1 00:00:10,235 --> 00:00:12,383 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 2 00:00:12,384 --> 00:00:13,334 You got any cases? 3 00:00:14,018 --> 00:00:14,968 Three. 4 00:00:15,165 --> 00:00:17,851 I got a teenage, african-american lung transplant— 5 00:00:17,976 --> 00:00:20,776 Next few days you'll be doing nothing but clinic work. 6 00:00:21,161 --> 00:00:22,911 - I just said— - You were lying! 7 00:00:23,333 --> 00:00:24,333 Then why'd you ask? 8 00:00:24,957 --> 00:00:26,341 Because if you told the truth, 9 00:00:26,342 --> 00:00:28,675 I was only gonna give you one day of clinic duty. 10 00:00:28,677 --> 00:00:29,620 That's dishonest. 11 00:00:29,923 --> 00:00:31,966 - I refuse to participate in this - You'll do it. 12 00:00:31,967 --> 00:00:34,814 You owe me. I kept you out of jail. I can put you back. 13 00:00:40,305 --> 00:00:41,256 Perjurer. 14 00:00:41,329 --> 00:00:42,272 Felon. 15 00:00:45,558 --> 00:00:47,753 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 16 00:00:48,138 --> 00:00:50,030 I told the nurse I have a runny nose, 17 00:00:50,756 --> 00:00:51,703 but I don't. 18 00:00:51,955 --> 00:00:52,902 I-I think I have, 19 00:00:53,275 --> 00:00:54,830 syphilis or gonorrhea. 20 00:00:56,938 --> 00:00:58,181 I think I have an STD. 21 00:01:02,367 --> 00:01:03,993 I think I have a— 22 00:01:17,897 --> 00:01:19,773 Who is here for a runny nose? 23 00:01:21,737 --> 00:01:23,050 It's a cold! 24 00:01:23,646 --> 00:01:25,242 It'll get better. Go home. 25 00:01:26,547 --> 00:01:29,401 Those of you who have stayed obviously do not have colds. 26 00:01:29,406 --> 00:01:31,452 You will be assigned a doctor who is not me, 27 00:01:31,467 --> 00:01:33,550 'cause I'm tired of wiping crotches. 28 00:01:35,055 --> 00:01:36,002 You're doing this. 29 00:01:46,408 --> 00:01:47,350 Call security. 30 00:01:51,597 --> 00:01:52,842 Should I get a sedative? 31 00:01:52,975 --> 00:01:54,071 No, I'm good. Thanks. 32 00:01:59,287 --> 00:02:00,783 Help. My head hurts! 33 00:02:15,715 --> 00:02:17,913 - Need a team here! - I have the sedative. 34 00:02:17,926 --> 00:02:19,620 - A little late. - Just in time. 35 00:02:19,885 --> 00:02:21,591 - What did you give him? - Paralytic. 36 00:02:21,596 --> 00:02:24,102 - Why would you do that - Somebody had to stop the screaming. 37 00:02:24,108 --> 00:02:27,062 - Then he's still in pain. - Yeah, but quietly. 38 00:02:28,128 --> 00:02:29,562 The paralytic stopped his breathing. 39 00:02:29,577 --> 00:02:32,070 If he goes hypoxic, he's gonna be quiet forever. 40 00:02:36,956 --> 00:02:40,363 So either I can continue to swab people's privates or 41 00:02:40,508 --> 00:02:42,903 I can figure out if this guy's delirium, pain, 42 00:02:42,985 --> 00:02:45,702 and insanely high heart rate are life-threatening or 43 00:02:46,298 --> 00:02:47,593 just a personality quirk. 44 00:02:49,758 --> 00:02:52,652 I think the latter choice is better for all three of us. 45 00:02:53,776 --> 00:02:58,461 ydy.com - Sync: jh26 46 00:03:23,870 --> 00:03:24,986 He's sedated. 47 00:03:25,152 --> 00:03:28,966 It took 5ccs of haloperidol to get him down after the paralytic wore off. 48 00:03:29,200 --> 00:03:33,707 So, the pain in his right ear, psychotic behavior, and dizziness. Go! 49 00:03:34,090 --> 00:03:36,218 Nurses said he was holding his head. 50 00:03:36,392 --> 00:03:38,405 How do you know it was specifically his ear? 51 00:03:38,413 --> 00:03:41,677 Because he was dizzy. It means the problem was affecting his inner ear. 52 00:03:41,690 --> 00:03:44,288 Nurses said he was running in circles. Doesn't mean he was dizzy. 53 00:03:44,290 --> 00:03:46,767 He wasn't running in circles. He was running in oblongs. 54 00:03:46,772 --> 00:03:48,765 Looked like a 3-year-old kid drew them. 55 00:03:49,290 --> 00:03:51,588 Acoustic neuroma that started to hemorrhage. 56 00:03:52,753 --> 00:03:55,265 Explains the pain, vertigo, everything. 57 00:03:55,751 --> 00:03:56,695 Get an MRI. 58 00:03:57,381 --> 00:03:58,325 What else? 59 00:03:59,490 --> 00:04:02,197 - If it explains everything— - Might not explain everything. 60 00:04:02,201 --> 00:04:06,045 Well, what if he was psychotic first, then self-mutilated, damaged the ear. 61 00:04:06,163 --> 00:04:08,708 Excellent. We need a complete psychiatric workup. 62 00:04:09,671 --> 00:04:10,618 Your turn. 63 00:04:11,411 --> 00:04:13,428 Uh, I was gonna say what Foreman— 64 00:04:14,163 --> 00:04:15,455 Well, say something else. 65 00:04:17,010 --> 00:04:19,376 He came to the clinic. 66 00:04:20,561 --> 00:04:21,508 Good. 67 00:04:22,003 --> 00:04:23,838 Decent chance he had a chronic illness first, 68 00:04:23,851 --> 00:04:25,705 especially given the rapid heart rate. 69 00:04:25,902 --> 00:04:28,346 Lingering ear infection. Pressure builds up in his inner ear, 70 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:31,178 bursts through the mastoid bone while he's waiting in the clinic. 71 00:04:31,183 --> 00:04:33,858 Yes. Get a head CT, draw blood cultures, 72 00:04:34,003 --> 00:04:36,548 run a chem panel, and get a complete blood count. 73 00:04:37,061 --> 00:04:38,105 Oh, while you're at it, 74 00:04:38,113 --> 00:04:41,107 pour some alcohol into his ear and take out the cockroach. 75 00:04:42,803 --> 00:04:44,346 He has a cockroach in his ear? 76 00:04:44,442 --> 00:04:47,426 He was scratching that ear right before the event, so I took a peek. 77 00:04:47,433 --> 00:04:49,418 My guess is, it started biting. 78 00:04:51,031 --> 00:04:52,476 Nothing else wrong with him? 79 00:04:53,052 --> 00:04:54,296 Well, isn't that enough? 80 00:04:54,322 --> 00:04:55,267 It's pretty gross. 81 00:04:56,470 --> 00:04:58,195 So, why are we doing the tests? 82 00:04:58,200 --> 00:05:00,576 Well, it's either that or I have to keep doing clinic duty. 83 00:05:00,583 --> 00:05:02,568 Do the tests, or just stay out of Cuddy's sight. 84 00:05:02,572 --> 00:05:03,918 I don't really care which. 85 00:05:17,182 --> 00:05:18,128 Why are you here? 86 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:21,598 Because it's not a hospital. 87 00:05:23,431 --> 00:05:24,476 It's a jogging park. 88 00:05:24,901 --> 00:05:26,866 You're not jogging. You can't jog. 89 00:05:27,142 --> 00:05:28,248 I'm watching jogging. 90 00:05:29,352 --> 00:05:30,298 I sit, 91 00:05:30,663 --> 00:05:31,607 and I watch, 92 00:05:31,773 --> 00:05:32,717 and I imagine. 93 00:05:38,172 --> 00:05:40,895 So what do you watch for? 94 00:05:44,092 --> 00:05:45,615 That guy's running in shorts. 95 00:05:47,703 --> 00:05:49,348 He's not running. He's trolling. 96 00:05:50,992 --> 00:05:52,037 You're good at this. 97 00:05:53,991 --> 00:05:55,837 How long are you going to stay here? 98 00:05:57,920 --> 00:06:01,358 The beauty of this place is it's the last place Cuddy will look. 99 00:06:09,092 --> 00:06:10,088 How can I help you? 100 00:06:12,353 --> 00:06:13,745 The doctors gave me this. 101 00:06:15,183 --> 00:06:17,277 - What doctors? - At the other hospital. 102 00:06:18,212 --> 00:06:19,157 Last month. 103 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:26,905 Do you know what this says? 104 00:06:28,032 --> 00:06:28,978 Yes. 105 00:06:30,750 --> 00:06:33,315 The patient has a 6-centimeter mass in the right lung, 106 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:34,966 cancerous, inoperable. 107 00:06:36,410 --> 00:06:38,157 Do you understand what this means? 108 00:06:41,040 --> 00:06:43,088 Is it okay if I sleep here tonight? 109 00:06:46,092 --> 00:06:47,618 It's cold outside. 110 00:06:56,053 --> 00:06:58,747 What are you doing here? I thought House had a case. 111 00:07:01,603 --> 00:07:02,547 He doesn't. 112 00:07:08,983 --> 00:07:11,315 You ordered a CT on a patient with a bug in his ear. 113 00:07:11,323 --> 00:07:14,125 - How'd you know I was here? - Ran into Cameron in the clinic. 114 00:07:14,133 --> 00:07:15,216 "Ran into"? 115 00:07:15,941 --> 00:07:17,835 You ordered pointless tests just to— 116 00:07:17,910 --> 00:07:20,756 It wouldn't have been pointless if you had "run into" Cameron. 117 00:07:20,763 --> 00:07:23,415 She got punished. She's stuck with another dying patient. 118 00:07:23,420 --> 00:07:25,506 - Is that vicodin? - Breath mint. 119 00:07:26,113 --> 00:07:28,605 - Thought you were gonna kiss me. - What happened to rehab? 120 00:07:28,611 --> 00:07:29,558 I got out. 121 00:07:33,150 --> 00:07:34,998 - It was a scam? - Enough foreplay. 122 00:07:35,001 --> 00:07:36,145 Are you gonna kiss me or not? 123 00:07:36,152 --> 00:07:38,518 You are going back to the clinic. Or jail. 124 00:07:39,310 --> 00:07:41,816 You perjured yourself to keep me out of jail. How are you gonna 125 00:07:41,820 --> 00:07:44,756 I only did that because I thought you were getting clean. 126 00:07:46,413 --> 00:07:48,656 So it's do clinic duty or go to jail? 127 00:07:48,771 --> 00:07:49,706 Yes. 128 00:07:49,711 --> 00:07:52,437 And then it'll be, "finish your paper work or go to jail, 129 00:07:52,442 --> 00:07:54,036 "help with fund raising or go to jail, 130 00:07:54,053 --> 00:07:55,677 "do your job or go to jail." 131 00:07:56,803 --> 00:07:58,346 I think I'd rather go to jail. 132 00:08:00,753 --> 00:08:01,698 You owe me. 133 00:08:12,730 --> 00:08:14,676 - Be-yootiful. - Thank you. 134 00:08:15,730 --> 00:08:16,675 It's dry. 135 00:08:17,190 --> 00:08:19,248 Who cares? It's beautiful. 136 00:08:20,052 --> 00:08:22,348 If my lawn were half as well maintained as that, 137 00:08:22,351 --> 00:08:24,746 pigeons wouldn't have the nerve to poop on it. 138 00:08:25,512 --> 00:08:26,905 Good grooming is important. 139 00:08:27,951 --> 00:08:28,878 Was that a shot? 140 00:08:29,503 --> 00:08:31,495 People do judge you on your appearance. 141 00:08:31,710 --> 00:08:33,988 When you entered I noted your shirt hadn't been pressed, 142 00:08:33,990 --> 00:08:35,835 you hadn't shaved in quite some time. 143 00:08:36,230 --> 00:08:39,975 I extrapolated you were a person for whom detail was not a major concern. 144 00:08:40,138 --> 00:08:42,631 I was worried you might apply that same standard in your work. 145 00:08:42,632 --> 00:08:44,449 Do you use toenail clippers up there? 146 00:08:44,560 --> 00:08:47,431 They're longer, so they allow me to better reach the upper hairs. 147 00:08:47,434 --> 00:08:50,418 I'm wearing a rumpled shirt and forgot to brush my hair this week. 148 00:08:50,421 --> 00:08:52,417 You've got athlete's foot in your nose. 149 00:08:55,822 --> 00:08:57,018 I'm ready to be judged. 150 00:08:58,731 --> 00:08:59,678 Okay. 151 00:09:00,610 --> 00:09:04,906 $50 to any patient who is willing to leave here right now. 152 00:09:08,780 --> 00:09:10,126 - You can't— - My money. 153 00:09:10,340 --> 00:09:12,227 I don't care. People do not— 154 00:09:12,363 --> 00:09:15,308 If they'll leave for 50 bucks, they're not all that sick. 155 00:09:15,952 --> 00:09:19,256 Or they're poor and desperate, which is why this place is here. 156 00:09:19,673 --> 00:09:22,418 If they're that poor, then they'd rather have 50 bucks. 157 00:09:22,422 --> 00:09:23,516 Can I have the money? 158 00:09:24,262 --> 00:09:25,716 Look, it's monogrammed. 159 00:09:26,063 --> 00:09:28,215 He doesn't need money, ergo he's not sick. 160 00:09:28,220 --> 00:09:29,167 And the blood? 161 00:09:29,702 --> 00:09:30,715 Could be anybody's. 162 00:09:31,110 --> 00:09:32,656 The monogram's definitely his. 163 00:09:35,163 --> 00:09:36,107 We need to talk. 164 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:41,256 It doesn't matter what you say, do, or threaten, 165 00:09:41,453 --> 00:09:42,598 I will find a way out. 166 00:09:43,383 --> 00:09:45,555 How can we make this more interesting for you? 167 00:09:45,561 --> 00:09:48,467 How can we make the sky green? How can we make the tall short? 168 00:09:48,471 --> 00:09:50,868 You cannot make the uninteresting interesting. 169 00:09:52,072 --> 00:09:55,416 I'll pay you $10 for every patient you diagnose without touching. 170 00:09:56,823 --> 00:09:59,268 You pay me $10 for every one you have to touch. 171 00:10:00,871 --> 00:10:02,817 You're making this into a game for me. 172 00:10:03,421 --> 00:10:06,076 From which I can only conclude this isn't a game for you. 173 00:10:06,092 --> 00:10:07,036 No. 174 00:10:07,892 --> 00:10:08,687 Why? 175 00:10:08,691 --> 00:10:11,937 You think if I deal with enough people I'll find some humanity? 176 00:10:12,790 --> 00:10:13,736 Yes. 177 00:10:17,290 --> 00:10:19,168 Why do I ha— to do thi— mysel—? 178 00:10:20,051 --> 00:10:20,995 I got a bum leg. 179 00:10:21,523 --> 00:10:22,467 Say, "ahh." 180 00:10:25,582 --> 00:10:26,656 It feels rough. 181 00:10:27,041 --> 00:10:31,326 Yes, it's a rash. I'm gonna need more than "rough." 182 00:10:33,800 --> 00:10:35,848 It— it's just rough. Can't you feel it? 183 00:10:36,522 --> 00:10:39,375 I could, but then what satisfaction would you get? 184 00:10:43,371 --> 00:10:44,316 Got it. 185 00:10:44,853 --> 00:10:45,796 Start counting. 186 00:10:48,202 --> 00:10:49,148 How many? 187 00:10:49,420 --> 00:10:50,365 26. 188 00:10:52,031 --> 00:10:52,996 Twenty— 189 00:10:53,700 --> 00:10:54,646 Okay. 190 00:10:54,961 --> 00:10:58,217 Either you suck at math or you're gonna die in two seconds. 191 00:11:01,362 --> 00:11:02,365 You suck at math. 192 00:11:04,063 --> 00:11:05,005 Diagnosis. 193 00:11:06,043 --> 00:11:07,087 Prescription. 194 00:11:07,962 --> 00:11:08,907 You owe me 30. 195 00:11:25,721 --> 00:11:26,665 I owe you ten. 196 00:11:28,112 --> 00:11:30,405 Test results are back for your STD patients. 197 00:11:30,503 --> 00:11:33,495 And I'm not paying you for them. You already touched them. 198 00:11:37,262 --> 00:11:38,207 How old are you? 199 00:11:38,403 --> 00:11:39,347 30. 200 00:11:40,373 --> 00:11:43,667 And you've never seen an after school special, Dawson's Creek? 201 00:11:44,471 --> 00:11:46,965 How do you get to 30 and not know about condoms? 202 00:11:47,231 --> 00:11:48,966 Oh, god, I-I have an STD. 203 00:11:49,412 --> 00:11:50,976 No, but you will. 204 00:11:51,573 --> 00:11:55,268 Every patient who comes in here for an STD test has one thing in common: 205 00:11:55,702 --> 00:11:57,097 They had SWS. 206 00:11:57,542 --> 00:11:58,695 Sex While Stupid. 207 00:11:59,843 --> 00:12:00,785 How old are you? 208 00:12:02,232 --> 00:12:03,177 60. 209 00:12:05,002 --> 00:12:07,267 You're lying. But that's not the point. 210 00:12:07,601 --> 00:12:09,295 You've never seen Dawson's Creek? 211 00:12:10,353 --> 00:12:12,748 And you've never seen an after school special? 212 00:12:13,552 --> 00:12:16,398 How do you live to your age and not know about condoms? 213 00:12:16,502 --> 00:12:17,736 I have an STD? 214 00:12:19,762 --> 00:12:21,608 You're actually the first one today. 215 00:12:21,672 --> 00:12:22,616 Lucky day. 216 00:12:23,730 --> 00:12:24,927 Well, not for you. But, 217 00:12:25,213 --> 00:12:27,205 you oughta feel good for everyone else. 218 00:12:31,893 --> 00:12:32,925 It's chlamydia. 219 00:12:33,712 --> 00:12:35,656 As bad news goes, it's about the best. 220 00:12:38,782 --> 00:12:39,807 Oh, settle down. 221 00:12:40,471 --> 00:12:41,417 It's treatable. 222 00:12:42,083 --> 00:12:43,227 It's actually curable. 223 00:12:48,652 --> 00:12:50,337 All you gotta do is take these pills— 224 00:12:50,341 --> 00:12:51,285 Don't touch me! 225 00:12:57,792 --> 00:12:58,738 Oh, god. 226 00:13:06,360 --> 00:13:08,106 I need someone to cover a patient. 227 00:13:08,191 --> 00:13:10,485 - House, you committed to— - She was raped. 228 00:13:16,072 --> 00:13:18,068 You think I'm the right doctor for her? 229 00:13:20,196 --> 00:13:22,440 We've assigned another doctor to your care. 230 00:13:22,874 --> 00:13:24,569 I didn't mean to upset Dr. House. 231 00:13:24,965 --> 00:13:27,171 He knows that. That's not why we're doing this. 232 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,118 I'd like to keep being treated by him. 233 00:13:29,574 --> 00:13:31,098 - Why? - Just do. 234 00:13:31,856 --> 00:13:34,561 Trust me, it's better if you deal with somebody who specializes in— 235 00:13:34,564 --> 00:13:35,510 I'm fine. 236 00:13:36,845 --> 00:13:39,191 You told Dr. House it's been less than a week. 237 00:13:39,196 --> 00:13:41,189 You haven't told anyone other than him. 238 00:13:41,665 --> 00:13:44,879 - Emotionally, you're still— - You know what I'm dealing with? 239 00:13:44,885 --> 00:13:46,530 You know what I'm going through? 240 00:13:48,565 --> 00:13:49,509 No. 241 00:13:50,495 --> 00:13:51,879 You think Dr. House does? 242 00:13:55,155 --> 00:13:57,799 I'm not suggesting either one of us be your doctor. 243 00:13:58,103 --> 00:13:59,551 Dr. Stone is a psychiatrist. 244 00:13:59,666 --> 00:14:01,658 If Dr. House is too busy, I could wait. 245 00:14:12,924 --> 00:14:13,918 Why do you want me? 246 00:14:16,705 --> 00:14:17,649 I don't know. 247 00:14:19,845 --> 00:14:21,189 I don't want to treat you. 248 00:14:22,855 --> 00:14:25,341 You're just saying that so I'll see the psychiatrist. 249 00:14:25,343 --> 00:14:27,041 True, except for the word "just." 250 00:14:28,304 --> 00:14:31,329 I'm saying I don't want see you so you'll see the psychiatrist and 251 00:14:31,334 --> 00:14:33,078 because I don't want to treat you. 252 00:14:35,226 --> 00:14:37,220 Why don't you want to treat me anymore? 253 00:14:37,743 --> 00:14:39,189 I never wanted to treat you. 254 00:14:39,814 --> 00:14:41,309 The fact that you were raped, 255 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:46,179 holds no interest for me. 256 00:14:47,093 --> 00:14:48,239 It's nothing personal. 257 00:14:48,974 --> 00:14:51,671 There's nothing to treat. You're physically healthy. 258 00:14:54,493 --> 00:14:55,439 Okay. 259 00:14:59,526 --> 00:15:01,120 But I want you to be my doctor. 260 00:15:04,126 --> 00:15:05,070 Why? 261 00:15:06,436 --> 00:15:07,380 I don't know. 262 00:15:07,565 --> 00:15:10,561 Well, you've gotta have a reason. Everything has a reason. 263 00:15:14,843 --> 00:15:15,818 I trust you. 264 00:15:16,495 --> 00:15:18,239 Now, you see, that's a bad reason. 265 00:15:18,976 --> 00:15:22,240 See, I'll lie to you. I'll tell you anything just to get you out of here. 266 00:15:22,253 --> 00:15:23,201 I don't care. 267 00:15:24,004 --> 00:15:25,150 I want to talk to you. 268 00:15:28,063 --> 00:15:29,729 Look, you were raped. 269 00:15:30,143 --> 00:15:31,991 All control was taken away from you, 270 00:15:32,065 --> 00:15:33,801 you're trying to find that control again. 271 00:15:33,804 --> 00:15:35,700 You want me because I don't want you. 272 00:15:38,565 --> 00:15:39,989 I'm raping you? 273 00:15:41,776 --> 00:15:44,860 In a very non-invasive, more annoying— 274 00:15:45,025 --> 00:15:46,429 Get the hell out of here! 275 00:15:48,115 --> 00:15:49,310 I'll send in Dr. Stone. 276 00:15:54,093 --> 00:15:56,328 I didn't consent to all this medicine. 277 00:15:56,863 --> 00:15:58,830 You've been out on the streets. No treatment— 278 00:15:58,835 --> 00:16:01,429 I'm dying. There's no treatment for dying. 279 00:16:01,696 --> 00:16:03,140 We can make you comfortable. 280 00:16:04,814 --> 00:16:06,590 - Don't wanna be. - Why not? 281 00:16:06,716 --> 00:16:08,210 Because I screwed up my life. 282 00:16:08,705 --> 00:16:11,599 So you want to punish yourself for messing up your life? 283 00:16:13,316 --> 00:16:14,328 Please. 284 00:16:16,126 --> 00:16:17,160 Stop the treatment. 285 00:16:23,554 --> 00:16:24,898 It'll go away on it's own. 286 00:16:25,315 --> 00:16:26,359 It's not. Can't you- 287 00:16:26,634 --> 00:16:27,910 Nope. It'll go away. 288 00:16:28,203 --> 00:16:30,810 It's been all day. There must be some treatment you can— 289 00:16:30,813 --> 00:16:32,391 Nope. It'll go away. 290 00:16:33,254 --> 00:16:35,098 Or it won't go away. 291 00:16:35,583 --> 00:16:36,880 I read about a treatment. 292 00:16:37,185 --> 00:16:38,968 Some doctor won a prize for it. 293 00:16:41,073 --> 00:16:42,019 I read about it. 294 00:16:44,526 --> 00:16:46,318 You don't have the hiccups, do you? 295 00:16:51,023 --> 00:16:51,969 Make a note. 296 00:16:52,025 --> 00:16:53,260 Drug-seeking behavior. 297 00:16:54,045 --> 00:16:55,259 - Morphine? - No. 298 00:16:55,893 --> 00:16:57,580 Anal digital stimulation. 299 00:17:01,286 --> 00:17:03,130 How long has Stone been in with her? 300 00:17:03,874 --> 00:17:04,818 Are you concerned? 301 00:17:05,156 --> 00:17:07,500 You know how many people get raped every day? 302 00:17:07,975 --> 00:17:09,670 So it's common, therefore boring? 303 00:17:09,713 --> 00:17:12,179 If I were to care about every person suffering on the planet, 304 00:17:12,185 --> 00:17:14,831 - life would shut down. - How about just the ones we meet? 305 00:17:14,834 --> 00:17:17,008 They deserve our sympathy more than the other people? 306 00:17:17,014 --> 00:17:19,871 So your solution is not to give a damn about any of them? 307 00:17:20,285 --> 00:17:21,278 How do you do that? 308 00:17:21,503 --> 00:17:24,239 How do you take that theory and put it in practice? 309 00:17:24,593 --> 00:17:25,540 You met her— 310 00:17:31,323 --> 00:17:34,159 I paid these people 50 bucks to leave here an hour ago. 311 00:17:34,164 --> 00:17:35,161 Yeah, we came back. 312 00:17:35,905 --> 00:17:37,040 Well, then, you owe me 50. 313 00:17:37,044 --> 00:17:38,189 The kid needs surgery. 314 00:17:38,664 --> 00:17:40,461 And he could walk, way back then. 315 00:17:41,003 --> 00:17:41,950 Stand up, kid. 316 00:17:43,773 --> 00:17:45,911 He swallowed a magnet. We gotta cut it out. 317 00:17:45,913 --> 00:17:47,250 - How old are you? - 8. 318 00:17:48,593 --> 00:17:50,869 And he swallowed something stuck to a fridge. 319 00:17:50,876 --> 00:17:52,118 Darwin says let him die. 320 00:17:52,606 --> 00:17:55,041 It's already below the stomach. It should pass on its own. 321 00:17:55,055 --> 00:17:58,759 Strong magnet. It's messin' with the imaging. We have no way to— 322 00:18:01,223 --> 00:18:02,668 You got x-ray vision, House? 323 00:18:08,375 --> 00:18:10,371 Oh, you gonna cut him open? Right here? 324 00:18:21,264 --> 00:18:23,411 It's well into the intestines. He's fine. 325 00:18:24,774 --> 00:18:25,719 I want my 50 back. 326 00:18:27,134 --> 00:18:28,710 I need a crash cart, stat. 327 00:18:39,016 --> 00:18:39,859 What happened? 328 00:18:39,866 --> 00:18:41,958 Pills, benzos. We need to get her stomach pumped. 329 00:18:41,963 --> 00:18:43,928 - Respiration's shallow. - What'd you say to her? 330 00:18:43,934 --> 00:18:46,421 - Nothing that would make her want to - Heartbeat's irregular. 331 00:18:46,424 --> 00:18:48,300 - What'd she say to you? - Nothing. I gave her 332 00:18:48,304 --> 00:18:50,991 a couple of sedatives, turned around, she grabbed the whole bottle. 333 00:18:50,993 --> 00:18:53,801 - You must have said something. - I said plenty. She said nothing. 334 00:18:53,804 --> 00:18:56,748 I was with her for over an hour. She didn't say one word. 335 00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:25,239 Are you gonna do that again? 336 00:19:30,213 --> 00:19:32,099 You're gonna be okay. Physically. 337 00:19:34,535 --> 00:19:36,181 Which is all that interests you. 338 00:19:40,985 --> 00:19:41,930 But you're here. 339 00:19:43,043 --> 00:19:43,990 Under orders. 340 00:19:45,665 --> 00:19:47,059 Why would you tell me that? 341 00:19:47,735 --> 00:19:49,329 Because I don't like hypocrisy. 342 00:19:50,045 --> 00:19:52,240 But you don't have a problem with cruelty? 343 00:19:55,513 --> 00:19:58,158 Which brings us back to, why do you want me? 344 00:20:00,064 --> 00:20:01,011 I don't know. 345 00:20:02,336 --> 00:20:04,900 You tried to kill yourself, because you couldn't talk to me. 346 00:20:04,915 --> 00:20:05,991 You must have a reason. 347 00:20:05,996 --> 00:20:09,191 Why does there always have to be a reason? Can't we just talk? 348 00:20:10,055 --> 00:20:13,638 There's a phone. Talk to a friend, a family member. Call the police. 349 00:20:20,593 --> 00:20:23,041 Do you want to talk about what happened to you? 350 00:20:23,456 --> 00:20:24,401 No. 351 00:20:26,675 --> 00:20:28,718 Do you want to talk about your STD meds? 352 00:20:28,796 --> 00:20:29,740 No. 353 00:20:30,965 --> 00:20:32,909 You don't really seem to want to talk. 354 00:20:33,503 --> 00:20:34,450 No, I do. 355 00:20:35,624 --> 00:20:36,571 About what? 356 00:20:37,984 --> 00:20:38,931 I don't know. 357 00:20:39,874 --> 00:20:40,819 Anything. 358 00:20:42,173 --> 00:20:43,120 The weather? 359 00:20:45,924 --> 00:20:46,868 You were raped, 360 00:20:47,433 --> 00:20:49,428 and you want to talk about the weather? 361 00:20:50,646 --> 00:20:51,498 Yeah. 362 00:20:53,985 --> 00:20:56,278 I'm not gonna talk to you about the weather. 363 00:21:03,155 --> 00:21:04,101 You help her. 364 00:21:04,105 --> 00:21:06,209 - She wants you. - God knows why. 365 00:21:06,215 --> 00:21:08,641 - She doesn't know what she wants. - She knows she wants you. 366 00:21:08,646 --> 00:21:10,569 You're the first person she spoke to about this. 367 00:21:10,573 --> 00:21:12,830 The fact that I was in the wrong place at the wrong time 368 00:21:12,834 --> 00:21:15,050 should be trumped by the fact that I'm useless at this. 369 00:21:15,053 --> 00:21:16,060 No, you're not. 370 00:21:17,134 --> 00:21:20,679 You romantically wanting to believe that is never gonna make it true. 371 00:21:22,554 --> 00:21:23,700 I'm agreeing with you. 372 00:21:24,036 --> 00:21:26,579 You are the last person she should be talking to. 373 00:21:27,815 --> 00:21:30,360 If she wants to talk about the weather, talk about the weather. 374 00:21:30,363 --> 00:21:33,379 She wants normalcy. She wants to feel like the world didn't end. 375 00:21:33,393 --> 00:21:34,338 Right. 376 00:21:34,364 --> 00:21:36,558 I'll tell her that everything went on without her: 377 00:21:36,565 --> 00:21:38,460 Babies were born, people got married. 378 00:21:38,794 --> 00:21:40,451 Thousands of people will remember the day 379 00:21:40,456 --> 00:21:42,459 she got raped as the happiest day of their lives. 380 00:21:42,463 --> 00:21:44,489 You might not want to phrase it quite that way. 381 00:21:44,493 --> 00:21:46,440 You need to get her to talk about what happened. 382 00:21:46,446 --> 00:21:48,340 - No, he doesn't. - Pretending it didn't happen 383 00:21:48,343 --> 00:21:50,540 Wrong. Pretending this didn't happen is the best thing, 384 00:21:50,544 --> 00:21:52,759 - she could possibly do. - She's gotta make this real. 385 00:21:52,766 --> 00:21:55,321 You know what we should be trying to make real or process? 386 00:21:55,323 --> 00:21:57,921 The few decent moments in our lives, not the crap. 387 00:21:57,923 --> 00:22:01,240 Maybe you're right, except there's no way she can pretend this didn't happen. 388 00:22:01,244 --> 00:22:03,238 So she has no choice but to process it. 389 00:22:06,836 --> 00:22:08,678 You've got to tell me what happened. 390 00:22:09,584 --> 00:22:11,131 You don't really want to hear. 391 00:22:11,775 --> 00:22:12,720 Sure I do. 392 00:22:13,653 --> 00:22:14,599 You're lying. 393 00:22:17,555 --> 00:22:19,551 This doesn't have to destroy your life. 394 00:22:20,793 --> 00:22:21,621 I know. 395 00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,421 It doesn't mean anything about you. 396 00:22:23,835 --> 00:22:24,928 It wasn't your fault. 397 00:22:25,563 --> 00:22:26,481 I know. 398 00:22:26,484 --> 00:22:27,631 You did nothing wrong. 399 00:22:28,235 --> 00:22:29,829 Some jerk hurt you. That's all. 400 00:22:30,286 --> 00:22:31,230 I know. 401 00:22:31,726 --> 00:22:34,318 You're worried that you can never trust men again. 402 00:22:34,453 --> 00:22:35,141 No. 403 00:22:35,156 --> 00:22:37,510 Statistically, there was always a chance this could happen. 404 00:22:37,516 --> 00:22:39,868 The fact that it did happen doesn't change anything. 405 00:22:39,875 --> 00:22:42,798 The world doesn't suck any more today than it did yesterday. 406 00:22:42,806 --> 00:22:43,750 I know all that. 407 00:22:44,103 --> 00:22:45,879 Well, what do you want me to tell you? 408 00:22:45,885 --> 00:22:46,831 Nothing. 409 00:22:47,585 --> 00:22:48,791 I just wanna talk. 410 00:22:49,384 --> 00:22:50,330 About nothing. 411 00:22:51,213 --> 00:22:53,611 If we talk about nothing, nothing will change. 412 00:22:53,973 --> 00:22:54,919 It might. 413 00:22:55,305 --> 00:22:56,251 How? 414 00:22:56,785 --> 00:22:57,729 Time. 415 00:23:00,723 --> 00:23:01,969 Time changes everything. 416 00:23:03,634 --> 00:23:05,579 That's what people say. It's not true. 417 00:23:06,074 --> 00:23:07,968 Doing things changes things. 418 00:23:08,816 --> 00:23:09,928 Not doing things... 419 00:23:11,174 --> 00:23:12,968 leaves things exactly as they were. 420 00:23:19,134 --> 00:23:20,481 Why do you have to suffer? 421 00:23:22,734 --> 00:23:23,740 I gave my word. 422 00:23:25,055 --> 00:23:27,551 - Who would make you promise that? - My father. 423 00:23:29,894 --> 00:23:32,568 He said I would die alone and miserable. 424 00:23:33,255 --> 00:23:35,949 That's not a promise, and even if it was, he's dead. 425 00:23:36,026 --> 00:23:38,321 And even if he's not, he's not going to care. 426 00:23:38,324 --> 00:23:40,168 Why did your husband have to suffer? 427 00:23:41,293 --> 00:23:44,791 - How do you know about my husband? - Well, I just know. 428 00:23:50,645 --> 00:23:54,191 You have to die in pain because of a promise you made to your father? 429 00:23:54,856 --> 00:23:56,089 If I'd say yes, 430 00:23:56,825 --> 00:24:00,019 you'd use that as proof that I'm insane. 431 00:24:01,293 --> 00:24:02,901 Force treatment on me. 432 00:24:04,744 --> 00:24:06,789 Did the nurse tell you about my husband? 433 00:24:06,855 --> 00:24:07,799 No. 434 00:24:11,953 --> 00:24:13,380 - Nurse? - Yes. 435 00:24:15,864 --> 00:24:16,861 It's under control. 436 00:24:22,606 --> 00:24:23,640 I'm sorry. 437 00:24:24,374 --> 00:24:26,360 I was just trying to freak you out. 438 00:24:26,985 --> 00:24:29,649 - Why? - Because I need you to remember me. 439 00:24:30,876 --> 00:24:32,649 I need somebody to remember me. 440 00:24:38,464 --> 00:24:40,759 - Where'd you go to college? - Northwestern. 441 00:24:41,973 --> 00:24:43,398 - You? - Hopkins. 442 00:24:44,423 --> 00:24:46,948 - What was your major? - Comparative religion. 443 00:24:47,376 --> 00:24:48,420 Why do you trust me? 444 00:24:48,696 --> 00:24:50,190 I don't know. Can't we just— 445 00:24:50,215 --> 00:24:52,418 - That's not rational! - Nothing's rational. 446 00:24:52,426 --> 00:24:54,468 - Everything is rational. - I was raped. 447 00:24:55,383 --> 00:24:57,231 Explain how that makes sense to you. 448 00:25:00,755 --> 00:25:04,708 We are selfish, base animals crawling across the earth. 449 00:25:05,314 --> 00:25:08,078 But because we've got brains, if we try real hard, 450 00:25:08,116 --> 00:25:11,610 we can occasionally aspire to something that is less than pure evil. 451 00:25:18,484 --> 00:25:20,730 Has anything terrible ever happened to you? 452 00:25:24,496 --> 00:25:25,889 What do you want me to say? 453 00:25:27,796 --> 00:25:29,369 You wanted this conversation. 454 00:25:30,115 --> 00:25:32,611 You wanted to talk about something that matters. 455 00:25:33,275 --> 00:25:34,218 Talk. 456 00:25:40,606 --> 00:25:42,150 She's waiting for your answer? 457 00:25:42,533 --> 00:25:43,479 She's asleep. 458 00:25:45,193 --> 00:25:46,141 I sedated her. 459 00:25:48,603 --> 00:25:50,081 Why do you care what you say to her? 460 00:25:50,086 --> 00:25:52,730 Because I don't know how to answer these questions. 461 00:25:53,013 --> 00:25:55,361 It's a simple question: Has your life sucked? 462 00:25:55,796 --> 00:25:57,781 Tell her the truth. Tell her you were shot. 463 00:25:57,783 --> 00:25:59,580 She doesn't want to hear the truth. 464 00:25:59,805 --> 00:26:02,691 She's looking for something, looking to extrapolate some— 465 00:26:02,696 --> 00:26:04,201 She's looking to connect with you. 466 00:26:04,204 --> 00:26:07,599 And that's what's scaring the hell out of you. Tell her the truth. 467 00:26:07,683 --> 00:26:08,631 There is no truth. 468 00:26:11,134 --> 00:26:12,178 Are we role-playing? 469 00:26:12,906 --> 00:26:14,328 Am I you? I don't want be you. 470 00:26:14,346 --> 00:26:18,250 She's not asking for test results. She's not asking what 2 plus 2 equals. 471 00:26:18,396 --> 00:26:20,690 She's asking for my personal life experience 472 00:26:20,723 --> 00:26:22,508 so she can extrapolate to all humanity. 473 00:26:22,516 --> 00:26:24,410 That's not truth. That's bad science. 474 00:26:26,043 --> 00:26:27,558 It's not science at all. 475 00:26:29,493 --> 00:26:30,490 Tell her the truth. 476 00:26:33,485 --> 00:26:35,178 Tell her your life has been good. 477 00:26:35,233 --> 00:26:36,181 It hasn't been. 478 00:26:36,364 --> 00:26:38,020 Tell her anyway. She wants hope. 479 00:26:38,213 --> 00:26:41,311 She wants to know that what happened to her wasn't the norm, 480 00:26:41,525 --> 00:26:45,321 that things can be okay, which means maybe they can be okay for her again. 481 00:26:48,674 --> 00:26:50,020 Tell her your life sucked. 482 00:26:50,063 --> 00:26:51,009 It didn't. 483 00:26:51,184 --> 00:26:52,128 Tell her anyway. 484 00:26:52,583 --> 00:26:53,998 She wants to know she's not alone. 485 00:26:54,004 --> 00:26:55,970 She wants to know she's gonna survive this, that 486 00:26:55,976 --> 00:26:59,230 other people have been through this and worse and come out the other end. 487 00:26:59,235 --> 00:27:01,181 She wants to know she's going to heal. 488 00:27:01,576 --> 00:27:02,518 Act like... 489 00:27:02,834 --> 00:27:03,780 you're healed. 490 00:27:06,443 --> 00:27:07,391 Tell her... 491 00:27:10,925 --> 00:27:11,869 Keep her asleep. 492 00:27:13,813 --> 00:27:14,761 Thanks. 493 00:27:14,824 --> 00:27:16,268 You've all been a huge help. 494 00:27:17,806 --> 00:27:19,048 There's no wrong answer, 495 00:27:20,014 --> 00:27:21,658 because there's no right answer. 496 00:27:22,064 --> 00:27:23,010 Wrong. 497 00:27:24,074 --> 00:27:26,369 We just don't know what the right answer is. 498 00:27:32,985 --> 00:27:33,931 Wake up. 499 00:27:41,985 --> 00:27:44,031 It's not as bad as what happened to you, 500 00:27:45,036 --> 00:27:45,979 I don't think. 501 00:27:46,393 --> 00:27:48,001 I don't know what happened to you. 502 00:27:48,004 --> 00:27:50,838 But given how lousy you're responding, I assume it was worse than 503 00:27:50,843 --> 00:27:52,639 getting abused by your grandmother. 504 00:27:56,714 --> 00:27:57,908 What did she do to you? 505 00:28:00,596 --> 00:28:01,940 My parents traveled a lot, 506 00:28:02,426 --> 00:28:03,921 and they'd leave me with her. 507 00:28:04,855 --> 00:28:06,901 She liked things the way she liked them. 508 00:28:07,596 --> 00:28:10,538 And she believed in discipline. She was right, I suppose, 509 00:28:10,613 --> 00:28:13,358 because I hardly ever screwed up when she was around. 510 00:28:14,256 --> 00:28:17,508 Too scared of being forced to sleep in the yard or 511 00:28:18,293 --> 00:28:19,399 take a bath in ice. 512 00:28:24,934 --> 00:28:25,880 Your turn. 513 00:28:28,684 --> 00:28:31,271 Your parents, they— they never stopped her? 514 00:28:32,585 --> 00:28:33,531 I never told them. 515 00:28:34,486 --> 00:28:35,430 Why not? 516 00:28:36,404 --> 00:28:38,900 Usual reasons: I was afraid they wouldn't believe me, 517 00:28:38,905 --> 00:28:41,751 and I was afraid they'd think I'd done something wrong. 518 00:28:46,213 --> 00:28:48,161 I opened up to you, you open up to me. 519 00:28:49,475 --> 00:28:51,118 - What did you call her? - Oma. 520 00:28:51,725 --> 00:28:53,870 And you kept calling her that after this? 521 00:28:53,994 --> 00:28:55,191 Dutch for "grandmother. 522 00:28:55,335 --> 00:28:58,231 "She was still my grandmother, and she was still dutch." 523 00:29:04,325 --> 00:29:06,091 Is any part of that story true? 524 00:29:07,733 --> 00:29:08,681 All of it. 525 00:29:09,283 --> 00:29:11,029 You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 526 00:29:11,566 --> 00:29:13,158 Something would have to change. 527 00:29:13,454 --> 00:29:16,400 - You don't know me. - You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 528 00:29:17,184 --> 00:29:19,558 - Look, you're overreacting. - Do not dismiss me. 529 00:29:19,565 --> 00:29:22,349 I'm not dismissing you. I'm just saying you're not acting rationally. 530 00:29:22,353 --> 00:29:24,289 I'm angry because you are lying to me. 531 00:29:24,295 --> 00:29:25,899 - No. You are— - What can I do? 532 00:29:25,904 --> 00:29:28,080 What the hell can I do that you're not gonna dismiss 533 00:29:28,085 --> 00:29:29,828 as just being because I was raped? 534 00:29:34,914 --> 00:29:35,858 Nothing. 535 00:29:39,773 --> 00:29:40,719 Your story... 536 00:29:41,754 --> 00:29:42,821 is it true? 537 00:29:45,335 --> 00:29:46,281 True for somebody. 538 00:29:48,196 --> 00:29:49,241 But not for you. 539 00:29:50,245 --> 00:29:51,289 These things happen. 540 00:29:52,025 --> 00:29:54,690 It happened to somebody. What do you care if it happened to me? 541 00:29:54,694 --> 00:29:56,009 They're not in this room. 542 00:29:56,216 --> 00:29:59,608 No! They're out there: Doctors, lawyers... postal workers. 543 00:30:00,055 --> 00:30:02,510 Some of them doing great. Some of them doing lousy. 544 00:30:02,516 --> 00:30:05,860 Are you gonna base your whole life on who you got stuck in a room with? 545 00:30:05,865 --> 00:30:08,908 I'm gonna base this moment on who I'm stuck in a room with. 546 00:30:10,533 --> 00:30:11,580 That's what life is. 547 00:30:12,093 --> 00:30:13,429 It's a series of rooms. 548 00:30:14,465 --> 00:30:18,598 And who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up to what are lives are. 549 00:30:42,175 --> 00:30:43,799 You've got to get me out of this. 550 00:30:43,806 --> 00:30:45,710 There's nothing to diagnose. There's nothing— 551 00:30:45,715 --> 00:30:47,209 You only tested her for STDs? 552 00:30:47,953 --> 00:30:51,270 I had seven morons who forgot their raincoats. It's all they asked for, 553 00:30:51,276 --> 00:30:53,138 so I didn't waste the lab's time. Why? 554 00:30:53,143 --> 00:30:54,190 I wasted their time. 555 00:30:54,963 --> 00:30:55,911 She's pregnant. 556 00:31:08,215 --> 00:31:09,159 Do you understand? 557 00:31:13,585 --> 00:31:14,531 Are you okay? 558 00:31:16,225 --> 00:31:18,022 I mean, I know you're not okay, but 559 00:31:18,824 --> 00:31:22,090 are you more or less not okay than you were five minutes ago? 560 00:31:23,834 --> 00:31:24,902 About the same. 561 00:31:26,215 --> 00:31:27,162 Good. 562 00:31:28,046 --> 00:31:30,192 The termination procedure isn't pleasant. 563 00:31:30,305 --> 00:31:31,651 I don't want to terminate. 564 00:31:33,835 --> 00:31:35,179 You want to keep the baby? 565 00:31:35,555 --> 00:31:36,642 Abortion is murder. 566 00:31:39,615 --> 00:31:40,559 True. 567 00:31:41,124 --> 00:31:42,559 It's a life, and... 568 00:31:43,035 --> 00:31:43,979 you should end it. 569 00:31:45,654 --> 00:31:46,960 Every life is sacred. 570 00:31:48,516 --> 00:31:51,310 Come on. Talk to me. Don't quote me bumper stickers. 571 00:31:51,564 --> 00:31:53,260 - It's true. - It's meaningless. 572 00:31:53,395 --> 00:31:56,592 - It means every life matters to god. - Not to me, not to you. 573 00:31:57,304 --> 00:32:00,070 Judging by the number of natural disasters, not to god either. 574 00:32:00,075 --> 00:32:02,972 - You're just being argumentative. - Yeah! I do do that. 575 00:32:03,816 --> 00:32:06,212 What about Hitler? Was his life sacred to god? 576 00:32:06,847 --> 00:32:09,539 Father of your child, is his life sacred to you? 577 00:32:09,696 --> 00:32:11,410 My child isn't Hitler. 578 00:32:11,614 --> 00:32:13,419 Either every life is sacred, or it— 579 00:32:13,426 --> 00:32:16,380 Stop it! I don't wanna chat about philosophy. 580 00:32:16,576 --> 00:32:19,571 You're not killing your rape baby because of a philosophy. 581 00:32:20,896 --> 00:32:23,641 It's murder. I'm against it. You for it? 582 00:32:25,636 --> 00:32:26,860 Not as a general rule. 583 00:32:27,046 --> 00:32:28,942 - Just for unborn children? - Yes. 584 00:32:33,465 --> 00:32:36,901 The problem with exceptions to rules is the line-drawing. 585 00:32:37,745 --> 00:32:40,839 It might make sense for us to kill the ass that did this to you. 586 00:32:40,845 --> 00:32:42,520 I mean, where do we draw the line? 587 00:32:42,525 --> 00:32:46,320 Which asses do we get to kill, and which asses get to keep on being asses? 588 00:32:46,727 --> 00:32:49,551 The nice thing about the abortion debate is that we can quibble 589 00:32:49,555 --> 00:32:52,669 over trimesters, but ultimately, there's a nice, clean line: 590 00:32:54,266 --> 00:32:55,209 Birth. 591 00:32:57,154 --> 00:33:00,240 Morally there isn't a lot of difference. Practically, huge. 592 00:33:02,487 --> 00:33:04,231 You're enjoying this conversation. 593 00:33:06,986 --> 00:33:09,230 This is the type of conversation I do well. 594 00:33:12,054 --> 00:33:13,150 But the other type... 595 00:33:16,715 --> 00:33:18,000 the personal stuff? 596 00:33:20,946 --> 00:33:22,041 There are no answers. 597 00:33:23,337 --> 00:33:24,580 If there are no answers, 598 00:33:25,305 --> 00:33:26,251 why talk about it? 599 00:33:30,446 --> 00:33:31,392 You're healthy. 600 00:33:32,987 --> 00:33:34,130 You shouldn't be here. 601 00:33:37,025 --> 00:33:38,050 I don't want to go. 602 00:33:41,845 --> 00:33:42,790 Fine. 603 00:33:43,675 --> 00:33:44,820 I won't discharge you. 604 00:33:51,374 --> 00:33:52,620 You wanna go for a walk? 605 00:34:00,437 --> 00:34:02,030 This is the last of my journey. 606 00:34:03,104 --> 00:34:05,352 You don't deserve pain. You're just an insane old man. 607 00:34:05,365 --> 00:34:07,129 - No, no. - I'm not gonna watch you suffer. 608 00:34:07,136 --> 00:34:09,782 - I need you to remember me. - I'll remember you! 609 00:34:10,405 --> 00:34:12,361 - Why? - Because you're a nice man. 610 00:34:12,706 --> 00:34:15,670 You don't know that. You don't know anything about me. 611 00:34:15,817 --> 00:34:17,751 Either you are a nice man or you're an ass. 612 00:34:17,754 --> 00:34:21,109 Either way, you did something to somebody that they're gonna remember. 613 00:34:21,117 --> 00:34:26,041 I have no family. I have no friends. I didn't even have a real job. 614 00:34:26,454 --> 00:34:29,800 If I die in peace, then I'm just another patient. 615 00:34:30,196 --> 00:34:32,642 - But if I die suffering— - It'll be horrible. 616 00:34:33,937 --> 00:34:35,219 Don't do that to either of us. 617 00:34:35,224 --> 00:34:40,100 No, I just need to die knowing that something is different 618 00:34:40,464 --> 00:34:41,902 because I was here. 619 00:35:23,305 --> 00:35:24,291 Life goes on. 620 00:35:26,435 --> 00:35:28,382 Is that the reason why we're out here? 621 00:35:29,435 --> 00:35:30,729 You know why I come here? 622 00:35:31,327 --> 00:35:34,092 I sit, I watch, I imagine. 623 00:35:37,444 --> 00:35:38,401 Sounds nice. 624 00:35:39,326 --> 00:35:41,621 I imagine that one of them will break a leg. 625 00:35:42,357 --> 00:35:43,599 Just one false step, 626 00:35:44,467 --> 00:35:45,809 one crack in the sidewalk. 627 00:35:47,644 --> 00:35:49,382 - You don't really. - I'm evil. 628 00:35:50,374 --> 00:35:52,170 Evil people don't say they're evil. 629 00:35:52,905 --> 00:35:54,652 That sounds like an easy loophole. 630 00:35:58,176 --> 00:36:01,659 People can do good things, their instincts are not good, 631 00:36:02,705 --> 00:36:06,109 either god doesn't exist or he's unimaginably cruel. 632 00:36:08,167 --> 00:36:09,262 I don't believe that. 633 00:36:10,994 --> 00:36:12,189 So what do you believe? 634 00:36:12,735 --> 00:36:14,330 Why do you think this happened? 635 00:36:17,197 --> 00:36:19,591 - I don't want to talk about it. - Me neither. 636 00:36:20,775 --> 00:36:21,719 Too bad. 637 00:36:24,614 --> 00:36:26,859 You know, I don't think there was a reason. 638 00:36:27,784 --> 00:36:30,071 So god does exist, lets you get raped, 639 00:36:30,235 --> 00:36:32,880 and needs you to keep your rape baby for no reason. 640 00:36:35,826 --> 00:36:37,621 Well, maybe he was challenging me. 641 00:36:38,584 --> 00:36:39,879 He hurts you to help you. 642 00:36:42,024 --> 00:36:44,352 I guess it's better than because he hates you. 643 00:36:44,354 --> 00:36:46,130 You're trying to convince me there's no god. 644 00:36:46,135 --> 00:36:48,000 Why would you even say something like that? 645 00:36:48,005 --> 00:36:49,549 Because you're throwing your life away. 646 00:36:49,556 --> 00:36:52,951 - I'm doing what I believe. - What you believe doesn't make sense. 647 00:36:54,786 --> 00:36:55,979 This is not helping me. 648 00:36:56,826 --> 00:36:57,970 Then I can't help you. 649 00:37:00,635 --> 00:37:03,330 If you believe in eternity, then life is irrelevant. 650 00:37:05,177 --> 00:37:08,372 The same as a bug is irrelevant in comparison to the universe. 651 00:37:13,178 --> 00:37:14,876 If you don't believe in eternity, 652 00:37:15,439 --> 00:37:17,283 then what you do here is irrelevant. 653 00:37:17,429 --> 00:37:19,664 Your actions here are all that matters. 654 00:37:19,979 --> 00:37:21,075 Then nothing matters. 655 00:37:21,461 --> 00:37:23,203 There's no ultimate consequences. 656 00:37:25,499 --> 00:37:26,844 I couldn't live like that. 657 00:37:29,560 --> 00:37:33,406 So you need to think that the guy who did this to you is gonna be punished. 658 00:37:35,209 --> 00:37:37,454 I need to know that it all means something. 659 00:37:39,189 --> 00:37:40,234 I need that comfort. 660 00:37:42,130 --> 00:37:43,076 Yeah. 661 00:37:43,731 --> 00:37:45,175 Are you feeling comfortable? 662 00:37:46,550 --> 00:37:48,895 You feeling good right now, feel warm inside? 663 00:37:59,030 --> 00:37:59,976 I was raped. 664 00:38:02,298 --> 00:38:03,343 What's your excuse? 665 00:39:01,420 --> 00:39:04,016 Do you think the guy who did this to me feels bad? 666 00:39:05,659 --> 00:39:06,603 That'd help you? 667 00:39:07,829 --> 00:39:09,224 It'll make you feel better? 668 00:39:10,529 --> 00:39:11,974 Why do you always do that... 669 00:39:13,040 --> 00:39:16,143 ask why I'm asking questions instead of just answering the question? 670 00:39:16,150 --> 00:39:17,745 The answer doesn't interest me. 671 00:39:19,148 --> 00:39:22,744 I don't care what he's feeling. I'm interested in what you're feeling. 672 00:39:25,911 --> 00:39:26,855 You are? 673 00:39:31,300 --> 00:39:33,343 I'm trapped in the room with you, right? 674 00:39:36,210 --> 00:39:37,355 Why did you choose me? 675 00:39:42,378 --> 00:39:43,824 There's something about you. 676 00:39:47,919 --> 00:39:49,264 It's like you're hurt too. 677 00:40:03,160 --> 00:40:04,105 It was true. 678 00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:08,894 What was? 679 00:40:10,668 --> 00:40:12,866 It wasn't my grandmother, but it was true. 680 00:40:17,620 --> 00:40:18,563 Who was it? 681 00:40:22,311 --> 00:40:23,256 It was my dad. 682 00:40:41,810 --> 00:40:44,156 I'd like to tell you what happened to me now. 683 00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:50,443 I'd like to hear it. 684 00:40:59,418 --> 00:41:01,533 It was my friends' birthday party— 685 00:41:52,501 --> 00:41:53,445 She terminated. 686 00:41:53,861 --> 00:41:55,005 She's been discharged. 687 00:41:58,370 --> 00:41:59,414 She's gonna be okay. 688 00:42:00,219 --> 00:42:01,785 Yeah. It's that simple. 689 00:42:04,721 --> 00:42:07,573 She's talking about what happened. That's huge. 690 00:42:08,538 --> 00:42:09,486 You did good. 691 00:42:10,070 --> 00:42:11,413 And everyone will tell you 692 00:42:11,910 --> 00:42:13,554 that's what we gotta make her do 693 00:42:13,861 --> 00:42:15,454 if we're gonna help her, right? 694 00:42:16,059 --> 00:42:17,004 Except we can't. 695 00:42:18,149 --> 00:42:19,473 We drag out her story, 696 00:42:21,039 --> 00:42:23,186 tell each other that it'll help her heal, 697 00:42:25,098 --> 00:42:26,956 and feel real good about ourselves. 698 00:42:29,139 --> 00:42:30,383 But maybe all we've done 699 00:42:30,819 --> 00:42:32,085 is make a girl cry. 700 00:42:33,718 --> 00:42:34,665 Then why did you— 701 00:42:39,460 --> 00:42:41,034 Because I don't know. 702 00:42:50,678 --> 00:42:52,175 You gonna follow up with her? 703 00:42:54,901 --> 00:42:56,563 One day. One room. 704 00:42:57,601 --> 00:43:01,596 ydy.com - Sync: jh26