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I want you to know that
I'm not angry with you.

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Angry?
Yes, I'm not angry with you. I love you.

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What are you talking about?

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I know you're doin' drugs again.

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What? Did Gia say
something about this?

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Really?
You're gonna rat me
out to fuckin' Mom

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over smokin' a little
bit of fuckin' weed?

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- Is that what the fuck we're doing now?
What're you talking about?

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- I didn't rat you out!
- I knew I never should've

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- fuckin' trusted you!
I didn't say anything!

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Then what is
she talking about?

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Wait, wait, wait!

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We're you doin' drugs with Gia?

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- No!
What? I—

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- Rue, I didn't say anything!
- Then how the fuck does she know?

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- What is she talking about?
Gia, you knew this?

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- You knew she was doin' drugs?
It's not like that.

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Okay, you know what?
If you wanna fuckin' consider

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smoking some weed
to help with my fucking
panic attacks doing drugs

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then, yeah, sure, whatever.
I was doin' fuckin' drugs.

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Gimme a fuckin' break.

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- You knew?

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- Don't slam my door!
Mom!

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Please tell her
I didn't say anything—

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Can you guys
chill the fuck out?
It's just weed.

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I'm not talkin'
about weed, Rue.

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I'm talkin' about pills.

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- What?
I'm talking about opiates.

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I'm not doin' opiates, Mom.

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- When did you start doing pills?
Gia!

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I didn't.
I fuckin' didn't!

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- I told you—
- Gia—

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I thought it wasn't
a good idea—

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Gia, please!

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Let me handle this!
Go to your room!

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- Fuck it.
- Yeah, fuck it!

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If you wanna drug test me,
let's just do it.

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- I don't want to drug test you.
- Okay, so then, what?

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- You just wanna fuckin' accuse me of shit?
- I'm not accusing you, baby.

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- Okay? But I know—
- If you're so fuckin' sure, let's do it!

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Come on, let's go.
Let's fuckin' drug test me.

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I don't need to.
Jules told me everything.

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The fuck did you do, Mom?

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- Fuck! What did you do, Mom?
- Baby, please. Baby, please listen to me, okay?

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- Fuck. What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?
- Please, it's gonna be okay!

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- It's gonna be okay!
- What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?

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- Baby, it's gonna be okay!
- No, it's not

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gonna be fuckin' okay!
You don't know—

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Fuck!
It wasn't mine!

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- Then whose is it? Huh?
- Fuck! Fuck!

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Okay, look, look.

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We can go
to the hospital, okay?

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I'm not goin'
to a fuckin' hospital!
If you call—

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- Mom, Mom—
- Look, we can do the withdrawal thing

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- again, baby. It's okay.
- Don't call... the fuckin' hospital.

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If you try to put me
in a fuckin' hospital,

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I swear to God,
we're gonna have
a problem.

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- Rue, no, you're out of control.
- Put the phone down.

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Put the fucking—
Put the fucking phone down!

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Where did you put it?
Where'd you put my pills, Mom?

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- Where did you put it?
- You're in my way.

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- Get outta my way. I'm callin' the police.
- Mom!

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- No, you can't. You can't do that.
- Yes!

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You will not attack me
in my own home—

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I'll do whatever the fuck
I want in your own home!

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I raised you!

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I did, okay?

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And you do not
fuckin' scare me!

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You're not
a good person, Rue.

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You smilin'?

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Really?
You're proud of that?

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You know
what's a shame, Mom?

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My dad's dead.

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Kinda keeps you from
admitting what a shit
fuckin' mother you are.

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"Oh, poor Leslie.

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"Her daughter's
an addict,

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but, you know,
her dad did die."

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You hear that, Gia?

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You hear that?

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I don't wanna put too
much pressure on you,

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but you're probably
gonna have to be

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a fuckin' neurosurgeon,
or maybe an astronaut

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because if not,
then Mom is
0 for fuckin' 2,

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and that means that
it might, actually,

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- just be her fuckin' fault.
Rue, stop!

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Yeah, that means, maybe,
she, actually, fucked up!

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- Okay, that's enough, Rue.
To be fuckin' honest.

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- That's enough.
- Don't fuckin' touch me!

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Don't fuckin' touch me!
You wanna hit me?

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Shut the fuck up!
- Do it. Hit me!

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- You're fucking—
- I know you want to. Get the fuck off of me!

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Don't you fuckin' touch her!

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- Ow!

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Get out!
Get the fuck outta here!

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- Get off of me!
- Get your—

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Where are my fuckin' pills?

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What did you do?

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Where are they?

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You wanna tell me
what to do with
my fuckin' life, huh?

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You wanna tell me
to stop doin' drugs?

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Huh, what the fuck else
am I supposed to do, huh?

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What do you
want me to do?

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- What do you want me to fuckin' do?
- Rue, please!

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This is your
fuckin' fault!

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You don't fuckin' recognize me?
Well, neither do fuckin' I!

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I don't fuckin'
recognize me either!

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Where did you put it?

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You wish I was different?
So do I!

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You fucking hate me?
So do I!

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Where did you fucking put them?

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Fuck! Where'd you put it?

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Where's the fuckin' suitcase?

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Fuck.

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Where did you put it? Fuck.

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Where did you put
the fuckin' pills?

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Where did you
put the pills?

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Where did you put them, Mom?

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You, you don't understand, Mom.
It's not my suitcase.

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It's not mine.

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This is bad.
This is really, really bad.

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I want to get clean.
I can't do it.

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And I just—
I don't wanna
be here anymore.

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I'm sor— I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to scare you.

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I, I just—
I don't know what to do.

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I'm, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gia.

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I, I didn't,
I didn't mean to.

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry.

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I'm sorry, but I need you
to tell me where they are.

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I need you to tell me
where the pills are, Mom.

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I need you to tell me
where the suitcase is.

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Tell me where they are, Mom!

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Fuck! Aah!

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Where did you fucking put them?

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I know they're
fuckin' in here, Mom!
I know they're in here!

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What did you do with them?
What did you do?

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Where the fuck are they?

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What did you do with them?

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We flushed 'em down the toilet.

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You look embarrassed, Rue.

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You embarrassed 'cause Jules
just heard everything you said?

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Don't cry. Own that shit.
Own what you just said.

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Fuck you.

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Oh, okay.

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I see what the fuck
is goin' on here.

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Well, first
thing's first,

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Elliot here is
a fuckin' addict...

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so if he
tells you anything
fuckin' different,

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he's a liar
and a fucking snake.

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Fuck you!

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- He cares about you—
- Fuckin' bitch.

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This doesn't fucking
concern you, Jules.

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- Yes, it does—
- No the fuck it doesn't!

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- Yes, it does.
- How?

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'Cause I don't want you
to kill yourself.

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- You're a fucking rat!
You were lying to me.

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Yeah, so you go
tell my fuckin' Mom?

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I didn't know what else to do.

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And why the fuck
would you say anything?

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You are fuckin' dead to me.

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- You don't mean that.
- I fucking mean every fucking word.

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- You're dead to me, Jules.
- I don't believe you.

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You and me,
we're fuckin' done.

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There's nothing
fuckin' there anymore.

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Nothing... Fucking... There.

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You know, I have a lot
of regrets... in my life.

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But I gotta tell you,
Jules, meeting you,

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has got to be at the top
of my fuckin' list.

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Oh, now you wanna
fuckin' cry?

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Now you wanna
fuckin' cry?

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Yeah, you're
a fucking vampire.

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You just go around fuckin'
sucking the fucking spirit
out of everyone!

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You like that shit...
makes you feel good.

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- You know that's not true.
It is fuckin' true.

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It's all about
fuckin' Jules, right?

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And you don't know
what the fuck you're doing.

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You just act all
fuckin' innocent,

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like you're this fuckin'
sweet little angel,

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this innocent, sweet,
little fuckin' angel

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who doesn't know what
the fuck they're doing.

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You know what
the fuck you're doing!

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I love you.
- No the fuck you don't.

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You love being loved!

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You're a fuckin'
greedy whore

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who just likes sucking
the life out of people.

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And it fucking hurts, Jules!

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- I love you.
No, you don't.

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Stop saying that!
You don't love me!

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You fuckin' left me...

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when I fuckin' needed you.

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You fuckin' left me...

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when I was at my fuckin' lo—

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You fuckin' left me
at my fucking lowest!

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And a real fuckin' friend,
someone who fuckin' loves you,

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wouldn't do some
shit like that, Jules!

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I love you
and I want to help you.

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If you wanna help me,

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uh, you can honestly,

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you can just stay out
of my fuckin' life...

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forever.

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That would be great
because, honestly,

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00:11:02,334 --> 00:11:05,086
looking at you makes me
physically fucking ill!

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- I'm sorry, baby.
Okay.

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I shouldn't have
said anything.

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I liked Rue
the way she was.

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And this shit
was never my place.

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00:11:48,505 --> 00:11:50,215
I feel like
I'm going crazy, Mom.

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- I feel like I'm going crazy.
- Look...

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- I wanna take you to the ER, okay?
- Okay.

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- Okay. They can— No.
- I'm sorry.

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00:11:56,972 --> 00:11:58,890
They can help
you detox, okay?

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00:11:58,974 --> 00:12:01,101
Mom, I'm sorry for what I said.

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00:12:01,101 --> 00:12:02,435
I am.
Please, forgive me.

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I don't care
about that, Rue.

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00:12:05,605 --> 00:12:07,315
I'm sorry.

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00:12:07,399 --> 00:12:10,610
- I just miss Dad.
Me too, baby, me too.

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00:12:10,694 --> 00:12:13,154
- I miss him a lot.
I know.

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00:12:13,238 --> 00:12:14,364
Me too.

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- Oh god.

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Baby...

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listen.

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Can I take you
to the hospital?

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- Yeah?
- Yeah.

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You want shotgun?

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00:14:12,232 --> 00:14:14,150
You wanna know the truth?

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00:14:16,945 --> 00:14:19,447
I relapsed as soon
as I got out of rehab.

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00:14:32,794 --> 00:14:34,129
thinkin' about that
right now, okay?

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00:14:34,129 --> 00:14:35,797
Let's just get you
back into rehab.

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00:14:35,797 --> 00:14:37,841
Wait, what, what the fuck
you talking about, Mom?

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I thought you said we
were going to the ER.

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Yeah, baby,
it's the same thing.

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No, it's not the fuckin'
same thing, Mom.

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Five percent, okay?

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00:14:55,150 --> 00:14:57,152
Those are
my fucking chances,
one in 20.

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All I know, if you
set your mind to it,

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00:15:00,155 --> 00:15:02,574
your chances are higher
than five percent.

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00:15:02,574 --> 00:15:05,034
Yeah, well, everybody's Mom
fuckin' says that, okay?

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Even the ones
who bury their kids.

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00:15:12,584 --> 00:15:15,545
It's funny 'cause...
if you guys didn't do

240
00:15:15,545 --> 00:15:17,464
this fuckin' intervention shit,

241
00:15:17,464 --> 00:15:20,550
I was about a month away
from killing myself.

242
00:15:21,551 --> 00:15:23,094
I have this
image in my head

243
00:15:23,178 --> 00:15:28,641
of me just, you know,
layin' in the sand,
and...

244
00:15:28,725 --> 00:15:33,396
lettin' the wave just
kind of take me out to sea.

245
00:15:33,480 --> 00:15:36,608
Ugh, fuck.
Mom, I can't do this.
I can't, I can't do this.

246
00:15:36,608 --> 00:15:38,651
- You guys need to let me out of this car.
- I don't care—

247
00:15:38,735 --> 00:15:40,695
I don't wanna fuckin' do this!

248
00:15:44,741 --> 00:15:45,992
It's okay, baby,
we're almost there, okay?

249
00:15:45,992 --> 00:15:47,660
It's not fuckin' okay, Mom!

250
00:15:47,744 --> 00:15:49,329
Just— Rue! Rue!

251
00:15:49,329 --> 00:15:51,247
- Can't do this. I'm sorry, Mom, I can't.

252
00:15:51,331 --> 00:15:52,791
- I can't do it.
Rue, get back in the car!

253
00:15:52,791 --> 00:15:53,875
- Rue!
- Oh my gosh!

254
00:15:59,172 --> 00:16:00,548
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

255
00:16:00,632 --> 00:16:02,425
Mom, Mom, go get her!

256
00:16:12,060 --> 00:16:14,103
Mom, go!

257
00:16:14,187 --> 00:16:16,147
Fuck, fuck!
Stop, stop, stop, stop! Stop!

258
00:16:18,942 --> 00:16:19,859
Rue!

259
00:16:22,654 --> 00:16:23,613
Fuck.

260
00:17:10,910 --> 00:17:11,995
Fez!

261
00:18:28,446 --> 00:18:30,531
Ah, fuck.

262
00:18:33,701 --> 00:18:35,620
- Hey.
- Hey, are you okay?

263
00:18:35,620 --> 00:18:37,705
Mm-hm. I think I just have,
like, a cold or something.

264
00:18:37,789 --> 00:18:39,624
Okay, well,
don't get me sick
'cause I have rehearsal.

265
00:18:39,624 --> 00:18:40,708
I can't,
I can't get you sick.

266
00:18:40,792 --> 00:18:42,293
Okay, well, colds
are contagious, so—

267
00:18:42,377 --> 00:18:43,628
Yeah, I realize that,
but it's just—

268
00:18:43,628 --> 00:18:44,963
It's not that
kind of thing.

269
00:18:44,963 --> 00:18:46,756
Can I use your
bathroom, please?

270
00:18:46,756 --> 00:18:49,676
- Hey, Rue!
- Oh, hi.

271
00:18:49,676 --> 00:18:51,970
- Hey, oh. Oh, yeah.
- Hey.

272
00:18:51,970 --> 00:18:54,931
- Oh my god.

273
00:18:54,931 --> 00:18:56,641
Hey, Rue.

274
00:18:56,641 --> 00:18:58,685
Oh, jeez.
Are you feelin' okay?

275
00:18:58,685 --> 00:19:01,062
Yeah.
- You look terrible.

276
00:19:01,062 --> 00:19:03,231
Yeah—
- I mean, really terrible.

277
00:19:03,231 --> 00:19:05,316
Yeah, I think I just have,
like, a cold or something.

278
00:19:05,400 --> 00:19:08,987
Well, don't get me sick.
I have a compromised
immune system.

279
00:19:08,987 --> 00:19:10,655
But otherwise,
are you doin' okay?

280
00:19:10,655 --> 00:19:12,573
- Uh-huh.
- How's your mom?

281
00:19:12,657 --> 00:19:15,284
- I was thinking about her the other day.
- Yeah... she's good.

282
00:19:15,368 --> 00:19:17,328
- And how's your sister?
- Yeah, good.

283
00:19:17,412 --> 00:19:19,372
- You staying clean?
- Uh-huh.

284
00:19:19,372 --> 00:19:21,416
- Yeah? Bein' a good girl?
- Mm-hm.

285
00:19:21,416 --> 00:19:23,293
How long have you
been clean for?

286
00:19:23,293 --> 00:19:25,044
Um, since the summertime.

287
00:19:25,128 --> 00:19:29,132
Now, are you in AA,
or are you in NA?

288
00:19:29,132 --> 00:19:30,717
Um...

289
00:19:30,717 --> 00:19:31,718
- NA.
NA.

290
00:19:31,718 --> 00:19:33,219
Mm-hm.
Okay, good to hear.

291
00:19:33,303 --> 00:19:34,387
That's just terrific.

292
00:19:34,387 --> 00:19:36,180
- I—
I'm not a big fan of AA.

293
00:19:36,264 --> 00:19:38,516
Honey, do you remember
when your father...

294
00:19:38,516 --> 00:19:40,810
sent me
to AA that one time?

295
00:19:40,810 --> 00:19:41,978
I was just kickin'
and screamin'.

296
00:19:41,978 --> 00:19:43,396
Just a bunch
of hoity-toity

297
00:19:43,396 --> 00:19:45,023
assholes giving
their advice

298
00:19:45,023 --> 00:19:46,274
whether you ask
for it or not—

299
00:19:46,274 --> 00:19:48,401
Suze, can I use
your bathroom, please?

300
00:19:48,401 --> 00:19:50,361
- ... nightmare. Absolutely.
- Thank you so much.

301
00:19:50,445 --> 00:19:51,738
Knock yourself out, sweetheart.

302
00:19:51,738 --> 00:19:55,033
It's nice to see you.
You look great.

303
00:19:55,908 --> 00:19:57,452
She's not doin' good.

304
00:20:31,861 --> 00:20:32,987
Fuck.

305
00:20:37,200 --> 00:20:38,367
Oh...

306
00:20:57,553 --> 00:21:01,641
Ah, fuck.
It'll never fuckin' end.

307
00:21:01,641 --> 00:21:05,144
This can't make
you feel good, Rue.
Livin' like this.

308
00:21:05,228 --> 00:21:06,729
Lyin' to the people you love,

309
00:21:06,813 --> 00:21:08,648
bein' mean
to the people you love.

310
00:21:08,648 --> 00:21:11,567
- This can't make you feel good about yourself.
I don't care.

311
00:21:11,651 --> 00:21:13,111
Just fuckin' leave
me alone, please.

312
00:21:13,111 --> 00:21:17,198
- I know you're in pain.
You have no fucking idea, Mom.

313
00:21:17,198 --> 00:21:18,866
Let's get back
into the car,

314
00:21:18,950 --> 00:21:20,451
and let me take you
to the hospital.

315
00:21:20,535 --> 00:21:23,704
I can't get clean.
I can't do that shit forever.

316
00:21:25,289 --> 00:21:27,291
You don't have to.

317
00:21:27,375 --> 00:21:29,752
Just... take it
one day at a time.

318
00:21:31,295 --> 00:21:32,421
Yeah.

319
00:21:36,551 --> 00:21:38,553
- Hey, Cass?
Yeah?

320
00:21:38,553 --> 00:21:42,557
- I have a quick question for you.
- What?

321
00:21:42,557 --> 00:21:45,434
How long have you been
fucking Nate Jacobs?

322
00:21:50,148 --> 00:21:53,192
Wh-what, what, what
are you talking about?

323
00:21:53,276 --> 00:21:55,695
How long have you
been fucking Nate?

324
00:21:55,695 --> 00:21:59,240
I'm not.
What? I'm not.

325
00:21:59,240 --> 00:22:00,658
What are you talking about?

326
00:22:00,658 --> 00:22:03,161
Oh, I just—
I, I saw her get his truck,

327
00:22:03,161 --> 00:22:04,620
and then, kiss him
and drive off.

328
00:22:04,704 --> 00:22:06,372
That was, like,
what, like, uh...

329
00:22:06,372 --> 00:22:08,124
- Uh—
like a month ago?

330
00:22:08,124 --> 00:22:10,126
Uh—

331
00:22:10,126 --> 00:22:12,795
- Are you kidding me?
- Uhh.

332
00:22:12,879 --> 00:22:15,548
Cass, that's, like...
really bad.

333
00:22:18,384 --> 00:22:21,470
You're fucking Nate?
Are you kidding me?

334
00:22:23,264 --> 00:22:26,642
No, I...
I don't even know why
she would say that.

335
00:22:26,726 --> 00:22:29,478
- You're lying!
- Yeah, can we just table this conversation?

336
00:22:29,562 --> 00:22:31,898
- Okay, let's go—
- No, no. You expect me to stand here

337
00:22:31,898 --> 00:22:33,566
next to my best friend
who's been lying to me

338
00:22:33,566 --> 00:22:35,484
about fucking
my ex-boyfriend!

339
00:22:35,568 --> 00:22:37,695
- I'm literally gonna get violent.
- Okay, no. Let's just—

340
00:22:37,695 --> 00:22:39,739
No, there is no need
to get violent, okay,

341
00:22:39,739 --> 00:22:41,532
because we are having
an intervention!

342
00:22:41,616 --> 00:22:43,534
- Stop it!
- I'm beggin' you.

343
00:22:43,618 --> 00:22:46,162
- Let's just get into the car.
- Mom... I can't.

344
00:22:46,162 --> 00:22:48,623
Let's just talk—
Oh, you're crying?

345
00:22:48,623 --> 00:22:51,375
- No— Maddy!
- You're fucking crying, you fucking bitch?

346
00:22:51,459 --> 00:22:53,294
- Maddy, come on!
- You're the one who's hurt?

347
00:22:53,294 --> 00:22:54,670
You're the most
self-centered,

348
00:22:54,754 --> 00:22:56,797
- idiotic person I have ever fucking met!
- Maddy.

349
00:22:56,881 --> 00:23:00,593
- You fuck my ex, and you're fucking crying?
- Maddy, Maddy.

350
00:23:00,593 --> 00:23:02,261
Are you fucking
kidding me?

351
00:23:02,345 --> 00:23:03,888
- Let's just do this later.
Look, I'm sorry.

352
00:23:03,888 --> 00:23:06,557
I'm sorry,
but I don't give a shit
who's fucking who, okay?

353
00:23:06,641 --> 00:23:08,559
If you're gonna
keep talkin' about it,
get out of the room.

354
00:23:08,643 --> 00:23:11,020
- Yeah, absolutely. You're being an animal...
- Um, Cass?

355
00:23:11,020 --> 00:23:12,313
- Do you wanna go on a walk?
- right now... to my girl.

356
00:23:12,313 --> 00:23:13,731
I don't even know why
you're believing her.

357
00:23:13,731 --> 00:23:15,107
She's a drug addict.

358
00:23:15,191 --> 00:23:16,984
How long have you
been fucking him?

359
00:23:17,068 --> 00:23:18,861
- Be honest.
- Maddy, let's just do it later.

360
00:23:18,945 --> 00:23:22,448
Kat, shut the fuck up!
How long have you
been fucking him?

361
00:23:23,407 --> 00:23:25,076
Rue?

362
00:23:25,076 --> 00:23:27,828
Listen, let's just get
into the car, okay?

363
00:23:27,912 --> 00:23:29,455
When was this?

364
00:23:31,916 --> 00:23:33,876
Right after New Year's.

365
00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:35,002
Oh!

366
00:23:35,086 --> 00:23:38,464
You dumb fucking bitch!
I'm gonna fuck you—

367
00:23:38,464 --> 00:23:40,466
Don't fuckin' run away from me,
you stupid fucking bitch!

368
00:23:40,466 --> 00:23:41,968
Why are you guys...
Come on!

369
00:23:44,929 --> 00:23:47,890
- I don't—
Goddammit, I'm so sorry.

370
00:23:47,974 --> 00:23:49,016
Rue?

371
00:24:21,090 --> 00:24:22,675
What's up, kid?
- Hey.

372
00:24:22,675 --> 00:24:26,053
- You look like shit.
- Yeah, I fuckin' feel like shit.

373
00:24:26,137 --> 00:24:29,348
I think I'm going
through withdrawal
and I, I need somethin'.

374
00:24:29,432 --> 00:24:32,184
- Can't help you. I don't have nothin' here.
Ah fuck, man.

375
00:24:32,268 --> 00:24:34,478
You gotta have something.
That's bullshit.

376
00:24:35,396 --> 00:24:36,397
Don't know what to tell you.

377
00:24:36,397 --> 00:24:38,357
I don't keep nothin'
at the house no more.

378
00:24:38,441 --> 00:24:40,484
- Fuck, okay.
- Not no more.

379
00:24:40,568 --> 00:24:42,445
Well, can I, can I
use your bathroom?

380
00:24:42,445 --> 00:24:46,949
Go ahead!
- Okay... Ah fuck.

381
00:24:47,033 --> 00:24:48,826
Where did you come from?

382
00:24:54,040 --> 00:24:55,916
- Yo, you all right in there?
Don't— I'm fuckin'--

383
00:24:56,000 --> 00:24:58,169
I'm shittin' my brains out.
Please, Fez, go away.

384
00:24:58,169 --> 00:25:02,381
- You want some Pepto Bismol or something?
No! No, fuck.

385
00:25:02,465 --> 00:25:05,384
- Just go away.
- All right, all right.

386
00:25:56,644 --> 00:25:58,771
Yo, come on now, Rue.

387
00:26:00,314 --> 00:26:03,442
- Are you serious?
- Fez, please.

388
00:26:03,526 --> 00:26:06,946
- No, no, no.
- Please? Please, let me. Let me take them. Just—

389
00:26:06,946 --> 00:26:09,740
Only three.
She won't even know
that they're gone.

390
00:26:09,824 --> 00:26:12,618
- She won't miss them.
- It's the principle, Rue.

391
00:26:12,618 --> 00:26:14,245
- It's just not right.
- Please, just let— Just let me

392
00:26:14,245 --> 00:26:15,955
- keep 'em. Please?
- It's not right.

393
00:26:15,955 --> 00:26:18,082
- I'm in a lot of pain, Fez, please.
- Give it to me, Rue.

394
00:26:18,082 --> 00:26:21,335
- Give it to me. Let go.
- Please?

395
00:26:21,419 --> 00:26:24,171
- Please... Fuck.
- You gotta leave the house.

396
00:26:24,255 --> 00:26:26,048
- Let go of me. Fez, let go!
- You gotta leave the house, Rue.

397
00:26:26,132 --> 00:26:28,634
Get off of me!
Get your fuckin'
hands off of me!

398
00:26:28,634 --> 00:26:30,970
- Get the fuck off me, you piece of shit!
- Hell, nah!

399
00:26:30,970 --> 00:26:32,263
- Don't fuckin'--
- Nah, come here!

400
00:26:32,263 --> 00:26:34,140
- Don't fuckin' touch me! Get off!
- Come here!

401
00:26:34,140 --> 00:26:35,975
- Nah, we not doin' this shit today!
- Get off! Fez! Fez!

402
00:26:35,975 --> 00:26:37,643
- Get the fuck off of me!
- We not doin' it today!

403
00:26:37,643 --> 00:26:39,061
- Get off of me!
- Come on!

404
00:26:39,145 --> 00:26:40,479
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
- Nah, you gotta get

405
00:26:40,563 --> 00:26:42,148
- the fuck out the house now!
- I'm sorry! I'm—

406
00:26:42,148 --> 00:26:43,691
No, it's too late for that now—
You don't have,

407
00:26:43,691 --> 00:26:45,484
You don't have
to take me out.
You don't have—

408
00:26:45,568 --> 00:26:46,694
You, you don't ha—

409
00:26:46,694 --> 00:26:48,946
You don't have
to put me out!
You don't have to!

410
00:26:48,946 --> 00:26:50,364
Don't fuckin' have to put me—

411
00:26:50,448 --> 00:26:51,782
- You don't have to put me out there!
No, no, no.

412
00:26:51,866 --> 00:26:54,076
No. Fuck.
- You gotta go.

413
00:26:55,119 --> 00:26:56,495
Fuck!

414
00:27:20,603 --> 00:27:22,062
Come on! Let's go!

415
00:27:22,146 --> 00:27:24,190
Every fucking time!

416
00:27:32,990 --> 00:27:34,742
Stop fuckin'
rushing me.

417
00:28:31,048 --> 00:28:32,007
Fuck.

418
00:28:48,983 --> 00:28:51,610
- Hey, puppy.

419
00:28:51,694 --> 00:28:53,654
Hey.

420
00:28:55,364 --> 00:28:58,450
Hi... Hi.

421
00:28:58,909 --> 00:29:00,744
Oh.

422
00:29:00,828 --> 00:29:04,665
Oh, oh, you're...
you're cute.

423
00:29:04,665 --> 00:29:07,167
Oh, ow.
Ah yeah.

424
00:29:07,251 --> 00:29:10,254
What's your name?

425
00:29:12,339 --> 00:29:13,257
Harold.

426
00:29:13,966 --> 00:29:16,260
Okay, Harold— Ah!

427
00:29:16,260 --> 00:29:19,138
I'm just gonna...
steal some shit.

428
00:29:42,620 --> 00:29:48,083
- One, two, three, four, five, six.

429
00:29:48,167 --> 00:29:51,170
- One, one, one, one, one.

430
00:30:07,061 --> 00:30:09,688
I don't wanna talk about it.
Ugh.

431
00:30:09,772 --> 00:30:11,982
You know, heaven forbid
you miss one fuckin' party.

432
00:30:12,066 --> 00:30:13,108
It's embarrassing.

433
00:30:13,192 --> 00:30:15,569
- Good night, Gabe.
Mm-hm.

434
00:30:35,089 --> 00:30:36,340
Gabe!

435
00:30:36,340 --> 00:30:38,467
I think someone broke in!
Get the gun!

436
00:30:42,596 --> 00:30:44,223
- Oh!
- Oh, holy fuck!

437
00:30:59,780 --> 00:31:02,408
Gia, can you
pay attention?

438
00:31:02,408 --> 00:31:04,326
And help me
find your sister?

439
00:31:14,753 --> 00:31:16,296
Aw, fuck.

440
00:31:17,297 --> 00:31:18,716
Ah...

441
00:31:23,846 --> 00:31:24,847
Ah fuck.

442
00:31:39,194 --> 00:31:40,612
Everything okay, Miss?

443
00:31:42,740 --> 00:31:43,907
Totally.

444
00:31:45,659 --> 00:31:46,910
Where you headed?

445
00:31:49,913 --> 00:31:51,457
Home.

446
00:31:51,457 --> 00:31:52,666
What?

447
00:31:53,417 --> 00:31:54,752
Home.

448
00:31:56,170 --> 00:31:57,421
What was that?

449
00:31:58,505 --> 00:32:00,007
I said I'm headed—

450
00:32:07,139 --> 00:32:09,975
Ah dammit!
Ah shit! We got a runner.

451
00:32:26,492 --> 00:32:29,328
- Oh shit.

452
00:32:29,328 --> 00:32:31,538
- Shit!

453
00:32:49,306 --> 00:32:51,725
We've seen stalemates
from them in the past.

454
00:33:04,571 --> 00:33:06,949
'Scuse me! 'Scuse me!
Oh, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

455
00:33:06,949 --> 00:33:08,367
I'm sorry! I'm sorry!

456
00:33:23,882 --> 00:33:25,968
Please, God,
don't let me die.

457
00:33:37,437 --> 00:33:39,273
Get out of the fuckin' road!

458
00:33:44,695 --> 00:33:46,280
Oh! Oh shit!

459
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:47,739
Vehicle in pursuit
of a pedestrian.

460
00:33:47,823 --> 00:33:49,408
Requesting additional units.

461
00:34:08,802 --> 00:34:10,512
There she is!

462
00:34:10,596 --> 00:34:11,889
Hey, stop!

463
00:34:12,848 --> 00:34:15,434
'Scuse me! 'Scuse me!

464
00:34:20,856 --> 00:34:22,691
Get out of the way!

465
00:34:22,691 --> 00:34:23,692
Move!

466
00:34:23,692 --> 00:34:24,943
I'm so sorry!

467
00:34:25,027 --> 00:34:27,237
Move! Get out of the way!

468
00:34:34,494 --> 00:34:36,121
Hey, stop!

469
00:34:37,414 --> 00:34:38,832
She's going down the alley!

470
00:34:49,051 --> 00:34:51,136
Oh fuck!

471
00:35:25,337 --> 00:35:26,880
Where'd she go?

472
00:35:41,645 --> 00:35:43,772
All right, guys,
let's wrap it up.

473
00:36:05,127 --> 00:36:06,044
Fuck.

474
00:36:16,138 --> 00:36:17,681
Fuck.

475
00:36:25,856 --> 00:36:27,190
Ah, fuck.

476
00:36:34,823 --> 00:36:35,741
Ow.

477
00:36:39,619 --> 00:36:40,912
Ah...

478
00:37:10,192 --> 00:37:15,155
- Hi.
- Ruby Bennett, I'm so happy to see you.

479
00:37:22,204 --> 00:37:27,375
I, uh...
I don't have the money
right now, but...

480
00:37:27,459 --> 00:37:30,420
I, uh...
I brought this.

481
00:37:30,504 --> 00:37:34,007
This, this is, like,
a thousand dollars
worth of jewelry,

482
00:37:34,091 --> 00:37:38,970
and, uh,
I have, um...

483
00:37:39,054 --> 00:37:43,517
$2,000 right here... um.
That's all I have right now.

484
00:37:43,517 --> 00:37:46,353
Rue, why didn't you
just pick up the phone
and tell me that?

485
00:37:46,353 --> 00:37:49,314
You could've just said,
"Laurie, I don't have
a dozen eggs,

486
00:37:49,398 --> 00:37:51,149
I've only got eight."

487
00:37:51,233 --> 00:37:53,819
- I was just worried.
- About what?

488
00:37:53,819 --> 00:37:55,821
- That you would be angry.

489
00:37:55,821 --> 00:37:58,031
You wanna know
a funny thing about me?

490
00:37:58,115 --> 00:38:02,035
I don't think I've
ever gotten angry
in my entire life.

491
00:38:02,994 --> 00:38:04,454
Really?

492
00:38:04,538 --> 00:38:06,540
Well, I don't know
if that's true.

493
00:38:06,540 --> 00:38:08,375
Is that true?

494
00:38:10,293 --> 00:38:13,338
Yeah, no, that's true.
I've never gotten angry.

495
00:38:16,299 --> 00:38:19,302
You did lie to me, though.
You said you were sober.

496
00:38:19,386 --> 00:38:23,473
- I was.
- Rue, you're lying to me again.

497
00:38:23,557 --> 00:38:25,016
I know it might be
hard to believe,

498
00:38:25,100 --> 00:38:27,310
but I was
a college athlete.

499
00:38:27,394 --> 00:38:31,189
I was pretty tough,
and then I got injured.

500
00:38:31,273 --> 00:38:33,233
And over the years,
I had surgeries,

501
00:38:33,233 --> 00:38:35,402
and I had screws
put in my shoulder.

502
00:38:35,402 --> 00:38:38,155
And then, eventually,
I got put on oxycontin.

503
00:38:38,155 --> 00:38:41,199
- I was a schoolteacher by that time,

504
00:38:41,283 --> 00:38:43,326
and I had a family.

505
00:38:43,410 --> 00:38:44,494
You should've seen us.

506
00:38:44,578 --> 00:38:47,622
We were, like, right out
of a Sears catalog.

507
00:38:47,706 --> 00:38:51,001
I didn't even know it was
addictive until I ran out.

508
00:38:52,127 --> 00:38:53,295
And that's when I learned

509
00:38:53,295 --> 00:38:56,465
I would do anything
to avoid withdrawal

510
00:38:56,465 --> 00:38:58,216
'cause it's hell.

511
00:38:58,300 --> 00:39:02,220
- You're going through hell, aren't you?
- Yeah.

512
00:39:02,304 --> 00:39:05,891
- How much have you been doing?
- Forty mil.

513
00:39:05,891 --> 00:39:08,268
You know, I wish
you had caught me
earlier in the week

514
00:39:08,268 --> 00:39:10,020
'cause I had a whole
assortment of things

515
00:39:10,020 --> 00:39:12,230
that would've taken
the pain away.

516
00:39:12,314 --> 00:39:16,026
- Now, all I've got is morphine.
- I can take morphine.

517
00:39:16,026 --> 00:39:21,531
I only have the intravenous,
and you don't fix, do you?

518
00:39:21,615 --> 00:39:25,785
- No.
- Then, unfortunately, I can't help you.

519
00:39:27,078 --> 00:39:29,122
Listen, I appreciate
you coming here

520
00:39:29,206 --> 00:39:31,124
with all this
jewelry and stuff,

521
00:39:31,208 --> 00:39:34,503
but you're gonna have to pay
the whole thing in cash.

522
00:39:34,503 --> 00:39:39,090
- This isn't a pawn shop.
- I know. I'm sorry.

523
00:39:39,174 --> 00:39:42,636
So, when do you think
you're gonna come up
with the rest of it?

524
00:39:42,636 --> 00:39:43,803
Um...

525
00:39:44,638 --> 00:39:47,849
Soon... Really soon.

526
00:39:47,933 --> 00:39:51,061
Rue, you don't look like
someone who's gonna come up

527
00:39:51,061 --> 00:39:53,104
with money real soon.

528
00:39:55,899 --> 00:39:59,736
You know, a doctor once told me
they did brain studies on people

529
00:39:59,736 --> 00:40:01,821
who've done a lot of opiates,

530
00:40:01,905 --> 00:40:04,074
and that over time,

531
00:40:04,074 --> 00:40:05,492
all the chemicals
in your brain

532
00:40:05,492 --> 00:40:07,327
that make you happy
and feel good

533
00:40:07,327 --> 00:40:11,539
start to decrease
because your body's
getting it artificially.

534
00:40:11,623 --> 00:40:13,458
But the longer you use,

535
00:40:13,458 --> 00:40:15,627
it just starts
to weaken and wither,

536
00:40:15,627 --> 00:40:19,464
kinda like a limb
that's not getting
blood to it anymore.

537
00:40:19,464 --> 00:40:21,841
And then, it just
sort of falls off,

538
00:40:21,925 --> 00:40:24,386
and you get something
called cell death,

539
00:40:24,386 --> 00:40:26,846
where you just have
these big dead spots

540
00:40:26,930 --> 00:40:29,808
in the parts of your brain
that used to make you happy.

541
00:40:29,808 --> 00:40:32,727
No matter what you do,
you can't ever get it back.

542
00:40:32,811 --> 00:40:38,316
He said it's basically
the same brain as people
who've had major strokes.

543
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:41,111
But the silver lining
is that the things that

544
00:40:41,111 --> 00:40:44,698
don't feel good
don't feel as bad
anymore.

545
00:40:47,534 --> 00:40:50,453
You know, if I was
going through withdrawal,

546
00:40:50,537 --> 00:40:52,247
I would do anything.

547
00:40:54,291 --> 00:40:57,127
It's one of the good parts
of being a woman.

548
00:40:57,127 --> 00:40:58,420
Even if you don't have money,

549
00:40:58,420 --> 00:41:00,922
you've still got
something people want.

550
00:41:09,639 --> 00:41:12,017
I think I'm gonna be sick.

551
00:41:36,624 --> 00:41:40,920
Oh, you poor kid.
Let me help you get cleaned up.

552
00:41:48,011 --> 00:41:49,804
Okay, Rue, let's
get you undressed,

553
00:41:49,888 --> 00:41:54,184
- so you can get into this bath here, okay?
Okay.

554
00:42:06,738 --> 00:42:09,115
Do you have any pills
or anything?

555
00:42:09,199 --> 00:42:12,285
I don't have any pills,
I'm so sorry.

556
00:42:12,369 --> 00:42:13,745
Okay...

557
00:42:27,217 --> 00:42:28,802
Thank you. Thank you.

558
00:42:29,844 --> 00:42:32,680
Okay, let me help you get in.

559
00:42:38,061 --> 00:42:42,982
Okay.

560
00:42:43,066 --> 00:42:48,071
I just, I just wanna die. I just wanna die.
I know. I'm so sorry.

561
00:42:48,071 --> 00:42:50,240
I just wanna die.

562
00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:52,742
I'll take anything
that you have.

563
00:42:52,826 --> 00:42:55,745
Are you sure?
Yeah, yeah, I'm sure.

564
00:42:55,829 --> 00:42:57,414
Okay.

565
00:43:05,255 --> 00:43:07,632
He's taken the pills.
He'll be all right.

566
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:16,015
Are you sure that this is safe?

567
00:43:16,099 --> 00:43:18,351
All pharmaceuticals
are safe, Rue.

568
00:43:18,435 --> 00:43:20,687
Okay, just—
I've never done this before.

569
00:43:20,687 --> 00:43:23,481
I know. It's gonna be okay.
Just give me your arm.

570
00:43:23,565 --> 00:43:26,818
Okay.
Okay.

571
00:43:26,818 --> 00:43:30,697
- Now, try to make a fist.
- Okay.

572
00:43:49,048 --> 00:43:51,885
Okay, I'm gonna need
you to be still, Rue.

573
00:43:54,596 --> 00:43:58,099
- Hold it steady, Rue.
I know. I'm trying. I'm sorry.

574
00:43:58,183 --> 00:43:59,934
I'm sorry.

575
00:44:02,770 --> 00:44:04,314
Hold it steady, Rue.

576
00:44:04,314 --> 00:44:07,150
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

577
00:44:11,571 --> 00:44:14,491
You know what's funny, Rue?

578
00:44:14,491 --> 00:44:17,660
When I first saw you,
I thought...

579
00:44:17,744 --> 00:44:21,289
this girl's gonna be
in my life for a long time.

580
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:35,261
Thank you.

581
00:45:19,764 --> 00:45:25,353
I... I remember
a couple of days before
you... passed away...

582
00:45:26,771 --> 00:45:29,566
you told me...

583
00:45:29,566 --> 00:45:31,860
that if I ever wanted
to be with you...

584
00:45:33,820 --> 00:45:36,030
all I would have to do
is close my eyes...

585
00:45:37,782 --> 00:45:40,285
and we'd be together.

586
00:45:40,285 --> 00:45:42,579
Oh, I think she's moving.
She's moving.

587
00:45:42,579 --> 00:45:47,458
My sister.
That's right! Your sister, yeah.

588
00:45:47,542 --> 00:45:50,086
- Hi, Gia.
- Hi, Gia.

589
00:45:50,962 --> 00:45:52,130
I'm with you

590
00:45:52,130 --> 00:45:53,923
when I'm six years old,

591
00:45:54,007 --> 00:45:56,634
and at the beach
for the first time...

592
00:45:56,718 --> 00:45:58,469
jumping into the waves.

593
00:45:59,721 --> 00:46:01,014
Can I have her?

594
00:46:01,014 --> 00:46:03,975
Of course,
you can have her.

595
00:46:03,975 --> 00:46:07,937
She's your sister.
She'll always be your sister.

596
00:46:08,021 --> 00:46:11,733
- Okay, this is a hospital, okay? Don't kiss the glass.

597
00:46:12,900 --> 00:46:14,360
You said that...

598
00:46:14,444 --> 00:46:17,614
memories exist
outside of time...

599
00:46:17,614 --> 00:46:20,366
and have no beginning or end.

600
00:46:21,576 --> 00:46:23,411
You said as long as I live...

601
00:46:24,787 --> 00:46:27,707
you'll be with me forever.

602
00:46:28,416 --> 00:46:29,959
I miss you, Dad.

603
00:46:31,377 --> 00:46:33,796
I miss you till
I close my eyes.

604
00:46:43,723 --> 00:46:45,224
That's it.

605
00:46:46,768 --> 00:46:48,311
Thank you.

606
00:47:19,133 --> 00:47:20,343
Hello.

607
00:47:28,726 --> 00:47:30,103
Hello.

608
00:52:23,771 --> 00:52:26,190
- Rue?

