1 00:00:36,840 --> 00:00:38,760 Bye, Nellie. I love you. 2 00:00:51,920 --> 00:00:53,480 Hey, Nick. Look who it is. 3 00:00:53,560 --> 00:00:57,200 - Where you been, man? I've missed you. - I missed you too. Missed you too. 4 00:00:57,280 --> 00:00:59,920 Where've you been? 5 00:01:13,240 --> 00:01:16,280 Tara. Congrats on your amazing GCSE results. 6 00:01:16,360 --> 00:01:17,265 Thanks, miss. 7 00:01:17,280 --> 00:01:20,960 You should think about applying to be a prefect. You've got a real shot at it. 8 00:01:21,040 --> 00:01:22,040 Yeah. 9 00:01:24,800 --> 00:01:25,800 Hey! 10 00:01:27,960 --> 00:01:31,240 Hmm. Since when did our dress code include trousers? 11 00:01:31,320 --> 00:01:34,240 Well, the sixth-form boys get to wear trousers, so why can't I? 12 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:36,920 You look so… you. 13 00:01:41,920 --> 00:01:43,880 - We're all back together. - Yay! 14 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:09,960 - Hi! - You look so good. 15 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:11,360 Oh, how are you? 16 00:02:11,440 --> 00:02:12,560 - Good. You? - Amazing. 17 00:02:12,640 --> 00:02:14,160 - You look great. - Hey! 18 00:02:14,240 --> 00:02:16,280 - Shall we go? - Yes. How was your summer? 19 00:02:16,360 --> 00:02:17,680 - Really, really good. - Good. 20 00:02:17,760 --> 00:02:18,800 - How was yours? - Good. 21 00:02:18,880 --> 00:02:20,880 - Tell me all about it. - Can't wait. 22 00:02:30,880 --> 00:02:32,560 - You better get out first. - Hmm? 23 00:02:33,080 --> 00:02:35,920 The kids won't shut up about it if they find out we're dating. 24 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:37,000 Oh. 25 00:02:37,520 --> 00:02:38,880 So we're dating? 26 00:02:39,880 --> 00:02:44,320 We've been seeing each other all summer, so I hope we are. 27 00:02:51,920 --> 00:02:54,840 - I'll see you at lunch. - See you at lunch. 28 00:02:54,920 --> 00:02:58,840 You'll have to be sneakier, or the kids will be saying you're engaged by break. 29 00:03:34,960 --> 00:03:36,840 - Hi. - Hi. 30 00:03:40,120 --> 00:03:41,440 No kiss? 31 00:03:42,040 --> 00:03:42,985 Hug first. 32 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:52,680 - I heard they're going out. - Really? 33 00:03:58,600 --> 00:03:59,640 Come on. 34 00:04:11,040 --> 00:04:12,320 I missed you. 35 00:04:17,280 --> 00:04:18,360 So much. 36 00:04:19,600 --> 00:04:20,880 Yeah, I missed you too. 37 00:04:42,440 --> 00:04:45,160 Quiet down, please, boys. 38 00:04:45,240 --> 00:04:48,040 Day one of the school year. Don't start acting up already now. 39 00:04:49,760 --> 00:04:51,040 It's your birthday on Saturday. 40 00:04:52,080 --> 00:04:54,000 - Yeah. - Do you wanna do something? 41 00:04:54,520 --> 00:04:57,960 Uh… I don't know. I don't… I don't normally have a party or anything. 42 00:04:58,040 --> 00:04:59,640 Nick and Charlie. 43 00:05:01,040 --> 00:05:02,600 Gonna keep it down or what? 44 00:05:04,080 --> 00:05:05,160 All right. 45 00:05:05,240 --> 00:05:07,880 Yo, big man, shirt tucked in. 46 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:10,640 Yeah, this isn't Mr. Ajayi's hippy class. 47 00:05:10,720 --> 00:05:13,080 - You're representing Farouk right now. - Sorry, sir. 48 00:05:15,240 --> 00:05:17,720 - I'm gonna organize something. - You don't have to. 49 00:05:17,800 --> 00:05:18,800 No, I want to. 50 00:05:19,840 --> 00:05:22,920 It'll distract me from… you know, 51 00:05:24,600 --> 00:05:25,600 my brain. 52 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:37,320 Right, um… see you at lunch, then. Picnic benches? 53 00:05:39,320 --> 00:05:41,320 Uh… 54 00:05:44,480 --> 00:05:47,800 I guess, uh, choose a place you both feel safe. 55 00:05:50,760 --> 00:05:53,200 Mention the things that have concerned you. 56 00:05:56,280 --> 00:05:57,880 Let him know you care about him. 57 00:06:01,520 --> 00:06:03,320 Oh, and this is an important one. 58 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:08,000 Try to avoid making the conversation about food and weight. 59 00:06:09,840 --> 00:06:11,160 It's gonna be okay. 60 00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:14,840 He's fortunate to have you. 61 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:21,040 Or we could eat in the art room? 62 00:06:22,160 --> 00:06:23,160 Just us. 63 00:06:24,640 --> 00:06:26,560 Yeah. Sounds good. 64 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:48,920 Look, Elle's posted from Lambert. 65 00:06:54,840 --> 00:06:56,320 Elle's making a new sketchbook. 66 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:04,040 - You're supposed to… - Look, Elle with her new friends. 67 00:07:04,120 --> 00:07:07,360 Tao, I love Elle, yeah, but I don't need a minute-by-minute update. 68 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:11,360 - I'm sad. I miss her. - Tao, it's been a day. 69 00:07:11,440 --> 00:07:14,120 - I'm so alone. - What are we? Your imaginary friends? 70 00:07:14,200 --> 00:07:16,440 You can't keep making your whole life your relationship. 71 00:07:16,520 --> 00:07:18,880 - Well, Charlie is, so why can't I? - No, I'm not. 72 00:07:20,440 --> 00:07:23,480 Oh yeah? Who are you eating lunch with today? Nick? 73 00:07:24,480 --> 00:07:26,480 - Well, yes, but… - Hmm. 74 00:07:26,560 --> 00:07:28,760 You two need to get a life, I swear. 75 00:07:29,760 --> 00:07:32,720 - Um, if I just plug this one? - Yeah, go on. 76 00:07:32,800 --> 00:07:35,040 Wahey! 77 00:07:51,640 --> 00:07:52,960 Uh, Mr. Ajayi. 78 00:07:53,760 --> 00:07:56,040 Do you mind if I eat lunch in here today? 79 00:07:56,120 --> 00:07:59,680 Uh, yeah. Of course. Uh, we were just clearing out. Weren't we? 80 00:07:59,760 --> 00:08:01,080 Yeah. We… 81 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:15,440 Uh, good summer? I thought you'd be catching up with your friends today. 82 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:18,280 Yeah, I… I will. I just prefer eating in here. 83 00:08:18,360 --> 00:08:20,880 It's… less stressful. 84 00:08:21,480 --> 00:08:22,480 Oh, right. 85 00:08:26,880 --> 00:08:29,840 My brain isn't good at the moment. 86 00:08:31,560 --> 00:08:35,160 Well, that's okay. We all have bad-brain days. 87 00:08:35,240 --> 00:08:36,280 Yeah. 88 00:08:46,240 --> 00:08:47,240 I… 89 00:08:48,800 --> 00:08:51,200 I have a lot of rules about… 90 00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:03,440 It doesn't matter. It's stupid. 91 00:09:04,160 --> 00:09:07,080 Uh, what happens if you break the rules? 92 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:11,760 I don't know. 93 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:18,000 But… it feels like something bad. 94 00:09:21,560 --> 00:09:22,560 I know it's silly. 95 00:09:22,640 --> 00:09:23,960 - No, it… - Hi. 96 00:09:25,800 --> 00:09:26,800 Hey. 97 00:09:28,520 --> 00:09:32,720 Look, uh… no crumbs, you two. Okay? 98 00:09:42,360 --> 00:09:45,680 - What were you just talking about? - Nothing. We were just catching up. 99 00:09:45,760 --> 00:09:49,240 I think he's dating Mr. Farouk. They were sat together when I came in. 100 00:09:49,320 --> 00:09:51,440 There was a weird flirty vibe in Paris. 101 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:56,560 Char, uh, um… about our phone call… 102 00:09:57,720 --> 00:09:59,200 Can we… 103 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:03,120 can we not talk about that? I just… 104 00:10:04,040 --> 00:10:05,720 I don't wanna think about it today. 105 00:10:10,880 --> 00:10:12,600 Okay. Yeah. 106 00:10:19,240 --> 00:10:22,720 So then, um… what are we doing for my birthday? 107 00:10:23,560 --> 00:10:25,760 Well, that is a surprise. 108 00:10:26,360 --> 00:10:28,920 I've planned everything, and it is gonna be perfect. 109 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:31,160 Okay, then. 110 00:10:47,560 --> 00:10:48,640 Was I asleep? 111 00:10:50,280 --> 00:10:52,400 Yeah, I think you were. 112 00:10:53,120 --> 00:10:54,800 Have you not been sleeping well? 113 00:10:55,520 --> 00:10:58,320 I dunno. I've just got no energy. 114 00:10:59,640 --> 00:11:00,960 Elle's good for Saturday. 115 00:11:02,000 --> 00:11:04,600 Tao, it's supposed to be a surprise. 116 00:11:05,880 --> 00:11:06,920 Elle's coming? 117 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:09,720 Is everyone coming? 118 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:13,840 - You didn't have to organize a huge thing. - I did. I love you. 119 00:11:15,720 --> 00:11:16,840 I love you too. 120 00:11:19,000 --> 00:11:20,480 Wish I had a boyfriend. 121 00:11:20,560 --> 00:11:21,600 James, no. 122 00:11:21,680 --> 00:11:24,040 I need at least one single friend, okay? 123 00:11:24,560 --> 00:11:27,360 This lot have been third-wheeling me at every opportunity. 124 00:11:28,160 --> 00:11:29,760 Don't you wanna be with someone? 125 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:34,240 Yeah. I… I mean, like, the idea of it's nice, but, um… 126 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,840 Well, it's… it's just not what I actually want, so… 127 00:11:39,440 --> 00:11:41,360 So you're, like, aromantic? 128 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:43,840 What? You know what that is? 129 00:11:43,920 --> 00:11:47,200 Yeah. I read a book where there was an aromantic character, 130 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:49,840 and then I thought about what happened with us in Paris and stuff. 131 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:51,120 Oh, right. 132 00:12:00,360 --> 00:12:02,920 Third time you've re-wrapped that. 133 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:05,880 Yeah, well, I'm bad at wrapping, and I want it to look perfect so… 134 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:09,800 I'm sure he'd love it even if it looked like a used tissue. 135 00:12:12,760 --> 00:12:14,120 You eating lunch there? 136 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:18,200 Yeah. If they've got stuff I like. 137 00:12:30,400 --> 00:12:32,760 - Happy birthday! - Thank you. 138 00:12:32,840 --> 00:12:35,080 I'm just gonna grab my shirt. I'll be two minutes. 139 00:12:35,160 --> 00:12:37,440 Okay. Well, do I get to know where we're going now? 140 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:38,520 No. 141 00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:46,000 Oh, um… 142 00:12:46,080 --> 00:12:47,160 - Hey, Tori. - Hi. 143 00:12:48,520 --> 00:12:49,680 Happy birthday. 144 00:12:49,760 --> 00:12:50,800 Thank you. 145 00:12:52,800 --> 00:12:57,280 And, um… thanks for the message last week about… 146 00:13:00,520 --> 00:13:01,680 Did you talk to him? 147 00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:04,920 Yeah. 148 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:07,600 And? 149 00:13:08,800 --> 00:13:09,840 I'm trying to help, 150 00:13:11,520 --> 00:13:13,440 trying to get him to talk to your parents. 151 00:13:14,040 --> 00:13:15,040 Okay. 152 00:13:15,400 --> 00:13:17,400 Well, thank you. 153 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:20,160 For trying. 154 00:13:22,040 --> 00:13:25,240 Okay. There's a bus in ten minutes. We can make it if we go fast. 155 00:13:25,320 --> 00:13:26,400 - Okay. - Come on. 156 00:13:31,760 --> 00:13:33,480 - Sure you know where we're going? - Yes. 157 00:13:33,560 --> 00:13:35,480 - And you can't tell me anything? - Nope. 158 00:13:35,560 --> 00:13:37,120 Are we at least almost there? 159 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:39,040 - We are almost there. - Almost there. Okay. 160 00:13:39,120 --> 00:13:41,080 - Sh, guys! - I feel like I'm gonna fall over. 161 00:13:41,160 --> 00:13:42,960 Please. This is getting a little bit… 162 00:13:43,480 --> 00:13:44,520 Ta-da! 163 00:13:44,600 --> 00:13:46,400 Surprise! 164 00:13:47,080 --> 00:13:50,200 - Happy birthday! - Happy birthday! 165 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:51,480 Happy birthday! 166 00:13:51,560 --> 00:13:52,880 Aww! 167 00:14:02,520 --> 00:14:05,160 - d I'm the one waiting by the phone… d - There you go. 168 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:07,800 - d The one who is home alone… d - Darcy! 169 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:10,160 - That was a giant bite. - Shall we feed him? 170 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:13,720 - d Yeah, you played it like a game… d - Ooh! 171 00:14:15,760 --> 00:14:19,000 Oh my God, look at his eyes. He's so cute. Wait. I need to get a video of this. 172 00:14:19,080 --> 00:14:20,480 He's like a mini Charlie. 173 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:21,560 Smile. 174 00:14:23,320 --> 00:14:25,040 - He's so cute. - So cute! 175 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:28,320 Got white hair like yours. 176 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:29,960 Seems a bit gay to me. 177 00:14:30,040 --> 00:14:32,240 It really does. 178 00:14:38,400 --> 00:14:39,680 I wanna keep one! 179 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:41,720 Wait! We should all try and take a selfie! 180 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:43,560 Yeah. I'll do it. I'll do it. 181 00:14:43,640 --> 00:14:45,600 - Come on, Charlie. Let's… - Uh, I'll take it. 182 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:47,320 - What? - I'll take it. It's fine. 183 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:48,440 - Sure? - Yeah. 184 00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:52,240 - Look, I've got it. Smile, everyone. - We can all be in the selfie. 185 00:14:52,320 --> 00:14:54,280 - Smile. - Right, everybody smile. 186 00:14:54,920 --> 00:14:57,520 - Now let's be elephants. - That's the noise. 187 00:14:59,640 --> 00:15:01,800 - A birthday selfie. Come on. - Okay. 188 00:15:01,880 --> 00:15:03,600 Let's try and get the lemur in it. Hello. Hi. 189 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:06,200 Happy birthday, Nicholas. 190 00:15:09,080 --> 00:15:10,240 Yeah, we got it. We got it. 191 00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:15,760 Are you having a good birthday, then? 192 00:15:16,520 --> 00:15:17,840 The best. Yeah. 193 00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:25,120 - Oh, excuse me, ladies. - Oh. 194 00:15:25,760 --> 00:15:28,120 Don't you hate when people call you "ladies"? 195 00:15:28,200 --> 00:15:30,920 I dunno. Teachers at school call us it all the time. 196 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:33,120 Yeah, I've never really thought about it. 197 00:15:34,280 --> 00:15:35,720 Do you really hate it? 198 00:15:35,800 --> 00:15:38,760 Yeah. It's just, like, I'm not a lady. It's weird. 199 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:44,320 You okay? You seem tired. 200 00:15:45,640 --> 00:15:49,000 Honestly, this week's been a lot. 201 00:15:49,640 --> 00:15:52,960 In a good way? I mean, the pictures from your Instagram look great. 202 00:15:53,640 --> 00:15:55,880 It's been amazing, obviously. 203 00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:59,960 Just… having to make new friends again 204 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:02,640 and finding my way around a big new school. 205 00:16:03,760 --> 00:16:05,240 It's a lot. 206 00:16:06,680 --> 00:16:09,520 Being with you guys is like being home. 207 00:16:09,600 --> 00:16:11,960 Elle, come and look at this! 208 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:15,640 Oh no, looks like you're stuck with me again. 209 00:16:15,720 --> 00:16:16,920 What does that even mean? 210 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:20,280 It's so painful for you to hang out with us and not with your girlfriend. 211 00:16:20,360 --> 00:16:22,760 Why do you have to be so bitter about me and Elle dating? 212 00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:26,760 You've just not been a good friend lately. All you care about is your relationship. 213 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:30,680 Well, if you're so sad about being single, what happened to James? 214 00:16:41,200 --> 00:16:42,720 Uh-oh. 215 00:16:50,960 --> 00:16:53,160 Okay, what animal would you be? 216 00:16:53,240 --> 00:16:55,760 But you can only choose from ones we've seen today. 217 00:16:56,280 --> 00:16:59,560 - I'd be a zebra. They're so cool. - I think a rhino. 218 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,600 Hey, shall we… shall we go somewhere quieter? 219 00:17:07,680 --> 00:17:08,840 No, it's fine. 220 00:17:11,680 --> 00:17:13,040 Sorry, I… 221 00:17:14,400 --> 00:17:16,800 I'll be fine. Thank you though. 222 00:17:17,480 --> 00:17:18,880 Oh yeah! 223 00:17:25,000 --> 00:17:28,440 - Guys, this is really uncomfortable. - Well, I'm not apologizing. 224 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:29,920 - Well, neither am I. - Cool. 225 00:17:30,000 --> 00:17:31,880 Cool. Cool, cool, cool, cool, cool. 226 00:17:33,520 --> 00:17:35,800 Right. Come on. I want an ice cream. 227 00:17:41,080 --> 00:17:42,600 Are you okay, Isaac? 228 00:17:43,160 --> 00:17:47,400 Tao and Elle are just in that obsessive phase. It'll pass. 229 00:17:47,480 --> 00:17:48,880 Mm. It's totally normal. 230 00:17:48,960 --> 00:17:51,280 When I dated my first boyfriend, I was obsessed. 231 00:17:51,360 --> 00:17:54,040 Then I was so obsessed with Nick when I liked him, and Ben. 232 00:17:54,880 --> 00:17:56,720 But I got over it all super quickly. 233 00:17:56,800 --> 00:17:59,520 I kind of thought you didn't really like Ben that much. 234 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:02,320 Maybe. I dunno. 235 00:18:03,080 --> 00:18:05,640 I guess I just liked the idea of having a cool boyfriend, 236 00:18:05,720 --> 00:18:08,600 but when we were actually together, he was pretty boring. 237 00:18:08,680 --> 00:18:11,240 We're supposed to be comforting Isaac right now. 238 00:18:11,320 --> 00:18:13,440 Yeah, none of you are helping, but thanks. 239 00:18:13,520 --> 00:18:14,920 - Sorry. - Sorry. 240 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:16,080 - Yeah. - Chips? 241 00:18:17,360 --> 00:18:19,320 Go on, look. You want one with ketchup. 242 00:18:19,400 --> 00:18:20,480 Do I have to? 243 00:18:20,560 --> 00:18:21,840 - Yeah. - Yes, you do! 244 00:18:21,920 --> 00:18:23,920 - In it goes. - Little plane! 245 00:18:28,200 --> 00:18:31,160 What you said to Isaac earlier was kind of mean. 246 00:18:31,240 --> 00:18:34,560 He's been, like, so passive-aggressive about us, like, all week. 247 00:18:35,360 --> 00:18:37,960 Well, maybe he has a right to. 248 00:18:39,040 --> 00:18:42,120 Maybe we've been ignoring him and all of our friends. 249 00:18:45,360 --> 00:18:46,560 I guess we have a bit. 250 00:18:47,360 --> 00:18:51,200 But… going from seeing you, like, every single day to not at all, 251 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:52,480 I've been, like… 252 00:18:54,440 --> 00:18:57,720 You've been, like… moping? 253 00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:01,240 Yes. 254 00:19:02,560 --> 00:19:04,360 Well, I'm flattered. 255 00:19:04,440 --> 00:19:08,840 But… I know you love Isaac and Charlie just as much as me, Tao. 256 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:11,600 You just… don't wanna kiss them. 257 00:19:14,680 --> 00:19:19,320 I've been a bad friend too. I barely saw Tara and Darcy all summer. 258 00:19:19,400 --> 00:19:23,240 But friends are important. You know this. 259 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:26,960 You got angry at Charlie for doing the exact same thing we've been doing. 260 00:19:57,080 --> 00:19:58,840 - Hey. - Hey. 261 00:20:01,320 --> 00:20:02,320 I'm sorry. 262 00:20:02,800 --> 00:20:04,280 I didn't mean what I said. 263 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:06,560 That's okay. 264 00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:09,600 - I'm sorry too. - You're right. 265 00:20:10,200 --> 00:20:13,440 I've been ignoring you guys since me and Elle started going out. 266 00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:17,840 I've had, like, romance goggles on. 267 00:20:17,920 --> 00:20:21,040 And it's been great, but I've been a bad friend, 268 00:20:21,120 --> 00:20:24,280 so… I'm gonna be a better friend. 269 00:20:25,360 --> 00:20:27,360 I've just felt like a third wheel all summer. 270 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:29,240 Yeah. That's fair. 271 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:31,840 And I hate that I feel bitter. 272 00:20:31,920 --> 00:20:34,640 You all make it seem like being in a relationship is 273 00:20:35,160 --> 00:20:38,080 the most perfect, magical thing anyone could ever hope for. 274 00:20:39,080 --> 00:20:41,960 - It does feel pretty magical though. - Yeah. 275 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:47,120 Yes. It's just really hard when I know that's not what I actually want. 276 00:20:48,440 --> 00:20:50,480 I guess I'm still just coming to terms with that. 277 00:20:52,800 --> 00:20:55,960 Do you think there are any gay fish? 278 00:20:56,040 --> 00:20:59,160 - Yeah. Definitely. - I think that one's gay. 279 00:21:00,160 --> 00:21:03,040 - Do you think they fall in love? - Aww, I hope so. 280 00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:05,880 What about the ones who don't fall in love with any gender? 281 00:21:06,560 --> 00:21:08,800 Do you think they're okay just being on their own? 282 00:21:08,880 --> 00:21:12,320 I don't think they're on their own. They've got loads of friends. 283 00:21:13,600 --> 00:21:15,040 Yeah. It's just… 284 00:21:16,040 --> 00:21:18,400 What if all of its friends were… were couples 285 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:21,480 flaunting their magical relationships everywhere they went? 286 00:21:21,560 --> 00:21:25,320 - Uh, me and Sahar aren't a couple. - But who said we were? 287 00:21:26,440 --> 00:21:28,600 I don't think we're talking about fish anymore. 288 00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:31,520 Do you guys get where I'm going with this or not? 289 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:33,600 Yeah. We do. 290 00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:42,640 I don't really know how to feel okay with it yet, uh, with being asexual. 291 00:21:44,120 --> 00:21:45,160 And aromantic. 292 00:21:45,240 --> 00:21:49,600 It j… Uh, it changes everything I thought I knew about myself. 293 00:21:49,680 --> 00:21:51,960 And about my life and my future. 294 00:21:54,240 --> 00:21:56,000 I think it's normal to be upset. 295 00:21:56,880 --> 00:22:01,120 When I first realized I liked Charlie, I cried at an "Am I Gay?" quiz. 296 00:22:01,200 --> 00:22:03,080 Aww! 297 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:05,440 So cute. 298 00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:07,040 It's a process. 299 00:22:08,880 --> 00:22:09,880 And we love you. 300 00:22:09,960 --> 00:22:11,280 I love you too. 301 00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:14,960 Come on. We haven't been to the bug house yet, 302 00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:17,560 and I wanna see some spiders. 303 00:22:17,640 --> 00:22:20,400 - Spiders. - No, I don't wanna see a spider! 304 00:22:21,400 --> 00:22:23,640 - Spiders. - Spiders? Are you all right? 305 00:22:23,720 --> 00:22:27,280 - What's your favorite kind of spider? - My favorite spider? 306 00:22:30,360 --> 00:22:31,480 Are you okay? 307 00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:35,000 Yeah. Sorry, I just needed to sit down. 308 00:22:35,760 --> 00:22:36,960 I feel really tired. 309 00:22:44,960 --> 00:22:47,800 - There you go. - Great. Thanks a lot. Cheers. 310 00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:49,360 Is there something wrong with Charlie? 311 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:51,400 Uh… 312 00:22:53,360 --> 00:22:54,360 No. 313 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:57,200 You know something, and you're not telling me. 314 00:22:57,280 --> 00:22:58,360 What's up with him? 315 00:22:59,800 --> 00:23:01,880 I don't think I should be talking about this. 316 00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:03,680 So shall I ask Charlie? 317 00:23:03,760 --> 00:23:05,080 No. Please don't do that. 318 00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:10,200 What's going on? He's been acting so… 319 00:23:10,280 --> 00:23:12,720 - Tao. You cannot talk to him about it. - But why? 320 00:23:13,320 --> 00:23:15,600 'Cause he can barely talk to me about it. 321 00:23:23,880 --> 00:23:26,440 - Tara, I'm reading. - No, stop, no! 322 00:23:26,520 --> 00:23:28,480 Just give me some attention! 323 00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,400 Trying to read my book. 324 00:23:31,480 --> 00:23:33,520 - What's this? - My book's better! 325 00:23:33,600 --> 00:23:35,720 A thank-you gift for the best birthday ever. 326 00:23:36,800 --> 00:23:39,960 - He reminded me of you. - You are so cringe. 327 00:23:40,840 --> 00:23:41,840 I love you. 328 00:23:42,720 --> 00:23:43,800 Mm. 329 00:23:46,360 --> 00:23:48,600 - I love it. - It is super cute. 330 00:23:48,680 --> 00:23:51,480 Imogen, that is way too much. 331 00:23:54,720 --> 00:23:57,720 - Shall we, uh, shall we call it a day? - Yeah. 332 00:23:57,800 --> 00:23:59,560 - Yeah. Can do. - I'm tired. 333 00:23:59,640 --> 00:24:01,000 - Let's see the llamas. - Yeah? 334 00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:02,280 - You stay. - Cool. 335 00:24:02,360 --> 00:24:04,920 - Watch David Attenborough? - We'll come back. 336 00:24:07,480 --> 00:24:08,920 Okay. 337 00:24:11,200 --> 00:24:12,480 Oh my God! 338 00:24:13,200 --> 00:24:14,960 Charlie, is this… 339 00:24:16,240 --> 00:24:18,640 Is this every jumper you've ever borrowed? 340 00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:20,880 Well, they don't smell like you anymore, so… 341 00:24:20,960 --> 00:24:22,760 They don't smell like me? 342 00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,240 Are you saying you like my smell? 343 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:29,360 'Cause I kinda like your smell. 344 00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:32,920 - Okay. - Oh! 345 00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:34,280 - You like my smell? - Nick! 346 00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:37,000 - Do you now? You like my smell? - Don't make it weird. 347 00:24:37,080 --> 00:24:39,200 - What about my smell do you like? - Stop it. 348 00:24:39,280 --> 00:24:40,360 What is it? 349 00:24:41,360 --> 00:24:42,360 Okay. 350 00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:45,400 Well… 351 00:24:47,920 --> 00:24:49,640 You have to keep one. 352 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:51,400 It's only fair. 353 00:24:52,800 --> 00:24:55,600 - Do you like when I wear your clothes? - Yeah. 354 00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:05,880 There's, uh, an actual present at the bottom of the bag. 355 00:25:05,960 --> 00:25:08,320 Another one? I didn't… didn't see that. 356 00:25:08,400 --> 00:25:10,880 Wow, that's so cool. 357 00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:18,560 Oh wow, it's 358 00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:21,520 wrapped very neatly. 359 00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:41,560 I know it's cheesy, but the rest of it's blank so… 360 00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:51,240 You like it, then? 361 00:25:53,160 --> 00:25:54,200 I love you. 362 00:26:57,440 --> 00:26:59,280 You told me to wake you up at nine. 363 00:26:59,360 --> 00:27:01,200 Is it already? 364 00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:05,920 - I don't wanna go home. - Mm. 365 00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:09,840 You're so sleepy though. 366 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,120 And you were really tired all day. 367 00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:26,920 I should go home. 368 00:27:27,680 --> 00:27:28,680 Charlie. 369 00:27:40,600 --> 00:27:41,800 You know I love you. 370 00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:47,520 And… and I'm really glad we talked about… the mental-health stuff. 371 00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:53,120 I'm just still really worried about you. 372 00:27:56,720 --> 00:27:58,920 And it… it's not just the eating thing. 373 00:27:59,520 --> 00:28:00,920 I've noticed you've been 374 00:28:02,480 --> 00:28:04,760 really stressed and… and… and tired. 375 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:08,080 Sometimes, you just seem really sad. 376 00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:12,840 And I, um… 377 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,720 I know I've made things worse. 378 00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:18,680 You know, I've… I've said the wrong thing, and, um… 379 00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:20,640 I didn't know what to do. 380 00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:27,600 I know… I know you don't want me to try and fix you. 381 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:33,120 But I love you so much. 382 00:28:36,280 --> 00:28:38,240 And I couldn't help but try. 383 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:48,360 I realize now that I just can't. 384 00:28:51,040 --> 00:28:53,120 I really want you to talk to someone. 385 00:28:56,120 --> 00:28:59,080 Your parents or a doctor or something like that. 386 00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:12,040 I'm sorry. 387 00:29:22,520 --> 00:29:24,480 I know it's hard. I know it's hard. 388 00:29:25,320 --> 00:29:27,080 Just, um… 389 00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:30,080 I just don't feel like I can ever get any better. 390 00:29:32,360 --> 00:29:34,960 You can. I promise you, you can. 391 00:29:37,400 --> 00:29:39,560 You just… you just have to ask for help. 392 00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:45,760 What if my parents think I'm faking it, or they get angry at me? 393 00:29:51,560 --> 00:29:52,560 Um… 394 00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:54,720 maybe I could come with you. 395 00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:59,240 They're probably less likely to get angry if I'm there. 396 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,920 Also, I read… I read somewhere that… 397 00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,320 …it helps to write things down. 398 00:30:08,880 --> 00:30:11,320 It might sound silly, but… 399 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:14,360 …maybe that could help you talk to them. 400 00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:26,920 Mum? Dad? 401 00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:30,040 Yeah, hi. Hey, Charlie, we're in here. 402 00:30:34,840 --> 00:30:35,880 Hey. 403 00:30:37,080 --> 00:30:38,080 Hi, Nick. 404 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:40,880 Uh… 405 00:30:40,960 --> 00:30:43,760 Charlie, is it a bit late for Nick to be over? 406 00:30:44,400 --> 00:30:45,680 He's not staying long. 407 00:30:46,720 --> 00:30:47,720 Okay. 408 00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:50,920 I needed to talk to you about something. 409 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:53,680 What's up? 410 00:31:00,560 --> 00:31:01,560 I've… 411 00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:04,720 I've written it down 'cause it's… 412 00:31:06,720 --> 00:31:08,240 it's really hard to say. 413 00:31:09,640 --> 00:31:11,200 Charlie, what… what's going on? 414 00:31:28,760 --> 00:31:31,440 "My mental health has been really bad lately." 415 00:31:34,040 --> 00:31:36,520 "I've been finding eating really difficult." 416 00:31:38,400 --> 00:31:40,800 "I feel like there's a voice in my head that's not me, 417 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:46,440 telling me bad things will happen if I… if I eat or do things in the wrong way." 418 00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:51,640 "That voice has been getting louder and louder." 419 00:31:53,800 --> 00:31:58,560 "Sometimes, it makes me feel really stressed or tired or angry." 420 00:32:02,600 --> 00:32:05,200 "And I think I've been like this for quite a long time." 421 00:32:07,760 --> 00:32:11,120 "But I didn't want to admit it, and… and now it's gotten way worse." 422 00:32:13,320 --> 00:32:17,280 "So I… I was thinking maybe I could go to the doctors about it." 423 00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:21,080 "Maybe they could help." 424 00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:32,320 I want to get better.