1 00:00:03,175 --> 00:00:07,154 In 1976, an orthopedic surgeon crashed his plane 2 00:00:07,179 --> 00:00:09,216 in the middle of nowhere with his family on board. 3 00:00:10,221 --> 00:00:11,890 - Fix it, Meredith. - I'm trying. 4 00:00:11,931 --> 00:00:14,773 He was shocked by how unprepared the local doctors were 5 00:00:14,798 --> 00:00:16,414 to treat his injured family. 6 00:00:17,284 --> 00:00:19,665 How many times have I told you? Always go in with a plan. 7 00:00:19,881 --> 00:00:21,812 - I didn't have time. - Mom. 8 00:00:22,905 --> 00:00:25,966 Oh, for God's sake. What did I tell you about having children? 9 00:00:25,991 --> 00:00:28,338 - Mom! - Mommy! Mommy! 10 00:00:28,363 --> 00:00:30,085 When is the carousel going to start? 11 00:00:30,961 --> 00:00:33,654 The carousel never stops turning. You can't get off. 12 00:00:33,792 --> 00:00:35,218 - Come on, Mom. - Start the carousel. 13 00:00:35,242 --> 00:00:36,633 - Clock's ticking. - Hurry up. 14 00:00:36,813 --> 00:00:37,848 Can you help? 15 00:00:38,624 --> 00:00:40,592 I raised you to be an extraordinary. 16 00:00:43,250 --> 00:00:45,124 - Mommy! - What happened to you? 17 00:00:46,667 --> 00:00:48,772 They prioritized what they could see. 18 00:00:48,797 --> 00:00:51,267 Lacerations, open fractures, 19 00:00:51,292 --> 00:00:52,880 and didn't look for hidden injuries 20 00:00:52,905 --> 00:00:55,030 like brain trauma or internal bleeding. 21 00:00:58,882 --> 00:01:00,656 How is she? Mmm. 22 00:01:00,681 --> 00:01:02,121 Well, she's barely gotten out of bed. 23 00:01:03,026 --> 00:01:04,062 Has she eaten? 24 00:01:04,310 --> 00:01:05,518 Did you make soup? 25 00:01:06,652 --> 00:01:08,206 Who do you think you're talking to? 26 00:01:08,920 --> 00:01:10,198 I'll make the soup. 27 00:01:11,278 --> 00:01:14,429 She isn't sick. We just need to get her out of the bed. 28 00:01:15,358 --> 00:01:18,875 Yeah, she's grieving. Veronica died. 29 00:01:19,571 --> 00:01:20,641 Monica. 30 00:01:20,666 --> 00:01:23,117 Sorry. May she rest in peace. 31 00:01:23,727 --> 00:01:25,281 It was awful. 32 00:01:25,451 --> 00:01:28,730 But Amelia is a workaholic and the hospital is her happy place. 33 00:01:29,008 --> 00:01:31,424 We just need to get her back to her routine. 34 00:01:31,734 --> 00:01:32,942 I'm still gonna make soup. 35 00:01:33,645 --> 00:01:39,164 Maybe I should go in and say hi. I guess that's a no. 36 00:01:39,189 --> 00:01:40,947 It inspired him to invent the 37 00:01:40,971 --> 00:01:42,728 Advanced Trauma Life Support program. 38 00:01:45,132 --> 00:01:47,238 But ATLS is only the beginning. 39 00:01:48,386 --> 00:01:49,904 Oh, look around you. 40 00:01:50,765 --> 00:01:52,457 Say hello to your competition. 41 00:01:53,216 --> 00:01:55,770 Eight of you will switch to an easier specialty. 42 00:01:56,316 --> 00:01:58,492 Five of you will crack under the pressure. 43 00:01:59,176 --> 00:02:00,854 Two of you will be asked to leave. 44 00:02:01,160 --> 00:02:05,031 This is your starting line. This is your arena. 45 00:02:05,884 --> 00:02:07,827 This looks like the minor league and I came to play. 46 00:02:09,233 --> 00:02:11,753 How well you play... Well, that's up to you. 47 00:02:12,487 --> 00:02:13,799 Should they be wearing hard hats? 48 00:02:14,996 --> 00:02:18,379 I have enough to do without having to laugh at your dad jokes. 49 00:02:18,642 --> 00:02:20,132 Oh, I'm not joking. 50 00:02:20,484 --> 00:02:24,360 I thought you'd be less busy. Fewer ORs, fewer problems. 51 00:02:24,385 --> 00:02:26,500 New interns, new problems. 52 00:02:26,648 --> 00:02:28,838 I'm still assigning them to the residents. 53 00:02:28,863 --> 00:02:30,899 I want them to be a good fit. 54 00:02:31,496 --> 00:02:33,360 - Do you want me to do that for you? - Mm-mmm. 55 00:02:33,385 --> 00:02:35,594 Look, they're fresh and eager. They'll fit with anybody. 56 00:02:35,958 --> 00:02:37,562 Oh, no. I'm not worried about them. 57 00:02:37,587 --> 00:02:40,835 ORs will be ready by the time they figure out where the bathrooms are. 58 00:02:41,308 --> 00:02:43,828 It's the second years. 59 00:02:43,966 --> 00:02:47,797 Oh, you're concerned they won't be good teachers. 60 00:02:47,822 --> 00:02:50,100 I'm concerned they just lost Beltran. 61 00:02:50,568 --> 00:02:52,998 I'm concerned that yesterday they were 62 00:02:53,022 --> 00:02:55,452 interns and today they're supervisors. 63 00:02:56,111 --> 00:02:57,595 That's how the system works. 64 00:02:57,858 --> 00:02:59,499 Do they seem like supervisors to you? 65 00:02:59,907 --> 00:03:01,382 I didn't say it was the best system. 66 00:03:05,254 --> 00:03:07,428 What happens after that is all on you. 67 00:03:07,453 --> 00:03:09,578 I-I thought you got a hotel room. 68 00:03:09,603 --> 00:03:11,209 Oh, a big MVC came in last night. 69 00:03:11,234 --> 00:03:12,925 No, it didn't. 70 00:03:13,538 --> 00:03:16,644 Due to the lack of ORs, they notify me when we have overnight traumas. 71 00:03:16,782 --> 00:03:18,784 Noted. Well, I don't like hotel rooms. 72 00:03:18,875 --> 00:03:20,222 Since when? 73 00:03:20,407 --> 00:03:22,593 Am I somehow bothering you from an on-call room? 74 00:03:22,762 --> 00:03:25,490 No, it's just not exactly a long-term solution. 75 00:03:25,515 --> 00:03:28,069 I'm aware. We have rounds on Link. 76 00:03:28,184 --> 00:03:29,824 Already saw him. He's doing well. 77 00:03:30,437 --> 00:03:33,026 Well, I'm still going to see him. 78 00:03:34,041 --> 00:03:36,136 - Knock yourself out. - Okay. 79 00:03:40,199 --> 00:03:42,167 Dr. Martinez to the CCU. 80 00:03:43,358 --> 00:03:44,497 Excuse me. 81 00:03:47,882 --> 00:03:49,671 You're not worried about someone stealing your stuff? 82 00:03:49,696 --> 00:03:53,060 It's cup noodles and sweaty gym clothes. They are welcome to it. 83 00:03:57,562 --> 00:03:58,632 Ugh. It's broken. 84 00:04:06,442 --> 00:04:09,879 Uh, you okay? Um, Bailey said you could take some time off. 85 00:04:09,904 --> 00:04:11,699 I'm fine. Everyone else is here. 86 00:04:11,837 --> 00:04:13,460 You were the only one with Beltran. 87 00:04:14,018 --> 00:04:16,389 I'm fine. I just need to move my stuff. 88 00:04:21,615 --> 00:04:22,730 I've been trying to call you. 89 00:04:22,898 --> 00:04:24,239 Yeah, I need coffee. 90 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:25,851 Don't you think we should t... 91 00:04:26,386 --> 00:04:30,452 Congratulations. You've made it to your second year. 92 00:04:30,477 --> 00:04:32,312 All right, so you have been 93 00:04:32,336 --> 00:04:34,284 emailed your assigned interns, right? 94 00:04:34,308 --> 00:04:35,930 Find them and learn their names. 95 00:04:36,181 --> 00:04:39,194 Unless it is on their birth certificate, 96 00:04:39,219 --> 00:04:41,659 a name does not include a number, 97 00:04:41,684 --> 00:04:44,480 adjective or an instrument they have dropped. 98 00:04:45,077 --> 00:04:46,576 You... ... are no longer at 99 00:04:46,600 --> 00:04:48,322 the bottom of the surgical food chain. 100 00:04:48,460 --> 00:04:51,206 You are responsible for teaching them 101 00:04:51,231 --> 00:04:54,027 from running codes to finding the cafeteria. 102 00:04:54,052 --> 00:04:58,815 They will mess up. And when they do, it is on you to fix it. 103 00:04:59,210 --> 00:05:02,182 Due to construction, elective surgeries have been canceled. 104 00:05:02,207 --> 00:05:06,764 Any emergent cases will be directed to outpatient OR. 105 00:05:06,789 --> 00:05:08,584 So pay attention to where you're going. 106 00:05:08,722 --> 00:05:12,795 All right, Dr. Kwan, you are covering the surgical floor. 107 00:05:12,820 --> 00:05:14,194 Millin, cardio. 108 00:05:14,219 --> 00:05:15,807 Griffith, take the pit. 109 00:05:15,832 --> 00:05:18,973 And, Adams, you get to enjoy the pleasure of my company. 110 00:05:18,998 --> 00:05:20,398 All right, everyone clear? 111 00:05:20,423 --> 00:05:22,770 Okay, I will be keeping my eye on all of you. 112 00:05:24,254 --> 00:05:27,568 If something unexpectedly becomes surgical... 113 00:05:28,362 --> 00:05:30,581 Do you like greedy people, Kwan? 114 00:05:30,606 --> 00:05:31,858 I do, if they need surgery. 115 00:05:31,883 --> 00:05:33,954 - Go find your interns. - Okay. 116 00:05:34,575 --> 00:05:35,921 Come on. 117 00:05:37,079 --> 00:05:38,943 How's our VIP patient? 118 00:05:38,968 --> 00:05:43,248 He's, uh, post-op day seven following a thoracotomy 119 00:05:43,273 --> 00:05:47,149 plus... subclavian intercostal and lung laceration repairs. 120 00:05:47,174 --> 00:05:48,796 And he's doing great according to Altman. 121 00:05:49,012 --> 00:05:52,326 He's rehabbing like a champ, so he'll be out of here in no time. 122 00:05:52,795 --> 00:05:55,142 Maybe it's time to take a break. 123 00:05:55,320 --> 00:05:56,871 Not if I wanna hold the twins. 124 00:05:57,253 --> 00:06:00,221 Well... ... I'm not due tomorrow. You have time. 125 00:06:00,360 --> 00:06:02,362 Three more sets. 126 00:06:03,054 --> 00:06:04,711 Pulse is strong. How's your pain? 127 00:06:05,591 --> 00:06:06,627 It's less than before. 128 00:06:06,824 --> 00:06:08,550 Well, I agree with your assessment 129 00:06:08,575 --> 00:06:10,207 and there is no output from the chest tube, 130 00:06:10,231 --> 00:06:12,465 so I will come back later and remove it, okay? 131 00:06:12,490 --> 00:06:13,643 All right. 132 00:06:13,668 --> 00:06:16,903 But, um, he-he shouldn't push himself too hard though, right? 133 00:06:16,928 --> 00:06:18,930 Well, pushing through some pain is a good thing. 134 00:06:18,955 --> 00:06:20,734 So, keep it up. 135 00:06:20,759 --> 00:06:23,417 Dr. Marisol Ortiz to pediatrics. 136 00:06:24,773 --> 00:06:26,706 Sorry, we're late. 137 00:06:26,731 --> 00:06:29,043 Someone read the number on the room incorrectly. 138 00:06:29,068 --> 00:06:30,415 Sorry. 139 00:06:30,440 --> 00:06:34,356 Mr. Tep, uh, meet our newest surgical interns. 140 00:06:34,601 --> 00:06:36,085 Can you tell us about your chest pain? 141 00:06:36,395 --> 00:06:37,638 It's no big deal. 142 00:06:38,385 --> 00:06:39,766 Dad, you were doubled over. 143 00:06:39,951 --> 00:06:43,106 My daughter need more important things to worry about. 144 00:06:44,137 --> 00:06:45,262 Meade, you're up. 145 00:06:45,715 --> 00:06:47,761 Up? Uh... 146 00:06:47,786 --> 00:06:50,307 Sok Tep, 65, admitted to the 147 00:06:50,331 --> 00:06:52,852 chest pain OBs unit to rule out MI. 148 00:06:52,877 --> 00:06:54,776 Chest X-ray shows mediastinal widening. 149 00:06:55,353 --> 00:06:56,503 What does that mean? 150 00:06:56,692 --> 00:06:58,141 It's hard to tell without a scan, 151 00:06:58,166 --> 00:06:59,526 but radiology is ready for him now. 152 00:07:00,639 --> 00:07:02,399 But I'm supposed to be at the temple. 153 00:07:02,491 --> 00:07:05,701 He was eager to go to a Cambodian blessing ceremony. 154 00:07:06,626 --> 00:07:10,059 There'll be other ones. You're in pain. You need help. 155 00:07:10,084 --> 00:07:12,416 I could take care of myself. 156 00:07:12,441 --> 00:07:15,030 All right. Well, look, since you're here, 157 00:07:15,055 --> 00:07:16,735 let's go ahead and get the scan, all right? 158 00:07:16,760 --> 00:07:17,920 And then we'll go from there. 159 00:07:18,481 --> 00:07:20,034 - Okay? Just hang tight. - Thank you. 160 00:07:21,268 --> 00:07:24,031 Uh, Dr. Ndugu, before we go to CT. 161 00:07:24,340 --> 00:07:27,654 About last week and the closet, I was in shock and I was exhausted 162 00:07:27,679 --> 00:07:29,819 and we could just... forget about it? 163 00:07:30,898 --> 00:07:32,141 Already done. 164 00:07:32,279 --> 00:07:33,670 Dr. Anderson to radiology. 165 00:07:33,694 --> 00:07:35,731 Dr. Olivia Anderson to radiology. 166 00:07:35,869 --> 00:07:39,320 Uh, Dr. Warren is overseeing the pit today. 167 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:42,298 Uh, as a fifth-year resident, he will assure you that 168 00:07:42,323 --> 00:07:44,784 although we're short on scheduled cases, 169 00:07:44,809 --> 00:07:47,363 we receive plenty of emergencies. 170 00:07:47,501 --> 00:07:53,196 Welcome! I was where you are just a few short years ago. 171 00:07:53,221 --> 00:07:56,422 Well, not that short. I was... I was a firefighter for a bit. 172 00:07:56,447 --> 00:07:58,252 - And before that, I was in ADC... - Dr. Warren. 173 00:07:58,374 --> 00:08:00,111 Right. Uh, bed 4 is being assessed 174 00:08:00,136 --> 00:08:02,249 for severe abdominal pain and nausea. 175 00:08:02,274 --> 00:08:03,483 Dibs. 176 00:08:03,621 --> 00:08:05,312 Well, Baldwin's already got it, 177 00:08:05,337 --> 00:08:08,877 but we also just did an intake on an open femur fracture in trauma 3. 178 00:08:08,902 --> 00:08:10,568 - Dibs again. - That one's mine. 179 00:08:10,593 --> 00:08:12,502 Is that a possible arm lac in bed 6, because if so, I also call... 180 00:08:12,526 --> 00:08:15,253 Uh, you are not a kid at recess trying to get the best swing. 181 00:08:15,391 --> 00:08:17,082 We do not call dibs. 182 00:08:17,220 --> 00:08:18,500 Could we get some help out here? 183 00:08:18,525 --> 00:08:20,405 For the last time, this is the emergency department. 184 00:08:20,430 --> 00:08:21,822 All supplies need to go to the freight... 185 00:08:21,846 --> 00:08:22,950 We need a doctor right now. 186 00:08:22,975 --> 00:08:24,943 - This thing just went rolling. - What thing? 187 00:08:31,234 --> 00:08:33,409 Okay. 188 00:08:39,622 --> 00:08:40,623 Dibs. 189 00:08:41,912 --> 00:08:46,912 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com — 190 00:08:54,257 --> 00:08:58,089 Your chicken broth was expired or I... I would have made you soup. 191 00:08:58,336 --> 00:08:59,924 So, this isn't quite as comforting, 192 00:08:59,953 --> 00:09:02,990 but it does have the cute little marshmallows. 193 00:09:04,695 --> 00:09:06,663 Do you feel like getting out of bed today? 194 00:09:06,956 --> 00:09:10,132 Maybe taking a shower? Putting on some clean clothes? 195 00:09:11,930 --> 00:09:14,874 Do you have any clean clothes? What is happening here? 196 00:09:14,899 --> 00:09:17,048 My washer broke. I'm waiting on a part. 197 00:09:17,073 --> 00:09:18,947 When is the last time you did laundry? 198 00:09:18,972 --> 00:09:20,344 Um, couple weeks ago. 199 00:09:20,369 --> 00:09:22,847 I-I... I went to your house when nobody was there. 200 00:09:22,872 --> 00:09:24,883 There's a key in the planter still... 201 00:09:24,908 --> 00:09:27,645 You know, I have tenants. You can't do that. There are laws about that. 202 00:09:27,670 --> 00:09:29,741 I'm sure that they don't care. 203 00:09:31,043 --> 00:09:32,735 But maybe they have chicken broth. 204 00:09:33,780 --> 00:09:37,162 Let's go. We can do the laundry. We can catch up. 205 00:09:37,187 --> 00:09:40,555 You know, my mother always said, "Clean house, clean mind." 206 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,478 I don't think that's my problem. 207 00:09:46,457 --> 00:09:48,839 Aren't Link's parents bringing Scout back tomorrow? 208 00:09:48,864 --> 00:09:50,242 I think we have to get you up. 209 00:09:50,267 --> 00:09:52,912 And selfishly, I have to get on another plane in 24 hours 210 00:09:52,937 --> 00:09:55,259 and I'd like to spend some time with my sisters. 211 00:09:55,284 --> 00:09:58,252 And I'm sorry, but you need some clean underwear. 212 00:09:58,491 --> 00:09:59,907 I will buy more. 213 00:10:04,627 --> 00:10:05,905 Come on. 214 00:10:06,364 --> 00:10:08,929 He's a little low on the right. Griffith, move around next to Adams. 215 00:10:11,864 --> 00:10:14,004 - Gurney coming in. - Oh, here we go. 216 00:10:14,441 --> 00:10:15,442 Come on, fellas. 217 00:10:16,314 --> 00:10:18,972 - Take it easy. - The keys are in my pocket. 218 00:10:18,997 --> 00:10:20,630 There's a button next to seat to put it in reverse. 219 00:10:20,654 --> 00:10:22,251 - It's Patrick, right? - Yes. Yes. 220 00:10:22,276 --> 00:10:24,460 Okay, we're leaving this forklift right where it is. 221 00:10:24,485 --> 00:10:26,981 Yeah, even the smallest movement could cause more internal damage. 222 00:10:27,005 --> 00:10:28,835 But you're gonna get me off this thing, right? 223 00:10:28,973 --> 00:10:30,847 You can cut through this with a 14-inch rescue saw? 224 00:10:30,871 --> 00:10:32,711 - I'll get it. - You're cutting it? 225 00:10:32,735 --> 00:10:34,851 - You're not gonna pull it out? - We'll remove the metal 226 00:10:34,875 --> 00:10:36,784 in the operating room where we have more control. 227 00:10:36,808 --> 00:10:38,448 I'll grab supplies to stabilize the blade. 228 00:10:38,499 --> 00:10:40,270 I can handle this if you wanna check on the other residents. 229 00:10:40,294 --> 00:10:42,124 No, no, get the supplies. 230 00:10:42,149 --> 00:10:44,998 I was trying to manage both an insulation delivery and electrical inspection. 231 00:10:45,023 --> 00:10:47,277 And I forgot to put the lock on the forklift. Someone yelled my name. 232 00:10:47,301 --> 00:10:49,038 By the time I turned around, it was too late. 233 00:10:49,062 --> 00:10:51,626 Look, we will do everything to get you out of here. 234 00:10:51,651 --> 00:10:52,774 You need extra hands? 235 00:10:52,814 --> 00:10:55,110 Not if everything on your patient list isn't finished. 236 00:10:56,197 --> 00:10:58,469 Okay, Adams, uh, we need a vascular access. 237 00:10:58,494 --> 00:11:00,980 Griffith, get a crash cart and ten of morphine. 238 00:11:01,005 --> 00:11:04,180 Okay, move fast. I'm not sure how much time we have. 239 00:11:05,325 --> 00:11:06,672 Okay. 240 00:11:06,697 --> 00:11:08,336 A forklift through a person? 241 00:11:08,361 --> 00:11:10,006 Well, the construction team was using it 242 00:11:10,030 --> 00:11:12,260 to lift and transport materials upstairs. 243 00:11:12,285 --> 00:11:14,303 I understand its purpose. 244 00:11:14,328 --> 00:11:15,467 Whoa. 245 00:11:17,642 --> 00:11:20,265 You know that awful moment when you open up a patient's chest 246 00:11:20,290 --> 00:11:22,148 after their aorta has ruptured? 247 00:11:22,173 --> 00:11:24,382 You've seen it a hundred times, 248 00:11:24,407 --> 00:11:27,963 but it's so much more blood than you ever expected, 249 00:11:27,988 --> 00:11:30,813 and you can't see anything and you don't even know where to begin. 250 00:11:31,907 --> 00:11:33,594 We're in the bloody cavity. 251 00:11:33,619 --> 00:11:37,092 - The metaphor is clear, but I was... - Yeah, I should call your wife. 252 00:11:37,117 --> 00:11:39,940 I should, uh, file a workers' comp report. 253 00:11:39,965 --> 00:11:42,235 I need to tell the lawyer to just come back here. 254 00:11:42,287 --> 00:11:44,170 I mean, they might as well live here at this point. 255 00:11:44,195 --> 00:11:45,714 Can I make a recommendation? 256 00:11:45,739 --> 00:11:48,500 - Don't call your wife? - Go check on the patient. 257 00:11:48,638 --> 00:11:51,711 Right. Good idea. 258 00:11:53,747 --> 00:11:54,930 - Thank you. - Yeah. 259 00:11:54,955 --> 00:11:56,555 But I don't think this is right. 260 00:11:56,580 --> 00:11:58,340 I think this has to come down, right? 261 00:11:59,822 --> 00:12:02,963 You only put two orders in? That's less than one per person. 262 00:12:02,988 --> 00:12:06,813 The drop-down menu threw us at first, but I think we're good now. 263 00:12:07,796 --> 00:12:09,600 New plan. I'm gonna finish these 264 00:12:09,625 --> 00:12:11,765 and then we'll round on our patient list. 265 00:12:12,248 --> 00:12:14,054 You're gonna be doing running stitches. 266 00:12:14,078 --> 00:12:15,148 On a surgical patient? 267 00:12:15,286 --> 00:12:17,460 On bananas in the skills lab. 268 00:12:18,047 --> 00:12:22,302 There is a man downstairs with a forklift through his gut. 269 00:12:22,397 --> 00:12:24,779 He's gonna need surgery, and I want in. 270 00:12:25,547 --> 00:12:28,239 And that can't happen if this work isn't finished, 271 00:12:28,264 --> 00:12:29,931 and you are slower than molasses. 272 00:12:29,956 --> 00:12:31,484 So I'm gonna finish it myself. 273 00:12:31,509 --> 00:12:33,000 Aren't you supposed to be teaching us? 274 00:12:33,025 --> 00:12:37,156 I am. I am teaching you how to be efficient on getting what you want. 275 00:12:37,727 --> 00:12:39,844 Skills lab, one floor down. 276 00:12:44,039 --> 00:12:46,938 Hey, guys, guys, I'm seeing patients. Okay? Who's with me? 277 00:12:50,074 --> 00:12:51,765 Great. You know what? More for me. 278 00:12:54,192 --> 00:12:56,613 - This is your fault. - I need you to be more specific. 279 00:12:56,637 --> 00:12:58,476 You told Link to push through the pain. 280 00:12:58,501 --> 00:13:00,641 He was rehabbing so hard, he dislodged his IV. 281 00:13:00,673 --> 00:13:02,192 You gotta go talk to him. He won't talk to me. 282 00:13:02,217 --> 00:13:03,793 Bailey has a construction worker 283 00:13:03,825 --> 00:13:05,182 who is skewered on a forklift outside, 284 00:13:05,207 --> 00:13:06,949 but I will go and check on Link after. 285 00:13:06,974 --> 00:13:09,591 He's like a rabid dog who chewed off both his arms. 286 00:13:09,616 --> 00:13:11,066 Then you let him off the leash. 287 00:13:11,091 --> 00:13:13,319 He is a surgeon. He understands what's important for recovery. 288 00:13:13,344 --> 00:13:16,174 Make sure that Link is okay, and I will help Bailey with the trauma. 289 00:13:16,199 --> 00:13:17,457 This is my department. 290 00:13:17,482 --> 00:13:19,028 I have to go anyway because the 291 00:13:19,053 --> 00:13:20,844 incident happened on hospital property. 292 00:13:20,982 --> 00:13:23,363 Okay, well, I'll make sure that trauma 2 is ready 293 00:13:23,388 --> 00:13:24,596 and then I'll head up there. 294 00:13:24,621 --> 00:13:26,443 I'm gonna go to the cafeteria to eat for three. 295 00:13:26,468 --> 00:13:28,090 If he rips open his anastomosis before 296 00:13:28,115 --> 00:13:29,904 I get back, you're both dead to me. 297 00:13:30,921 --> 00:13:32,467 - Page me if you need me. - Yep. 298 00:13:35,400 --> 00:13:38,334 So you put in all of your orders and then you do your notes. 299 00:13:38,359 --> 00:13:41,002 Uh, we all share this tablet? 300 00:13:42,191 --> 00:13:44,020 Go to the nurses' station and ask for more. 301 00:13:44,045 --> 00:13:45,974 - Okay. - Go. 302 00:13:48,057 --> 00:13:50,369 Where are the scans? 303 00:13:51,289 --> 00:13:52,393 Should be up in a minute. 304 00:13:56,663 --> 00:14:00,701 Did you join the live stream for Beltran's memorial service yesterday? 305 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:01,818 I didn't have time. 306 00:14:01,843 --> 00:14:04,349 Yeah, I had to change my schedule around to make it. 307 00:14:06,052 --> 00:14:07,847 Yeah, it was hard to see her parents. 308 00:14:09,344 --> 00:14:10,925 Did you know she had an older brother? 309 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:15,580 Been a lot for me to process. How about you? 310 00:14:15,605 --> 00:14:16,744 I'm fine! 311 00:14:17,718 --> 00:14:20,110 So everyone can stop asking because I'm great. 312 00:14:20,135 --> 00:14:23,630 Unlike Dr. Beltran, I'm alive. So, no, I don't need to talk about it. 313 00:14:23,655 --> 00:14:26,495 I don't need time off. I don't need help. You know who does? 314 00:14:26,520 --> 00:14:28,350 Our patient who has... 315 00:14:30,843 --> 00:14:32,776 giant mass in his chest. 316 00:14:34,943 --> 00:14:35,944 That's a problem. 317 00:14:41,397 --> 00:14:44,228 Good. Thank you. 318 00:14:45,050 --> 00:14:48,113 An intern ordered potassium for the wrong patient. 319 00:14:48,138 --> 00:14:52,004 We have him hooked up to monitors and almost have access. 320 00:14:52,029 --> 00:14:53,281 I need to get in there. 321 00:14:53,306 --> 00:14:55,273 Well, you're not the only one with a task to do. 322 00:14:55,298 --> 00:14:56,437 Done! 323 00:14:56,462 --> 00:15:00,184 - How's it going? - Uh, somehow fine so far. 324 00:15:00,209 --> 00:15:02,393 - This was the easy part. - Fluids are going in. 325 00:15:02,418 --> 00:15:03,523 Safety first, huh? 326 00:15:03,548 --> 00:15:05,839 Yeah. Safety left the building a long time ago. 327 00:15:07,630 --> 00:15:09,849 Hey. Hey, if I die... 328 00:15:09,874 --> 00:15:12,083 Uh-uh, uh-uh. No, no. We're not there yet. 329 00:15:12,108 --> 00:15:16,269 Hey. Hey. You just hang tight. 330 00:15:16,294 --> 00:15:18,722 Blanket's in position. We're ready! 331 00:15:18,747 --> 00:15:21,509 Everyone stand clear. Live sparks could be airborne. 332 00:15:30,964 --> 00:15:33,503 Stop, stop, stop! 333 00:15:33,528 --> 00:15:36,634 Okay, BP took a dip. Someone squeeze the fluid in. 334 00:15:36,659 --> 00:15:39,939 And-And get blood! Stat! Griffith, uh, start a central line. 335 00:15:39,964 --> 00:15:41,286 We should intubate him now. It'll save 336 00:15:41,311 --> 00:15:42,744 us time when we finally get him off. 337 00:15:42,769 --> 00:15:45,220 We can't keep him in a stable position once he's sedated. 338 00:15:45,245 --> 00:15:48,034 Then we'll do an awake intubation wi-without induction drugs. 339 00:15:48,059 --> 00:15:50,209 We'll-We'll have control over his position the entire time. 340 00:15:50,234 --> 00:15:51,614 You wanna shove a tube through his 341 00:15:51,639 --> 00:15:53,273 nose into his throat while he's awake? 342 00:15:53,298 --> 00:15:55,162 Every second is going to count. 343 00:15:55,187 --> 00:15:56,780 Well, then we intubate him fast once we 344 00:15:56,805 --> 00:15:58,760 get him off this forklift and sedated. 345 00:15:58,785 --> 00:16:01,961 I agree with Warren. We have to control what we can when we can. 346 00:16:02,099 --> 00:16:03,859 All right, change of plans. 347 00:16:04,480 --> 00:16:05,481 All right. 348 00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:09,203 Is it cancer? 349 00:16:09,388 --> 00:16:11,588 We need to do a biopsy to find out. 350 00:16:12,375 --> 00:16:13,652 But it-it could be? 351 00:16:13,677 --> 00:16:16,580 Possibly or it could be the result of an infection. 352 00:16:16,872 --> 00:16:18,396 Have you traveled out of the country 353 00:16:18,420 --> 00:16:19,944 or spent much time somewhere else? 354 00:16:19,969 --> 00:16:21,416 I don't go anywhere. 355 00:16:23,091 --> 00:16:25,752 He immigrated from Cambodia. 356 00:16:25,777 --> 00:16:27,306 It's a long time ago. 357 00:16:27,331 --> 00:16:30,196 The '70s, during the genocide. You were injured. Mom told me. 358 00:16:30,221 --> 00:16:31,774 Enough! 359 00:16:31,799 --> 00:16:34,451 It's part of your medical history. You don't have to hide it. 360 00:16:34,476 --> 00:16:37,548 Oh, my God. Dad. 361 00:16:37,573 --> 00:16:39,214 Okay, let's secure his airway 362 00:16:39,239 --> 00:16:41,197 and then get that biopsy done ASAP. 363 00:16:45,396 --> 00:16:47,041 Another load is in. 364 00:16:48,904 --> 00:16:54,091 What do we think about these red walls, the teal cabinets? 365 00:16:54,116 --> 00:16:56,517 I feel like the house is screaming at me. 366 00:16:56,542 --> 00:16:58,647 At least they didn't knock down any walls. 367 00:16:59,010 --> 00:17:01,685 You said, "Let's knock this bitch down." 368 00:17:01,811 --> 00:17:03,916 And I told you that was the tequila talking. 369 00:17:03,953 --> 00:17:05,679 You knocked it down with us. 370 00:17:05,704 --> 00:17:08,381 What was I supposed to do? She had already busted a hole in it. 371 00:17:08,406 --> 00:17:10,935 Well, the tequila wasn't wrong. 372 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:13,446 It really does open up the place, don't you think? 373 00:17:17,517 --> 00:17:19,986 Here. We're gonna fold some clothes. 374 00:17:21,902 --> 00:17:24,501 Do you remember when we were sister lady chiefs 375 00:17:24,526 --> 00:17:26,227 and we were carpooling to work 376 00:17:26,252 --> 00:17:29,368 and you used to get dressed in the back seat? 377 00:17:29,393 --> 00:17:32,314 I don't think we were on time once. 378 00:17:34,674 --> 00:17:35,847 Where you going? 379 00:17:38,091 --> 00:17:39,610 Can you just give up on me? 380 00:17:39,635 --> 00:17:41,449 No, you drop everything when I need you. 381 00:17:41,474 --> 00:17:43,796 If you want to pay me back, just leave me alone. 382 00:17:43,821 --> 00:17:45,385 That-That is actually... That's what I want. 383 00:17:45,409 --> 00:17:48,722 No, I'm sorry. I love you, but you're a mess right now. 384 00:17:48,747 --> 00:17:52,001 And when one of us is a mess, the other two come in and help. 385 00:17:52,253 --> 00:17:54,669 That's what we do, whether you like it or not. 386 00:17:59,988 --> 00:18:01,369 What's wrong with you? 387 00:18:04,226 --> 00:18:07,015 Nothing. Nothing. 388 00:18:09,142 --> 00:18:10,143 I'm pregnant. 389 00:18:16,474 --> 00:18:17,658 I'm sorry. I have to take this. 390 00:18:17,682 --> 00:18:18,959 - Shout if you need me. - Mmm. 391 00:18:18,984 --> 00:18:20,157 This is Altman. 392 00:18:20,300 --> 00:18:21,819 Are your nose and throat feeling numb? 393 00:18:22,446 --> 00:18:24,354 Yeah, I'm... I'm ready. 394 00:18:24,379 --> 00:18:27,382 Okay, look, I'm not gonna sugarcoat it. 395 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:29,522 This is gonna be extremely uncomfortable. 396 00:18:30,419 --> 00:18:32,628 But it only lasts a minute. 397 00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:35,656 Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I don't wanna die. 398 00:18:35,946 --> 00:18:37,155 Patrick... 399 00:18:37,653 --> 00:18:42,531 I love my life. I love my job. My team. 400 00:18:43,778 --> 00:18:45,435 We've been together 20 years. 401 00:18:46,272 --> 00:18:47,825 We built half the city together. 402 00:18:48,193 --> 00:18:51,196 If I die, you have to tell them it wasn't their fault. 403 00:18:52,071 --> 00:18:53,624 Tell them I was doing too much. 404 00:18:53,762 --> 00:18:54,970 I made a dumb mistake. 405 00:18:55,108 --> 00:18:57,007 There's nothing they could have done to save me. 406 00:18:57,032 --> 00:19:00,044 Patrick, I know this is scary, but the faster we intubate you, 407 00:19:00,069 --> 00:19:03,151 the better our chances of you being able to tell your team yourself. 408 00:19:03,176 --> 00:19:05,454 - All right. - Hold still. 409 00:19:09,182 --> 00:19:11,529 You're doing great. Almost there. 410 00:19:11,667 --> 00:19:15,268 Okay. Here we go. I'm in. 411 00:19:15,293 --> 00:19:17,605 Have the sedation ready for as soon as we get him off. 412 00:19:20,236 --> 00:19:22,030 All right. Let's cut this thing. 413 00:19:36,968 --> 00:19:40,015 - Push in the meds. Start bagging him. - Yeah. 414 00:19:41,234 --> 00:19:43,270 Position. All right. Three, two... 415 00:19:43,734 --> 00:19:45,805 Nice and easy. Nice and easy. 416 00:19:45,943 --> 00:19:48,256 Don't let it move. Don't let it move. 417 00:19:49,395 --> 00:19:51,742 All right, let's get him upstairs ASAP. 418 00:19:51,880 --> 00:19:53,502 Okay. Let's go. 419 00:19:53,527 --> 00:19:55,790 My pleasure. I'll be back to check on you in another hour, okay? 420 00:19:55,815 --> 00:19:57,092 Okay, I need a doctor. 421 00:19:57,323 --> 00:19:59,749 - You, Dr... - Bryant. 422 00:19:59,774 --> 00:20:02,211 Okay, I have a patient whose AV fistula does not look good. 423 00:20:02,235 --> 00:20:03,443 - Can you take a look? - Yeah. 424 00:20:04,064 --> 00:20:05,825 Mr. Folb, this is Dr. Bryant. 425 00:20:05,850 --> 00:20:07,284 - Hello. - Hey, how are you doing? 426 00:20:07,309 --> 00:20:09,449 Let's, uh... Let's see what's going on, shall we? 427 00:20:09,474 --> 00:20:11,357 Could you give me some gauze and saline, please? 428 00:20:11,382 --> 00:20:12,763 - Yep. - Thank you. 429 00:20:13,439 --> 00:20:14,992 Do you wanna start antibiotics? 430 00:20:15,559 --> 00:20:18,286 Uh, that definitely looks angry. 431 00:20:18,847 --> 00:20:21,843 I think an upper level should lay eyes on it first. Page Dr. Kwan. 432 00:20:23,256 --> 00:20:25,216 - Hand me another, please. - Mm-hmm. 433 00:20:26,017 --> 00:20:28,572 Make it stop! Make it stop! 434 00:20:28,597 --> 00:20:30,756 - Sir, I need to hold pressure. - Oh, please! Oh. Oh. 435 00:20:30,781 --> 00:20:32,990 Can you get me a tourniquet and gauze and 1-0 silk? 436 00:20:33,015 --> 00:20:35,278 - You mean 4-0 prolene? - Yes! And-And page Dr. Kwan! 437 00:20:40,263 --> 00:20:41,368 Who's the father? 438 00:20:42,354 --> 00:20:45,513 Donor number 12715. 439 00:20:46,193 --> 00:20:47,738 I can't believe you didn't tell us. 440 00:20:47,763 --> 00:20:50,443 You guys always talk about how difficult it is to be a single mother. 441 00:20:50,468 --> 00:20:52,194 I was worried you might talk me out of it. 442 00:20:52,219 --> 00:20:54,966 I would talk you out of a man before I talk you out of a baby. 443 00:20:55,845 --> 00:20:57,053 Are you gonna tell Winston? 444 00:20:57,808 --> 00:21:00,569 I don't know. You know, we haven't talked in a while. 445 00:21:00,707 --> 00:21:02,404 You guys think I've lost my mind? 446 00:21:04,110 --> 00:21:07,595 Maybe. It's a lot of work, but I think it's wonderful. 447 00:21:07,620 --> 00:21:09,933 It doesn't mean you won't be up some nights at 2:00 a.m. 448 00:21:09,958 --> 00:21:11,935 questioning every decision you've ever made, 449 00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:14,765 but this baby will bring you more joy and more hope 450 00:21:14,790 --> 00:21:16,447 than you ever thought possible. 451 00:21:27,562 --> 00:21:29,253 All right. All done. 452 00:21:29,278 --> 00:21:31,576 What the hell are you doing? You're supposed to be in the skills lab. 453 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,302 - I-I was... - Good thing he wasn't. 454 00:21:33,326 --> 00:21:35,052 Your patient could have bled out. 455 00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:36,856 My arm was like Mount Saint Helens. 456 00:21:36,881 --> 00:21:38,435 I paged you as soon as it happened. 457 00:21:38,460 --> 00:21:42,172 And because it's Dr. Bryant's first day and he needs supervision, 458 00:21:42,197 --> 00:21:44,130 guess who the nurses also paged? 459 00:21:44,155 --> 00:21:48,366 - Okay, Dr. Bailey... - Fortunately, Mr. Folb will be just fine. 460 00:21:48,730 --> 00:21:50,318 Look at that figure of eight. 461 00:21:50,772 --> 00:21:53,933 - Oh, yeah. It's... it's very good. - Damn near perfect. 462 00:21:54,623 --> 00:21:56,556 Dr. Bailey is an excellent surgeon. 463 00:21:56,581 --> 00:21:59,085 Uh, that was Dr. Bryant. 464 00:21:59,224 --> 00:22:02,533 He's moving off of your service and onto mine. 465 00:22:02,558 --> 00:22:06,472 Baldwin is on his way with his surgical team for Mr. Folb. 466 00:22:06,497 --> 00:22:08,775 You can go back to writing your notes. 467 00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:12,262 Bryant, come with me. You are scrubbing in. 468 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:15,955 After you've changed. 469 00:22:22,996 --> 00:22:25,378 Hey, I'm gonna order lunch from that Italian del... 470 00:22:27,484 --> 00:22:29,244 Link? 471 00:22:29,382 --> 00:22:31,286 Um, my phone's about to die, and my, 472 00:22:31,310 --> 00:22:33,213 uh... my mom's got Scout at the park. 473 00:22:33,238 --> 00:22:35,467 I didn't wanna miss any calls. 474 00:22:35,492 --> 00:22:37,390 Well, she can always call me. You're not su... 475 00:22:37,415 --> 00:22:38,793 Can you give me your arm? 476 00:22:38,818 --> 00:22:40,244 - You're not supposed to be up right now. - No, no, no! 477 00:22:40,269 --> 00:22:41,887 Has Owen been in here? 478 00:22:41,912 --> 00:22:43,717 He went to get supplies so he can remove the tube. 479 00:22:43,748 --> 00:22:45,684 - Okay, well, let me help you. - No, I-I'm fine! 480 00:22:45,709 --> 00:22:47,109 - No, I... no. - You need help back. 481 00:22:47,134 --> 00:22:49,066 Oh, my God! Link! 482 00:22:49,091 --> 00:22:51,197 Oh, my God! Okay, don't move. You could be hurt. 483 00:22:51,222 --> 00:22:52,605 No, no, no, don't. 484 00:22:52,630 --> 00:22:54,668 - Let me help you up. - I'll get up myself. 485 00:22:54,693 --> 00:22:58,183 - Then let me get someone to help you. - Damn it, just go! 486 00:23:07,109 --> 00:23:08,387 Okay. 487 00:23:15,946 --> 00:23:17,986 - Can we get suction set up? - Here. 488 00:23:18,185 --> 00:23:19,600 Lap pad. 489 00:23:19,625 --> 00:23:21,547 - Can you help hold the blade? - Yeah. 490 00:23:21,685 --> 00:23:23,929 Okay, everyone. We are a full house. 491 00:23:23,954 --> 00:23:26,000 So please be aware of each other, 492 00:23:26,025 --> 00:23:29,856 as well as this large piece of metal protruding from our patient. 493 00:23:29,994 --> 00:23:32,134 We don't have enough working ORs as it is. 494 00:23:32,272 --> 00:23:34,136 All right, Bryant is joining us. 495 00:23:35,275 --> 00:23:37,495 - That guy is still alive? - We're tryna keep him that way. 496 00:23:37,519 --> 00:23:39,107 Hey, let's reduce the chatter. 497 00:23:39,590 --> 00:23:40,988 Warren, what's the plan? 498 00:23:41,013 --> 00:23:42,706 We need to extend the incision around the blade. 499 00:23:42,731 --> 00:23:44,433 We'll try to catch all the bleeders as we go, 500 00:23:44,457 --> 00:23:47,046 but mainly, we're taking it one step at a time. 501 00:23:47,183 --> 00:23:48,983 Altman, I'm sure people are 502 00:23:49,008 --> 00:23:51,119 looking for you. We've got it from here. 503 00:23:51,257 --> 00:23:53,215 I'm... I'm happy to stay and help. 504 00:23:53,240 --> 00:23:56,285 This room is a zoo. Get out while you can. 505 00:23:59,298 --> 00:24:00,333 Mm-hmm. 506 00:24:02,189 --> 00:24:05,710 All right. Ten blade. 507 00:24:07,514 --> 00:24:09,723 Okay, advance two more centimeters. 508 00:24:11,321 --> 00:24:14,220 Good. All right, now take... 509 00:24:14,245 --> 00:24:15,488 The specimen. 510 00:24:18,940 --> 00:24:21,805 Can you place a stat order for Dr. Ndugu, please. 511 00:24:21,830 --> 00:24:23,186 - Yes, Dr. Millin. - Nice job. 512 00:24:23,323 --> 00:24:24,887 Bet you couldn't have done that on your first day. 513 00:24:24,912 --> 00:24:27,032 Would've been easier without the scar tissue. 514 00:24:27,057 --> 00:24:29,028 He didn't say anything about prior procedures. 515 00:24:29,137 --> 00:24:31,617 I mean, he was just a kid during the Khmer Rouge regime. 516 00:24:31,642 --> 00:24:33,689 Do you think he doesn't remember major surgery? 517 00:24:33,713 --> 00:24:35,646 I'm saying he could be trying to forget. 518 00:24:38,891 --> 00:24:41,291 Is he bleeding inside his chest? Did I hit something? 519 00:24:41,410 --> 00:24:43,492 It's coming from the mass. We need to open him. 520 00:24:43,516 --> 00:24:45,035 I need a thoracotomy tray. 521 00:24:45,060 --> 00:24:47,322 Give me a ten blade. I need help with traction. 522 00:24:47,347 --> 00:24:48,670 See? You don't even need me. 523 00:24:48,694 --> 00:24:50,040 Dr. Beltran, wake up. 524 00:24:51,282 --> 00:24:54,182 N-No. Open your eyes. Wake up. Come on. 525 00:24:54,207 --> 00:24:56,236 Millin! 526 00:24:58,256 --> 00:24:59,369 Millin. 527 00:25:06,539 --> 00:25:11,287 Unbelievable. His liver, kidneys, aorta, IVC. 528 00:25:11,424 --> 00:25:13,669 - They're all intact. - The blade missed all of them? 529 00:25:13,694 --> 00:25:15,109 He's one lucky son of a... 530 00:25:15,134 --> 00:25:16,939 I recommend you do not finish that sentence. 531 00:25:16,963 --> 00:25:23,088 Okay, so it did hit the ascending colon and part of the small bowel. 532 00:25:23,113 --> 00:25:26,707 All right, Griffith and Adams, you two will remove it 533 00:25:26,732 --> 00:25:30,218 while Warren and I check for bleeding along the path. 534 00:25:30,356 --> 00:25:32,738 Okay. On my count. 535 00:25:33,359 --> 00:25:34,744 Slow and steady. 536 00:25:35,495 --> 00:25:37,681 One, two, three. 537 00:25:38,364 --> 00:25:39,724 You're pulling too fast. 538 00:25:39,749 --> 00:25:41,411 Your elbow's in the way. 539 00:25:41,436 --> 00:25:42,713 If you don't slow down, you'll make it worse. 540 00:25:42,738 --> 00:25:43,642 It's barely moving. 541 00:25:43,667 --> 00:25:44,759 We're centimeters from his IVC... 542 00:25:44,784 --> 00:25:47,097 Okay, stop. Stop. Both of you. 543 00:25:47,572 --> 00:25:49,592 Adams, step away from the table. 544 00:25:49,617 --> 00:25:51,215 - What? - Your fellow resident 545 00:25:51,239 --> 00:25:54,148 has repeatedly asked you to slow down, but you didn't. 546 00:25:54,173 --> 00:25:56,071 The OR is a place for teamwork. 547 00:25:56,096 --> 00:25:58,255 We don't have time for you to set a bad example for interns 548 00:25:58,280 --> 00:25:59,759 or to jeopardize this patient. 549 00:25:59,784 --> 00:26:01,252 Also, your comments have frankly been 550 00:26:01,276 --> 00:26:02,744 inappropriate all day. So take a hike. 551 00:26:05,073 --> 00:26:06,220 Now. 552 00:26:09,021 --> 00:26:10,712 Bryant, help Griffith. 553 00:26:20,268 --> 00:26:22,384 Someone get Dr. Millin a seat, please. 554 00:26:22,409 --> 00:26:23,506 Yes, Doctor. 555 00:26:24,622 --> 00:26:26,560 I can assist. 556 00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:28,839 Listen, our patient is counting on you to be at 100%. 557 00:26:29,089 --> 00:26:31,125 And... if you're not there... 558 00:26:41,384 --> 00:26:43,966 Uh, clips. Tray. 559 00:26:44,756 --> 00:26:46,896 Gloves. Metz. 560 00:26:47,464 --> 00:26:50,002 Lap pads. Ray-tecs. 561 00:26:52,419 --> 00:26:55,231 Sometimes it, um... uh, helps 562 00:26:55,256 --> 00:26:57,798 me to name things that I see out loud. 563 00:26:57,963 --> 00:26:59,378 To ground you. 564 00:27:00,390 --> 00:27:01,425 I do that too. 565 00:27:02,457 --> 00:27:04,044 You can keep saying them out loud. 566 00:27:05,865 --> 00:27:08,463 Fluids. A drape. 567 00:27:08,488 --> 00:27:10,283 A spleen? 568 00:27:10,421 --> 00:27:12,458 - What? - I think... 569 00:27:12,596 --> 00:27:14,736 I think he's got an accessory spleen. 570 00:27:16,151 --> 00:27:18,084 - That was the mass? - Yeah. 571 00:27:18,222 --> 00:27:19,614 Looks like the interns aren't the 572 00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:21,294 only ones seeing something new today. 573 00:27:22,347 --> 00:27:25,364 Almost there. Just tilt it a little to the right. 574 00:27:25,885 --> 00:27:27,416 And what happens once we get this thing out? 575 00:27:27,441 --> 00:27:28,594 Griffith. 576 00:27:28,619 --> 00:27:30,279 We remove the damaged colon, 577 00:27:30,303 --> 00:27:32,202 create an ostomy, do a washout, close. 578 00:27:32,406 --> 00:27:34,270 Should be smooth sailing. 579 00:27:34,758 --> 00:27:36,932 All right. Looks clear over here. 580 00:27:36,957 --> 00:27:39,149 - Warren? - Uh, I lost visualization. 581 00:27:39,174 --> 00:27:41,259 Okay, uh, Bryant, come around this side. 582 00:27:41,284 --> 00:27:42,494 Okay. 583 00:27:49,208 --> 00:27:50,684 How's this? 584 00:27:50,878 --> 00:27:53,332 Oh, yeah, that's much better. Much better. 585 00:27:53,629 --> 00:27:55,545 And all clear over here too. 586 00:27:55,570 --> 00:27:57,203 You still have room, Dr. Griffith? 587 00:27:57,227 --> 00:27:58,469 I will make it work. 588 00:27:58,494 --> 00:28:00,058 Okay, let's, uh... let's pull this thing. 589 00:28:00,275 --> 00:28:01,275 - Ready? - Yep. 590 00:28:01,300 --> 00:28:03,613 And... pull. 591 00:28:04,065 --> 00:28:05,480 Oh, easy, easy. 592 00:28:05,846 --> 00:28:06,957 Yeah. 593 00:28:08,341 --> 00:28:09,835 - Ooh. - Ah. 594 00:28:09,860 --> 00:28:14,668 Nice work, doctors. Okay, I need suction. Hmm. 595 00:28:22,459 --> 00:28:25,980 You didn't want to do the surgery. You were held hostage. 596 00:28:26,005 --> 00:28:27,662 The second time. 597 00:28:27,811 --> 00:28:32,590 If I had said no to the first surgery, none of this would've happened. 598 00:28:32,903 --> 00:28:34,422 You were trying to help. 599 00:28:35,571 --> 00:28:37,262 You're not the villain here. 600 00:28:37,287 --> 00:28:40,269 The hospital... exploded. 601 00:28:41,675 --> 00:28:46,044 My friend died. My son's father almost died. 602 00:28:46,069 --> 00:28:50,462 There is a little girl who is locked in. She is awake inside her body. 603 00:28:50,487 --> 00:28:52,004 She still can't even blink. 604 00:28:52,029 --> 00:28:55,122 She is gonna spend the rest of her life in a long-term care facility. 605 00:28:55,147 --> 00:28:57,801 I did that. I did that. 606 00:28:59,367 --> 00:29:00,817 I understand this mom's desperation. 607 00:29:00,842 --> 00:29:02,637 If somebody did that to Scout... 608 00:29:07,191 --> 00:29:08,745 I don't know what I'd do. 609 00:29:09,609 --> 00:29:12,026 I know I'm the least qualified person to respond to this 610 00:29:12,051 --> 00:29:14,520 because my baby is the size of a raspberry, 611 00:29:14,545 --> 00:29:19,378 but if... I were that mom, I would not blame you. 612 00:29:20,333 --> 00:29:23,267 You are saying that to make me feel better. 613 00:29:23,509 --> 00:29:24,942 No, I'm saying that because... 614 00:29:25,904 --> 00:29:28,833 I know that complications can happen for any reason. 615 00:29:29,802 --> 00:29:31,424 And sometimes for no reason at all. 616 00:29:32,253 --> 00:29:34,045 Look, I-I-if we could all avoid mistakes, 617 00:29:34,069 --> 00:29:35,635 we would all have perfect records. 618 00:29:36,240 --> 00:29:40,474 And I know that I still think about Sabie when I can't sleep at night. 619 00:29:46,785 --> 00:29:48,752 Maybe we should open a wine bar. 620 00:29:50,961 --> 00:29:52,455 No one dies in wine bars. 621 00:29:52,605 --> 00:29:54,469 People can have heart attacks anywhere. 622 00:29:54,814 --> 00:29:56,367 I'm sober. 623 00:29:56,392 --> 00:29:59,333 Right, but you don't have to drink it, you just have to sell it. 624 00:30:05,249 --> 00:30:08,079 How am I going to raise a person without you two? 625 00:30:08,276 --> 00:30:11,038 Just say the word. We can be in Chicago by lunch. 626 00:30:15,158 --> 00:30:20,000 Another step. Keep going. Yeah. You're doing great. You are good. 627 00:30:20,025 --> 00:30:22,588 Yeah, I snapped at my pregnant wife. 628 00:30:22,726 --> 00:30:24,763 Yeah, it wasn't a good look. 629 00:30:26,790 --> 00:30:27,860 You're recovering. 630 00:30:27,885 --> 00:30:30,655 I can barely walk across the room. 631 00:30:32,900 --> 00:30:35,843 You're right. You're right. This sucks. 632 00:30:35,868 --> 00:30:37,157 You're scared, and you feel like a 633 00:30:37,181 --> 00:30:38,777 shell of the man that you used to be, 634 00:30:38,802 --> 00:30:41,366 and you feel obligated to pretend like everything's fine... 635 00:30:41,391 --> 00:30:43,876 You know what, you wanna patronize me? You can leave too. 636 00:30:44,739 --> 00:30:46,016 Keep going. 637 00:30:47,949 --> 00:30:49,881 - What? - Getting your anger out 638 00:30:49,914 --> 00:30:52,131 might be just as important as the PT. So keep going. 639 00:30:59,616 --> 00:31:03,413 I hate the way Jo looks at me. Like I'm a patient. 640 00:31:04,448 --> 00:31:06,128 I haven't been looked at like that since 641 00:31:06,152 --> 00:31:07,831 I was a kid, and it makes me resent her. 642 00:31:08,501 --> 00:31:11,051 And... and resent my body 643 00:31:11,076 --> 00:31:16,253 and resent every freaking beeping monitor that I've been hooked up to. 644 00:31:18,756 --> 00:31:21,828 I'm mad that Monica Beltran didn't make it. 645 00:31:22,915 --> 00:31:26,066 I'm mad that my scrub nurse got hurt, and I'm mad that my patient died 646 00:31:26,091 --> 00:31:27,792 even though all he needed was a knee repair, 647 00:31:27,816 --> 00:31:30,302 and-and I'm mad that I'm supposed to be happy. 648 00:31:34,308 --> 00:31:35,723 I know how lucky I am. 649 00:31:39,907 --> 00:31:40,943 I know. 650 00:31:42,797 --> 00:31:46,461 And I came this close... 651 00:31:48,923 --> 00:31:50,580 to never meeting my daughters. 652 00:31:50,632 --> 00:31:53,256 To never seeing Scout graduate high school, 653 00:31:53,281 --> 00:31:55,060 never witnessing Luna's first date 654 00:31:55,085 --> 00:31:57,555 and never growing old with Jo, you know? 655 00:31:58,963 --> 00:32:02,204 And I can... I can handle the... the physical stuff, but I-I... 656 00:32:04,889 --> 00:32:06,649 I don't know how to heal from this. 657 00:32:19,282 --> 00:32:20,914 I was just trying to save that guy. 658 00:32:20,939 --> 00:32:23,375 You're an intern. You're supposed to do what I say. 659 00:32:24,735 --> 00:32:26,781 Rectal disimpaction in room 410. 660 00:32:26,806 --> 00:32:29,361 And when you're done, there is more where that came from. 661 00:32:29,844 --> 00:32:32,028 - Great. - You could try apologizing. 662 00:32:32,053 --> 00:32:34,573 What? I didn't do anything wrong. Plus, I like a challenge. 663 00:32:34,874 --> 00:32:37,394 - Okay. - What? 664 00:32:38,784 --> 00:32:42,270 - How's he doing? - Alive... ... unbelievably. 665 00:32:42,926 --> 00:32:44,373 As soon as I saw him up in that thing, 666 00:32:44,397 --> 00:32:45,726 I didn't think he stood a chance. 667 00:32:45,751 --> 00:32:48,477 Awake intubation may have given him one. 668 00:32:49,632 --> 00:32:51,392 You were right. 669 00:32:51,530 --> 00:32:54,740 I'm sorry if I crossed the line out there, but the patient was... 670 00:32:54,765 --> 00:32:56,353 Will you be my chief resident? 671 00:32:57,119 --> 00:32:58,155 Seriously? 672 00:32:58,494 --> 00:33:02,162 Look, I can't be in five places all at once, 673 00:33:02,187 --> 00:33:06,329 and keep my eye on 20 residents while also trying to save lives. 674 00:33:07,054 --> 00:33:10,712 Today, eventually turned out fine, 675 00:33:10,850 --> 00:33:12,542 but what happens when it doesn't? 676 00:33:13,129 --> 00:33:15,924 I have too much on my plate, and I need help. 677 00:33:16,822 --> 00:33:19,015 Not just any help, okay? 678 00:33:19,040 --> 00:33:23,183 I need someone who is good with the residents, 679 00:33:23,208 --> 00:33:27,808 who thinks on his feet, who has my back, 680 00:33:27,946 --> 00:33:31,363 and who isn't afraid to disagree with me. 681 00:33:31,665 --> 00:33:34,702 I can do all that. 682 00:33:34,840 --> 00:33:37,429 - Yeah, don't disagree too much. - Oh, trust me. I know. 683 00:33:38,681 --> 00:33:40,614 You removed his spleen? 684 00:33:40,639 --> 00:33:42,158 It was already gone. 685 00:33:42,710 --> 00:33:46,265 Your dad had a condition called intrathoracic splenosis. 686 00:33:46,403 --> 00:33:50,614 Basically, tissues from his spleen landed in his chest and grew. 687 00:33:50,697 --> 00:33:54,041 Tissue can just move to a different part of your body? 688 00:33:54,073 --> 00:33:56,627 It can sometimes, after a traumatic injury. 689 00:33:56,921 --> 00:33:59,752 Dr. Millin and I removed it and that should help with his pain. 690 00:34:02,941 --> 00:34:07,261 He's always had the scars, but he never told me about the surgery. 691 00:34:07,286 --> 00:34:08,969 Maybe he was trying to protect me, 692 00:34:08,994 --> 00:34:11,127 or... maybe he was trying to forget all 693 00:34:11,151 --> 00:34:13,361 the horrible things that he went through. 694 00:34:13,386 --> 00:34:16,320 But he's my dad. I wanna know his story. 695 00:34:17,158 --> 00:34:18,928 That blessing ceremony that he mentioned. 696 00:34:18,953 --> 00:34:20,979 It's actually a workshop to help 697 00:34:21,003 --> 00:34:23,588 Cambodian refugees process their grief. 698 00:34:23,871 --> 00:34:26,356 I'd never convinced him to go to therapy, 699 00:34:26,788 --> 00:34:29,619 but... he seemed excited about this. 700 00:34:29,732 --> 00:34:33,227 Yeah. Community can be important... for healing. 701 00:34:33,726 --> 00:34:36,658 - Can you take him to the next one? - I hope he'll let me. 702 00:34:43,809 --> 00:34:45,017 Hey. 703 00:34:45,412 --> 00:34:46,965 How pissed off is he? 704 00:34:47,072 --> 00:34:49,971 I let him take a couple swings at me. 705 00:34:51,675 --> 00:34:53,125 - He's doing okay. - Okay. 706 00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:55,472 He wants to talk to you. 707 00:34:57,129 --> 00:34:58,786 He holds things in too long. 708 00:34:59,103 --> 00:35:01,692 He still hasn't talked much about that day. 709 00:35:02,445 --> 00:35:03,584 Take it easy on him. 710 00:35:03,722 --> 00:35:06,794 Well, I hope that he'll go easy on himself. 711 00:35:07,189 --> 00:35:09,944 I know that he has to put his whole life back together, 712 00:35:09,969 --> 00:35:14,212 but you can only do that one step at a time, you know? 713 00:35:16,324 --> 00:35:17,670 - I'll see you tomorrow. - Mm-hmm. 714 00:35:32,509 --> 00:35:35,271 Dr. Brady to Radiology. Dr. Jessica Brady... 715 00:35:35,409 --> 00:35:37,307 Heard you were rounding. Anything interesting? 716 00:35:37,332 --> 00:35:39,552 Nothing as interesting as an impalement. 717 00:35:40,193 --> 00:35:41,366 Sorry you got kicked out. 718 00:35:41,449 --> 00:35:43,288 I-I didn't see you walk out in protest. 719 00:35:43,313 --> 00:35:44,420 You expected me to leave? 720 00:35:44,445 --> 00:35:46,396 Yeah, you're pretty good at making your own decisions. 721 00:35:46,897 --> 00:35:48,899 What is that supposed to mean? 722 00:35:51,085 --> 00:35:52,086 It means... 723 00:35:53,446 --> 00:35:54,792 It means I admire you. 724 00:35:55,959 --> 00:35:58,686 You do what you want despite what people think. 725 00:35:59,398 --> 00:36:01,474 I didn't... cheat on you. 726 00:36:02,229 --> 00:36:04,654 We broke up. You broke up with me. 727 00:36:04,679 --> 00:36:07,968 You said it was over. I was upset. I went for a drink. 728 00:36:07,993 --> 00:36:10,133 - And you picked up a rando at Joe's. - I... 729 00:36:10,529 --> 00:36:11,944 I didn't... plan it. 730 00:36:15,656 --> 00:36:17,446 - That guy? - Uh... 731 00:36:17,471 --> 00:36:19,577 Seriously? 732 00:36:20,143 --> 00:36:21,558 - Millin? - 911. 733 00:36:29,256 --> 00:36:31,879 - You think she's okay? - We got the same text as you. 734 00:36:34,339 --> 00:36:35,770 What's going on? 735 00:36:35,795 --> 00:36:39,349 I, uh... I realized that we, um, haven't 736 00:36:39,374 --> 00:36:42,382 properly grieved, uh, Dr. Beltran yet. 737 00:36:42,520 --> 00:36:44,211 You paged 911. 738 00:36:44,236 --> 00:36:46,832 - I would really like to do this. - Sure. 739 00:36:47,983 --> 00:36:49,329 Yeah, how do you wanna start? 740 00:36:49,467 --> 00:36:54,785 Um, well, first we each take a candle. Um... 741 00:36:56,106 --> 00:36:58,919 And then anyone who-who wants to can 742 00:36:58,944 --> 00:37:01,314 say something they remember about her. 743 00:37:10,934 --> 00:37:14,632 Dr. Beltran literally put her patient's life ahead of her own. 744 00:37:16,256 --> 00:37:17,602 She'll always be remembered. 745 00:37:23,413 --> 00:37:26,899 Out of all the attendings, she yelled at me the least. 746 00:37:35,011 --> 00:37:38,911 She, uh, really liked matcha. 747 00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:45,334 And she was great with kids. 748 00:37:50,736 --> 00:37:54,153 Every time I was with Dr. Beltran, I learned something new. 749 00:37:54,720 --> 00:37:58,345 Sometimes it was a technique or a procedure, 750 00:37:59,035 --> 00:38:00,968 sometimes it was a life lesson. 751 00:38:01,144 --> 00:38:04,043 Like, be more careful about who you bring home from the bar. 752 00:38:06,284 --> 00:38:08,700 The night of, uh, the explosion... 753 00:38:10,322 --> 00:38:13,118 she talked me through a mesenteric repair on a child. 754 00:38:15,394 --> 00:38:16,568 Then she died. 755 00:38:20,304 --> 00:38:24,549 I'm still trying to understand everything I learned in that OR, 756 00:38:24,574 --> 00:38:25,748 but I do know this... 757 00:38:27,634 --> 00:38:32,630 I was the last person to have the privilege 758 00:38:32,655 --> 00:38:35,313 of learning from Dr. Monica Beltran. 759 00:38:37,073 --> 00:38:40,697 And for that... I am truly grateful. 760 00:38:47,290 --> 00:38:49,430 To be good at assessing traumas, 761 00:38:49,568 --> 00:38:51,294 you have to be good at dissociating. 762 00:38:55,358 --> 00:38:57,395 You're not looking at a person on the table. 763 00:38:57,420 --> 00:38:59,070 - Hey. - You're looking at a protocol. 764 00:38:59,095 --> 00:39:02,038 - What are you still doing here? - I had time on my hands, 765 00:39:02,063 --> 00:39:04,351 and since you were busy, 766 00:39:04,376 --> 00:39:06,896 I called Catherine and filed a workers' comp report. 767 00:39:08,035 --> 00:39:11,349 Thank you, Richard. That is a big weight off. 768 00:39:11,374 --> 00:39:13,031 My pleasure. 769 00:39:14,238 --> 00:39:16,930 Do you like being a suit? 770 00:39:17,147 --> 00:39:19,184 It sounds like you don't. 771 00:39:19,209 --> 00:39:22,247 I'm-I'm grateful for my job. I-I am. It's... 772 00:39:23,982 --> 00:39:28,538 A week ago, I invented a new surgery to create an aorta, 773 00:39:28,676 --> 00:39:32,922 and today all I have are emails to answer and phone calls to return. 774 00:39:32,947 --> 00:39:36,061 I can't even grieve the people who have died here. 775 00:39:36,995 --> 00:39:40,585 And I-I don't remember the last time I had dinner with my kids. 776 00:39:41,035 --> 00:39:43,038 The corner office isn't for everybody. 777 00:39:44,934 --> 00:39:47,246 If you need time to figure things out, 778 00:39:47,271 --> 00:39:49,491 I'd be happy to fill in for you for a while. 779 00:39:50,146 --> 00:39:51,146 You would do that? 780 00:39:51,388 --> 00:39:53,563 Uh, I kind of miss it. 781 00:39:54,875 --> 00:39:57,360 Is it okay if I move some stuff around? 782 00:39:57,385 --> 00:39:59,076 Be my guest. 783 00:40:00,360 --> 00:40:01,396 Thank you, Richard. 784 00:40:10,240 --> 00:40:12,777 You don't have to knock. It's still your office. 785 00:40:18,517 --> 00:40:21,448 What are you doing here? You back? 786 00:40:22,636 --> 00:40:24,086 You know how when people get sober, 787 00:40:24,111 --> 00:40:26,951 sometimes they trade one addiction for another? 788 00:40:28,978 --> 00:40:32,430 I haven't used a vacation day in four years. 789 00:40:33,327 --> 00:40:35,087 You wanna take a vacation? 790 00:40:36,136 --> 00:40:38,138 I was thinking more like a sabbatical. 791 00:40:39,527 --> 00:40:40,597 Sabbatical. 792 00:40:42,625 --> 00:40:43,729 Where do you wanna go? 793 00:40:45,857 --> 00:40:47,538 Wherever my people are. 794 00:40:50,793 --> 00:40:53,080 Sometimes, the hardest part of working in trauma 795 00:40:53,105 --> 00:40:55,038 is finding yourself on the other side. 796 00:41:11,118 --> 00:41:12,499 Letting yourself feel. 797 00:41:19,166 --> 00:41:20,754 Mourn the lives you've lost... 798 00:41:23,500 --> 00:41:25,053 and celebrate the lives you've saved. 799 00:41:25,828 --> 00:41:27,105 They wanna go again. 800 00:41:27,588 --> 00:41:30,028 One more time, and then we're gonna have to hug Maggie goodbye. 801 00:41:30,053 --> 00:41:31,850 Yes! 802 00:41:37,874 --> 00:41:40,554 You're doing a great job with them. 803 00:41:40,579 --> 00:41:41,614 Hmm. 804 00:41:42,210 --> 00:41:45,593 They have their moments, but overall they're pretty extraordinary. 805 00:41:51,474 --> 00:41:56,168 I just... never imagined becoming a mother without my mom. 806 00:41:56,824 --> 00:41:58,999 She'll come up in ways you don't expect. 807 00:42:00,913 --> 00:42:05,369 What about when I need concrete advice in real time? 808 00:42:05,999 --> 00:42:07,432 Then you call me. 809 00:42:09,542 --> 00:42:11,372 Even if it's only your own. 810 00:42:11,573 --> 00:42:13,402 - Hi. - Hi. 811 00:42:17,985 --> 00:42:22,985 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com —