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An isobar is a line
of equal barometric pressures.

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Not to be confused with an isotach,

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which is a line of equal wind speeds,

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or an isodrosotherm,

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which is a line of
equal dew point temperatures.

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And now that you have swallowed
excess air, you need...

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Very good.

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His poop was orange brown,
which is expected,

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given his iron supplement.

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He is changed, fed, and burped.

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Mm. Best dad ever.

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I think it worked.

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Jazz is soothing,

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and kind of sexy at the same time.

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You know, since we got back
together, we haven't...

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Had sex?

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It's been almost two months.

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We have a good excuse.

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People with kids have sex, right?

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You want to?

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Oh.

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Maybe we should go somewhere else.

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Yeah.

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Ah, but later.

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We have to get ready for work.

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You want the head trauma or
the rebar through the shoulder?

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Rebar. It will be much more exciting.

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In that case, Dom, you're with me on...

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No, Dom is with me.

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Welcome to Team Park.

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Mom?

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Hey, Audie.

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Well, what are you doing here?
Are you okay?

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Oh, I'm great.
I'm just here for a drug trial,

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for my hyperthyroid. I... For two weeks,

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I am making $5,500.

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Why didn't you tell me you were coming?

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I just... I figured I would
call you once I settled in.

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I found a cute hotel

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with a microwave
and a mini fridge and...

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Mom, you are not staying at a hotel.

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Mm, you and Clay need your privacy.

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Clay is in Chicago doing a fellowship,

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and he'll be gone for another month,

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which you would have known
if you had called me.

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Cancel the hotel.

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I have a microwave and a maxi fridge.

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Yeah, I know. I'm on my way.

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Cameron Howard, 38,

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drove his car through
the back of his garage.

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BP is stable.

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Stat trauma panel labs and an E-FAST.

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- Whose garage?
- Our garage, Cam.

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He just, you know, forgot
which was the gas

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and which was the brake.

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And also that he's not
supposed to drive.

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Who said I'm not supposed to drive?

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Your doctor.

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He's been diagnosed with
Early Onset Alzheimer's.

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At 38? That is so young.

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He's tachycardic and hypotensive.

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- He is in hemorrhagic shock.
- What?

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Pushing a 500cc bolus.

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Call the O.R. We're on our way.

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John Doe, scalp abrasions,

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possible head trauma and drug overdose.

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His name is Nathan Speed.
I know him from my church.

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No deep lacerations or skull
or c-spine step offs.

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Body is limp, shallow breathing,

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old track marks,

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constricted pupils. What'd you take?

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S-S-S...

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Slurred speech.
Could be an opioid overdose.

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I need 8 milligrams naloxone
and a urine tox screen.

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He's tachycardic and warm.
Doesn't correlate with an O.D.

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This looks more like a stroke.

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His respiratory rate is fast.

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And he has a port.

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Si-Sick.

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Sick. Sick.

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Those aren't track marks.
They're blown veins

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from I.V. placements. It's not an O.D.

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Nathan has sickle cell disease,
and he's in a crisis.

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Push I.V. fluids and morphine for pain.

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Check a CBC and hemoglobin S.

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Synced & corrected by -robtor-
www.addic7ed.com

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You have an amazing voice.

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So do you, Dr. Allen.

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Thank you.

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Seems like you're feeling
a little better today.

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And you remembered
how much I love that song.

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We've missed you in choir
for the past couple months.

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Mm. I had another crisis,

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ended up in a different hospital,

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and it took me days to convince
the docs I wasn't an addict.

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But you know, it seems like God decided

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I was due for an upgrade
this time around.

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That's an excellent compliment.

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I think you're flirting, which is fine,

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because I think she likes you.

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You know, I think so, too.
But how come she turned me down

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when I asked her out a few months back?

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Bad timing.

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Is it still bad timing?

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You haven't mentioned a boyfriend.

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Oh, that's good to know.

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Charlie, Mr. Speed is our patient.

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Let's keep it professional.

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At least until he's discharged
later today.

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Balloon catheter in position.

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How is fatherhood treating you?

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Steve is very good.

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Lea and I are exchanging
42 words per day on average.

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Jerome's been in Sydney
for the last 10 days

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for a nursing course.

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I've called him like three times.

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All I've gotten back
are like two one-word texts

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and a thumbs up.

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And Carter Nix,
that cute pedes nurse, is there.

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Okay, let's remove the rebar.

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Set up a FaceTime date with him.

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Last year I played for Cal,

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my girlfriend got a job in Zurich.

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Had to schedule our phone calls
like doctor's appointments,

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but it was the only thing
that kept us going.

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Mm! How long have you been together?

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We aren't anymore. She cheated on me.

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Oh.

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He tried to get out of bed and fell.

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Nathan, are you in any pain?

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The transfusions didn't work.
He's in crisis.

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Get him subcutaneous tinzaparin.

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I-I can't hear out of this ear.

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That's not from his sickle cell.

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He needs a brain MRI and audiogram.

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You okay, Nathan?

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Yeah, um, I'm just going to
close my eyes

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and think of where I'mma
take you to dinner

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when all this is over.

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Aww, he's so romantic.

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Are you going to go out with him?

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You have to go out with him.

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So when you said you
"knew him from church"?

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Moving on to the next imaging sequence.

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- Okay.
- Okay.

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He asked her out. She said no.

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I think it's because of another guy,

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but he's still interested,
and so is she.

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Makes sense.

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He does seem to tick your boxes.

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T2 axial images are ready to be viewed.

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By that, you're saying he's smart,

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educated, talented, funny...

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He needs you.

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What's that supposed to mean?

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Is that normal?

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I got your text.

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Not sure I have time for lunch.

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How about a snack?

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I love snacks.

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Yeah?

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This is going to be so hot. So hot.

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Morgan?

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Uh, just a second!

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Hi.

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Why didn't you tell me my mother

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was in one of your clinical trials?

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Eileen Lim?

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I didn't know she was your mother.
She never mentioned it.

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- She was accepted into the trial?
- Mm-hmm.

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Which means no significant
underlying health issues?

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I can't tell you that,
but solid deduction.

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I need you for a surgical consult.

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And you missed a button.

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What about the third floor
supply closet? That's new.

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Sexy. I'll text you a time for tomorrow.

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And there was surprisingly
little muscle damage.

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With physiotherapy,

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he should make a complete recovery.

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Physically.

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Your husband is on
all of the recommended meds

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for Alzheimer's.

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I'm afraid to say there's
nothing more we can do.

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God. Three months ago,
he was nothing like this,

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just a bit forgetful.

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Now, I mean, there are moments still.

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But then he slips back into the fog.

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I miss him.

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And it just breaks my heart
to know how much he will miss.

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I'm pregnant.

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Cam's Alzheimer's is so
atypical, given his age

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and the rate he's declining,
I just think it's worth

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reconsidering all treatment options.

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There are no viable treatment options,

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so it is not worth reconsidering.

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How about vagus nerve stimulation?

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Nice. It hasn't been testedc

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for early onset cases.

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- Not viable.
- Focused ultrasound.

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That may stabilize the plaque burden,

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but would not improve clinical symptoms.

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- Not viable.
- Deep brain stimulation.

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I did some homework.

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Highly invasive with limited efficacy.

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- Not viable.
- What about non-invasive

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deep brain stimulation,
using temporal interference?

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Stimulating the hippocampus
could improve episodic memory.

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So... viable?

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Yes.

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Alright. Nice.

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You have benign tumors
near your brain stem

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called vestibular schwannomas.

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The one on your right is very large,

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causing the imbalance and hearing loss.

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Benign is good, though, right?

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They're growing.

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If left untreated, eventually,
they will kill you.

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We recommend surgical removal of both.

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Surgery will be complicated

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because of your recent
sickle cell crisis.

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And removing the tumors risks
complete hearing loss.

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If I can't hear, I can't sing.

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That's not living.

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I'll take my chances.

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Okay.

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Good morning.

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Denver omelet.

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Home fries, extra crispy. Your favorite.

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When I was 13 and burning
2,400 calories a day.

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What are you doing here, Mom? Really?

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I told you.

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There is a website that
lists all the drug trials

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currently running, including
one for hyperthyroidism

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that is 10 miles from your house

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and pays $500 more than we do.

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But that one doesn't come with a visit

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to my high-powered doctor daughter.

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If there's something going on with you,

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I just wish you'd tell me.

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I'm here because I am worried about you.

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- I'm fine.
- You always say you're fine,

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whether you're in a wheelchair

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or you're in the middle of a pandemic

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or recovering from PTSD...

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Mom, I told you I didn't
want to see anyone...

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I know, and I respected your wishes.

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But then I call you,
and you rush me off the phone,

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or you say you're going to call me back,

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and you don't.

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- You always deflect.
- I'm not deflecting,

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- I'm working.
- Of course, especially

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now that you're hospital co-president

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as well as chief of surgery.

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I mean, it's a lot, but I'm handling it.

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I'm your mother.

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I was there when you melted down

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because you had a book report
and a science project

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- due the same day...
- I can't have this conversation again.

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00:15:09,217 --> 00:15:10,823
That was 30 years ago.

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And by the way, I aced them both.

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Well, of course you did. You've
always taken after your father.

262
00:15:14,767 --> 00:15:16,493
- Why is that a bad thing?
- It isn't.

263
00:15:16,517 --> 00:15:18,543
He was driven, and he was brilliant.

264
00:15:18,567 --> 00:15:19,703
And he was too proud...

265
00:15:19,727 --> 00:15:21,373
And you just wish
that he had worked less.

266
00:15:21,397 --> 00:15:23,043
- I wish...
- Right? And that he was

267
00:15:23,067 --> 00:15:24,793
more present as a husband and father.

268
00:15:24,817 --> 00:15:28,383
I wish that he had been able
to ask for help.

269
00:15:28,407 --> 00:15:31,093
Well, maybe he didn't want your help.

270
00:15:35,997 --> 00:15:38,417
I have to grab a shower. We leave in 30.

271
00:15:45,217 --> 00:15:47,323
Mm, we could try a middle fossa approach

272
00:15:47,347 --> 00:15:49,073
on Nathan's left side tumor.

273
00:15:49,097 --> 00:15:51,993
Mm, 30% rate of hearing loss

274
00:15:52,017 --> 00:15:54,226
and won't be able to
fully resect the tumor.

275
00:15:56,097 --> 00:15:57,583
What'd you mean?

276
00:15:57,607 --> 00:16:00,833
That Nathan ticks boxes
because he needs me?

277
00:16:00,857 --> 00:16:02,833
Just that taking care of people

278
00:16:02,857 --> 00:16:04,778
seems to be your comfort zone.

279
00:16:05,157 --> 00:16:06,923
What about radiosurgery?

280
00:16:06,947 --> 00:16:09,883
Delayed efficacy and potential
damage to cranial nerves.

281
00:16:09,907 --> 00:16:12,383
Taking care of people is my job.

282
00:16:12,407 --> 00:16:13,763
And mine, too, but I don't seek that out

283
00:16:13,787 --> 00:16:15,580
in my personal relationships.

284
00:16:16,167 --> 00:16:18,433
Perez was an addict.
Nathan has a chronic illness.

285
00:16:18,457 --> 00:16:20,853
Just, you know, seems like
you have a bit of a type.

286
00:16:20,877 --> 00:16:21,681
And what's your type?

287
00:16:21,705 --> 00:16:24,108
- The model who cheats with married men?
- Okay.

288
00:16:24,132 --> 00:16:25,943
Oh, wait, that was your fake girlfriend

289
00:16:25,967 --> 00:16:27,983
who was really with your boss.

290
00:16:28,007 --> 00:16:30,613
That sounds complicated.
I don't really have a type.

291
00:16:30,637 --> 00:16:34,783
Short, tall, blonde, brunette,
neurodiverse, neurotypical,

292
00:16:34,807 --> 00:16:36,873
I've dated them all.
As long as there's chemistry.

293
00:16:36,897 --> 00:16:39,203
Uh, what about a suboccipital approach?

294
00:16:39,227 --> 00:16:42,453
Too high a risk of
cerebellar injury or stroke.

295
00:16:42,477 --> 00:16:44,873
You don't know me, okay? So you
should stop acting like you do.

296
00:16:44,897 --> 00:16:46,333
- I think I do.
- Oh.

297
00:16:46,357 --> 00:16:47,673
I think I see something in you

298
00:16:47,697 --> 00:16:49,698
that you don't even see in yourself.

299
00:16:50,657 --> 00:16:52,383
- You guys like each other.
- Don't be ridiculous.

300
00:16:52,407 --> 00:16:53,577
No way.

301
00:16:56,577 --> 00:16:59,853
What I'd like is for us to
focus on finding a surgery

302
00:16:59,877 --> 00:17:02,085
to safely save Nathan's hearing.

303
00:17:03,627 --> 00:17:05,063
Okay?

304
00:17:05,087 --> 00:17:06,443
- Okay.
- Thank you.

305
00:17:06,467 --> 00:17:07,983
- Mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.

306
00:17:12,097 --> 00:17:14,193
I miss you, too.

307
00:17:14,217 --> 00:17:15,243
Oh.

308
00:17:15,267 --> 00:17:18,097
Dr. Shaun Murphy.

309
00:17:22,647 --> 00:17:25,293
- Mm!
- Okay.

310
00:17:25,317 --> 00:17:28,633
This may not be appropriate
workplace behavior.

311
00:17:28,657 --> 00:17:31,173
I know. And I missed it so much.

312
00:17:31,197 --> 00:17:34,659
I've been so tired, and there
hasn't been any time for us.

313
00:17:35,537 --> 00:17:38,053
We need to make an appointment.

314
00:17:38,077 --> 00:17:39,843
Yeah. We do.

315
00:17:39,867 --> 00:17:42,643
- We need a date night.
- Okay.

316
00:17:42,667 --> 00:17:46,353
Our favorite karaoke bar has
a two-for-one special tonight.

317
00:17:46,377 --> 00:17:47,893
We should go there and drink tequila

318
00:17:47,917 --> 00:17:50,797
and sing "Islands in the Stream"
just like old times.

319
00:17:52,217 --> 00:17:54,153
I don't know if I'm
ready to leave Steve,

320
00:17:54,177 --> 00:17:55,783
you know, just yet.

321
00:17:58,477 --> 00:17:59,809
Okay.

322
00:18:02,647 --> 00:18:05,163
You know what? Karaoke sounds great.

323
00:18:05,187 --> 00:18:07,123
- I'll call Jordan.
- Okay.

324
00:18:07,147 --> 00:18:09,373
Oh.

325
00:18:09,397 --> 00:18:11,503
My patient is waking up.

326
00:18:11,527 --> 00:18:13,133
Oh.

327
00:18:13,157 --> 00:18:15,593
I'm very glad we are having
date night tonight.

328
00:18:20,413 --> 00:18:24,834
What were the four words
I asked you to remember?

329
00:18:25,585 --> 00:18:27,603
Apple, elephant,

330
00:18:27,627 --> 00:18:28,983
planet, table.

331
00:18:29,007 --> 00:18:31,773
Very good. And the color?

332
00:18:31,797 --> 00:18:35,011
Oh, that would be the color
of my Gilly's eyes. Brown.

333
00:18:36,467 --> 00:18:38,723
- Very viable.
- Okay.

334
00:18:39,807 --> 00:18:42,323
- Hello.
- Hey.

335
00:18:42,347 --> 00:18:43,645
Uh...

336
00:18:44,307 --> 00:18:46,043
Uh, you...

337
00:18:46,067 --> 00:18:47,333
You have brown eyes, too.

338
00:18:47,357 --> 00:18:48,777
Yeah.

339
00:18:50,357 --> 00:18:52,633
Are you the hospital
social worker, or...?

340
00:19:03,537 --> 00:19:06,313
I was going to give you a ride.

341
00:19:06,337 --> 00:19:09,523
Mm, seemed like you needed some space.

342
00:19:09,547 --> 00:19:11,548
And so did I.

343
00:19:12,507 --> 00:19:15,573
Co-signed, as we decided,

344
00:19:15,597 --> 00:19:17,153
- together.
- Thank you.

345
00:19:17,177 --> 00:19:19,743
Uh, this is my mother, Eileen.

346
00:19:19,767 --> 00:19:21,653
Aaron Glassman, my co-president.

347
00:19:21,677 --> 00:19:22,823
Oh, hi. Nice to meet you.

348
00:19:22,847 --> 00:19:24,283
Nice to meet you.

349
00:19:24,307 --> 00:19:25,743
She taking good care of you?

350
00:19:25,767 --> 00:19:29,149
She is. Now if she'd just
do that for herself.

351
00:19:29,777 --> 00:19:31,583
Uh, in the "recommendations"
sections, you wrote,

352
00:19:31,607 --> 00:19:34,713
- "same as last quarter."
- And?

353
00:19:34,737 --> 00:19:36,713
And Gail specifically asked
for detailed feedback,

354
00:19:36,737 --> 00:19:38,303
so I told her we would.

355
00:19:38,327 --> 00:19:40,997
Knock yourself out.
Very nice to meet you.

356
00:19:44,617 --> 00:19:47,103
That's another two hours of work.

357
00:19:47,127 --> 00:19:50,773
If he doesn't think
it's necessary, why do you?

358
00:19:50,797 --> 00:19:53,233
Because I'm the responsible one.

359
00:19:53,257 --> 00:19:55,717
And please don't tell me
I sound like my father.

360
00:19:58,097 --> 00:20:00,493
Could the procedure have made him worse?

361
00:20:00,517 --> 00:20:03,600
No, it just doesn't make sense.

362
00:20:04,937 --> 00:20:08,203
It won't be long before he requires

363
00:20:08,227 --> 00:20:10,873
24/7 nursing care
for the rest of his life,

364
00:20:10,897 --> 00:20:13,543
which could be 15 to 20 years.

365
00:20:15,157 --> 00:20:20,133
You may want to consider
a long-term care facility.

366
00:20:20,157 --> 00:20:21,660
No.

367
00:20:22,617 --> 00:20:27,290
Even if we could afford that,
I-I would never do that to him.

368
00:20:28,287 --> 00:20:32,295
It will be quite challenging...
looking after both of them.

369
00:20:36,758 --> 00:20:39,943
How far along are you?

370
00:20:39,967 --> 00:20:41,403
I'm, um...

371
00:20:44,097 --> 00:20:45,975
Wait, do you mean...

372
00:20:46,437 --> 00:20:48,533
I could still terminate my pregnancy?

373
00:20:52,067 --> 00:20:55,123
That is your choice.

374
00:21:17,083 --> 00:21:18,501
Hi, Gilly.

375
00:21:19,373 --> 00:21:22,422
Hi. Hi.

376
00:21:23,293 --> 00:21:24,729
I'm so sorry about this.

377
00:21:24,753 --> 00:21:25,730
No.

378
00:21:25,754 --> 00:21:27,513
I know that I'm slipping.

379
00:21:30,263 --> 00:21:32,619
You have to put me in a nursing home.

380
00:21:32,643 --> 00:21:34,699
And I-I do not want you
to use our savings.

381
00:21:34,723 --> 00:21:36,699
It's got to be a place
that our insurance will cover.

382
00:21:36,723 --> 00:21:38,999
- No, I can't.
- You have to, Gilly.

383
00:21:39,023 --> 00:21:41,629
It'll be too much to take care
of both of us, okay?

384
00:21:41,653 --> 00:21:42,999
You have to, Gilly.

385
00:21:43,023 --> 00:21:45,361
For our baby.

386
00:21:47,363 --> 00:21:50,299
Okay? Okay.

387
00:21:53,953 --> 00:21:55,559
Where...

388
00:21:55,583 --> 00:21:57,874
Why am I in a hospital?

389
00:21:58,833 --> 00:22:01,002
Wha-What, um...

390
00:22:02,333 --> 00:22:03,687
What's wrong with me?

391
00:22:03,711 --> 00:22:04,939
- What... What...
- Okay, okay.

392
00:22:04,963 --> 00:22:07,359
- What is happening?
- It's okay.

393
00:22:07,383 --> 00:22:08,927
I don't, um...

394
00:22:09,843 --> 00:22:13,449
Oh, my God. What's happening to me?

395
00:22:13,473 --> 00:22:15,187
What's happening to me?

396
00:22:15,211 --> 00:22:16,869
- Oh, my God!
- Shh, shh, shh, shh.

397
00:22:16,893 --> 00:22:18,249
Why is this happening to me?

398
00:22:18,273 --> 00:22:21,369
It's okay. Shh. Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.

399
00:22:34,663 --> 00:22:36,889
This is really not sexy.

400
00:22:36,913 --> 00:22:38,469
Well, we can change that.

401
00:22:47,753 --> 00:22:49,479
Mm, ow, my hair.

402
00:22:49,503 --> 00:22:50,735
Oh, it's my watch.

403
00:22:52,513 --> 00:22:53,529
What was that?

404
00:22:53,553 --> 00:22:55,239
Something lemon-scented.

405
00:22:55,263 --> 00:22:56,699
Here. Take that off.

406
00:22:59,853 --> 00:23:01,159
- Leave it!
- What?

407
00:23:01,183 --> 00:23:03,619
It takes my mind off the smell!
Keep going!

408
00:23:17,493 --> 00:23:18,889
Are you okay?

409
00:23:18,913 --> 00:23:20,389
Yeah, the window cleaner broke my fall.

410
00:23:20,413 --> 00:23:21,769
I'm fine.

411
00:23:23,963 --> 00:23:25,689
Are your eyes burning?
Nothing we can't handle.

412
00:23:25,713 --> 00:23:26,729
No.

413
00:23:30,963 --> 00:23:32,779
Do you smell ammonia?

414
00:23:37,893 --> 00:23:40,329
Dr. Park?

415
00:23:40,353 --> 00:23:41,869
I'm gonna walk this off.

416
00:23:44,813 --> 00:23:46,169
You smell very lemony.

417
00:23:46,193 --> 00:23:47,459
What are you still doing here?

418
00:23:47,483 --> 00:23:48,460
Didn't the residents
tell you to go home?

419
00:23:48,484 --> 00:23:50,999
I ignored them.
This is my one job and my one mission.

420
00:23:51,023 --> 00:23:52,669
Okay, there was a case in Mauritius

421
00:23:52,693 --> 00:23:54,259
where they removed bilateral schwannomas

422
00:23:54,283 --> 00:23:56,429
in a patient with
recent sickle cell crisis

423
00:23:56,453 --> 00:23:58,969
using a bilateral endoscopic-
assisted keyhole approach

424
00:23:58,993 --> 00:24:00,559
with preserved hearing.

425
00:24:00,583 --> 00:24:01,560
How'd you find this?

426
00:24:01,584 --> 00:24:03,309
I used A.I. software to search

427
00:24:03,333 --> 00:24:06,127
all potentially relevant
non-English-language articles.

428
00:24:06,673 --> 00:24:08,463
This is great, Charlie.

429
00:24:09,043 --> 00:24:11,841
Tell Jordan and Kalu
to take it to the patient.

430
00:24:12,503 --> 00:24:14,779
Now my tablet smells lemony.

431
00:24:14,803 --> 00:24:17,449
- But it's streak-free.
- Oh.

432
00:24:20,603 --> 00:24:22,268
Hey.

433
00:24:23,433 --> 00:24:25,409
You heard they're calling
a board meeting tomorrow?

434
00:24:25,433 --> 00:24:26,981
Mm-hmm.

435
00:24:27,563 --> 00:24:29,579
Can you cover for me?

436
00:24:29,603 --> 00:24:31,289
I got Warrior tickets.

437
00:24:31,313 --> 00:24:32,654
Show them to me.

438
00:24:33,283 --> 00:24:36,491
You think I'm making up Warrior tickets?

439
00:24:38,033 --> 00:24:40,036
Take out your phone
and show me the tickets.

440
00:24:43,793 --> 00:24:46,083
Does it count if I buy them right now?

441
00:24:47,753 --> 00:24:49,479
Honestly, I wish I could cover it.

442
00:24:49,503 --> 00:24:52,298
It would be preferable
to taking my mom shopping.

443
00:24:52,593 --> 00:24:54,989
She wants a TV tray,

444
00:24:55,013 --> 00:24:56,359
and tomorrow's my one free night.

445
00:24:56,383 --> 00:24:58,699
You're kidding, right? You'd
rather cover a board meeting

446
00:24:58,723 --> 00:25:01,199
than hang out with your mom?

447
00:25:01,223 --> 00:25:02,475
Yeah.

448
00:25:03,013 --> 00:25:05,019
Does she have leprosy?

449
00:25:05,473 --> 00:25:08,869
I mean, look, she's a lovely
person with everyone else,

450
00:25:08,893 --> 00:25:10,789
but when it's just us,
conversation starts

451
00:25:10,813 --> 00:25:13,799
as a critique of my life
and devolves into an argument.

452
00:25:13,823 --> 00:25:15,863
That's a sad story.

453
00:25:17,323 --> 00:25:22,009
I'll take her shopping,
for two board meetings.

454
00:25:25,083 --> 00:25:26,219
Deal.

455
00:25:26,243 --> 00:25:27,709
Okay.

456
00:25:35,303 --> 00:25:36,989
The endoscopic keyhole approach

457
00:25:37,013 --> 00:25:39,473
poses a much smaller risk.

458
00:25:42,643 --> 00:25:45,351
If there's any chance
of me losing my hearing,

459
00:25:45,933 --> 00:25:47,437
I can't do it.

460
00:25:48,143 --> 00:25:51,273
I mean, my music, it's all I have.

461
00:25:53,273 --> 00:25:55,499
Not too long ago,
I thought I had it all.

462
00:25:55,523 --> 00:25:57,299
I traveled the world.

463
00:25:57,323 --> 00:25:59,615
Cushy job, great benefits.

464
00:26:00,033 --> 00:26:01,379
It ticked every box on the list

465
00:26:01,403 --> 00:26:04,287
of what I thought was right for me.

466
00:26:05,333 --> 00:26:06,929
Then luck of the draw
brought me back here,

467
00:26:06,953 --> 00:26:10,163
and I realized how much
better things might be.

468
00:26:11,963 --> 00:26:14,359
I just had to embrace the unknown.

469
00:26:16,963 --> 00:26:18,513
Best decision I ever made.

470
00:26:22,223 --> 00:26:24,279
What do you think?

471
00:26:29,023 --> 00:26:32,815
That God wants you to really live.

472
00:26:33,273 --> 00:26:37,299
And he brought you here
so we can save you.

473
00:26:44,243 --> 00:26:46,120
Let's embrace the unknown.

474
00:26:59,213 --> 00:27:02,423
His numbers all look good.
We can discharge him tomorrow.

475
00:27:07,683 --> 00:27:09,685
We always wanted kids.

476
00:27:10,223 --> 00:27:12,647
He couldn't wait to be a dad.

477
00:27:13,603 --> 00:27:15,959
Then I got diagnosed with breast cancer.

478
00:27:15,983 --> 00:27:20,009
Stage three. Really aggressive.
I was so sick.

479
00:27:20,033 --> 00:27:21,799
And Cam?

480
00:27:21,823 --> 00:27:25,259
He took a leave of absence
so that he could be with me

481
00:27:25,283 --> 00:27:29,789
every miserable hour
of every miserable day.

482
00:27:30,543 --> 00:27:35,293
And that wonderful man
is still in there somewhere.

483
00:27:38,293 --> 00:27:40,939
If I try to look after both of them,

484
00:27:40,963 --> 00:27:43,069
I won't be enough for either of them.

485
00:27:49,433 --> 00:27:51,602
I'm going to terminate my pregnancy.

486
00:28:10,488 --> 00:28:13,474
First, I check his diaper,
if it's pinching anywhere,

487
00:28:13,498 --> 00:28:15,394
then his bottom
to see if there's a rash.

488
00:28:15,418 --> 00:28:17,104
If he's still crying, try a cuddle,

489
00:28:17,128 --> 00:28:19,274
but he prefers a swaying motion,
not an up and down.

490
00:28:19,298 --> 00:28:21,064
- And if that doesn't work, he...
- I have compiled

491
00:28:21,088 --> 00:28:22,694
a comprehensive "Guide to Steve Care,"

492
00:28:22,718 --> 00:28:24,814
which includes links
for diagnosing conjunctivitis,

493
00:28:24,838 --> 00:28:26,114
UTIs, febrile seizures, menin...

494
00:28:26,138 --> 00:28:28,274
Okay, first of all, I'm a doctor.

495
00:28:28,298 --> 00:28:31,244
Second of all, I grew up
watching brothers, cousins,

496
00:28:31,268 --> 00:28:33,364
neighbors' kids,
and some of their cousins.

497
00:28:33,388 --> 00:28:35,784
I will call you at the slightest issue.

498
00:28:35,808 --> 00:28:37,244
Now, please go.

499
00:29:13,058 --> 00:29:15,404
This does kinda seem like old times.

500
00:29:15,428 --> 00:29:18,664
The karaoke selection no longer
offers "Islands in the Stream,"

501
00:29:18,688 --> 00:29:21,414
but they do have a lot of A-B-B-A.

502
00:29:21,438 --> 00:29:25,964
Still, look at us, out on a date night,

503
00:29:25,988 --> 00:29:29,281
just the two of us. This is nice, right?

504
00:29:30,488 --> 00:29:32,504
And they replaced the ballast

505
00:29:32,528 --> 00:29:34,674
on the neon sign that was buzzing.

506
00:29:34,698 --> 00:29:36,304
Oh.

507
00:29:38,578 --> 00:29:41,104
Mm, this is not

508
00:29:41,128 --> 00:29:43,798
the same brand of tequila
they used to serve.

509
00:29:46,878 --> 00:29:48,194
It's Jordan!

510
00:29:48,218 --> 00:29:49,548
It's Jordan.

511
00:29:50,010 --> 00:29:51,444
What?

512
00:29:51,468 --> 00:29:53,597
No, it's in the fridge.

513
00:29:53,848 --> 00:29:55,494
Is he crying?

514
00:29:55,518 --> 00:29:57,284
Oh, okay.

515
00:29:57,308 --> 00:29:59,144
Everything else good?

516
00:29:59,478 --> 00:30:01,414
Great. Yeah, okay.

517
00:30:01,438 --> 00:30:02,898
Okay, bye.

518
00:30:03,982 --> 00:30:06,214
She couldn't find his pacifier.

519
00:30:06,238 --> 00:30:08,004
Steve's fine.

520
00:30:08,028 --> 00:30:09,294
Oh.

521
00:30:09,318 --> 00:30:10,544
Yeah.

522
00:30:16,578 --> 00:30:20,144
I'm sorry, but this is not
like old times.

523
00:30:20,168 --> 00:30:22,814
It's not just the tequila

524
00:30:22,838 --> 00:30:24,314
and the music that's changed.

525
00:30:24,338 --> 00:30:27,338
Everything has changed...

526
00:30:27,631 --> 00:30:30,604
how I see the world, how I see you,

527
00:30:30,628 --> 00:30:32,719
how I see me.

528
00:30:33,968 --> 00:30:38,404
One teeny-tiny, little baby, and
the whole world looks different.

529
00:30:55,778 --> 00:30:59,134
I should go to the hospital.

530
00:30:59,158 --> 00:31:02,666
You go to the hospital.
I'll go home to Steve.

531
00:31:03,288 --> 00:31:04,394
Okay.

532
00:31:13,258 --> 00:31:14,678
Hi.

533
00:31:15,848 --> 00:31:17,973
Felt like an apology
offering was in order.

534
00:31:19,161 --> 00:31:21,726
Dinner? Shaun mentioned
you were babysitting.

535
00:31:25,858 --> 00:31:28,164
I am starving, and it smells delicious.

536
00:31:28,188 --> 00:31:30,193
It tastes even better.

537
00:31:30,608 --> 00:31:32,584
It is, uh, fenkata,

538
00:31:32,608 --> 00:31:35,594
a Maltese stew with vegetable,
wine, and rabbit.

539
00:31:35,618 --> 00:31:37,844
Hmm.

540
00:31:37,868 --> 00:31:40,787
What if your favorite dish
is something you've never tried?

541
00:31:41,538 --> 00:31:45,474
Y-You think me facing the
unknown is eating bunny soup?

542
00:31:45,498 --> 00:31:46,764
- Hard pass.
- Look, if you don't like it,

543
00:31:46,788 --> 00:31:49,208
we can order something else, okay?

544
00:31:51,668 --> 00:31:53,024
Um...

545
00:31:53,048 --> 00:31:55,194
Do not be a coward.

546
00:31:57,968 --> 00:31:59,556
Mm.

547
00:32:01,308 --> 00:32:03,244
- It's...
- Bussin'.

548
00:32:03,268 --> 00:32:04,663
Definitely bussin'.

549
00:32:06,518 --> 00:32:08,108
I'll make you a plate.

550
00:32:09,898 --> 00:32:11,754
I got your ultrasound set up
on his left side.

551
00:32:11,778 --> 00:32:13,254
Okay. I am testing a theory.

552
00:32:13,278 --> 00:32:15,196
Wake up, please!

553
00:32:16,738 --> 00:32:18,844
What are the words
we asked you to remember?

554
00:32:18,868 --> 00:32:20,714
What are you doing in my house?

555
00:32:20,738 --> 00:32:22,094
I'm... I'm calling the police.

556
00:32:22,118 --> 00:32:23,408
I'm...

557
00:32:26,168 --> 00:32:28,538
What are the words
we asked you to remember?

558
00:32:30,088 --> 00:32:32,684
A-Apple, elephant, planet, and table.

559
00:32:32,708 --> 00:32:33,694
Oh.

560
00:32:33,718 --> 00:32:35,354
What just happened?

561
00:32:35,378 --> 00:32:38,774
His Alzheimer's is atypical
because it is not Alzheimer's.

562
00:32:38,798 --> 00:32:40,034
His left jugular is compressed

563
00:32:40,058 --> 00:32:41,574
and restricting blood flow
from his brain,

564
00:32:41,598 --> 00:32:42,904
which is only restored
when his head is turned

565
00:32:42,928 --> 00:32:45,454
to the right at least 60 degrees.

566
00:32:45,478 --> 00:32:48,664
There definitely is
a viable treatment option...

567
00:32:48,688 --> 00:32:50,648
a surgery.

568
00:32:51,358 --> 00:32:53,294
I will tell your wife.

569
00:32:56,908 --> 00:32:58,818
That guy's good.

570
00:33:03,314 --> 00:33:06,631
Let's optimize hemoglobin.
Stand by with two more units of RBCs.

571
00:33:06,655 --> 00:33:08,887
It's ethnically
matched, and our supply is low,

572
00:33:08,911 --> 00:33:10,137
so I'm working on a plan

573
00:33:10,161 --> 00:33:12,097
to recruit African American blood donors

574
00:33:12,121 --> 00:33:13,847
to help sickle cell patients.

575
00:33:13,871 --> 00:33:15,307
Thank you, Charlie.

576
00:33:15,331 --> 00:33:18,027
Opening arachnoid
and draining CSF from cistern.

577
00:33:18,051 --> 00:33:19,527
Retracting the cerebellum.

578
00:33:22,681 --> 00:33:25,317
And there's our big schwannoma.

579
00:33:25,341 --> 00:33:27,237
Dr. Allen, would you like
to debulk the tumor?

580
00:33:27,261 --> 00:33:29,287
Rhoton dissector and microsuction.

581
00:33:35,981 --> 00:33:37,877
You did some great work on this case.

582
00:33:37,901 --> 00:33:39,481
Can you tell Dr. Murphy?

583
00:33:42,451 --> 00:33:46,217
Charlie, I know Shaun is your hero,

584
00:33:46,241 --> 00:33:48,057
but I can see that you have
a future as a surgeon.

585
00:33:48,081 --> 00:33:50,137
You just need to believe it, too.

586
00:33:50,161 --> 00:33:51,887
Of course I believe it. The only one

587
00:33:51,911 --> 00:33:54,347
who lacks confidence
in me is Dr. Murphy.

588
00:33:54,371 --> 00:33:57,107
I just thought it might help
if you told him he's wrong.

589
00:34:09,141 --> 00:34:10,891
What's your favorite song?

590
00:34:16,021 --> 00:34:18,111
Say you won't let go.

591
00:34:23,128 --> 00:34:26,458
"Say You Won't Let Go" by James Arthur.

592
00:34:26,571 --> 00:34:28,597
Your hearing is intact.

593
00:34:31,201 --> 00:34:33,477
And we have a spot
in our sickle cell disease

594
00:34:33,501 --> 00:34:35,291
gene therapy trial, if you'd like.

595
00:34:40,291 --> 00:34:43,425
Thank you. Thank you for
taking care of me.

596
00:34:45,591 --> 00:34:47,470
It's what I do.

597
00:34:48,591 --> 00:34:50,348
You never answered my question.

598
00:34:51,044 --> 00:34:52,517
About dinner.

599
00:34:58,648 --> 00:35:01,318
I think I'm going to take a rain check.

600
00:35:04,531 --> 00:35:06,967
Nathan, you are amazing,

601
00:35:06,991 --> 00:35:09,717
and you're everything I pray for.

602
00:35:09,741 --> 00:35:12,412
But I know myself, and...

603
00:35:12,991 --> 00:35:15,707
I might need to face some unknowns, too.

604
00:35:16,558 --> 00:35:17,978
Mm.

605
00:35:22,501 --> 00:35:24,215
For now,

606
00:35:25,341 --> 00:35:27,761
I'd love to hear that song.

607
00:35:30,051 --> 00:35:32,141
Mm-hmm.

608
00:35:58,621 --> 00:36:02,211
Gilly.

609
00:36:05,341 --> 00:36:07,737
Talk to him from here.

610
00:36:15,601 --> 00:36:16,617
Hey.

611
00:36:20,601 --> 00:36:22,167
Why are you standing?

612
00:36:24,231 --> 00:36:25,877
You should be sitting.

613
00:36:29,361 --> 00:36:31,074
You're pregnant, Gilly.

614
00:36:35,991 --> 00:36:39,097
Yeah. I am.

615
00:36:56,761 --> 00:36:58,697
What if we never get it back?

616
00:36:58,721 --> 00:37:00,247
Get what back?

617
00:37:00,271 --> 00:37:02,207
How hot we used to be for each other.

618
00:37:02,231 --> 00:37:03,327
We used to be unstoppable,

619
00:37:03,351 --> 00:37:05,525
and that was before I even liked you.

620
00:37:06,231 --> 00:37:08,257
We're in a better place now.

621
00:37:08,281 --> 00:37:10,780
We're a team, raising Eden.

622
00:37:11,401 --> 00:37:12,837
I love the new us,

623
00:37:12,861 --> 00:37:14,909
but I don't want
to lose the old version.

624
00:37:15,201 --> 00:37:16,701
Me, either.

625
00:37:19,251 --> 00:37:21,557
It took Mia and I awhile
to get our groove back.

626
00:37:21,581 --> 00:37:22,847
This is normal.

627
00:37:22,871 --> 00:37:24,017
Thanks for comparing me to your ex-wife.

628
00:37:24,041 --> 00:37:25,647
Relax. I'm trying to make a point.

629
00:37:25,671 --> 00:37:27,977
Did you just tell me to relax?
That is so dismissive.

630
00:37:28,001 --> 00:37:29,487
I'm offering perspective,
but if you're gonna go

631
00:37:29,511 --> 00:37:31,317
from zero to bitch in 10 seconds...

632
00:37:31,341 --> 00:37:33,817
Oh, you think I'm a bitch now,
you have no idea.

633
00:37:41,061 --> 00:37:42,707
This is my wedding dress.

634
00:37:42,731 --> 00:37:44,537
Oh, that's gorgeous.

635
00:37:44,561 --> 00:37:47,167
She's turning red.
I will have a heart attack.

636
00:37:47,191 --> 00:37:48,917
Ooh!

637
00:37:48,941 --> 00:37:50,547
Take it off.

638
00:37:50,571 --> 00:37:52,217
Go change. Go change.

639
00:37:52,241 --> 00:37:54,837
- Hang in there. Hang in there.
- You look beautiful.

640
00:37:54,861 --> 00:37:56,797
It's a beautiful
dress, but I just don't see it

641
00:37:56,821 --> 00:37:58,717
for your wedding day.

642
00:38:02,161 --> 00:38:03,597
- We had a date.
- Yeah, I know we had a...

643
00:38:03,621 --> 00:38:05,267
I wore my nice cashmere sweater,

644
00:38:05,291 --> 00:38:07,267
the one that you bought me
for our anniversary.

645
00:38:07,291 --> 00:38:09,277
- I know, I...
- But you were too busy, right?

646
00:38:09,301 --> 00:38:10,857
You were probably hooking up
with Carter Nix.

647
00:38:10,881 --> 00:38:12,607
- What?
- And, sure, we never talked about

648
00:38:12,631 --> 00:38:13,857
ground rules, but I just thought...

649
00:38:13,881 --> 00:38:17,197
Whoa, whoa, whoa. Stop.

650
00:38:17,221 --> 00:38:20,077
I am so sorry that I missed our date,

651
00:38:20,101 --> 00:38:22,117
but jet lag is kicking my ass,

652
00:38:22,141 --> 00:38:24,417
so I fell asleep, unfed, uncharged,

653
00:38:24,441 --> 00:38:26,537
which is why my phone's
been dead all day today.

654
00:38:26,561 --> 00:38:29,837
But I have zero interest

655
00:38:29,861 --> 00:38:32,695
in anyone in the entire world
besides you.

656
00:38:33,348 --> 00:38:37,898
And Carter Nix will not stop
doing the Aussie accent.

657
00:38:37,951 --> 00:38:40,347
And it's... it's terrible.

658
00:38:43,041 --> 00:38:45,267
You look adorable, by the way.

659
00:38:50,791 --> 00:38:52,897
Alright, I'll get the wine.

660
00:38:52,921 --> 00:38:56,607
Well, mission accomplished.

661
00:38:56,631 --> 00:38:58,067
Thank you for your help.

662
00:38:58,091 --> 00:38:59,577
Oh, no. Happy to help.

663
00:38:59,601 --> 00:39:01,391
You have no idea.

664
00:39:02,011 --> 00:39:05,247
So, how do you like to consume your TV?

665
00:39:05,271 --> 00:39:07,457
Are you a binger or a savorer?

666
00:39:07,481 --> 00:39:09,457
Oh.

667
00:39:09,481 --> 00:39:12,877
Yeah, no, I don't really
watch much anymore at all.

668
00:39:12,901 --> 00:39:16,047
Then what's with the TV tray?

669
00:39:16,071 --> 00:39:19,087
Just an excuse
to spend time with Audrey.

670
00:39:19,111 --> 00:39:21,137
Thought we'd do better with an activity.

671
00:39:21,161 --> 00:39:22,637
See, and here you are, stuck with me.

672
00:39:22,661 --> 00:39:25,017
Oh. No.

673
00:39:25,041 --> 00:39:27,709
You have been very sweet.

674
00:39:27,961 --> 00:39:31,817
I just wish Audrey liked me more.

675
00:39:31,841 --> 00:39:34,737
Yeah, parenting, not for the meek, huh?

676
00:39:34,761 --> 00:39:37,147
Speaking from experience?

677
00:39:37,171 --> 00:39:38,720
Yeah.

678
00:39:39,261 --> 00:39:40,551
How many kids?

679
00:39:41,222 --> 00:39:44,402
My daughter. She passed when she was 19.

680
00:39:44,426 --> 00:39:47,312
Oh, I am so sorry.

681
00:39:48,021 --> 00:39:49,577
I-I didn't mean...

682
00:39:49,601 --> 00:39:51,941
No, no, no, no, no. It's fine.

683
00:39:52,361 --> 00:39:54,191
After you.

684
00:40:01,321 --> 00:40:02,952
May I ask,

685
00:40:04,412 --> 00:40:06,748
what was your daughter's name?

686
00:40:07,621 --> 00:40:09,167
Maddie.

687
00:40:09,921 --> 00:40:11,836
What is that smell?

688
00:40:12,251 --> 00:40:15,147
Oh, my God. Best crepes in town.
May I buy you one?

689
00:40:15,171 --> 00:40:18,607
I would kill for a Galette Bretonne.

690
00:40:18,631 --> 00:40:20,317
I don't know what that is,
but it sounds delicious.

691
00:40:24,391 --> 00:40:26,497
Here we go.

692
00:40:26,521 --> 00:40:29,247
- Thank you.
- Hello.

693
00:40:31,401 --> 00:40:34,359
Mm, olives are gross.

694
00:40:35,151 --> 00:40:37,007
You thought rabbit was gross
until you tried it.

695
00:40:37,031 --> 00:40:40,427
Unh-unh-unh. I've had olives.
I hate olives.

696
00:40:40,451 --> 00:40:43,217
Don't "unh-unh." You haven't
tried Castelvetrano olives.

697
00:40:43,241 --> 00:40:46,847
- Mm-hmm? Uh-huh?
- Okay? They're mild, buttery,

698
00:40:46,871 --> 00:40:49,807
meaty, with a crisp bite.

699
00:40:49,831 --> 00:40:52,147
- Mm.
- Mm-hmm.

700
00:40:52,171 --> 00:40:53,187
Yeah.

701
00:40:53,211 --> 00:40:54,647
Fine.

702
00:40:54,671 --> 00:40:57,317
But only because I do need
to refuel after this.

703
00:41:00,051 --> 00:41:02,777
How are olives meaty? How are they not?

704
00:41:02,801 --> 00:41:04,777
Okay, first it was rabbit,
and now it's olives.

705
00:41:04,801 --> 00:41:05,867
Like, what is the meal...

706
00:41:13,901 --> 00:41:17,297
Last night, I missed Steve, too.

707
00:41:19,941 --> 00:41:21,547
And it's very difficult,

708
00:41:21,571 --> 00:41:23,637
because whenever I'm away
from you, I miss you.

709
00:41:23,661 --> 00:41:26,887
And when I'm away
from Steve, I miss him.

710
00:41:33,541 --> 00:41:35,081
I know, Shaun.

711
00:41:35,712 --> 00:41:38,857
But having more people to miss

712
00:41:38,881 --> 00:41:41,067
means having more people to love.

713
00:41:45,801 --> 00:41:47,077
You were right.

714
00:41:49,721 --> 00:41:51,827
Our lives will never be the same again.

715
00:41:55,941 --> 00:41:57,692
They'll be better.

