1 00:00:07,731 --> 00:00:09,132 When it comes to surgery, 2 00:00:09,157 --> 00:00:12,504 the adage "It's better to ask for forgiveness than permission" 3 00:00:12,529 --> 00:00:13,529 doesn't apply. 4 00:00:13,747 --> 00:00:16,395 - Trim me up and make me a new man. - All right, man. 5 00:00:22,190 --> 00:00:23,502 Big day for you at the hospital? 6 00:00:24,497 --> 00:00:26,050 You might say that. 7 00:00:26,075 --> 00:00:28,015 We must obtain informed consent 8 00:00:28,040 --> 00:00:30,312 from our patients before any procedure. 9 00:00:31,441 --> 00:00:32,731 It's roommate code. 10 00:00:32,756 --> 00:00:34,482 If Mohanty comes over, I get a heads-up. 11 00:00:34,507 --> 00:00:37,150 Okay, no, roommate code is paying your bills on time 12 00:00:37,175 --> 00:00:38,486 and doing your own dishes. 13 00:00:38,511 --> 00:00:41,041 - Adams will back me up. - I live with my aunt. 14 00:00:42,214 --> 00:00:43,351 Your life makes me sad. 15 00:00:43,376 --> 00:00:45,883 Hey. I thought you had a thing against chocolate for breakfast. 16 00:00:45,908 --> 00:00:47,220 I do, but Sally doesn't. 17 00:00:47,278 --> 00:00:48,900 She also likes sports bars, 18 00:00:49,102 --> 00:00:51,587 '90s grunge cover bands, and small-batch bourbon. 19 00:00:51,698 --> 00:00:55,685 Things still going well for... her and Rob? 20 00:00:55,710 --> 00:00:56,953 They're going well enough 21 00:00:56,978 --> 00:00:58,358 that she's not thinking about a certain attending 22 00:00:58,359 --> 00:00:59,929 and what he's doing, or who. 23 00:00:59,977 --> 00:01:01,841 - Love that for Sally. - Love that for Sally. 24 00:01:02,096 --> 00:01:03,166 Do you know who Sally is? 25 00:01:03,304 --> 00:01:05,306 No. She sounds like a good time. 26 00:01:05,349 --> 00:01:08,387 It's not just a way to cover our asses if something goes wrong. 27 00:01:08,620 --> 00:01:09,953 We want you to understand the care 28 00:01:09,977 --> 00:01:11,554 you'll receive and the risks involved. 29 00:01:11,579 --> 00:01:13,822 You still stuck on the hormone correlation? 30 00:01:13,917 --> 00:01:16,120 I can't figure out how to replicate a good data set. 31 00:01:16,145 --> 00:01:19,028 Well, you could remove ovaries from the female mice 32 00:01:19,053 --> 00:01:21,468 to see if lack of estrogen affects the equation. 33 00:01:21,493 --> 00:01:24,231 - Or I could castrate the male mice. - Or you could do that. 34 00:01:24,256 --> 00:01:25,256 That works also. 35 00:01:25,281 --> 00:01:27,559 I need a break. Can I help you? 36 00:01:27,800 --> 00:01:29,957 Yeah, you can cut carrots for the salad. 37 00:01:29,982 --> 00:01:31,017 Okay. 38 00:01:31,867 --> 00:01:33,282 You really went all out. 39 00:01:34,442 --> 00:01:36,554 I am giving her the benefit of the doubt. 40 00:01:36,579 --> 00:01:39,513 Eight years is a long time to go without speaking to someone. 41 00:01:39,538 --> 00:01:41,804 In my defense, a lot of that time she was drunk or high, 42 00:01:41,829 --> 00:01:43,940 but Charlotte says she's doing really well. 43 00:01:43,965 --> 00:01:46,746 Says she's sober and that she has a new project or something. 44 00:01:46,771 --> 00:01:48,462 You're excited to see her. 45 00:01:48,487 --> 00:01:50,142 I am. Yeah, we used to be really 46 00:01:50,167 --> 00:01:51,977 close, especially after we lost our mom. 47 00:01:53,008 --> 00:01:55,914 When she's not detonating her life, she's actually really funny. 48 00:01:55,939 --> 00:01:57,182 She's a lot more fun than I am. 49 00:01:57,738 --> 00:02:00,437 Well, I can't wait to meet her. 50 00:02:00,462 --> 00:02:02,422 Looks like you won't have to. 51 00:02:06,135 --> 00:02:09,025 Hey, big brother. 52 00:02:09,389 --> 00:02:12,521 - Erica, who's this? - This is Miles. 53 00:02:12,546 --> 00:02:15,738 My son. 54 00:02:21,116 --> 00:02:23,814 - Come in. - Hi. 55 00:02:23,839 --> 00:02:26,892 We want you to know exactly what you're getting yourself into. 56 00:02:27,252 --> 00:02:32,252 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com — 57 00:02:36,535 --> 00:02:39,642 - Everyone's fired. - She doesn't mean it. 58 00:02:40,470 --> 00:02:42,748 You are a VIP. You should be in a private room. 59 00:02:42,773 --> 00:02:45,807 - This place looks like a cattle pen. - I'm fine. 60 00:02:46,236 --> 00:02:50,041 I-I told that nurse to put that IV in your right arm. 61 00:02:50,175 --> 00:02:52,660 Does anybody talk to anybody around here? 62 00:02:54,010 --> 00:02:56,590 Michael, can I have a word? 63 00:02:56,728 --> 00:03:00,619 - I'm sorry, my wife, she's... - A woman who knows what she wants. 64 00:03:00,644 --> 00:03:02,157 That's one way to put it. 65 00:03:02,182 --> 00:03:04,744 - What kind of doctor is she? - A urologist. 66 00:03:04,769 --> 00:03:06,100 - Mm. - I'm having surgery 67 00:03:06,101 --> 00:03:08,508 for prostate cancer. She's antsy. 68 00:03:08,533 --> 00:03:09,706 Understandable. 69 00:03:09,957 --> 00:03:12,857 - Curtis James. - Oh, Richard Webber. 70 00:03:12,882 --> 00:03:14,342 You people need to communicate. 71 00:03:14,366 --> 00:03:17,932 I've got prostate cancer too. Stage IV. 72 00:03:18,336 --> 00:03:20,547 It spread to my spine, so they're putting 73 00:03:20,571 --> 00:03:22,616 a catheter in to help with the pain. 74 00:03:22,754 --> 00:03:24,756 I hope it makes you comfortable. 75 00:03:24,894 --> 00:03:28,208 I just want to spend as much quality time with my kids as I can. 76 00:03:28,400 --> 00:03:30,402 I said, "Get him a private room." 77 00:03:30,775 --> 00:03:32,328 No, no. 78 00:03:32,353 --> 00:03:37,019 I see Catherine's having a word with Nurse Michael. How are you? 79 00:03:37,044 --> 00:03:39,598 - Doing a lot better than Nurse Michael. - Good. 80 00:03:39,623 --> 00:03:42,438 So, I kept my schedule light in case you need anything. 81 00:03:42,463 --> 00:03:44,500 Oh, good. I need you to occupy my wife. 82 00:03:44,963 --> 00:03:47,443 She's making the staff nervous. I don't need that today. 83 00:03:47,468 --> 00:03:51,231 How about I round on your patients or anything else? 84 00:03:51,256 --> 00:03:54,278 She's replaced three of my nurses in half an hour. 85 00:03:55,639 --> 00:03:58,297 Give me that. You all need a better system for this. 86 00:03:58,516 --> 00:03:59,862 I'll do my best. 87 00:03:59,887 --> 00:04:02,251 Are you telling me that you can't find the chief 88 00:04:02,276 --> 00:04:04,761 of this hospital a private room? 89 00:04:04,867 --> 00:04:06,283 Good luck, Richard. 90 00:04:06,453 --> 00:04:08,093 Listen, I'm telling you it's okay. 91 00:04:08,144 --> 00:04:11,057 Give the man a VIP room now. 92 00:04:11,583 --> 00:04:13,067 We can put the baby right here. 93 00:04:13,253 --> 00:04:14,944 I don't wanna ruin your furniture. 94 00:04:15,050 --> 00:04:17,811 No. It's okay. I have three kids who have already taken care of that. 95 00:04:18,095 --> 00:04:19,234 I'm barely managing the one. 96 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:21,330 - I can take your coat. - Actually, you have two. 97 00:04:21,355 --> 00:04:24,080 Charlotte's an adult. It's a little different. 98 00:04:24,540 --> 00:04:26,077 Oh, thank God he slept 99 00:04:26,102 --> 00:04:28,450 - almost the whole drive here. - You drove from Madison? 100 00:04:28,475 --> 00:04:30,339 You think I'm gonna fly with a six-week-old? 101 00:04:30,364 --> 00:04:32,564 I didn't think anything. I didn't know there was a baby. 102 00:04:32,789 --> 00:04:34,653 Yeah, well, I thought I would surprise you. 103 00:04:34,678 --> 00:04:37,543 Slash, I didn't want you to pass judgment on Miles before you met him. 104 00:04:38,337 --> 00:04:39,442 Well, I'm not judging him. 105 00:04:40,452 --> 00:04:42,260 Does the baby need anything else? 106 00:04:42,285 --> 00:04:44,845 No, thank you. There's a pacifier. I'll find it. 107 00:04:44,870 --> 00:04:46,113 - Okay. - Thank you. 108 00:04:46,992 --> 00:04:49,615 - Who's the father? - You gonna beat him up after gym class? 109 00:04:49,640 --> 00:04:51,680 I'm just asking who the father is. Who's the father? 110 00:04:51,705 --> 00:04:54,674 His name's Ken. We dated a little over a year, then we broke up. 111 00:04:54,915 --> 00:04:56,553 I broke it off. It was my decision. 112 00:04:56,578 --> 00:04:59,201 Oh, okay. Well, as long as it was your decision. 113 00:04:59,613 --> 00:05:01,822 Is everybody hungry? Lunch is ready. 114 00:05:01,847 --> 00:05:03,549 - Thank you so much. - Okay. 115 00:05:06,687 --> 00:05:09,663 If he needs a vascular procedure, he's mine. You've had easily 20. 116 00:05:09,688 --> 00:05:10,896 Sally has done... 117 00:05:11,003 --> 00:05:12,591 Uh, we were paged for a consult? 118 00:05:15,398 --> 00:05:18,633 Uh, Mitch Lau, I'm Dr. Millin. This is Dr. Adams. 119 00:05:18,658 --> 00:05:20,084 We hear that you're experiencing 120 00:05:20,108 --> 00:05:21,848 tingling and weakness in your left arm? 121 00:05:21,873 --> 00:05:23,944 Uh, and some occasional sharp pain. 122 00:05:23,969 --> 00:05:27,057 I teach tennis lessons, so I get weird shoulder stuff. 123 00:05:27,525 --> 00:05:28,728 Mind if we examine you? 124 00:05:31,155 --> 00:05:32,995 Have you experienced anything like this before? 125 00:05:33,022 --> 00:05:36,113 No, but it said online that left arm tingling 126 00:05:36,114 --> 00:05:37,647 is a sign of a heart attack? 127 00:05:37,672 --> 00:05:39,408 Tell me I'm being paranoid. 128 00:05:39,433 --> 00:05:42,031 It's better to be safe, and we will get you checked out. 129 00:05:42,627 --> 00:05:43,628 Right. 130 00:05:52,593 --> 00:05:55,096 Sorry if this is a little uncomfortable, Dr. Webber. 131 00:05:55,600 --> 00:05:59,086 Do whatever you have to do. I mean, you're in charge. I trust you. 132 00:06:16,178 --> 00:06:19,664 - You ready, sir? - I'm ready. I know the drill. 133 00:06:32,402 --> 00:06:33,472 Ten, 134 00:06:34,515 --> 00:06:35,516 nine, 135 00:06:37,090 --> 00:06:38,125 eight... 136 00:06:40,201 --> 00:06:41,237 seven... 137 00:06:43,572 --> 00:06:44,608 six... 138 00:07:28,264 --> 00:07:29,265 Curtis? 139 00:07:30,217 --> 00:07:32,825 - What are you doing here? - Be straight with me. 140 00:07:34,493 --> 00:07:36,150 How much longer do I have? 141 00:07:37,368 --> 00:07:40,109 It's hard to say. 142 00:07:40,134 --> 00:07:42,402 But you're not dying today. Look, I've got you. 143 00:07:42,427 --> 00:07:44,187 Someone get me a defibrillator. 144 00:07:44,901 --> 00:07:48,430 You can't save him. 145 00:07:53,507 --> 00:07:54,612 Dad? 146 00:08:05,716 --> 00:08:07,183 I need a hand here. 147 00:08:07,208 --> 00:08:09,119 I told you there's nothing you can do. 148 00:08:09,143 --> 00:08:11,180 Look, I'm a doctor. I'm not gonna let him just... 149 00:08:11,318 --> 00:08:13,838 Look, he has a family. Let's charge to 200. 150 00:08:15,692 --> 00:08:17,558 Make me a new man, will you? 151 00:08:19,499 --> 00:08:22,363 You're not getting a trim now. This man is dying. 152 00:08:22,388 --> 00:08:25,366 - He's already gone. - That's not true. Look, his BP's... 153 00:08:25,391 --> 00:08:27,370 Those monitors don't know anything. 154 00:08:27,687 --> 00:08:29,378 You don't know what you're talking about. 155 00:08:30,431 --> 00:08:33,048 Look, he's got metastases in his spine, 156 00:08:33,073 --> 00:08:35,351 his lymph nodes, his bladder. 157 00:08:35,376 --> 00:08:37,413 They're gonna find it in his bones next. 158 00:08:37,551 --> 00:08:41,116 He's been through chemotherapy, hormone therapy, surgery. 159 00:08:41,141 --> 00:08:43,774 He can't walk without debilitating pain, 160 00:08:43,799 --> 00:08:46,284 which is why he's getting the intrathecal pump. 161 00:08:46,535 --> 00:08:49,699 But we all know that's just palliative care. 162 00:08:49,724 --> 00:08:52,704 There are people who have survived stage IV prostate cancer. 163 00:08:52,842 --> 00:08:56,296 - He just needs one of epi. - Not enough, not him. 164 00:08:56,981 --> 00:08:58,154 And not me. 165 00:09:03,601 --> 00:09:05,223 Squeeze my hands. 166 00:09:07,098 --> 00:09:09,283 Should I tell my boss I'm not gonna make the lunch shift? 167 00:09:09,308 --> 00:09:11,586 I didn't know tennis had a lunch shift. Flex your elbows. 168 00:09:11,668 --> 00:09:14,291 I'm also a server at Fisherman's Lure. 169 00:09:14,398 --> 00:09:16,151 The lunch crowds tip really well. 170 00:09:16,176 --> 00:09:19,904 Business lunches. Lots of people with corporate credit cards. 171 00:09:20,698 --> 00:09:22,113 You waited tables too? 172 00:09:22,305 --> 00:09:26,619 No, I have a brother who stole a corporate credit card. 173 00:09:26,644 --> 00:09:28,750 He was a generous tipper, at least. 174 00:09:28,775 --> 00:09:31,373 They help a lot. I'm a rideshare driver too. 175 00:09:31,398 --> 00:09:33,927 Just trying to get by since I got laid off. 176 00:09:33,952 --> 00:09:35,402 - I'm sorry. - Yeah. 177 00:09:35,540 --> 00:09:37,724 I grew up here during the tech boom 178 00:09:37,749 --> 00:09:39,736 when every kid thought learning to write code 179 00:09:39,761 --> 00:09:41,763 was a ticket to a house on Mercer Island 180 00:09:41,788 --> 00:09:43,947 and a holiday company party with Sting. 181 00:09:43,972 --> 00:09:45,145 Well, we all have dreams. 182 00:09:45,170 --> 00:09:47,034 I started coding in middle school, 183 00:09:47,059 --> 00:09:49,648 eventually got a degree in computer science, with honors. 184 00:09:49,867 --> 00:09:52,974 Then AI happened. I trained a computer to take my job. 185 00:09:53,089 --> 00:09:55,022 All right, we're ready for the chest X-ray. 186 00:09:59,586 --> 00:10:01,623 He's got an opacity behind his collarbone. 187 00:10:01,648 --> 00:10:05,027 If it's a mass pressing on his brachial plexus or subclavian vein, 188 00:10:05,052 --> 00:10:06,813 that might explain the tingling in his arm. 189 00:10:06,838 --> 00:10:08,652 I'll call radiology and page cardiothoracic. 190 00:10:08,677 --> 00:10:10,023 Sorry, what's happening? 191 00:10:10,048 --> 00:10:12,241 Not sure yet. We want to get a CT scan to find out more. 192 00:10:12,266 --> 00:10:13,578 You might wanna call your boss. 193 00:10:15,019 --> 00:10:17,208 Well, there go my tips. 194 00:10:17,233 --> 00:10:21,180 Last year we rebuilt the residency program 195 00:10:21,185 --> 00:10:23,056 and restored its reputation. 196 00:10:23,081 --> 00:10:24,599 It's time to level up. 197 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:29,396 This year I want to integrate VR into our skills lab, 198 00:10:29,421 --> 00:10:32,330 and I want to expand the wellness program 199 00:10:32,355 --> 00:10:35,763 with a meditation area and more team building. 200 00:10:36,770 --> 00:10:37,806 Sounds good. 201 00:10:38,230 --> 00:10:41,270 And to kick things off, we'll take the residents 202 00:10:41,295 --> 00:10:45,541 on an all-expenses-paid retreat on the French Riviera. 203 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:48,928 Mm-hmm? 204 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:51,996 I'm sorry, did you say something? 205 00:10:52,021 --> 00:10:54,638 I know that you are worried about Richard's surgery, 206 00:10:54,663 --> 00:10:57,183 but you can trust his team. 207 00:10:57,208 --> 00:11:00,194 Miranda, please. I know Richard is in great hands. 208 00:11:00,219 --> 00:11:02,911 - Okay. - Read line 45, page two. 209 00:11:03,663 --> 00:11:06,044 Uh, Richard's estate plan... this seems private. 210 00:11:06,069 --> 00:11:08,366 He was updating it this morning. 211 00:11:08,391 --> 00:11:10,670 He has a burial plot at Lakeshore. 212 00:11:10,929 --> 00:11:13,897 - Well, that's a nice cemetery. - Next to Adele Webber. 213 00:11:13,922 --> 00:11:17,030 Oh! So that's what you're upset about? 214 00:11:17,055 --> 00:11:20,583 The man wants to be buried next to his dead ex-wife. 215 00:11:20,608 --> 00:11:24,684 - Well, technically, she's not an ex. - I'm his wife now. 216 00:11:24,743 --> 00:11:27,192 Well, what does it matter? You're all dead. 217 00:11:28,377 --> 00:11:31,286 Are you and Warren planning to be buried next to each other? 218 00:11:31,311 --> 00:11:33,037 No, actually, I'm planning to be cremated. 219 00:11:33,062 --> 00:11:36,528 I am going to sit in my children's homes, 220 00:11:36,696 --> 00:11:39,509 so they have to look at me before doing anything stupid. 221 00:11:39,534 --> 00:11:42,157 Not me. I wanna be laid in the ground, 222 00:11:42,247 --> 00:11:44,836 next to the man I pledged my life to. 223 00:11:45,014 --> 00:11:47,430 Well, you are Catherine Fox. 224 00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:49,896 If you feel so strongly, do something. 225 00:11:53,147 --> 00:11:54,975 - You're right. - Yeah. 226 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:57,692 He wants to be buried next to Adele, 227 00:11:57,717 --> 00:12:01,030 I'll just buy the damn plot on the other side. Mmm. 228 00:12:02,687 --> 00:12:04,137 Hello, Lakeshore. 229 00:12:04,388 --> 00:12:05,976 You'll need more tests to be sure, 230 00:12:06,001 --> 00:12:09,556 but it looks like you have a benign brachial plexus schwannoma. 231 00:12:09,708 --> 00:12:11,740 The only word I understood was "benign." 232 00:12:11,765 --> 00:12:13,180 Uh, Dr. Kwan. 233 00:12:13,205 --> 00:12:16,124 Schwannomas are tumors that develop within the nerves. 234 00:12:16,149 --> 00:12:19,196 So, in your case, you have a large tumor in the brachial plexus 235 00:12:19,221 --> 00:12:20,636 that is affecting your arm. 236 00:12:20,661 --> 00:12:23,491 Yeah, that's why you feel occasional pain and tingling. 237 00:12:23,602 --> 00:12:25,650 This could really mess up my ability to serve. 238 00:12:25,675 --> 00:12:26,746 He teaches tennis lessons. 239 00:12:26,884 --> 00:12:28,609 I was thinking about at the restaurant. 240 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:31,336 - He has a couple of jobs. - What do I do about it? 241 00:12:31,412 --> 00:12:33,114 You'll wanna have it surgically removed. 242 00:12:33,139 --> 00:12:34,901 Our cardiothoracic department will submit 243 00:12:34,926 --> 00:12:36,997 a prior authorization request for your insurance, 244 00:12:37,135 --> 00:12:39,496 and once they approve it, we can schedule surgery. 245 00:12:39,521 --> 00:12:42,835 Schwannomas grow slowly, but eventually, it will destroy the nerve. 246 00:12:42,934 --> 00:12:44,453 You don't wanna ignore it. 247 00:12:44,704 --> 00:12:46,395 Don't think I could if I wanted to. 248 00:12:46,568 --> 00:12:48,639 Well, it was good to meet you, Mitch. 249 00:12:50,866 --> 00:12:53,835 How long does this prior authorization thing usually take? 250 00:12:53,911 --> 00:12:56,499 Well, I'm not an expert, but maybe a month, 251 00:12:56,524 --> 00:12:58,925 and then another two months to schedule surgery. 252 00:12:58,950 --> 00:13:00,962 I'm not sure I can work much longer like this. 253 00:13:00,987 --> 00:13:03,481 Yeah, some patients apply for disability. 254 00:13:03,506 --> 00:13:06,682 Is that enough to pay rent? I don't wanna move back with my parents. 255 00:13:06,820 --> 00:13:09,823 You can push your insurance company to fast-track the authorization, 256 00:13:09,848 --> 00:13:12,291 and we can submit a peer-to-peer review for them. 257 00:13:12,316 --> 00:13:13,802 I have a better shot at winning Wimbledon 258 00:13:13,827 --> 00:13:15,667 than getting past their automated phone system. 259 00:13:16,092 --> 00:13:17,852 I wish there was more we could do. 260 00:13:18,779 --> 00:13:21,713 Yeah, the guy who laid me off said the same thing. 261 00:13:22,974 --> 00:13:25,371 We'll, uh, go get your paperwork. 262 00:13:26,170 --> 00:13:28,285 Okay. Okay. 263 00:13:36,407 --> 00:13:39,559 It is so nice to eat a homemade meal after two days of fast food. 264 00:13:40,302 --> 00:13:42,614 - Well, there's more if you want it. - Are you sober? 265 00:13:44,478 --> 00:13:46,170 - Nick. - No, it's okay. 266 00:13:46,292 --> 00:13:48,137 - Surprised you didn't ask sooner. - Is that a no? 267 00:13:48,162 --> 00:13:51,037 Two years and change. I go to AA meetings every week, 268 00:13:51,062 --> 00:13:53,842 and you will be happy to know I am gainfully employed. 269 00:13:53,867 --> 00:13:54,972 Really? 270 00:13:55,801 --> 00:13:57,043 Where do you work? 271 00:13:57,068 --> 00:13:59,700 I am an office manager at a law firm downtown. 272 00:13:59,725 --> 00:14:02,644 So, yeah. Although, I'm on maternity leave right now, 273 00:14:02,669 --> 00:14:04,982 but they've been really, really good to me. 274 00:14:05,151 --> 00:14:08,533 I just... You know, I wanted a chance to be a mom and to do it right. 275 00:14:13,302 --> 00:14:15,356 Uh, but Miles is such a good baby. 276 00:14:15,381 --> 00:14:16,707 Ugh. During the day. 277 00:14:16,732 --> 00:14:19,395 At night, it's a whole different story. 278 00:14:22,613 --> 00:14:24,719 You know, when my youngest was a baby, 279 00:14:24,743 --> 00:14:27,595 I used to just have to put her in the car 280 00:14:27,620 --> 00:14:29,326 and drive around the neighborhood for hours. 281 00:14:29,351 --> 00:14:32,181 That's the only way he'll go to sleep. 282 00:14:32,279 --> 00:14:36,289 How old are your kids? 283 00:14:39,809 --> 00:14:41,121 That's my cue. 284 00:14:41,146 --> 00:14:43,528 Let me get him. It's not every day I get to hold a baby. 285 00:14:49,923 --> 00:14:53,764 She's great. This place is, like, just gorgeous. 286 00:14:53,789 --> 00:14:55,722 Hey, listen, we're not done talking about you. 287 00:14:56,481 --> 00:14:58,967 Baby, job, sobriety. 288 00:14:59,105 --> 00:15:01,521 Those... Those are the headlines. 289 00:15:04,248 --> 00:15:06,307 - Do you not believe me? - Do you not see why I wouldn't? 290 00:15:06,332 --> 00:15:08,920 The last time I saw you, you told me to get my act together, 291 00:15:09,124 --> 00:15:10,263 and so I did. 292 00:15:10,288 --> 00:15:13,439 So now, for the first time in my entire life, 293 00:15:13,464 --> 00:15:14,914 I have a job with benefits. 294 00:15:14,973 --> 00:15:18,212 I already picked out a day care. I got my act together. 295 00:15:18,237 --> 00:15:19,652 How can you not see the difference? 296 00:15:19,677 --> 00:15:22,404 Because we have been here before. 297 00:15:23,599 --> 00:15:24,669 That's why. 298 00:15:25,072 --> 00:15:27,971 - All right. - Where are you going? 299 00:15:27,996 --> 00:15:30,412 To the bathroom. You wanna lock up your medicine cabinet? 300 00:15:30,437 --> 00:15:31,679 I already did. 301 00:15:44,840 --> 00:15:47,576 Hey, you know, our patients are typically inside the hospital. 302 00:15:47,601 --> 00:15:49,362 I'm writing a letter for Mitch's insurance. 303 00:15:49,387 --> 00:15:52,440 Well, don't use AI. It's what got him into this awful situation. 304 00:15:52,527 --> 00:15:54,391 Speak to a representative. 305 00:15:55,277 --> 00:15:56,692 Representative. 306 00:15:57,079 --> 00:15:59,288 Representative! 307 00:16:00,200 --> 00:16:01,615 What happened to human contact? 308 00:16:01,640 --> 00:16:04,229 You know, I'm surprised you wouldn't rather talk to robots. 309 00:16:05,309 --> 00:16:07,794 There were a lot of times when my parents couldn't make rent 310 00:16:08,045 --> 00:16:10,358 or pay for food or bus passes, 311 00:16:10,383 --> 00:16:12,097 and the only reason we got by is because 312 00:16:12,121 --> 00:16:13,834 people went out of their way to help us. 313 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:15,174 Robots don't care. 314 00:16:15,199 --> 00:16:17,780 I thought you got by 'cause your parents were low-key hustlers. 315 00:16:17,917 --> 00:16:19,470 That, too. 316 00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:22,498 His pain will be ten times worse by the time he gets approved, 317 00:16:22,523 --> 00:16:24,096 if he gets approved. 318 00:16:24,121 --> 00:16:26,512 Yeah, and the irony is that by then it could be emergent 319 00:16:26,537 --> 00:16:28,417 and the insurance would have to cover it anyway. 320 00:16:30,472 --> 00:16:32,322 I have an idea on how we can help him. 321 00:16:32,867 --> 00:16:34,347 One of your parents' schemes? 322 00:16:34,372 --> 00:16:36,512 No, this one's inspired by my friend Sally. 323 00:16:36,537 --> 00:16:39,444 - No, please don't transfer me. - Uh, Mitch. 324 00:16:40,620 --> 00:16:44,900 They've got me on a 30-second loop of Vivaldi's "Four Seasons." 325 00:16:45,070 --> 00:16:46,670 Play the whole damn thing, why don't you? 326 00:16:46,695 --> 00:16:48,076 Are you sure about this? 327 00:16:48,327 --> 00:16:49,604 Why wouldn't I be? 328 00:16:49,629 --> 00:16:52,494 'Cause you could wait and discuss this with Richard. 329 00:16:52,519 --> 00:16:54,850 Miranda, burial plots are like prostates. 330 00:16:54,875 --> 00:16:57,080 Once they're gone, they're gone. 331 00:16:57,844 --> 00:16:59,855 Can't say I ever thought of it that way. 332 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:02,322 I can always sell it if I change my mind. 333 00:17:02,940 --> 00:17:05,564 Property with a lake view is always a good investment. 334 00:17:05,975 --> 00:17:09,244 I just don't want your plans for death 335 00:17:09,269 --> 00:17:12,057 to get in the way of you being there for Richard now. 336 00:17:12,082 --> 00:17:15,181 I have no trouble multitasking, dear. 337 00:17:15,206 --> 00:17:20,283 I just think that you might want to make this decision with Richard 338 00:17:20,704 --> 00:17:22,637 rather than while he's under anesthesia. 339 00:17:22,662 --> 00:17:26,045 Hello. Yes, Lakeshore, I am still here. 340 00:17:26,568 --> 00:17:29,399 One moment. Miranda. Go, go, go, go. 341 00:17:29,600 --> 00:17:31,049 Come on, honey. 342 00:17:32,223 --> 00:17:34,338 That man owes me. 343 00:17:34,363 --> 00:17:36,291 Yes, this is Catherine Fox. 344 00:17:42,744 --> 00:17:43,780 Have a seat. 345 00:17:44,616 --> 00:17:45,721 Get a trim. 346 00:17:46,597 --> 00:17:48,254 And fill me in on your life. 347 00:17:49,656 --> 00:17:51,934 A man just died there. 348 00:17:52,361 --> 00:17:53,880 Suit yourself. 349 00:17:56,111 --> 00:17:58,320 Are we really not gonna talk about it? 350 00:17:58,771 --> 00:18:01,636 Dwelling on unpleasantries won't bring him back. 351 00:18:02,958 --> 00:18:06,116 - I meant you. - It won't bring me back either. 352 00:18:07,474 --> 00:18:08,785 I've got it now. 353 00:18:09,916 --> 00:18:11,171 That's why I'm here. 354 00:18:11,196 --> 00:18:14,369 If you're hoping for some father-son bonding over this, 355 00:18:14,507 --> 00:18:15,853 that's not happening. 356 00:18:16,104 --> 00:18:18,658 I wanted to know your experience. 357 00:18:18,796 --> 00:18:21,523 - You never said much. - Because it's a private matter. 358 00:18:21,548 --> 00:18:24,241 We're family, and family shouldn't have to suffer alone. 359 00:18:24,379 --> 00:18:26,726 I wasn't suffering. I was stoic. 360 00:18:27,181 --> 00:18:28,737 That's how Webber men do it. 361 00:18:28,762 --> 00:18:30,636 Yeah, I remember how you snapped at me 362 00:18:30,661 --> 00:18:32,889 for not holding it together at Mom's funeral. 363 00:18:32,914 --> 00:18:36,356 - Was there a problem with that? - I was ten. 364 00:18:37,288 --> 00:18:39,601 I had feelings. I wanted you to talk to me. 365 00:18:39,626 --> 00:18:42,077 Now you want to dredge up the past. All right, all right. 366 00:18:42,102 --> 00:18:45,029 Let's talk about how you... how you used to do that... 367 00:18:45,054 --> 00:18:47,180 that Johnson boy's math homework 368 00:18:47,181 --> 00:18:49,806 so he wouldn't beat you up after school. 369 00:18:50,267 --> 00:18:54,901 Or when you tried to kiss Mary Hodge at the junior high dance. 370 00:18:54,926 --> 00:18:56,450 But she turned and you ended up 371 00:18:56,451 --> 00:18:58,930 with your lips pressed against her shoulder. 372 00:18:59,068 --> 00:19:01,140 How do you know all these things? 373 00:19:01,278 --> 00:19:06,145 This is your dream, man. It's all you. 374 00:19:07,076 --> 00:19:08,595 Still wanna talk about this? 375 00:19:15,643 --> 00:19:19,949 - Can you... clean me up? - Yeah, that's more like it. 376 00:19:22,572 --> 00:19:26,097 Now, tell me. What have I missed? 377 00:19:28,645 --> 00:19:29,681 I have a daughter. 378 00:19:30,955 --> 00:19:34,476 Her name is Margaret. Or Maggie. 379 00:19:34,770 --> 00:19:37,361 - She's brilliant. - Mmm. 380 00:19:44,383 --> 00:19:46,108 So, it looks like a lipoma. 381 00:19:46,133 --> 00:19:50,274 Yeah, we should probably get a CT scan of this. 382 00:19:51,152 --> 00:19:52,292 Here we go. 383 00:19:53,773 --> 00:19:56,741 Uh, hey, excuse me, I need help. 384 00:19:56,894 --> 00:19:59,000 I have a tumor in my upper chest, 385 00:19:59,232 --> 00:20:04,133 and I started having acute onset severe pain and weakness in my arm. 386 00:20:04,334 --> 00:20:06,391 Oh, I can help you, Mister... 387 00:20:10,597 --> 00:20:15,603 Lau. Mitch Lau. I was here this morning. I-I should be in the system. 388 00:20:15,628 --> 00:20:17,388 Yeah. Follow me. 389 00:20:17,571 --> 00:20:20,080 - Okay. - And when did your pain get worse? 390 00:20:20,289 --> 00:20:24,500 - It's onset, so... Uh... - What do we do? 391 00:20:27,847 --> 00:20:30,125 She couldn't even get through lunch without blowing up. 392 00:20:30,263 --> 00:20:32,645 Yeah, but you jumped on her about the baby. 393 00:20:32,783 --> 00:20:34,985 Because I didn't know there was a baby. 394 00:20:38,039 --> 00:20:39,834 She always used to do this when we were kids. 395 00:20:40,062 --> 00:20:44,183 - Have secret babies? - No. Bury the lede. 396 00:20:44,208 --> 00:20:46,392 She could never just say, "Hey, I lost your jacket," 397 00:20:46,417 --> 00:20:48,187 or, "I got a parking ticket with your car," 398 00:20:48,212 --> 00:20:50,772 or, "I'm dating the guy you hate on the swim team." I know, dude. 399 00:20:50,948 --> 00:20:52,571 Then you'd find out 400 00:20:52,596 --> 00:20:53,832 and she'd act like you were the idiot 401 00:20:53,856 --> 00:20:55,091 for thinking she should've told you. 402 00:20:55,115 --> 00:20:56,669 Would you have been any less mad? 403 00:20:56,807 --> 00:20:59,119 I don't know. I never got the chance to find out. 404 00:20:59,258 --> 00:21:00,914 What did she think was gonna happen here? 405 00:21:01,052 --> 00:21:04,746 Maybe that you'd fall in love with him and support her as a new mom. 406 00:21:07,237 --> 00:21:10,344 You were genuinely excited about her visit this morning. 407 00:21:11,311 --> 00:21:14,383 Maybe let's not jump to conclusions. 408 00:21:15,300 --> 00:21:17,773 People can start over. Amelia did. 409 00:21:18,148 --> 00:21:19,736 Erica is not Amelia. 410 00:21:22,613 --> 00:21:23,614 What was that? 411 00:21:25,284 --> 00:21:28,632 Hang in there, bud. 412 00:21:31,386 --> 00:21:33,313 Her car is gone. 413 00:21:47,315 --> 00:21:49,800 Dr. Dhaliwal to Oncology... 414 00:21:49,825 --> 00:21:51,620 Great. Now I'll come around. 415 00:21:52,424 --> 00:21:53,804 Okay, one more time for me. 416 00:21:53,829 --> 00:21:55,314 Okay. 417 00:21:55,452 --> 00:21:56,452 You know, I'm so sorry. 418 00:21:56,477 --> 00:21:58,168 - I'll be right back. - Mm-hmm. 419 00:22:00,360 --> 00:22:02,848 - I'm examining a patient. - We know. We saw him this morning. 420 00:22:02,873 --> 00:22:04,789 We think Beckman should do the consult. 421 00:22:04,814 --> 00:22:06,092 Ndugu already saw him. 422 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:07,625 Which is why we think it would be good 423 00:22:07,649 --> 00:22:09,362 to have a second opinion, like Beckman's. 424 00:22:09,978 --> 00:22:11,393 Stop being weird. 425 00:22:11,418 --> 00:22:13,928 Ndugu submitted Mitch's case to his insurance for approval, 426 00:22:13,953 --> 00:22:15,964 but that takes time. Mitch doesn't have time. 427 00:22:15,989 --> 00:22:17,370 - So he's faking it? - No. 428 00:22:17,395 --> 00:22:18,864 The arm pain is real. 429 00:22:18,889 --> 00:22:21,409 He has a large schwannoma in his brachial plexus. 430 00:22:21,547 --> 00:22:23,524 He was laid off and he's doing a bunch of jobs 431 00:22:23,549 --> 00:22:24,964 that require the use of his arm. 432 00:22:24,989 --> 00:22:27,251 If he doesn't work, he doesn't get paid. 433 00:22:27,276 --> 00:22:30,146 So you told him to fudge his symptoms. 434 00:22:30,171 --> 00:22:32,460 - Who came up with this plan? - Her. 435 00:22:32,921 --> 00:22:36,088 Sally. Can you just play along, please? 436 00:22:36,113 --> 00:22:39,538 I don't think I can. I'm a terrible liar, and I think it's too late. 437 00:22:40,552 --> 00:22:42,002 You called for a consult? 438 00:22:42,740 --> 00:22:44,397 Wasn't this guy here already today? 439 00:22:44,422 --> 00:22:46,892 Yeah, he's got a benign brachial plexus schwannoma. 440 00:22:46,917 --> 00:22:50,265 Yes, he came back with acute onset severe pain. 441 00:22:50,290 --> 00:22:53,358 - I think his tumor might have ruptured. - Okay, I'll take a look. 442 00:22:53,934 --> 00:22:55,350 Um, I'm sorry. 443 00:22:56,646 --> 00:22:57,992 Nice to see you guys again. 444 00:22:59,930 --> 00:23:02,202 She is a really terrible liar. 445 00:23:02,749 --> 00:23:05,752 Well, just smile and nod. Just smile and nod. 446 00:23:08,226 --> 00:23:10,605 I don't know where you are, I don't know what you're doing, 447 00:23:10,630 --> 00:23:12,563 but you need to get back here right now. 448 00:23:15,955 --> 00:23:18,406 Oh, God. 449 00:23:18,431 --> 00:23:20,364 I can't believe this is happening again. 450 00:23:20,389 --> 00:23:22,495 Every time. Every time. 451 00:23:22,676 --> 00:23:26,044 I want her to be okay so badly, I ignore all of the red flags. 452 00:23:26,069 --> 00:23:27,967 Well, she's only been gone a few minutes. 453 00:23:27,992 --> 00:23:30,660 - Yeah, but this is how it starts. - Should we go look for her? 454 00:23:30,685 --> 00:23:33,135 Honestly, I wouldn't even know where to begin. 455 00:23:34,240 --> 00:23:36,700 Well, when Amelia's feeling anxious, she goes to a meeting. 456 00:23:36,725 --> 00:23:39,692 Yeah, or we could just go to every bar in a ten-mile radius. 457 00:23:39,717 --> 00:23:41,097 I'm just trying to help. 458 00:23:41,122 --> 00:23:43,469 Well, you're not. You don't know her. 459 00:23:45,631 --> 00:23:48,271 - Now where are you going? - Gonna go get more diapers and formula. 460 00:23:48,323 --> 00:23:50,029 There's diapers and formula in the bag. 461 00:23:50,053 --> 00:23:51,533 Guessing it won't be enough. 462 00:23:55,402 --> 00:23:59,714 - She sounds like a spitfire. - Oh, she is. 463 00:23:59,937 --> 00:24:03,112 She has our hands and Mom's stubborn streak. 464 00:24:03,165 --> 00:24:05,271 Yeah, I believe you also got that streak. 465 00:24:07,195 --> 00:24:08,541 And she's pregnant. 466 00:24:09,526 --> 00:24:12,805 - It's a boy. - Ah. Another Webber man. 467 00:24:12,832 --> 00:24:16,472 - Well, actually, he's a... Pierce. - Nah, he's got our genes. 468 00:24:17,487 --> 00:24:19,143 Congratulations, Grandpa. 469 00:24:24,191 --> 00:24:26,089 - This is nice. - I told you. 470 00:24:29,635 --> 00:24:33,105 No. Maggie needs to know this. 471 00:24:35,971 --> 00:24:37,732 What? Can you repeat that? 472 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,755 Uh, she should know about our family history 473 00:24:40,780 --> 00:24:44,837 in case her son has a higher risk of prostate cancer. 474 00:24:44,939 --> 00:24:45,940 What? 475 00:24:46,594 --> 00:24:51,317 You know, I'm gonna unplug this thing. 476 00:24:52,111 --> 00:24:55,261 I don't understand. This noise, it doesn't bother you? 477 00:24:55,286 --> 00:24:57,644 You're too sensitive. Relax. 478 00:24:58,305 --> 00:25:00,445 Come on now. Sit down. 479 00:25:01,600 --> 00:25:02,842 Close your eyes. 480 00:25:18,908 --> 00:25:20,977 Ah, it's getting worse. 481 00:25:23,777 --> 00:25:25,434 It doesn't go away. 482 00:25:26,835 --> 00:25:30,538 But, eventually, you'll stop hearing it. 483 00:25:40,677 --> 00:25:42,221 So what do you... what do you think? 484 00:25:42,246 --> 00:25:47,037 Well, all signs point to a possible intratumoral bleed, except one. 485 00:25:47,062 --> 00:25:48,088 Kwan? 486 00:25:48,113 --> 00:25:50,552 The CT we did earlier that didn't show any bleeding? 487 00:25:50,577 --> 00:25:53,730 Bingo. Do you think there's a chance that he's exaggerating his pain? 488 00:25:53,755 --> 00:25:54,756 I don't think so. 489 00:25:56,198 --> 00:25:59,182 I mean, I guess it's possible. 490 00:25:59,730 --> 00:26:03,734 Can't symptoms escalate pretty quickly if a tumor suddenly bleeds? 491 00:26:03,759 --> 00:26:05,055 They could, yeah. 492 00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:08,014 Okay, do we really wanna question his pain level? 493 00:26:11,507 --> 00:26:13,107 Okay. Book an OR and I'll meet you there. 494 00:26:13,132 --> 00:26:14,686 - Yeah. - It's a good call, 495 00:26:14,711 --> 00:26:17,271 'cause even a benign tumor can be dangerous if it expands rapidly 496 00:26:17,296 --> 00:26:19,205 - or if there's sudden internal... - Cut the crap. 497 00:26:19,230 --> 00:26:21,577 I know what you're doing. Adams and Millin, too. 498 00:26:22,270 --> 00:26:24,139 His tumor could destroy the brachial plexus. 499 00:26:24,164 --> 00:26:25,420 He could lose function of his arm. 500 00:26:25,445 --> 00:26:28,769 I am already in hot water with Bailey for going rogue this year, okay? 501 00:26:28,794 --> 00:26:32,255 I cannot be a part of this, and you better be smarter about it too. 502 00:26:32,607 --> 00:26:34,218 I won't save your asses twice. 503 00:26:43,030 --> 00:26:46,482 Had to go to two different stores to find the right size diapers. 504 00:26:46,636 --> 00:26:49,605 I got formula, glass bottles, wipes. 505 00:26:50,709 --> 00:26:52,815 - How is he? How's Miles? - He's fine. 506 00:26:55,475 --> 00:26:59,144 Okay. Mer, I'm sorry. I just... I just... I had to get out. 507 00:26:59,169 --> 00:27:01,896 I had to... wrap my head around her abandoning ship. 508 00:27:02,557 --> 00:27:04,421 Well, that seems to run in the family. 509 00:27:05,722 --> 00:27:07,763 Can you not do that? Can you not equate us? 510 00:27:08,488 --> 00:27:10,224 I told you I was going to the store. 511 00:27:10,249 --> 00:27:13,148 Meanwhile, she's a human tornado that swoops in and destroys my life. 512 00:27:13,173 --> 00:27:15,817 - Not if you don't let her. - You think I can control what she does? 513 00:27:15,841 --> 00:27:18,119 I think you can control the way you react to her. 514 00:27:19,098 --> 00:27:22,685 She's a new mother and she's probably exhausted. 515 00:27:23,233 --> 00:27:25,273 And your life looks pretty intact to me. 516 00:27:25,298 --> 00:27:29,130 So why don't you just take a beat and not rush to assumptions? 517 00:27:32,384 --> 00:27:35,781 Yes, sure, but you have to understand, Mer. 518 00:27:36,833 --> 00:27:38,455 Before she left me with Charlotte, 519 00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,476 I was gaining respect as an attending at a prestigious hospital. 520 00:27:41,755 --> 00:27:43,791 I just put an offer on a house. 521 00:27:44,110 --> 00:27:45,180 I bought a ring. 522 00:27:48,563 --> 00:27:50,772 You've never mentioned that you were engaged. 523 00:27:50,797 --> 00:27:53,628 I wasn't engaged. She left before I had a chance to propose. 524 00:27:54,293 --> 00:27:55,767 Becoming a parent to a ten-year-old 525 00:27:55,791 --> 00:27:57,572 wasn't part of Ashley's plan, all right? 526 00:27:59,740 --> 00:28:00,913 It doesn't matter. 527 00:28:00,989 --> 00:28:04,519 The truth is, I'm scared. I'm scared, all right? 528 00:28:04,544 --> 00:28:07,616 I love this life we're building... me, you, the kids, our work. 529 00:28:07,641 --> 00:28:10,353 I don't wanna lose it. Do you understand that? 530 00:28:10,378 --> 00:28:11,759 I don't wanna lose it. 531 00:28:12,483 --> 00:28:14,900 Well, you're in luck, because I don't scare that easily. 532 00:28:15,694 --> 00:28:18,317 So whatever it is, we'll figure it out together. 533 00:28:28,631 --> 00:28:29,632 Hi. 534 00:28:34,782 --> 00:28:37,242 More suction. Kwan, tell me what you see. 535 00:28:37,267 --> 00:28:39,062 The schwannoma is well-encapsulated. 536 00:28:39,087 --> 00:28:41,599 There is a lot of cystic degeneration, 537 00:28:41,623 --> 00:28:44,134 but it looks like the nerve is intact. 538 00:28:44,159 --> 00:28:46,907 - Correct. And? - He'll be back to playing tennis soon? 539 00:28:46,932 --> 00:28:48,103 There's no internal bleeding. 540 00:28:48,141 --> 00:28:51,009 Do either of you see any hemorrhaging around the nearby vessels? 541 00:28:52,982 --> 00:28:54,032 - No. - Nothing. 542 00:28:54,033 --> 00:28:56,145 That's right. Given the amount of pain he had, 543 00:28:56,146 --> 00:28:57,504 something's not adding up. 544 00:28:57,848 --> 00:28:58,918 Griffith, any ideas? 545 00:28:59,738 --> 00:29:02,188 Could the tumor have been trapped between the scalene muscles? 546 00:29:02,213 --> 00:29:05,324 That is possible, but not likely. How'd he describe his pain? 547 00:29:05,349 --> 00:29:08,386 He said he had acute onset severe pain and weakness in his arm. 548 00:29:09,506 --> 00:29:11,680 Or something like that. Do you need suction? 549 00:29:14,244 --> 00:29:16,764 Okay, let's place a drain and finish this up, 550 00:29:16,789 --> 00:29:19,136 and someone tell Millin I wanna talk with her. 551 00:29:20,862 --> 00:29:22,020 Why do you need her? 552 00:29:22,045 --> 00:29:23,322 Just have a few questions. 553 00:29:27,179 --> 00:29:29,975 It looks like Richard will be out of surgery soon. 554 00:29:30,113 --> 00:29:32,245 Okay, thank you. 555 00:29:33,772 --> 00:29:34,980 Oh, you didn't get the plot? 556 00:29:35,118 --> 00:29:37,810 It already belongs to someone. 557 00:29:37,948 --> 00:29:39,605 I tried to buy them out, 558 00:29:39,743 --> 00:29:41,560 but it turns out that their family 559 00:29:41,584 --> 00:29:43,678 has been dying there for generations. 560 00:29:43,703 --> 00:29:46,533 You know, the vow is "Till death do us part." 561 00:29:46,558 --> 00:29:50,627 I know. I've said it twice, and twice it didn't stick. 562 00:29:51,836 --> 00:29:55,116 You know, when I was divorcing Robert, 563 00:29:55,828 --> 00:29:59,590 he said to me that I was a hard woman to love. 564 00:29:59,728 --> 00:30:01,696 Well, that's a horrible thing to say. 565 00:30:01,834 --> 00:30:03,525 It wasn't wrong. 566 00:30:03,550 --> 00:30:09,500 So I just poured my heart into raising Jackson and my career. 567 00:30:10,981 --> 00:30:14,391 I had a couple of memorable entanglements. 568 00:30:14,416 --> 00:30:15,892 We don't need the details. 569 00:30:15,917 --> 00:30:17,436 The more time went on, 570 00:30:17,461 --> 00:30:21,875 the more finding true love just seemed like a thing of the past. 571 00:30:22,521 --> 00:30:24,488 And then I met Richard. 572 00:30:25,547 --> 00:30:30,759 I met Richard, and all I could see was our future. 573 00:30:32,426 --> 00:30:36,957 Places we'd go, things we'd see, what we'd say to each other. 574 00:30:36,982 --> 00:30:38,984 I didn't have an exact list. 575 00:30:39,009 --> 00:30:43,358 I just knew that I wanted to experience everything with him. 576 00:30:44,946 --> 00:30:46,845 And whatever time we had left would... 577 00:30:48,881 --> 00:30:50,193 would never be enough. 578 00:30:52,816 --> 00:30:55,923 That's why unity in death... 579 00:30:58,109 --> 00:30:59,455 gives me peace. 580 00:31:01,147 --> 00:31:02,658 Oh, that's lovely. 581 00:31:04,112 --> 00:31:06,977 But maybe you can find that peace 582 00:31:07,161 --> 00:31:10,199 without having to be buried right next to him. 583 00:31:16,042 --> 00:31:17,284 Miranda, what... 584 00:31:17,811 --> 00:31:22,001 what service are you using for your cremation? 585 00:31:22,701 --> 00:31:24,530 I'd like to do that. 586 00:31:25,375 --> 00:31:26,756 Well, there you go. 587 00:31:26,781 --> 00:31:29,699 Spread my ashes all on top of Richard's grave. 588 00:31:29,724 --> 00:31:31,830 I'll be closer to him than Adele. 589 00:31:31,855 --> 00:31:33,349 That is not what I meant. 590 00:31:33,374 --> 00:31:36,311 This makes me feel so much better. Thank you. 591 00:31:37,638 --> 00:31:40,434 Okay, when can I go see my husband? 592 00:31:40,459 --> 00:31:42,876 - Stop poking at me. - When did this happen? 593 00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:45,638 It doesn't matter. It is what it is. 594 00:31:45,663 --> 00:31:48,735 You distracted me. Why did you let me just gab on and on? 595 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:50,538 Well, we were both having a good time. 596 00:31:50,563 --> 00:31:53,892 We could've had more time if you'd said something. I am a doctor. 597 00:31:54,314 --> 00:31:55,971 Are you saying this was my fault? 598 00:31:55,996 --> 00:31:58,572 You knew I chose this profession to help people like Mom. 599 00:31:58,597 --> 00:32:00,116 Dad, why didn't you let me help you? 600 00:32:00,141 --> 00:32:02,587 So now I've robbed you of your chance to play the hero, huh? 601 00:32:02,612 --> 00:32:04,300 - I didn't say that. - Look, you saw 602 00:32:04,301 --> 00:32:07,693 how I couldn't get through a meal without my back hurting. 603 00:32:07,718 --> 00:32:09,479 You saw how many times I went to the restroom 604 00:32:09,504 --> 00:32:11,974 when we watched football on Thanksgiving. 605 00:32:11,999 --> 00:32:15,692 I didn't know those could be symptoms of cancer. 606 00:32:15,943 --> 00:32:16,944 But you did. 607 00:32:18,407 --> 00:32:20,961 You're the doctor. You could have said something too. 608 00:32:31,121 --> 00:32:32,320 So where were you? 609 00:32:32,650 --> 00:32:35,514 I went for a drive and I-I called my sponsor, 610 00:32:35,636 --> 00:32:38,276 which I probably should've done before I drove all the way up here. 611 00:32:38,301 --> 00:32:39,440 You were gone for two hours. 612 00:32:39,465 --> 00:32:42,901 I also took a nap, all right? I am so sleep-deprived. 613 00:32:43,478 --> 00:32:46,506 - I'm not thinking clearly. - Yeah, or at all. 614 00:32:48,179 --> 00:32:49,200 I know that you're freaked out 615 00:32:49,201 --> 00:32:51,220 because of what happened with Charlotte. 616 00:32:51,245 --> 00:32:53,912 I am telling you, I am not that person anymore. 617 00:32:53,937 --> 00:32:55,949 Well, you're doing a good job of acting like it. 618 00:32:55,974 --> 00:32:57,609 You're the one who hasn't changed. 619 00:32:57,634 --> 00:33:00,713 You refuse to see me as anything other than your messed-up little sister. 620 00:33:00,737 --> 00:33:02,325 You lied about having a baby. 621 00:33:02,350 --> 00:33:04,958 Then you show up here, and you're acting like it's no big deal. 622 00:33:05,163 --> 00:33:07,889 Okay. You want to know what happened? You want to know the truth? 623 00:33:09,539 --> 00:33:10,712 A couple of nights ago, 624 00:33:10,737 --> 00:33:12,947 I was driving Miles around to get him to sleep. 625 00:33:14,168 --> 00:33:18,034 And he was screaming so loud, I couldn't even hear myself think. 626 00:33:18,849 --> 00:33:23,889 And before I knew it, I was pulling into the parking lot of Ron's Tavern. 627 00:33:25,508 --> 00:33:28,960 And I sat there for ten minutes staring at that door. 628 00:33:31,066 --> 00:33:33,655 I knew if I walked in, there'd be no turning back, 629 00:33:33,793 --> 00:33:35,967 so I started driving and I came here. 630 00:33:37,498 --> 00:33:41,191 I thought you'd be able to help me figure things out. 631 00:33:44,988 --> 00:33:46,430 I thought if I told you about him, 632 00:33:46,455 --> 00:33:48,587 you would just... start yelling at me... 633 00:33:48,612 --> 00:33:50,787 the conversation would be over before it started. 634 00:33:57,865 --> 00:34:00,185 I'm gonna go get Miles, and we're gonna let you get back... 635 00:34:00,210 --> 00:34:02,074 No, wait. It's okay. Listen. Please. 636 00:34:02,099 --> 00:34:04,672 Could you just sit down? Where are you gonna go? 637 00:34:04,697 --> 00:34:11,187 - I'll find a hotel. - No. Just... stay. 638 00:34:11,403 --> 00:34:14,440 You can stay here. We can talk. 639 00:34:16,804 --> 00:34:18,357 We can figure things out. 640 00:34:18,844 --> 00:34:20,757 But I've already imposed on you and Meredith enough. 641 00:34:20,782 --> 00:34:23,022 You kidding? She's probably making up the guest room now. 642 00:34:23,047 --> 00:34:24,623 You'd be imposing if you left. 643 00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:27,099 Okay. Thanks. 644 00:34:27,350 --> 00:34:30,422 - Just don't go running off again. - Well, don't piss me off. 645 00:34:37,544 --> 00:34:41,928 Dr. Joseph to OR 2. Dr. Kennedy Joseph to OR 2. 646 00:34:42,908 --> 00:34:44,979 Are you still operating on Mitch? 647 00:34:45,945 --> 00:34:48,638 Just finished. Griffith and Kwan are closing him now. 648 00:34:49,202 --> 00:34:51,250 I'm sure he's glad to have that taken care of. 649 00:34:52,133 --> 00:34:53,169 Did it go okay? 650 00:34:53,194 --> 00:34:57,235 Yeah. Yeah, in fact, it was fairly simple. 651 00:34:57,971 --> 00:35:00,180 There was no bleeding in the tumor's vessels. 652 00:35:01,927 --> 00:35:03,135 I'm glad it went well. 653 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:05,965 Yeah, do you find it suspicious 654 00:35:05,990 --> 00:35:08,380 that he presented with textbook symptoms 655 00:35:08,404 --> 00:35:10,733 of a ruptured vessel with no rupture? 656 00:35:12,420 --> 00:35:15,113 Something else must have been making the pain worse. 657 00:35:18,007 --> 00:35:20,423 There's nothing else you want to say? 658 00:35:22,883 --> 00:35:24,885 I only know what he told me. 659 00:35:26,311 --> 00:35:28,037 Okay, then. See you later. 660 00:35:40,657 --> 00:35:41,830 I failed you. 661 00:35:42,706 --> 00:35:45,812 - It's in the past. - I should've said something. 662 00:35:46,191 --> 00:35:48,470 I should've pushed you to get checked earlier. 663 00:35:49,526 --> 00:35:52,978 I've regretted it since... the day I lost you. 664 00:35:54,531 --> 00:35:59,157 And now... I'm going to survive the disease that killed you. 665 00:36:01,055 --> 00:36:04,265 And I'll carry that guilt with me for the rest of my life. 666 00:36:04,504 --> 00:36:08,405 Richard Webber. What have I told you about tears? 667 00:36:11,513 --> 00:36:16,174 - Um... Webber men don't have them. - I mean it. 668 00:36:19,587 --> 00:36:22,245 What's that prayer you say? 669 00:36:23,776 --> 00:36:25,330 Hey, hey, the one about... 670 00:36:27,012 --> 00:36:30,257 knowing what you can change and what you can't. 671 00:36:31,906 --> 00:36:36,395 - A serenity prayer? - Yeah. That's the one. 672 00:36:40,598 --> 00:36:42,082 What's happening? 673 00:36:42,976 --> 00:36:45,116 Uh... You're coding. 674 00:36:45,630 --> 00:36:48,279 You hang on. You hang on! 675 00:36:49,034 --> 00:36:51,347 Charge to 200. Clear. 676 00:36:51,372 --> 00:36:52,638 I'm already gone. 677 00:36:52,663 --> 00:36:56,154 I'm not stopping. I'm not stopping. Charge again to 300. 678 00:36:56,179 --> 00:36:57,767 - Richard. - Clear. 679 00:36:57,792 --> 00:36:59,935 - Charge again. - Son. 680 00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,817 Have the wisdom to know... the difference. 681 00:38:05,879 --> 00:38:06,914 Bailey? 682 00:38:09,264 --> 00:38:12,442 Hey. Welcome back. 683 00:38:13,231 --> 00:38:14,439 Is Catherine... 684 00:38:14,464 --> 00:38:16,645 Chomping at the bit to get in here. 685 00:38:17,260 --> 00:38:19,793 Promising to sit here until you woke up 686 00:38:19,818 --> 00:38:23,028 was the only way she agreed to stay off this floor. 687 00:38:23,162 --> 00:38:24,992 I know it was a big ask. 688 00:38:26,044 --> 00:38:27,183 I appreciate you. 689 00:38:27,208 --> 00:38:30,039 You might want to withhold judgment on that. 690 00:38:31,496 --> 00:38:33,669 Can you do me one more favor? 691 00:38:35,281 --> 00:38:37,663 So, I need to know what it is first. 692 00:38:38,688 --> 00:38:40,207 A urology patient. 693 00:38:41,404 --> 00:38:42,509 Curtis James. 694 00:38:43,355 --> 00:38:45,806 Can you see how he's doing? 695 00:38:46,029 --> 00:38:50,965 Tell him I'm here if he needs to talk about anything. 696 00:38:52,081 --> 00:38:53,151 Sure. 697 00:38:54,111 --> 00:38:55,733 Um, I'll go get Catherine first. 698 00:38:59,302 --> 00:39:00,343 It's not always possible 699 00:39:00,344 --> 00:39:02,788 to seek permission before making decisions. 700 00:39:03,444 --> 00:39:05,343 And you won't get it right every time. 701 00:39:06,739 --> 00:39:10,341 In those cases, you'll need to seek forgiveness. 702 00:39:11,596 --> 00:39:13,460 - Want some? - No, thanks. 703 00:39:13,784 --> 00:39:15,026 You love this kind. 704 00:39:17,429 --> 00:39:19,086 Ndugu knows we helped Mitch. 705 00:39:19,757 --> 00:39:21,275 I didn't say anything. 706 00:39:21,738 --> 00:39:23,128 Is he gonna report it? 707 00:39:23,153 --> 00:39:25,190 More importantly, does he think I was a part of it? 708 00:39:26,672 --> 00:39:28,432 Whatever it was. 709 00:39:30,264 --> 00:39:34,130 I don't think he's gonna do anything, but he knows I lied. 710 00:39:38,181 --> 00:39:39,355 I'm sorry. 711 00:39:39,549 --> 00:39:42,606 It's not your fault. I blame Sally. 712 00:39:42,631 --> 00:39:44,149 That bitch is dead to me. 713 00:39:47,143 --> 00:39:48,144 Thank you. 714 00:39:48,696 --> 00:39:51,250 You hope your patient, your friend, 715 00:39:51,631 --> 00:39:55,082 your family member will understand you tried your best. 716 00:39:55,876 --> 00:39:57,464 You hope they'll show you grace. 717 00:39:57,727 --> 00:40:00,537 - They're both asleep. - Good. They need it. 718 00:40:03,928 --> 00:40:05,550 And they only have about 30 minutes 719 00:40:05,575 --> 00:40:08,647 before the kids come home and the whole house is full of chaos. 720 00:40:09,892 --> 00:40:12,379 Chaos is where Erica thrives. 721 00:40:13,735 --> 00:40:16,186 Well, then I'm glad you invited her to stay. 722 00:40:17,259 --> 00:40:18,605 Me too. 723 00:40:22,667 --> 00:40:23,841 Can I ask you something? 724 00:40:28,115 --> 00:40:31,542 Would you, um... Would you really have raised Miles with me? 725 00:40:31,567 --> 00:40:33,500 I mean, if it had come to that? 726 00:40:35,397 --> 00:40:37,995 Are you asking me if I wanna have another baby? 727 00:40:38,020 --> 00:40:40,298 No. Definitely no. 728 00:40:41,548 --> 00:40:45,932 But I meant what I said. Whatever happens, we're in this together. 729 00:40:48,764 --> 00:40:49,832 I know. 730 00:40:49,857 --> 00:40:52,771 Asking yourself for forgiveness can be even harder. 731 00:40:55,860 --> 00:40:58,241 We carry the burden of our past mistakes. 732 00:41:01,070 --> 00:41:04,384 Thank you for taking such good care of him. 733 00:41:10,537 --> 00:41:12,608 Thank you for taking care of me. 734 00:41:13,696 --> 00:41:14,870 I didn't do anything. 735 00:41:15,126 --> 00:41:16,966 It couldn't have been easy for you to step back 736 00:41:16,991 --> 00:41:19,935 and let somebody take the lead on this. 737 00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:22,514 Well, you know I don't like being second banana to anyone, 738 00:41:22,539 --> 00:41:25,266 but... in this case, 739 00:41:26,069 --> 00:41:27,795 it was worth it. 740 00:41:30,280 --> 00:41:32,272 You are cancer-free. 741 00:41:37,168 --> 00:41:38,203 Say it again. 742 00:41:39,220 --> 00:41:42,538 You are cancer-free. 743 00:41:50,884 --> 00:41:52,402 But if you let them go, 744 00:41:53,903 --> 00:41:54,973 you can soar. 745 00:41:56,585 --> 00:42:01,585 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - — for www.addic7ed.com —