1 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:40,039 You good? 2 00:00:40,958 --> 00:00:43,835 Yeah, I just, um… Smoking a cigarette. 3 00:00:49,675 --> 00:00:50,676 You don't smoke. 4 00:00:52,719 --> 00:00:55,097 I don't know, man. I was just… I'm getting some air. 5 00:00:58,517 --> 00:00:59,810 Yeah? 6 00:00:59,893 --> 00:01:00,894 Yeah. 7 00:01:13,407 --> 00:01:15,117 You didn't talk to me all service. 8 00:01:18,996 --> 00:01:19,997 Was focused. 9 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:31,967 - Yeah, I don't like the way this feels. - I mean, neither do I, so… 10 00:01:37,431 --> 00:01:38,473 Well, what's up? 11 00:01:45,605 --> 00:01:46,606 What? 12 00:01:51,611 --> 00:01:52,612 Talked to Pete. 13 00:02:00,329 --> 00:02:01,330 Yeah. 14 00:02:03,415 --> 00:02:04,416 Yeah. 15 00:02:09,421 --> 00:02:12,382 - I wanted to talk to you about that. - Well, here we are. 16 00:02:17,387 --> 00:02:19,514 Okay. Um… 17 00:02:21,933 --> 00:02:24,478 Yeah, I should have… I should have… 18 00:02:24,561 --> 00:02:26,063 You're leaving. 19 00:02:26,146 --> 00:02:28,398 - No. No, that's… I'm not leaving. - You are quitting… 20 00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:30,651 - No. No, I'm not quitting. - …and you are leaving me 21 00:02:30,734 --> 00:02:32,444 - with all of this shit. - I'm not leaving anything. 22 00:02:32,527 --> 00:02:34,488 - And you couldn't even tell me. - No… That's not how it is. 23 00:02:34,571 --> 00:02:36,365 - I had to find it out from Pete. - Syd, can you just… 24 00:02:36,448 --> 00:02:37,908 - Okay, can you just hold on? - So… 25 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:39,534 Can you hold on? Can you just… 26 00:02:40,035 --> 00:02:42,871 Please. Give me a second. 27 00:03:03,600 --> 00:03:08,522 It's the best thing for the restaurant. Okay? 28 00:03:10,273 --> 00:03:11,942 We have to put the restaurant first. 29 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:18,281 Cool. 30 00:03:20,242 --> 00:03:21,243 Cool? 31 00:03:22,536 --> 00:03:23,537 Yeah, I mean, cool. 32 00:03:23,620 --> 00:03:26,164 If that's what you got for me, then that's what I have for you, you know? 33 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:27,749 That's what I got for you? What does that… 34 00:03:27,833 --> 00:03:30,544 It's not good enough. You're going to have to say something else. 35 00:03:30,627 --> 00:03:32,421 Yeah, I'm trying. I'm trying to think of what I can say. 36 00:03:32,504 --> 00:03:33,588 It's for the best of the restaurant? 37 00:03:33,672 --> 00:03:35,340 - That's why we have to put… - I thought you'd be psyched. 38 00:03:35,424 --> 00:03:36,550 - Psyched? - Yes! 39 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:38,844 Psyched? Psyched for what? 40 00:03:38,927 --> 00:03:41,847 Psyched for the restaurant that's losing money every fucking second 41 00:03:41,930 --> 00:03:43,807 - and is gonna shut down? - No, it's not like that, okay? 42 00:03:43,890 --> 00:03:45,559 - Then tell me. - I'm gonna get us out of the debt. 43 00:03:45,642 --> 00:03:47,269 I'm gonna get us in the clear before I leave, okay? 44 00:03:47,352 --> 00:03:49,271 I didn't know that. Well, thank you very much for that offer. 45 00:03:49,354 --> 00:03:51,064 - Don't fucking do that. - Then you don't fucking do this. 46 00:03:51,148 --> 00:03:53,859 - Sydney, please, just… - What the fuck is the plan, mind you? 47 00:03:53,942 --> 00:03:56,611 What is your master plan for getting us out of this debt? 48 00:03:56,695 --> 00:03:58,405 This debt that you put us in, by the way. 49 00:03:58,488 --> 00:04:00,991 I know, but you can't blame it all on me, okay? We're gonna figure it out. 50 00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:03,743 I'm not blaming it all on you. Maybe somewhere from 50 to 75%. 51 00:04:03,827 --> 00:04:06,580 But, I mean, not all of it. What is it though? What's the figuring it out? 52 00:04:06,663 --> 00:04:08,957 - What's the plan? Tell me what it is. - We have the correct team in place now. 53 00:04:09,040 --> 00:04:11,168 Okay? All right? We're doing this the correct way. 54 00:04:11,251 --> 00:04:14,171 Okay, wait, so the correct way, with the correct team 55 00:04:14,254 --> 00:04:15,797 that you're removing yourself from? Or… 56 00:04:15,881 --> 00:04:17,799 Sydney, please. I'm trying to explain it to you, okay? 57 00:04:17,883 --> 00:04:21,011 No. I don't wanna… I just… Could I actually just not hear you talk, please, 58 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:23,221 for one fucking second? 59 00:04:29,811 --> 00:04:31,021 You don't… You don't do that. 60 00:04:31,104 --> 00:04:33,064 Well, then fucking help me, please. 61 00:05:15,774 --> 00:05:17,150 This is all I've ever done. 62 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:22,739 It's all I've ever known. 63 00:05:24,115 --> 00:05:26,284 So now why is that my problem? 64 00:05:26,368 --> 00:05:28,411 That's… That's what I'm saying. 65 00:05:28,495 --> 00:05:30,205 That it's my problem? 66 00:05:30,288 --> 00:05:31,706 No, that it shouldn't be. 67 00:05:34,751 --> 00:05:36,253 Explain. 68 00:05:38,630 --> 00:05:43,510 I think I-I-I did this so I didn't have to do other things. 69 00:05:45,595 --> 00:05:47,639 Opened a restaurant? 70 00:05:48,265 --> 00:05:49,558 Become a cook. 71 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:52,102 Like… Like, what? Like an escape? 72 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:54,271 Sure, yeah. 73 00:05:54,855 --> 00:05:57,148 I mean… I mean, then join the fucking club. 74 00:05:57,232 --> 00:06:00,068 I don't know what to tell you. You… You love this. 75 00:06:02,779 --> 00:06:05,073 I used to, yeah. 76 00:06:08,410 --> 00:06:09,411 Not now? 77 00:06:12,205 --> 00:06:13,206 No. 78 00:06:17,794 --> 00:06:18,795 No. 79 00:06:20,964 --> 00:06:26,136 I just… I feel like I don't have anything to draw on, you know? 80 00:06:26,219 --> 00:06:27,971 I don't have anything to pull from. 81 00:06:32,642 --> 00:06:33,977 Jesus Christ. 82 00:06:40,775 --> 00:06:41,776 You love this. 83 00:06:43,945 --> 00:06:46,781 Yeah, for whatever fucked-up reason, yeah. Yeah, I do. 84 00:06:46,865 --> 00:06:48,158 It wasn't a question. 85 00:06:50,493 --> 00:06:52,912 If I didn't love it, I wouldn't put up with so much bullshit, 86 00:06:52,996 --> 00:06:54,664 - present bullshit included. - I understand. 87 00:06:54,748 --> 00:06:57,542 - I understand that. I understand. - What do you understand? 88 00:07:03,715 --> 00:07:04,716 I just… 89 00:07:09,471 --> 00:07:13,725 I think… I think I put a lot of things in the way 90 00:07:13,808 --> 00:07:19,648 of-of dealing with very real things and I am aware of that, okay? 91 00:07:19,731 --> 00:07:23,443 I think I-I-I was trying to, like, put… put hurdles in the way. 92 00:07:24,152 --> 00:07:25,320 Hurdles? 93 00:07:25,904 --> 00:07:28,198 - Hurdles. - Hurdles like… like what? 94 00:07:30,158 --> 00:07:32,202 - Like… - Like changing the menu every day… 95 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:33,703 - Probably. - …and not communicating… 96 00:07:33,787 --> 00:07:36,748 - Yes, probably. Yes, I think so. - …and not apologizing to people. 97 00:07:38,416 --> 00:07:41,336 And just being a fucking menace in general. 98 00:07:41,419 --> 00:07:43,880 - I think I… Yes, okay? - Okay. 99 00:07:43,963 --> 00:07:45,507 I think, yes. But you also… 100 00:07:45,590 --> 00:07:48,385 you can't act like you weren't trying to get the fuck out of here. 101 00:07:49,928 --> 00:07:51,554 What the fuck are you talking about? 102 00:07:54,391 --> 00:07:56,434 - Sydney… - No, I don't wanna do this right now. 103 00:07:56,518 --> 00:07:59,604 This is not what this is fucking about. I do not wanna do this right now. 104 00:08:02,691 --> 00:08:03,692 Don't. 105 00:08:07,153 --> 00:08:08,905 - I've known Adam for a very long time. - Fuck off. 106 00:08:08,988 --> 00:08:10,615 - You realize that, right? - Yeah, okay, well… 107 00:08:10,699 --> 00:08:11,950 Can you stop doing that? 108 00:08:13,535 --> 00:08:14,869 You're not good at smoking. 109 00:08:14,953 --> 00:08:16,204 I'm gonna get good. 110 00:08:29,759 --> 00:08:31,720 I was gonna tell you. 111 00:08:31,803 --> 00:08:35,014 And then it all fucking just got weird and blew up 112 00:08:35,098 --> 00:08:37,267 - and annoying and he… - I understand why you did it. 113 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:38,935 - I understand. Yes, I do. - No, no. 114 00:08:39,018 --> 00:08:40,395 - No, no. - I get it. It makes sense. 115 00:08:40,478 --> 00:08:43,064 But I should have told you and I'm sorry that I didn't tell you. 116 00:08:43,148 --> 00:08:45,191 - It's okay. - No, but it's not okay, 117 00:08:45,275 --> 00:08:48,570 and it's a fucking symptom of this whole fucking shit that I didn't tell you. 118 00:08:48,653 --> 00:08:52,198 And I'm sorry that I didn't tell you, but you were being a fucking maniac. 119 00:08:52,282 --> 00:08:54,075 - I know I was being a maniac… - No, actually a maniac. 120 00:08:54,159 --> 00:08:55,493 …and that's what I'm trying to tell you. 121 00:08:55,577 --> 00:08:57,787 I'm trying to tell you I'm sorry for that. That's what I'm saying. 122 00:08:57,871 --> 00:09:00,373 For driving the business in the ground and fucking yelling at Richie? 123 00:09:00,457 --> 00:09:03,043 - And fucking yelling at everybody? - I know that. I would want to leave too. 124 00:09:03,126 --> 00:09:05,128 - I fucking get it! - I know you know that, but no, Carmy. 125 00:09:05,211 --> 00:09:09,716 I need you to know because, like, I'm sorry that it fucking even got to this. 126 00:09:09,799 --> 00:09:12,677 And I'm sorry for everything that you've been through, 127 00:09:12,761 --> 00:09:14,262 - and that your family… - That's not what this is! 128 00:09:14,345 --> 00:09:16,222 - Yes, it is what it is… - No, it's not. Please. 129 00:09:16,306 --> 00:09:19,100 …because it's the fucking elephant in the fucking restaurant, man. 130 00:09:19,184 --> 00:09:23,104 And I'm so sorry that your family has had to go through this shit… 131 00:09:23,188 --> 00:09:24,773 - Stop. Stop, Syd. - …and the fact that you 132 00:09:24,856 --> 00:09:26,316 - and Nat… - Please stop. You don't have to do that. 133 00:09:26,399 --> 00:09:28,568 …and Richie have to come to work every day 134 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:30,111 and fucking work your way through this shit. 135 00:09:30,195 --> 00:09:32,238 I'm not gonna fucking stop it. I'm sorry. 136 00:09:32,322 --> 00:09:33,948 I'm not 'cause it's awful 137 00:09:34,032 --> 00:09:37,118 and the little of it that I understand, it's a fucking nightmare. 138 00:09:37,202 --> 00:09:41,122 And I'm sorry that it's happened to you and it's happening to you, 139 00:09:41,206 --> 00:09:45,460 but when you take it out on the restaurant and the people who work here 140 00:09:45,543 --> 00:09:48,838 and the fucking business and on me, it's beyond the fucking… 141 00:09:48,922 --> 00:09:51,508 I know that. That's why I have to remove myself. That's what I'm saying. 142 00:09:51,591 --> 00:09:53,259 Why? To go do fucking what? 143 00:09:53,343 --> 00:09:54,552 To make me not like this. 144 00:09:54,636 --> 00:09:55,845 How? 145 00:09:59,557 --> 00:10:00,600 I… 146 00:10:04,145 --> 00:10:10,151 I think I have put a lot of stuff in the way, right? Of… Of… Of not… 147 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:15,115 Of not dealing with other stuff. Okay? 148 00:10:17,450 --> 00:10:20,537 And-And-And I think I'm really… I'm trying to run into that. 149 00:10:21,121 --> 00:10:23,540 All right? So I'm not blocked by it anymore. 150 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:27,544 I'm not… I'm not scared of it anymore. I'm not sprinting from it anymore. 151 00:10:27,627 --> 00:10:28,795 Hey, I think that's great. 152 00:10:28,878 --> 00:10:30,713 - You do? - Of course I do. 153 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:34,008 Okay, and I think it's great that Adam wants you to be at his restaurant. 154 00:10:34,092 --> 00:10:36,469 I mean, I think that's a really great opportunity, and… 155 00:10:36,553 --> 00:10:39,806 And, you know, I think he's actually… he's pretty good, so… 156 00:10:39,889 --> 00:10:41,975 - Okay, don't be a fucking asshole. - I'm not being an asshole. 157 00:10:42,058 --> 00:10:44,978 It's the truth. Like, he's just… he's fucking… he's okay. 158 00:10:45,937 --> 00:10:47,105 And what? You're better? 159 00:10:47,188 --> 00:10:48,857 Yeah, I smoke him. 160 00:10:48,940 --> 00:10:50,024 Okay, congrats. 161 00:10:50,108 --> 00:10:51,943 - And so do you. - Fuck off. 162 00:10:57,490 --> 00:10:59,617 Syd, you're everything I'm never gonna be. 163 00:11:02,287 --> 00:11:04,497 What the fuck are you talking about? 164 00:11:04,581 --> 00:11:08,501 You're just… You are. You are considerate. 165 00:11:09,711 --> 00:11:14,132 You… You allow yourself to feel things, right? 166 00:11:14,883 --> 00:11:20,972 You allow yourself to care. You are a natural leader and teacher. 167 00:11:21,055 --> 00:11:25,268 And you're doing all this stuff for every right fucking reason. 168 00:11:25,351 --> 00:11:28,730 And I get it. This is a great opportunity, right? 169 00:11:28,813 --> 00:11:30,106 And it's for a lot of fucking money 170 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:32,525 and you can hire whoever the fuck you want, right? 171 00:11:32,609 --> 00:11:35,612 But this place… Right now, this is starting to gel. 172 00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:38,740 It is starting to feel alive, right? 173 00:11:38,823 --> 00:11:40,533 And you have seven people in this building 174 00:11:40,617 --> 00:11:43,995 who will jump in front of a fucking train for you right now. 175 00:11:44,078 --> 00:11:47,498 And I'm gonna do everything I can to set you up for success but… 176 00:11:51,336 --> 00:11:56,090 …any chance of any kind of good in this building, 177 00:11:56,174 --> 00:11:58,468 it started when you walked in. 178 00:11:58,551 --> 00:12:01,095 And any possibility of it surviving… 179 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:05,642 It's with you. 180 00:12:10,146 --> 00:12:11,773 How can you say that? 181 00:12:15,568 --> 00:12:17,862 I believe in you more than I've ever believed in myself. 182 00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:18,947 Jesus. 183 00:12:20,949 --> 00:12:21,950 Why? 184 00:12:27,956 --> 00:12:29,165 Because you're The Bear. 185 00:12:38,967 --> 00:12:40,635 - And what if you're wrong? - I'm not. 186 00:12:40,718 --> 00:12:41,928 - And if you are? - I'm not. 187 00:12:42,011 --> 00:12:43,846 You change your mind every fucking ten seconds. 188 00:12:43,930 --> 00:12:45,348 I know. But that's not what this is. 189 00:12:45,431 --> 00:12:47,225 - That's not what this is. - What is it then? You're leaving. 190 00:12:47,308 --> 00:12:48,643 Syd, you don't need me. 191 00:12:48,726 --> 00:12:51,145 I know I don't need you, but that's not the point. 192 00:12:51,229 --> 00:12:54,023 You're supposed to fucking be here. 193 00:12:55,858 --> 00:12:58,820 And you self-sabotage and you run away when things are good 194 00:12:58,903 --> 00:13:00,905 - and it's not fucking fair! - I know. I know that's what I do 195 00:13:00,989 --> 00:13:03,032 - and I'm trying to break that. - So then why are you doing it? 196 00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:05,285 - I'm trying to change that, okay? - You're my partner! 197 00:13:05,368 --> 00:13:07,412 - I'm your friend! - You're not fucking acting like it! 198 00:13:07,495 --> 00:13:09,497 Whoa! Whoa! Oh! 199 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:11,916 What the fuck are you two shouting about? 200 00:13:12,583 --> 00:13:14,377 He's leaving. 201 00:13:16,254 --> 00:13:18,089 All right, great. Clean up without his ass. 202 00:13:18,172 --> 00:13:20,300 He's fucking quitting the restaurant. 203 00:13:21,592 --> 00:13:22,593 What? 204 00:13:23,136 --> 00:13:24,137 Yeah. 205 00:13:27,724 --> 00:13:28,725 You're quitting? 206 00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:35,565 I'm retiring. 207 00:13:35,648 --> 00:13:36,649 Right. 208 00:13:37,483 --> 00:13:39,652 You're retiring? You're 12. 209 00:13:43,281 --> 00:13:45,324 Richie, I'm fucking… I'm fucking done. 210 00:13:45,408 --> 00:13:46,409 Done with what? 211 00:13:46,993 --> 00:13:48,119 Restaurants. 212 00:13:48,202 --> 00:13:49,871 You on fucking drugs right now? 213 00:13:51,080 --> 00:13:53,708 No, I'm telling you, I'm just… I'm fucking… I'm out. 214 00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,002 All right. 215 00:13:57,503 --> 00:14:01,424 All right. Well, uh… Good luck, Admiral. 216 00:14:01,507 --> 00:14:02,675 We'll send you your watch. 217 00:14:02,759 --> 00:14:04,177 I'm serious. 218 00:14:04,260 --> 00:14:08,306 Yeah, no, no, I know. Of course. Of course. Yeah, go on. 219 00:14:08,389 --> 00:14:10,850 Of course what? Of course what? What does that mean? What do you mean? 220 00:14:10,933 --> 00:14:13,186 No, just, of course, take off. This is what you're good at, you know? 221 00:14:13,269 --> 00:14:14,771 The fuck does that mean? It's what I'm good at? 222 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,523 No, it means that we're down. We're getting the shit kicked out of us. 223 00:14:17,607 --> 00:14:20,443 So yeah, fucking, you know, take off. It's fine. It's fine. 224 00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:22,361 - That's not what this is! Okay? - All right. 225 00:14:22,445 --> 00:14:24,489 - It's classic escapism. - That's not what this is. No, it's not. 226 00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:26,282 - Fight or flight. - I'm trying to tell you something, okay? 227 00:14:26,365 --> 00:14:28,367 - We gotta fight and this is flight. - I'm gonna get us out of the debt. 228 00:14:28,451 --> 00:14:30,244 I'm gonna get us in the clear, okay? 229 00:14:30,328 --> 00:14:32,163 That's not what this is. I'm putting the restaurant first. 230 00:14:32,246 --> 00:14:33,581 Don't say you're putting the restaurant first. 231 00:14:33,664 --> 00:14:34,665 That's what I'm fucking doing! 232 00:14:34,749 --> 00:14:36,084 Yeah, just like you put your family first. 233 00:14:36,167 --> 00:14:37,710 - Come on, Syd, let's fucking… Come on. - Richie. 234 00:14:37,794 --> 00:14:38,836 Richie, I'm sorry. 235 00:14:40,713 --> 00:14:43,883 - Richie, listen to me, okay? - Carmen, go fuck yourself. 236 00:14:43,966 --> 00:14:45,343 I'm trying to tell you something fucking real. 237 00:14:45,426 --> 00:14:47,386 - Carmen, go fuck yourself! - I'm trying to apologize to you! 238 00:14:47,470 --> 00:14:48,888 I don't wanna hear your fucking apologies. 239 00:14:48,971 --> 00:14:50,181 You're not fucking letting me! 240 00:14:53,184 --> 00:14:55,686 Richie, I'm trying… I'm trying to fucking tell you something. I'm trying… 241 00:14:55,770 --> 00:14:57,480 I don't wanna fucking hear it. Your sorries are shit. 242 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:58,856 Chef Sydney, I'm gonna go in. 243 00:14:58,940 --> 00:15:01,400 I'm gonna review the schedule, see if we can cut some hours. 244 00:15:01,484 --> 00:15:04,445 Actually, Chef Carmen is doing us a favor 'cause we could really use that salary. 245 00:15:04,529 --> 00:15:05,530 So thanks. 246 00:15:06,030 --> 00:15:08,699 I went to Michael's funeral. 247 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:17,542 What did you just say? 248 00:15:21,129 --> 00:15:23,047 I'm gonna… Um, I'm gonna go inside. 249 00:15:23,131 --> 00:15:26,092 - I don't think I should be… - No. Stay. Stay for a sec, please? 250 00:15:31,973 --> 00:15:33,141 Why'd you just say that? 251 00:15:34,934 --> 00:15:36,811 I should have told you before. I'm telling you now. 252 00:15:36,894 --> 00:15:39,772 - What the fuck are you trying to do? - I'm being honest with you, Richie. 253 00:15:39,856 --> 00:15:41,691 - Are you trying to fuck me up right now? - No. 254 00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:43,276 There's no refrigerator door here right now. 255 00:15:43,359 --> 00:15:45,653 - Richie, I'm not trying to fuck you up. - Do not fuck with me. 256 00:15:45,736 --> 00:15:47,989 - I'm trying to tell you something, Richie. - I will fucking destroy you. 257 00:15:48,072 --> 00:15:50,241 - Please, stop, Richie. Richie, stop. - Richie, I'm not fucking with you. 258 00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:52,034 - I will fucking destroy you. - Richie, stop. Richie. 259 00:15:52,118 --> 00:15:53,327 Richie, please, please, stop. 260 00:15:53,411 --> 00:15:56,789 Richie, please, please, please fucking stop. 261 00:15:57,748 --> 00:16:00,918 - Please, Richie. Please, stop. - All right. All right. All right. 262 00:16:17,935 --> 00:16:18,936 - You went to the funeral? - Yeah. 263 00:16:19,020 --> 00:16:21,063 - I did. I went to the funeral, yes. - Okay. 264 00:16:21,856 --> 00:16:22,899 What was I wearing? 265 00:16:24,317 --> 00:16:25,484 What? 266 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:29,113 If you went to the funeral, you'd know what I was wearing. 267 00:16:29,197 --> 00:16:31,157 I have no fucking idea what you were wearing, Richie. 268 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:32,325 I don't fucking know. 269 00:16:34,118 --> 00:16:35,703 So you just went in, you didn't say anything? 270 00:16:35,786 --> 00:16:37,288 You didn't see anybody, huh? 271 00:16:38,706 --> 00:16:40,041 I went in for a second. 272 00:16:41,042 --> 00:16:42,293 And then I left. 273 00:16:42,793 --> 00:16:44,212 And then I sat in my car. 274 00:16:46,714 --> 00:16:47,715 Why? 275 00:16:51,510 --> 00:16:52,637 I couldn't handle it. 276 00:16:55,389 --> 00:16:56,807 Yeah, no shit. 277 00:16:56,891 --> 00:16:58,684 How the fuck do you think anybody fucking handles it? 278 00:16:58,768 --> 00:17:02,480 I know. I understand that. It was shameful and I'm ashamed and it was horrible, 279 00:17:02,563 --> 00:17:04,607 and I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 280 00:17:05,483 --> 00:17:08,319 You have any idea how fucking hard that shit was for me? 281 00:17:11,239 --> 00:17:12,531 I'm aware, yes. 282 00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:19,830 She… 283 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:25,586 She was just saying this thing about how… 284 00:17:27,838 --> 00:17:30,758 you know, we were trying to deal, right? 285 00:17:30,841 --> 00:17:37,014 And we didn't know how, like, me and you and-and Sug, like, the three of us… 286 00:17:37,098 --> 00:17:39,600 Stop. Who is she? 287 00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:42,228 Me, I'm she. I was… 288 00:17:42,311 --> 00:17:45,106 - Just a few… Before you came out. - Oh, okay. Continue. 289 00:17:48,901 --> 00:17:51,153 When I came back I didn't know what to do. 290 00:17:52,863 --> 00:17:56,826 Okay? I was so fucking angry. 291 00:17:56,909 --> 00:18:00,788 And I was so fucking stuck, and I was so fucking scared and I didn't know. 292 00:18:00,871 --> 00:18:02,582 I didn't know. I didn't know how to deal with it. 293 00:18:02,665 --> 00:18:04,041 I didn't know what to fucking do. 294 00:18:04,125 --> 00:18:07,211 If I could go back in time, I don't know if I would have done anything differently. 295 00:18:07,295 --> 00:18:08,754 I don't know. 296 00:18:09,297 --> 00:18:12,425 I don't know, but… …I was just thinking and I was… 297 00:18:13,718 --> 00:18:18,097 I was thinking for the first time about this thing. 298 00:18:19,348 --> 00:18:24,270 About how it happened and I never thought of it before, just how sorry I am. 299 00:18:25,896 --> 00:18:30,109 How sorry I am because I just… I didn't realize how… 300 00:18:30,985 --> 00:18:33,029 How what? How… 301 00:18:37,158 --> 00:18:39,493 I didn't realize how you lost somebody too. 302 00:19:06,187 --> 00:19:07,813 I felt like you resented me. 303 00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:12,943 I did. 304 00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:16,447 Why? 305 00:19:21,285 --> 00:19:22,995 Because you… you were like… 306 00:19:26,916 --> 00:19:28,918 You were like inside my family. 307 00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:33,339 Like, you really, you knew my family. 308 00:19:35,383 --> 00:19:37,051 You got to spend time with him. 309 00:19:38,260 --> 00:19:41,013 And you really, you knew… you knew him, you know? 310 00:19:41,097 --> 00:19:42,264 You knew him. 311 00:19:42,890 --> 00:19:44,934 Yeah, but it's not the same. I didn't really know him. 312 00:19:45,017 --> 00:19:46,560 I didn't know him like you did. 313 00:20:05,538 --> 00:20:07,748 I couldn't figure out what the fuck was wrong with him. 314 00:20:09,792 --> 00:20:10,876 That makes sense. 315 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:11,961 And, um… 316 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:19,176 Like, I… You know, I tried to get him to talk to somebody and I… 317 00:20:20,261 --> 00:20:21,262 I just… I don't… 318 00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:25,725 I thought I'd be… 319 00:20:26,225 --> 00:20:29,979 Like, maybe if I could just… …stay at The Beef, 320 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:32,523 I could, like, keep an eye on him and then I… 321 00:20:38,487 --> 00:20:39,488 I failed. 322 00:20:43,826 --> 00:20:45,202 You didn't fail, Richie. 323 00:20:48,330 --> 00:20:49,498 Felt like that. 324 00:20:50,916 --> 00:20:55,629 Richie, y-you… you didn't. 325 00:20:59,925 --> 00:21:02,052 I thought that that was why you didn't go. 326 00:21:13,147 --> 00:21:15,232 You thought that's why I didn't go to the funeral? 327 00:21:24,283 --> 00:21:25,284 No. 328 00:21:53,813 --> 00:21:56,190 Fucking stop that. You don't fucking smoke. 329 00:21:56,774 --> 00:21:58,734 Nigga, who cares right now? 330 00:22:05,157 --> 00:22:06,534 Exactly. Give me that. 331 00:22:14,792 --> 00:22:16,168 I resented you too. 332 00:22:19,922 --> 00:22:21,215 Yeah, I'm sure. 333 00:22:23,008 --> 00:22:26,345 I love… I love your family. 334 00:22:29,348 --> 00:22:30,558 And they love you. 335 00:22:36,313 --> 00:22:37,731 He fucking loved you. 336 00:22:39,483 --> 00:22:40,693 I know. 337 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:44,280 I know, and they love you. You know that, right? 338 00:22:44,947 --> 00:22:48,701 I know, but it's different. I'm like the cousin, you know? 339 00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:52,162 Yeah, but Richie, you're more than that. 340 00:22:57,001 --> 00:22:59,211 Oh, my God, you're a fucking idiot. 341 00:23:02,172 --> 00:23:03,257 I'm working on it. 342 00:23:06,260 --> 00:23:07,595 Yeah? 343 00:23:07,678 --> 00:23:08,679 Yeah. 344 00:23:10,055 --> 00:23:11,056 How? 345 00:23:11,140 --> 00:23:13,434 I don't know. I feel like that's why I gotta go. 346 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:29,742 I missed you. 347 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:36,832 - You what? - Like, um… 348 00:23:38,167 --> 00:23:40,711 All that time that you were gone, like, I was… 349 00:23:42,129 --> 00:23:44,256 You know, I would just be, like, thinking about… 350 00:23:46,300 --> 00:23:50,804 you know, like, where you were and, like, what you're doing. 351 00:23:50,888 --> 00:23:54,308 And just like, I don't know, like experiences you were having. 352 00:24:01,607 --> 00:24:05,069 This one time that, like, me and Mikey, we took this road trip. 353 00:24:05,152 --> 00:24:07,905 We had to drop something off for Jimmy and, um… 354 00:24:10,157 --> 00:24:12,701 We were, like, cruising down the lake outside of town, 355 00:24:12,785 --> 00:24:15,287 and you know, fucking good tunes and, um… 356 00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:21,877 Yeah. For like half an hour.. …we felt like… 357 00:24:25,923 --> 00:24:29,510 I don't know, like, it felt, like, perfect, you know? 358 00:24:29,593 --> 00:24:32,221 Like that was as good as it gets, you know? Just like… 359 00:24:35,057 --> 00:24:38,477 Me and my homie just fucking, you know, 360 00:24:39,228 --> 00:24:44,191 on some trip for work, just fucking dialed. 361 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,444 And like I was like, "Fuck, that's… 362 00:24:49,196 --> 00:24:51,615 that's what Carmen's life must be like." 363 00:24:51,699 --> 00:24:53,534 I thought that that was kind of, like… 364 00:24:53,617 --> 00:24:56,161 …you know, like, how you felt. 365 00:25:01,625 --> 00:25:02,626 No. 366 00:25:08,048 --> 00:25:09,341 It wasn't like that. 367 00:25:18,350 --> 00:25:20,144 I was jealous. 368 00:25:20,686 --> 00:25:25,733 I bought a fucking cookbook. 369 00:25:25,858 --> 00:25:27,317 You bought a cookbook? 370 00:25:27,401 --> 00:25:30,738 Yeah, I don't know. Well, like, I just wanted to see what the big deal was. 371 00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:33,407 Which cookbook did you buy? 372 00:25:39,997 --> 00:25:41,206 French Laundry. 373 00:25:43,625 --> 00:25:46,378 - It's fucking demented. - Yeah. 374 00:25:46,462 --> 00:25:50,215 That's not even a cookbook. That's like a Wechsler intelligence exam. 375 00:25:51,467 --> 00:25:54,553 Fucking circular stencil? Fuck you. 376 00:25:54,636 --> 00:25:56,638 It's not easy. It's not. It's not. 377 00:25:57,181 --> 00:25:59,183 But I was thinking, like, if this kid's… 378 00:25:59,266 --> 00:26:02,561 He's a fucking G if he can figure out this insane bullshit, you know? 379 00:26:07,316 --> 00:26:12,905 You don't think it's wrong for you to, like, walk away from all that? 380 00:26:27,127 --> 00:26:29,213 I-I don't know what I'm like, Richie. 381 00:26:33,133 --> 00:26:34,134 What do you mean? 382 00:26:38,972 --> 00:26:41,517 Like, outside of the kitchen, I don't know what I'm like. 383 00:26:48,690 --> 00:26:50,359 But the restaurant, it's gonna be… 384 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:57,324 It's gonna be good. It's gonna be fine. You know? 385 00:26:58,700 --> 00:27:00,702 - Yeah. - Yeah. 386 00:27:00,786 --> 00:27:01,787 I know. 387 00:27:04,540 --> 00:27:05,999 How do you know that? 388 00:27:06,500 --> 00:27:09,545 How do I know? I mean, we still got you, right? 389 00:27:11,421 --> 00:27:13,257 Please tell me you're not quitting too. 390 00:27:13,966 --> 00:27:14,967 Depends. 391 00:27:15,592 --> 00:27:16,593 On what? 392 00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:23,183 - Uh, updated partnership terms. - Okay, anything. What is it? 393 00:27:23,267 --> 00:27:26,937 - One side, Jimmy and the… - Yeah, that's… 394 00:27:28,730 --> 00:27:31,483 And the other side… 395 00:27:31,567 --> 00:27:33,735 …me, Nat and Richie. 396 00:27:38,198 --> 00:27:42,661 Okay, if that's… that's what you want. 397 00:27:42,744 --> 00:27:43,787 It's what I need. 398 00:27:52,838 --> 00:27:54,256 Okay. 399 00:27:56,550 --> 00:27:57,551 Yeah. 400 00:28:00,387 --> 00:28:01,430 You got it. 401 00:28:03,140 --> 00:28:04,141 You in? 402 00:28:07,811 --> 00:28:08,812 I don't… 403 00:28:10,355 --> 00:28:13,025 I don't wanna be the ambassador of St. Paddy's Day. 404 00:28:13,108 --> 00:28:16,445 - The fuck is that supposed to mean? - Genuinely, what the fuck does that mean? 405 00:28:17,863 --> 00:28:21,742 I appreciate the gesture, but, like… 406 00:28:24,328 --> 00:28:26,455 This is my home. I'm not going anywhere. 407 00:28:31,376 --> 00:28:33,712 Who the fuck has time for gestures? 408 00:28:36,590 --> 00:28:38,675 This is real? 409 00:28:39,343 --> 00:28:40,344 Carmy? 410 00:28:42,387 --> 00:28:44,556 Yeah, yeah, it's real. It's real. 411 00:28:53,607 --> 00:28:57,235 Fuck yes, Chef Sydney. It is a fucking honor. 412 00:29:07,329 --> 00:29:13,710 As my… …my official capacity as a partner, 413 00:29:13,794 --> 00:29:15,128 I do have one question though. 414 00:29:15,212 --> 00:29:16,213 Uh… 415 00:29:17,506 --> 00:29:21,176 Exactly how the fuck do we keep this place open? 416 00:29:24,972 --> 00:29:27,975 Oh, fuck me, I have the same exact question. 417 00:29:32,646 --> 00:29:34,773 We're gonna figure it out. 418 00:29:37,275 --> 00:29:38,276 We are. 419 00:29:48,370 --> 00:29:50,038 What the hell are you guys doing? 420 00:29:52,624 --> 00:29:53,917 What happened? 421 00:29:54,001 --> 00:29:55,502 Sugar, did you talk to Pete? 422 00:29:56,378 --> 00:29:58,171 - About what? - The agreement. 423 00:29:59,464 --> 00:30:03,927 No. Client-attorney privilege. What's going on? 424 00:30:14,396 --> 00:30:16,440 Guys. Wh… 425 00:30:18,608 --> 00:30:20,861 Um… He's leaving. 426 00:30:22,154 --> 00:30:26,283 He's leaving the restaurant. All restaurants, I think. 427 00:30:29,870 --> 00:30:31,538 He went to Mikey's funeral. 428 00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:37,961 Carm?