1 00:00:01,202 --> 00:00:03,537 [June] Previously on The Handmaid's Tale... 2 00:00:03,571 --> 00:00:05,173 [Ezra] For those who are truly righteous, 3 00:00:05,206 --> 00:00:06,907 He sometimes sends a refuge. 4 00:00:06,940 --> 00:00:09,143 [Serena] The Wheelers arranged all of this? 5 00:00:09,177 --> 00:00:12,046 [Dr. Landers] Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying. 6 00:00:12,080 --> 00:00:15,249 Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite. 7 00:00:15,283 --> 00:00:16,550 [Serena] I'm going for a walk. 8 00:00:16,584 --> 00:00:18,086 [Mrs. Wheeler] Absolutely not. 9 00:00:18,119 --> 00:00:20,488 You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest. 10 00:00:20,521 --> 00:00:22,022 Go to your room. 11 00:00:22,056 --> 00:00:23,591 [sobbing] 12 00:00:23,624 --> 00:00:25,059 Come on, come on. We can make it. 13 00:00:25,093 --> 00:00:27,261 - It's right there. - [agent] Get him! 14 00:00:29,063 --> 00:00:31,165 [June groaning] 15 00:00:31,199 --> 00:00:32,733 [June] He's not fighting you! 16 00:00:32,766 --> 00:00:34,402 Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you! 17 00:00:36,537 --> 00:00:39,407 I never gave up hope, 18 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:41,742 and you never gave up hope, 19 00:00:41,775 --> 00:00:45,846 because we knew that we would find each other again. 20 00:00:45,879 --> 00:00:47,748 [Mr. Wheeler] June Osborne was apprehended 21 00:00:47,781 --> 00:00:50,084 by one of my teams in No Man's Land. 22 00:00:50,118 --> 00:00:51,785 [agent] They don't want him. Dump 'im. 23 00:00:51,819 --> 00:00:53,097 - No, no, no. No, we stay toge... - What? 24 00:00:53,121 --> 00:00:54,922 No, no! Where are you taking him? No! 25 00:00:54,955 --> 00:00:56,690 [Serena] What's gonna happen to her? 26 00:00:56,724 --> 00:00:59,059 [Mr. Wheeler] I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land 27 00:00:59,093 --> 00:01:00,861 and have him deal with her there. 28 00:01:00,894 --> 00:01:04,064 [Serena] I want to go with Ezra. Bear witness. 29 00:01:06,934 --> 00:01:09,570 [breathing raggedly] 30 00:01:09,603 --> 00:01:10,914 Serena, what the fuck are you doing? 31 00:01:10,938 --> 00:01:12,573 Just drive! 32 00:01:36,530 --> 00:01:38,142 - Where the fuck are we going? - Just keep driving. 33 00:01:38,166 --> 00:01:40,634 Where? To Toronto? To Gilead? 34 00:01:41,769 --> 00:01:42,936 Is that what you're doing? 35 00:01:42,970 --> 00:01:44,610 So they can fucking kill me there, Serena? 36 00:01:46,106 --> 00:01:47,107 What about Luke, Serena? 37 00:01:47,141 --> 00:01:48,776 What are those guys gonna do to him? 38 00:01:48,809 --> 00:01:51,111 [groaning] 39 00:01:51,145 --> 00:01:52,225 - [gun fires] - [June] Fuck! 40 00:01:54,182 --> 00:01:55,616 Jesus Christ! 41 00:01:55,649 --> 00:01:57,818 Oh, God! Oh, shit! 42 00:01:57,851 --> 00:02:00,721 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. - You're fuckin' sorry? 43 00:02:01,689 --> 00:02:02,856 Fuck this! 44 00:02:03,491 --> 00:02:05,226 [tires screeching] 45 00:02:06,627 --> 00:02:07,961 [Serena] June. 46 00:02:07,995 --> 00:02:11,799 June, I'm not going to shoot you. 47 00:02:11,832 --> 00:02:14,235 June, please. June! 48 00:02:24,545 --> 00:02:26,180 [car approaches] 49 00:02:29,683 --> 00:02:32,553 [Serena groaning] 50 00:02:33,721 --> 00:02:35,323 [car tires spinning] 51 00:02:47,735 --> 00:02:50,438 [Serena continues groaning] 52 00:02:54,875 --> 00:02:57,044 [June] Jesus. 53 00:02:57,077 --> 00:02:58,846 Are you in fucking labor? 54 00:03:02,082 --> 00:03:03,317 Of course you are. 55 00:03:03,351 --> 00:03:05,553 - [breathing heavily] - Jesus Christ! 56 00:03:05,586 --> 00:03:08,522 Would you give this to me? Waving it around. 57 00:03:08,556 --> 00:03:09,557 When did it start? 58 00:03:09,590 --> 00:03:11,659 - I don't know. A while ago. - Okay. 59 00:03:11,692 --> 00:03:13,561 - Has your water broken? - Mmm-hmm. 60 00:03:13,594 --> 00:03:15,763 Um, how far apart are the contractions? 61 00:03:15,796 --> 00:03:17,164 [Serena groaning] 62 00:03:17,197 --> 00:03:19,099 Okay, close. Do you have a phone? 63 00:03:19,132 --> 00:03:20,768 - No. - Okay, get out. 64 00:03:20,801 --> 00:03:22,069 - Come on. - What? 65 00:03:22,102 --> 00:03:23,571 Get out of the fucking car, please. 66 00:03:23,604 --> 00:03:27,275 Oh, God. Why? What are you gonna do? 67 00:03:27,308 --> 00:03:29,843 I'm gonna try to get us out of here. Okay? 68 00:03:29,877 --> 00:03:31,345 Get you to a doctor. 69 00:03:31,379 --> 00:03:32,680 No. 70 00:03:32,713 --> 00:03:35,215 Yes, Serena. You're gonna have to go to a hospital. 71 00:03:35,249 --> 00:03:37,285 No hospital. They're gonna find me there. 72 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:40,020 Who the fuck is gonna find you? 73 00:03:40,053 --> 00:03:41,289 [engine revving] 74 00:03:43,491 --> 00:03:44,792 Fuck! 75 00:03:44,825 --> 00:03:47,461 Oh, my God. Okay. 76 00:03:47,495 --> 00:03:49,430 All right. 77 00:03:49,463 --> 00:03:51,475 Who the fuck was that guy? Who was that guy you shot? 78 00:03:51,499 --> 00:03:54,468 - [groaning] - Who was he? 79 00:03:54,502 --> 00:03:56,970 Were you trying to get away or something? 80 00:04:05,313 --> 00:04:07,448 Okay, all right. 81 00:04:08,115 --> 00:04:09,517 Ugh, fuck. 82 00:04:15,456 --> 00:04:16,924 Okay. Okay. 83 00:04:16,957 --> 00:04:17,991 Come with me. 84 00:04:18,025 --> 00:04:19,427 - We gotta get you inside. - Where? 85 00:04:19,460 --> 00:04:20,570 We're gonna take you to that barn. 86 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:21,795 - A barn? - Yes, a barn. 87 00:04:21,829 --> 00:04:23,773 - You have a better idea, Serena? - No. No, no, no. 88 00:04:23,797 --> 00:04:25,733 - Yeah, I didn't think so. - Okay, wait, wait. 89 00:04:25,766 --> 00:04:27,277 - [breathes deeply] - Just breathe. Okay. 90 00:04:27,301 --> 00:04:29,337 - There you go. There you go. - Okay, okay. 91 00:04:29,370 --> 00:04:31,339 All right. Maybe it'll have a manger, huh? 92 00:04:31,372 --> 00:04:34,041 Oh. Lovely. 93 00:04:40,013 --> 00:04:41,449 Okay. 94 00:04:45,285 --> 00:04:46,854 [Serena continues groaning] 95 00:04:51,892 --> 00:04:52,960 [Serena] Thank you. 96 00:04:53,861 --> 00:04:55,262 I'm so sorry to be late. 97 00:04:55,295 --> 00:04:57,130 Fred needed some encouragement 98 00:04:57,164 --> 00:04:58,832 before his address to the Council. 99 00:05:00,334 --> 00:05:02,336 You know how men can be. 100 00:05:02,370 --> 00:05:04,638 We understand completely. 101 00:05:04,672 --> 00:05:08,476 May I present to you our new Handmaid, Offred. 102 00:05:08,509 --> 00:05:09,977 [wife] Blessed be the fruit. 103 00:05:10,811 --> 00:05:12,012 May the Lord open. 104 00:05:13,146 --> 00:05:15,148 [wife] This way. 105 00:05:15,182 --> 00:05:18,486 [Handmaids] Push, push, push. 106 00:05:20,220 --> 00:05:21,355 [Handmaid groaning] 107 00:05:21,389 --> 00:05:25,693 [Handmaids] Breathe, breathe, breathe. 108 00:05:27,194 --> 00:05:31,098 Push, push, push. 109 00:05:31,999 --> 00:05:36,303 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 110 00:05:36,336 --> 00:05:37,971 Blessed day, Mrs. Waterford. 111 00:05:38,005 --> 00:05:41,809 - Blessed day, Aunt Lydia. - Indeed. The most blessed. 112 00:05:41,842 --> 00:05:43,877 [Handmaids] Breathe, breathe, breathe. 113 00:05:43,911 --> 00:05:46,680 [Handmaid groaning] 114 00:05:46,714 --> 00:05:51,018 Breathe. And push, push. 115 00:05:51,051 --> 00:05:53,721 Glory be His name. 116 00:05:53,754 --> 00:05:57,558 We have now reached the most sacred part 117 00:05:57,591 --> 00:05:59,393 of the birthing process, 118 00:05:59,427 --> 00:06:04,832 the one in which God truly makes His glorious presence known. 119 00:06:04,865 --> 00:06:08,502 This vessel of God is ready 120 00:06:08,536 --> 00:06:13,273 to bring the fruits of His love into the world. 121 00:06:13,306 --> 00:06:15,876 - [Handmaids] Push. - [Handmaid groaning] 122 00:06:15,909 --> 00:06:21,048 [Handmaids] Breathe, breathe, breathe. 123 00:06:21,081 --> 00:06:23,016 [Aunt Lydia] But the Gates of Heaven 124 00:06:23,050 --> 00:06:26,219 do not open without extraordinary effort. 125 00:06:26,253 --> 00:06:27,921 Do they, girls? 126 00:06:27,955 --> 00:06:32,025 We must beckon this new soul forward. 127 00:06:32,059 --> 00:06:34,695 Support your sister in her labors. 128 00:06:34,728 --> 00:06:38,031 Pray for her strength and success. 129 00:06:38,065 --> 00:06:40,734 [groaning] 130 00:06:40,768 --> 00:06:45,105 [Handmaids] Breathe, breathe, breathe. 131 00:06:45,138 --> 00:06:50,478 And push, push, push. 132 00:06:50,511 --> 00:06:55,415 There! Breathe, breathe, breathe. 133 00:06:55,449 --> 00:06:58,786 - And push! Push! - [Handmaids] Push. 134 00:06:58,819 --> 00:07:01,221 Breathe, breathe. 135 00:07:01,254 --> 00:07:02,289 Breathe, Serena. 136 00:07:02,322 --> 00:07:04,992 - Come on, breathe. - [Serena groaning] 137 00:07:05,025 --> 00:07:07,828 - Breathe. - [groans] 138 00:07:07,861 --> 00:07:09,362 There you go. 139 00:07:10,363 --> 00:07:11,765 [Serena gasps] 140 00:07:12,800 --> 00:07:14,367 Was that it? 141 00:07:16,169 --> 00:07:18,071 [scoffs] No. 142 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:20,273 [Serena breathing unsteadily] 143 00:07:29,783 --> 00:07:31,819 [Serena] It's so cold. 144 00:07:31,852 --> 00:07:33,487 [June] Yeah, it's just gonna get colder. 145 00:07:41,294 --> 00:07:42,863 It can be like this with the first one. 146 00:07:42,896 --> 00:07:45,599 I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours, 147 00:07:45,633 --> 00:07:46,873 and she almost broke my pelvis. 148 00:07:49,837 --> 00:07:51,138 [Serena shivering] 149 00:07:54,241 --> 00:07:56,009 Nichole was faster. 150 00:07:59,513 --> 00:08:01,348 Of course that time I was alone. 151 00:08:04,384 --> 00:08:07,287 [shivering] 152 00:08:07,320 --> 00:08:09,723 I remember thinking that if anything went wrong, 153 00:08:12,159 --> 00:08:13,994 we would die, 154 00:08:14,027 --> 00:08:15,529 and no one would even know. 155 00:08:18,431 --> 00:08:20,568 No one would come looking for us. 156 00:08:23,904 --> 00:08:26,406 It would be like we never existed. 157 00:08:32,546 --> 00:08:33,681 [gasping] 158 00:08:34,915 --> 00:08:35,915 [crying] 159 00:08:43,456 --> 00:08:45,292 [continues crying] 160 00:08:54,367 --> 00:08:55,903 Okay. 161 00:08:55,936 --> 00:08:58,405 It's a big one. It's a big one. I need you to breathe. 162 00:08:58,438 --> 00:09:00,273 - [Serena] I can't. - Good. Yes, you can. 163 00:09:00,307 --> 00:09:02,776 You can do this. You have to do this, okay? 164 00:09:02,810 --> 00:09:05,345 - I can't. - Yes, you can. 165 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:07,748 Yes, you can. Breathe, Serena. 166 00:09:07,781 --> 00:09:10,450 - [sobbing] - There you go. 167 00:09:10,483 --> 00:09:12,853 Okay, I need to check something. All right? 168 00:09:12,886 --> 00:09:14,855 - Check what? - I need to check the cervix. 169 00:09:14,888 --> 00:09:17,057 I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head. 170 00:09:17,090 --> 00:09:18,892 Okay? 171 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:21,662 [Serena groaning] 172 00:09:22,562 --> 00:09:24,064 Oh, God! 173 00:09:24,097 --> 00:09:25,465 Get away from me. 174 00:09:25,498 --> 00:09:28,068 I am trying to help you, Serena. 175 00:09:28,101 --> 00:09:29,803 You're trying to kill me and my baby! 176 00:09:29,837 --> 00:09:32,740 - You're going to kill my baby. - Okay, fine. 177 00:09:32,773 --> 00:09:35,676 You wanna do this on your own? Do it the fuck alone! 178 00:09:39,079 --> 00:09:41,348 [groaning] 179 00:10:06,539 --> 00:10:08,676 [breathing heavily] 180 00:10:18,018 --> 00:10:19,853 [engine starts] 181 00:10:27,728 --> 00:10:28,728 [grunts] 182 00:10:38,806 --> 00:10:41,308 [breathing heavily] 183 00:10:45,578 --> 00:10:47,314 [Handmaid] We're here with you. 184 00:10:52,052 --> 00:10:53,721 [footsteps receding] 185 00:11:05,365 --> 00:11:08,635 Gather close around your sister, girls. 186 00:11:08,668 --> 00:11:11,939 Be there for Ofclarence in her time of need. 187 00:11:20,513 --> 00:11:23,550 We will recite the Prayer of Purification. 188 00:11:24,952 --> 00:11:26,186 [Handmaids] Grant that I may 189 00:11:26,219 --> 00:11:28,856 never cease grieving because of it. 190 00:11:28,889 --> 00:11:30,934 - [Doctor] She's ready. - [Handmaids] Never be content... 191 00:11:30,958 --> 00:11:32,826 Of course, do what you must. 192 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:34,503 - It is God's will. - [Handmaids] Never think that 193 00:11:34,527 --> 00:11:37,630 I can reach a point of perfection. 194 00:11:45,405 --> 00:11:46,405 Girls. 195 00:12:24,677 --> 00:12:26,780 Girls. 196 00:12:26,814 --> 00:12:30,017 [Handmaids] Kill my envy, command my tongue, 197 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,386 trample down self. 198 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:38,325 Deliver me from attachments to things unclean. 199 00:12:38,358 --> 00:12:43,030 From wrong associations, from the sugar of sin. 200 00:12:57,811 --> 00:13:00,680 Offred. Pray. 201 00:13:01,815 --> 00:13:04,184 Pray for the life of the child. 202 00:13:11,158 --> 00:13:12,438 [Handmaids praying indistinctly] 203 00:13:30,878 --> 00:13:34,014 [baby crying] 204 00:13:34,047 --> 00:13:36,316 [breathing heavily] 205 00:13:44,057 --> 00:13:45,926 Okay. Okay. 206 00:13:57,104 --> 00:13:58,104 'Kay. 207 00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:08,581 [grunting] 208 00:14:28,768 --> 00:14:30,203 [engine revving] 209 00:14:31,571 --> 00:14:32,906 Come on. 210 00:14:49,656 --> 00:14:50,657 Fuck. 211 00:15:38,171 --> 00:15:40,440 Fuck. 212 00:15:43,543 --> 00:15:45,612 [door opening] 213 00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:53,686 You came back. 214 00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:58,858 - [Serena groaning] - [June] Okay. 215 00:15:58,891 --> 00:16:01,328 You're gonna count down from ten now, okay? 216 00:16:01,361 --> 00:16:02,962 - [Serena groaning] - Here we go. 217 00:16:02,996 --> 00:16:08,501 Ten, nine, eight, seven, six... 218 00:16:08,535 --> 00:16:10,637 - [Serena groaning] - Here we go. Five. 219 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:14,707 I can see his crown. 220 00:16:14,741 --> 00:16:16,343 - [Serena] Oh, you can? - Yes. 221 00:16:16,376 --> 00:16:18,145 - [Serena laughs] - You wanna feel? 222 00:16:18,178 --> 00:16:19,779 [Serena] Oh. 223 00:16:19,812 --> 00:16:21,548 - It's your baby's head. - [laughs] 224 00:16:21,581 --> 00:16:24,484 - You feel that? - Uh-huh. [laughs] 225 00:16:24,517 --> 00:16:26,319 [June] I can see his hair. 226 00:16:26,353 --> 00:16:28,888 - [Serena] What color is it? - It's a little, uh, brownish. 227 00:16:28,921 --> 00:16:30,633 It's... There's some blood, but he's coming. 228 00:16:30,657 --> 00:16:32,468 - [Serena groaning] - [June] He's got brown hair. 229 00:16:32,492 --> 00:16:34,961 - [Serena] Oh, brown? - Yeah. 230 00:16:34,994 --> 00:16:36,496 [June] You're almost there, okay? 231 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:37,664 [Serena groaning] 232 00:16:37,697 --> 00:16:40,067 Here, we're gonna get the head out. 233 00:16:40,100 --> 00:16:43,303 You can do this. Here we go. 234 00:16:43,336 --> 00:16:46,173 [Serena groaning] 235 00:16:46,206 --> 00:16:48,475 Breathe deep. 236 00:16:48,508 --> 00:16:51,378 - Breathe low. - [groaning] 237 00:16:53,713 --> 00:16:56,749 Nice and low. Low. 238 00:16:56,783 --> 00:16:58,851 - Nice and low. - [groaning] 239 00:17:00,253 --> 00:17:01,521 [sobbing] 240 00:17:04,257 --> 00:17:05,992 Oh, my God, it burns, it burns, it burns. 241 00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:07,527 I know. I know. 242 00:17:09,796 --> 00:17:12,532 I feel so hot. I'm so hot. 243 00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:14,434 It's okay. You're just tired. 244 00:17:14,467 --> 00:17:16,103 - [groaning] - That's it. 245 00:17:17,570 --> 00:17:19,739 - I can't. I can't. - Yes, you can. 246 00:17:19,772 --> 00:17:22,742 Yes, you can. You can do this. You're almost there, okay? 247 00:17:22,775 --> 00:17:24,711 We just gotta get his head out. 248 00:17:24,744 --> 00:17:27,214 He's right there. Your baby's right there. 249 00:17:29,282 --> 00:17:32,952 [sobbing] 250 00:17:32,985 --> 00:17:36,055 - [screaming] - There he is. 251 00:17:36,089 --> 00:17:38,625 His head's out. You got his head out. 252 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:42,061 His head's out. Okay? 253 00:17:42,095 --> 00:17:44,564 This is it, okay? You just gotta do one more. 254 00:17:44,597 --> 00:17:46,766 You gotta get his shoulders out, all right? 255 00:17:46,799 --> 00:17:49,302 Then it's all downhill from there, okay? 256 00:17:50,103 --> 00:17:52,205 Okay, you can do this. 257 00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:54,241 Here we go. You can do this. This is it. 258 00:17:54,274 --> 00:17:56,743 [groaning] 259 00:18:14,026 --> 00:18:16,129 - [laughing] - [baby crying] 260 00:18:16,163 --> 00:18:18,698 He's here. He's here. 261 00:18:24,171 --> 00:18:25,838 [Serena laughing] 262 00:18:37,350 --> 00:18:38,985 [Serena] Is he okay? 263 00:18:43,523 --> 00:18:44,857 Is he okay? 264 00:18:47,294 --> 00:18:48,561 He's perfect. 265 00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:52,031 He's perfect. 266 00:18:52,064 --> 00:18:57,804 Oh, hello, baby. I'm your mama. 267 00:18:58,070 --> 00:18:59,472 Ah. 268 00:19:03,376 --> 00:19:05,712 [laughs] 269 00:19:09,916 --> 00:19:11,351 Praise be. 270 00:19:12,051 --> 00:19:13,820 [baby continues crying] 271 00:19:14,521 --> 00:19:17,824 Oh, my angel. [shushing] 272 00:19:28,601 --> 00:19:30,237 Praise be. 273 00:19:30,270 --> 00:19:34,006 [Serena] Oh, I know. You're so... 274 00:19:37,744 --> 00:19:39,812 [Aunt Lydia] Ofclarence has fulfilled 275 00:19:39,846 --> 00:19:41,781 her duty in this world. 276 00:19:43,283 --> 00:19:45,985 I know you will mourn her, girls, 277 00:19:46,018 --> 00:19:47,587 but know that she is cherished. 278 00:19:49,121 --> 00:19:54,227 God is the true judge, and she is His vessel. 279 00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:58,531 She has pleased Him, 280 00:19:58,565 --> 00:20:01,734 and He has sent her to her final reward. 281 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:04,937 Praise be. 282 00:20:04,971 --> 00:20:06,181 [Handmaids] Praise be, Aunt Lydia. 283 00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:08,375 Praise be, Aunt Lydia. 284 00:20:09,809 --> 00:20:14,247 And now, let us accompany our sister home. 285 00:21:23,650 --> 00:21:24,984 [baby coos] 286 00:21:28,621 --> 00:21:31,324 Little baby. 287 00:21:32,392 --> 00:21:34,527 I'm going to call you Noah. 288 00:21:40,333 --> 00:21:42,168 It's a nice name. 289 00:21:43,536 --> 00:21:45,538 "The savior of humanity." 290 00:21:49,008 --> 00:21:53,045 Baby Noah. I can't believe you're here. 291 00:21:56,182 --> 00:21:59,752 I waited so long for you. I wanted you so much. 292 00:22:03,055 --> 00:22:04,891 Was it worth it? 293 00:22:12,231 --> 00:22:15,334 Right now, I think it was. 294 00:22:18,237 --> 00:22:20,873 How's his latch? 295 00:22:20,907 --> 00:22:24,343 - It's strong, and he's hungry. - Mmm. I bet. 296 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:31,551 Hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding. 297 00:22:31,584 --> 00:22:35,688 It was a tongue tie, which we didn't know. 298 00:22:35,722 --> 00:22:38,758 But I would just feed her and feed her, 299 00:22:38,791 --> 00:22:43,362 and she was still hungry, and I felt so guilty. 300 00:22:43,396 --> 00:22:45,340 She used to get so many colds when she was little, 301 00:22:45,364 --> 00:22:49,669 and I thought that was my fault because of the nursing. 302 00:22:49,702 --> 00:22:51,337 But then it turned out she got colds 303 00:22:51,370 --> 00:22:52,872 when she got older too, so... 304 00:22:55,307 --> 00:22:57,910 Sometimes I'd have to stay home from work with her and... 305 00:22:59,211 --> 00:23:01,247 sometimes I couldn't stay home from work. 306 00:23:03,883 --> 00:23:06,085 Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work. 307 00:23:13,159 --> 00:23:14,393 June. 308 00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:19,065 Why didn't you kill me? 309 00:23:27,006 --> 00:23:28,207 I don't... 310 00:23:28,240 --> 00:23:29,418 You've been the one waving the gun around. 311 00:23:29,442 --> 00:23:31,944 No, not today, at the Information Center, 312 00:23:31,978 --> 00:23:33,279 the protest. 313 00:23:35,181 --> 00:23:36,949 You had a gun. 314 00:23:38,017 --> 00:23:39,452 Yeah. 315 00:23:42,755 --> 00:23:46,926 Why didn't you kill me? Why Fred and not me? 316 00:23:56,869 --> 00:23:58,638 I didn't want to. 317 00:24:25,898 --> 00:24:29,636 [breathing deeply] 318 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:32,304 I imagined this moment so many times. 319 00:24:33,906 --> 00:24:36,976 I always imagined that he would be here. 320 00:24:39,011 --> 00:24:40,547 Fred. 321 00:24:43,550 --> 00:24:44,984 He looks like him. 322 00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:50,590 They... 323 00:24:52,559 --> 00:24:56,428 say that they always look like their dads at first. 324 00:24:57,229 --> 00:25:00,132 It's evolutionary. 325 00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:03,603 So that the dads don't kill them, you know? 326 00:25:05,437 --> 00:25:07,073 Evolution? 327 00:25:24,290 --> 00:25:26,092 Do you think he's gonna be like him? 328 00:25:28,294 --> 00:25:29,528 It depends. 329 00:25:30,897 --> 00:25:31,964 On what? 330 00:25:32,732 --> 00:25:34,366 On who raises him. 331 00:25:37,870 --> 00:25:41,273 On what kind of person they want him to become. 332 00:25:46,478 --> 00:25:48,314 On what you teach him. 333 00:25:53,219 --> 00:25:55,487 And on what you tell him is his... 334 00:25:57,824 --> 00:25:59,225 to take. 335 00:26:06,766 --> 00:26:10,136 I want him to have everything. 336 00:26:11,137 --> 00:26:13,505 We all want that for them, Serena. 337 00:26:29,956 --> 00:26:31,691 [birds calling] 338 00:27:05,858 --> 00:27:08,327 - Oh, is he okay? - No, he's perfect. 339 00:27:12,498 --> 00:27:14,066 It's funny how 340 00:27:15,401 --> 00:27:17,970 every tiny baby you see makes you feel like 341 00:27:18,004 --> 00:27:19,505 you've never seen a baby before. 342 00:27:20,372 --> 00:27:22,208 I tried to sleep. 343 00:27:23,409 --> 00:27:24,711 You did sleep. 344 00:27:24,744 --> 00:27:28,480 I just kept worrying that I would smother him 345 00:27:28,514 --> 00:27:30,950 in these blankets and things. 346 00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:34,086 They're not supposed to have bedding like this. 347 00:27:38,190 --> 00:27:41,994 We have to get you both somewhere inside, Serena, okay? 348 00:27:42,028 --> 00:27:43,696 Somewhere where they can take care of you. 349 00:27:43,730 --> 00:27:45,231 No. 350 00:27:45,264 --> 00:27:46,641 I told you I can't go to a hospital. 351 00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:48,334 They'll find me there. 352 00:27:48,367 --> 00:27:49,301 Who will find you? 353 00:27:49,335 --> 00:27:50,703 The Wheelers. 354 00:27:53,672 --> 00:27:56,042 The family that I've been staying with, 355 00:27:56,075 --> 00:27:58,577 they were the ones looking for you. 356 00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:01,914 They've been controlling me. 357 00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:05,117 My every move. They're everywhere. 358 00:28:06,118 --> 00:28:09,021 It's like I'm their Handmaid. 359 00:28:11,791 --> 00:28:12,792 It's like I'm you. 360 00:28:13,860 --> 00:28:14,860 [scoffs] 361 00:28:16,395 --> 00:28:17,997 As awful as that sounds... 362 00:28:18,030 --> 00:28:20,699 Yes. Which is why they can't find me, 363 00:28:20,733 --> 00:28:23,069 and I can't let them get their hands on my baby. 364 00:28:23,102 --> 00:28:25,404 So you understand. I know that you do. 365 00:28:25,437 --> 00:28:28,040 Serena, you have no water, you have no food. 366 00:28:28,074 --> 00:28:30,076 - It's freezing. - But I'm so hot. 367 00:28:30,109 --> 00:28:32,879 No, I know. That's because you have a fever. 368 00:28:32,912 --> 00:28:35,514 So we have to get you the fuck out of this barn 369 00:28:35,547 --> 00:28:38,550 and take you somewhere where they can take care of you. 370 00:28:39,819 --> 00:28:41,720 Or you are both going to die. 371 00:28:42,421 --> 00:28:44,690 And it will not be quick. 372 00:28:44,723 --> 00:28:47,693 Do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death 373 00:28:47,726 --> 00:28:52,298 in front of you while you die of sepsis? 374 00:28:57,069 --> 00:28:58,170 No. 375 00:29:06,178 --> 00:29:08,347 Maybe you should take him. 376 00:29:11,517 --> 00:29:13,019 What are you talking about? 377 00:29:15,287 --> 00:29:17,123 There's nothing left for me here. 378 00:29:17,156 --> 00:29:19,158 I can't go to Canada. 379 00:29:20,192 --> 00:29:22,528 I can't go back to Gilead. 380 00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:27,466 It's over. I don't have a future. 381 00:29:30,837 --> 00:29:33,005 But you have a future. Maybe you could... 382 00:29:34,974 --> 00:29:36,275 take him with you. 383 00:29:36,308 --> 00:29:38,148 Serena, you, you don't know what you're saying. 384 00:29:38,177 --> 00:29:39,687 I know that I want what's best for him, 385 00:29:39,711 --> 00:29:43,282 like what you did with Nichole, with your daughter. 386 00:29:46,953 --> 00:29:49,922 He would be safe with you. 387 00:29:49,956 --> 00:29:52,358 You could care for him. 388 00:29:52,391 --> 00:29:56,028 You and your husband. He's a good man. 389 00:29:57,629 --> 00:29:59,999 He could teach Noah to be a good man. 390 00:30:01,667 --> 00:30:04,203 The kind of man who would never do the things 391 00:30:04,236 --> 00:30:06,672 that his father did. 392 00:30:11,978 --> 00:30:13,846 The things that I did. 393 00:30:22,421 --> 00:30:23,689 No. 394 00:30:23,722 --> 00:30:26,993 June, I think God sent you to me today. 395 00:30:27,026 --> 00:30:28,494 You came after me. 396 00:30:28,527 --> 00:30:30,662 What if He guided my hand to save you, 397 00:30:30,696 --> 00:30:33,532 so that you could save my baby, like an angel. 398 00:30:33,565 --> 00:30:34,500 Bullshit. 399 00:30:34,533 --> 00:30:36,135 There are avenging angels 400 00:30:36,168 --> 00:30:39,505 that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord. 401 00:30:41,073 --> 00:30:43,910 "Rejoice with Him, O heavens, 402 00:30:45,377 --> 00:30:48,114 for He will avenge the blood of His children 403 00:30:49,748 --> 00:30:53,619 and take righteous vengeance on His adversaries." 404 00:30:56,889 --> 00:30:58,891 They're still angels. 405 00:30:59,892 --> 00:31:02,528 Maybe that's what you are for me. 406 00:31:08,267 --> 00:31:10,869 Is that what you think of me? 407 00:31:14,907 --> 00:31:19,378 "And when she could no longer hide him, 408 00:31:19,411 --> 00:31:21,914 she built for him an ark of bulrushes 409 00:31:21,948 --> 00:31:25,117 and placed this child therein." 410 00:31:30,156 --> 00:31:32,224 Maybe I'm the ark, June. 411 00:31:34,660 --> 00:31:36,462 Maybe I'm the vessel. 412 00:31:41,233 --> 00:31:42,768 I carried my baby. 413 00:31:44,303 --> 00:31:45,571 I delivered him. 414 00:31:47,940 --> 00:31:49,308 And I held him. 415 00:31:53,579 --> 00:31:57,449 Maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life. 416 00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:04,190 Maybe it's God's will. 417 00:32:16,835 --> 00:32:18,870 [Noah fusses] 418 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:48,200 God's will. 419 00:33:01,013 --> 00:33:02,214 A vessel. 420 00:33:06,918 --> 00:33:08,754 That's what you thought I was. 421 00:33:13,259 --> 00:33:14,593 What we were. 422 00:33:18,030 --> 00:33:19,498 Who we were... 423 00:33:22,034 --> 00:33:23,269 where we came from... 424 00:33:26,872 --> 00:33:28,407 what we wanted... 425 00:33:33,445 --> 00:33:35,181 none of that mattered to you. 426 00:33:40,252 --> 00:33:41,720 To any of you. 427 00:33:46,392 --> 00:33:47,859 I'm so sorry. 428 00:33:47,893 --> 00:33:49,861 I don't care that you're sorry. 429 00:33:52,531 --> 00:33:54,200 We mattered. 430 00:33:55,033 --> 00:33:56,435 We were... 431 00:33:58,604 --> 00:34:01,107 We are people. 432 00:34:04,143 --> 00:34:05,911 We have lives. 433 00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:19,091 And that's why I'm gonna save yours, Serena. 434 00:34:22,561 --> 00:34:24,896 Because this isn't Gilead. 435 00:34:27,466 --> 00:34:29,635 And I am not you. 436 00:34:33,605 --> 00:34:36,608 [sobs] I don't deserve to be saved. 437 00:34:36,642 --> 00:34:38,110 It's not for you. 438 00:34:40,579 --> 00:34:42,348 It's for him. 439 00:34:46,652 --> 00:34:48,420 Look at him. 440 00:34:50,021 --> 00:34:51,257 Look at your baby. 441 00:34:53,959 --> 00:34:54,926 You are the only person 442 00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:57,095 in the whole world that he knows. 443 00:34:59,198 --> 00:35:02,168 You are the only familiar smell. 444 00:35:02,201 --> 00:35:04,936 You are the only voice he recognizes. 445 00:35:09,175 --> 00:35:11,510 You love him. 446 00:35:14,846 --> 00:35:18,116 And you wanted him so much. 447 00:35:18,150 --> 00:35:19,151 [laughs softly] 448 00:35:21,820 --> 00:35:23,655 You're his mother. 449 00:35:26,992 --> 00:35:30,196 And he belongs with you. 450 00:35:35,501 --> 00:35:39,070 That is God's will. 451 00:35:58,657 --> 00:36:00,659 Do you understand me? 452 00:36:14,273 --> 00:36:16,842 Excuse me. Could you please help us? 453 00:36:16,875 --> 00:36:18,377 - Immediate postpartum? - [June] Yes. 454 00:36:18,410 --> 00:36:21,012 Um, six hours. Maybe eight. It's okay. 455 00:36:21,046 --> 00:36:22,424 Page Maternity and NICU. Let's get fluids in her. 456 00:36:22,448 --> 00:36:23,558 It's gonna be fine. They'll help you. 457 00:36:23,582 --> 00:36:24,683 Okay? I promise. 458 00:36:24,716 --> 00:36:26,352 It's gonna be all right, Serena. Okay? 459 00:36:26,385 --> 00:36:28,554 We're going to sit down. Here we go. 460 00:36:28,587 --> 00:36:31,357 - [nurse 1] Any complications? - No. They're doing just fine. 461 00:36:31,390 --> 00:36:32,858 - June. - [June] It's gonna be okay. 462 00:36:32,891 --> 00:36:34,526 Just go with them and do what they say. 463 00:36:34,560 --> 00:36:35,661 It's gonna be fine. 464 00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:37,529 They're gonna take care of him, okay? 465 00:36:37,563 --> 00:36:39,931 I'm gonna be right here, okay? It's gonna be okay. 466 00:36:39,965 --> 00:36:41,343 [nurse 2] Let's get the baby to the NICU. 467 00:36:41,367 --> 00:36:42,601 Who's on call right now? 468 00:36:42,634 --> 00:36:44,770 [nurse 1] Doctor's on her way. 469 00:36:44,803 --> 00:36:46,472 [nurse 2] How are you feeling now? 470 00:36:47,739 --> 00:36:51,209 [man on PA system] OB to NICU, OB to NICU. 471 00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:52,854 - Excuse me. Can I please... - Were you in an accident? 472 00:36:52,878 --> 00:36:53,845 ...use your phone. I'm fine. 473 00:36:53,879 --> 00:36:55,180 Can I just please use your phone? 474 00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:57,783 - Please. - Dial nine first. 475 00:37:03,389 --> 00:37:04,923 [line ringing] 476 00:37:07,626 --> 00:37:08,660 [Moira] June? 477 00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:14,666 [knocking on door] 478 00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:18,068 Hi. 479 00:37:19,638 --> 00:37:21,907 They took Noah to the NICU. 480 00:37:23,675 --> 00:37:24,943 That's okay. 481 00:37:32,318 --> 00:37:36,154 Look, you had a fever, right, so he's fine. 482 00:37:36,187 --> 00:37:37,088 It's standard. They just... 483 00:37:37,122 --> 00:37:39,425 They need to keep an eye on him. 484 00:37:39,458 --> 00:37:41,893 Right. That's what they said. It's just observation, 485 00:37:41,927 --> 00:37:43,261 except he didn't have a fever. 486 00:37:43,295 --> 00:37:44,663 He just was having trouble 487 00:37:44,696 --> 00:37:46,965 regulating his, um... His temperature. 488 00:37:46,998 --> 00:37:51,102 And they said, um, that he might have, uh, jaundice. 489 00:37:51,136 --> 00:37:54,606 But they're not sure so they have to run some tests. 490 00:37:54,640 --> 00:37:57,142 Yeah, that's all very normal. 491 00:37:57,175 --> 00:38:00,011 That's what they keep saying. It's just all so, um... 492 00:38:01,713 --> 00:38:03,181 impersonal and... 493 00:38:05,016 --> 00:38:07,819 I don't know. Very... medical. 494 00:38:10,456 --> 00:38:12,491 How are you feeling? 495 00:38:14,993 --> 00:38:16,795 Uh, my fever is down. 496 00:38:19,130 --> 00:38:20,165 They gave me antibiotics. 497 00:38:20,198 --> 00:38:21,476 I guess they don't trust anything 498 00:38:21,500 --> 00:38:23,234 to resolve naturally here. 499 00:38:24,836 --> 00:38:26,572 They're not letting me feed him. 500 00:38:29,341 --> 00:38:32,711 They're waiting for us both to be fully hydrated again. 501 00:38:32,744 --> 00:38:35,814 - That's good. - They're giving him formula. 502 00:38:36,314 --> 00:38:37,849 He'll be fine. 503 00:38:39,985 --> 00:38:41,019 Promise. 504 00:38:51,497 --> 00:38:53,164 I just want to go home. 505 00:38:59,004 --> 00:39:00,872 There is no home, Serena. 506 00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:05,944 There's just wherever you are. 507 00:39:11,550 --> 00:39:13,084 No Man's Land. 508 00:39:15,687 --> 00:39:16,687 Yeah. 509 00:39:30,802 --> 00:39:31,903 June. 510 00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:36,374 Thank you. 511 00:39:49,621 --> 00:39:51,757 You're welcome. 512 00:40:32,363 --> 00:40:33,363 Luke. 513 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:37,368 You're here. Moira said they let you go. 514 00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:40,105 [Luke] At the border. 515 00:40:46,311 --> 00:40:47,879 I'm so happy to see your face. 516 00:40:48,446 --> 00:40:50,348 June, we did it. 517 00:40:50,381 --> 00:40:53,619 Tuello's got the USB. He's working on it. 518 00:40:55,186 --> 00:40:56,622 Oh, thank you. 519 00:40:57,155 --> 00:40:58,857 Oh, thank you. 520 00:40:59,825 --> 00:41:02,127 Are you okay? Did she hurt you? 521 00:41:03,461 --> 00:41:06,632 No. She, she had her baby. 522 00:41:07,666 --> 00:41:09,167 While you were there? 523 00:41:09,635 --> 00:41:10,802 Yeah. 524 00:41:10,836 --> 00:41:12,871 It's, um... It's a boy. 525 00:41:12,904 --> 00:41:16,374 And he's healthy. Well, healthy enough. 526 00:41:16,407 --> 00:41:18,844 He, he may have jaundice, but that's... 527 00:41:18,877 --> 00:41:21,513 You know, that's completely normal for babies, right? 528 00:41:21,547 --> 00:41:24,616 So, they may just put him under one of those little lamps. 529 00:41:24,650 --> 00:41:27,252 All right. June, June, June. What's going on with Serena? 530 00:41:29,688 --> 00:41:31,189 She's fine. 531 00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:34,392 She's... She's fine? 532 00:41:36,194 --> 00:41:37,729 Yeah. Let's, um... 533 00:41:37,763 --> 00:41:39,898 I'll tell you later. Let's go home. 534 00:41:39,931 --> 00:41:41,867 Oh. Hold on. Give me a sec. 535 00:41:41,900 --> 00:41:43,301 [Captain] Serena Waterford's room? 536 00:41:43,334 --> 00:41:44,936 211. Down the hall. 537 00:41:48,106 --> 00:41:49,240 What's going on? 538 00:41:49,274 --> 00:41:51,142 [indistinct chatter over police comms] 539 00:41:51,176 --> 00:41:53,679 Don't worry. They're not here for us. 540 00:41:54,846 --> 00:41:55,947 Come on. 541 00:41:56,615 --> 00:41:57,749 Oh, what's... 542 00:41:59,785 --> 00:42:02,253 [woman speaking indistinctly over PA system] 543 00:42:03,789 --> 00:42:06,157 Serena Waterford? We are Canadian Immigration. 544 00:42:06,191 --> 00:42:07,191 You are being detained. 545 00:42:07,926 --> 00:42:09,327 Detained? 546 00:42:09,360 --> 00:42:10,360 [June] Hey! 547 00:42:12,864 --> 00:42:15,701 Um, I'd like to speak with a lawyer. 548 00:42:15,734 --> 00:42:16,911 [Captain] As an undocumented person, 549 00:42:16,935 --> 00:42:19,070 you have no immediate right to counsel. 550 00:42:19,104 --> 00:42:20,772 - Your phone call... - What is going on? 551 00:42:20,806 --> 00:42:24,710 Illegal border crossing. Lack of immigration status. 552 00:42:24,743 --> 00:42:25,753 [Serena] There must be some mistake. 553 00:42:25,777 --> 00:42:27,212 - Please. - You called them? 554 00:42:27,245 --> 00:42:29,114 She gave up her diplomatic visa 555 00:42:29,147 --> 00:42:31,316 when she left that little Visitors Center. 556 00:42:34,152 --> 00:42:35,453 What about my baby? 557 00:42:37,623 --> 00:42:40,291 [Captain] The detention facility has no infant care. 558 00:42:53,972 --> 00:42:56,507 Well, what does that mean? 559 00:42:58,309 --> 00:43:00,378 Where is my baby right now? 560 00:43:00,411 --> 00:43:02,748 The Child Protection Unit is already here. 561 00:43:02,781 --> 00:43:05,283 They'll oversee his care. That's all I can tell you. 562 00:43:05,316 --> 00:43:06,918 [sobbing] No, you can't do that. 563 00:43:06,952 --> 00:43:09,587 No, please! Please, wait, wait! 564 00:43:09,621 --> 00:43:11,589 Oh, please, don't take my baby! 565 00:43:11,623 --> 00:43:15,126 At last she knows what it feels like. 566 00:43:15,160 --> 00:43:17,128 [Serena] Oh, please, stop! 567 00:43:17,162 --> 00:43:20,265 Please! Please! 568 00:43:20,832 --> 00:43:22,300 June! 569 00:43:22,333 --> 00:43:25,637 June, don't let them take my baby, please! 570 00:43:25,671 --> 00:43:28,306 - [Luke] Justice. Right? - [Serena] June, help me! 571 00:43:28,339 --> 00:43:31,309 - Right. - [Serena] Help me, please! 572 00:43:31,342 --> 00:43:33,511 Please don't let them take him from me! 573 00:43:33,544 --> 00:43:35,446 Please stop! 574 00:43:35,480 --> 00:43:37,883 Please help me! 575 00:43:38,784 --> 00:43:41,119 Please help me, June! 576 00:43:41,152 --> 00:43:43,054 June, do something! 577 00:43:44,455 --> 00:43:46,357 June, please!