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What the fuck were you thinking?

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What happened to
"we're never gonna tell Sam"?

3
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I had to tell him.

4
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Why? So you could ruin his life?

5
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No. You don't understand. He-he came to me

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and had broken up with Taylor.

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He was talking about second chances.

8
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He ended things with her because of me.

9
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I-I couldn't let him do that
without knowing the truth.

10
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If he has any chance
of happiness with Taylor…

11
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So then, I'm just collateral damage?

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I know how complicated
this makes your relationship…

13
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Do you actually? Because I'm pretty sure
Sam's never gonna forgive me.

14
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You swore this was gonna stay between us.

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I'm so sorry. I really am, but…

16
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I-I just need to know, is-is Sam okay?

17
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If you truly care about his well-being,

18
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you'll go back to Seattle. Today.

19
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You're fucking selfish, Percy!

20
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Whoo! I've never been happier!

21
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I can't believe
this is gonna be our whole summer.

22
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I can't believe you got Dad's boat
working again.

23
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It wasn't that hard, really.
Just a few repairs here and there.

24
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I know it looks like shit
from the outside now,

25
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but I figured we'd sand it down
and put on a fresh coat of paint.

26
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Yeah, we're here to help. Right, Sam?

27
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Uh, guys?

28
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- What's happening?
- Oh, shit.

29
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Okay, maybe I didn't fix Dad's boat.

30
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Yeah, what gave you that idea?

31
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So we're trapped out here?

32
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Well, good thing we got oars.

33
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Ready to get your workout on?

34
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I'll be coxswain.

35
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She said "cock."

36
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When will you ever grow up?

37
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Hopefully never.

38
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All right, come on.

39
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All right,
put your back into it, boys.

40
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I'm guessing the engine's flooded.
I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs.

41
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I'll be back in a minute.

42
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That's some impressive rope action.

43
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You are easily impressed.

44
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Cleat hitch is pretty much
day one boat stuff.

45
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How lucky am I to have a boyfriend
who is both hot and smart?

46
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Yeah, you are very, very lucky.

47
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Master of maritime knots.

48
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Full scholarship to Stanford.

49
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Valedictorian.

50
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How does one address
a boat expert valedictorian?

51
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- Captain.
- Oh, so Captain Valedictorian.

52
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No, no, no. Captain's just fine.

53
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Will you still love my little,
old U-Dub state school self

54
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when you're hundreds of miles away
at fancy Stanford?

55
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Always.

56
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I can't believe this is our last summer
before college.

57
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We need to make it epic.

58
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You know, revisit all our greatest hits.

59
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I think we start with a rewatch
of the entire Halloween series,

60
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but this time, we start
with the H2O timeline.

61
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You hate this idea.

62
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No, no, no. I think it's great.

63
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It's epic, for sure.

64
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Okay, something's going on with you.

65
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So, spill. What's up?

66
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I got into that summer intensive.

67
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No way.

68
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Okay, I'm officially changing
your boyfriend position

69
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from "hot and smart"
to "hot and genius."

70
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Didn't they only have room
for, like, ten people?

71
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Yeah, and I get, like,
six hours of college credit.

72
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I knew you'd get in. I'm so proud.

73
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The only thing is, it…

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starts in two weeks.

75
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Wait, for how long?

76
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For the whole summer.

77
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Hold up, so…

78
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So you're telling me, in two weeks,

79
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you're leaving for good and we won't
see each other until winter break?

80
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Maybe Thanksgiving. I know your parents
said they might want to come into town.

81
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- Five months.
- Yeah, but we still have two weeks.

82
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Look, we can fit everything in
on your list.

83
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How long have you known about this?

84
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I found out end of April.

85
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So for the past six weeks,
you've been hearing me talk

86
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about all the things we were gonna do,
and you've been pretending?

87
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- I wouldn't say pretending.
- But you knew they weren't gonna happen.

88
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Yeah, I guess I did.

89
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Kind of makes me feel stupid.

90
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I should've said something earlier,

91
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but you were so excited and cute
with all your ideas.

92
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I didn't want to ruin
what little time we had left.

93
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So, you'll ruin our last
two weeks together instead. Cool.

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I also sort of knew
you might react this way.

95
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Oh, so you're blaming me
for you not telling me?

96
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No, I j… I was just dreading telling you.

97
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Look, I know we don't have
the entire summer, but…

98
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I promise, we will make
these next two weeks as epic as possible.

99
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Twenty minutes max,
and we'll be back on the water.

100
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Yeah, maybe tomorrow.

101
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Finally told her, huh?

102
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I'm really gonna miss you.

103
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I promise I'm gonna miss you even more.

104
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I don't think that's possible.

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Hey.

106
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Look, we'll FaceTime every night.
And text.

107
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I'll even record all my lectures, so
you can pretend like you're there with me.

108
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The perfect bedtime stories.

109
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I'm gonna be asleep in mere minutes.

110
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I don't know, organic chem
sounds pretty riveting.

111
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I mean, the structural properties
of carbon-containing compounds?

112
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Come on, right?

113
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Hey, we're gonna talk so much,
you're gonna think I'm right next door.

114
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Except you'll be nine hours away.

115
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Why does this goodbye feel so final?

116
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Hey, look at me.

117
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We got this.

118
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Okay?

119
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I'll say goodbye
in my own way.

120
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I can't show my face at the funeral.

121
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Charlie's right.
It'll just complicate things.

122
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Since when does Charlie Florek
decide what you do?

123
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He doesn't. I think he's right.

124
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Look, if you don't want to go
to the funeral, I get it.

125
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We can leave whenever you want.

126
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Thank you.

127
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But what happened between you and Charlie
is not just on you.

128
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Charlie was a part of it, too.

129
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Look, he… he probably
leaned in first to kiss me,

130
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and then, even if the kiss didn't even…

131
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Leaned in to-to kiss you first,
is, uh…

132
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I'm just saying,
it's-it's probably his fault.

133
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You okay? About the Jordie of it all?

134
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Yes. Sure. Yeah. I…

135
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I don't know
what's happening with me.

136
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If Charlie hadn't walked up,
I think my almost-kiss

137
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would've been not so almost.

138
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Are you… into Jordie?

139
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Maybe?

140
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I don't know. No. No, I'm not.

141
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I can't be. I-I barely know him.
No. No, I'm not.

142
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Okay, well…

143
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Coming from someone
who made a rash decision

144
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that affected the rest of their life,

145
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just take a beat

146
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before you blow up
your relationship with Drew.

147
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I am nothing if not rational.

148
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Beats happening in perpetuity.

149
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- I don't want to talk about this anymore.
- Aw.

150
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No. I don't want to talk about this. I…

151
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Let's just talk about you.

152
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I prefer to be the cross-examiner
in this relationship.

153
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Yeah, of course you do.

154
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Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy
here, and-and it's not fair.

155
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I hate that he won't admit
his part in this.

156
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I'm not sure he can. It's too painful.

157
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For who?

158
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Percy, you cannot leave here without
telling Charlie what he needs to hear.

159
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What-what is the point?

160
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I just want to forget
all about Charlie Florek.

161
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No. No, that-that-that's
one of the reasons

162
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that you're here in the first place.

163
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Your whole life was torn up by this, while
he went off and made a shit ton of money,

164
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with a good job, in a gorgeous apartment.

165
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The watch that he wears is 50K, while you

166
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have spent the last decade stagnating
in a dead-end job with

167
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hot but painfully stunted hookups
in a shitty fourth floor walk-up.

168
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Hey. My apartment's cute.

169
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The point is, you have lived with regret
for the last ten years.

170
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Maybe confronting Charlie will
help with some part of that.

171
00:10:02,269 --> 00:10:03,895
Help you move on. Get un-stuck.

172
00:10:03,979 --> 00:10:05,230
What do you want me to do?

173
00:10:05,314 --> 00:10:07,858
What, yell at him
on the day of his mom's memorial?

174
00:10:07,941 --> 00:10:09,901
No. I want you to yell at him today.

175
00:10:09,985 --> 00:10:11,820
Tomorrow, we're gonna be gone, and

176
00:10:11,903 --> 00:10:14,281
you cannot let him
push this false narrative.

177
00:10:14,865 --> 00:10:17,534
If it were me, I would rip him a new one.

178
00:10:21,955 --> 00:10:23,206
You know what?

179
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I will.

180
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Yeah?

181
00:10:27,669 --> 00:10:30,630
I'm gonna yell at him, and then, I'm gonna
leave here with my head held high.

182
00:10:30,714 --> 00:10:33,008
Or at least less filled
with shame and regret.

183
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- Good. Good.
- Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

184
00:10:35,427 --> 00:10:38,430
Okay. I'm gonna… I'm gonna go
get your stuff from Delilah's room…

185
00:10:38,513 --> 00:10:40,307
- Mm-hmm.
- …and then, I'm gonna pack the car.

186
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- Okay.
- Okay.

187
00:10:42,726 --> 00:10:46,646
Um, oh, just, uh… tread lightly.

188
00:10:46,730 --> 00:10:50,484
She was pretty fragile last night
after Whit kicked her out.

189
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Good morning.

190
00:10:54,029 --> 00:10:55,781
Um, h-hi.

191
00:10:55,864 --> 00:10:57,741
Please come in.

192
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Feel like I'm, uh, walking
into a Jordan Peele film.

193
00:11:01,620 --> 00:11:03,872
Um, there's no basement in here, right?

194
00:11:03,955 --> 00:11:06,249
You want a espresso?

195
00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:09,044
Whit had this shipped from Milan.
It was, like, one of his favorite things,

196
00:11:09,127 --> 00:11:11,338
and now it's mine.

197
00:11:12,839 --> 00:11:15,550
Uh, I actually just came
to get Percy's stuff.

198
00:11:15,634 --> 00:11:17,677
Are you, you okay?

199
00:11:18,428 --> 00:11:20,055
I am…

200
00:11:21,139 --> 00:11:23,100
…making myself okay.

201
00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:24,393
Right.

202
00:11:24,476 --> 00:11:27,896
- Oh, you got the cups, too. Good job.
- Thank you.

203
00:11:27,979 --> 00:11:30,273
Learned through careful observation.

204
00:11:31,733 --> 00:11:33,151
My dad was married three times,

205
00:11:33,235 --> 00:11:35,237
so I've seen every variety
of post-divorce meltdown.

206
00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:37,114
That's helpful, I guess.

207
00:11:37,197 --> 00:11:40,075
Oh, beyond. First was my mother.
She fell apart, cut all her hair off,

208
00:11:40,158 --> 00:11:42,452
gained 20 pounds, and I'm pretty sure
has never had sex again.

209
00:11:42,536 --> 00:11:43,954
- Rough.
- Mm-hmm.

210
00:11:44,830 --> 00:11:46,289
Yes, and that will not be me.

211
00:11:47,124 --> 00:11:49,418
- Of course not.
- Number two went scorched earth.

212
00:11:49,501 --> 00:11:53,839
Bashed in the windows
of his mint condition 1967 Porsche Spyder.

213
00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:57,384
Wow. That's very Britney Spears.

214
00:11:57,467 --> 00:11:59,177
- I found it delightful.
- I agree.

215
00:11:59,261 --> 00:12:01,471
And then wife number three.

216
00:12:03,098 --> 00:12:04,766
- Masterful.
- Mm.

217
00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:10,605
Just stuffed her anger and sadness
and hatred just way, way, way, way down.

218
00:12:10,689 --> 00:12:11,773
Oh, that's healthy.

219
00:12:11,857 --> 00:12:14,818
Always in a full face of makeup,
clad in tasteful clothing

220
00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:17,612
with just a hint of sexiness,
and it drove him crazy

221
00:12:17,696 --> 00:12:20,490
that she seemed like she was doing better
without him. And you know what?

222
00:12:20,574 --> 00:12:21,560
What?

223
00:12:21,575 --> 00:12:23,869
She walked away with half of his money,

224
00:12:23,952 --> 00:12:27,038
the house in Bellevue, and both dogs.

225
00:12:27,122 --> 00:12:28,290
Wow.

226
00:12:29,082 --> 00:12:31,251
So, if I just keep it together
like Shannon…

227
00:12:31,334 --> 00:12:34,588
Or I think it was… Sharon?

228
00:12:37,007 --> 00:12:38,717
Shonda. I don't…

229
00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,428
If I keep it together like her,
I'm golden.

230
00:12:42,721 --> 00:12:44,931
- Another espresso?
- Yeah. Thank you.

231
00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:55,275
I, uh… pulled out
some of Dad's old ties.

232
00:12:59,362 --> 00:13:02,491
Maybe we could both wear one
to the memorial tomorrow?

233
00:13:02,574 --> 00:13:04,951
Think Mom would've liked that.

234
00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:12,709
I know you might never forgive me,

235
00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:15,795
but I need you to know
that I did not set out to hurt you.

236
00:13:17,047 --> 00:13:19,925
My whole life was spent
trying to protect you.

237
00:13:20,008 --> 00:13:23,720
And… I blew it all up in one night.

238
00:13:24,554 --> 00:13:28,308
Everything you're thinking about me,
I've thought of myself, only worse.

239
00:13:32,187 --> 00:13:35,065
- So you're just gonna ignore me?
- Yes, I am.

240
00:13:35,148 --> 00:13:37,317
Jordie said I could stay at the motel
until after the funeral.

241
00:13:37,400 --> 00:13:40,111
No. Don't do that.

242
00:13:40,195 --> 00:13:41,738
This is your home.
You were the one who always came back

243
00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:43,907
- and took care of Mom when I…
- Selfishly lived your life

244
00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:46,076
exactly how you wanted,
no matter who got hurt.

245
00:13:48,119 --> 00:13:49,621
Like you always have.

246
00:13:52,499 --> 00:13:53,500
I'll go.

247
00:13:54,584 --> 00:13:55,669
Good.

248
00:14:13,853 --> 00:14:14,854
Hey.

249
00:14:16,189 --> 00:14:20,443
I came by to see if you needed help
setting up for the memorial.

250
00:14:23,321 --> 00:14:24,406
Is everything okay?

251
00:14:24,489 --> 00:14:26,283
Yeah. Fine.

252
00:14:26,366 --> 00:14:27,867
Perfect.

253
00:14:27,951 --> 00:14:29,953
Okay, 'cause you just seem like…

254
00:14:30,036 --> 00:14:31,496
Like someone who's looking
for the teal tablecloths

255
00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:33,081
that I ordered for
your mother's memorial? Yes.

256
00:14:33,164 --> 00:14:34,874
Can you look in that box, please?

257
00:14:34,958 --> 00:14:36,626
I think they're on the table.

258
00:14:36,710 --> 00:14:37,877
Those are aqua.

259
00:14:37,961 --> 00:14:40,130
- Are those not the same color?
- No, they're not.

260
00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:42,966
To a discerning eye,
they're very, very different.

261
00:14:43,800 --> 00:14:45,719
Okay, look, I appreciate everything
you're doing here,

262
00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:47,304
but I wouldn't stress.
I think those are just fine.

263
00:14:47,387 --> 00:14:48,972
They're not fine.

264
00:14:50,682 --> 00:14:55,562
Just, details are very important,
and I ordered teal, so…

265
00:14:55,645 --> 00:14:58,315
Hey, I think maybe you need to relax
for a second.

266
00:15:00,650 --> 00:15:02,485
Come sit down.

267
00:15:08,325 --> 00:15:11,828
Wow, I had no idea.
That must… yeah, that must really hurt.

268
00:15:13,622 --> 00:15:16,875
You know, when my dad died,
all I wanted was to be a cardiologist

269
00:15:16,958 --> 00:15:19,044
so I could fix people's hearts, but…

270
00:15:20,295 --> 00:15:23,798
…after all the studying,
I finally realized that…

271
00:15:25,050 --> 00:15:27,594
…you can't really save someone
from heartbreak.

272
00:15:28,595 --> 00:15:30,639
Nope, you can't.

273
00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:33,767
I had worked so hard
to forget about Percy,

274
00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:36,019
just to get out of Barry's Bay, but…

275
00:15:38,396 --> 00:15:40,440
…you know, I really think
that I-I was just…

276
00:15:41,483 --> 00:15:44,903
…trying so hard not to admit to myself
that this…

277
00:15:44,986 --> 00:15:50,784
big, adult life that I'd sacrificed
so much for just wasn't working.

278
00:15:51,868 --> 00:15:55,872
So I threw myself into taking care of Mom,
and I don't regret it.

279
00:15:56,373 --> 00:15:59,292
Obviously, I'll always cherish
the time I had with my mom, but…

280
00:15:59,376 --> 00:16:02,462
I do think that it was a little bit

281
00:16:02,545 --> 00:16:05,423
of a noble excuse
to ghost the rest of my life.

282
00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:08,009
Well, ghosting is kind of your MO.

283
00:16:09,886 --> 00:16:12,555
I had a front-row seat to your breakups
with Percy, all of them.

284
00:16:14,599 --> 00:16:16,893
Yeah, you did.

285
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,396
She took it really hard, Sam.

286
00:16:29,656 --> 00:16:33,076
We were supposed to have the whole summer,
and now it's just gone.

287
00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:35,745
You're being dramatic.

288
00:16:35,829 --> 00:16:37,497
I can see why you and Sam work.

289
00:16:37,580 --> 00:16:39,290
And you still have the whole summer.

290
00:16:39,874 --> 00:16:40,875
Just not with him.

291
00:16:40,959 --> 00:16:42,460
Yeah, I'm stuck with you.

292
00:16:42,544 --> 00:16:46,214
Tragic, but this is my last summer
before I have to put on a suit

293
00:16:46,297 --> 00:16:50,427
and rot in some corporate office that'll
hopefully pay me a fuckton of money.

294
00:16:50,510 --> 00:16:53,430
I'm not going to waste it
watching you mope about Sam.

295
00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:58,309
Empathy is really your strong suit.

296
00:16:59,394 --> 00:17:03,398
I'm just saying,
don't let him ruin your summer.

297
00:17:03,481 --> 00:17:04,566
Or mine.

298
00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:17,287
You need to do something very un-Sam-like
to get out of your funk.

299
00:17:19,914 --> 00:17:21,791
Why don't you help me fix the boat?

300
00:17:25,253 --> 00:17:29,966
Yeah, manual labor is definitely not
Sam's first choice in summer activities.

301
00:17:31,092 --> 00:17:33,094
Cool, meet me here tomorrow at 8:00 a.m.

302
00:17:33,178 --> 00:17:35,472
I didn't know your species
could function before noon.

303
00:17:35,555 --> 00:17:37,432
Only for you, Pers.

304
00:17:40,310 --> 00:17:42,061
Have to go to a clambake tonight.

305
00:17:42,145 --> 00:17:43,188
Oh, a clambake?

306
00:17:43,271 --> 00:17:45,231
Where are we, the Hamptons?

307
00:17:45,315 --> 00:17:47,358
Yeah, I know.

308
00:17:48,359 --> 00:17:51,237
These Seattle tech girls are throwing it.

309
00:17:51,321 --> 00:17:53,782
I didn't have the heart to tell 'em
that up here we're all about the oysters.

310
00:17:53,865 --> 00:17:57,577
Well, we all know you don't have
a heart, Charlie Florek.

311
00:17:57,660 --> 00:17:58,828
Goddamn it.

312
00:18:09,714 --> 00:18:11,007
How'd you even find me?

313
00:18:13,259 --> 00:18:15,762
Tried calling,
and it went straight to voicemail.

314
00:18:15,845 --> 00:18:17,931
Figured this is where I'd find you.

315
00:18:18,014 --> 00:18:20,016
Why are you even here?

316
00:18:20,099 --> 00:18:21,476
We have nothing more to say to each other.

317
00:18:21,559 --> 00:18:24,729
Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?

318
00:18:24,813 --> 00:18:27,023
You may have nothing more to say,
but I do.

319
00:18:28,566 --> 00:18:30,527
Know what?
I don't want to hear it.

320
00:18:30,610 --> 00:18:32,612
You know what?
You don't have a choice.

321
00:18:32,695 --> 00:18:34,030
Percy, just go.

322
00:18:34,113 --> 00:18:35,323
No, I'm gonna say
what I have to say,

323
00:18:35,406 --> 00:18:36,491
- and you're…
- No, don't let it…

324
00:18:37,992 --> 00:18:39,035
…shut.

325
00:18:40,662 --> 00:18:41,663
- Fuck.
- Wait, wait,

326
00:18:41,746 --> 00:18:43,498
it still has the outdoor lock thingy only?

327
00:18:43,581 --> 00:18:44,582
Mm-hmm.

328
00:18:44,666 --> 00:18:46,793
So we're locked in here?

329
00:18:47,377 --> 00:18:49,462
You mean you locked us in here?

330
00:18:49,963 --> 00:18:52,590
Don't you dare blame me for this.

331
00:18:52,674 --> 00:18:53,842
Yeah.

332
00:18:53,925 --> 00:18:55,009
No, I'll see you in the Keys.

333
00:18:55,093 --> 00:18:57,303
Thanks, Liam. Okay, bye.

334
00:18:57,387 --> 00:18:58,388
Uh…

335
00:18:58,888 --> 00:19:01,766
I just closed
$40 million worth of business.

336
00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:03,059
- Congrats?
- Yeah.

337
00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:05,562
Uh, we-we bonded
over our mutual love of fishing.

338
00:19:05,645 --> 00:19:08,857
You mean what you did
for the first time yesterday?

339
00:19:08,940 --> 00:19:10,984
Yeah, it turns out that having interests

340
00:19:11,067 --> 00:19:13,778
outside of work is actually an advantage,

341
00:19:13,862 --> 00:19:16,823
like maybe there's something
to this work-life balance thing.

342
00:19:16,906 --> 00:19:20,451
You want work-life balance
so you can get more work?

343
00:19:20,535 --> 00:19:21,619
Exactly.

344
00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:24,163
You're leaving?

345
00:19:25,081 --> 00:19:26,374
Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can…

346
00:19:26,457 --> 00:19:28,042
I… I've-I've got it.

347
00:19:29,085 --> 00:19:32,130
Yeah, I was going to come by
in a bit to check out.

348
00:19:32,213 --> 00:19:33,298
You can't.

349
00:19:33,381 --> 00:19:34,883
I can't?

350
00:19:34,966 --> 00:19:36,467
- No.
- Why?

351
00:19:36,551 --> 00:19:38,928
- Oh, did Percy already do it?
- No.

352
00:19:39,012 --> 00:19:40,680
Uh, yeah, okay.

353
00:19:40,763 --> 00:19:42,932
Jordie, about last night…

354
00:19:43,016 --> 00:19:44,601
Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that.

355
00:19:44,684 --> 00:19:50,565
It's about your final task of the official
Jordie Wirth Lake Life Seminar.

356
00:19:50,648 --> 00:19:53,109
Well, tasks are my happy place,
as are seminars.

357
00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:54,193
Mm-hmm.

358
00:19:54,277 --> 00:19:57,196
Assuming certificates of completion
are also your thing?

359
00:19:57,280 --> 00:20:00,450
Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy
and maybe a gold seal?

360
00:20:00,533 --> 00:20:02,118
Okay, what is the final task?

361
00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:03,411
You got to jump in the lake.

362
00:20:03,494 --> 00:20:08,333
Oh, no, no, no, I-I, I don't do water
that is below 95 degrees.

363
00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,876
- Can you give that to me in Celsius?
- You know,

364
00:20:09,959 --> 00:20:12,962
I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind,

365
00:20:13,046 --> 00:20:16,633
but, uh, no, I could not give you your
temperature if my life depended on it.

366
00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:19,177
Suffice to say, though,
I don't do water that's warm.

367
00:20:19,260 --> 00:20:20,970
It has to be scalding hot.

368
00:20:21,054 --> 00:20:23,222
You know, that certificate might even come
with some sort of frame.

369
00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:25,141
Mm, it's tempting.

370
00:20:25,224 --> 00:20:26,684
You know you want to.

371
00:20:27,268 --> 00:20:28,811
Uh, maybe.

372
00:20:28,895 --> 00:20:30,855
The lake is calling.

373
00:20:30,939 --> 00:20:33,650
Me, you, the water.

374
00:20:33,733 --> 00:20:35,443
Just us, no distractions.

375
00:20:40,615 --> 00:20:42,325
Hey, uh, Delilah.

376
00:20:42,408 --> 00:20:45,411
Jordie and I were just talking
about going to the lake.

377
00:20:45,495 --> 00:20:46,621
Would you want to join us?

378
00:20:47,705 --> 00:20:49,624
The more the merrier, right?

379
00:20:50,124 --> 00:20:51,542
You should just come with us.

380
00:20:51,626 --> 00:20:52,835
That's a very kind offer.

381
00:20:52,919 --> 00:20:54,629
No, I have a lot of organizing to do.

382
00:20:54,712 --> 00:20:57,507
I have to get more hangers
for my more delicate fabrics.

383
00:20:57,590 --> 00:21:00,927
Although I agree
that the hangers here are subpar,

384
00:21:01,010 --> 00:21:04,222
because, well, they are,
you should just come with us.

385
00:21:07,809 --> 00:21:09,310
Okay, yeah.

386
00:21:09,394 --> 00:21:11,437
I'll just get my bathing suit.

387
00:21:12,814 --> 00:21:14,148
Great.

388
00:21:16,359 --> 00:21:17,777
Help! Hello!

389
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,278
No one's coming.
You know that, right?

390
00:21:19,362 --> 00:21:21,990
You could at least try calling someone.

391
00:21:22,073 --> 00:21:23,449
With what service?

392
00:21:25,451 --> 00:21:26,995
Help!

393
00:21:27,078 --> 00:21:28,746
What the hell's that, Ernie?

394
00:21:28,830 --> 00:21:29,872
Front door.

395
00:21:29,956 --> 00:21:31,374
What the fuck are they doing?

396
00:21:31,457 --> 00:21:33,334
- I'll find out.
- Listen…

397
00:21:35,336 --> 00:21:37,964
- Oh, man, yes.
- Oh. Oh, oh, no.

398
00:21:38,047 --> 00:21:40,008
No, that is, that's beyond disgusting.

399
00:21:40,091 --> 00:21:43,302
How are you gonna be a doctor if you can't
watch someone get their face eaten off?

400
00:21:43,386 --> 00:21:46,305
Okay, that is not in the purview
of a cardiologist.

401
00:21:46,389 --> 00:21:48,933
This is pretty much
a face-eating-free zone.

402
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,309
Hey, uh, Derek, hold up.

403
00:21:50,393 --> 00:21:52,562
Did you finish that stats problem set?

404
00:21:52,645 --> 00:21:55,106
It was gnarly, right?

405
00:21:55,189 --> 00:21:57,608
Hey, uh, I got to go talk
to my buddy for a sec.

406
00:21:57,692 --> 00:21:59,610
- Can we finish this tomorrow night?
- Yeah, sure.

407
00:21:59,694 --> 00:22:00,694
Although you might have to…

408
00:22:07,493 --> 00:22:09,328
Hello.

409
00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:16,377
I got your black, extra hot coffee.

410
00:22:16,461 --> 00:22:20,214
Do you realize this is the order
of a 75-year-old man?

411
00:22:20,298 --> 00:22:22,842
Shh. Caffeine first, talk later.

412
00:22:22,925 --> 00:22:25,636
Okay, but it's, like,
third-degree-burn-inducing hot.

413
00:22:26,929 --> 00:22:28,514
Mmm.

414
00:22:28,598 --> 00:22:29,807
It's just how I like it.

415
00:22:31,434 --> 00:22:33,269
All right.

416
00:22:33,352 --> 00:22:35,271
- You ready?
- Yeah.

417
00:22:35,855 --> 00:22:37,732
Socket wrench.
It's the one with the round…

418
00:22:37,815 --> 00:22:39,525
I know what a socket wrench is.

419
00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:43,279
You're a cool girl.

420
00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:44,739
Thank you. I know that, too.

421
00:23:57,311 --> 00:23:59,689
Hey, it's Sam.
Leave a message.

422
00:24:02,024 --> 00:24:04,527
Let me guess.

423
00:24:04,610 --> 00:24:06,696
My doofus brother
isn't answering the phone.

424
00:24:06,779 --> 00:24:08,364
No, I was just calling my mom.

425
00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:10,741
- Oh, really?
- Mm-hmm.

426
00:24:10,825 --> 00:24:12,660
Isn't she teaching a seminar today?

427
00:24:12,743 --> 00:24:14,162
Okay, fine, I'm pathetic.

428
00:24:14,245 --> 00:24:15,788
You're not pathetic.

429
00:24:15,872 --> 00:24:16,873
He is.

430
00:24:17,456 --> 00:24:20,209
He's just really busy right now.

431
00:24:20,293 --> 00:24:21,669
Too busy to call or text?

432
00:24:21,752 --> 00:24:23,171
Sometimes.

433
00:24:23,254 --> 00:24:26,674
And what's the ratio for
"I can't talk now" to not talking at all?

434
00:24:27,758 --> 00:24:29,594
Pretty high.

435
00:24:32,054 --> 00:24:36,851
Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
or about what's going on?

436
00:24:37,935 --> 00:24:39,770
Come on, you have to know something.

437
00:24:39,854 --> 00:24:42,982
Like, at least just from being a guy.

438
00:24:46,110 --> 00:24:48,613
I don't know what's going on with him.

439
00:24:49,697 --> 00:24:52,074
I don't know what's going on
in Sam's head.

440
00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:54,118
But he shuts down when things get hard.

441
00:26:34,885 --> 00:26:37,013
God, how the hell
are we gonna get out of here?

442
00:26:37,096 --> 00:26:38,806
You know, at some point
Chantal will realize I never came back,

443
00:26:38,889 --> 00:26:40,224
but that could be hours.

444
00:26:40,308 --> 00:26:42,560
Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit
where I am. No one does.

445
00:26:42,643 --> 00:26:44,895
Oh, boo-fucking-hoo.

446
00:26:44,979 --> 00:26:46,605
You have nobody
'cause you're a selfish asshole.

447
00:26:46,689 --> 00:26:48,649
- You did this to yourself.
- I did this?

448
00:26:48,733 --> 00:26:49,942
You did this.

449
00:26:50,026 --> 00:26:51,986
- You happy now?
- No.

450
00:26:52,069 --> 00:26:53,779
I will not let you do this to me.

451
00:26:54,947 --> 00:26:57,450
I may have shut that door today,

452
00:26:57,533 --> 00:27:00,828
but how we got here, that's on both of us.

453
00:27:00,911 --> 00:27:04,165
I spent the last ten years
beating myself up,

454
00:27:04,248 --> 00:27:07,001
and I sure as hell am not gonna…

455
00:27:15,092 --> 00:27:16,302
I'm not gonna…

456
00:27:18,554 --> 00:27:20,097
Pers?

457
00:27:25,770 --> 00:27:27,730
Percy, you okay?

458
00:27:28,356 --> 00:27:29,357
What's happening?

459
00:27:30,816 --> 00:27:32,526
Are you having a heart attack?

460
00:27:34,487 --> 00:27:37,073
Help! Somebody help us!

461
00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:39,533
Help!

462
00:27:39,617 --> 00:27:42,620
Damn it!

463
00:27:44,455 --> 00:27:46,290
Okay, just breathe.

464
00:27:48,292 --> 00:27:50,920
I got you. I got you.

465
00:27:54,799 --> 00:27:57,426
I can't. I can't.

466
00:27:57,510 --> 00:28:00,554
I actually don't think
I've ever really been in the lake before.

467
00:28:02,139 --> 00:28:03,432
How is that even possible?

468
00:28:03,516 --> 00:28:05,434
- Hmm?
- You've been coming here for years, right?

469
00:28:05,518 --> 00:28:09,355
I basically only really waded in 'cause
I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl,

470
00:28:09,438 --> 00:28:11,857
but my priority was looking cute.

471
00:28:11,941 --> 00:28:13,150
For Charlie.

472
00:28:14,485 --> 00:28:16,237
Well, and having wet hair
wouldn't have accomplished that.

473
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:18,614
I also don't think that any
of my bathing suits can actually get wet.

474
00:28:18,697 --> 00:28:20,574
They're strictly decorative.

475
00:28:20,658 --> 00:28:22,493
Yeah, um,

476
00:28:22,576 --> 00:28:25,371
I have a rule where I don't swim in places
where I can't see the bottom.

477
00:28:25,454 --> 00:28:26,997
Yeah, it's a lake.

478
00:28:27,081 --> 00:28:29,583
I understand that.
I just don't know what's under there,

479
00:28:29,667 --> 00:28:31,377
and it, and it's murky,
and murky scares me.

480
00:28:31,460 --> 00:28:34,004
Which is why I like the law,
because it's clear-cut.

481
00:28:37,842 --> 00:28:40,136
- Well, I'm going in.
- Uh…

482
00:28:42,430 --> 00:28:43,889
- Oh, and he's, uh, he's off.
- Whew.

483
00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:48,436
We're not really doing this, right?

484
00:28:51,856 --> 00:28:53,274
Screw it.

485
00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:57,987
Yes!

486
00:28:59,780 --> 00:29:01,657
Well, you got to come all the way in,
otherwise it doesn't count.

487
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:04,243
- I'm scared.
- Come on. You, too, Chantal.

488
00:29:04,326 --> 00:29:05,327
Yeah, you better.

489
00:29:05,411 --> 00:29:06,996
Fine.

490
00:29:12,042 --> 00:29:14,670
Oh! It's cold!

491
00:29:16,297 --> 00:29:19,216
Oh, my God, how did you just do that?

492
00:29:19,300 --> 00:29:21,927
- It's cold, it's cold.
- Wow.

493
00:29:24,555 --> 00:29:27,016
Just give in to the water.

494
00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:28,100
- Are you ready?
- No.

495
00:29:28,184 --> 00:29:29,643
Yes. Come on. On the count of,
on the count of three.

496
00:29:29,727 --> 00:29:31,770
- You've got this, Delilah.
- Ready? Yep.

497
00:29:31,854 --> 00:29:34,482
One, two, three.

498
00:29:36,984 --> 00:29:39,111
Whoo!

499
00:29:42,823 --> 00:29:44,200
Delilah?

500
00:29:45,409 --> 00:29:46,410
Are you okay?

501
00:29:52,791 --> 00:29:54,877
- You sure you're okay?
- Uh, yeah,

502
00:29:54,960 --> 00:29:56,504
I-I just need to find my phone.

503
00:29:56,587 --> 00:29:58,088
I-I'll catch up.

504
00:30:03,052 --> 00:30:05,513
That was a delightful afternoon.

505
00:30:06,013 --> 00:30:08,140
Almost as delightful
as that moment in a negotiation

506
00:30:08,224 --> 00:30:11,101
when the lawyer across the table
realizes that I have him by the balls

507
00:30:11,185 --> 00:30:13,312
and then he caves.

508
00:30:13,395 --> 00:30:14,605
I think I'm glad to hear that?

509
00:30:14,688 --> 00:30:17,274
Yeah, you would be if you were my client.

510
00:30:17,358 --> 00:30:20,277
Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate
that you told me about?

511
00:30:20,361 --> 00:30:21,362
I'll do you one better.

512
00:30:21,445 --> 00:30:23,739
How about we go get drinks?

513
00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:28,077
D, you okay?

514
00:30:29,453 --> 00:30:30,454
Hey, what's wrong?

515
00:30:33,123 --> 00:30:36,585
Stepmother number three
actually, um,

516
00:30:36,669 --> 00:30:38,587
she ended up in rehab.

517
00:30:39,171 --> 00:30:41,799
And her name was Siobhan,
it wasn't Shannon or Sharon,

518
00:30:41,882 --> 00:30:43,801
it was Siobhan, and I…

519
00:30:43,884 --> 00:30:45,803
I don't know, I just,
I should have remembered that

520
00:30:45,886 --> 00:30:48,806
because she deserved a lot better.

521
00:30:51,475 --> 00:30:53,519
And I, I should have remembered it.

522
00:30:53,602 --> 00:30:56,063
Come on.
Let's get you back to your room.

523
00:30:57,565 --> 00:31:00,067
I really don't know what I would do
without you, Jordie.

524
00:31:00,150 --> 00:31:02,111
Come on. You'd just have a golf partner
worthy of you.

525
00:31:37,104 --> 00:31:38,439
Hey, it's me.

526
00:31:41,859 --> 00:31:43,861
I think we need to talk.

527
00:31:47,197 --> 00:31:49,033
You sure you're okay?

528
00:31:49,867 --> 00:31:50,868
Yeah.

529
00:31:50,951 --> 00:31:52,911
I'd offer you some water, but…

530
00:31:52,995 --> 00:31:55,706
don't have anything in here.

531
00:31:55,789 --> 00:31:57,333
I'll be okay.

532
00:31:58,334 --> 00:31:59,710
What just happened?

533
00:32:00,836 --> 00:32:02,254
A panic attack.

534
00:32:02,338 --> 00:32:03,631
Do you get those often?

535
00:32:04,548 --> 00:32:05,883
Often enough.

536
00:32:06,967 --> 00:32:09,511
They started after…

537
00:32:09,595 --> 00:32:11,680
- I…
- We…

538
00:32:13,599 --> 00:32:15,476
…ruined everything?

539
00:32:18,896 --> 00:32:20,397
It was both of us.

540
00:32:20,481 --> 00:32:22,441
I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.

541
00:32:22,524 --> 00:32:25,027
I guess I just didn't want
to admit my part.

542
00:32:25,110 --> 00:32:27,196
'Cause then I'd have to admit
why I did it.

543
00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:31,033
And why did you?

544
00:32:32,159 --> 00:32:35,537
Beside the fact that you've always been
the coolest girl I know?

545
00:32:36,747 --> 00:32:38,290
Three, two,

546
00:32:38,374 --> 00:32:39,500
one.

547
00:32:41,001 --> 00:32:42,878
Yes.

548
00:32:43,379 --> 00:32:45,673
She lives.

549
00:32:45,756 --> 00:32:48,133
- We did it.
- Yeah.

550
00:32:48,217 --> 00:32:49,426
Tomorrow we'll set her free.

551
00:32:49,510 --> 00:32:52,179
Hey, should we smash
a bottle of champagne on the hull?

552
00:32:52,262 --> 00:32:53,764
Fuck yeah.

553
00:32:55,974 --> 00:32:58,686
You know, most people
wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.

554
00:32:58,769 --> 00:33:00,020
Yeah, well, I'm not most people.

555
00:33:00,604 --> 00:33:02,231
No, you're not.

556
00:33:03,190 --> 00:33:06,193
You know, this has ended up being
a really good summer.

557
00:33:18,622 --> 00:33:21,500
Percy, I've been thinking
about you so much,

558
00:33:21,583 --> 00:33:22,835
but this summer's been hard.

559
00:33:22,918 --> 00:33:27,172
When we talk, I can hear your
disappointment in me, and I hate that.

560
00:33:27,256 --> 00:33:31,760
I hate disappointing you, but I have
to succeed here and I need to focus.

561
00:33:31,844 --> 00:33:34,304
This is so much more challenging
than I thought,

562
00:33:34,388 --> 00:33:35,806
so I think it's best if we stop talking.

563
00:33:35,889 --> 00:33:38,100
Otherwise you'll be all I think about.

564
00:33:38,183 --> 00:33:40,310
I'm so sorry. I thought I could handle it.

565
00:33:43,564 --> 00:33:46,024
Sam's phone.

566
00:33:46,108 --> 00:33:49,069
- Who is this?
- Uh, Jo. Who's this?

567
00:33:49,153 --> 00:33:51,196
I'm Sam's girlf…

568
00:33:51,280 --> 00:33:54,116
- Where's Sam?
- Uh, he just went to get us some beers.

569
00:33:54,199 --> 00:33:57,327
- He'll be back.
- Just give him this message for me.

570
00:33:58,328 --> 00:34:00,330
Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend,

571
00:34:00,414 --> 00:34:03,125
and you can't break up with someone
over fucking email.

572
00:34:09,089 --> 00:34:11,425
When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.

573
00:34:11,508 --> 00:34:14,219
I would kiss other boys

574
00:34:14,303 --> 00:34:17,097
and shove a new boyfriend in his face.

575
00:34:17,681 --> 00:34:19,183
Sleep with his brother.

576
00:34:21,769 --> 00:34:23,437
I did this to you

577
00:34:23,520 --> 00:34:25,481
because I was too insecure…

578
00:34:25,564 --> 00:34:27,566
Stop beating yourself up.

579
00:34:28,150 --> 00:34:30,444
We made a terrible mistake.

580
00:34:30,527 --> 00:34:33,155
And I'm still trying
to figure out why I did it.

581
00:34:34,740 --> 00:34:37,743
Was I jealous of Sam?
Of what the two of you had?

582
00:34:38,327 --> 00:34:40,412
And that I couldn't
truly commit to anyone?

583
00:34:42,998 --> 00:34:44,458
I don't know.

584
00:34:45,584 --> 00:34:47,628
And I might never know.

585
00:34:47,711 --> 00:34:50,214
But one thing I am clear on

586
00:34:50,297 --> 00:34:52,549
is that this was not your fault

587
00:34:52,633 --> 00:34:55,427
because you weren't
the only one who was there that night.

588
00:35:08,941 --> 00:35:10,275
Hey.

589
00:35:10,359 --> 00:35:13,403
You're never gonna believe it,
but I actually got the radio to work.

590
00:35:14,446 --> 00:35:16,406
Oh, shit.

591
00:35:18,826 --> 00:35:20,452
What happened?

592
00:35:24,289 --> 00:35:26,083
Sam broke up with me.

593
00:35:40,180 --> 00:35:42,432
- Cool.
- I mean…

594
00:35:42,516 --> 00:35:43,517
Wow.

595
00:35:44,726 --> 00:35:46,061
- Cheers.
- Cheers.

596
00:35:51,108 --> 00:35:52,985
You know what gets me?

597
00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:57,948
He robbed me of my last summer.

598
00:35:58,031 --> 00:36:01,827
Our… last summer.

599
00:36:03,120 --> 00:36:05,581
I know he's my brother,
but fuck him for that.

600
00:36:05,664 --> 00:36:07,165
An email breakup?

601
00:36:07,249 --> 00:36:10,836
I mean, that is
a total cowardly dick move.

602
00:36:12,421 --> 00:36:13,547
You deserve better.

603
00:36:14,631 --> 00:36:16,633
And when he's back in town,
I'm gonna kick his ass.

604
00:36:16,717 --> 00:36:18,343
Fuck him.

605
00:36:18,427 --> 00:36:21,722
Know what? If it wasn't for you,
I would've spent this entire summer

606
00:36:21,805 --> 00:36:23,891
obsessing over him,

607
00:36:23,974 --> 00:36:27,686
parsing every email
and checking every text,

608
00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:31,023
checking my phone constantly.

609
00:36:31,106 --> 00:36:32,941
So, thank you

610
00:36:33,025 --> 00:36:37,154
for saving me from myself.

611
00:36:37,237 --> 00:36:38,572
I try.

612
00:36:40,073 --> 00:36:42,826
No, really. I had fun.

613
00:36:43,827 --> 00:36:45,245
You're fun.

614
00:36:45,329 --> 00:36:48,332
I mean, it's kind of my thing.

615
00:36:48,415 --> 00:36:50,876
And you're annoyingly good at it, too.

616
00:36:54,713 --> 00:36:56,632
Sam and I,

617
00:36:56,715 --> 00:36:58,342
we weren't fun.

618
00:37:00,385 --> 00:37:02,095
We used to be.

619
00:37:04,514 --> 00:37:07,768
But lately
everything's been so heavy and serious.

620
00:37:07,851 --> 00:37:10,729
"Summer" and "serious"
should never be used in the same sentence.

621
00:37:10,812 --> 00:37:12,439
Agreed.

622
00:37:12,522 --> 00:37:14,983
And this summer,
for the first time in a long time,

623
00:37:15,067 --> 00:37:17,569
I remembered what it was like to just…

624
00:37:18,570 --> 00:37:20,072
…be here.

625
00:37:21,865 --> 00:37:23,659
And to be fun.

626
00:37:25,494 --> 00:37:27,412
I'm glad.

627
00:37:32,501 --> 00:37:33,961
I'm glad, too.

628
00:37:38,256 --> 00:37:39,925
So, thank you…

629
00:37:43,887 --> 00:37:45,555
…saving my summer.

630
00:37:50,477 --> 00:37:51,937
Percy.

631
00:38:06,201 --> 00:38:08,870
- What about…
- I don't care.

632
00:38:28,223 --> 00:38:30,142
I left the next morning.

633
00:38:31,643 --> 00:38:34,438
Pretty much didn't come back for years.

634
00:38:35,022 --> 00:38:37,274
I missed so much time

635
00:38:37,357 --> 00:38:39,067
with Sam…

636
00:38:43,363 --> 00:38:45,365
…and my mom.

637
00:38:46,450 --> 00:38:47,826
I'm sorry.

638
00:38:50,120 --> 00:38:52,080
I just didn't know how to cope.

639
00:38:53,832 --> 00:38:55,709
And so I threw myself into work

640
00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:59,921
and convinced myself
that if I supported Sam and his dreams,

641
00:39:00,005 --> 00:39:03,800
that… it would make up for what I did.

642
00:39:05,052 --> 00:39:07,512
I found it pretty hard to cope, too.

643
00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:11,475
It's why my parents sold the house.

644
00:39:12,142 --> 00:39:13,435
What happened?

645
00:39:14,019 --> 00:39:15,145
I…

646
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:20,650
I don't know. I don't… know.

647
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:27,908
I started having these… episodes

648
00:39:27,991 --> 00:39:31,036
where I felt like I couldn't breathe.

649
00:39:37,334 --> 00:39:40,837
And then my mom had these pills,

650
00:39:40,921 --> 00:39:44,674
and I thought, maybe if I took a bunch,

651
00:39:44,758 --> 00:39:48,512
I wouldn't feel so much,

652
00:39:48,595 --> 00:39:51,264
so I…

653
00:40:02,526 --> 00:40:05,529
My parents were terrified. They thought…

654
00:40:05,612 --> 00:40:08,406
this place was bad for me,
you know, dangerous.

655
00:40:11,076 --> 00:40:13,203
This place?

656
00:40:13,286 --> 00:40:15,705
Or us?

657
00:40:18,458 --> 00:40:19,793
I guess both, you know?

658
00:40:19,876 --> 00:40:24,297
Um, so we left, but the panic never left.

659
00:40:26,424 --> 00:40:31,388
And I guess it's 'cause I never really
dealt with what I…

660
00:40:31,471 --> 00:40:32,597
did, I never…

661
00:40:32,681 --> 00:40:34,558
Percy.

662
00:40:34,641 --> 00:40:36,935
You have to forgive yourself.

663
00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:42,149
How can I ever forgive myself
when I know Sam never will?

664
00:40:42,232 --> 00:40:45,569
How can I ever move on when I love him?

665
00:40:45,652 --> 00:40:47,529
When I've… I'm always gonna love him.

666
00:40:47,612 --> 00:40:49,781
Okay. Okay.

667
00:40:49,865 --> 00:40:51,158
It's okay.

