1 00:00:13,765 --> 00:00:15,517 Previously on The Five Star Weekend: 2 00:00:15,541 --> 00:00:16,509 Get your stuff, we're leaving. 3 00:00:16,542 --> 00:00:17,760 I don't wanna do this anymore 4 00:00:17,794 --> 00:00:19,137 and I want you to leave right now. 5 00:00:19,170 --> 00:00:20,689 I danced with a Seasonal Site Interpreter! 6 00:00:20,713 --> 00:00:21,973 Am I talking too much? 7 00:00:22,006 --> 00:00:24,017 No, I love what you're saying. 8 00:00:24,050 --> 00:00:25,527 - Is it your knee? - I'm okay. I'm fine. 9 00:00:25,551 --> 00:00:27,196 You kept playing on it when you first got hurt. 10 00:00:27,220 --> 00:00:30,106 - You made it worse. - Yeah, I know, I was there. 11 00:00:30,139 --> 00:00:33,484 I was just working some things out on you. I used you. 12 00:00:33,518 --> 00:00:36,112 I thought we were becoming actual friends. 13 00:00:36,145 --> 00:00:38,448 He's gone and now you have to live. 14 00:00:38,481 --> 00:00:39,657 Hollis. 15 00:00:39,691 --> 00:00:43,119 We love you, okay? 16 00:00:43,152 --> 00:00:46,122 - But Gigi is not your friend. - Oh. 17 00:00:46,155 --> 00:00:48,625 She was having an affair with Matthew. 18 00:01:14,100 --> 00:01:17,070 Come on, Oklahoma! Revolutionized musical theater. 19 00:01:17,103 --> 00:01:18,580 Without Oklahoma! there wouldn't be Hamilton. 20 00:01:18,604 --> 00:01:20,374 I'm so sad. I mean, this could've been 21 00:01:20,398 --> 00:01:23,076 our last summer all together on Nantucket. 22 00:01:23,109 --> 00:01:26,412 Mom, I'm just going to college. I'm not departing the galaxy. 23 00:01:26,446 --> 00:01:28,915 Yeah, but you're gonna get busy, you'll make new friends. 24 00:01:28,948 --> 00:01:30,217 You could have a boyfriend and decide 25 00:01:30,241 --> 00:01:32,085 you like his family better than ours 26 00:01:32,118 --> 00:01:33,595 and stop coming home. 27 00:01:33,619 --> 00:01:37,507 Mom, nothing is going to change. 28 00:01:37,540 --> 00:01:39,384 - You promise? - Yes. 29 00:01:39,417 --> 00:01:41,969 And you guys aren't even gonna be missing me. 30 00:01:42,003 --> 00:01:44,972 You'll... You'll be so busy spooning 31 00:01:45,006 --> 00:01:46,516 and sharing the same reading glasses, 32 00:01:46,549 --> 00:01:49,352 and then one day you'll just simultaneously die 33 00:01:49,385 --> 00:01:51,229 and you're buried in the same grave. 34 00:01:51,262 --> 00:01:53,156 You'll be together forever. 35 00:01:55,767 --> 00:01:58,277 Uh, I think we're planning on-on separate graves. 36 00:01:58,311 --> 00:02:02,865 Yeah, I'm gonna... I'm gonna need my space. 37 00:02:08,571 --> 00:02:10,456 One of my OR nurses. 38 00:02:18,498 --> 00:02:20,850 How about lasagne for dinner, guys? 39 00:02:22,001 --> 00:02:23,344 Uh, that sounds like... 40 00:02:29,300 --> 00:02:32,236 No. Please. 41 00:02:35,515 --> 00:02:36,515 Wait. 42 00:02:39,394 --> 00:02:41,154 Hang on. Wh-What? 43 00:02:41,187 --> 00:02:44,449 I saw a picture of them together on her phone yesterday. 44 00:02:44,482 --> 00:02:47,160 And we weren't gonna tell you, but... Then I did. 45 00:02:47,193 --> 00:02:49,879 I know I should've run it by you guys first. I'm sorry. 46 00:02:50,947 --> 00:02:56,636 Gigi reached out to me after Matthew died, so... 47 00:02:57,954 --> 00:02:59,597 I mean, she pierced my ear. 48 00:03:02,041 --> 00:03:03,518 She told us everything. 49 00:03:05,378 --> 00:03:07,388 Okay, maybe he was on one of her flights, 50 00:03:07,422 --> 00:03:10,900 or she was his patient, because, I mean, she couldn't have... 51 00:03:12,176 --> 00:03:14,562 - They were together, Hollis. - Yeah. 52 00:03:14,595 --> 00:03:16,355 I'm so sorry. 53 00:03:16,389 --> 00:03:18,483 Are you guys good on ice cream, or...? 54 00:03:18,516 --> 00:03:19,859 Just keep the ice cream. 55 00:03:19,892 --> 00:03:21,527 I don't care. Throw it away! 56 00:03:21,561 --> 00:03:22,561 Okay. 57 00:03:23,404 --> 00:03:25,615 Wait, I'm sorry. Give it to some kids. 58 00:03:25,648 --> 00:03:28,451 I-I apologize about that, I'm really sorry. 59 00:03:31,070 --> 00:03:32,789 Oh, my God. 60 00:03:32,822 --> 00:03:34,665 Caroline. 61 00:03:34,699 --> 00:03:37,093 She can't know about this. Heh. 62 00:03:38,911 --> 00:03:40,671 Okay, here's what we're gonna do. 63 00:03:40,705 --> 00:03:42,340 You guys stay here. 64 00:03:42,373 --> 00:03:44,926 Okay, and-and where are you going? 65 00:03:44,959 --> 00:03:47,887 - To find out the truth. - We told you the truth. 66 00:03:47,920 --> 00:03:50,264 Yeah... No, it doesn't make sense. 67 00:03:50,298 --> 00:03:52,141 Caroline can't know about this, okay? 68 00:03:52,175 --> 00:03:54,519 Whatever happens. 69 00:03:54,552 --> 00:03:55,895 I'm going to find Gigi. 70 00:04:05,563 --> 00:04:07,406 Um... Yeah, that went well, I think. 71 00:04:07,440 --> 00:04:10,334 - Yeah. - Yeah, she seems totally fine. 72 00:04:27,293 --> 00:04:29,595 - You knew. - No, I didn't. 73 00:04:29,629 --> 00:04:31,264 Leave me alone, I'm trying to focus. 74 00:04:31,297 --> 00:04:34,225 - I'm trying to find your lover. - You knew. 75 00:04:34,258 --> 00:04:35,601 Okay, you're not even here, 76 00:04:35,635 --> 00:04:38,446 you're just my subconscious torturing me. 77 00:04:39,889 --> 00:04:41,357 She has gotta be here somewhere. 78 00:04:41,390 --> 00:04:44,494 There's no way the ferry is running in this storm. 79 00:04:51,400 --> 00:04:53,369 - You okay? - Really? 80 00:04:53,402 --> 00:04:55,413 That's how you answer the phone now? 81 00:04:55,446 --> 00:04:57,623 Yep. You girls staying dry? 82 00:04:57,657 --> 00:05:00,126 Ish. Did you bring the chairs in? 83 00:05:00,159 --> 00:05:01,879 Yep. All good. 84 00:05:01,911 --> 00:05:03,796 - Oh, shit. - What? 85 00:05:03,829 --> 00:05:06,799 This episode of Alone is stressing me out. 86 00:05:06,832 --> 00:05:08,926 You're watching without me? 87 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:10,595 Fine, I'll turn it off. 88 00:05:10,628 --> 00:05:12,438 Uh, yeah, you better. 89 00:05:14,340 --> 00:05:16,392 I was just calling to say... 90 00:05:16,425 --> 00:05:19,478 I'm sorry I was a twat at the Box. 91 00:05:20,888 --> 00:05:22,531 I too was a twat. 92 00:05:23,724 --> 00:05:25,818 Shouldn't have come after you like that. 93 00:05:25,851 --> 00:05:28,371 With everything you're going through. 94 00:05:35,111 --> 00:05:36,329 Yeah. 95 00:05:36,362 --> 00:05:37,463 So... 96 00:05:39,657 --> 00:05:41,208 I was thinking... 97 00:05:41,242 --> 00:05:44,962 Samantha? You know, the bartender at Knob's? 98 00:05:44,996 --> 00:05:47,048 Yeah, what about her? 99 00:05:47,081 --> 00:05:49,258 My next wife. 100 00:05:49,292 --> 00:05:50,885 If it makes you feel better, 101 00:05:50,918 --> 00:05:54,096 so you don't have to worry about me on top of everything else. 102 00:05:54,130 --> 00:05:57,308 Then I'll choose Samantha. 103 00:05:57,341 --> 00:06:00,686 Samantha has a great ass. 104 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:03,940 - Yours is the best, though. - This is true. 105 00:06:03,973 --> 00:06:05,491 And... 106 00:06:07,643 --> 00:06:08,643 thank you. 107 00:06:10,813 --> 00:06:11,831 You got it, baby. 108 00:06:15,610 --> 00:06:16,577 I should go. 109 00:06:16,611 --> 00:06:17,787 It's almost time 110 00:06:17,820 --> 00:06:19,872 for the make your own pizza party. 111 00:06:19,905 --> 00:06:20,957 Love you. 112 00:06:20,990 --> 00:06:22,758 - Love you. - Bye. 113 00:06:29,040 --> 00:06:30,216 Okay. 114 00:07:27,473 --> 00:07:29,158 Oh. God. 115 00:07:32,019 --> 00:07:34,363 Babe, listen to me. Don't hang up, okay? 116 00:07:34,397 --> 00:07:36,073 You can't just stay on Nantucket. 117 00:07:36,107 --> 00:07:37,199 You can't do this to... 118 00:07:37,233 --> 00:07:38,501 Whew! 119 00:07:46,826 --> 00:07:47,960 What? 120 00:07:47,993 --> 00:07:49,595 I'm just checking on you. 121 00:07:50,663 --> 00:07:52,390 I'm watching a movie. 122 00:08:06,011 --> 00:08:07,313 Dru? 123 00:08:07,346 --> 00:08:09,440 Fuck you, knee. Not now. 124 00:08:09,473 --> 00:08:10,941 Oh, my God, are you okay? 125 00:08:10,975 --> 00:08:12,661 - Yeah, no, I'm fine. - Okay, okay, you aren't. 126 00:08:12,685 --> 00:08:15,029 - Come here. - I think I messed myself up 127 00:08:15,062 --> 00:08:18,324 playing fake tennis. 128 00:08:18,357 --> 00:08:20,659 Here. Okay, we need to elevate this. 129 00:08:20,693 --> 00:08:22,870 No, I don't need it. I just need to push through. 130 00:08:22,903 --> 00:08:25,464 Let me help. 131 00:08:26,490 --> 00:08:28,334 - What's going on? - It's her knee. 132 00:08:28,367 --> 00:08:30,669 - Oh, okay. I'll get an ice pack. - I can... 133 00:08:30,703 --> 00:08:33,005 Good lord, woman. Would you sit still? 134 00:08:33,038 --> 00:08:36,642 It-It hurts more when I'm still. 135 00:08:42,173 --> 00:08:44,900 What if we just sit still with you? 136 00:08:47,595 --> 00:08:48,821 Mm-hm. 137 00:08:51,015 --> 00:08:52,233 Yeah. 138 00:08:52,266 --> 00:08:54,285 You know what I heard works for pain? 139 00:08:55,352 --> 00:08:57,154 Screw-top Pinot Grigio. 140 00:08:57,188 --> 00:08:59,198 I actually brought a bottle. 141 00:08:59,231 --> 00:09:01,417 Can I get you a glass? 142 00:09:02,067 --> 00:09:04,203 Yes. Thank you. 143 00:09:04,236 --> 00:09:05,379 Yeah. 144 00:09:07,698 --> 00:09:09,008 Just gonna sit. 145 00:09:45,903 --> 00:09:49,006 Hollis, you knew. There were signs. 146 00:09:50,449 --> 00:09:51,709 And it wasn't just me. 147 00:09:51,742 --> 00:09:53,460 Late at night, after I went to sleep, 148 00:09:53,494 --> 00:09:55,629 you would look up Jack. 149 00:09:55,663 --> 00:09:57,506 You looked at his new girlfriends, 150 00:09:57,540 --> 00:09:59,675 pictures of his mom, fish he caught. 151 00:09:59,708 --> 00:10:01,685 You were having an affair! 152 00:10:03,212 --> 00:10:05,097 There she is. 153 00:10:05,130 --> 00:10:06,607 Now, leave me alone. 154 00:10:21,772 --> 00:10:22,772 Hi. 155 00:10:23,315 --> 00:10:24,458 Is it true? 156 00:10:25,150 --> 00:10:26,150 Yes. 157 00:10:29,154 --> 00:10:30,789 For how long? 158 00:10:30,823 --> 00:10:32,424 Ten months. 159 00:10:34,410 --> 00:10:35,753 Where? 160 00:10:35,786 --> 00:10:37,680 He'd meet me along my route. 161 00:10:39,331 --> 00:10:41,809 San Diego. Chicago. Paris. 162 00:10:47,381 --> 00:10:48,524 Did you love him? 163 00:10:51,176 --> 00:10:52,611 He made me feel safe. 164 00:10:54,847 --> 00:10:55,906 Yeah, me too. 165 00:11:00,477 --> 00:11:01,946 That's that. 166 00:11:01,979 --> 00:11:04,748 Hollis, I... I really think we should talk... 167 00:12:10,589 --> 00:12:12,349 Okay, she's back. 168 00:12:12,383 --> 00:12:14,560 - Here she comes. - Oh. She's holding a bag. 169 00:12:14,593 --> 00:12:16,854 - Of Gigi's body parts? - No, I think groceries? 170 00:12:16,887 --> 00:12:19,365 - Is she alone? - Looks like it. 171 00:12:20,182 --> 00:12:21,692 Oh. 172 00:12:21,725 --> 00:12:23,610 Oh, hi. 173 00:12:23,644 --> 00:12:25,029 Did you find her? 174 00:12:25,062 --> 00:12:26,322 Thanks. 175 00:12:26,355 --> 00:12:27,498 Yeah. 176 00:12:28,499 --> 00:12:31,577 - Caroline okay? - Yeah, yeah, she's in her room. 177 00:12:31,610 --> 00:12:32,745 What happened there? 178 00:12:32,778 --> 00:12:34,246 Nothing, I'm just resting my knee. 179 00:12:34,279 --> 00:12:35,881 She was in tears. 180 00:12:36,949 --> 00:12:40,469 No, I was not in tears. My eyes were just watery. 181 00:12:41,537 --> 00:12:44,214 Good. Rest. I'm gonna make dinner. 182 00:12:44,248 --> 00:12:45,257 Pizza party. 183 00:12:45,290 --> 00:12:46,642 Are you serious? 184 00:12:47,710 --> 00:12:50,396 - It's on the itinerary. - Oh. 185 00:12:55,300 --> 00:12:56,652 Okay. 186 00:13:01,015 --> 00:13:03,359 Sorry to be getting dinner going kind of late. 187 00:13:03,392 --> 00:13:06,779 With the rain, the bonfire stuff probably isn't gonna happen. 188 00:13:06,812 --> 00:13:08,739 - We could make s'mores inside. - It's fine. 189 00:13:08,772 --> 00:13:11,033 - Hey, Hollis... - I said rest. 190 00:13:11,066 --> 00:13:14,161 I'm fine. I don't wanna talk about it. 191 00:13:14,194 --> 00:13:17,039 I just wanna make dinner. 192 00:13:17,072 --> 00:13:19,208 I was thinking I might do a prosciutto 193 00:13:19,241 --> 00:13:20,584 and grilled peach pizza. 194 00:13:20,617 --> 00:13:22,211 I got peaches at Bartlett's. 195 00:13:22,244 --> 00:13:24,556 Holly, I'm sorry about earlier. I didn't mean to pick a fight. 196 00:13:24,580 --> 00:13:27,099 It's okay. Doesn't matter. It's okay. 197 00:13:33,547 --> 00:13:36,392 Did you talk to Gigi? 198 00:13:36,425 --> 00:13:38,560 Or try to run her over with a car? 199 00:13:38,594 --> 00:13:41,980 - Or pop her head off her body and dance in her blood? - Brooke. 200 00:13:42,014 --> 00:13:43,732 - No, that's... - Right. Sorry. 201 00:13:43,766 --> 00:13:46,076 I asked her if it was true and she said yes. 202 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:49,988 See, I prepped the dough 203 00:13:50,022 --> 00:13:52,366 and the sauce earlier in the week, 204 00:13:52,399 --> 00:13:53,659 'cause that's what I do. 205 00:13:53,692 --> 00:13:55,119 So all we have to do is roll it out. 206 00:13:55,152 --> 00:13:56,912 I was worried there wouldn't be enough dough, 207 00:13:56,945 --> 00:13:58,455 but now there's just four of us, so... 208 00:13:58,489 --> 00:14:00,457 Okay, she wants us to eat pizza with her. 209 00:14:00,491 --> 00:14:01,968 Wait, should I be doing individual pizzas 210 00:14:01,992 --> 00:14:04,128 - or do you guys wanna a big... - Whatever you want. 211 00:14:04,161 --> 00:14:07,089 It's not about what I want. It is about what you want. 212 00:14:07,122 --> 00:14:08,424 Ugh! 213 00:14:11,293 --> 00:14:13,262 I'll get a broom. It's okay. 214 00:14:21,303 --> 00:14:23,105 - Stop it. - I got it. 215 00:14:23,138 --> 00:14:25,023 Stop it. Stop it. 216 00:14:25,057 --> 00:14:27,025 Stop it! Stop! 217 00:14:27,059 --> 00:14:28,569 Fucking! Matthew! 218 00:14:28,602 --> 00:14:30,829 Fucking! Beeping! 219 00:14:32,314 --> 00:14:33,499 Stop it! 220 00:14:34,233 --> 00:14:35,233 Stop it! 221 00:14:53,335 --> 00:14:54,645 I'm just gonna... 222 00:14:55,838 --> 00:14:57,856 No, I just need a minute. 223 00:15:16,733 --> 00:15:18,243 We should clean up. 224 00:15:18,277 --> 00:15:19,294 - Yeah. - Yeah. 225 00:16:13,707 --> 00:16:15,217 Mama. 226 00:16:15,250 --> 00:16:16,552 How about these guys? 227 00:16:16,585 --> 00:16:19,263 Good girl, my sweet Holly. 228 00:16:19,296 --> 00:16:20,439 That's good. 229 00:16:21,381 --> 00:16:23,225 You okay? Not too hot? 230 00:16:28,555 --> 00:16:30,824 You like this one? 231 00:16:45,239 --> 00:16:46,790 Holly? 232 00:16:46,823 --> 00:16:47,823 Come in. 233 00:16:55,707 --> 00:16:58,093 - You found me. - Yeah. 234 00:16:58,126 --> 00:16:59,720 Hi. 235 00:16:59,753 --> 00:17:03,807 All we had to do was just follow the trail of cornmeal. 236 00:17:05,926 --> 00:17:08,195 My mom died in this bathtub. 237 00:17:09,721 --> 00:17:11,064 I was playing on the floor. 238 00:17:11,098 --> 00:17:13,442 The aneurysm killed her instantly. 239 00:17:13,475 --> 00:17:15,661 She was taking a shower and... 240 00:17:17,604 --> 00:17:19,081 she just fell. 241 00:17:21,942 --> 00:17:25,212 And I think about that every time I take a shower. 242 00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:29,216 My dad came home from work 243 00:17:30,951 --> 00:17:34,054 a few hours later, and I was still in here, just... 244 00:17:35,622 --> 00:17:38,016 playing with my little horses. 245 00:17:39,835 --> 00:17:42,262 I probably thought she was asleep. 246 00:17:42,296 --> 00:17:43,563 Yeah. 247 00:17:44,965 --> 00:17:47,267 I don't remember her. 248 00:17:47,301 --> 00:17:49,686 I barely remember her at all. 249 00:17:49,720 --> 00:17:52,230 Was it this actual bathtub? 250 00:17:52,264 --> 00:17:53,657 It was. 251 00:17:54,891 --> 00:17:57,527 It's the only piece we kept. 252 00:17:57,561 --> 00:18:02,532 The rest of it, I refurbished. 253 00:18:02,566 --> 00:18:05,961 Decorated over my own history. 254 00:18:07,321 --> 00:18:09,373 And it's like you said, Tatum, 255 00:18:09,406 --> 00:18:12,209 I don't deal with things. 256 00:18:12,242 --> 00:18:14,294 I frost over them. 257 00:18:14,328 --> 00:18:16,505 Sometimes with actual frosting. 258 00:18:16,538 --> 00:18:17,764 Hollis. 259 00:18:18,790 --> 00:18:20,926 You've gotta give yourself a break. 260 00:18:20,959 --> 00:18:22,678 You've just suffered a huge loss. 261 00:18:22,711 --> 00:18:24,888 No, I mean before Matthew. 262 00:18:24,921 --> 00:18:26,848 At some point, I just became 263 00:18:26,882 --> 00:18:29,101 this person who can't deal with the truth. 264 00:18:29,134 --> 00:18:31,061 I pushed Matthew away. 265 00:18:31,094 --> 00:18:33,655 I am pushing my own daughter away. 266 00:18:34,823 --> 00:18:38,193 I'm sorry, guys, I really wanted this weekend to be fun. 267 00:18:38,226 --> 00:18:42,489 Oh, Holly, we're literally here for this. 268 00:18:42,522 --> 00:18:47,669 Dead moms, cheating husbands, soft cheeses. 269 00:18:48,904 --> 00:18:50,497 We should do a talking circle. 270 00:18:50,530 --> 00:18:52,624 Absolutely not, no. 271 00:18:52,657 --> 00:18:54,251 All right, what is a talking circle? 272 00:18:54,284 --> 00:18:58,004 It's great. Everybody gets in a circle, everybody gets a turn, 273 00:18:58,038 --> 00:19:01,299 and you all say the things that you're scared to say out loud. 274 00:19:01,333 --> 00:19:02,718 We just need a talking stick. 275 00:19:02,751 --> 00:19:04,302 Or is that cultural appropriation? 276 00:19:04,336 --> 00:19:08,849 - Mm. Talking object? - Yeah. Talking object. Okay. 277 00:19:08,882 --> 00:19:10,392 Um... 278 00:19:10,425 --> 00:19:12,269 Oh, here we go. 279 00:19:12,302 --> 00:19:15,021 So here's our talking object. 280 00:19:15,055 --> 00:19:17,074 Do you wanna go first, Holl? 281 00:19:21,395 --> 00:19:23,029 Take your time. 282 00:19:23,063 --> 00:19:24,239 There no rush. 283 00:19:24,272 --> 00:19:26,324 I knew Matthew was cheating on me. 284 00:19:26,358 --> 00:19:27,358 Oh. 285 00:19:28,568 --> 00:19:30,921 Damn, that worked fast. 286 00:19:37,244 --> 00:19:40,839 First chance I get, I'm changing my name. 287 00:19:40,872 --> 00:19:42,641 'Cause I feel like, dead... 288 00:19:43,625 --> 00:19:45,385 Well. 289 00:19:45,419 --> 00:19:48,847 - Dylan's not here. - I know. I'm looking for you. 290 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:51,725 You should meet Kevin. He works with me at Jodie's. 291 00:19:51,758 --> 00:19:53,226 He has a wife and three kids... 292 00:19:53,260 --> 00:19:55,270 Oh, Caroline, he's just your type. 293 00:19:55,303 --> 00:19:56,897 Wait, what? 294 00:19:56,930 --> 00:19:58,899 Could you give us a sec, please? 295 00:19:58,932 --> 00:20:01,067 I really love my wife. She's my rock. 296 00:20:01,101 --> 00:20:03,870 Everybody knows that, Kevin. Thanks. 297 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:06,865 I'm so sorry. 298 00:20:06,898 --> 00:20:10,035 Yeah, you said so in your 900 text and voice notes. 299 00:20:10,068 --> 00:20:12,287 Look, you have every right to be mad at me. 300 00:20:12,320 --> 00:20:13,914 Thanks for your permission. 301 00:20:13,947 --> 00:20:16,416 I have been so messed up since my dad died. 302 00:20:16,450 --> 00:20:18,502 I don't wanna be this person. 303 00:20:18,535 --> 00:20:23,256 You know, I think who a person is in their worst moments 304 00:20:23,290 --> 00:20:24,891 is who they really are. 305 00:20:27,461 --> 00:20:30,472 I'm sorry your dad died. 306 00:20:30,505 --> 00:20:32,098 It's not fair. 307 00:20:32,132 --> 00:20:34,100 It really isn't. 308 00:20:34,134 --> 00:20:37,604 But using his death to justify your shitty behavior 309 00:20:37,637 --> 00:20:40,282 is lame and it's fucking pathetic. 310 00:20:42,184 --> 00:20:43,184 You're right. 311 00:20:44,519 --> 00:20:45,704 I'm sorry. 312 00:20:55,697 --> 00:20:56,882 Gigi? 313 00:20:58,408 --> 00:20:59,793 What are you doing here? 314 00:20:59,826 --> 00:21:03,129 Um... It's a bar. Almost out. 315 00:21:03,163 --> 00:21:06,183 Where's, um... Where's mom? Where's all the girls? 316 00:21:07,000 --> 00:21:08,552 Your mom didn't tell you? 317 00:21:08,585 --> 00:21:10,187 No. 318 00:21:11,046 --> 00:21:13,982 I'm taking a breather. 319 00:21:18,345 --> 00:21:19,362 Are you okay? 320 00:21:20,847 --> 00:21:22,324 I fucked everything up. 321 00:21:27,187 --> 00:21:29,873 Come on, let's have a drink. Yeah. 322 00:21:39,366 --> 00:21:40,508 I knew. 323 00:21:41,576 --> 00:21:43,461 I don't know if I knew that I knew, 324 00:21:43,495 --> 00:21:46,506 but now I know I knew. 325 00:21:46,540 --> 00:21:48,592 - What...? - I knew, 326 00:21:48,625 --> 00:21:50,477 but I didn't wanna deal. 327 00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:53,847 And I wanted to protect Caroline from it. 328 00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:55,390 Mm. 329 00:21:55,423 --> 00:21:57,934 I think you always just kind of know. 330 00:21:57,968 --> 00:21:59,402 Brooke. 331 00:22:00,720 --> 00:22:01,771 Your turn. 332 00:22:01,805 --> 00:22:02,948 Yeah. 333 00:22:04,474 --> 00:22:05,692 Okay. 334 00:22:11,273 --> 00:22:14,784 What if I'm not brave enough to actually be myself? 335 00:22:14,818 --> 00:22:18,121 Like I can't just completely change my life, can I? 336 00:22:18,154 --> 00:22:21,291 - Who does that? - Brooke, listen to me. 337 00:22:21,324 --> 00:22:23,126 You have to man the fuck up 338 00:22:23,159 --> 00:22:26,296 and embrace your second adolescence. 339 00:22:26,329 --> 00:22:28,673 That is what this whole next decade is gonna be for you. 340 00:22:28,707 --> 00:22:31,885 This is... This is not death. This is rebirth. 341 00:22:31,918 --> 00:22:34,262 God, you're good at this. You should have a podcast. 342 00:22:34,296 --> 00:22:38,224 I actually might be looking for a new career, so sure. 343 00:22:38,258 --> 00:22:39,526 Go on. 344 00:22:41,886 --> 00:22:43,772 Okay. All right, fine. 345 00:22:43,805 --> 00:22:45,357 Well... 346 00:22:45,390 --> 00:22:46,390 Mm. 347 00:22:47,517 --> 00:22:50,487 My identity is too wrapped up in my job, 348 00:22:50,520 --> 00:22:52,197 I need to work on being more present, 349 00:22:52,230 --> 00:22:55,116 drink more apple cider vinegar, and practice gratitude. 350 00:22:55,150 --> 00:22:56,701 Don't forget love and light. 351 00:22:56,735 --> 00:22:58,787 You're so right. Love and light. 352 00:23:00,196 --> 00:23:02,165 What is happening here? 353 00:23:02,198 --> 00:23:04,918 Don't freak out. But we like each other now. 354 00:23:04,951 --> 00:23:06,169 You did it. 355 00:23:06,202 --> 00:23:08,630 - Everybody gets along. - Oh, my gosh. 356 00:23:08,663 --> 00:23:11,424 Oh, I knew it. I knew it would happen eventually. 357 00:23:11,458 --> 00:23:14,352 Yes, well, let's hope we don't mess it up. 358 00:23:15,295 --> 00:23:17,355 Oh. You're not done. 359 00:23:22,594 --> 00:23:23,594 Okay. 360 00:23:27,515 --> 00:23:29,159 I push too hard. 361 00:23:31,478 --> 00:23:33,705 Well, now it's catching up with me. 362 00:23:35,482 --> 00:23:38,702 Well, it's never too late to take care of yourself. 363 00:23:38,735 --> 00:23:39,703 Hot potato. 364 00:23:43,156 --> 00:23:45,792 I don't like being out of my comfort zone. 365 00:23:45,825 --> 00:23:47,127 Mm-hm. 366 00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:49,471 And I know I have to work on that. 367 00:23:51,331 --> 00:23:53,174 That's all you wanna say? 368 00:23:53,208 --> 00:23:55,051 Yes, I'm done. 369 00:23:55,085 --> 00:23:58,138 You asshole. You made me go. 370 00:23:58,171 --> 00:24:00,357 I don't have anything else to say. 371 00:24:03,009 --> 00:24:05,353 - I'm hungry. - I am starving. 372 00:24:05,387 --> 00:24:07,522 - I'm always hungry. - Me too. 373 00:24:07,555 --> 00:24:10,316 - I'm gonna need soft pants. - I love soft pants. 374 00:24:10,350 --> 00:24:12,152 - Soft pants. - Soft pants. 375 00:24:12,185 --> 00:24:13,361 Soft pants. 376 00:24:13,395 --> 00:24:15,530 Soft, soft pants. Yep. 377 00:24:15,563 --> 00:24:19,743 Oh, hey, could I have another shit red wine, please? 378 00:24:19,776 --> 00:24:21,953 And some crisps. Sorry, chips. 379 00:24:21,986 --> 00:24:23,163 You call them chips. 380 00:24:23,196 --> 00:24:27,167 Oh. No. Sorry, we don't serve food. 381 00:24:27,200 --> 00:24:29,294 What? No food? 382 00:24:29,327 --> 00:24:30,879 This is a chicken box! 383 00:24:32,038 --> 00:24:33,807 Um... 384 00:24:40,880 --> 00:24:42,182 Was that your dad's? 385 00:24:42,215 --> 00:24:46,519 My grandpa gave my dad this as a present 386 00:24:46,553 --> 00:24:48,646 after he graduated from med school. 387 00:24:48,680 --> 00:24:50,273 My mom, after he died, 388 00:24:50,306 --> 00:24:53,193 just threw out a bunch of his stuff. 389 00:24:53,226 --> 00:24:55,278 She likes things very orderly. 390 00:24:55,311 --> 00:24:57,363 Like, if you leave a cup on the counter, 391 00:24:57,397 --> 00:25:01,785 it will somehow, always, end up in the dishwasher. 392 00:25:01,818 --> 00:25:04,496 Fuck. That explains so much. 393 00:25:04,529 --> 00:25:07,457 I kept wondering where my glass kept disappearing to. 394 00:25:07,490 --> 00:25:10,627 Yes. I am telling you, she's a monster. 395 00:25:13,997 --> 00:25:16,716 Parents fuck up. 396 00:25:16,750 --> 00:25:18,843 Doesn't mean they don't love you. 397 00:25:18,877 --> 00:25:21,971 Or so multiple therapists have told me. 398 00:25:22,005 --> 00:25:24,224 - Are we talking about you now? - It's true. 399 00:25:24,257 --> 00:25:25,400 Care Bear! 400 00:25:26,426 --> 00:25:27,393 Oh, God. 401 00:25:27,427 --> 00:25:30,855 Look at you. I didn't know you were on island. 402 00:25:30,889 --> 00:25:32,398 How are you holding up? 403 00:25:32,432 --> 00:25:34,776 - Um... - Hi, mama... Oh, we met at the spa. 404 00:25:34,809 --> 00:25:37,946 I'm Electra. And you are stunning. 405 00:25:37,979 --> 00:25:39,656 Is it microdermabrasion, what? 406 00:25:39,689 --> 00:25:43,743 My internist is playing in the band here tonight. 407 00:25:43,777 --> 00:25:45,578 Isn't that hilarious? 408 00:25:45,612 --> 00:25:47,080 How's Amherst? 409 00:25:47,113 --> 00:25:48,623 Have you talked to Hazel recently? 410 00:25:48,656 --> 00:25:51,835 She's taking a semester off to start her own business. 411 00:25:51,868 --> 00:25:53,920 Yeah, actually, so am I. 412 00:25:53,953 --> 00:25:56,381 I'm taking a break from school. 413 00:25:56,414 --> 00:25:58,591 Did you flunk out? Does your mom know? 414 00:25:58,625 --> 00:26:00,385 Honestly, this is refreshing. 415 00:26:00,418 --> 00:26:02,887 - The two of you... - Fuck off, Electra. 416 00:26:02,921 --> 00:26:04,139 No one likes you. 417 00:26:04,172 --> 00:26:06,933 - Excuse me? - You're sad. 418 00:26:06,966 --> 00:26:08,268 And cruel. 419 00:26:08,301 --> 00:26:10,770 For like, no reason. 420 00:26:10,804 --> 00:26:12,272 And... 421 00:26:12,305 --> 00:26:13,823 so stripey. 422 00:26:15,600 --> 00:26:18,444 You know, I swear I have seen you somewhere before. 423 00:26:18,478 --> 00:26:20,622 I swear you're just a bit racist. 424 00:26:21,689 --> 00:26:22,689 Maybe. 425 00:26:25,068 --> 00:26:26,703 Wait. 426 00:26:26,736 --> 00:26:27,837 I know what it is. 427 00:26:31,074 --> 00:26:33,793 I saw you coming out of a restaurant with Matthew 428 00:26:33,827 --> 00:26:35,845 in San Diego last fall. 429 00:26:38,331 --> 00:26:40,175 - No. I... - Yes. 430 00:26:40,208 --> 00:26:41,634 It was definitely you. 431 00:26:41,668 --> 00:26:43,562 I remember because it was the weekend that Hollis 432 00:26:43,586 --> 00:26:45,688 went to visit Care Bear at school. 433 00:26:50,093 --> 00:26:51,736 Maybe nobody likes me, 434 00:26:52,637 --> 00:26:55,532 but I never forget a face. Boop. 435 00:27:02,188 --> 00:27:04,415 Why were you with my dad? 436 00:27:11,281 --> 00:27:13,633 Are you okay? Gigi, where are you going? 437 00:27:15,159 --> 00:27:16,336 Hey. 438 00:27:22,041 --> 00:27:23,560 I don't feel good. 439 00:27:30,300 --> 00:27:32,101 I can't believe you guys cleaned my kitchen. 440 00:27:32,135 --> 00:27:35,271 I think that might actually be my love language. 441 00:27:35,305 --> 00:27:37,565 My love language is people not telling me 442 00:27:37,599 --> 00:27:39,201 what their love language is. 443 00:27:39,225 --> 00:27:42,570 - Mine is words of affirmation. - No shit. 444 00:27:42,604 --> 00:27:45,198 - I'd like to go on record about this pineapple. - Mm-hm. 445 00:27:45,231 --> 00:27:47,116 I got this pineapple because I remembered. 446 00:27:47,150 --> 00:27:49,118 Gigi telling me she liked pineapple pizza 447 00:27:49,152 --> 00:27:50,453 and I was gonna make her one. 448 00:27:50,486 --> 00:27:53,539 But now, officially, fuck this pineapple. 449 00:27:53,573 --> 00:27:54,916 - Oh. - Okay. 450 00:27:54,949 --> 00:27:56,251 Fuck this pineapple. 451 00:27:56,284 --> 00:27:59,295 Fuck that pineapple. 452 00:27:59,329 --> 00:28:01,307 - This is good. - Bye, you pineapple bitch! 453 00:28:01,331 --> 00:28:02,507 Bye, Gigi. 454 00:28:02,540 --> 00:28:03,633 Bye, pineapple. 455 00:28:03,666 --> 00:28:04,968 Unh! 456 00:28:07,337 --> 00:28:08,888 Good for you. 457 00:28:08,922 --> 00:28:10,523 - That felt good. - Uh-huh. 458 00:28:11,674 --> 00:28:14,560 - Hey, I have a question. - Hm? 459 00:28:14,594 --> 00:28:16,938 Are you gonna tell Caroline about Matthew and Gigi? 460 00:28:20,016 --> 00:28:22,151 I don't know if I can purposefully 461 00:28:22,185 --> 00:28:23,903 hurt my kid right now. 462 00:28:23,937 --> 00:28:25,822 - Yeah. - What do you guys think? 463 00:28:25,855 --> 00:28:27,498 Should I tell her...? 464 00:28:29,400 --> 00:28:30,501 Godmother? 465 00:28:30,535 --> 00:28:33,871 - Nope, I am not falling for that trap. - What trap? 466 00:28:33,905 --> 00:28:36,457 Last night you told me to stay in my lane with Caroline, 467 00:28:36,491 --> 00:28:39,052 and I just... Well, I wanna respect that. 468 00:28:39,786 --> 00:28:40,928 I'm sorry. 469 00:28:41,871 --> 00:28:43,339 Obviously, Caroline needs you. 470 00:28:43,373 --> 00:28:45,008 I can't be everything to her, 471 00:28:45,041 --> 00:28:49,562 and I am so grateful and lucky that she has you. 472 00:28:52,882 --> 00:28:54,025 Thank you. 473 00:28:55,343 --> 00:28:56,343 Thank you. 474 00:28:57,887 --> 00:28:59,605 Okay. 475 00:28:59,639 --> 00:29:01,024 Now, tell me what to do. 476 00:29:07,397 --> 00:29:09,991 I absolutely think that she is old enough to know... 477 00:29:10,024 --> 00:29:12,410 Oh, damn it, I wish I hadn't asked you. 478 00:29:12,443 --> 00:29:15,538 I know. I knew you were gonna say that. 479 00:29:17,240 --> 00:29:19,542 Oh, my God, am I really gonna leave Charlie? 480 00:29:19,575 --> 00:29:21,210 Oh, please. Please, God. 481 00:29:21,244 --> 00:29:24,047 - He is gonna fall apart without me. - Go. Leave him. 482 00:29:24,080 --> 00:29:26,215 That is not your problem, buddy. 483 00:29:26,249 --> 00:29:29,302 I mean, you deserve so much better. 484 00:29:29,335 --> 00:29:32,847 - Mm. I love you. - Hmm. 485 00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,058 But in like a totally platonic way. 486 00:29:35,091 --> 00:29:36,934 You're pretty, 487 00:29:36,968 --> 00:29:39,103 but I don't think I'm attracted to you. 488 00:29:39,137 --> 00:29:41,022 Okay. 489 00:29:41,055 --> 00:29:43,900 Definitely Dru-Ann, and maybe Tatum, 490 00:29:43,933 --> 00:29:45,610 but I can't tell if I'm attracted to you 491 00:29:45,643 --> 00:29:46,861 or if I'm scared of you. 492 00:29:46,894 --> 00:29:50,031 Well, you know I would, but I'm taken. 493 00:30:06,748 --> 00:30:07,748 Yeah. 494 00:30:09,959 --> 00:30:13,271 Just say when and where. 495 00:30:15,882 --> 00:30:17,024 Okay. 496 00:30:41,783 --> 00:30:43,251 I figured you were done with me. 497 00:30:43,284 --> 00:30:44,794 I could never be done with you, 498 00:30:44,827 --> 00:30:47,630 I'm still saving up to buy myself an island, remember? 499 00:30:47,663 --> 00:30:50,049 I wouldn't count on me like that. 500 00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:51,259 Everybody hates me now. 501 00:30:51,292 --> 00:30:52,969 Is JB gonna drop me? 502 00:30:53,002 --> 00:30:54,729 You let me deal with JB. 503 00:30:56,214 --> 00:30:59,934 I know that I am too hard on you sometimes. 504 00:30:59,967 --> 00:31:01,360 And I am sorry. 505 00:31:02,345 --> 00:31:03,855 I get why you are. 506 00:31:03,888 --> 00:31:05,273 Oh, you do, do you? 507 00:31:05,306 --> 00:31:06,783 You see yourself in me. 508 00:31:08,059 --> 00:31:10,369 You were my age when you got injured. 509 00:31:11,354 --> 00:31:12,697 You lost everything. 510 00:31:12,730 --> 00:31:15,992 Look, that was the worst time in my life. 511 00:31:16,025 --> 00:31:19,162 Four different surgeries, I could barely walk. 512 00:31:19,195 --> 00:31:23,166 I was depressed, a word my family never used. 513 00:31:23,199 --> 00:31:24,801 There were times... 514 00:31:28,871 --> 00:31:30,431 that I didn't wanna live. 515 00:31:33,918 --> 00:31:36,846 I shouldn't have let everyone make this about mental health. 516 00:31:36,879 --> 00:31:39,307 I wanted to have like a normal, 517 00:31:39,340 --> 00:31:42,059 fun night watching my boyfriend play. 518 00:31:42,093 --> 00:31:43,478 It's just a lot of pressure. 519 00:31:43,511 --> 00:31:45,114 Everything I'm supposed to be to everybody. 520 00:31:45,138 --> 00:31:47,982 I get it. Why didn't you just tell me that you needed a break? 521 00:31:48,015 --> 00:31:49,158 I did. 522 00:31:50,059 --> 00:31:51,903 You didn't hear me when I did. 523 00:31:51,936 --> 00:31:53,496 Well, that's on me. 524 00:31:55,398 --> 00:31:58,534 I never want you to feel like I felt. 525 00:31:58,568 --> 00:32:01,704 - Okay? - Okay. 526 00:32:01,737 --> 00:32:05,091 Now, do you need more time or are you ready to fix this? 527 00:32:07,910 --> 00:32:09,303 I'm ready. 528 00:32:11,914 --> 00:32:13,299 All right. 529 00:32:13,332 --> 00:32:14,559 Let's fix it. 530 00:32:22,508 --> 00:32:23,776 There she is. 531 00:32:29,432 --> 00:32:32,285 Hm... Still no. But thanks. 532 00:32:33,352 --> 00:32:36,531 You're the only person who would be smoking right now, 533 00:32:36,564 --> 00:32:37,907 Tatum McKenzie. 534 00:32:37,940 --> 00:32:39,709 I love you for it. 535 00:32:44,614 --> 00:32:47,083 I know you wanted me to talk about my biopsy 536 00:32:47,116 --> 00:32:48,417 in the "feeling circle." 537 00:32:48,451 --> 00:32:51,420 I was a little disappointed, but I figured... 538 00:32:51,454 --> 00:32:53,180 they are your boobs. 539 00:32:54,957 --> 00:32:56,342 Exactly. 540 00:32:56,375 --> 00:32:58,553 I decide when to whip them out. 541 00:32:58,586 --> 00:33:01,856 You've done a lot less of that than I expected this weekend. 542 00:33:03,925 --> 00:33:05,351 Man, I am a disappointment. 543 00:33:08,304 --> 00:33:11,449 - Can I ask you a question? - Mm. Anything. 544 00:33:12,617 --> 00:33:15,736 Does your tennis court have a pickleball court on top of it? 545 00:33:15,770 --> 00:33:18,406 I know, I know. 546 00:33:18,439 --> 00:33:20,324 I know, I have turned into the people 547 00:33:20,358 --> 00:33:22,543 we made fun of when we were growing up. 548 00:33:24,487 --> 00:33:27,465 It's not just that you're different or whatever, it's... 549 00:33:29,408 --> 00:33:30,801 It's that I'm not. 550 00:33:32,745 --> 00:33:34,889 I still live on the island I was born on. 551 00:33:36,874 --> 00:33:39,468 Eating the same food, kissing the same man. 552 00:33:39,502 --> 00:33:41,304 Well, he's a great man. 553 00:33:41,337 --> 00:33:42,680 He's the best. 554 00:33:42,713 --> 00:33:45,358 There's just a small part of me that... 555 00:33:46,801 --> 00:33:49,645 always wonders if I should've left. 556 00:33:49,679 --> 00:33:51,272 Hm. 557 00:33:51,305 --> 00:33:53,741 You're a constant reminder of that. 558 00:33:55,559 --> 00:33:58,321 Well, hey, if it's any consolation, 559 00:33:58,354 --> 00:34:02,875 you are so brave and authentic. 560 00:34:04,902 --> 00:34:06,621 You are. 561 00:34:06,654 --> 00:34:08,547 I always feel like a-a... 562 00:34:09,865 --> 00:34:11,125 coward. 563 00:34:11,158 --> 00:34:15,304 And a big dork when I'm with you. 564 00:34:16,831 --> 00:34:17,848 Does that help? 565 00:34:18,874 --> 00:34:20,226 Actually, it does. 566 00:34:26,841 --> 00:34:29,735 I should've been the one you called when Matthew died. 567 00:34:32,638 --> 00:34:34,448 I should've been there for you. 568 00:34:37,560 --> 00:34:39,695 Hey, the next time my husband dies, 569 00:34:39,729 --> 00:34:42,114 you will be the first person I call. 570 00:34:45,109 --> 00:34:46,293 You promise? 571 00:34:47,403 --> 00:34:48,671 Absolutely. 572 00:35:05,838 --> 00:35:06,838 Who is that? 573 00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:09,608 Ugh! 574 00:35:10,343 --> 00:35:11,852 I'll be right back. 575 00:35:11,886 --> 00:35:12,653 What now?