1 00:00:16,579 --> 00:00:18,829 I've never met anyone in my entire life like Jules. 2 00:00:18,912 --> 00:00:21,078 Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 3 00:00:22,370 --> 00:00:24,579 Hey, I'm Ethan. - I'm Kat. 4 00:00:30,412 --> 00:00:31,579 You look different. 5 00:00:33,162 --> 00:00:34,245 I changed. 6 00:00:35,787 --> 00:00:36,787 'Sup, Cass. 7 00:00:36,871 --> 00:00:38,120 You wanna ride the carousel? 8 00:00:39,370 --> 00:00:41,078 That's the guy from the motel. 9 00:00:42,120 --> 00:00:44,412 You're beautiful. - Thank you. 10 00:00:44,746 --> 00:00:47,120 - That's Nate's dad? - Yes. That's Nate's dad. 11 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:49,537 Hey. Tyler? 12 00:00:50,120 --> 00:00:52,037 God, are you broken inside. 13 00:00:52,912 --> 00:00:55,704 I went through Nate's phone, and it was weird. 14 00:00:56,370 --> 00:00:59,078 I need you to promise me that you're not gonna tell a soul. 15 00:01:01,203 --> 00:01:03,579 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 16 00:01:09,953 --> 00:01:12,953 Maddy knew who she was from a very early age. 17 00:01:13,037 --> 00:01:15,995 ♪ ♪ 18 00:01:21,162 --> 00:01:24,621 For as long as Maddy could remember, everybody loved her. 19 00:01:24,704 --> 00:01:28,162 ♪ You must be my lucky star ♪ 20 00:01:28,245 --> 00:01:32,412 ♪ 'Cause you shine on me wherever you are ♪ 21 00:01:32,495 --> 00:01:34,912 She never knew exactly what it was. 22 00:01:34,995 --> 00:01:37,704 She just knew that she had something special, 23 00:01:37,787 --> 00:01:39,245 something intangible, 24 00:01:39,329 --> 00:01:41,329 something immeasurable. 25 00:01:41,412 --> 00:01:45,245 ♪ Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight ♪ 26 00:01:45,329 --> 00:01:47,412 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 27 00:01:47,495 --> 00:01:49,621 And it gave her confidence. 28 00:01:49,704 --> 00:01:52,162 ♪ Star light, star bright ♪ 29 00:01:54,829 --> 00:01:56,412 That's why she loved pageantry, 30 00:01:56,495 --> 00:01:59,537 because you didn't have to be the prettiest or the tallest 31 00:01:59,621 --> 00:02:02,287 or the blondest or the whitest. 32 00:02:02,370 --> 00:02:06,203 You just had to have fucking confidence. 33 00:02:06,287 --> 00:02:09,787 And she probably would have gone on to win Miss Universe, 34 00:02:09,871 --> 00:02:11,537 - if it weren't for... 35 00:02:11,621 --> 00:02:13,953 - ... this guy. - Newsman (on TV): A beauty pageant coach, 36 00:02:14,037 --> 00:02:15,704 Marcus Cutler was arrested today 37 00:02:15,787 --> 00:02:17,412 on 18 counts of child molestation. 38 00:02:17,495 --> 00:02:20,953 That's it. You're done. No more pageants. This is sick. 39 00:02:21,037 --> 00:02:23,078 Her dreams were dashed by some random, 40 00:02:23,162 --> 00:02:25,203 50-year-old creep who didn't molest her, 41 00:02:25,287 --> 00:02:27,287 let alone even meet her. 42 00:02:27,370 --> 00:02:30,245 She refused to eat for a week out of protest. 43 00:02:31,537 --> 00:02:33,162 Jenni (on TV): Drama! 44 00:02:33,245 --> 00:02:37,579 But then she realized how much she liked not doing anything. 45 00:02:37,662 --> 00:02:39,579 Maddy would never say it out loud, 46 00:02:39,662 --> 00:02:42,287 especially not today, because everybody's so political, 47 00:02:42,370 --> 00:02:48,495 but she never really had any desire to have a career... or job. 48 00:02:48,579 --> 00:02:51,495 She was just interested in doing what she did, 49 00:02:51,579 --> 00:02:53,871 just, without school and the other bullshit. 50 00:02:55,579 --> 00:02:57,370 Her mother was an esthetician. 51 00:02:57,454 --> 00:03:01,162 Which is a fancy way of saying she gave pedicures to rich people. 52 00:03:01,245 --> 00:03:02,787 And her dad was a drunk, 53 00:03:02,871 --> 00:03:05,787 who was always pretending to hold jobs longer than he did. 54 00:03:05,871 --> 00:03:09,162 She quickly realized that there are two kinds of people in the world: 55 00:03:09,245 --> 00:03:12,871 people who sit in the chairs with their feet in the footbath, 56 00:03:12,953 --> 00:03:17,245 and the people who kneel in front of the footbath. 57 00:03:18,871 --> 00:03:22,162 She used to sit and study the women who came in. 58 00:03:22,245 --> 00:03:24,370 She'd pay attention to what they wore, 59 00:03:24,454 --> 00:03:26,078 what they'd talk about, 60 00:03:26,162 --> 00:03:29,621 and what she realized was that none of them actually did anything. 61 00:03:29,704 --> 00:03:32,537 I mean, they may have, like, children to raise 62 00:03:32,621 --> 00:03:35,370 or homes to decorate, but at the end of the day, 63 00:03:35,454 --> 00:03:37,621 they literally did nothing. 64 00:03:37,704 --> 00:03:40,704 They literally did... 65 00:03:40,787 --> 00:03:42,120 nothing. 66 00:03:42,203 --> 00:03:46,078 And strangely, none of them had confidence. 67 00:03:47,162 --> 00:03:49,287 She had had a thing for Nate for a while, 68 00:03:49,370 --> 00:03:51,579 before he finally asked her out. 69 00:03:51,662 --> 00:03:53,370 And at first, he was a gentleman, 70 00:03:53,454 --> 00:03:55,787 like, flowers every day kind of gentleman. 71 00:03:55,871 --> 00:03:58,537 - And he was smarter than most guys. - Nate: Maddy. 72 00:03:58,621 --> 00:04:01,412 - Plus, Nate, like, really loved her. - You're so sweet. 73 00:04:01,495 --> 00:04:03,245 I love you. 74 00:04:03,329 --> 00:04:05,454 I love you, too. 75 00:04:05,537 --> 00:04:06,953 And she did love Nate. 76 00:04:07,037 --> 00:04:08,912 She loved her relationship with Nate. 77 00:04:08,995 --> 00:04:11,579 She was also a really good girlfriend. 78 00:04:11,662 --> 00:04:13,912 Granted, she didn't always tell the truth. 79 00:04:13,995 --> 00:04:15,287 You're a virgin? 80 00:04:15,370 --> 00:04:18,120 Because the truth-truth is that when she was 14, 81 00:04:18,203 --> 00:04:20,579 on vacation in Panama City Beach, 82 00:04:20,662 --> 00:04:22,912 she met a guy who was, like, 40. 83 00:04:22,995 --> 00:04:25,037 Hey. You from around here? 84 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:27,912 Which in retrospect seems kind of rape-y and weird, 85 00:04:27,995 --> 00:04:30,203 but honestly, she was the one in control. 86 00:04:30,287 --> 00:04:33,329 - Yeah. - Rue: She could tell by looking in Nate's eyes 87 00:04:33,412 --> 00:04:35,495 - how much it meant to him. - Like fully? 88 00:04:35,579 --> 00:04:36,746 Yeah. 89 00:04:36,829 --> 00:04:38,787 That she was a hundred percent his. 90 00:04:38,871 --> 00:04:42,203 What about, like, have you ever been fingered? 91 00:04:44,078 --> 00:04:45,662 Only my own. 92 00:04:45,746 --> 00:04:48,621 Plus, it's not like anyone can feel the fucking difference. 93 00:04:50,370 --> 00:04:53,871 But that's the thing with guys like Nate. 94 00:04:56,621 --> 00:04:58,787 They don't actually want a person. 95 00:04:58,871 --> 00:05:01,454 They want something they can own 96 00:05:01,537 --> 00:05:03,203 and possess. 97 00:05:04,037 --> 00:05:06,912 Like Sharon Stone in Casino. 98 00:05:06,995 --> 00:05:09,746 But the cool thing about Sharon Stone in Casino 99 00:05:09,829 --> 00:05:12,037 is that she ran the fuck over De Niro. 100 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:13,871 I would fucking kill for that coat. 101 00:05:13,953 --> 00:05:15,621 And she did the same to Nate. 102 00:05:15,704 --> 00:05:17,370 How much do you think it costs? 103 00:05:17,454 --> 00:05:19,871 Seriously, Sharon Stone in Casino was, like, 104 00:05:19,953 --> 00:05:21,912 Maddy's spirit animal. 105 00:05:21,995 --> 00:05:24,120 She also watched a lot of porn. 106 00:05:24,203 --> 00:05:27,746 Not because it turned her on or anything, it didn't. 107 00:05:27,829 --> 00:05:29,787 But if you analyzed it really closely, 108 00:05:29,871 --> 00:05:32,162 there were a ton of really good secrets. 109 00:05:37,412 --> 00:05:38,787 Sometimes, during sex, 110 00:05:38,871 --> 00:05:40,829 she would imagine she was a ventriloquist 111 00:05:40,912 --> 00:05:42,454 controlling her body— 112 00:05:42,537 --> 00:05:46,078 moving her hips and arching her back in just the right way. 113 00:05:46,162 --> 00:05:49,495 She wanted Nate to feel good about the way he fucked. 114 00:05:49,579 --> 00:05:53,621 Because if you make a guy feel confident and powerful, 115 00:05:53,704 --> 00:05:55,704 well, they'll do anything. 116 00:05:55,787 --> 00:05:57,912 - That one. - I got you a present. 117 00:05:57,995 --> 00:05:58,995 Really? 118 00:05:59,078 --> 00:06:00,912 After dinner. It's in the car. 119 00:06:03,329 --> 00:06:05,621 ♪ ♪ 120 00:06:07,746 --> 00:06:10,162 Oh, my God, it's perfect! 121 00:06:10,245 --> 00:06:12,579 - I fucking love you. - I fucking love you, too. 122 00:06:16,162 --> 00:06:20,203 She did worry about the whole monogamy thing, though. 123 00:06:20,287 --> 00:06:23,162 It's not like she ever cheated-cheated. 124 00:06:23,245 --> 00:06:26,829 But every now and then, she'd find herself in, like, a gray area. 125 00:06:26,912 --> 00:06:28,621 I'll do anything to fuck you. 126 00:06:28,704 --> 00:06:30,953 You're so sweet... but no. 127 00:06:31,037 --> 00:06:33,746 Except for that DJ who said he opened for Calvin Harris. 128 00:06:33,829 --> 00:06:36,579 And the stockbroker guy with the family who lived on Oak Street. 129 00:06:36,662 --> 00:06:39,287 - And hot dude who ran the roller rink. 130 00:06:43,537 --> 00:06:45,953 But honestly, those were all times 131 00:06:46,037 --> 00:06:47,662 when Nate and her were on a break. 132 00:06:47,746 --> 00:06:51,245 Plus, Nate could be a real asshole. 133 00:06:51,329 --> 00:06:55,162 And sometimes, Maddy fantasized about punching Nate. 134 00:06:55,245 --> 00:06:57,454 But because of who he was as a person, 135 00:06:57,537 --> 00:06:59,412 she was afraid he'd hit her back. 136 00:06:59,495 --> 00:07:02,412 Especially because he was coming to terms with his sexuality. 137 00:07:02,495 --> 00:07:03,912 You're fucking dead to me. 138 00:07:03,995 --> 00:07:07,203 It's, like, the root of a lot of violence. 139 00:07:08,621 --> 00:07:10,078 And when she got home that night, 140 00:07:10,162 --> 00:07:12,370 she felt sick to her stomach... 141 00:07:13,537 --> 00:07:15,871 like enough to throw up. 142 00:07:18,245 --> 00:07:21,078 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 143 00:07:21,162 --> 00:07:24,579 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 144 00:07:24,662 --> 00:07:27,162 she'd still love him. 145 00:07:27,245 --> 00:07:30,662 ♪ ♪ 146 00:07:44,579 --> 00:07:47,746 Nothing in the world comes close to opiates. 147 00:07:47,829 --> 00:07:50,787 A good ES 7.5 Vicodin? Fuck. 148 00:07:50,871 --> 00:07:54,912 But honestly, the best thing I've ever had 149 00:07:54,995 --> 00:07:56,704 is fentanyl. 150 00:07:56,787 --> 00:08:01,078 And there is not a thing on the planet Earth that compares to fentanyl. 151 00:08:01,912 --> 00:08:03,746 Except Jules. 152 00:08:04,579 --> 00:08:06,329 Jules is a close second. 153 00:08:06,412 --> 00:08:09,370 Jules, Jules, Jules. 154 00:08:09,454 --> 00:08:12,412 And then you know what would be better? Jules and fentanyl. 155 00:08:12,495 --> 00:08:15,162 But I can't do both, 'cause Jules won't have me. 156 00:08:15,245 --> 00:08:18,078 So for now, I'll choose Jules. 157 00:08:18,162 --> 00:08:20,245 ♪ ♪ 158 00:08:22,746 --> 00:08:26,537 - Rue, dinner's ready. - Okay. 159 00:08:26,912 --> 00:08:29,329 - Are you coming? - Yeah. No. 160 00:08:29,412 --> 00:08:32,037 Yeah. For— aah— For dinner. 161 00:08:32,120 --> 00:08:35,078 - Just, uh, give me a second. - Okay. 162 00:08:39,704 --> 00:08:42,078 You two have a good time at the carnival? 163 00:08:43,579 --> 00:08:46,495 - Yeah, it was cool. - It was all right. 164 00:08:46,579 --> 00:08:49,787 - Rue said you got sick on the Gravitron. - I don't want to talk about it. 165 00:08:54,370 --> 00:08:56,454 So... 166 00:08:56,537 --> 00:08:58,953 Jules slept over last night? 167 00:09:01,579 --> 00:09:03,120 Yeah. So? 168 00:09:05,787 --> 00:09:08,245 Are you two in a relationship? 169 00:09:08,329 --> 00:09:11,245 I mean, yeah, kinda. 170 00:09:12,746 --> 00:09:15,912 It may not matter what I think, but... 171 00:09:15,995 --> 00:09:18,245 I really like her. 172 00:09:20,037 --> 00:09:21,953 Yeah, me, too. 173 00:09:28,829 --> 00:09:31,203 Baby, just take your time. 174 00:09:31,287 --> 00:09:33,287 You've come a long way. 175 00:09:35,037 --> 00:09:36,829 You're delicate. 176 00:09:36,912 --> 00:09:41,120 - I'm not delicate. - Yes, you are. 177 00:09:43,412 --> 00:09:45,787 It's fine, Mom. We, um... 178 00:09:46,995 --> 00:09:50,329 We had a really long conversation about everything, and... 179 00:09:50,412 --> 00:09:53,162 we're just gonna take things really, really slow. 180 00:09:55,120 --> 00:09:57,078 ♪ Okay, I'm Rambo, I ramshack ♪ 181 00:09:57,162 --> 00:09:58,746 ♪ I'm next to that cheese like rattraps ♪ 182 00:09:58,829 --> 00:10:00,454 ♪ On top of that green like grass ass ♪ 183 00:10:00,537 --> 00:10:01,787 ♪ That's over y'all head... ♪ 184 00:10:05,162 --> 00:10:07,245 Yo. Looks good. 185 00:10:07,329 --> 00:10:08,787 You ready? 186 00:10:09,953 --> 00:10:11,579 Um... 187 00:10:11,662 --> 00:10:13,454 How bad does it hurt? 188 00:10:13,537 --> 00:10:15,912 It didn't hurt, like, at all. 189 00:10:15,995 --> 00:10:18,287 It's all good. I've been doing this for years. 190 00:10:18,370 --> 00:10:20,162 I love you, Rue, 191 00:10:20,245 --> 00:10:21,953 but there's no fucking way I'm doing that. 192 00:10:24,579 --> 00:10:27,953 I didn't know what happened the night Jules met Tyler. 193 00:10:28,037 --> 00:10:31,037 I knew it wasn't good, but I was afraid to pry. 194 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:34,621 And selfishly, things had been going really well. 195 00:10:34,704 --> 00:10:37,537 Show me exactly where the holdup is. 196 00:10:37,621 --> 00:10:39,120 Granted, after the carnival, 197 00:10:39,203 --> 00:10:41,203 - things got really fucking weird. 198 00:10:41,287 --> 00:10:42,787 Hey, I gotta call you back. 199 00:10:42,871 --> 00:10:44,995 Slow down. 200 00:10:45,662 --> 00:10:48,787 Slow down. What's happened? 201 00:10:53,537 --> 00:10:55,704 I'll meet you out front. 202 00:11:00,787 --> 00:11:02,912 ♪ ♪ 203 00:11:17,579 --> 00:11:19,454 Officer Wilson: Thank you for coming down, Mr. Jacobs. 204 00:11:19,537 --> 00:11:20,995 Do you want to tell me what's going on? 205 00:11:21,078 --> 00:11:23,579 Officer Wilson: Let's talk when we get inside. 206 00:11:27,953 --> 00:11:30,078 ♪ ♪ 207 00:11:47,203 --> 00:11:50,746 - Marsha: Cal, you okay? - Yeah. Need a second. 208 00:11:57,621 --> 00:11:59,871 Now, what had happened was... 209 00:11:59,953 --> 00:12:02,454 that morning, Maddy went to school. 210 00:12:03,662 --> 00:12:06,412 What are you, the Unabomber? 211 00:12:06,495 --> 00:12:08,995 What are you, a dominatrix? 212 00:12:09,078 --> 00:12:12,370 - No. - I didn't mean for real, bitch. 213 00:12:12,454 --> 00:12:13,995 Obviously. 214 00:12:14,787 --> 00:12:16,746 But seriously, are you okay? 215 00:12:16,829 --> 00:12:19,329 Yeah. I'm just on my period. 216 00:12:19,412 --> 00:12:21,370 - Okay. Bye. - Bye. 217 00:12:21,454 --> 00:12:25,370 And Maddy's first class was Intro to Calc in room 202, 218 00:12:25,454 --> 00:12:28,621 which unfortunately was in the upper left wing of the school. 219 00:12:28,704 --> 00:12:30,995 Is the air conditioner, like, not working? 220 00:12:31,078 --> 00:12:33,995 Ms. It's broken. You could always take off your hoodie. 221 00:12:34,078 --> 00:12:35,454 Now, if it was a normal day, 222 00:12:35,537 --> 00:12:37,537 Maddy would have just taken off her hoodie. 223 00:12:37,621 --> 00:12:40,120 But since Nate choked her, 224 00:12:40,203 --> 00:12:42,120 Maddy woke up three hours early, 225 00:12:42,203 --> 00:12:44,078 applied more concealer than a burn victim, 226 00:12:44,162 --> 00:12:45,912 and tried her best to cover up. 227 00:12:48,746 --> 00:12:50,412 To compound the problem, 228 00:12:50,495 --> 00:12:52,370 she also suffered from a drop in serotonin 229 00:12:52,454 --> 00:12:55,120 from the Molly she took at the carnival, got depressed, 230 00:12:55,203 --> 00:12:58,662 and therefore hadn't had anything to eat or drink the entire weekend. 231 00:12:58,746 --> 00:13:01,454 Plus, she actually was on her period. 232 00:13:01,537 --> 00:13:03,287 Maddy? 233 00:13:03,995 --> 00:13:05,412 Maddy? 234 00:13:08,370 --> 00:13:10,537 She's in here. 235 00:13:11,203 --> 00:13:14,871 I'm fine. Why is everyone, like, so dramatic? 236 00:13:14,953 --> 00:13:18,203 Principal Hayes: Obviously, you've been through a lot this weekend. 237 00:13:18,287 --> 00:13:21,287 But my real concern is the bruising on your neck. 238 00:13:21,370 --> 00:13:23,329 There is no bruising on my neck. 239 00:13:23,412 --> 00:13:27,162 - Mm. Paramedics saw it. - Yeah, well, they're lying. 240 00:13:28,203 --> 00:13:30,621 Madeleine, look. 241 00:13:30,704 --> 00:13:35,787 I understand that you may be afraid to talk about how you got hurt. 242 00:13:35,871 --> 00:13:38,454 But I want you to know that it is not your fault. 243 00:13:38,537 --> 00:13:41,662 I'm trying to find a really respectful way to say this. 244 00:13:41,746 --> 00:13:44,579 But, um, this doesn't concern you. 245 00:13:44,662 --> 00:13:47,329 It does concern me, Madeleine. 246 00:13:47,412 --> 00:13:49,579 You're 17 years old. 247 00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:51,995 If I suspect that you're being abused, 248 00:13:52,078 --> 00:13:54,454 I'm mandated by law to report it. 249 00:13:54,537 --> 00:13:55,746 Fuck. 250 00:13:56,704 --> 00:13:58,746 Was it someone you know? 251 00:14:00,162 --> 00:14:02,162 Was it Nate Jacobs? 252 00:14:02,537 --> 00:14:05,495 All I know is she, like, knocked over a giant pot of chili 253 00:14:05,579 --> 00:14:07,662 and, like, called his mother the "C" word. 254 00:14:07,746 --> 00:14:10,120 I mean, he did, like, grab her by the arm. 255 00:14:10,203 --> 00:14:12,495 Yo, straight up? The chick's crazy. 256 00:14:12,579 --> 00:14:14,829 Do you know why Nate and Maddy were fighting? 257 00:14:14,912 --> 00:14:17,162 Um, I don't wanna talk until I get a lawyer. 258 00:14:17,245 --> 00:14:19,037 You're not being charged with anything. 259 00:14:19,120 --> 00:14:21,537 Look, Nate's gay. 260 00:14:21,621 --> 00:14:23,078 I'm being serious, Barbara. 261 00:14:23,162 --> 00:14:25,245 No, I'm telling you, like, Nate's actually gay. 262 00:14:25,329 --> 00:14:27,162 That's why Maddy was upset. 263 00:14:27,245 --> 00:14:28,746 I don't know about the carnival, 264 00:14:28,829 --> 00:14:32,495 but I do know she smashed some dude in the pool at McKay's. 265 00:14:32,579 --> 00:14:33,704 Smashed? 266 00:14:33,787 --> 00:14:36,245 That's why he attacked the new girl. 267 00:14:36,329 --> 00:14:38,203 What new girl? 268 00:14:38,287 --> 00:14:40,621 The one who cut herself. 269 00:14:43,912 --> 00:14:46,787 I have no idea what you're talking about. 270 00:14:48,162 --> 00:14:50,871 Mr. Jacobs, would you please come with me? 271 00:14:50,953 --> 00:14:53,329 - What? - Come with me. 272 00:14:56,912 --> 00:14:59,370 You wanna tell me what the problem is? 273 00:14:59,454 --> 00:15:01,412 Don't worry. We will. 274 00:15:09,287 --> 00:15:11,162 What was that about? 275 00:15:11,245 --> 00:15:14,287 - Probably 'cause Nate tried to kill Maddy. - What? 276 00:15:14,370 --> 00:15:17,078 Well, 'cause she found all that gay porn on his phone. 277 00:15:17,162 --> 00:15:18,829 - Who told you that? - You did. 278 00:15:18,912 --> 00:15:20,621 - When? - At the carnival. 279 00:15:20,704 --> 00:15:22,329 Okay, Lexi, never repeat that, 280 00:15:22,412 --> 00:15:24,662 because literally none of it's true. 281 00:15:34,454 --> 00:15:35,829 Uh... 282 00:15:36,704 --> 00:15:40,287 Daniel, I-I can't. I'm sorry. 283 00:15:40,912 --> 00:15:43,953 I just— I'm— I'm dating somebody, and... 284 00:15:44,037 --> 00:15:45,579 I really don't want to fuck it up. 285 00:15:45,662 --> 00:15:47,953 It's cool. Don't worry. 286 00:15:48,037 --> 00:15:51,454 I just like you. I kind of thought you liked me. 287 00:15:51,537 --> 00:15:53,537 I do, I just... 288 00:15:54,329 --> 00:15:56,370 I have a boyfriend. 289 00:15:58,537 --> 00:16:01,037 Please don't say anything. 290 00:16:02,579 --> 00:16:05,287 If I promise not to say anything, 291 00:16:05,370 --> 00:16:07,537 can we hang out again? 292 00:16:13,662 --> 00:16:16,704 Woman reproductive health and your total well being 293 00:16:16,787 --> 00:16:18,787 in all aspects of reproduction. 294 00:16:18,871 --> 00:16:21,120 For example, physical, emotional... 295 00:16:21,203 --> 00:16:24,454 Hey. Did you get my texts? 296 00:16:24,537 --> 00:16:27,162 - No. - Really? 297 00:16:27,537 --> 00:16:31,537 - Well, I sent you a bunch of texts. - Didn't get 'em. 298 00:16:32,704 --> 00:16:34,829 Well, it says, like, delivered on my phone. 299 00:16:34,912 --> 00:16:38,746 Look, I really don't want to talk about this right now. 300 00:16:39,912 --> 00:16:41,912 What, are you for real? 301 00:16:45,078 --> 00:16:46,912 Did I, like, do something? 302 00:16:48,245 --> 00:16:50,704 I don't know, Ethan. Did you? 303 00:16:52,162 --> 00:16:56,329 So the night of the carnival, while fucking Luke Kasten, 304 00:16:56,412 --> 00:16:58,162 Kat had an epiphany. 305 00:16:58,245 --> 00:17:00,329 She was fucking Luke Kasten, 306 00:17:00,412 --> 00:17:02,995 Luke motherfucking Kasten. 307 00:17:04,579 --> 00:17:07,579 And for those of you who didn't go to East Highland... 308 00:17:07,953 --> 00:17:11,621 Luke Kasten was a fucking god. 309 00:17:11,704 --> 00:17:14,495 I mean, he graduated years ago and people still talk about him. 310 00:17:14,579 --> 00:17:16,704 He has the biggest dick I've ever seen, 311 00:17:16,787 --> 00:17:18,829 and I was looking at him while he was fucking me. 312 00:17:18,912 --> 00:17:22,203 I could see his face scrunching up when he was coming all over my stomach, 313 00:17:22,287 --> 00:17:26,287 and I had this, like, realization, you know, like, this epiphany. 314 00:17:26,370 --> 00:17:29,245 That no matter how cool, or, or sexy 315 00:17:29,329 --> 00:17:32,579 or, or smart you think a guy is, 316 00:17:32,662 --> 00:17:35,245 they're actually just fucking pathetic. 317 00:17:35,871 --> 00:17:37,787 It's true, KittenKween. 318 00:17:37,871 --> 00:17:40,078 Oh. 319 00:17:40,995 --> 00:17:42,746 By the way, if you wanna come, 320 00:17:42,829 --> 00:17:44,871 I put a body harness on my Amazon wish list. 321 00:17:44,953 --> 00:17:46,370 I'm gonna need you to buy it for me. 322 00:17:46,454 --> 00:17:49,037 Yes, KittenKween. 323 00:17:49,120 --> 00:17:51,579 - Kat: Can I be honest with you? - Johnny: Always. 324 00:17:51,662 --> 00:17:53,953 - Kat: What I realize is that, like... - Where are you going? 325 00:17:54,037 --> 00:17:56,746 my whole life, all I've tried to do is to take up less space. 326 00:17:56,829 --> 00:17:58,120 To the mall. 327 00:17:58,203 --> 00:17:59,912 Try to hide from guys, like, who might, like, 328 00:17:59,995 --> 00:18:03,329 whisper to their friend under their breath as I walked by. 329 00:18:03,412 --> 00:18:06,495 I've spent my whole life afraid people were gonna find out that I was fat. 330 00:18:06,579 --> 00:18:08,537 But honestly, who gives a shit? 331 00:18:08,621 --> 00:18:10,995 I'm so in awe of you, KittenKween. 332 00:18:11,078 --> 00:18:14,704 There's nothing more powerful than a fat girl who doesn't give a fuck. 333 00:18:14,787 --> 00:18:17,621 ♪ You should see me in a crown ♪ 334 00:18:17,704 --> 00:18:20,871 ♪ I'm gonna run this nothing town ♪ 335 00:18:20,953 --> 00:18:25,245 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 336 00:18:25,329 --> 00:18:30,412 ♪ One by, one by, You should see me in a crown ♪ 337 00:18:30,495 --> 00:18:33,579 ♪ Your silence is my favorite sound ♪ 338 00:18:33,662 --> 00:18:38,412 ♪ Watch me make 'em bow, one by, one by, one ♪ 339 00:18:38,953 --> 00:18:40,537 Hey. 340 00:18:42,621 --> 00:18:45,704 - Thought you weren't from around here. - I'm not. 341 00:18:47,871 --> 00:18:51,203 I get off work at seven. You wanna hang out? 342 00:18:51,287 --> 00:18:54,787 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 343 00:18:54,871 --> 00:18:58,037 ♪ One by, one by, one ♪ 344 00:18:59,787 --> 00:19:01,704 Why are you suddenly being so mean? 345 00:19:07,329 --> 00:19:09,871 - You don't understand, Mommy. He didn't do it. - Then who did? 346 00:19:09,953 --> 00:19:11,787 - It wasn't Nate. - Maddy, stop lying. 347 00:19:11,871 --> 00:19:13,953 - I'm not lying! - I am not gonna let the son of a bitch 348 00:19:14,037 --> 00:19:16,162 attack my daughter and get away with it. 349 00:19:16,245 --> 00:19:17,621 - Right? - Absolutely. 350 00:19:17,704 --> 00:19:19,579 - He needs to know that there are consequences. - Mom! 351 00:19:19,662 --> 00:19:22,203 - I would like to press charges. - Well, you're not fucking pressing charges! 352 00:19:22,287 --> 00:19:23,995 - I am gonna press charges. - No, you're not pressing— 353 00:19:24,078 --> 00:19:26,162 - This is for your own good! - No, you're not pressing charges! 354 00:19:26,245 --> 00:19:28,329 - Principal Hayes: O-Okay! 355 00:19:28,412 --> 00:19:30,537 I would like to press charges. 356 00:19:34,495 --> 00:19:38,078 - You okay, Mr. Jacobs? - I'm fine. 357 00:19:41,454 --> 00:19:42,912 Principal Hayes: Mr. and Mrs. Jacobs, 358 00:19:42,995 --> 00:19:45,078 thanks for getting here so quickly. 359 00:19:46,412 --> 00:19:49,037 Officer Wilson: So, it appears that your son and Miss Perez 360 00:19:49,120 --> 00:19:51,787 had a physical altercation on Saturday night, 361 00:19:51,871 --> 00:19:53,662 in which he allegedly strangled her. 362 00:19:53,746 --> 00:19:56,746 - Marsha: What? - Officer Wilson: There are multiple eyewitnesses. 363 00:19:56,829 --> 00:19:59,412 Miss Perez has extensive bruising, 364 00:19:59,495 --> 00:20:01,537 and the family will be pressing charges. 365 00:20:03,203 --> 00:20:05,787 There must be some misunderstanding. 366 00:20:05,871 --> 00:20:08,537 This doesn't sound like something my son would do. 367 00:20:08,621 --> 00:20:10,995 I would like to talk to the Perez family. 368 00:20:11,078 --> 00:20:12,704 Officer Wilson: Actually, Mr. Jacobs, 369 00:20:12,787 --> 00:20:14,871 I think it'd be best to speak to your son 370 00:20:14,953 --> 00:20:17,203 before we take him to the station. 371 00:20:17,287 --> 00:20:19,329 He's just this way. 372 00:20:25,704 --> 00:20:27,787 ♪ ♪ 373 00:20:53,495 --> 00:20:55,162 Did you do it? 374 00:20:58,662 --> 00:21:00,787 Not really. 375 00:21:02,120 --> 00:21:04,162 Did you admit to it? 376 00:21:05,995 --> 00:21:07,162 No. 377 00:21:10,662 --> 00:21:12,621 Did you do it? 378 00:21:22,329 --> 00:21:23,370 No. 379 00:21:25,746 --> 00:21:28,537 Well, that's good to hear. 380 00:21:32,537 --> 00:21:34,746 Her family's gonna press charges. 381 00:21:37,329 --> 00:21:39,245 Fuck. - Hey. 382 00:21:42,287 --> 00:21:43,912 Listen to me. 383 00:21:45,203 --> 00:21:47,537 You need to stay composed. 384 00:21:47,621 --> 00:21:49,245 Don't get angry, don't make a scene. 385 00:21:49,329 --> 00:21:51,871 You walk out of the school with your head held high. 386 00:21:54,495 --> 00:21:57,871 Look at me. Hey, look at me. 387 00:22:01,078 --> 00:22:03,537 What's about to happen to you... 388 00:22:04,203 --> 00:22:06,495 to me, to our family... 389 00:22:06,579 --> 00:22:09,203 is not gonna be easy. 390 00:22:11,245 --> 00:22:14,787 You walk out first. I'm right behind you. 391 00:22:16,495 --> 00:22:18,370 Go on. 392 00:22:33,078 --> 00:22:35,203 I love you. 393 00:22:42,662 --> 00:22:45,995 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 394 00:22:46,078 --> 00:22:49,495 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 395 00:22:49,579 --> 00:22:52,704 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 396 00:22:52,787 --> 00:22:55,078 - ♪ Hee, hee ♪ - ♪ Oh! ♪ 397 00:22:55,912 --> 00:22:58,912 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 398 00:22:59,787 --> 00:23:01,953 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 399 00:23:03,120 --> 00:23:05,454 ♪ Ooh, ooh ♪ 400 00:23:06,579 --> 00:23:08,495 ♪ Hee, hee ♪ 401 00:23:15,287 --> 00:23:17,037 Okay, one: what was that about? 402 00:23:17,120 --> 00:23:20,621 Can we talk about the fact that you fucked Nate's dad? 403 00:23:20,704 --> 00:23:24,829 Rue, swear to God, like, on your life that you will never tell anyone. 404 00:23:24,912 --> 00:23:27,704 - That you fucked Nate's dad. - I'm serious! 405 00:23:27,787 --> 00:23:29,579 This is like, like, 406 00:23:29,662 --> 00:23:31,829 even if you decide you hate me one day, 407 00:23:31,912 --> 00:23:33,454 like, you can never tell anyone. 408 00:23:33,537 --> 00:23:35,829 How would I ever hate you? 409 00:23:36,995 --> 00:23:39,495 That's not the point. Like... 410 00:23:39,579 --> 00:23:42,746 Seriously, this is some go-to-your-grave shit. 411 00:23:42,829 --> 00:23:44,662 I promise. 412 00:23:46,829 --> 00:23:48,329 Okay. 413 00:23:49,953 --> 00:23:52,203 Do you think Nate knows? 414 00:23:52,287 --> 00:23:54,579 No. Why would Nate know? 415 00:23:54,662 --> 00:23:57,329 I don't know. You went up to the chili booth at the carnival. 416 00:23:57,412 --> 00:24:00,662 Did... he look like he knew? 417 00:24:01,953 --> 00:24:05,037 No, like, literally, I didn't even notice. 418 00:24:09,329 --> 00:24:10,829 Nate's scary. 419 00:24:12,871 --> 00:24:15,037 The whole fucking family is scary. 420 00:24:17,871 --> 00:24:21,495 I don't want to have this conversation. 421 00:24:23,871 --> 00:24:27,037 You know what would be amazing? If they paid you off 422 00:24:27,120 --> 00:24:29,746 with a bunch of money and we do a bunch of really cool shit. 423 00:24:32,912 --> 00:24:35,370 Rue, this isn't a joke. 424 00:24:39,662 --> 00:24:41,746 ♪ ♪ 425 00:24:47,412 --> 00:24:49,370 I don't know why Jules didn't trust me 426 00:24:49,454 --> 00:24:51,912 or why she'd think I'd ever hate her. 427 00:24:51,995 --> 00:24:53,662 There's literally nothing in the world 428 00:24:53,746 --> 00:24:57,412 that Jules could do to make me upset. I even told her that. 429 00:24:57,495 --> 00:25:00,579 - Jules: Yeah, right. - No, for real. It's true. 430 00:25:04,120 --> 00:25:07,746 So, like, do you have a lot of one-night stands? 431 00:25:09,370 --> 00:25:13,245 Um, define a lot. 432 00:25:14,412 --> 00:25:16,203 Um, like... 433 00:25:16,287 --> 00:25:19,245 - More than five. Yeah. 434 00:25:19,787 --> 00:25:21,579 More than ten. 435 00:25:22,245 --> 00:25:24,120 I don't know. 436 00:25:24,579 --> 00:25:26,412 More than 20. 437 00:25:26,787 --> 00:25:29,995 - Rue, why does it matter? - It's just a question. 438 00:25:30,078 --> 00:25:31,912 Who cares? 439 00:25:33,412 --> 00:25:35,412 Is the sex, like, good? 440 00:25:35,495 --> 00:25:38,953 I don't know. It's, like, it's not even the point, you know? 441 00:25:39,621 --> 00:25:43,370 It's more about, like, everything that leads up to it. 442 00:25:43,454 --> 00:25:45,787 That's the good part. 443 00:25:46,953 --> 00:25:51,120 I mean, you've had one-night stands, right? 444 00:25:51,203 --> 00:25:52,454 No. 445 00:25:52,537 --> 00:25:54,662 But you've, like, hooked up with people 446 00:25:54,746 --> 00:25:57,995 - that you've just met, right? - Uh, not— Not like that. No. No. 447 00:25:58,078 --> 00:26:01,412 Wait. How many people have you slept with? 448 00:26:02,245 --> 00:26:03,495 Not many. 449 00:26:03,579 --> 00:26:06,370 No, like, what's your number? 450 00:26:06,454 --> 00:26:08,829 Ugh, this is so embarrassing. 451 00:26:08,912 --> 00:26:10,995 ♪ ♪ 452 00:26:13,662 --> 00:26:16,037 I had my first kiss at the age of 12 453 00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:18,037 with a boy I didn't really like, but... 454 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:21,245 I just wanted to get it over with. 455 00:26:21,329 --> 00:26:23,787 I gave four hand jobs in eighth grade, 456 00:26:23,871 --> 00:26:25,120 two blow jobs in ninth, 457 00:26:25,203 --> 00:26:27,995 one of which I was emotionally coerced into. 458 00:26:28,078 --> 00:26:30,287 I'm literally gonna tell the entire school that you sucked my dick, 459 00:26:30,370 --> 00:26:32,912 so you might as well just suck my dick. 460 00:26:32,995 --> 00:26:35,912 Then there was that time that Lexi got asked to the freshman formal 461 00:26:35,995 --> 00:26:39,454 by Tucker Blake and I tried to teach her how to French kiss. 462 00:26:41,871 --> 00:26:45,454 Is this, like, really weird and uncomfortable for you? 463 00:26:46,120 --> 00:26:47,912 Mm, no. Not really. 464 00:26:47,995 --> 00:26:50,829 Okay. Um, I'm gonna get ready. 465 00:26:55,995 --> 00:26:57,912 Also, at 15, 466 00:26:57,995 --> 00:27:02,953 I ate two Xannie bars, drank a beer, which is super dangerous, 467 00:27:03,037 --> 00:27:04,579 and lost my virginity. 468 00:27:06,287 --> 00:27:09,746 Did you come? - Yeah. 469 00:27:11,037 --> 00:27:12,537 Word. 470 00:27:15,078 --> 00:27:18,120 You look like you came hard. 471 00:27:18,203 --> 00:27:23,370 All I know is, life is not a Nicholas Sparks novel. 472 00:27:24,203 --> 00:27:27,329 - That's it? - Yep. That's— That's it. 473 00:27:29,454 --> 00:27:33,495 Wait, so, like... have you ever been in love? 474 00:27:40,412 --> 00:27:42,162 - Fucking pigs! 475 00:27:42,245 --> 00:27:43,995 Fuck you! 476 00:27:45,621 --> 00:27:48,329 Hi, Maddy. I'm Detective Riley. I understand this is traumatic, 477 00:27:48,412 --> 00:27:50,162 but you're gonna have to cooperate. 478 00:27:50,245 --> 00:27:52,495 If you literally step any closer, I will fight you! 479 00:27:52,579 --> 00:27:55,912 Miss, this is procedure. I need you to remove your sweater now, 480 00:27:55,995 --> 00:27:58,329 and if you don't, we will remove it for you. 481 00:27:58,412 --> 00:28:00,871 Really, bitch? How? 482 00:28:01,370 --> 00:28:03,662 - Maddy: You're fucking crazy! - Officer Wilson: Calm down. 483 00:28:03,746 --> 00:28:05,454 Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath. 484 00:28:05,537 --> 00:28:07,537 Come on, Maddy. We don't want to hurt you. 485 00:28:07,621 --> 00:28:08,912 Get off of me! 486 00:28:08,995 --> 00:28:11,412 - Officer Wilson: Maddy, please. - Detective Riley: Relax. 487 00:28:11,495 --> 00:28:14,412 - Officer: There we go. - Detective Riley: Thanks, guys. I got this. 488 00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:40,287 Detective Riley: I know you're really upset right now, 489 00:28:40,370 --> 00:28:42,037 - and you don't want to hear this. 490 00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:45,621 But trust me, when I tell you that the person that did this... 491 00:28:46,454 --> 00:28:48,995 - ... doesn't love you. 492 00:28:58,454 --> 00:28:59,787 Mm-hmm. 493 00:29:00,621 --> 00:29:02,203 So you grabbed her. 494 00:29:02,287 --> 00:29:06,370 I grabbed her by the arm to drag her away. I didn't choke her. 495 00:29:08,829 --> 00:29:11,245 I asked her why she was acting that way. 496 00:29:11,329 --> 00:29:13,995 Like, I asked her what she was doing. 497 00:29:17,329 --> 00:29:20,995 I don't want to get her in any trouble, but she'd taken a lot of drugs. 498 00:29:21,829 --> 00:29:23,329 What drugs? 499 00:29:24,120 --> 00:29:26,454 I don't want to get her in trouble. 500 00:29:27,245 --> 00:29:29,454 She's not gonna get in any trouble. 501 00:29:31,662 --> 00:29:33,120 Molly. 502 00:29:33,995 --> 00:29:36,078 As in MDMA? 503 00:29:36,162 --> 00:29:37,495 Yeah. 504 00:29:38,370 --> 00:29:40,454 But I don't know if it was pure. 505 00:29:40,537 --> 00:29:43,120 Like, I don't— I don't do drugs, so I don't know. 506 00:29:47,120 --> 00:29:49,537 And after that conversation, was that the last time 507 00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:51,995 you spoke to Miss Perez that evening? 508 00:29:52,704 --> 00:29:53,829 Yeah. 509 00:30:04,203 --> 00:30:07,537 Her and I don't have the healthiest relationship. 510 00:30:08,662 --> 00:30:10,370 I know that. 511 00:30:11,037 --> 00:30:15,370 My dad's always telling me that she's a distraction, and he's right. 512 00:30:19,078 --> 00:30:20,370 I love her. 513 00:30:21,037 --> 00:30:22,912 You know, I really love her. No matter... 514 00:30:22,995 --> 00:30:26,370 how crazy she acts, no matter what she does, I love her. 515 00:30:33,245 --> 00:30:37,120 It's kind of embarrassing to admit, but, um... 516 00:30:39,370 --> 00:30:41,662 on the times when we've broken up, 517 00:30:41,746 --> 00:30:44,704 I know for a fact that she's been with other guys. 518 00:30:47,454 --> 00:30:50,412 I don't know, I mean, it's possible that that night... 519 00:30:56,037 --> 00:30:57,621 Aah, it doesn't matter. 520 00:30:59,203 --> 00:31:02,245 - Detective: What were you gonna say? - It doesn't matter. 521 00:31:04,412 --> 00:31:06,120 I love Maddy. 522 00:31:06,203 --> 00:31:08,953 I'd never do anything to hurt her. 523 00:31:09,037 --> 00:31:11,370 The fallout from Nate's assault was swift... 524 00:31:11,454 --> 00:31:13,912 Principal Hayes I'm suspending your son until the investigation is completed. 525 00:31:13,995 --> 00:31:15,995 Look, that could take months. 526 00:31:16,078 --> 00:31:17,495 and harsh. 527 00:31:17,579 --> 00:31:21,037 East Highland football team has a zero tolerance policy. 528 00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:23,412 I'm a survivor of abuse. 529 00:31:24,662 --> 00:31:27,953 It took me ten years to admit that. 530 00:31:28,037 --> 00:31:30,370 Because the most insidious symptom of abuse 531 00:31:30,454 --> 00:31:34,621 is the inability to admit that what you're enduring 532 00:31:34,704 --> 00:31:36,995 is not normal, 533 00:31:37,078 --> 00:31:40,621 not okay, and not love. 534 00:31:42,245 --> 00:31:44,995 Those are the moments that keep me up at night— 535 00:31:45,078 --> 00:31:47,829 thinking about all the times that I ignored that, 536 00:31:47,912 --> 00:31:50,912 that voice in my head. 537 00:31:50,995 --> 00:31:54,037 You know, that told me, "What are you doing?" 538 00:31:55,537 --> 00:31:59,078 And what happens in a month? Six months? A year? 539 00:31:59,162 --> 00:32:02,162 When she moves away and goes to college? 540 00:32:02,245 --> 00:32:05,953 When she tells you, she just wants to be friends? 541 00:32:07,329 --> 00:32:10,704 - You mean "if." - No, Rue. I mean "when." 542 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:14,579 I mean, I don't know. We talked about living together. 543 00:32:14,662 --> 00:32:17,412 Like, if she goes to New York, I'll just go with her. 544 00:32:17,495 --> 00:32:20,495 - I'll go anywhere she goes. - I think you're missing my point, Rue. 545 00:32:21,746 --> 00:32:25,162 Nothing in high school lasts forever. 546 00:32:29,829 --> 00:32:32,037 You should meet her. 547 00:32:35,953 --> 00:32:38,412 Go ahead, Rue. 548 00:32:38,495 --> 00:32:41,162 ♪ What the fuck are we talking for? ♪ 549 00:32:41,245 --> 00:32:42,746 Uh... 550 00:32:43,287 --> 00:32:46,662 Hey, everyone. I'm— I'm Rue and I'm an addict. 551 00:32:46,746 --> 00:32:48,871 Hi, Rue. 552 00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:51,537 Uh... 553 00:32:53,746 --> 00:32:57,995 I guess I just wanted to, uh, make amends with everyone. 554 00:32:58,746 --> 00:33:02,662 Because most every time I've shared, 555 00:33:02,746 --> 00:33:04,829 I— I was lying. 556 00:33:05,203 --> 00:33:08,537 Yeah, every time I collected a chip, 557 00:33:08,621 --> 00:33:11,787 whether it be 30 days or 60 days or 90 days, 558 00:33:11,871 --> 00:33:14,370 I was lying. 559 00:33:14,454 --> 00:33:15,746 Um... 560 00:33:21,037 --> 00:33:24,579 But... I met someone. 561 00:33:27,287 --> 00:33:29,120 And she's helped. 562 00:33:29,995 --> 00:33:33,037 And now I want to stay clean. 563 00:33:33,662 --> 00:33:37,537 And, shit, maybe that's— Maybe that's me being selfish, 564 00:33:37,621 --> 00:33:41,078 you know, and Ali just scared the shit out of me. 565 00:33:41,162 --> 00:33:44,495 'Cause he told me that it wasn't gonna last. 566 00:33:44,579 --> 00:33:47,370 And, fuck, you know what? 567 00:33:48,579 --> 00:33:50,621 Maybe you're right. 568 00:33:52,037 --> 00:33:55,245 But I really, really, really hope you're wrong. 569 00:33:58,162 --> 00:34:02,787 'Cause, uh, I've been clean for 13 days. 570 00:34:05,621 --> 00:34:07,037 It's been okay. 571 00:34:07,120 --> 00:34:09,787 Um, I've actually been really happy. 572 00:34:12,579 --> 00:34:14,162 So, um... 573 00:34:14,245 --> 00:34:17,995 Yeah, I don't know. I guess that's why I wanted to come here, and... 574 00:34:18,746 --> 00:34:20,621 tell you guys the truth. 575 00:34:24,537 --> 00:34:26,245 Uh, thank you. 576 00:34:27,829 --> 00:34:29,454 - Thank you. 577 00:34:29,537 --> 00:34:32,245 - Man 1: Welcome back. - Man 2: Thank you, Rue. 578 00:34:34,537 --> 00:34:38,829 So, is this like a friend thing with Rue or is it, like... 579 00:34:39,495 --> 00:34:42,287 I don't want to talk about it. 580 00:34:42,871 --> 00:34:45,078 I was just wondering... 581 00:34:45,162 --> 00:34:49,037 are you two, like, a thing? 582 00:34:51,787 --> 00:34:55,412 No, we're not a thing. I don't know what a thing is. 583 00:34:55,495 --> 00:34:58,412 'Cause I've been thinking, you know, if it was, 584 00:34:58,495 --> 00:35:00,912 if you two were a thing... 585 00:35:00,995 --> 00:35:03,829 We could all just do, like, a family thing together. 586 00:35:03,912 --> 00:35:05,579 Maybe go out to dinner or something. 587 00:35:05,662 --> 00:35:07,829 I don't want to go to dinner with you and Rue. 588 00:35:07,912 --> 00:35:12,162 - I'm sorry. - Why? Because you're embarrassed of me? 589 00:35:12,995 --> 00:35:15,370 Or is it because you're a thing? 590 00:35:17,912 --> 00:35:21,537 - You're hilarious. - Yeah, I know. 591 00:35:23,203 --> 00:35:25,078 Is she still going to meetings? 592 00:35:26,871 --> 00:35:28,245 That's great. 593 00:35:29,704 --> 00:35:31,704 You're a good influence. 594 00:35:38,037 --> 00:35:41,912 ♪ ♪ 595 00:36:32,871 --> 00:36:35,537 McKay had heard the news about Nate. 596 00:36:35,621 --> 00:36:38,203 Had a bunch of dick pics on his phone. 597 00:36:39,245 --> 00:36:41,746 And was, like, what, sending them to other girls? 598 00:36:41,829 --> 00:36:45,662 No, McKay, it wasn't his dick. It was other guys' dicks. 599 00:36:45,746 --> 00:36:47,495 I'm confused. Who told you this? 600 00:36:47,579 --> 00:36:49,329 What dick pics? 601 00:36:49,412 --> 00:36:51,704 The ones you told me about, on his phone. 602 00:36:51,787 --> 00:36:53,704 I don't know if your brain is all scrambled 603 00:36:53,787 --> 00:36:57,203 from, like, all the Molly you take, but I never said that. 604 00:36:57,287 --> 00:37:00,829 If you spread a lie like that, I will fucking come for you. 605 00:37:00,912 --> 00:37:02,329 We good? 606 00:37:02,412 --> 00:37:04,537 - Yeah. 607 00:37:04,621 --> 00:37:06,329 Anyway, look, Cassie, 608 00:37:06,412 --> 00:37:10,078 I'm really sorry about what happened the other night at the carnival. 609 00:37:11,370 --> 00:37:12,953 It's okay. 610 00:37:14,245 --> 00:37:16,829 No, I should have said something to Nate. 611 00:37:19,662 --> 00:37:23,037 It just really hurt my feelings. 612 00:37:23,120 --> 00:37:26,787 It made me feel like you weren't proud to be my boyfriend. 613 00:37:31,912 --> 00:37:33,203 Cass. 614 00:37:35,746 --> 00:37:37,662 Give me a kiss. 615 00:37:40,495 --> 00:37:43,495 I'm proud to be your boyfriend, trust me. 616 00:37:47,329 --> 00:37:49,370 I'm sorry, too. 617 00:37:49,829 --> 00:37:51,829 What do you got to be sorry about? 618 00:37:57,078 --> 00:37:58,579 I love making music. 619 00:37:58,662 --> 00:38:01,245 Yeah, I mean, but to be honest... 620 00:38:01,329 --> 00:38:04,829 I don't think I'm, like, good enough yet to just do music. 621 00:38:04,912 --> 00:38:07,871 But that's, like, my dream, you know or whatever. 622 00:38:12,162 --> 00:38:15,579 - What about you? - What about me? 623 00:38:16,203 --> 00:38:18,787 You look like you're creative or something. 624 00:38:18,871 --> 00:38:20,287 Uh, you know? 625 00:38:20,370 --> 00:38:23,120 - Creative. - Yeah. 626 00:38:23,203 --> 00:38:26,579 I don't know. Just, like, the way you dress and stuff. 627 00:38:27,245 --> 00:38:30,037 I just thought you might be an artist or something. 628 00:38:32,704 --> 00:38:36,370 Look, if you wanna hook up, we can hook up. 629 00:38:38,537 --> 00:38:43,037 Um... I wasn't expecting that. 630 00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:44,495 Really? 631 00:38:44,579 --> 00:38:47,370 Yeah, I was just making conversation. 632 00:38:48,078 --> 00:38:51,579 I mean, that's my point, you don't really have to. 633 00:38:52,912 --> 00:38:55,829 ♪ Doll, Eskimo, aye! ♪ 634 00:38:55,912 --> 00:38:58,704 - ♪ BankRollGotit ♪ - ♪ I'm so icy... ♪ 635 00:38:58,787 --> 00:39:01,245 Maddy wasn't doing well. 636 00:39:01,329 --> 00:39:03,203 Over the course of the last five days, 637 00:39:03,287 --> 00:39:08,162 Maddy has sent Nate a total of 273 text messages, 638 00:39:08,245 --> 00:39:11,203 none of which he answered. 639 00:39:11,287 --> 00:39:13,579 Plus, everyone in her life was against her. 640 00:39:16,037 --> 00:39:18,454 - Who the fuck are you to judge? 641 00:39:18,537 --> 00:39:22,829 Seriously, Mom, Dad has slept on the couch since I was ten years old. 642 00:39:24,579 --> 00:39:26,037 I'm not. 643 00:39:26,120 --> 00:39:28,037 I'm just saying love is a million things. 644 00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:31,203 Sometimes it feels good, sometimes it doesn't. 645 00:39:31,287 --> 00:39:34,037 The one thing I know is that Nate loves me no matter what. 646 00:39:34,120 --> 00:39:37,203 He'd fucking kill for me and I'd kill for him. 647 00:39:37,287 --> 00:39:41,621 It feels good to know that there's one person in this whole fucked-up world 648 00:39:41,704 --> 00:39:43,329 who has my back. 649 00:39:43,412 --> 00:39:45,120 You think I want this? 650 00:39:45,203 --> 00:39:49,537 You live in the same house and you don't even say one word to each other. 651 00:39:49,621 --> 00:39:52,495 That's the difference between me and you. 652 00:40:00,287 --> 00:40:04,037 Kat, I need to come over, like, right now. 653 00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:07,203 - Kat I'm not home. - What? Where are you? 654 00:40:07,287 --> 00:40:10,454 - Kat With a... friend. - Who? 655 00:40:10,537 --> 00:40:12,621 Kat It doesn't really matter. I'm just, like, 656 00:40:12,704 --> 00:40:14,746 in the middle of something. Can I call you back later? 657 00:40:14,829 --> 00:40:19,245 Well, can you blow them off, please? I really need you right now. 658 00:40:19,329 --> 00:40:21,787 Kat I— I can't. I gotta go. 659 00:40:24,329 --> 00:40:27,871 - Sorry about that. - All good. 660 00:40:30,037 --> 00:40:31,370 Um... 661 00:40:32,454 --> 00:40:33,995 So, like... 662 00:40:54,704 --> 00:40:56,829 Oh! 663 00:41:02,746 --> 00:41:04,537 Shit. 664 00:41:05,078 --> 00:41:06,746 Mmm! 665 00:41:09,203 --> 00:41:12,245 Fuck! 666 00:41:12,329 --> 00:41:14,495 Shit. 667 00:41:14,995 --> 00:41:16,871 Fuck. 668 00:41:17,203 --> 00:41:19,245 It was just... 669 00:41:21,662 --> 00:41:23,579 That was really good. 670 00:41:28,495 --> 00:41:30,704 Seriously, that was like... 671 00:41:31,329 --> 00:41:34,078 one of the best blow jobs I've ever had. 672 00:41:45,912 --> 00:41:48,037 ♪ ♪ 673 00:41:56,412 --> 00:41:59,287 ♪ ♪ 674 00:42:06,871 --> 00:42:10,495 ♪ Hour past time and I didn't want to wake up ♪ 675 00:42:10,579 --> 00:42:12,454 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 676 00:42:12,537 --> 00:42:15,078 ♪ All that's fine, are we headin' back home? ♪ 677 00:42:15,162 --> 00:42:17,662 ♪ Headin' back home, headin' back home ♪ 678 00:42:17,746 --> 00:42:21,037 ♪ Cross that line and the second we make it ♪ 679 00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:22,953 ♪ Eh, eh, oh ♪ 680 00:42:23,037 --> 00:42:25,662 ♪ All come round, now they sayin' don't go ♪ 681 00:42:25,746 --> 00:42:28,454 ♪ Sayin' don't go, sayin' don't go ♪ 682 00:42:28,537 --> 00:42:30,746 ♪ I'm tired, still we rockin' all days ♪ 683 00:42:30,829 --> 00:42:33,662 ♪ Racin' 'gainst time, think we're neck to neck ♪ 684 00:42:33,746 --> 00:42:35,995 ♪ Got people talking that talk ♪ 685 00:42:36,078 --> 00:42:38,953 ♪ Copy the rhyme but ain't in their walk ♪ 686 00:42:39,037 --> 00:42:41,245 ♪ From outside looks like a circle ♪ 687 00:42:41,329 --> 00:42:44,203 ♪ From on this side it seems like a wall ♪ 688 00:42:44,287 --> 00:42:46,287 ♪ Rough ride, get me through it some way ♪ 689 00:42:46,370 --> 00:42:48,370 ♪ Another long flight, make me earn the pay ♪ 690 00:42:48,454 --> 00:42:50,787 One more time, okay? One more time! 691 00:42:51,495 --> 00:42:53,412 Rue seems really good. 692 00:42:53,495 --> 00:42:56,287 Yeah. She does. 693 00:42:57,454 --> 00:42:59,995 It's 'cause of you, you know. 694 00:43:07,287 --> 00:43:10,787 - Um, I'm gonna go to the bathroom. - Okay. 695 00:43:21,370 --> 00:43:23,495 ♪ ♪ 696 00:43:34,162 --> 00:43:35,829 I'm so sorry I'm late. 697 00:43:35,912 --> 00:43:40,454 My landlord is such a fucking cocksucker. Ugh. 698 00:43:40,537 --> 00:43:43,953 You know that type of person that, like, just tries to get under your skin 699 00:43:44,037 --> 00:43:46,454 for, like, no reason? 700 00:43:46,537 --> 00:43:50,037 Whatever. You don't care. I can breathe. 701 00:43:51,412 --> 00:43:55,203 Oh, my God. You're actually hot? 702 00:43:55,287 --> 00:43:58,912 Can I, uh... Would you like a glass of champagne? 703 00:43:58,995 --> 00:44:01,412 Honey, no. I don't do alcohol. 704 00:44:09,037 --> 00:44:11,412 You from around here? 705 00:44:11,495 --> 00:44:14,370 I'm from planet Venus, baby. 706 00:44:17,495 --> 00:44:19,329 I'm Minako. 707 00:44:19,787 --> 00:44:21,953 But the boys call me Mina. 708 00:44:27,912 --> 00:44:29,454 ♪ Bitch, you don't know me so shut the fuck up ♪ 709 00:44:29,537 --> 00:44:31,245 ♪ Can't walk like Naomi 'cause I got it tucked ♪ 710 00:44:31,329 --> 00:44:32,995 ♪ It's right on my waist and it's heavy as fuck ♪ 711 00:44:33,078 --> 00:44:34,829 ♪ Leave a bitch under like Harriet Tub' ♪ 712 00:44:34,912 --> 00:44:36,537 ♪ I caught a whole body now the block hot ♪ 713 00:44:36,621 --> 00:44:38,120 ♪ You caught a half a body like a crop top ♪ 714 00:44:38,203 --> 00:44:39,787 ♪ If it's in my hair then it's top notch ♪ 715 00:44:39,871 --> 00:44:41,912 ♪ Niggas wanna cock-block Niggas straight squares like hopscotch ♪ 716 00:44:41,995 --> 00:44:44,162 ♪ Yeah, it's too late I'm pulling up straight to the gate ♪ 717 00:44:44,245 --> 00:44:45,621 ♪ This what you call on fate ♪ 718 00:44:45,704 --> 00:44:47,162 ♪ It's only one way to deal with the hate ♪ 719 00:44:47,245 --> 00:44:48,829 ♪ Make a nigga disappear like the period late... ♪ 720 00:44:48,912 --> 00:44:51,953 I'm, um... I just... 721 00:44:52,412 --> 00:44:55,579 - Will you please stop the music? - Jeez. 722 00:44:56,412 --> 00:44:58,746 What is up with you? 723 00:45:05,704 --> 00:45:08,329 - You want a popper? - No. 724 00:45:12,037 --> 00:45:14,287 Well, then, what do you want? 725 00:45:16,995 --> 00:45:19,454 I just want to talk for a little bit. 726 00:45:20,454 --> 00:45:22,579 What do you want to talk about? 727 00:45:23,662 --> 00:45:26,746 I've just had a really long week. 728 00:45:27,370 --> 00:45:29,662 - Wife? - No. 729 00:45:31,078 --> 00:45:33,953 - Kids? - Yeah. 730 00:45:36,329 --> 00:45:37,912 Mm. 731 00:45:41,412 --> 00:45:44,287 - Boys or girls? - Boys. 732 00:45:44,370 --> 00:45:46,162 Mm. 733 00:45:51,495 --> 00:45:53,995 Do you think this stuff affects them? 734 00:45:55,537 --> 00:45:57,621 Even if they don't know it? 735 00:45:59,621 --> 00:46:01,454 I don't know. 736 00:46:03,120 --> 00:46:06,953 Do you think hiding it creates the same thing in them? 737 00:46:07,037 --> 00:46:09,120 Honey, I don't know. 738 00:46:09,203 --> 00:46:11,370 Everyone knows who I am. 739 00:46:20,995 --> 00:46:22,829 You know... 740 00:46:24,871 --> 00:46:28,995 I spent my whole life trying to keep this part of me separate. 741 00:46:31,537 --> 00:46:34,662 But I feel like it's poisoned everything. 742 00:46:36,370 --> 00:46:38,537 I thought that 743 00:46:38,621 --> 00:46:42,412 I was doing what was best for everybody. 744 00:46:43,329 --> 00:46:46,746 And then, I look at my boys, and... 745 00:46:46,829 --> 00:46:49,704 they have so much anger. 746 00:46:51,245 --> 00:46:52,871 Not just anger... 747 00:46:54,662 --> 00:46:56,537 but rage. 748 00:46:57,621 --> 00:46:59,412 And it scares me. 749 00:47:01,995 --> 00:47:05,537 Because... it's too late. 750 00:47:07,579 --> 00:47:09,912 It's always gonna be inside them. 751 00:47:11,995 --> 00:47:14,746 All those problems you have, baby... 752 00:47:16,037 --> 00:47:18,454 I'm here to fix it. 753 00:47:20,078 --> 00:47:22,579 All that bad energy... 754 00:47:23,412 --> 00:47:25,537 you can give it to me. 755 00:47:26,329 --> 00:47:28,287 I can handle it. 756 00:47:33,662 --> 00:47:36,078 ♪ ♪ 757 00:47:50,454 --> 00:47:52,871 ♪ You're still ♪ 758 00:47:52,953 --> 00:47:58,495 ♪ The same girl ♪ 759 00:47:59,621 --> 00:48:05,829 ♪ You always were ♪ 760 00:48:09,287 --> 00:48:11,621 ♪ You're still ♪ 761 00:48:11,704 --> 00:48:17,621 ♪ The same girl ♪ 762 00:48:18,454 --> 00:48:24,495 ♪ You always were ♪ 763 00:48:29,120 --> 00:48:31,704 ♪ A few more nights ♪ 764 00:48:31,787 --> 00:48:34,829 You know, it seems like we never do this anymore. 765 00:48:35,871 --> 00:48:37,454 Yeah. 766 00:48:38,162 --> 00:48:41,245 ♪ A few more holes ♪ 767 00:48:41,329 --> 00:48:43,995 ♪ In your arm ♪ 768 00:48:46,579 --> 00:48:50,704 - You gonna spend the night? - Uh, I should probably go home. 769 00:48:50,787 --> 00:48:54,329 Okay. Uh, well, is it cool if I just go with you? 770 00:48:56,537 --> 00:48:58,953 Uh, yeah. Sure. 771 00:48:59,787 --> 00:49:05,412 ♪ Still the same girl ♪ 772 00:49:08,787 --> 00:49:11,953 - ♪ Same sweet smile ♪ - My God. 773 00:49:12,037 --> 00:49:15,037 ♪ That you always had ♪ 774 00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:17,078 What's up, bro? 775 00:49:19,120 --> 00:49:21,579 Yeah, I'm with her right now. What's up? 776 00:49:23,287 --> 00:49:26,203 He says can you tell Maddy to download Signal? 777 00:49:27,995 --> 00:49:31,412 - ♪ Same clear voice ♪ 778 00:49:36,162 --> 00:49:39,537 - Woman Get off the road, you fucking cunt! - Fuck you! 779 00:49:41,120 --> 00:49:47,495 ♪ The same girl ♪ 780 00:49:48,953 --> 00:49:52,162 ♪ That I ♪ 781 00:49:54,370 --> 00:49:56,579 ♪ Love ♪ 782 00:50:07,162 --> 00:50:09,245 ♪ ♪ 783 00:50:13,537 --> 00:50:16,412 - ♪ You're still ♪ 784 00:50:16,495 --> 00:50:21,245 ♪ T he same girl ♪ 785 00:50:23,287 --> 00:50:29,746 ♪ You always were ♪ 786 00:50:32,746 --> 00:50:35,370 ♪ Still ♪ 787 00:50:35,454 --> 00:50:40,746 ♪ The same girl ♪ 788 00:50:42,203 --> 00:50:48,287 ♪ You always were ♪ 789 00:50:52,495 --> 00:50:55,621 ♪ With the same sweet smile ♪ 790 00:50:56,412 --> 00:51:00,162 ♪ That you always had ♪ 791 00:51:01,454 --> 00:51:04,287 ♪ And the same blue eyes ♪ 792 00:51:05,245 --> 00:51:07,495 ♪ Like the sun ♪ 793 00:51:11,579 --> 00:51:15,203 - ♪ And the same clear voice ♪ - Hey, handsome. 794 00:51:15,287 --> 00:51:18,662 ♪ That I always ♪ 795 00:51:21,995 --> 00:51:24,662 ♪ Still ♪ 796 00:51:24,746 --> 00:51:31,245 ♪ The same girl ♪ 797 00:51:32,662 --> 00:51:37,871 ♪ That I ♪ 798 00:51:37,953 --> 00:51:40,662 ♪ Love ♪ 799 00:51:47,871 --> 00:51:49,995 ♪ ♪ 800 00:52:03,704 --> 00:52:05,621 ♪ ♪ 801 00:52:07,787 --> 00:52:09,871 ♪ ♪ 802 00:52:21,203 --> 00:52:25,995 ♪ It was just before the moon hung ♪ 803 00:52:26,078 --> 00:52:30,495 ♪ Her weary, heavy head in ♪ 804 00:52:30,579 --> 00:52:35,120 ♪ The gallows and the graves of ♪ 805 00:52:35,203 --> 00:52:39,537 ♪ The milky, milky cradle ♪ 806 00:52:39,621 --> 00:52:44,120 ♪ His tears have turned to poppies ♪ 807 00:52:44,203 --> 00:52:48,495 ♪ A shimmer in the midnight ♪ 808 00:52:48,579 --> 00:52:52,829 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 809 00:52:52,912 --> 00:52:56,746 ♪ A flower in the twilight ♪ 810 00:52:56,829 --> 00:53:00,704 ♪ And our screaming ♪ 811 00:53:00,787 --> 00:53:05,829 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 812 00:53:05,912 --> 00:53:09,579 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 813 00:53:09,662 --> 00:53:13,078 ♪ Is in his screaming ♪ 814 00:53:15,495 --> 00:53:18,537 ♪ Our screaming ♪ 815 00:53:18,621 --> 00:53:23,412 ♪ In the willow tree ♪ 816 00:54:03,704 --> 00:54:05,579 Christopher McKay's father demanded excellence. 817 00:54:06,704 --> 00:54:08,787 Then he got to college and he realized... 818 00:54:09,162 --> 00:54:11,078 he didn't stand a chance of going pro. 819 00:54:12,746 --> 00:54:14,037 If we go to this party and you dress like that, 820 00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:15,162 I ain't gon' ever hear the end of it. 821 00:54:15,454 --> 00:54:17,995 The whole point of Halloween is to look attractive. 822 00:54:20,995 --> 00:54:22,579 The situation with your son, 823 00:54:22,662 --> 00:54:23,995 a lot of people are talking. 824 00:54:24,495 --> 00:54:25,621 You need a plan. 825 00:54:28,329 --> 00:54:31,120 Every time I feel good, I think it'll last forever. 826 00:54:31,912 --> 00:54:32,995 But it doesn't. 827 00:54:38,037 --> 00:54:40,621 ♪ ♪ 828 00:54:44,537 --> 00:54:47,203 I was drawn to Maddy as a character because I knew 829 00:54:47,287 --> 00:54:49,245 she would pull me out of my comfort zone. 830 00:54:49,704 --> 00:54:52,078 I think Maddy's always been confident. 831 00:54:52,162 --> 00:54:53,287 Like when she was a little girl, 832 00:54:53,370 --> 00:54:56,704 she was winning pageant after pageant. 833 00:54:56,787 --> 00:55:00,287 So, I think her confidence is something that she's always had. 834 00:55:01,037 --> 00:55:03,746 Like I think Maddy definitely runs Nate. 835 00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:05,787 She definitely gets what she wants out of him, 836 00:55:05,871 --> 00:55:09,829 but in those moments where he gets angry and violent 837 00:55:09,912 --> 00:55:11,120 and dark, she just... 838 00:55:11,203 --> 00:55:14,120 she's so weak, and I think she's in pain. 839 00:55:14,203 --> 00:55:16,995 She's in a toxic, abusive relationship. 840 00:55:17,829 --> 00:55:19,871 It wasn't the violence that scared her. 841 00:55:20,329 --> 00:55:22,995 It was the fact that she knew no matter what he did, 842 00:55:23,370 --> 00:55:24,746 she'd still love him. 843 00:55:25,370 --> 00:55:27,579 She thinks that what Nate provides for her 844 00:55:27,662 --> 00:55:30,245 and does for her is 100 times better 845 00:55:30,329 --> 00:55:32,245 than what she's seen her dad do. 846 00:55:32,621 --> 00:55:34,579 Growing up in a dysfunctional home, 847 00:55:35,078 --> 00:55:36,912 you can end up in those relationships 848 00:55:36,995 --> 00:55:38,995 because they either seem normal to you, 849 00:55:39,078 --> 00:55:41,704 or they seem better than what you've seen at home. 850 00:55:41,995 --> 00:55:43,953 Maddy will do anything in her power 851 00:55:44,037 --> 00:55:45,829 not to end up like her parents. 852 00:55:45,912 --> 00:55:49,454 She doesn't want that life, so she's— she's trying to find 853 00:55:49,537 --> 00:55:52,078 a way out in any way she can and I think... 854 00:55:52,412 --> 00:55:54,746 that's where the relationship with Nate comes in. 855 00:55:54,829 --> 00:55:57,203 I think she likes the idea of it. 856 00:55:57,412 --> 00:55:59,078 So even though he's hurting her, she just— 857 00:55:59,412 --> 00:56:02,287 she thinks it's better than what she's grown up watching. 858 00:56:03,579 --> 00:56:05,495 Just saying love is a million things! 859 00:56:05,579 --> 00:56:08,370 Sometimes, it feels good. Sometimes, it doesn't. 860 00:56:08,454 --> 00:56:11,412 Trust me when I tell you that the person that did this 861 00:56:11,746 --> 00:56:12,787 doesn't love you. 862 00:56:13,621 --> 00:56:16,412 I think Maddy feels like everyone's against her, 863 00:56:16,495 --> 00:56:17,995 and no one understands them. 864 00:56:18,078 --> 00:56:21,245 It feels like the lowest point of her life, 865 00:56:21,329 --> 00:56:26,329 and even then, she's— she's still rooting for Nate. 866 00:56:26,412 --> 00:56:28,329 She wants him to figure out a plan. 867 00:56:28,412 --> 00:56:29,871 She wants him to be okay. 868 00:56:30,329 --> 00:56:34,370 She really feels like they have this special bond, 869 00:56:34,454 --> 00:56:37,953 but it's— you know, it's a dysfunctional young love. 870 00:56:38,454 --> 00:56:41,454 ♪ (SOMBER ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYS) ♪ 871 00:56:43,162 --> 00:56:45,370 Working with Jacob was incredible. 872 00:56:45,454 --> 00:56:48,537 I couldn't have asked for a better scene partner. 873 00:56:48,746 --> 00:56:52,871 Those scenes are really intense, and you know, it is— 874 00:56:52,953 --> 00:56:56,287 it's acting, but it's physical and you know, 875 00:56:56,370 --> 00:56:59,370 you're pouring all of your emotion into this. 876 00:57:00,162 --> 00:57:02,037 I think Maddy's searching for 877 00:57:02,120 --> 00:57:04,412 any bit of love, any bit of hope. 878 00:57:04,495 --> 00:57:08,162 I think we want love sometimes so bad, 879 00:57:08,245 --> 00:57:09,995 we stay in these relationships 880 00:57:10,078 --> 00:57:12,037 even when we know they aren't right. 881 00:57:12,120 --> 00:57:14,787 But she doesn't want to admit that to herself. 882 00:57:14,995 --> 00:57:16,662 She just wants everybody to leave her alone, 883 00:57:16,746 --> 00:57:18,454 and she wants it to just be her and Nate. 884 00:57:18,537 --> 00:57:20,162 ♪ ♪