhere. - No, no! 218 00:33:18,071 --> 00:33:22,241 - Definitely at the beach. - No, Hannah, we can't. 219 00:33:22,341 --> 00:33:25,944 Tahir, we need something good. 220 00:33:26,044 --> 00:33:28,379 This is something good. 221 00:33:28,479 --> 00:33:31,673 This is wrong. It's dangerous. 222 00:33:35,451 --> 00:33:37,623 I wanna kick. 223 00:33:39,354 --> 00:33:41,626 I could kick in this place. 224 00:34:03,243 --> 00:34:05,348 Found it. 225 00:34:05,978 --> 00:34:08,448 Gone 'til September. 226 00:34:08,548 --> 00:34:13,088 Okay, but we keep our bags packed by the door. 227 00:34:15,486 --> 00:34:17,794 Have you done this before? 228 00:34:18,423 --> 00:34:20,224 What do I do? 229 00:34:20,324 --> 00:34:24,897 Not tonight. The night always wins. Start tomorrow. 230 00:34:26,094 --> 00:34:28,188 Tonight we celebrate. 231 00:35:33,593 --> 00:35:35,829 So I am barefoot. 232 00:35:36,129 --> 00:35:38,664 The man's shoes didn't fit. 233 00:35:39,364 --> 00:35:41,870 I smell chicken. Did you find chicken? 234 00:35:51,073 --> 00:35:53,811 I feel unbelievably stupid suddenly. 235 00:35:56,476 --> 00:35:59,349 I must look like a zombie Goldilocks. 236 00:36:00,812 --> 00:36:03,582 This is where you should say something. 237 00:36:03,682 --> 00:36:05,917 Actu... actually, don't... don't say anything. 238 00:36:06,017 --> 00:36:09,457 - I'm just gonna peel potatoes. - I forgot how to speak for a second. 239 00:36:09,557 --> 00:36:12,567 You are more beautiful than I have words for. 240 00:36:17,158 --> 00:36:19,513 Let's not go overboard. 241 00:36:24,364 --> 00:36:26,467 Why don't you set the table? 242 00:36:26,567 --> 00:36:29,372 I found placemats and everything in there. 243 00:36:32,521 --> 00:36:36,692 Just because something is hard to comprehend doesn't mean it's not true. 244 00:36:37,542 --> 00:36:39,678 How old do you think the world is? 245 00:36:39,778 --> 00:36:42,613 About four and a half billion years old. 246 00:36:43,173 --> 00:36:46,286 Okay, good. So you're not a creationist. 247 00:36:47,416 --> 00:36:49,685 Have you ever been to Nigeria? 248 00:36:49,785 --> 00:36:54,323 I am from Lagos. We have skyscrapers and a rail system. 249 00:36:54,423 --> 00:36:58,329 You picture me running around in a loincloth? 250 00:36:59,859 --> 00:37:01,779 Okay, fine. So... 251 00:37:01,879 --> 00:37:07,334 We've established that you're not a creationist and I am a borderline racist. 252 00:37:07,734 --> 00:37:09,435 How long has man been on earth? 253 00:37:09,535 --> 00:37:12,304 About a hundred and thirty thousand years. 254 00:37:12,604 --> 00:37:14,873 And God appeared when? 255 00:37:15,673 --> 00:37:18,375 To Abraham about four thousand years ago. 256 00:37:18,475 --> 00:37:21,411 So, for a hundred and twenty six thousand years 257 00:37:21,511 --> 00:37:24,581 of uninterrupted squalor and disease, 258 00:37:24,681 --> 00:37:26,749 God was fine with it? 259 00:37:26,849 --> 00:37:29,761 He just sat on his hands and then four thousand years ago 260 00:37:29,861 --> 00:37:32,320 decides to do something about it? 261 00:37:32,420 --> 00:37:34,954 I don't claim to understand. 262 00:37:35,754 --> 00:37:40,526 I know this, when I pray I am with Allah. 263 00:37:40,626 --> 00:37:42,494 He speaks to me alone. 264 00:37:42,594 --> 00:37:47,101 He talks... not to my mind, but to my heart. 265 00:37:48,598 --> 00:37:50,818 What do you believe? 266 00:37:53,802 --> 00:37:56,005 Well, I believe I need another drink. 267 00:37:56,105 --> 00:37:58,841 No, I mean it. What do you believe? 268 00:37:58,941 --> 00:38:03,445 If there's nothing... if there is nothing then how do you explain all of this? 269 00:38:03,545 --> 00:38:05,013 I can't comprehend it. 270 00:38:05,113 --> 00:38:09,604 Well, just because you can't comprehend something doesn't mean it isn't true. 271 00:38:11,518 --> 00:38:14,554 Now you are just being clever. Answer the question. 272 00:38:14,654 --> 00:38:18,858 I believe in the big bang. 273 00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:21,193 Okay. 274 00:38:22,293 --> 00:38:24,795 So who made the big bang? 275 00:38:24,895 --> 00:38:27,558 - Well, that's the problem. - Yes. 276 00:38:27,658 --> 00:38:33,069 But I see no reason to solve it with an even bigger problem. 277 00:38:34,469 --> 00:38:36,739 What do you mean? 278 00:38:36,839 --> 00:38:39,210 What made God? 279 00:38:40,240 --> 00:38:43,877 - Well, Allah is eternal. - Hard to substantiate though, isn't it? 280 00:38:43,977 --> 00:38:46,075 Why can't we see God? Where does he live? 281 00:38:46,175 --> 00:38:50,684 And why does he turn otherwise good people into murderers in his name? 282 00:38:53,750 --> 00:38:56,686 - You're funny. - In what way? 283 00:38:56,786 --> 00:38:59,387 In a contradictory way. 284 00:38:59,987 --> 00:39:02,023 I'm not the first Muslim to drink. 285 00:39:02,123 --> 00:39:05,525 I'm not talking about a sneaky beer before Ramadan. You properly drink. 286 00:39:05,625 --> 00:39:09,895 - You use this drug that harms you. - You're talking about cognitive dissonance. 287 00:39:09,995 --> 00:39:12,531 Heroin dulls the pain, but it'll probably kill me. 288 00:39:12,631 --> 00:39:16,404 But that assumes that I see dissonance and not cognizance. 289 00:39:24,040 --> 00:39:26,513 I need to use the powder room. 290 00:40:08,077 --> 00:40:10,348 Are you tired? 291 00:40:15,848 --> 00:40:18,778 I'm not ready for tomorrow to come yet. 292 00:40:24,388 --> 00:40:26,816 Come to bed with me. 293 00:40:32,829 --> 00:40:35,539 I used to live in a place like this. 294 00:40:36,832 --> 00:40:39,537 I used to sleep in a bed like that. 295 00:40:41,034 --> 00:40:43,903 - I was married. - It's alright, Hannah. 296 00:40:44,003 --> 00:40:46,341 I know it's fucking alright. 297 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:55,213 He was a surgeon. He enlisted in the reserves after 9/11. 298 00:40:56,413 --> 00:41:01,785 And then someone came to my house and told me he was gone, just like that. 299 00:41:02,685 --> 00:41:06,281 The coffee in my hand was still warm when he was gone. 300 00:41:07,754 --> 00:41:11,394 He was killed in terrorist attack on a military checkpoint. 301 00:41:19,697 --> 00:41:22,793 I didn't know how to be in the world without him. 302 00:41:25,135 --> 00:41:27,682 And now I've made such a mess. 303 00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:33,121 I don't know how to be in the world at all. 304 00:41:37,612 --> 00:41:39,982 It'll be different this time. 305 00:41:40,082 --> 00:41:43,154 It'll be exactly the same this time. 306 00:42:31,058 --> 00:42:32,763 Hannah? 307 00:42:37,029 --> 00:42:40,201 - Hannah. - Please, don't come in. 308 00:43:53,841 --> 00:43:58,139 This is bad. This is bad. Something's wrong. 309 00:43:58,239 --> 00:44:00,107 I've done this before. I'm telling you this. 310 00:44:00,207 --> 00:44:03,743 I'm telling you something is wrong. You know people hemorrhage from this. 311 00:44:03,843 --> 00:44:08,947 You know you can have a fucking aneurysm from this. My fucking head is dying here. 312 00:44:09,047 --> 00:44:11,249 You've come so far, Hannah. We're nearly there. 313 00:44:11,349 --> 00:44:14,768 We are nowhere. I'm the only person here in pain. 314 00:44:15,318 --> 00:44:18,254 Fuck this! I can do what I choose! I choose out. 315 00:44:18,354 --> 00:44:22,057 - I choose out and you can fucking stop me. - You're right, I can't stop you. 316 00:44:22,157 --> 00:44:26,655 - That's right! You can't stop me! - You're right, I can't stop you. 317 00:44:30,663 --> 00:44:32,869 Sleep would help. 318 00:45:32,888 --> 00:45:36,978 I need to make some money. Will you be alright on your own? 319 00:45:51,004 --> 00:45:53,440 - Excuse me. I was watching you play. - Yes. 320 00:45:53,540 --> 00:45:56,642 You're... you're good. I mean, it was really something. 321 00:45:56,742 --> 00:45:58,580 Thank you. 322 00:45:59,377 --> 00:46:01,048 My pleasure. 323 00:46:03,913 --> 00:46:05,916 What do you want? 324 00:46:07,986 --> 00:46:11,687 So I was talking to those... those... guys over there 325 00:46:11,787 --> 00:46:16,357 and they said that they'd seen you with her. 326 00:46:16,757 --> 00:46:19,893 This is my daughter, Hannah. 327 00:46:20,593 --> 00:46:23,087 Is this your... is that your girlfriend? 328 00:46:23,187 --> 00:46:26,163 I'm not with anyone. I don't know your daughter. I'm sorry. 329 00:46:26,263 --> 00:46:29,165 This is really important to me. Would you look again please, sir? 330 00:46:29,265 --> 00:46:32,424 Just... I'm sure she's changed. It's an older picture, but... 331 00:46:32,524 --> 00:46:34,168 I would think you could recognize her. 332 00:46:34,268 --> 00:46:36,720 Please, just... would you just please look at it again. 333 00:46:36,820 --> 00:46:41,066 I don't need to. Those men just took your money. 334 00:46:49,513 --> 00:46:52,052 I'm sorry to bother you. I... 335 00:47:00,689 --> 00:47:04,459 No, no. You see, no, I'm sorry. I don't buy it. 336 00:47:04,959 --> 00:47:08,295 I don't buy it. And I'll tell you why, I've been out west. 337 00:47:08,395 --> 00:47:11,532 And I retired out there a few years ago. 338 00:47:11,632 --> 00:47:15,113 But every month for the past 3 and a half years, I've been coming back here 339 00:47:15,213 --> 00:47:19,039 to look for my daughter, and I can't tell you how many false leads I've got. 340 00:47:19,139 --> 00:47:21,736 You know, let's of people lie to you to take your money, 341 00:47:21,836 --> 00:47:26,445 but nobody ever said that guy over there, right over there, he knows your daughter. 342 00:47:26,545 --> 00:47:31,548 Because that would be a stupid lie, because I'd go back and I'd come and get my money. 343 00:47:31,848 --> 00:47:34,354 I believe you do know her. 344 00:47:35,551 --> 00:47:38,023 So I'm gonna ask you a favor. 345 00:47:39,787 --> 00:47:43,094 Okay, this is Jake. This is Jake. 346 00:47:44,957 --> 00:47:47,396 He needs his mother. 347 00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,729 I'm sorry for your trouble. 348 00:47:51,829 --> 00:47:56,321 Really, I don't know her. 349 00:48:06,041 --> 00:48:09,980 If you concentrate hard enough you can change the colors of the lights. 350 00:48:12,778 --> 00:48:16,582 That's not faith by the way, it's willpower. 351 00:48:16,682 --> 00:48:20,488 You would say God can change the colors. I'm saying we can. 352 00:48:21,318 --> 00:48:23,888 - Come on, try with me. - No. 353 00:48:23,988 --> 00:48:26,677 - Didn't God tell us to try everything once? - No, he didn't. 354 00:48:26,957 --> 00:48:31,183 - Why didn't he? - Because some things are just wrong. 355 00:48:34,261 --> 00:48:39,109 So... he covered the earth in highly addictive and highly yummy heroin, 356 00:48:39,209 --> 00:48:41,943 - but we're not supposed to use it. - Right. 357 00:48:42,043 --> 00:48:46,104 - Despite it growing naturally on his earth. - That's right. 358 00:48:46,845 --> 00:48:50,391 What a sneaky little prankster God is. 359 00:48:53,309 --> 00:48:56,446 - Are you concentrating? - Stop now. 360 00:48:56,546 --> 00:48:58,495 - Shame on you. - Excuse me. 361 00:48:58,595 --> 00:49:00,733 Shame on you. 362 00:49:03,583 --> 00:49:06,787 You have a child and he has nothing. 363 00:49:06,887 --> 00:49:09,423 No mother, no father, and for what? 364 00:49:09,523 --> 00:49:11,489 - Because you are broken? - What are you doing? 365 00:49:11,589 --> 00:49:13,732 Look at the photograph. He is alone. 366 00:49:13,832 --> 00:49:17,829 You have never seen a boy who looks more alone. Look at him! 367 00:49:17,929 --> 00:49:22,478 My grief is many things. It has made me behave in ways that I regret 368 00:49:22,578 --> 00:49:24,600 and in ways that I do not fully understand yet, 369 00:49:24,700 --> 00:49:28,003 but the one thing I know, it is overwhelming my fucking business. 370 00:49:28,103 --> 00:49:32,597 Talk to me. Tell me, how could you do this? Who are you? 371 00:49:32,697 --> 00:49:36,714 Who am I? I am a woman with a murdered husband, 372 00:49:36,814 --> 00:49:39,945 a heroin addiction, and a child that I haven't been a mother to. 373 00:49:40,045 --> 00:49:42,646 Who the fuck are you? 374 00:49:43,046 --> 00:49:47,173 You know everything about me. You've left me with no shade, 375 00:49:47,273 --> 00:49:51,454 and meanwhile, I know not one fucking thing about you. 376 00:49:51,554 --> 00:49:55,894 Not a thing. Who am I? Who the fuck are you? 377 00:49:58,191 --> 00:50:02,233 - You don't want to know who I am. - I think I do. 378 00:50:05,498 --> 00:50:09,374 I come from a place more violent than you can imagine. 379 00:50:09,474 --> 00:50:11,103 Yes. 380 00:50:11,903 --> 00:50:15,440 I watched my wife pulled from under our bed. 381 00:50:15,540 --> 00:50:20,978 Raped and murdered while I hid in a cupboard with our son. 382 00:50:21,078 --> 00:50:24,881 The whole time she looked at me and I looked at her. 383 00:50:24,981 --> 00:50:28,485 My hand still over my Ibrahim's mouth. 384 00:50:28,985 --> 00:50:31,897 After, we ran to the streets to hide in a crowd, 385 00:50:31,997 --> 00:50:35,259 but in that crowd, a bullet chose my son. 386 00:50:37,858 --> 00:50:41,096 I'd give anything to be with him again. 387 00:50:41,896 --> 00:50:45,335 I'd give anything to see my boy again. 388 00:50:47,098 --> 00:50:50,105 That's why I don't understand you. 389 00:51:01,845 --> 00:51:04,918 - I'm sorry, Tahir. - I'm not finished. 390 00:51:07,416 --> 00:51:09,141 Alright. 391 00:51:11,320 --> 00:51:14,025 At the funeral, a man came to me... 392 00:51:14,125 --> 00:51:18,655 and he said, Tahir, Islam is a beautiful flower... 393 00:51:19,255 --> 00:51:22,300 but sometimes it needs thorns. 394 00:51:24,130 --> 00:51:27,236 The next day I joined Boko Haram. 395 00:51:28,066 --> 00:51:31,470 What... what is Boko Haram? 396 00:51:31,570 --> 00:51:35,577 I became a murderer of women and children. 397 00:51:37,974 --> 00:51:40,110 I burnt churches. 398 00:51:40,210 --> 00:51:45,481 I burnt schools, police stations, military checkpoints. 399 00:51:45,581 --> 00:51:47,649 That's who I am. 400 00:51:47,749 --> 00:51:52,153 I watched people burn and for nothing. 401 00:51:52,253 --> 00:51:55,492 I watched people die like your husband. 402 00:51:57,006 --> 00:51:59,679 There is no peace in it, Hannah. 403 00:53:02,519 --> 00:53:04,591 Hannah, I'm sorry. 404 00:53:07,656 --> 00:53:09,661 Please no. 405 00:53:10,524 --> 00:53:12,235 Don't. 406 00:53:17,663 --> 00:53:21,103 You can get back to your life, Hannah. 407 00:53:22,433 --> 00:53:24,506 You can have it all back. 408 00:53:34,811 --> 00:53:37,050 Please don't. 409 00:55:27,552 --> 00:55:31,094 I recognize that I need something different. 410 00:55:31,722 --> 00:55:34,160 I tried to disappear... 411 00:55:36,460 --> 00:55:39,227 but my son held me in life. 412 00:55:43,098 --> 00:55:45,771 What I did is unforgivable. 413 00:55:50,904 --> 00:55:53,330 Can you help me get back to him? 414 00:55:54,306 --> 00:55:56,568 Who are you? 415 00:57:18,553 --> 00:57:23,640 God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 416 00:57:23,740 --> 00:57:29,296 courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. 417 00:57:29,396 --> 00:57:32,098 - Alright, thanks for sharing everybody. - Thank you. 418 00:57:32,198 --> 00:57:35,567 Now remember, this is your rooms, y'all. Keep coming back. 419 00:57:35,667 --> 00:57:39,336 It works if you work it, right? 420 00:57:40,136 --> 00:57:43,606 Excuse me. Hey, Hun. Where you running off to in such a hurry? 421 00:57:43,706 --> 00:57:46,432 that extension. I didn't wanna miss the meeting. 422 00:57:46,532 --> 00:57:48,943 But I gotta give it to the landlord before he clocks off at 6. 423 00:57:49,043 --> 00:57:52,043 Otherwise we're gonna be out on our ear. So I really gotta run. 424 00:57:52,143 --> 00:57:54,981 You run off, but I want you to think about sharing sometime, okay? 425 00:57:55,081 --> 00:57:57,583 - Okay, I will. See ya! - See ya. Thanks for coming. 426 00:57:57,683 --> 00:58:01,055 - Thanks, Franklin. - Take care. Thanks for sharing, too. 427 00:58:20,434 --> 00:58:24,438 - How'd it go? - She was incredibly nice. 428 00:58:24,538 --> 00:58:27,707 She gave us a ten day extension while our case is reviewed. 429 00:58:27,807 --> 00:58:31,062 Which she reminded me would be denied because 430 00:58:31,162 --> 00:58:34,602 you don't have your papers and we're not married, but... 431 00:58:35,046 --> 00:58:38,616 with the storm coming, I don't know. 432 00:58:38,716 --> 00:58:40,903 She chose to be nice. 433 00:58:42,118 --> 00:58:46,244 She even let me sign for you when I told her how sick you were. 434 00:58:46,587 --> 00:58:51,424 You should've seen Terry's face downstairs when I handed him the extension letters. 435 00:58:51,824 --> 00:58:55,865 I thought he was gonna break his teeth, he clenched his jaw so tight. 436 00:58:57,062 --> 00:58:59,165 How you feeling? 437 00:58:59,265 --> 00:59:01,636 A bit better I think. 438 00:59:02,801 --> 00:59:05,702 I'm gonna make you a bowl of hot water in the steamer. 439 00:59:06,169 --> 00:59:08,305 So what are we going to do? We need a plan. 440 00:59:08,405 --> 00:59:11,233 We have a plan. We're gonna get you well. 441 00:59:11,333 --> 00:59:14,443 And then I'm gonna find us a place to move to in ten days time. 442 00:59:14,543 --> 00:59:18,112 And then in three weeks, I'll have finished my internship and I can get a proper job. 443 00:59:18,212 --> 00:59:22,202 So if we cannot find a place in ten days, I'll go to a men's shelter. 444 00:59:22,302 --> 00:59:24,685 - No, we stick together. - And you will go to a woman's shelter. 445 00:59:24,785 --> 00:59:27,827 I just got us 10 days. Why you trying to get rid of me before I've even tried? 446 00:59:27,927 --> 00:59:30,892 I just need to know you are safe. 447 00:59:33,690 --> 00:59:35,425 Geez. 448 00:59:36,425 --> 00:59:38,865 Like a grumpy old man. 449 00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:48,072 Come on, grumpy. 450 00:59:57,844 --> 01:00:00,283 Put your head down. 451 01:00:02,613 --> 01:00:04,716 How do you feel today? 452 01:00:04,816 --> 01:00:07,219 Did you make your meeting? 453 01:00:07,819 --> 01:00:10,688 I nearly missed though because of the whole extension thing. 454 01:00:10,788 --> 01:00:14,190 - You can't afford to miss, Hannah. - I didn't miss. 455 01:00:14,290 --> 01:00:15,991 I'll tell you what I can't afford. 456 01:00:16,091 --> 01:00:20,564 I can't afford to spend a winter in a women's shelter around a bunch of addicts. 457 01:00:22,228 --> 01:00:24,966 Maybe you are ready to go home. 458 01:00:27,831 --> 01:00:29,869 Would you come? 459 01:00:36,805 --> 01:00:39,201 I'm not ready yet. 460 01:00:41,175 --> 01:00:44,745 When I go home to him, I want it to be for good this time. 461 01:00:47,414 --> 01:00:49,653 That's funny. 462 01:00:50,616 --> 01:00:53,453 Today I realized I can see the future. 463 01:00:54,053 --> 01:00:59,129 I don't mean in a paranormal way, just... 464 01:00:59,229 --> 01:01:02,203 I hadn't given it much thought in a while... 465 01:01:02,553 --> 01:01:04,541 but then... 466 01:01:05,041 --> 01:01:09,616 today I was able to see myself back with Jake. 467 01:01:12,968 --> 01:01:15,705 And then I saw him a little older. 468 01:01:16,005 --> 01:01:19,178 He was walking down a street somewhere. 469 01:01:20,708 --> 01:01:22,644 He was holding hands with you. 470 01:01:24,144 --> 01:01:27,050 I saw us at his graduation. 471 01:01:29,214 --> 01:01:32,538 Tahir, I saw us old together. 472 01:01:34,184 --> 01:01:36,454 Can you imagine? 473 01:01:37,553 --> 01:01:40,390 I haven't been able to see past the day in so long. 474 01:01:40,690 --> 01:01:42,317 And... 475 01:01:42,417 --> 01:01:44,654 I just thought about... 476 01:01:45,267 --> 01:01:47,649 what we would do and... 477 01:01:48,831 --> 01:01:51,169 where we would go. 478 01:01:52,233 --> 01:01:54,638 It was nice, you know? 479 01:01:56,469 --> 01:01:58,175 Simple. 480 01:02:00,272 --> 01:02:03,326 But it felt like there was magic in it. 481 01:02:04,141 --> 01:02:06,947 Like I could move the horizon. 482 01:02:11,613 --> 01:02:13,449 Mister... 483 01:02:13,749 --> 01:02:15,484 - Mister... - Abdi. 484 01:02:15,584 --> 01:02:17,886 Abdi had a chronic asthmatic attack 485 01:02:17,986 --> 01:02:20,555 which is probably due to a combination of the flu 486 01:02:20,655 --> 01:02:25,796 that you say he was suffering from and perhaps the dust from hotel room. 487 01:02:25,996 --> 01:02:29,975 It's not impossible that the steam you say he was inhaling 488 01:02:30,075 --> 01:02:31,665 acted as a trigger for the asthma attack. 489 01:02:31,765 --> 01:02:35,368 It's very difficult to know. It's rare, but we do see that sometimes, too. 490 01:02:35,468 --> 01:02:37,403 But he is stable now. 491 01:02:37,503 --> 01:02:41,306 We have him on a breather mask and it's supplying him with oxygen and Albuterol. 492 01:02:41,406 --> 01:02:44,208 And he's also taking a steroid. It's called prednisone. 493 01:02:44,308 --> 01:02:48,178 It's to help him breathe. It's one of the cortical steroids. 494 01:02:48,278 --> 01:02:52,582 It mimics the adrenal gland and acts as an anti-inflammatory. 495 01:02:52,682 --> 01:02:56,519 But he'll be fine, right? 496 01:02:56,619 --> 01:02:59,721 - Oh, he'll be fine. - Okay. 497 01:02:59,821 --> 01:03:02,286 - Thank you. Thank you. - You're very welcome. I just... 498 01:03:02,386 --> 01:03:04,714 Can I stay with him? 499 01:03:06,360 --> 01:03:08,361 Are you married? 500 01:03:08,961 --> 01:03:11,018 We're together. 501 01:03:12,798 --> 01:03:15,367 What Mr. Abdi needs right now is rest. 502 01:03:15,467 --> 01:03:19,136 I think it's best if you come back tomorrow during visiting hours. 503 01:03:19,236 --> 01:03:20,770 - I understand. - Okay? 504 01:03:20,870 --> 01:03:23,775 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 505 01:03:40,187 --> 01:03:42,223 Did I miss curfew? 506 01:03:42,323 --> 01:03:45,692 Terry. Terry. 507 01:03:45,792 --> 01:03:49,696 - I didn't miss curfew. - It's not curfew. Your status is changed. 508 01:03:49,796 --> 01:03:51,965 Excuse me? 509 01:03:52,065 --> 01:03:55,801 Your status... has changed. 510 01:03:55,901 --> 01:03:59,504 I have a room for two people. You are no longer two people. 511 01:03:59,604 --> 01:04:03,007 You received the extension notice that I gave you... 512 01:04:03,107 --> 01:04:06,143 - that was signed... - For two people. 513 01:04:06,443 --> 01:04:07,758 You're only one person. 514 01:04:07,858 --> 01:04:11,194 I'm sorry but I cannot in good conscience give you the room. 515 01:04:11,647 --> 01:04:13,849 Why are you doing this? 516 01:04:13,949 --> 01:04:16,117 Is that room even occupied? 517 01:04:16,217 --> 01:04:18,655 You're missing the point, Hannah. 518 01:04:20,720 --> 01:04:23,388 Evil minded, you know that, Terry? 519 01:04:23,688 --> 01:04:25,925 What happened to you? 520 01:04:26,325 --> 01:04:29,194 Whatever happened to make you such an asshole? 521 01:04:29,294 --> 01:04:31,262 Whatever it was I hope it fucking hurt. 522 01:04:31,362 --> 01:04:35,432 I hope it wakes you up at night haunted, you sad fucking sadist. 523 01:04:35,532 --> 01:04:39,945 - Enjoy the streets, Hannah. - You know what? Go fuck yourself, Terry. 524 01:04:52,312 --> 01:04:54,350 Excuse me, miss. 525 01:04:56,982 --> 01:04:59,321 Excuse me, miss. 526 01:05:00,218 --> 01:05:02,621 Have you been through triage? 527 01:05:04,021 --> 01:05:07,926 Sorry. No, I'm not a patient. 528 01:05:08,026 --> 01:05:10,228 I'm sorry, miss, but you're gonna have to leave. 529 01:05:10,328 --> 01:05:14,090 My boyfriend's here. Upstairs. 530 01:05:16,232 --> 01:05:18,902 I don't have anywhere else to go. 531 01:05:19,402 --> 01:05:21,817 It's past curfew at the shelters. 532 01:05:25,906 --> 01:05:28,212 Did you say your husband? 533 01:05:29,576 --> 01:05:32,048 Your next of kin, right? 534 01:05:34,012 --> 01:05:38,084 - Yeah, my husband, that's right. - Well, okay then. 535 01:05:38,784 --> 01:05:41,053 Just for tonight. 536 01:05:41,353 --> 01:05:44,322 - I don't wanna see you here tomorrow night. - You won't. 537 01:05:44,422 --> 01:05:46,857 I will throw you out. 538 01:05:46,957 --> 01:05:49,628 Thank you. Thank you so much. 539 01:06:08,873 --> 01:06:11,445 - Hi. - Hey! 540 01:06:13,709 --> 01:06:17,983 Sorry I haven't been here. I've been running around all day. 541 01:06:20,014 --> 01:06:22,253 Where did you sleep? 542 01:06:24,317 --> 01:06:29,003 I'm trying to sort out the Terry thing. I don't think it's gonna work out. 543 01:06:30,322 --> 01:06:34,794 - Do you have a place for tonight? - Yeah. I found a placement. 544 01:06:34,894 --> 01:06:37,765 It was hard though. Everything's booked up because of the storm so... 545 01:06:37,865 --> 01:06:42,300 - I can't even stay long, but... - Get going. You don't want to miss curfew. 546 01:06:45,131 --> 01:06:46,867 Asshole. 547 01:06:47,267 --> 01:06:49,552 You fucking scared me. 548 01:06:51,304 --> 01:06:54,573 - I missed you. - I won't have too much longer. 549 01:06:54,673 --> 01:06:57,512 They're letting me go tomorrow. 550 01:06:58,942 --> 01:07:01,108 We've been observing him for three days. 551 01:07:01,208 --> 01:07:03,913 He's ambulant and he's well enough to leave the hospital. 552 01:07:04,013 --> 01:07:09,788 - If he continues to take his medication... - Really? Because it's 20 degrees outside. 553 01:07:09,888 --> 01:07:13,029 And by the way, you are required to treat everyone 554 01:07:13,129 --> 01:07:14,822 regardless of the immigration status. 555 01:07:14,922 --> 01:07:17,657 This has nothing to do with his status as an illegal immigrant. 556 01:07:17,757 --> 01:07:21,893 We've looked after him well. He has had great care. He is simply well enough... 557 01:07:21,993 --> 01:07:25,006 Excuse me. It's a crock of shit. I'm sorry. You know it. 558 01:07:25,106 --> 01:07:27,428 You know it's about a bed. He's not well enough to leave. 559 01:07:27,528 --> 01:07:31,034 I'm sorry. What qualifies you to make that prognosis? 560 01:07:31,134 --> 01:07:33,769 You don't have to be a doctor to see that he's not well enough to leave. 561 01:07:33,869 --> 01:07:38,372 Actually, yes, you do. I spent four years as an undergraduate. 562 01:07:38,472 --> 01:07:41,441 Four years in med school, three years in residency, 563 01:07:41,541 --> 01:07:45,744 and a further two in fellowship. All of which makes me a quote unquote doctor. 564 01:07:45,844 --> 01:07:49,080 And in my opinion, this patient, Tahir Abdi, 565 01:07:49,180 --> 01:07:51,933 is fit and well enough to leave this hospital. 566 01:08:00,888 --> 01:08:02,557 I got stuck at the hospital. 567 01:08:02,657 --> 01:08:05,359 I'm sorry, Hannah. It's just regulation. 568 01:08:05,459 --> 01:08:08,194 It was curfew and there was still a line of people. 569 01:08:08,294 --> 01:08:11,463 - I'm not allowed to hold your bed. - I know. I know. 570 01:08:11,563 --> 01:08:16,537 Just stay calm. Let me make a phone call. See if I can find you a placement. 571 01:08:19,217 --> 01:08:22,290 Tracy? Did she speak to Tracy? 572 01:08:24,471 --> 01:08:26,507 I don't know. 573 01:08:26,607 --> 01:08:31,547 Okay. Well, go have a seat. I'll go see what I can find out. 574 01:08:47,689 --> 01:08:52,927 Okay, I don't know who she spoke to, but we are definitely full to the bursting. 575 01:08:53,027 --> 01:08:58,865 But I found you a place at the Tillary Street Women's Shelter. 576 01:08:58,965 --> 01:09:01,203 In Brooklyn? 577 01:09:01,899 --> 01:09:04,357 Okay, so I gotta get to Brooklyn. 578 01:09:04,457 --> 01:09:07,438 It was the only thing I could find. 579 01:09:07,838 --> 01:09:12,539 Usually our van would be here to... take you over there, 580 01:09:12,639 --> 01:09:15,882 but because of the storm. 581 01:09:18,246 --> 01:09:20,917 Look, here. 582 01:09:21,517 --> 01:09:26,324 You're gonna wanna take the R to... Jay Street. 583 01:10:03,789 --> 01:10:06,125 You look freezing. 584 01:10:06,225 --> 01:10:08,563 I've got reason to. 585 01:10:09,326 --> 01:10:11,896 Don't you have anywhere to go? 586 01:10:12,296 --> 01:10:14,765 Nope, not tonight. 587 01:10:14,865 --> 01:10:19,940 It's a rough night to be out. It's not fit to walk a dog in. 588 01:10:24,005 --> 01:10:26,776 My daughter's about your age. 589 01:10:27,476 --> 01:10:29,478 Oh, yeah? 590 01:10:29,978 --> 01:10:32,257 What's her name? 591 01:10:33,713 --> 01:10:36,550 Listen, I can't let you in here. 592 01:10:36,650 --> 01:10:39,202 They have cameras all over the lobby 593 01:10:39,302 --> 01:10:43,027 and it's more than my job is worth, but if you go around the block, 594 01:10:43,127 --> 01:10:46,692 I can let you in the back and you can sleep in the boiler room. 595 01:10:46,792 --> 01:10:49,327 - Really? - Yeah, really. 596 01:10:49,527 --> 01:10:52,663 So I'll meet you around back. 597 01:10:52,763 --> 01:10:55,299 Okay? It's a big, green metal door. 598 01:10:55,399 --> 01:10:57,870 - Okay. - Okay. 599 01:11:06,909 --> 01:11:09,545 - Thank you very much. - Oh, you're welcome very much. 600 01:11:09,645 --> 01:11:13,050 Couldn't have you get to your death out there, could we? 601 01:11:17,150 --> 01:11:19,453 I'm sorry. It's not much. 602 01:11:19,553 --> 01:11:23,023 Oh, no. It's perfect, honestly. 603 01:11:23,123 --> 01:11:25,792 There's more blankets in there. 604 01:11:25,892 --> 01:11:28,430 It's so kind of you, really. 605 01:11:29,360 --> 01:11:32,100 I'm beginning to feel my feet again. 606 01:11:37,967 --> 01:11:40,403 What are you expecting? 607 01:11:41,703 --> 01:11:44,206 Well, now I'm embarrassed. 608 01:11:44,706 --> 01:11:47,743 I mean you're getting a bed for the night... 609 01:11:48,543 --> 01:11:51,882 so we don't have to... but you know... 610 01:11:52,582 --> 01:11:57,406 this is New York. It's not a something for nothing town. 611 01:12:15,733 --> 01:12:19,474 Look. Let me look at your face. 612 01:12:34,684 --> 01:12:36,423 Mary. 613 01:12:44,091 --> 01:12:46,761 My daughter's name is Mary. 614 01:12:47,161 --> 01:12:49,564 You asked earlier. 615 01:12:50,364 --> 01:12:52,866 She married a real clean guy. 616 01:12:53,166 --> 01:12:55,871 They live out in Jersey City. 617 01:12:57,968 --> 01:13:00,274 Three kids. 618 01:13:06,074 --> 01:13:09,612 Listen, I need you out of here by five. 619 01:13:09,712 --> 01:13:12,954 Five-fifteen at the latest, okay? 620 01:13:13,782 --> 01:13:17,788 I'll wake you up at four forty-five. I'll bring you a coffee. 621 01:13:18,751 --> 01:13:20,454 Okay? 622 01:13:21,054 --> 01:13:22,792 Okay? 623 01:14:18,972 --> 01:14:20,483 Look, since you aren't married, 624 01:14:20,583 --> 01:14:23,510 the city is gonna give you a hard time if you want shelter together. 625 01:14:23,610 --> 01:14:25,976 We'll go to BAT to get you guys a placement, 626 01:14:26,076 --> 01:14:28,214 but for the best chance, we need to gather some documents 627 01:14:28,314 --> 01:14:32,380 and that'll take a few days, maybe even a week. 628 01:14:32,651 --> 01:14:37,121 The best I can do right now is get you into separate shelters for men and women. 629 01:14:37,221 --> 01:14:39,788 He couldn't get into a shelter. 630 01:14:40,590 --> 01:14:42,511 They said he was a... 631 01:14:42,611 --> 01:14:48,231 risk and disturbance with his coughing so... 632 01:14:48,331 --> 01:14:51,240 they sent him back to the hospital who won't take him either. 633 01:14:51,340 --> 01:14:55,737 I see it all the time. People push back and forth between shelter and hospital. 634 01:14:55,837 --> 01:14:58,405 And finally, they give up. 635 01:14:59,205 --> 01:15:01,778 It's just not an option. 636 01:15:02,374 --> 01:15:07,115 He can't be on the streets right now. 637 01:15:09,112 --> 01:15:13,013 That's why we really need a place where I can look after him. 638 01:15:13,313 --> 01:15:15,054 Okay. 639 01:15:15,417 --> 01:15:18,254 Look, we will do everything we can, 640 01:15:18,354 --> 01:15:23,227 but there's just no place I can get you both into tonight as a couple. 641 01:15:23,657 --> 01:15:27,296 Here's a list of some of the documents we'll need. 642 01:15:29,060 --> 01:15:33,815 And in the meantime, I can arrange a place for you to stay tonight on your own. 643 01:15:41,335 --> 01:15:42,503 - Hey. - Hey. 644 01:15:42,603 --> 01:15:45,441 - I got you a sandwich. - Cool. 645 01:15:47,406 --> 01:15:51,744 - Any luck? - Nothing. Not even Abdul had space. 646 01:15:51,844 --> 01:15:55,806 You? Not even for yourself? 647 01:15:57,780 --> 01:15:59,516 No. 648 01:15:59,616 --> 01:16:03,356 - I couldn't find anything. - Not even for yourself, Hannah? 649 01:16:11,959 --> 01:16:14,495 - I want you to go home. - I want you back with me. 650 01:16:14,595 --> 01:16:17,164 It would be easier for me if you were not here. 651 01:16:17,264 --> 01:16:20,367 - How much medicine do you have left? - Enough. 652 01:16:20,867 --> 01:16:23,138 I have enough. 653 01:16:30,174 --> 01:16:32,580 I know a place. 654 01:16:33,243 --> 01:16:36,049 I know a place we can go and stay together. 655 01:16:44,753 --> 01:16:47,626 We are very grateful. Thank you. 656 01:16:48,823 --> 01:16:52,464 I'm not so sure this is such a great idea. 657 01:16:54,928 --> 01:16:56,940 I mean, there was just one of you last time. 658 01:16:57,040 --> 01:16:59,467 It'll be the same as before. 659 01:16:59,966 --> 01:17:02,304 We'll be quiet. 660 01:17:04,068 --> 01:17:07,472 You'll be out of here every morning at five? 661 01:17:07,572 --> 01:17:10,742 Yes, sir. Thank you, sir. 662 01:17:11,592 --> 01:17:14,761 Okay. We'll try it. 663 01:17:14,861 --> 01:17:17,619 I'd sure like to help you people, but I don't wanna lose my job. 664 01:17:17,719 --> 01:17:19,847 You know... 665 01:17:25,485 --> 01:17:27,590 Where's your inhaler? 666 01:17:29,354 --> 01:17:31,560 Where is it? 667 01:17:35,326 --> 01:17:37,431 And the steroids? 668 01:17:40,330 --> 01:17:42,063 Okay. 669 01:17:42,363 --> 01:17:44,064 Alright. 670 01:17:44,164 --> 01:17:46,232 I'm here. 671 01:17:46,332 --> 01:17:48,400 I'm here. 672 01:17:48,800 --> 01:17:51,268 Breathe. Breathe. 673 01:17:51,368 --> 01:17:53,137 Exhale. 674 01:18:00,309 --> 01:18:02,632 It's gonna be okay. 675 01:18:33,641 --> 01:18:36,712 So this is fifty. 676 01:18:36,812 --> 01:18:39,118 This will cost you thirty-five 677 01:18:39,218 --> 01:18:42,500 and the steroids are... 678 01:18:43,300 --> 01:18:46,989 - two eighty-five. - Two eighty-five. 679 01:18:49,895 --> 01:18:54,713 You know, I lost his insurance card. Is there any way that you could process it? 680 01:18:54,813 --> 01:18:59,652 I can't do anything without a prescription. Can you have your doctor call it in? 681 01:19:01,696 --> 01:19:04,703 What are the last four digits of his social? 682 01:19:17,777 --> 01:19:19,645 Hello? 683 01:19:20,645 --> 01:19:25,650 - Hello? - Hi, who's that? 684 01:19:25,750 --> 01:19:27,518 Jake. 685 01:19:27,818 --> 01:19:29,886 Who's this? 686 01:19:31,520 --> 01:19:33,789 Is your grandpa there? 687 01:19:33,889 --> 01:19:35,665 Gramp! 688 01:19:41,362 --> 01:19:43,131 Hello? 689 01:19:43,331 --> 01:19:45,099 Hello? 690 01:19:45,199 --> 01:19:48,201 - Who is this? - Hi, Dad. 691 01:19:49,501 --> 01:19:52,938 Hannah? Hannah, is that you? 692 01:19:53,038 --> 01:19:56,575 Where are you? Are you coming home? Tell me you're coming home. 693 01:19:57,475 --> 01:19:59,377 I wanna come home, yeah. 694 01:19:59,477 --> 01:20:02,145 Well, where are you? I'll come get you! 695 01:20:04,445 --> 01:20:06,783 - I'm still in New York. - That's great. 696 01:20:06,883 --> 01:20:09,421 I can be on a plane by tonight. 697 01:20:10,384 --> 01:20:14,663 No. No, you don't have to do that... 698 01:20:16,922 --> 01:20:20,399 Maybe you can just wire the money for a train ticket. 699 01:20:21,892 --> 01:20:25,363 Hannah, you know I can't do that. 700 01:20:25,463 --> 01:20:28,532 Tell me where you are. I'll come and get you. 701 01:20:28,632 --> 01:20:30,901 I'm clean, Dad. 702 01:20:31,001 --> 01:20:35,680 - I swear to God. - No, I can't. I can't. I can't. 703 01:20:37,839 --> 01:20:40,609 Truth is, I need the money for my boyfriend. 704 01:20:40,709 --> 01:20:43,611 He's sick. He's run out of his meds. 705 01:20:43,711 --> 01:20:46,672 - No, no, I can't wire you money. - I'm not using. 706 01:20:46,772 --> 01:20:49,758 - And you know why. You've said that. - I'm not using, Dad. I swear to God. 707 01:20:49,858 --> 01:20:52,416 - It's been four months now. - You've said this before, Hannah. 708 01:20:52,516 --> 01:20:55,119 I know, I know, I know I have and I know how it sounds, 709 01:20:55,219 --> 01:20:57,520 but I promise you this time it's true. 710 01:20:57,620 --> 01:21:00,689 - Why did you lie to me about the train ticket? - I don't know. I don't know. 711 01:21:00,789 --> 01:21:03,925 Stupid. Stupid. I just... 712 01:21:04,025 --> 01:21:07,362 He's... he's... he needs his meds. 713 01:21:07,462 --> 01:21:10,832 He's so sick and I didn't think you'd believe me. 714 01:21:10,932 --> 01:21:13,601 They cost three hundred and seventy dollars. I... 715 01:21:13,701 --> 01:21:16,636 Well, if he's that ill then you should take him to a hospital. 716 01:21:16,736 --> 01:21:18,974 We've been. 717 01:21:19,804 --> 01:21:21,541 Look... 718 01:21:21,991 --> 01:21:26,122 Dad, I know you shouldn't believe me. 719 01:21:26,378 --> 01:21:29,316 I know that I've given you no reason to. 720 01:21:30,346 --> 01:21:31,848 - I promise. - No, honey. You're lying. 721 01:21:31,948 --> 01:21:35,709 - You're lying, sweetheart. - Please. Just this one more time. 722 01:21:35,809 --> 01:21:38,187 Please. This time it's true. 723 01:21:38,287 --> 01:21:41,323 I wanna believe you so much, Hannah. 724 01:21:41,423 --> 01:21:43,225 You can. 725 01:21:43,725 --> 01:21:46,094 Dad, you can. 726 01:21:46,194 --> 01:21:49,680 I just need a little bit of money... 727 01:21:49,780 --> 01:21:52,466 and just a little bit more time and I'm gonna be home. 728 01:21:52,566 --> 01:21:55,835 If I give you money, then I'm part of the problem, Hannah. 729 01:21:55,935 --> 01:21:59,972 And I can't be part of the problem anymore. I can't help you, Hannah. 730 01:22:00,072 --> 01:22:03,572 I love you. I love you. But until you want help... 731 01:22:03,672 --> 01:22:06,111 - ... I can't help you. - I want help. 732 01:22:06,211 --> 01:22:08,646 I want help, Dad. 733 01:22:08,746 --> 01:22:10,786 - Come see us. - No, you're lying. 734 01:22:10,886 --> 01:22:14,938 - Come see us if you don't believe me. - I love you. I love you so much. 735 01:22:15,038 --> 01:22:19,355 I love you. I love you, Dad. I love you, Dad. Don't go, please! 736 01:22:19,455 --> 01:22:21,493 I can't! 737 01:22:23,291 --> 01:22:24,995 Fuck! 738 01:22:44,343 --> 01:22:49,448 I... put some cushions that I found in my garage 739 01:22:49,548 --> 01:22:51,550 in your place there. 740 01:22:51,650 --> 01:22:53,721 Thank you. 741 01:22:57,687 --> 01:23:00,257 I need some money for medication. 742 01:23:00,757 --> 01:23:03,191 Can you help me? 743 01:23:03,291 --> 01:23:07,532 Sure, how much do you need? 744 01:23:09,362 --> 01:23:12,099 Three hundred and seventy dollars. 745 01:23:12,599 --> 01:23:14,370 Okay. 746 01:23:16,234 --> 01:23:18,172 Okay. 747 01:23:20,470 --> 01:23:23,380 What does three seventy get me? 748 01:23:26,275 --> 01:23:28,758 Well, what do you expect for that? 749 01:23:28,858 --> 01:23:31,630 I don't wanna negotiate with myself, Hannah. 750 01:23:31,730 --> 01:23:34,350 You just tell me what you wanna do for it, 751 01:23:34,450 --> 01:23:37,471 and then we'll come to a compromise. 752 01:24:19,507 --> 01:24:22,588 Merry secular Christmas to you. 753 01:24:44,931 --> 01:24:47,468 How did you do this? 754 01:24:47,568 --> 01:24:51,471 - Never you mind. - No, really. 755 01:24:51,571 --> 01:24:55,610 - How did this happen? - It's a Christmas miracle. 756 01:25:16,826 --> 01:25:19,882 Where did you get the money from, Hannah? 757 01:25:23,999 --> 01:25:27,605 - It doesn't matter. - Because it does. 758 01:25:29,769 --> 01:25:31,974 Don't be angry. 759 01:25:33,505 --> 01:25:35,908 I want us to be happy tonight. 760 01:25:36,008 --> 01:25:38,079 You're better. 761 01:25:39,643 --> 01:25:41,878 I need to know. 762 01:25:56,558 --> 01:25:59,928 I called my father and asked him to wire some money for a train ticket. 763 01:26:00,028 --> 01:26:02,196 Hannah, you should've bought the ticket. 764 01:26:02,296 --> 01:26:07,368 I called him back. I told him that I'd lied and explained to him why. 765 01:26:09,033 --> 01:26:12,688 He said tomorrow he's gonna wire the money for two tickets. 766 01:26:14,270 --> 01:26:16,576 I won't go alone, Tahir. 767 01:26:19,357 --> 01:26:20,828 I won't. 768 01:26:29,549 --> 01:26:31,261 Alright. 769 01:26:32,900 --> 01:26:34,972 Tomorrow we will go. 770 01:26:41,826 --> 01:26:43,995 We're gonna live, Tahir. 771 01:26:44,095 --> 01:26:48,484 I mean, really... really live. 772 01:27:13,588 --> 01:27:16,389 Tonight's our last night with you. 773 01:27:19,259 --> 01:27:22,196 You know there's another storm coming. 774 01:27:22,296 --> 01:27:24,598 We're going away. 775 01:27:26,575 --> 01:27:28,337 Okay. 776 01:27:29,968 --> 01:27:32,165 I'll miss you. 777 01:27:34,270 --> 01:27:36,309 I mean it. 778 01:27:37,039 --> 01:27:39,342 I'll miss you. 779 01:27:41,376 --> 01:27:43,579 Where are you going? 780 01:27:43,679 --> 01:27:45,884 Out west. 781 01:27:47,915 --> 01:27:49,680 Beautiful. 782 01:27:52,585 --> 01:27:55,412 I need five hundred dollars. 783 01:28:05,930 --> 01:28:07,671 Hannah? 784 01:28:22,928 --> 01:28:24,688 Hannah. 785 01:29:35,811 --> 01:29:39,247 Not for me? Not for me? 786 01:29:39,347 --> 01:29:41,652 You fucking bastard. 787 01:29:48,952 --> 01:29:50,676 No! 788 01:31:57,939 --> 01:32:00,525 Here. Eat. 789 01:32:00,625 --> 01:32:02,877 - I'm not hungry. - Just some soup? 790 01:32:02,977 --> 01:32:06,278 - While it's warm. Please? - Stop. 791 01:32:07,378 --> 01:32:09,718 Did you take your meds? 792 01:32:11,181 --> 01:32:13,720 - Tahir? - Yes. 793 01:32:15,418 --> 01:32:17,987 - They're not helping? - No. 794 01:32:18,087 --> 01:32:19,915 Okay, let's go to the hospital. Now. 795 01:32:20,015 --> 01:32:22,451 - And then what? - And then you'll get well. 796 01:32:22,551 --> 01:32:24,943 - Then I go to prison. - Don't. 797 01:32:25,043 --> 01:32:26,961 And you spend the rest of your life waiting for me. 798 01:32:27,061 --> 01:32:28,863 Don't! 799 01:32:29,163 --> 01:32:32,232 We've tried too hard for you to do this. 800 01:32:32,432 --> 01:32:34,257 Hannah... 801 01:32:34,857 --> 01:32:37,427 I want you to go home. 802 01:32:38,169 --> 01:32:40,471 I won't leave you. 803 01:32:40,771 --> 01:32:43,314 Listen to me, Hannah. 804 01:32:45,975 --> 01:32:49,748 I have a chance to do one good thing with my life. 805 01:32:50,845 --> 01:32:53,135 Let me do it. 806 01:32:55,248 --> 01:32:57,417 Lie down. 807 01:32:57,517 --> 01:33:01,907 Come, Hannah. Please come, Hannah. 808 01:33:02,887 --> 01:33:04,722 Come. 809 01:33:05,222 --> 01:33:07,060 Hannah. 810 01:33:10,826 --> 01:33:12,898 Lie down. 811 01:33:19,967 --> 01:33:22,465 Go home to your family. 812 01:33:24,270 --> 01:33:26,952 And I'll go home to mine. 813 01:33:30,208 --> 01:33:32,557 Last night... 814 01:33:32,657 --> 01:33:34,886 I dreamt... 815 01:33:34,986 --> 01:33:39,048 Ibriham put his hand in the River Ongatu back home. 816 01:33:40,283 --> 01:33:43,572 And the water that swirled around his fingers... 817 01:33:44,072 --> 01:33:46,695 made its way to Lake Chad... 818 01:33:47,325 --> 01:33:50,143 and down the River Niger... 819 01:33:50,493 --> 01:33:53,462 and into the Atlantic Ocean. 820 01:33:54,762 --> 01:33:57,308 At that same moment... 821 01:33:57,740 --> 01:34:01,318 I put my hand in the East River here... 822 01:34:03,004 --> 01:34:05,906 and our fingers touched. 823 01:34:06,806 --> 01:34:09,339 His little hand... 824 01:34:09,439 --> 01:34:11,907 in my big hand. 825 01:34:14,712 --> 01:34:18,150 I would like to think I am going to see my son again 826 01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:20,604 and be with Iza... 827 01:34:21,404 --> 01:34:25,924 but I am afraid I am going to hell for the things I have done. 828 01:34:26,524 --> 01:34:31,377 Or worse, that you are right and there is nothing. 829 01:34:33,529 --> 01:34:37,333 You are the kindest man that I have ever known. 830 01:34:37,433 --> 01:34:39,667 You're an angel. 831 01:34:40,467 --> 01:34:42,873 You're not going to hell. 832 01:34:47,874 --> 01:34:52,111 Nothing as perfect as you could exist without a reason. 833 01:39:33,845 --> 01:39:38,444 For the couple who lived outside my building.