1 00:00:01,384 --> 00:00:03,592 Previously on The Handmaid's Tale... 2 00:00:03,597 --> 00:00:05,220 For those who are truly righteous, 3 00:00:05,225 --> 00:00:06,974 He sometimes sends a refuge. 4 00:00:06,979 --> 00:00:09,186 The Wheelers arranged all of this? 5 00:00:09,191 --> 00:00:12,109 Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying. 6 00:00:12,114 --> 00:00:15,323 Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite. 7 00:00:15,328 --> 00:00:16,618 I'm going for a walk. 8 00:00:16,623 --> 00:00:18,162 Absolutely not. 9 00:00:18,167 --> 00:00:20,742 You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest. 10 00:00:20,747 --> 00:00:22,087 Go to your room. 11 00:00:23,679 --> 00:00:25,135 Come on, come on. We can make it. 12 00:00:25,140 --> 00:00:27,311 - It's right there. - Get him! 13 00:00:31,235 --> 00:00:32,817 He's not fighting you! 14 00:00:32,822 --> 00:00:34,650 Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you! 15 00:00:36,580 --> 00:00:39,084 I never gave up hope, 16 00:00:39,501 --> 00:00:41,835 and you never gave up hope, 17 00:00:41,840 --> 00:00:45,885 because we knew that we would find each other again. 18 00:00:45,890 --> 00:00:47,905 June Osborne was apprehended 19 00:00:47,910 --> 00:00:50,143 by one of my teams in No Man's Land. 20 00:00:50,148 --> 00:00:51,855 They don't want him. Dump 'im. 21 00:00:51,860 --> 00:00:53,150 - No, no, no. No, we stay toge... - What? 22 00:00:53,154 --> 00:00:54,986 No, no! Where are you taking him? No! 23 00:00:54,991 --> 00:00:56,740 What's gonna happen to her? 24 00:00:56,745 --> 00:00:59,119 I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land 25 00:00:59,124 --> 00:01:00,831 and have him deal with her there. 26 00:01:00,836 --> 00:01:04,009 I want to go with Ezra. Bear witness. 27 00:01:09,445 --> 00:01:10,976 Serena, what the fuck are you doing? 28 00:01:10,981 --> 00:01:12,510 Just drive! 29 00:01:22,165 --> 00:01:29,665 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com - 30 00:01:36,075 --> 00:01:38,098 - Where the fuck are we going? - Just keep driving. 31 00:01:38,103 --> 00:01:40,767 Where? To Toronto? To Gilead? 32 00:01:41,493 --> 00:01:42,508 Is that what you're doing? 33 00:01:42,512 --> 00:01:44,606 So they can fucking kill me there, Serena? 34 00:01:45,935 --> 00:01:46,974 What about Luke, Serena? 35 00:01:46,979 --> 00:01:48,844 What are those guys gonna do to him? 36 00:01:51,087 --> 00:01:52,267 Fuck! 37 00:01:53,934 --> 00:01:55,391 Jesus Christ! 38 00:01:55,396 --> 00:01:57,904 Oh, God! Oh, shit! 39 00:01:57,909 --> 00:02:00,989 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. - You're fuckin' sorry? 40 00:02:01,750 --> 00:02:02,919 Fuck this! 41 00:02:06,676 --> 00:02:08,007 June. 42 00:02:08,012 --> 00:02:11,352 June, I'm not going to shoot you. 43 00:02:11,853 --> 00:02:14,274 June, please. June! 44 00:02:54,898 --> 00:02:56,905 Jesus. 45 00:02:56,910 --> 00:02:58,964 Are you in fucking labor? 46 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:03,284 Of course you are. 47 00:03:03,289 --> 00:03:05,623 Jesus Christ! 48 00:03:05,628 --> 00:03:08,387 Would you give this to me? Waving it around. 49 00:03:08,392 --> 00:03:09,431 When did it start? 50 00:03:09,436 --> 00:03:11,518 - I don't know. A while ago. - Okay. 51 00:03:11,523 --> 00:03:13,083 - Has your water broken? - Mmm-hmm. 52 00:03:13,644 --> 00:03:15,851 Um, how far apart are the contractions? 53 00:03:17,233 --> 00:03:19,191 Okay, close. Do you have a phone? 54 00:03:19,196 --> 00:03:20,861 - No. - Okay, get out. 55 00:03:20,866 --> 00:03:22,055 - Come on. - What? 56 00:03:22,060 --> 00:03:23,659 Get out of the fucking car, please. 57 00:03:23,664 --> 00:03:27,374 Oh, God. Why? What are you gonna do? 58 00:03:27,379 --> 00:03:29,721 I'm gonna try to get us out of here. Okay? 59 00:03:29,726 --> 00:03:31,182 Get you to a doctor. 60 00:03:31,187 --> 00:03:32,551 No. 61 00:03:32,556 --> 00:03:35,264 Yes, Serena. You're gonna have to go to a hospital. 62 00:03:35,269 --> 00:03:37,352 No hospital. They're gonna find me there. 63 00:03:37,357 --> 00:03:39,866 Who the fuck is gonna find you? 64 00:03:43,536 --> 00:03:44,867 Fuck! 65 00:03:44,872 --> 00:03:47,539 Oh, my God. Okay. 66 00:03:47,544 --> 00:03:48,544 All right. 67 00:03:49,405 --> 00:03:51,548 Who the fuck was that guy? Who was that guy you shot? 68 00:03:51,553 --> 00:03:54,099 Who was he? 69 00:03:54,459 --> 00:03:56,921 Were you trying to get away or something? 70 00:04:05,371 --> 00:04:07,500 Okay, all right. 71 00:04:08,169 --> 00:04:09,589 Ugh, fuck. 72 00:04:15,475 --> 00:04:16,973 Okay. Okay. 73 00:04:16,978 --> 00:04:18,058 Come with me. 74 00:04:18,063 --> 00:04:19,353 - We gotta get you inside. - Where? 75 00:04:19,357 --> 00:04:20,522 We're gonna take you to that barn. 76 00:04:20,526 --> 00:04:21,733 - A barn? - Yes, a barn. 77 00:04:21,738 --> 00:04:23,820 - You have a better idea, Serena? - No. No, no, no. 78 00:04:23,825 --> 00:04:25,783 - Yeah, I didn't think so. - Okay, wait, wait. 79 00:04:25,788 --> 00:04:27,328 Just breathe. Okay. 80 00:04:27,332 --> 00:04:29,414 - There you go. There you go. - Okay, okay. 81 00:04:29,419 --> 00:04:31,418 All right. Maybe it'll have a manger, huh? 82 00:04:31,423 --> 00:04:33,995 Oh. Lovely. 83 00:04:40,066 --> 00:04:41,485 Okay. 84 00:04:51,965 --> 00:04:53,008 Thank you. 85 00:04:53,885 --> 00:04:55,299 I'm so sorry to be late. 86 00:04:55,304 --> 00:04:57,178 Fred needed some encouragement 87 00:04:57,183 --> 00:04:59,254 before his address to the Council. 88 00:05:00,256 --> 00:05:02,297 You know how men can be. 89 00:05:02,302 --> 00:05:04,394 We understand completely. 90 00:05:04,399 --> 00:05:07,997 May I present to you our new Handmaid, Offred. 91 00:05:08,439 --> 00:05:09,901 Blessed be the fruit. 92 00:05:10,736 --> 00:05:11,946 May the Lord open. 93 00:05:12,974 --> 00:05:15,014 This way. 94 00:05:15,019 --> 00:05:18,317 Push, push, push. 95 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:25,741 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 96 00:05:27,243 --> 00:05:31,168 Push, push, push. 97 00:05:32,045 --> 00:05:36,340 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 98 00:05:36,345 --> 00:05:37,810 Blessed day, Mrs. Waterford. 99 00:05:37,815 --> 00:05:41,851 - Blessed day, Aunt Lydia. - Indeed. The most blessed. 100 00:05:41,856 --> 00:05:43,939 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 101 00:05:46,741 --> 00:05:50,539 Breathe. And push, push. 102 00:05:51,083 --> 00:05:53,792 Glory be His name. 103 00:05:53,797 --> 00:05:57,633 We have now reached the most sacred part 104 00:05:57,638 --> 00:05:59,469 of the birthing process, 105 00:05:59,474 --> 00:06:04,897 the one in which God truly makes His glorious presence known. 106 00:06:04,902 --> 00:06:08,471 This vessel of God is ready 107 00:06:08,476 --> 00:06:13,372 to bring the fruits of His love into the world. 108 00:06:13,377 --> 00:06:15,961 Push. 109 00:06:15,966 --> 00:06:21,096 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 110 00:06:21,101 --> 00:06:23,058 But the Gates of Heaven 111 00:06:23,063 --> 00:06:26,102 do not open without extraordinary effort. 112 00:06:26,107 --> 00:06:27,814 Do they, girls? 113 00:06:27,819 --> 00:06:31,905 We must beckon this new soul forward. 114 00:06:31,910 --> 00:06:34,578 Support your sister in her labors. 115 00:06:34,583 --> 00:06:38,088 Pray for her strength and success. 116 00:06:40,807 --> 00:06:45,186 Breathe, breathe, breathe. 117 00:06:45,191 --> 00:06:50,572 And push, push, push. 118 00:06:50,577 --> 00:06:55,498 There! Breathe, breathe, breathe. 119 00:06:55,503 --> 00:06:58,880 - And push! Push! - Push. 120 00:06:58,885 --> 00:07:01,159 Breathe, breathe. 121 00:07:01,164 --> 00:07:02,261 Breathe, Serena. 122 00:07:02,266 --> 00:07:04,563 Come on, breathe. 123 00:07:05,064 --> 00:07:07,443 Breathe. 124 00:07:07,903 --> 00:07:09,405 There you go. 125 00:07:12,830 --> 00:07:14,415 Was that it? 126 00:07:16,211 --> 00:07:17,631 No. 127 00:07:29,622 --> 00:07:31,199 It's so cold. 128 00:07:31,909 --> 00:07:33,737 Yeah, it's just gonna get colder. 129 00:07:41,303 --> 00:07:42,926 It can be like this with the first one. 130 00:07:42,931 --> 00:07:45,640 I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours, 131 00:07:45,645 --> 00:07:47,285 and she almost broke my pelvis. 132 00:07:54,087 --> 00:07:55,841 Nichole was faster. 133 00:07:59,347 --> 00:08:01,184 Of course that time I was alone. 134 00:08:07,355 --> 00:08:09,777 I remember thinking that if anything went wrong, 135 00:08:12,098 --> 00:08:13,350 we would die, 136 00:08:13,977 --> 00:08:15,480 and no one would even know. 137 00:08:18,502 --> 00:08:20,632 No one would come looking for us. 138 00:08:23,930 --> 00:08:26,434 It would be like we never existed. 139 00:08:54,407 --> 00:08:55,407 Okay. 140 00:08:55,994 --> 00:08:58,493 It's a big one. It's a big one. I need you to breathe. 141 00:08:58,498 --> 00:09:00,372 - I can't. - Good. Yes, you can. 142 00:09:00,377 --> 00:09:02,878 You can do this. You have to do this, okay? 143 00:09:02,883 --> 00:09:05,382 - I can't. - Yes, you can. 144 00:09:05,387 --> 00:09:07,433 Yes, you can. Breathe, Serena. 145 00:09:07,809 --> 00:09:09,730 There you go. 146 00:09:10,322 --> 00:09:12,698 Okay, I need to check something. All right? 147 00:09:12,703 --> 00:09:14,802 - Check what? - I need to check the cervix. 148 00:09:14,807 --> 00:09:17,014 I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head. 149 00:09:17,019 --> 00:09:18,815 Okay? 150 00:09:22,489 --> 00:09:24,128 Oh, God! 151 00:09:24,133 --> 00:09:25,548 Get away from me. 152 00:09:25,553 --> 00:09:27,936 I am trying to help you, Serena. 153 00:09:27,941 --> 00:09:29,990 You're trying to kill me and my baby! 154 00:09:29,995 --> 00:09:32,416 - You're going to kill my baby. - Okay, fine. 155 00:09:32,818 --> 00:09:35,740 You wanna do this on your own? Do it the fuck alone! 156 00:10:46,674 --> 00:10:48,385 We're here with you. 157 00:11:05,093 --> 00:11:08,346 Gather close around your sister, girls. 158 00:11:08,351 --> 00:11:11,949 Be there for Ofclarence in her time of need. 159 00:11:20,465 --> 00:11:23,514 We will recite the Prayer of Purification. 160 00:11:24,799 --> 00:11:26,346 Grant that I may 161 00:11:26,351 --> 00:11:29,019 never cease grieving because of it. 162 00:11:29,024 --> 00:11:31,107 - She's ready. - Never be content... 163 00:11:31,111 --> 00:11:32,613 Of course, do what you must. 164 00:11:32,990 --> 00:11:34,756 - It is God's will. - Never think that 165 00:11:34,760 --> 00:11:37,791 I can reach a point of perfection. 166 00:11:45,556 --> 00:11:46,556 Girls. 167 00:12:24,644 --> 00:12:25,854 Girls. 168 00:12:26,373 --> 00:12:29,987 Kill my envy, command my tongue, 169 00:12:30,597 --> 00:12:32,341 trample down self. 170 00:12:33,327 --> 00:12:37,628 Deliver me from attachments to things unclean. 171 00:12:38,295 --> 00:12:42,972 From wrong associations, from the sugar of sin. 172 00:12:57,751 --> 00:13:00,632 Offred. Pray. 173 00:13:01,759 --> 00:13:04,039 Pray for the life of the child. 174 00:13:44,010 --> 00:13:46,089 Okay. Okay. 175 00:13:57,036 --> 00:13:58,036 'Kay. 176 00:14:31,522 --> 00:14:32,858 Come on. 177 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:50,602 Fuck. 178 00:15:38,113 --> 00:15:40,167 Fuck. 179 00:15:51,741 --> 00:15:53,578 You came back. 180 00:15:56,672 --> 00:15:58,718 Okay. 181 00:15:58,851 --> 00:16:01,267 You're gonna count down from ten now, okay? 182 00:16:01,296 --> 00:16:02,920 Here we go. 183 00:16:02,925 --> 00:16:08,473 Ten, nine, eight, seven, six... 184 00:16:08,478 --> 00:16:10,565 Here we go. Five. 185 00:16:13,237 --> 00:16:14,693 I can see his crown. 186 00:16:14,698 --> 00:16:16,321 - Oh, you can? - Yes. 187 00:16:16,326 --> 00:16:18,117 You wanna feel? 188 00:16:18,122 --> 00:16:19,745 Oh. 189 00:16:19,750 --> 00:16:21,541 It's your baby's head. 190 00:16:21,546 --> 00:16:24,463 - You feel that? - Uh-huh. 191 00:16:24,468 --> 00:16:26,299 I can see his hair. 192 00:16:26,304 --> 00:16:28,888 - What color is it? - It's a little, uh, brownish. 193 00:16:28,893 --> 00:16:30,699 It's... There's some blood, but he's coming. 194 00:16:30,704 --> 00:16:32,537 He's got brown hair. 195 00:16:32,541 --> 00:16:34,379 - Oh, brown? - Yeah. 196 00:16:34,947 --> 00:16:36,487 You're almost there, okay? 197 00:16:37,661 --> 00:16:39,414 Here, we're gonna get the head out. 198 00:16:40,082 --> 00:16:43,250 You can do this. Here we go. 199 00:16:46,136 --> 00:16:47,723 Breathe deep. 200 00:16:48,432 --> 00:16:51,313 Breathe low. 201 00:16:53,651 --> 00:16:56,323 Nice and low. Low. 202 00:16:56,741 --> 00:16:58,786 Nice and low. 203 00:17:03,914 --> 00:17:05,962 Oh, my God, it burns, it burns, it burns. 204 00:17:05,967 --> 00:17:07,471 I know. I know. 205 00:17:09,767 --> 00:17:12,517 I feel so hot. I'm so hot. 206 00:17:12,522 --> 00:17:14,437 It's okay. You're just tired. 207 00:17:14,442 --> 00:17:16,171 That's it. 208 00:17:17,532 --> 00:17:19,740 - I can't. I can't. - Yes, you can. 209 00:17:19,745 --> 00:17:22,375 Yes, you can. You can do this. You're almost there, okay? 210 00:17:22,751 --> 00:17:24,667 We just gotta get his head out. 211 00:17:24,672 --> 00:17:27,534 He's right there. Your baby's right there. 212 00:17:32,938 --> 00:17:35,517 There he is. 213 00:17:36,027 --> 00:17:38,575 His head's out. You got his head out. 214 00:17:39,493 --> 00:17:42,034 His head's out. Okay? 215 00:17:42,039 --> 00:17:44,540 This is it, okay? You just gotta do one more. 216 00:17:44,545 --> 00:17:46,852 You gotta get his shoulders out, all right? 217 00:17:46,857 --> 00:17:49,362 Then it's all downhill from there, okay? 218 00:17:50,055 --> 00:17:51,767 Okay, you can do this. 219 00:17:52,184 --> 00:17:54,225 Here we go. You can do this. This is it. 220 00:18:16,107 --> 00:18:18,655 He's here. He's here. 221 00:18:37,316 --> 00:18:38,945 Is he okay? 222 00:18:43,496 --> 00:18:44,832 Is he okay? 223 00:18:47,211 --> 00:18:48,506 He's perfect. 224 00:18:50,175 --> 00:18:52,007 He's perfect. 225 00:18:52,012 --> 00:18:58,019 Oh, hello, baby. I'm your mama. 226 00:18:58,024 --> 00:18:59,402 Ah. 227 00:19:09,882 --> 00:19:11,301 Praise be. 228 00:19:14,475 --> 00:19:17,772 Oh, my angel. 229 00:19:28,544 --> 00:19:29,796 Praise be. 230 00:19:30,214 --> 00:19:33,930 Oh, I know. You're so... 231 00:19:37,687 --> 00:19:39,770 Ofclarence has fulfilled 232 00:19:39,775 --> 00:19:41,737 her duty in this world. 233 00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:45,118 I know you will mourn her, girls, 234 00:19:45,954 --> 00:19:47,541 but know that she is cherished. 235 00:19:49,085 --> 00:19:54,178 God is the true judge, and she is His vessel. 236 00:19:56,391 --> 00:19:57,811 She has pleased Him, 237 00:19:58,521 --> 00:20:01,694 and He has sent her to her final reward. 238 00:20:03,154 --> 00:20:04,575 Praise be. 239 00:20:04,950 --> 00:20:06,356 Praise be, Aunt Lydia. 240 00:20:06,361 --> 00:20:08,532 Praise be, Aunt Lydia. 241 00:20:09,793 --> 00:20:14,176 And now, let us accompany our sister home. 242 00:21:28,576 --> 00:21:31,289 Little baby. 243 00:21:32,421 --> 00:21:34,510 I'm going to call you Noah. 244 00:21:40,265 --> 00:21:42,102 It's a nice name. 245 00:21:43,481 --> 00:21:45,485 "The savior of humanity". 246 00:21:48,949 --> 00:21:52,999 Baby Noah. I can't believe you're here. 247 00:21:56,130 --> 00:21:59,721 I waited so long for you. I wanted you so much. 248 00:22:03,019 --> 00:22:04,856 Was it worth it? 249 00:22:12,004 --> 00:22:15,052 Right now, I think it was. 250 00:22:18,174 --> 00:22:19,761 How's his latch? 251 00:22:20,847 --> 00:22:24,270 - It's strong, and he's hungry. - Mmm. I bet. 252 00:22:28,111 --> 00:22:30,491 Hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding. 253 00:22:31,535 --> 00:22:35,663 It was a tongue tie, which we didn't know. 254 00:22:35,668 --> 00:22:38,752 But I would just feed her and feed her, 255 00:22:38,757 --> 00:22:42,765 and she was still hungry, and I felt so guilty. 256 00:22:43,248 --> 00:22:45,307 She used to get so many colds when she was little, 257 00:22:45,312 --> 00:22:49,153 and I thought that was my fault because of the nursing. 258 00:22:49,654 --> 00:22:51,319 But then it turned out she got colds 259 00:22:51,324 --> 00:22:52,827 when she got older too, so... 260 00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:57,837 Sometimes I'd have to stay home from work with her and... 261 00:22:59,131 --> 00:23:01,177 sometimes I couldn't stay home from work. 262 00:23:03,707 --> 00:23:06,120 Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work. 263 00:23:13,117 --> 00:23:14,328 June. 264 00:23:17,209 --> 00:23:19,004 Why didn't you kill me? 265 00:23:26,679 --> 00:23:27,750 I don't... 266 00:23:27,755 --> 00:23:29,595 You've been the one waving the gun around. 267 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,942 No, not today, at the Information Center, 268 00:23:31,947 --> 00:23:33,241 the protest. 269 00:23:35,161 --> 00:23:36,915 You had a gun. 270 00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,378 Yeah. 271 00:23:42,677 --> 00:23:46,852 Why didn't you kill me? Why Fred and not me? 272 00:23:56,830 --> 00:23:58,584 I didn't want to. 273 00:24:29,604 --> 00:24:32,434 I imagined this moment so many times. 274 00:24:33,862 --> 00:24:37,110 I always imagined that he would be here. 275 00:24:38,956 --> 00:24:40,501 Fred. 276 00:24:43,507 --> 00:24:44,926 He looks like him. 277 00:24:49,226 --> 00:24:50,563 They... 278 00:24:52,525 --> 00:24:56,407 say that they always look like their dads at first. 279 00:24:57,200 --> 00:24:59,163 It's evolutionary. 280 00:25:00,123 --> 00:25:03,547 So that the dads don't kill them, you know? 281 00:25:05,383 --> 00:25:07,012 Evolution? 282 00:25:24,254 --> 00:25:26,150 Do you think he's gonna be like him? 283 00:25:28,262 --> 00:25:29,474 It depends. 284 00:25:30,851 --> 00:25:31,937 On what? 285 00:25:32,688 --> 00:25:34,316 On who raises him. 286 00:25:37,823 --> 00:25:41,247 On what kind of person they want him to become. 287 00:25:46,223 --> 00:25:48,061 On what you teach him. 288 00:25:53,145 --> 00:25:55,441 And on what you tell him is his... 289 00:25:57,780 --> 00:25:59,157 to take. 290 00:26:06,715 --> 00:26:10,096 I want him to have everything. 291 00:26:11,098 --> 00:26:13,478 We all want that for them, Serena. 292 00:27:05,889 --> 00:27:08,310 - Oh, is he okay? - No, he's perfect. 293 00:27:12,486 --> 00:27:14,072 It's funny how 294 00:27:15,408 --> 00:27:18,192 every tiny baby you see makes you feel like 295 00:27:18,197 --> 00:27:19,800 you've never seen a baby before. 296 00:27:20,376 --> 00:27:22,213 I tried to sleep. 297 00:27:23,424 --> 00:27:24,755 You did sleep. 298 00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:28,513 I just kept worrying that I would smother him 299 00:27:28,518 --> 00:27:30,454 in these blankets and things. 300 00:27:30,981 --> 00:27:34,112 They're not supposed to have bedding like this. 301 00:27:38,204 --> 00:27:41,476 We have to get you both somewhere inside, Serena, okay? 302 00:27:42,045 --> 00:27:43,852 Somewhere where they can take care of you. 303 00:27:43,857 --> 00:27:44,857 No. 304 00:27:45,301 --> 00:27:46,874 I told you I can't go to a hospital. 305 00:27:46,879 --> 00:27:48,015 They'll find me there. 306 00:27:48,390 --> 00:27:49,504 Who will find you? 307 00:27:49,509 --> 00:27:50,887 The Wheelers. 308 00:27:53,652 --> 00:27:55,531 The family that I've been staying with, 309 00:27:56,073 --> 00:27:58,578 they were the ones looking for you. 310 00:27:59,497 --> 00:28:01,918 They've been controlling me. 311 00:28:03,003 --> 00:28:05,132 My every move. They're everywhere. 312 00:28:06,134 --> 00:28:09,015 It's like I'm their Handmaid. 313 00:28:11,813 --> 00:28:12,815 It's like I'm you. 314 00:28:16,405 --> 00:28:18,028 As awful as that sounds... 315 00:28:18,033 --> 00:28:20,742 Yes. Which is why they can't find me, 316 00:28:20,747 --> 00:28:23,122 and I can't let them get their hands on my baby. 317 00:28:23,127 --> 00:28:25,259 So you understand. I know that you do. 318 00:28:25,264 --> 00:28:27,990 Serena, you have no water, you have no food. 319 00:28:27,995 --> 00:28:30,136 - It's freezing. - But I'm so hot. 320 00:28:30,141 --> 00:28:32,891 No, I know. That's because you have a fever. 321 00:28:32,896 --> 00:28:35,522 So we have to get you the fuck out of this barn 322 00:28:35,527 --> 00:28:38,533 and take you somewhere where they can take care of you. 323 00:28:39,827 --> 00:28:41,706 Or you are both going to die. 324 00:28:42,415 --> 00:28:44,252 And it will not be quick. 325 00:28:44,712 --> 00:28:47,713 Do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death 326 00:28:47,718 --> 00:28:52,410 in front of you while you die of sepsis? 327 00:28:57,070 --> 00:28:58,197 No. 328 00:29:06,213 --> 00:29:08,284 Maybe you should take him. 329 00:29:11,557 --> 00:29:13,018 What are you talking about? 330 00:29:15,272 --> 00:29:17,246 There's nothing left for me here. 331 00:29:17,251 --> 00:29:19,255 I can't go to Canada. 332 00:29:20,199 --> 00:29:22,238 I can't go back to Gilead. 333 00:29:24,082 --> 00:29:27,463 It's over. I don't have a future. 334 00:29:30,846 --> 00:29:33,016 But you have a future. Maybe you could... 335 00:29:34,779 --> 00:29:36,109 take him with you. 336 00:29:36,114 --> 00:29:38,188 Serena, you, you don't know what you're saying. 337 00:29:38,193 --> 00:29:39,834 I know that I want what's best for him, 338 00:29:39,839 --> 00:29:43,387 like what you did with Nichole, with your daughter. 339 00:29:46,961 --> 00:29:49,962 He would be safe with you. 340 00:29:49,967 --> 00:29:51,929 You could care for him. 341 00:29:52,430 --> 00:29:56,021 You and your husband. He's a good man. 342 00:29:57,608 --> 00:30:00,087 He could teach Noah to be a good man. 343 00:30:01,457 --> 00:30:04,240 The kind of man who would never do the things 344 00:30:04,245 --> 00:30:06,667 that his father did. 345 00:30:11,969 --> 00:30:13,848 The things that I did. 346 00:30:22,448 --> 00:30:23,738 No. 347 00:30:23,743 --> 00:30:27,036 June, I think God sent you to me today. 348 00:30:27,041 --> 00:30:28,540 You came after me. 349 00:30:28,545 --> 00:30:30,710 What if He guided my hand to save you, 350 00:30:30,715 --> 00:30:33,491 so that you could save my baby, like an angel. 351 00:30:33,496 --> 00:30:34,552 Bullshit. 352 00:30:34,557 --> 00:30:36,137 There are avenging angels 353 00:30:36,142 --> 00:30:39,683 that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord. 354 00:30:41,069 --> 00:30:43,908 "Rejoice with Him, O heavens, 355 00:30:45,369 --> 00:30:48,125 for He will avenge the blood of His children 356 00:30:49,753 --> 00:30:53,636 and take righteous vengeance on His adversaries". 357 00:30:56,893 --> 00:30:58,897 They're still angels. 358 00:30:59,899 --> 00:31:02,529 Maybe that's what you are for me. 359 00:31:08,290 --> 00:31:10,879 Is that what you think of me? 360 00:31:14,929 --> 00:31:19,390 "And when she could no longer hide him, 361 00:31:19,395 --> 00:31:22,138 she built for him an ark of bulrushes 362 00:31:22,143 --> 00:31:25,315 and placed this child therein". 363 00:31:30,167 --> 00:31:32,213 Maybe I'm the ark, June. 364 00:31:34,677 --> 00:31:36,471 Maybe I'm the vessel. 365 00:31:41,231 --> 00:31:42,776 I carried my baby. 366 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:45,773 I delivered him. 367 00:31:47,953 --> 00:31:49,330 And I held him. 368 00:31:53,589 --> 00:31:57,671 Maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life. 369 00:32:02,231 --> 00:32:04,193 Maybe it's God's will. 370 00:32:46,946 --> 00:32:48,198 God's will. 371 00:33:01,015 --> 00:33:02,226 A vessel. 372 00:33:06,944 --> 00:33:08,781 That's what you thought I was. 373 00:33:13,290 --> 00:33:14,626 What we were. 374 00:33:18,049 --> 00:33:19,511 Who we were... 375 00:33:22,057 --> 00:33:23,268 where we came from... 376 00:33:26,859 --> 00:33:28,403 what we wanted... 377 00:33:33,455 --> 00:33:35,167 none of that mattered to you. 378 00:33:40,260 --> 00:33:41,722 To any of you. 379 00:33:46,397 --> 00:33:47,896 I'm so sorry. 380 00:33:47,901 --> 00:33:49,863 I don't care that you're sorry. 381 00:33:52,535 --> 00:33:54,205 We mattered. 382 00:33:55,040 --> 00:33:56,459 We were... 383 00:33:58,631 --> 00:34:01,135 We are people. 384 00:34:04,141 --> 00:34:05,895 We have lives. 385 00:34:15,707 --> 00:34:19,088 And that's why I'm gonna save yours, Serena. 386 00:34:22,554 --> 00:34:24,891 Because this isn't Gilead. 387 00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:29,651 And I am not you. 388 00:34:33,617 --> 00:34:36,660 I don't deserve to be saved. 389 00:34:36,665 --> 00:34:38,126 It's not for you. 390 00:34:40,590 --> 00:34:42,384 It's for him. 391 00:34:46,643 --> 00:34:48,396 Look at him. 392 00:34:50,025 --> 00:34:51,235 Look at your baby. 393 00:34:53,949 --> 00:34:55,063 You are the only person 394 00:34:55,068 --> 00:34:57,281 in the whole world that he knows. 395 00:34:59,210 --> 00:35:02,211 You are the only familiar smell. 396 00:35:02,216 --> 00:35:04,930 You are the only voice he recognizes. 397 00:35:09,188 --> 00:35:11,527 You love him. 398 00:35:14,866 --> 00:35:18,035 And you wanted him so much. 399 00:35:21,839 --> 00:35:23,676 You're his mother. 400 00:35:27,015 --> 00:35:30,188 And he belongs with you. 401 00:35:35,491 --> 00:35:39,081 That is God's will. 402 00:35:58,662 --> 00:36:00,666 Do you understand me? 403 00:36:14,276 --> 00:36:16,113 Excuse me. Could you please help us? 404 00:36:16,865 --> 00:36:18,404 - Immediate postpartum? - Yes. 405 00:36:18,409 --> 00:36:20,935 Um, six hours. Maybe eight. It's okay. 406 00:36:20,940 --> 00:36:22,455 Page Maternity and NICU. Let's get fluids in her. 407 00:36:22,459 --> 00:36:23,583 It's gonna be fine. They'll help you. 408 00:36:23,587 --> 00:36:24,709 Okay? I promise. 409 00:36:24,714 --> 00:36:26,379 It's gonna be all right, Serena. Okay? 410 00:36:26,384 --> 00:36:28,592 We're going to sit down. Here we go. 411 00:36:28,597 --> 00:36:31,389 - Any complications? - No. They're doing just fine. 412 00:36:31,394 --> 00:36:32,892 - June. - It's gonna be okay. 413 00:36:32,897 --> 00:36:34,563 Just go with them and do what they say. 414 00:36:34,568 --> 00:36:35,665 It's gonna be fine. 415 00:36:35,670 --> 00:36:37,569 They're gonna take care of him, okay? 416 00:36:37,574 --> 00:36:39,990 I'm gonna be right here, okay? It's gonna be okay. 417 00:36:39,995 --> 00:36:41,368 Let's get the baby to the NICU. 418 00:36:41,372 --> 00:36:42,662 Who's on call right now? 419 00:36:42,667 --> 00:36:44,336 Doctor's on her way. 420 00:36:44,838 --> 00:36:46,508 How are you feeling now? 421 00:36:47,760 --> 00:36:50,850 OB to NICU, OB to NICU. 422 00:36:51,225 --> 00:36:52,850 - Excuse me. Can I please... - Were you in an accident? 423 00:36:52,854 --> 00:36:53,910 use your phone. I'm fine. 424 00:36:53,914 --> 00:36:55,286 Can I just please use your phone? 425 00:36:55,291 --> 00:36:58,180 - Please. - Dial nine first. 426 00:37:07,634 --> 00:37:08,677 June? 427 00:37:17,077 --> 00:37:18,077 Hi. 428 00:37:19,666 --> 00:37:21,920 They took Noah to the NICU. 429 00:37:23,716 --> 00:37:24,968 That's okay. 430 00:37:32,316 --> 00:37:36,193 Look, you had a fever, right, so he's fine. 431 00:37:36,198 --> 00:37:37,213 It's standard. They just... 432 00:37:37,217 --> 00:37:39,451 They need to keep an eye on him. 433 00:37:39,456 --> 00:37:41,913 Right. That's what they said. It's just observation, 434 00:37:41,918 --> 00:37:43,291 except he didn't have a fever. 435 00:37:43,296 --> 00:37:44,711 He just was having trouble 436 00:37:44,716 --> 00:37:47,007 regulating his, um... His temperature. 437 00:37:47,012 --> 00:37:51,140 And they said, um, that he might have, uh, jaundice. 438 00:37:51,145 --> 00:37:54,948 But they're not sure so they have to run some tests. 439 00:37:54,953 --> 00:37:57,194 Yeah, that's all very normal. 440 00:37:57,199 --> 00:38:00,038 That's what they keep saying. It's just all so, um... 441 00:38:01,750 --> 00:38:03,211 impersonal and... 442 00:38:04,881 --> 00:38:07,679 I don't know. Very... medical. 443 00:38:10,308 --> 00:38:12,354 How are you feeling? 444 00:38:14,818 --> 00:38:16,713 Uh, my fever is down. 445 00:38:18,751 --> 00:38:20,031 They gave me antibiotics. 446 00:38:20,036 --> 00:38:21,425 I guess they don't trust anything 447 00:38:21,430 --> 00:38:23,184 to resolve naturally here. 448 00:38:24,671 --> 00:38:26,625 They're not letting me feed him. 449 00:38:29,179 --> 00:38:32,598 They're waiting for us both to be fully hydrated again. 450 00:38:32,603 --> 00:38:35,651 - That's good. - They're giving him formula. 451 00:38:36,152 --> 00:38:37,597 He'll be fine. 452 00:38:39,826 --> 00:38:40,870 Promise. 453 00:38:51,348 --> 00:38:53,019 I just want to go home. 454 00:38:58,822 --> 00:39:00,701 There is no home, Serena. 455 00:39:04,166 --> 00:39:05,795 There's just wherever you are. 456 00:39:11,388 --> 00:39:12,934 No Man's Land. 457 00:39:15,523 --> 00:39:16,523 Yeah. 458 00:39:30,678 --> 00:39:31,763 June. 459 00:39:34,978 --> 00:39:36,230 Thank you. 460 00:39:49,465 --> 00:39:51,495 You're welcome. 461 00:40:32,217 --> 00:40:33,217 Luke. 462 00:40:35,098 --> 00:40:37,227 You're here. Moira said they let you go. 463 00:40:38,312 --> 00:40:39,841 At the border. 464 00:40:46,161 --> 00:40:47,748 I'm so happy to see your face. 465 00:40:48,290 --> 00:40:50,248 June, we did it. 466 00:40:50,253 --> 00:40:53,468 Tuello's got the USB. He's working on it. 467 00:40:55,054 --> 00:40:56,474 Oh, thank you. 468 00:40:57,017 --> 00:40:58,729 Oh, thank you. 469 00:40:59,689 --> 00:41:01,943 Are you okay? Did she hurt you? 470 00:41:03,279 --> 00:41:06,453 No. She, she had her baby. 471 00:41:07,496 --> 00:41:08,999 While you were there? 472 00:41:09,459 --> 00:41:10,664 Yeah. 473 00:41:10,669 --> 00:41:12,852 It's, um... It's a boy. 474 00:41:12,857 --> 00:41:15,654 And he's healthy. Well, healthy enough. 475 00:41:16,263 --> 00:41:18,722 He, he may have jaundice, but that's... 476 00:41:18,727 --> 00:41:21,394 You know, that's completely normal for babies, right? 477 00:41:21,399 --> 00:41:24,484 So, they may just put him under one of those little lamps. 478 00:41:24,489 --> 00:41:27,118 All right. June, June, June. What's going on with Serena? 479 00:41:29,540 --> 00:41:31,043 She's fine. 480 00:41:32,337 --> 00:41:34,557 She's, she's fine? 481 00:41:36,053 --> 00:41:37,635 Yeah. Let's, um... 482 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:39,806 I'll tell you later. Let's go home. 483 00:41:39,811 --> 00:41:41,868 Oh. Hold on. Give me a sec. 484 00:41:41,873 --> 00:41:43,245 Serena Waterford's room? 485 00:41:43,250 --> 00:41:44,879 211. Down the hall. 486 00:41:47,952 --> 00:41:49,116 What's going on? 487 00:41:50,999 --> 00:41:53,505 Don't worry. They're not here for us. 488 00:41:54,674 --> 00:41:55,801 Come on. 489 00:41:56,469 --> 00:41:57,596 Oh, what's... 490 00:42:03,650 --> 00:42:06,024 Serena Waterford? We are Canadian Immigration. 491 00:42:06,029 --> 00:42:07,029 You are being detained. 492 00:42:07,950 --> 00:42:09,197 Detained? 493 00:42:09,202 --> 00:42:10,402 Hey! 494 00:42:12,710 --> 00:42:15,586 Um, I'd like to speak with a lawyer. 495 00:42:15,591 --> 00:42:16,897 As an undocumented person, 496 00:42:16,901 --> 00:42:18,967 you have no immediate right to counsel. 497 00:42:18,972 --> 00:42:20,679 - Your phone call... - What is going on? 498 00:42:20,684 --> 00:42:24,562 Illegal border crossing. Lack of immigration status. 499 00:42:24,567 --> 00:42:25,907 There must be some mistake. 500 00:42:25,911 --> 00:42:27,066 - Please. - You called them? 501 00:42:27,071 --> 00:42:28,987 She gave up her diplomatic visa 502 00:42:28,992 --> 00:42:31,163 when she left that little Visitors Center. 503 00:42:34,002 --> 00:42:35,296 What about my baby? 504 00:42:37,368 --> 00:42:40,239 The detention facility has no infant care. 505 00:42:53,833 --> 00:42:56,380 Well, what does that mean? 506 00:42:58,175 --> 00:43:00,258 Where is my baby right now? 507 00:43:00,263 --> 00:43:02,267 The Child Protection Unit is already here. 508 00:43:02,643 --> 00:43:05,384 They'll oversee his care. That's all I can tell you. 509 00:43:05,389 --> 00:43:06,771 No, you can't do that. 510 00:43:06,776 --> 00:43:09,443 No, please! Please, wait, wait! 511 00:43:09,448 --> 00:43:11,547 Oh, please, don't take my baby! 512 00:43:11,552 --> 00:43:14,996 At last she knows what it feels like. 513 00:43:15,001 --> 00:43:17,000 Oh, please, stop! 514 00:43:17,005 --> 00:43:20,094 Please! Please! 515 00:43:20,679 --> 00:43:21,679 June! 516 00:43:22,181 --> 00:43:25,517 June, don't let them take my baby, please! 517 00:43:25,522 --> 00:43:28,188 - Justice. Right? - June, help me! 518 00:43:28,193 --> 00:43:30,699 - Right. - Help me, please! 519 00:43:31,199 --> 00:43:33,608 Please don't let them take him from me! 520 00:43:33,613 --> 00:43:35,328 Please stop! 521 00:43:35,333 --> 00:43:37,755 Please help me! 522 00:43:38,631 --> 00:43:41,006 Please help me, June! 523 00:43:41,011 --> 00:43:42,931 June, do something! 524 00:43:44,309 --> 00:43:46,229 June, please! 525 00:45:07,897 --> 00:45:15,397 - Synced and corrected by Firefly - - www.addic7ed.com -