1 00:00:16,083 --> 00:00:17,958 I heard there's a recording of you 2 00:00:18,708 --> 00:00:21,124 engaged in sexual activity. 3 00:00:22,124 --> 00:00:23,416 Holy shit. 4 00:00:25,333 --> 00:00:27,458 For the first time since getting out of rehab, 5 00:00:27,541 --> 00:00:28,917 I was feeling good about the world. 6 00:00:30,249 --> 00:00:31,625 Keep your mouth shut. 7 00:00:32,416 --> 00:00:34,291 These dudes ain't fucking around. 8 00:00:35,333 --> 00:00:36,917 Come on, just try it. 9 00:00:37,917 --> 00:00:39,208 You're so hot. 10 00:00:39,708 --> 00:00:41,583 I'm just trying to get back at my ex-boyfriend. 11 00:00:42,875 --> 00:00:44,458 Let me take you out tonight. 12 00:00:46,792 --> 00:00:47,958 Hey, I'm Ethan. 13 00:00:48,208 --> 00:00:49,208 I'm Kat. 14 00:00:49,958 --> 00:00:52,583 Cassie's smitten like a kitten with you. 15 00:00:52,958 --> 00:00:55,291 Why you got to make everything so sexual? 16 00:01:23,750 --> 00:01:27,249 When Kat was 11 years old, 17 00:01:27,333 --> 00:01:28,667 she went on a family vacation to Sandals, Jamaica. 18 00:01:30,500 --> 00:01:31,958 I need help! 19 00:01:32,041 --> 00:01:36,583 Someone get this jellyfish off me! 20 00:01:36,667 --> 00:01:37,958 - Help me! - She quickly discovered that she hated the ocean... 21 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:51,249 Up until that moment, Kat had a relatively good life. 22 00:01:51,333 --> 00:01:54,667 I mean, life wasn't amazing, 23 00:01:54,750 --> 00:01:57,208 but it's not like she fantasized about killing herself. 24 00:01:57,291 --> 00:02:01,208 It was good enough. She was popular enough, smart enough. 25 00:02:01,291 --> 00:02:05,833 The only thing that was, like, actually amazing was Daniel. 26 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:09,667 Daniel was like a dream, like, gorgeous, 27 00:02:09,750 --> 00:02:11,792 like, really nice. 28 00:02:11,875 --> 00:02:13,458 Like, the kind of boy that would text her 29 00:02:13,541 --> 00:02:14,541 every night before bed and say... 30 00:02:16,375 --> 00:02:21,792 And the kind of boy that would meet her outside of school every morning 31 00:02:21,875 --> 00:02:24,208 just to make sure he could hold her hand as they walked down the hall. 32 00:02:24,291 --> 00:02:28,208 She could never figure out why Daniel chose her, 33 00:02:28,291 --> 00:02:30,541 what Daniel actually liked or loved about her. 34 00:02:30,625 --> 00:02:32,958 She just knew it felt really good. 35 00:02:33,041 --> 00:02:35,625 Whatever. It didn't matter. 36 00:02:35,708 --> 00:02:36,508 It's better not to jinx these things. 37 00:02:38,208 --> 00:02:41,458 - Can I have another one? - Sure. 38 00:02:43,833 --> 00:02:46,708 During her eight-day stay on that stupid island, 39 00:02:46,792 --> 00:02:48,917 Kat drank 72 virgin piña coladas. 40 00:02:49,583 --> 00:02:51,249 She was in heaven. 41 00:02:55,667 --> 00:02:58,458 And then she got home. 42 00:03:00,249 --> 00:03:04,333 Oh, my God. What happened? 43 00:03:04,416 --> 00:03:09,124 When Kat had left for Jamaica, she was 107 pounds, 44 00:03:09,208 --> 00:03:11,249 when she returned, she weighed in at whopping... 45 00:03:14,333 --> 00:03:17,541 - Get up. - Despite being five-two, 46 00:03:17,625 --> 00:03:19,667 which was tall for her age... 47 00:03:19,750 --> 00:03:22,166 her body was not prepared to house the extra 20 pounds. 48 00:03:22,249 --> 00:03:23,875 It was noticeable. 49 00:03:33,249 --> 00:03:34,958 Kat did her best to minimize the fallout. 50 00:03:43,833 --> 00:03:48,041 - You're wearing two sweatshirts? - No. 51 00:03:48,124 --> 00:03:52,333 At least Daniel didn't make a big deal out of it. 52 00:03:52,416 --> 00:03:55,833 That's why she liked him. He didn't care about what people thought. 53 00:03:55,917 --> 00:03:58,375 He liked her for whatever reasons he liked her, 54 00:03:58,458 --> 00:04:00,208 and 20 stupid pounds would never change that. 55 00:04:02,875 --> 00:04:04,083 Until fourth period. 56 00:04:11,208 --> 00:04:15,750 It wasn't even in Daniel's handwriting. 57 00:04:15,833 --> 00:04:17,291 It was Kendra Sutherland's. 58 00:04:20,667 --> 00:04:22,792 Whatever. 59 00:04:22,875 --> 00:04:25,291 Fuck her. Fuck him. 60 00:04:25,375 --> 00:04:28,792 She didn't actually love Daniel. She was 11. 61 00:04:28,875 --> 00:04:31,583 And when you're 11, you fall in love with, like, everyone and everything. 62 00:04:31,667 --> 00:04:33,583 It's not real love. 63 00:04:33,667 --> 00:04:35,875 Real love is when you can't exist without someone, 64 00:04:35,958 --> 00:04:39,083 when you'd rather die than be apart, 65 00:04:39,166 --> 00:04:40,958 and the whole world goes dark, and nothing else matters 66 00:04:41,041 --> 00:04:41,958 but the person standing in front of you. 67 00:04:42,041 --> 00:04:45,083 I just want you to know I'm in. I am all in. 68 00:04:45,166 --> 00:04:47,917 For the first time in 140 years, 69 00:04:47,999 --> 00:04:51,249 I felt something I thought had been lost to me forever. 70 00:04:51,333 --> 00:04:54,208 Say you'll wait for me. 71 00:04:54,291 --> 00:04:56,708 We love each other. 72 00:04:56,792 --> 00:04:59,625 That's real love, and those were real men. 73 00:04:59,708 --> 00:05:02,375 Men who'd never leave her, 74 00:05:02,458 --> 00:05:05,583 disappoint her, break her heart. 75 00:05:05,667 --> 00:05:07,833 Real men whose love would spark and ignite and inspire. 76 00:05:12,750 --> 00:05:17,291 The summer before high school she started writing fan fiction. 77 00:05:17,375 --> 00:05:19,041 By the year's end, she had become 78 00:05:19,124 --> 00:05:22,124 one of the most prolific smut writers on Tumblr. 79 00:05:22,208 --> 00:05:24,124 She was known for her AU crossovers 80 00:05:24,208 --> 00:05:27,333 and her consistent NC-17 ratings. 81 00:05:27,416 --> 00:05:30,792 But what made her famous was her story, "The First Night," 82 00:05:30,875 --> 00:05:33,999 a 7,000-word fic that was largely credited 83 00:05:34,083 --> 00:05:35,833 with starting the "Larry Stylinson" conspiracy theory. 84 00:05:38,792 --> 00:05:40,750 That Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson of One Direction 85 00:05:40,833 --> 00:05:43,124 were secretly fucking. 86 00:05:43,208 --> 00:05:44,833 "It's the first night of the 'Take Me Home' tour." 87 00:05:46,750 --> 00:05:49,875 London, we've got a little song for you tonight! 88 00:05:49,958 --> 00:05:52,333 "Louis was unusually nervous. 89 00:05:52,416 --> 00:05:55,625 "His mouth was dry, palms sweating, 90 00:05:55,708 --> 00:05:57,625 "when suddenly, he felt the press of Harry's body from behind. 91 00:05:59,625 --> 00:06:01,166 "Harry can sense the nervous tension 92 00:06:01,249 --> 00:06:03,291 "running through Louis's stiff body. 93 00:06:03,375 --> 00:06:05,917 - "'What are you doing?' - 'To calm your nerves.' 94 00:06:05,999 --> 00:06:08,416 "'You're my best mate, and this is what mates do for one another.' 95 00:06:08,500 --> 00:06:10,917 "'But Harry, what if someone sees?' 96 00:06:10,999 --> 00:06:11,917 "'Let them.' 97 00:06:17,750 --> 00:06:19,917 "As Harry takes Louis into his mouth with surprising ease, 98 00:06:19,999 --> 00:06:21,625 he begins to suck his cock with torturous finesse." 99 00:06:51,625 --> 00:06:54,166 Ugh. Kat doesn't even have asthma. 100 00:06:54,249 --> 00:06:57,041 She's just fat and doesn't wanna exercise. 101 00:07:00,124 --> 00:07:02,750 With 72 hours of publishing "The First Night," 102 00:07:02,833 --> 00:07:08,375 it had garnered 184,265 notes, 103 00:07:08,458 --> 00:07:12,625 and then three weeks later, Kat had amassed over 53,000 followers. 104 00:07:12,708 --> 00:07:15,083 She had become extremely popular... 105 00:07:15,166 --> 00:07:17,958 online. 106 00:07:18,041 --> 00:07:18,999 No one in real life knew that she was famous. 107 00:07:19,083 --> 00:07:24,333 Whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp, whomp... 108 00:07:24,416 --> 00:07:26,416 And no one online knew that her life was actually super depressing. 109 00:07:26,917 --> 00:07:30,333 Ew! Take those things off. 110 00:07:35,083 --> 00:07:38,416 She'd regularly fantasize about telling her followers 111 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,625 how much she hated her school, her town, 112 00:07:41,708 --> 00:07:43,958 and how everyone in it was full of shit and a fucking asshole. 113 00:07:44,041 --> 00:07:46,625 She'd tell them to surround the school, 114 00:07:46,708 --> 00:07:47,958 show up right after the morning bell prepared for war. 115 00:07:54,708 --> 00:07:58,708 They'd demand the release of their queen. 116 00:07:58,792 --> 00:08:00,291 And if anyone even hesitated... 117 00:08:05,625 --> 00:08:08,291 The scary thing is, is they'd actually do it. 118 00:08:10,625 --> 00:08:12,083 They'd do anything she asked. 119 00:08:13,166 --> 00:08:15,208 That's how much they loved her. 120 00:08:16,375 --> 00:08:19,375 Granted, they didn't know who she was 121 00:08:19,458 --> 00:08:20,958 or what she looked like. 122 00:08:27,708 --> 00:08:29,917 It's me, ThunderKitKat. 123 00:08:40,750 --> 00:08:45,083 And then that video came out. 124 00:08:45,166 --> 00:08:46,792 And they did see what she looked like, 125 00:08:46,875 --> 00:08:48,792 and they still loved her. 126 00:08:48,875 --> 00:08:51,625 And not only did they love her, 127 00:08:51,708 --> 00:08:53,958 they wanted to fuck her. 128 00:09:38,667 --> 00:09:41,375 Hey, I'm Rue. I'm an addict. 129 00:09:41,458 --> 00:09:43,124 Hi, Rue. 130 00:09:43,208 --> 00:09:46,541 And I've been clean for 60 days. 131 00:09:49,999 --> 00:09:52,333 For the record, I'm not not telling the truth. 132 00:09:52,416 --> 00:09:54,792 I've actually been doing really well. 133 00:09:54,875 --> 00:09:56,416 Because the morning after that whole 134 00:09:56,500 --> 00:09:59,917 drug-dealer-face-tattoo fentanyl excursion, 135 00:09:59,999 --> 00:10:01,375 I, uh, got in a little bit of trouble... 136 00:10:01,458 --> 00:10:02,416 Oh, shit. 137 00:10:05,667 --> 00:10:07,667 for disappearing for like 16 hours. 138 00:10:08,958 --> 00:10:11,291 Where have you been? 139 00:10:12,999 --> 00:10:16,416 - I'm sorry. My phone died. - Bullshit. You're doing drugs. 140 00:10:16,500 --> 00:10:18,500 - I'm not doing drugs. - Then where have you been? 141 00:10:18,583 --> 00:10:20,124 And why weren't you answering you phone? 142 00:10:20,208 --> 00:10:22,958 - And why are you sneaking into the house? - I was with someone. 143 00:10:23,041 --> 00:10:25,249 - Who? - It does... It doesn't matter, Mom. 144 00:10:25,333 --> 00:10:27,208 It matters, Rue. 145 00:10:27,291 --> 00:10:29,833 It matters. You're doing drugs. 146 00:10:29,917 --> 00:10:32,541 Gia, go back to sleep. 147 00:10:32,625 --> 00:10:34,583 Rue, are you... are you okay? 148 00:10:34,667 --> 00:10:36,500 Yeah, Gia, I'm fine. You can go back to sleep. 149 00:10:36,583 --> 00:10:40,541 She's okay, baby. Okay, go to bed. Good night. 150 00:10:45,333 --> 00:10:47,792 I will not allow you to walk up into this house 151 00:10:47,875 --> 00:10:50,249 at 5:30 in the morning and lie to my face. 152 00:10:50,333 --> 00:10:53,583 So tell me the truth right now. Where were you? 153 00:10:53,667 --> 00:10:57,583 Mom, I don't want to have to tell you everything that's going on in my life. 154 00:10:57,667 --> 00:11:01,166 If you want to drug test me, just drug test me. 155 00:11:05,667 --> 00:11:06,958 She wasn't the only person upset with me. 156 00:11:07,041 --> 00:11:09,249 I'm not kidding, Rue. 157 00:11:09,333 --> 00:11:11,833 I'm not trying to become best friends with someone 158 00:11:11,917 --> 00:11:14,249 who's gonna fucking kill themself. 159 00:11:16,625 --> 00:11:18,500 I know. 160 00:11:18,583 --> 00:11:20,750 I didn't mean to do this. 161 00:11:21,124 --> 00:11:23,958 I've been through, like... 162 00:11:24,041 --> 00:11:28,083 enough traumatic shit in my life that I don't... 163 00:11:28,166 --> 00:11:30,416 - I can't like... - I get it. 164 00:11:31,041 --> 00:11:32,583 I get it. 165 00:11:33,708 --> 00:11:38,083 I don't want to be around you if you don't stop using drugs. 166 00:11:43,208 --> 00:11:44,750 Okay. 167 00:11:49,333 --> 00:11:51,291 I mean it. 168 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:55,291 I know. I'll stop. 169 00:11:56,458 --> 00:11:58,166 I promise. 170 00:11:59,333 --> 00:12:01,625 I just need you to do me a favor. 171 00:12:04,041 --> 00:12:06,416 You're not gonna like it. 172 00:12:15,999 --> 00:12:18,875 You're still grounded until I don't even fucking know. 173 00:12:18,958 --> 00:12:20,541 What else is there? 174 00:12:20,625 --> 00:12:22,625 I told you I wasn't lying. 175 00:12:36,083 --> 00:12:40,291 So, I decided to stay clean. 176 00:12:40,375 --> 00:12:42,541 And I have been, for a while. 177 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:50,750 But I've also been coming to this meeting for longer. 178 00:12:50,833 --> 00:12:54,375 Girl, it's your 60 days today, right? 179 00:12:54,458 --> 00:12:58,416 Ah! Oh, God. So good! 180 00:12:58,500 --> 00:13:01,416 Hmm, I don't know. I just didn't want to depress anyone. 181 00:13:01,500 --> 00:13:03,249 Plus, I really have been trying, 182 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:04,833 and that counts for something. 183 00:13:04,917 --> 00:13:08,667 Two months ago, I woke up from a comma. 184 00:13:09,708 --> 00:13:11,500 I didn't know what happened, 185 00:13:11,583 --> 00:13:16,124 but from the looks of my mother and little sister's faces, 186 00:13:16,208 --> 00:13:18,041 I knew that... 187 00:13:18,124 --> 00:13:20,917 whatever it was, whatever I did... 188 00:13:22,708 --> 00:13:24,541 it wasn't good. 189 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:31,166 It scared them. 190 00:13:32,541 --> 00:13:34,583 It really scared them. 191 00:13:37,291 --> 00:13:42,124 And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 192 00:13:42,208 --> 00:13:44,291 'Cause I owe it to them. 193 00:13:44,375 --> 00:13:48,041 I owe it to everyone I love, and everyone who loves me. 194 00:13:52,833 --> 00:13:56,249 The hardest part, uh, has been... 195 00:13:57,083 --> 00:14:00,583 feeling like I owe it to myself. 196 00:14:02,124 --> 00:14:06,249 And, uh, maybe that'll get easier. 197 00:14:08,792 --> 00:14:10,833 I hope it will. 198 00:14:10,917 --> 00:14:13,124 Thank you. 199 00:14:17,583 --> 00:14:20,041 I don't know. It's just been a really weird couple of weeks. 200 00:14:20,124 --> 00:14:23,500 I didn't know it at the time, but Jules was falling in love. 201 00:16:48,041 --> 00:16:50,750 I'm not saying I'm in love. 202 00:16:50,833 --> 00:16:54,958 I'm just saying I really, really, really like him. 203 00:16:55,041 --> 00:16:58,792 - Who? ShyGuy118? - His name is Tyler. 204 00:16:58,875 --> 00:17:01,833 It doesn't really matter. They're both little fuckboy names. 205 00:17:01,917 --> 00:17:05,667 He's not. For real, like, he's so sweet. 206 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:09,083 - What school does he go to? - St. Mary's. 207 00:17:09,166 --> 00:17:11,917 Ew. Private school. 208 00:17:11,999 --> 00:17:15,667 You're just jealous. 209 00:17:15,750 --> 00:17:18,166 Aside from that being a really shitty thing to say, 210 00:17:18,249 --> 00:17:20,458 it's also not true. 211 00:17:20,541 --> 00:17:21,999 She'd just been acting weird all week. 212 00:17:22,083 --> 00:17:23,625 I'm not jealous. 213 00:17:23,708 --> 00:17:26,833 I mean, you've been acting weird, like, all week. 214 00:17:26,917 --> 00:17:28,541 - What? - Yeah, like, 215 00:17:28,625 --> 00:17:30,875 every time I'm on my phone, you just stop talking. 216 00:17:30,958 --> 00:17:32,999 You're literally like my dad. 217 00:17:33,083 --> 00:17:34,291 Sorry. 218 00:17:34,375 --> 00:17:36,124 It's fine. 219 00:17:37,500 --> 00:17:41,291 You wanna see his dick? 220 00:17:55,541 --> 00:17:58,166 Ew. 221 00:18:07,875 --> 00:18:09,249 Stick it out! 222 00:18:13,291 --> 00:18:15,166 What a tiny twink! 223 00:18:15,249 --> 00:18:16,500 Shut it. Just give it... 224 00:18:16,583 --> 00:18:19,291 What the fuck? 225 00:18:20,667 --> 00:18:24,708 Fucking step on it. It's too small, 226 00:18:24,792 --> 00:18:26,708 - It could never satisfy you. - Kat! Dinner! 227 00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:29,541 I'll get her. 228 00:18:30,416 --> 00:18:32,625 Ay, Jesus, girl. 229 00:18:33,667 --> 00:18:35,083 Kat! 230 00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:36,458 Hey! 231 00:18:36,541 --> 00:18:37,917 What? 232 00:18:37,999 --> 00:18:41,792 Take pictures of your toes later. Dinner's on the table. 233 00:18:48,124 --> 00:18:50,083 Bye. Love you. See ya. 234 00:18:54,625 --> 00:18:56,833 I can't believe I haven't even told you, like, 235 00:18:56,917 --> 00:18:58,792 how insane my parents are being. 236 00:18:58,875 --> 00:19:02,249 All week long, she's just been going on and on... 237 00:19:02,333 --> 00:19:03,999 about how much she hates my dad. 238 00:19:04,083 --> 00:19:05,291 I'm just like, 239 00:19:05,375 --> 00:19:07,249 you can't do this to me. He's my dad. 240 00:19:07,333 --> 00:19:09,958 I don't know. I know he has issues, but so does she. 241 00:19:10,041 --> 00:19:11,708 And he's not telling me shit about her. 242 00:19:11,792 --> 00:19:14,792 Yeah. That's, like, not cool of your mom 243 00:19:14,875 --> 00:19:16,500 to put you in that situation. 244 00:19:16,583 --> 00:19:18,500 Yeah, but if I say that, then she's gonna make me 245 00:19:18,583 --> 00:19:20,124 an enemy, too. 246 00:19:20,208 --> 00:19:21,792 Literally the last thing I need right now is... 247 00:19:21,875 --> 00:19:24,541 Who keeps texting you? 248 00:19:24,625 --> 00:19:26,667 - My dad. - Well, do you want me to respond? 249 00:19:26,750 --> 00:19:28,458 He's texted you like 15 times. 250 00:19:28,541 --> 00:19:31,249 No, I'll just... call him later. 251 00:19:39,166 --> 00:19:41,416 I mean, it's huge, right? 252 00:19:42,416 --> 00:19:43,750 Mm... 253 00:19:43,833 --> 00:19:45,333 Don't front. It's a big dick. 254 00:19:45,416 --> 00:19:47,667 You know what? It may be, but, uh, we can't really tell, 255 00:19:47,750 --> 00:19:49,166 'cause it's just fucking floating in space. 256 00:19:49,249 --> 00:19:52,083 - So? - So, there's no way to compare scale. 257 00:19:52,166 --> 00:19:54,208 You know, if there's a fucking hand in the frame, at least you can be, like, 258 00:19:54,291 --> 00:19:56,083 okay, it's about the size of an adult male hand. 259 00:19:56,166 --> 00:19:59,166 Or like twice the size. Or a fucking fraction of the size. 260 00:19:59,249 --> 00:20:03,083 Rue. This is an objectively big dick. 261 00:20:05,999 --> 00:20:09,583 Some people say that eyes are the windows to the soul. 262 00:20:11,083 --> 00:20:12,249 I disagree. 263 00:20:12,833 --> 00:20:16,750 I think it's your dick and how you fucking photograph it. 264 00:20:17,917 --> 00:20:20,083 There are two different types of dick pics. 265 00:20:23,166 --> 00:20:26,208 Solicited, and unsolicited. 266 00:20:26,291 --> 00:20:28,208 Solicited makes up for about one percent 267 00:20:28,291 --> 00:20:29,708 of all dick pics sent and received. 268 00:20:29,792 --> 00:20:33,166 But within that one percent, there are three categories. 269 00:20:33,249 --> 00:20:34,833 Jules? 270 00:20:35,958 --> 00:20:38,999 Terrifying, horrifying, and acceptable. 271 00:20:39,083 --> 00:20:40,541 I know what some of you are thinking. 272 00:20:40,625 --> 00:20:44,249 Rue, terrifying and horrifying sound like the same thing. 273 00:20:44,333 --> 00:20:46,999 Well, to a trained eye, 274 00:20:47,083 --> 00:20:48,792 it could be the difference between... 275 00:20:48,875 --> 00:20:51,917 Yo, sorry about the mess. 276 00:20:51,999 --> 00:20:54,500 My mom's, like, out of town? 277 00:20:56,291 --> 00:20:59,041 A basic hygiene issue. 278 00:20:59,124 --> 00:20:59,924 Or... 279 00:21:08,166 --> 00:21:09,166 a life or death situation. 280 00:21:09,249 --> 00:21:10,999 So, here are some key things to look out for. 281 00:21:11,999 --> 00:21:14,249 Uncapped deodorant touching the floor. 282 00:21:14,333 --> 00:21:15,958 Horrifying. 283 00:21:17,999 --> 00:21:19,958 Jug of lotion. 284 00:21:20,667 --> 00:21:21,999 Terrifying. 285 00:21:23,416 --> 00:21:25,166 Dirty fingernails. 286 00:21:25,875 --> 00:21:27,124 Horrifying. 287 00:21:28,708 --> 00:21:30,375 A medieval sword? 288 00:21:30,458 --> 00:21:32,583 Run-for-your-fucking-life terrifying. 289 00:21:33,166 --> 00:21:35,750 So, what constitutes this rarefied, 290 00:21:35,833 --> 00:21:38,583 sought after, acceptable dick pic? 291 00:21:40,541 --> 00:21:42,625 Wow. Okay. 292 00:21:42,708 --> 00:21:46,500 So his penis is the size of an Evian bottle. 293 00:21:47,792 --> 00:21:49,999 - Well, the lighting is nice. - Mm-hmm. 294 00:21:50,083 --> 00:21:52,583 - Uh, his room looks clean. - Mm-hmm. 295 00:21:52,667 --> 00:21:54,792 - Looks well-groomed. - Right? 296 00:21:54,875 --> 00:21:57,708 Okay, yeah. I'm beginning to understand the appeal. 297 00:21:57,792 --> 00:21:58,875 Thank you. 298 00:21:58,958 --> 00:22:00,416 But here's the thing. 299 00:22:00,500 --> 00:22:03,458 I, like, sent him a few pics from the school bathroom during class 300 00:22:03,541 --> 00:22:05,458 - because he asked me to... - Wait. Like, nudes? 301 00:22:05,541 --> 00:22:09,083 I can't talk about it. But I need your help. 302 00:22:09,166 --> 00:22:11,208 Yeah. Sure. Whatever. 303 00:22:11,291 --> 00:22:15,291 I want, like, good, professional partial nudes. 304 00:22:15,375 --> 00:22:17,375 Like, classy, but not too arty. 305 00:22:17,458 --> 00:22:20,041 Like, like I took them with very little thought or effort 306 00:22:20,124 --> 00:22:22,875 but could also be in fucking MOMA. 307 00:22:22,958 --> 00:22:23,999 Be cool, Rue. 308 00:22:24,083 --> 00:22:27,917 - Yeah. It's, like, easy. Whatever. - Yeah. 309 00:22:31,083 --> 00:22:34,583 Excuse me. Sorry. Sorry. 310 00:22:35,792 --> 00:22:37,375 - Hey. - Hi. 311 00:22:37,458 --> 00:22:39,458 Look at you, still doing the grapefruit diet. 312 00:22:39,541 --> 00:22:41,333 Yep, I literally wanna die. 313 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,541 Yeah. It's only bad for the first two weeks. 314 00:22:43,625 --> 00:22:46,166 Then your stomach shrinks, and you adjust, 315 00:22:46,249 --> 00:22:49,458 and you are reborn. 316 00:22:49,541 --> 00:22:51,375 Oh, wow. Can't wait. 317 00:22:51,458 --> 00:22:54,458 - How much? - Uh, that'll be $3.25. 318 00:22:56,416 --> 00:23:00,667 Yo, can you please, maybe hurry the fuck up? 319 00:23:00,750 --> 00:23:04,375 Huh. Um, could I pay you the rest tomorrow? 320 00:23:04,458 --> 00:23:06,958 I'm sorry, baby. There's a policy. 321 00:23:07,041 --> 00:23:09,166 Hey, Kat, I, uh, I gotcha. 322 00:23:09,249 --> 00:23:12,166 - Oh, hi. - Hey. How you doing? 323 00:23:12,249 --> 00:23:14,750 - I'm good. How are you? - Sweet. I'm good, I'm good. 324 00:23:14,833 --> 00:23:17,541 - Hey, Erika. How much was it? - Uh, $3.25. 325 00:23:17,625 --> 00:23:20,541 I have, like, $1.25 here. 326 00:23:20,625 --> 00:23:22,208 Do you, um... For a grapefruit? 327 00:23:22,291 --> 00:23:24,208 Do you want... Do you want something else to eat? 328 00:23:24,291 --> 00:23:26,416 - Oh, no, no, no. - No, 'cause if you don't have enough money on you right now, 329 00:23:26,500 --> 00:23:28,875 I can totally... I can get you, like, some actual food, or... 330 00:23:28,958 --> 00:23:33,625 She's doing the grapefruit diet. It's not easy. Don't tempt her. 331 00:23:35,333 --> 00:23:36,667 Okay. 332 00:23:37,333 --> 00:23:38,667 Cool. 333 00:23:39,500 --> 00:23:41,291 All right. Um... 334 00:23:41,375 --> 00:23:43,667 - Thank you. - Yeah, well, um... 335 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:45,792 I'll see you in, uh, biology. 336 00:23:45,875 --> 00:23:48,541 Yeah, yeah. Um, thanks. 337 00:23:48,625 --> 00:23:50,249 - Yeah. Sure. - Goodbye. 338 00:23:50,333 --> 00:23:52,083 - Aw, man, do it upright. - Fuck it. 339 00:23:52,166 --> 00:23:55,166 - Aw, you got moked out. - You suck, man. 340 00:23:58,750 --> 00:24:01,541 So you're basically in a long-distance relationship. 341 00:24:01,625 --> 00:24:03,291 No, we like FaceTime every night. 342 00:24:03,375 --> 00:24:05,958 Aw, that's so sweet. You guys are full-on in love. 343 00:24:06,041 --> 00:24:09,583 Oh, my God. Stop! 344 00:24:09,667 --> 00:24:10,750 - I really like you. - I like you, too, Cassie. 345 00:24:10,833 --> 00:24:12,750 I like you more. 346 00:24:12,833 --> 00:24:13,917 Ew. 347 00:24:13,999 --> 00:24:15,750 We are not in love. 348 00:24:15,833 --> 00:24:18,208 But he did invite me to spend the weekend with him. 349 00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:19,708 Like, the whole weekend? 350 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:21,792 Yeah, like Friday and Saturday night. 351 00:24:21,875 --> 00:24:23,625 Wait, is your mom gonna let you go? 352 00:24:23,708 --> 00:24:26,375 It doesn't matter. I'll just kill her in her sleep if she doesn't let me. 353 00:24:26,708 --> 00:24:29,291 Sounds like true love to me. 354 00:24:29,375 --> 00:24:31,792 Whatever. She can't stop me. 355 00:24:31,875 --> 00:24:34,124 Honestly, I love your mom... 356 00:24:34,208 --> 00:24:36,249 Yeah, well try living with her. 357 00:24:43,333 --> 00:24:45,999 Do any of you guys know how Bitcoin works? 358 00:24:46,083 --> 00:24:47,833 - Hmm. No. - No. 359 00:24:48,500 --> 00:24:49,958 But you know who probably does? 360 00:24:50,041 --> 00:24:53,667 It's a worldwide cryptocurrency and digital payment system. 361 00:24:53,750 --> 00:24:56,124 I literally have no clue what you're talking about. 362 00:24:56,208 --> 00:24:59,458 Well, there's no easier way to explain it. 363 00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:02,792 Look, why don't you just tell us what you're trying to do, 364 00:25:02,875 --> 00:25:05,208 and we can tell you how we can help. 365 00:25:05,917 --> 00:25:07,750 - Um... - Unless it's human trafficking. 366 00:25:07,833 --> 00:25:09,708 I don't fuck with human trafficking. 367 00:25:10,208 --> 00:25:13,333 I'm not... human trafficking. 368 00:25:13,416 --> 00:25:15,041 Yeah, us, neither. 369 00:25:15,958 --> 00:25:17,583 Okay. Um... 370 00:25:18,249 --> 00:25:20,999 I was just wondering if it's like, 371 00:25:21,083 --> 00:25:23,999 a good way to anonymously get money online. 372 00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:26,667 That's literally what it's made for. 373 00:25:26,750 --> 00:25:28,249 Dumb ass. 374 00:25:29,541 --> 00:25:31,041 Cool. 375 00:25:33,792 --> 00:25:35,500 I feel like that's it. 376 00:25:35,583 --> 00:25:38,999 No, it's good, it's good. I like it. 377 00:25:44,083 --> 00:25:46,124 Wait. Yeah, that really does look like I took it. 378 00:25:46,208 --> 00:25:47,375 - Right? - Okay. 379 00:25:47,458 --> 00:25:49,291 - It's good. - Yeah. 380 00:26:03,958 --> 00:26:05,375 - Got it. - Do I look hot? 381 00:26:05,458 --> 00:26:08,458 - Yeah. - Like, hot enough that you'd want to fuck me, 382 00:26:08,541 --> 00:26:10,291 or like, cute? 383 00:26:11,208 --> 00:26:13,375 Like... like me? 384 00:26:13,458 --> 00:26:15,625 Or like him, me? 385 00:26:16,249 --> 00:26:17,667 Either. 386 00:26:19,124 --> 00:26:20,416 Yeah. 387 00:26:20,500 --> 00:26:21,708 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah? 388 00:26:21,792 --> 00:26:25,458 - Mm-hmm. - Should I, like, show more? Like... 389 00:26:26,667 --> 00:26:29,708 - I don't know. - What do you think? 390 00:26:29,792 --> 00:26:31,750 I... I mean, it's... whatever. 391 00:26:31,833 --> 00:26:33,833 Whatever you, um, like to do. 392 00:26:33,917 --> 00:26:36,750 I mean, what do you think, though? 393 00:26:37,583 --> 00:26:40,041 Um... fuck. 394 00:26:40,500 --> 00:26:43,291 It's my mom. 395 00:26:45,083 --> 00:26:48,708 Hey, Mom. I'm just at Jules's house. 396 00:26:50,291 --> 00:26:53,083 Um, well I have NA tonight. 397 00:26:53,166 --> 00:26:56,083 So, like nine-thirty-ish? 398 00:26:56,166 --> 00:27:00,041 Okay. Uh, love you, too. Bye. 399 00:27:02,375 --> 00:27:04,625 - NA? - Yeah. 400 00:27:04,708 --> 00:27:07,083 Narcotics anonymous. 401 00:27:07,166 --> 00:27:10,708 Wait. You've been clean for like, two weeks, right? 402 00:27:10,792 --> 00:27:13,416 - Yeah. That's right. - Rue! 403 00:27:13,500 --> 00:27:15,875 - What? - Fuck you, come here! 404 00:27:15,958 --> 00:27:19,416 - What? - You've been... Come here! Oh, my God! 405 00:27:25,124 --> 00:27:28,625 I'm so proud of you. 406 00:27:28,708 --> 00:27:31,333 I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 407 00:27:37,083 --> 00:27:39,792 Um, I'm gonna go get a glass of water really quick. 408 00:27:39,875 --> 00:27:40,792 Okay. 409 00:27:40,875 --> 00:27:43,208 - Okay. - Whatever, bitch. 410 00:28:08,249 --> 00:28:10,958 Oh, fuck me. 411 00:28:11,750 --> 00:28:12,875 Fuck. 412 00:28:31,375 --> 00:28:34,541 Uh... I got to go. 413 00:28:34,625 --> 00:28:36,041 - But, uh, love you. - Okay. 414 00:28:36,124 --> 00:28:38,041 And I'll see you later. 415 00:28:38,124 --> 00:28:39,208 - Bye. - Love you. 416 00:28:39,291 --> 00:28:40,291 Love you, too. 417 00:29:37,917 --> 00:29:39,999 And, uh, at that moment, I decided to at least try and change. 418 00:29:40,999 --> 00:29:42,708 'Cause I owe it to them. 419 00:29:44,792 --> 00:29:47,541 I owe it to everyone I love 420 00:29:47,625 --> 00:29:49,875 and everyone that loves me. 421 00:29:49,958 --> 00:29:51,750 And, uh, maybe... 422 00:29:51,833 --> 00:29:53,166 that'll get easier. 423 00:29:55,208 --> 00:29:56,999 I hope it will. 424 00:29:57,541 --> 00:29:59,208 Thank you. 425 00:30:19,792 --> 00:30:23,667 Yo. Sixty days, no small feat. 426 00:30:23,750 --> 00:30:25,583 Thanks. 427 00:30:25,667 --> 00:30:28,833 - Very moving share. - Thank you. 428 00:30:30,333 --> 00:30:32,208 Can I ask you something? 429 00:30:32,291 --> 00:30:34,833 How'd you survive that OD? 430 00:30:37,917 --> 00:30:41,708 - What do you mean? - I mean, somebody had to save your life, right? 431 00:30:42,667 --> 00:30:46,416 - My sister. - Aw, man. 432 00:30:47,249 --> 00:30:49,249 Older or younger? 433 00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:51,041 Younger. Um... 434 00:30:51,124 --> 00:30:53,958 - I have to get home, so... - Like 12, 13? 435 00:30:55,208 --> 00:30:59,458 - I don't really understand what the point... - Curiosity. 436 00:31:00,583 --> 00:31:02,667 Yeah. She was 13. 437 00:31:02,750 --> 00:31:05,500 That's some heavy shit. But, hey. 438 00:31:05,583 --> 00:31:08,124 We've all done some bad shit in our lives, right? 439 00:31:08,208 --> 00:31:09,750 Comes with the territory. 440 00:31:10,458 --> 00:31:14,625 But, man, now you just got me thinking about... 441 00:31:14,708 --> 00:31:18,208 what that does to a 13-year-old, a 13-year-old kid, 442 00:31:18,291 --> 00:31:20,999 who finds her big sister overdosed. 443 00:31:21,625 --> 00:31:23,792 What that moment must do to somebody... 444 00:31:23,875 --> 00:31:26,625 how it affects the rest of their lives, you know, 445 00:31:26,708 --> 00:31:28,375 how it affects their ability to trust. 446 00:31:29,208 --> 00:31:33,875 Leaves it hard for them to get close to people, you know, relationships. 447 00:31:33,958 --> 00:31:36,416 Makes it hard for them to fall in love. 448 00:31:36,792 --> 00:31:39,625 Living with the fear that at any moment, 449 00:31:39,708 --> 00:31:42,833 the rug can be ripped out from under them, and they lose everything. 450 00:31:43,625 --> 00:31:46,625 Especially the people that they love. 451 00:31:46,708 --> 00:31:48,416 You ever think about that? 452 00:31:48,500 --> 00:31:50,750 Yeah, probably fucked up for life. 453 00:31:51,708 --> 00:31:54,500 But, hey, you're gonna have to make peace with that. 454 00:31:54,583 --> 00:31:56,375 Just like you're gonna have to make peace with the fact 455 00:31:56,458 --> 00:31:58,375 that you could be responsible for some shit like that, 456 00:31:58,458 --> 00:31:59,999 and then get up in front of a whole group of people 457 00:32:00,083 --> 00:32:02,083 who are struggling with the same issues, 458 00:32:02,166 --> 00:32:06,166 and lie about being clean. You know what I'm saying? 459 00:32:08,124 --> 00:32:12,500 - I don't know what you're talking about. - Listen, young blood. 460 00:32:15,333 --> 00:32:17,833 You're playing pool with Minnesota Fats. 461 00:32:18,708 --> 00:32:20,958 Who is Minnesota Fats? 462 00:32:21,041 --> 00:32:24,124 The greatest motherfucking pool player that ever lived. 463 00:32:24,208 --> 00:32:25,999 Okay. 464 00:32:26,083 --> 00:32:27,999 I'm Ali. 465 00:32:29,833 --> 00:32:32,875 Let me know when you want to stop trying to kill yourself 466 00:32:32,958 --> 00:32:34,875 and eat some pancakes. 467 00:32:51,208 --> 00:32:52,833 How was NA today? 468 00:32:55,875 --> 00:32:59,124 Uh, it was good. I, um... 469 00:32:59,208 --> 00:33:01,875 celebrated 60 days today. 470 00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:04,917 I'm really proud of you, Rue. 471 00:33:04,999 --> 00:33:06,249 Thanks. 472 00:33:14,541 --> 00:33:17,041 Hey. 473 00:33:17,667 --> 00:33:19,249 Hey. 474 00:33:20,083 --> 00:33:23,124 Whatcha doin'? 475 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:25,083 Watching My So-Called Life. 476 00:33:26,667 --> 00:33:29,667 - Fuckin' Jordan Catalano. - I know, right? 477 00:33:29,750 --> 00:33:32,375 Right. Ugh. 478 00:33:38,208 --> 00:33:41,792 Please promise me you will never fall for a Jordan Catalano. 479 00:33:41,875 --> 00:33:44,875 But he's so cute. 480 00:33:47,750 --> 00:33:50,625 Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. It's okay. 481 00:33:50,708 --> 00:33:52,708 Okay. 482 00:34:01,083 --> 00:34:02,416 Hey. 483 00:34:03,249 --> 00:34:04,917 Hello. 484 00:34:04,999 --> 00:34:06,792 Oh, shit. No! 485 00:34:09,291 --> 00:34:10,833 Oh. 486 00:34:12,124 --> 00:34:14,958 Okay. 487 00:34:20,625 --> 00:34:22,625 Kit... KittenKween? 488 00:34:22,708 --> 00:34:25,083 Hi. 489 00:34:25,166 --> 00:34:28,917 Hi. I'm really excited to meet you. 490 00:34:28,999 --> 00:34:31,917 I've seen you dance in that video, like, a hundred times. 491 00:34:31,999 --> 00:34:35,541 - Really? - Oh, yeah, yeah. I love your confidence. 492 00:34:35,625 --> 00:34:38,083 Well, Jesus fucking Christ, you've got to be one of the most 493 00:34:38,166 --> 00:34:38,667 beautiful creatures I've ever seen. 494 00:34:38,750 --> 00:34:40,041 I don't... 495 00:34:40,124 --> 00:34:42,667 I don't know about that, but... 496 00:34:42,750 --> 00:34:44,375 No, I'm serious. I'm... I'm not even joshing you. 497 00:34:44,458 --> 00:34:45,875 I mean... Jesus. 498 00:34:45,999 --> 00:34:47,625 But, uh, I am gonna warn you. 499 00:34:47,708 --> 00:34:49,667 Uh... 500 00:34:49,750 --> 00:34:50,917 I'm kind of... I'm kind of an odd duck. 501 00:34:55,249 --> 00:34:58,249 I mean, I'm serious. I got some extreme kinks. 502 00:34:58,333 --> 00:35:01,249 - Okay. - But, uh, I'm real gentle. 503 00:35:01,333 --> 00:35:03,958 - You wanna see something? - Sure. 504 00:35:04,041 --> 00:35:05,999 - It's kind of embarrassing. - Why? 505 00:35:16,583 --> 00:35:18,625 - Well, hat are you laughing at? - Oh, no... 506 00:35:18,708 --> 00:35:19,999 Have you ever seen a penis this small before? 507 00:35:20,083 --> 00:35:23,291 Oh, my God. No, no, no. It-it's not small. It's not small. 508 00:35:23,375 --> 00:35:26,333 - Don't lie to me. - I... I-I'm not lying. 509 00:35:26,416 --> 00:35:27,750 - I'm not lying. - Tell me that you'd never fuck me. 510 00:35:27,833 --> 00:35:31,458 Wait. What? 511 00:35:31,541 --> 00:35:33,958 Tell me that you'd never fuck me. 512 00:35:34,041 --> 00:35:36,416 - Uh... - That I'm a pathetic loser. 513 00:35:36,500 --> 00:35:38,041 And I could never satisfy some beautiful princess like you. 514 00:35:38,124 --> 00:35:41,249 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 515 00:35:41,333 --> 00:35:42,133 - Ooh! - Come on, tell me you'd never fuck me. 516 00:35:42,208 --> 00:35:44,291 I-I... I-I wouldn't. 517 00:35:44,375 --> 00:35:48,208 I really wouldn't. 518 00:35:48,291 --> 00:35:51,625 - Tell me I'm a loser. - Are you crying? 519 00:35:51,708 --> 00:35:53,083 Tell me I'm a pathetic loser with a baby dick. 520 00:35:56,875 --> 00:35:59,500 - Yeah, keep making fun of me. - Wait. 521 00:35:59,583 --> 00:36:01,750 - You want me to make fun of you? - Oh, yes, KittenKween. 522 00:36:01,833 --> 00:36:03,458 Come on. It turns me on. 523 00:36:06,708 --> 00:36:11,124 I mean, I mean, your dick is, like, really, really small. 524 00:36:11,208 --> 00:36:12,291 - How small is it? - Like, medically small. 525 00:36:12,375 --> 00:36:15,249 Like, really tiny, and I can barely see it. 526 00:36:15,333 --> 00:36:16,875 I know. I'm pathetic. 527 00:36:16,958 --> 00:36:19,124 And no woman would ever fuck you, because you're a big, 528 00:36:19,208 --> 00:36:22,208 disgusting piece of shit! 529 00:36:22,291 --> 00:36:23,091 I am! I am! 530 00:36:25,750 --> 00:36:27,750 Keep laughing at me! Keep laughing at me! 531 00:36:27,833 --> 00:36:28,750 - Tell me to stop touching it. - Please stop touching it. 532 00:36:28,833 --> 00:36:31,999 You're literally gonna make me throw up. 533 00:36:32,083 --> 00:36:34,500 - Stop it! - Okay, okay. Okay, I'm sorry. 534 00:36:34,583 --> 00:36:35,999 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, KittenKween. I'm sorry. 535 00:36:36,083 --> 00:36:40,500 So you... so you'd do anything I tell you? 536 00:36:40,583 --> 00:36:43,833 - KittenKween, I'd do anything you want. - Why? 537 00:36:43,917 --> 00:36:46,625 Because you're big, and beautiful, and powerful, and... 538 00:36:46,708 --> 00:36:48,291 I want you to take complete control of me. 539 00:36:48,375 --> 00:36:50,792 I want you to tell me... 540 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:54,041 when I can come, and when I can't come. 541 00:36:54,124 --> 00:36:55,333 And I want you to punish me when I cheat. 542 00:36:55,416 --> 00:36:58,416 Punish you, like, how? 543 00:36:58,500 --> 00:37:00,625 I want you to fine me. 544 00:37:00,708 --> 00:37:03,041 - Wait. Like, like, money? - Yeah. 545 00:37:03,124 --> 00:37:04,792 I wanna be your cash pig. 546 00:37:05,958 --> 00:37:10,833 But Kat didn't actually, like, believe him. 547 00:37:10,917 --> 00:37:13,041 Until... three days later when she got a message. 548 00:37:13,124 --> 00:37:15,083 I wanna look cute, but not eager. 549 00:37:15,166 --> 00:37:17,208 Then don't wear that top. 550 00:37:17,291 --> 00:37:20,333 This? I thought it looked good. 551 00:37:20,416 --> 00:37:22,458 I don't really know if I like this body suit, though. 552 00:37:28,833 --> 00:37:31,958 And within minutes, 553 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:33,416 $100 in Bitcoin was transferred to her. 554 00:37:33,500 --> 00:37:36,792 What are you looking at? 555 00:37:37,333 --> 00:37:41,208 Nothing. Just this, um, article. 556 00:37:41,291 --> 00:37:42,875 About what? 557 00:37:42,958 --> 00:37:45,416 Um... you know, like, uh... 558 00:37:45,500 --> 00:37:47,083 the Holocaust. 559 00:37:47,166 --> 00:37:49,208 Oh. Cool. 560 00:37:50,833 --> 00:37:53,667 - Love that. - Like, perf. 561 00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:56,958 - Lex? - It's cute. 562 00:37:57,041 --> 00:38:00,625 I wish I had your collar bones. 563 00:38:02,667 --> 00:38:05,041 I'm putting a lot of trust into you. 564 00:38:05,124 --> 00:38:08,583 - Yeah, Cassie, don't get pregnant. - That's not funny, Kat. 565 00:38:08,667 --> 00:38:11,458 But don't you dare get pregnant. 566 00:38:11,541 --> 00:38:13,249 Relax, Mom. He has a roommate. 567 00:38:13,333 --> 00:38:16,291 I want you to keep your phone on throughout the night. 568 00:38:16,375 --> 00:38:18,500 You send me a photo when you get back to the dorm 569 00:38:18,583 --> 00:38:22,124 - with a clock in it. - Like a ransom photo? 570 00:38:22,208 --> 00:38:25,124 - I hate you. - Well, I love you. 571 00:38:25,208 --> 00:38:27,208 I love you, too. 572 00:38:28,999 --> 00:38:31,208 Have fun, baby girl. 573 00:38:34,249 --> 00:38:36,792 No funny business, Christopher! 574 00:38:36,875 --> 00:38:40,500 - Yeah, no, I promise. - Yeah, just be a gentleman. 575 00:38:43,416 --> 00:38:46,541 And don't you dare get pregnant. 576 00:38:59,083 --> 00:39:01,500 That was amazing. 577 00:39:01,583 --> 00:39:03,041 I know. 578 00:39:41,625 --> 00:39:43,625 Oh, my God. Fuck. 579 00:39:46,875 --> 00:39:49,166 Hey, my mom called. I got to go. 580 00:39:49,249 --> 00:39:52,333 - Okay, I love you. Bye. - Love you, too. 581 00:40:10,291 --> 00:40:13,208 - Out of my way, dick. - Okay, bitch. 582 00:40:15,166 --> 00:40:17,416 This is, like, the craziest party I've ever been to. 583 00:40:17,917 --> 00:40:20,249 I just want to make it through initiation. 584 00:40:20,333 --> 00:40:22,917 You will. 585 00:40:28,208 --> 00:40:29,667 Kill the fucking music! 586 00:40:30,458 --> 00:40:32,750 Kill the fucking music! 587 00:40:32,833 --> 00:40:35,458 All right, listen up, bitches! 588 00:40:35,541 --> 00:40:37,249 We got some fresh meat up in here. 589 00:40:37,333 --> 00:40:40,208 I want all your pledgie faggots up against the wall! 590 00:40:42,083 --> 00:40:45,416 - Don't lose, bitch! - Fuck you, bitch! Drink this shit! 591 00:40:45,500 --> 00:40:48,500 - Woo! - Last one to finish gets stripped naked. 592 00:40:53,667 --> 00:40:54,999 Go, McKay! 593 00:40:57,083 --> 00:40:58,541 Woo! 594 00:41:00,708 --> 00:41:04,333 Yeah! Yeah! Woo! 595 00:41:11,541 --> 00:41:13,208 Woo! 596 00:41:13,708 --> 00:41:15,208 Yo! Strip that faggot! 597 00:41:24,208 --> 00:41:25,541 Is it still alive? 598 00:41:25,625 --> 00:41:27,625 Of course it's still fucking alive. 599 00:41:27,708 --> 00:41:30,333 Fuck that, dude. 600 00:41:31,999 --> 00:41:35,500 I don't know, dude. 601 00:41:43,708 --> 00:41:45,708 Follow my lead. 602 00:41:45,792 --> 00:41:48,249 Oh! 603 00:41:48,833 --> 00:41:53,208 McKay brought the baddest bitch in the fucking game, yo! 604 00:42:42,999 --> 00:42:45,792 This is so depressing. 605 00:43:08,750 --> 00:43:12,833 - What's up? - What's up, Kat? 606 00:43:18,875 --> 00:43:20,875 - Hey. - What's up? 607 00:43:25,458 --> 00:43:28,958 Mm... received. All right. 608 00:43:32,667 --> 00:43:36,416 Twenty, 40, 60, 80, 100. 609 00:43:36,500 --> 00:43:39,249 Twenty, 40, and 60. 610 00:43:39,333 --> 00:43:41,124 One-sixty? 611 00:43:41,208 --> 00:43:43,375 Twenty percent banking fee. 612 00:43:43,458 --> 00:43:44,999 Fine. 613 00:43:45,999 --> 00:43:49,958 Pleasure doing business with you. 614 00:43:52,124 --> 00:43:54,833 Do you think people are, like, 100 percent straight? 615 00:43:54,917 --> 00:43:56,958 Like, 100 percent gay? 616 00:43:57,041 --> 00:43:59,541 No, 'cause obviously there's, like, 617 00:43:59,625 --> 00:44:01,999 bi people, asexual, pan... 618 00:44:02,083 --> 00:44:06,625 - Sexuality is, like, a spectrum, you know? - Yeah. Totally. 619 00:44:06,708 --> 00:44:09,208 - Why? - I don't know. 620 00:44:12,500 --> 00:44:16,083 Do you think straight guys ever, like, watch gay porn? 621 00:44:16,166 --> 00:44:18,458 Not if they're a hundred percent straight. 622 00:44:18,541 --> 00:44:20,083 You just said it's a spectrum. 623 00:44:20,166 --> 00:44:23,416 Yeah, on either side of the spectrum is gay and straight. 624 00:44:23,833 --> 00:44:25,958 I fucking hate this. 625 00:44:26,041 --> 00:44:31,166 - Is this about Nate? - No. He's, like, super straight. 626 00:44:31,249 --> 00:44:33,583 - Is it about your dad? - No. 627 00:44:33,667 --> 00:44:35,041 That would explain why they're fighting. 628 00:44:35,124 --> 00:44:37,500 It's not about any guy that I know. 629 00:44:37,583 --> 00:44:40,166 Look, all I know is that most guys are, like, 630 00:44:40,249 --> 00:44:42,625 weird, gross, and fucking pathetic. 631 00:44:42,708 --> 00:44:44,500 Okay, look, if I tell you something, 632 00:44:44,583 --> 00:44:47,917 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 633 00:44:47,999 --> 00:44:49,917 Yeah. 634 00:44:57,249 --> 00:44:58,583 Hey. 635 00:44:59,458 --> 00:45:01,083 You're home. 636 00:45:01,792 --> 00:45:03,750 Thanks for the weekend. 637 00:45:09,249 --> 00:45:11,249 I love you. 638 00:45:11,333 --> 00:45:13,458 I love you more. 639 00:45:23,166 --> 00:45:24,249 Yo! 640 00:45:24,333 --> 00:45:25,917 Sorry, we're about to close. 641 00:45:25,999 --> 00:45:28,375 Oh, just... I want to try a few things on. 642 00:45:28,458 --> 00:45:32,166 Okay. Be quick. 643 00:45:48,792 --> 00:45:50,124 Hey. 644 00:45:51,124 --> 00:45:54,083 Um, can I ask your opinion on something? 645 00:45:54,166 --> 00:45:56,333 Yeah, sure. 646 00:45:58,416 --> 00:46:00,708 How does this look? 647 00:46:11,333 --> 00:46:13,750 Yo! 648 00:46:13,833 --> 00:46:16,833 You hear me? I said we're about to close. 649 00:46:17,667 --> 00:46:19,500 Oh, yeah. Sorry. Um... 650 00:46:19,583 --> 00:46:22,458 - I just wanted to buy these. - Cool. 651 00:46:22,541 --> 00:46:24,208 You live around here? 652 00:46:24,999 --> 00:46:27,249 - No, no. - No, word. 653 00:46:27,333 --> 00:46:29,166 This place sucks. 654 00:46:29,249 --> 00:46:30,667 Yeah. 655 00:46:32,083 --> 00:46:34,208 I'll ring you up. 656 00:46:34,958 --> 00:46:37,041 Okay. 657 00:47:31,750 --> 00:47:33,500 Ooh. You look different. 658 00:47:33,583 --> 00:47:36,083 What?- 659 00:47:36,166 --> 00:47:38,249 You look different. 660 00:47:39,833 --> 00:47:43,124 I changed. 661 00:47:49,667 --> 00:47:50,958 Rue! 662 00:47:52,416 --> 00:47:55,333 - Hey. - Guess what? 663 00:47:55,416 --> 00:47:57,249 What? 664 00:47:57,333 --> 00:47:59,500 Okay, well, actually, first, 665 00:47:59,583 --> 00:48:03,416 you are the best soft-core pornographer in the game. 666 00:48:03,500 --> 00:48:05,375 So thank you. 667 00:48:05,458 --> 00:48:08,333 And second... Tyler wants to meet. 668 00:48:08,416 --> 00:48:11,041 - Like, for real? - Yeah. 669 00:48:11,124 --> 00:48:12,625 - In, like, person? - Yeah. 670 00:48:12,708 --> 00:48:13,999 - That's cool. - Yeah. 671 00:48:14,083 --> 00:48:14,999 Where? 672 00:48:15,083 --> 00:48:17,208 - The lake. - When? 673 00:48:17,291 --> 00:48:19,625 On Saturday, after the carnival. 674 00:48:20,291 --> 00:48:22,541 Like at... at night? 675 00:48:22,625 --> 00:48:24,333 Of course. Yeah. 676 00:48:25,124 --> 00:48:30,249 That doesn't... seem, like, a little weird? 677 00:48:30,333 --> 00:48:32,625 No. Sis, you watch way too much Dateline. 678 00:48:32,708 --> 00:48:35,416 Relax, like, he's our age. It's fine. 679 00:48:36,625 --> 00:48:39,166 Jules, you don't think that maybe... 680 00:48:39,249 --> 00:48:43,750 you should like meet him at the carnival, like, in public? 681 00:48:43,833 --> 00:48:46,708 I mean, we can't, like... 682 00:48:46,792 --> 00:48:50,500 He's a jock. His mom is super conservative. 683 00:48:50,583 --> 00:48:52,291 It's, like, a tough situation. It doesn't work. 684 00:48:52,375 --> 00:48:54,917 Honestly, Jules, I don't really care about the situation, 685 00:48:54,999 --> 00:48:57,041 because it just doesn't seem safe. 686 00:48:57,124 --> 00:48:59,833 I've been in situations that are way less safe. Like... 687 00:48:59,917 --> 00:49:01,792 Okay, but that's not really the point, right? 688 00:49:01,875 --> 00:49:04,124 The point is, it's dangerous. 689 00:49:05,375 --> 00:49:08,750 Rue, this is the difference between, like, you and me. Like... 690 00:49:08,833 --> 00:49:10,583 I don't always get the privilege of meeting people 691 00:49:10,667 --> 00:49:12,166 in front of a fucking audience or something. Like... 692 00:49:12,249 --> 00:49:13,875 Like, people here know I'm trans... 693 00:49:13,958 --> 00:49:15,917 That doesn't mean that you have to meet this dude 694 00:49:15,999 --> 00:49:18,625 at, like, a fucking deserted lake in the middle of nowhere. 695 00:49:18,708 --> 00:49:21,333 Okay? It seems insane. 696 00:49:22,083 --> 00:49:25,999 Out of everyone in the world, I wanted to tell you. 697 00:49:26,750 --> 00:49:29,625 'Cause I thought you'd be happy. 698 00:49:29,708 --> 00:49:31,416 But fuck it. 699 00:50:23,333 --> 00:50:25,999 - Hey, Rue. - Hey, um, is Jules here? 700 00:50:26,083 --> 00:50:28,249 - Yeah, she's upstairs. - Can I, um... 701 00:50:28,333 --> 00:50:30,416 - Of course. Come on. - Okay. 702 00:50:30,500 --> 00:50:33,249 Jules, Rue's here! 703 00:50:45,750 --> 00:50:47,999 Hey. Um... 704 00:50:48,708 --> 00:50:50,625 I don't want to fight with you. 705 00:50:51,708 --> 00:50:54,583 I don't want to fight with you, either. 706 00:50:55,875 --> 00:50:58,750 Um... 707 00:51:00,750 --> 00:51:03,917 You have to understand that I just want you to be safe, okay? 708 00:51:03,999 --> 00:51:07,958 I just, I don't want anything bad to happen to you. 709 00:51:10,166 --> 00:51:12,416 And, you know, you just can't be mad at me 710 00:51:12,500 --> 00:51:13,708 for wanting you to be okay. 711 00:51:13,792 --> 00:51:17,166 You can say I'm being anxious, you know? 712 00:51:17,249 --> 00:51:18,999 Just... 713 00:51:19,083 --> 00:51:21,208 It hurts my heart too much. 714 00:51:21,291 --> 00:51:22,375 And... 715 00:51:22,458 --> 00:51:25,583 - It just, I... - I'm not mad at you. 716 00:51:25,667 --> 00:51:28,083 You're the best thing that's happened to me in a really long time, 717 00:51:28,166 --> 00:51:30,083 and I just... I-I just don't want... 718 00:51:30,166 --> 00:51:33,541 anything bad to happen, so, just, please don't be mad at me. Okay, Jules? 719 00:51:33,625 --> 00:51:35,917 - Just don't be mad. - I'm sorry. 720 00:51:38,999 --> 00:51:40,208 I get it. 721 00:51:41,458 --> 00:51:42,999 I love you. 722 00:51:43,792 --> 00:51:45,500 I really do. 723 00:51:46,208 --> 00:51:50,124 I love you, too. 724 00:51:57,833 --> 00:52:00,208 You're a mess, you know that? 725 00:52:00,291 --> 00:52:02,166 So are you. 726 00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:10,708 I hate everyone else in the world but you. 727 00:52:22,333 --> 00:52:25,208 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, I should go. 728 00:52:27,249 --> 00:52:28,875 Fuck! 729 00:52:39,958 --> 00:52:42,999 - Who is it? - It's me. Open the door. 730 00:52:43,083 --> 00:52:44,917 Fuck. 731 00:52:47,291 --> 00:52:50,208 Not today, Rue. I'm sorry. 732 00:52:50,625 --> 00:52:54,083 - Come on, man. Don't be a dick. - Nah, I'm serious. 733 00:52:54,166 --> 00:52:56,208 You can't come in. 734 00:52:56,291 --> 00:52:59,458 Look, man, all I... All I need is just, like, a few OCs. 735 00:52:59,541 --> 00:53:01,124 - That's all. - Sorry, I can't help you. 736 00:53:01,208 --> 00:53:04,375 Fez? Fez, I've had a really fucked up day, all right? 737 00:53:04,458 --> 00:53:06,500 Look, it's been a really, really fucked up day, okay? 738 00:53:06,583 --> 00:53:08,416 So I need you to open the door for me, okay? 739 00:53:08,500 --> 00:53:12,083 - Can you open the door, please? - I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Rue. 740 00:53:14,500 --> 00:53:18,792 I'm sorry, but, you can't be coming over here no more. 741 00:53:18,875 --> 00:53:21,208 - Just go home. - Don't... Fez! 742 00:53:21,291 --> 00:53:23,500 Don't close the... Fuck! 743 00:53:23,583 --> 00:53:26,667 Fez, open the fucking door, please? 744 00:53:26,750 --> 00:53:29,249 I'm begging you just to open the door. 745 00:53:30,541 --> 00:53:33,166 Fez! You're full of shit, man. 746 00:53:33,249 --> 00:53:36,166 You know you make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. 747 00:53:36,249 --> 00:53:39,917 And now all of a sudden, you want to have a fucking moral high ground? 748 00:53:39,999 --> 00:53:43,166 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer. You know that? 749 00:53:43,249 --> 00:53:44,958 You're a fucking dropout drug dealer 750 00:53:45,041 --> 00:53:47,917 with seven functioning fucking brain cells. 751 00:53:48,917 --> 00:53:51,333 Open the door! 752 00:53:52,124 --> 00:53:53,792 Fuck you! 753 00:53:53,875 --> 00:53:56,083 Fuck you, Fez. Okay? 754 00:53:56,166 --> 00:53:58,375 Are you doing this because you care about me? 755 00:53:58,458 --> 00:54:01,166 If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me 756 00:54:01,249 --> 00:54:03,583 the fucking drugs in the first place! 757 00:54:03,667 --> 00:54:06,833 But you did! You fucking did! 758 00:54:06,917 --> 00:54:09,458 So open the goddamned door! 759 00:54:09,541 --> 00:54:10,875 Open the door! 760 00:54:10,958 --> 00:54:13,208 - I can't do it, Rue. I'm sorry. - Open the door! 761 00:54:13,291 --> 00:54:16,291 Open the door! Open the door! 762 00:54:17,833 --> 00:54:19,500 Open the door. 763 00:54:22,583 --> 00:54:25,083 You did this to me! 764 00:54:25,166 --> 00:54:28,792 You fucking... You did this to me, Fez. 765 00:54:30,166 --> 00:54:32,917 You fucking ruined my life! 766 00:54:32,999 --> 00:54:37,416 The least you could do is open the goddamned door and fix it! 767 00:54:37,500 --> 00:54:40,917 I'm fucking serious. I'm so fucking serious. 768 00:54:40,999 --> 00:54:44,999 If you don't open this door right now, I swear to God, 769 00:54:45,083 --> 00:54:48,667 I will hate you, till the day I fucking die. 770 00:54:51,541 --> 00:54:53,208 I'm sorry. 771 00:54:54,625 --> 00:54:58,083 You fucking did this to me! 772 00:54:58,958 --> 00:55:01,625 Open the fucking door. 773 00:55:01,708 --> 00:55:03,667 Open the door, Fez! 774 00:55:03,750 --> 00:55:05,291 Come on, man! 775 00:55:05,375 --> 00:55:07,541 That is so fucked up! 776 00:55:40,792 --> 00:55:44,124 Hey, um... is this Ali? 777 00:55:44,792 --> 00:55:47,792 Uh, this is Rue. 778 00:55:47,875 --> 00:55:50,416 I was just calling to see if maybe you 779 00:55:50,500 --> 00:55:54,041 still wanted to get pancakes or something? 780 00:57:52,708 --> 00:57:54,166 When Jules was 11 years old, 781 00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:55,917 her mother took her on a trip. 782 00:57:58,208 --> 00:57:59,792 Are you making any friends? 783 00:57:59,875 --> 00:58:01,875 - Not really. - Well, that'll change. 784 00:58:02,917 --> 00:58:05,291 Although she had never been in a relationship, 785 00:58:05,375 --> 00:58:08,083 Jules imagined spending a life with her new best friend. 786 00:58:08,750 --> 00:58:10,083 But that was before Tyler. 787 00:58:10,625 --> 00:58:13,041 Does the words you feel remind you of anything? 788 00:58:13,333 --> 00:58:14,875 The feelings? 789 00:58:17,041 --> 00:58:18,416 The... withdrawal? 790 00:58:20,416 --> 00:58:21,750 Your obsession? 791 00:58:22,999 --> 00:58:24,041 Tyler?