1 00:00:03,060 --> 00:00:05,655 Ladies and gentlemen, step around, gather around. 2 00:00:05,656 --> 00:00:08,761 Let me show you a way to make a little easy money. Understand what I'm sayin'? 3 00:00:08,762 --> 00:00:11,747 These are the blacks, don't follow them. Follow the Queen... know why? 4 00:00:11,748 --> 00:00:14,621 'Cause she's red, and that means she is hot! Find the Queen. 5 00:00:14,622 --> 00:00:16,865 The first of the day is free to play. Who wants to play? 6 00:00:16,866 --> 00:00:18,954 You look interested, my man. You want to step on up? 7 00:00:18,955 --> 00:00:21,260 Come on, now, who wants to play? What about you, sweetie? 8 00:00:21,261 --> 00:00:24,061 You're cute, come on up. Cute girls win money all day. 9 00:00:24,150 --> 00:00:25,200 You look lucky, now. 10 00:00:25,292 --> 00:00:28,143 Follow the Queen, here we go. Follow the Queen, follow the Queen. 11 00:00:28,144 --> 00:00:30,537 She ain't no Helen Mirren, but this Queen is for you. 12 00:00:30,538 --> 00:00:32,508 Which one is it? Which one is it? 13 00:00:33,108 --> 00:00:34,889 - It's right there. - Right there? 14 00:00:37,169 --> 00:00:39,697 Beginner's luck. I'll tell you what, takes a woman 15 00:00:39,698 --> 00:00:41,850 to know a woman, takes a lady to find a Queen. 16 00:00:41,851 --> 00:00:42,844 There you go... 17 00:00:44,282 --> 00:00:45,234 Want to double up? 18 00:00:47,098 --> 00:00:49,165 We gonna chance it, we gonna chance it. 19 00:00:49,336 --> 00:00:51,981 All right, here we go. All you gotta do is find your Queen. 20 00:00:52,162 --> 00:00:54,411 You will not win again. You will not win again. 21 00:00:54,595 --> 00:00:56,393 All right, here we go... find your Queen. 22 00:00:56,394 --> 00:00:58,143 Find your Queen. Where is she? 23 00:00:58,438 --> 00:01:00,184 Boom... can you find her? 24 00:01:00,413 --> 00:01:02,155 - Right there. - This one? 25 00:01:02,560 --> 00:01:04,756 Oh, my gosh, she is killin' me. 26 00:01:04,829 --> 00:01:06,296 She is taking all my rent. 27 00:01:06,338 --> 00:01:08,559 Anybody else want to get behind the good-luck girl? 28 00:01:08,619 --> 00:01:09,569 I can do it. 29 00:01:09,570 --> 00:01:11,142 You can do it? You're next. 30 00:01:11,143 --> 00:01:12,777 Give me a chance to get my money back 31 00:01:12,778 --> 00:01:14,701 or I'm gonna be out here sleeping on the street. 32 00:01:15,142 --> 00:01:17,304 Ready? This is the last time. I'm not messin' no more. 33 00:01:17,305 --> 00:01:19,867 You're taking all my money, girl. Here we go. 34 00:01:20,612 --> 00:01:23,051 This is your last chance. Follow the Queen, follow the Queen. 35 00:01:23,052 --> 00:01:24,693 Where's she at? I'll show you one time. 36 00:01:24,880 --> 00:01:26,480 There she is, boom, boom, boom. 37 00:01:26,924 --> 00:01:27,874 Pick a card. 38 00:01:31,293 --> 00:01:32,293 Uh, I can't decide. 39 00:01:32,584 --> 00:01:34,889 What do you mean? Just pick a card, just make a decision. 40 00:01:34,890 --> 00:01:35,861 I can't decide. 41 00:01:35,862 --> 00:01:37,450 Any card will do. Left, right, center? 42 00:01:37,451 --> 00:01:39,090 I don't... I don't know. 43 00:01:39,255 --> 00:01:41,033 - Do you want the right? - I don't know. 44 00:01:41,034 --> 00:01:43,199 The left? The center? 45 00:01:43,200 --> 00:01:44,150 I don't know. I... 46 00:01:44,184 --> 00:01:46,059 Move out the way, let somebody else play then. 47 00:01:46,102 --> 00:01:48,565 I can't decide. I... I can't. 48 00:01:48,740 --> 00:01:51,593 - You want to flip a coin for it? - What's wrong with me? 49 00:02:00,076 --> 00:02:04,660 swsub.com jh26 50 00:02:31,376 --> 00:02:33,321 Scariest 30 seconds of my life. 51 00:02:34,038 --> 00:02:37,668 I couldn't do anything. It's like I couldn't move inside my head. 52 00:02:38,067 --> 00:02:42,001 It's called abulia, the inability to make a decision or exercise will. 53 00:02:42,564 --> 00:02:43,864 Is it gonna happen again? 54 00:02:43,894 --> 00:02:46,679 It's part of a T.I.A... a Transient Ischemic Attack. 55 00:02:46,745 --> 00:02:48,911 Blood was cut off to a section of your frontal lobe. 56 00:02:48,912 --> 00:02:51,374 - Is that like a stroke or something? - A little. 57 00:02:52,549 --> 00:02:54,349 What drugs have you taken recently? 58 00:02:55,264 --> 00:02:56,214 No drugs. 59 00:02:56,609 --> 00:02:58,306 Toxins are another possibility. 60 00:02:58,405 --> 00:03:00,938 You might have been exposed to something at work, for instance. 61 00:03:00,939 --> 00:03:02,498 No real job right now. 62 00:03:03,315 --> 00:03:06,415 Exposure can build up over time and lie dormant for a while. 63 00:03:06,985 --> 00:03:08,894 - What was your last job? - Pet store. 64 00:03:08,966 --> 00:03:11,287 - Exotic pets? - Tropical fish. 65 00:03:11,605 --> 00:03:13,539 - And before that? - Unemployment. 66 00:03:15,219 --> 00:03:16,393 And before that 67 00:03:18,087 --> 00:03:19,966 I sold subscriptions on the phone. 68 00:03:20,609 --> 00:03:22,377 And before that, unemployment. 69 00:03:23,863 --> 00:03:26,447 Before that I worked at Jeans Gone Wild. 70 00:03:27,355 --> 00:03:28,679 Before that, unemployment. 71 00:03:29,203 --> 00:03:31,982 Before that, I walked dogs. 72 00:03:32,380 --> 00:03:34,673 And before that... 73 00:03:36,322 --> 00:03:38,036 Loss of free will. 74 00:03:38,693 --> 00:03:39,643 I like it. 75 00:03:40,089 --> 00:03:42,810 Maybe we can get Thomas Aquinas in for a consult. 76 00:03:43,604 --> 00:03:44,825 What caused the T.I.A.? 77 00:03:45,211 --> 00:03:47,092 Arteries are clear. No sign of a clot. 78 00:03:47,093 --> 00:03:49,213 Could've dissolved. Most likely came from her heart. 79 00:03:49,214 --> 00:03:50,394 We should do a bubble study. 80 00:03:50,395 --> 00:03:52,893 Clots are unlikely in a 29-year-old who's not on the pill. 81 00:03:52,894 --> 00:03:54,951 It's probably a vaso-spasm caused by drugs. 82 00:03:54,993 --> 00:03:57,552 I don't think so. She goes from job to job. 83 00:03:57,614 --> 00:03:59,564 Maybe there's come kind of A.D.D. here. 84 00:03:59,905 --> 00:04:01,654 Help us pinpoint where the neurological... 85 00:04:01,655 --> 00:04:04,050 She goes from job to job because she's a scam artist. 86 00:04:04,051 --> 00:04:06,385 She works just long enough to qualify for unemployment, 87 00:04:06,386 --> 00:04:08,272 then gets fired and gets high. 88 00:04:08,364 --> 00:04:10,039 I still don't think it's drugs. 89 00:04:10,251 --> 00:04:11,680 Did you check for infection? 90 00:04:11,681 --> 00:04:14,164 LP showed nothing. No fever, white blood count is normal. 91 00:04:14,165 --> 00:04:15,415 Could be toxic exposure. 92 00:04:15,473 --> 00:04:17,527 You're the one always saying it must be drugs. 93 00:04:17,528 --> 00:04:19,658 You figure he's a minority, she must be stoned? 94 00:04:19,659 --> 00:04:22,092 - You know that's not what I... - She seems like a nice girl. 95 00:04:22,093 --> 00:04:23,117 You haven't met her! 96 00:04:23,243 --> 00:04:26,622 She was pregnant at 15, dropped out of high school. She's a real overachiever. 97 00:04:26,623 --> 00:04:28,807 Come on, cut her some slack... her baby died of SIDS. 98 00:04:28,808 --> 00:04:31,996 This isn't some romantic story about a nice girl scarred by tragedy. 99 00:04:31,997 --> 00:04:34,365 She's a drug-using scam artist scarred by tragedy. 100 00:04:34,366 --> 00:04:36,993 On the other hand, her tox-screen just came back. 101 00:04:37,124 --> 00:04:38,074 She's clean. 102 00:04:38,411 --> 00:04:40,356 You're wasting my time. He's waste... 103 00:04:45,307 --> 00:04:47,627 Second ex-Mrs. Wilson want money? 104 00:04:48,705 --> 00:04:50,326 I am no longer paying alimony. 105 00:04:50,370 --> 00:04:53,387 She wanted her independence, so she got her Realtor's license. 106 00:04:53,388 --> 00:04:55,296 Market's doing badly, she wants money. 107 00:04:55,297 --> 00:04:57,997 The market's doing badly, she's moving into a condo. 108 00:04:58,075 --> 00:05:00,324 - She wants... - She wants me to take Hector. 109 00:05:01,853 --> 00:05:02,803 Pool boy? 110 00:05:03,623 --> 00:05:04,573 Dog. 111 00:05:05,010 --> 00:05:06,079 No longer interested. 112 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:07,530 We got him on our honeymoon. 113 00:05:08,239 --> 00:05:11,499 So I'm, like, the other parent. But I can't take him. 114 00:05:11,827 --> 00:05:14,770 My hotel doesn't allow dogs. Besides, I'm always here. 115 00:05:15,058 --> 00:05:16,794 I asked Cuddy to a play Thursday. 116 00:05:20,811 --> 00:05:22,562 Oh, you... okay. 117 00:05:22,683 --> 00:05:23,877 She said she was busy. 118 00:05:24,219 --> 00:05:26,144 And you didn't believe her, so 119 00:05:26,485 --> 00:05:29,176 you bribed a janitor, broke into her computer, 120 00:05:29,385 --> 00:05:32,085 checked her appointments... - I asked her as a test. 121 00:05:32,272 --> 00:05:34,339 What would you have learned if she'd said yes? 122 00:05:34,340 --> 00:05:35,390 A lot about bondage. 123 00:05:36,176 --> 00:05:37,941 She's busy for me, but not for you. 124 00:05:37,942 --> 00:05:41,292 She's not interested in the playquaplay, she's interested in you. 125 00:05:41,885 --> 00:05:45,286 No, I'm not getting sucked into the vortex of your insanity again. 126 00:05:45,542 --> 00:05:48,337 Don't pass me notes in class, don't tell me to ask her to the prom. 127 00:05:48,338 --> 00:05:50,994 You cannot see her socially. You're leading her on. 128 00:05:51,022 --> 00:05:54,118 I'll consider that, after I take her to the Hockney exhibit. 129 00:05:55,385 --> 00:05:56,335 On Thursday. 130 00:05:56,973 --> 00:05:57,923 See, she is busy. 131 00:05:58,920 --> 00:05:59,870 It's not a date. 132 00:06:00,980 --> 00:06:03,833 She enjoyed the play. I enjoyed her enjoying the play. 133 00:06:03,917 --> 00:06:06,375 The woman works hard. It's nice to see her relax. 134 00:06:07,632 --> 00:06:09,258 So all this enjoying 135 00:06:09,927 --> 00:06:11,083 is an act of charity? 136 00:06:11,187 --> 00:06:13,387 I'm keeping the receipts for tax purposes. 137 00:06:18,977 --> 00:06:22,539 What's life without the ability to make stupid choices? 138 00:06:22,668 --> 00:06:23,918 She needs her free will. 139 00:06:24,055 --> 00:06:27,399 Find out why her brain froze before she can't decide to take her next breath. 140 00:06:27,400 --> 00:06:29,539 You find the toxins, you run the bubble study. 141 00:06:29,540 --> 00:06:32,325 You won't find anything, but I'll get the office to myself. 142 00:06:32,326 --> 00:06:34,725 There's a lot of porn piling up on the internet. 143 00:06:34,796 --> 00:06:35,997 Doesn't download itself. 144 00:06:39,786 --> 00:06:40,909 Eric... Eric! 145 00:06:41,850 --> 00:06:42,850 Hello, Mr. Foreman. 146 00:06:43,989 --> 00:06:46,134 - Dr. Chase, how are you? - Good. 147 00:06:46,476 --> 00:06:49,306 - You're lucky you caught us... - I'll meet you outside. 148 00:06:51,177 --> 00:06:52,131 Hey, Dad. 149 00:06:53,215 --> 00:06:54,165 Uh, I've gotta go. 150 00:06:54,764 --> 00:06:56,472 Why are you here? Everything okay? 151 00:06:57,713 --> 00:06:58,663 Good as ever. 152 00:06:59,272 --> 00:07:01,422 We're staying at a hotel down the street. 153 00:07:01,843 --> 00:07:03,181 You didn't bring Mom with you? 154 00:07:03,182 --> 00:07:05,669 It's gonna be her 60th birthday in a few days. 155 00:07:05,941 --> 00:07:07,824 I know... we talked about it on the phone. 156 00:07:07,825 --> 00:07:09,475 You said you couldn't come home. 157 00:07:10,555 --> 00:07:14,476 - You didn't have to come. - You haven't been home in eight years. 158 00:07:16,452 --> 00:07:17,621 She should see you... 159 00:07:19,132 --> 00:07:20,882 while she still knows who you are. 160 00:07:23,826 --> 00:07:26,380 Dad, I've talked to her on the phone. 161 00:07:27,788 --> 00:07:29,254 She only knows who I am... 162 00:07:30,208 --> 00:07:31,176 sometimes. 163 00:07:31,649 --> 00:07:32,715 Sometimes... 164 00:07:34,709 --> 00:07:35,659 is important. 165 00:07:38,867 --> 00:07:41,798 So what's up with your dad? Didn't know he was gonna be in town? 166 00:07:41,799 --> 00:07:42,749 No. 167 00:07:45,145 --> 00:07:48,129 A building this old, there could be toxic exposure anywhere. 168 00:07:48,158 --> 00:07:51,241 Asbestos, mold, the coloring agents in the old wallpaper. 169 00:07:51,542 --> 00:07:53,803 Or it could be drugs. 170 00:07:54,092 --> 00:07:55,392 I thought we ruled out... 171 00:07:57,400 --> 00:07:59,946 Clean tox-screen means drugs didn't cause the T.I.A. 172 00:07:59,947 --> 00:08:03,258 Drugs can be laced with toxic substances. Arsenic, rat poison. 173 00:08:03,530 --> 00:08:06,194 The drugs wash out of her system, the toxins stick around. 174 00:08:06,195 --> 00:08:08,263 Exposure could come about any number of ways. 175 00:08:08,264 --> 00:08:10,476 There's no reason to assume it was through drug use. 176 00:08:10,477 --> 00:08:12,427 Absolutely, except for the crack pipe. 177 00:08:13,169 --> 00:08:15,292 I'll test her blood for arsenic and rat poison. 178 00:08:15,318 --> 00:08:17,624 Yeah, you'd like that, wouldn't you? 179 00:08:18,991 --> 00:08:20,741 Your dad asked you out for dinner? 180 00:08:22,725 --> 00:08:23,748 I'll do the tests. 181 00:08:24,044 --> 00:08:25,594 You're stuck with your family. 182 00:08:29,385 --> 00:08:30,408 You like Hockney? 183 00:08:31,235 --> 00:08:32,335 You heard about that. 184 00:08:33,738 --> 00:08:35,888 The pop stuff or the Venezuelan pictures? 185 00:08:36,993 --> 00:08:38,243 That's a trick question. 186 00:08:39,373 --> 00:08:41,879 Yes, but you have no idea how it's a trick. 187 00:08:42,662 --> 00:08:45,762 I like art. I'm open to new things. What's the problem? 188 00:08:45,850 --> 00:08:49,164 You're going to a gallery to see Venezuelan pictures that don't exist, 189 00:08:49,165 --> 00:08:51,111 but you won't go to a play with me. Why? 190 00:08:51,165 --> 00:08:54,027 House, why is my social life suddenly red hot? 191 00:08:54,334 --> 00:08:57,234 One minute I'm mushing along with the huskies, as usual, 192 00:08:57,245 --> 00:08:58,945 and suddenly it's global warming. 193 00:08:59,244 --> 00:09:01,776 You think you saw somebody else pick up a toy from the sandbox, 194 00:09:01,777 --> 00:09:03,046 and suddenly you want it. 195 00:09:04,370 --> 00:09:05,526 Is that why you said no? 196 00:09:05,527 --> 00:09:09,320 Maybe I just want a friend, and I thought Wilson was a safe choice. 197 00:09:10,414 --> 00:09:11,364 I'm not safe? 198 00:09:12,172 --> 00:09:13,122 Cool. 199 00:09:15,228 --> 00:09:17,614 James Wilson is never the safe choice. 200 00:09:17,792 --> 00:09:20,092 We're going to a gallery, we're not getting married. 201 00:09:20,093 --> 00:09:21,293 Sure, you say that now. 202 00:09:21,922 --> 00:09:23,622 He always marries 'em in the end. 203 00:09:36,440 --> 00:09:37,563 Is that Eric? 204 00:09:38,164 --> 00:09:39,130 Eric! 205 00:09:41,222 --> 00:09:43,370 Oh, baby, baby. 206 00:09:44,922 --> 00:09:48,292 I wanted to find that picture I took at your high school graduation. 207 00:09:48,316 --> 00:09:49,370 I had it re-framed. 208 00:09:49,629 --> 00:09:52,279 It's in one of these suitcases, but I don't know... 209 00:09:52,434 --> 00:09:53,984 You could show it to me later. 210 00:10:00,856 --> 00:10:03,203 Your father wants to know if you've been praying. 211 00:10:03,271 --> 00:10:06,056 You don't have to just come out with it like that. 212 00:10:06,213 --> 00:10:08,263 But I only want to know if you're happy. 213 00:10:08,588 --> 00:10:09,919 Sure, I'm okay. 214 00:10:10,082 --> 00:10:13,670 - You like it here, you have friends? - Yeah, everything's great, Mom. 215 00:10:13,930 --> 00:10:17,520 That's why I brought the picture for you. I remember when you were little, 216 00:10:17,608 --> 00:10:20,795 you liked to look in the back of the math book because you knew 217 00:10:20,796 --> 00:10:22,681 even though it made no sense then, 218 00:10:22,929 --> 00:10:25,647 by the end of the year, you'd understand it all. 219 00:10:26,348 --> 00:10:28,172 That's why you brought the picture? 220 00:10:28,853 --> 00:10:31,971 You wanted to look ahead to see how far you'd go. 221 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:35,390 Now you're a grown man, I thought you might like to look back 222 00:10:35,709 --> 00:10:37,517 to see how far you've come. 223 00:10:38,903 --> 00:10:40,703 It all makes sense now, doesn't it? 224 00:10:47,345 --> 00:10:48,397 That isn't mine. 225 00:10:48,621 --> 00:10:49,771 It was in your closet. 226 00:10:50,864 --> 00:10:53,260 It belongs to this guy who used to live with me. 227 00:10:53,848 --> 00:10:56,848 You might want to let him know he's got arsenic poisoning. 228 00:10:57,661 --> 00:11:00,551 We should get a sample of his hair so we can see the extent... 229 00:11:00,552 --> 00:11:01,502 But I don't do... 230 00:11:02,180 --> 00:11:03,130 I don't do drugs. 231 00:11:14,288 --> 00:11:16,499 Get a crash cart in here! Respiratory arrest! 232 00:11:20,398 --> 00:11:22,398 Are you sure it isn't from the arsenic? 233 00:11:23,018 --> 00:11:24,806 Dr. Foreman said I was poisoned. 234 00:11:25,439 --> 00:11:27,339 Your hair showed only a trace amount. 235 00:11:27,500 --> 00:11:31,142 Not enough to damage your lungs like this. We need you to stay still now. 236 00:11:33,124 --> 00:11:35,374 Six-millimeter cuts starting at the apices. 237 00:11:36,712 --> 00:11:39,900 Also, I just wanted to let you know, should you change your mind, 238 00:11:39,944 --> 00:11:40,954 I'll be available. 239 00:11:42,522 --> 00:11:44,968 Aren't you getting tired of hearing me say it? 240 00:11:45,322 --> 00:11:48,547 I have no intention of going out with you, of having sex with you... 241 00:11:48,548 --> 00:11:50,769 of doing anything with you except work. 242 00:11:51,025 --> 00:11:54,744 We don't have to make a big deal about it. I just thought I'd let you know. 243 00:11:55,005 --> 00:11:57,896 I've decided Tuesdays would be a good day to do that. 244 00:11:58,662 --> 00:12:00,862 You did not suddenly fall in love with me. 245 00:12:01,403 --> 00:12:04,000 You were looking for something, and I happened to be... 246 00:12:04,565 --> 00:12:05,515 It's fine. 247 00:12:06,828 --> 00:12:08,178 No need to go on about it. 248 00:12:10,845 --> 00:12:12,645 I'm dancing through the lung bases. 249 00:12:13,807 --> 00:12:16,115 - We need to put this behind this. - Understood. 250 00:12:16,157 --> 00:12:19,538 - But you keep bringing it up. - You're the one who's still talking. 251 00:12:19,603 --> 00:12:23,503 Look, I'm not demanding anything from you. I'm not following you home. 252 00:12:23,580 --> 00:12:24,880 I've got no expectations. 253 00:12:25,407 --> 00:12:28,649 A gentle, polite reminder once a week is hardly stalking. 254 00:12:34,346 --> 00:12:35,296 There's a mass... 255 00:12:35,818 --> 00:12:37,168 just outside the lingular. 256 00:12:40,834 --> 00:12:43,876 Biopsy shows there are white blood cells in the walls of the blood vessels. 257 00:12:43,877 --> 00:12:46,151 They're not supposed to get past the bouncers. 258 00:12:46,152 --> 00:12:48,172 It's gotta be autoimmune... something lymphocytic. 259 00:12:48,173 --> 00:12:50,140 The white blood cells are attacking her own body. 260 00:12:50,141 --> 00:12:52,044 Only question is what kind of autoimmune? 261 00:12:52,045 --> 00:12:54,893 - It doesn't matter what kind. - It always matters what kind. 262 00:12:54,964 --> 00:12:57,715 - Treatment's always steroids. - Treatment is always boring. 263 00:12:57,755 --> 00:12:58,665 Diagnosis... 264 00:12:58,666 --> 00:13:00,693 Okay, it's affecting the larger blood vessels. 265 00:13:00,694 --> 00:13:03,487 It's gotta be Giant Cell arteritis. I'll start her on steroids. 266 00:13:03,488 --> 00:13:06,627 It's affecting the smaller blood vessels. Gotta be lupus vasculitis. 267 00:13:06,628 --> 00:13:08,647 I'll start her on steroids. It's affecting... 268 00:13:08,648 --> 00:13:09,885 Yeah, got it. 269 00:13:10,975 --> 00:13:13,017 - Start her on steroids. - Good idea. 270 00:13:15,223 --> 00:13:16,604 Told you it was boring. 271 00:13:17,741 --> 00:13:19,317 - I gotta go out. - Why? 272 00:13:19,803 --> 00:13:20,905 Wilson's got a date. 273 00:13:22,773 --> 00:13:25,747 It's got 15-foot ceilings, it's an open floor plan. 274 00:13:27,485 --> 00:13:29,535 You know, I can't believe you called me. 275 00:13:29,719 --> 00:13:31,051 Hey, I need a condo. 276 00:13:32,214 --> 00:13:35,449 Didn't you and Wilson have your first date around here? 277 00:13:36,311 --> 00:13:39,364 Wow, you remember where our first date was? 278 00:13:39,949 --> 00:13:41,778 I didn't think you were paying attention. 279 00:13:41,779 --> 00:13:43,878 Really? He's my best friend. 280 00:13:44,693 --> 00:13:46,193 Our first date was in Boston. 281 00:13:47,811 --> 00:13:50,025 Not quite as close to here as I remembered. 282 00:13:50,177 --> 00:13:53,029 - But we're not here to talk about him. - Absolutely not. 283 00:13:53,639 --> 00:13:55,195 Wait till you see the kitchen. 284 00:13:56,858 --> 00:13:58,540 All-granite countertops. 285 00:13:59,411 --> 00:14:03,109 Since I wasn't paying attention back then, what was it like dating him? 286 00:14:05,083 --> 00:14:06,197 So this is Hockney? 287 00:14:06,583 --> 00:14:09,409 No. I don't know what happened. 288 00:14:10,194 --> 00:14:11,267 I'm sure you don't. 289 00:14:13,359 --> 00:14:16,466 I never knew your tastes were so eclectic. 290 00:14:17,487 --> 00:14:19,937 Oh, the Hockney exhibit finished on April 20th. 291 00:14:19,980 --> 00:14:21,330 I thought it was May 20th. 292 00:14:21,894 --> 00:14:22,917 Okay, my bad. 293 00:14:24,020 --> 00:14:26,694 This is not somewhere I'd bring someone on a date. 294 00:14:28,412 --> 00:14:30,645 N- not that this is a date, obviously. 295 00:14:33,338 --> 00:14:34,488 I was just thinking... 296 00:14:34,911 --> 00:14:37,989 he's doing landscapes on multiple canvases now, and 297 00:14:38,814 --> 00:14:42,088 they're kinda peaceful. And you're always so busy. 298 00:14:44,855 --> 00:14:47,650 I don't think I've ever seen you embarrassed before. 299 00:14:48,345 --> 00:14:49,650 Oh, it was never a date. 300 00:14:49,934 --> 00:14:54,377 I was coming off a bad relationship, and he said we could go out as friends. 301 00:14:54,422 --> 00:14:57,312 You know, just go see plays, go to a museum. 302 00:14:58,135 --> 00:15:00,517 - I didn't think you liked Trenton. - Love it. 303 00:15:01,153 --> 00:15:04,370 So he'd say it's not a date, but then he'd jump you. 304 00:15:04,441 --> 00:15:05,532 Oh, no, he meant it. 305 00:15:05,957 --> 00:15:10,889 James Wilson, carefully calibrating his level of protectiveness for your 306 00:15:11,430 --> 00:15:12,810 individual needs. 307 00:15:13,036 --> 00:15:15,086 Did you just compare Wilson to a tampon? 308 00:15:15,189 --> 00:15:16,186 No. 309 00:15:17,015 --> 00:15:18,417 It was very endearing. 310 00:15:18,539 --> 00:15:20,439 He really just wanted to be a friend. 311 00:15:20,964 --> 00:15:22,217 So I jumped him. 312 00:15:24,359 --> 00:15:25,759 The bedroom's through here. 313 00:15:27,225 --> 00:15:28,479 That's such a bad idea. 314 00:15:29,455 --> 00:15:32,705 There is no way that won't cause damage to the large intestine. 315 00:15:32,961 --> 00:15:35,011 Are you keeping us here to torture me? 316 00:15:39,517 --> 00:15:41,988 - Is that a bicycle pump? - That's what I'm saying. 317 00:15:42,056 --> 00:15:43,956 It's like walking into a sticky trap. 318 00:15:44,610 --> 00:15:47,710 Once you're the focus of all that attention, it's addictive. 319 00:15:47,981 --> 00:15:50,197 This unit's kitchen has got a chef's oven. 320 00:15:50,888 --> 00:15:52,563 I cook a lot. Go on. 321 00:15:52,785 --> 00:15:55,483 It's the emotional stuff that really sucks you in. 322 00:15:56,413 --> 00:15:59,366 He's just so "knight in shining armor," you know? 323 00:15:59,957 --> 00:16:03,560 Always there to support you, until one day he's not. 324 00:16:03,819 --> 00:16:05,219 But by then, you're hooked. 325 00:16:07,699 --> 00:16:11,072 Hey, do you think that you could talk to him about taking the dog? 326 00:16:11,581 --> 00:16:14,601 He's the only one that Hector really gets along with. 327 00:16:14,793 --> 00:16:17,479 Hey, we're here to talk real estate, not Wilson. 328 00:16:20,475 --> 00:16:24,723 So you're saying if you'd actually had sex before you connected emotionally, 329 00:16:24,867 --> 00:16:28,067 you'd have gotten over him. - Oh, yeah. It seems weird, right? 330 00:16:28,927 --> 00:16:32,611 'Cause sex with James... it's fantastic. 331 00:16:33,755 --> 00:16:36,514 Nobody works harder to give a woman what she wants. 332 00:16:38,075 --> 00:16:39,299 It's got six burners. 333 00:16:41,221 --> 00:16:43,077 - The chef's oven. - Right. 334 00:16:52,301 --> 00:16:53,251 How you feeling? 335 00:16:53,658 --> 00:16:55,008 That wasn't my crack pipe. 336 00:16:55,293 --> 00:16:56,858 You told me. Are you tired? 337 00:16:57,412 --> 00:16:59,499 I just took a hit off it a couple times. 338 00:17:00,674 --> 00:17:02,579 What's wrong with having a little fun? 339 00:17:02,625 --> 00:17:04,825 Your personal life is none of my business. 340 00:17:07,671 --> 00:17:10,845 - You don't like me, though, do you? - That's your imagination. 341 00:17:10,933 --> 00:17:12,403 I've seen every kind of drug abuse. 342 00:17:12,404 --> 00:17:15,154 No offense, but you don't even stand out in the pack. 343 00:17:15,396 --> 00:17:18,396 I'm betting you got money the same place you got attitude. 344 00:17:19,458 --> 00:17:22,708 You know, people who quit drinking, and people who lose weight, 345 00:17:22,775 --> 00:17:25,286 they think they're better than the people that couldn't. 346 00:17:25,312 --> 00:17:28,511 And because you got out of the projects, you think that anybody 347 00:17:29,353 --> 00:17:30,356 who didn't 348 00:17:31,537 --> 00:17:33,759 is weak and stupid. - I'm not judging you. 349 00:17:34,129 --> 00:17:35,144 Take a breath. 350 00:17:35,580 --> 00:17:39,330 The only difference between me and you is that I made some bad decisions, 351 00:17:39,709 --> 00:17:41,159 and you made some good ones. 352 00:17:41,342 --> 00:17:43,742 You make bad decisions every day of your life. 353 00:17:44,108 --> 00:17:47,666 Stop doing drugs, stop having fun. Go back to school and get your GED. 354 00:17:47,709 --> 00:17:49,592 Yeah, where's the money coming from? 355 00:17:49,817 --> 00:17:52,067 The system's not set up for people like me. 356 00:17:53,414 --> 00:17:54,664 What are you staring at? 357 00:17:55,329 --> 00:17:56,279 Your eyes. 358 00:17:59,517 --> 00:18:01,017 There's yellow in the sclera. 359 00:18:01,912 --> 00:18:02,962 Her liver's failing. 360 00:18:03,772 --> 00:18:06,222 Without a transplant, she'll be dead in the next 48 hours. 361 00:18:06,223 --> 00:18:08,093 We should increase her immunosuppressants, 362 00:18:08,094 --> 00:18:10,228 and target more specifically, add methotrexate. 363 00:18:10,229 --> 00:18:13,523 Let's do more of what's not working. This is not an autoimmune disease. 364 00:18:13,601 --> 00:18:16,512 Her white blood cells are attacking her body. That's autoimmune. 365 00:18:16,569 --> 00:18:20,256 First brain, then lungs, now liver. All getting worse and all in two days. 366 00:18:20,533 --> 00:18:21,802 It's moving too fast. 367 00:18:22,621 --> 00:18:25,702 It's gotta be cancer. Lymphomatoid granulomatosis. 368 00:18:26,132 --> 00:18:29,048 It's rare even by our standards, but it fits her symptoms. 369 00:18:29,075 --> 00:18:30,753 Explains why the steroids aren't working. 370 00:18:30,754 --> 00:18:33,357 - Poor fingernail growth. - A lot of people have bad fingernails. 371 00:18:33,358 --> 00:18:35,823 A lot of people don't have three organ systems shutting down. 372 00:18:35,824 --> 00:18:38,006 Her blood vessels are taking this thing everywhere. 373 00:18:38,007 --> 00:18:39,483 She needs total body radiation. 374 00:18:39,484 --> 00:18:41,422 We can't do anything until we can confirm... 375 00:18:41,423 --> 00:18:44,677 Running those immuno-chemistries could take a week. She'll be dead by the time. 376 00:18:44,678 --> 00:18:46,556 That doesn't make radiation any safer. 377 00:18:46,627 --> 00:18:48,962 Okay, suppose Chase and Cameron are right. 378 00:18:49,543 --> 00:18:51,507 Suppose it's an autoimmune disease. 379 00:18:51,820 --> 00:18:54,420 What's the biggest danger of total body radiation? 380 00:18:54,577 --> 00:18:56,047 It suppresses the immune system, 381 00:18:56,048 --> 00:18:59,048 which is what we're trying to do with the steroids anyway. 382 00:18:59,715 --> 00:19:02,775 I don't usually put out on my first date, but I've gotta say 383 00:19:02,776 --> 00:19:04,242 that is a rad move. 384 00:19:04,853 --> 00:19:07,139 Get her consent. Start the radiation. 385 00:19:09,737 --> 00:19:11,756 The patient is not too thrilled with me. 386 00:19:11,757 --> 00:19:12,857 I'll get her consent. 387 00:19:14,402 --> 00:19:17,865 Foreman's got a personality issue, so you're gonna step in? 388 00:19:18,222 --> 00:19:19,822 A patient doesn't like Foreman. 389 00:19:20,233 --> 00:19:21,183 I'm interested. 390 00:19:24,904 --> 00:19:30,082 Fatigue, hair loss, possibility of damage to the lungs, infertility. 391 00:19:31,585 --> 00:19:33,815 All possible side effects of radiation. 392 00:19:35,550 --> 00:19:37,150 Why don't you like Dr. Foreman? 393 00:19:39,469 --> 00:19:41,235 He thinks he's better than he is. 394 00:19:41,903 --> 00:19:42,853 How good is he? 395 00:19:43,199 --> 00:19:44,149 I don't know. 396 00:19:44,207 --> 00:19:46,253 Can we get back to what's wrong with me? 397 00:19:46,338 --> 00:19:49,641 There's a small possibility of leukemia sometime in the future. 398 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:51,290 Hardly worth mentioning. 399 00:19:51,589 --> 00:19:54,222 You can't say that he thinks he's better than he is 400 00:19:54,223 --> 00:19:55,923 if you don't know how good he is. 401 00:19:57,123 --> 00:19:59,827 - No one's as good as he thinks he is. - I am. 402 00:20:00,546 --> 00:20:02,046 You might also get cataracts. 403 00:20:02,728 --> 00:20:03,678 Sign here. 404 00:20:05,149 --> 00:20:06,099 I don't know. 405 00:20:07,152 --> 00:20:09,122 You're telling me how dangerous this is. 406 00:20:09,123 --> 00:20:10,323 We're saving your life. 407 00:20:10,999 --> 00:20:11,949 We're that good. 408 00:20:12,804 --> 00:20:13,799 Sign there. 409 00:20:15,934 --> 00:20:17,067 I can't decide. 410 00:20:19,527 --> 00:20:20,622 Would you rather 411 00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:22,545 a pencil or a pen? 412 00:20:25,710 --> 00:20:29,017 Who's the better James Bond, Sean Connery or Daniel Craig? 413 00:20:32,091 --> 00:20:33,788 Now, see, that's not even a decision. 414 00:20:33,789 --> 00:20:34,889 It's happening again. 415 00:20:36,280 --> 00:20:37,230 I can't... 416 00:20:37,329 --> 00:20:39,154 I can't... I... can't... 417 00:21:02,713 --> 00:21:05,551 Up her blood thinners and get her down to radiology. 418 00:21:05,657 --> 00:21:07,607 The attack will be over in 20 minutes. 419 00:21:07,836 --> 00:21:09,386 Then she'll want to sign this. 420 00:21:19,723 --> 00:21:22,216 Bonnie called last night to talk about the dog. 421 00:21:22,685 --> 00:21:24,434 Your name came up. 422 00:21:25,405 --> 00:21:28,289 Good Lord, how do you still have teeth? 423 00:21:28,512 --> 00:21:30,640 She's the worst Realtor in New Jersey. 424 00:21:31,552 --> 00:21:33,021 What is this, escalation? 425 00:21:33,194 --> 00:21:35,769 I go out with Cuddy, you hook up with my ex? 426 00:21:35,942 --> 00:21:38,089 I don't even know what that's designed to do. 427 00:21:38,090 --> 00:21:39,040 You're an addict. 428 00:21:40,013 --> 00:21:41,513 I'm saving you from yourself. 429 00:21:41,825 --> 00:21:43,773 By condo shopping? Thank you. 430 00:21:44,374 --> 00:21:46,434 If I can figure out where you keep going wrong, 431 00:21:46,435 --> 00:21:48,308 then I can nip this Cuddy thing in the bud 432 00:21:48,309 --> 00:21:50,659 before she becomes the fourth ex-Mrs. Wilson. 433 00:21:51,079 --> 00:21:54,130 Yes, I was worried there was no way to stop that train. 434 00:21:54,272 --> 00:21:55,922 You have to have sex with Cuddy. 435 00:21:58,253 --> 00:22:00,393 Wait... to stop the train? 436 00:22:03,373 --> 00:22:05,976 Bonnie said I'm bad in bed? 437 00:22:08,939 --> 00:22:12,717 Yeah, she also said that if she'd slept with you before she liked you, 438 00:22:12,718 --> 00:22:15,699 then it would have made it easier to handle when you turned into the sorry 439 00:22:15,700 --> 00:22:17,100 bastard who left her alone. 440 00:22:22,013 --> 00:22:24,482 I told her you were wasting her time, by the way. 441 00:22:24,483 --> 00:22:26,133 You think that's gonna stop her? 442 00:22:26,190 --> 00:22:28,490 The woman's the worst Realtor in New Jersey. 443 00:22:30,903 --> 00:22:31,921 How do you feel? 444 00:22:32,225 --> 00:22:34,006 Weak. Sleeping a lot. 445 00:22:34,103 --> 00:22:35,653 That's normal after radiation. 446 00:22:36,054 --> 00:22:37,004 Deep breath. 447 00:22:38,819 --> 00:22:40,134 A little queasy too. 448 00:22:41,136 --> 00:22:44,501 When I feel sick to my stomach, I always want vanilla ice cream. 449 00:22:44,934 --> 00:22:45,884 It's soothing. 450 00:22:46,162 --> 00:22:48,198 It's best to stick with liquids for now. 451 00:22:50,092 --> 00:22:51,290 I'm getting a murmur. 452 00:22:53,982 --> 00:22:56,065 Oh, my arm. It's hurting me! 453 00:22:56,239 --> 00:22:57,775 Take it off! 454 00:23:10,168 --> 00:23:11,178 Pain is the issue. 455 00:23:12,646 --> 00:23:15,725 Just the pressure of the BP cuff was enough to start her screaming. 456 00:23:15,726 --> 00:23:16,749 That's not cancer. 457 00:23:17,565 --> 00:23:18,515 It sounds like... 458 00:23:21,242 --> 00:23:22,542 Sounds like she's septic. 459 00:23:26,417 --> 00:23:28,017 A lot of things can cause pain. 460 00:23:28,806 --> 00:23:29,756 How much pain? 461 00:23:30,851 --> 00:23:31,801 Too much. 462 00:23:35,776 --> 00:23:36,828 It's not cancer. 463 00:23:37,260 --> 00:23:38,389 It's not autoimmune. 464 00:23:39,623 --> 00:23:42,173 It's an infection and we fried her immune system. 465 00:23:42,565 --> 00:23:44,796 But she had no fever, LP was clear. 466 00:23:46,408 --> 00:23:48,777 Do an echo to confirm it's in the heart. 467 00:23:52,082 --> 00:23:55,248 And then I'll tell our patient that we just killed her. 468 00:23:57,479 --> 00:23:58,429 I'll tell her. 469 00:24:09,827 --> 00:24:12,027 You haven't been returning my phone calls. 470 00:24:12,847 --> 00:24:14,323 - I'm busy. - Well... 471 00:24:14,397 --> 00:24:17,603 But if you have half an hour a little later this afternoon, 472 00:24:17,604 --> 00:24:20,081 I just found this unit ten minutes from here. 473 00:24:20,365 --> 00:24:23,865 - It hasn't been on the market yet. - I'm off the market for condos. 474 00:24:25,169 --> 00:24:26,188 James was right? 475 00:24:27,751 --> 00:24:30,177 I never had the teeniest chance of selling you anything. 476 00:24:30,178 --> 00:24:31,378 Of course he was right. 477 00:24:32,072 --> 00:24:35,390 Wilson doesn't stop giving good advice just 'cause you're divorced. 478 00:24:35,391 --> 00:24:38,391 He's compulsive about remaing on good terms with his exes. 479 00:24:45,272 --> 00:24:47,772 Do you want to know why I named that dog Hector? 480 00:24:47,857 --> 00:24:49,165 No, let's keep it a mystery. 481 00:24:49,166 --> 00:24:53,510 Because even when he was a puppy, he was the worst-tempered dog we'd ever seen. 482 00:24:53,828 --> 00:24:57,543 He was supposed to be house trained. He'd pee on the carpet every morning. 483 00:24:57,935 --> 00:25:00,785 When we had people over, he had to nip at their ankles. 484 00:25:01,077 --> 00:25:05,262 "Hector does go rug" is an anagram for Dr. Greg House. 485 00:25:05,390 --> 00:25:07,849 That's how early in the marriage I resented you. 486 00:25:08,430 --> 00:25:10,387 Did I ever waste money on that place setting. 487 00:25:10,388 --> 00:25:13,580 James at least had the decency to feel guilty when he hurt me. 488 00:25:13,581 --> 00:25:15,023 Whereas I didn't hurt you. 489 00:25:15,379 --> 00:25:18,571 I didn't even marry you, cleverly hoping to avoid moments like this one. 490 00:25:18,572 --> 00:25:21,537 You always needed him, and he was always there for you! 491 00:25:21,606 --> 00:25:23,651 If you keep yelling, I think you'll owe me sex. 492 00:25:23,652 --> 00:25:26,560 You knew he had a wife waiting at home... you didn't care. 493 00:25:26,561 --> 00:25:29,761 I'm not saying you broke up the marriage, but you didn't help. 494 00:25:35,086 --> 00:25:37,978 First, "Hector does go rug" is a lame anagram. 495 00:25:38,095 --> 00:25:39,824 You want a better one for Gregory House? 496 00:25:39,825 --> 00:25:41,388 "Huge ego, sorry." 497 00:25:41,583 --> 00:25:42,933 Second, find a new career. 498 00:25:43,351 --> 00:25:46,254 You're never gonna sell anybody if you let them control the agenda. 499 00:25:46,255 --> 00:25:48,444 Third, I don't owe you anything... I'm not Wilson. 500 00:25:48,445 --> 00:25:51,295 I'm not gonna buy a condo just to make you feel better. 501 00:26:00,384 --> 00:26:02,230 - You okay? - Yeah. 502 00:26:03,531 --> 00:26:04,731 Tell me how to do this. 503 00:26:05,596 --> 00:26:07,428 House says people thank you after... 504 00:26:07,429 --> 00:26:08,495 It's not typical. 505 00:26:10,647 --> 00:26:12,726 I already killed this woman. 506 00:26:13,847 --> 00:26:16,297 All I can do now is not make any more mistakes. 507 00:26:21,597 --> 00:26:24,397 First of all, stop thinking you can minimize the hurt. 508 00:26:25,354 --> 00:26:27,384 A lot of people are afraid of the word "dying." 509 00:26:27,385 --> 00:26:30,259 If you pussyfoot around it, she is not gonna read your mind. 510 00:26:30,260 --> 00:26:31,850 - Okay. - No, it's not. 511 00:26:32,317 --> 00:26:36,357 When you look in her face, you're gonna feel the instinct to temporize. 512 00:26:36,644 --> 00:26:38,543 - Crush it. - Yeah. 513 00:26:39,582 --> 00:26:40,605 Then wait. 514 00:26:41,206 --> 00:26:43,171 Give her time to process the news. 515 00:26:44,373 --> 00:26:46,973 Let her know you'll be with her through all of it. 516 00:26:48,585 --> 00:26:51,483 Wait till she's done thinking, till she meets your eyes again. 517 00:26:51,484 --> 00:26:54,846 Then, if you feel it's appropriate, you can touch her. 518 00:26:54,886 --> 00:26:57,036 Maybe put your hand on her arm like this. 519 00:26:58,581 --> 00:27:01,581 Let her know she's still connected to another human being. 520 00:27:02,068 --> 00:27:03,818 You've got this down to a science. 521 00:27:05,545 --> 00:27:06,602 You're freaking out. 522 00:27:06,787 --> 00:27:08,922 - I told you... - Give her what she needs. 523 00:27:09,369 --> 00:27:11,875 What she doesn't need is a doctor who's not there with her 524 00:27:11,876 --> 00:27:13,457 because he made the wrong call. 525 00:27:13,910 --> 00:27:16,447 You are freaking out. You should be freaking out. 526 00:27:18,239 --> 00:27:19,439 I won't let her see it. 527 00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:22,230 Let her see it. 528 00:27:33,098 --> 00:27:34,192 How come no mask? 529 00:27:37,031 --> 00:27:38,054 We think... 530 00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:41,870 you have an infection. 531 00:27:42,717 --> 00:27:44,067 Didn't the radiation work? 532 00:27:45,101 --> 00:27:46,802 It did what it was supposed to do. 533 00:27:51,085 --> 00:27:52,035 You're dying. 534 00:27:53,369 --> 00:27:54,319 What... 535 00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:57,530 you mean, like, things are bad, and someday I'm gonna... 536 00:27:59,445 --> 00:28:00,395 How much time? 537 00:28:02,824 --> 00:28:03,949 How much time? 538 00:28:04,325 --> 00:28:06,461 - We can't know exactly. - A year? 539 00:28:08,730 --> 00:28:09,819 Less than a year? 540 00:28:10,411 --> 00:28:11,733 Less than 24 hours. 541 00:28:13,286 --> 00:28:14,286 I don't understand. 542 00:28:14,829 --> 00:28:17,498 Why are you saying this to me? You trying to scare me? 543 00:28:17,570 --> 00:28:18,653 Why would you do that? 544 00:28:19,032 --> 00:28:20,733 I'm sorry, it's true. 545 00:28:21,836 --> 00:28:25,894 How bad is this cancer? Yesterday you thought I had a chance. 546 00:28:26,218 --> 00:28:27,498 You don't have cancer. 547 00:28:29,587 --> 00:28:31,209 You came in with an infection. 548 00:28:32,461 --> 00:28:34,817 - We didn't catch it. - What kind of infection? 549 00:28:35,167 --> 00:28:36,117 Doesn't matter. 550 00:28:37,689 --> 00:28:40,251 The radiation was the worst thing we could've done. 551 00:28:41,662 --> 00:28:44,709 We destroyed the part of your body that was fighting it off. 552 00:28:45,192 --> 00:28:46,465 It spread to your heart. 553 00:28:46,639 --> 00:28:47,979 Then give me drugs. 554 00:28:48,376 --> 00:28:49,976 They have drugs for infections. 555 00:28:50,064 --> 00:28:52,184 Antibiotics work with the immune system. 556 00:28:52,376 --> 00:28:55,526 But your immune system is nonexistent because of the radiation. 557 00:28:55,611 --> 00:28:58,339 If it's my heart, you can get me a new heart. 558 00:28:59,104 --> 00:29:01,443 People have heart transplants all the time. 559 00:29:01,486 --> 00:29:02,468 It wouldn't help. 560 00:29:04,651 --> 00:29:06,101 The infection is everywhere. 561 00:29:09,539 --> 00:29:11,878 There's nothing anybody can do. 562 00:29:23,943 --> 00:29:24,893 I'm so sorry. 563 00:29:31,034 --> 00:29:32,757 We've called your grandparents. 564 00:29:35,338 --> 00:29:36,760 Get the hell away from me! 565 00:29:37,412 --> 00:29:38,362 Get out! 566 00:30:18,713 --> 00:30:19,871 I think it's broken. 567 00:30:20,510 --> 00:30:23,469 Nothing like a melodramatic gesture to solve everything. 568 00:30:23,470 --> 00:30:25,878 We were wrong too. Steroids wouldn't have helped her. 569 00:30:25,919 --> 00:30:28,594 I didn't not help her. I actually pulled the trigger. 570 00:30:29,058 --> 00:30:30,791 There's nothing left for you to do. 571 00:30:31,216 --> 00:30:34,119 - One of us could go home with... - You're trying to make me feel better. 572 00:30:34,120 --> 00:30:35,088 Yeah. 573 00:30:35,184 --> 00:30:37,205 I killed a woman. Don't you think it's appropriate 574 00:30:37,206 --> 00:30:39,669 that I feel like crap for at least a little while? 575 00:30:40,120 --> 00:30:41,115 It won't help her. 576 00:30:45,613 --> 00:30:47,669 - Where is he? - He went to the ICU. 577 00:30:53,858 --> 00:30:54,892 What are you doing? 578 00:30:55,774 --> 00:30:57,174 Prepping for an aspiration. 579 00:30:57,440 --> 00:30:58,966 We still don't know what infection... 580 00:30:58,967 --> 00:31:01,237 - It's not gonna help her. - It's not gonna hurt her. 581 00:31:01,289 --> 00:31:03,427 - Well, it is, but it's not gonna... - No. 582 00:31:04,126 --> 00:31:07,137 It's just gonna take a few minutes. Grab a piece of an abscess, some pus. 583 00:31:07,138 --> 00:31:08,278 You really don't care. 584 00:31:08,279 --> 00:31:10,327 You really don't care why she's gonna be dead. 585 00:31:10,328 --> 00:31:12,452 - She's gonna be dead because... - What? 586 00:31:14,285 --> 00:31:16,285 What did we screw up, what did we miss? 587 00:31:19,072 --> 00:31:20,022 I need to know. 588 00:31:21,705 --> 00:31:22,755 You'll have to wait. 589 00:31:32,463 --> 00:31:33,998 We're moving her back to her room. 590 00:31:34,026 --> 00:31:37,079 Patients who've had total body radiation have to stay in ICU. 591 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:38,457 ICU isn't gonna help her. 592 00:31:39,046 --> 00:31:40,496 Let's give her some privacy. 593 00:31:52,733 --> 00:31:54,032 What do you want? 594 00:31:55,336 --> 00:31:57,271 Want to see if I'm dying on schedule? 595 00:32:00,476 --> 00:32:03,989 Or do you want me to tell you it's all right... I'm okay with it? 596 00:32:05,035 --> 00:32:06,385 I'd like your forgiveness. 597 00:32:07,131 --> 00:32:08,127 I don't expect it. 598 00:32:09,472 --> 00:32:14,891 Good, 'cause this isn't like you ran your cart into mine at the supermarket. 599 00:32:15,714 --> 00:32:16,664 No. 600 00:32:17,851 --> 00:32:19,801 Your grandparents haven't arrived yet. 601 00:32:20,675 --> 00:32:22,751 If they don't make it on time, 602 00:32:23,647 --> 00:32:25,898 is there anything you would like me to tell them? 603 00:32:25,899 --> 00:32:27,199 I never really knew them. 604 00:32:29,169 --> 00:32:31,661 You got any friends you want me to call? 605 00:32:33,178 --> 00:32:34,678 It's the middle of the night. 606 00:32:35,718 --> 00:32:39,151 They're not the kind of friends you ask to help you move, never mind 607 00:32:39,297 --> 00:32:40,320 watch you die. 608 00:32:43,823 --> 00:32:44,881 I never did much. 609 00:32:46,418 --> 00:32:47,955 No kid to leave behind. 610 00:32:50,536 --> 00:32:53,136 When I go, the world's not gonna be any different. 611 00:32:55,823 --> 00:32:57,853 Kind of a relief for you, huh? 612 00:33:38,441 --> 00:33:39,391 You were right... 613 00:33:40,344 --> 00:33:41,294 about me. 614 00:33:41,949 --> 00:33:43,266 Yeah, which time? 615 00:33:44,605 --> 00:33:45,601 I, uh... 616 00:33:48,673 --> 00:33:49,973 I had a problem with you. 617 00:33:53,821 --> 00:33:55,021 But you were wrong too. 618 00:33:57,114 --> 00:33:58,614 I've made some bad decisions. 619 00:34:00,437 --> 00:34:01,534 Stole cars, 620 00:34:02,060 --> 00:34:03,185 robbed houses. 621 00:34:04,002 --> 00:34:04,993 Killed a woman. 622 00:34:10,127 --> 00:34:11,677 But then I got another chance. 623 00:34:13,167 --> 00:34:16,707 I left home, went to college, entered a whole other world. 624 00:34:18,173 --> 00:34:21,390 But some part of me I can't get rid of always thinks 625 00:34:22,387 --> 00:34:24,009 if I'm not the smartest, 626 00:34:24,556 --> 00:34:26,145 if I'm not the first, 627 00:34:26,928 --> 00:34:28,067 everywhere I go, 628 00:34:29,633 --> 00:34:31,996 they'll figure out I'm not supposed to be here. 629 00:34:34,079 --> 00:34:35,179 They'll send me back. 630 00:34:36,483 --> 00:34:38,223 You know that's not gonna happen. 631 00:34:38,719 --> 00:34:39,669 You're out. 632 00:34:39,997 --> 00:34:41,378 I'll never be out of there. 633 00:34:45,043 --> 00:34:48,408 When I came home that last Christmas I was in college, 634 00:34:49,542 --> 00:34:50,551 it was like 635 00:34:51,306 --> 00:34:52,302 the rooms 636 00:34:53,484 --> 00:34:54,993 felt so small. 637 00:34:56,699 --> 00:34:57,773 I was suffocating. 638 00:34:59,215 --> 00:35:02,247 But when I was standing on the stoop saying good-bye, 639 00:35:04,012 --> 00:35:05,549 my mom put her arms around me. 640 00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:10,630 That was... 641 00:35:12,238 --> 00:35:14,488 that was the last time I ever felt at home. 642 00:35:20,970 --> 00:35:23,007 I only put distance... 643 00:35:25,000 --> 00:35:27,910 between you and me because I know there isn't any. 644 00:35:30,868 --> 00:35:32,391 You were right about me too. 645 00:35:35,968 --> 00:35:40,452 That stuff about the system being against people like me. 646 00:35:41,086 --> 00:35:42,036 I know it's crap. 647 00:35:43,496 --> 00:35:46,767 I mean, it's true, but it's also crap. 648 00:35:48,375 --> 00:35:51,907 I just wasn't ready to try again. 649 00:35:53,572 --> 00:35:55,973 But I always thought I was young, 650 00:35:57,965 --> 00:35:59,005 I had time. 651 00:36:14,667 --> 00:36:16,322 Aren't you ever gonna leave? 652 00:36:18,316 --> 00:36:19,266 No. 653 00:36:53,589 --> 00:36:56,435 - Yeah? - Time of death 3:35. 654 00:36:57,661 --> 00:36:58,761 Do whatever you want. 655 00:37:28,906 --> 00:37:30,106 You wanna go get drunk? 656 00:37:31,148 --> 00:37:32,098 No, thanks. 657 00:37:32,949 --> 00:37:33,949 I've got paperwork. 658 00:37:39,108 --> 00:37:40,058 Listen, I don't... 659 00:37:40,663 --> 00:37:42,049 I don't know what I believe, 660 00:37:42,758 --> 00:37:46,473 but sometimes I need to think there's something out there paying attention. 661 00:37:46,925 --> 00:37:52,335 So when I can't talk to anybody, I talk to God and pretend somebody's listening. 662 00:37:54,748 --> 00:37:56,263 We were all wrong, you know? 663 00:37:57,750 --> 00:37:58,850 Even House was wrong. 664 00:38:01,572 --> 00:38:02,522 I know. 665 00:38:48,860 --> 00:38:49,996 I got your consent. 666 00:38:53,556 --> 00:38:54,506 Her bra hook. 667 00:38:56,033 --> 00:38:56,983 What? 668 00:38:57,473 --> 00:38:59,804 She scratched herself with her bra hook. 669 00:39:03,031 --> 00:39:04,681 That's how the infection got in. 670 00:39:13,164 --> 00:39:14,556 Staph aureus. 671 00:39:16,574 --> 00:39:18,974 She died from a simple staph infection? 672 00:39:20,738 --> 00:39:22,730 That and some bad decisions. 673 00:39:30,909 --> 00:39:31,934 I'll be outside. 674 00:39:47,222 --> 00:39:48,245 Go home, 675 00:39:48,850 --> 00:39:51,625 have a few drinks, go to sleep, get up tomorrow, 676 00:39:52,522 --> 00:39:53,636 and do it all over, 677 00:39:54,317 --> 00:39:55,342 only better. 678 00:39:57,668 --> 00:40:00,472 If you need absolution, go to a priest 679 00:40:01,326 --> 00:40:03,186 or give alms to the poor. 680 00:40:04,707 --> 00:40:06,597 Whatever ritual comforts you. 681 00:40:06,930 --> 00:40:08,464 I killed her. 682 00:40:09,703 --> 00:40:10,902 Yeah, me too. 683 00:40:12,271 --> 00:40:15,498 This wasn't, "Oh, I should have thought of that idea sooner." 684 00:40:16,356 --> 00:40:18,298 This wasn't messing up a dosage. 685 00:40:18,711 --> 00:40:21,516 We see a disease rushing down on someone like a train, 686 00:40:22,057 --> 00:40:24,021 we can't always get them out of the way. 687 00:40:25,760 --> 00:40:26,710 This wasn't that. 688 00:40:28,921 --> 00:40:29,871 No. 689 00:40:31,030 --> 00:40:32,383 And you'll do it again. 690 00:40:36,000 --> 00:40:37,367 For a lot of doctors, 691 00:40:39,190 --> 00:40:42,748 this would be a once in a lifetime mistake. 692 00:40:44,357 --> 00:40:45,997 But we're not a lot of doctors. 693 00:40:47,141 --> 00:40:50,241 We must've saved more patients than the guy down the street. 694 00:40:50,672 --> 00:40:53,994 A few of the ones that he'd save by doing what everyone else does, 695 00:40:54,122 --> 00:40:55,133 we will lose. 696 00:40:56,341 --> 00:40:57,850 So you're giving me numbers. 697 00:40:58,446 --> 00:40:59,596 'Cause they don't lie. 698 00:41:02,184 --> 00:41:03,784 I can't forgive you, Foreman... 699 00:41:05,601 --> 00:41:07,401 because there's nothing to forgive. 700 00:41:27,101 --> 00:41:28,281 What did you tell him? 701 00:41:28,689 --> 00:41:29,989 That guilt is irrelevant. 702 00:41:30,834 --> 00:41:32,534 You want to get something to eat? 703 00:41:33,029 --> 00:41:33,979 Can't. 704 00:41:34,372 --> 00:41:35,851 Got a dog waiting at home. 705 00:41:50,493 --> 00:41:51,443 What's wrong? 706 00:41:55,068 --> 00:41:56,368 I did something bad, Mom. 707 00:41:59,281 --> 00:42:00,304 I hurt somebody. 708 00:42:00,907 --> 00:42:02,153 It wasn't your fault. 709 00:42:05,375 --> 00:42:06,325 It was. 710 00:42:06,619 --> 00:42:08,797 Then I forgive you. 711 00:42:09,240 --> 00:42:10,263 I forgive you. 712 00:42:16,677 --> 00:42:18,470 I can see from your face... 713 00:42:21,043 --> 00:42:23,790 you'd never hurt anybody on purpose. 714 00:42:32,242 --> 00:42:33,592 Do you know who I am, Mom? 715 00:42:36,580 --> 00:42:37,530 It's Eric. 716 00:42:40,872 --> 00:42:41,862 Of course. 717 00:42:45,827 --> 00:42:47,457 My little boy's name is Eric.