1
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It's incredible.

2
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It's not finished. Go away.

3
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How's it feel painting again?

4
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It's pretty wobbly.

5
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Have you given any more thought to
what we talked about the other night?

6
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What?

7
00:01:04,480 --> 00:01:05,691
Quitting the gallery.

8
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Painting full-time.

9
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You… You better be careful
what you ask for.

10
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You're liable to wind up
with a house full of these.

11
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You are just too good to be curating
other people's work. Seriously.

12
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Well, let's see what happens
with the deal.

13
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The deal…

14
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is done.

15
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These numbers don't even make sense.

16
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Hey, can I get a ride?

17
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- Where do you want to go?
- Skate park.

18
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Yeah, I'll take you.

19
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No, I'll do it. Let me.

20
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I have an errand anyway. I'll take you.

21
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You gonna meet Brooke?

22
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- Yeah.
- Is this the date?

23
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I mean, I could just walk.

24
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Relax. I won't embarrass you.
Come on. Grab your things.

25
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Keep painting.

26
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You a little nervous?

27
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Yeah, little bit.

28
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That's good.

29
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That's not a bad thing, you know?
Nerves keep you sharp.

30
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Yeah.

31
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Have fun, pal. You got this.

32
00:03:00,097 --> 00:03:02,432
- Hey.
- Hey. How's it going?

33
00:03:15,946 --> 00:03:16,947
Well…

34
00:03:18,282 --> 00:03:20,200
you look ready for an adventure.

35
00:03:21,869 --> 00:03:22,953
You like that?

36
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It's a vibe, right?

37
00:03:25,998 --> 00:03:27,249
That for me?

38
00:03:28,500 --> 00:03:29,543
There you go.

39
00:03:32,588 --> 00:03:35,299
And I'll text you my guy, all right.
He's good.

40
00:03:35,382 --> 00:03:37,092
Got me out of a jam a time or two.

41
00:03:39,136 --> 00:03:40,679
Wow.

42
00:03:42,514 --> 00:03:44,474
Sure you wanna seal off the box?

43
00:03:46,852 --> 00:03:47,853
Yeah?

44
00:03:51,231 --> 00:03:52,858
Why'd you really come back?

45
00:03:55,694 --> 00:03:57,154
It was for her, wasn't it?

46
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Yeah.

47
00:04:00,824 --> 00:04:02,701
That's what you fucked up in your world.

48
00:04:03,744 --> 00:04:06,663
Built this instead of
making a life with her.

49
00:04:09,458 --> 00:04:10,501
Am I close?

50
00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,298
Safe travels.

51
00:04:16,964 --> 00:04:18,759
Remember everything I've told you.

52
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I really hope you find
what you're looking for.

53
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See you, guys.

54
00:04:57,631 --> 00:04:59,675
- Walk with me? Let's go.
- Yeah.

55
00:05:14,314 --> 00:05:15,315
I…

56
00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:20,946
I bought you something.

57
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You're late.

58
00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:26,076
Yep.

59
00:05:29,454 --> 00:05:32,958
Kind of ornery for a guy who
just spent time with the girl he likes.

60
00:05:34,710 --> 00:05:36,628
Drew was there. Fucked me again.

61
00:05:38,297 --> 00:05:40,757
You know what? You're gonna
have to do something about that.

62
00:05:42,092 --> 00:05:43,093
Like what?

63
00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:47,139
I don't know. It's for you to figure out.

64
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If you don't try something…

65
00:05:49,433 --> 00:05:50,976
Yeah, well, that's easier said than…

66
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Yeah, well, you know,
you're gonna regret it.

67
00:05:53,312 --> 00:05:56,148
And regret will eat you up inside,
that's all.

68
00:05:57,900 --> 00:05:58,901
What?

69
00:06:03,197 --> 00:06:04,823
What's going on? Charlie?

70
00:06:05,449 --> 00:06:07,201
- Is that… Oh, God. Is that…
- Fuck.

71
00:06:08,952 --> 00:06:10,204
- Allergy?
- Yeah.

72
00:06:11,955 --> 00:06:12,955
What is it?

73
00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,918
Bag? I got it. I got it.

74
00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:18,545
What am I looking for?

75
00:06:19,213 --> 00:06:20,214
An EpiPen?

76
00:06:20,714 --> 00:06:23,008
Come on! What does it look like?

77
00:06:23,091 --> 00:06:24,218
Fuck.

78
00:06:25,219 --> 00:06:28,597
This? Hold on. Hold on. Oh, my God.

79
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Now what do I do? Come on. Okay.

80
00:06:44,029 --> 00:06:45,656
Hey. He's fine, right?

81
00:06:45,739 --> 00:06:47,407
- Yeah, he's gonna be fine.
- Okay.

82
00:06:48,700 --> 00:06:50,118
They're just checking him.

83
00:06:51,245 --> 00:06:53,330
- You okay?
- Yeah.

84
00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:56,375
How'd it happen?

85
00:06:56,875 --> 00:06:59,920
It's my fault. I gave him ice cream.

86
00:07:00,671 --> 00:07:01,755
What do you mean?

87
00:07:02,464 --> 00:07:04,258
It had nuts in it.

88
00:07:04,341 --> 00:07:06,343
I… I didn't read the…

89
00:07:06,927 --> 00:07:08,428
I wasn't thinking.

90
00:07:09,054 --> 00:07:12,891
How much thinking has to happen
to remember he has an allergy?

91
00:07:15,644 --> 00:07:16,645
I know.

92
00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:20,542
What are you doing?

93
00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:26,381
Have to get the gallery space assigned
for the auction.

94
00:08:27,049 --> 00:08:28,759
So busy.

95
00:08:35,724 --> 00:08:41,355
I called dibs on not working the event,
so they dumped all the prep work on me.

96
00:08:52,115 --> 00:08:53,867
Can I help you with something?

97
00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,041
Nope.

98
00:09:08,090 --> 00:09:09,299
Hey.

99
00:09:14,847 --> 00:09:16,682
Since when did you start flossing?

100
00:09:18,725 --> 00:09:20,310
I always floss.

101
00:09:22,813 --> 00:09:25,732
You floss the day you have
a dental appointment and it fools no one.

102
00:09:27,025 --> 00:09:29,611
Well, I decided to give a shit
about my gum health.

103
00:09:29,695 --> 00:09:31,154
Is that a problem?

104
00:09:32,364 --> 00:09:35,117
No, just a curiosity.

105
00:09:37,953 --> 00:09:39,121
Okay.

106
00:11:25,853 --> 00:11:27,271
How is it going?

107
00:11:28,438 --> 00:11:29,438
Getting there.

108
00:12:24,328 --> 00:12:26,079
- Fuck.
- What?

109
00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:52,272
- What?
- Door is red.

110
00:13:00,614 --> 00:13:02,115
That's not my wife…

111
00:13:03,825 --> 00:13:05,035
and not my dog.

112
00:13:05,577 --> 00:13:07,996
It's not my door, it's not my house.

113
00:13:08,080 --> 00:13:10,415
It's not my fucking day.

114
00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:32,896
I don't think anybody's home.

115
00:13:34,857 --> 00:13:38,277
But it doesn't matter 'cause
the remembrance tree is not there.

116
00:13:41,113 --> 00:13:42,114
Man.

117
00:13:43,991 --> 00:13:47,035
You know, this is worse than
all those crazy worlds.

118
00:13:47,870 --> 00:13:50,956
A bunch of Chicagos
that are not quite right.

119
00:13:52,541 --> 00:13:56,712
Almost, but none of them are mine.

120
00:14:00,757 --> 00:14:03,552
I don't know that I'm ready
to go back to the box.

121
00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:04,720
Me neither.

122
00:14:05,929 --> 00:14:08,348
We're getting a real place
to sleep tonight.

123
00:14:31,413 --> 00:14:32,706
This is amazing.

124
00:14:36,168 --> 00:14:37,336
Oh, my God.

125
00:14:37,419 --> 00:14:40,422
I'm not sure if it's hunger
or if it's really this good.

126
00:14:40,506 --> 00:14:42,299
- It's really this good.
- It is, right?

127
00:14:44,468 --> 00:14:46,595
Oh, yeah. Hey, well…

128
00:14:48,305 --> 00:14:51,225
You didn't say,
did you find this world's Amanda?

129
00:14:52,976 --> 00:14:54,686
She's not a therapist.

130
00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,563
Really?

131
00:14:56,647 --> 00:14:58,273
Ready for this?

132
00:14:59,441 --> 00:15:01,485
She manages a White Castle.

133
00:15:01,568 --> 00:15:02,986
No. No.

134
00:15:04,530 --> 00:15:06,156
At least you're a manager.

135
00:15:08,367 --> 00:15:10,786
Do you ever wonder how, I…

136
00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:15,999
If you strip back the trappings,
like lifestyle

137
00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:18,335
and all the external things,

138
00:15:18,418 --> 00:15:20,838
what are the key components

139
00:15:20,921 --> 00:15:25,217
at your core that make you you?

140
00:15:26,009 --> 00:15:27,177
You mean I'm still her,

141
00:15:28,011 --> 00:15:31,014
White Castle Amanda,
at the most fundamental level?

142
00:15:31,598 --> 00:15:32,599
Yeah.

143
00:15:33,100 --> 00:15:34,101
Exactly.

144
00:15:35,811 --> 00:15:36,979
Well,

145
00:15:37,062 --> 00:15:41,233
personality is just…
it's a pattern of thoughts, feelings,

146
00:15:41,316 --> 00:15:43,151
behaviors unique to each person.

147
00:15:44,278 --> 00:15:47,030
We like to think of it as fixed,
but it's not.

148
00:15:47,114 --> 00:15:49,700
- Yeah, I think people change…
- It's actually not.

149
00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:52,411
…but the essentials stay the same.

150
00:15:53,036 --> 00:15:56,957
Yeah, sure. Our temperament
gets locked around age three,

151
00:15:57,583 --> 00:16:02,087
but that's just the intensity of
our reaction to the environment we're in.

152
00:16:02,171 --> 00:16:05,674
For example, my Jason,
he struggled with his temper.

153
00:16:06,675 --> 00:16:07,968
- Same.
- That's what I thought.

154
00:16:08,051 --> 00:16:12,181
But you are more empathetic and in control
of your impulses than he ever was.

155
00:16:12,264 --> 00:16:15,058
And that's because of your experiences,
your choices.

156
00:16:15,142 --> 00:16:18,770
Our personality changes a lot during
our lifetime and it's…

157
00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:22,858
I love this song.

158
00:16:25,819 --> 00:16:27,070
What?

159
00:16:28,780 --> 00:16:31,116
No. Come on.

160
00:16:31,909 --> 00:16:33,327
No, I'm good. I don't dance.

161
00:16:33,410 --> 00:16:35,412
Of course you don't dance.

162
00:16:35,954 --> 00:16:36,954
He didn't either.

163
00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,209
What are you afraid of?

164
00:16:41,168 --> 00:16:42,878
What everyone's afraid of.

165
00:16:42,961 --> 00:16:46,673
If you look stupid,
you can leave this restaurant,

166
00:16:46,757 --> 00:16:51,970
you can leave this city,
or you can literally leave this world.

167
00:16:52,054 --> 00:16:53,263
Let's do that.

168
00:16:53,347 --> 00:16:54,347
Fuck it.

169
00:18:29,985 --> 00:18:31,028
Hey.

170
00:18:32,279 --> 00:18:33,280
Hey.

171
00:18:35,199 --> 00:18:38,869
That was a pretty great night.

172
00:18:42,164 --> 00:18:43,165
Yeah.

173
00:18:44,833 --> 00:18:47,503
Yeah, it was. It's crazy.

174
00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:55,761
I feel like my world is vanishing.

175
00:19:00,390 --> 00:19:06,396
Do you think
that you would ever forget it completely?

176
00:19:07,064 --> 00:19:11,902
I can see getting to a point
where it doesn't feel real anymore.

177
00:19:12,653 --> 00:19:13,820
What do you mean?

178
00:19:15,906 --> 00:19:16,990
Because it's not.

179
00:19:19,618 --> 00:19:23,121
This reality, it's all we have.

180
00:19:34,091 --> 00:19:38,846
If you want me to go to the other bed,
just tell me.

181
00:19:44,184 --> 00:19:45,394
I don't want you to.

182
00:19:49,773 --> 00:19:52,150
I just think that I need you to.

183
00:19:52,234 --> 00:19:53,819
Of course.

184
00:20:14,840 --> 00:20:17,217
Jason, come in.

185
00:20:17,885 --> 00:20:21,138
I have everything I want. Everything.

186
00:20:22,681 --> 00:20:25,934
But I'm here, talking to you,
because, I guess,

187
00:20:26,935 --> 00:20:31,523
it's not everything I imagined.

188
00:20:34,151 --> 00:20:40,908
And trust me, I've worked so hard
to get these things, to get here.

189
00:20:43,785 --> 00:20:47,497
Do you think it's possible
you built it up too much?

190
00:20:48,957 --> 00:20:52,002
Idealized what this time
in your life might be like?

191
00:20:53,962 --> 00:20:55,672
Maybe you always dreamed about

192
00:20:55,756 --> 00:20:59,009
how amazing it would feel
to have all the things:

193
00:21:00,594 --> 00:21:02,846
a wife you love, a son,

194
00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:05,974
the freedom to do whatever you want.

195
00:21:06,808 --> 00:21:08,393
But you forgot something.

196
00:21:09,353 --> 00:21:11,146
Life is still just life.

197
00:21:12,481 --> 00:21:14,399
You said it's not what you expected.

198
00:21:15,484 --> 00:21:16,777
What did you expect?

199
00:21:19,238 --> 00:21:24,409
You're gonna think I'm a dick
if I say perfection.

200
00:21:26,912 --> 00:21:29,081
Now he wants me
to quit my job at the gallery.

201
00:21:30,499 --> 00:21:31,583
Are you going to?

202
00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:37,422
Honestly, I can't really
wrap my head around it all yet.

203
00:21:38,006 --> 00:21:39,258
But it's a lot of money.

204
00:21:39,341 --> 00:21:40,717
- Insane.
- Okay.

205
00:21:40,801 --> 00:21:45,556
Yeah,
but there's all this small stuff too,

206
00:21:45,639 --> 00:21:51,061
like suddenly he flosses every day,
and he dresses better.

207
00:21:51,144 --> 00:21:52,354
Go hire a divorce lawyer.

208
00:21:52,437 --> 00:21:54,106
I know they're tiny things.

209
00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:56,942
- There are just so many of them.
- Keep going.

210
00:21:57,025 --> 00:21:59,945
Like, he leaves his keys
on the kitchen counter

211
00:22:00,028 --> 00:22:01,822
instead of hanging them
on the hook by the front door.

212
00:22:01,905 --> 00:22:04,992
He takes his shoes off
as soon as he walks in the door.

213
00:22:05,075 --> 00:22:07,494
He unloads the dishwasher
as soon as it's done.

214
00:22:08,287 --> 00:22:10,247
He wants to have sex all the time.

215
00:22:10,330 --> 00:22:14,751
Please stop. I'm hearing he's hotter,
cleaner and richer.

216
00:22:17,838 --> 00:22:21,633
That thing with Charlie though,
that's not small.

217
00:22:21,717 --> 00:22:24,428
So, I messed up pretty bad a few days ago.

218
00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:29,516
I gave my son, Charlie, ice cream.

219
00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:34,188
It had nuts in it
and he had to go to the emergency room.

220
00:22:34,271 --> 00:22:35,314
Is he okay?

221
00:22:35,397 --> 00:22:36,565
Yeah.

222
00:22:37,482 --> 00:22:38,483
Yeah.

223
00:22:39,234 --> 00:22:40,569
And I'll make it up to him.

224
00:22:41,486 --> 00:22:44,364
But Daniela, you know,
she's still very upset.

225
00:22:46,116 --> 00:22:47,951
- You apologized?
- Yeah.

226
00:22:48,911 --> 00:22:53,207
Yeah, but I feel like I need
to show her that,

227
00:22:53,290 --> 00:22:57,127
you know, I'm paying attention somehow.

228
00:22:58,670 --> 00:22:59,713
What are you thinking?

229
00:23:01,798 --> 00:23:04,426
I like the big romantic gesture.

230
00:23:04,510 --> 00:23:05,552
Does she?

231
00:23:05,636 --> 00:23:06,929
Don't you?

232
00:23:07,513 --> 00:23:08,639
Doesn't everyone?

233
00:23:09,139 --> 00:23:12,726
My partner and I can have sometimes
different ideas of what's romantic.

234
00:23:13,435 --> 00:23:14,561
You're married.

235
00:23:15,979 --> 00:23:20,442
The other night, when we were
waiting for Charlie in the emergency room,

236
00:23:22,402 --> 00:23:24,488
I saw these marks on his arm.

237
00:23:25,072 --> 00:23:26,072
Like an injury?

238
00:23:26,740 --> 00:23:27,908
Like needle marks.

239
00:23:27,991 --> 00:23:29,243
Like track marks?

240
00:23:32,454 --> 00:23:34,081
You really buried the lede.

241
00:23:36,041 --> 00:23:38,335
- Did you ask him?
- No.

242
00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:43,006
And he's been out
all the time at night recently.

243
00:23:43,090 --> 00:23:46,677
He says that it's for these
sales meetings, but I don't know.

244
00:23:49,096 --> 00:23:50,138
I should talk to him.

245
00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:51,723
No, don't.

246
00:23:52,474 --> 00:23:55,102
No, he'll lie and you'll tip him off.

247
00:23:56,603 --> 00:23:57,604
You need to follow him.

248
00:23:59,606 --> 00:24:00,858
- Really?
- Yes.

249
00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:03,402
Find out what's really going on.

250
00:24:06,154 --> 00:24:07,155
No.

251
00:24:08,407 --> 00:24:09,783
I'll talk to him.

252
00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:14,162
By the way, how did you hear about me?

253
00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:17,791
An ex-girlfriend.

254
00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:20,002
It's a long story.

255
00:24:31,221 --> 00:24:32,222
Hey.

256
00:24:33,807 --> 00:24:35,267
I was hoping we could talk.

257
00:24:36,351 --> 00:24:39,438
I would love that, but I'm headed out.

258
00:24:39,521 --> 00:24:41,064
Where you going?

259
00:24:41,148 --> 00:24:42,357
Where are we going?

260
00:24:43,734 --> 00:24:48,488
That's for me to know,
and you to find out.

261
00:24:56,205 --> 00:24:58,207
Is there dinner involved in this?

262
00:24:58,290 --> 00:25:00,417
- Yes, yes.
- Okay.

263
00:25:00,501 --> 00:25:04,129
But first,
we just need to pop in somewhere.

264
00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:08,550
There's just one quick stop first.

265
00:25:09,092 --> 00:25:10,302
We are here.

266
00:25:16,600 --> 00:25:18,810
You brought me to the charity auction?

267
00:25:19,436 --> 00:25:20,938
- Yes.
- No.

268
00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:25,067
No, I just want to sh… One thing.
I want you to see one thing really quick.

269
00:25:25,150 --> 00:25:26,652
- I don't understand.
- Come on.

270
00:25:46,255 --> 00:25:47,256
Why are we here?

271
00:25:47,339 --> 00:25:48,841
Trust me. Just trust me.

272
00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,348
Hi. How are you? Nice to see you. Hi.

273
00:25:56,431 --> 00:25:57,474
Good to see you.

274
00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:05,566
- Okay. Right behind you.
- What is?

275
00:26:16,159 --> 00:26:17,995
- Take me home.
- What's the matter?

276
00:26:18,078 --> 00:26:19,079
I wanna go home.

277
00:26:27,713 --> 00:26:31,967
Okay, listen, I know that I messed up.

278
00:26:32,050 --> 00:26:34,845
I seriously don't know how.

279
00:26:35,679 --> 00:26:36,722
You don't get how?

280
00:26:36,805 --> 00:26:38,640
No. I thought you would be happy.

281
00:26:39,725 --> 00:26:41,059
Yeah.

282
00:26:41,977 --> 00:26:42,978
No.

283
00:26:43,854 --> 00:26:45,189
No, I'm not happy.

284
00:26:46,398 --> 00:26:49,776
I'm really, really fucking humiliated.

285
00:26:49,860 --> 00:26:53,030
Humiliat… The painting is great.

286
00:26:53,113 --> 00:26:59,203
And you took it without my permission,
and you asked my colleagues to hang it.

287
00:26:59,286 --> 00:27:00,579
They were happy to hang it. They…

288
00:27:00,662 --> 00:27:03,081
They had no choice but to hang it.

289
00:27:04,333 --> 00:27:07,461
And then you put me
in this dress that I hate,

290
00:27:07,544 --> 00:27:11,340
and you took me there
where everyone knows me.

291
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:13,967
And not only was that painting bad,

292
00:27:14,635 --> 00:27:16,637
it wasn't even finished.

293
00:27:16,720 --> 00:27:17,930
That painting is good.

294
00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:21,183
- It's great. It's great!
- That is not your decision, Jason.

295
00:27:21,266 --> 00:27:22,809
It is my work.

296
00:27:24,228 --> 00:27:25,437
And it's private.

297
00:27:25,521 --> 00:27:27,397
And I told you that
I didn't want to sell it.

298
00:27:27,481 --> 00:27:30,067
All right, so don't sell it!
Don't fucking sell it.

299
00:27:30,150 --> 00:27:33,195
Just… I don't see
why people can't see it.

300
00:27:33,278 --> 00:27:35,864
Because I haven't painted in years!

301
00:27:37,282 --> 00:27:40,744
Because I'm still trying to figure out
if I even want to anymore!

302
00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,040
How could you even think it would be okay?

303
00:27:45,123 --> 00:27:49,753
Maybe you're just not the person
I thought you were.

304
00:27:52,172 --> 00:27:54,216
I didn't mean that like that.

305
00:27:54,299 --> 00:27:55,300
I didn't…

306
00:27:58,011 --> 00:27:59,096
Maybe I'm not.

307
00:28:02,474 --> 00:28:04,059
I just want you to be happy.

308
00:28:04,142 --> 00:28:05,853
Please. You want you to be happy.

309
00:31:25,260 --> 00:31:26,803
What is this?

310
00:31:27,763 --> 00:31:29,640
I think he's been injecting it.

311
00:31:30,599 --> 00:31:32,476
What? You mean, like, drugs? No.

312
00:31:33,101 --> 00:31:34,228
He has marks.

313
00:31:37,523 --> 00:31:38,524
Shit.

314
00:31:41,527 --> 00:31:45,739
Okay, wait. Maybe he's sick
and doesn't want to worry you.

315
00:31:45,822 --> 00:31:47,616
He's trying out some experimental drug.

316
00:31:47,699 --> 00:31:50,202
I think secret illness is a reach.

317
00:31:52,037 --> 00:31:54,414
Although he has a storage unit
that he didn't tell me about.

318
00:31:54,498 --> 00:31:56,166
- Really? What's in that?
- That.

319
00:31:57,334 --> 00:31:59,169
I don't know what else. I couldn't get in.

320
00:32:01,839 --> 00:32:03,423
Can you sequence it?

321
00:32:06,552 --> 00:32:08,720
It's not much of a sample, but, yeah.

322
00:32:11,056 --> 00:32:15,727
Maybe just find out what it is,
and then we figure out what to do.

323
00:32:33,954 --> 00:32:35,163
Are you okay?

324
00:32:37,916 --> 00:32:38,917
Yeah.

325
00:32:40,711 --> 00:32:44,965
Just think I need a day for myself.

326
00:32:45,048 --> 00:32:46,800
Can we meet back here tonight?

327
00:32:49,636 --> 00:32:52,306
And what if this is my world?

328
00:32:53,765 --> 00:32:56,435
Either way, meet me here tonight?

329
00:33:33,055 --> 00:33:34,056
Can I help you?

330
00:33:39,102 --> 00:33:40,896
Are you the artist?

331
00:33:43,941 --> 00:33:45,400
It's amazing.

332
00:33:46,068 --> 00:33:47,194
Thanks.

333
00:33:47,277 --> 00:33:48,403
This…

334
00:33:50,072 --> 00:33:54,701
It reminds me of Juneway Beach,
for some reason.

335
00:33:55,911 --> 00:33:56,995
It is.

336
00:34:00,457 --> 00:34:05,462
Yeah, it's like the fall or something.

337
00:34:06,839 --> 00:34:08,257
November, actually.

338
00:34:10,884 --> 00:34:12,177
I like the sunrises.

339
00:34:12,261 --> 00:34:13,344
Yeah.

340
00:34:15,514 --> 00:34:19,016
Well, I'll let you just walk around.
I'll be over here.

341
00:34:19,101 --> 00:34:21,018
If you have any more questions
just let me know.

342
00:34:22,062 --> 00:34:26,149
My wife is an artist.

343
00:34:28,527 --> 00:34:31,196
- Is she local?
- Yeah. Yeah. Well…

344
00:34:32,656 --> 00:34:34,867
Actually, no…

345
00:34:36,618 --> 00:34:37,619
technically.

346
00:34:37,703 --> 00:34:39,121
So, we're not together.

347
00:34:39,955 --> 00:34:42,541
So… Well, no,
it's not that we're not together.

348
00:34:43,166 --> 00:34:44,376
It's…

349
00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:45,543
Complicated.

350
00:34:48,045 --> 00:34:49,047
Yeah.

351
00:34:50,132 --> 00:34:53,467
Hey, would you grab a coffee
with me or something?

352
00:34:54,928 --> 00:34:58,891
Well, I'm kind of stuck here all day.

353
00:34:58,974 --> 00:35:03,896
Okay. Or, you know, like,
after you get off, or…

354
00:35:05,606 --> 00:35:08,859
Or… This is…
That's you letting me down easy.

355
00:35:11,862 --> 00:35:13,113
- I'm sorry.
- Sorry.

356
00:35:15,199 --> 00:35:18,744
Yeah. Fuck. Fuck, sorry.

357
00:35:19,411 --> 00:35:21,538
All good. Thanks for coming in.

358
00:35:21,622 --> 00:35:23,332
Thank you. Thank you.

359
00:35:28,086 --> 00:35:30,339
Hi. Can I help you?

360
00:35:41,391 --> 00:35:42,476
You're dressed.

361
00:36:01,203 --> 00:36:02,246
Great.

362
00:36:11,046 --> 00:36:12,381
Tickle time, tickle time.

363
00:36:24,476 --> 00:36:25,686
Not your world?

364
00:36:34,319 --> 00:36:36,321
Soon we'll be out of ampoules

365
00:36:37,865 --> 00:36:38,949
and options.

366
00:36:42,870 --> 00:36:43,871
Yeah.

367
00:37:04,308 --> 00:37:05,475
May I?

368
00:37:11,982 --> 00:37:13,066
Thank you.

369
00:37:24,369 --> 00:37:28,707
You're writing about her hair length,
color, job description.

370
00:37:30,709 --> 00:37:32,127
I don't think it's enough.

371
00:37:32,211 --> 00:37:34,963
- I'm doing the best that I can.
- I know you are,

372
00:37:36,632 --> 00:37:38,300
but I think you need to go deeper.

373
00:37:40,302 --> 00:37:41,303
Yeah.

374
00:37:47,643 --> 00:37:49,520
I think I need to get some air.

375
00:37:50,646 --> 00:37:52,898
Bring us some food or something.
I'll be back.

376
00:39:06,847 --> 00:39:10,350
Yeah, last name Dessen. D-E-S-S-E-N.

377
00:39:11,268 --> 00:39:12,686
Okay. Thank you.

378
00:39:20,777 --> 00:39:21,820
Hey.

379
00:39:28,285 --> 00:39:29,745
Thought you'd left me.

380
00:39:31,538 --> 00:39:34,291
Sorry. I promise I would never leave you.

381
00:39:35,459 --> 00:39:36,919
Where have you been?

382
00:39:38,670 --> 00:39:43,467
I've been watching myself,
following myself.

383
00:39:44,259 --> 00:39:49,556
Followed Daniela and I to a restaurant,
sat outside the window just watching.

384
00:39:49,640 --> 00:39:51,225
Then they went to a movie.

385
00:39:52,476 --> 00:39:55,312
I went to the theater,
I sat behind them up the back,

386
00:39:55,395 --> 00:39:57,231
watching them watch a fucking movie.

387
00:39:59,107 --> 00:40:04,321
And I started to understand how
your Jason did what he did to me.

388
00:40:04,404 --> 00:40:06,532
He must have watched me for fucking weeks.

389
00:40:07,533 --> 00:40:11,203
At work,
followed me and Daniela to date night,

390
00:40:11,787 --> 00:40:14,915
watching us through the window,
moving through the house at fucking night,

391
00:40:14,998 --> 00:40:19,002
imagining me gone,
imagining me fucking gone.

392
00:40:19,086 --> 00:40:23,131
I'm having some fucking crazy thoughts
right now.

393
00:40:25,634 --> 00:40:27,135
This isn't working.

394
00:40:27,219 --> 00:40:28,262
Yeah.

395
00:40:29,096 --> 00:40:30,305
We're spinning our wheels.

396
00:40:30,389 --> 00:40:32,099
Yeah, but, you see, we're getting closer.

397
00:40:32,182 --> 00:40:33,892
- Oh, Jason.
- So… Don't… No, no.

398
00:40:33,976 --> 00:40:37,771
Think about where we started,
and we're getting so much closer.

399
00:40:38,355 --> 00:40:40,148
The world you're looking for…

400
00:40:42,109 --> 00:40:44,736
is a grain of sand on an infinite beach.

401
00:40:44,820 --> 00:40:46,905
No, don't you… don't say that.

402
00:40:46,989 --> 00:40:49,616
Jason. Jason.

403
00:40:51,243 --> 00:40:53,036
You've seen your wife murdered.

404
00:40:53,704 --> 00:40:56,665
You've seen her die of a horrible disease.

405
00:40:56,748 --> 00:40:58,375
Seen her not recognize you.

406
00:40:58,959 --> 00:41:01,420
Married to other men.
Married to other versions of you.

407
00:41:02,838 --> 00:41:05,716
Our brains weren't built for that, okay?

408
00:41:07,009 --> 00:41:09,094
How much more of this can you take?

409
00:41:09,178 --> 00:41:14,057
No, it doesn't matter how much I can or
can't take, it's about finding my Daniela.

410
00:41:14,141 --> 00:41:16,810
We have ten ampoules left.

411
00:41:16,894 --> 00:41:17,895
Ten.

412
00:41:23,275 --> 00:41:24,359
Maybe you're right.

413
00:41:24,443 --> 00:41:27,905
- It is fucking impossible.
- It's not. Look at me. It's not.

414
00:41:29,489 --> 00:41:31,408
I'm not asking you to give up hope.

415
00:41:32,284 --> 00:41:34,745
All I'm saying is that
we need to try something different.

416
00:41:42,336 --> 00:41:44,129
I understand why she's mad.

417
00:41:44,755 --> 00:41:48,258
It's her choice if and when
she ever shows her art to anyone.

418
00:41:49,051 --> 00:41:50,802
That's just what she said.

419
00:41:51,845 --> 00:41:53,430
What are you feeling right now?

420
00:41:54,598 --> 00:41:59,186
Honestly, like I wanna leave.

421
00:42:00,312 --> 00:42:01,647
Because of this fight?

422
00:42:02,439 --> 00:42:04,358
Well, because of everything.

423
00:42:05,067 --> 00:42:10,948
I worked my ass off to get here,
and it's just all turning to shit.

424
00:42:13,408 --> 00:42:15,953
What do you think about
when you think about leaving?

425
00:42:20,165 --> 00:42:24,169
A corridor, infinitely long,

426
00:42:25,128 --> 00:42:30,676
with all these doors, evenly spaced,
as far as the eye can see.

427
00:42:32,052 --> 00:42:36,557
And behind each one of these doors
is a version of my life

428
00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:38,350
that I could have lived.

429
00:42:40,018 --> 00:42:45,607
If I don't like the version I'm in,
I can just walk through another door.

430
00:42:45,691 --> 00:42:47,818
That's an interesting metaphor.

431
00:42:49,361 --> 00:42:50,445
Might have to steal it.

432
00:42:51,864 --> 00:42:52,948
It's all yours.

433
00:42:53,615 --> 00:42:55,701
You talk about all these doors,

434
00:42:56,827 --> 00:42:59,454
and maybe that's where
you feel most comfortable,

435
00:42:59,538 --> 00:43:01,248
living in a corridor.

436
00:43:03,417 --> 00:43:05,127
Know what another name for that is?

437
00:43:06,253 --> 00:43:07,337
What?

438
00:43:07,421 --> 00:43:08,630
Fear of commitment.

439
00:43:09,548 --> 00:43:12,467
I have been married for 15 years.

440
00:43:14,136 --> 00:43:16,180
You don't talk like someone who has.

441
00:43:28,775 --> 00:43:29,902
Hey.

442
00:43:30,903 --> 00:43:33,113
- Hey.
- Did you think I wouldn't find out, man?

443
00:43:34,781 --> 00:43:36,992
- What are you talking about?
- Come on.

444
00:43:40,204 --> 00:43:43,415
Is that why you didn't wanna work with me,
'cause you're too busy stealing my shit?

445
00:43:44,750 --> 00:43:46,585
I didn't steal this from you.

446
00:43:47,252 --> 00:43:51,798
How could you have created this?
This compound?

447
00:43:51,882 --> 00:43:56,512
Jay, it's like you…
you looked inside my brain.

448
00:43:56,595 --> 00:44:02,518
Ryan, I swear to you, I haven't
been anywhere near your research.

449
00:44:10,526 --> 00:44:13,612
What about somebody that works for you?

450
00:44:14,738 --> 00:44:15,739
No.

451
00:44:16,323 --> 00:44:17,908
You know when the lawyers get involved,

452
00:44:17,991 --> 00:44:20,702
they are gonna comb through every
facet of your life, all your work product,

453
00:44:20,786 --> 00:44:22,704
your labs, anything you've touched.

454
00:44:22,788 --> 00:44:24,540
Doesn't have to come to that, Ryan.

455
00:44:24,623 --> 00:44:30,212
Jason, I am in prenegotiations with
multiple pharmaceutical companies.

456
00:44:30,295 --> 00:44:32,506
If they find out
there's competing biotech,

457
00:44:33,090 --> 00:44:34,424
it's all over.

458
00:44:35,551 --> 00:44:36,969
Who gave you my ampoule?

459
00:44:37,594 --> 00:44:38,595
Why does that matter?

460
00:44:41,682 --> 00:44:43,350
Does your compound work?

461
00:44:46,478 --> 00:44:47,646
We are so close.

462
00:44:50,941 --> 00:44:52,526
Well, what's your application?

463
00:44:55,237 --> 00:44:57,656
Safer alternative to general anesthesia.

464
00:44:58,574 --> 00:45:01,326
Therapy for trauma. Therapy for phobias.

465
00:45:01,827 --> 00:45:05,289
A whole new way of thinking
about pain management.

466
00:45:05,372 --> 00:45:06,707
Does yours work?

467
00:45:07,749 --> 00:45:10,419
Yeah, it does. It works.

468
00:45:15,257 --> 00:45:16,258
Wow.

469
00:45:18,177 --> 00:45:19,928
How'd you target the Brodmann areas?

470
00:45:22,931 --> 00:45:24,600
I can't say.

471
00:45:24,683 --> 00:45:25,767
Come on.

472
00:45:28,228 --> 00:45:29,229
Okay.

473
00:45:30,898 --> 00:45:33,692
Can you at least tell me
what your application is?

474
00:45:43,660 --> 00:45:44,703
How about this?

475
00:45:47,664 --> 00:45:49,166
Why don't I just show you?

476
00:45:54,004 --> 00:45:55,172
What the fuck is that?

477
00:45:56,715 --> 00:45:58,133
That's my secret project.

478
00:45:59,510 --> 00:46:00,552
What's it for?

479
00:46:03,972 --> 00:46:05,182
I'm about to show you.

480
00:46:25,327 --> 00:46:26,662
Holy shit, Jay.

481
00:46:31,500 --> 00:46:34,753
Wait, you want me
to put that in my veins too?

482
00:46:34,837 --> 00:46:36,338
Only if you wanna know how it works.

483
00:46:36,421 --> 00:46:37,840
Is it safe?

484
00:46:40,467 --> 00:46:42,761
Yeah. I've done it over a hundred times.

485
00:46:54,356 --> 00:46:55,356
Okay.

486
00:47:19,214 --> 00:47:23,135
I don't understand what I'm seeing.
Jay, what is this?

487
00:47:23,218 --> 00:47:27,055
Well, this is a manifestation of your mind

488
00:47:27,139 --> 00:47:32,311
as it tries to visually explain something
our brains haven't evolved to comprehend.

489
00:47:33,187 --> 00:47:34,605
Which is what?

490
00:47:35,606 --> 00:47:39,109
A five-dimensional probability space,

491
00:47:40,068 --> 00:47:43,363
also known as superposition.

492
00:47:45,699 --> 00:47:46,700
Jay…

493
00:47:48,911 --> 00:47:51,413
are you saying
I'm in a quantum state right now?

494
00:47:52,247 --> 00:47:55,501
- Yeah. Yeah.
- Jay.

495
00:47:55,584 --> 00:47:57,586
Now, it looks like a corridor,

496
00:47:58,670 --> 00:48:02,799
but it's actually the box repeating itself
across all possible realities

497
00:48:02,883 --> 00:48:07,346
that share the same coordinates
of space and time.

498
00:48:07,429 --> 00:48:08,680
This can't be…

499
00:48:12,142 --> 00:48:13,268
This is real.

500
00:48:14,102 --> 00:48:15,187
Jason.

501
00:48:16,813 --> 00:48:17,898
Oh, my…

502
00:48:19,149 --> 00:48:20,651
What's behind the doors?

503
00:48:20,734 --> 00:48:23,820
An infinite amount of variations
of the world you know.

504
00:48:24,530 --> 00:48:27,366
Some subtly different and some
that'll blow your fucking mind.

505
00:48:31,870 --> 00:48:33,455
Fuck.

506
00:48:33,539 --> 00:48:35,249
- Wait, wait. No.
- What?

507
00:48:35,332 --> 00:48:36,333
This…

508
00:48:37,626 --> 00:48:39,294
Okay, this is the dangerous part.

509
00:48:40,379 --> 00:48:43,131
Aspects of your consciousness,
like your emotional state…

510
00:48:43,215 --> 00:48:44,201
Okay.

511
00:48:44,216 --> 00:48:47,678
…determine which reality
we find when we open a door.

512
00:48:49,888 --> 00:48:53,141
- Fuck. Of course we do…
- So, all I need you to do is concentrate.

513
00:48:53,225 --> 00:48:56,395
- I know you're excited…
- I'm trying, buddy. I'm trying. Okay.

514
00:48:56,478 --> 00:48:57,479
Breathe in.

515
00:48:59,857 --> 00:49:00,858
And out.

516
00:49:03,777 --> 00:49:04,820
Ready?

517
00:49:34,266 --> 00:49:35,601
This is Chicago?

518
00:49:36,727 --> 00:49:38,478
It's a different version of Chicago.

519
00:49:40,564 --> 00:49:44,109
It's a kinder and more progressive place
than our world.

520
00:49:50,199 --> 00:49:53,410
Okay, so why… How did we end up here?

521
00:49:54,828 --> 00:49:58,457
I just thought of the kind of place
that my friend would like to see.

522
00:50:04,963 --> 00:50:07,257
There are so many things I could show you.

523
00:50:15,307 --> 00:50:18,685
We can't stay long.

524
00:50:19,478 --> 00:50:22,272
You give me your phone,
I'll take a picture.

525
00:50:22,773 --> 00:50:23,774
Yeah.

526
00:50:38,038 --> 00:50:42,459
Jason, I can't believe
you built a better compound than me.

527
00:50:46,129 --> 00:50:49,466
I really thought I was the only one
in the world with the know-how to make it.

528
00:50:51,718 --> 00:50:56,265
Well, there are many, many, many worlds.

529
00:51:02,312 --> 00:51:04,398
And there are many, many Ryans.

530
00:51:25,377 --> 00:51:27,462
You're not the Jason I know, are you?

531
00:51:32,676 --> 00:51:33,677
Hey…

532
00:51:35,971 --> 00:51:39,641
I won't be a problem for you, all right?

533
00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:49,359
No, wait. Wait. Wait. Wait!

534
00:51:51,153 --> 00:51:52,153
No, wait.

535
00:51:54,990 --> 00:51:56,074
Jay!

536
00:52:47,501 --> 00:52:48,627
Jason?

537
00:52:49,628 --> 00:52:50,963
Yeah, that's me.

538
00:52:51,046 --> 00:52:52,130
I'm Anthony.

539
00:52:52,214 --> 00:52:54,174
- Hey.
- I'm Leighton's guy.

540
00:52:54,258 --> 00:52:56,885
Yeah. Thanks for coming
on such short notice.

541
00:52:56,969 --> 00:52:59,304
- Think you'll be able to do that?
- Absolutely.

542
00:52:59,388 --> 00:53:02,266
What we'll do is,
we'll start out with framing it up.

543
00:53:02,349 --> 00:53:03,559
Get some guys…