1 00:01:35,971 --> 00:01:37,014 Hey. 2 00:01:37,681 --> 00:01:38,765 Hey. 3 00:01:46,356 --> 00:01:47,441 What's that? 4 00:01:47,941 --> 00:01:50,277 Dinner. I thought I'd cook tonight. 5 00:02:18,388 --> 00:02:21,225 How long are you guys gonna stay mad at me for? 6 00:02:23,602 --> 00:02:24,603 I'll get it. 7 00:02:29,608 --> 00:02:31,527 Hi, I'm Detective Mason. 8 00:02:32,736 --> 00:02:33,820 Your parents home? 9 00:02:38,075 --> 00:02:39,117 Thank you. 10 00:02:40,827 --> 00:02:42,454 Do you know why I'm here? 11 00:02:43,121 --> 00:02:44,373 - No. - I don't. No. 12 00:02:45,249 --> 00:02:48,460 You both know Ryan Holder. 13 00:02:50,212 --> 00:02:51,547 Since college. 14 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:52,756 Forever. 15 00:02:53,340 --> 00:02:55,008 Well, two days ago, 16 00:02:56,176 --> 00:03:00,597 his girlfriend, Mindy Stewart, reported him missing. 17 00:03:01,390 --> 00:03:02,558 Missing? 18 00:03:03,642 --> 00:03:06,478 She hadn't heard from him in 12 hours. She said that wasn't usual. 19 00:03:06,562 --> 00:03:08,939 Then he missed a dinner date they had planned. 20 00:03:11,441 --> 00:03:14,069 When was the last time either of you saw Mr. Holder? 21 00:03:17,739 --> 00:03:22,619 Yeah, I saw him… It was five days ago. 22 00:03:23,203 --> 00:03:25,414 - Where did you see him? - I saw him at his apartment. 23 00:03:27,875 --> 00:03:30,919 - How'd he seem? - He seemed totally fine. 24 00:03:32,296 --> 00:03:33,672 Nothing out of the ordinary? 25 00:03:33,755 --> 00:03:35,966 No, I didn't… I didn't notice anything. 26 00:03:38,010 --> 00:03:40,387 And you? When was the last time you saw Mr. Holder? 27 00:03:40,470 --> 00:03:43,015 Yeah, I… I saw him three days ago. 28 00:03:43,098 --> 00:03:44,141 Where? 29 00:03:44,224 --> 00:03:46,935 At the Village Tap. It's a bar. 30 00:03:47,019 --> 00:03:49,688 Yeah, we actually have CCTV footage of the two of you there. 31 00:03:49,771 --> 00:03:51,106 Oh, well… 32 00:03:51,190 --> 00:03:56,945 It appears to be the last place that anyone saw or heard from Mr. Holder. 33 00:03:58,488 --> 00:03:59,865 How'd he seem that night? 34 00:03:59,948 --> 00:04:02,159 Well, to be honest… 35 00:04:03,785 --> 00:04:04,995 not great. 36 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:06,413 What makes you say that? 37 00:04:06,496 --> 00:04:10,083 The main thing, I noticed he was drinking a lot that evening. 38 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:11,418 Is that notable? 39 00:04:12,377 --> 00:04:15,839 Yeah. He's been sober since high school. 40 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:17,216 Never seen him drink. 41 00:04:17,798 --> 00:04:19,510 Where'd you two go after the bar? 42 00:04:19,593 --> 00:04:20,969 I came home, and… 43 00:04:22,221 --> 00:04:23,889 God, I don't know where he went. 44 00:04:29,937 --> 00:04:31,230 Well, thank you very much. 45 00:04:32,147 --> 00:04:35,943 If you think of anything else, my cell's on the back. 46 00:04:37,611 --> 00:04:38,612 Thank you. 47 00:04:39,363 --> 00:04:40,781 I'll see myself out. 48 00:04:53,752 --> 00:04:55,170 Will you come upstairs? 49 00:05:14,273 --> 00:05:15,941 This is why I went to Ryan. 50 00:05:20,320 --> 00:05:21,655 Where did you find this? 51 00:05:21,738 --> 00:05:24,032 I followed you to the storage unit. 52 00:05:25,492 --> 00:05:28,245 And I took one to Ryan to see if he could tell me what it was. 53 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:33,375 It's not what you think. 54 00:05:41,884 --> 00:05:45,220 This is an experimental compound designed to shut down 55 00:05:45,304 --> 00:05:48,056 certain regions in the prefrontal cortex. 56 00:05:48,140 --> 00:05:49,516 For what purpose? 57 00:05:49,600 --> 00:05:53,270 So that I can observe macroscopic objects while they're in superposition. 58 00:05:54,479 --> 00:05:56,106 Ryan built it for me. 59 00:05:58,775 --> 00:06:00,110 Why didn't he tell me? 60 00:06:00,194 --> 00:06:04,281 He's under an NDA. Now, why didn't you confront me with it? 61 00:06:06,074 --> 00:06:09,786 'Cause I feel like we've become strangers, and I hate it. 62 00:06:10,412 --> 00:06:11,830 And I'm scared. 63 00:06:15,584 --> 00:06:17,169 Are you using it? 64 00:06:18,045 --> 00:06:19,379 Don't lie to me. 65 00:06:20,756 --> 00:06:21,882 Yes. 66 00:06:23,550 --> 00:06:25,052 Is it affecting you? 67 00:06:27,638 --> 00:06:29,806 Well, the side effects are pretty intense. 68 00:06:31,683 --> 00:06:33,268 I want you to stop. 69 00:06:33,769 --> 00:06:34,770 Okay. 70 00:06:34,853 --> 00:06:36,813 - Can you stop? - Yes. 71 00:06:38,732 --> 00:06:39,900 I will. 72 00:06:53,455 --> 00:06:55,207 And what's in the storage unit? 73 00:06:57,334 --> 00:06:58,794 A lot of stuff from… 74 00:07:00,003 --> 00:07:01,338 Just for my project. 75 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:06,134 Well, it feels like you were hiding it. 76 00:07:09,012 --> 00:07:10,264 Because I was. 77 00:07:13,141 --> 00:07:17,104 I guess I felt guilty of wanting more, doing more. 78 00:07:17,688 --> 00:07:18,897 So, yeah. 79 00:07:35,497 --> 00:07:38,292 Are you really sure that we need to do this? 80 00:07:39,168 --> 00:07:42,254 I think it's a waste of two ampoules. 81 00:07:42,337 --> 00:07:44,715 A waste of an entire day. 82 00:07:44,798 --> 00:07:47,134 Listen, I know. 83 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:51,054 But in all our testing, the drug was found to be habit forming, 84 00:07:51,138 --> 00:07:54,391 and it was never evaluated under this level of continuous use. 85 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:58,896 We've been living like this… In fight or flight for 29 days. 86 00:07:59,730 --> 00:08:01,023 We really need a break. 87 00:08:01,857 --> 00:08:03,817 We need something completely different. 88 00:08:04,526 --> 00:08:06,486 - Doctor's orders. - Okay. 89 00:09:49,590 --> 00:09:51,508 Everybody gather around me, 90 00:09:51,592 --> 00:09:55,137 and let's get into our horseshoe like we practiced. 91 00:09:56,471 --> 00:09:59,183 Okay. Who knows why we're here? 92 00:09:59,975 --> 00:10:00,976 Look. 93 00:10:01,059 --> 00:10:04,563 Now, do you remember what we celebrate during cold-fusion week? 94 00:10:04,646 --> 00:10:06,857 When the first fusion reactor went online. 95 00:10:06,940 --> 00:10:08,567 Yes. Okay, are you ready to go inside? 96 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:10,819 - Yes! - Okay, follow me. 97 00:10:11,778 --> 00:10:13,405 Where have you brought us? 98 00:10:15,574 --> 00:10:16,950 I'm not sure. 99 00:10:17,659 --> 00:10:19,411 I didn't even describe the world. 100 00:10:20,662 --> 00:10:25,876 Focused on concepts I thought would make a world worth experiencing. 101 00:10:25,959 --> 00:10:27,294 Such as? 102 00:10:28,712 --> 00:10:30,714 People agreeing on basic facts, 103 00:10:30,797 --> 00:10:34,676 technology that doesn't destroy the environment or humanity. 104 00:10:36,470 --> 00:10:40,057 Mostly, I wrote about empathy. 105 00:10:48,607 --> 00:10:49,608 Hi. 106 00:10:50,359 --> 00:10:51,860 Two hot chocolates, please. 107 00:11:00,118 --> 00:11:01,703 - Thank you. - Thank you. 108 00:11:07,417 --> 00:11:12,089 So, you wrote about the people, not the things. 109 00:11:12,965 --> 00:11:15,968 Life's about who you share it with, right? 110 00:11:17,261 --> 00:11:18,470 Is it good? 111 00:11:19,304 --> 00:11:20,389 Yeah. 112 00:11:21,139 --> 00:11:22,683 I think the cup is edible. 113 00:11:27,479 --> 00:11:29,064 - Yeah. - It's good, right? 114 00:11:40,117 --> 00:11:41,118 You got it! 115 00:11:42,369 --> 00:11:44,705 It's called the Spire. 116 00:11:44,788 --> 00:11:47,749 Top of the Obama Building. Best in the city. 117 00:11:47,833 --> 00:11:50,836 My friend's the manager. Tell her Sid sent you. 118 00:11:50,919 --> 00:11:52,087 Thank you. 119 00:11:52,713 --> 00:11:55,215 - I'm loving this Chicago. - Yeah. 120 00:11:57,467 --> 00:11:59,178 Wait, what? Are we leaving? 121 00:11:59,261 --> 00:12:00,262 I'm leaving. 122 00:12:01,305 --> 00:12:03,807 It's a surprise. Meet me in two hours? 123 00:12:05,642 --> 00:12:08,353 Okay. Where? 124 00:12:09,021 --> 00:12:11,315 How about that restaurant? 125 00:12:12,608 --> 00:12:13,901 Okay. 126 00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:15,235 Good? 127 00:12:16,778 --> 00:12:18,030 Cool. 128 00:12:18,113 --> 00:12:20,782 Sorry. Bye. 129 00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:27,831 - Another one? - Yeah. 130 00:12:28,457 --> 00:12:30,292 No, I wanna do it. I'm gonna do it. 131 00:12:30,375 --> 00:12:32,544 No, it's gonna be great. It's gonna be great. 132 00:12:32,628 --> 00:12:35,339 - Hey. Hi. - Hi. 133 00:12:36,089 --> 00:12:38,509 - Would you mind taking our photo? - Sure. 134 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:40,135 Thanks. 135 00:12:40,219 --> 00:12:42,804 - Just that little button right there. - Oh, yeah. 136 00:12:42,888 --> 00:12:46,433 Is there a special occasion? 137 00:12:46,517 --> 00:12:48,018 Yeah, it's our anniversary. 138 00:12:49,144 --> 00:12:51,522 - Yay. - Hope that's okay. 139 00:12:51,605 --> 00:12:54,149 - You guys both look very happy. - Thank you. 140 00:12:54,233 --> 00:12:55,817 You and your partner too. 141 00:12:57,444 --> 00:12:58,737 I took a photo of you two. 142 00:12:58,820 --> 00:13:00,822 - He does this. - Sorry. 143 00:13:01,323 --> 00:13:03,325 You were just too cute not to. 144 00:13:03,408 --> 00:13:04,910 How long you been together? 145 00:13:04,993 --> 00:13:06,245 Sorry? 146 00:13:11,625 --> 00:13:13,794 Yeah, not too long. 147 00:13:55,043 --> 00:13:56,253 Thank you. 148 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:03,509 Wow. 149 00:14:03,969 --> 00:14:05,345 It's amazing. 150 00:14:05,429 --> 00:14:07,514 I feel extremely underdressed. 151 00:14:09,641 --> 00:14:10,934 That's for you. 152 00:14:18,609 --> 00:14:19,693 Okay. 153 00:14:21,153 --> 00:14:23,864 Guess I'll be right back. 154 00:14:44,510 --> 00:14:46,678 Hot. Very hot. 155 00:14:46,762 --> 00:14:50,516 Yeah, it's amazing what a wash of the face can do. 156 00:14:55,938 --> 00:14:57,189 - Cheers. - Yeah. 157 00:15:01,610 --> 00:15:03,237 I got something for you. 158 00:15:03,320 --> 00:15:04,780 Close your eyes. 159 00:15:09,117 --> 00:15:10,536 All right. Open. 160 00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:17,042 Where? 161 00:15:17,125 --> 00:15:21,505 I saw them in a storefront in a bodega as I was wandering around. 162 00:15:22,714 --> 00:15:25,467 - You remembered. - Yeah. 163 00:15:25,551 --> 00:15:26,844 Thank you. 164 00:15:30,681 --> 00:15:31,682 Yeah. 165 00:15:31,765 --> 00:15:33,642 - You did? - I had to. 166 00:15:34,560 --> 00:15:36,144 - And? - You're not a scientist. 167 00:15:36,228 --> 00:15:38,146 What am I? 168 00:15:38,689 --> 00:15:40,107 You sell insurance. 169 00:15:42,943 --> 00:15:46,530 That is boring. 170 00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:49,491 I also looked me up. 171 00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:55,664 The Amanda Lucas of this world went missing two years ago. 172 00:15:56,456 --> 00:15:58,709 Like me, she was born in Seattle, 173 00:15:58,792 --> 00:16:01,128 which is now part of a country called Cascadia. 174 00:16:03,130 --> 00:16:07,176 Like me, she grew up mostly in São Paulo and moved to Chicago when she was 17. 175 00:16:07,885 --> 00:16:09,803 She has multiple citizenships. 176 00:16:09,887 --> 00:16:15,184 Unlike me, her parents are gone and she never had a brother. 177 00:16:16,560 --> 00:16:17,853 Wow. 178 00:16:17,936 --> 00:16:19,188 So it's… 179 00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:23,567 it's perfect. 180 00:16:28,238 --> 00:16:33,535 Using facial recognition and a retinal scan, 181 00:16:35,329 --> 00:16:38,248 I was able to get a new passport in ten minutes. 182 00:16:39,541 --> 00:16:41,793 This Amanda has really good credit. 183 00:16:42,336 --> 00:16:44,880 All right, what the fuck are you talking about? 184 00:16:50,093 --> 00:16:51,345 I'm staying. 185 00:16:52,387 --> 00:16:54,056 I can't keep doing this. 186 00:16:56,433 --> 00:16:58,393 I think you see it too. 187 00:16:59,895 --> 00:17:04,733 You have a home you're looking for, but I don't have that. 188 00:17:05,526 --> 00:17:07,486 I can't go back to my world. 189 00:17:08,862 --> 00:17:13,867 I'm completely alone except for you. 190 00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:17,538 And you're not even my Jason. 191 00:17:19,623 --> 00:17:21,333 So you're abandoning me? 192 00:17:22,709 --> 00:17:23,877 Jason. 193 00:17:29,299 --> 00:17:30,884 I want you to stay. 194 00:17:42,896 --> 00:17:44,064 Yeah. 195 00:17:53,156 --> 00:17:57,286 I mean, I know that there are countless worlds with Jasons 196 00:17:57,369 --> 00:18:00,539 that are much smarter than me that would love to stay. 197 00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:08,130 And I'm sorry that I… I just can't be one of them. 198 00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:12,134 As much as… 199 00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:31,153 At least I should leave you some ampoules. 200 00:18:31,236 --> 00:18:32,696 - Why? - Why? 201 00:18:32,779 --> 00:18:35,115 We don't know that this is gonna work. 202 00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:37,993 No world can be perfect, 203 00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:44,124 but we have to choose to make our life as great as it can be. 204 00:18:48,504 --> 00:18:50,756 What are you gonna do? Where are you gonna go? 205 00:18:50,839 --> 00:18:52,424 Move back to Seattle, 206 00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:54,968 where no one knows Amanda Lucas anymore. 207 00:18:55,969 --> 00:18:57,179 Start over. 208 00:18:57,262 --> 00:18:59,765 Thought it all through. Are you sure about it? 209 00:19:02,184 --> 00:19:05,229 If consciousness makes our connection to reality, 210 00:19:06,355 --> 00:19:08,815 then it's not only the consciousness of the person 211 00:19:08,899 --> 00:19:10,609 who opens the door that matters. 212 00:19:11,443 --> 00:19:13,070 It's both our minds. 213 00:19:13,946 --> 00:19:17,366 What if I'm the thing that is keeping you from connecting to your world, 214 00:19:17,908 --> 00:19:19,368 from getting back to them? 215 00:19:23,914 --> 00:19:25,165 You're amazing. 216 00:19:28,085 --> 00:19:29,670 And I'm sorry. It was me. 217 00:19:29,753 --> 00:19:32,297 - I pulled you into this. I… - No. No. 218 00:19:32,381 --> 00:19:33,715 None of that. 219 00:19:34,842 --> 00:19:36,093 No regrets. 220 00:19:40,097 --> 00:19:41,640 No regrets. 221 00:20:26,602 --> 00:20:27,978 I hope you find them. 222 00:20:29,563 --> 00:20:30,606 Thank you. 223 00:23:25,322 --> 00:23:27,032 - Hello? - Hi. 224 00:23:27,950 --> 00:23:28,951 Hi. 225 00:23:30,077 --> 00:23:31,662 What number are you calling from? 226 00:23:33,330 --> 00:23:35,082 My phone died. 227 00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:40,128 I just borrowed a phone from someone here. 228 00:23:40,212 --> 00:23:41,630 Is everything okay? 229 00:23:44,216 --> 00:23:49,096 Yeah, I was just calling to see how your morning's going. 230 00:23:49,179 --> 00:23:52,224 Do you mean since I saw you an hour ago? 231 00:23:53,767 --> 00:23:55,060 Is everything okay? 232 00:23:56,478 --> 00:23:58,647 Yeah. Yeah. 233 00:24:00,858 --> 00:24:02,693 Just hit me that… 234 00:24:04,862 --> 00:24:07,573 I take so many moments with you for granted. 235 00:24:10,742 --> 00:24:13,745 I get up in the morning, I go about my day, 236 00:24:13,829 --> 00:24:16,999 but it just hit me with… 237 00:24:18,125 --> 00:24:21,211 with clarity that I just love you so much. 238 00:24:23,338 --> 00:24:25,841 And I just thought I'd better tell you because… 239 00:24:28,260 --> 00:24:30,929 you just never know, you know? 240 00:24:31,013 --> 00:24:33,849 How about I cancel our plans for tonight, 241 00:24:33,932 --> 00:24:38,187 and I'll wear my sexiest sweatpants? 242 00:24:47,070 --> 00:24:48,447 I would really love that. 243 00:24:49,615 --> 00:24:53,035 Look, I got to go 'cause this 244 00:24:53,744 --> 00:24:55,954 Zoom with the investors is about to start. 245 00:24:57,122 --> 00:24:58,874 - Yeah. Okay. - Okay. 246 00:24:59,708 --> 00:25:01,043 I love you, sweetheart. 247 00:25:01,126 --> 00:25:02,586 I'll see you tonight. 248 00:27:58,220 --> 00:27:59,471 Dad? 249 00:28:00,222 --> 00:28:01,557 Charlie? 250 00:28:01,640 --> 00:28:03,433 No. It's your other son. 251 00:28:06,895 --> 00:28:08,230 What are you doing? 252 00:28:12,776 --> 00:28:14,236 I couldn't sleep. 253 00:28:16,113 --> 00:28:19,324 So you got dressed in all black and put your shoes on 254 00:28:19,408 --> 00:28:21,368 so you could stand around your own kitchen? 255 00:28:22,077 --> 00:28:23,996 Well, I thought a walk might help. 256 00:28:26,039 --> 00:28:27,457 Well, don't let me keep you. 257 00:28:33,547 --> 00:28:35,174 I love you, kiddo. 258 00:28:40,095 --> 00:28:41,263 What? 259 00:28:43,348 --> 00:28:44,975 What's the matter? 260 00:28:45,517 --> 00:28:48,270 I know how much of a massive disappointment I am to you. 261 00:28:50,105 --> 00:28:51,106 No. 262 00:28:52,733 --> 00:28:55,068 No, I could never. 263 00:28:55,903 --> 00:28:58,989 - What? What are you doing? - Hey. What's the matter? 264 00:29:02,034 --> 00:29:03,202 Talk to me. 265 00:29:06,288 --> 00:29:07,789 What's going on with you? 266 00:29:10,083 --> 00:29:12,169 Dad, it's almost the anniversary. 267 00:29:14,838 --> 00:29:18,425 Keep thinking about Holly and how unfair it all is. 268 00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:22,679 She could have made something of herself. 269 00:29:22,763 --> 00:29:24,848 Meanwhile, my stupid ass is just failing trig. 270 00:29:24,932 --> 00:29:26,183 Hey. 271 00:29:28,018 --> 00:29:29,102 Max. 272 00:29:32,356 --> 00:29:33,524 Max. 273 00:29:39,571 --> 00:29:42,366 Life is not like that. 274 00:29:42,449 --> 00:29:46,036 - It's complicated. It's… - That girl is dead. 275 00:29:47,746 --> 00:29:49,748 I have her heart. I live and she doesn't. 276 00:29:49,831 --> 00:29:53,710 Do you really think I need to be told that life is fucking complicated? 277 00:29:54,795 --> 00:29:55,838 No. 278 00:29:57,673 --> 00:29:58,757 Fuck off. 279 00:30:00,551 --> 00:30:01,718 Max. 280 00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:23,574 How's your week been? 281 00:30:28,036 --> 00:30:29,037 Well, 282 00:30:30,539 --> 00:30:32,749 Daniela went behind my back, 283 00:30:33,959 --> 00:30:37,796 and she spoke to a good friend of mine about me and about my work. 284 00:30:38,505 --> 00:30:41,300 About things that she really should have come to me with. 285 00:30:42,301 --> 00:30:46,013 So I'm thinking about just packing up and leaving. 286 00:30:46,763 --> 00:30:48,891 Do you think that will solve your problems? 287 00:30:48,974 --> 00:30:51,101 Y… Why do you have a problem 288 00:30:51,185 --> 00:30:53,854 with me removing myself from a bad situation? 289 00:30:53,937 --> 00:30:55,647 I don't have a problem with that. 290 00:30:55,731 --> 00:31:00,527 But do you think it's possible that you are actually running away from yourself, 291 00:31:01,570 --> 00:31:02,738 from who you really are? 292 00:31:04,615 --> 00:31:08,243 You know, I don't know a thing about you. 293 00:31:08,827 --> 00:31:10,120 We're not here to talk about me. 294 00:31:10,204 --> 00:31:12,206 Yeah, but how am I supposed to trust you? 295 00:31:13,165 --> 00:31:14,708 Come on, just one thing. 296 00:31:15,334 --> 00:31:16,710 Just one. 297 00:31:17,586 --> 00:31:18,712 No? Okay. 298 00:31:18,795 --> 00:31:21,298 Well, how about I tell you something about yourself? 299 00:31:21,965 --> 00:31:24,718 Like, you have a sweet tooth. 300 00:31:24,801 --> 00:31:26,929 I keep candy on my desk. 301 00:31:27,012 --> 00:31:28,388 That's not a state secret. 302 00:31:28,472 --> 00:31:32,184 Yeah, but it says that you like to be liked, 303 00:31:32,267 --> 00:31:34,019 that you're a nice person. 304 00:31:34,728 --> 00:31:38,815 And I think that psychology most likely wasn't your first love. 305 00:31:39,608 --> 00:31:41,985 You're right. I had many loves. 306 00:31:42,069 --> 00:31:44,613 And you seem to me to be the kind of person 307 00:31:44,696 --> 00:31:49,743 that tends to give up a lot of yourself to help others, particularly men. 308 00:31:50,744 --> 00:31:54,206 And, no, no, no, you would never walk away from a bad situation. 309 00:31:54,289 --> 00:31:58,752 In fact, I think that you had a parent that needed to be cared for. 310 00:31:59,336 --> 00:32:00,337 Yeah. 311 00:32:00,420 --> 00:32:04,883 She needed you so much that that is exactly the reason why you became 312 00:32:04,967 --> 00:32:08,762 the kind of person that needs to rescue other people instead of helping yourself. 313 00:32:16,937 --> 00:32:18,522 I'd like you to leave. 314 00:32:24,027 --> 00:32:25,070 Now. 315 00:32:25,863 --> 00:32:26,864 Yeah. 316 00:32:41,044 --> 00:32:43,463 Hi, Jason. Sorry to bother you. 317 00:32:43,547 --> 00:32:46,133 I just had a couple questions, happened to be in the neighborhood. 318 00:32:47,176 --> 00:32:48,177 Sit. 319 00:32:54,057 --> 00:32:56,852 We finally looked up Ryan Holder's cell phone records. 320 00:32:57,603 --> 00:33:01,565 The last location before it went offline was an industrial area in South Chicago. 321 00:33:03,400 --> 00:33:04,526 Okay. 322 00:33:05,819 --> 00:33:09,740 It appears he went there straight after having drinks with you at the Village Tap. 323 00:33:10,365 --> 00:33:11,366 Right. 324 00:33:12,659 --> 00:33:15,370 Any idea what he might have been doing in that part of town 325 00:33:15,454 --> 00:33:17,372 - in the middle of the night? - No. 326 00:33:18,749 --> 00:33:20,209 You didn't go there with him? 327 00:33:21,293 --> 00:33:22,419 No. 328 00:33:23,337 --> 00:33:25,589 He didn't tell you what he was doing out there? 329 00:33:25,672 --> 00:33:26,965 No. 330 00:33:28,425 --> 00:33:29,551 Okay. 331 00:33:33,472 --> 00:33:34,806 Okay. 332 00:33:42,564 --> 00:33:46,276 You know, there's not much in the way of CCTV coverage in that part of town. 333 00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:50,197 But if I find anything interesting, I'll be in touch. 334 00:34:35,158 --> 00:34:37,286 You actually said, "Fuck you, I quit?" 335 00:34:38,203 --> 00:34:40,873 - Life's too short. - All right. All right. 336 00:34:41,581 --> 00:34:43,333 Hey, what was your boss's name? 337 00:34:44,126 --> 00:34:45,377 Alan. 338 00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,422 Here's to you, Alan. 339 00:34:48,964 --> 00:34:50,716 But eat a bag of dicks. 340 00:34:50,799 --> 00:34:52,176 Fuck you, Alan. 341 00:34:52,259 --> 00:34:54,803 Fuck you, Alan. 342 00:34:54,887 --> 00:34:57,723 Why? You got a asshole boss in your life? 343 00:34:59,224 --> 00:35:00,225 Yeah. 344 00:35:01,185 --> 00:35:02,477 You're looking at him. 345 00:35:04,605 --> 00:35:07,774 So, wait, what is this? What is it that you do exactly? 346 00:35:07,858 --> 00:35:10,444 I own a garage. Loyalty Motors. You probably heard of us. 347 00:35:11,862 --> 00:35:12,946 No? 348 00:35:13,030 --> 00:35:15,824 Service all the fancy hipsters over in Logan Square. 349 00:35:15,908 --> 00:35:19,119 Did you always wanna own a garage? 350 00:35:19,745 --> 00:35:21,205 Actually, if things had gone a little different, 351 00:35:21,288 --> 00:35:23,582 I might've ended up at UChicago with you. 352 00:35:24,708 --> 00:35:25,876 No shit. 353 00:35:27,503 --> 00:35:29,004 I know I don't look like it, 354 00:35:29,087 --> 00:35:31,507 but I was a pretty smart motherfucker back in the day. 355 00:35:32,299 --> 00:35:34,676 I had a full academic scholarship at UChicago. 356 00:35:35,719 --> 00:35:37,054 What happened? 357 00:35:37,763 --> 00:35:40,807 My dumb-ass got a DUI the summer after my senior year. 358 00:35:43,018 --> 00:35:44,561 Was at a party for my buddy. 359 00:35:44,645 --> 00:35:48,106 We were wasted, and so we flipped a coin and I lost. 360 00:35:48,857 --> 00:35:52,903 Then I drove and we hit a checkpoint on the way home. 361 00:35:56,448 --> 00:35:58,033 Do you ever wonder… 362 00:35:58,116 --> 00:35:59,326 All the fucking time. 363 00:36:00,452 --> 00:36:02,037 Another round, boys? 364 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:04,498 We probably should. 365 00:36:04,581 --> 00:36:06,250 I'm gonna have a whiskey. You want a whiskey? 366 00:36:06,333 --> 00:36:07,501 Yeah. 367 00:36:08,794 --> 00:36:10,003 Thanks. 368 00:36:10,087 --> 00:36:12,464 You ever get the feeling when you meet someone, 369 00:36:13,632 --> 00:36:15,509 you're sure you've met them before? 370 00:36:16,593 --> 00:36:17,928 - Yeah. - Yeah? 371 00:36:19,388 --> 00:36:20,639 There you go, lads. 372 00:36:21,139 --> 00:36:22,474 - Thanks. - Yeah. 373 00:39:14,229 --> 00:39:18,025 The first time I see you is at the garden party. 374 00:39:20,110 --> 00:39:21,987 And when your eyes meet mine, 375 00:39:22,070 --> 00:39:28,785 it feels like some piece of machinery has just seized inside of my chest, 376 00:39:28,869 --> 00:39:30,329 like worlds colliding. 377 00:39:32,372 --> 00:39:35,334 I've always known, on a purely intellectual level, 378 00:39:35,417 --> 00:39:37,920 that human separateness is an illusion. 379 00:39:38,504 --> 00:39:40,130 We're all made of the same thing: 380 00:39:40,214 --> 00:39:44,301 Blown-out pieces of matter formed in the fires of dead stars. 381 00:39:44,384 --> 00:39:46,929 I've just never felt that knowledge in my bones 382 00:39:47,012 --> 00:39:49,264 until this moment here with you. 383 00:39:51,725 --> 00:39:54,102 I only remember pieces of what was said, 384 00:39:54,186 --> 00:39:58,190 how you laughed, how the wine stained your lips. 385 00:39:58,273 --> 00:39:59,900 And then you say to me, 386 00:39:59,983 --> 00:40:02,653 "I have a friend whose gallery opening is tonight. 387 00:40:02,736 --> 00:40:03,862 Do you wanna come?" 388 00:40:03,946 --> 00:40:07,491 And I thought, "I'd go anywhere with you." 389 00:40:23,173 --> 00:40:26,927 I'm leaving a world today where our boy made it. 390 00:40:27,594 --> 00:40:29,096 Where Max is alive. 391 00:40:30,222 --> 00:40:33,767 I almost took that Jason's life the same way mine was taken. 392 00:40:34,393 --> 00:40:36,103 But I realize something. 393 00:40:36,186 --> 00:40:40,607 I need my life and my family, no one else's. 394 00:40:44,528 --> 00:40:45,988 "I used to think that… 395 00:40:48,323 --> 00:40:51,743 life was about reaching some perfect destination. 396 00:40:53,412 --> 00:40:56,623 Because I hadn't reached it yet, I felt somehow ill at ease. 397 00:40:58,542 --> 00:41:00,419 But I had seen the perfection. 398 00:41:02,171 --> 00:41:06,425 I had reached it, and I'm starting to suspect 399 00:41:07,676 --> 00:41:14,308 that it is the imperfections of life that amount to a different kind of perfection." 400 00:41:18,937 --> 00:41:20,606 "I just wanna be home… 401 00:41:23,358 --> 00:41:24,693 back on the journey… 402 00:41:26,737 --> 00:41:28,280 with this version of you." 403 00:43:01,623 --> 00:43:03,208 Well, how can I help you, sir? 404 00:43:05,335 --> 00:43:06,420 You know me? 405 00:43:07,671 --> 00:43:09,256 Yes, Jason, I know you. 406 00:43:10,299 --> 00:43:11,967 - Okay. - Oh, Matt. 407 00:43:12,050 --> 00:43:13,051 What do… 408 00:43:14,678 --> 00:43:17,639 - What are you drinking? What's going on? - No, not tonight, man. 409 00:43:18,599 --> 00:43:19,850 Not tonight! 410 00:43:20,559 --> 00:43:22,519 Swung in for a hug. Okay. Thanks. 411 00:44:51,191 --> 00:44:52,234 Hey. 412 00:44:55,904 --> 00:44:58,907 Hey. Wow. That looks good. Hey. 413 00:45:00,534 --> 00:45:03,912 Sorry. Ryan finally called. 414 00:45:07,708 --> 00:45:10,460 I went and picked him up in a bar in Gary, 415 00:45:11,086 --> 00:45:12,588 and he was on a massive bender. 416 00:45:12,671 --> 00:45:13,922 Is he okay? 417 00:45:15,591 --> 00:45:17,509 Well, he's… No. 418 00:45:18,010 --> 00:45:19,595 He's in a pretty bad way. 419 00:45:22,306 --> 00:45:24,099 He's going through some stuff. 420 00:45:25,017 --> 00:45:26,101 Where is he now? 421 00:45:27,269 --> 00:45:29,688 He's at home, sleeping it off. He's… 422 00:45:30,480 --> 00:45:32,274 Maybe he shouldn't be alone. 423 00:45:33,275 --> 00:45:36,195 I called Mindy. She's on her way. 424 00:45:36,278 --> 00:45:37,279 Good. 425 00:45:37,362 --> 00:45:39,907 And I gotta call Detective Mason. 426 00:45:40,574 --> 00:45:42,367 Just to, you know, let her know. 427 00:45:45,204 --> 00:45:47,414 Hey, why don't you text me Mindy's number? 428 00:45:48,207 --> 00:45:50,834 - I'll check on her. - Yeah. Yeah. 429 00:46:05,682 --> 00:46:07,851 Hi. Help you with something? 430 00:46:07,935 --> 00:46:10,812 - Yeah. I wanna buy a handgun. - Okay. 431 00:46:11,438 --> 00:46:13,273 Don't really know the first thing about them. 432 00:46:13,857 --> 00:46:15,817 No worries. The purpose would be? 433 00:46:17,611 --> 00:46:19,404 - Just home defense. - Okay. 434 00:46:20,989 --> 00:46:25,118 So, we've got this Glock 23 right here. 435 00:46:25,953 --> 00:46:28,872 It's a.40 caliber. Austrian-made, solid knockdown power. 436 00:46:28,956 --> 00:46:30,791 Now, I can get you in a subcompact version 437 00:46:30,874 --> 00:46:33,377 if you want something a little smaller for a concealed carry permit. 438 00:46:33,460 --> 00:46:35,462 So, that would take down an intruder? 439 00:46:35,546 --> 00:46:38,006 Oh, yeah. Yeah, this will put 'em down. 440 00:46:38,507 --> 00:46:39,925 Won't be getting up either. 441 00:46:40,801 --> 00:46:43,262 Is that… Can I… Is it… How many bullets does it… 442 00:46:43,345 --> 00:46:45,430 - It's rounds. Thirteen. Yeah. - Rounds? 443 00:46:49,226 --> 00:46:50,435 You got it. 444 00:46:51,436 --> 00:46:53,355 - Yeah, what do you think? - Yeah. 445 00:46:53,438 --> 00:46:55,732 - Well, it feels like a gun. - Yeah. 446 00:46:55,816 --> 00:46:57,276 All right. Well, I can show you a few more. 447 00:46:57,359 --> 00:47:00,654 I've got a really nice Smith & Wesson.357 if you want a revolver instead. 448 00:47:00,737 --> 00:47:03,448 No. It… That's perfect. And I'll take it. 449 00:47:03,532 --> 00:47:06,118 Yeah? Okay, great. You got your FOID card? 450 00:47:07,661 --> 00:47:09,037 What is that? 451 00:47:09,121 --> 00:47:13,083 It's your Firearm Owners Identification card issued by the Illinois State Police. 452 00:47:16,086 --> 00:47:17,671 And how do I get one? 453 00:47:17,754 --> 00:47:19,715 You have to apply for it. 454 00:47:23,677 --> 00:47:24,678 Okay. 455 00:47:25,512 --> 00:47:26,722 Okay. 456 00:47:27,931 --> 00:47:29,057 In the meantime, 457 00:47:31,018 --> 00:47:35,063 have you got anything like pepper spray, or mace? 458 00:47:35,147 --> 00:47:37,274 - Yeah, sure do, right over here. - Yeah? 459 00:47:38,275 --> 00:47:42,571 I recommend the Fox Labs pepper spray. It's got 5.3 million Scoville Heat Units. 460 00:47:42,654 --> 00:47:44,198 It's the hottest and strongest on the market. 461 00:47:44,281 --> 00:47:46,033 - All right, great. Yeah. I'll do that. - Yeah? 462 00:47:46,116 --> 00:47:48,702 - And can I have a look at a knife? - Yeah, right here. 463 00:47:49,745 --> 00:47:51,872 You looking for anything in particular, or… 464 00:47:52,539 --> 00:47:55,375 - I mean, no. This one? - That's a good choice. 465 00:47:55,459 --> 00:47:58,045 This is the Spyderco Civilian. 466 00:47:58,128 --> 00:48:00,464 Designed for self-defense and hand-to-hand combat. 467 00:48:01,048 --> 00:48:02,257 Just be careful. 468 00:48:03,258 --> 00:48:05,886 - Yeah. I'll take both. - Okay. 469 00:48:05,969 --> 00:48:06,970 Great. 470 00:48:07,513 --> 00:48:09,473 I will ring you up right over there. 471 00:48:10,098 --> 00:48:12,100 - Appreciate your business. Yep. - Thank you. 472 00:48:12,184 --> 00:48:13,977 - Have a good one. - Yeah. 473 00:48:33,455 --> 00:48:35,666 Did you change your mind about the knife? 474 00:48:37,209 --> 00:48:39,711 I wanted to buy a handgun. 475 00:48:39,795 --> 00:48:43,298 I just don't really know the first thing about them. 476 00:48:44,758 --> 00:48:46,552 Didn't we just have this conversation? 477 00:48:48,345 --> 00:48:49,847 What are you talking about? 478 00:48:50,973 --> 00:48:52,474 We just did this. 479 00:48:52,558 --> 00:48:54,726 I showed you a Glock. You didn't have your FOID card. 480 00:48:56,228 --> 00:48:58,939 You bought mace and a knife? 481 00:48:59,022 --> 00:49:01,358 No, I've never been in this store. 482 00:49:06,113 --> 00:49:10,075 Okay. Yeah. Do you have a twin? 483 00:49:12,911 --> 00:49:14,079 No. 484 00:49:15,581 --> 00:49:19,751 Are you saying that someone was just in here that looks a lot like me? 485 00:49:21,044 --> 00:49:22,963 Yeah. Yeah, exactly like you. 486 00:49:23,046 --> 00:49:25,007 Same clothes and every… Well, he didn't… 487 00:49:25,924 --> 00:49:27,885 He didn't have a brace on his finger. 488 00:49:28,719 --> 00:49:30,387 How long ago was that? 489 00:49:31,138 --> 00:49:33,473 He walked out 20 seconds before you walked in. 490 00:49:37,936 --> 00:49:39,730 Hey, do you know which direction he went? 491 00:49:39,813 --> 00:49:41,064 I didn't see. 492 00:49:41,148 --> 00:49:43,233 You wanna tell me what the hell's going on?