1 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:49,720 What time is it? 2 00:00:50,280 --> 00:00:51,280 Seven. 3 00:00:51,960 --> 00:00:53,800 I only slept for, like, two hours. 4 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:55,600 Same. 5 00:00:56,600 --> 00:00:58,040 You worried about today? 6 00:00:59,360 --> 00:01:02,800 No, I'm just… thinking about what presents I'm gonna get. 7 00:01:05,520 --> 00:01:07,000 I hope I get a soul. 8 00:01:07,760 --> 00:01:09,360 I hope I get good mental health. 9 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:12,520 I hope I get a mum who can regulate her emotions. 10 00:01:12,600 --> 00:01:14,960 I hope I get grandparents who don't comment on my weight. 11 00:01:17,160 --> 00:01:20,120 I hope Dad remembers to properly season the turkey. 12 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:22,520 He won't. 13 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:24,000 Yeah, he won't. 14 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:28,880 Merry Christmas. 15 00:01:30,320 --> 00:01:31,520 Merry Christmas. 16 00:01:48,160 --> 00:01:49,760 - Gonna beat you. - I'm so close! 17 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:51,200 - I always do. - No. 18 00:01:51,280 --> 00:01:53,960 You're always trying. Come on, come on, come on! 19 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:55,160 - No! - Yes! 20 00:01:55,960 --> 00:01:58,160 Um… are you two getting dressed? 21 00:01:58,240 --> 00:01:59,240 Yeah, in a minute. 22 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:01,920 Don't take too long. Everyone will be arriving soon. 23 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:09,160 She's always grumpy when Grandma and Granddad are coming round. 24 00:02:09,240 --> 00:02:11,960 And yet she still invites them every Christmas. 25 00:02:29,800 --> 00:02:32,560 I think you and Nellie are gonna be best friends. Right? 26 00:02:32,640 --> 00:02:34,360 Yeah? Good boy. 27 00:02:37,880 --> 00:02:40,080 Henry is the cutest dog I've ever seen. 28 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:43,520 I need to meet him immediately. Also, happy Christmas, I love you. 29 00:02:52,600 --> 00:02:55,280 Henry says hi. Say hi, Henry. 30 00:02:55,360 --> 00:02:57,200 Happy Christmas. I love you too. 31 00:02:57,280 --> 00:02:59,840 You can come over and meet him any time if you want. 32 00:03:00,360 --> 00:03:02,240 I know you've been stressed about today. 33 00:03:02,320 --> 00:03:05,000 If it gets too much, there's a little guy here who needs hugs. 34 00:03:06,880 --> 00:03:09,120 By "little guy who needs hugs," I did mean Henry, 35 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:12,320 but, actually, that applies to me as well, so, yeah. 36 00:03:15,600 --> 00:03:18,080 You're still looking a bit skinny, aren't you? 37 00:03:18,160 --> 00:03:20,320 I thought you were getting all that mess sorted out. 38 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:22,320 - Um… - Uh… 39 00:03:22,400 --> 00:03:25,440 Oh no, Victoria. Why did you cut all your hair off? 40 00:03:25,520 --> 00:03:28,160 Let's get you a drink, hey, Mum? A beer for you, Dad? 41 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:29,225 - Yeah. - Come through. 42 00:03:29,240 --> 00:03:33,360 There'd better be champagne. None of that cheap stuff from last year. 43 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:34,720 - Charlie! - Oliver! 44 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:36,440 You've gotten so big! 45 00:03:36,520 --> 00:03:37,680 Merry Christmas. 46 00:03:37,760 --> 00:03:40,000 - Merry Christmas. - What did you get? 47 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:43,040 I got loads of tractors. What did you get? 48 00:03:43,120 --> 00:03:47,360 I got some socks, some shoes, a tuner, and… 49 00:03:48,600 --> 00:03:49,920 and a PlayStation. 50 00:03:50,520 --> 00:03:54,560 It's okay if you're feeling stressed. Geoff said that it was completely normal. 51 00:03:55,080 --> 00:03:59,080 We can always try the breathing exercises that he suggested. You know, the… 52 00:03:59,160 --> 00:04:00,720 I'm fine. 53 00:04:00,800 --> 00:04:01,960 Everything okay? 54 00:04:02,520 --> 00:04:04,560 - Yeah, fine. - Okay. Good. 55 00:04:05,160 --> 00:04:06,920 - Um, come and sit down. - Yeah. Yeah? 56 00:04:07,000 --> 00:04:08,000 - Yeah. - All right. 57 00:04:10,800 --> 00:04:12,320 - Cheers. - Cheers. 58 00:04:12,400 --> 00:04:14,280 - Cheers. - Cheers. 59 00:04:14,360 --> 00:04:15,880 Merry Christmas. 60 00:04:20,240 --> 00:04:22,680 - Do you want some gravy? - Yeah. 61 00:04:23,640 --> 00:04:25,080 Any roasties, sis? 62 00:04:26,560 --> 00:04:28,520 - Wine? - She's offering you wine. 63 00:04:29,880 --> 00:04:32,040 - How's the turkey? - Lovely. 64 00:04:39,280 --> 00:04:43,000 Charlie, you need to tell us about your boyfriend. What's his name? 65 00:04:43,600 --> 00:04:46,200 - Nick. - How long you been going out? 66 00:04:46,280 --> 00:04:48,480 Uh… eight months? 67 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:49,720 Oh, wow. 68 00:04:49,800 --> 00:04:52,560 What about you, Tori? Any lovely men in your life? 69 00:04:53,360 --> 00:04:56,560 - No. - You're not missing out on much. 70 00:04:56,640 --> 00:04:58,840 Straight boys are the absolute worst. 71 00:04:58,920 --> 00:05:03,120 - Let's hope this one turns out better. - He might not end up being straight. 72 00:05:03,840 --> 00:05:05,000 You're so right. 73 00:05:05,840 --> 00:05:07,720 When did you realize you were gay? 74 00:05:07,800 --> 00:05:09,720 Uh… 75 00:05:09,800 --> 00:05:12,280 How's everyone doing down here? Everything okay? 76 00:05:12,360 --> 00:05:14,320 - Yeah. - Great, thanks. 77 00:05:14,400 --> 00:05:16,080 - I'm fine. - We're fine. 78 00:05:16,880 --> 00:05:17,880 Okay. 79 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:24,400 Stop getting up. They're fine down there. 80 00:05:27,240 --> 00:05:29,000 I… I think she's just worried. 81 00:05:30,440 --> 00:05:32,560 Can't I just try and have a normal… 82 00:05:47,560 --> 00:05:50,960 - You know Dad's not coming? - Maybe he will. Maybe he won't. 83 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:54,520 He won't. He always says he's gonna pop in, then he never does. 84 00:05:54,600 --> 00:05:56,800 Stop acting like you know everything. 85 00:05:58,680 --> 00:06:02,000 Ever since your boyfriend became mentally deranged, 86 00:06:02,080 --> 00:06:04,560 you've been acting like the savior of the Earth. 87 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:06,360 - Don't say that about Charlie. - I get it. 88 00:06:06,440 --> 00:06:10,720 He wants attention, he stops eating, you have to be the hero who saves the day. 89 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:12,720 Can you just shut the fuck up? 90 00:06:46,120 --> 00:06:47,240 What do you think? 91 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:50,960 Oh, you look handsome. 92 00:06:51,040 --> 00:06:54,040 Come and use those big, strong muscles. 93 00:06:54,120 --> 00:06:56,960 Help me move the table. 94 00:06:58,720 --> 00:07:00,280 - Come on. - I'm coming! 95 00:07:03,080 --> 00:07:05,320 - I can't pick this up. - One second. 96 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:07,640 School prefect. Oxford. 97 00:07:08,320 --> 00:07:12,320 You're gonna do wonderful things and make us all so proud. 98 00:07:37,640 --> 00:07:40,200 - d Are you okay? d - d Oh-oh-oh d 99 00:07:40,280 --> 00:07:43,160 - d Are you okay? d - d Oh-oh-oh d 100 00:07:45,640 --> 00:07:47,360 Oh, I think I'm gonna explode. 101 00:07:47,440 --> 00:07:51,000 I ate too much. I need something cozy and not tight. 102 00:07:53,680 --> 00:07:55,320 - d Oh-oh-oh… d - There we go. 103 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:59,360 - d And I love the seaside… d - Yep. There, there, there. 104 00:08:02,480 --> 00:08:03,480 That's so nice. 105 00:08:05,280 --> 00:08:07,360 What? Enjoying the view? 106 00:08:07,440 --> 00:08:09,240 What if I was? 107 00:08:09,320 --> 00:08:11,320 Some might say you fancy me. 108 00:08:11,400 --> 00:08:12,680 What if I do? 109 00:08:13,520 --> 00:08:14,880 I wonder what we'll do? 110 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:18,800 You do? 111 00:08:26,400 --> 00:08:28,280 - Wait. Glasses. Glasses. - Okay. 112 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:41,880 Uh… 113 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:44,480 Sorry, was that… was that, um… 114 00:08:44,560 --> 00:08:45,800 - Sorry. - It's fine. 115 00:08:48,520 --> 00:08:52,040 - Shall we… shall we go for a walk? - Yeah. 116 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:06,080 - He always wins. - How are you doing anyway, Charlie? 117 00:09:06,160 --> 00:09:07,520 Uh, doing okay, thanks. 118 00:09:08,760 --> 00:09:11,640 It's a relief you could come back for Christmas, isn't it? 119 00:09:11,720 --> 00:09:14,880 Can't imagine what Christmas would be like in a place like that. 120 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:18,160 Uh… they… they decorated it for Christmas. 121 00:09:18,960 --> 00:09:21,360 It was really helpful, actually, so… 122 00:09:21,440 --> 00:09:25,200 Oh, yeah, of course. You just hear horror stories, don't you? 123 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:27,760 White walls, straitjackets, all that. 124 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:32,000 Did you meet anyone, like, really crazy in there? 125 00:09:32,520 --> 00:09:34,400 You're not supposed to say that. 126 00:09:35,480 --> 00:09:39,760 We're just happy that Charlie's back to normal and back with us. 127 00:09:41,840 --> 00:09:43,160 I'm gonna get a drink. 128 00:09:44,640 --> 00:09:45,800 He seems great. 129 00:09:46,560 --> 00:09:47,960 As if nothing ever happened. 130 00:09:52,160 --> 00:09:54,800 I'm sorry, Charlie. Try to ignore. 131 00:09:54,880 --> 00:09:57,400 Not everybody understands what you've been dealing with. 132 00:09:57,480 --> 00:09:59,840 So I just have to put up with ignorant comments from family? 133 00:09:59,920 --> 00:10:01,960 We just need to get through the day. 134 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:07,160 We'll have some tea later, but that's not for a couple of hours. How about a snack? 135 00:10:07,240 --> 00:10:09,360 Is there a snack on your meal plan for today? 136 00:10:09,440 --> 00:10:10,920 Stop pestering me about food. 137 00:10:11,000 --> 00:10:13,520 Charlie, why don't we just go play Mario Kart? 138 00:10:13,600 --> 00:10:14,585 Oliver wanted to… 139 00:10:14,600 --> 00:10:18,320 I'm just aware that today has been a very difficult day for you, Charlie. 140 00:10:18,840 --> 00:10:22,040 You only managed half your dinner. The dietician said that's a concern. 141 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:25,160 You're not helping. You're making me feel worse. 142 00:10:25,240 --> 00:10:28,120 Fine. Well, I'm… I'm sorry I even tried. 143 00:10:36,960 --> 00:10:37,960 I'm going to Nick's. 144 00:10:39,520 --> 00:10:40,560 Please don't. 145 00:10:40,640 --> 00:10:42,720 I just can't deal with all of that. 146 00:10:47,400 --> 00:10:49,880 Can't you at least spend Christmas with me? 147 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:55,040 You spend all your time with Nick. 148 00:10:55,120 --> 00:10:57,600 He treats me as something other than mentally ill. 149 00:11:00,120 --> 00:11:01,120 I do too. 150 00:11:03,720 --> 00:11:04,800 Sorry. I… 151 00:11:09,720 --> 00:11:10,840 I… I'll see you later. 152 00:11:24,360 --> 00:11:25,720 - Hey. - Hey. 153 00:11:30,160 --> 00:11:31,240 Where's your coat? 154 00:11:41,800 --> 00:11:43,400 - d Not as beautiful… d - Sorry. 155 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:47,280 - I had an argument with my mum. - d But still as sweet… d 156 00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:48,880 Wanna talk about it? 157 00:12:04,000 --> 00:12:07,880 I take it this is the boyfriend, then? 158 00:12:07,960 --> 00:12:12,040 Merry Christmas! Are you coming in? We don't bite. Promise. 159 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:14,600 - Yeah. - Yeah? Okay. 160 00:12:18,680 --> 00:12:19,880 Um… 161 00:12:20,520 --> 00:12:23,720 - Probably a little bit big. - I don't care. I'm so cold right now. 162 00:12:28,800 --> 00:12:30,880 Can you turn around while I change? 163 00:12:32,080 --> 00:12:33,080 Oh. Uh… 164 00:12:33,760 --> 00:12:34,920 Yeah. Um… 165 00:12:36,080 --> 00:12:37,080 Yeah, course. 166 00:12:50,600 --> 00:12:51,600 Okay. 167 00:12:52,280 --> 00:12:53,185 All done. 168 00:12:55,320 --> 00:12:57,160 You look… adorable. 169 00:12:57,240 --> 00:13:00,240 - I look ridiculous. - Ridiculously adorable. 170 00:13:00,320 --> 00:13:01,960 Mwah! Mm. 171 00:13:08,120 --> 00:13:09,880 Sure you don't wanna talk about it? 172 00:13:11,600 --> 00:13:13,480 I just wanna have a nice day. 173 00:13:14,680 --> 00:13:15,680 Okay. 174 00:13:18,400 --> 00:13:19,640 Let's do that, then. 175 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:23,480 Come on. 176 00:13:23,520 --> 00:13:24,920 Merry Christmas. 177 00:13:25,000 --> 00:13:27,480 - Good to finally have you. - Good to be here. 178 00:13:27,560 --> 00:13:29,200 Everyone. 179 00:13:29,280 --> 00:13:31,800 Look out. All right, I'm gonna take your glass. 180 00:13:31,880 --> 00:13:33,920 Okay. Hello, Henry. 181 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:36,760 Merry Christmas! 182 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:56,240 - We've not kissed like that in so long. - Yeah. 183 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,400 We should probably go back down now. 184 00:14:01,640 --> 00:14:02,640 Yeah. 185 00:14:09,440 --> 00:14:10,440 Good idea. 186 00:14:10,960 --> 00:14:12,920 Yes! 187 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:14,400 It's gonna go. 188 00:14:15,600 --> 00:14:16,505 Nick! 189 00:14:19,800 --> 00:14:22,240 - Great. - Toast is good, yeah? 190 00:14:22,320 --> 00:14:23,800 - It's really good. - Yeah. 191 00:14:23,880 --> 00:14:25,120 That's the deal though. 192 00:14:25,200 --> 00:14:27,680 Oh right. Thought so. 193 00:14:40,400 --> 00:14:41,400 Taxi! 194 00:14:45,440 --> 00:14:48,520 Thanks for nothing, Space Man. See you in court! 195 00:14:52,840 --> 00:14:54,600 Donna! 196 00:15:02,800 --> 00:15:04,000 Did he text you? 197 00:15:05,240 --> 00:15:07,120 Dad? No. 198 00:15:10,800 --> 00:15:14,160 You know you got a real family who actually wanna hang out with you. 199 00:15:16,880 --> 00:15:18,320 You know, Dad is family. 200 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:21,960 I think family are the people who actually give a shit. 201 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:27,960 Merry Christmas. 202 00:15:38,520 --> 00:15:41,280 You left me to fend for myself against our cousins. 203 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:45,120 Oliver's in a bad mood because no one will play Mario Kart with him, 204 00:15:46,360 --> 00:15:49,040 and I think Mum might be willing to apologize. 205 00:15:49,800 --> 00:15:51,160 As wild as that sounds. 206 00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:57,720 I hate Christmas. 207 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:00,800 You don't. 208 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:02,760 I hate this one. 209 00:16:04,880 --> 00:16:07,400 I worry about you all the time. 210 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:09,880 Did you know that? 211 00:16:11,520 --> 00:16:13,720 I get that you're scared of being a burden. 212 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:16,800 We just wanna be there for you. 213 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:20,120 You have to let us. 214 00:16:20,640 --> 00:16:22,880 And not just say you're fine when you're not. 215 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:27,600 I just wish we could rewind and start today all over again. 216 00:16:31,680 --> 00:16:35,520 Well, there's always New Year's Eve, huh? 217 00:16:38,600 --> 00:16:40,720 Hey, buddy. Hey. 218 00:16:44,600 --> 00:16:47,000 Hey, I'm sorry about earlier. 219 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:49,360 - I just… - Tao… 220 00:16:49,440 --> 00:16:53,840 I don't wanna do anything unless you also wanna do… things. 221 00:16:55,240 --> 00:16:59,960 I mean, I think about it, like, all the time. Not all the time. 222 00:17:00,040 --> 00:17:03,920 A respectful amount of time that one thinks about one's girlfriend that way. 223 00:17:04,000 --> 00:17:05,480 - I'm gonna stop talking. - Tao… 224 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:07,240 I also want to do things. 225 00:17:07,320 --> 00:17:10,320 It's just… more complicated for me. 226 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:15,520 I don't really think about you being trans, if that makes it easier… 227 00:17:15,600 --> 00:17:16,600 I know, but… 228 00:17:18,440 --> 00:17:21,720 I am trans, and it's a big part of me. 229 00:17:24,560 --> 00:17:26,680 I never imagined finding a boyfriend 230 00:17:26,760 --> 00:17:30,480 and… and feeling so safe with him that I'd even think about, like, 231 00:17:32,280 --> 00:17:34,280 taking my clothes off in front of him. 232 00:17:38,680 --> 00:17:40,440 And when you put your hand there… 233 00:17:45,920 --> 00:17:47,640 …all my dysphoria just hit me. 234 00:17:50,560 --> 00:17:53,600 It made me feel like my body wasn't my body, like… 235 00:17:55,960 --> 00:17:57,560 like I wasn't there at all. 236 00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:01,800 - I'm sorry. - Hey. 237 00:18:02,800 --> 00:18:03,840 Don't be sorry. 238 00:18:05,640 --> 00:18:06,840 There's no pressure. 239 00:18:07,880 --> 00:18:09,960 I'm sorry I made you feel like that. 240 00:18:10,040 --> 00:18:11,880 It's okay. I… 241 00:18:11,960 --> 00:18:15,160 I know we haven't really talked about this before, so… 242 00:18:16,080 --> 00:18:17,320 It's hard to talk about. 243 00:18:18,240 --> 00:18:19,280 I love you. 244 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:21,760 I love everything about you. 245 00:18:22,320 --> 00:18:26,000 And whatever you wanna do or not do, it's okay. 246 00:18:27,480 --> 00:18:28,920 I still wanna be with you. 247 00:18:31,520 --> 00:18:32,520 Come here. 248 00:18:43,320 --> 00:18:45,560 How about while I walk you home, 249 00:18:45,640 --> 00:18:49,200 we can talk a bit more about what you're comfortable with? 250 00:18:50,440 --> 00:18:52,520 - Okay. - Okay? 251 00:18:52,600 --> 00:18:54,680 - Okay. - Okay. 252 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:55,760 Okay. 253 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:57,720 Let's go. 254 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:23,320 How are you… 255 00:19:23,960 --> 00:19:25,400 Stop it! 256 00:19:26,920 --> 00:19:29,760 - I'm in second place! - You're in second already! 257 00:19:30,440 --> 00:19:31,345 - No! - Stop! 258 00:19:31,360 --> 00:19:33,320 - Yes, Oliver! - I'm gonna do it to you. 259 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:35,120 Yes, sabotage. Go on! 260 00:19:35,200 --> 00:19:36,200 Stop! 261 00:19:47,760 --> 00:19:49,600 Come on, buddy. 262 00:19:53,160 --> 00:19:55,520 - d This must be love… d - Ready? 263 00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:02,320 - d People say we don't need to rush… d - You ready? 264 00:20:05,640 --> 00:20:08,080 - d We spend too much time together… d 265 00:20:08,160 --> 00:20:09,760 - Hey. - Hey. 266 00:20:09,840 --> 00:20:12,120 How is my tiny boy? 267 00:20:12,200 --> 00:20:14,320 - Oh, he's missed you. - Oh, I've missed him. 268 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:16,160 - You missed him, buddy? - Hey, buddy! 269 00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:23,440 You do know you're gonna be my taxi driver from now on, don't you? 270 00:20:23,520 --> 00:20:25,240 - Really? - Mm. 271 00:20:25,320 --> 00:20:26,440 Lucky me. 272 00:20:52,560 --> 00:20:53,600 - Charlie! - Charlie! 273 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:55,120 - Charlie! - Hello! 274 00:20:55,200 --> 00:20:57,520 - We missed you so much! - Nick. 275 00:20:57,600 --> 00:20:59,600 - It's okay. - Nice to see you. 276 00:20:59,680 --> 00:21:01,360 Come on! We need to dance! 277 00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:05,000 So my art keeps going, like, viral, 278 00:21:05,080 --> 00:21:07,400 then I get a wave of new followers. 279 00:21:07,480 --> 00:21:10,360 - You are so amazing. - Thank you. 280 00:21:12,600 --> 00:21:14,400 Charlie! 281 00:21:14,480 --> 00:21:15,920 Hello! 282 00:21:17,200 --> 00:21:19,960 - Come dance with us! - I don't dance! 283 00:21:20,040 --> 00:21:21,040 No! 284 00:21:52,320 --> 00:21:54,440 - Why don't you ask her? - Come on. 285 00:21:54,520 --> 00:21:56,720 - Oh, hey, Tara. - You're a prefect, aren't you? 286 00:21:56,800 --> 00:21:59,600 - Can you talk to Miss Greenwood… - Sorry, I… I… I've just gotta go. 287 00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:00,680 Uh, sorry. 288 00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,320 Hi. Ooh, champagne. 289 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:06,040 - You gonna drink that? - Yeah. 290 00:22:06,560 --> 00:22:08,200 It's gonna come up through your nose. 291 00:22:08,280 --> 00:22:09,920 Yep. Just like that. 292 00:22:10,000 --> 00:22:12,480 Now it's coming out of your mouth. Don't. Not on me! 293 00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:14,160 - Hey. - Hey! 294 00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:15,640 - You all right? - Good. You? 295 00:22:15,720 --> 00:22:18,160 - I'm all right. Let's dance! - Let's do it. 296 00:22:22,960 --> 00:22:27,080 So I've told the others about my pronouns, but that's kind of it. 297 00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:30,040 I think I just wanna see how I… how I feel for a bit. 298 00:22:30,120 --> 00:22:31,360 Yeah. 299 00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:33,960 You don't need to rush to come out as anything. 300 00:22:34,040 --> 00:22:36,960 Just chill and, like, have fun with it. 301 00:22:37,720 --> 00:22:38,625 - Yeah. - Yeah. 302 00:22:38,640 --> 00:22:40,120 - I will have fun with it. - Do. 303 00:22:40,200 --> 00:22:42,920 - Thank you very much. - Please have fun with it. Cheers. 304 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:44,400 I'm driving, so this… 305 00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:46,440 What is it…? 306 00:22:46,520 --> 00:22:49,360 Hey, Charlie. How comes you were off school for so long? 307 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:51,305 Uh… 308 00:22:51,320 --> 00:22:55,280 Sorry, mate. We were actually just gonna go head outside, but see you later? 309 00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,320 - d All yours, baby… d 310 00:23:15,840 --> 00:23:16,840 Hello. 311 00:24:01,120 --> 00:24:02,360 I'm gonna get a drink. 312 00:24:13,640 --> 00:24:14,640 Hey. 313 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:16,880 Want one? 314 00:24:16,960 --> 00:24:18,800 No. I'll be sick. 315 00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,200 Oh no. How much have you had? 316 00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:23,800 Hardly any. 317 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:25,440 Just… 318 00:24:29,400 --> 00:24:30,640 Me and Tao… 319 00:24:32,880 --> 00:24:34,280 We want to have sex. 320 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:36,840 Oh my God. 321 00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:41,600 Or, I don't know, do something more than kissing anyway. 322 00:24:41,680 --> 00:24:44,600 You… don't seem that happy about that. 323 00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:47,520 I am, but it's a big deal. 324 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:51,840 I mean, what if he touches me and I… and I just freak out? 325 00:24:51,920 --> 00:24:55,600 If you're not ready, babe, then… you don't have to do anything. 326 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:59,840 I want to. I really, really want to. I'm just scared. 327 00:24:59,920 --> 00:25:03,480 I mean, I hate that this is stopping me from being with him in that way. 328 00:25:03,560 --> 00:25:04,720 Come here. 329 00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:07,560 You trust him, 330 00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:08,640 and he loves you. 331 00:25:08,680 --> 00:25:11,680 And… if anything goes wrong… 332 00:25:12,800 --> 00:25:14,040 …I'll be here for you. 333 00:25:14,880 --> 00:25:16,840 And he'll be there for you. 334 00:25:16,920 --> 00:25:17,960 I know he will. 335 00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:23,640 - I love you. - I love you. 336 00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:28,400 I'll probably be ready to go once the fireworks are done. 337 00:25:29,720 --> 00:25:30,760 That's okay. 338 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:33,240 I'm pretty tired anyway. 339 00:25:34,480 --> 00:25:36,440 It's nearly midnight. 340 00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:39,200 Exactly. Need to recharge. 341 00:25:42,240 --> 00:25:43,600 Thank you. 342 00:25:48,040 --> 00:25:49,520 I'm really glad you're back. 343 00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:52,240 Being without you was 344 00:25:53,880 --> 00:25:54,880 not fun. 345 00:25:59,560 --> 00:26:00,560 Hey. 346 00:26:01,440 --> 00:26:03,760 - How's your night? - Mm. Better than Christmas. 347 00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:06,080 That's a pretty low bar. 348 00:26:06,160 --> 00:26:08,040 Yeah. 349 00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:10,560 Still, managed a whole night out without a breakdown, 350 00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:12,840 so therapy must be doing something right. 351 00:26:13,560 --> 00:26:14,640 Maybe it is. 352 00:26:15,160 --> 00:26:16,360 Praise be to Geoff. 353 00:26:18,120 --> 00:26:20,120 Where are your friends? 354 00:26:21,440 --> 00:26:22,640 Off being fun. 355 00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,360 And cheerful. 356 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:29,120 One day you're gonna make friends with someone you actually enjoy being around. 357 00:26:30,360 --> 00:26:32,320 The only person I care about is you. 358 00:26:34,120 --> 00:26:35,720 That won't be true forever. 359 00:26:37,080 --> 00:26:38,080 We'll see. 360 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:43,000 Almost midnight. Make sure you've got someone to kiss! Let's get cracking. 361 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:45,080 Fireworks? 362 00:26:45,600 --> 00:26:46,640 Fireworks. 363 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:53,200 Here we go. We haven't spoken properly since Halloween, 364 00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:55,720 and now you're here to kiss me at midnight. 365 00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:56,960 I'm not here for that. 366 00:26:58,400 --> 00:27:00,840 I wanted to apologize for Halloween. 367 00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:03,880 I was being so toxic. 368 00:27:05,200 --> 00:27:06,200 Oh. 369 00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:08,040 Okay. 370 00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:15,480 I wasn't doing it… for attention or anything. 371 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:20,920 I don't really know… what I was doing. 372 00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:23,320 Look, 373 00:27:25,120 --> 00:27:26,120 I don't… 374 00:27:26,200 --> 00:27:28,200 …wanna be just an experiment to you. 375 00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:33,760 Especially when you know you're the reason I realized I was bi in the first place. 376 00:27:36,360 --> 00:27:37,520 - Wait. - Mm? 377 00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:38,600 I didn't know that. 378 00:28:02,960 --> 00:28:07,160 Ten, nine, eight… 379 00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,680 There you are. Where'd you go? 380 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:12,880 Just needed to get away from everything. 381 00:28:14,960 --> 00:28:17,680 Seven, six… 382 00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:20,280 Hiya. Don't worry. I'm not here to kiss you. 383 00:28:20,360 --> 00:28:23,480 Just don't want to be alone at midnight. 384 00:28:23,560 --> 00:28:24,960 Five, four… 385 00:28:28,600 --> 00:28:29,600 Come with me. 386 00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:31,680 Okay. 387 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:41,160 Three, two, one! 388 00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:43,520 Happy New Year! 389 00:28:58,760 --> 00:29:02,440 - d As he pins me down… d - d For auld lang syne d 390 00:29:10,520 --> 00:29:13,520 - d I look for you in the wrong places… d - Happy New Year. 391 00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:15,200 Happy New Year.