1 00:00:47,123 --> 00:00:48,572 I must be mad. 2 00:00:49,611 --> 00:00:51,179 I should've known all along. 3 00:00:52,128 --> 00:00:55,025 If your hobby is death, you must be mad. 4 00:00:55,906 --> 00:00:58,563 Mad I may be. Crazy I am not. 5 00:00:58,891 --> 00:01:00,799 Don't take me for a psycho. 6 00:01:02,728 --> 00:01:04,516 Corpses are not my thing. 7 00:01:05,035 --> 00:01:07,473 What interests me is Death. 8 00:01:07,573 --> 00:01:09,011 With a capital D. 9 00:01:11,309 --> 00:01:13,097 Corpses scare me. 10 00:01:13,287 --> 00:01:14,935 They have a terrible effect on me. 11 00:01:15,904 --> 00:01:16,993 Actually, 12 00:01:17,283 --> 00:01:19,840 one corpse had a terrible effect on me. 13 00:01:20,340 --> 00:01:22,817 That's what I'm telling you about. 14 00:01:25,075 --> 00:01:27,203 If Death doesn't interest you, 15 00:01:27,862 --> 00:01:29,367 if you don't want to hear 16 00:01:29,391 --> 00:01:31,938 about a corpse I knew when it was alive, 17 00:01:32,777 --> 00:01:36,174 if you don't want to know what happened to him and me, 18 00:01:36,354 --> 00:01:38,132 and how he became a corpse, 19 00:01:38,811 --> 00:01:41,089 you'd better stop right here. 20 00:01:41,709 --> 00:01:42,867 This is no story for you. 21 00:01:44,516 --> 00:01:47,942 SUMMER OF 85 22 00:02:28,752 --> 00:02:31,764 Hey, Chris! Did you get into final year? 23 00:02:31,788 --> 00:02:33,443 Yeah, tech studies. You? 24 00:02:33,467 --> 00:02:34,606 Literature, I think. 25 00:02:34,656 --> 00:02:36,554 - Cool! - Wanna celebrate on your boat? 26 00:02:36,604 --> 00:02:39,717 I'd love to, but... I'm meeting someone. 27 00:02:39,741 --> 00:02:40,741 Who? 28 00:02:40,929 --> 00:02:42,128 Surprise. 29 00:02:42,218 --> 00:02:43,737 Skip your meeting. 30 00:02:43,776 --> 00:02:45,271 You can take the boat. 31 00:02:45,295 --> 00:02:46,360 It's boring to go alone. 32 00:02:46,384 --> 00:02:47,384 Chris! 33 00:02:50,470 --> 00:02:51,489 Sorry. 34 00:02:52,348 --> 00:02:53,806 - See you around. - Bye. 35 00:04:21,699 --> 00:04:23,237 Help! 36 00:05:03,227 --> 00:05:04,316 Need help? 37 00:05:04,346 --> 00:05:05,346 Yeah. 38 00:05:06,913 --> 00:05:10,989 It's simple. Get it upright and I'll tow you in. 39 00:05:11,219 --> 00:05:12,278 Try. 40 00:05:12,787 --> 00:05:14,266 Climb up. 41 00:05:17,003 --> 00:05:19,281 - These yours? - Yeah. 42 00:05:22,228 --> 00:05:24,466 Ever done it? 43 00:05:24,536 --> 00:05:28,132 Grab the centerboard and the boat'll turn over. 44 00:05:28,162 --> 00:05:29,711 Ok? 45 00:05:29,741 --> 00:05:31,884 Stand up. Good. 46 00:05:31,908 --> 00:05:33,437 Go on. 47 00:05:33,697 --> 00:05:37,503 Enter David Gorman, aged 18 years and 1 month. 48 00:05:37,683 --> 00:05:41,239 He's the future corpse. David. 49 00:06:01,848 --> 00:06:02,848 Here. 50 00:06:03,247 --> 00:06:04,526 Thanks. 51 00:06:04,815 --> 00:06:07,613 - You live out in Les Ceteaux? - Yeah. 52 00:06:08,252 --> 00:06:10,300 We'll go to my house, it's closer. 53 00:06:10,640 --> 00:06:12,458 Thanks, I'll be fine. 54 00:06:12,488 --> 00:06:15,525 Don't argue. I know about capsizes. 55 00:06:16,024 --> 00:06:17,942 The boat belongs to a friend... 56 00:06:17,972 --> 00:06:19,790 I'll handle the boats after. 57 00:06:20,570 --> 00:06:21,918 Put on your jeans. 58 00:06:37,972 --> 00:06:40,999 - How are you, Alexis? - It's Alex. 59 00:06:41,279 --> 00:06:42,279 Alex? 60 00:06:43,177 --> 00:06:44,556 Since this summer. 61 00:06:45,105 --> 00:06:46,105 Ok, Alex. 62 00:06:46,913 --> 00:06:48,332 Know why you're here? 63 00:06:50,020 --> 00:06:51,689 To discuss what you did. 64 00:06:52,128 --> 00:06:53,587 I don't want to. 65 00:06:53,647 --> 00:06:56,364 I'm not here to judge you, but to understand. 66 00:06:56,584 --> 00:06:59,391 The judge needs to know why you did it. 67 00:06:59,751 --> 00:07:01,838 - I'll give him my opinion. - No. 68 00:07:02,558 --> 00:07:05,365 It's none of your business. Or anyone's. 69 00:07:06,684 --> 00:07:08,921 Are Mrs. Gorman's accusations justified? 70 00:07:11,978 --> 00:07:14,895 Ok. The police officer's report says, 71 00:07:14,945 --> 00:07:18,342 "The individual arrived at 11 p.m..." 72 00:07:18,442 --> 00:07:19,591 Alexis! 73 00:07:21,559 --> 00:07:23,673 You could go to jail. 74 00:07:23,697 --> 00:07:25,625 Get a heavy sentence. 75 00:07:26,434 --> 00:07:27,563 Come. 76 00:07:36,484 --> 00:07:38,951 See? I live close. 77 00:07:55,345 --> 00:07:56,464 Come in. 78 00:07:57,842 --> 00:08:00,496 - Hi, honey. - Mom, meet Alex. 79 00:08:00,520 --> 00:08:01,878 No, it's Alexis. 80 00:08:02,758 --> 00:08:04,476 What'd you do to him? 81 00:08:04,696 --> 00:08:06,704 He capsized, that's all. 82 00:08:06,734 --> 00:08:09,970 I keep telling you those boats are dangerous! 83 00:08:10,000 --> 00:08:11,000 It's ok. 84 00:08:11,259 --> 00:08:14,196 The poor darling is freezing to death. 85 00:08:14,226 --> 00:08:18,058 - A hot bath is all you need. - In the tub! 86 00:08:18,082 --> 00:08:20,070 All David's capsized friends go in the tub. 87 00:08:20,150 --> 00:08:23,527 Some do it on purpose, I think. Move! 88 00:08:23,557 --> 00:08:25,565 They must like my bathroom! 89 00:08:30,720 --> 00:08:32,108 Off with your clothes. 90 00:08:33,077 --> 00:08:34,396 What are you waiting for? 91 00:08:36,214 --> 00:08:38,552 Think I don't know about boys? 92 00:08:38,692 --> 00:08:39,411 Ma'am... 93 00:08:39,521 --> 00:08:41,065 Don't be like David. 94 00:08:41,089 --> 00:08:43,477 Locks his mom out of the bathroom! 95 00:08:43,527 --> 00:08:47,579 I gave birth to him. He's just bigger now. 96 00:08:47,603 --> 00:08:49,830 - I'm not used to... - Your mom neglects you? 97 00:08:54,256 --> 00:08:55,715 In any case, 98 00:08:56,184 --> 00:08:57,753 she can be proud of you. 99 00:08:57,852 --> 00:08:59,371 Handsome boy. 100 00:09:00,170 --> 00:09:03,297 Hop in, you'll catch your death. 101 00:09:03,337 --> 00:09:05,275 I'll make you a sweet cup of tea. 102 00:09:05,345 --> 00:09:07,213 Nothing better after such a shock. 103 00:09:18,322 --> 00:09:20,869 Bathtubs always remind me of coffins. 104 00:09:21,249 --> 00:09:23,836 The Gormans' reminded me of a sarcophagus. 105 00:09:24,626 --> 00:09:29,341 The whole room reminded me of the grave chamber in a pyramid. 106 00:09:31,988 --> 00:09:33,257 Nice swim? 107 00:09:33,377 --> 00:09:34,206 Yeah. 108 00:09:34,336 --> 00:09:35,804 I thought it was your mom. 109 00:09:36,484 --> 00:09:38,662 I tricked her and snuck in. 110 00:09:38,702 --> 00:09:40,919 What's worse, capsizing or 111 00:09:40,949 --> 00:09:42,208 being undressed by your mom? 112 00:09:42,298 --> 00:09:43,437 I'd rather capsize. 113 00:09:45,615 --> 00:09:47,153 Can you hand me the towel? 114 00:09:47,273 --> 00:09:48,831 - Sure. - Thanks. 115 00:09:53,567 --> 00:09:57,223 Mom's going to the shop, if you want to stay. 116 00:09:57,493 --> 00:10:00,979 I have to dock my pal's boat, then go to school. 117 00:10:01,359 --> 00:10:02,418 Ok. 118 00:10:04,136 --> 00:10:05,934 I've got clean clothes for you. 119 00:10:06,444 --> 00:10:08,202 I'll deal with the boat. 120 00:10:08,582 --> 00:10:10,350 - Thanks. - Sure. 121 00:10:12,847 --> 00:10:15,335 When you're done, it's the last door. 122 00:10:15,435 --> 00:10:16,435 Ok. 123 00:10:27,423 --> 00:10:29,411 - Here. - Thanks. 124 00:10:29,521 --> 00:10:31,179 We're about the same size. 125 00:10:33,187 --> 00:10:35,275 - Shoe size? - 8. 126 00:10:35,435 --> 00:10:37,743 I'm 9. Want some shoes? 127 00:10:37,822 --> 00:10:40,220 No thanks, mine'll dry out. 128 00:10:43,667 --> 00:10:45,335 - There. - Thanks. 129 00:10:49,820 --> 00:10:51,898 - What's that? - This... 130 00:10:53,037 --> 00:10:54,566 is for hair. 131 00:10:55,205 --> 00:10:56,254 There's a mirror. 132 00:10:59,731 --> 00:11:02,614 - Hungry? - Yeah, but I'm late. 133 00:11:02,638 --> 00:11:04,366 Mom made us a snack. 134 00:11:04,556 --> 00:11:06,434 She'll be upset if you don't eat. 135 00:11:08,172 --> 00:11:10,270 You two do this to every boy who capsizes? 136 00:11:10,310 --> 00:11:11,139 Course not. 137 00:11:11,249 --> 00:11:13,597 I'm off today, I can look after you. 138 00:11:13,677 --> 00:11:14,677 C'mon. 139 00:11:17,253 --> 00:11:19,051 My father died suddenly last year. 140 00:11:19,251 --> 00:11:20,859 I'm sorry. 141 00:11:21,059 --> 00:11:22,488 Don't worry, it's over. 142 00:11:23,227 --> 00:11:24,935 He and Mom ran the shop. 143 00:11:25,475 --> 00:11:29,411 Mom did the accounts. Dad knew a bit about sailing. 144 00:11:29,651 --> 00:11:31,349 He was a sailor when he was young. 145 00:11:31,669 --> 00:11:33,577 Customers liked him. 146 00:11:33,976 --> 00:11:36,464 He could sell them anything. 147 00:11:37,593 --> 00:11:39,641 When he died, I had no choice. 148 00:11:39,950 --> 00:11:43,087 I quit school and started working full time at the shop. 149 00:11:45,715 --> 00:11:48,402 Tough, leaving school to be a salesman. 150 00:11:48,532 --> 00:11:49,731 I'm no salesman. 151 00:11:50,390 --> 00:11:51,390 I run the shop. 152 00:11:52,777 --> 00:11:53,777 Right. 153 00:11:53,896 --> 00:11:56,244 The shop earns our living. 154 00:11:57,023 --> 00:11:58,442 It was Dad's whole life. 155 00:11:58,771 --> 00:12:00,610 But not necessarily yours. 156 00:12:02,648 --> 00:12:04,686 Would you follow your dad's footsteps? 157 00:12:05,814 --> 00:12:08,188 My dad's a docker at the shipyard. 158 00:12:08,212 --> 00:12:10,220 - Don't wanna be a docker? - No. 159 00:12:11,659 --> 00:12:14,296 - What do you wanna do? - No idea. 160 00:12:14,656 --> 00:12:16,274 That's the big question. 161 00:12:16,494 --> 00:12:19,581 Get a job, or stay in school? 162 00:12:20,350 --> 00:12:22,678 That's why Lefevre wants to see me. 163 00:12:24,396 --> 00:12:26,933 You can count on him to give you his opinion. 164 00:12:27,063 --> 00:12:28,732 Did he counsel you, too? 165 00:12:29,301 --> 00:12:30,440 A few times. 166 00:12:36,793 --> 00:12:38,652 You'll tell me about it tonight. 167 00:12:40,690 --> 00:12:43,227 What? You gotta come get your clothes. 168 00:12:43,647 --> 00:12:44,746 Mom'll wash them. 169 00:12:44,775 --> 00:12:46,813 I'd like to get mine back, too. 170 00:12:50,730 --> 00:12:53,826 I dock the boat, you see Lefevre, 171 00:12:53,936 --> 00:12:55,515 then we go to the cinema. 172 00:12:55,685 --> 00:12:56,685 Sound good? 173 00:12:57,103 --> 00:12:58,122 Yeah. 174 00:12:58,232 --> 00:13:00,150 - Meet me here at 8? - Ok. 175 00:13:00,220 --> 00:13:01,220 Perfect. 176 00:13:06,204 --> 00:13:08,901 Mr. Robin, come in. 177 00:13:10,180 --> 00:13:11,180 So... 178 00:13:11,259 --> 00:13:12,997 Since when, the interest in death? 179 00:13:13,547 --> 00:13:16,314 As I wrote, it's been a while. 180 00:13:16,344 --> 00:13:19,281 As I kid, I loved the Egyptians, 181 00:13:19,331 --> 00:13:22,568 their relationship with death, the funeral rites, the mummies. 182 00:13:23,467 --> 00:13:24,467 I see. 183 00:13:25,645 --> 00:13:28,901 Would you call this modest piece of prose 184 00:13:28,981 --> 00:13:31,679 a documentary essay or a work of fiction? 185 00:13:34,446 --> 00:13:35,814 I don't really know. 186 00:13:36,923 --> 00:13:39,021 It's about things I've felt. 187 00:13:40,770 --> 00:13:42,867 But I invented the details. 188 00:13:43,477 --> 00:13:45,175 I'll be frank with you, Mr. Robin. 189 00:13:45,585 --> 00:13:47,003 Yes? 190 00:13:47,882 --> 00:13:49,221 Your work is very promising. 191 00:13:50,859 --> 00:13:51,998 Thank you, sir. 192 00:13:52,258 --> 00:13:55,455 I'm not saying you're a literary genius, far from it. 193 00:13:55,665 --> 00:13:59,980 Some of your classmates produce more impressive work. 194 00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:01,559 But you're progressing. 195 00:14:01,998 --> 00:14:03,127 Thank you. 196 00:14:04,026 --> 00:14:06,044 Have you decided what to do next year? 197 00:14:07,433 --> 00:14:09,347 Dad wants me to work... 198 00:14:09,371 --> 00:14:12,458 - And Mom wants you to be happy? - Exactly. 199 00:14:13,017 --> 00:14:15,824 I pushed to have you in my literature class. 200 00:14:16,714 --> 00:14:18,482 You're gifted. 201 00:14:18,752 --> 00:14:20,809 You're a credit to the school. 202 00:14:21,639 --> 00:14:23,826 I'll help if you decide to stay. 203 00:14:24,246 --> 00:14:25,246 Thank you, sir. 204 00:14:25,854 --> 00:14:27,233 Think it over. 205 00:14:27,523 --> 00:14:30,260 I'm here if you want to talk. 206 00:14:42,218 --> 00:14:44,266 Seeing the judge didn't change him. 207 00:14:45,295 --> 00:14:47,453 He wanders like a zombie, shuts himself away. 208 00:14:47,882 --> 00:14:49,331 Won't even go to the beach. 209 00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:52,218 Alexis is a sweet boy. 210 00:14:52,398 --> 00:14:54,376 He's not like other boys his age. 211 00:14:54,845 --> 00:14:55,845 He's intelligent. 212 00:14:56,284 --> 00:15:00,636 But sometimes we don't understand what he's saying. 213 00:15:00,660 --> 00:15:02,837 Maybe he needs a kick in the ass! 214 00:15:02,997 --> 00:15:05,515 I disagree. He's had enough trauma. 215 00:15:05,864 --> 00:15:07,633 What we want, 216 00:15:08,192 --> 00:15:09,591 is for him to be ok. 217 00:15:09,810 --> 00:15:11,948 We want to help him. 218 00:15:11,988 --> 00:15:14,356 He's our son and we love him. 219 00:15:18,042 --> 00:15:19,770 Your caseworker is here. 220 00:15:25,934 --> 00:15:26,934 Thank you. 221 00:15:30,789 --> 00:15:34,276 Your mother thinks I should meet your teacher, Mr. Lefevre. 222 00:15:37,942 --> 00:15:39,271 What do you think? 223 00:15:41,059 --> 00:15:42,059 I don't care. 224 00:15:42,887 --> 00:15:43,946 Do what you want. 225 00:15:46,773 --> 00:15:48,851 Ah, hello! 226 00:15:48,881 --> 00:15:51,029 David, it's your new friend. 227 00:15:51,179 --> 00:15:53,553 - The one who capsized. - Let him in. 228 00:15:53,577 --> 00:15:54,306 Go on! 229 00:15:54,386 --> 00:15:59,071 David's a bad boy. He came to work on his day off. 230 00:15:59,381 --> 00:16:01,269 He does that every week. 231 00:16:01,559 --> 00:16:03,557 - I brought your clothes. - Thanks. 232 00:16:05,205 --> 00:16:06,454 Hungry? 233 00:16:06,574 --> 00:16:08,452 No thanks, I ate at home. 234 00:16:08,532 --> 00:16:11,848 What good is a day off if you go to work? 235 00:16:13,087 --> 00:16:14,795 He's worse than his father. 236 00:16:14,995 --> 00:16:17,349 A slave to that shop for twenty years. 237 00:16:17,373 --> 00:16:18,951 Result? He's dead. 238 00:16:20,040 --> 00:16:23,237 I thought you were his friend. Some friend! 239 00:16:24,256 --> 00:16:26,434 - Answer the lady. - What? 240 00:16:27,273 --> 00:16:28,273 Are you my friend? 241 00:16:29,071 --> 00:16:30,360 Am I your friend? 242 00:16:30,430 --> 00:16:32,748 I think you are, but are you? 243 00:16:33,227 --> 00:16:35,325 - If you think so... - You are? 244 00:16:35,894 --> 00:16:37,952 In which case we can safely say... 245 00:16:39,061 --> 00:16:41,109 That I'm indeed your friend. 246 00:16:41,149 --> 00:16:41,818 Some friend, 247 00:16:41,848 --> 00:16:45,431 letting you work when you two should be out having fun, 248 00:16:45,455 --> 00:16:47,822 and you should be resting. 249 00:16:47,852 --> 00:16:50,010 Mom, Alex didn't know I went. 250 00:16:50,250 --> 00:16:52,877 He had an important meeting. He's innocent. 251 00:16:53,297 --> 00:16:54,297 Is that true? 252 00:16:54,326 --> 00:16:55,326 Yeah. 253 00:16:55,365 --> 00:16:56,923 You're so cute. 254 00:16:57,882 --> 00:16:59,890 I could eat you up! 255 00:17:00,829 --> 00:17:02,668 My adorable little bunny! 256 00:17:02,857 --> 00:17:03,857 Mom... 257 00:17:04,895 --> 00:17:06,184 - What? - Your game show's on. 258 00:17:06,234 --> 00:17:07,653 Already? 259 00:17:08,312 --> 00:17:09,746 But my dishes! 260 00:17:09,770 --> 00:17:11,769 - We'll do them. - Really? 261 00:17:12,098 --> 00:17:13,826 Then we'll go to the cinema. 262 00:17:14,176 --> 00:17:16,404 - Have fun. - Thanks. 263 00:17:18,662 --> 00:17:21,679 David, don't stay out all night. 264 00:17:21,739 --> 00:17:22,739 I promise. 265 00:17:22,787 --> 00:17:24,985 - Alex, can I trust you? - Yes. 266 00:17:25,045 --> 00:17:27,423 My David needs a real friend. 267 00:17:32,418 --> 00:17:33,747 It's lovely to see you together. 268 00:17:34,156 --> 00:17:35,804 - Goodnight, Mom. - Goodnight. 269 00:17:38,172 --> 00:17:40,889 Shall we take my Suzuki? 270 00:17:40,989 --> 00:17:41,989 If you like. 271 00:17:42,997 --> 00:17:44,696 Wait, no spare helmet. 272 00:17:44,795 --> 00:17:45,944 Too many cops in town. 273 00:17:46,684 --> 00:17:48,072 I'll buy you one. 274 00:17:48,652 --> 00:17:49,780 Will we be taking a trip? 275 00:17:50,130 --> 00:17:51,130 Why not? 276 00:17:51,699 --> 00:17:53,986 Tuesday, Wednesday afternoon, 277 00:17:54,056 --> 00:17:56,394 Thursday, and Saturday all day. 278 00:17:56,564 --> 00:17:58,532 Mom's a genius with numbers 279 00:17:58,722 --> 00:18:00,580 but hopeless with customers. 280 00:18:01,179 --> 00:18:02,977 It's too much for me alone. 281 00:18:03,057 --> 00:18:04,406 What's your mom say? 282 00:18:04,486 --> 00:18:07,473 She's counting on you. She'd be so happy. 283 00:18:09,051 --> 00:18:10,770 I'll think about it. 284 00:18:11,099 --> 00:18:12,528 Scared of me? 285 00:18:12,608 --> 00:18:14,526 I just need to think. 286 00:18:14,586 --> 00:18:16,404 Ok, no need to shit bricks. 287 00:18:19,711 --> 00:18:22,817 - Bit more than a job offer though. - No. 288 00:18:23,247 --> 00:18:26,444 Just be polite, relaxed, cheerful... 289 00:18:27,023 --> 00:18:28,562 It's not rocket science. 290 00:18:29,271 --> 00:18:31,359 Customers will love your angel face. 291 00:18:31,439 --> 00:18:33,107 I'm not thinking of them. 292 00:18:33,816 --> 00:18:35,105 Who, then? 293 00:18:36,714 --> 00:18:38,002 Want the truth? 294 00:18:38,771 --> 00:18:39,900 I dare you. 295 00:18:42,508 --> 00:18:45,645 - I'm thinking of you. - Me? What'd I do now? 296 00:18:45,794 --> 00:18:48,178 We only met this morning. 297 00:18:48,202 --> 00:18:49,571 Why waste time? 298 00:18:50,370 --> 00:18:51,459 We're all mortals. 299 00:18:52,408 --> 00:18:53,408 Yeah. 300 00:18:54,426 --> 00:18:56,450 I need time to get used to it. 301 00:18:56,474 --> 00:18:57,982 Ok, I'll shut up. 302 00:19:58,482 --> 00:20:00,230 Here's an idea. 303 00:20:00,770 --> 00:20:02,268 We get a drink. 304 00:20:03,277 --> 00:20:05,231 My treat. Then I take you home. 305 00:20:05,255 --> 00:20:06,734 Wait, look at that guy. 306 00:20:06,764 --> 00:20:07,902 Move, asshole! 307 00:20:17,832 --> 00:20:18,832 Look out! 308 00:20:20,080 --> 00:20:21,329 What are you doing? 309 00:20:23,197 --> 00:20:24,036 Move! 310 00:20:24,066 --> 00:20:25,405 Shut up! Asshole! 311 00:20:31,229 --> 00:20:32,668 Let me swim! 312 00:20:32,718 --> 00:20:35,015 No swimming for you. 313 00:20:35,165 --> 00:20:36,174 What do we do? 314 00:20:36,204 --> 00:20:39,381 Get him somewhere safe so he can ferment. 315 00:20:39,481 --> 00:20:40,849 How about the morgue? 316 00:20:41,239 --> 00:20:42,714 - The morgue? - Yes. 317 00:20:42,738 --> 00:20:45,055 - Is it low tide? - Yeah. 318 00:20:45,085 --> 00:20:47,663 - It's low tide. - I'm gonna take a dip! 319 00:20:49,021 --> 00:20:50,440 Let him sleep it off. 320 00:20:50,470 --> 00:20:51,868 Let him sleep it off. 321 00:20:52,328 --> 00:20:54,546 No one else cares. He'll get hurt. 322 00:20:54,746 --> 00:20:58,022 Fuck him. It's his own fault he's drunk. 323 00:20:58,612 --> 00:21:01,129 You didn't say that this morning on the boat. 324 00:21:01,808 --> 00:21:05,085 Right. Thanks for saving me, Mr. Good Shepherd! 325 00:21:05,165 --> 00:21:07,343 Anytime. I don't see much difference 326 00:21:07,373 --> 00:21:11,389 between his drunken stupidity and yours on that boat. 327 00:21:12,168 --> 00:21:13,826 - Guys... - Yeah? 328 00:21:13,906 --> 00:21:15,834 I got a surprise for you. 329 00:21:15,874 --> 00:21:16,993 Now what? 330 00:21:17,333 --> 00:21:18,791 I pissed myself. 331 00:21:19,021 --> 00:21:20,021 Really? 332 00:21:22,548 --> 00:21:24,082 Alex, it's funny! 333 00:21:24,106 --> 00:21:25,854 He wanted a swim and wet himself! 334 00:21:27,613 --> 00:21:28,752 You ok? 335 00:21:29,491 --> 00:21:30,690 Look, the beach. 336 00:21:30,929 --> 00:21:33,307 Slower, slower... 337 00:21:34,096 --> 00:21:37,233 Alex, stop sulking! The night is young. 338 00:21:37,273 --> 00:21:39,800 I don't see why you're helping him. 339 00:21:39,940 --> 00:21:41,878 - You always need a reason? - Yes. 340 00:21:42,648 --> 00:21:45,105 He's a nice guy, ok? 341 00:21:45,645 --> 00:21:47,772 Don't leave me, guys! 342 00:21:48,122 --> 00:21:49,151 Come help me. 343 00:21:49,790 --> 00:21:50,790 Get up. 344 00:21:52,817 --> 00:21:53,817 C'mon. 345 00:21:56,354 --> 00:21:57,433 We'll put him here. 346 00:21:57,463 --> 00:21:59,231 - Am I dead? - Not yet. 347 00:21:59,301 --> 00:22:00,446 I feel dead... 348 00:22:00,470 --> 00:22:01,470 Fuck! 349 00:22:21,039 --> 00:22:23,367 Discovering the sleeping boy's face, 350 00:22:24,526 --> 00:22:28,022 I realized why David had insisted on rescuing him. 351 00:22:30,270 --> 00:22:33,707 And why, that very morning, he'd come to rescue me. 352 00:22:49,421 --> 00:22:50,550 Still not up? 353 00:22:50,999 --> 00:22:53,966 - I went to bed late, Dad. - No excuses. 354 00:22:54,016 --> 00:22:56,973 Stop being lazy. Hurry, your mother has work. 355 00:23:33,127 --> 00:23:35,575 - What's going on? - Nothing. 356 00:23:40,090 --> 00:23:41,759 Mom, come have a coffee. 357 00:23:42,348 --> 00:23:44,146 It's not my coffee time yet. 358 00:23:44,396 --> 00:23:46,394 Treat yourself for once. 359 00:23:52,358 --> 00:23:53,637 You're right, love. 360 00:24:01,559 --> 00:24:04,995 Stop sleeping so late. Your father's worried. 361 00:24:05,025 --> 00:24:06,364 What's he care? 362 00:24:06,544 --> 00:24:08,208 I'm on holiday and he's at work. 363 00:24:08,232 --> 00:24:11,375 - He asks me what you do. - Don't tell him. 364 00:24:11,399 --> 00:24:13,617 I can't lie to your father, love. 365 00:24:16,843 --> 00:24:18,991 It was past one when you came in. 366 00:24:21,569 --> 00:24:24,282 He says you need to find a job 367 00:24:24,306 --> 00:24:26,953 to keep you busy and butter our bread. 368 00:24:27,083 --> 00:24:28,562 You want me to stay in school. 369 00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:30,755 He thinks if you worked... 370 00:24:30,779 --> 00:24:32,488 But what do you think? 371 00:24:33,137 --> 00:24:35,471 I want you to do what makes you happy. 372 00:24:35,495 --> 00:24:36,873 That's what counts. 373 00:24:37,253 --> 00:24:39,681 I don't know what would. 374 00:24:40,410 --> 00:24:43,896 Many people don't know, and never find out. 375 00:24:46,454 --> 00:24:51,239 Lefevre says I should stay in school, graduate and study literature. 376 00:24:51,479 --> 00:24:54,246 - What use will that be? - Not much. 377 00:24:54,306 --> 00:24:55,605 Even he says so. 378 00:24:56,334 --> 00:24:59,101 Strange teacher, advising something of no use. 379 00:24:59,411 --> 00:25:02,078 - He meant for work. - Work is what counts. 380 00:25:02,867 --> 00:25:04,396 Right, Mom. 381 00:25:08,682 --> 00:25:11,069 Fantastic. I'm thrilled. 382 00:25:11,529 --> 00:25:12,414 Come to the shop. 383 00:25:12,438 --> 00:25:14,516 We'll discuss pay and celebrate. 384 00:25:16,164 --> 00:25:18,022 Mom wants to talk to you. 385 00:25:18,632 --> 00:25:19,481 Alex? 386 00:25:19,571 --> 00:25:20,939 Yes, Mrs. Gorman. 387 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,066 - Coming to work with us? - Yes. 388 00:25:24,096 --> 00:25:27,173 Splendid! I'll finally have time for myself. 389 00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:29,081 But listen, 390 00:25:29,231 --> 00:25:30,899 I'm a little upset with you. 391 00:25:31,399 --> 00:25:32,118 Why? 392 00:25:32,358 --> 00:25:36,254 You promised you wouldn't keep David out late. 393 00:25:36,284 --> 00:25:39,361 He came in at four. You call that early? 394 00:25:39,571 --> 00:25:40,720 Four in the morning? 395 00:25:40,770 --> 00:25:42,138 You promised me. 396 00:25:42,208 --> 00:25:43,826 Four is too late. 397 00:25:43,936 --> 00:25:45,685 Especially when David works mornings. 398 00:25:45,784 --> 00:25:47,469 Weekends are ok. 399 00:25:47,493 --> 00:25:49,037 - I'm sorry, but... - Never mind. 400 00:25:49,061 --> 00:25:52,508 I'll let it go this time. Kisses, my little bunny. 401 00:25:52,538 --> 00:25:55,165 David says I talk too much. 402 00:25:55,195 --> 00:25:56,195 Here he is. 403 00:25:58,662 --> 00:25:59,662 Alex? 404 00:25:59,711 --> 00:26:00,711 Yeah. 405 00:26:00,969 --> 00:26:02,228 I'll explain tonight, ok？. 406 00:26:03,107 --> 00:26:04,815 We'll be a great team. 407 00:26:05,315 --> 00:26:06,315 Sure. 408 00:26:06,694 --> 00:26:08,402 See you later, Alex. 409 00:26:19,551 --> 00:26:21,858 David had asked me if I was his friend. 410 00:26:22,228 --> 00:26:24,875 But was he really mine? 411 00:26:25,325 --> 00:26:28,512 Someone you can count on in any circumstance? 412 00:26:28,612 --> 00:26:30,530 Someone you can trust? 413 00:26:32,098 --> 00:26:34,286 Could I trust David? 414 00:26:36,394 --> 00:26:37,693 The sea is fine. 415 00:26:37,802 --> 00:26:38,702 Don't you think? 416 00:26:38,742 --> 00:26:41,099 Enter Kate, 21 years old. 417 00:26:41,259 --> 00:26:43,966 Hope you don't mind me talking to you. 418 00:26:44,056 --> 00:26:45,774 Go right ahead. 419 00:26:45,824 --> 00:26:49,071 I need to work on my French. I'm rather rusty. 420 00:26:49,481 --> 00:26:50,390 You speak well. 421 00:26:50,430 --> 00:26:51,430 Thanks! 422 00:26:51,649 --> 00:26:53,387 I only arrived three days ago. 423 00:26:53,786 --> 00:26:55,974 - Where from? - England. 424 00:26:56,903 --> 00:26:58,192 My name is Kate. 425 00:26:58,652 --> 00:27:00,680 I'm Alex. Nice to meet you. 426 00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:01,569 Alex? 427 00:27:01,639 --> 00:27:05,115 Yeah. Short for Alexis. I don't like Alexis. 428 00:27:05,195 --> 00:27:07,992 Alex is good. I like it. 429 00:27:11,069 --> 00:27:11,828 Right. 430 00:27:12,028 --> 00:27:14,416 I'm going to sunswim now. 431 00:27:17,653 --> 00:27:19,631 It's sunbathe, not sunswim. 432 00:27:20,410 --> 00:27:21,410 Sunbathe. 433 00:27:22,338 --> 00:27:24,266 Will you sunbathe with me? 434 00:27:24,496 --> 00:27:26,144 I'm meeting someone. 435 00:27:26,344 --> 00:27:28,622 A pretty girl, I suppose? 436 00:27:28,931 --> 00:27:30,130 No, a friend. 437 00:27:30,210 --> 00:27:31,838 He's got a summer gig for me. 438 00:27:31,988 --> 00:27:32,988 Gig? 439 00:27:33,357 --> 00:27:34,357 A grind... 440 00:27:35,365 --> 00:27:36,404 a job! 441 00:27:36,943 --> 00:27:38,622 Must be a good friend. 442 00:27:39,271 --> 00:27:40,360 I don't know yet. 443 00:27:42,238 --> 00:27:45,025 Maybe we'll meet again? Hope so. 444 00:27:45,735 --> 00:27:48,901 I work as an au pair girl. 445 00:27:49,381 --> 00:27:50,899 Are you on holiday? 446 00:27:50,949 --> 00:27:53,327 No, we moved here two years ago. 447 00:27:53,767 --> 00:27:55,375 See you around. I come often. 448 00:27:55,425 --> 00:27:56,594 Well, I'll look out for you. 449 00:27:57,273 --> 00:27:58,273 Sounds good. 450 00:27:59,721 --> 00:28:00,929 - Bye. - Bye. 451 00:28:11,199 --> 00:28:12,807 Hi, Alex. How are you? 452 00:28:12,897 --> 00:28:13,897 I'm ok. 453 00:28:14,356 --> 00:28:16,584 - Shall I show you the shop? - Yeah. 454 00:28:21,739 --> 00:28:23,647 CLOSED 455 00:28:24,775 --> 00:28:26,244 Are you mad about last night? 456 00:28:27,103 --> 00:28:28,781 You went back to the drunk? 457 00:28:30,210 --> 00:28:31,788 Yeah, I felt guilty. 458 00:28:32,777 --> 00:28:34,526 Leaving him alone on the beach... 459 00:28:35,395 --> 00:28:36,444 I got scared. 460 00:28:37,353 --> 00:28:38,732 So I went back. 461 00:28:39,651 --> 00:28:41,978 Good thing, too. There were weirdos around. 462 00:28:42,857 --> 00:28:43,986 Then what? 463 00:28:44,416 --> 00:28:47,579 I woke him up and we talked until... 464 00:28:47,603 --> 00:28:48,762 Until four in the morning? 465 00:28:49,351 --> 00:28:50,710 Until four in the morning. 466 00:28:50,750 --> 00:28:51,695 Yeah. He was wasted. 467 00:28:51,719 --> 00:28:52,719 Stop, David. 468 00:28:53,477 --> 00:28:55,265 It's none of my business. 469 00:28:55,305 --> 00:28:57,043 Ok. Forget it, then. 470 00:28:58,402 --> 00:28:59,402 Close your eyes. 471 00:28:59,990 --> 00:29:01,169 - Why? - Close your eyes. 472 00:29:01,759 --> 00:29:03,577 - Why? - Got a surprise for you. 473 00:29:03,956 --> 00:29:04,956 A surprise? 474 00:29:06,793 --> 00:29:07,793 Close your eyes. 475 00:29:10,789 --> 00:29:12,438 So, where is it? 476 00:29:12,857 --> 00:29:14,396 Hang on, it's coming. 477 00:29:17,962 --> 00:29:18,962 Open them. 478 00:29:21,379 --> 00:29:22,758 - Is this it? - Yeah. 479 00:29:22,967 --> 00:29:24,865 To hug roads, not boats. 480 00:29:28,742 --> 00:29:30,080 - It's... - Beautiful. 481 00:29:31,239 --> 00:29:32,598 And it hides your ugly face. 482 00:29:33,077 --> 00:29:34,096 Bastard. 483 00:29:34,316 --> 00:29:37,013 - But I don't have a bike. - I do. 484 00:29:38,622 --> 00:29:40,590 You and I will take a thousand trips. 485 00:29:41,689 --> 00:29:42,689 C'mon. 486 00:29:43,846 --> 00:29:45,715 It's your last night of freedom. 487 00:29:46,134 --> 00:29:49,091 Tomorrow, I'm your boss and you're my slave. 488 00:29:53,387 --> 00:29:55,285 It's my first time. 489 00:29:56,494 --> 00:30:00,260 Never put your feet down. Always keep them on the footrests. 490 00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:02,058 Here and here. 491 00:30:02,897 --> 00:30:05,365 Then relax. Lean into the movement. 492 00:30:05,605 --> 00:30:06,674 Let yourself go. 493 00:30:06,773 --> 00:30:08,552 Hang on to me tight. 494 00:30:13,017 --> 00:30:14,526 Ready. 495 00:30:46,194 --> 00:30:48,032 It wasn't anti-Semitic. 496 00:30:48,532 --> 00:30:50,260 He and Gorman were close. 497 00:30:51,059 --> 00:30:53,337 Alexis was devastated. He's still in shock. 498 00:30:54,256 --> 00:30:56,843 The judge needs a reason for his behaviour. 499 00:30:57,243 --> 00:30:59,481 You're the only person he trusts. 500 00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:01,679 I need your help. 501 00:31:02,768 --> 00:31:05,461 If we don't know by next week, 502 00:31:05,485 --> 00:31:07,313 the judge will place him in detention. 503 00:31:10,020 --> 00:31:13,027 I can't betray my pupil's trust in me. 504 00:31:14,356 --> 00:31:15,477 He must talk to you himself. 505 00:31:15,595 --> 00:31:16,595 He refuses. 506 00:31:17,982 --> 00:31:20,610 - I may have an idea. - What? 507 00:31:21,539 --> 00:31:24,136 If you recommend he stays in school. 508 00:31:24,206 --> 00:31:26,060 I can't do anything 509 00:31:26,084 --> 00:31:27,862 until I understand what happened. 510 00:31:36,614 --> 00:31:39,031 - Do you always drive like that? - How? 511 00:31:39,990 --> 00:31:41,339 Dangerously fast. 512 00:31:41,479 --> 00:31:44,016 I don't go fast. It doesn't feel fast. 513 00:31:44,086 --> 00:31:47,723 Are you kidding? It sure felt like speed to me. 514 00:31:47,782 --> 00:31:48,752 Hang on. 515 00:31:48,781 --> 00:31:51,804 Fast is one thing, speed is another, 516 00:31:51,828 --> 00:31:52,548 my little bunny. 517 00:31:52,748 --> 00:31:55,101 Don't call me your little bunny like your mom. 518 00:31:55,125 --> 00:31:56,434 Ok, bunny! 519 00:31:56,544 --> 00:31:57,802 Cut it out, moron. 520 00:32:00,600 --> 00:32:02,358 Explain your speed thing. 521 00:32:02,438 --> 00:32:04,436 I never feel I'm going fast. 522 00:32:04,606 --> 00:32:06,500 But speed always feels near, 523 00:32:06,524 --> 00:32:08,132 just in front of me. 524 00:32:08,272 --> 00:32:11,395 So I go faster and faster, trying to catch it. 525 00:32:11,419 --> 00:32:13,767 But speed always stays out of reach. 526 00:32:14,176 --> 00:32:17,233 I never feel like I'm going fast or even accelerating. 527 00:32:17,533 --> 00:32:19,081 - Get it? - Yeah. 528 00:32:19,581 --> 00:32:22,758 - What if you caught it? - That's my dream. 529 00:32:23,097 --> 00:32:26,879 It'd be like being in an invisible bubble 530 00:32:26,903 --> 00:32:28,742 that could take me anywhere in a split second. 531 00:32:29,341 --> 00:32:32,038 I'd move effortlessly. No sounds, no vibrations. 532 00:32:32,748 --> 00:32:34,206 Some dream. 533 00:32:34,985 --> 00:32:36,454 You never have such dreams? 534 00:33:17,763 --> 00:33:19,047 Hey, Chris! 535 00:33:19,071 --> 00:33:20,829 What's up? 536 00:33:20,859 --> 00:33:22,977 This is my friend David. 537 00:33:23,027 --> 00:33:24,272 Nice to meet you. 538 00:33:24,296 --> 00:33:25,774 You screwed me. 539 00:33:25,814 --> 00:33:28,142 - What do you mean? - My boat, asshole. 540 00:33:28,831 --> 00:33:30,310 You should've told me. 541 00:33:30,340 --> 00:33:33,447 I had to tow it and pay a fine. 542 00:33:33,477 --> 00:33:34,781 Sorry, my fault. 543 00:33:34,805 --> 00:33:37,203 Who asked you, clown? 544 00:33:37,243 --> 00:33:38,682 Don't call me names. 545 00:33:39,091 --> 00:33:42,138 I'll call you what I like, faggot! 546 00:33:42,178 --> 00:33:43,073 Stop! 547 00:33:43,097 --> 00:33:44,126 Stop! 548 00:33:44,196 --> 00:33:45,196 Stop! 549 00:33:51,389 --> 00:33:52,857 Cops! 550 00:33:53,647 --> 00:33:55,325 - Cops! - David! 551 00:33:55,355 --> 00:33:57,758 Break it up! 552 00:33:57,782 --> 00:33:59,371 C'mon, David! 553 00:33:59,401 --> 00:34:00,590 Run! 554 00:34:03,657 --> 00:34:05,655 Grab the helmets! 555 00:34:20,730 --> 00:34:22,428 - You got creamed! - Fuck! 556 00:34:25,035 --> 00:34:27,513 Did you see Chris' face? 557 00:34:27,553 --> 00:34:28,791 Sorry. 558 00:34:47,533 --> 00:34:48,662 Take that off. 559 00:34:49,091 --> 00:34:50,091 Go on. 560 00:34:51,998 --> 00:34:54,586 What a bastard. 561 00:35:01,309 --> 00:35:03,177 - Does it hurt? - Yes. 562 00:35:47,183 --> 00:35:48,762 Feel ok? 563 00:35:53,097 --> 00:35:55,505 I know what you're going through is difficult. 564 00:35:55,904 --> 00:36:00,490 Your relationship with David Gorman is hard for many to understand. 565 00:36:02,448 --> 00:36:04,546 But you're not alone. 566 00:36:06,694 --> 00:36:10,140 What I mean is, you need to save your skin. 567 00:36:11,429 --> 00:36:14,666 The caseworker and judge are capable of understanding. 568 00:36:15,445 --> 00:36:17,812 You have no choice, you must explain. 569 00:36:18,841 --> 00:36:20,690 The story of your "friendship." 570 00:36:21,559 --> 00:36:23,027 The story of your "friendship." 571 00:36:23,547 --> 00:36:24,547 I can't seem to. 572 00:36:26,214 --> 00:36:28,821 Sometimes it's easier to write. 573 00:36:31,089 --> 00:36:33,037 You know I admire your writing. 574 00:36:34,756 --> 00:36:36,154 Write your story. 575 00:36:37,543 --> 00:36:40,490 Tell it with your words, your emotions. 576 00:36:41,279 --> 00:36:42,578 Your pain. 577 00:37:07,772 --> 00:37:09,521 Where do I start? 578 00:37:15,065 --> 00:37:16,194 Coming. 579 00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:24,476 - Your mother? - Don't worry, she's asleep. 580 00:37:34,825 --> 00:37:37,443 You want me to describe what happened behind that door? 581 00:37:37,852 --> 00:37:39,231 Only normal. 582 00:37:39,401 --> 00:37:41,808 We all want to know the secrets behind closed doors. 583 00:37:43,027 --> 00:37:44,276 But I won't tell you. 584 00:37:45,395 --> 00:37:46,414 Just one thing. 585 00:37:47,573 --> 00:37:49,491 It was the most beautiful night of my life. 586 00:37:50,250 --> 00:37:51,529 And it was with David. 587 00:37:59,691 --> 00:38:00,899 I gotta go. 588 00:38:01,429 --> 00:38:02,308 Stay. 589 00:38:02,358 --> 00:38:05,655 I can't. Mom worries and Dad yells. 590 00:38:05,685 --> 00:38:07,003 Tomorrow night? 591 00:38:08,252 --> 00:38:09,870 Ok, but you'll be the death of me. 592 00:38:13,617 --> 00:38:15,465 I'm dead tired already. 593 00:38:17,003 --> 00:38:18,642 Always on about death. 594 00:38:19,521 --> 00:38:20,909 It worries you that much? 595 00:38:22,288 --> 00:38:24,316 - No. - Then why talk about it? 596 00:38:24,356 --> 00:38:25,984 It interests me. 597 00:38:27,303 --> 00:38:28,303 Not you? 598 00:38:29,960 --> 00:38:30,960 Not much. 599 00:38:31,369 --> 00:38:32,369 And your dad? 600 00:38:36,034 --> 00:38:37,034 That's different. 601 00:38:37,902 --> 00:38:39,661 I'm alive and my dad is gone. 602 00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:42,019 I miss him. 603 00:38:42,947 --> 00:38:44,536 That's what's hard about death. 604 00:38:45,605 --> 00:38:47,103 The absence of the ones you loved. 605 00:38:48,981 --> 00:38:51,209 You seem fascinated by the idea of death. 606 00:38:53,936 --> 00:38:55,575 Yeah, maybe. 607 00:38:55,774 --> 00:38:57,423 Know what we should do with death? 608 00:38:57,862 --> 00:38:58,862 No. 609 00:38:59,091 --> 00:39:00,570 Laugh in its face. 610 00:39:02,008 --> 00:39:03,936 Easy to say when we're young. 611 00:39:10,770 --> 00:39:12,648 You and I should take an oath. 612 00:39:13,757 --> 00:39:15,165 - An oath? - Yeah. 613 00:39:17,493 --> 00:39:19,341 Whoever dies first, 614 00:39:20,570 --> 00:39:21,749 the other promises 615 00:39:23,067 --> 00:39:24,506 to dance on his grave. 616 00:39:27,143 --> 00:39:28,492 See? You're mad. 617 00:39:28,552 --> 00:39:29,552 Think I'm joking? 618 00:39:29,770 --> 00:39:31,449 No, I think you're insane. 619 00:39:36,943 --> 00:39:38,612 Gotta change this hair. 620 00:39:38,961 --> 00:39:40,690 - How so? - Dunno. 621 00:39:42,068 --> 00:39:43,257 I'll try tomorrow. 622 00:39:44,246 --> 00:39:46,444 - With your magic comb? - No. 623 00:39:47,473 --> 00:39:48,632 With scissors. 624 00:39:54,266 --> 00:39:55,395 Promise me? 625 00:39:56,454 --> 00:39:58,382 If I die first, you dance on my grave. 626 00:39:58,722 --> 00:40:01,339 - Don't be dumb. - I'm very serious. 627 00:40:01,928 --> 00:40:03,597 You'll live to be 90. 628 00:40:03,627 --> 00:40:04,746 No buts, just promise. 629 00:40:06,094 --> 00:40:07,273 - Why? - For me. 630 00:40:07,812 --> 00:40:09,681 - I'm tired, let me go. - No. 631 00:40:09,940 --> 00:40:11,399 Just promise, no big deal. 632 00:40:12,058 --> 00:40:14,236 - Is it that hard? - No, but... 633 00:40:14,626 --> 00:40:16,360 I don't understand. 634 00:40:16,384 --> 00:40:17,864 Stop trying to understand everything. 635 00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:21,409 Some things you'll never understand. 636 00:40:23,547 --> 00:40:24,547 So promise. 637 00:40:32,358 --> 00:40:34,266 Why keep arguing? 638 00:40:36,194 --> 00:40:38,502 The friend of my dreams stood before me 639 00:40:38,652 --> 00:40:40,789 and asked me to take a stupid oath. 640 00:40:42,488 --> 00:40:43,836 At that moment, 641 00:40:43,906 --> 00:40:46,314 there was nothing I could refuse him. 642 00:40:46,764 --> 00:40:47,764 I promise. 643 00:40:48,392 --> 00:40:49,392 For you. 644 00:40:49,960 --> 00:40:51,209 And no other reason. 645 00:41:12,738 --> 00:41:14,466 From beginning to end 646 00:41:14,785 --> 00:41:16,504 was six weeks. 647 00:41:16,624 --> 00:41:17,713 1,008 hours. 648 00:41:17,982 --> 00:41:20,100 60,480 minutes. 649 00:41:20,999 --> 00:41:23,946 3,628,800 seconds. 650 00:41:25,065 --> 00:41:28,212 The whole time, even up to now, 651 00:41:28,452 --> 00:41:30,969 I wondered, why David? 652 00:41:31,938 --> 00:41:33,936 Hy him and not another? 653 00:41:34,406 --> 00:41:36,714 It can't be just his looks. 654 00:41:37,403 --> 00:41:41,788 It can't be just physical, sexual. Can it? 655 00:41:41,858 --> 00:41:44,815 For codfish and bass, these are best. 656 00:41:44,845 --> 00:41:46,454 I trust you. 657 00:41:48,152 --> 00:41:51,109 Two packets. You can exchange. 658 00:41:51,279 --> 00:41:52,648 Now for a rod... 659 00:41:52,718 --> 00:41:54,971 Alex, help me for the rod. 660 00:41:54,995 --> 00:41:57,383 - We're fixing something. - You're here, too? 661 00:41:57,463 --> 00:41:59,181 Yeah -I didn't know. 662 00:41:59,221 --> 00:42:01,509 This is our latest model... 663 00:42:01,539 --> 00:42:05,045 Highly recommended. Fantastic. 664 00:42:05,085 --> 00:42:07,213 This is the latest model. 665 00:42:08,302 --> 00:42:13,477 But your husband should come in. 666 00:43:26,384 --> 00:43:28,102 I am sailing. 667 00:43:29,711 --> 00:43:33,047 I am sailing. 668 00:43:33,367 --> 00:43:36,014 Home again 669 00:43:37,153 --> 00:43:39,950 'cross the sea. 670 00:43:40,819 --> 00:43:43,996 I am sailing 671 00:43:44,316 --> 00:43:47,493 stormy waters. 672 00:43:48,801 --> 00:43:51,199 To be near you. 673 00:43:52,108 --> 00:43:54,676 To be free. 674 00:43:55,874 --> 00:43:58,312 I am flying. 675 00:43:59,551 --> 00:44:02,748 I am flying. 676 00:44:03,157 --> 00:44:06,094 Like a bird 677 00:44:06,773 --> 00:44:10,020 'cross the sky. 678 00:44:10,839 --> 00:44:13,786 I am flying 679 00:44:14,606 --> 00:44:17,583 passing high clouds. 680 00:44:18,332 --> 00:44:20,859 To be with you. 681 00:44:22,178 --> 00:44:24,955 To be free. 682 00:44:26,074 --> 00:44:29,876 Can you hear me. 683 00:44:29,900 --> 00:44:33,483 Can you hear me. 684 00:44:33,507 --> 00:44:39,281 Thru' the dark night far away. 685 00:44:40,650 --> 00:44:42,538 Maybe I loved him. 686 00:44:42,827 --> 00:44:44,436 I believed I did. 687 00:44:44,506 --> 00:44:48,012 I loved him as much as I understood the meaning of the word. 688 00:44:48,512 --> 00:44:50,859 How do you ever know? 689 00:44:51,778 --> 00:44:53,537 I always thought I'd know 690 00:44:53,776 --> 00:44:55,285 the minute it happened. 691 00:44:56,114 --> 00:44:57,443 But all I knew 692 00:44:57,523 --> 00:44:59,181 was I couldn't get enough of him. 693 00:45:00,959 --> 00:45:04,696 I wanted to spend every second of my time with him. 694 00:45:05,255 --> 00:45:09,351 But when I was with him, that wasn't enough either. 695 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,598 I wanted to look at him, touch him, 696 00:45:12,638 --> 00:45:13,866 feel his touch. 697 00:45:14,066 --> 00:45:16,364 I wanted us to be together all the time, 698 00:45:16,943 --> 00:45:19,920 for 3,628,800 seconds. 699 00:45:57,663 --> 00:46:00,799 We are sailing. 700 00:46:01,459 --> 00:46:04,626 We are sailing. 701 00:46:05,165 --> 00:46:08,622 Home again 702 00:46:08,801 --> 00:46:12,408 'cross the sea. 703 00:46:12,538 --> 00:46:16,124 We are sailing 704 00:46:16,224 --> 00:46:20,170 stormy waters. 705 00:46:20,610 --> 00:46:23,353 To be near you. 706 00:46:23,377 --> 00:46:26,394 To be free 707 00:46:26,494 --> 00:46:28,162 I was so worried. 708 00:46:29,311 --> 00:46:31,818 He was keeping bad company. 709 00:46:32,877 --> 00:46:35,185 Got into plenty of trouble. 710 00:46:35,235 --> 00:46:38,232 Running wild night and day. Worried me sick. 711 00:46:39,531 --> 00:46:42,098 It's not his fault, he was unhappy. 712 00:46:43,327 --> 00:46:47,283 Now the David we love is back. Thanks to you. 713 00:46:47,493 --> 00:46:50,266 It's true. He'd been so unhappy 714 00:46:50,290 --> 00:46:52,028 since his father died. 715 00:46:53,387 --> 00:46:54,925 You do each other good. 716 00:46:55,395 --> 00:46:57,922 - Thanks, Mrs. Gorman. - No, thank you. 717 00:46:58,182 --> 00:47:01,489 Maybe you can even improve business together. 718 00:47:02,028 --> 00:47:02,758 Meaning? 719 00:47:02,967 --> 00:47:04,666 I've been thinking. 720 00:47:05,075 --> 00:47:07,103 Why don't you work full-time 721 00:47:07,183 --> 00:47:08,183 in the fall? 722 00:47:09,481 --> 00:47:11,399 It's a good job, good pay. 723 00:47:11,649 --> 00:47:14,382 In a few years, once you learn the ropes, 724 00:47:14,406 --> 00:47:17,343 we could open a second store in the tourist area. 725 00:47:18,092 --> 00:47:20,260 That was Simon's dream. 726 00:47:20,969 --> 00:47:21,969 My husband. 727 00:47:22,638 --> 00:47:23,846 What do you say? 728 00:47:25,345 --> 00:47:26,694 Does David want to? 729 00:47:26,903 --> 00:47:30,100 He hasn't said, but I know he thinks about it. 730 00:47:30,180 --> 00:47:33,087 - Will you think about it, too? - Ok, I will. 731 00:47:50,740 --> 00:47:52,548 Do you mind your mom next door? 732 00:47:52,787 --> 00:47:53,966 No. 733 00:47:54,795 --> 00:47:56,144 Does she mind? 734 00:47:57,503 --> 00:48:00,140 She takes strong sleeping pills since Dad died. 735 00:48:02,538 --> 00:48:04,716 Think she knows about us? 736 00:48:05,854 --> 00:48:08,172 She's good at seeing what she wants to see. 737 00:48:18,472 --> 00:48:21,649 "You must forgive us everything. 738 00:48:21,798 --> 00:48:23,786 In this way, we will be happiest. 739 00:48:24,656 --> 00:48:27,393 And, if sorrow our life does bring, 740 00:48:27,713 --> 00:48:30,350 We shall weep together, and be blessed." 741 00:48:30,420 --> 00:48:32,967 We shall weep together, and be blessed." 742 00:48:33,776 --> 00:48:35,964 Enamoured of nothing, amazed by all, 743 00:48:36,514 --> 00:48:39,361 Who go and lie pale under leafy stems, 744 00:48:40,190 --> 00:48:42,388 Not knowing all is forgiven them." 745 00:48:47,153 --> 00:48:48,622 - Verlaine. - Yeah. 746 00:48:49,371 --> 00:48:50,949 They say he wrote it for Rimbaud. 747 00:48:51,069 --> 00:48:52,418 How do you know it? 748 00:48:53,477 --> 00:48:55,745 Think you're Lefevre's only pet? 749 00:48:58,102 --> 00:49:00,869 - You had Lefevre when you quit school? - Yeah. 750 00:49:01,479 --> 00:49:03,677 He was furious when I left. 751 00:49:04,596 --> 00:49:06,484 He said I was betraying my talent, 752 00:49:06,873 --> 00:49:09,511 wasting my life with an abusive mother. 753 00:49:10,220 --> 00:49:11,818 Fucker didn't spare me. 754 00:49:12,148 --> 00:49:14,686 Did you tell him about the shop and your father? 755 00:49:15,025 --> 00:49:16,464 He must've understood. 756 00:49:16,813 --> 00:49:17,822 Did you? 757 00:49:18,752 --> 00:49:20,270 Not at first, but I do now. 758 00:49:20,779 --> 00:49:22,628 Should we hire Lefevre? 759 00:49:23,397 --> 00:49:24,656 That'd be funny. 760 00:49:25,375 --> 00:49:26,474 For you. 761 00:49:27,443 --> 00:49:28,522 Not for the customers. 762 00:49:31,519 --> 00:49:32,708 Still think about it? 763 00:49:33,856 --> 00:49:35,665 Lefevre or leaving school? 764 00:49:36,204 --> 00:49:37,233 Both. 765 00:49:40,140 --> 00:49:41,569 No, not really. 766 00:49:43,587 --> 00:49:44,616 And your father? 767 00:49:46,434 --> 00:49:47,434 Always. 768 00:49:53,277 --> 00:49:54,815 Was he the oath? 769 00:49:55,814 --> 00:49:56,853 What? 770 00:49:57,613 --> 00:49:59,401 Did he ask you to dance on his grave? 771 00:50:01,289 --> 00:50:02,289 No. 772 00:50:06,014 --> 00:50:07,443 I would've loved that. 773 00:50:27,902 --> 00:50:30,630 You always wear the same clothes. Money troubles? 774 00:50:30,690 --> 00:50:32,548 - Not only. - So why? 775 00:50:32,618 --> 00:50:34,106 I never know what suits me. 776 00:50:34,226 --> 00:50:35,894 I see things I like. 777 00:50:35,964 --> 00:50:37,902 - Yeah. - Like this. 778 00:50:37,982 --> 00:50:39,611 Then it doesn't suit me. 779 00:50:39,770 --> 00:50:41,109 This would suit you. 780 00:50:41,169 --> 00:50:44,652 - Shut up. - You'd get me even hotter. 781 00:50:44,676 --> 00:50:46,194 Pervert. Get off me. 782 00:50:47,453 --> 00:50:48,453 C'mon. 783 00:50:48,762 --> 00:50:50,859 Let's give you a makeover! 784 00:50:56,364 --> 00:50:57,723 Not bad. 785 00:50:59,061 --> 00:51:00,120 Try this. 786 00:51:04,116 --> 00:51:06,933 - How much is this? - 149 francs. 787 00:51:09,141 --> 00:51:10,959 Try this first. 788 00:52:18,222 --> 00:52:20,410 - Hello Alex! - Kate! 789 00:52:22,877 --> 00:52:25,814 I don't usually have such an effect. 790 00:52:26,793 --> 00:52:28,578 Kate, meet David. 791 00:52:28,602 --> 00:52:31,569 Kate's an au pair improving her French. 792 00:52:31,689 --> 00:52:32,937 Nice to meet you. 793 00:52:32,987 --> 00:52:36,014 I saw you two on a boat. 794 00:52:36,074 --> 00:52:38,142 - It had a nice name. - Calypso? 795 00:52:38,182 --> 00:52:39,467 Calypso, that's it. 796 00:52:39,491 --> 00:52:40,899 My father named it. 797 00:52:41,599 --> 00:52:43,297 He was a sailor. 798 00:52:44,056 --> 00:52:45,435 Rather beautiful. 799 00:52:45,615 --> 00:52:47,033 Thank you. 800 00:52:47,613 --> 00:52:50,306 - We could take Kate out sometime. - Sure. 801 00:52:50,330 --> 00:52:52,388 - I'd love that. - Really? 802 00:52:52,608 --> 00:52:53,697 Can you sail? 803 00:52:53,946 --> 00:52:55,820 If someone explains it to me. 804 00:52:55,844 --> 00:52:57,453 Don't worry, he'll explain. 805 00:52:58,392 --> 00:52:59,521 Are you a good swimmer? 806 00:53:00,010 --> 00:53:02,178 - I think so. - Alex here... 807 00:53:03,287 --> 00:53:04,756 excels at capsizing. 808 00:53:05,045 --> 00:53:05,705 Stop it. 809 00:53:05,735 --> 00:53:07,053 - No? - No. 810 00:53:07,533 --> 00:53:10,520 Then you should stay in charge. 811 00:53:10,580 --> 00:53:12,528 Don't worry, he will. 812 00:53:12,997 --> 00:53:14,736 - Let's go now. - Where? 813 00:53:15,275 --> 00:53:16,275 On the Calypso. 814 00:53:17,023 --> 00:53:18,023 Why not? 815 00:53:18,132 --> 00:53:19,960 - Got your stuff? - Over there. 816 00:53:20,170 --> 00:53:21,170 Let's go. 817 00:53:21,858 --> 00:53:23,047 Wait a sec. 818 00:53:23,297 --> 00:53:24,706 Get your stuff and join us. 819 00:53:37,083 --> 00:53:38,572 That was how the end began. 820 00:53:41,079 --> 00:53:44,086 Trouble is, there's so much I don't remember about the end, 821 00:53:45,405 --> 00:53:50,220 making it hard to tell the police, the judge or the caseworker. 822 00:53:54,456 --> 00:53:57,053 Other bits I remember in great detail. 823 00:53:57,583 --> 00:54:00,360 The rescue, our first night, 824 00:54:00,610 --> 00:54:02,398 the frisson in the cinema, 825 00:54:02,608 --> 00:54:03,986 our motorcycle rides. 826 00:54:04,706 --> 00:54:07,902 I can describe them heartbeat by heartbeat. 827 00:54:09,101 --> 00:54:10,819 They were great moments. 828 00:54:11,439 --> 00:54:13,317 Made great by being together. 829 00:54:14,536 --> 00:54:15,695 Nothing else. 830 00:54:17,143 --> 00:54:20,000 But the beginning of the end was not a great moment. 831 00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:22,028 It was trivial. 832 00:54:22,738 --> 00:54:23,738 Ordinary. 833 00:54:24,426 --> 00:54:25,725 And dead sad. 834 00:54:27,213 --> 00:54:29,800 Hello, sir. Have a nice day. 835 00:54:35,205 --> 00:54:36,304 Hi, handsome! 836 00:54:38,662 --> 00:54:39,900 How's business? 837 00:54:40,839 --> 00:54:42,628 - Slow. - Tough shit. 838 00:54:43,727 --> 00:54:45,485 - Had a good night? - Yeah. 839 00:54:46,454 --> 00:54:48,991 Full of contortions and erotic sensations. 840 00:54:49,071 --> 00:54:50,240 I can tell from here. 841 00:54:50,480 --> 00:54:52,628 - Really? - I had a good teacher. 842 00:54:53,047 --> 00:54:55,325 By the way, no class today. 843 00:54:55,405 --> 00:54:57,703 So what? I didn't sign up for English. 844 00:55:01,279 --> 00:55:02,688 Bit cranky this morning? 845 00:55:02,997 --> 00:55:04,756 Bit obnoxious this morning? 846 00:55:04,895 --> 00:55:06,490 Don't push your luck. 847 00:55:06,514 --> 00:55:08,062 - Me pushing my luck? - Yeah. 848 00:55:08,771 --> 00:55:10,370 Look who's talking. 849 00:55:11,039 --> 00:55:12,248 You don't own me, pal. 850 00:55:12,588 --> 00:55:13,737 Did I say I did? 851 00:55:14,775 --> 00:55:17,463 - Don't call me pal. - Sorry, little bunny. 852 00:55:18,881 --> 00:55:20,610 I thought we were friends. 853 00:55:20,770 --> 00:55:22,328 Bit more than friends, no? 854 00:55:23,477 --> 00:55:25,675 You came after me, remember. 855 00:55:26,334 --> 00:55:27,429 You came after me, remember. 856 00:55:27,453 --> 00:55:29,571 - No I didn't. - What? 857 00:55:29,651 --> 00:55:32,028 - Wishful thinking. - You hit on me! 858 00:55:32,198 --> 00:55:35,615 You came to my rescue, waving my jeans in the air! 859 00:55:35,804 --> 00:55:39,267 You gave me a bath, loaned me your clothes, 860 00:55:39,291 --> 00:55:41,399 made eyes at me as we ate! 861 00:55:41,439 --> 00:55:44,136 Fondled me at the cinema! 862 00:55:44,166 --> 00:55:46,274 Calm the fuck down! 863 00:55:47,423 --> 00:55:49,631 I don't remember you resisting. 864 00:55:50,510 --> 00:55:51,778 Hello, ma'am. 865 00:55:51,838 --> 00:55:53,886 - How are you? - Fine, thanks. 866 00:55:53,926 --> 00:55:57,123 - How can I help? - I'd like a rod. 867 00:56:03,077 --> 00:56:04,077 Why? 868 00:56:06,204 --> 00:56:07,393 What does it matter? 869 00:56:08,282 --> 00:56:10,640 - Nothing happened. - Nothing at all? 870 00:56:11,299 --> 00:56:13,397 Nothing worth bothering about. 871 00:56:13,956 --> 00:56:15,505 I want to understand why. 872 00:56:17,173 --> 00:56:19,267 - You're getting annoying. - Tell me. 873 00:56:19,291 --> 00:56:20,520 It's happened before. 874 00:56:21,159 --> 00:56:23,307 No big deal. You didn't shit bricks before. 875 00:56:23,737 --> 00:56:26,184 - This is different. - Because it's a girl? 876 00:56:26,344 --> 00:56:26,853 No. 877 00:56:27,193 --> 00:56:28,193 Then why? 878 00:56:28,642 --> 00:56:31,179 You dropped me like an old sock. 879 00:56:31,798 --> 00:56:35,725 You seduced her on the boat like I wasn't there. 880 00:56:35,774 --> 00:56:40,570 Made me dock the boat while you played with your new toy. 881 00:56:40,640 --> 00:56:43,996 You dump me, then act like all is well! 882 00:56:44,076 --> 00:56:47,693 I'm not a maid at your service, pal! 883 00:56:47,802 --> 00:56:49,481 Are you done? 884 00:56:49,611 --> 00:56:50,955 No, tell me why. 885 00:56:50,979 --> 00:56:52,638 You don't really want to know. 886 00:56:53,687 --> 00:56:56,640 I think you're just jealous. It'll pass. 887 00:56:56,664 --> 00:57:00,320 - Don't patronize me! - I'm explaining. 888 00:57:00,909 --> 00:57:02,004 You call this an explanation? 889 00:57:02,028 --> 00:57:03,028 Ok, know what? 890 00:57:03,637 --> 00:57:04,855 Let's make peace. 891 00:57:06,234 --> 00:57:08,542 I behaved badly. Sorry. 892 00:57:09,691 --> 00:57:11,199 We go back to how we were, 893 00:57:11,419 --> 00:57:13,197 forget this, and be happy. 894 00:57:13,267 --> 00:57:14,267 Stop it! 895 00:57:14,915 --> 00:57:16,274 Not this time. 896 00:57:20,640 --> 00:57:22,348 I don't know when I decided. 897 00:57:22,668 --> 00:57:24,196 Right then, I guess. 898 00:57:25,075 --> 00:57:27,623 As soon as I said it, I knew I'd regret it. 899 00:57:29,151 --> 00:57:30,650 Deep silence. 900 00:57:31,419 --> 00:57:33,187 Eyes on eyes, waiting. 901 00:57:35,625 --> 00:57:37,822 It was the saddest moment of my life. 902 00:57:38,192 --> 00:57:40,859 Careful, Alex. Some things are better left unsaid. 903 00:57:41,769 --> 00:57:43,457 You can't take them back. 904 00:57:43,796 --> 00:57:45,794 Like oaths of eternal friendship? 905 00:57:46,314 --> 00:57:48,272 Swearing to dance on graves? 906 00:57:48,851 --> 00:57:50,030 Is that what you mean? 907 00:57:55,285 --> 00:57:56,285 You want to know? 908 00:57:57,623 --> 00:57:58,961 Ok, I'll tell you. 909 00:57:59,970 --> 00:58:01,349 I'm getting bored. 910 00:58:02,288 --> 00:58:04,236 - Bored? - Bored, yes. 911 00:58:05,045 --> 00:58:06,204 With what? 912 00:58:06,254 --> 00:58:08,122 - With who. - What, who? 913 00:58:09,301 --> 00:58:10,301 You. 914 00:58:11,868 --> 00:58:12,868 Me? 915 00:58:13,687 --> 00:58:14,687 You. 916 00:58:17,693 --> 00:58:19,231 Weren't we happy? 917 00:58:19,271 --> 00:58:21,818 That's the fucking problem. 918 00:58:23,527 --> 00:58:24,815 You're happy. 919 00:58:25,205 --> 00:58:26,205 Totally. 920 00:58:27,073 --> 00:58:28,073 I was happy. 921 00:58:28,911 --> 00:58:30,370 We were happy together, but... 922 00:58:32,228 --> 00:58:33,228 not anymore. 923 00:58:35,545 --> 00:58:39,387 You should've said. We can do other things... 924 00:58:39,411 --> 00:58:42,973 - That's not the point. - So what is? 925 00:58:42,997 --> 00:58:45,225 - I told you, it's you! - What about me? 926 00:58:45,265 --> 00:58:47,533 It's you, you bore me! 927 00:58:51,489 --> 00:58:52,807 We had some good times. 928 00:58:53,627 --> 00:58:54,975 I had a blast with you. 929 00:58:57,153 --> 00:58:58,372 But I like change. 930 00:59:00,280 --> 00:59:01,280 See? 931 00:59:01,389 --> 00:59:04,276 I want different people. One's not enough. 932 00:59:04,566 --> 00:59:05,566 Not for me. 933 00:59:13,267 --> 00:59:14,267 Ok. 934 00:59:15,395 --> 00:59:16,534 I came after you. 935 00:59:17,273 --> 00:59:19,221 I was into you right away. 936 00:59:21,449 --> 00:59:22,777 I thought we were the same. 937 00:59:23,537 --> 00:59:24,905 I thought you just... 938 00:59:25,135 --> 00:59:29,581 wanted to have fun and do tons of stuff together! 939 00:59:32,008 --> 00:59:33,986 But what we do doesn't matter. 940 00:59:36,084 --> 00:59:37,233 It's me. 941 00:59:39,181 --> 00:59:40,181 It's me you want. 942 00:59:45,155 --> 00:59:46,584 And that's impossible, Alex. 943 00:59:48,502 --> 00:59:49,511 I'm sorry. 944 00:59:54,336 --> 00:59:55,485 It's too heavy for me. 945 01:00:00,570 --> 01:00:02,338 I won't be owned. 946 01:00:03,667 --> 01:00:04,667 Not by anyone. 947 01:00:07,243 --> 01:00:08,243 Ever. 948 01:00:17,253 --> 01:00:18,891 Alex, come back! 949 01:00:32,708 --> 01:00:34,726 What the hell happened? 950 01:00:37,743 --> 01:00:38,821 David? 951 01:00:40,500 --> 01:00:42,997 Alex! Are you here? 952 01:00:45,045 --> 01:00:47,293 David, what happened? 953 01:00:49,860 --> 01:00:53,157 Did you do this? Where's Alex? 954 01:00:57,982 --> 01:00:59,491 Home already? 955 01:00:59,761 --> 01:01:01,019 I'm going to my room. 956 01:01:34,865 --> 01:01:37,203 - Feeling better? - Yeah. 957 01:01:37,782 --> 01:01:40,480 - Eating with us? - Yeah. 958 01:01:41,159 --> 01:01:42,678 Your dad will be happy. 959 01:01:42,768 --> 01:01:47,353 Speeding, missed a curve. 960 01:01:47,523 --> 01:01:51,095 Several witnesses were on the scene. 961 01:01:51,119 --> 01:01:53,057 What did you see? 962 01:01:53,127 --> 01:01:55,121 It seemed he was trying to fly. 963 01:01:55,145 --> 01:01:57,998 He must've been drunk, stoned 964 01:01:58,022 --> 01:02:00,390 or crazy. He had no helmet. 965 01:02:00,420 --> 01:02:03,137 It was shocking. 966 01:02:03,187 --> 01:02:04,696 Leaving already? 967 01:02:52,528 --> 01:02:54,516 Mrs. Gorman, let me in! 968 01:02:55,465 --> 01:02:58,022 - Mrs. Gorman! - Please go away. 969 01:02:58,122 --> 01:02:59,910 What happened? 970 01:03:00,390 --> 01:03:01,609 Tell me! 971 01:03:02,188 --> 01:03:04,006 - You don't know? - No. 972 01:03:04,825 --> 01:03:07,213 David just died. My son is dead. 973 01:03:08,921 --> 01:03:10,190 You killed him. 974 01:03:11,379 --> 01:03:14,736 Get out of here or I'll call the police. 975 01:03:15,904 --> 01:03:17,283 Disappear! 976 01:03:47,812 --> 01:03:50,460 I thought: It's my fault. 977 01:03:51,039 --> 01:03:53,527 He died in anger, because of me. 978 01:03:53,906 --> 01:03:55,185 No. 979 01:03:55,615 --> 01:03:57,922 He was glad to be rid of me, 980 01:03:58,182 --> 01:04:00,060 so he rode fast to celebrate. 981 01:04:00,480 --> 01:04:03,417 He was finally inside his timeless bubble. 982 01:04:04,456 --> 01:04:05,974 Did he dream it? 983 01:04:06,444 --> 01:04:08,542 Was he trying to live his dream? 984 01:04:09,970 --> 01:04:11,509 No, none of that. 985 01:04:11,848 --> 01:04:13,247 It was Kate's fault. 986 01:04:15,844 --> 01:04:19,940 Not that he loved her. No. 987 01:04:21,729 --> 01:04:23,876 He regretted being with her. 988 01:04:26,364 --> 01:04:27,912 He died full of remorse. 989 01:04:28,052 --> 01:04:29,910 I kept thinking it was all my fault. 990 01:04:30,730 --> 01:04:32,648 If I'd come back when he called... 991 01:04:32,997 --> 01:04:34,416 But did he call? 992 01:04:35,934 --> 01:04:38,092 I wish I'd been on the bike with him. 993 01:04:41,998 --> 01:04:43,527 I kept thinking, 994 01:04:44,656 --> 01:04:46,734 David's not dead, he can't be. 995 01:04:48,232 --> 01:04:49,900 I want him to still be here. 996 01:04:52,058 --> 01:04:55,205 Mom's worried. She sent me up with coffee. 997 01:04:55,844 --> 01:04:57,792 You didn't say a word last night. 998 01:04:58,552 --> 01:05:00,090 You didn't eat. 999 01:05:00,140 --> 01:05:01,659 Sorry, I'm not well. 1000 01:05:02,438 --> 01:05:03,487 What is it now? 1001 01:05:04,396 --> 01:05:05,396 You don't know? 1002 01:05:06,064 --> 01:05:07,982 How can we? You never tell us. 1003 01:05:11,639 --> 01:05:13,157 David Gorman is dead. 1004 01:05:14,606 --> 01:05:15,695 The boy from the shop? 1005 01:05:17,013 --> 01:05:18,013 Yes. 1006 01:05:18,542 --> 01:05:19,890 Motorcycle accident. 1007 01:05:26,294 --> 01:05:27,613 You hadn't known him long. 1008 01:05:28,612 --> 01:05:29,721 Six weeks. 1009 01:05:33,986 --> 01:05:35,495 These things happen. 1010 01:05:38,402 --> 01:05:40,430 How's Mrs. Gorman holding up? 1011 01:05:41,439 --> 01:05:42,458 Badly. 1012 01:05:44,925 --> 01:05:45,964 Only normal. 1013 01:05:48,422 --> 01:05:49,860 She'll be needing help. 1014 01:05:52,688 --> 01:05:54,346 You could help her in the shop. 1015 01:05:55,235 --> 01:05:57,563 She was kind, paid you well. 1016 01:05:57,653 --> 01:05:59,940 Show her she can count on you. 1017 01:06:02,418 --> 01:06:04,576 Get up and go to work, ok? 1018 01:06:08,252 --> 01:06:09,441 Good. 1019 01:06:12,718 --> 01:06:15,355 If you need anything, any help... 1020 01:06:16,414 --> 01:06:18,821 you know where to come. 1021 01:06:20,320 --> 01:06:21,320 I'm off. 1022 01:06:21,848 --> 01:06:24,276 I'll tell Mom you're coming. 1023 01:07:36,474 --> 01:07:38,262 Who's there? 1024 01:07:38,312 --> 01:07:39,751 Anyone? 1025 01:07:39,830 --> 01:07:41,269 No, Mrs. Gorman. 1026 01:07:41,479 --> 01:07:43,537 It's me, Alex. 1027 01:07:44,925 --> 01:07:47,623 I wanted to ask you something. 1028 01:07:48,402 --> 01:07:49,621 Have you no pity? 1029 01:07:50,190 --> 01:07:51,349 No decency? 1030 01:07:51,838 --> 01:07:53,297 I must see David. 1031 01:07:53,507 --> 01:07:54,985 I must see his body. 1032 01:07:55,285 --> 01:07:56,304 One last time. 1033 01:07:56,943 --> 01:07:58,672 It's important to me. 1034 01:07:59,271 --> 01:08:00,690 I trusted you. 1035 01:08:01,798 --> 01:08:04,436 Look how you paid us back. 1036 01:08:04,985 --> 01:08:07,483 Please, I want to see him. I must. 1037 01:08:09,411 --> 01:08:11,818 I loved him too, you know? 1038 01:08:12,738 --> 01:08:14,486 How dare you say such a thing? 1039 01:08:15,994 --> 01:08:18,462 He'd be alive if he hadn't gone after you. 1040 01:08:18,971 --> 01:08:21,389 Gone after me? How so? 1041 01:08:23,207 --> 01:08:24,436 He told me everything. 1042 01:08:25,075 --> 01:08:26,404 Showed me what you broke. 1043 01:08:28,272 --> 01:08:30,350 He took the bike and went to find you. 1044 01:08:30,859 --> 01:08:33,487 I couldn't stop him. 1045 01:08:41,639 --> 01:08:43,707 I knew my David needed a friend. 1046 01:08:44,416 --> 01:08:47,023 A real friend. I gave him his freedom. 1047 01:08:48,841 --> 01:08:50,200 Look at the result. 1048 01:08:51,139 --> 01:08:52,877 He's gone to join his father. 1049 01:08:58,492 --> 01:08:59,900 You'll never see him again. 1050 01:09:00,620 --> 01:09:01,620 You hear me? 1051 01:09:02,558 --> 01:09:03,558 Never. 1052 01:09:39,751 --> 01:09:41,878 A sentence rang out clear as a bell. 1053 01:09:43,966 --> 01:09:46,863 "I should die to join David." 1054 01:09:48,891 --> 01:09:50,040 But how? 1055 01:09:51,339 --> 01:09:52,748 Pills? 1056 01:09:53,986 --> 01:09:55,685 Slit throat? 1057 01:09:56,534 --> 01:09:57,852 Slit wrists? 1058 01:09:59,860 --> 01:10:00,860 Poison? 1059 01:10:02,468 --> 01:10:03,786 Suffocation? 1060 01:10:05,295 --> 01:10:06,474 Hanging? 1061 01:10:07,822 --> 01:10:09,041 Find a firearm? 1062 01:10:11,189 --> 01:10:14,622 I read about a tribe whose members could lie down 1063 01:10:14,646 --> 01:10:16,803 and will themselves to die. 1064 01:10:17,123 --> 01:10:19,341 I tried for half an hour. 1065 01:10:19,591 --> 01:10:20,720 It didn't work. 1066 01:10:21,699 --> 01:10:23,497 I'd have to take action. 1067 01:10:28,771 --> 01:10:30,350 Lefevre was right. 1068 01:10:31,139 --> 01:10:33,447 The only way back to David 1069 01:10:33,517 --> 01:10:34,785 was to write. 1070 01:10:34,915 --> 01:10:36,554 Tell our story. 1071 01:10:37,433 --> 01:10:40,120 Bring him back to life with words. 1072 01:10:46,534 --> 01:10:48,208 I got the hearing postponed 1073 01:10:48,232 --> 01:10:50,726 and told Alexis we need his text. 1074 01:10:50,750 --> 01:10:51,305 Any news? 1075 01:10:51,329 --> 01:10:53,447 Yes, he's writing all the time. 1076 01:10:53,647 --> 01:10:55,725 I think it's been therapeutic. 1077 01:10:55,794 --> 01:10:57,812 Could I read some? 1078 01:10:57,902 --> 01:11:00,626 It's too soon, we mustn't interrupt. 1079 01:11:00,650 --> 01:11:02,883 You don't have to tell him. 1080 01:11:02,907 --> 01:11:04,915 Ever heard of confidentiality? 1081 01:11:05,025 --> 01:11:06,913 Teachers have ethics, too. 1082 01:11:07,013 --> 01:11:09,091 Hurry him up. I don't need a novel. 1083 01:11:09,261 --> 01:11:12,128 Funny you say that. 1084 01:11:12,518 --> 01:11:14,186 He may indeed be writing one. 1085 01:11:14,775 --> 01:11:18,222 Just make sure he's not making anything up. 1086 01:11:22,867 --> 01:11:24,026 Alex. 1087 01:11:33,747 --> 01:11:34,885 It's terrible. 1088 01:11:35,365 --> 01:11:37,723 I can't stop crying. 1089 01:11:38,202 --> 01:11:39,391 How'd you find out? 1090 01:11:40,130 --> 01:11:42,498 I called his house and got his mom. 1091 01:11:43,237 --> 01:11:45,165 - She's in bad shape. - Yeah. 1092 01:11:46,134 --> 01:11:47,663 She never wants to see me again. 1093 01:11:47,753 --> 01:11:48,851 Why? 1094 01:11:49,091 --> 01:11:51,689 You and David were such good friends. 1095 01:11:52,608 --> 01:11:54,276 Not only friends. 1096 01:11:55,585 --> 01:11:58,402 What's that mean in French? 1097 01:12:01,419 --> 01:12:03,936 Does it mean more than friends? 1098 01:12:06,294 --> 01:12:08,941 I'm sorry, I didn't know. 1099 01:12:09,461 --> 01:12:10,779 I'm sorry, I didn't know. 1100 01:12:11,049 --> 01:12:12,528 I should've guessed. 1101 01:12:17,483 --> 01:12:18,483 Are you shocked? 1102 01:12:19,531 --> 01:12:20,531 No. 1103 01:12:20,939 --> 01:12:22,368 Just surprised. 1104 01:12:23,137 --> 01:12:24,915 Because he slept with you, too. 1105 01:12:27,303 --> 01:12:28,562 You know? 1106 01:12:29,101 --> 01:12:31,269 We even fought over it. 1107 01:12:33,287 --> 01:12:34,426 I'm sorry. 1108 01:12:39,731 --> 01:12:41,898 Can I tell you everything, Kate? 1109 01:12:44,516 --> 01:12:45,854 Yes, I'd like that. 1110 01:12:48,941 --> 01:12:54,476 Had I thought about it, Kate would've been the last person I'd have wanted to be with. 1111 01:12:56,883 --> 01:12:57,902 But in truth, 1112 01:12:57,962 --> 01:12:59,770 Kate was the only one 1113 01:12:59,800 --> 01:13:02,078 I could confide in about David and me. 1114 01:13:02,907 --> 01:13:04,316 So I told her everything. 1115 01:13:06,154 --> 01:13:07,852 Sometimes we laughed. 1116 01:13:08,742 --> 01:13:11,399 First time I laughed in 48 hours. 1117 01:13:13,067 --> 01:13:15,155 Now and then she asked a question. 1118 01:13:15,934 --> 01:13:17,772 Towards the end she wept. 1119 01:13:18,232 --> 01:13:19,232 Softly, 1120 01:13:20,240 --> 01:13:21,449 without a word, 1121 01:13:22,238 --> 01:13:23,737 and without fuss. 1122 01:13:24,955 --> 01:13:27,253 I haven't told you everything, Kate. 1123 01:13:27,563 --> 01:13:28,831 I want to know everything. 1124 01:13:29,870 --> 01:13:31,784 When we met, David made me swear 1125 01:13:31,808 --> 01:13:33,413 that whoever died first, 1126 01:13:33,437 --> 01:13:35,315 the other would dance on his grave. 1127 01:13:35,485 --> 01:13:37,213 That's weird. 1128 01:13:37,273 --> 01:13:39,531 - I know. - You won't do it? 1129 01:13:40,380 --> 01:13:43,557 A promise is a promise. I have no choice. 1130 01:13:49,591 --> 01:13:51,389 Maybe you can help me, Kate. 1131 01:13:51,479 --> 01:13:53,527 - Dance? - No, I do that. 1132 01:13:53,587 --> 01:13:54,626 Then how? 1133 01:13:55,325 --> 01:13:58,712 It may be even weirder, but I need to see his body. 1134 01:13:58,771 --> 01:13:59,800 What? Alex. 1135 01:13:59,870 --> 01:14:02,238 I know it's crazy, but I need to. 1136 01:14:02,368 --> 01:14:04,526 To be sure he's really dead. 1137 01:14:05,125 --> 01:14:06,574 Poor Alex. 1138 01:14:07,283 --> 01:14:08,891 It wasn't just a fling. 1139 01:14:16,714 --> 01:14:17,902 Hello. 1140 01:14:20,160 --> 01:14:21,519 Hello, Alexis. 1141 01:14:21,559 --> 01:14:22,957 Hello, Mr Lefevre. 1142 01:14:22,997 --> 01:14:25,645 So, got something I can read? 1143 01:14:25,854 --> 01:14:27,683 Yes. I've made progress. 1144 01:14:27,753 --> 01:14:31,359 But... it's complicated. I hope you'll like it. 1145 01:14:31,719 --> 01:14:33,667 Well, let's have a look. 1146 01:14:44,226 --> 01:14:45,834 Here, put these on. 1147 01:14:46,254 --> 01:14:47,373 What are they? 1148 01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:50,995 No way, never. 1149 01:14:51,019 --> 01:14:52,634 In jeans you look like a boy. 1150 01:14:52,658 --> 01:14:53,886 Gotta show your legs. 1151 01:14:54,006 --> 01:14:55,535 Otherwise, we gotta show your legs. 1152 01:14:56,044 --> 01:14:57,733 - Being a girl sucks. - Yep. 1153 01:14:57,862 --> 01:15:01,129 Men like girls' legs soft and hairless. 1154 01:15:01,669 --> 01:15:03,587 You can still change your mind. 1155 01:15:04,096 --> 01:15:06,114 There's always a fateful moment 1156 01:15:06,274 --> 01:15:08,122 when you realize if you keep going, 1157 01:15:08,682 --> 01:15:10,540 there's no turning back. 1158 01:15:11,709 --> 01:15:14,426 I learned it that day, thanks to Kate. 1159 01:15:15,275 --> 01:15:16,853 Would David find this sexy? 1160 01:15:17,103 --> 01:15:19,631 I don't know. You knew him better than I did. 1161 01:15:20,230 --> 01:15:22,638 But I think you're super sexy. 1162 01:15:25,145 --> 01:15:26,414 Let's park here. 1163 01:15:33,577 --> 01:15:35,115 - Stay there, ok? - Ok. 1164 01:15:49,331 --> 01:15:50,770 All good! But hurry. 1165 01:15:50,849 --> 01:15:53,876 It's against the rules, he could be fired. 1166 01:15:54,496 --> 01:15:55,175 How'd you do it? 1167 01:15:55,205 --> 01:15:56,434 English negotiation. 1168 01:15:56,564 --> 01:15:58,797 His name is Bernard. You're Susanne. 1169 01:15:58,821 --> 01:16:00,596 I hate that name! 1170 01:16:00,620 --> 01:16:02,178 It's my sister's name. C'mon. 1171 01:16:02,448 --> 01:16:04,566 Focus on your character: 1172 01:16:04,646 --> 01:16:09,501 A girl in love who wants to see her lover's body one last time. 1173 01:16:09,671 --> 01:16:13,257 His mother forbid it. She was against your relationship. 1174 01:16:13,816 --> 01:16:15,725 No need to play a girl for that. 1175 01:16:15,784 --> 01:16:18,841 The guard may not like two boys in love! 1176 01:16:18,891 --> 01:16:19,891 Come on. 1177 01:16:24,106 --> 01:16:26,274 This way, girls. Quickly. 1178 01:16:30,540 --> 01:16:31,998 So very tragic. 1179 01:16:32,068 --> 01:16:35,335 Young love breaks my heart. 1180 01:16:42,208 --> 01:16:43,986 Never seen such a place? 1181 01:16:45,615 --> 01:16:46,615 No, sir. 1182 01:16:46,773 --> 01:16:48,372 I'm not allowed to do this. 1183 01:16:48,582 --> 01:16:49,721 We know. 1184 01:16:52,977 --> 01:16:54,396 She's a quiet one. 1185 01:16:54,436 --> 01:16:55,904 Susanne is devastated. 1186 01:16:56,454 --> 01:16:58,082 It's been horrible for her. 1187 01:16:58,692 --> 01:16:59,860 I understand. 1188 01:17:00,110 --> 01:17:02,608 Ever seen a corpse, Susanne dear? 1189 01:17:04,376 --> 01:17:05,755 Are you up to it? 1190 01:17:54,586 --> 01:17:56,773 I can't take my eyes off that head 1191 01:17:57,343 --> 01:17:59,870 lying flat on the metal tray. 1192 01:18:02,438 --> 01:18:04,096 I wish for only one thing. 1193 01:18:04,985 --> 01:18:06,404 I wish for only one thing. 1194 01:18:07,862 --> 01:18:09,381 For his mouth to speak. 1195 01:18:10,490 --> 01:18:12,028 For his hands to caress me. 1196 01:18:13,317 --> 01:18:15,005 For his heart to beat. 1197 01:18:15,605 --> 01:18:18,572 For his body to be him again: David. 1198 01:18:22,897 --> 01:18:24,626 What's the matter with you? 1199 01:18:24,656 --> 01:18:26,939 - Get off! - Alex! 1200 01:18:26,963 --> 01:18:30,120 - Alex! - Alex? 1201 01:18:30,230 --> 01:18:31,998 What on earth? 1202 01:18:46,793 --> 01:18:47,952 My God! 1203 01:18:48,042 --> 01:18:49,042 What? Oh... 1204 01:18:49,231 --> 01:18:51,559 Wearing makeup now? 1205 01:18:51,599 --> 01:18:54,546 No, a friend is putting on a play. 1206 01:18:55,085 --> 01:18:57,353 I thought you were like Uncle Jacky. 1207 01:18:58,562 --> 01:19:01,299 - Uncle Jacky? - Your dad can't hear his name. 1208 01:19:01,878 --> 01:19:03,986 Uncle Jacky dresses like a woman? 1209 01:19:04,416 --> 01:19:06,194 Don't worry, I won't say anything. 1210 01:19:07,393 --> 01:19:09,317 Wash up before Dad... 1211 01:19:09,341 --> 01:19:12,028 Hang on, where's Uncle Jacky now? 1212 01:19:12,378 --> 01:19:14,536 Hurry, Dad'll be home soon. 1213 01:19:14,965 --> 01:19:15,965 Alright. 1214 01:19:19,011 --> 01:19:20,011 Alexis? 1215 01:19:20,650 --> 01:19:21,650 Yeah? 1216 01:19:22,628 --> 01:19:23,628 Are you ok? 1217 01:19:24,875 --> 01:19:26,064 I'm fine, Mom. 1218 01:19:31,229 --> 01:19:33,856 - This really happened? - Yes. 1219 01:19:33,946 --> 01:19:35,391 Did you exaggerate? 1220 01:19:35,415 --> 01:19:37,942 I tried to tell it the best I could, in detail. 1221 01:19:39,141 --> 01:19:42,188 Some words were hard to find, but I managed. 1222 01:19:42,887 --> 01:19:44,086 Indeed you did. 1223 01:19:44,116 --> 01:19:46,534 It's strange. Since I started writing, 1224 01:19:47,193 --> 01:19:49,431 I feel like I've become a character myself. 1225 01:19:49,751 --> 01:19:50,751 Does it scare you? 1226 01:19:51,389 --> 01:19:52,853 No, it feels good. 1227 01:19:52,877 --> 01:19:55,465 It forces me to focus less on my pain 1228 01:19:55,495 --> 01:19:56,883 and more on the story, 1229 01:19:56,993 --> 01:19:58,462 the characters and the writing. 1230 01:19:59,101 --> 01:20:01,729 Time to write the climax. 1231 01:20:02,218 --> 01:20:04,296 The caseworker and judge are waiting. 1232 01:20:04,356 --> 01:20:06,813 - The crime scene, the cemetery. - I know. 1233 01:20:08,831 --> 01:20:10,560 That's the hardest part to tell. 1234 01:20:14,925 --> 01:20:18,022 Mind if I let Miss Martin read some of this, 1235 01:20:18,082 --> 01:20:19,082 to reassure her? 1236 01:20:19,441 --> 01:20:21,439 - That I'm not crazy? - Yeah. 1237 01:20:22,058 --> 01:20:23,058 If you like. 1238 01:20:27,523 --> 01:20:30,100 - Can I ask you something? - Of course. 1239 01:20:31,459 --> 01:20:33,147 Did you know David well? 1240 01:20:33,487 --> 01:20:34,487 Yes. 1241 01:20:36,054 --> 01:20:37,403 Did he try to seduce you, too? 1242 01:20:39,331 --> 01:20:40,331 Yes. 1243 01:20:41,109 --> 01:20:42,658 But he was a student. 1244 01:20:42,917 --> 01:20:44,236 But he was a student. 1245 01:22:04,666 --> 01:22:06,803 - Hello? - Mrs. Gorman? 1246 01:22:06,843 --> 01:22:09,131 I realized I have no photo of David. 1247 01:22:09,251 --> 01:22:11,509 Could you give me one? 1248 01:22:11,848 --> 01:22:13,117 Hello? 1249 01:22:13,317 --> 01:22:15,015 Are you there? 1250 01:22:15,045 --> 01:22:18,042 - Hello? - Hello sir, it's Alex. 1251 01:22:18,072 --> 01:22:19,727 Stop calling or we'll call the police. 1252 01:22:19,751 --> 01:22:22,254 I just need a photo... 1253 01:22:22,278 --> 01:22:23,453 Enough! 1254 01:22:23,477 --> 01:22:27,073 I see him dead! I want to remember him alive... 1255 01:22:27,273 --> 01:22:28,422 Fuck. 1256 01:22:33,757 --> 01:22:36,464 David would be buried in a matter of days. 1257 01:22:36,524 --> 01:22:39,021 I needed to know all about Jewish funeral rites. 1258 01:22:39,870 --> 01:22:43,846 Preparation of the body, the wake, the burial... 1259 01:22:45,025 --> 01:22:48,668 I learned that they wait at least a year after the burial 1260 01:22:48,692 --> 01:22:50,130 before erecting a headstone. 1261 01:22:52,817 --> 01:22:55,944 How will I recognize his grave? 1262 01:23:13,157 --> 01:23:14,696 What're you doing? 1263 01:23:15,065 --> 01:23:16,843 Going out for air. 1264 01:23:16,903 --> 01:23:19,117 At 2 in the morning? You'll catch cold. 1265 01:23:19,141 --> 01:23:20,740 Don't worry, I'll cover up. 1266 01:23:25,285 --> 01:23:27,233 We shouldn't have moved. 1267 01:23:28,552 --> 01:23:30,969 We were at home there, everything was simpler. 1268 01:23:31,029 --> 01:23:33,507 We're here now. Everything's fine. 1269 01:23:34,076 --> 01:23:35,076 Go back to bed. 1270 01:23:36,154 --> 01:23:38,138 Can I make you something warm? 1271 01:23:38,162 --> 01:23:39,681 I'm not hungry, I just need air. 1272 01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:41,778 I've been in bed too long. 1273 01:23:50,420 --> 01:23:53,517 Don't go far. You never know who might be out. 1274 01:23:54,306 --> 01:23:55,345 Go back to bed. 1275 01:24:04,046 --> 01:24:05,046 Mom? 1276 01:24:07,313 --> 01:24:08,851 Did you like Uncle Jacky? 1277 01:24:12,018 --> 01:24:13,018 Yes. 1278 01:26:17,183 --> 01:26:19,421 I don't know how long the fit lasted. 1279 01:26:20,180 --> 01:26:21,659 I'd gone mad. 1280 01:26:21,998 --> 01:26:23,956 Completely mad. 1281 01:26:25,435 --> 01:26:27,493 What was I digging for? 1282 01:26:30,260 --> 01:26:31,589 Was I trying to join David? 1283 01:26:32,388 --> 01:26:33,497 I don't know. 1284 01:26:35,535 --> 01:26:36,993 But I still hadn't danced. 1285 01:26:39,820 --> 01:26:40,820 Dad? 1286 01:26:41,579 --> 01:26:42,579 Yes? 1287 01:26:43,826 --> 01:26:46,374 Remember you said to ask if I needed help? 1288 01:26:47,243 --> 01:26:48,243 Yes. 1289 01:26:49,621 --> 01:26:52,738 I need to deliver this letter. Would you? 1290 01:26:56,164 --> 01:26:57,164 A girl? 1291 01:26:57,643 --> 01:26:58,702 A girl? 1292 01:26:59,051 --> 01:27:01,699 With my bum foot, it's better if she comes here. 1293 01:27:02,118 --> 01:27:03,118 Is she pretty? 1294 01:27:03,926 --> 01:27:04,965 She's English. 1295 01:27:05,984 --> 01:27:06,984 A foreigner? 1296 01:27:07,653 --> 01:27:09,731 England's not in France, Dad. 1297 01:27:14,905 --> 01:27:16,184 Mind if she comes? 1298 01:27:16,594 --> 01:27:17,812 Check with your mother. 1299 01:27:18,771 --> 01:27:21,399 But will you take her my letter? 1300 01:27:22,098 --> 01:27:23,687 If it'll do you good, yes. 1301 01:27:25,375 --> 01:27:26,375 Thanks, Dad. 1302 01:27:31,988 --> 01:27:35,315 Thinking back on that scene, maybe Dad knew. 1303 01:27:36,064 --> 01:27:38,552 He understood David was more than a friend. 1304 01:27:39,761 --> 01:27:42,927 Perhaps one day, we'll be able to talk about it. 1305 01:27:52,258 --> 01:27:53,647 I nearly didn't come. 1306 01:27:53,836 --> 01:27:55,715 - Why? - You abandoned me 1307 01:27:55,824 --> 01:27:58,652 to that horrible man at the morgue. 1308 01:27:58,692 --> 01:28:00,730 I was half-naked, I had to run. 1309 01:28:01,769 --> 01:28:02,698 Did he catch you? 1310 01:28:02,728 --> 01:28:04,626 No. I'm much too fast. 1311 01:28:04,795 --> 01:28:05,814 So? 1312 01:28:06,134 --> 01:28:08,132 So nothing! He could have. 1313 01:28:08,702 --> 01:28:09,970 I'm sorry. 1314 01:28:11,089 --> 01:28:12,648 I regret going. 1315 01:28:13,457 --> 01:28:14,506 I forgive you. 1316 01:28:15,045 --> 01:28:18,522 Seeing you run without the wig in a bra was funny. 1317 01:28:18,602 --> 01:28:20,110 There's something else. 1318 01:28:20,280 --> 01:28:21,280 What now? 1319 01:28:22,318 --> 01:28:24,546 I wasn't able to dance on David's grave. 1320 01:28:25,475 --> 01:28:27,513 Well, it doesn't matter. 1321 01:28:27,573 --> 01:28:30,740 Yes it does. I had another fit, Kate. 1322 01:28:31,699 --> 01:28:33,477 - I dug into his grave. - What? 1323 01:28:33,956 --> 01:28:35,774 - You're crazy! - I know. 1324 01:28:36,254 --> 01:28:39,191 I don't know why. It was worse than the morgue. 1325 01:28:39,790 --> 01:28:42,068 - I was trying to hit him. - Hit him? 1326 01:28:42,098 --> 01:28:43,417 And reach him. 1327 01:28:43,717 --> 01:28:46,194 I was angry, and also really sad. 1328 01:28:46,484 --> 01:28:48,042 Everything mixed together. 1329 01:28:48,811 --> 01:28:50,939 - Do you understand? - No. 1330 01:28:51,549 --> 01:28:52,817 And yes. 1331 01:28:53,747 --> 01:28:54,985 I don't know. 1332 01:28:57,453 --> 01:29:00,720 Maybe you feel guilty about his death. 1333 01:29:04,096 --> 01:29:07,589 Mrs. Grey will wonder where I am. 1334 01:29:07,613 --> 01:29:08,542 Wait, Kate. 1335 01:29:08,632 --> 01:29:10,150 I need to talk, you do me good. 1336 01:29:10,440 --> 01:29:11,440 Please. 1337 01:29:18,342 --> 01:29:19,342 You know, 1338 01:29:19,880 --> 01:29:21,908 when you tell a friend the truth, 1339 01:29:22,738 --> 01:29:24,296 he resents you for life. 1340 01:29:25,185 --> 01:29:26,185 Try me. 1341 01:29:26,903 --> 01:29:28,552 You really want to know what I think? 1342 01:29:29,141 --> 01:29:30,141 Yes. 1343 01:29:32,308 --> 01:29:35,365 I think from the start it wasn't David you loved. 1344 01:29:35,575 --> 01:29:38,102 It was your idea of David. 1345 01:29:39,930 --> 01:29:43,253 The truth is you loved a face and a body, 1346 01:29:43,277 --> 01:29:45,525 into which you put the person you wanted. 1347 01:29:46,234 --> 01:29:47,523 The friend of your dreams. 1348 01:29:48,372 --> 01:29:50,030 So he didn't really exist? 1349 01:29:50,380 --> 01:29:51,380 Maybe not. 1350 01:29:52,228 --> 01:29:54,396 Nonsense, David existed. 1351 01:29:54,426 --> 01:29:56,913 I was with him, I slept with him. 1352 01:29:57,073 --> 01:29:58,742 So did you. 1353 01:29:58,781 --> 01:30:00,390 Yes, someone existed. 1354 01:30:00,979 --> 01:30:02,608 But not the person we thought. 1355 01:30:04,516 --> 01:30:06,404 So we invent the people we love? 1356 01:30:07,323 --> 01:30:08,352 That's dumb. 1357 01:30:10,969 --> 01:30:12,398 I have to go. 1358 01:30:13,896 --> 01:30:14,896 You know, 1359 01:30:15,105 --> 01:30:17,583 you asked me to tell you what I thought. 1360 01:30:17,842 --> 01:30:19,121 No problem. 1361 01:30:23,507 --> 01:30:25,784 Thanks for helping me with the morgue. 1362 01:30:26,154 --> 01:30:27,154 Really. 1363 01:30:28,072 --> 01:30:30,580 What friends for if they can't get you into a morgue? 1364 01:30:31,109 --> 01:30:32,438 I don't understand. 1365 01:31:21,149 --> 01:31:24,436 I am sailing. 1366 01:31:25,365 --> 01:31:28,622 I am sailing. 1367 01:31:29,131 --> 01:31:32,028 Home again 1368 01:31:32,857 --> 01:31:35,555 'cross the sea. 1369 01:31:36,614 --> 01:31:39,271 I am sailing 1370 01:31:39,880 --> 01:31:42,977 stormy waters. 1371 01:31:44,056 --> 01:31:46,903 To be near you. 1372 01:31:46,963 --> 01:31:50,110 To be free. 1373 01:31:51,349 --> 01:31:54,945 I am flying 1374 01:31:55,025 --> 01:31:58,502 I am flying. 1375 01:31:58,841 --> 01:32:02,298 Like a bird 1376 01:32:02,768 --> 01:32:06,074 'cross the sky. 1377 01:32:06,494 --> 01:32:09,860 I am flying 1378 01:32:10,270 --> 01:32:13,517 passing high clouds. 1379 01:32:14,116 --> 01:32:17,303 To be with you. 1380 01:32:17,962 --> 01:32:20,779 To be free. 1381 01:32:21,719 --> 01:32:25,401 Can you hear me. 1382 01:32:25,425 --> 01:32:29,181 Can you hear me. 1383 01:32:29,211 --> 01:32:35,834 Thru' the dark night far away. 1384 01:32:36,474 --> 01:32:40,100 I am dying. 1385 01:32:40,250 --> 01:32:43,547 Forever crying. 1386 01:32:44,246 --> 01:32:47,353 To be with you. 1387 01:32:48,122 --> 01:32:51,589 Who can say. 1388 01:32:52,028 --> 01:32:55,725 Can you hear me. 1389 01:32:55,794 --> 01:32:59,411 Can you hear me. 1390 01:32:59,471 --> 01:33:06,764 Thru' the dark night far away 1391 01:33:06,973 --> 01:33:10,360 I am dying. 1392 01:33:10,410 --> 01:33:14,106 Forever crying. 1393 01:33:14,216 --> 01:33:18,152 To be with you. 1394 01:33:18,222 --> 01:33:21,549 Who can say. 1395 01:33:29,621 --> 01:33:30,740 Get him! 1396 01:33:31,659 --> 01:33:32,748 C'mon. 1397 01:33:32,897 --> 01:33:34,336 C'mon. 1398 01:33:34,775 --> 01:33:37,882 - C'mon. - Let me go! 1399 01:33:43,487 --> 01:33:44,841 That's how, 1400 01:33:44,865 --> 01:33:46,594 on the 2nd of September 1985, 1401 01:33:46,624 --> 01:33:50,270 two cops arrested an unstable boy of sixteen. 1402 01:33:52,937 --> 01:33:54,266 I didn't even care. 1403 01:33:55,854 --> 01:33:57,952 I'd kept my promise. 1404 01:34:02,498 --> 01:34:04,795 Mr. Alexis Robin, please. 1405 01:34:05,295 --> 01:34:06,969 You're here today 1406 01:34:06,993 --> 01:34:09,527 for damaging the grave of your friend, 1407 01:34:09,551 --> 01:34:14,426 Mr. David Gorman, who died in a motorcycle accident 1408 01:34:14,466 --> 01:34:15,794 after you two fought over a girl 1409 01:34:15,824 --> 01:34:17,603 you were both courting. 1410 01:34:18,082 --> 01:34:22,967 You explained and justified your behaviour 1411 01:34:23,197 --> 01:34:25,715 by evoking an oath you made with the deceased. 1412 01:34:26,154 --> 01:34:29,137 But desecrating a grave, Mr. Robin, 1413 01:34:29,161 --> 01:34:30,250 is a crime 1414 01:34:30,550 --> 01:34:32,238 punishable by law. 1415 01:34:32,558 --> 01:34:35,525 The court hereby sentences you 1416 01:34:35,575 --> 01:34:40,150 to 140 hours of community service, 1417 01:34:40,220 --> 01:34:44,606 and strongly recommends psychological treatment. 1418 01:34:44,726 --> 01:34:46,564 - Understood? - Yes, your Honor. 1419 01:34:46,614 --> 01:34:47,753 The hearing is adjourned. 1420 01:35:57,203 --> 01:35:58,262 Hey! 1421 01:35:59,141 --> 01:36:00,141 Hi. 1422 01:36:00,829 --> 01:36:02,987 - Do I know you? - Don't think so. 1423 01:36:03,237 --> 01:36:04,706 I recognize you. 1424 01:36:05,175 --> 01:36:07,323 A friend and I dragged you to the beach. 1425 01:36:07,423 --> 01:36:09,011 You were drunk. 1426 01:36:09,431 --> 01:36:10,779 Maybe... 1427 01:36:10,969 --> 01:36:12,748 My friend David looked after you. 1428 01:36:14,706 --> 01:36:16,284 Did you cut your hair? 1429 01:36:16,973 --> 01:36:18,801 Yeah. I was sick of it. 1430 01:36:19,920 --> 01:36:21,848 My girlfriend liked it, but she dumped me. 1431 01:36:22,088 --> 01:36:22,768 Shit. 1432 01:36:22,837 --> 01:36:23,926 It's over now. 1433 01:36:25,695 --> 01:36:26,695 Work here? 1434 01:36:26,813 --> 01:36:29,151 For six months, after school. 1435 01:36:29,391 --> 01:36:31,729 - You? - I start in a week. 1436 01:36:31,888 --> 01:36:35,285 Helping the old man repair boats in the harbor. 1437 01:36:35,705 --> 01:36:36,705 Cool. 1438 01:36:44,576 --> 01:36:46,014 What are you up to? 1439 01:36:46,324 --> 01:36:47,753 Nothing special. 1440 01:36:47,782 --> 01:36:48,782 Having a smoke. 1441 01:36:49,341 --> 01:36:51,139 Want to take a boat ride? 1442 01:36:51,499 --> 01:36:53,477 I know a sweet boat, the Calypso. 1443 01:36:53,866 --> 01:36:54,866 Why not. 1444 01:36:55,045 --> 01:36:56,084 Is it yours? 1445 01:36:57,123 --> 01:36:58,123 It is now. 1446 01:36:59,061 --> 01:37:00,710 Needs some repairs. 1447 01:37:01,039 --> 01:37:02,318 I'm your man. 1448 01:37:06,304 --> 01:37:07,812 - Let's go. - Ok. 1449 01:37:10,230 --> 01:37:13,906 It's an orange dinghy in the harbor... 1450 01:37:19,301 --> 01:37:22,038 Please don't think my story ends here. 1451 01:37:22,438 --> 01:37:24,546 I don't know the ending myself. 1452 01:37:25,725 --> 01:37:27,653 Maybe this is just the beginning. 1453 01:37:29,541 --> 01:37:31,065 I told you about 1454 01:37:31,089 --> 01:37:32,448 my summer of '85 with David, 1455 01:37:32,927 --> 01:37:34,296 the friend of my dreams, 1456 01:37:34,945 --> 01:37:37,573 so you'd understand how I became what I am. 1457 01:37:38,622 --> 01:37:40,999 Or perhaps what I no longer am. 1458 01:37:41,589 --> 01:37:43,307 For the only thing that matters 1459 01:37:43,677 --> 01:37:45,685 is to somehow manage 1460 01:37:46,574 --> 01:37:48,871 to escape your story. 1461 01:38:50,170 --> 01:38:53,177 Yesterday I got so old 1462 01:38:53,227 --> 01:38:56,064 I felt like I could die. 1463 01:38:56,534 --> 01:38:59,906 Yesterday I got so old. 1464 01:38:59,930 --> 01:39:02,953 It made me want to cry. 1465 01:39:02,977 --> 01:39:04,981 Go on, go on. 1466 01:39:05,005 --> 01:39:06,680 Just walk away. 1467 01:39:06,704 --> 01:39:08,282 Go on, go on. 1468 01:39:08,312 --> 01:39:10,166 Your choice is made. 1469 01:39:10,190 --> 01:39:11,834 Go on, go on. 1470 01:39:11,858 --> 01:39:13,353 And disappear. 1471 01:39:13,377 --> 01:39:15,105 Go on, go on. 1472 01:39:15,135 --> 01:39:16,720 Away from here. 1473 01:39:16,744 --> 01:39:18,462 And I know I was wrong. 1474 01:39:18,492 --> 01:39:20,100 When I said it was true. 1475 01:39:20,150 --> 01:39:21,625 That it couldn't be me. 1476 01:39:21,649 --> 01:39:23,337 And be her in between. 1477 01:39:23,367 --> 01:39:25,235 Without you. 1478 01:39:26,584 --> 01:39:28,562 Without you. 1479 01:39:37,263 --> 01:39:40,556 Yesterday I got so scared 1480 01:39:40,580 --> 01:39:43,127 I shivered like a child. 1481 01:39:44,046 --> 01:39:47,443 Yesterday away from you. 1482 01:39:47,473 --> 01:39:50,316 It froze me deep inside. 1483 01:39:50,340 --> 01:39:52,064 Come back, come back. 1484 01:39:52,088 --> 01:39:53,812 Don't walk away. 1485 01:39:53,836 --> 01:39:55,395 Come back, come back. 1486 01:39:55,425 --> 01:39:57,389 Come back today. 1487 01:39:57,413 --> 01:39:58,837 Come back, come back. 1488 01:39:58,861 --> 01:40:00,506 Why can't you see. 1489 01:40:00,530 --> 01:40:02,164 Come back, come back. 1490 01:40:02,188 --> 01:40:03,866 Come back to me. 1491 01:40:03,896 --> 01:40:05,605 And I know I was wrong. 1492 01:40:05,635 --> 01:40:07,329 When I said it was true. 1493 01:40:07,353 --> 01:40:10,436 That it couldn't be me and be her in between. 1494 01:40:10,460 --> 01:40:12,568 Without you. 1495 01:40:13,747 --> 01:40:15,854 Without you. 1496 01:40:16,983 --> 01:40:19,061 Without you. 1497 01:40:20,060 --> 01:40:22,228 Without you. 1498 01:40:36,903 --> 01:40:39,611 Without you. 1499 01:40:40,430 --> 01:40:42,658 Without you. 1500 01:40:43,906 --> 01:40:46,913 Without you. 1501 01:40:47,383 --> 01:40:50,250 Without you