1 00:00:01,280 --> 00:00:02,975 Next time, call someone you know. 2 00:00:03,135 --> 00:00:05,519 Stop relying on a computer to do your job for you. 3 00:00:05,639 --> 00:00:08,353 Brightsize apparel, eight sexual harassment suits in two years. 4 00:00:08,473 --> 00:00:10,577 - Who asked for the meeting? - They did. 5 00:00:15,085 --> 00:00:18,343 Patty Michener, president of Women's Majority, and... 6 00:00:20,001 --> 00:00:21,798 Do you guys need me! 7 00:00:23,370 --> 00:00:24,350 Nine men. 8 00:00:25,317 --> 00:00:27,637 No one thought it might be a good idea to put a suit on 9 00:00:27,827 --> 00:00:30,689 one of the gals from the steno pool to make it look like you give a damn? 10 00:00:30,809 --> 00:00:33,143 We've made it a priority to promote more women, but... 11 00:00:33,333 --> 00:00:35,950 Well, from now on you have me standing beside you, 12 00:00:36,070 --> 00:00:37,168 which is good. 13 00:00:37,288 --> 00:00:39,374 Because your problem is a national problem. 14 00:00:39,494 --> 00:00:41,035 With all due respect, miss Michener, 15 00:00:41,155 --> 00:00:44,237 I'd hardly call a few isolated incidents a national problem. 16 00:00:44,427 --> 00:00:47,240 Six out of ten victims never even report harassment. 17 00:00:48,202 --> 00:00:50,118 This is bigger than just eight women. 18 00:00:50,308 --> 00:00:52,537 - That still only means 20. - Not enough for you? 19 00:00:53,420 --> 00:00:56,622 How many asses does your corporate policy allow you to grab? 20 00:00:57,299 --> 00:00:58,835 Tell you what you're gonna do. 21 00:00:59,025 --> 00:01:01,520 You're gonna settle with anyone you haven't settled with. 22 00:01:01,640 --> 00:01:03,888 You're gonna fire any man who's even been accused. 23 00:01:04,008 --> 00:01:06,801 Somebody help me! Please help me. I can't get 'em off! 24 00:01:06,961 --> 00:01:08,178 Please help me! 25 00:01:08,973 --> 00:01:10,377 Help me, please! 26 00:01:11,257 --> 00:01:12,432 Somebody help me! 27 00:01:13,218 --> 00:01:14,351 Get 'em off. 28 00:01:14,541 --> 00:01:18,036 You gonna call an ambulance, or are you just gonna sit there and stare? 29 00:01:18,156 --> 00:01:19,773 Help me, please! 30 00:01:27,012 --> 00:01:29,742 House - Season 05 Episode 01 "Dying Change Everything" 31 00:01:31,040 --> 00:01:33,795 ShalimarFox, mpm, Icefreak 32 00:01:57,189 --> 00:02:00,891 www.house-fr.com 33 00:02:09,998 --> 00:02:11,111 Wilson's back. 34 00:02:11,802 --> 00:02:14,226 - You gonna... - He's been gone two months. 35 00:02:14,617 --> 00:02:18,361 He can wait till I finish slaying a guy in a skullcap and a pair of tights. 36 00:02:18,481 --> 00:02:20,458 On a video game you stole from the pediatric ward? 37 00:02:20,774 --> 00:02:24,504 On advice of counsel, I assert my privilege pursuant to the fifth. 38 00:02:31,625 --> 00:02:34,075 When was the last time you talked to him? 39 00:02:34,195 --> 00:02:35,870 I think it was after... 40 00:02:36,198 --> 00:02:38,012 When did his girlfriend die? 41 00:02:39,918 --> 00:02:41,429 He wanted time alone. 42 00:02:41,836 --> 00:02:43,914 I considered being a horrendous pain in the ass, 43 00:02:44,034 --> 00:02:46,020 but I didn't want to tread on your turf. 44 00:02:46,430 --> 00:02:47,569 We got a case. 45 00:02:48,085 --> 00:02:49,825 I've gotta remember to close the blinds. 46 00:02:49,945 --> 00:02:52,814 Just got a call from Patty Michener From Women's Majority, the women's... 47 00:02:52,934 --> 00:02:55,073 - We know who she is. - I dated her. 48 00:02:55,698 --> 00:02:57,698 Well, not really dated her, more 49 00:02:57,818 --> 00:03:00,248 metaphorically raped her by having a penis. 50 00:03:00,503 --> 00:03:01,444 You did too. 51 00:03:01,564 --> 00:03:02,917 Her assistant flipped out. 52 00:03:03,037 --> 00:03:05,628 Ripped off her clothes in front of a room full of businessmen. 53 00:03:05,819 --> 00:03:07,604 Well, either she cracked under the whip, 54 00:03:07,724 --> 00:03:11,500 or she started to realize that her evolutionary purpose is to arouse men, 55 00:03:11,620 --> 00:03:14,176 not to castrate them. Send her to psychiatric. 56 00:03:14,296 --> 00:03:18,465 Anemia, bradycardia, and abdominal pain aren't psychiatric symptoms. 57 00:03:19,582 --> 00:03:22,204 Then it's the latter. Send her to my apartment. 58 00:03:22,957 --> 00:03:24,467 I'll give it to Segal. 59 00:03:24,587 --> 00:03:26,726 House actually wants a case, and you're saying no? 60 00:03:26,846 --> 00:03:28,767 House has more important things to do. 61 00:03:29,451 --> 00:03:30,921 Sorry, can't help you. 62 00:03:31,666 --> 00:03:34,032 You need a specialist to remove those kind of warts. 63 00:03:34,222 --> 00:03:36,451 Preferably one with experience spelunking. 64 00:03:43,471 --> 00:03:45,957 Hallucinations, possible memory loss. 65 00:03:46,077 --> 00:03:48,296 Tests show anemia, slow heart rate, 66 00:03:48,416 --> 00:03:50,998 and a stubborn refusal to shave her pits. 67 00:03:51,363 --> 00:03:53,418 - Have you seen Wilson? - Nope. 68 00:03:53,979 --> 00:03:56,483 But I have seen the patient's frequent flyer balance. 69 00:03:56,603 --> 00:03:58,781 Eastern Europe, Asia, Third-world countries. 70 00:03:59,164 --> 00:04:01,098 - Sometimes more than one a day. - No fever means 71 00:04:01,218 --> 00:04:02,526 it's not a tropical disease. 72 00:04:02,646 --> 00:04:04,998 If it's not where she went, maybe it's the work hours. 73 00:04:05,118 --> 00:04:06,943 Could be amphetamine abuse. She's probably 74 00:04:07,063 --> 00:04:09,776 - popping them like breath mints. - You haven't been by his office? 75 00:04:09,966 --> 00:04:12,654 Is Wilson hallucinating ants crawling all over him too? 76 00:04:14,117 --> 00:04:17,243 Tox screen's cleaner than the windows she won't do. 77 00:04:17,477 --> 00:04:20,071 Her job keeps her constantly on the road, probably living off 78 00:04:20,191 --> 00:04:22,443 of airline peanuts and diet soda. 79 00:04:22,563 --> 00:04:24,932 Severe B12 deficiency could cause all her symptoms. 80 00:04:25,052 --> 00:04:26,869 Why is everyone leaping to conclude 81 00:04:26,989 --> 00:04:29,850 a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career? 82 00:04:29,970 --> 00:04:32,006 It's not B12, she has an insulanoma in her pancreas. 83 00:04:32,197 --> 00:04:33,708 It's making her hypoglycemic. 84 00:04:34,464 --> 00:04:35,298 Great. 85 00:04:35,742 --> 00:04:37,137 Now everyone knows. 86 00:04:38,649 --> 00:04:40,140 You knew the patient had cancer? 87 00:04:40,330 --> 00:04:41,797 Is that what she said? 88 00:04:42,386 --> 00:04:43,776 I thought she said, 89 00:04:43,896 --> 00:04:45,687 "I am suddenly and irrationally defending 90 00:04:45,807 --> 00:04:47,901 "the patient's strong career, "even though in reality 91 00:04:48,021 --> 00:04:49,691 "she's just a glorified grunt? 92 00:04:49,881 --> 00:04:51,568 "I'm trying to convince my that it's OK 93 00:04:51,758 --> 00:04:53,907 "not to have a life`cause i don't have a life. `Cause 94 00:04:54,027 --> 00:04:57,059 " I was tested for Huntington's, and my life span's been cut in half." 95 00:05:00,024 --> 00:05:01,978 Been waiting two months for her to say that. 96 00:05:02,098 --> 00:05:03,777 Hallucinations, anemia, bradycardia, 97 00:05:03,897 --> 00:05:05,978 Hyper segmented polys says that Taub's right. 98 00:05:06,098 --> 00:05:07,375 Pump her full of B12. 99 00:05:07,565 --> 00:05:11,129 See how a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career. 100 00:05:22,804 --> 00:05:23,982 Are you okay? 101 00:05:24,102 --> 00:05:26,073 Could be years before you see any symptoms. 102 00:05:26,193 --> 00:05:28,907 - Why wouldn't you tell us? - I don't have Huntington's. 103 00:05:29,027 --> 00:05:30,493 Are you lying to us... 104 00:05:30,613 --> 00:05:32,366 Because it's none of our business? 105 00:05:32,486 --> 00:05:34,736 Yes, then I shouldn't have to answer these questions. 106 00:05:34,856 --> 00:05:37,745 I wouldn't have to, except House doesn't want to answer questions about Wilson. 107 00:05:37,865 --> 00:05:39,863 He's deflecting his own problems onto me. 108 00:05:39,983 --> 00:05:41,553 Are you deflecting now? 109 00:05:42,742 --> 00:05:45,179 Time for a B12 cocktail and my life lesson. 110 00:05:49,608 --> 00:05:52,795 No, Patty will do the hearing. She just needs to be the leadoff witness so... 111 00:05:53,660 --> 00:05:55,779 Okay, I'll lock it down today. 112 00:05:57,621 --> 00:06:01,131 - I need you back in bed. - My boss has a big Beijing trip. 113 00:06:01,251 --> 00:06:04,064 I've been planning it for months. I was just tired and dehydrated and 114 00:06:04,184 --> 00:06:06,328 Yeah, whenever I lose some shut-eye, I pound my legs, 115 00:06:06,448 --> 00:06:08,500 clawing at imaginary ant colonies. 116 00:06:09,428 --> 00:06:12,065 You have a severe B12 deficiency. Get back in bed. 117 00:06:27,615 --> 00:06:29,681 I'm sure your boss can do without you for a few days. 118 00:06:29,801 --> 00:06:31,064 It's not about her. 119 00:06:31,184 --> 00:06:32,429 It's about me. 120 00:06:32,549 --> 00:06:33,978 I want to be there. 121 00:06:34,098 --> 00:06:35,899 - I want to matter. - Yeah, without you, 122 00:06:36,019 --> 00:06:38,470 who knows how much starch they'd put in her shirts? 123 00:06:40,354 --> 00:06:42,250 I'm sorry, I'm sure your boss depends on you... 124 00:06:42,370 --> 00:06:44,343 - I need to get up. - No, you need to stay in bed. 125 00:06:44,463 --> 00:06:47,614 Please, where's a bed pan? Oh, my god, I'm sorry. I just, 126 00:06:48,974 --> 00:06:50,683 I just had a bowel movement. 127 00:06:50,803 --> 00:06:53,490 It's okay, B12 deficiency can cause sudden... 128 00:06:56,457 --> 00:06:58,378 That's not a bowel movement. 129 00:07:03,742 --> 00:07:04,826 My patient... 130 00:07:05,016 --> 00:07:08,413 Is still fighting in the feminist trenches, but the war is over. 131 00:07:08,603 --> 00:07:11,497 Yesterday's sluts are today's empowered women. 132 00:07:11,617 --> 00:07:13,473 Today's sluts are celebrities. 133 00:07:13,593 --> 00:07:14,864 If that isn't progress... 134 00:07:14,984 --> 00:07:16,188 I'm leaving. 135 00:07:18,103 --> 00:07:20,129 What, are you gonna take another two months? 136 00:07:20,375 --> 00:07:23,169 Boy, you're really milking this bereavement thing, aren't you? 137 00:07:25,289 --> 00:07:27,817 I mean, good for you. Take all the time you need. 138 00:07:27,937 --> 00:07:28,975 I'm resigning. 139 00:07:30,191 --> 00:07:32,603 Maybe moving out of New Jersey. I don't know yet. 140 00:07:32,907 --> 00:07:33,715 Okay. 141 00:07:34,602 --> 00:07:36,538 That's an understandable reaction. 142 00:07:36,658 --> 00:07:38,439 It's not a reaction. It's a decision. 143 00:07:38,677 --> 00:07:40,689 I'm writing Cuddy my resignation right now. 144 00:07:40,809 --> 00:07:44,225 I'm just back for the week to wrap up my clinical and administrative duties. 145 00:07:45,232 --> 00:07:48,411 You of all people should know, this is bereavement 101. 146 00:07:49,192 --> 00:07:50,773 You think that a change of venue... 147 00:07:50,893 --> 00:07:53,379 Well, that spares me decades of psychoanalysis. 148 00:07:53,606 --> 00:07:57,128 - I'm not saying you're not in pain. - You're saying my pain's a cliche. 149 00:07:57,288 --> 00:07:59,589 - I'm saying that pain fades. - Did yours? 150 00:08:00,345 --> 00:08:01,841 Physical pain is different. 151 00:08:02,031 --> 00:08:03,843 I'd rather have my leg chopped off. 152 00:08:04,033 --> 00:08:06,508 - You don't know that, you haven't felt - Neither have you. 153 00:08:08,972 --> 00:08:11,051 Sorry, patient's got a rectal bleed. 154 00:08:11,171 --> 00:08:12,684 - Busy. - We need you to... 155 00:08:12,804 --> 00:08:14,855 Actually, as you can see, I'm not busy. 156 00:08:14,975 --> 00:08:17,585 It's just a euphemism for "get the hell out of here." 157 00:08:21,989 --> 00:08:23,571 This is your grief talking. 158 00:08:24,239 --> 00:08:26,263 And, yeah, it is a bit textbook. 159 00:08:26,383 --> 00:08:29,411 So before you give away all your possessions to the Salvation Army... 160 00:08:29,531 --> 00:08:31,783 My girlfriend's dead. I'm glad you've read that book before. 161 00:08:31,903 --> 00:08:33,055 I haven't. 162 00:08:33,175 --> 00:08:36,501 I'm late to meet Dr. Olan to brief him on the cases I'm handing over. 163 00:08:40,252 --> 00:08:41,013 Bye. 164 00:09:19,003 --> 00:09:21,520 It doesn't bother you that House wouldn't take just two seconds 165 00:09:21,640 --> 00:09:23,984 - to talk about the patient? - Wilson's dealing with a lot. 166 00:09:24,104 --> 00:09:25,325 Our patient may be dying. 167 00:09:25,445 --> 00:09:27,709 She was bleeding out her rear. We're looking up her rear. 168 00:09:27,829 --> 00:09:29,901 We needed House's expertise to set us on this course? 169 00:09:30,021 --> 00:09:32,198 Her heart rate's slow bleed should have made it faster. 170 00:09:32,318 --> 00:09:34,314 It can wait till after we know where it came from, 171 00:09:34,434 --> 00:09:36,380 and after he's done dealing with personal issues. 172 00:09:36,500 --> 00:09:39,215 Yeah? That the way it works around here? We get cut slack while we deal 173 00:09:39,335 --> 00:09:40,699 with personal issues? 174 00:09:42,719 --> 00:09:45,759 You're not the boss. Boss gets to make the rules. 175 00:09:45,879 --> 00:09:47,849 Boss gets to ignore... 176 00:09:49,963 --> 00:09:51,780 She's bleeding from... 177 00:09:52,641 --> 00:09:53,554 Nowhere. 178 00:09:56,016 --> 00:09:58,157 - You did an endoscopy? - And a colonoscopy. 179 00:09:58,277 --> 00:09:59,414 - CT scan? - Ordered. 180 00:09:59,534 --> 00:10:01,454 It shouldn't show anything the endoscopy didn't. 181 00:10:01,574 --> 00:10:03,582 - We can't do a CT scan. - Why not? 182 00:10:03,836 --> 00:10:05,869 We don't need a CT scan. We don't need House. 183 00:10:06,029 --> 00:10:07,408 Stop grinning and talk. 184 00:10:07,528 --> 00:10:09,553 One of the routine pre-procedure tests was positive. 185 00:10:09,673 --> 00:10:10,487 Which one? 186 00:10:10,607 --> 00:10:13,378 The one that, if it's positive, would explain a hormone imbalance 187 00:10:13,498 --> 00:10:15,600 that could screw with heart rate and blood flow. 188 00:10:17,579 --> 00:10:19,897 Guess she does have a life beyond her career. 189 00:10:21,427 --> 00:10:22,606 I'm pregnant? 190 00:10:22,726 --> 00:10:24,665 You want me to call the father and let him know? 191 00:10:24,785 --> 00:10:27,390 Soon as you do some DNA testing, let me know. 192 00:10:29,190 --> 00:10:31,140 Must be hard to have a real relationship... 193 00:10:31,260 --> 00:10:33,217 Are you making excuses for me? 194 00:10:33,337 --> 00:10:36,191 - I'm just saying it's understandable. - You only have to understand something 195 00:10:36,390 --> 00:10:38,568 if it needs an explanation. I have needs. 196 00:10:38,767 --> 00:10:41,140 I met my needs. End of explanation. 197 00:10:41,260 --> 00:10:42,880 How recently were you... 198 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:43,698 Needy? 199 00:10:44,706 --> 00:10:47,410 It's been two or three months, at least. 200 00:10:49,004 --> 00:10:49,825 What? 201 00:10:50,076 --> 00:10:50,937 What is it? 202 00:10:51,764 --> 00:10:52,625 Nothing. 203 00:10:52,883 --> 00:10:55,585 - Tell me. - It's actually nothing. 204 00:10:58,645 --> 00:11:01,383 The ultrasound shows no trace of a baby at all. 205 00:11:04,115 --> 00:11:06,817 Positive pregnancy test, no pregnancy. 206 00:11:07,572 --> 00:11:10,565 B12 deficit rectified, but her heart's slowing even more. 207 00:11:10,685 --> 00:11:12,505 And a bleed should speed her heart rate. 208 00:11:16,857 --> 00:11:19,280 House, this is the kind of case you love. 209 00:11:19,400 --> 00:11:21,649 Contradictions piling up left and right. 210 00:11:23,932 --> 00:11:28,618 Two false positive pregnancy tests, bradycardia, lower G.I. Bleed. Go. 211 00:11:29,354 --> 00:11:31,870 Choriocarcinoma, would've triggered pregnancy hormones. 212 00:11:31,990 --> 00:11:33,631 Also would have shown on a sonogram. 213 00:11:33,751 --> 00:11:35,581 Immunoglobulin "A" deficiency. 214 00:11:35,833 --> 00:11:36,959 No urinary bleed. 215 00:11:37,079 --> 00:11:40,396 If she's had Beta HCG injections, they can cross-react with... 216 00:11:42,088 --> 00:11:43,187 Keep going. 217 00:11:46,637 --> 00:11:48,259 You're being an idiot. 218 00:11:48,614 --> 00:11:50,111 You're gonna blow up your career. 219 00:11:50,231 --> 00:11:52,677 And six months from now, when you've moved on from Amber to 220 00:11:52,797 --> 00:11:55,604 Burnt Sienna, you're gonna be stuck in a mobile oncology truck 221 00:11:55,724 --> 00:11:57,306 in Pewaukee, Wisconsin. 222 00:11:57,876 --> 00:12:00,737 I'd need a flow chart to explain all the ways 223 00:12:00,857 --> 00:12:03,081 in which that was ridiculously insensitive. 224 00:12:03,201 --> 00:12:06,234 - You can't hide from misery. - This isn't your business. 225 00:12:06,354 --> 00:12:08,617 My skull was cracked open trying to save her! 226 00:12:08,777 --> 00:12:10,650 Then we all need a little tea and sympathy. 227 00:12:10,770 --> 00:12:12,521 I'm through discussing it. 228 00:12:13,367 --> 00:12:15,401 Uh, we have a patient. 229 00:12:15,521 --> 00:12:17,870 Who's obviously not going anywhere with a bloody rectum. 230 00:12:17,990 --> 00:12:19,339 Great to have you back. 231 00:12:19,459 --> 00:12:20,877 - Actually, I'm... - Actually, 232 00:12:20,997 --> 00:12:23,645 he's about to thrust a tanto into the belly of his career. 233 00:12:23,765 --> 00:12:25,378 I'm leaving the hospital. 234 00:12:26,402 --> 00:12:28,197 I'm sorry, this is obviously a terrible time 235 00:12:28,317 --> 00:12:29,535 Why are you leaving? 236 00:12:30,034 --> 00:12:31,954 I just need a change of scenery. 237 00:12:32,074 --> 00:12:33,292 Buy a plant. 238 00:12:33,412 --> 00:12:35,650 Rectal bleeding, two positive pregnancy tests. 239 00:12:35,770 --> 00:12:37,105 There's nothing we can do? 240 00:12:37,225 --> 00:12:39,555 You could ask House to be a grown-up and respect my decision. 241 00:12:39,675 --> 00:12:42,695 I respect things that deserve respect. This decision, on the other hand, 242 00:12:42,815 --> 00:12:44,006 is a dog wearing a cape! 243 00:12:44,126 --> 00:12:45,654 Hallucinations. Heart won't respond 244 00:12:45,774 --> 00:12:47,786 The patient tested positive for pregnancy 245 00:12:47,906 --> 00:12:49,674 because the patient is pregnant. 246 00:13:03,796 --> 00:13:05,048 Hey, who are you? 247 00:13:05,247 --> 00:13:07,978 This is Dr. House. He's too brilliant for introductions. 248 00:13:08,098 --> 00:13:09,094 False positive. 249 00:13:09,293 --> 00:13:11,940 You're too busy to be running a day care center in your abdomen. 250 00:13:12,060 --> 00:13:13,318 False positive. 251 00:13:13,563 --> 00:13:16,146 Not to mention you should wait till at least 30 to punish that 252 00:13:16,266 --> 00:13:18,953 pleasure portal with a 7-pound tissue expander. 253 00:13:19,073 --> 00:13:20,119 I'm 37. 254 00:13:20,239 --> 00:13:22,264 And I thought I wasn't pregnant. 255 00:13:23,151 --> 00:13:23,872 37? 256 00:13:25,811 --> 00:13:26,818 Impressive. 257 00:13:28,165 --> 00:13:30,782 Too bad you're not passing on those genes. 258 00:13:32,248 --> 00:13:33,970 Does that look false to you? 259 00:13:35,068 --> 00:13:37,080 You were looking in the wrong room. 260 00:13:37,786 --> 00:13:39,955 It's more common when the egg lands in the oven. 261 00:13:40,115 --> 00:13:42,042 Sometimes it winds up in the fallopian tubes. 262 00:13:42,162 --> 00:13:45,036 In rare cases, it plummets through the plumbing entirely. 263 00:13:45,156 --> 00:13:47,321 It's using her intestine as a blood supply. 264 00:13:47,441 --> 00:13:49,747 It caused the rectal bleed, and now 265 00:13:50,333 --> 00:13:53,976 junior Miss Steinem's junior must be pressing on her vagus nerve, 266 00:13:54,096 --> 00:13:56,068 slowing her heart to a crawl. 267 00:13:56,188 --> 00:13:59,892 Yank the fetus. If she survives the surgery, she'll be fine. 268 00:14:10,174 --> 00:14:12,254 What if she wants to keep the baby? 269 00:14:12,962 --> 00:14:13,825 She doesn't. 270 00:14:14,102 --> 00:14:16,234 We can't take two seconds to discuss this? 271 00:14:16,354 --> 00:14:19,036 Fetuses have been transplanted before. Whole uteruses too. 272 00:14:19,483 --> 00:14:22,081 Just terminating the fetus when it's glued to her intestines 273 00:14:22,201 --> 00:14:23,376 is high-risk surgery. 274 00:14:23,729 --> 00:14:26,752 Saving it is a fantasy. That was at least three seconds. 275 00:14:27,970 --> 00:14:30,660 She's a 37-year-old woman who deserves... 276 00:14:30,780 --> 00:14:32,288 People get what they get. 277 00:14:32,408 --> 00:14:34,451 It has nothing to do with what they deserve. 278 00:14:34,571 --> 00:14:36,491 And this has nothing to do with her genitalia, 279 00:14:36,611 --> 00:14:38,443 and everything to do with your genetics. 280 00:14:38,563 --> 00:14:41,138 - You told me to get tested. - I didn't know it was gonna color 281 00:14:41,258 --> 00:14:43,337 your every medical opinion, every personal opinion. 282 00:14:43,457 --> 00:14:45,857 - You didn't think a death sentence... - People die! 283 00:14:47,243 --> 00:14:49,096 You, Amber, everyone. 284 00:14:50,154 --> 00:14:52,945 Don't act like you just figured that out. I gave you a diagnosis. 285 00:14:53,105 --> 00:14:55,378 If you don't like it, there are exits on every floor. 286 00:15:13,067 --> 00:15:15,247 I'm sorry to be so definitive about this. 287 00:15:15,367 --> 00:15:17,080 I know you're still absorbing the news, 288 00:15:17,200 --> 00:15:18,799 but we have no choice. 289 00:15:18,919 --> 00:15:20,886 Remove the fetus. Absolutely. 290 00:15:22,936 --> 00:15:25,614 I have no boyfriend, no husband. 291 00:15:25,734 --> 00:15:27,802 I'm on the road with Patty all the time. 292 00:15:29,965 --> 00:15:30,941 Where do I sign? 293 00:15:37,111 --> 00:15:39,681 - You feel any tenderness back here? - No, not at all. 294 00:15:41,715 --> 00:15:43,832 Treating professional sports injuries now? 295 00:15:44,105 --> 00:15:45,180 No, I'm not... 296 00:15:45,300 --> 00:15:47,252 Familiar with the concept of sarcasm. 297 00:15:47,525 --> 00:15:49,003 Don't sweat it, it's new. 298 00:15:49,277 --> 00:15:52,004 - Have you spoken to Wilson? - We'll get you an EKG, I come back. 299 00:15:52,124 --> 00:15:54,193 You want me to sleep with him to get him to stay? 300 00:15:54,313 --> 00:15:56,646 I put the bisexual chick on that. 301 00:15:56,766 --> 00:15:58,780 If you'd like to sit in, so to speak... 302 00:15:58,900 --> 00:16:01,213 - I spoke to him. - What'd you tell him? 303 00:16:01,333 --> 00:16:03,246 I didn't tell him anything. I listened. 304 00:16:03,366 --> 00:16:05,646 So you could feel good about doing nothing. 305 00:16:05,766 --> 00:16:06,597 Tell him... 306 00:16:06,717 --> 00:16:09,261 I am not your errand girl. Best thing about leaving you... 307 00:16:09,578 --> 00:16:11,319 The two of you used to be together? 308 00:16:11,769 --> 00:16:14,215 She dumped me when I lost the last 85 pounds. 309 00:16:15,624 --> 00:16:17,290 Said there was less of me to love. 310 00:16:17,818 --> 00:16:19,980 Grief means different things to different people. 311 00:16:20,100 --> 00:16:22,183 Case in point, means very little to you. 312 00:16:22,303 --> 00:16:23,556 Grief is Newark. 313 00:16:23,817 --> 00:16:25,415 Okay, it's there. You can't avoid it. 314 00:16:25,688 --> 00:16:28,001 The idea is to hold your nose, hope the traffic's not too bad, 315 00:16:28,274 --> 00:16:31,014 and get on to Manhattan as quickly as possible, not to buy property. 316 00:16:31,134 --> 00:16:33,882 - You think that's facing up to things? - I'm not the one who's quitting. 317 00:16:34,155 --> 00:16:36,640 - 'cause you haven't lost anything. - But you have. 318 00:16:36,878 --> 00:16:38,094 He'll listen to you. 319 00:16:38,630 --> 00:16:40,430 What did you do when your husband died? 320 00:16:41,502 --> 00:16:43,529 I got a new job and I moved. 321 00:16:45,857 --> 00:16:47,869 See how crappy that worked out? 322 00:16:51,766 --> 00:16:52,785 Separating 323 00:16:54,031 --> 00:16:56,792 the placenta from the wall of the large intestine. 324 00:16:58,433 --> 00:16:59,157 Sponge. 325 00:16:59,564 --> 00:17:01,394 Suction. We've got some bleeding. 326 00:17:02,037 --> 00:17:04,013 BP's dropping. 90 systolic. 327 00:17:04,133 --> 00:17:06,884 - She's bleeding like hell. Clamp. - BP's still dropping. 328 00:17:07,004 --> 00:17:08,957 Amp of calcium chloride, fast! 329 00:17:09,077 --> 00:17:11,298 - still dropping. - Shut up! Squeeze her spleen. 330 00:17:11,418 --> 00:17:13,520 We need to force platelets out so her blood clots. 331 00:17:13,640 --> 00:17:16,086 She's in weak shape. Spleen's friable. It could rupture. 332 00:17:21,555 --> 00:17:22,764 She's stabilizing. 333 00:17:23,393 --> 00:17:24,743 Oozing's drying up. 334 00:17:26,060 --> 00:17:27,539 I hate visitors day. 335 00:17:29,961 --> 00:17:31,329 Removing the fetus. 336 00:17:40,338 --> 00:17:43,868 You have to stop Wilson from committing career malpractice. 337 00:17:45,213 --> 00:17:47,861 - Talk to him. - I already talked to him twice. 338 00:17:47,981 --> 00:17:49,086 He threw me out. 339 00:17:49,583 --> 00:17:51,251 Mocking him and insulting him... 340 00:17:51,411 --> 00:17:54,921 Let's see, yes, technically those are categories of conversation. 341 00:17:55,111 --> 00:17:57,108 Block his references to other hospitals. 342 00:17:57,228 --> 00:17:59,207 Tell him he can't hand off his cases until... 343 00:17:59,327 --> 00:18:00,334 Talk to him. 344 00:18:00,837 --> 00:18:03,329 Deal with his grief. Talk to him about what he's going through. 345 00:18:03,449 --> 00:18:05,947 That's a brilliant idea. I'll take him out for a beer. 346 00:18:06,067 --> 00:18:08,480 That'll make up for the fact that Amber's in a pine box. 347 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:11,062 That there's randomness and chaos in the universe. 348 00:18:11,222 --> 00:18:12,861 Tell him you're sorry. 349 00:18:12,981 --> 00:18:14,398 I didn't kill her. 350 00:18:14,559 --> 00:18:15,856 You were drunk and... 351 00:18:15,976 --> 00:18:19,744 Yeah, if her daddy hadn't been drunk, she might never have been born. So... 352 00:18:19,864 --> 00:18:21,813 You called her up in the middle of the night. 353 00:18:21,933 --> 00:18:23,911 She was on the bus because of you. 354 00:18:24,142 --> 00:18:25,746 I didn't ask her to come out. 355 00:18:25,988 --> 00:18:28,488 I wasn't driving the bus. I wasn't driving the garbage truck 356 00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:29,669 that hit the bus. 357 00:18:29,789 --> 00:18:32,206 And I did not prescribe her the flu meds that killed her. 358 00:18:32,326 --> 00:18:34,377 Yes, I know, that's all true. But. 359 00:18:38,029 --> 00:18:40,675 You really don't feel any sense of guilt? 360 00:18:45,745 --> 00:18:48,032 You want to keep him, he needs to know he's not alone. 361 00:18:48,152 --> 00:18:50,160 Just tell him you feel like crap. 362 00:18:51,674 --> 00:18:53,064 It'd be meaningless. 363 00:18:53,670 --> 00:18:55,347 Well, then, find some meaning. 364 00:18:55,943 --> 00:18:57,261 And do something. 365 00:19:07,308 --> 00:19:09,747 - She's got a neurological problem. - Surgical complication? 366 00:19:09,867 --> 00:19:11,513 Don't think so. She keeps on blinking. 367 00:19:11,633 --> 00:19:14,520 - Her heart's not recovering either. - So the pregnancy was a coincidence. 368 00:19:14,640 --> 00:19:16,669 Pulse is down to 39. She's maxed out on atropine. 369 00:19:16,829 --> 00:19:19,088 We're installing a pacing wire to... 370 00:19:19,388 --> 00:19:21,129 avoid that. We need some help! 371 00:19:21,249 --> 00:19:22,622 - Page House. - Already done. 372 00:19:22,782 --> 00:19:24,092 Page him again. 373 00:19:32,399 --> 00:19:35,123 - It's for you. - If I told you that I was sorry, 374 00:19:35,836 --> 00:19:38,775 - would it change anything? - I wouldn't believe you. 375 00:19:39,183 --> 00:19:40,550 If you believe me. 376 00:19:41,060 --> 00:19:43,238 It's hard to imagine such a world. 377 00:19:43,684 --> 00:19:44,936 I'm going home... 378 00:19:46,699 --> 00:19:49,130 Until you agree to stay at this hospital. 379 00:19:50,290 --> 00:19:52,455 You can't be... That's blackmail. 380 00:19:52,615 --> 00:19:55,708 And to do your job? Why not hold a gun to your own head? 381 00:19:55,944 --> 00:19:58,543 Your conscience bleeds more freely than my head. 382 00:20:02,066 --> 00:20:02,919 Text. 383 00:20:03,695 --> 00:20:05,343 Patient's in cardiac arrest. 384 00:20:05,693 --> 00:20:06,499 Ouchy. 385 00:20:08,094 --> 00:20:09,634 You'd jeopardize a patient 386 00:20:09,754 --> 00:20:11,755 - because of my... - If it keeps you here. 387 00:20:13,184 --> 00:20:15,671 Your friendship matters more to me than this patient. 388 00:20:17,746 --> 00:20:19,487 I've gotta do what's right for me. 389 00:20:19,607 --> 00:20:21,377 You've gotta do what's right for you. 390 00:20:23,730 --> 00:20:25,196 But it comes easier for me. 391 00:20:34,605 --> 00:20:35,687 Where is he? 392 00:20:36,480 --> 00:20:37,572 Where is he? 393 00:20:51,266 --> 00:20:52,921 - Status. - Her heart's stabilized. 394 00:20:53,081 --> 00:20:55,893 We have a pacing wire in her, but the bradycardia isn't getting better. 395 00:20:56,242 --> 00:20:57,353 House is bluffing. 396 00:20:57,513 --> 00:20:59,173 I called him. He's not picking up. 397 00:20:59,293 --> 00:21:01,386 - What do we do? - What you'd do if he was here. 398 00:21:01,547 --> 00:21:03,693 If he was here, we'd be asking him what to do. 399 00:21:04,581 --> 00:21:06,608 - What are the usual suspects? - There aren't any. 400 00:21:06,728 --> 00:21:08,728 She had a vitamin deficiency, and we corrected it, 401 00:21:08,888 --> 00:21:11,751 - an ectopic pregnancy, we removed it. - But her heart problem won't go away, 402 00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,809 and now something's wrong with her brain. 403 00:21:14,605 --> 00:21:16,838 I have complete confidence in you guys. 404 00:21:19,536 --> 00:21:21,254 Who wants to go service House 405 00:21:21,374 --> 00:21:22,920 so this patient can live? 406 00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:26,066 We can do this without him. Maybe something happened during the surgery. 407 00:21:26,186 --> 00:21:27,800 It was on her bowel, not her brain. 408 00:21:28,032 --> 00:21:30,406 Anxiety, stroke, Tourette's could all cause eye blinking. 409 00:21:30,526 --> 00:21:32,542 Cause her heart to beat faster, It's slowing down. 410 00:21:32,662 --> 00:21:33,426 M.S. 411 00:21:33,546 --> 00:21:35,850 If a lesion took out the sympathetic innervation of her heart, 412 00:21:35,970 --> 00:21:37,632 It'd explain bradycardia and blinking. 413 00:21:37,792 --> 00:21:40,760 But not the vitamin deficiency or the ectopic pregnancy. 414 00:21:40,880 --> 00:21:44,518 - House would want a unifying theory. - He's gone, and so are those symptoms. 415 00:21:44,638 --> 00:21:47,466 M.S. explains everything that's wrong with her right now. 416 00:21:47,586 --> 00:21:49,319 Start her on interferon for M.S. 417 00:21:55,446 --> 00:21:56,552 Mind if I come in? 418 00:21:57,162 --> 00:21:59,082 - Not at all. - You mind if I leave? 419 00:22:01,298 --> 00:22:04,831 I told you not to take that case specifically to deal with Wilson. 420 00:22:04,951 --> 00:22:07,799 And the two ended up dovetailing rather nicely, don't you think? 421 00:22:07,959 --> 00:22:11,131 Is this how you show your friendship... By bludgeoning him with guilt? 422 00:22:11,251 --> 00:22:13,429 Because he's my friend, I know what works on him. 423 00:22:13,882 --> 00:22:16,516 - You can't walk away from a patient. - Then fire me. 424 00:22:16,837 --> 00:22:19,268 You're willing to risk your career, but youcan't say you're sorry. 425 00:22:19,428 --> 00:22:21,687 I told him I'm sorry. He didn't believe it. 426 00:22:21,847 --> 00:22:23,439 - Make him believe it. - I don't. 427 00:22:23,671 --> 00:22:25,275 You don't want to believe it. 428 00:22:25,395 --> 00:22:27,944 Because if you tell Wilson how you actually feel about him, 429 00:22:28,104 --> 00:22:29,695 about what happened to Amber, 430 00:22:30,037 --> 00:22:33,598 about your part in what happened, and he walks out the door anyway... 431 00:22:33,718 --> 00:22:35,576 If you make yourself vulnerable for once 432 00:22:35,736 --> 00:22:38,548 in your nerve-deadening, emotionally obliterating... 433 00:22:39,754 --> 00:22:41,651 You're doing the same thing he is. 434 00:22:41,771 --> 00:22:43,076 You're running away. 435 00:22:43,424 --> 00:22:45,401 Only he's not killing anyone in the process. 436 00:22:50,433 --> 00:22:51,801 Where's Dr. House? 437 00:22:52,448 --> 00:22:53,742 He's not feeling well. 438 00:22:54,848 --> 00:22:56,180 Was M.S. his idea? 439 00:22:56,639 --> 00:22:58,050 We work as a team. 440 00:22:58,170 --> 00:23:00,082 You know how it is. Collaborative. 441 00:23:00,202 --> 00:23:02,270 Sometimes it's hard to tell where an idea mes from. 442 00:23:02,390 --> 00:23:05,117 But you're not really a team. 443 00:23:05,463 --> 00:23:06,750 You work for him. 444 00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:10,767 And you work for Patty. 445 00:23:11,437 --> 00:23:13,601 I'm sure a lot of her ideas are actually... 446 00:23:14,347 --> 00:23:16,039 She would be fine without me. 447 00:23:17,037 --> 00:23:18,984 I'd be nothing without her. 448 00:23:19,104 --> 00:23:20,875 Maybe if you just had the chance. 449 00:23:21,540 --> 00:23:22,999 I'm sure you've learned a lot. 450 00:23:23,729 --> 00:23:25,768 Not everybody's created equal. 451 00:23:27,905 --> 00:23:30,088 Does Dr. House think I have M.S.? 452 00:23:39,410 --> 00:23:40,778 Did you just shiver? 453 00:23:43,664 --> 00:23:45,236 You're running a slight fever. 454 00:23:45,356 --> 00:23:46,480 Is that bad? 455 00:23:47,629 --> 00:23:49,395 It means we were wrong about the M.S. 456 00:23:54,057 --> 00:23:57,126 - You had my cable disconnected! - That's quite a leap. 457 00:23:57,246 --> 00:23:59,757 Just because I happen to have a 31-person maintenance department... 458 00:23:59,877 --> 00:24:01,691 each of whom you've personally abused 459 00:24:01,811 --> 00:24:03,088 - at some point... - Why? 460 00:24:03,616 --> 00:24:05,284 You thought I could let someone die, 461 00:24:05,404 --> 00:24:07,498 but I'm gonna fold if I can't watch Celebrity Bowling? 462 00:24:07,618 --> 00:24:09,551 That is not an unreasonable theory. 463 00:24:09,671 --> 00:24:12,332 Especially with only ten minutes till your favorite soap. 464 00:24:12,670 --> 00:24:15,871 Gee, is this the remote from the doctors' lounge? 465 00:24:20,622 --> 00:24:21,766 This is your 911? 466 00:24:22,279 --> 00:24:23,510 - Good-bye. - Stop! 467 00:24:25,376 --> 00:24:28,138 I'm withholding your salary history from every hospital in this region. 468 00:24:28,258 --> 00:24:29,258 You go, girl. 469 00:24:29,685 --> 00:24:32,797 And I'm permanently setting every TV in this building 470 00:24:32,917 --> 00:24:36,871 to the pottery channel unless you both sit down. 471 00:24:38,472 --> 00:24:40,143 Welcome to couples counseling. 472 00:24:41,614 --> 00:24:43,428 - It's not the surgery. - The timing fits. 473 00:24:43,548 --> 00:24:45,653 The location doesn't, unless brains are in bowels 474 00:24:45,813 --> 00:24:48,751 If bacteria entered her bloodstream, it could have infected her brain. 475 00:24:48,911 --> 00:24:51,016 The surgery went fine. You were there. 476 00:24:51,136 --> 00:24:53,411 Peptostreptococcus could explain the blinking and... 477 00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:56,229 You want to watch a grainy video and have an epiphany. 478 00:24:56,349 --> 00:24:58,970 Shut up. You're making me miss House's mocking. 479 00:25:00,905 --> 00:25:02,891 You told us it was none of our business, 480 00:25:03,011 --> 00:25:05,093 but if your Huntington's is affecting you, 481 00:25:05,213 --> 00:25:07,008 - maybe it... - It's not, I don't have... 482 00:25:07,128 --> 00:25:08,785 You're desperate to do it without him. 483 00:25:08,905 --> 00:25:10,761 You're not trying to cure her, but to prove... 484 00:25:10,921 --> 00:25:12,054 Stop the tape. 485 00:25:13,576 --> 00:25:14,595 Zoom in. 486 00:25:18,596 --> 00:25:21,409 - On the anastomosis, that little bump. - It's a hematoma. 487 00:25:22,004 --> 00:25:25,420 A harmless pocket of blood, which is why Chase ignored it during the surgery. 488 00:25:25,540 --> 00:25:28,244 Could be a ganglioma, which is why Chase shouldn't have ignored it. 489 00:25:28,854 --> 00:25:30,970 It's an abnormal growth of nerves, 490 00:25:31,090 --> 00:25:33,339 it could be causing all the patient's symptoms. 491 00:25:34,594 --> 00:25:37,041 We have to open her up again. Get a piece of it. 492 00:25:42,707 --> 00:25:44,894 - So what do you want to tell us? - Nothing. 493 00:25:45,571 --> 00:25:48,311 Nothing I say is gonna change anything. You guys need to talk. 494 00:25:48,734 --> 00:25:51,013 Actually, you should read the psych literature. 495 00:25:51,133 --> 00:25:52,982 Repression's gaining a lot of fans. 496 00:25:53,214 --> 00:25:55,851 - What you don't face can't crush you. - Talk to each other. 497 00:25:58,576 --> 00:26:00,743 - How you doing? Good? - Fine, thanks. 498 00:26:03,345 --> 00:26:04,035 Sit! 499 00:26:06,392 --> 00:26:08,085 See, the two of you are friends. 500 00:26:08,205 --> 00:26:10,226 - Look how you both... - Think you're an idiot. 501 00:26:10,346 --> 00:26:12,305 We both also eat with forks. 502 00:26:12,425 --> 00:26:14,378 - That doesn't really prove... - Talk to him! 503 00:26:14,538 --> 00:26:16,784 Tell him how you feel about what he's doing. 504 00:26:16,904 --> 00:26:18,007 He's an idiot. 505 00:26:18,167 --> 00:26:20,551 Tell him what you think about him leaving. 506 00:26:20,804 --> 00:26:23,416 - I think he's an idiot. - You're an idiot. He's in pain. 507 00:26:23,578 --> 00:26:25,751 And your response is just to emotionally blackmail him. 508 00:26:25,871 --> 00:26:27,683 You told me your position. 509 00:26:27,803 --> 00:26:30,640 - You're against it, right? - She hasn't told you in front of me. 510 00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:33,512 - She needs to prove she's on my side. - Go to hell. 511 00:26:34,088 --> 00:26:36,984 - So much for that theory. - I'm sorry you lost Amber. 512 00:26:37,186 --> 00:26:39,442 I cannot imagine what it is you're going through. 513 00:26:39,562 --> 00:26:41,765 But it will not get better by you walking away 514 00:26:41,885 --> 00:26:43,920 from everyone that cares about you. 515 00:26:44,683 --> 00:26:47,352 Do you think Amber would want you to walk away? 516 00:26:47,514 --> 00:26:50,140 Nobody at this hospital even liked Amber. 517 00:26:58,392 --> 00:26:59,909 Same time next week? 518 00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:06,074 You want me to do a second major surgery 519 00:27:06,194 --> 00:27:09,297 on a patient we almost lost during a first major surgery 520 00:27:09,417 --> 00:27:11,857 to see if she needs a third major surgery? 521 00:27:11,977 --> 00:27:13,533 We need a piece of the ganglioma. 522 00:27:13,653 --> 00:27:15,606 Then you're talking about another patient. 523 00:27:15,821 --> 00:27:17,464 Yours doesn't have a ganglioma. 524 00:27:17,584 --> 00:27:19,402 And if there is one and you missed it? 525 00:27:19,562 --> 00:27:22,780 So you're talking about another surgeon. I didn't miss anything. 526 00:27:22,940 --> 00:27:25,521 But we're not talking about another videotape. It showed a bump. 527 00:27:25,641 --> 00:27:27,358 - We need to biopsy. - A bump? 528 00:27:29,195 --> 00:27:30,788 My grandfather died of a bump. 529 00:27:32,625 --> 00:27:35,559 She can't survive a second round of general anesthesia, 530 00:27:35,679 --> 00:27:37,586 - let alone a third. - You'd do this for House. 531 00:27:40,129 --> 00:27:41,294 What do you suggest? 532 00:27:41,414 --> 00:27:43,798 Because the patient's got a high fever, a low heart rate, 533 00:27:43,918 --> 00:27:46,679 and a dim chance of survival if we stand here like idiots. 534 00:27:47,030 --> 00:27:49,729 Then I suggest you don't stand there like idiots. 535 00:27:52,614 --> 00:27:55,570 How do you get coal out of a mountain when it's someone else's mountain? 536 00:27:56,795 --> 00:27:58,858 If we don't have House, we can think like him. 537 00:27:59,074 --> 00:28:01,401 But it does mean we don't have to talk like him. 538 00:28:01,521 --> 00:28:03,508 You don't dig down. You go in from the side. 539 00:28:03,797 --> 00:28:05,683 We insert a lighted scope through the rectum, 540 00:28:05,803 --> 00:28:07,769 move the intestine till we find the ganglioma, 541 00:28:07,889 --> 00:28:10,703 then push it to the surface. Where we see the light, we cut. 542 00:28:15,162 --> 00:28:17,599 We'll make as small an incision as we can. 543 00:28:17,719 --> 00:28:20,170 But unfortunately, it'll be very painful. 544 00:28:20,585 --> 00:28:22,907 After your surgery experience, we can't give you anesthesia. 545 00:28:23,027 --> 00:28:24,216 Can I talk to Dr. House? 546 00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:26,601 No. 547 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:29,412 We can do this. We know what we're doing. 548 00:28:29,532 --> 00:28:32,349 I don't mean to be insulting, but my former boss 549 00:28:32,509 --> 00:28:34,663 didn't insist on me coming here because of you or... 550 00:28:34,783 --> 00:28:35,964 Your former boss? 551 00:28:36,282 --> 00:28:37,775 I've been replaced. 552 00:28:40,476 --> 00:28:42,720 - I'm sorry. You must be... - I'm fine. 553 00:28:43,668 --> 00:28:45,946 She has a big Beijing trip. Ton of work to do. 554 00:28:46,106 --> 00:28:48,365 She can't just wait for me to get better. 555 00:28:50,868 --> 00:28:52,995 We've been well-trained. We'll take good care of you. 556 00:29:00,302 --> 00:29:02,338 How can you let her treat you like a footstool? 557 00:29:04,036 --> 00:29:06,300 - The world needs flunkies. - Don't say that. 558 00:29:06,725 --> 00:29:07,914 You're better than that. 559 00:29:08,034 --> 00:29:10,054 I have no problem with it. Why do you? 560 00:29:11,409 --> 00:29:13,974 Because... Life is short. 561 00:29:14,135 --> 00:29:15,976 Yours could've ended in that surgery. 562 00:29:16,136 --> 00:29:18,143 You'd have never lived for yourself. 563 00:29:18,913 --> 00:29:21,524 What kind of feminist... We can have anything. 564 00:29:21,684 --> 00:29:22,621 No, we can't. 565 00:29:24,638 --> 00:29:26,110 We can aspire to anything. 566 00:29:27,792 --> 00:29:29,949 But we don't get it just because we want it. 567 00:29:31,415 --> 00:29:33,846 I would rather spend my life close to the birds 568 00:29:33,966 --> 00:29:35,965 than waste it wishing I had wings. 569 00:29:47,087 --> 00:29:49,677 You're through the sigmoid, into the descending colon. 570 00:29:49,837 --> 00:29:51,262 Switching on the light. 571 00:29:51,422 --> 00:29:52,972 Advance toward the anastomosis. 572 00:29:55,599 --> 00:29:56,597 That's it. 573 00:29:57,501 --> 00:29:59,562 Push the wall of the intestine toward the skin. 574 00:30:05,116 --> 00:30:06,416 There, I see it. 575 00:30:08,486 --> 00:30:09,586 Don't look down. 576 00:30:10,752 --> 00:30:11,708 Scalpel. 577 00:30:27,458 --> 00:30:29,032 So your last day is Friday. 578 00:30:30,015 --> 00:30:31,283 I'm gonna miss you. 579 00:30:32,422 --> 00:30:33,429 You shouldn't go. 580 00:30:34,186 --> 00:30:36,874 Did house ask you to talk to me, or are you trying to save the patient? 581 00:30:36,994 --> 00:30:39,018 - Because there'll always be... - House asked me. 582 00:30:39,178 --> 00:30:41,353 - And you're doing it. - I told him to go to hell. 583 00:30:43,374 --> 00:30:44,523 Thanks. 584 00:30:44,878 --> 00:30:46,108 But I think he's right. 585 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,449 You think you're making a rational choice. 586 00:30:53,609 --> 00:30:55,075 You think the worst is over. 587 00:30:56,231 --> 00:30:57,282 And then... 588 00:30:58,042 --> 00:31:01,445 Six months later you look back and you realize... 589 00:31:01,565 --> 00:31:03,417 You didn't know what you were doing. 590 00:31:03,537 --> 00:31:05,363 Are you saying the pain doesn't go away? 591 00:31:05,483 --> 00:31:06,503 It gets easier. 592 00:31:06,663 --> 00:31:09,381 Not in two months. Not in two years. 593 00:31:10,355 --> 00:31:11,717 But no... 594 00:31:12,522 --> 00:31:13,802 It never really goes away. 595 00:31:14,285 --> 00:31:15,288 Being here... 596 00:31:16,064 --> 00:31:17,713 This building... 597 00:31:18,538 --> 00:31:20,792 I was just in the lounge. I kept staring at Amber's locker. 598 00:31:20,912 --> 00:31:22,884 I saw a guy wearing a scarf this morning. 599 00:31:23,158 --> 00:31:25,180 The color reminded me of his eyes. 600 00:31:26,021 --> 00:31:28,139 We lived 500 miles from here. 601 00:31:29,918 --> 00:31:32,031 - I have to do something. - Then do it. 602 00:31:34,830 --> 00:31:37,514 But don't think it's the right choice, because... 603 00:31:40,053 --> 00:31:41,280 There isn't one. 604 00:31:43,852 --> 00:31:45,000 It's not a ganglioma. 605 00:31:45,216 --> 00:31:48,045 - The problem wasn't the surgery. - Abnormally deposited proteins. 606 00:31:48,431 --> 00:31:51,542 It's amyloidosis. That would explain the blinking and the low heart rate. 607 00:31:51,662 --> 00:31:54,093 Only way to treat amyloidosis is to treat whatever's causing it. 608 00:31:54,308 --> 00:31:56,543 It's not as if a lot of things cause amyloid. 609 00:31:56,663 --> 00:31:57,829 Rheumatoid arthritis. 610 00:31:57,949 --> 00:31:59,348 Familial mediterranean fever. 611 00:31:59,508 --> 00:32:00,613 Lymphoma. 612 00:32:00,773 --> 00:32:03,201 We can't all be right. But you can all be wrong. 613 00:32:03,321 --> 00:32:04,741 The patient's joints don't hurt, 614 00:32:04,861 --> 00:32:07,564 abdominal pain went away when the fetus did, and no palpable lymph nodes. 615 00:32:08,007 --> 00:32:10,773 - Got anything constructive to say? - Sorry. Sorry. 616 00:32:11,323 --> 00:32:14,780 Um, she has lots and lots of palpable lymph nodes, joint and abdominal pain. 617 00:32:14,995 --> 00:32:16,382 She'll be better by dinnertime. 618 00:32:16,502 --> 00:32:18,450 If we don't find the cause of the amyloidosis, 619 00:32:18,667 --> 00:32:21,412 we never get her off that wire, she never walks out of this hospital. 620 00:32:23,532 --> 00:32:25,230 But hey, who needs House, hmm? 621 00:32:25,350 --> 00:32:27,448 So glad we lost those training wheels. 622 00:32:30,267 --> 00:32:32,002 You want me to make the call? 623 00:32:32,588 --> 00:32:34,618 There seems to be some disagreement. 624 00:32:34,738 --> 00:32:37,869 And this isn't just a pretext to pressure me into staying? 625 00:32:37,989 --> 00:32:39,413 Does it look like a pretext? 626 00:32:40,254 --> 00:32:40,930 No. 627 00:32:42,103 --> 00:32:44,151 She really is dying, isn't she? 628 00:32:46,180 --> 00:32:48,618 Inflammation, enlarged nuclei, 629 00:32:48,738 --> 00:32:51,150 some mitotic activity. It could be lymphoma. 630 00:32:51,490 --> 00:32:53,028 There are no palpable lymph nodes. 631 00:32:53,148 --> 00:32:55,994 It makes it less likely, but it doesn't rule it out. 632 00:32:57,100 --> 00:32:59,306 I'm an oncologist. I see cancer. 633 00:32:59,426 --> 00:33:01,687 Show it to an immunologist, they'll see autoimmune. 634 00:33:01,807 --> 00:33:03,973 I already showed it to an immunologist. 635 00:33:04,760 --> 00:33:06,320 We'll start her on chemo. 636 00:33:08,831 --> 00:33:10,058 You should leave. 637 00:33:10,943 --> 00:33:13,125 House doesn't want to lose his sidekick. 638 00:33:13,245 --> 00:33:15,563 Cuddy doesn't want to lose her check on house. 639 00:33:15,683 --> 00:33:17,385 No one's talking about what you want. 640 00:33:18,399 --> 00:33:19,890 It's not that I want to. 641 00:33:20,010 --> 00:33:21,683 Want to, need to. 642 00:33:22,927 --> 00:33:25,584 If there's any chance that being away from here will make your life 643 00:33:25,704 --> 00:33:28,363 even a little bit easier, do it. 644 00:33:29,665 --> 00:33:31,649 That's what everyone else here would do. 645 00:33:51,043 --> 00:33:53,045 Don't expect anything to change too fast. 646 00:33:53,517 --> 00:33:54,797 Lymphoma was your idea? 647 00:33:56,379 --> 00:33:58,450 - Why? - I feel better. 648 00:33:59,436 --> 00:34:01,658 Sometimes just knowing you're being treated helps. 649 00:34:01,958 --> 00:34:03,609 You've given me 18 different treatments. 650 00:34:03,729 --> 00:34:06,202 This is the first one that made me feel better. 651 00:34:06,649 --> 00:34:08,534 I don't think it's psychological. 652 00:34:10,126 --> 00:34:11,097 Thank you. 653 00:34:13,313 --> 00:34:14,361 I'm sorry. 654 00:34:16,228 --> 00:34:19,947 I shouldn't have gotten angry at you. Your choices are your choices. 655 00:34:21,391 --> 00:34:22,616 You're not like me. 656 00:34:25,325 --> 00:34:26,861 Maybe you have wings. 657 00:34:35,401 --> 00:34:36,937 I have huntington's chorea. 658 00:34:39,541 --> 00:34:42,279 Dozen years or so, my... 659 00:34:42,937 --> 00:34:46,641 nervous system, my cognitive skills, even my emotional balance... 660 00:34:47,029 --> 00:34:48,550 They'll all start to fray. 661 00:34:49,601 --> 00:34:50,978 I won't be able to fly. 662 00:34:52,479 --> 00:34:53,850 I won't be able to walk. 663 00:34:55,099 --> 00:34:56,702 I won't be able to breathe. 664 00:34:59,563 --> 00:35:01,847 And you want to make sure your life matters. 665 00:35:03,962 --> 00:35:05,434 I don't want to just... 666 00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:10,144 Be tightening bolts and following instructions. 667 00:35:10,264 --> 00:35:11,789 I want something... 668 00:35:13,584 --> 00:35:16,462 To be different because of me. 669 00:35:17,676 --> 00:35:18,703 I am. 670 00:35:21,657 --> 00:35:23,291 Not just 'cause you saved my life. 671 00:35:26,203 --> 00:35:28,474 I'm applying for a job at a foundation. 672 00:35:29,287 --> 00:35:31,002 Running the finance division. 673 00:35:32,918 --> 00:35:35,404 I mean, I don't know if I'm gonna get it, but... 674 00:35:35,950 --> 00:35:39,234 If I don't... There are other foundations. 675 00:35:46,345 --> 00:35:47,477 It's almost 4:00. 676 00:35:48,267 --> 00:35:49,233 Soap time. 677 00:35:51,908 --> 00:35:54,082 Nurses' remote. Works in the doctors' lounge. 678 00:35:54,681 --> 00:35:56,433 Why do you think Wilson's leaving? 679 00:35:59,945 --> 00:36:02,424 How many times do I have to use the word "idiot"? 680 00:36:02,657 --> 00:36:04,218 That's a good enough answer for you? 681 00:36:04,450 --> 00:36:06,333 Whenever anyone does anything out of the norm, 682 00:36:06,494 --> 00:36:10,224 you have to tell them what screwed-up process is really at work in their head. 683 00:36:10,384 --> 00:36:12,351 That is why I locked the two of you in a room. 684 00:36:12,471 --> 00:36:14,884 So you would say something stupid and insensitive, 685 00:36:15,004 --> 00:36:17,338 and maybe with a little bit of truth. 686 00:36:17,838 --> 00:36:19,248 But you didn't. 687 00:36:19,924 --> 00:36:22,986 So I can only assume that you don't want to know the reason. 688 00:36:23,972 --> 00:36:25,415 You're afraid to know. 689 00:36:28,712 --> 00:36:30,354 You're not listening to me, are you? 690 00:36:31,606 --> 00:36:33,664 Try it sometime. You'll see why. 691 00:36:43,570 --> 00:36:44,648 You look 37. 692 00:36:44,928 --> 00:36:46,260 I am 37. 693 00:36:47,597 --> 00:36:49,262 You looked 27 last week. 694 00:36:50,168 --> 00:36:52,224 Unless I blacked out for ten years. Your skin... 695 00:36:52,456 --> 00:36:54,518 She's got lymphoma. The chemo's probably... 696 00:36:54,678 --> 00:36:56,710 - Stop the chemo. - She's getting better. 697 00:36:56,830 --> 00:36:59,344 - Bradycardia's improving, we... - She have bruising? 698 00:36:59,505 --> 00:37:01,811 She was pounding her legs during the hallucinations. 699 00:37:02,498 --> 00:37:03,865 It's not lymphoma. 700 00:37:05,511 --> 00:37:07,228 Hey, don't... No, no, no. 701 00:37:10,599 --> 00:37:11,785 My bad. 702 00:37:11,911 --> 00:37:13,290 Thought no meant yes. 703 00:37:15,146 --> 00:37:16,290 Those aren't bruises. 704 00:37:16,785 --> 00:37:18,500 They're mycobacterial lesions. 705 00:37:18,734 --> 00:37:20,878 She has diffuse lepromatous leprosy. 706 00:37:21,715 --> 00:37:24,131 Must have caught it on one of her overseas estrogen tours. 707 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:28,218 Chemo wipes out some of the bacteria, she feels a little better. 708 00:37:28,451 --> 00:37:31,109 Wipes out most of her immune system, she gets a whole lot worse. 709 00:37:31,229 --> 00:37:32,139 Leprosy? 710 00:37:32,371 --> 00:37:34,524 Like where my limbs fall off? 711 00:37:34,981 --> 00:37:36,604 Actually, this is the flattering one. 712 00:37:36,724 --> 00:37:38,520 It's also known as "pretty leprosy". 713 00:37:38,754 --> 00:37:41,690 It doesn't disfigure, it makes your skin look younger, smoother. 714 00:37:41,922 --> 00:37:43,336 Don't let the girls hear. 715 00:37:43,456 --> 00:37:45,208 They'll all want to lick your face. 716 00:37:45,328 --> 00:37:47,823 Unless you're that kind of feminist. 717 00:37:48,848 --> 00:37:50,985 Blast her with antibiotics and Prednisone. 718 00:37:51,105 --> 00:37:52,189 She'll be fine. 719 00:37:53,030 --> 00:37:54,912 Damn, it's after 4:00. I'm late. 720 00:37:58,228 --> 00:37:59,739 - Damn. - What? 721 00:38:00,406 --> 00:38:02,103 She's happy you're gonna be fine. 722 00:38:02,476 --> 00:38:05,464 But she'd be happier if you were gonna be fine five minutes ago. 723 00:38:13,632 --> 00:38:15,265 Tests confirmed Dr. House's diagnosis. 724 00:38:17,097 --> 00:38:18,164 Thank God. 725 00:38:20,352 --> 00:38:22,022 When you got pregnant, 726 00:38:22,438 --> 00:38:25,442 he physical stress triggered e. Nodosum Lleprosum. 727 00:38:25,674 --> 00:38:27,444 A common complication of leprosy. 728 00:38:28,293 --> 00:38:29,863 Inflamed the nerves to your heart. 729 00:38:30,023 --> 00:38:33,325 Made it hard to absorb vitamins, scarred your fallopian tubes. 730 00:38:33,791 --> 00:38:35,166 It explains everything. 731 00:38:37,382 --> 00:38:40,248 Better prescribe me some skin cream too? 732 00:38:40,481 --> 00:38:42,501 You might want it for those job interviews. 733 00:38:44,207 --> 00:38:47,530 I'm going back on the road with Patty. My replacement flamed out. 734 00:38:50,344 --> 00:38:54,191 She says I can manage some projects on my own, carve out more of a role. 735 00:38:54,871 --> 00:38:56,598 Do you really think she can change? 736 00:38:57,847 --> 00:38:58,913 I don't know. 737 00:39:01,438 --> 00:39:03,897 The truth is, I'm not sure I... 738 00:39:04,057 --> 00:39:05,273 You can change. 739 00:39:05,433 --> 00:39:06,483 No... 740 00:39:08,295 --> 00:39:09,945 I'm not sure I want her to change. 741 00:39:12,677 --> 00:39:13,793 She's reasonable. 742 00:39:13,913 --> 00:39:16,591 She's just another employer, and I'm just... 743 00:39:18,435 --> 00:39:19,809 another employee. 744 00:39:23,659 --> 00:39:25,228 In a weird way, I matter. 745 00:39:30,985 --> 00:39:33,322 I like you better now that you're dying. 746 00:39:35,012 --> 00:39:36,146 I was wrong. 747 00:39:36,774 --> 00:39:38,068 You took a shot. 748 00:39:40,541 --> 00:39:42,985 She's going back to work for that idiot. 749 00:39:43,875 --> 00:39:44,978 It's pathetic. 750 00:39:45,734 --> 00:39:47,507 You thought something would change? 751 00:39:47,627 --> 00:39:49,730 She almost died... 752 00:39:50,199 --> 00:39:52,821 Because of that job. Yeah, I... I thought... 753 00:39:53,854 --> 00:39:55,907 Almost dying changes nothing. 754 00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:02,490 Dying changes everything. 755 00:40:30,470 --> 00:40:31,401 I'm sorry. 756 00:40:33,473 --> 00:40:36,636 I know I didn't try to kill her. I know I didn't want her hurt. 757 00:40:38,208 --> 00:40:40,494 I know it was a freak accident. 758 00:40:42,025 --> 00:40:44,992 But I feel like crap, and she's dead because of me. 759 00:40:47,472 --> 00:40:48,817 I don't blame you. 760 00:40:51,162 --> 00:40:53,006 I wanted to. I tried to. 761 00:40:53,238 --> 00:40:57,100 I must have reviewed Amber's case file 100 times to find a way. 762 00:40:58,971 --> 00:41:00,529 But it wasn't your fault. 763 00:41:04,459 --> 00:41:05,810 Then we're okay? 764 00:41:07,322 --> 00:41:09,305 I mean, I know you're not, but... 765 00:41:12,138 --> 00:41:14,140 - Maybe I can help. - We're not okay. 766 00:41:16,357 --> 00:41:18,687 Amber was never the reason I was leaving. 767 00:41:19,641 --> 00:41:21,296 I didn't want to tell you because... 768 00:41:24,848 --> 00:41:27,064 Because I was trying... 769 00:41:27,581 --> 00:41:30,001 Like I always do, to protect you. 770 00:41:31,931 --> 00:41:33,435 Which is the problem. 771 00:41:35,068 --> 00:41:38,760 You spread misery because you can't feel anything else. 772 00:41:39,127 --> 00:41:41,346 You manipulate people because you can't handle 773 00:41:41,538 --> 00:41:44,307 any kind of real relationship. And I've enabled it. 774 00:41:45,220 --> 00:41:46,172 For years. 775 00:41:46,292 --> 00:41:49,855 The games, the binges, the middle-of-the-night phone calls. 776 00:41:53,387 --> 00:41:56,105 I should have been the one on the bus, not... 777 00:41:59,614 --> 00:42:01,538 You should have been alone on the bus. 778 00:42:03,403 --> 00:42:06,621 If I've learned anything from Amber, it's that I have to take care of myself. 779 00:42:12,536 --> 00:42:14,296 We're not friends anymore, House. 780 00:42:17,660 --> 00:42:19,733 I'm not sure we ever were. 781 00:42:42,586 --> 00:42:46,243 www.house-fr.com