1 00:00:06,406 --> 00:00:08,466 There comes a point in every surgeon's career 2 00:00:08,491 --> 00:00:10,951 where the novelty wears off and monotony sets in. 3 00:00:11,163 --> 00:00:12,302 Dr. Wilson? 4 00:00:12,795 --> 00:00:15,024 Mrs. Salazar with chorio needs to see an OB. 5 00:00:15,049 --> 00:00:17,328 Oh, yeah. 6 00:00:17,816 --> 00:00:19,922 - Okay. Yeah, on my way. - Okay. 7 00:00:19,951 --> 00:00:20,952 Whoo. 8 00:00:20,977 --> 00:00:22,945 - Oh, no. This way. - Yeah. 9 00:00:22,970 --> 00:00:24,250 You go to work. 10 00:00:24,275 --> 00:00:26,484 You perform the same procedures over and over. 11 00:00:26,509 --> 00:00:27,945 You get home late. 12 00:00:27,970 --> 00:00:30,936 Eat leftovers straight out of the fridge. Go to sleep. 13 00:00:31,074 --> 00:00:34,526 Could you stop that? I'm trying to buy a new mini fridge. 14 00:00:34,551 --> 00:00:36,001 No, I have to make it to ten. 15 00:00:36,675 --> 00:00:39,014 This place is like an abandoned gold rush town. 16 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:40,247 With condoms. 17 00:00:42,051 --> 00:00:43,501 That one was on purpose. 18 00:00:43,526 --> 00:00:45,606 Then you wake up and do it all over again. 19 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:52,335 The second you get lulled into the routine, that's when it happens. 20 00:00:52,360 --> 00:00:54,476 - She's coding. 21 00:00:54,500 --> 00:00:55,538 Again? 22 00:00:56,790 --> 00:01:00,311 That's when you meet the patient who changes your life. 23 00:01:00,336 --> 00:01:01,613 Starting compressions. 24 00:01:08,620 --> 00:01:10,140 Quite a pair, aren't we? 25 00:01:10,165 --> 00:01:14,307 Me and my sling, and you and your 30-week... glow. 26 00:01:14,670 --> 00:01:17,569 - Awesomeness. Awesome glow. - I'm almost done here. 27 00:01:17,594 --> 00:01:19,476 Take your time. I'll work on notes. 28 00:01:19,501 --> 00:01:21,953 Have Scout and Luna ran your parents out of town yet? 29 00:01:21,978 --> 00:01:24,218 No, I hope not. We're gonna need all the help we can get. 30 00:01:24,843 --> 00:01:27,717 Though I will be glad when my mom stops badgering me 31 00:01:27,742 --> 00:01:29,502 about getting the twins baptized. 32 00:01:29,527 --> 00:01:31,367 I already told her we should wait until they're at least 33 00:01:31,392 --> 00:01:33,567 - eight weeks. - Eighteen. 34 00:01:34,179 --> 00:01:35,921 - Are you serious? - Uh... 35 00:01:35,946 --> 00:01:37,441 Can you take a look at our new admission? 36 00:01:37,466 --> 00:01:39,571 I'm off. Just have Dr. Marcus do it. 37 00:01:39,596 --> 00:01:42,663 There was an incident. She threw a water pitcher at him. 38 00:01:42,758 --> 00:01:44,415 Well, can you blame her? 39 00:01:45,519 --> 00:01:47,639 Um, do you want to just work in here? I won't be long. 40 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:49,592 - Yeah. - Great. Okay. 41 00:01:56,288 --> 00:01:57,765 It's the moment of truth. 42 00:01:57,790 --> 00:02:01,476 Millin is down to the line. This shot will win all the marbles. 43 00:02:01,859 --> 00:02:03,413 Hey! Foul! 44 00:02:03,527 --> 00:02:04,838 It's a made-up game. 45 00:02:05,677 --> 00:02:07,482 - Where do you think you're going? - Home. 46 00:02:07,506 --> 00:02:10,854 We should be in the OR, not wasting time on Bailey's pet project. 47 00:02:10,879 --> 00:02:12,171 Dr. Kwan. 48 00:02:12,196 --> 00:02:15,180 Which is providing people with the care they so desperately need. 49 00:02:16,575 --> 00:02:18,715 Uh, you look fancy. Big plans? 50 00:02:18,810 --> 00:02:22,676 Uh, if you mean dinner with my husband and no children, then yes. 51 00:02:22,970 --> 00:02:26,546 Uh, today's no-shows, follow up. 52 00:02:27,298 --> 00:02:28,437 Try to reschedule. 53 00:02:28,813 --> 00:02:32,644 Mercedes Hernandez? Again? 54 00:02:33,062 --> 00:02:36,510 But her prescription for PCOS and diabetes expired months ago. 55 00:02:36,535 --> 00:02:40,437 She... was hospitalized for diabetic ketoacidosis back in March. 56 00:02:40,462 --> 00:02:43,034 You cannot force a patient to come and see you. 57 00:02:43,059 --> 00:02:45,234 - All you can do is... - Follow up. 58 00:02:45,259 --> 00:02:48,212 Good. Don't forget to restock the beds before you close, 59 00:02:48,237 --> 00:02:50,722 and if you need anything, call someone else. 60 00:02:51,616 --> 00:02:53,205 - And, Millin. - Yeah. Yes? 61 00:02:53,230 --> 00:02:55,404 Condoms are not a toy. 62 00:02:56,452 --> 00:02:58,005 - Yeah. - I'll get started on the beds. 63 00:03:04,701 --> 00:03:07,117 - What, Adams still isn't here? - Negative. 64 00:03:07,142 --> 00:03:09,074 My mother always said, "Early is on 65 00:03:09,098 --> 00:03:11,373 time, on time is late, and late is... " 66 00:03:11,398 --> 00:03:14,406 "Unacceptable." My dad says that too. 67 00:03:15,373 --> 00:03:18,207 Uh, and I'm about to be late for a hernia repair. 68 00:03:18,232 --> 00:03:20,520 Can you do the workup on a new transfer from Vashon? 69 00:03:20,600 --> 00:03:21,600 Of course. 70 00:03:21,625 --> 00:03:24,456 Thanks. And tell Adams he owes you one. 71 00:03:24,766 --> 00:03:25,801 Yeah. 72 00:03:28,587 --> 00:03:32,729 Oh, great. First Doogie Howser, now pregnant Barbie. 73 00:03:34,679 --> 00:03:36,623 Amy, I am Dr. Wilson and I am here to 74 00:03:36,647 --> 00:03:38,917 check your cervix. Is that okay with you? 75 00:03:42,586 --> 00:03:45,348 Are you a real doctor? Or a rookie like the other guy? 76 00:03:45,373 --> 00:03:48,203 I'm an OB resident, a board-certified general surgeon, 77 00:03:48,228 --> 00:03:50,230 and your only other option right now. 78 00:03:51,199 --> 00:03:52,753 - Okay. - Fine. 79 00:03:53,446 --> 00:03:55,620 I want an unmedicated vaginal birth. 80 00:03:55,934 --> 00:03:57,695 It's probably a foreign concept around here, 81 00:03:57,720 --> 00:04:00,178 but women have been doing it for millennia. 82 00:04:00,598 --> 00:04:05,085 Okay. You are four centimeters dilated. Let's take a look. 83 00:04:05,659 --> 00:04:07,108 Right... 84 00:04:08,430 --> 00:04:13,193 Okay, your baby is breech. It's coming feet first. 85 00:04:13,218 --> 00:04:14,688 I know. She's supposed to 86 00:04:14,712 --> 00:04:16,497 turn by now, but she's being difficult. 87 00:04:16,522 --> 00:04:19,095 Okay, we can try to turn her with a procedure called 88 00:04:19,120 --> 00:04:21,431 external cephalic version, but if that doesn't work, 89 00:04:21,456 --> 00:04:22,814 you will need a C-section. 90 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:25,585 I read online you can still deliver a breech baby vaginally. 91 00:04:25,610 --> 00:04:29,341 It is possible, but unfortunately, it is high risk for the baby, 92 00:04:29,366 --> 00:04:32,854 - so we tend to... - A C-section isn't in my birth plan. 93 00:04:33,593 --> 00:04:36,872 Okay. I will try to turn her by pushing on your belly. 94 00:04:36,897 --> 00:04:39,737 It's more likely to be successful if you have an epidural in place. 95 00:04:39,762 --> 00:04:41,577 Also not in my birth plan. 96 00:04:41,602 --> 00:04:44,259 When I say I'm having an unmedicated birth, 97 00:04:44,284 --> 00:04:46,962 I am having an unmedicated birth, okay? 98 00:04:48,840 --> 00:04:51,739 I understand. I will, um, give you a minute 99 00:04:51,764 --> 00:04:54,388 and then I will be back to do the version. 100 00:04:58,230 --> 00:05:01,630 Ms. Evans, hi, I'm Dr. Griffith. How are you feeling? 101 00:05:01,655 --> 00:05:03,312 Ready to party. 102 00:05:03,337 --> 00:05:05,650 Glad to hear it. Meade? 103 00:05:07,173 --> 00:05:08,657 Yeah, one sec. 104 00:05:10,184 --> 00:05:14,668 Regina Evans, 51, presents with congestive heart failure, 105 00:05:14,693 --> 00:05:17,533 renal failure, and a hospital-acquired pneumonia 106 00:05:17,558 --> 00:05:19,777 in the setting of polyarteritis nodosa, or PAN. 107 00:05:19,802 --> 00:05:21,986 - Which is? - A rare form of vasculitis. 108 00:05:22,011 --> 00:05:23,470 - Mmm. - In other words, 109 00:05:23,495 --> 00:05:25,980 I got one foot in the grave and the other on a banana peel. 110 00:05:26,005 --> 00:05:28,548 She's on four liters nasal cannula and a Bumex strip. 111 00:05:28,573 --> 00:05:30,201 Mmm. Welcome to Grey-Sloan. 112 00:05:30,226 --> 00:05:32,090 - Mmm. - What's the plan? 113 00:05:32,746 --> 00:05:34,126 Oh. Uh, call an attending? 114 00:05:34,989 --> 00:05:37,682 She needs a CBC, CMP, coags, blood cultures, 115 00:05:37,707 --> 00:05:40,176 an EKG and a CT of the chest and abdomen. 116 00:05:40,201 --> 00:05:41,686 Right. Yeah. On it. 117 00:05:44,259 --> 00:05:45,536 I'll be back to check on you. 118 00:05:46,932 --> 00:05:49,358 There's some photos in that bag there. 119 00:05:49,383 --> 00:05:51,523 Would you be a dear and grab them for me? 120 00:05:52,215 --> 00:05:53,251 Sure. 121 00:05:57,309 --> 00:05:58,587 Oh, yeah. 122 00:05:58,884 --> 00:06:02,500 I've seen a lot of hospital rooms. Photos help make it homey. 123 00:06:02,525 --> 00:06:05,079 - I've always wanted to go to Paris. - Greatest city on Earth. 124 00:06:05,826 --> 00:06:07,069 You're a chef. 125 00:06:07,094 --> 00:06:09,999 Retired, but I still throw a hell of a dinner party. 126 00:06:13,977 --> 00:06:15,841 Why do you have a photo of my mom? 127 00:06:24,095 --> 00:06:29,095 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com — 128 00:06:35,084 --> 00:06:36,408 Hi, um... Ms. Hernandez. 129 00:06:36,433 --> 00:06:38,994 This is Dr. Kwan calling about your appointment today. 130 00:06:39,243 --> 00:06:41,309 We wanted to check on your diabetes. 131 00:06:41,333 --> 00:06:43,399 Give us a call back to reschedule. 132 00:06:44,479 --> 00:06:47,378 Huh. She missed three appointments. 133 00:06:47,680 --> 00:06:51,891 I know she has childcare issues sometimes, but she usually calls. 134 00:06:52,722 --> 00:06:55,242 I'm gonna miss my bus. You want to give me a ride home? 135 00:06:55,267 --> 00:06:57,024 You live on the other side of town. 136 00:06:57,049 --> 00:06:58,634 What if I bribe you with cake? 137 00:06:58,659 --> 00:07:01,455 It's from Max and Irvin's tasting last week, 138 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:03,173 but the red velvet is still good. 139 00:07:05,019 --> 00:07:06,109 Is that a no? 140 00:07:06,134 --> 00:07:07,859 Uh... I will give you a ride home, 141 00:07:07,884 --> 00:07:09,507 but we're making a stop on the way. 142 00:07:10,233 --> 00:07:11,545 Isn't your car outside? 143 00:07:12,158 --> 00:07:13,407 I need a few things. 144 00:07:16,802 --> 00:07:19,114 You're Niecy and Wayne's baby girl? 145 00:07:19,413 --> 00:07:22,313 Simone. You were friends with my mom? 146 00:07:22,338 --> 00:07:25,410 Friends? Girl, we were attached at the hip. 147 00:07:25,943 --> 00:07:27,807 Grew up around the corner from each other. 148 00:07:28,078 --> 00:07:34,151 I can't believe this. Simone Griffith, all grown up and a doctor. 149 00:07:35,161 --> 00:07:36,542 Surgeon actually. 150 00:07:36,567 --> 00:07:38,294 Mama Joyce must be so proud. 151 00:07:38,319 --> 00:07:41,135 - You know Granny? - She was basically my surrogate mom. 152 00:07:41,160 --> 00:07:43,507 You still talk to her or my dad? 153 00:07:43,758 --> 00:07:46,657 Well, we fell out of touch. I think after your mom... 154 00:07:49,365 --> 00:07:50,815 I brought up painful memories. 155 00:07:53,196 --> 00:07:55,544 - Is there someone I can call for you? - No. 156 00:07:56,274 --> 00:07:58,345 My mom's on a senior cruise in Antarctica. 157 00:07:58,660 --> 00:08:02,284 Sounds cold if you ask me, but she's my only family. 158 00:08:02,520 --> 00:08:03,935 This might be a little cold. 159 00:08:06,484 --> 00:08:09,185 Remind me never to leave Amelia's during rush hour. 160 00:08:09,210 --> 00:08:10,487 Not my responsibility. 161 00:08:11,627 --> 00:08:14,919 Hey. Hi, I'm Dr. Adams. I'll be taking over your care. 162 00:08:15,253 --> 00:08:18,187 Once Dr. Griffith gets me up to speed, we'll head to CT, all right? 163 00:08:18,363 --> 00:08:19,744 - Sounds good. - Griffith? 164 00:08:19,769 --> 00:08:22,050 Yeah, I'll be right there. I'm just gonna finish her echo. 165 00:08:24,814 --> 00:08:27,196 It's colder in here than on my mom's cruise. 166 00:08:27,221 --> 00:08:28,854 I'll have the nurse bring you another blanket. 167 00:08:29,193 --> 00:08:30,630 I wasn't talking about me. 168 00:08:39,173 --> 00:08:40,978 Hey, I'm gonna be a while. 169 00:08:41,003 --> 00:08:45,638 My patient is in active labor and her baby is breech. 170 00:08:46,299 --> 00:08:48,503 Sounds great. 171 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:52,169 Hey, when did you talk to my mom about baptizing the twins? 172 00:08:52,194 --> 00:08:53,471 Um... 173 00:08:54,550 --> 00:08:55,724 Two days ago? 174 00:08:56,018 --> 00:08:57,927 She told me that you didn't want to talk about it. 175 00:08:57,951 --> 00:08:59,435 I thought I was doing you a favor. 176 00:08:59,573 --> 00:09:01,230 I thought you weren't religious. 177 00:09:01,282 --> 00:09:03,111 Did I ever say that I wasn't? 178 00:09:03,319 --> 00:09:05,459 Have you been going to church and I haven't noticed? 179 00:09:05,536 --> 00:09:08,488 No, but that doesn't mean that I don't believe in God. 180 00:09:08,716 --> 00:09:09,752 Oh, okay. 181 00:09:10,989 --> 00:09:12,025 Um... 182 00:09:13,898 --> 00:09:15,624 - Define God. - What? 183 00:09:15,649 --> 00:09:18,978 I just want to know what God... is to you. 184 00:09:19,003 --> 00:09:21,432 God is, um... 185 00:09:21,457 --> 00:09:23,020 God, I don't... I don't know. 186 00:09:23,045 --> 00:09:24,978 It's like porn. You know it when you see it. 187 00:09:25,003 --> 00:09:27,034 Okay, did you just compare God to porn? 188 00:09:27,736 --> 00:09:29,869 It felt wrong coming out of my mouth... 189 00:09:29,894 --> 00:09:32,995 but, um, the principle still applies. 190 00:09:33,020 --> 00:09:35,204 Have you ever been to church? 191 00:09:35,342 --> 00:09:37,586 Yeah, in high school I would hit up the Korean church 192 00:09:37,611 --> 00:09:39,450 for free meals all the time. 193 00:09:39,475 --> 00:09:40,821 Not helping your case. 194 00:09:40,959 --> 00:09:43,893 - Why are you cross-examining me? - I... 195 00:09:46,719 --> 00:09:49,313 - I'm just trying to understand. - Okay. 196 00:09:49,761 --> 00:09:50,761 Um... 197 00:09:50,797 --> 00:09:52,394 Talking to your mom reminded me 198 00:09:52,419 --> 00:09:54,697 of the nights that I would eat in the church courtyard 199 00:09:54,722 --> 00:09:57,261 and peek in at the youth group 200 00:09:57,286 --> 00:10:00,367 or the senior Bible study, 201 00:10:00,392 --> 00:10:05,545 and it was this community that I never had that I want for our kids. 202 00:10:05,570 --> 00:10:08,109 - So my mother got to you. - It's not ritual sacrifice. 203 00:10:08,134 --> 00:10:09,963 It's pouring water on their heads. 204 00:10:09,988 --> 00:10:12,612 And initiating them into a religion I don't believe in. 205 00:10:12,637 --> 00:10:15,590 And up until a few minutes ago, I thought you didn't believe in either. 206 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:16,615 Well... 207 00:10:17,755 --> 00:10:22,198 - Where are you going? - To flip a stubborn baby. Go figure. 208 00:10:26,292 --> 00:10:27,501 This is weird. 209 00:10:33,460 --> 00:10:37,360 You know we could get fired for this? Or sued? Or both? 210 00:10:37,498 --> 00:10:40,329 It looks like no one's home anyways. 211 00:10:41,070 --> 00:10:42,353 - Let's go. - Great. 212 00:10:44,367 --> 00:10:47,681 Hola. ¿Quién es? 213 00:10:47,706 --> 00:10:50,555 Buenas noches. Disculpe la molestia. 214 00:10:50,580 --> 00:10:53,179 Somos doctores de la clínica Elena Bailey 215 00:10:53,204 --> 00:10:57,139 y buscamos a Mercedes Hernandez. Está disponible? 216 00:11:03,233 --> 00:11:04,441 Son doctores? 217 00:11:04,466 --> 00:11:06,606 Sí. Mercedes es mi paciente. 218 00:11:08,288 --> 00:11:11,798 Mercedes es mi hija. Está muy enferma. 219 00:11:14,466 --> 00:11:19,462 Por favor, pasen por aquí. 220 00:11:20,507 --> 00:11:21,922 Do you speak Spanish? 221 00:11:22,399 --> 00:11:26,143 Uh, I took a couple of years in high school, but it never really stuck. 222 00:11:26,168 --> 00:11:28,524 - Are you a doctor? - Yes. Yes, I am. 223 00:11:28,549 --> 00:11:31,967 Do you want to meet Benito? He's a velociraptor. 224 00:11:32,584 --> 00:11:33,584 Yes. 225 00:11:37,558 --> 00:11:39,077 I meant to call. 226 00:11:39,699 --> 00:11:41,493 It's okay. It's okay. 227 00:11:41,631 --> 00:11:43,644 I forgot today was a half day at Javi's school 228 00:11:43,668 --> 00:11:44,945 and my mom couldn't watch him. 229 00:11:46,405 --> 00:11:48,166 Do you always come to people's houses? 230 00:11:49,223 --> 00:11:50,644 My colleague, Dr. Millin, and I just 231 00:11:50,668 --> 00:11:52,295 wanted to make sure you were all right. 232 00:11:53,584 --> 00:11:55,626 I'm a little run down, but what else is new? 233 00:11:56,716 --> 00:11:58,866 Where are my manners? Let me get you something to drink. 234 00:11:58,890 --> 00:12:00,409 - No, no. Don't get up. - No need. 235 00:12:02,411 --> 00:12:05,941 It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. 236 00:12:05,966 --> 00:12:07,830 Don't move. 237 00:12:10,285 --> 00:12:11,562 It's okay. 238 00:12:20,476 --> 00:12:21,788 Did Adams leave you alone? 239 00:12:22,165 --> 00:12:24,564 Ms. Sims arrested. He said to page him when scans were up... 240 00:12:24,589 --> 00:12:25,580 Get out. 241 00:12:27,919 --> 00:12:29,345 How are you holding up in there? 242 00:12:29,921 --> 00:12:31,164 Simone, is that you? 243 00:12:31,189 --> 00:12:33,837 It's me. Your scans will just take another minute. 244 00:12:36,416 --> 00:12:40,044 - Why'd you kick out my intern? - You left him to do your work. 245 00:12:40,069 --> 00:12:41,960 We used to get left like that all the time. 246 00:12:41,985 --> 00:12:44,643 - Will you just let me do my job? - I... 247 00:12:48,052 --> 00:12:51,435 Okay, she has an aneurysm in her superior mesenteric artery. 248 00:12:51,573 --> 00:12:53,506 That would explain her vague abdominal pain. 249 00:12:53,531 --> 00:12:55,188 Yeah, she needs a stent. I'll call Webber. 250 00:12:57,109 --> 00:12:59,008 All right, you want her? She's all yours. 251 00:12:59,033 --> 00:13:01,380 - I'll go see my 20 other patients. - I... 252 00:13:07,382 --> 00:13:12,283 Temp's 102. Do you have any abdominal pain or a cough? 253 00:13:12,515 --> 00:13:14,626 - No. - It's not hypoglycemia. 254 00:13:14,940 --> 00:13:17,184 Blood sugar is high, 349. 255 00:13:17,826 --> 00:13:19,386 Okay, have you been taking your insulin? 256 00:13:19,541 --> 00:13:21,154 My prescription ran out. 257 00:13:21,179 --> 00:13:23,250 I've been taking supplements, trying to eat better. 258 00:13:23,505 --> 00:13:26,267 Mm-hmm. Can we give you an insulin shot? 259 00:13:27,596 --> 00:13:28,632 Yeah. 260 00:13:30,819 --> 00:13:32,614 - This is Benito. - Uh... 261 00:13:32,639 --> 00:13:34,537 It's nice to meet you, Benito. 262 00:13:34,562 --> 00:13:37,766 He's eight like me, and this is his friend Josh. 263 00:13:37,791 --> 00:13:40,829 Did you know velociraptors are the smartest dinosaurs? 264 00:13:40,854 --> 00:13:44,227 - They can run 24 miles per hour. - Javi, please. 265 00:13:45,031 --> 00:13:47,274 Can I go outside? I'm bored. 266 00:13:47,299 --> 00:13:49,888 Vamos para tu cuarto. 267 00:13:49,913 --> 00:13:51,605 Okay, a little poke. 268 00:13:54,695 --> 00:13:56,076 Sorry. I'm sorry. 269 00:13:56,214 --> 00:13:59,804 I... I stubbed my toe a while ago. It's not healing. 270 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:02,911 Um... Can we take a look? 271 00:14:03,615 --> 00:14:04,650 Mm-hmm. 272 00:14:14,225 --> 00:14:17,435 Oh. Mercedes, you need to go to the hospital. 273 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:20,549 We're between insurance plans. 274 00:14:20,574 --> 00:14:23,458 Grey-Sloan has programs that can help with that. 275 00:14:23,596 --> 00:14:26,047 Javi would throw a fit if I'm not here at bedtime. 276 00:14:26,072 --> 00:14:27,763 This is a serious infection. 277 00:14:29,822 --> 00:14:34,481 I can come to the clinic tomorrow. Please. 278 00:14:35,736 --> 00:14:38,256 Okay, how about we give you an IV antibiotic, 279 00:14:38,281 --> 00:14:43,027 and then we try to clean out the infected tissue now? 280 00:14:49,282 --> 00:14:52,630 Baby won't budge and Mom is refusing meds. 281 00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:55,128 What are you doing? 282 00:14:55,153 --> 00:14:57,048 I'm making a list of all the reasons 283 00:14:57,072 --> 00:14:58,967 baptizing our kids makes no sense. 284 00:14:59,105 --> 00:15:02,798 No matter which room I walk into tonight, nobody cares what I think. 285 00:15:02,823 --> 00:15:05,741 Number one. You perform abortions for a living. 286 00:15:05,820 --> 00:15:06,960 How is that an issue? 287 00:15:07,630 --> 00:15:09,046 Sends a mixed message. 288 00:15:09,184 --> 00:15:11,876 Plenty of Christians believe in a woman's right to choose. 289 00:15:11,901 --> 00:15:14,026 Number 2, Scout and Luna are not baptized, 290 00:15:14,051 --> 00:15:15,751 and for that matter, neither are you. 291 00:15:15,776 --> 00:15:18,227 Well, I was thinking that we could do Luna at the same time. 292 00:15:18,252 --> 00:15:20,342 You'd have to talk to Amelia about Scout, but... 293 00:15:20,367 --> 00:15:23,681 You'd have to talk to me about Scout, and I would say no way in hell. 294 00:15:23,706 --> 00:15:27,315 - Well, now you're resorting to puns. - Number three... 295 00:15:27,340 --> 00:15:31,353 Okay, you know, I am... I am so tired and very over this. 296 00:15:31,378 --> 00:15:33,691 Organized religion is not the only community out there. 297 00:15:33,716 --> 00:15:35,574 You want community, let them play sports. 298 00:15:35,831 --> 00:15:38,843 I was talking about a spiritual community. 299 00:15:38,868 --> 00:15:41,602 So am I. Look, just give me one reason 300 00:15:41,626 --> 00:15:44,805 why this makes even a little bit of sense. 301 00:15:44,857 --> 00:15:47,956 I'll give you seven of them, one for every month 302 00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:50,636 I've been carrying not one but two of your babies. 303 00:15:57,897 --> 00:15:59,278 I spoke with the attending. 304 00:15:59,303 --> 00:16:01,315 We're gonna try and wean you off some of these drips tonight 305 00:16:01,339 --> 00:16:03,261 and plan to take care of the aneurysm in the morning. 306 00:16:03,639 --> 00:16:09,081 I still can't believe that Denise Ward's daughter is my doctor. 307 00:16:09,207 --> 00:16:10,794 Still can't believe you knew my mom. 308 00:16:12,370 --> 00:16:14,603 Does your granny still have that old hooptie? 309 00:16:14,628 --> 00:16:16,182 - The Chevy? - Mm-hmm. 310 00:16:16,207 --> 00:16:19,706 - Sold it a few years ago. - Oh. That is a shame. 311 00:16:19,731 --> 00:16:24,805 We used to steal that... I mean, borrow that thing all the time. 312 00:16:26,891 --> 00:16:29,722 She's in a home now. Alzheimer's disease. 313 00:16:29,901 --> 00:16:32,079 It's been hard to watch. She had a mind like a steel trap. 314 00:16:32,104 --> 00:16:34,175 Ooh. No joke. 315 00:16:34,200 --> 00:16:38,238 One time, me and your mom poured Mama Joyce's liquor into thermoses 316 00:16:38,407 --> 00:16:41,157 and then refilled the bottles with water and Kool-Aid. 317 00:16:41,182 --> 00:16:43,287 We thought we were so slick. 318 00:16:43,312 --> 00:16:46,023 So when we went to sneak out, thermoses were empty. 319 00:16:46,048 --> 00:16:48,775 You couldn't get anything past her. 320 00:16:48,800 --> 00:16:51,776 - You and my mom did that? - Tip of the iceberg. 321 00:16:51,801 --> 00:16:54,387 My dad said my mom never partied. She was too focused on school. 322 00:16:54,412 --> 00:16:56,483 So he's still a buzzkill. 323 00:16:57,242 --> 00:16:58,761 My dad's an amazing father. 324 00:16:58,786 --> 00:17:01,030 Who clearly didn't give you the full story. 325 00:17:01,897 --> 00:17:05,190 I brought another bag of Bumex. Or I can come back later. 326 00:17:05,215 --> 00:17:08,563 No, go ahead. I should let you rest. I'll be back to check on you. 327 00:17:14,111 --> 00:17:17,321 Okay, IV is in and starting antibiotics. 328 00:17:18,184 --> 00:17:19,392 How's the toe? 329 00:17:19,530 --> 00:17:23,396 Necrotic, but I'm trying to debride as much as I can. 330 00:17:23,546 --> 00:17:25,686 - Do you feel this? - Not really. 331 00:17:26,355 --> 00:17:28,194 Okay, good. 332 00:17:28,219 --> 00:17:29,643 I should've come to the clinic today. 333 00:17:29,668 --> 00:17:31,715 I should've found a friend to watch Javi. 334 00:17:31,740 --> 00:17:34,984 No, it's okay. Really, we get it. 335 00:17:35,130 --> 00:17:36,752 You're doing the best that you can. 336 00:17:36,860 --> 00:17:39,276 Javi's lucky to have a mother who cares as much as you do. 337 00:17:39,483 --> 00:17:41,934 He's... my whole world. 338 00:17:42,544 --> 00:17:44,408 Can you move the toe a little bit to the left? 339 00:17:44,433 --> 00:17:45,993 - Yeah, of course. - Yeah, there you go. 340 00:17:49,350 --> 00:17:52,563 - What is that? Is that my... Is that... - Uh... 341 00:17:56,191 --> 00:17:58,711 You're doing great. You're doing great. Deep breath. 342 00:17:59,878 --> 00:18:03,402 No, stop, I can't take it anymore. 343 00:18:05,385 --> 00:18:07,524 Are you sure I can't give you something 344 00:18:07,548 --> 00:18:09,969 to help the contractions or an epidural... 345 00:18:09,994 --> 00:18:13,214 - What part of "no" do you not understand? - It'll help with the pain. 346 00:18:13,239 --> 00:18:15,483 I-I've heard about the domino effect. 347 00:18:15,508 --> 00:18:18,313 You do this, I have a complication, and one thing leads to the next, 348 00:18:18,338 --> 00:18:20,532 and suddenly I'm having an emergency C-section. 349 00:18:20,557 --> 00:18:22,835 If I can't turn the baby, then you might have no choice. 350 00:18:23,516 --> 00:18:26,519 This must be why our maternal mortality rate is off the charts. 351 00:18:26,544 --> 00:18:28,392 You don't have to like or respect me, 352 00:18:28,417 --> 00:18:31,016 but I am a doctor and I am trained to take care of you and your baby, 353 00:18:31,040 --> 00:18:32,628 and you are making it impossible. 354 00:18:32,653 --> 00:18:35,572 So you can either suffer through the pain while I do this procedure 355 00:18:35,597 --> 00:18:38,073 or let me give you some freaking medicine. 356 00:18:39,918 --> 00:18:42,783 - I... - I need my husband. 357 00:18:43,708 --> 00:18:46,401 Okay. We'll call him for you. 358 00:18:46,492 --> 00:18:47,493 You can't. 359 00:18:48,957 --> 00:18:50,649 He died three months ago. 360 00:19:01,243 --> 00:19:03,314 We didn't come here to amputate a toe. 361 00:19:03,339 --> 00:19:06,292 I wasn't trying to amputate it. It just fell off. 362 00:19:06,317 --> 00:19:08,333 She has a diabetic foot infection, which 363 00:19:08,357 --> 00:19:10,488 is probably spreading, which means... 364 00:19:10,513 --> 00:19:12,688 Probably have to take off way more than just her toe. 365 00:19:12,713 --> 00:19:14,094 She could lose her whole leg. 366 00:19:20,417 --> 00:19:22,246 Hey, Mercedes. Um... 367 00:19:24,045 --> 00:19:28,314 Your infection is getting worse. I have to call an ambulance. 368 00:19:28,339 --> 00:19:30,410 No, please, I'm begging you. 369 00:19:30,435 --> 00:19:33,388 We'll alert the financial assistance program the second we admit you. 370 00:19:33,413 --> 00:19:34,593 It's not about the money. 371 00:19:34,618 --> 00:19:36,723 If you don't go, you could die. 372 00:19:37,279 --> 00:19:39,074 Look, and we want to help you. 373 00:19:40,800 --> 00:19:42,733 People saw immigration by the hospital. 374 00:19:42,871 --> 00:19:48,092 If I go, they could get me. My status was revoked a few months ago. 375 00:19:48,117 --> 00:19:51,889 And my friend's brother, last week, ICE surrounded his car, 376 00:19:51,914 --> 00:19:54,572 broke all his windows, and dragged him out by his feet. 377 00:19:54,597 --> 00:19:56,875 We still don't know where they took him. 378 00:19:57,206 --> 00:20:00,259 - I... I'm so sorry. - Our whole life is here. 379 00:20:01,027 --> 00:20:03,892 My son's school, his soccer team, our church. 380 00:20:04,030 --> 00:20:08,414 We can't be taken away from that. I can't be taken away from him. 381 00:20:08,439 --> 00:20:10,130 I know you're scared, 382 00:20:10,494 --> 00:20:13,877 but you need more help than we can give you here. 383 00:20:13,902 --> 00:20:16,396 And we will do everything we can to keep you safe. 384 00:20:16,421 --> 00:20:17,846 - We'll even drive you ourselves. - Yeah. 385 00:20:17,871 --> 00:20:21,289 I can't. It's too risky. Please. 386 00:20:31,471 --> 00:20:33,277 - We need to take her to the hospital. - I know. 387 00:20:33,309 --> 00:20:35,276 Do you? Because a couple of hours ago, 388 00:20:35,301 --> 00:20:37,855 you thought it was a brilliant idea to take care of her here. 389 00:20:39,891 --> 00:20:42,250 Please! Please don't call 911. 390 00:20:42,275 --> 00:20:45,589 I'm not. But I am calling for help. 391 00:20:51,133 --> 00:20:54,206 Now, your numbers are improving, so we're stopping some of your drips. 392 00:20:55,288 --> 00:20:56,616 You look better. 393 00:20:57,227 --> 00:21:00,186 I look like death and you know it. 394 00:21:03,884 --> 00:21:05,696 I didn't mean to come for your father. 395 00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:08,663 - He's a good man. - Yeah, he's the best. 396 00:21:08,688 --> 00:21:11,004 And I don't blame him for putting your mom on a pedestal. 397 00:21:11,028 --> 00:21:14,800 All my life I've heard she was a straight-A student, volleyball champion. 398 00:21:14,825 --> 00:21:18,626 She was, but she was also the life of the party. 399 00:21:19,916 --> 00:21:23,126 We once went to this Tribe Called Quest show 400 00:21:23,298 --> 00:21:27,009 - with joints hidden in her shoes. - Stop. 401 00:21:27,778 --> 00:21:30,954 She got us into the VIP after-party too. 402 00:21:31,092 --> 00:21:33,681 By the time we got home, the sun was up 403 00:21:33,706 --> 00:21:36,753 and Mama Joyce was waiting for us on the front lawn. 404 00:21:36,778 --> 00:21:39,307 - She must have been livid. - Ooh. 405 00:21:39,332 --> 00:21:43,612 Your mother was grounded for weeks. Oh, but it was worth it. 406 00:21:43,750 --> 00:21:45,884 Your life sounds so much more exciting than mine. 407 00:21:45,909 --> 00:21:49,653 Nothing you can't fix with a concert and a pair of roomy sneakers. 408 00:21:50,025 --> 00:21:53,079 Yeah, I don't have a lot of free time, but my job's fulfilling. 409 00:21:53,104 --> 00:21:56,532 Sounds like something a nun says before she runs off with the gardener. 410 00:21:56,557 --> 00:21:59,884 Is that what my mom said before she ditched her first wedding? 411 00:22:00,938 --> 00:22:02,733 She wasn't one for hemming and hawing. 412 00:22:03,494 --> 00:22:06,980 She knew exactly what she wanted, and she went for it. 413 00:22:07,636 --> 00:22:11,916 And thank God she did. Because here you are. 414 00:22:16,886 --> 00:22:18,888 I can't do this without him. 415 00:22:19,993 --> 00:22:21,098 I think you can. 416 00:22:23,171 --> 00:22:24,794 Is your baby's father alive? 417 00:22:25,940 --> 00:22:26,941 Oh. 418 00:22:27,900 --> 00:22:29,495 What, is something wrong? 419 00:22:30,684 --> 00:22:32,671 Your baby needs to come out. 420 00:22:32,696 --> 00:22:35,862 If you want a vaginal birth, I need to try and turn her again. 421 00:22:40,220 --> 00:22:41,220 What was his name? 422 00:22:43,903 --> 00:22:45,215 Kevin. 423 00:22:45,398 --> 00:22:48,021 This one really hurts. 424 00:22:48,150 --> 00:22:49,359 What was he like? 425 00:22:49,384 --> 00:22:53,087 - Why do you care? - I just... I do. 426 00:22:56,236 --> 00:23:00,292 He knew the names of all of our neighbors and their dogs. 427 00:23:00,931 --> 00:23:05,933 He gave the best hugs, and he... he made me laugh. 428 00:23:06,557 --> 00:23:08,984 He, um... He loaded the 429 00:23:09,008 --> 00:23:12,321 dishwasher like a... like a raccoon on meth. 430 00:23:15,093 --> 00:23:18,511 He was gonna be the most amazing dad. 431 00:23:25,932 --> 00:23:29,383 I can't imagine how hard this has been for you, 432 00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:33,446 but this baby, she is a part of him too. 433 00:23:34,965 --> 00:23:37,369 Doesn't that make you wanna meet her? 434 00:23:37,393 --> 00:23:39,797 Because she really wants to meet you. 435 00:23:40,611 --> 00:23:42,199 I don't think I can. 436 00:23:47,995 --> 00:23:53,863 My mom had this whole life I didn't know about, with friends and fun, 437 00:23:54,467 --> 00:23:55,744 and then it ended. 438 00:23:57,159 --> 00:23:58,575 I ended it. 439 00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:01,415 You were a baby. You couldn't even hold your own head up. 440 00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:05,409 - No, but I made her a statistic. - No, no. I did. 441 00:24:08,592 --> 00:24:09,898 I wanted to be a chef. 442 00:24:10,309 --> 00:24:12,948 Thought I'd try to apprentice under someone here, 443 00:24:13,210 --> 00:24:16,903 but your mom, she always wanted me to live my life to the fullest. 444 00:24:17,041 --> 00:24:19,390 She convinced me to apply to this 445 00:24:19,414 --> 00:24:22,426 prestigious culinary institute in Paris. 446 00:24:24,177 --> 00:24:26,716 I couldn't believe it when I got accepted, 447 00:24:27,098 --> 00:24:29,138 but then I found out that it started a 448 00:24:29,162 --> 00:24:31,479 few weeks before she was due to have you. 449 00:24:31,823 --> 00:24:34,879 I asked her if she wanted me to stay, and of course, she said no. 450 00:24:35,991 --> 00:24:37,510 I shouldn't have listened to her. 451 00:24:37,934 --> 00:24:40,858 - But my dad was there. - He's too nice. 452 00:24:41,514 --> 00:24:45,320 Me, I would have gone full Rambo on those doctors' asses. 453 00:24:47,914 --> 00:24:51,629 Oh, damn it, your O2 is dropping. Okay, just keep breathing. 454 00:24:52,283 --> 00:24:55,701 Here you go. Deep breaths. Just keep breathing. 455 00:24:55,792 --> 00:24:57,138 Uh... 456 00:24:58,646 --> 00:25:01,949 Order a chest X-ray, and put her on a high-flow nasal cannula now. 457 00:25:03,097 --> 00:25:04,754 That's it. Deep breaths. 458 00:25:07,022 --> 00:25:08,793 - Where is she? - We didn't know what else to do. 459 00:25:08,817 --> 00:25:11,887 I can explain everything. She's right in here. 460 00:25:15,479 --> 00:25:17,101 Hi, I'm Dr. Bailey. 461 00:25:17,585 --> 00:25:19,345 Elena Bailey, like the clinic? 462 00:25:19,370 --> 00:25:21,534 That was my mother. 463 00:25:21,559 --> 00:25:24,152 It's named for her. Do you mind if I take a look? 464 00:25:24,443 --> 00:25:25,824 - Please. - Okay. 465 00:25:27,341 --> 00:25:29,274 Do you think you can fix my toe? 466 00:25:30,574 --> 00:25:32,921 Hmm. Hmm. 467 00:25:34,531 --> 00:25:35,601 Um... 468 00:25:37,664 --> 00:25:38,942 Right. 469 00:25:39,503 --> 00:25:43,682 Uh, so unfortunately, the infection 470 00:25:43,707 --> 00:25:46,391 choked off its blood supply, so it's gone, 471 00:25:46,416 --> 00:25:49,557 but right now, I am worried about the rest of your foot, 472 00:25:49,582 --> 00:25:51,870 which is also severely infected. 473 00:25:51,895 --> 00:25:55,554 Now, we've got a shot at saving it, but we have to move fast. 474 00:25:55,579 --> 00:25:57,738 I told him. I-I can't go to the hospital. 475 00:25:57,763 --> 00:26:00,508 You don't have to. I brought the hospital to you. 476 00:26:00,533 --> 00:26:03,364 We have a fully-stocked ambulance right outside. 477 00:26:03,483 --> 00:26:05,002 Okay? We can debride there. 478 00:26:06,470 --> 00:26:07,471 - Good? Okay. - Yeah. 479 00:26:07,496 --> 00:26:08,808 All right, come on. 480 00:26:11,052 --> 00:26:13,399 Okay. That's good. 481 00:26:17,299 --> 00:26:19,508 All right. Here we go. 482 00:26:25,271 --> 00:26:26,583 Mommy? 483 00:26:26,999 --> 00:26:30,209 - Where are you taking her? - Don't worry. I'll be right outside. 484 00:26:30,234 --> 00:26:34,232 No, you can't take her like they took Tío Eddie. I won't let you. 485 00:26:34,257 --> 00:26:37,432 I-I know you're scared, but we're just taking your mom right outside, 486 00:26:37,457 --> 00:26:41,264 - and we're going to fix her up, okay? - No. Mommy, don't leave me. 487 00:26:41,289 --> 00:26:43,981 Um... Go. Go. I'll stay here. 488 00:27:03,243 --> 00:27:04,970 Hi. You feeling any better? 489 00:27:06,486 --> 00:27:10,629 I feel like I got picked up by a tornado and dropped on my ass. 490 00:27:11,560 --> 00:27:13,666 So a little. 491 00:27:16,704 --> 00:27:21,053 There she is. You look just like her when you smile. 492 00:27:22,408 --> 00:27:23,996 You should smile more often. 493 00:27:24,134 --> 00:27:25,791 Not you telling me to smile more. 494 00:27:25,816 --> 00:27:28,129 I said what I said. 495 00:27:33,316 --> 00:27:35,352 Just gonna take a quick listen. Deep breath. 496 00:27:39,356 --> 00:27:41,496 I feel like I'm finally getting to know her. 497 00:27:41,521 --> 00:27:45,500 She sounds so confident and full of life. 498 00:27:45,525 --> 00:27:47,148 She was. 499 00:27:48,143 --> 00:27:50,629 And I miss her more than anything in the world. 500 00:27:52,642 --> 00:27:54,302 Hey. Is everything okay in here? 501 00:27:54,440 --> 00:27:57,029 Yeah, she was desatting, so I put her on high flow, 502 00:27:57,054 --> 00:27:59,514 started her on bronchodilators, and I'm giving her steroids. 503 00:27:59,539 --> 00:28:00,870 - Seems to be helping. - Good. 504 00:28:00,895 --> 00:28:02,552 Dr. Webber just got out of surgery, 505 00:28:02,577 --> 00:28:07,375 so I'll confirm Ms. Evans' procedure for first thing tomorrow. 506 00:28:14,898 --> 00:28:16,207 What's the story there? 507 00:28:17,245 --> 00:28:18,605 Trust me, it's not worth your time. 508 00:28:22,552 --> 00:28:24,727 You'll have to come visit me on Vashon. 509 00:28:24,752 --> 00:28:25,995 Oh. 510 00:28:26,020 --> 00:28:28,371 I'll invite you to one of my famous dinner parties. 511 00:28:28,396 --> 00:28:29,431 I would love that. 512 00:28:29,998 --> 00:28:33,208 And bring Ebony. How is she? 513 00:28:34,006 --> 00:28:35,042 We're not close. 514 00:28:36,093 --> 00:28:38,933 Why the hell not? She's the only sister you've got. 515 00:28:38,958 --> 00:28:42,636 She blames me, too, for Mom. 516 00:28:44,836 --> 00:28:46,734 Your mother would roll over in her grave 517 00:28:46,759 --> 00:28:49,417 if she knew that you were walking around carrying all this guilt. 518 00:28:49,678 --> 00:28:51,311 I can't just snap my fingers and make it go away. 519 00:28:51,336 --> 00:28:53,717 - Then give it to me. - What? 520 00:28:54,252 --> 00:28:55,943 Give me your guilt. 521 00:28:56,293 --> 00:28:59,124 Let me carry that burden for the both of us. 522 00:28:59,483 --> 00:29:03,211 And you go, and you live life to the fullest. 523 00:29:04,219 --> 00:29:07,962 Like she would have wanted. I'm going to die soon anyway. 524 00:29:07,987 --> 00:29:09,886 No. Stop it. 525 00:29:12,405 --> 00:29:18,584 Listen, anytime you want to talk to somebody who gets it, 526 00:29:19,882 --> 00:29:23,265 and I mean, really gets it, 527 00:29:25,178 --> 00:29:27,318 I'm a ferry ride away. 528 00:29:35,325 --> 00:29:39,053 Tranquilo. Todo va a estar bien. 529 00:29:41,662 --> 00:29:44,078 Is she really right outside? 530 00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:45,837 Two steps away. 531 00:29:46,301 --> 00:29:49,373 She'll be back before you can say "velociraptor" three times fast. 532 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:52,658 Velociraptor, velociraptor, velociraptor. 533 00:29:54,814 --> 00:29:56,264 I thought that would be harder. 534 00:29:58,210 --> 00:30:00,315 ¡Oye! Quieres agüita? 535 00:30:01,119 --> 00:30:02,120 Okay. 536 00:30:11,309 --> 00:30:13,449 Uh, where did you get Benito? 537 00:30:14,122 --> 00:30:17,912 My mom. He's scary, so he protects us. 538 00:30:17,937 --> 00:30:22,648 Did you know velociraptors are the best hunters, and they can fly. 539 00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:26,588 Sounds like someone I'd like in my corner. 540 00:30:26,968 --> 00:30:29,350 Is she going to be okay? 541 00:30:30,766 --> 00:30:34,286 With Benito watching over her, I like her odds. 542 00:30:36,696 --> 00:30:38,859 We're going to need to extend 543 00:30:38,883 --> 00:30:41,159 the incision to drain the whole abscess. 544 00:30:41,184 --> 00:30:43,092 I drained it as much as I could. 545 00:30:43,117 --> 00:30:45,982 Yeah, I can see that. All right, hand me a scalpel. 546 00:30:47,003 --> 00:30:48,384 Come on. I don't have all night. 547 00:30:52,195 --> 00:30:54,542 I'm-I'm so sorry if we interrupted your dinner. 548 00:30:54,680 --> 00:31:00,557 You didn't. We're parents. We don't have all night for a meal either. 549 00:31:00,582 --> 00:31:01,904 So you're not mad? 550 00:31:02,043 --> 00:31:06,909 Oh. I am mad. I'm outraged that it's come to this. 551 00:31:06,934 --> 00:31:10,740 People so scared to leave their homes, they risk their lives. 552 00:31:10,765 --> 00:31:13,708 No, it's cruel. It's inhumane, 553 00:31:13,826 --> 00:31:16,691 and people are going to lose their lives because of it. 554 00:31:17,849 --> 00:31:19,892 All right, now. Get in there. 555 00:31:19,917 --> 00:31:23,408 Top and bottom. Break up all loculations. 556 00:31:23,433 --> 00:31:27,609 There. We are chasing every bit of infection. 557 00:31:28,352 --> 00:31:31,283 - Do we have to amputate? - I don't know yet. 558 00:31:32,380 --> 00:31:36,039 But I didn't come all this way to not save a foot. 559 00:31:38,448 --> 00:31:39,794 - Take it. - Got it. 560 00:31:41,140 --> 00:31:44,532 Okay, you probably hate me right now, but deep breath. Okay, ready? 561 00:31:44,557 --> 00:31:48,458 One, two. Blow it out. 562 00:31:54,567 --> 00:31:57,225 Okay. Okay. 563 00:31:59,154 --> 00:32:00,776 Baby's still having decels. 564 00:32:01,505 --> 00:32:04,242 Her heart rate keeps dropping. We need to move to a C-section. 565 00:32:04,267 --> 00:32:06,175 - Prep the OR. - No, no, no. Please. 566 00:32:06,200 --> 00:32:07,995 I know you wish Kevin was here right now. 567 00:32:08,020 --> 00:32:09,342 If I could make that happen, I would, 568 00:32:09,366 --> 00:32:10,688 but all I can do is try and help you. 569 00:32:10,713 --> 00:32:13,041 So if he was here, what would he do? 570 00:32:19,765 --> 00:32:24,538 No matter how anxious or stressed I was, this always calmed me down. 571 00:32:24,563 --> 00:32:25,667 Okay. 572 00:32:27,000 --> 00:32:29,362 Okay. 573 00:32:33,537 --> 00:32:34,785 Is it working? 574 00:32:35,355 --> 00:32:37,219 - Honestly? - Yeah. 575 00:32:37,244 --> 00:32:39,518 No. It's super weird. 576 00:32:47,333 --> 00:32:51,061 Oh. It's the first time I've laughed in three months. 577 00:32:51,792 --> 00:32:53,311 I'm glad I could help. 578 00:32:54,269 --> 00:32:56,639 All right. Let me try and turn her... 579 00:32:57,245 --> 00:32:59,366 one more time before your next contraction. 580 00:32:59,391 --> 00:33:03,785 Okay? All right, deep breath. All right, are you ready? 581 00:33:07,502 --> 00:33:10,273 - Okay. Yeah. - She's doing it. 582 00:33:10,298 --> 00:33:11,965 She's moving. Isn't she? 583 00:33:15,906 --> 00:33:17,770 Okay, okay. 584 00:33:19,627 --> 00:33:22,872 Okay. Baby looks good on the monitor. 585 00:33:23,061 --> 00:33:27,597 She's getting comfortable in her new position. Okay. 586 00:33:29,214 --> 00:33:31,261 All right, let's, uh... 587 00:33:31,286 --> 00:33:34,470 Let's just take a break before we start the hard part. 588 00:33:34,495 --> 00:33:36,127 I officially hate you. 589 00:33:43,849 --> 00:33:46,955 Ms. Evans procedure is scheduled for 8 a.m. tomorrow morning. 590 00:33:46,980 --> 00:33:49,036 I saw. Thank you for taking care of that. 591 00:33:49,099 --> 00:33:50,721 I'm just doing my job. 592 00:33:53,934 --> 00:33:56,178 Regina Evans was my mom's best friend. 593 00:33:57,327 --> 00:33:58,328 They grew up together. 594 00:33:59,872 --> 00:34:01,535 Why didn't you tell me that you knew her? 595 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:02,863 I didn't until tonight. 596 00:34:04,594 --> 00:34:08,356 Plus things have been so rough between us. Didn't know how... 597 00:34:09,771 --> 00:34:12,222 - We need some help. She's coding. - What? 598 00:34:14,785 --> 00:34:17,433 - Starting compressions. - Page Dr. Webber now. 599 00:34:22,405 --> 00:34:25,477 Charging, 150. Clear. 600 00:34:31,025 --> 00:34:34,373 Charging to 200. Clear. 601 00:34:39,819 --> 00:34:42,684 Charging to 270. Come on. I just found you. Clear. 602 00:34:47,637 --> 00:34:49,993 Charging again. Clear. 603 00:34:50,018 --> 00:34:51,365 - Simone. - I said, "Clear." 604 00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:57,440 No, no. Come on, Regina. Come on. 605 00:34:58,065 --> 00:34:59,480 Regina, please. 606 00:35:01,760 --> 00:35:04,211 Come on, please. 607 00:35:16,851 --> 00:35:20,579 How did you know that we should check up on Mercedes? 608 00:35:21,534 --> 00:35:23,444 Gut feeling, I guess. 609 00:35:25,091 --> 00:35:27,093 My gut's usually full of pizza. 610 00:35:28,716 --> 00:35:29,717 How's Javi? 611 00:35:31,017 --> 00:35:32,881 He's glad to see his mom's okay. 612 00:35:34,718 --> 00:35:38,343 Yeah, for now, and tomorrow, he'll be terrified all over again. 613 00:35:39,447 --> 00:35:42,036 Every time his mom drops him off at school or gets pulled over 614 00:35:42,061 --> 00:35:45,030 or... leaves to go to the grocery store. 615 00:35:46,627 --> 00:35:47,697 Any time they're apart. 616 00:35:50,088 --> 00:35:54,299 I told Ms. Hernandez her foot's going to make it 617 00:35:54,437 --> 00:35:58,579 as long as she takes care of the wound and maintains her blood sugar. 618 00:35:58,604 --> 00:36:01,198 I left supplies and made her promise to 619 00:36:01,222 --> 00:36:03,816 have someone pick up her prescriptions. 620 00:36:03,841 --> 00:36:08,737 I'll follow up in a couple of days. And Javi wanted you to have this. 621 00:36:08,762 --> 00:36:12,283 Oh. I-I can't accept this. This is Benito's friend. 622 00:36:12,308 --> 00:36:15,794 And he said that's why he wanted you to have him. 623 00:36:18,599 --> 00:36:21,775 What you two did tonight was... 624 00:36:22,708 --> 00:36:26,157 incredibly... irresponsible. 625 00:36:26,943 --> 00:36:30,611 You put yourselves and the clinic at risk. 626 00:36:30,868 --> 00:36:36,539 You also went above and beyond the standard of care... to save a life. 627 00:36:38,057 --> 00:36:39,576 And I'm glad you did. 628 00:36:42,469 --> 00:36:45,955 Go rogue again without telling me first, and you're fired. 629 00:37:15,543 --> 00:37:18,857 Ms. Evans' D-dimer just came back. It was through the roof. 630 00:37:19,657 --> 00:37:21,831 It was probably a massive PE. 631 00:37:22,227 --> 00:37:25,299 That's not surprising, considering her comorbidities. 632 00:37:26,137 --> 00:37:27,138 I guess not. 633 00:37:29,419 --> 00:37:32,836 You did everything you could. It was her time. 634 00:37:32,861 --> 00:37:37,212 I'm gonna... finish her death note before I go home. 635 00:37:47,886 --> 00:37:49,128 Hey. 636 00:37:49,380 --> 00:37:53,842 I just delivered my patient's healthy baby girl, 637 00:37:53,867 --> 00:37:55,938 eight pounds, four ounces. 638 00:37:56,076 --> 00:37:58,147 Scarlett Kevin Ramsey. 639 00:37:58,336 --> 00:37:59,371 "Kevin"? 640 00:37:59,927 --> 00:38:01,702 After her husband who died. 641 00:38:02,104 --> 00:38:03,347 Ah. 642 00:38:04,007 --> 00:38:09,123 This whole baptism thing, what's it really about? 643 00:38:09,288 --> 00:38:10,497 Oh. 644 00:38:12,305 --> 00:38:14,756 Uh... there was a, uh... 645 00:38:17,847 --> 00:38:21,471 church group that used to come visit us in the cancer ward. 646 00:38:22,438 --> 00:38:25,855 And they brought us homemade quilts and cookies and prayed for us, 647 00:38:26,795 --> 00:38:28,244 and I couldn't stand them. 648 00:38:29,224 --> 00:38:32,503 They were so sure that God was watching over us, 649 00:38:32,528 --> 00:38:34,827 but you know, if God was watching over 650 00:38:34,851 --> 00:38:37,151 us, why were we stuck in the hospital? 651 00:38:37,176 --> 00:38:39,524 Why were five and ten-year-olds dying? 652 00:38:40,766 --> 00:38:42,551 And now the planet's burning, children 653 00:38:42,575 --> 00:38:44,701 are living in poverty, people are starving. 654 00:38:47,014 --> 00:38:48,498 Where is God? 655 00:38:51,018 --> 00:38:54,366 I guess now would be a bad time to tell you that I prayed for you. 656 00:38:55,022 --> 00:38:57,404 What? When? 657 00:38:57,487 --> 00:39:00,973 After the explosion. I didn't know what else to do. 658 00:39:01,166 --> 00:39:03,661 I had a team of world-class surgeons working on me, 659 00:39:03,686 --> 00:39:06,654 - but you think a higher power saved me? - I don't know. 660 00:39:08,035 --> 00:39:09,933 I just know that I was terrified, 661 00:39:10,071 --> 00:39:13,697 and... it gave me comfort. 662 00:39:16,215 --> 00:39:17,251 Ah. 663 00:39:18,654 --> 00:39:22,693 Is there a world in which we can table this for now? 664 00:39:23,930 --> 00:39:25,794 I am so tired. 665 00:39:25,916 --> 00:39:29,989 Yes. Something we finally agree on. 666 00:39:37,314 --> 00:39:39,075 I am here. I am here, 667 00:39:39,100 --> 00:39:42,527 and I will remove Mr. Levin's mediastinal tubes 668 00:39:42,552 --> 00:39:45,383 and... prep Mrs. Swanson for her lobectomy. 669 00:39:46,952 --> 00:39:47,970 You look... 670 00:39:48,002 --> 00:39:51,397 Please don't complete that sentence. Kwan had me up all night. 671 00:39:51,422 --> 00:39:55,393 - It was a house call for a patient. - I don't need details. 672 00:39:56,660 --> 00:39:59,199 - What's this for? - Oh, um... Altman and I are presenting 673 00:39:59,224 --> 00:40:03,228 our surgery on Nora Young later to a group of high-level donors. 674 00:40:04,033 --> 00:40:05,552 - Oh, no. - Yeah. 675 00:40:05,825 --> 00:40:07,275 You're famous. How awful. 676 00:40:08,682 --> 00:40:11,132 No. You don't understand. I hate public speaking, okay? 677 00:40:11,157 --> 00:40:14,678 I hate it, ever since I hyperventilated... 678 00:40:15,234 --> 00:40:18,721 leading the Pledge of Allegiance at Harbor View Elementary School. 679 00:40:19,251 --> 00:40:21,564 It was deeply traumatic for me. 680 00:40:23,938 --> 00:40:26,631 Why... why don't you take this with you? 681 00:40:28,460 --> 00:40:29,841 His name is Josh. 682 00:40:29,866 --> 00:40:33,889 He is a velociraptor, and they are the smartest dinosaurs. 683 00:40:33,914 --> 00:40:36,192 - Okay. Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 684 00:40:36,443 --> 00:40:38,582 Uh, I don't think that a toy dinosaur 685 00:40:38,606 --> 00:40:41,103 will help me sound less juvenile, though. 686 00:40:41,128 --> 00:40:45,443 Okay, well, if you change your mind, he's right here. 687 00:40:46,931 --> 00:40:49,174 The patient you remember on your deathbed 688 00:40:49,406 --> 00:40:52,289 is almost never the one with the most serious injuries, 689 00:40:52,947 --> 00:40:56,122 nor is it the patient who made the most miraculous recovery. 690 00:40:56,428 --> 00:41:01,330 Hey, let me take you home. Amelia's in Boston. I've got her car. 691 00:41:01,355 --> 00:41:03,840 - I'm okay, but thanks. - Are you sure? 692 00:41:05,077 --> 00:41:06,872 We've been up for the last 24 hours straight. 693 00:41:07,050 --> 00:41:11,330 I already called a rideshare, but... thank you. 694 00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:12,470 Yeah. 695 00:41:23,789 --> 00:41:25,446 Hi, Joyce Ward's room, please. 696 00:41:28,564 --> 00:41:30,248 Hi, Granny. It's me. 697 00:41:32,443 --> 00:41:34,168 Yes, your daughter Denise. 698 00:41:35,427 --> 00:41:36,739 Guess who I saw today? 699 00:41:36,823 --> 00:41:39,032 Regina Evans. Do you remember her? 700 00:41:40,064 --> 00:41:41,928 She said the same about you. 701 00:41:44,495 --> 00:41:47,045 It's the one who made you ask tough questions, 702 00:41:47,990 --> 00:41:50,510 who taught you something about what you stand for. 703 00:41:50,640 --> 00:41:52,193 What am I gonna tell my mom? 704 00:41:53,194 --> 00:41:55,265 I thought we said we were gonna table it. 705 00:41:55,922 --> 00:41:56,923 Right. 706 00:41:59,439 --> 00:42:01,613 - Wait. - What is it? 707 00:42:01,942 --> 00:42:04,773 - I think my water just broke. - You think? 708 00:42:04,798 --> 00:42:08,249 Well, it's not typical. It's... I'm like... I'm leaking. 709 00:42:09,009 --> 00:42:12,391 - We should probably... Okay. - Yeah. Okay. 710 00:42:12,416 --> 00:42:14,348 It's the patient who held up a mirror 711 00:42:14,373 --> 00:42:16,923 and helped you see the kind of person you want to be. 712 00:42:18,452 --> 00:42:23,452 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com —