1 00:00:05,960 --> 00:00:10,440 - You cannot know this. No-one can hold a map in their head. - I can! 2 00:00:10,440 --> 00:00:12,280 It's three turnings away. 3 00:00:12,280 --> 00:00:14,560 You're so going to get this wrong. 4 00:00:14,560 --> 00:00:17,480 - Stop it. - What? - I can feel you judging my driving. 5 00:00:17,480 --> 00:00:19,400 I'm not judging your driving! 6 00:00:21,120 --> 00:00:23,320 Let go of the handle, then. 7 00:00:23,320 --> 00:00:26,080 - Oh, we were supposed to go down that turning. - What? - Yeah. 8 00:00:26,080 --> 00:00:28,840 - You said three turnings. - No, I missed one. 9 00:00:28,840 --> 00:00:31,880 Just use your phone, you have a Sat Nav on your phone. 10 00:00:31,880 --> 00:00:35,760 Oh, my God, there, Mindful - Oh, God - Farm, there it is. 11 00:00:35,760 --> 00:00:37,400 We're going the right way. 12 00:00:37,400 --> 00:00:39,240 I was right. 13 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:40,440 Was right. 14 00:00:43,480 --> 00:00:46,760 Do you know what the lesbian app for Grindr is called? 15 00:00:44,080 --> 00:00:54,080 We haven't heard the opportunity to support any 16 00:00:50,240 --> 00:00:51,560 Twat Nav. 17 00:00:55,440 --> 00:00:57,080 Don't make this fun! 18 00:01:03,320 --> 00:01:06,080 It's OK, I'm fucking OK, I'm excellent. 19 00:01:09,040 --> 00:01:12,280 - I know I seem mental, but I'm fine. - OK. 20 00:01:12,280 --> 00:01:13,960 I just... 21 00:01:13,960 --> 00:01:18,080 - I just sometimes need you not to... - To take the piss. 22 00:01:18,080 --> 00:01:20,400 Don't finish my sentences! 23 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,440 - Take the piss... - Out of you and your... 24 00:01:22,440 --> 00:01:25,920 You don't always know what I'm going to say, OK? 25 00:01:25,920 --> 00:01:27,400 - Sorry. - Out of... 26 00:01:27,400 --> 00:01:29,680 Out of her when she's driving. 27 00:01:29,680 --> 00:01:31,200 ..me while I'm driving. 28 00:01:33,320 --> 00:01:34,520 I'm sorry. 29 00:01:35,680 --> 00:01:40,640 Is it at home or... work or Martin? 30 00:01:40,640 --> 00:01:42,840 I'm fine, it's fine. 31 00:01:42,840 --> 00:01:45,240 - Martin's been lovely. - Really? 32 00:01:46,840 --> 00:01:48,240 It's fine. 33 00:01:53,880 --> 00:01:55,040 I'm OK. 34 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:01,240 Fucking psycho. 35 00:02:05,520 --> 00:02:08,240 Wow! Dad really splashed out this time. 36 00:02:08,240 --> 00:02:12,440 - He must be about to do something awful. - No, it's just Mother's Day. 37 00:02:12,440 --> 00:02:15,080 - Oh. - Happy Mother's Day. 38 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:19,360 We're not supposed to bond on this, are we? 39 00:02:19,360 --> 00:02:21,840 Because I really don't think that's going to end well. 40 00:02:21,840 --> 00:02:23,640 We're not supposed to talk at all. 41 00:02:23,640 --> 00:02:25,800 It's a silent retreat, God help us. 42 00:02:28,080 --> 00:02:31,600 - How's everything at the cafe? You... - You really don't have to. - Thank you. 43 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:35,240 - Hi. - Hi. Good morning. - Hello, hello. 44 00:02:46,000 --> 00:02:48,440 - Come on. 45 00:02:49,880 --> 00:02:52,200 They're probably going to think we're a couple. 46 00:02:52,200 --> 00:02:56,760 - The fact that your mind even goes there is beyond disturbing. - Hey! 47 00:02:56,760 --> 00:02:58,280 We'd make a really cute couple. 48 00:03:00,920 --> 00:03:02,480 'Sluts!' 49 00:03:05,240 --> 00:03:07,000 Yes? 50 00:03:07,000 --> 00:03:10,080 I'm going to die here. We're going to be raped and die. 51 00:03:11,280 --> 00:03:12,480 Every cloud... 52 00:03:13,600 --> 00:03:17,760 Oh, just open the fucking door. It's been fucking forever... 53 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:24,600 - Welcome. - Thank you so much. It's really wonderful. 54 00:03:24,600 --> 00:03:27,280 - Really beautiful grounds. - Extraordinary energy, yeah. 55 00:03:27,280 --> 00:03:32,240 I see you've been gifted this retreat. How lucky you both are. 56 00:03:32,240 --> 00:03:37,120 I hope after this weekend, you will feel rested, inspired. 57 00:03:37,120 --> 00:03:39,080 - Do you have Wi-Fi? - No. 58 00:03:39,080 --> 00:03:42,680 Erm, would you like two single beds or a double? 59 00:03:42,680 --> 00:03:44,400 - Two singles. - A double, please. 60 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:49,240 - Actually, do you have a separate room? - I'm afraid not. 61 00:03:49,240 --> 00:03:52,080 Everyone has to share here. It's part of the communal... 62 00:03:52,080 --> 00:03:54,760 Singles, then. Do you get newspapers in the morning? 63 00:03:54,760 --> 00:03:57,240 No, we try to keep the outside world on the outside 64 00:03:57,240 --> 00:03:58,920 during your stay here. 65 00:03:58,920 --> 00:04:02,280 You'll appreciate it in the end, I promise. 66 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:04,920 - So, here is your key. - Thank you. 67 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:08,080 - You have a restful weekend. - You too. 68 00:04:11,640 --> 00:04:15,760 - Wow, no papers. - You don't read the news. 69 00:04:15,760 --> 00:04:18,920 - Yes, I do! - What happened yesterday? 70 00:04:18,920 --> 00:04:23,200 Sting wore white jeans and a puppy got stuck in a fan. Big day. 71 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:30,240 - What's that for? - My neck and chest. 72 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:33,360 - What's that for? - My legs and knees. 73 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:36,080 - What's that for? - Ends of my hair. 74 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,720 - What's that? - For my under-eyes. 75 00:04:38,720 --> 00:04:41,480 - What's that? - That is for my face and body. 76 00:04:43,400 --> 00:04:47,000 - What would you do if someone stole all of those? - I'd kill myself. 77 00:04:47,000 --> 00:04:49,640 Why are there no plug sockets in here? 78 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:51,360 Don't touch my stuff. 79 00:04:52,520 --> 00:04:55,080 - What are these for? - Nothing. 80 00:04:55,080 --> 00:04:57,120 - Mm-hm. - What? 81 00:04:57,120 --> 00:04:59,120 Well, it's just... 82 00:04:59,120 --> 00:05:02,040 Why would you bring such tiny batteries? 83 00:05:02,040 --> 00:05:03,840 I'm just prepared. 84 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:07,680 - Just I've only ever seen them used for remote controls. - Yes. 85 00:05:11,560 --> 00:05:14,880 - You didn't have to ask for a separate room! - What? 86 00:05:14,880 --> 00:05:18,040 - If you want to have a wank, I can give you some space. - Oh, my God! 87 00:05:18,040 --> 00:05:19,760 No, if you want to take ten minutes, 88 00:05:19,760 --> 00:05:22,400 I'll go into the bathroom and moisturise my wrists for a bit. 89 00:05:22,400 --> 00:05:25,160 - You are so immature! - Oh, give it a minute. 90 00:05:25,160 --> 00:05:27,840 Oh, God. Seriously! 91 00:05:27,840 --> 00:05:31,960 - What is wrong with your insides? - Why did you bring the tiny batteries? 92 00:05:41,040 --> 00:05:42,920 A-ha! 93 00:05:42,920 --> 00:05:44,800 You're a genius. 94 00:05:44,800 --> 00:05:47,320 Always know where the reserves are. 95 00:05:47,320 --> 00:05:50,960 Let go of your past. 96 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:54,120 - Bit on the nose. - Now is the time to let it go. 97 00:05:54,120 --> 00:05:58,720 Open up your senses, close your mouth and live now. 98 00:06:00,240 --> 00:06:04,920 Welcome to the female-only Breath Of Silence retreat. 99 00:06:04,920 --> 00:06:07,640 Women don't speak. 100 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:11,480 Erm, sorry. I think I'm meant to be at... 101 00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:13,280 - 'Fucking sluts!' - .. that one. 102 00:06:16,760 --> 00:06:18,120 Shame. 103 00:06:18,120 --> 00:06:23,400 Yes, the first major consideration is why are you here? 104 00:06:24,760 --> 00:06:27,720 Can anyone here answer that question? 105 00:06:27,720 --> 00:06:30,640 I want to shut the noise out and reconnect to my inner thoughts 106 00:06:30,640 --> 00:06:33,280 on the road to feeling more at one with myself. 107 00:06:33,280 --> 00:06:34,680 Excellent attitude. 108 00:06:35,800 --> 00:06:38,320 Well, you're in the right place. 109 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:41,800 And this weekend is about being mindful. 110 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:44,400 It's about leaving your voice in your head... 111 00:06:45,520 --> 00:06:47,960 .. and trapping your thoughts in your skull. 112 00:06:47,960 --> 00:06:51,520 Think of it as a thought prison in your mind. 113 00:06:52,520 --> 00:06:55,320 Firstly, we're going to teach you how to breathe. 114 00:06:56,400 --> 00:06:58,720 Then we will have a short meditation, 115 00:06:58,720 --> 00:07:03,440 then we will find our sanctuary in the partaking of menial tasks, 116 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:05,800 all in perfect silence. 117 00:07:07,040 --> 00:07:10,000 Principal rules are no talking. 118 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:13,800 If you need to communicate with any of our other superiors, 119 00:07:13,800 --> 00:07:16,240 you can write on that board. 120 00:07:16,240 --> 00:07:19,040 Under no other circumstances must you communicate, 121 00:07:19,040 --> 00:07:20,440 even with each other. 122 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:25,600 - What about an emergency? - Thank you all for coming here today. 123 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:29,680 No matter what happens, a word must not be heard. 124 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:55,080 Shh! 125 00:07:55,080 --> 00:07:56,560 'Slut!' 126 00:08:06,840 --> 00:08:08,160 'Slut!' 127 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:16,840 'Bitch!' 128 00:08:22,840 --> 00:08:24,520 'Bitch, bitch!' 129 00:08:38,120 --> 00:08:40,640 Fucking bitch! You fucking piece of shit. 130 00:08:52,760 --> 00:08:56,800 Back here! Back here, back to me. Back to me. 131 00:08:56,800 --> 00:09:00,640 All right, now, wherever it's come from - your upbringing, 132 00:09:00,640 --> 00:09:06,240 your experiences with women, now is the time to turn that around. 133 00:09:06,240 --> 00:09:09,320 To reprogram your mind, 134 00:09:09,320 --> 00:09:11,040 your body and your mouth. 135 00:09:12,400 --> 00:09:15,600 To be the better... man. 136 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:18,960 All right? 137 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:22,840 So, this... is Patricia. 138 00:09:22,840 --> 00:09:25,400 Yeah? She's a friend. 139 00:09:25,400 --> 00:09:29,280 Now, Patricia has just earned a promotion at work, 140 00:09:29,280 --> 00:09:31,840 beating over six other candidates. 141 00:09:31,840 --> 00:09:34,360 She's the youngest person to ever achieve this role. 142 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:39,160 What should we not say when we meet her? 143 00:09:40,320 --> 00:09:42,440 - Clever little munchkin? - Excellent. 144 00:09:42,440 --> 00:09:44,560 - Who did you blow to get that job? - OK. 145 00:09:44,560 --> 00:09:47,720 - Slut, you fucking stupid slut. - OK. 146 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:50,080 OK. 147 00:09:51,320 --> 00:09:52,680 What should we say to her? 148 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:57,000 Hmm? 149 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:02,360 - Well done, Patricia. - Very good. 150 00:10:03,680 --> 00:10:05,720 "Well done, Patricia." 151 00:10:05,720 --> 00:10:06,960 Please leave. 152 00:10:08,440 --> 00:10:11,400 - Perv. - Slut. - Wow! 153 00:10:11,400 --> 00:10:14,040 - Well done, Patricia. 154 00:10:14,040 --> 00:10:15,920 Slut! 155 00:10:15,920 --> 00:10:18,040 Guys, it's OK. 156 00:10:18,040 --> 00:10:19,360 Keith, come. 157 00:10:19,360 --> 00:10:22,320 Oh, my God. Excuse me, miss, you can't be here. 158 00:10:22,320 --> 00:10:24,920 - OK. - You really can't be here. 159 00:10:24,920 --> 00:10:27,680 - It's a feel-no-good. Please. 160 00:10:31,120 --> 00:10:33,440 And now, hands up. 161 00:10:35,320 --> 00:10:37,160 Mirror your palms. 162 00:10:38,560 --> 00:10:42,160 Look each other in the eye and... 163 00:10:43,880 --> 00:10:45,120 .. touch. 164 00:10:47,040 --> 00:10:49,080 Literally her worst nightmare. 165 00:10:52,840 --> 00:10:54,200 Eugh! 166 00:10:59,960 --> 00:11:01,440 Are you all right? 167 00:11:03,880 --> 00:11:05,720 - Talk to me. - It's nothing. 168 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:10,160 God. 169 00:11:10,160 --> 00:11:11,680 I can't feel my feet. 170 00:11:13,800 --> 00:11:17,720 - Do you remember we used to go top-to-toe? - Now kids are so weird. 171 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:20,720 - We used to do that all the time. - Yeah, when we were ten and cute. 172 00:11:20,720 --> 00:11:23,600 - Now we're 30 and angry. - I'm not suggesting that we... 173 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:24,960 Just don't, OK? 174 00:11:34,840 --> 00:11:36,920 Stop stealing my things! 175 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:38,840 I'm just checking it's working. 176 00:11:38,840 --> 00:11:41,040 Oh, it's working, it's definitely working. 177 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:46,640 - 'Shh!' 178 00:11:51,960 --> 00:11:53,280 Have fun. 179 00:11:58,960 --> 00:12:01,720 It's actually a really thoughtful present. Thank you. 180 00:12:03,560 --> 00:12:06,600 And Martin getting me that sculpture. 181 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,520 He must have bent over backwards to get something like that. 182 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:13,200 I feel very lucky. 183 00:12:18,200 --> 00:12:19,560 I have to tell you something. 184 00:12:20,960 --> 00:12:22,240 What? 185 00:12:24,760 --> 00:12:29,360 I stole that sculpture from a certain somebody's studio 186 00:12:29,360 --> 00:12:31,400 and then I tried to sell it through Martin, 187 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:33,360 but Martin took it and gave it to you. 188 00:12:33,360 --> 00:12:38,280 Just don't put it pride of place when Dad, well, when they come over. 189 00:12:38,280 --> 00:12:40,280 - OK? Because... - Right. 190 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:50,440 Claire! Claire! 191 00:12:50,440 --> 00:12:52,360 Shh. Go to sleep. 192 00:12:56,640 --> 00:12:57,920 Shit. 193 00:13:15,480 --> 00:13:17,320 - The sooner we get on... - Ah. 194 00:13:21,480 --> 00:13:24,680 - The sooner we get on with it, the sooner we are out of here. 195 00:13:24,680 --> 00:13:27,800 - That's a really nice outfit. - Thanks. 196 00:13:31,720 --> 00:13:35,360 Delve into your past. 197 00:13:35,360 --> 00:13:38,520 Think of something you can't let go of. 198 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:41,280 A moment of noise. 199 00:13:43,960 --> 00:13:46,080 A moment of tension. 200 00:13:51,440 --> 00:13:53,520 - Not for now. - Now... 201 00:13:54,640 --> 00:13:57,040 ..a moment when you were peaceful. 202 00:13:58,680 --> 00:14:02,680 If you could change anything in the whole world, what would it be? 203 00:14:02,680 --> 00:14:05,240 My thighs. 204 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:06,760 In the whole world? 205 00:14:06,760 --> 00:14:09,880 Don't tell anyone I said that. You? 206 00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:15,160 - I've always been insecure about my face. You know that. - I know. 207 00:14:15,160 --> 00:14:17,800 - You shouldn't. - Thank you, but... 208 00:14:17,800 --> 00:14:20,600 No, seriously, there's nothing wrong with your nose. 209 00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:30,240 - I don't know. Ah! - Oh, my God. - I always say the wrong thing! 210 00:14:37,640 --> 00:14:39,240 Ah! Agh! 211 00:14:40,360 --> 00:14:41,480 Hot. 212 00:14:51,000 --> 00:14:54,520 What is this? I don't even do this in my own home. 213 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:56,200 Well, it's very simple. 214 00:14:56,200 --> 00:14:58,880 We've paid them to let us clean their house in silence. 215 00:15:06,000 --> 00:15:07,200 Jesus. 216 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:12,560 I don't want to come down on you like a schoolteacher, 217 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:16,240 but I'm afraid your flagrant lack of respect for the one rule 218 00:15:16,240 --> 00:15:19,600 that we have here is now affecting the other students. 219 00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,280 Do you have a problem with the programme? 220 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:32,720 I suggest you try sitting here in silence for the next hour. 221 00:15:34,000 --> 00:15:36,000 It will benefit you. 222 00:15:36,000 --> 00:15:38,640 I swear by my soul, it will. 223 00:16:01,520 --> 00:16:03,680 I went through your bag. 224 00:16:03,680 --> 00:16:06,240 - What? - I couldn't find anything, so you're just going to have 225 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:07,760 to tell me what's going on with you. 226 00:16:09,040 --> 00:16:11,200 Talk! Or I will scream. 227 00:16:14,800 --> 00:16:17,000 - I got the Finland promotion. 228 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:18,320 What Finland promotion? 229 00:16:18,320 --> 00:16:20,440 How can you ask that? I've told you about it! 230 00:16:20,440 --> 00:16:23,280 - I know the Finland promotion, that's amazing. - Thank you. 231 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:25,560 Does that mean you're a millionaire now? Handy. 232 00:16:25,560 --> 00:16:26,880 Don't be ridiculous. 233 00:16:28,200 --> 00:16:29,480 Yes, it would. 234 00:16:30,400 --> 00:16:32,320 All that money makes you cry? 235 00:16:33,520 --> 00:16:35,200 I'm turning it down. 236 00:16:35,200 --> 00:16:37,080 What? 237 00:16:37,080 --> 00:16:39,080 Why? Martin? 238 00:16:39,080 --> 00:16:41,200 Martin says it would be unfair on Jake. 239 00:16:43,120 --> 00:16:45,240 Jake's her stepson, he's really weird, 240 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:47,880 probably clinically, but no-one really talks about that. 241 00:16:47,880 --> 00:16:50,400 He freaks out if she's gone for longer than a day 242 00:16:50,400 --> 00:16:53,440 and he's got this thing about trying to get in the bath with her. 243 00:16:58,200 --> 00:17:00,960 No, no. No, Jake. No! 244 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:02,120 He's 15. 245 00:17:03,560 --> 00:17:06,440 - He's not your son. - That's not the point. 246 00:17:06,440 --> 00:17:08,800 - Go! - I knew you'd say that. 247 00:17:08,800 --> 00:17:11,360 - This is what you've always wanted. - I know. 248 00:17:11,360 --> 00:17:14,120 - No more power suits, fuckload of snow. - I know. 249 00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:17,840 - Perfect place for your cold, cold heart. - I know, I can't! 250 00:17:17,840 --> 00:17:20,200 - I have responsibilities. - Oh, come on. 251 00:17:21,400 --> 00:17:24,160 Don't let other people get in the way of what you really want. 252 00:17:24,160 --> 00:17:26,760 Finland is what you really want. 253 00:17:26,760 --> 00:17:29,680 My husband isn't "other people", OK? 254 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:31,640 My husband is my life. 255 00:17:31,640 --> 00:17:34,720 Your husband tried to kiss me on your birthday. 256 00:17:39,280 --> 00:17:40,360 Did he? 257 00:17:45,560 --> 00:17:46,640 Did he? 258 00:18:16,800 --> 00:18:18,720 'Sluts!' 259 00:18:23,560 --> 00:18:25,400 'Sluts!' 260 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:46,400 Slut! 261 00:18:51,680 --> 00:18:54,760 - Slut! - Lovely, lovely. 262 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:57,080 - OK? 263 00:18:58,360 --> 00:19:02,200 Up on your feet. We're going to say, "Sorry, Patricia." 264 00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:04,560 - Sorry, Patricia. 265 00:19:04,560 --> 00:19:07,520 Lovely, give yourselves a round of applause. 266 00:19:07,520 --> 00:19:09,920 All right, guys. Well done. 267 00:19:09,920 --> 00:19:14,880 We are going to head back to that house better men, yeah? 268 00:19:14,880 --> 00:19:17,040 Well done, good work. Great stuff. 269 00:19:18,360 --> 00:19:19,920 - Yeah, a new man. - Well done. 270 00:19:30,960 --> 00:19:32,320 Go on. 271 00:19:33,880 --> 00:19:36,040 You can do it. 272 00:19:36,040 --> 00:19:37,440 You're ready. 273 00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:44,600 Yeah, I... thought I recognised you. 274 00:19:49,920 --> 00:19:51,200 Fair enough. 275 00:19:52,320 --> 00:19:53,720 Probably for the best. 276 00:19:57,800 --> 00:19:59,160 So, is your business... 277 00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:02,360 .. surviving? 278 00:20:07,000 --> 00:20:08,520 I'm sorry. 279 00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:11,320 No, I don't want that. 280 00:20:14,600 --> 00:20:18,480 So, you're doing the whole silent escape thing. 281 00:20:20,440 --> 00:20:21,720 Indeed. 282 00:20:23,120 --> 00:20:24,520 Going well? 283 00:20:32,400 --> 00:20:34,360 I touched a colleague's breast. 284 00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:39,120 More than once. At a party, I... 285 00:20:42,400 --> 00:20:44,600 They asked me to go on a workshop to... 286 00:20:48,240 --> 00:20:49,960 I'm just a very... 287 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,040 .. disappointing man. 288 00:21:00,480 --> 00:21:02,240 No, thanks, I'm trying to quit. 289 00:21:03,760 --> 00:21:05,360 Those, on the other hand. 290 00:21:13,680 --> 00:21:17,040 They keep asking me, "What do you want from this workshop? 291 00:21:17,040 --> 00:21:18,440 "What do you want?" 292 00:21:19,960 --> 00:21:21,840 I'm not telling them what I want. 293 00:21:23,840 --> 00:21:25,600 I want to move back home. 294 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:29,720 I want to hug my wife. 295 00:21:33,040 --> 00:21:35,280 Protect my children, protect my daughter. 296 00:21:38,720 --> 00:21:40,560 I want to move on. 297 00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:45,240 I want to apologise. 298 00:21:47,840 --> 00:21:49,280 To everyone. 299 00:21:51,960 --> 00:21:53,600 Want to go to the theatre. 300 00:21:57,880 --> 00:22:02,040 I want to take clean cups out of the dishwasher 301 00:22:02,040 --> 00:22:05,360 and put them in the cupboard at home... 302 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:10,680 .. and the next morning, I want to watch my wife drink from them. 303 00:22:14,280 --> 00:22:16,400 And I want to make her feel good. 304 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:21,120 I want to make her orgasm again. 305 00:22:23,640 --> 00:22:25,000 And again. 306 00:22:27,920 --> 00:22:29,120 Truly. 307 00:22:35,920 --> 00:22:38,480 I just want to cry. 308 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:40,040 All the time. 309 00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:25,640 Claire? 310 00:24:43,680 --> 00:24:45,160 Have you seen my sister? 311 00:25:29,760 --> 00:25:31,400 - 'Hi, this is Boo. 312 00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:33,200 'I can't come to the phone right now, 313 00:25:33,200 --> 00:25:34,880 'but please leave me a messiagio, 314 00:25:34,880 --> 00:25:37,280 - 'and I'll get back to you.' 315 00:25:42,320 --> 00:25:44,760 Someone should probably disconnect that.