Come on, Mami!
Come on!
Oh, a bridge that someone's fighting over
A bridge that someone's fighting over
A bridge so old so let it go
Where's the bridge that's gonna take me home?
A bridge that someone's fighting over
A bridge that someone's praying over
A bridge so old so let it go
Wait. Ready? Ready? Ready?
Trust me? Do you trust me, baby?
Do you trust me? Do you trust me?
Put your fucking... Put your hands on the wheel.
Give me a kiss. Put your...
The bridge that someone's fighting over
A bridge that someone's fighting for
A bridge so old so let it go
All right. No lazy steps.
Let's go ahead and run it off.
I want constant fluid movement today.
- Is that understood? - Yes, coach!
And you better come
into every single match with a plan,
because you better believe if you don't have a plan,
your rival does.
All right!
Go ahead and pair up.
Find your battle buddies right now.
I need you to leave everything on the mat
and keep it in the circle.
Remember, you are future holders
of the great machine. Let's go!
Every time you walk out this door,
you look at that sign,
Carpe Diem. Seize the day.
There are no second chances. There are no second acts.
There is no goddamn motherfucking second place.
You better come in to every single match with a plan.
Because if you don't have a plan,
I can tell you right now,
your rival has a plan,
and it will manifest itself in your defeat.
And you will lose.
Let's go. Let's go. Let's go. And up!
Over your heads. Over your head. Hold it!
Five, six, seven, eight.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight.
One, two, three, four, five, six seven, eight.
One, two...
cannot be taken down,
I am a new machine.
I cannot be taken down, I am a new machine.
I cannot be taken down,
I am a new machine.
I beat you home? That's a first.
Yeah. Today was a long one.
Long, but good? Yeah.
Mmm. I know exactly how you feel, babe.
You want some food? Yeah.
I want what they're having.
It's high protein. Yeah.
How was school? It was good.
You do realize there are more words in the English language
you can use to speak with your father, yeah?
School was good. Uh-huh.
But practice went over
and I have a history test tomorrow,
so I need to start homework. Okay.
All right. There you go.
I still need you down here by 9:00.
I know. All right.
Come on. Okay now I'm gonna
- let my hands down. - No.
Come on. No, I don't trust myself.
I don't trust myself.
Goddess is about to arrive.
Don't play like you don't want me right now.
You're obsessed with me.
Shut the fuck up
All right, one of y'all put a song on.
Like it was cool, but...
Hey, wake up.
Let's go! Yeah, I'm up.
Downstairs in five. All right.
You ready? Yeah.
Go.
Love is patient. Love is kind.
Love is not rude. It doesn't boast.
Love also forgets wrong.
If we spent more time loving one another,
hate would cease.
So you have a choice. Love works better.
Love is better for us. It makes the world better,
but we have to be in action. How much...
How do you want to love? How can I love?
Well, you know what, it could be just by a smile.
A smile on your face could... A smile. Amen.
- Change somebody's day. - Yes. Amen.
Now you choose
whether you use the love correctly.
So I want to remind you that love is
a four-letter word, and so is hate.
We're in a world full of hate right now.
Everybody's pointing a finger at somebody else.
And you're no good. And you're no good.
And we're no good. And they're no good.
Ain't nobody good right now.
So we need love to bring people back.
There used to be an old thing when I was growing up
that says it takes a village to raise a child.
It's gonna take that same village
to bring us back to love as a country.
What a difference a day made
Twenty-four little hours
You get in late last night?
Not really.
Not really, huh? You're just falling asleep
- in church for no reason? - No, I mean...
Were you bored with that service today?
No, I mean, it's just...
How's your shoulder, Ty? Still sore?
On and off. I'm gonna call Steve.
Just get an appointment to make sure.
No, it's fine. He's fine.
You're one to talk. I got my eye on it.
You had your eye on your knee, too.
Look where that got you.
I'm sure he's fine, but we have a whole season ahead.
And I'm sorry again I'm gonna miss this one,
but your dad will be there, and Em will be there,
and I'll be at the next one. No, I can't be there either.
What?
I told you. Practice got moved.
It's your brother's first meet.
I have to study.
Everybody else can't meet that late.
And Bethany's mom says that we can't...
Oh, that's what this is about.
Your friends at Bethany's house.
Mom, he doesn't even care if I'm there!
Very true. Do you care if I'm there?
No, I don't care if you're there.
You do care. And you should care.
He doesn't. Okay. All right.
There's nothing to worry about here. And you know why?
Because the wise and noble father
is gonna be there to hold it down.
Really? Where is he? Where is he?
If you see him, will you send him my way, please?
Shame on you.
If you see him, send him my way too.
We can go right now. We can go?
Oh, we can go right now. That's what's up?
You think you can take your old man?
Hold on.
You think you can mess with this?
You guys. What's up?
Can we not? What's up?
It's that shoulder, right? Come on.
What's up?
- Did you start? - Did I start?
I'm just making sure you started.
No. Did you?
- Dad started. - Get out my ear.
You let me know when you're ready.
Yeah, can you not hit your sister?
You all right? I'm fine, man.
You let me know when you're ready.
You okay?
You let me know. You let me know.
Can we not scare the people, please?
Shh. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet. Quiet.
Come on!
One more.
Let's go. One, one more.
One more? One more.
I see you. I see you. Come on.
What you... What you got? What you got? Get in there.
You good, brah? I'm good.
Flex too hard?
You flex too hard?
You got me. You got me. This hurts.
But it all starts with a piece of dirt,
and it turns into something magnificent.
Something that makes
a contribution to your community.
It's a beautiful thing.
You gotta take pride in what you do, son.
Never forget that.
Check this out. Show you this master bedroom.
If you could be so lucky one day
to have a bedroom like this bedroom,
then you'd be doing all right.
You'd be doing all right. Check it out.
You know spaghetti is Alexis' favorite dish, right?
You should have seen the first time that she had it.
We got it on video, okay?
We got to find it. I got to find it for you.
- Dad! - It's hilarious.
She ate it with her hands, and it got everywhere.
I'm talking chunks of meat and red sauce,
just all over the place like a wild animal.
- Dad, shut up! - So cute!
So cute.
It was adorable. It was the most lovely thing.
Oh, my God.
It's beautiful. It was beautiful.
Plus, you were so cute.
What?
Now in the eye of your mind,
in your mind's eye,
I want you to fixate on your source code,
on your soul's source of pure unadulterated inspiration.
Something that is inspiring to you and you alone.
I want you to look at it. I want you to take it in.
I want it to be your guiding light right now, all right?
And then I want you to repeat after me...
I will not let you down. Repeat.
I will not let you down.
You will not let me down. Repeat.
You will not let me down.
My folks won't let me down.
My coach won't let me down.
I cannot be taken down. I am a new machine. Say it!
I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine.
One more time!
I cannot be taken down.
I am a new machine.
One more time with me!
I cannot be taken down. I am a new machine.
One more time!
I cannot be taken down. I am a new machine.
All right, Mavericks on three.
One, two, three.
Mavericks! Mavericks!
Mavericks!
Mavericks! Mavericks! Mavericks!
One, two, three!
You see it? Yep.
You see it? You feel the difference?
Yeah, I feel the difference all right.
Can you get up? All right. Yeah.
All right. If you did it the way I taught you,
you would have had him 20 seconds earlier, all right?
Get up.
The kid was a chump, man.
You may have been able to pin him quick
because you're faster and you're stronger,
but your technique...
Getting to State is about technique.
You feel me? You good? Yeah. I'm good.
Your shoulder's good? It's not hurting?
No. You sure?
I'm sure. All right. Come on.
Let me see that fireman one more time.
Come on. Come on.
Clams Casino, nigga
ASAP
- Emily! - What?
- Em! - What?
Emily!
Hurry up, man. Shut up.
Michael J. Fox looking nigga.
Come on, brah.
- Close my door. - Close your own door.
Yo, yo, yo. And there... Hello.
How was your day? It was fine.
Could've been better, but it's cool...
I got a suit fitted.
For the Maverick Ball? Yep.
You're gonna look good. Oh, your sister's going.
What group is she going with? You think I would know?
She just better not be going with my ass, all right?
- You are your sister's keeper. - Since when?
It's not like it's your prom.
Is Alexis excited?
Yeah, I hope so. She's had her dress for long enough.
How was your day? Exhausting.
Oh, that divorce is happening.
I have some notes for you to do.
I keep telling her if she'd spread her schedule out
and worked Fridays, she wouldn't be so exhausted.
My patients have me until Thursday.
Come Friday I want to be with my babies.
Kiss?
There's my girl.
Good day?
Yeah. Not bad.
You done with your homework? Not yet.
What you waiting for?
I just came down to say hi to Mom.
It's a two-second break.
- Oh. - How's your knee?
The usual.
Go make your bath. Yes, ma'am.
Hey, you didn't take any of my pain pills, did you?
- No. Why? - It's all good.
SLAP stands for.
Superior Labrum Anterior and Posterior.
This top area here is where the biceps tendon
attaches to the labrum.
That's why you are also feeling pain
running up your arm.
Now, in your case,
if you don't remember a specific event,
then you could have aggravated your shoulder
and then over time,
with repetition, made it worse and worse.
Since it's the labrum,
it's not just overhead activities.
Any strenuous activity on the biceps tendon
will enhance it, as well.
Okay, um... I'm sorry. So, like, what...
What does that mean?
Well, you've done extreme damage.
You have a level five out of five SLAP tear.
I've never actually seen this level tear in person.
Well, I mean, it's not that bad.
I could easily push through it.
I'm afraid you need surgery or you're running the risk of
permanent, irreversible, damage.
But I'm... But I'm in season right now, so...
I understand. But Tyler, this is very serious.
I highly recommend you stop
all physical activity immediately
and we get you surgery as soon as possible.
Wait, what if... What if we did it, um...
What if we did it at the end of season
and I could, you know,
I could recover over the summer?
And I could be ready for next year for college?
I can't see you making another match,
let alone an entire season.
Then, to be honest, recovery would take much longer
than just the summer.
You're likely never to fully recover to the way you were,
but the sooner we address this, the better.
You're young and you'll heal very well.
It's going to take time.
I can call your mom if you...
No, you don't have to do that.
I'll... I'll talk to her.
I'm very sorry, Tyler.
That's one bottle of vodka.
There you go.
You got it, bud? Yeah.
Ty, there's water coming through my door!
Ty, there's water everywhere. What are you doing?
Tyler?
Geez. Every practice.
Don't be a pussy.
Let him up!
What's the matter, Ty?
Let's do this. I'm right here with you. Come on.
Go.
Come on. One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Six. Come on.
Seven.
Eight. Two more.
One more, baby.
How you doing?
You done now? Yeah, I'm good.
That's it? I'm done.
Broke down in tears today,
and Linda continues to refuse any type of communication.
How's it coming? Good.
How many more you got? Halfway.
What's this format? Why's the date over there?
It's the format she told me to do.
Can you just let me do my thing?
I don't pay you to do your thing.
I pay you to do my thing.
Technically she pays me. You know, there you go again.
What's that attitude about? What do you mean?
You know exactly what I mean. Hey, stop!
Turn it off and look at me.
Look around here for a sec.
Who do you think keeps all this running?
Now, your mother may be great with the patients,
but she don't know nothing about running a business.
You think if I quit my job
and stopped running your mother's business,
that you'd have a place to even
lay that big head of yours? Huh?
No. Then what's up?
I mean, I just have a lot going on right now.
Do you really? What, you think me and your mom
don't got a lot going on?
Wait until you get out on your own in the world
and have real responsibilities.
You got to be able to balance it, Ty.
Now, we talked about this, brah.
If you can't keep it going, you can forget about
hanging out with your friends or running around
with that little girl of yours. You...
Quit shaking your head at me, boy.
This is my house. If you don't like the way
I run things, then you can be up out.
I told you you didn't have to work for me
and you didn't have to train with me.
You asked for that. That was your choice, right?
And I'm not the one who chose wrestling,
but if you're gonna do something,
you might as well do it right.
I said it before, I'll say it again.
The world don't give a shit about you or me.
We are not afforded the luxury of being average.
Got to work 10 times as hard just to get anywhere.
It's...
Ty, I don't push you because I want to.
I push you because I have to.
Do you hear what I'm saying, son?
Do you hear what I'm saying? Yeah. Yeah.
Good.
Man, I look at y'all sometimes and think of
all the opportunities you have that I didn't.
Wishing Nana and Three Papa had done for me.
You don't know how good you got it.
Pin! Pin!
Get him, Ty!
Pin him down! Pin him down!
Yes! Go, Tyler! Come on, Ty!
Let's go! Let's go!
- Single leg. Single leg. - Yeah!
Get his shoulder down, Ty!
Get his shoulder down.
Come on. Come on, Tyler!
Can't let him work like that, Ty! Come on!
Come on, babe! Get up! Get up!
Match. Dragon win.
Get up!
It's all right, Tyler!
Good job!
It's okay! It's all right, babe!
It's all right!
Let's go, Williams!
- Let's go! - You can do better.
You can do better.
Let's do this, Tyler!
Come on now, Tyler!
Come on, Ty! Come on, you got this!
Get up, Tyler! Get up, babe!
Roll out!
Spring out! Spring out!
It's okay. It's okay.
Calm down. It's all right. It's all right.
He did this to himself through sheer stupidity!
Watch your voice. Steve should've told us.
So much for a scholarship.
I don't know what the hell he was thinking.
Steve said he didn't call
because Tyler wanted to tell us personally.
So he's been lying to us this whole time?
It's his attitude, I'm telling you. The boy...
Gonna be somebody, oh I follow
Oh and it's so cloudy Running showers and the mist so fly
I feel like I haven't seen you in forever.
I feel the same way.
I missed you. I missed you, too.
Your callouses are getting better, at least.
Yeah, that's because I haven't been lifting.
Oh, right. Shit. Sorry.
I'm not really in the mood right now.
Why not? I mean, it's...
Baby, it's been forever. I mean...
I know you're under a lot of pressure right now,
but I'm just getting really scared.
About what? What's going on? Are you okay?
I still haven't gotten my period.
What?
It's been like two, three weeks.
I don't know. I'm just...
I have nobody to talk to about it
and I'm just getting really scared.
Don't be... Don't be scared.
First of all, you can always talk to me.
All right? Look, you can always talk to me.
We're in this together.
I don't want you to ever feel like
you should be scared or anything like that.
Look at me. Babe, look at me.
Everything's going to be okay, all right?
All right?
Yeah.
Come here.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I be up to my feet
I'll wake up feeling weak
Wake me up in a week
I love you. I love you too.
I love you so much.
I think this is it.
Yeah?
Fucking assholes. Just don't look at them.
Why do they have to do that?
Do what?
You want me to drop you off here?
Drop me off? I mean, where do you...
What else do you want me to do?
Are you kidding? Just find... Get parking. Just park.
Right here cool? Yeah, it's fine.
You know you're going to go to hell!
- Don't be a murderer! - Thou shalt not kill!
All right, let me have everybody's attention.
All right.
Look, these people out here are crazy, man.
And these women, they carry guns on them. I seen it.
All right, I also seen them try to convince
a young woman not to go through the procedure,
because they promised her to adopt her child.
And guess what? They didn't.
Didn't help her out at all.
And guess what? She's stuck.
They tell people the worst things
every single day and I got to take it.
But listen, I'm here for y'all, all right?
But all I ask in return
is that you're here for me as well.
So please,
do not go out here and mess with these crazy women.
Okay? All right.
- Thanks. - Thank you.
Can we go? Just... Can we please leave?
Yeah.
You all right?
I just want to get out of here.
You'll go to hell for what you've done! Murderer!
- Thou shalt not kill! - Hey!
Leave them alone!
- Nigger! - What?
I said "Nigger!" What the fuck
you just say to me? I said "Nigger!"
Don't fucking say shit like that!
You can't say that, bitch! I said "Nigger!"
No, get in the car, Alexis! Get in the car!
Don't be saying shit like... You racist!
Go! Get in the car! Come on.
- Let's go! - Nigger!
Fuck you, bitch!
I'm sorry. You shouldn't have had to see that. I'm sorry.
You okay? What happened?
I couldn't do it.
What? I couldn't do it.
What do... What do you mean you couldn't do it?
I don't... I don't know.
I just... I don't know. Babe, why didn't you just
do it while we were there? We could've did it
while we were at... We... I'm just confused.
I don't have to go...
Confused about what? We need to talk
about it again. Talk about what?
We need to just talk about it again.
We talked about it! What more is there to talk about?
Why are you yelling at me?
I'm not yelling at you. You're yelling at me.
I'm not yelling at you! Yes, you are!
No, I'm not!
God.
All right, whatever. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry! You don't understand how hard this is.
It's my body. I get it's your body.
Relax! You... No, you don't get it.
You don't get it. And I... You...
I don't know if I can do an abortion.
What the fuck are you talking about?
Huh? I don't know if I can do it.
What do you...
Stop crying! What do you mean you can't get an abortion?
Fuck you! Don't tell me to stop crying!
This is my body and you have no idea what it's like!
I get it's your body! I know! Whatever.
We're seniors in high school!
We shouldn't be fucking having a baby right now. Like...
Yeah, that's your point of view!
Thank you for caring about mine.
Why would I care about an... What is wrong with you?
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Stupid. God. Stupid what?
Stupid ass bitch! What the fuck... Stop the fucking car!
Are you talking about? I'll stop the fucking car! Fuck you!
Stop the fucking car. Get out the fucking car
if you wanna get out the fucking car! Ow!
What the fuck is wrong with you? Fuck you!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Fuck you!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
You're just going to fucking
walk out of the fucking car like that?
Yeah, I'm going to walk out of the fucking car!
Why the fuck... Leave me the fuck alone!
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Come on, Lex! Lex!
I can't... I...
I can't just leave you out here! Just get...
Just get in the car, Alexis! Just leave! Just leave!
Just get in the car! Leave me alone!
I'll take you fucking home and...
It doesn't even make sense! No, just leave me alone!
Just go!
Whatever, brah.
You want to walk? Whatever. Fucking walk then!
Bye!
How she going...
Fuck.
Fuck! Fuck, fuck, fuck!
Fuck! Fuck!
Fuck!
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Martin had a dream
Kendrick has a dream
Ha!
All my life I want money and power
Respect my mind or die from lead shower
I pray my dick get big as the Eiffel Tower
So I can fuck the world for 72 hours
Goddamn, I got bitches
Damn, I got bitches Damn, I got bitches
Wifey, girlfriend and mistress
All my life I want money and power
Respect my mind or die from lead showers
I got 25 lighter on my dresser, yes, sir
Put fire to that ass Body cast on a stretcher
And her body got that ass that a ruler couldn't measure
And it make me cum fast
But I never get embarrassed
And I recognize you have what I've been wanting
Since that record...
That Adina Howard had pop it fast to impress her...
Come on. Dude, dude, dude. Lay off me, man.
Yo, let's go.
Yo. Let's get the fuck up out of here, bro.
He said he can feel my fucking presence.
Yo. Yo.
I can't open my eyes.
Every time I start opening them, they close.
You're fucking faded.
Wow, you're fucking faded, son.
Every time I try to open them, they close.
You want me to open them, brah?
I can't open my eyes! Yo! Get the fuck...
Yo, get back in here, brother! No fucking joke!
Stop! Yo! Get back in... Bro, get back in here!
I can't open my eyes!
Ty, what is going on?
Ty, what...
Oh, my God, Tyler. I'm sorry.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
You want to get in the bath?
You should be quiet.
You should be quiet because Mom and Dad are gonna hear you, okay?
Okay? Okay.
Yes, yes, yes.
Do you want to take a bath?
Did I wake you?
No, it's fine. You didn't wake me.
I'm sorry. I know.
I just had a really bad night, you know?
I know.
I know, I know.
I just had a really bad night, you know?
I know. Shh... And I didn't mean to, like...
I didn't mean to wake you, you know?
I didn't mean to... I know.
I didn't mean to... Shh, shh, shh.
I didn't mean to.
Ty, you have to be quiet, please.
I'm sorry. I know, I know.
I know, it's okay.
It's okay.
I'm sorry. I'm... I'm... It's okay. It's okay.
Me
Can you focus on me?
Baby, can you focus on me?
Babe
Hands in the soap
Have the faucet's running
And I keep looking at you
Stuck on your phone and you're stuck in your zone
And you don't have a clue
But I don't wanna give up
Baby, I just want you to get up
Lately I've been a little fed up
Wish you would just focus on me
Me
Can you focus on me?
Baby, can you focus on me?
Me
Can you focus on me
Baby, can you focus on me?
Lazy and broke?
But I feel alone even when we're alone
And that don't cost a thing
But I don't wanna give up
Your call has been forwarded...
Baby I just want you to get up
Lately I've been a little fed up
Fed up, yeah
Wish you would just focus on me
Can you focus on me?
Oh, yeah
Baby, can you focus on me?
Yeah, me
Can you focus on me?
Baby, can you focus on me?
Me
Baby, focus
Can't you see
I just wanna love you, baby
Look me in my eyes
Ooh
I never would've thought that
Feelings could get thrown in the air
I accidentally caught that
I need some new boxing gloves Shit got hectic
Whenever I fought back For example
Your call has been forwarded to a...
The fucking thought of you with somebody else I don't like that
Fuck!
Cellular convos getting left in the wrong
'Cause I get so fucking mad
When you don't write back
This isn't a song
I just happen to rhyme when I get emo
And find time to write facts
I fucking hate you
But I love you
I'm bad at keeping my emotions bubbled
You're good at being perfect
We're good at being troubled...
Tyler?
I'm fine!
Tyler, what is going on?
I fucking hate you
But I love you dd I love you
Tyler!
- Tyler! Tyler! - Hey, man!
We're good at being troubled
Open the door!
Open the goddamn door, Tyler!
Girl, you fucking with my emotions
Hey!
Hey. Hey.
Girl, you look beautiful. No, you look...
You are. You look way more beautiful.
No, that's not true.
I love your dress.
Thanks.
It's cute.
God, I love that color.
What are you putting on?
Oh, it's just like...
I don't even know what it's called.
It's just, like, this new lipstick.
Do you have anything?
I have... Yeah.
I... Put it on. Why don't you have it on?
Well, because I have these stupid freaking braces on.
Oh, my God. Please give this to me.
I feel like it's... It's going to look good.
It'll look silly.
No. Just like...
Yeah, like, press them together.
There you go.
It looks good. Don't worry about your braces.
It looks super cute. I like it.
For you I was the flame
Love is a losing game
Five story fire as you came
Love is a losing game
One I wished I never played
Oh, what a mess we made
And now the final frame
What are you doing?
Stop!
Where are you going, Tyler?
I need to go to the store.
You're grounded. You're not going anywhere.
I'm 18 years old. You can't ground me.
Why do you smell like alcohol?
Turn around and answer me.
Have you been drinking?
Where is your sling?
Did you just take the keys from your dad's office?
Give them to me. No.
Tyler. Give me the keys.
I need to go.
You're not going anywhere. Give me the keys.
Bullshit. Watch me. Watch your mouth!
Hey, what's going on?
Tyler took the keys from your office
and he's been drinking. This is bullshit.
Don't talk to your mother like that.
She's not my mom. All right, you're not my fucking mom.
My real mom is dead!
All right? She doesn't talk to me
like a fucking condescending bitch like you, bitch.
- Shut up right now. - I am your mom.
No, you're not my fucking mom. All right?
- Tyler! - I am.
- You're pathetic, Catherine! - Tyler, ease back.
- You're pathetic! - I am...
- You don't really love me! - Tyler, you need to...
I am your mother. You're not my real mom!
You can't even have kids. I am your mother, Tyler.
You can't even fucking have kids!
You say one more thing like that to her,
I'm gonna come over there and lay your ass out...
Fuck you! Fuck you!
Yeah, fuck you. I fucking hate you, man.
I fucking hate you. I can't stand you, man.
Is that the case? You hate me, huh?
Come at me, brah. Just fucking come at me.
I swear to God. You're drunk?
Yeah, I'm fucking drunk!
What you gonna fucking do about it?
Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!
Stop it!
Get the fuck off me, nigga!
Are you okay, babe?
Talking all that shit!
Don't you leave this house, Tyler.
Don't you leave this house, Tyler!
Blazin', mi don't want dem
Mi need dem
Blazin', blazin', blazin'
Yo mi tek har outta bugah red and put her in a tall skirt
And now she find out what life is really worth
No to X-rated
I am a God
We're here!
I am a God
Hurry up with my damn massage
Hurry up with my damn menage
Get the Porsche out the damn garage
I am a God
Even though I'm a man of God
My whole life in the hand of God
All right, who's ready to raise fucking hell?
Chang. Chang. Chang. Chang.
And here's a few snake-ass niggas to bite you
I don't even wanna hear about what niggas might do
Old niggas mentally still in high school
Since the tight jeans they never liked you
Emily, can you please call me back?
It's an emergency.
We the Rat Pack
Virgil Pyrex, Don C snapback Ibn diamond, Chi-town shining
Monop' in this bitch, get a change of climate
Hop in this bitch and get the same thing I'm in
Until the day I get struck by lightning
I am a God
Hello? Hi, Ryan?
This is Tyler's mom.
Yes, I'm so sorry to bother you tonight,
but we are... We're having an emergency over here.
We're looking for Tyler. Have you heard from him?
Tyler. Yo, Tyler. Your mom just called me.
She's talking about, like,
a family emergency or something.
Everything's cool, man. You want a beer?
Yeah, sure. But, yo, are you... Are you good?
I'm good, man. I'll be right there.
All right, dude.
I just texted you the address.
It's like five miles north of here. Yes.
Can you hear me? Yeah.
Yeah, I'm gonna go get him right now.
Okay, hurry! Please, hurry. Yeah.
On my way right now.
See things do come around
But some things trouble me
The people I've met and the places I've been
Are all what make me the man I so proudly am
But I wanna know one thing
When did I become a ghost?
I'm most confused about the world I lived in
You think that I'm lonely Well, I probably am
One thing that still gets me
When did I become a ghost?
Hey
Should you be drinking right now?
What are you doing here?
You told your parents without talking to me first?
You blocked me?
I'm trying to talk to you, but you block me?
I mean, did you fuck him? What?
Did you fuck him? Who?
I saw you go upstairs.
I fucking saw you go upstairs. Did you fuck him?
With who? With who? Franky?
Who do you think I'm talking about? Yes!
What the... Franky's one of my
best friends since elementary school.
He's fucking gay, you idiot. Oh, stop lying, Alexis.
I'm not lying. You would know that
if you'd listen to anything that I say!
It's bullshit! It's bullshit!
It's not bullshit.
It's bullshit like... And you would know that
if you listened to anything I ever say.
And the drinks aren't for me. They're for my friends.
The ones upstairs that
you never took the chance to get to know!
Stop fucking lying, Alexis. You don't care about anyone,
but your fucking self! Stop fucking lying.
That's why I can't talk to you!
I care about nobody but my fucking self, right now?
Don't fucking walk away from me!
Fuck you! Move! Listen. Listen.
Look, we can keep it, Alexis.
Alexis, Lex. Look at... Look at me.
Look at me. Look at me. We can fucking keep it.
We can keep it. We don't have to get a fucking abortion.
Fuck you! You think I'm gonna raise my baby with you?
Look at you!
What you mean, "Look at me"?
I'm here for you, bitch! I'm fucking here for...
Stop calling me a bitch! You fucking him...
Go fuck yourself! You stupid ass bitch!
Stupid ass bitch! Fucking walk away from me.
Fuck you! You go to the fucking
abortion clinic
and you're getting rid of that shit!
Fuck you!
I'm sorry, Alexis. I'm sorry, Alexis.
Come on. Wake up.
Wake up. Come on. Come...
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
What did I do?
I'm sorry. Come on.
What happened? Who is that?
- It's Alexis. - Call the cops!
- Oh, my God. - No freaking way.
Oh, my God!
- Whoa... - Is she dead?
I don't know the address.
- She's lying there... - Did somebody...
Did somebody call 911? And she's bleeding.
There's blood near her head.
Hello?
Who is it?
Are you okay?
Are you okay? Uh-huh.
Okay. You seen your brother? Has Tyler been here?
Hey, Em. Has Tyler been here?
Tyler. What's going on with you?
Talk to me!
What is going on, Tyler?
Open the fucking door, Tyler!
Open the fucking door!
You're scaring me!
What did you do? Open the door!
Open the door!
Where are you going?
Stop walking when I'm talking to you!
Tyler, stop!
Young female, blunt force trauma to head.
Freeze! Right now! Get on your knees!
Put your hands behind your back, now!
Huh? Was that his girlfriend?
Was that his girlfriend in the ambulance?
It was? Yeah?
But you don't know what happened?
Was he here?
This is State of Florida vs. Tyler Williams.
Mister Williams, will you please stand?
Tyler Williams, for your conviction of the crime of
murder in the second degree, upon your plea of guilty,
it is the order of this court that you be sentenced
to the State Correctional Institution of Miami
for the rest of your natural life.
Consistent with the requirements
of the Florida Constitution,
this sentence is technically with mercy,
which makes you eligible for parole
after you have served 30 years.
This is your last shot of this. All right?
Sign up for the tournament, get those credits in.
Don't embarrass your parents.
You're not gonna go home
and forget everything I taught you?
I'm going to miss you all. It's been a great year.
Hey. Sorry.
Hey. Hello?
Hi. Sorry, I... I don't mean to bother you.
Did I, um... Did I bump into you the other day?
What?
Did I bump into you earlier?
Uh, yeah, outside Mr. Stanley's fifth period?
Oh, yeah, it's fine. It's cool.
I'm so sorry about that.
Um...
Uh... Sorry to have bothered you too.
Um, are you here to judge or...
The lip sync final? Yeah.
Mmm-hmm.
Nice. Yeah, I'm just doing the improv final.
I just put it off, uh,
all semester, so now here I am.
What... Do you have a lot left today or is it just this?
Just the lip sync final. Nice. Yes, nice. Nice, nice.
Same for me. I'm just...
Got this one left and then I'm done.
Um...
Total shot in the dark. Uh... Would you maybe want to, like,
grake something to eat with me later?
What?
"Grake something"? What did you just say?
Would you maybe want to grab something
to eat with me later?
Um...
Um... Sure.
Awesome. Uh...
Where? I don't know.
Where do you want to eat?
Um...
There's a diner down the street that we could go to.
Great.
Cool. Awesome.
Well, I'm Luke, by the way. Emily.
What's your name? Emily? Emily.
Okay. When do you get out?
Um...
I don't... I'm not completely sure yet. I don't know.
Okay. But before 3:00, I guess.
Okay, well, I'll, uh... Then when I get out,
I'll just come wait outside here and we can go.
Yeah. Do you want one of these?
Um...
I don't know what flavor it is. Blue raspberry.
There you go. All right, I'll see you later.
I'm not gonna lie.
I actually didn't think you were going to show up.
Really? No.
Why?
Um... I don't know. I've just never...
I've never asked somebody to hang out like that before.
Someone... Someone like you.
Like me? I don't... What does that mean?
No, it doesn't mean... You're just really beautiful.
And, uh...
I don't know. I don't know. That's all.
What a difference a day made
I love this song. Yeah? I don't know it.
I mean, I'm sure I've heard it,
but I don't know what it is.
My grandparents used to play this stuff all the time.
Really? Mmm-hmm.
Oh.
My grandpa used to stay up all night
and listen to records,
sometimes dance with my grandma.
Well, that... That's cool.
Yeah. Yeah. They're gone now, though.
Oh, I'm sorry.
No, it's okay. That sucks.
I still see my other grandma all the time.
Yeah?
Do you talk to your grandparents?
Um, yeah, on my mom's side. Oh, not on your dad's side?
No, I don't know anybody on my dad's side really.
Do you want to, um...
Do you want to split a burger?
Um...
I'm eating burgers at breakfast, lunch and dinner
since the season ended.
Right. You're in wrestling?
Yes, I am. How did you know that?
Well, I may have Insta-stalked you
after the lip sync final. Really? Oh, nice!
And maybe Twitter.
I'm not... I'm actually...
I actually am not gonna lie, I did the same thing to you,
but I couldn't find anything.
Yeah, I deleted everything. Why?
Um...
I don't know. Why do you think?
I don't know. That's why I asked.
Um... You know
who my brother is, right? Yes.
Well, people would just, uh...
Just send me really horrible messages all the time.
Oh, fuck.
Terrible, so...
I'm sorry.
You know, people can be such assholes.
Fuck 'em.
Fuck 'em good. Fuck 'em good.
Okay.
Hello? - Hey!
Hi. - Where are you?
Um, I'm in my bedroom. - Oh, nice.
Where are you?
I'm in the, um... My living room.
Nice. - Sitting on the sofa.
Comfy sofa? - Scrumfy.
Scrumfy.
So I have a few questions for you.
Oh, wow. Okay, I'm nervous now.
I thought I'd get to know you better.
You know, I wrote a... I typed up some questions
I thought I wanted to ask you.
Um, are you excited for college?
Um... Whoa. I mean...
Fuck! Holy shit! Do you see that?
That's a manatee. I fucking love manatees.
They're like if a cow and an elephant
had a baby in the water.
You know what they're more like is, uh,
like, they move so slow like a sloth.
Yeah, kind of. Yeah. You know?
We should go see them.
We should go, like, up north
and swim with them. Have you ever been?
Do you know the springs? Um, no.
We should go. Do you want... Would you be down to go?
Yeah, but how would we do that?
We'd just take my car. It's summer.
We can just take my car. Whatever.
When I was little,
I wanted to be a vet.
That was one of the things I wanted to be,
which I still really care about.
Would you then want to, like, work at a zoo or something?
Well, if... Yeah. I mean...
I like emergency, um, vet clinics.
Like that always... - Right.
Excited me just because
I felt like if I can help this animal in its...
In its moment of intense need...
Do you sing? No. I mean, I do sing
but I'm not a good singer for sure.
It hurts my heart.
That you can't sing? No, totally.
Everybody can sing in the shower though.
Not me.
I sing Vampire Weekend in the shower,
shit don't sound right.
How great is our God
Sing with me How great is our God
And all will see How great...
Is our God
Yeah. I was raised... I was raised Christian, so...
Oh, yeah?
Yeah. My dad's dad is a minister.
Okay. Um, that's cool.
I'm sorry, I don't mean...
I hope I didn't offend you by making this...
Why would you offend me?
I don't know. I really shouldn't have.
No, it's fine. I... I think it's weird when people are
judgmental or think people are evil because they're not...
Exactly. Christian or Catholic,
or whatever they may be. Completely.
I completely agree.
Here, check the... Wait for this part.
This shit's fire.
This is fire.
Give it a second.
Whoo-hoo!
The first is that God is better
than the world's best thing.
God is better than...
Magnify, magnify Lift it on high
Spit it Spotify to qualify a spot on His side
I cannot modify or ratify My momma made me apple pies
Lullabies and alibis
The book don't end with Malachi
Devil will win employee of the month by the dozen
'Till one score and three years
From the third when he doesn't
My village raised 'em a child Come through the crib
And it's bustin' You meet anyone from my city
They gon' say that we cousins
Shabach, Barak Edify, electrify
The enemy like Hedwig 'till he petrified
Any petty Peter Pettigrew
Could get the pesticide 79th, 79th
I don't believe in science I believe in signs
All right.
- You got it. - Come on, you got it.
You got it! Go on. Yeah, you got it.
- Go! You got it. Come on. - Don't drop...
Just don't drop straight down.
Come on!
- But I'm jumping down! - Jump that way.
- Go, like, forward. - Like, jump out?
Yeah, like a little forward.
Yeah, you got it. Take a leap. Come on.
- Take a leap of faith. - Yeah, there you go.
Jump. Jump. Jump! Jump! Jump! Jump!
Jump! Jump! Jump!
So when can you? When can you do it?
You really want to start this fight right now?
With everything?
We both know that this started before, okay?
- It's just gotten worse. - Unbelievable.
What? What's unbelievable?
Will you say something to me? Tell me. What is it? What?
What's unbelievable? Catherine, please.
I'm right here. I'm all ears. What is it?
I'm sorry I don't want to fuck you right now.
Okay?
We are in crisis here. Remember?
Mmm-hmm.
It's so much. There's so much to push through.
We shouldn't have to think about that.
It's not just about the sex, Catherine.
You're not here. Like, you're not here.
You're not. It's not a family anymore.
I...
We still have other things to think about. All right?
We still have a daughter. We still have a daughter?
Where are you?
What do... What have you done for her?
What's that supposed to mean? What are you doing for her?
What are you talking about? You have...
You're not there for her. You were never there for her.
Even before. What? No.
You show up,
you play Mr. Nice Guy, and you leave all the work for me.
Is that what you want me to do?
What in the hell are you talking about?
You want me to go take care of her again for you?
What are you talking about?
You pushed him!
That's not...
You were not there for her.
It was different with Tyler, and you know that.
You know that I raised... You don't listen.
These kids the best way that I know.
You're not listening to me. You don't listen to anyone!
Well, at least I'm here, Catherine!
I'm the one that's trying to hold this family together.
Where are you?
There's a little black boy going out into this world...
I'm grieving!
I'm just asking you, can I grieve in my way, please?
Yeah. That's not fair.
I've done nothing but be here for you.
That's all I've done. I'm just trying to be a good...
I can't be around you. God.
Oh, God, you make me sick.
Wait... I make you sick?
What did I do to make you sick?
Like, honestly, I just want to be here for you, with you.
We're going through this together.
Hey.
I can't.
I can't look at you and not think of him.
I'm sorry.
You'll love my mom. She's the fucking greatest.
She drives me crazy, but she's the best.
What about your dad?
My dad? Mmm-hmm.
Um...
He's not the best dude.
Do you want to talk about it?
Um, sure, yeah. Uh...
Well, when I was a kid, he was just drunk
and on drugs a lot and, um...
Just did some pretty terrible stuff to me and my mom.
I mean, especially my mom.
And I couldn't do anything about it,
because I was just a kid.
But, yeah, eventually my mom cut us off.
And you haven't talked to him at all since?
No. No, he actually has cancer.
Really? Yeah, he has cancer.
I'm sorry. No, it's all right.
He's a piece of shit. He deserves it.
So... He's not in my life. I don't know him.
I really wish I could talk to my mom.
You don't talk to her? No, she's dead.
Really? Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
No, it's fine. It's okay. Um...
My stepmom is really my mom.
I mean, she's the one who raised us, so...
Yeah, I haven't seen my biological mom
since I was, like, a little girl.
Oh, no. Um... How'd she die?
She overdosed.
Really? Mmm-hmm.
I'm so sorry. It's fine.
I'm sorry too.
What are you going to do?
Do you know this song?
Is it Blood Orange?
Mmm-mmm.
I don't... No, I don't. Who is it?
Animal Collective.
But you claw me like a cat
I'm beaming
You totally don't have to do that.
Wait, what is it?
It's X. But seriously, there's no pressure at all.
Whatever you want to do, I'm up for it.
Okay.
What do you think? Um... Like, want to do it?
Yeah. Yeah, of course. Really? Okay, cool.
I like this.
Like, your lips are so soft. I know.
- So fucking beautiful. - Yeah.
Whoa! Whoa!
When you're alone I wanna say
"Let's just stay in"
No one's here in our apartment, babe
Put on the dress that I like
It makes me so crazy
Though I can't say why
Keep on your stockings for a while
Some kind of magic in...
The way you talk about your Look, look, look! It's a rainbow.
Blue eyeshadow It'll come back!
Look, look, look!
Way too cold!
You are but a phoenix among feathers
You're broken by the waves among the sea
They'll let you die They'll let you wash away
But you swim as well as you fly
Pretty little bird Pretty little bird
You've hit the window a few times
The window a few times
You pretty little bird Pretty little bird
You got so much schmutz on your face.
You still ain't scared of no heights
When the spiral down feels as good as the flight up
When hating you feels good for the night
When the morning comes I hope you're still mine
Okay.
Yeah?
Oh, yeah!
Okay. I'm sorry.
Hey, baby. I think...
I'm sorry. I think... I'm sorry.
It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Okay, fuck. I'm gonna cum.
Fuck. Okay. Sorry.
Did... Did you cum? Yeah.
Okay. I'm so sorry.
No, it's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Jesus Christ. No, no, no. Don't get...
No, it's fine. It's fine. It's really fine.
We can go again if you want, maybe?
Yeah, of course.
Yeah, it's okay. You can take your time.
It's okay. Don't worry. Okay.
I don't think you've been fishing with your daddy
since you was a little girl.
Thanks for coming.
I, uh...
I just wanted to apologize.
I feel like we haven't spoken in some time
and I'm responsible for that.
Well...
I don't even really know what's going on with you.
How you doing with everything?
I'm good.
Yeah?
Yeah.
You know it's okay if you're not.
You can tell me anything. You know that, right?
Yeah, I know.
I worry about you.
Dad, you don't need to worry about me.
Okay.
Okay? I'm fine. All right. All right.
How are you doing with everything?
Me?
It's been hard.
Hasn't it?
Don't know how to connect with your mother anymore.
What do you mean? She won't look at me.
She won't talk to me.
I think she hates me. I really do.
Dad, she doesn't hate you. No, she might.
She's just shutting down, you know?
She won't go to work.
Couldn't even if she wanted to.
The business will not recover. We're just losing money.
Just...
I just love her so much
but I'm losing her, and I don't know what to do.
I'm sorry.
Dad, don't apologize.
I shouldn't be telling you all this. Dad, don't apologize.
No, it's okay.
It's just...
I don't have anyone else to talk to.
I know. It's okay. Dad.
Dad. Yeah?
Look, I'm really happy you're telling me this stuff.
I promise, okay? Okay.
Thank you.
You know, I could've stopped it.
Stopped what? What do you mean?
Well...
I was there that night and...
I saw him following her. And I...
I had that sick feeling in my stomach.
Um...
I don't know what happened. I kind of just froze.
Baby.
It's just so crazy,
'cause if I just would've gotten up...
You know? No. No.
If I just would've gotten up, then...
I would've went up to him and stopped him,
and she would still be here. Wait. Listen to me.
This is not your fault. So I just... Yeah, it is.
No, it's not. It is.
Because I was there. No, and you can't blame yourself for it.
I could've done something... You understand me?
And I just didn't. You didn't do this.
Your brother did it. It's not...
I chose not to do anything.
Sweetheart, you didn't do it. This is not...
And I don't know why I did that.
This is not your fault.
It is.
It's not your fault.
Emily, hey.
And I hate him so much.
I hate him so much! I know.
What he did is evil, Dad! He's evil.
He's a... He's a monster! I understand that...
He's a monster for doing that to her! I don't...
I understand that you're angry.
How does somebody do that? You have every right to be.
Do you hear me? But your brother?
He's not a monster. He's not evil.
He's just a human being.
I know the pain that you're feeling right now.
Believe me, I know it.
I think about your brother every day
and the things that I could've done differently.
But we can't change it, you know?
All we have is now.
And I'm telling you this because I love you.
Holding on to that much hate will destroy a person,
and I'm not about to let that happen to you.
You have so much love to share with the world.
And so much life yet to live.
Hey, you remember Papa's favorite scriptures?
It said, "Hatred stirs up strife,"
"but love, love covers all offenses."
And I love you so much, baby girl. Come here.
It's okay.
I love you too. I know you do. I know.
What are you thinking about?
Uh, the hospital where my dad's at called today.
Really? What did they say?
They don't think he has much longer.
Oh, um...
Do they know how long?
Um...
I don't know. Like, not long at all.
They said he doesn't have more than a week.
Um, what are you going to do?
What do you mean?
Well, you have to see him. Why?
Because he's your dad.
Okay, I don't want to see him. And besides,
my car's in the shop and he's in Missouri.
Well, we can take my car.
You have to see your dad.
You will seriously regret it if you don't.
Okay, it says it's gonna take two days to get there,
but we can leave tomorrow. We could...
We could stop and we could break it up along the way.
Do you think you could make up an excuse for your mom?
Are you serious? Yes.
Can you make up an excuse? Yeah, yeah.
I guess I could make up an excuse.
Do you think... Could you?
I think we should do it.
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
Unreal!
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
This is not my life
It's just a fond farewell to a friend
It's not what I'm like
It's just a fond farewell
Yeah! Whoo!
Speaking of Nirvana
It was there
Rare as the feathers on my dash
From a phoenix
There with my crooked teeth and companions sleeping, yeah
Dreaming a thought that could
Dream about a thought
That could think of the dreamer that thought
That could think of dreaming and getting a glimmer of God
I be dreaming a dream in a thought
That could dream about a thought
That could think of dreaming a dream
Where I cannot
Hey, I think this is it.
This is the slowest fucking elevator.
Yeah.
Hey, Dad. Hi.
I missed you.
This is my girlfriend, Emily.
Hi. It's nice to meet you.
Beautiful.
Thank you.
Well, he's fighting. Everyone is different.
Sometimes it's rapid, sometimes it takes time.
He might be holding on more because you're here now.
However, this is taking longer than usual
and longer than we had anticipated.
Obviously, he's not ready to go yet.
And the best thing that you can do
is to help him feel peace and comfort when he's lucid.
So if there's anything that you need,
please let us know.
And I'll be back tomorrow to check in.
Thank you very much, Doctor.
Thank you very much, Doctor. I appreciate it.
Babe.
Baby, baby, wake up.
Wake up. What's up?
It's your dad. Your dad. Baby, your dad.
Hey. Do you have to go to the bathroom?
Bathroom?
What are you holding onto, Dad?
What's going on? What are you feeling?
Talk to me.
Or not.
You know, um...
You don't need to fight anymore.
I just want you to be at peace.
Um...
You know you're going to some place better.
- Right? - I know.
Yeah. You know.
You don't have any regrets?
Kind of.
Yeah?
Yeah? Well, you don't have to.
You don't need to.
You're okay.
Yeah, Dad. Just let it out.
Okay, folks. 15 minutes.
God wants us...
Amen. Amen.
It doesn't matter what happened.
What I'm talking about...
I love you.
I love you too.
I love you so much.