1 00:00:12,240 --> 00:00:15,731 Before operating, a surgeon scrubs. 2 00:00:21,845 --> 00:00:23,828 We meticulously wash our hands 3 00:00:23,852 --> 00:00:25,724 and forearms for several minutes, 4 00:00:25,807 --> 00:00:27,309 and then dry with sterile towels. 5 00:00:37,180 --> 00:00:39,755 Technically, we do this to prevent infection. 6 00:00:43,400 --> 00:00:44,818 But it's also a ritual. 7 00:00:57,589 --> 00:00:59,841 It's a way to shut out the rest of the world 8 00:01:01,537 --> 00:01:02,861 and mentally prepare. 9 00:01:27,277 --> 00:01:29,697 Because no matter how experienced you are... 10 00:01:33,600 --> 00:01:36,186 it's never easy holding someone's life in your hands. 11 00:01:38,051 --> 00:01:43,051 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com — 12 00:01:57,475 --> 00:01:58,476 How's she doing? 13 00:01:58,501 --> 00:02:02,254 Well, Ndugu says the heart pump is doing its job, 14 00:02:02,279 --> 00:02:04,948 but I won't feel better until she's awake. 15 00:02:06,199 --> 00:02:08,593 - And how are things going with you? - I'm fine. 16 00:02:08,618 --> 00:02:10,829 - Have you told Catherine? - She's flying home tonight. 17 00:02:10,854 --> 00:02:12,472 Uh, did you speak with your urologist? 18 00:02:12,497 --> 00:02:15,642 He wants me to get new blood work, and then we'll discuss a plan. 19 00:02:15,667 --> 00:02:17,035 Oh. You have time to do that today? 20 00:02:17,118 --> 00:02:18,729 You should do that as soon as possible. 21 00:02:18,754 --> 00:02:21,748 I got my biopsy results not even 24 hours ago. 22 00:02:21,773 --> 00:02:24,109 Can I have a minute to wrap my head around it? 23 00:02:24,191 --> 00:02:26,140 I just want to make sure 24 00:02:26,165 --> 00:02:28,113 that you are taking care of yourself. 25 00:02:28,196 --> 00:02:30,657 I mean, you should take the day. 26 00:02:30,682 --> 00:02:32,434 I-I can cover your patients. 27 00:02:32,575 --> 00:02:34,886 Well, it's not a terrible idea. 28 00:02:34,911 --> 00:02:36,538 If that's your way of thanking me... 29 00:02:36,563 --> 00:02:38,190 it needs work. 30 00:02:38,273 --> 00:02:39,733 Oh. 31 00:02:39,878 --> 00:02:41,672 Okay, I have to check on a patient. 32 00:02:42,252 --> 00:02:44,713 Hey, would you sit with her until Link comes back? 33 00:02:44,738 --> 00:02:46,298 I... I just don't want her to be alone. 34 00:02:46,323 --> 00:02:48,533 - Oh. Of course. - Hmm. 35 00:02:48,659 --> 00:02:52,162 Dr. Higgins to the ER. Dr. Higgins to the ER. 36 00:03:01,645 --> 00:03:03,772 They are beautiful. 37 00:03:04,441 --> 00:03:05,442 They're so small. 38 00:03:05,505 --> 00:03:08,091 But mighty. Do they have names? 39 00:03:08,987 --> 00:03:10,447 Uh, we hadn't decided yet. 40 00:03:10,530 --> 00:03:13,450 And if I name them without Jo, I'll have a very short marriage. 41 00:03:13,475 --> 00:03:15,477 Smart man. 42 00:03:15,502 --> 00:03:17,379 Do you know when they're gonna be extubated? 43 00:03:18,438 --> 00:03:19,929 Baby A's having a CPAP trial later 44 00:03:19,953 --> 00:03:21,900 today, and we don't know about her sister. 45 00:03:21,925 --> 00:03:24,053 They haven't been able to decrease the vent settings. 46 00:03:24,253 --> 00:03:27,214 It hasn't even been 12 hours. She'll get there. 47 00:03:27,239 --> 00:03:30,116 - Dr. Lincoln, can I have a word? - Oh. Dr. Kasliwal. 48 00:03:30,951 --> 00:03:34,037 This is Ben Warren. He's one of the doctors that helped deliver the girls. 49 00:03:34,062 --> 00:03:36,929 You all did a great job. They came out just in time. 50 00:03:37,397 --> 00:03:39,107 So I examined them again. 51 00:03:39,338 --> 00:03:41,507 No news on Baby A, which is good, 52 00:03:41,603 --> 00:03:43,897 but I am picking up a heart murmur on Baby B. 53 00:03:44,140 --> 00:03:45,646 It can be normal, but since she needs 54 00:03:45,670 --> 00:03:47,175 more oxygen, I'd like to do an echo. 55 00:03:47,200 --> 00:03:48,443 Whatever you need to do. 56 00:03:48,468 --> 00:03:51,388 If you wanna check on Jo, I'll find you when we get the results. 57 00:03:58,092 --> 00:04:00,122 My day-old baby is having an echo. 58 00:04:00,147 --> 00:04:01,940 NICU is a different world. 59 00:04:02,495 --> 00:04:05,289 Minute to minute and a marathon at the same time. 60 00:04:05,419 --> 00:04:06,629 Just pace yourself. 61 00:04:13,587 --> 00:04:15,620 My usual and whatever she wants. 62 00:04:15,735 --> 00:04:17,278 Just the coffee. 63 00:04:17,303 --> 00:04:19,868 You sure? You burned a lot of calories last night. 64 00:04:24,374 --> 00:04:25,939 Hi. Uh, large coffee, please. 65 00:04:25,964 --> 00:04:27,457 - Me, me, me. - Make that two. 66 00:04:27,482 --> 00:04:29,526 - You got it. - Max host karaoke again? 67 00:04:29,551 --> 00:04:31,303 No, I was just up late at Joe's. 68 00:04:32,779 --> 00:04:34,614 I wasn't breaking the pact. 69 00:04:34,639 --> 00:04:36,312 - I was just having a drink. - Hmm. 70 00:04:36,337 --> 00:04:38,477 Here you go. That'll be 5.50, please. 71 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:39,895 I thought she hated him. 72 00:04:39,978 --> 00:04:41,858 - They hooked up last night. - Gross. 73 00:04:41,897 --> 00:04:43,565 And she made him waffles. 74 00:04:43,590 --> 00:04:45,792 - Look. - Check it out. 75 00:04:45,817 --> 00:04:47,611 - Aw. - See that? 76 00:04:47,727 --> 00:04:49,087 You think they changed their mind? 77 00:04:49,307 --> 00:04:51,101 Wouldn't be the first person. 78 00:04:52,532 --> 00:04:55,594 Millin. Hey, I'm sorry I didn't make it last night. 79 00:04:55,619 --> 00:04:57,574 Uh... No problem. 80 00:04:57,599 --> 00:05:00,185 - Rain check? - I don't think that's a good idea. 81 00:05:01,645 --> 00:05:02,646 Okay. 82 00:05:02,851 --> 00:05:04,549 Uh, well, if you change your mind, I 83 00:05:04,573 --> 00:05:06,271 will definitely need a drink tonight. 84 00:05:06,296 --> 00:05:07,297 Yep. 85 00:05:08,673 --> 00:05:10,150 You were trying to break the pact. 86 00:05:10,175 --> 00:05:12,469 But I didn't. The pact is intact. 87 00:05:13,512 --> 00:05:16,259 - Why? Are you trying to break the pact? - Absolutely not. 88 00:05:21,728 --> 00:05:22,996 How's my favorite patient? 89 00:05:23,021 --> 00:05:25,391 Yeah, I bet you say that about all your patients. 90 00:05:25,416 --> 00:05:27,751 But you are the only one 91 00:05:27,776 --> 00:05:31,771 that I am visiting on her first day of her clinical trial. 92 00:05:31,796 --> 00:05:33,423 Come on. You ready to kick cancer's... 93 00:05:33,448 --> 00:05:35,784 I've already vomited twice today. 94 00:05:36,789 --> 00:05:38,082 But you are here. 95 00:05:38,924 --> 00:05:40,764 Look, and you're young, 96 00:05:40,789 --> 00:05:43,625 you're strong, and you can do this. 97 00:05:43,708 --> 00:05:48,755 And the results for this immunotherapy continue to be very promising. 98 00:05:48,839 --> 00:05:50,006 - Hi. - Oh. It's time to go? 99 00:05:50,090 --> 00:05:52,759 Uh, almost. Uh... Can I... Can I talk to you? 100 00:05:52,784 --> 00:05:54,447 Sure. Hmm. 101 00:05:55,654 --> 00:05:58,056 - Yes? - Her medication is expired. 102 00:05:58,640 --> 00:06:01,434 That's... That's impossible. It just got here. 103 00:06:01,459 --> 00:06:03,080 I don't know. Maybe it's mislabeled? 104 00:06:05,152 --> 00:06:09,166 No, it's not worth the risk. Okay, better move on to plan B. 105 00:06:12,750 --> 00:06:14,877 - Which is? - You tell me. 106 00:06:16,533 --> 00:06:19,427 Uh... I-I can have them ship a new bag. 107 00:06:19,452 --> 00:06:21,806 - It'll be here end of the week. - Absolutely not. 108 00:06:21,830 --> 00:06:24,643 No, I want her treatment to start today. 109 00:06:26,310 --> 00:06:29,605 You wanted on the team? Figure it out. Today. 110 00:06:32,215 --> 00:06:33,338 Looks like a Monteggia fracture. 111 00:06:33,363 --> 00:06:35,427 We need to page ortho to get him admitted. 112 00:06:35,452 --> 00:06:37,579 - Uh-huh. - "We" as in "you." 113 00:06:39,281 --> 00:06:40,866 Hey. 114 00:06:40,891 --> 00:06:42,993 Hey. Can this wait? We're slammed. 115 00:06:43,018 --> 00:06:44,528 Link's obviously out, and Webber gave 116 00:06:44,552 --> 00:06:46,062 Bailey all his cases for some reason. 117 00:06:46,087 --> 00:06:47,372 I'll make it quick. 118 00:06:47,397 --> 00:06:49,374 Sound Science Magazine wants to do an interview. 119 00:06:49,399 --> 00:06:50,817 Oh. Congratulations. 120 00:06:50,842 --> 00:06:53,470 It's about the ventral aorta, so it would be a joint interview. 121 00:06:53,612 --> 00:06:54,738 With Nora. 122 00:06:55,280 --> 00:06:58,825 Oh, well, you don't need my permission to do an interview. 123 00:06:58,850 --> 00:07:00,690 Wasn't asking. I just wanted to be transparent. 124 00:07:00,715 --> 00:07:01,925 Yeah. 125 00:07:01,950 --> 00:07:04,495 - Incoming trauma. - Oh. I... I need to go. 126 00:07:08,506 --> 00:07:09,769 Okay, what do we got? 127 00:07:09,794 --> 00:07:12,631 Graham Clayton, 26-year-old male in a small aircraft crash. 128 00:07:12,714 --> 00:07:16,401 GCS 15, tachycardiac, systolics in the 90s. 129 00:07:16,426 --> 00:07:17,819 He's got a right leg fracture 130 00:07:17,844 --> 00:07:19,459 and burns involving left-sided lower 131 00:07:19,483 --> 00:07:21,097 and upper extremities, chest and back. 132 00:07:21,122 --> 00:07:23,533 Damn, that does not look good. I'll page the burns team. 133 00:07:23,558 --> 00:07:25,352 Tell 'em 911. Let's get him to trauma three. 134 00:07:25,377 --> 00:07:26,745 Okay? Let's go. 135 00:07:26,770 --> 00:07:28,480 - Whoa. - Hey. What the... 136 00:07:28,563 --> 00:07:29,773 Hey, you can't park here. 137 00:07:29,856 --> 00:07:31,946 Graham. That's my friend. Is he okay? 138 00:07:31,970 --> 00:07:33,943 You gotta be okay, man. 139 00:07:34,027 --> 00:07:36,404 He borrowed my uncle's plane to propose to his girlfriend. 140 00:07:36,429 --> 00:07:38,256 - She on the plane too? - No, she's at work. 141 00:07:38,281 --> 00:07:39,732 So, Graham was the skywriter? 142 00:07:39,757 --> 00:07:42,427 He has a pilot's license, but it was his first time doing loops. 143 00:07:42,452 --> 00:07:45,188 - Sir, you need to move your car. - Take it. I don't care. 144 00:07:46,737 --> 00:07:49,365 Unfortunately, her echo doesn't show an increase in her EF. 145 00:07:49,729 --> 00:07:51,311 Thought you said the pump was working. 146 00:07:51,336 --> 00:07:52,379 It is working. 147 00:07:52,462 --> 00:07:55,148 It's keeping her alive and it's allowing her heart 148 00:07:55,173 --> 00:07:57,217 a chance to recover after the cardiomyopathy. 149 00:07:57,486 --> 00:07:59,277 But all we can do is monitor her 150 00:07:59,432 --> 00:08:02,222 and keep watching her EF, look at the contractility. 151 00:08:02,247 --> 00:08:03,580 So sit and wait? 152 00:08:04,365 --> 00:08:05,950 What happens if it doesn't recover? 153 00:08:05,975 --> 00:08:09,145 - Okay. Let's not go there yet. - What... happens? 154 00:08:10,146 --> 00:08:12,751 We would need to consider a more permanent solution, 155 00:08:12,776 --> 00:08:13,985 possibly a heart transplant. 156 00:08:17,825 --> 00:08:19,076 Can I have a minute? 157 00:08:19,298 --> 00:08:22,217 Of course, but like Warren said, let's not go to the worst-case scenario. 158 00:08:22,242 --> 00:08:23,243 It's only been hours. 159 00:08:23,268 --> 00:08:25,395 I need a minute alone with my wife. 160 00:08:42,237 --> 00:08:43,363 Dr. Bailey? 161 00:08:43,388 --> 00:08:45,682 Uh. I'm late for my next consult, so talk fast. 162 00:08:45,707 --> 00:08:47,117 Okay, Harbor General in Tacoma. 163 00:08:47,142 --> 00:08:49,811 It's a site for the same clinical trial that Katie's enrolled in. 164 00:08:49,836 --> 00:08:50,954 Liking the sound of this. 165 00:08:50,979 --> 00:08:52,790 Yeah, they have the medication, but the drug... 166 00:08:52,814 --> 00:08:54,315 There's always a "but." 167 00:08:54,340 --> 00:08:58,126 Yeah, the drugs are already mixed, so it's too unstable to transport. 168 00:08:58,587 --> 00:09:00,255 Katie will have to go there to get it. 169 00:09:00,338 --> 00:09:02,215 Oh. Doesn't sound like an issue to me. 170 00:09:02,240 --> 00:09:03,241 Drive safe now. 171 00:09:03,992 --> 00:09:07,078 Wait, you want... you want me to take her? 172 00:09:07,162 --> 00:09:08,805 Well, she's in no shape to drive. 173 00:09:08,830 --> 00:09:12,100 And if you think you're going to stuff her into a rideshare 174 00:09:12,125 --> 00:09:14,787 and call it a day, you clearly don't understand the assignment. 175 00:09:14,812 --> 00:09:17,981 Okay. Well, why not send her with medical transport? 176 00:09:18,064 --> 00:09:19,649 I have other patients. 177 00:09:19,674 --> 00:09:23,127 Your interns can cover you. That is what they're here for. 178 00:09:23,152 --> 00:09:26,531 Katie is precious cargo. I expect you to treat her as such. 179 00:09:26,556 --> 00:09:29,059 Dr. Brasington to Oncology... 180 00:09:32,530 --> 00:09:33,698 Ooh. Got anything good? 181 00:09:33,723 --> 00:09:36,672 Plane crash survivor, extensive burns, possible internal bleeding. 182 00:09:42,073 --> 00:09:43,575 - Shut up. - Mmm. 183 00:09:44,491 --> 00:09:45,492 He's an intern. 184 00:09:46,910 --> 00:09:48,161 There's nothing going on. 185 00:09:48,302 --> 00:09:50,597 Trying to convince me or you? 186 00:09:50,622 --> 00:09:53,833 I've learned my lesson about dating coworkers, unlike some people. 187 00:09:53,858 --> 00:09:55,401 Why aren't you answering my page? 188 00:09:55,543 --> 00:09:58,371 - Uh, you paged two minutes ago. - Precisely. 189 00:09:58,396 --> 00:10:00,398 And I heard you were late for rounds. 190 00:10:00,423 --> 00:10:01,925 So was Millin. 191 00:10:02,008 --> 00:10:05,261 Oh. Throwing your co-resident under the bus and late. 192 00:10:05,286 --> 00:10:08,080 Congratulations. You're both on ureteral stent removals. 193 00:10:08,738 --> 00:10:09,739 All day? 194 00:10:10,350 --> 00:10:13,904 Six kidney transplant at an hour each, plus documentation. 195 00:10:13,929 --> 00:10:16,806 So unless you do it in a time portal, yes. 196 00:10:18,399 --> 00:10:21,377 There's nothing you need help with that's more... surgical? 197 00:10:21,402 --> 00:10:22,654 Or less boring? 198 00:10:22,737 --> 00:10:24,864 Uh, can... can we get in on that plane crash guy? 199 00:10:24,948 --> 00:10:26,574 What color are my scrubs? 200 00:10:26,658 --> 00:10:27,817 - Navy. - Correct. 201 00:10:27,842 --> 00:10:30,970 I'm an attending doing a favor for your chief resident 202 00:10:30,995 --> 00:10:32,597 who is with his friend in a coma. 203 00:10:32,622 --> 00:10:34,833 You don't like your assignment? Take it up with him. 204 00:10:34,916 --> 00:10:38,770 Or Bailey. Would you like to talk to Dr. Bailey? 205 00:10:38,795 --> 00:10:40,588 - Oh. We're good. We're good. - Love stents. 206 00:10:40,613 --> 00:10:43,466 I suggest you be on time tomorrow. 207 00:10:46,469 --> 00:10:47,862 Excuse me. What have we got? 208 00:10:47,887 --> 00:10:50,466 Full thickness burns to the left, upper and lower extremities. 209 00:10:50,491 --> 00:10:51,759 Some are circumferential. 210 00:10:51,783 --> 00:10:53,451 Partial thickness burns to the chest and abdomen. 211 00:10:53,476 --> 00:10:55,996 Hang another LR. Calculate the modified Parkland formula. 212 00:10:56,020 --> 00:10:57,180 Graham, I'm here, buddy. 213 00:10:57,205 --> 00:10:59,707 Colin, call Fiona. 214 00:10:59,732 --> 00:11:01,876 I need to intubate him now. I need you to move back. 215 00:11:01,901 --> 00:11:03,546 - Someone get him out? - I'm not leaving him. 216 00:11:03,570 --> 00:11:05,989 - We will update you when we know more. - Let's go. 217 00:11:09,553 --> 00:11:10,660 Yeah, I'm in. 218 00:11:10,801 --> 00:11:12,595 There's free fluid in the abdominal cavity. 219 00:11:12,620 --> 00:11:14,156 Let's keep a close eye on it. 220 00:11:14,181 --> 00:11:16,808 Let's get him ready to move to the burn ICU to resuscitate. 221 00:11:16,833 --> 00:11:19,247 Millin, prep the subclavian line as soon as we get there. 222 00:11:19,272 --> 00:11:20,815 I'll be placing the line. 223 00:11:21,254 --> 00:11:23,590 - With all due respect... - You're a second-year resident. 224 00:11:23,673 --> 00:11:26,509 I'm a fellow specifically trained in burns. It needs to be done right. 225 00:11:26,534 --> 00:11:29,120 It needs to be done ASAP. Mohanty will place the line, okay? 226 00:11:29,145 --> 00:11:31,272 Let's get ready to move him. Okay, let's move. 227 00:11:38,808 --> 00:11:39,934 Hey. 228 00:11:41,232 --> 00:11:43,234 Who sent you? 229 00:11:43,318 --> 00:11:44,402 Warren or Ndugu? 230 00:11:44,485 --> 00:11:46,905 Myself. I wanted to see how you're doing. 231 00:11:46,988 --> 00:11:47,989 Hmm. 232 00:11:48,740 --> 00:11:49,866 How are the babies? 233 00:11:50,569 --> 00:11:55,155 Uh, I guess they're adjusting to the NICU. 234 00:11:55,180 --> 00:11:58,016 I'm filling out their birth certificate applications. 235 00:11:59,411 --> 00:12:03,246 That's the NICU. They have the results of one of the girls' echoes. 236 00:12:03,271 --> 00:12:04,397 Why'd she need an echo? 237 00:12:04,422 --> 00:12:07,759 - Oh. They found a murmur. - Is it harsh systolic, holosystolic? 238 00:12:07,842 --> 00:12:09,653 - I didn't ask. - Wha... Do you know where it is? 239 00:12:09,677 --> 00:12:11,754 - You know where it's radiating? - They didn't say. 240 00:12:11,779 --> 00:12:13,072 Do you want me to go with you? 241 00:12:13,097 --> 00:12:15,975 I'm not a neonatologist, but I do know all the right questions. 242 00:12:16,180 --> 00:12:18,665 - Yeah, that'd be helpful. - Great. 243 00:12:19,562 --> 00:12:20,939 I'll be back. 244 00:12:21,957 --> 00:12:24,167 Dr. Manuel to the stepdown unit. 245 00:12:26,694 --> 00:12:30,006 Aw. They are so tiny and precious. 246 00:12:30,090 --> 00:12:33,760 Hello, Lincoln and Wilson girls. 247 00:12:33,785 --> 00:12:35,245 You got here quick. 248 00:12:35,270 --> 00:12:37,328 Dr. Altman, good to see you. 249 00:12:37,353 --> 00:12:39,438 Did you find anything on Baby B's echo? 250 00:12:40,030 --> 00:12:43,409 She has a shunting patent ductus arteriosus. 251 00:12:44,128 --> 00:12:47,924 Sorry, it's been a long 24 hours. That's, uh, aortic defect? 252 00:12:47,949 --> 00:12:51,319 The opening between the pulmonary artery and the aorta hasn't closed. 253 00:12:51,344 --> 00:12:52,553 It puts strain on the heart. 254 00:12:53,137 --> 00:12:54,681 All preemies have PDA to some degree. 255 00:12:54,706 --> 00:12:56,950 It's just a question of how symptomatic they are. 256 00:12:56,975 --> 00:12:59,060 - Will she need surgery? - She may. 257 00:12:59,085 --> 00:13:00,571 But we'll start with multiple rounds 258 00:13:00,595 --> 00:13:02,380 of indomethacin and see how she responds. 259 00:13:02,405 --> 00:13:03,623 What are the risks? 260 00:13:03,648 --> 00:13:06,651 Most common side effect is urinary retention, 261 00:13:06,676 --> 00:13:08,887 which makes it even harder to breathe. 262 00:13:09,075 --> 00:13:10,785 But if that happens, we know what to do. 263 00:13:13,408 --> 00:13:15,243 Okay, let's start her on the meds. 264 00:13:15,326 --> 00:13:16,828 - Okay. - Thank you. 265 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:18,839 She's in good hands. 266 00:13:19,556 --> 00:13:21,099 What if she needs surgery? 267 00:13:21,124 --> 00:13:23,167 Let's focus on one thing at a time. 268 00:13:23,192 --> 00:13:25,770 Right now, we just need this little lady to pee. 269 00:13:25,795 --> 00:13:27,422 I can't focus on one thing. 270 00:13:27,447 --> 00:13:29,899 I have to check on Jo and Luna and Scout. 271 00:13:29,924 --> 00:13:31,968 I haven't even called out of work today. 272 00:13:32,051 --> 00:13:33,303 Don't worry. We know. 273 00:13:33,386 --> 00:13:35,881 Why don't you go call the kids, and I'll stay here. 274 00:13:35,906 --> 00:13:37,115 I can't leave. 275 00:13:37,140 --> 00:13:39,517 They're gonna do a CPAP trial on Baby A soon. 276 00:13:39,542 --> 00:13:42,338 You need to take care of the rest of your family too. 277 00:13:45,572 --> 00:13:46,573 Okay. 278 00:13:46,711 --> 00:13:50,445 - All right. If anything happens... - I will call you immediately. 279 00:14:01,429 --> 00:14:02,639 Are we lost? 280 00:14:03,599 --> 00:14:06,602 Well, the app says that the highway is backed up. So... 281 00:14:06,627 --> 00:14:09,630 Wait, how does the hospital have my immunotherapy? 282 00:14:09,655 --> 00:14:11,566 I thought it was tailored to me. 283 00:14:11,591 --> 00:14:13,593 Uh, it's tailored to your tumor. 284 00:14:13,618 --> 00:14:15,311 Someone with the same biomarkers as 285 00:14:15,336 --> 00:14:16,971 you must have decided not to do it. 286 00:14:17,972 --> 00:14:20,058 That, or they died before they got the chance. 287 00:14:20,141 --> 00:14:21,601 It... It could be a lot of things. 288 00:14:23,536 --> 00:14:25,955 You really think somebody might decide not to do it? 289 00:14:25,980 --> 00:14:28,704 It can cause autoimmune-like inflammation 290 00:14:28,728 --> 00:14:31,110 leading to pneumonitis or colitis. 291 00:14:31,135 --> 00:14:33,171 Normally, it doesn't lead to hair loss. 292 00:14:33,196 --> 00:14:36,574 - Well, too late for that. - Also nephritis, rashes... 293 00:14:38,993 --> 00:14:40,078 Is that it? 294 00:14:40,103 --> 00:14:41,346 Those are the big ones. 295 00:14:42,267 --> 00:14:43,601 I'm joking. 296 00:14:44,724 --> 00:14:46,768 - Oh. - Were you actually hearing yourself? 297 00:14:46,793 --> 00:14:48,795 It sounded like you were reciting a-a recipe. 298 00:14:48,878 --> 00:14:50,237 How... How would you like me to say it? 299 00:14:50,261 --> 00:14:52,095 I don't know. Maybe like I'm a human 300 00:14:52,119 --> 00:14:54,275 who's actually experiencing this stuff? 301 00:15:01,471 --> 00:15:02,767 Okay. 302 00:15:04,368 --> 00:15:07,872 Sorry. I eat when I'm stressed. How's Graham? 303 00:15:07,897 --> 00:15:10,566 We can't give you too much information because you are not family, 304 00:15:10,591 --> 00:15:12,710 but, uh, his injuries are severe. 305 00:15:12,735 --> 00:15:13,820 He's headed upstairs now. 306 00:15:13,845 --> 00:15:15,588 Is there anyone else that we can call? 307 00:15:15,613 --> 00:15:18,449 I think his dad lives in... Arizona. 308 00:15:18,532 --> 00:15:20,136 I-I knew this was a bad idea. 309 00:15:20,161 --> 00:15:22,161 He's only had his pilot's license for four months. 310 00:15:22,186 --> 00:15:24,097 - You can't blame yourself. - I know, it's just... 311 00:15:24,122 --> 00:15:25,832 Graham, he always does everything fast. 312 00:15:25,857 --> 00:15:27,517 He's only known Fiona for eight weeks. 313 00:15:27,542 --> 00:15:29,018 And he proposed? Wow. 314 00:15:29,043 --> 00:15:30,678 In his defense, we work at a ropes course 315 00:15:30,702 --> 00:15:32,313 for minimum wage, and she's a lawyer. 316 00:15:32,338 --> 00:15:35,174 Like, she went to law school. So, needed to lock that down. 317 00:15:35,258 --> 00:15:36,831 Uh, have you been able to reach her? 318 00:15:36,855 --> 00:15:38,427 I haven't heard back from her. 319 00:15:38,511 --> 00:15:40,379 She... She might be in court, or she hates me. 320 00:15:40,404 --> 00:15:41,864 I'm sure it's not that. 321 00:15:41,889 --> 00:15:44,243 She always cancels when we're supposed to hang out together. 322 00:15:44,267 --> 00:15:46,787 When it's just the two of them, she... she drops everything for him. 323 00:15:46,811 --> 00:15:48,144 You have to fix him. 324 00:15:48,603 --> 00:15:50,373 Please let us know when you hear from her. Okay? 325 00:15:50,398 --> 00:15:51,440 Okay. 326 00:15:56,362 --> 00:15:57,488 Dr. Warren. 327 00:16:02,260 --> 00:16:04,137 Still no increase in EF. 328 00:16:04,162 --> 00:16:06,389 - Where's Link? - Upstairs in the NICU. 329 00:16:06,414 --> 00:16:07,904 I think, collectively, this family's 330 00:16:07,928 --> 00:16:09,417 had five echoes in the last 24 hours. 331 00:16:09,539 --> 00:16:10,832 Okay. Well, I'm not worried yet. 332 00:16:12,479 --> 00:16:13,855 How's her C-section site looking? 333 00:16:13,939 --> 00:16:15,815 - Everything looks good. - Okay. 334 00:16:15,887 --> 00:16:17,567 Let's hope I never have to do another one. 335 00:16:17,592 --> 00:16:18,971 Really? I thought you might wanna 336 00:16:18,995 --> 00:16:20,678 get double board certified after that. 337 00:16:21,262 --> 00:16:23,389 No, I do not need that kind of pressure in my life. 338 00:16:23,557 --> 00:16:25,142 Well, that's a shame. 339 00:16:25,737 --> 00:16:27,030 I thought we made a good team. 340 00:16:31,022 --> 00:16:32,398 Uh. Page me when Link gets back. 341 00:16:32,481 --> 00:16:36,444 So, um, you and Nurse Iris, uh, teaming up? 342 00:16:36,527 --> 00:16:38,293 It's just a saying. 343 00:16:38,318 --> 00:16:39,819 - Is it? - It is. I... 344 00:16:40,880 --> 00:16:42,290 Are you trying to wingman me outside 345 00:16:42,315 --> 00:16:43,968 our intubated colleague's hospital room? 346 00:16:43,993 --> 00:16:46,370 Oh, please. Wilson would love this. 347 00:16:51,581 --> 00:16:52,791 Got it. 348 00:16:52,921 --> 00:16:54,173 Thanks. 349 00:16:58,163 --> 00:17:00,415 Roadside assistance is on their way. 350 00:17:01,776 --> 00:17:03,689 Who doesn't keep a spare tire? 351 00:17:04,508 --> 00:17:08,345 Well, it's my aunt's car. So, I guess my aunt. 352 00:17:12,722 --> 00:17:16,893 - You okay? - I have cancer and the car broke down. 353 00:17:18,031 --> 00:17:19,241 Not okay. 354 00:17:20,047 --> 00:17:21,798 Got it. Uh... 355 00:17:22,729 --> 00:17:25,107 Do you... Look, I know having cancer must suck... 356 00:17:25,132 --> 00:17:27,760 You wouldn't know the first thing about what I'm going through. 357 00:17:27,929 --> 00:17:31,516 No, I mean... I just meant that I have patients who have cancer, 358 00:17:31,541 --> 00:17:34,143 and between all the treatment and the cancer... 359 00:17:34,168 --> 00:17:36,170 So you know that there have been entire days 360 00:17:36,195 --> 00:17:38,272 where I haven't gotten off the bathroom floor? 361 00:17:38,355 --> 00:17:41,275 Or that I can't have ice cream, my favorite food, 362 00:17:41,300 --> 00:17:43,553 because my mouth hurts so bad 363 00:17:43,636 --> 00:17:45,184 because of the sores and the nerve pain? 364 00:17:45,208 --> 00:17:46,236 No, no, no, I just... 365 00:17:46,264 --> 00:17:49,517 Or that my best friend of ten years dumped me after my diagnosis, 366 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:53,991 or that my other friend disappeared after I told her I had stage four? 367 00:17:55,045 --> 00:17:57,464 They think that they are giving me space, 368 00:17:59,193 --> 00:18:02,697 but their absence sometimes hurts worse than the cancer itself. 369 00:18:03,990 --> 00:18:09,036 You may be a doctor, but there is a lot you do not know. 370 00:18:22,208 --> 00:18:23,918 Uh, can I ask your advice? 371 00:18:23,943 --> 00:18:26,821 Um. Mrs. Arrington's mesh looks infected. 372 00:18:26,846 --> 00:18:30,182 So, would you remove it and do a component separation 373 00:18:30,207 --> 00:18:33,494 or wait until after we've controlled the infection? 374 00:18:33,589 --> 00:18:36,133 I'd remove it and place a synthetic mesh. 375 00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:39,041 Wait. Really? 376 00:18:39,066 --> 00:18:41,611 No, and you'd fail your boards with that answer. 377 00:18:42,278 --> 00:18:44,873 Okay, that worried me for a second. 378 00:18:45,804 --> 00:18:48,557 Are you checking up on me? 379 00:18:48,673 --> 00:18:50,132 - No. - I'm fine. 380 00:18:50,882 --> 00:18:53,889 Okay, I just wanted to see if you've gotten your labs yet. 381 00:18:53,914 --> 00:18:55,308 That's between me and my doctor. 382 00:18:55,333 --> 00:18:57,793 - Rich... - Don't you have some patients to see? 383 00:18:57,818 --> 00:18:59,748 Don't you have my patients to see? 384 00:19:00,919 --> 00:19:02,128 Okay, you are right. 385 00:19:02,762 --> 00:19:03,846 I am sorry. 386 00:19:12,866 --> 00:19:15,244 Hey, you're only on your third one? 387 00:19:15,269 --> 00:19:16,747 Griffith has the first three, 388 00:19:16,772 --> 00:19:18,139 and I'll make up time in the last three. 389 00:19:18,164 --> 00:19:19,999 Griffith will believe that when she sees it. 390 00:19:20,024 --> 00:19:22,943 Just don't forget to include urology when you send in your notes. 391 00:19:23,027 --> 00:19:25,714 What's the point of a promotion when you're asked to do the same job? 392 00:19:25,738 --> 00:19:27,090 You have about five millimeters. 393 00:19:27,114 --> 00:19:28,800 - I see that. - Little to the left. 394 00:19:28,824 --> 00:19:30,802 - Wanna do this one? - I don't wanna do any of 'em. 395 00:19:30,826 --> 00:19:31,970 Neither of us would, 396 00:19:31,994 --> 00:19:34,755 if your girlfriend didn't make us late by making waffles this morning. 397 00:19:34,789 --> 00:19:37,516 A, you ate some of those waffles, and B, not my girlfriend. 398 00:19:37,599 --> 00:19:39,268 Whatever. "Woman you're dating." 399 00:19:39,293 --> 00:19:40,770 Not dating, just fun. 400 00:19:40,795 --> 00:19:43,172 You can't just have fun with a coworker. 401 00:19:43,197 --> 00:19:45,608 When you work with someone, you see them every day. 402 00:19:45,633 --> 00:19:47,468 That, in itself, is a relationship. 403 00:19:47,609 --> 00:19:50,112 You sleep with them, you're taking it to the next level. 404 00:19:50,137 --> 00:19:51,263 We think differently. 405 00:19:51,347 --> 00:19:52,682 Well, Mohanty is a grown-up. 406 00:19:52,823 --> 00:19:56,243 So, you wanna keep seeing her, you need to show her you're serious. 407 00:19:56,268 --> 00:19:57,520 Am I serious? 408 00:19:57,661 --> 00:20:00,873 You don't have to buy her jewelry. Just some kind of nice gesture. 409 00:20:00,898 --> 00:20:02,358 Buy her a drink after work. 410 00:20:03,126 --> 00:20:04,919 Send flowers from the gift shop. 411 00:20:04,944 --> 00:20:07,279 - The sick people flowers? - I'm done. 412 00:20:07,600 --> 00:20:10,366 - With the stent or this conversation? - Both. 413 00:20:15,897 --> 00:20:17,014 Stay superficial. 414 00:20:17,039 --> 00:20:18,925 The goal is to release the burned skin 415 00:20:18,949 --> 00:20:20,951 so the tissue underneath can expand. 416 00:20:20,976 --> 00:20:22,436 Good. 417 00:20:22,461 --> 00:20:24,022 How do we graft over all of this? 418 00:20:24,046 --> 00:20:25,374 We'll have to do it in stages over 419 00:20:25,398 --> 00:20:27,091 several months, if he makes it that long. 420 00:20:27,116 --> 00:20:29,068 All of this for a two-month relationship. 421 00:20:29,093 --> 00:20:30,669 Sometimes, when you know, you know. 422 00:20:30,694 --> 00:20:31,987 She's not even here. 423 00:20:32,319 --> 00:20:34,448 Maybe she was too busy to check her messages. 424 00:20:34,473 --> 00:20:36,392 - Epi-soak. - Or maybe he's delusional. 425 00:20:36,733 --> 00:20:38,828 I'm betting on a happy ending. 426 00:20:38,971 --> 00:20:40,180 What do you think, Dr. Hunt? 427 00:20:40,205 --> 00:20:42,540 Well, I think, uh, Graham has a devoted friend, 428 00:20:42,565 --> 00:20:44,184 and he's obviously lovable to someone. 429 00:20:44,209 --> 00:20:47,670 But short courtship, mismatched skills and interests... 430 00:20:47,695 --> 00:20:49,905 If I had to put money on this, I'm going with Millin. 431 00:20:50,573 --> 00:20:53,401 Suit yourselves. We're almost done with this leg. 432 00:20:55,698 --> 00:20:57,032 Hold on a second. 433 00:20:57,428 --> 00:20:59,971 Yeah, compartment syndrome. We need to switch to a fasciotomy. 434 00:21:00,892 --> 00:21:03,561 - Should we confirm with a needle? - No need. Dr. Hunt's right. 435 00:21:03,586 --> 00:21:05,171 The limb's tense. He's got weak pulses. 436 00:21:05,254 --> 00:21:07,014 Bryant, we're gonna need more burn dressings. 437 00:21:07,151 --> 00:21:08,152 On my way. 438 00:21:12,712 --> 00:21:15,214 All right, little lady. Let's see what you can do. 439 00:21:17,850 --> 00:21:19,702 Ninety-five. She's got this. 440 00:21:19,727 --> 00:21:21,979 Well, we'll keep an eye on her, but she looks great. 441 00:21:22,062 --> 00:21:23,707 How long do you expect to keep her on the CPAP? 442 00:21:23,731 --> 00:21:26,376 Until she can maintain breathing on her own, then we'll be able to... 443 00:21:28,552 --> 00:21:31,722 Her oxygen requirements are outpacing the ventilator. 444 00:21:35,093 --> 00:21:37,847 We need to put her on high-frequency oscillatory ventilation. 445 00:21:37,872 --> 00:21:40,091 - Do we need an ABG? - I need you to call Dad. 446 00:22:01,015 --> 00:22:02,058 Permission to come aboard? 447 00:22:10,669 --> 00:22:12,232 Thought you were on the plane crash guy. 448 00:22:12,586 --> 00:22:15,422 Uh, they needed more burn dressings. So, headed back up now. 449 00:22:15,832 --> 00:22:16,958 How about you? 450 00:22:17,510 --> 00:22:21,514 On my way to OR three to remove my fourth ureteral stent. 451 00:22:21,539 --> 00:22:23,529 Yikes. Sounds like fun. 452 00:22:27,353 --> 00:22:29,772 God, I love live music. There's this bar on Union Street... 453 00:22:29,797 --> 00:22:31,048 No. 454 00:22:31,757 --> 00:22:34,236 - I didn't ask you anything. - It was implied. 455 00:22:35,057 --> 00:22:36,434 Kinda sure of yourself. 456 00:22:37,491 --> 00:22:39,785 What if I just wanted to talk about music? 457 00:22:41,973 --> 00:22:44,851 Cool. We don't have to talk at all. 458 00:22:54,148 --> 00:22:56,317 - That's not the OR floor. - Yeah, I'm gonna walk. 459 00:22:58,885 --> 00:23:01,346 Cardio tech to room 1215. 460 00:23:01,453 --> 00:23:03,163 Oh, hey. How's she doing? 461 00:23:03,305 --> 00:23:05,307 No change. 462 00:23:05,332 --> 00:23:07,877 Oh. But... But... But I really need your help with something. 463 00:23:08,018 --> 00:23:10,479 Uh... With a case? 464 00:23:10,504 --> 00:23:14,008 Uh. With hanging here while I go to the bathroom. 465 00:23:14,117 --> 00:23:16,277 No, I just didn't wanna leave her alone. 466 00:23:16,302 --> 00:23:19,054 Yeah, no, no, go. Uh, I could use the break. 467 00:23:21,559 --> 00:23:24,821 You are the last person 468 00:23:24,845 --> 00:23:28,107 I should say this to, but I am beat. 469 00:23:35,613 --> 00:23:38,007 So I'm not supposed to tell anyone, 470 00:23:38,032 --> 00:23:43,954 but, uh, I need to talk, and you seem like a safe bet. 471 00:23:43,979 --> 00:23:45,730 So, I... 472 00:23:48,755 --> 00:23:49,756 Richard... 473 00:23:51,634 --> 00:23:53,010 has... 474 00:23:54,433 --> 00:23:55,976 prostate cancer. 475 00:23:59,153 --> 00:24:02,448 He doesn't, uh, know what stage yet, 476 00:24:02,473 --> 00:24:07,519 but, uh, it's never news that you wanna get. So... 477 00:24:07,774 --> 00:24:10,860 between him and you, 478 00:24:11,941 --> 00:24:14,770 and my ca... cancer patient whose 479 00:24:14,794 --> 00:24:18,155 meds were expired, I ju... 480 00:24:19,073 --> 00:24:21,074 Yeah, I don't mean to make it all about 481 00:24:21,098 --> 00:24:22,993 me, but it's, you know, a lot to... 482 00:24:25,079 --> 00:24:28,248 Jo, you... No, stop it. 483 00:24:28,332 --> 00:24:32,086 Uh. Hey, hey! Uh, page Ndugu and bring me an ultrasound. 484 00:24:32,169 --> 00:24:33,212 Jo. 485 00:24:33,879 --> 00:24:35,673 - What happened? - Uh, she's in V-tach. 486 00:24:37,716 --> 00:24:39,334 Thank you. 487 00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:41,153 Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 488 00:24:41,178 --> 00:24:42,221 Okay. 489 00:24:44,797 --> 00:24:46,132 Is she okay? 490 00:24:46,475 --> 00:24:47,993 Dr. Kasliwal just set her up. 491 00:24:48,096 --> 00:24:49,681 You should prepare yourself. 492 00:24:50,145 --> 00:24:52,374 Thought you said she was just putting her on another vent. 493 00:24:52,499 --> 00:24:53,750 This is it. 494 00:24:54,608 --> 00:24:56,822 It looks rough, but she can handle it. 495 00:24:57,277 --> 00:25:00,781 Dr. Kasliwal put her on sedation to keep her comfortable. 496 00:25:02,074 --> 00:25:04,067 It's normal to be upset. This is scary. 497 00:25:04,092 --> 00:25:05,427 You didn't say she'd be sedated. 498 00:25:05,452 --> 00:25:07,372 She was desatting. There wasn't time to tell you. 499 00:25:07,397 --> 00:25:10,265 I never should have left you in charge. 500 00:25:10,290 --> 00:25:12,835 You can't be here all the time. You did nothing wrong. 501 00:25:13,042 --> 00:25:14,418 I didn't ask your opinion. 502 00:25:25,681 --> 00:25:28,118 - Fasciotomy's finished. - Okay, leg looks softer. 503 00:25:28,142 --> 00:25:30,394 - Okay, let's dress and wrap it. - Okay. 504 00:25:30,536 --> 00:25:31,704 How's the arm? 505 00:25:31,729 --> 00:25:33,856 You can see coagulated veins through the fat. 506 00:25:33,939 --> 00:25:36,292 - Is that the muscle? - Yep. Third, maybe fourth degree. 507 00:25:36,518 --> 00:25:38,218 The patient's girlfriend is here. 508 00:25:38,491 --> 00:25:39,992 You two were wrong. 509 00:25:41,379 --> 00:25:43,090 - Sorry. - It's Fiona? 510 00:25:43,115 --> 00:25:44,825 Yeah, she's asking for an update. 511 00:25:46,991 --> 00:25:49,944 - I can go talk to her. - Always bet on love. 512 00:25:55,127 --> 00:25:59,298 Still runs of V-tach. Have you found anything? 513 00:25:59,381 --> 00:26:01,609 The pump is working, and it's in the correct place, 514 00:26:01,633 --> 00:26:04,945 but the Swan catheter is coiled in the right ventricle. 515 00:26:04,970 --> 00:26:09,131 So I'm gonna need to inflate and advance it into the pulmonary artery. 516 00:26:09,935 --> 00:26:11,895 Would you grab that? 517 00:26:20,573 --> 00:26:21,908 Got it. There we go. 518 00:26:22,542 --> 00:26:26,337 Um, I can redress the catheter and secure it in place. 519 00:26:32,873 --> 00:26:35,788 Okay. Yeah. Um... Just let me know if there's any issues. 520 00:26:35,813 --> 00:26:36,814 Absolutely. 521 00:26:47,612 --> 00:26:50,866 I was trying... I was trying to make it go down, but it j... 522 00:26:50,891 --> 00:26:52,827 - It's okay. You're okay. - It wouldn't go down... 523 00:26:52,851 --> 00:26:55,354 Listen to my voice. Name five things that you hear. 524 00:26:55,379 --> 00:26:58,723 - Your voice. My voice. - Right. Okay. Okay. Okay. 525 00:26:58,747 --> 00:27:01,283 The monitor. The monitor. It's going... It's going... 526 00:27:01,307 --> 00:27:02,754 What else... What else do you hear? Shh. 527 00:27:02,778 --> 00:27:05,364 Don't focus on the monitor, focus on my voice. Focus on my voice. 528 00:27:05,389 --> 00:27:08,008 - I'm trying... So strong... - There we go. 529 00:27:08,033 --> 00:27:09,618 It's okay. It's okay. 530 00:27:10,385 --> 00:27:12,262 - Okay. Okay. - Okay. 531 00:27:12,287 --> 00:27:13,455 - Okay. - Okay. 532 00:27:19,645 --> 00:27:22,356 Echo tech to Cardiology, bay three. 533 00:27:22,381 --> 00:27:24,132 Echo tech to Cardiology, bay three. 534 00:27:27,135 --> 00:27:31,535 Oh, thank you. You don't have to sit with me if you don't want to. 535 00:27:31,764 --> 00:27:34,192 Yes, but if I don't, Bailey's gonna put me 536 00:27:34,217 --> 00:27:36,761 on rectal exams for an entire month. So... 537 00:27:38,438 --> 00:27:41,316 Yeah, sorry about dumping my issues on you. 538 00:27:41,341 --> 00:27:44,461 I just don't wanna worry my mom. 539 00:27:44,486 --> 00:27:46,723 Uh, yeah. Listen, you were right. 540 00:27:47,150 --> 00:27:50,153 I... I do have a lot to learn. 541 00:27:50,784 --> 00:27:53,653 Well, luckily, you seem pretty smart. 542 00:27:54,230 --> 00:27:57,275 - Are you ready for lesson number two? - Mmm. 543 00:27:57,791 --> 00:28:01,295 Only way to get through an infusion is by watching a romantic comedy. 544 00:28:03,647 --> 00:28:05,941 I like rom-come. 545 00:28:05,966 --> 00:28:07,998 Well, Die Hard is not a rom-com. 546 00:28:08,023 --> 00:28:09,979 Wait. Is that the one with Meg Ryan? 547 00:28:12,949 --> 00:28:14,492 Last chance to save yourself. 548 00:28:23,217 --> 00:28:25,085 - Dr. Mohanty? - Oh. 549 00:28:25,110 --> 00:28:26,987 - Here you go. - Thanks. 550 00:28:32,748 --> 00:28:34,458 Oh. Nice flowers. 551 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:36,747 They're from your roommate. 552 00:28:37,048 --> 00:28:38,258 That's thoughtful. 553 00:28:39,077 --> 00:28:41,785 Yeah. He's got the wrong idea. 554 00:28:43,607 --> 00:28:45,272 I mean, he's a nice guy. 555 00:28:45,410 --> 00:28:47,257 But I'm not looking for a relationship. 556 00:28:47,622 --> 00:28:50,166 I thought he'd understand, being a surgeon too. 557 00:28:50,651 --> 00:28:52,027 Guess I was wrong. 558 00:28:52,775 --> 00:28:54,944 Can I leave these until I finish my shift? 559 00:28:55,594 --> 00:28:56,636 Thanks. 560 00:29:02,622 --> 00:29:05,959 - Uh, Fiona? I'm Dr. Jules Millin. - Is Graham okay? 561 00:29:05,984 --> 00:29:08,946 I'm really not supposed to say much other than we're treating him. 562 00:29:11,281 --> 00:29:12,491 He was in a plane crash. 563 00:29:12,516 --> 00:29:14,978 He suffered significant burns and injuries. 564 00:29:16,199 --> 00:29:18,910 I don't... I don't understand. How did this happen? 565 00:29:21,071 --> 00:29:22,406 You. What did you do? 566 00:29:22,431 --> 00:29:23,798 It was all Graham's idea. I swear. 567 00:29:23,822 --> 00:29:25,188 He thought you'd see it from your office. 568 00:29:25,212 --> 00:29:26,797 See what? What are you talking about? 569 00:29:36,193 --> 00:29:39,218 - How did he get a plane? - It's my uncle's. 570 00:29:40,227 --> 00:29:42,270 You let him fly your uncle's plane and he crashed. 571 00:29:43,897 --> 00:29:46,024 Get out. Get out. 572 00:29:58,609 --> 00:30:00,890 He told me to look out the window, but I was in a meeting. 573 00:30:02,463 --> 00:30:05,102 I don't know what he was thinking. He always gets these ideas in his head. 574 00:30:05,127 --> 00:30:06,920 You know, you don't have to say yes. 575 00:30:07,043 --> 00:30:08,831 Even with the crash. 576 00:30:09,715 --> 00:30:12,409 What? What? No, no, I meant... 577 00:30:13,485 --> 00:30:15,445 He could have just taken me to a nice restaurant 578 00:30:15,470 --> 00:30:16,989 or-or asked me to go for a walk. 579 00:30:17,014 --> 00:30:19,266 But this is... this is so him. 580 00:30:20,194 --> 00:30:21,320 You would have said yes? 581 00:30:21,521 --> 00:30:22,772 Of course I would. 582 00:30:24,572 --> 00:30:25,573 I love him. 583 00:30:26,956 --> 00:30:29,876 Everyone thinks I could do better, but I don't care what they think. 584 00:30:29,901 --> 00:30:32,654 I-I don't need our relationship to make sense to them or anyone else. 585 00:30:32,738 --> 00:30:34,239 It makes sense to me. 586 00:30:35,032 --> 00:30:38,276 To us. I... I need to see him. Where is he? 587 00:30:38,301 --> 00:30:39,761 He's in a burn ICU. 588 00:30:39,786 --> 00:30:43,540 You wait here, and I... I will come and get you when he's ready, okay? 589 00:30:59,528 --> 00:31:00,737 Oh, uh... 590 00:31:00,950 --> 00:31:02,993 I'm, um, sorry to interrupt. 591 00:31:03,018 --> 00:31:04,644 No. It's okay. 592 00:31:06,104 --> 00:31:07,623 I don't even know what I'm doing here. 593 00:31:07,705 --> 00:31:09,833 Well, looked like you were praying. 594 00:31:09,858 --> 00:31:11,610 - No, I'm not religious. - Mm-mmm. 595 00:31:12,579 --> 00:31:13,955 That's not a requirement. 596 00:31:15,108 --> 00:31:17,444 Sometimes I stop in just to get away from things. 597 00:31:21,703 --> 00:31:25,624 My... daughter was sedated 598 00:31:25,649 --> 00:31:28,268 and put on a medieval-looking vent, 599 00:31:28,293 --> 00:31:29,294 and I wasn't there. 600 00:31:29,377 --> 00:31:32,089 So she had to go through that alone. 601 00:31:32,172 --> 00:31:36,716 So I guess I'm just looking for some... forgiveness. 602 00:31:37,594 --> 00:31:40,305 - You feeling any? - Nope. 603 00:31:40,388 --> 00:31:41,723 That's a big ask. 604 00:31:43,521 --> 00:31:44,731 Give it time. 605 00:31:49,064 --> 00:31:53,193 Jo said she prayed for me after the explosion. 606 00:31:53,276 --> 00:31:57,030 She said it made her feel better, but it just makes me angry. 607 00:31:58,541 --> 00:32:00,251 You know, I grew up in church. 608 00:32:01,076 --> 00:32:03,129 And I still struggle to understand how 609 00:32:03,153 --> 00:32:05,205 God allows certain things to happen. 610 00:32:05,288 --> 00:32:09,417 But that's what having faith is about. 611 00:32:09,501 --> 00:32:14,840 It's how prayer gives me peace, 612 00:32:15,423 --> 00:32:16,716 even in times of doubt. 613 00:32:18,093 --> 00:32:20,178 Well, I don't think it works for me. 614 00:32:21,166 --> 00:32:23,877 There's a thing we say in recovery. 615 00:32:24,729 --> 00:32:27,815 If you can't bring yourself to believe in a higher power, 616 00:32:29,646 --> 00:32:31,565 believe in the people in this room. 617 00:32:32,524 --> 00:32:37,362 I'm biased, but you and Jo have some great people around you. 618 00:32:38,383 --> 00:32:39,635 In this time of doubt, 619 00:32:40,935 --> 00:32:42,561 let them give you peace. 620 00:32:48,707 --> 00:32:50,792 Come on. Come on. 621 00:32:50,876 --> 00:32:53,378 Come on. 622 00:32:53,461 --> 00:32:54,838 - Come on. - What happened? 623 00:32:54,921 --> 00:32:57,090 Charge to 200. Clear. 624 00:32:57,174 --> 00:32:58,758 He went into V-fib. 625 00:32:58,842 --> 00:33:01,344 - What about his potassium? - I already corrected it. 626 00:33:03,763 --> 00:33:05,599 - Time of death... - No. No, no, no, no, no. 627 00:33:05,681 --> 00:33:08,118 She's-She's-She's here. She's here, and she's going to say yes. 628 00:33:08,143 --> 00:33:09,728 Millin, we pushed six rounds of epi. 629 00:33:09,858 --> 00:33:12,986 His kidneys are shutting down. He's too acidotic to survive. 630 00:33:15,108 --> 00:33:16,776 Time of death... 19:23. 631 00:33:33,627 --> 00:33:36,838 Okay, hot take. "Sleepless in Seattle" is the worst rom-com ever. 632 00:33:37,631 --> 00:33:39,966 Yeah, I mean, they don't even meet until the last scene. 633 00:33:40,245 --> 00:33:44,165 Yeah, but, ugh... that house on the water? 634 00:33:44,512 --> 00:33:46,723 - Yes, please. - Fair. 635 00:33:47,557 --> 00:33:51,102 I mean, could you imagine waking up to that view every morning? 636 00:33:51,186 --> 00:33:53,280 I mean, I live, like, five minutes from the water, 637 00:33:53,826 --> 00:33:55,398 but I haven't been in months. 638 00:33:56,248 --> 00:33:57,624 Neither have I. 639 00:34:03,059 --> 00:34:04,561 What are you doing right now? 640 00:34:05,784 --> 00:34:08,995 - I think you're taking me home. - Let's go see the houseboats. 641 00:34:11,056 --> 00:34:12,474 Don't you have to go back to work? 642 00:34:12,499 --> 00:34:14,133 Yeah, we'll tell Bailey that the infusion 643 00:34:14,157 --> 00:34:15,627 took a little longer than expected. 644 00:34:15,710 --> 00:34:17,128 Are you feeling okay? 645 00:34:17,921 --> 00:34:18,922 Yeah. 646 00:34:19,714 --> 00:34:21,007 Take the next left. 647 00:34:24,778 --> 00:34:25,779 Hey. 648 00:34:25,804 --> 00:34:27,889 I've already started the notes for Patty Torres. 649 00:34:27,973 --> 00:34:29,733 - Great. Not why I'm here. - Yeah? Then talk. 650 00:34:29,808 --> 00:34:33,019 I may have steered you in the wrong direction with Mohanty. 651 00:34:34,292 --> 00:34:35,293 What does that mean? 652 00:34:35,318 --> 00:34:37,945 You and I may think differently, but you and her think alike. 653 00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:39,994 You're not dating. 654 00:34:41,903 --> 00:34:44,047 I knew it. I knew it. I knew... 655 00:34:44,072 --> 00:34:46,032 You owe me 50 bucks for those stupid dumb flowers. 656 00:34:46,057 --> 00:34:48,226 - Those flowers cost 50 bucks? - What do I do now? 657 00:34:48,703 --> 00:34:50,980 - I'm not gonna get involved. - Wait... 658 00:34:52,622 --> 00:34:55,792 But there's no such thing as a stapler for an aorta. 659 00:34:55,817 --> 00:34:58,445 So we had to use a gastrointestinal one. 660 00:34:59,410 --> 00:35:01,495 That doesn't sound like Goldilocks. 661 00:35:01,996 --> 00:35:03,358 I'm sorry. I'll-I'll leave. 662 00:35:03,383 --> 00:35:05,743 Just wanted to say good night before I left for the evening. 663 00:35:05,802 --> 00:35:08,138 You have nothing to apologize for. 664 00:35:08,163 --> 00:35:10,666 I'm the one who's sorry. You were just trying to help. 665 00:35:12,256 --> 00:35:14,816 I get it. Truly. 666 00:35:16,521 --> 00:35:20,817 I'm grateful to have people that understand. 667 00:35:22,842 --> 00:35:25,512 Because I don't even know how to hold it together right now. 668 00:35:27,727 --> 00:35:28,728 I'm here. 669 00:35:30,227 --> 00:35:31,228 Whatever you need. 670 00:35:32,668 --> 00:35:33,752 Try to get some sleep. 671 00:35:47,138 --> 00:35:49,863 You know, I told your brother and sister that you're here, 672 00:35:49,888 --> 00:35:52,265 and they can't wait to meet you. 673 00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:56,161 Of course I can't guarantee they won't try to hit you when they visit. 674 00:35:56,186 --> 00:35:57,228 They're toddlers. 675 00:35:58,555 --> 00:36:00,057 That's how they show their love. 676 00:36:01,013 --> 00:36:02,818 But you'll understand soon enough. 677 00:36:11,242 --> 00:36:14,746 She peed. My daughter... My daughter peed. 678 00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:16,210 She peed. 679 00:36:17,332 --> 00:36:18,500 Yes. 680 00:36:27,342 --> 00:36:30,970 Hey. I-I'm-I'm sorry, but, uh, these flowers were delivered 681 00:36:31,132 --> 00:36:32,842 to the wrong person. 682 00:36:33,348 --> 00:36:35,141 They're addressed to Dr. Mohanty. 683 00:36:36,476 --> 00:36:38,103 Yeah, for the, uh... 684 00:36:38,272 --> 00:36:40,024 For the other Dr. Mohanty. 685 00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,106 Dr. Sunil Mohanty? 686 00:36:42,131 --> 00:36:44,609 The dermatologist who's retiring next month? 687 00:36:45,099 --> 00:36:46,100 Yeah. 688 00:36:48,941 --> 00:36:50,677 "Thanks for a great night. 689 00:36:51,090 --> 00:36:53,176 Let's do it again sometime." 690 00:36:53,201 --> 00:36:54,911 He took a look at a rash for me. 691 00:36:55,695 --> 00:36:56,779 On a patient. 692 00:37:00,740 --> 00:37:01,741 You know what? 693 00:37:01,918 --> 00:37:05,527 I'll send him chocolates tomorrow. You keep these. 694 00:37:12,162 --> 00:37:13,289 You coming? 695 00:37:22,790 --> 00:37:24,833 Oh, uh, Bailey. I just wanted to... 696 00:37:24,858 --> 00:37:30,363 I know you think I am overstepping, but I don't give a damn. 697 00:37:30,947 --> 00:37:35,719 You are a mentor, a friend, and I care about you. 698 00:37:35,744 --> 00:37:40,285 I know you think you have it all covered because you're a doctor, 699 00:37:40,310 --> 00:37:44,481 a smart man, but you are also stubborn. 700 00:37:44,836 --> 00:37:49,758 And I refuse to let you get in the way of your own care because... 701 00:37:49,783 --> 00:37:51,109 What are you doing? 702 00:37:51,134 --> 00:37:54,529 I wanted to ask if you'd draw some blood for my new lab test, 703 00:37:54,554 --> 00:37:56,851 if you'd let me get a word in edgewise. 704 00:37:59,267 --> 00:38:01,585 Of course. 705 00:38:03,875 --> 00:38:06,419 Sorry, I snapped at you earlier. 706 00:38:07,132 --> 00:38:08,133 I have cancer. 707 00:38:08,265 --> 00:38:09,753 How long are you gonna milk that? 708 00:38:09,871 --> 00:38:11,539 Until the cows come home. 709 00:38:13,465 --> 00:38:15,509 Okay, here. 710 00:38:22,021 --> 00:38:23,397 - Hey. - Hey. 711 00:38:25,745 --> 00:38:28,248 Fiona called me and told me. 712 00:38:29,954 --> 00:38:33,259 - She says it's my fault he died. - That's not true. 713 00:38:35,133 --> 00:38:36,134 Uh... 714 00:38:36,846 --> 00:38:38,857 My best friend is dead and he's the 715 00:38:38,881 --> 00:38:40,892 only person I wanna talk to about it. 716 00:38:43,121 --> 00:38:44,456 I'm sorry. 717 00:38:45,688 --> 00:38:48,066 Yeah. Me too. 718 00:38:56,485 --> 00:38:58,195 - Hey. - Hey. 719 00:38:58,769 --> 00:39:01,888 - How's Jo? - Uh... Same. 720 00:39:01,913 --> 00:39:03,957 - Twins are hanging in, and Link... - Yeah. 721 00:39:06,184 --> 00:39:07,769 - He'll get there. - Yeah. 722 00:39:07,853 --> 00:39:09,646 Oh, uh, don't forget about Allison's, um... 723 00:39:09,671 --> 00:39:12,298 Dentist appointment tomorrow, yeah. I saw it on the calendar. 724 00:39:14,159 --> 00:39:16,495 Good luck with the interview. 725 00:39:16,652 --> 00:39:19,155 What you did was amazing, and the world should know about it. 726 00:39:19,180 --> 00:39:20,390 Thank you. 727 00:39:21,891 --> 00:39:22,892 Talked to Nora. 728 00:39:24,519 --> 00:39:26,020 She told me that you guys broke up. 729 00:39:26,104 --> 00:39:27,856 I mean, you could've told me. 730 00:39:27,939 --> 00:39:29,023 I could've, but... 731 00:39:30,525 --> 00:39:33,778 That would have been us falling into our old patterns, 732 00:39:33,862 --> 00:39:37,365 and I'm trying my hardest to move forward. 733 00:39:37,448 --> 00:39:38,700 So... 734 00:39:38,783 --> 00:39:40,243 Doesn't mean I'm not proud of you. 735 00:39:44,664 --> 00:39:45,957 - Good night. - Good night. 736 00:39:51,920 --> 00:39:53,941 When a surgeon steps into the OR... 737 00:39:56,885 --> 00:39:59,262 there's no room for self-doubt. 738 00:40:10,690 --> 00:40:12,158 You have to silence that small 739 00:40:12,182 --> 00:40:13,568 voice that says you aren't ready. 740 00:40:16,909 --> 00:40:18,077 You gotta be kidding me. 741 00:40:26,638 --> 00:40:28,266 Why are you everywhere all the time? 742 00:40:28,658 --> 00:40:29,909 I work here. 743 00:40:31,544 --> 00:40:33,560 Is that gonna be a problem for you? 744 00:40:42,305 --> 00:40:45,141 Because if you wait to make a move until you're ready... 745 00:41:00,907 --> 00:41:02,909 you might never leave the starting gate. 746 00:41:19,717 --> 00:41:21,353 You simply have to trust that 747 00:41:21,377 --> 00:41:23,012 you'll be able to weather the storm. 748 00:41:23,037 --> 00:41:24,513 Contractility has improved. 749 00:41:24,973 --> 00:41:27,188 Her EF has gone up 5%. 750 00:41:28,851 --> 00:41:31,395 - Her heart's recovering? - It's recovering. 751 00:41:33,064 --> 00:41:34,649 I'll give you two some space. 752 00:41:34,790 --> 00:41:37,443 - Well, hey. If you don't mind... - Checking on your girls? 753 00:41:38,027 --> 00:41:39,362 Was already headed there. 754 00:41:47,791 --> 00:41:49,877 I know it doesn't make any sense, but... 755 00:41:53,224 --> 00:41:55,226 Baby B looks just like Luna. 756 00:41:56,013 --> 00:41:57,223 You'll see when you meet her. 757 00:41:58,256 --> 00:42:01,300 Baby A, she's got this way of, uh, scrunching up her nose, 758 00:42:01,843 --> 00:42:04,846 like you do when you think I'm talking too much. 759 00:42:09,303 --> 00:42:10,346 Jo? 760 00:42:12,752 --> 00:42:14,295 Whatever that storm may be. 761 00:42:19,865 --> 00:42:24,865 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com —