1 00:01:33,025 --> 00:01:34,151 Here, baby. 2 00:01:38,739 --> 00:01:39,907 Rue? 3 00:01:41,200 --> 00:01:44,328 Baby, I need, I need you to drink this, okay? 4 00:01:44,411 --> 00:01:45,996 Come on, come on. 5 00:01:46,080 --> 00:01:49,375 - Let's just take a sip, baby, please. 6 00:02:10,813 --> 00:02:12,481 Do you need help with that? 7 00:02:35,587 --> 00:02:36,714 I got you. 8 00:02:36,797 --> 00:02:39,341 You know what I like about hospitals? 9 00:02:39,425 --> 00:02:41,969 We're almost there. Come on. 10 00:02:42,052 --> 00:02:44,013 They don't need to know how good of a person you are 11 00:02:44,096 --> 00:02:45,889 in order to take care of you. 12 00:02:45,973 --> 00:02:47,808 Come on. 13 00:02:47,891 --> 00:02:49,727 They don't need to know what's going on in your head 14 00:02:49,810 --> 00:02:51,812 before they wrap a bandage around your arm. 15 00:02:51,895 --> 00:02:56,108 - Come on. 16 00:02:56,191 --> 00:02:58,402 People like that are rare. 17 00:03:00,779 --> 00:03:02,740 The doctor put my mom in touch with a rehab, 18 00:03:02,823 --> 00:03:04,992 who might have an open bed early next week. 19 00:03:05,075 --> 00:03:06,660 - Okay, okay. 20 00:03:07,828 --> 00:03:09,329 Told me to stay strong. 21 00:03:09,413 --> 00:03:10,789 Okay, okay, okay. 22 00:03:12,458 --> 00:03:14,752 My mom is one of those rare people, 23 00:03:14,835 --> 00:03:17,046 but maybe that's 'cause she's my mom. 24 00:03:18,756 --> 00:03:20,799 She also grew up in the church. 25 00:03:22,134 --> 00:03:25,512 And say what you want about Christians. 26 00:03:25,596 --> 00:03:27,639 At least they believe in forgiveness. 27 00:03:39,068 --> 00:03:41,570 I don't remember everything I said to my mom. 28 00:03:45,240 --> 00:03:46,784 It's okay, Rue. 29 00:03:50,496 --> 00:03:52,915 It's okay. 30 00:03:52,998 --> 00:03:56,085 I wish I could say I didn't mean any of it. 31 00:03:56,168 --> 00:03:59,171 Is that actually true? I mean, I thought it. 32 00:03:59,254 --> 00:04:01,423 I felt it... I said it. 33 00:04:13,894 --> 00:04:15,020 I'm sure most people would say 34 00:04:15,104 --> 00:04:17,231 the world would be a better place without me. 35 00:04:18,982 --> 00:04:21,819 I don't disagree. 36 00:04:21,902 --> 00:04:23,195 In fact, I've been trying to leave it 37 00:04:23,278 --> 00:04:25,114 for as long as I can remember. 38 00:04:31,995 --> 00:04:35,165 Ali is also one of those rare people. 39 00:04:35,249 --> 00:04:36,708 The strange thing is, 40 00:04:36,792 --> 00:04:40,295 I bet most people would say the same thing about him. 41 00:04:40,379 --> 00:04:42,798 "He's just a fuckin' crackhead wife-beater." 42 00:04:43,882 --> 00:04:45,843 I bet his daughter said that. 43 00:04:47,010 --> 00:04:49,972 - Even I kinda said that. 44 00:04:50,055 --> 00:04:52,057 That I regret. 45 00:04:52,141 --> 00:04:54,268 Really fucking regret. 46 00:05:04,361 --> 00:05:07,114 But if I'm being honest about who I am... 47 00:05:07,197 --> 00:05:09,616 I'm a liar, a thief. 48 00:05:09,700 --> 00:05:12,786 I'm violent, abusive, manipulative. 49 00:05:13,579 --> 00:05:14,830 It's cold. 50 00:05:14,913 --> 00:05:16,748 It's cold, Mom. Mom, it's cold. 51 00:05:16,832 --> 00:05:20,002 Rue, you have to break your fever, baby, okay? 52 00:05:20,085 --> 00:05:21,587 Okay? Come on. 53 00:05:21,670 --> 00:05:23,005 And even if I got clean today, 54 00:05:23,088 --> 00:05:26,091 no one would forget the trauma of me not being clean. 55 00:05:27,593 --> 00:05:28,677 Shit. 56 00:05:31,597 --> 00:05:34,016 But I really regret what I said to Ali. 57 00:05:35,559 --> 00:05:38,645 Reducing someone's life to a moment... 58 00:05:39,521 --> 00:05:41,523 an ugly moment. 59 00:05:42,482 --> 00:05:44,860 And punishing them for it. 60 00:05:49,823 --> 00:05:52,201 That's what cops do. 61 00:05:52,284 --> 00:05:54,953 It's actually what everyone does. 62 00:05:55,037 --> 00:05:57,706 It's what you would do to me if you didn't know me. 63 00:06:17,184 --> 00:06:20,812 Anyway, I should call Ali and apologize. 64 00:06:48,006 --> 00:06:49,424 ALI Hello. 65 00:06:52,010 --> 00:06:53,178 Ali? 66 00:06:55,597 --> 00:06:57,557 It's, um, it's Rue. 67 00:06:58,767 --> 00:07:00,435 What do you want, Rue? 68 00:07:12,990 --> 00:07:14,366 Um... 69 00:07:17,953 --> 00:07:21,415 I just wanted to, uh, call you and tell you that, um... 70 00:07:31,008 --> 00:07:34,344 I just wanted to call you and tell you that I'm sorry for what I said. 71 00:07:35,887 --> 00:07:36,972 Um... 72 00:07:37,764 --> 00:07:39,558 and I really regret it. 73 00:07:40,809 --> 00:07:42,686 Uh... 74 00:07:42,769 --> 00:07:44,354 I just— I never should've said that. 75 00:07:44,438 --> 00:07:45,397 Rue. 76 00:07:45,480 --> 00:07:47,316 - And I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Rue! 77 00:07:47,399 --> 00:07:48,942 Listen to me. 78 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:52,654 I forgive you. 79 00:08:06,752 --> 00:08:08,045 You do? 80 00:08:10,088 --> 00:08:11,548 I do. 81 00:08:14,593 --> 00:08:16,595 How do you know that I mean it? 82 00:08:18,555 --> 00:08:21,391 Because the hour is certain to come. 83 00:08:21,475 --> 00:08:24,019 So we must forgive graciously. 84 00:08:31,068 --> 00:08:32,277 Thank you. 85 00:08:37,282 --> 00:08:38,617 Thank you. 86 00:09:25,288 --> 00:09:27,374 You look like a cat coughed your ass up. 87 00:09:32,212 --> 00:09:33,213 Hey. 88 00:09:33,296 --> 00:09:34,589 Ali said he would only stop by 89 00:09:34,673 --> 00:09:36,716 if he could cook dinner for the whole family. 90 00:09:36,800 --> 00:09:39,052 - Aw, thanks for having me. - Mm-hm. 91 00:09:39,136 --> 00:09:41,930 - Oh, hi. - Hi. 92 00:09:42,848 --> 00:09:44,641 I'm Ali. Nice to meet you. 93 00:09:46,059 --> 00:09:48,812 - You're Rue's sponsor? - Uh... I am. 94 00:09:48,895 --> 00:09:52,441 A better question is, uh, what're you doin' right now? 95 00:09:52,524 --> 00:09:54,651 Nothing. 96 00:09:54,734 --> 00:09:57,195 - Wanna help me cook? - Uh, I can help. 97 00:09:57,279 --> 00:09:59,865 Nah, nah, you keep your stank 98 00:09:59,948 --> 00:10:03,994 - withdrawal diarrhea-ass all away from my food. 99 00:10:04,077 --> 00:10:05,620 - Oh, you wanna tell him about— - No, no! 100 00:10:05,704 --> 00:10:07,080 - I think you should. - No, no, no! 101 00:10:07,164 --> 00:10:09,708 Hey, yo, yo! I'm serious. You're a health hazard. 102 00:10:09,791 --> 00:10:13,462 - In the other room. - Okay, dang. Thank you. Sorry. 103 00:10:13,545 --> 00:10:14,713 - Bye-bye. Oh! 104 00:10:14,796 --> 00:10:16,631 - Oh. - Bye-bye? Bye-bye to you, too. 105 00:10:16,715 --> 00:10:20,093 Uh-huh. - I know you probably been washin' that ass. 106 00:10:26,016 --> 00:10:27,726 - Oh. - They know I'm right. 107 00:10:27,809 --> 00:10:30,061 - Exactly. 108 00:10:33,690 --> 00:10:35,775 I think she's doin' better today. 109 00:10:38,945 --> 00:10:41,198 For as tough as it's been on Rue, 110 00:10:41,281 --> 00:10:43,325 I'm sure it's been harder on you. 111 00:10:44,451 --> 00:10:45,994 Dice these tomatoes. 112 00:10:57,422 --> 00:10:59,216 It's okay to be angry at her. 113 00:11:03,011 --> 00:11:06,473 I'm not sure that helps anyone. 114 00:11:06,556 --> 00:11:10,352 Ah, well, oh, I... tend to disagree. 115 00:11:10,435 --> 00:11:12,646 I think it would actually be good for you. 116 00:11:13,688 --> 00:11:15,482 How? 117 00:11:15,565 --> 00:11:17,776 You're not wrong to be angry at her. 118 00:11:18,902 --> 00:11:21,029 That shit hurts. 119 00:11:21,112 --> 00:11:22,405 It's unfair. 120 00:11:23,323 --> 00:11:24,658 You don't deserve it. 121 00:11:28,495 --> 00:11:29,829 I'm fine. 122 00:11:34,960 --> 00:11:36,211 I am. 123 00:11:39,506 --> 00:11:41,633 I didn't say I didn't believe you. 124 00:11:47,013 --> 00:11:50,350 Now, Nate didn't know what happened with Cassie and Maddy 125 00:11:50,433 --> 00:11:53,311 because when he exercises, he puts his phone on silent. 126 00:11:58,358 --> 00:12:03,613 The irony was Nate woke up that morning feeling fantastic. 127 00:12:03,697 --> 00:12:08,034 Because after an 18-year dick-swinging contest with his dad... 128 00:12:10,036 --> 00:12:11,913 Nate had finally won. 129 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:17,377 His mom seemed to be handling it well. 130 00:12:19,254 --> 00:12:21,756 His brother on the other hand... 131 00:12:21,840 --> 00:12:24,301 Fuck is she so happy about? 132 00:12:24,384 --> 00:12:25,844 not so well. 133 00:12:37,230 --> 00:12:41,192 It wasn't the 38 missed calls from Cassie that concerned him. 134 00:12:43,778 --> 00:12:47,073 It was the fact that there were zero calls from Maddy. 135 00:12:52,704 --> 00:12:55,457 Part of the reason Nate loved Maddy as much as he did 136 00:12:55,540 --> 00:12:57,834 is because she was loyal. 137 00:12:57,917 --> 00:13:00,837 But it's also what scared the living shit out of him. 138 00:13:02,130 --> 00:13:05,759 If anyone crossed her, she'd bury them. 139 00:13:05,842 --> 00:13:09,804 And he had now really fucking crossed her. 140 00:13:09,888 --> 00:13:12,724 And there was no doubt in Nate's mind what Maddy 141 00:13:12,807 --> 00:13:15,226 was about to do. 142 00:13:15,310 --> 00:13:17,020 You know when a kid shoots up a school 143 00:13:17,103 --> 00:13:18,688 and they go to interview the parents, 144 00:13:18,772 --> 00:13:21,358 and the parents are like, "We had no idea. 145 00:13:21,441 --> 00:13:23,818 He seemed, like, totally normal." 146 00:13:23,902 --> 00:13:27,280 And everyone watching is like, "You're a fucking idiot." 147 00:13:27,364 --> 00:13:30,200 That's how I feel, but with Cassie. 148 00:13:30,283 --> 00:13:32,535 Look, I never trusted her. 149 00:13:32,619 --> 00:13:33,828 What? Why? 150 00:13:33,912 --> 00:13:35,538 Because she seems like the kind of person 151 00:13:35,622 --> 00:13:37,832 who would fuck your boyfriend. 152 00:13:37,916 --> 00:13:41,419 I think I actually wanna murder her. 153 00:13:41,503 --> 00:13:42,712 I get it. 154 00:13:42,796 --> 00:13:44,339 No, like, actually... 155 00:13:44,422 --> 00:13:46,591 plan a murder and carry it out. 156 00:13:47,467 --> 00:13:48,843 I get it. 157 00:13:48,927 --> 00:13:53,932 Like a grisly murder. One that shocks the nation. 158 00:13:54,015 --> 00:13:56,351 I think that's more than understandable. 159 00:14:01,314 --> 00:14:02,857 What about Nate? 160 00:14:04,984 --> 00:14:06,736 I have a few ideas. 161 00:14:09,823 --> 00:14:11,950 No! 162 00:14:12,033 --> 00:14:14,244 - That's dark-sided. - Are you two ready to order? 163 00:14:14,327 --> 00:14:16,830 - No. Um... 164 00:14:16,913 --> 00:14:19,207 she's just on the phone. We'll just be a couple minutes. 165 00:14:19,290 --> 00:14:23,002 We prefer customers not use phones at the tables. 166 00:14:23,086 --> 00:14:25,505 No, no, no. - I can understand. 167 00:14:25,588 --> 00:14:28,383 - I will circle back. 168 00:14:28,466 --> 00:14:29,801 Okay, thank you. 169 00:14:30,677 --> 00:14:31,386 Wow. 170 00:14:31,469 --> 00:14:34,889 She's a cunt, yeah. 171 00:14:34,973 --> 00:14:37,434 All right, bye. Love you. Okay. 172 00:14:41,354 --> 00:14:43,732 - Oh. - Oh. 173 00:14:43,815 --> 00:14:45,608 Sorry... I j— We haven't said hello yet, 174 00:14:45,692 --> 00:14:49,028 so I just figured I would greet you like I normally greet you. 175 00:14:49,112 --> 00:14:50,029 Oh, sorry. 176 00:14:50,113 --> 00:14:51,906 Maddy's going through this thing. 177 00:14:51,990 --> 00:14:53,450 - You know? - Sure. 178 00:14:53,533 --> 00:14:56,745 - I get it. It's awkward. - Yeah. 179 00:14:59,831 --> 00:15:03,251 - So, what are we doing here? - Goin' on a date. 180 00:15:06,546 --> 00:15:07,630 Yeah? 181 00:15:09,758 --> 00:15:11,468 'Cause on the phone you just kind of made it sound 182 00:15:11,551 --> 00:15:13,636 like, like it was an emergency. 183 00:15:13,720 --> 00:15:14,888 - Did I? - Yeah. 184 00:15:14,971 --> 00:15:16,473 - No. - Like, you asked if I could 185 00:15:16,556 --> 00:15:17,891 cancel rehearsal. 186 00:15:19,058 --> 00:15:21,644 I, um, I mean, well, I've— 187 00:15:23,271 --> 00:15:25,064 I've... 188 00:15:25,148 --> 00:15:29,986 been thinking... about us and, and our relationship, 189 00:15:30,069 --> 00:15:33,656 and, um... um... 190 00:15:36,868 --> 00:15:41,164 I have a... brain disorder. 191 00:15:44,250 --> 00:15:46,169 What? 192 00:15:46,252 --> 00:15:48,463 That's the rest of the sentence. 193 00:15:54,886 --> 00:15:56,971 Um, I'm confused. 194 00:15:57,055 --> 00:15:59,140 I think it's terminal. 195 00:15:59,224 --> 00:16:02,185 Y-Y-You've been thinking a lot about our relationship 196 00:16:02,268 --> 00:16:05,271 because you have a, you have a terminal brain disorder? 197 00:16:05,355 --> 00:16:07,190 Yeah, I just, like, keep thinking, like, 198 00:16:07,273 --> 00:16:10,401 all the hospital visits, and... 199 00:16:10,485 --> 00:16:12,320 maybe, I'll have to get out of school, 200 00:16:12,403 --> 00:16:13,530 stay home, you know, 201 00:16:13,613 --> 00:16:15,657 with the little time I have left. 202 00:16:17,700 --> 00:16:19,619 - What is this terminal brain disorder called? - No, no, no. 203 00:16:19,702 --> 00:16:21,704 'Cause you're gonna google it, and then read about it, 204 00:16:21,788 --> 00:16:24,040 and I'm just gonna see it on your face. 205 00:16:24,123 --> 00:16:27,502 I feel like you're l-lying to me. 206 00:16:27,585 --> 00:16:30,964 Lying about a terminal brain disorder? 207 00:16:32,966 --> 00:16:34,676 That's sick. 208 00:16:34,759 --> 00:16:36,469 A-And to be honest, the fact that you think 209 00:16:36,553 --> 00:16:38,388 I would even lie about something that awful 210 00:16:38,471 --> 00:16:40,223 means there's a big problem in this relationship, 211 00:16:40,306 --> 00:16:42,475 which is, like, literally what I was trying to say in the beginning. 212 00:16:42,559 --> 00:16:43,852 No, no. In the beginning, 213 00:16:43,935 --> 00:16:46,062 I feel like you started to break up with me, 214 00:16:46,145 --> 00:16:47,605 and then, you pivoted to telling me that 215 00:16:47,689 --> 00:16:49,983 you got, like, a terminal brain illness, 216 00:16:50,066 --> 00:16:52,235 and now, I feel like you're using my skepticism 217 00:16:52,318 --> 00:16:54,362 as, like, a reason to break up with me. 218 00:16:55,405 --> 00:16:56,823 That's your experience. 219 00:16:56,906 --> 00:16:59,701 No, I think... that's the experience. 220 00:16:59,784 --> 00:17:02,370 - It's your experience of the experience— Hi. 221 00:17:02,453 --> 00:17:05,039 Kat, you don't wanna be in a relationship with me. 222 00:17:05,123 --> 00:17:07,166 And I get it. If it's okay, just say it. 223 00:17:07,250 --> 00:17:08,835 Just have, like, the courage to actually be honest 224 00:17:08,918 --> 00:17:10,003 'cause what you're doin' right now, 225 00:17:10,086 --> 00:17:11,588 it's just, like— feels like shit. 226 00:17:11,671 --> 00:17:14,549 I knew it. I— Wow. 227 00:17:14,632 --> 00:17:17,051 Wow, I can't believe this. You're literally trying to break up with me. 228 00:17:17,135 --> 00:17:19,220 No, I'm, I'm trying to help you say what you wanna say. 229 00:17:19,304 --> 00:17:20,388 Is this some sort of, like, 230 00:17:20,471 --> 00:17:21,806 manipulation tactic you learned 231 00:17:21,890 --> 00:17:23,766 on some fucking incel Reddit forum? 232 00:17:23,850 --> 00:17:26,352 God, this is the problem with guys like you. 233 00:17:26,436 --> 00:17:27,854 I tell you I'm sick, 234 00:17:27,937 --> 00:17:30,773 - and you just dismiss my experience. - Mm. 235 00:17:30,857 --> 00:17:33,276 Yeah, you just gaslight me, tell me how to feel 236 00:17:33,359 --> 00:17:35,904 - all because I don't meet your expectations. - All right, well, you're right. 237 00:17:35,987 --> 00:17:37,280 You didn't live up to my expectations 238 00:17:37,363 --> 00:17:40,116 because I did expect you to at least be honest. 239 00:17:40,199 --> 00:17:42,994 - I am being honest. - All right, I don't even think you believe that, 240 00:17:43,077 --> 00:17:44,412 but, you know, that's besides the point 241 00:17:44,495 --> 00:17:46,039 'cause I think we need to break up. 242 00:17:46,581 --> 00:17:47,582 Wow. 243 00:17:47,665 --> 00:17:49,918 Wow, wow. I didn't see that one coming. 244 00:17:50,001 --> 00:17:51,461 Hm. 245 00:17:52,921 --> 00:17:54,213 I didn't either. 246 00:17:56,633 --> 00:17:57,926 Bye! 247 00:18:02,764 --> 00:18:05,183 Lex... 248 00:18:05,266 --> 00:18:07,852 Hon, take these in the back and hide 'em in the bushes. 249 00:18:07,936 --> 00:18:10,563 You really think she's gonna stab herself? 250 00:18:10,647 --> 00:18:13,858 Your sister's very emotional... Yes. 251 00:18:15,235 --> 00:18:18,947 - Really? - In the bushes, now. 252 00:18:19,030 --> 00:18:20,198 Go! 253 00:18:21,115 --> 00:18:22,200 Hurry! 254 00:18:41,386 --> 00:18:43,972 It was at some point while breaking branches off a tree 255 00:18:44,055 --> 00:18:47,976 in order to camouflage a bucket of kitchen knives in a bush... 256 00:18:48,059 --> 00:18:51,646 that Lexi started to have second thoughts about putting on her play. 257 00:18:53,815 --> 00:18:54,983 Well, you know what... 258 00:18:55,066 --> 00:18:57,860 what you should put in the play... 259 00:18:57,944 --> 00:19:00,613 that time I beat Nate's ass at that party. 260 00:19:00,697 --> 00:19:03,992 - No! Oh god. 261 00:19:04,075 --> 00:19:06,202 I don't know. Cassie isn't doing too well. 262 00:19:06,285 --> 00:19:07,537 I'm worried that... 263 00:19:07,620 --> 00:19:10,164 she's gonna see the play, and then, she's gonna... 264 00:19:10,248 --> 00:19:11,708 freak out. 265 00:19:12,417 --> 00:19:13,501 Yeah, I mean... 266 00:19:15,086 --> 00:19:17,630 everybody gets their feelings hurt. 267 00:19:17,714 --> 00:19:19,173 - You know? - Yeah. 268 00:19:19,257 --> 00:19:21,134 Some people... 269 00:19:21,217 --> 00:19:24,470 some people need to get their feelings hurt sometimes. 270 00:19:24,554 --> 00:19:26,180 - Yeah... I— 271 00:19:26,264 --> 00:19:27,682 It's, like, the first time in my life 272 00:19:27,765 --> 00:19:30,018 I'm doing something for myself. 273 00:19:30,101 --> 00:19:31,144 Shit. 274 00:19:31,227 --> 00:19:35,565 What exactly is... the idea behind the play? 275 00:19:35,648 --> 00:19:39,736 I don't know, it's... it's, like, about a group of girlfriends 276 00:19:39,819 --> 00:19:41,154 who sort of... 277 00:19:42,447 --> 00:19:44,407 grow up and grow apart. 278 00:19:44,490 --> 00:19:46,325 Damn, so it's kinda like, uh, 279 00:19:46,409 --> 00:19:49,996 - "Stand By Me" vibes. - Yes, exactly! 280 00:19:50,079 --> 00:19:53,791 - I love that movie. That's... exactly it. - Hell yeah. 281 00:19:53,875 --> 00:19:57,045 Come on now. I've watched that film, like, 50 times. 282 00:19:57,128 --> 00:20:00,465 - Have you really? - That's my shit, come on. 283 00:20:00,548 --> 00:20:05,970 In fact, my, my grandma has it on DVD, you know? 284 00:20:07,221 --> 00:20:08,765 Should we watch it? 285 00:20:11,684 --> 00:20:12,977 Lexi needed a break. 286 00:20:15,271 --> 00:20:18,399 Cassie... can I use the bathroom? 287 00:20:18,483 --> 00:20:20,318 No. 288 00:20:20,401 --> 00:20:22,361 Yo, this is Nate. 289 00:20:22,445 --> 00:20:25,031 I'm busy. Leave a message at the beep. 290 00:20:27,325 --> 00:20:29,285 Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy. 291 00:20:29,368 --> 00:20:31,204 Leave a message at the beep. 292 00:20:34,290 --> 00:20:37,085 Whatever you do, don't marry anyone you meet in high school. 293 00:20:39,003 --> 00:20:41,881 I mean it. I used to be fun. 294 00:20:41,964 --> 00:20:43,299 And I know you don't believe me, 295 00:20:43,382 --> 00:20:45,426 - but I was fuckin' hot. - No, I believe you. 296 00:20:45,510 --> 00:20:48,346 Yeah, well, could've had anything I wanted. 297 00:20:50,348 --> 00:20:53,351 Then I just... fell in love with your dad. 298 00:20:53,434 --> 00:20:56,062 - Well, I'm very happy he's gone. - Yeah. 299 00:20:57,688 --> 00:21:01,651 Do me a favor. Just... don't take your anger out on me. 300 00:21:01,734 --> 00:21:03,861 Why would I be angry at you? 301 00:21:03,945 --> 00:21:05,321 'Cause you're an angry guy. 302 00:21:05,404 --> 00:21:06,948 No, I was angry at Dad. 303 00:21:07,031 --> 00:21:09,617 That's very different than, you know, being angry. 304 00:21:09,700 --> 00:21:12,495 Okay... Whatever you say. 305 00:21:12,578 --> 00:21:13,913 And I feel like when I was angry, 306 00:21:13,996 --> 00:21:15,957 I had a pretty good reason to be angry. 307 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:18,042 Okay, look, I'm not, I'm not saying angry people 308 00:21:18,126 --> 00:21:21,045 don't have a reason to be angry. Right? You hated your father. 309 00:21:21,129 --> 00:21:23,506 - That's as good a reason as any. - Yeah, but that's my point. 310 00:21:23,589 --> 00:21:24,966 My anger was directed toward him. 311 00:21:25,049 --> 00:21:26,300 It's not just towards anyone. 312 00:21:26,384 --> 00:21:27,468 Yeah, I don't know about that. 313 00:21:27,552 --> 00:21:29,303 No, it's not. It's fuckin' specific. 314 00:21:29,387 --> 00:21:30,972 Okay, look... 315 00:21:31,055 --> 00:21:32,807 can we just have a nice time? 316 00:21:33,724 --> 00:21:35,518 Yeah? 317 00:21:35,601 --> 00:21:38,229 - Yeah. - Okay, thank you. 318 00:21:39,355 --> 00:21:43,025 Need another bottle. 319 00:21:43,109 --> 00:21:44,485 I'm not the bad guy. 320 00:21:44,569 --> 00:21:47,196 Everyone keeps looking at me like I'm the bad guy, 321 00:21:47,280 --> 00:21:48,865 but I'm not the bad guy! 322 00:21:48,948 --> 00:21:51,784 - Well, you're not the good guy. - Yeah, that's for sure. 323 00:21:51,868 --> 00:21:53,661 Everyone thinks that I was hooking up with Nate 324 00:21:53,744 --> 00:21:55,246 when he and Maddy were still together, 325 00:21:55,329 --> 00:21:57,707 but that's not accurate. There was no crossover. 326 00:21:57,790 --> 00:22:01,460 Cassie, please, just a little bit of peace, please. 327 00:22:01,544 --> 00:22:02,837 But Rue made it sound like 328 00:22:02,920 --> 00:22:04,422 we were just hooking up the entire time, 329 00:22:04,505 --> 00:22:06,632 but I would never do that to someone I love. 330 00:22:06,716 --> 00:22:09,510 Yeah, I don't think that's a real airtight defense. 331 00:22:09,594 --> 00:22:13,055 - It's the truth! Oh, Cassie, you're driving me nuts! 332 00:22:13,139 --> 00:22:14,515 It's one thing to do what you did, 333 00:22:14,599 --> 00:22:16,726 and it's another thing to pretend you're all innocent, 334 00:22:16,809 --> 00:22:19,228 - and it's no big deal. - I'm just pointing out the facts. 335 00:22:19,312 --> 00:22:22,273 - Well, I'm pointing out the principle. - What principle? 336 00:22:22,356 --> 00:22:24,692 The "don't fuck your best friend's boyfriend" principle. 337 00:22:24,775 --> 00:22:26,903 That is what I am trying to tell you, Mom! 338 00:22:26,986 --> 00:22:30,323 - They weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, god! - I don't care! 339 00:22:30,406 --> 00:22:32,909 I just wanna watch my "Millionaire Matchmaker" 340 00:22:32,992 --> 00:22:34,493 in peace for one hour, 341 00:22:34,577 --> 00:22:36,412 one goddamn hour! 342 00:22:36,954 --> 00:22:38,289 Fuck! 343 00:22:38,372 --> 00:22:41,709 You, uh, you still seein' that, that, that blonde girl? 344 00:22:41,792 --> 00:22:45,046 - Why? - Mm, 'cause I prefer her to Maddy. 345 00:22:45,129 --> 00:22:47,465 Well, you're in luck. 346 00:22:47,548 --> 00:22:49,550 So, so you're dating? 347 00:22:49,634 --> 00:22:52,637 No, I just mean Maddy's never gonna fuckin' talk to me again. 348 00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:57,391 - Oh, well, that's good. - Well, we'll see. 349 00:22:57,475 --> 00:23:00,603 I was, I was just terrified you were gonna get her pregnant. 350 00:23:00,686 --> 00:23:02,271 - Who? Maddy? 351 00:23:02,355 --> 00:23:05,024 She's the type that would keep it just to spite you. 352 00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:06,359 Thank you. 353 00:23:06,442 --> 00:23:08,236 Can't really picture her being a mom. 354 00:23:08,319 --> 00:23:10,112 Ooh, man, I could. 355 00:23:10,196 --> 00:23:11,697 Especially if it meant she had the chance 356 00:23:11,781 --> 00:23:13,532 to screw you over for the rest of her life. 357 00:23:13,616 --> 00:23:14,951 Yeah, well, she's not fuckin' pregnant, 358 00:23:15,034 --> 00:23:17,453 and she's never gonna talk to me again. 359 00:23:17,536 --> 00:23:20,081 So... what about the blonde girl? 360 00:23:21,832 --> 00:23:24,669 - Oh, it's complicated. - Why? 361 00:23:24,752 --> 00:23:30,758 - Um, she's Maddy's best friend. - Shit. 362 00:23:33,678 --> 00:23:35,721 Who's the cunt now? 363 00:23:35,805 --> 00:23:37,181 Do you remember when she said that? 364 00:23:37,265 --> 00:23:40,059 - Yes, I do remember. - Oh my god. 365 00:23:40,142 --> 00:23:42,353 I know it's not the right thing to say... 366 00:23:42,436 --> 00:23:44,730 but when you grabbed her after that, and you, like, 367 00:23:44,814 --> 00:23:47,024 pulled her ass off, I was thinkin', "That's my boy." 368 00:23:47,108 --> 00:23:50,152 Huh? "Stickin' up for his mama." 369 00:23:50,236 --> 00:23:53,531 Oh my gosh. Shit. 370 00:23:53,614 --> 00:23:56,325 - Yeah, it was a pretty insane thing to do. - I know, well, 371 00:23:56,409 --> 00:23:59,537 you know, you didn't have to go so far as to choke her. 372 00:24:01,038 --> 00:24:03,874 - I didn't choke her. - Mmm. 373 00:24:03,958 --> 00:24:07,545 - Mom, they dropped the charges. - Okay. 374 00:24:07,628 --> 00:24:09,338 - I didn't fuckin' choke her. - Look... 375 00:24:09,422 --> 00:24:11,257 at that moment, I, I wanted to choke the girl, too. 376 00:24:11,340 --> 00:24:14,010 - Yeah, but my point is I didn't fucking choke her, Mom. - Okay! 377 00:24:14,093 --> 00:24:16,470 Don't get so upset that ya end up chokin' me. 378 00:24:16,554 --> 00:24:18,055 'Cause I won't drop the charges. 379 00:24:18,139 --> 00:24:20,308 I'll fuckin' clean house. 380 00:24:24,228 --> 00:24:24,979 Sorry. 381 00:24:27,481 --> 00:24:28,774 What's going on? 382 00:24:32,111 --> 00:24:35,281 I just wanna die! 383 00:24:36,449 --> 00:24:39,452 Well, a corkscrew ain't gonna cut it. 384 00:24:39,535 --> 00:24:41,203 No... 385 00:24:42,371 --> 00:24:43,622 I told you. 386 00:24:46,751 --> 00:24:49,545 I don't understand. I thought you hated Nate. 387 00:24:49,628 --> 00:24:51,339 When I didn't know him. 388 00:24:51,422 --> 00:24:53,841 You've literally known him forever. 389 00:24:54,508 --> 00:24:57,636 Not like I do now. 390 00:24:57,720 --> 00:25:01,015 - Wait, is this why you ratted on Fezco? No. 391 00:25:01,098 --> 00:25:02,683 Oh my god. That's why you did it? 392 00:25:02,767 --> 00:25:04,226 - No! - That's why you said something? 393 00:25:04,310 --> 00:25:06,729 - 'Cause you were sleeping with him? - No, I wasn't! 394 00:25:06,812 --> 00:25:09,482 Oh really? When did you start sleeping together? 395 00:25:09,565 --> 00:25:10,608 Uh... 396 00:25:10,691 --> 00:25:12,902 Uh... I, I don't, I don't know the exact date. 397 00:25:12,985 --> 00:25:15,321 Okay, well, was it before or after New Year's? 398 00:25:15,404 --> 00:25:17,615 - I don't know! - Okay, but for someone who's so obsessed with 399 00:25:17,698 --> 00:25:19,659 windows of time, I find that hard to believe. 400 00:25:19,742 --> 00:25:21,869 God, Lexi, you are making me feel worse! 401 00:25:21,952 --> 00:25:23,496 Do you even know why Fezco did what he did? 402 00:25:23,579 --> 00:25:26,874 - No, do you? - Yeah, I do. 403 00:25:26,957 --> 00:25:29,835 - Then tell me. - No, I'm not gonna tell you because you'll tell Nate. 404 00:25:29,919 --> 00:25:32,963 - I don't fuckin' trust you. - No one does! 405 00:25:33,047 --> 00:25:35,091 Yeah, 'cause you fell in love with someone who spent years 406 00:25:35,174 --> 00:25:38,094 making fun of you. It's sad. 407 00:25:40,137 --> 00:25:42,139 Did you know Dad was cheating on you? 408 00:25:43,724 --> 00:25:44,934 Did you? 409 00:25:46,602 --> 00:25:47,728 No. 410 00:25:49,688 --> 00:25:51,690 I don't, I don't believe that for a second 411 00:25:51,774 --> 00:25:53,651 because when he came in here 412 00:25:53,734 --> 00:25:56,237 and he was ranting and raving about 413 00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:57,655 bein' a man, and markin' his territory— 414 00:25:57,738 --> 00:26:00,616 I don't know, whatever the fuck he was talking about. 415 00:26:00,699 --> 00:26:03,786 I looked at Aaron and I looked at you, 416 00:26:03,869 --> 00:26:06,122 and, boy, was there a difference 417 00:26:06,205 --> 00:26:07,623 in his response and your response. 418 00:26:07,706 --> 00:26:10,251 It's because Aaron is a fucking idiot. 419 00:26:12,503 --> 00:26:15,548 Okay, he is, isn't he? 420 00:26:15,631 --> 00:26:17,591 That's terrible. I'm laughing. 421 00:26:22,596 --> 00:26:24,265 Oh... You know what? 422 00:26:24,348 --> 00:26:26,767 I think I'm gonna buy a Peloton. 423 00:26:26,851 --> 00:26:29,603 - Yeah, I am gonna start dating. - You're a drunk. 424 00:26:29,687 --> 00:26:31,355 Mm, what? You don't want a stepfather? 425 00:26:31,439 --> 00:26:32,982 - Mom, shut up. - No? Ooh, ooh! 426 00:26:33,065 --> 00:26:34,900 - What about one who's your age? That'd be fun. - Shut the fuck up. 427 00:26:34,984 --> 00:26:37,111 You're acting like a fuckin' teenager. 428 00:26:37,194 --> 00:26:39,655 - Jesus fuckin' Christ. - Wow! 429 00:26:39,738 --> 00:26:42,491 Why is it, why is it that you only have 430 00:26:42,575 --> 00:26:45,327 the bad qualities of your father, 431 00:26:45,411 --> 00:26:48,164 - and none of the good qualities? - Okay. 432 00:26:48,247 --> 00:26:50,416 Right, so Cal, Cal's a fuckin' saint now. 433 00:26:50,499 --> 00:26:52,334 No. That's, that's, that's not what I said. 434 00:26:52,418 --> 00:26:54,128 That's literally what you fuckin' said. 435 00:26:54,211 --> 00:26:56,380 No, it's not. I just— 436 00:26:58,549 --> 00:27:01,760 He's deeply flawed, and somehow... 437 00:27:01,844 --> 00:27:06,140 somehow, some way, we raised a child who's even more deeply flawed. 438 00:27:07,766 --> 00:27:10,144 Do you ever wonder about that? Do you just like— 439 00:27:10,227 --> 00:27:12,480 What went wrong? Do you ever think about that? 440 00:27:12,563 --> 00:27:13,647 No, of course, you don't 441 00:27:13,731 --> 00:27:15,483 because your fuckin' dumb-ass dad 442 00:27:15,566 --> 00:27:18,652 didn't believe in therapy, so... 443 00:27:18,736 --> 00:27:21,572 self-reflection's off the table. It's just— 444 00:27:24,033 --> 00:27:26,785 It's just a mystery to me. 445 00:27:26,869 --> 00:27:29,455 'Cause you were such a sweet little baby. 446 00:27:31,081 --> 00:27:33,834 I remember you used to come to our bedroom at night, 447 00:27:33,918 --> 00:27:35,503 and you would, you would ask me 448 00:27:35,586 --> 00:27:37,338 if I wanted anything to drink, 449 00:27:37,421 --> 00:27:40,257 you know, before bed, and sometimes I'd say, 450 00:27:40,341 --> 00:27:42,009 "Yeah," you know, "I want a glass of water," 451 00:27:42,092 --> 00:27:44,178 just to see if you'd, if you'd do it, 452 00:27:44,261 --> 00:27:46,222 if you meant it, and you did. 453 00:27:47,097 --> 00:27:48,682 Hm, you'd bring it up, right? 454 00:27:48,766 --> 00:27:50,476 You'd put it on the nightstand, 455 00:27:50,559 --> 00:27:53,270 and then, you'd give me a little kiss, 456 00:27:53,354 --> 00:27:55,105 and you'd tell me you loved me. 457 00:27:55,189 --> 00:27:56,440 Then you'd look over at your dad, 458 00:27:56,524 --> 00:27:59,026 and... you'd tell him you loved him, too, 459 00:27:59,109 --> 00:28:01,070 but without the kiss. 460 00:28:02,488 --> 00:28:05,741 And then... I don't know, somewhere, like, around... 461 00:28:06,867 --> 00:28:09,703 eight or nine, you just, you-you darkened. 462 00:28:11,288 --> 00:28:13,082 Do you remember those years? 463 00:28:15,292 --> 00:28:17,711 - Not really, no. - God, I used to ask your dad, 464 00:28:17,795 --> 00:28:20,548 I was like, "Did a baseball hit him in the head? 465 00:28:20,631 --> 00:28:22,341 "Did he get a concussion? Did something happen? 466 00:28:22,424 --> 00:28:23,717 I just— I don't understand." 467 00:28:23,801 --> 00:28:25,803 It was such a drastic change, and I, I swear— 468 00:28:25,886 --> 00:28:27,763 What's the fucking point? What's the point of all this? 469 00:28:27,846 --> 00:28:29,848 Look, I'm just— I'm just tryin' to figure out 470 00:28:29,932 --> 00:28:32,685 how things ended up the way they ended up. That's all. 471 00:28:34,895 --> 00:28:38,190 I feel like you're tryin' to say something without sayin' it. 472 00:28:41,485 --> 00:28:42,778 I-I'm not. 473 00:28:45,990 --> 00:28:48,742 Just... forget I— 474 00:29:02,298 --> 00:29:05,009 Who said Nate was a bad person? Rue? 475 00:29:05,092 --> 00:29:06,343 It doesn't matter. 476 00:29:06,427 --> 00:29:07,928 'Cause if we wanna talk about people, 477 00:29:08,012 --> 00:29:10,889 - let's talk about Rue. - Rue's a good girl. 478 00:29:10,973 --> 00:29:12,266 And I'm not? 479 00:29:12,349 --> 00:29:14,101 I didn't say you're not a good girl. 480 00:29:14,184 --> 00:29:16,604 Rue's had a very hard life. 481 00:29:16,687 --> 00:29:19,857 Not harder than my life or Lexi's life. 482 00:29:19,940 --> 00:29:21,984 It's different. - Right. 483 00:29:22,067 --> 00:29:24,987 Her dad died and ours just stopped calling. 484 00:29:25,070 --> 00:29:26,905 I don't know which is worse. 485 00:29:26,989 --> 00:29:29,325 And if you weren't such a fucking loser with no self-respect, 486 00:29:29,408 --> 00:29:32,703 - you'd drop her 'cause she treats you like shit. Enough! Enough! 487 00:29:32,786 --> 00:29:35,247 What, I can't say it to her, but you two can say it to me? 488 00:29:35,331 --> 00:29:37,916 I never said you didn't have any self-respect! 489 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:40,794 You don't have to! I can fuckin' feel it! 490 00:29:43,505 --> 00:29:46,592 Oh, she needs a fucking exorcism. 491 00:29:49,094 --> 00:29:51,138 The truth was, Nate didn't give a shit 492 00:29:51,221 --> 00:29:53,599 about what would happen to his dad. 493 00:29:53,682 --> 00:29:58,437 He did, however, care about what happened to his dad's business 494 00:29:58,520 --> 00:30:02,983 because, eventually, that would become Nate's business. 495 00:30:03,067 --> 00:30:07,196 And while he didn't know much about real estate... 496 00:30:07,279 --> 00:30:11,659 he did know there wasn't much of a market for homes built by a pedophile. 497 00:30:16,747 --> 00:30:19,166 or the son of a pedophile. 498 00:30:19,249 --> 00:30:21,210 Even though, technically, he wasn't a pedophile, 499 00:30:21,293 --> 00:30:24,213 but it's not like you could argue that out loud. 500 00:30:49,863 --> 00:30:52,491 Meanwhile, Jules was at home. 501 00:30:52,574 --> 00:30:54,993 And she hadn't talked to Elliot since... 502 00:30:55,077 --> 00:30:58,330 You know what? Actually, I don't want to talk about Jules and Elliot. 503 00:30:58,414 --> 00:31:00,958 Fuck them. Let's go back to Maddy. 504 00:31:01,041 --> 00:31:02,668 Then, there are two King Boo's, 505 00:31:02,751 --> 00:31:04,670 and then, three King Boo's. 506 00:31:04,753 --> 00:31:08,424 Maddy wasn't just angry about Nate and Cassie. 507 00:31:08,507 --> 00:31:11,719 She was also depressed and heartbroken. 508 00:31:17,641 --> 00:31:20,144 All the times that Cassie consoled her, 509 00:31:20,227 --> 00:31:23,522 comforted her, pretended to be there for her... 510 00:31:25,941 --> 00:31:27,609 none of it was real. 511 00:31:32,698 --> 00:31:34,450 It was all an illusion. 512 00:32:12,529 --> 00:32:13,906 - Hi. Hi. 513 00:32:13,989 --> 00:32:16,825 - How was your night? - It was nice. 514 00:32:16,909 --> 00:32:18,494 I hadn't seen my girlfriends in a while, 515 00:32:18,577 --> 00:32:19,745 so it was good to catch up 516 00:32:19,828 --> 00:32:22,539 on all the meaningless, fun bullshit. 517 00:32:22,623 --> 00:32:25,751 Well, Theo and I played two and a half hours of video games, 518 00:32:25,834 --> 00:32:28,587 and then, he told me about how he loves demons, 519 00:32:28,670 --> 00:32:31,590 and that when I sleep, they're gonna steal my heart. 520 00:32:32,633 --> 00:32:34,051 He's a nut. 521 00:32:36,929 --> 00:32:40,015 Feel like we should get drunk and go for a swim. 522 00:32:42,351 --> 00:32:43,393 Okay. 523 00:32:45,604 --> 00:32:46,980 Maddy didn't wanna tell Samantha 524 00:32:47,064 --> 00:32:49,691 what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 525 00:32:49,775 --> 00:32:52,444 But after two glasses of wine... 526 00:32:52,528 --> 00:32:55,030 she told her what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 527 00:32:56,365 --> 00:32:59,576 - God, that's horrible. Right? 528 00:33:01,119 --> 00:33:05,415 - You want to hear something more horrible? - What? 529 00:33:05,499 --> 00:33:09,169 When I was in college, I kind of did the same thing to one of my best friends. 530 00:33:09,253 --> 00:33:11,588 - You mean you were me? - No. 531 00:33:11,672 --> 00:33:14,550 No, that'd be less horrible. I, I was her. 532 00:33:14,633 --> 00:33:16,218 Don't tell me that. I like you. 533 00:33:16,301 --> 00:33:20,013 - Please don't tell me that. - Yeah, I know, I know. 534 00:33:20,097 --> 00:33:24,142 - You fucked one of your girlfriend's boyfriends? - Yeah, multiple times. 535 00:33:24,226 --> 00:33:26,395 You did this to multiple girlfriends? 536 00:33:26,478 --> 00:33:30,399 - No! Jesus. Just one. - Oh. 537 00:33:30,482 --> 00:33:34,194 Yeah... many times. 538 00:33:34,278 --> 00:33:36,321 Okay, but how close were you? 539 00:33:38,490 --> 00:33:42,911 - No, don't do this to me. - I know. I'm sorry. 540 00:33:42,995 --> 00:33:45,080 Why? 541 00:33:45,163 --> 00:33:49,751 Because he gave me just the right amount of attention at the wrong time. 542 00:33:49,835 --> 00:33:51,378 That is so depressing. 543 00:33:51,461 --> 00:33:55,507 I was a fucking mess in high school... 544 00:33:55,591 --> 00:33:59,219 in college, and in my 20s. 545 00:33:59,303 --> 00:34:02,055 The idea that there was ever anyone in the world 546 00:34:02,139 --> 00:34:05,642 who... would want to settle down and marry me 547 00:34:05,726 --> 00:34:07,269 was a complete shock to me. 548 00:34:07,352 --> 00:34:10,439 - You're lying. - No. I'm not. 549 00:34:10,522 --> 00:34:11,857 I was, literally, 550 00:34:11,940 --> 00:34:14,359 the girl that everyone and their mothers used to say, 551 00:34:14,443 --> 00:34:17,070 "No one would ever settle down and marry her, 552 00:34:17,154 --> 00:34:19,573 and God-help whoever did." 553 00:34:19,656 --> 00:34:21,199 Why would they say that? 554 00:34:21,283 --> 00:34:23,827 Because I was messy. 555 00:34:23,911 --> 00:34:26,038 Oh, and I loved to fight. 556 00:34:26,121 --> 00:34:28,790 See, I'm not a mess, but I do love a fight. 557 00:34:28,874 --> 00:34:31,126 - Oh, it's the best. - Totally underrated. 558 00:34:31,209 --> 00:34:34,838 - In the long run, not so much, but in the moment? - It's fucking amazing. 559 00:34:34,922 --> 00:34:37,299 Oh, it's so good. 560 00:34:37,382 --> 00:34:40,552 - But... I mean, that's just who I am. - Yeah? 561 00:34:40,636 --> 00:34:44,765 I used to think that's who I was, too, until I met Sebastian. 562 00:34:44,848 --> 00:34:46,558 You don't fight? 563 00:34:46,642 --> 00:34:47,851 Not really, no. 564 00:34:47,935 --> 00:34:50,270 - Really? - Yeah. 565 00:34:50,354 --> 00:34:53,941 I just don't think my brain is wired that way. 566 00:34:54,024 --> 00:34:56,151 If you are still dating guys like this in your 40s, 567 00:34:56,234 --> 00:34:58,153 we'd be having a very different conversation, 568 00:34:58,236 --> 00:35:01,114 but you're 18 years old. Who gives a shit? 569 00:35:05,494 --> 00:35:07,663 Did you and your friend ever make up? 570 00:35:07,746 --> 00:35:10,415 God no. She never spoke to me again. 571 00:35:18,382 --> 00:35:19,716 Oh god. 572 00:35:23,887 --> 00:35:26,223 It's so sad. 573 00:35:27,933 --> 00:35:31,186 Think I got somethin' in my fuckin' eye. 574 00:37:27,010 --> 00:37:29,763 Faye! Come here. 575 00:37:32,516 --> 00:37:33,892 Hurry the fuck up! 576 00:37:36,269 --> 00:37:38,814 - What are you doing? - I gotta talk to you. 577 00:37:38,897 --> 00:37:41,691 Why are you in the alley? 578 00:37:50,617 --> 00:37:52,494 And then, so the fucking cops knock on my door, 579 00:37:52,577 --> 00:37:55,330 - askin' all kinds of questions. - What questions? 580 00:37:55,413 --> 00:37:57,958 - Questions about Mouse. - What did you say? 581 00:37:58,041 --> 00:38:00,210 Nothing. But then, the next day I was walking, 582 00:38:00,293 --> 00:38:01,795 and I'm like— I had a couple OCs in my pocket, 583 00:38:01,878 --> 00:38:04,172 and they just ran up talkin' all kinds of crazy shit. 584 00:38:04,256 --> 00:38:06,925 You know, "You're gonna go to prison. We know you killed Mouse." 585 00:38:07,008 --> 00:38:09,177 I was like, "I, I didn't kill Mouse." 586 00:38:09,261 --> 00:38:11,471 Are you cooperating? 587 00:38:11,555 --> 00:38:12,472 Hell no. 588 00:38:12,556 --> 00:38:14,182 Babe, they already had their sights 589 00:38:14,266 --> 00:38:16,184 set on fuckin' Fez and Ash. 590 00:38:16,268 --> 00:38:18,854 So, you are cooperating with the police. 591 00:38:18,937 --> 00:38:21,773 I do not know if that is the right word, all right, but I'm helping 'em out. 592 00:38:21,857 --> 00:38:24,067 Okay, they definitely had their sights set on them beforehand, 593 00:38:24,151 --> 00:38:25,569 so I didn't set anything into motion. 594 00:38:25,652 --> 00:38:26,528 I love you, baby, 595 00:38:26,611 --> 00:38:28,029 and I'm gonna be coming over soon, 596 00:38:28,113 --> 00:38:29,573 and I'm gonna be talkin' about some things, 597 00:38:29,656 --> 00:38:32,742 and I need you to stay the fuck out of it. 598 00:38:47,799 --> 00:38:51,136 Oh, hey, it's raining. 599 00:38:51,219 --> 00:38:53,555 I'm gonna take a shower. 600 00:39:08,862 --> 00:39:12,032 - This shit go hard. 601 00:39:15,869 --> 00:39:21,917 But for real though, if, if your play is anything like "Stand By Me," 602 00:39:22,000 --> 00:39:24,836 you're not gonna have no problems. 603 00:40:22,978 --> 00:40:26,231 - What are you doing? 604 00:40:26,314 --> 00:40:29,150 Don't worry. I'm not here to apologize. 605 00:40:30,694 --> 00:40:33,571 Can you imagine if I was sitting here with a gun 606 00:40:33,655 --> 00:40:36,074 forcing you to accept my apology? 607 00:40:37,909 --> 00:40:40,829 - You're scaring me. - Yeah... 608 00:40:42,163 --> 00:40:43,707 It's kinda the point. 609 00:40:57,137 --> 00:41:00,849 I love you. I love you, Nate. 610 00:41:00,932 --> 00:41:03,977 Nate... I love you. 611 00:41:04,060 --> 00:41:07,272 I know you better than anyone in this world. 612 00:41:08,565 --> 00:41:10,692 I humiliated you. 613 00:41:11,443 --> 00:41:12,736 It's over. 614 00:41:37,093 --> 00:41:40,805 Why do you think my dad likes to film himself fucking? 615 00:41:42,932 --> 00:41:45,185 I don't know what you're talking about. 616 00:42:01,993 --> 00:42:04,120 Can you believe it was Jules? 617 00:42:17,425 --> 00:42:19,761 I'm gonna need that disc now. 618 00:42:23,139 --> 00:42:24,474 I don't have it. 619 00:42:25,350 --> 00:42:26,434 Hm. 620 00:42:27,310 --> 00:42:28,478 Okay. 621 00:42:31,398 --> 00:42:32,565 Okay. 622 00:42:47,288 --> 00:42:48,832 Take a deep breath. 623 00:43:05,181 --> 00:43:06,975 Stop it, Nate. 624 00:43:10,728 --> 00:43:13,982 - Stop, Nate, stop. 625 00:43:14,065 --> 00:43:17,193 Please, please stop. 626 00:43:17,277 --> 00:43:19,571 - Please, stop it, stop it, please. 627 00:43:19,654 --> 00:43:22,866 - Please, stop it. 628 00:43:24,617 --> 00:43:26,327 Stop, stop, stop. 629 00:43:26,411 --> 00:43:28,121 It's in, it's in my purse. 630 00:43:28,204 --> 00:43:30,331 It's in my purse. It's in my purse. 631 00:44:09,120 --> 00:44:12,540 Hey, I'm sorry. 632 00:44:12,624 --> 00:44:14,375 I'm sorry. I was— 633 00:44:15,251 --> 00:44:16,669 - I was jok— - Don't touch me! 634 00:44:16,753 --> 00:44:19,172 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 635 00:44:19,255 --> 00:44:21,049 There's no bullets in the gun. 636 00:44:26,596 --> 00:44:28,598 Goodbye. 637 00:45:18,898 --> 00:45:20,775 - Hello? Look, I know you probably 638 00:45:20,858 --> 00:45:23,778 don't wanna talk to me, but I'm about to be outside your house, 639 00:45:23,861 --> 00:45:25,655 and I really need to speak to you. 640 00:45:25,738 --> 00:45:27,282 I don't care. 641 00:46:19,375 --> 00:46:20,877 No, thank you. 642 00:46:23,713 --> 00:46:25,256 It's good to see you. 643 00:46:28,301 --> 00:46:30,845 I know you hate me. 644 00:46:30,928 --> 00:46:32,472 I've done a lot of shitty things, 645 00:46:32,555 --> 00:46:36,309 but, um... no, this isn't one of 'em. 646 00:46:36,392 --> 00:46:37,852 What do you want? 647 00:46:37,935 --> 00:46:41,230 First... to apologize. 648 00:46:41,314 --> 00:46:42,774 I'm not interested. 649 00:46:42,857 --> 00:46:44,942 I know, but you are gonna be interested in the second thing. 650 00:46:45,026 --> 00:46:48,404 Unfortunately for you, you're gonna have to hear my apology first. 651 00:46:50,740 --> 00:46:52,283 Uh... 652 00:46:53,618 --> 00:46:55,703 I'm sorry... 653 00:46:55,787 --> 00:46:57,955 for everything that I've done to you. 654 00:47:01,709 --> 00:47:04,045 You didn't deserve it. 655 00:47:04,128 --> 00:47:07,632 I was, uh... I was tryin' to protect somebody that 656 00:47:07,715 --> 00:47:09,884 didn't deserve to be protected. 657 00:47:14,222 --> 00:47:16,766 If I could take it all back, I would. 658 00:47:18,685 --> 00:47:21,562 But... I did what I did. 659 00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:28,236 I found out about you and my dad from, um... 660 00:47:29,362 --> 00:47:32,240 from this disc. 661 00:47:32,323 --> 00:47:35,827 Yeah, he, uh, he secretly records every encounter he has, 662 00:47:35,910 --> 00:47:39,497 and, you know, he's been doin' it, well... 663 00:47:39,580 --> 00:47:43,710 well, honestly, as long as I can remember. 664 00:47:43,793 --> 00:47:46,879 I stole it from him, and he had a, he had a mental breakdown, 665 00:47:46,963 --> 00:47:48,381 and he moved out of the house, 666 00:47:48,464 --> 00:47:50,800 so I thought that I would, uh— 667 00:47:50,883 --> 00:47:53,886 I thought I'd give it to you, and, you know, you can 668 00:47:53,970 --> 00:47:55,763 do with it as you please. 669 00:47:57,598 --> 00:48:00,393 - So, there was a camera? - Yes. 670 00:48:02,228 --> 00:48:03,771 And you've seen it? 671 00:48:05,398 --> 00:48:07,233 Yeah. 672 00:48:07,316 --> 00:48:10,153 - Have a lot of people seen it? - No, no. 673 00:48:11,362 --> 00:48:13,072 Does he know you're giving this to me? 674 00:48:13,156 --> 00:48:16,576 No... No. He would fuckin' kill me. 675 00:48:19,579 --> 00:48:22,457 Is this, like, the only copy, or... 676 00:48:22,540 --> 00:48:24,250 is it other, other places? 677 00:48:24,333 --> 00:48:26,794 I mean, it's the only one that I know of, yeah. 678 00:48:31,507 --> 00:48:33,926 Why are you giving this to me? 679 00:48:34,010 --> 00:48:38,014 Honestly, the answer is too stupid and simple. 680 00:48:38,097 --> 00:48:40,266 I think it's better if we just keep it a mystery. 681 00:48:40,349 --> 00:48:43,561 What, did you become, like, a good person? 682 00:48:43,644 --> 00:48:45,354 Absolutely not, no. 683 00:48:45,438 --> 00:48:47,732 I mean, you should've seen what I had to do to get it. 684 00:48:53,237 --> 00:48:56,616 I came out here with a box cutter in my sleeve. 685 00:48:56,699 --> 00:48:58,534 You know, in, in case there was a chance 686 00:48:58,618 --> 00:49:00,661 I might have to slit your throat. 687 00:49:02,371 --> 00:49:04,415 That's how little I trust you. 688 00:49:08,252 --> 00:49:12,882 - Well, uh, thank you. - You're welcome. 689 00:49:16,469 --> 00:49:18,805 - Um, I'm gonna go. - Okay. 690 00:49:20,181 --> 00:49:21,682 Hey, um... 691 00:49:23,059 --> 00:49:24,602 for what it's worth... 692 00:49:26,854 --> 00:49:29,065 everything I ever said was true. 693 00:49:35,279 --> 00:49:36,614 Same here. 694 00:50:10,273 --> 00:50:13,067 - Hello? Hey, pack a suitcase. 695 00:50:13,150 --> 00:50:15,069 I'll be at your place in 10. 696 00:50:15,152 --> 00:50:16,404 You can stay at my house. 697 00:50:16,487 --> 00:50:17,864 Okay. 698 00:50:17,947 --> 00:50:19,115 Love you. 699 00:50:21,659 --> 00:50:22,994 I love you, too. 700 00:52:09,600 --> 00:52:12,853 I ruined my entire life for you. 701 00:53:00,317 --> 00:53:03,612 How old are you? Uh, 22. 702 00:53:07,116 --> 00:53:08,826 Selfishly... 703 00:53:10,244 --> 00:53:11,954 I hope you stay. 704 00:53:14,957 --> 00:53:16,083 Wider. 705 00:53:18,419 --> 00:53:21,714 Wider... There you go. 706 00:53:21,797 --> 00:53:22,923 That's it. 707 00:53:23,632 --> 00:53:24,633 Good girl. 708 00:53:40,399 --> 00:53:42,109 So, Rue, Rue. 709 00:53:42,193 --> 00:53:43,819 Hm? 710 00:53:43,903 --> 00:53:45,738 So, you think you hit rock bottom? 711 00:53:49,033 --> 00:53:50,284 Yes. 712 00:53:51,786 --> 00:53:53,454 Hm. - Um... 713 00:53:54,288 --> 00:53:56,415 okay, uh, I know... 714 00:53:57,625 --> 00:54:00,711 that I have a lot of apologizing to do. 715 00:54:00,795 --> 00:54:03,631 - Uh... I get that. Uh-huh. 716 00:54:03,714 --> 00:54:06,884 So, I just figured that I'd, you know... 717 00:54:06,967 --> 00:54:12,098 go to rehab, get clean, you know, sort my shit out, and, um... 718 00:54:12,181 --> 00:54:15,726 then come back, and... apologize. 719 00:54:15,810 --> 00:54:17,561 So you wanna get clean? 720 00:54:19,980 --> 00:54:21,857 - Yeah. Okay. 721 00:54:24,568 --> 00:54:26,112 How do you feel about that? 722 00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,117 If it's real, then great. 723 00:54:31,200 --> 00:54:33,786 - It is. You've said that before. 724 00:54:33,869 --> 00:54:36,413 Gia, come on. 725 00:54:36,497 --> 00:54:38,624 What's wrong with her not believin' her? 726 00:54:40,209 --> 00:54:44,171 I think she needs all of our support. Right? 727 00:54:44,255 --> 00:54:46,549 I don't think it's a question of support. 728 00:54:46,632 --> 00:54:48,926 When you've let someone down again and again, 729 00:54:49,009 --> 00:54:51,428 I think it's fair to lose a little faith. 730 00:54:55,307 --> 00:54:57,101 I mean, what do you think? 731 00:54:57,184 --> 00:54:59,061 You think she'll get clean? 732 00:55:02,314 --> 00:55:03,566 I don't know. 733 00:55:04,942 --> 00:55:07,653 She said it's like a five percent chance, right? 734 00:55:07,736 --> 00:55:09,238 Somethin' like that. 735 00:55:11,240 --> 00:55:12,825 Where's the hope in that? 736 00:55:16,036 --> 00:55:19,832 The hope... is what Rue has to find. 737 00:55:25,963 --> 00:55:27,923 Yeah... piece of cake. 738 00:55:36,599 --> 00:55:38,684 - Let Rue be Rue— - Mm-hm. 739 00:55:38,767 --> 00:55:40,811 and shower that little one with love. 740 00:55:42,897 --> 00:55:44,732 She's been waitin' on it. 741 00:55:52,865 --> 00:55:54,033 Hey. 742 00:55:55,201 --> 00:55:58,037 You mind if I sleep in your bed tonight? 743 00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:00,206 Yeah, yeah, for sure. Come on. 744 00:56:28,192 --> 00:56:31,487 I feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 745 00:56:35,991 --> 00:56:38,202 I'll tell you when you get back. 746 00:56:40,454 --> 00:56:41,538 Okay. 747 00:56:44,625 --> 00:56:46,752 - Good night. - Night. 748 00:56:55,010 --> 00:56:56,178 Hello? 749 00:56:57,429 --> 00:56:58,973 Yes, this is her. 750 00:57:01,392 --> 00:57:05,020 Yeah, my daughter. She's 17 years old. 751 00:57:07,273 --> 00:57:11,819 I think opiates, hero-heroin. 752 00:57:11,902 --> 00:57:14,488 I think mainly just opiates. 753 00:57:17,199 --> 00:57:20,369 Well, I t-took her to the emergency room about four days ago, 754 00:57:20,452 --> 00:57:25,416 and... the doctor gave her somethin' to help with the withdrawal. 755 00:57:29,169 --> 00:57:32,464 But I was hopin' to bring her in as soon as possible. 756 00:57:35,342 --> 00:57:38,971 But she needs to be in an inpatient hospital. 757 00:57:45,894 --> 00:57:48,522 You don't understand my daughter, okay? 758 00:57:48,605 --> 00:57:52,526 She's a drug addict, okay? And she's gonna kill herself. 759 00:57:52,609 --> 00:57:55,529 Please, I am beggin' you, please, okay? 760 00:57:55,612 --> 00:57:59,158 She needs to be in an inpatient, not just the detox. 761 00:57:59,241 --> 00:58:01,577 She needs to be put back into rehab. 762 00:58:01,660 --> 00:58:03,829 No, don't. Please listen to me. 763 00:58:03,912 --> 00:58:09,460 I know my daughter. She is going to kill herself. 764 00:58:09,543 --> 00:58:13,255 Please don't do this, please. I'm begging. 765 00:58:14,923 --> 00:58:18,886 Please, don't do this to us. Don't do this to us, please! 766 00:58:21,305 --> 00:58:23,807 My daughter's gonna kill herself.