1 00:00:05,270 --> 00:00:06,770 www.tvsubtitles.net 2 00:00:05,838 --> 00:00:07,237 The trick to onions... 3 00:00:07,270 --> 00:00:08,504 cut them in half lengthwise, 4 00:00:08,537 --> 00:00:10,871 but leave the roots on. 5 00:00:10,904 --> 00:00:13,237 Then make your vertical slices. 6 00:00:16,437 --> 00:00:18,103 Need a dozen. Think you can handle this? 7 00:00:18,170 --> 00:00:20,571 A dozen is 12, right? 8 00:00:20,637 --> 00:00:23,204 Next, we add mustard greens... 9 00:00:23,270 --> 00:00:26,137 spicy, and they pack a nice punch. 10 00:00:26,204 --> 00:00:28,404 Plus, they're really good for you. 11 00:00:28,471 --> 00:00:30,337 Improve mental function, 12 00:00:30,370 --> 00:00:32,370 protect against rheumatoid arthritis. 13 00:00:32,404 --> 00:00:35,571 Even inhibit certain types of cancer. 14 00:00:35,637 --> 00:00:36,771 Are you going to chop those onions 15 00:00:36,838 --> 00:00:38,337 or give them a thai massage? 16 00:00:38,370 --> 00:00:41,637 Well, I guess a happy ending is out of the question. 17 00:00:41,671 --> 00:00:43,504 I don't recall adding making snide remarks 18 00:00:43,571 --> 00:00:46,537 to your list of duties. 19 00:00:46,571 --> 00:00:48,070 Just taking initiative. 20 00:00:48,103 --> 00:00:51,337 Secret ingredient: porcini mushrooms. 21 00:00:51,370 --> 00:00:54,103 You want to reconstitute them in a bowl of water. 22 00:00:54,170 --> 00:00:56,370 You also want to hire an assistant 23 00:00:56,404 --> 00:00:58,237 who can stay focused for longer than 30 seconds. 24 00:00:58,304 --> 00:00:59,637 Why don't I hear you chopping? 25 00:00:59,671 --> 00:01:01,604 Just give me a second. 26 00:01:01,671 --> 00:01:04,003 You're kidding me, right? 27 00:01:04,037 --> 00:01:06,404 So sorry. Are you okay? You want to sit down? 28 00:01:06,471 --> 00:01:08,637 My lips are blue. Cyanosis. 29 00:01:08,671 --> 00:01:11,103 Pain in my back and chest. 30 00:01:11,137 --> 00:01:13,037 Spontaneous pneumothorax. 31 00:01:13,103 --> 00:01:15,003 What are you talking about? I'm a doctor. 32 00:01:15,037 --> 00:01:16,804 You are? And I need a doctor. 33 00:02:06,170 --> 00:02:07,604 You drool. 34 00:02:07,671 --> 00:02:10,437 Shut up. 35 00:03:07,170 --> 00:03:09,170 I know gas is expensive, 36 00:03:09,204 --> 00:03:11,003 but I could've given you a ride. 37 00:03:12,537 --> 00:03:13,571 Elevator's broken. 38 00:03:13,637 --> 00:03:14,904 It was fine when I came up 39 00:03:14,970 --> 00:03:16,537 from admitting. 40 00:03:16,604 --> 00:03:18,003 Dana miller, the cancer researcher. 41 00:03:18,070 --> 00:03:21,170 Spontaneous pneumothorax. Awfully thin file. 42 00:03:21,237 --> 00:03:22,771 She just got admitted. 43 00:03:22,804 --> 00:03:24,537 Lots of things can cause pneumothorax. 44 00:03:24,604 --> 00:03:26,103 Why don't we let eight or ten other doctors 45 00:03:26,170 --> 00:03:27,137 rule out the boring stuff? 46 00:03:27,170 --> 00:03:28,437 We wanna take this case. 47 00:03:28,504 --> 00:03:30,103 She's maybe five or ten years away 48 00:03:30,170 --> 00:03:31,537 from curing retinoblastoma. 49 00:03:31,604 --> 00:03:34,170 Which would make this case attractive to anyone 50 00:03:34,237 --> 00:03:37,270 who has some vested interest in people curing the incurable. 51 00:03:37,337 --> 00:03:38,103 She hasn't suffered from copd. 52 00:03:38,170 --> 00:03:39,437 She doesn't smoke. 53 00:03:39,504 --> 00:03:41,304 She hasn't been scuba diving. 54 00:03:41,370 --> 00:03:43,170 O2 sats are low even after chest tube insertion. 55 00:03:43,204 --> 00:03:45,471 Pneumothorax could be secondary to a bunch of things. 56 00:03:45,537 --> 00:03:47,103 Cystic fibrosis, lung cancer. 57 00:03:47,170 --> 00:03:49,704 Or, to be slightly more optimistic, 58 00:03:49,737 --> 00:03:52,003 late-onset asthma triggered by an unknown allergen. 59 00:03:52,070 --> 00:03:53,671 We have a case? Did you just get to work? 60 00:03:53,737 --> 00:03:55,070 Am I in trouble? 61 00:03:55,103 --> 00:03:58,471 Did you take the elevators up? Yes. 62 00:03:58,537 --> 00:04:00,704 So, steroids for asthma? 63 00:04:00,737 --> 00:04:02,604 Yeah. 64 00:04:02,637 --> 00:04:06,070 Do a ct looking for hyperinflation to confirm. 65 00:04:11,103 --> 00:04:13,804 I thought my hospital was high-tech. 66 00:04:13,838 --> 00:04:15,571 I'd have to wait all day for a ct. 67 00:04:15,637 --> 00:04:17,471 Dr. House gets a few perks. 68 00:04:17,504 --> 00:04:19,170 He has his own scanner? 69 00:04:19,204 --> 00:04:21,704 No, just very loose interpretations 70 00:04:21,771 --> 00:04:23,070 of hospital procedure. 71 00:04:23,137 --> 00:04:25,070 I appreciate the extra effort, but... 72 00:04:25,103 --> 00:04:26,471 our gift to society. 73 00:04:26,537 --> 00:04:28,304 We want to get you back to work as soon as possible. 74 00:04:28,370 --> 00:04:30,671 Well, I'm not working. 75 00:04:30,737 --> 00:04:32,604 At least not as a doctor. 76 00:04:32,671 --> 00:04:34,404 I quit. 77 00:04:34,471 --> 00:04:37,704 I left eight months ago. 78 00:04:37,737 --> 00:04:39,671 You mean, like, a sabbatical? 79 00:04:39,737 --> 00:04:42,537 I had a uterine myoma. Benign. 80 00:04:42,571 --> 00:04:46,137 But it ruptured and I needed emergency surgery. 81 00:04:46,204 --> 00:04:47,771 I was lying there on the table thinking, 82 00:04:47,838 --> 00:04:49,938 "I can't die now. I haven't been happy yet." 83 00:04:49,970 --> 00:04:53,804 Couldn't you just buy an overpriced german sports car, 84 00:04:53,871 --> 00:04:55,404 or have an affair? 85 00:04:55,471 --> 00:04:59,237 My sports car is doing what I want when I want. 86 00:04:59,304 --> 00:05:00,771 Right now I'm learning how to run a kitchen 87 00:05:00,838 --> 00:05:02,137 from one of the best chefs in new york. 88 00:05:02,204 --> 00:05:05,637 You're washing pots and smashing garlic? 89 00:05:05,671 --> 00:05:07,838 Smashing garlic makes me happy. 90 00:05:07,871 --> 00:05:09,938 Before that it was eight years studying, 91 00:05:10,003 --> 00:05:11,304 12 years in that lab. 92 00:05:11,370 --> 00:05:13,270 It was always what I was supposed to do, 93 00:05:13,304 --> 00:05:14,771 and never what I wanted to do. 94 00:05:26,970 --> 00:05:28,404 Come here. Look at this. 95 00:05:28,437 --> 00:05:30,704 Come here. 96 00:05:34,771 --> 00:05:37,838 Adorable. Elevators keep crashing. 97 00:05:37,871 --> 00:05:39,938 Is mercury in retrograde or what? 98 00:05:39,970 --> 00:05:41,637 Elevators can be capricious. 99 00:05:41,704 --> 00:05:44,838 Sometimes it just seems like they're out to get you. 100 00:05:44,871 --> 00:05:46,204 She keeps playing with the blanket. 101 00:05:46,237 --> 00:05:47,304 Why would she do that? 102 00:05:47,337 --> 00:05:49,404 Why do you think the elevators 103 00:05:49,471 --> 00:05:50,938 would be out to get me? 104 00:05:50,970 --> 00:05:52,370 I don't know. 105 00:05:52,404 --> 00:05:54,938 Maybe they wanted to take time off 106 00:05:55,003 --> 00:05:56,737 to spend with their little dumbwaiter. 107 00:05:56,804 --> 00:05:59,037 But they the had to leave it at home with an elevator sitter 108 00:05:59,070 --> 00:06:00,970 because you drove the replacement elevator 109 00:06:01,037 --> 00:06:03,237 to quitting 110 00:06:03,270 --> 00:06:05,737 because you're incapable of listening to anybody but me. 111 00:06:05,804 --> 00:06:07,537 That's just a theory. 112 00:06:07,604 --> 00:06:10,003 You're wrong. I don't even listen to you. 113 00:06:10,070 --> 00:06:12,737 Either do your job or go home. Leave me out of it. 114 00:06:12,804 --> 00:06:14,037 I am gonna do my job. 115 00:06:14,070 --> 00:06:15,604 It doesn't mean I have to do it happily. 116 00:06:15,671 --> 00:06:17,804 Doesn't mean I have to do it without resentment. 117 00:06:17,871 --> 00:06:19,504 And it definitely doesn't mean I have to do it 118 00:06:19,571 --> 00:06:22,270 without seeking vengeance on the person making me be here. 119 00:06:22,337 --> 00:06:23,970 Congratulations. 120 00:06:24,037 --> 00:06:26,103 You've officially dragged me down to your level. 121 00:06:28,237 --> 00:06:29,270 Okay. 122 00:06:53,804 --> 00:06:54,938 Hey, blue. 123 00:07:02,537 --> 00:07:03,737 It's not asthma. 124 00:07:03,804 --> 00:07:05,671 Lung volume is normal. 125 00:07:05,737 --> 00:07:08,404 She did have a uterine myoma removed eight months ago. 126 00:07:08,471 --> 00:07:10,970 Central line iv could have made a hole near the lung 127 00:07:11,003 --> 00:07:12,637 that slowly expanded. 128 00:07:12,704 --> 00:07:13,904 No pleural thickening. 129 00:07:13,970 --> 00:07:16,070 I can't believe she quit. 130 00:07:16,103 --> 00:07:19,237 People have the right to be happy. 131 00:07:19,270 --> 00:07:20,604 I saw a four-year-old with retinoblastoma 132 00:07:20,637 --> 00:07:22,704 on my oncology rotation. 133 00:07:22,737 --> 00:07:25,537 The cancer had eaten through her eye and into her brain. 134 00:07:25,604 --> 00:07:26,871 Horrible diseases exist. 135 00:07:26,904 --> 00:07:28,337 It doesn't mean people should give up 136 00:07:28,370 --> 00:07:29,838 recreational anything. 137 00:07:29,904 --> 00:07:31,304 Why not? Big picture... 138 00:07:31,370 --> 00:07:32,771 I don't care if jonas salk's life 139 00:07:32,804 --> 00:07:34,037 is a miserable shell. 140 00:07:34,070 --> 00:07:35,637 I just want him to cure polio. 141 00:07:35,671 --> 00:07:37,504 You can't live your life "big picture." 142 00:07:37,571 --> 00:07:38,637 You've gotta look out for yourself 143 00:07:38,671 --> 00:07:39,771 and the people you care about. 144 00:07:39,838 --> 00:07:41,604 Well, then, why are you a doctor? 145 00:07:41,671 --> 00:07:42,604 Why aren't you sitting by a pool in fiji 146 00:07:42,671 --> 00:07:44,070 knocking back mai tais? 147 00:07:44,103 --> 00:07:45,804 People act in their own self-interests. 148 00:07:45,838 --> 00:07:48,003 You're all here because you're happy to be here. 149 00:07:48,037 --> 00:07:49,604 Or at least because it's your best option. 150 00:07:49,671 --> 00:07:50,704 I'm here because I want to help people. 151 00:07:50,737 --> 00:07:52,871 No, you're here because 152 00:07:52,938 --> 00:07:55,237 it makes you feel good to help people. 153 00:07:55,304 --> 00:07:56,637 Taub and foreman are here because 154 00:07:56,671 --> 00:07:58,304 they've got no other viable choices. 155 00:07:58,370 --> 00:07:59,771 And thirteen is desperate to make her life matter 156 00:07:59,838 --> 00:08:02,437 before it's over. 157 00:08:02,471 --> 00:08:04,504 So... you're happy to be here? 158 00:08:04,571 --> 00:08:05,871 Does it show? 159 00:08:05,904 --> 00:08:10,771 Are those... increased interstitial markings? 160 00:08:10,838 --> 00:08:12,571 Could be pulmonary fibrosis. 161 00:08:12,604 --> 00:08:14,471 Do a biopsy. 162 00:08:16,237 --> 00:08:18,037 Foreman. 163 00:08:18,103 --> 00:08:24,437 "You've got to look out for the people you care about." 164 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:25,938 That wouldn't have anything to do with you 165 00:08:26,003 --> 00:08:27,838 screwing over your clinical trial 166 00:08:27,904 --> 00:08:29,970 by slipping thirteen the real drug, would it? 167 00:08:30,037 --> 00:08:32,804 You said that would be stupid. 168 00:08:32,838 --> 00:08:34,671 Does she know? 169 00:08:34,737 --> 00:08:36,804 Because jonas salk would not approve. 170 00:08:36,838 --> 00:08:39,637 There's nothing to know. 171 00:08:44,070 --> 00:08:46,671 Got it? 172 00:08:51,504 --> 00:08:53,070 Good? Yep. 173 00:08:53,137 --> 00:08:55,337 You okay? 174 00:08:55,404 --> 00:08:58,070 Just a headache. I took some ibuprofen, but... 175 00:08:58,137 --> 00:08:59,037 where's the pain: front or back? 176 00:08:59,103 --> 00:09:00,304 Front. 177 00:09:00,337 --> 00:09:01,571 Why are there never any interesting pictures 178 00:09:01,604 --> 00:09:02,904 on these cards? 179 00:09:02,938 --> 00:09:04,938 They should make a dirty version. 180 00:09:04,970 --> 00:09:07,037 A sharp pain, or more of a throbbing... 181 00:09:07,103 --> 00:09:11,037 relax, it's not a side effect. People get headaches. 182 00:09:11,103 --> 00:09:13,537 True, but I can get you an mri. 183 00:09:13,571 --> 00:09:15,637 If I'm on the drug, it's been weeks. 184 00:09:15,704 --> 00:09:18,671 It's not like something's going to suddenly crop up now. 185 00:09:18,704 --> 00:09:21,437 Okay. 186 00:09:21,504 --> 00:09:24,170 First card. 187 00:09:24,237 --> 00:09:28,070 Train, duck... 188 00:09:28,137 --> 00:09:29,471 you can't remember? 189 00:09:29,504 --> 00:09:31,804 Piano. 190 00:09:34,137 --> 00:09:36,003 We need a biopsy to confirm... 191 00:09:36,070 --> 00:09:39,204 you need an open-lung biopsy to confirm pulmonary fibrosis. 192 00:09:39,237 --> 00:09:41,304 That's invasive surgery. 193 00:09:41,337 --> 00:09:43,003 I'd be out of commission for weeks. 194 00:09:43,070 --> 00:09:45,671 No offense, but you're not working. 195 00:09:45,704 --> 00:09:47,404 What does it matter if you spend a little time in bed? 196 00:09:47,471 --> 00:09:49,604 Not working doesn't mean I don't have places to go. 197 00:09:49,637 --> 00:09:52,404 I've got my book group, piano lessons, cooking classes. 198 00:09:52,437 --> 00:09:53,871 They make me happy. 199 00:09:53,904 --> 00:09:55,838 A warm apple fritter makes me happy. 200 00:09:55,904 --> 00:09:57,904 It doesn't fulfill me as a person. 201 00:09:57,970 --> 00:09:59,204 And working here does? 202 00:09:59,270 --> 00:10:00,304 If it didn't, I'd have found a way 203 00:10:00,337 --> 00:10:01,070 to go back to tucking tummies. 204 00:10:01,137 --> 00:10:02,504 Well, good for you. 205 00:10:02,537 --> 00:10:05,204 If your job fulfills you and makes you happy, that's rare. 206 00:10:05,270 --> 00:10:08,337 I didn't say I was happy. 207 00:10:08,404 --> 00:10:10,437 I loved being a plastic surgeon. 208 00:10:10,504 --> 00:10:13,070 The money, the lifestyle. 209 00:10:13,137 --> 00:10:15,237 And in a lot of ways this job stinks. 210 00:10:15,270 --> 00:10:19,537 I'm making five bucks, I'm always annoyed... but... 211 00:10:19,604 --> 00:10:21,938 you can look yourself in the mirror and think, 212 00:10:22,003 --> 00:10:23,970 "I did something worthwhile today." 213 00:10:24,003 --> 00:10:26,471 Exactly. 214 00:10:26,537 --> 00:10:29,671 Well, that's important. And I do miss that. 215 00:10:29,737 --> 00:10:33,270 But it just wasn't enough anymore. 216 00:10:38,970 --> 00:10:40,671 That doesn't feel right. 217 00:10:40,737 --> 00:10:42,003 Sit up. 218 00:10:42,070 --> 00:10:44,337 Ow! Oh, that's weird. 219 00:10:47,537 --> 00:10:49,170 What is it? Ascites? 220 00:11:00,604 --> 00:11:02,904 First her lung deflates, like me after a cold shower. 221 00:11:02,971 --> 00:11:05,904 Now her liver starts to bleed, like me after... 222 00:11:11,270 --> 00:11:12,437 you okay? 223 00:11:12,470 --> 00:11:13,971 Great. 224 00:11:14,038 --> 00:11:18,537 Just practicing my clown college audition. 225 00:11:18,570 --> 00:11:21,637 Someone set a trip wire. 226 00:11:21,671 --> 00:11:23,370 We were with the patient the whole time. 227 00:11:23,404 --> 00:11:24,971 We were in the grc. 228 00:11:25,038 --> 00:11:27,337 Lung, liver, go. 229 00:11:27,370 --> 00:11:29,203 Shouldn't you be obsessing over who did this to you? 230 00:11:29,270 --> 00:11:30,537 Nope... anybody bother 231 00:11:30,570 --> 00:11:32,237 mriing our patient's liver for tumors? 232 00:11:32,303 --> 00:11:35,537 Uh, no tumors, no cysts, no clear etiology. 233 00:11:35,570 --> 00:11:38,837 If you're not obsessing, 234 00:11:38,904 --> 00:11:41,470 you must have already figured it out. 235 00:11:41,537 --> 00:11:42,871 Yes. 236 00:11:42,937 --> 00:11:44,303 So I'm obsessing about why you're not obsessing 237 00:11:44,337 --> 00:11:46,537 about why our patient's liver suddenly sprang a leak. 238 00:11:46,604 --> 00:11:49,071 There's a tiny spot on the caudate lobe. 239 00:11:49,138 --> 00:11:50,437 Could be a granuloma. 240 00:11:50,504 --> 00:11:52,470 Erodes into the hepatic artery, 241 00:11:52,504 --> 00:11:53,871 causes the bleed. 242 00:11:53,937 --> 00:11:55,404 What caused the granuloma? 243 00:11:55,470 --> 00:11:57,671 Blastomycosis. 244 00:11:57,737 --> 00:11:59,170 Could have been asymptomatic for months. 245 00:11:59,203 --> 00:12:02,004 It hits her lungs, we give her steroids. 246 00:12:02,038 --> 00:12:04,170 It blossoms and attacks her liver. 247 00:12:04,203 --> 00:12:06,537 Get a piece of her lung, stick it under a black light. 248 00:12:06,570 --> 00:12:09,937 If it glows, sick children who need her souffles 249 00:12:10,004 --> 00:12:11,604 can breathe easier. 250 00:12:11,671 --> 00:12:13,637 Foreman. 251 00:12:17,937 --> 00:12:19,437 Again? 252 00:12:19,504 --> 00:12:21,170 You have a problem. 253 00:12:21,237 --> 00:12:22,303 I told you, I didn't... 254 00:12:22,337 --> 00:12:24,570 then you really have a problem. 255 00:12:24,604 --> 00:12:27,337 They way she turned her head to look at the mri... 256 00:12:27,404 --> 00:12:28,804 I think she's losing her peripheral vision. 257 00:12:28,871 --> 00:12:31,370 Because she turned her head? 258 00:12:31,404 --> 00:12:33,671 I'm happy for you. 259 00:12:33,704 --> 00:12:36,537 A love so deep you're ready to chuck your medical license 260 00:12:36,604 --> 00:12:38,071 to give her powerful, unproven drugs 261 00:12:38,138 --> 00:12:40,771 with dangerous side effects. 262 00:12:40,837 --> 00:12:41,971 I don't want to make any assumptions 263 00:12:42,038 --> 00:12:43,337 about your feelings for me, 264 00:12:43,404 --> 00:12:45,604 but I do have a birthday coming up. 265 00:12:56,337 --> 00:13:01,237 I hear cuddy's seal training finally came in handy. 266 00:13:01,303 --> 00:13:03,537 Should I be investing in a flak jacket? 267 00:13:03,604 --> 00:13:04,871 You're safe. 268 00:13:04,904 --> 00:13:07,437 No carpet bombing? 269 00:13:07,504 --> 00:13:11,604 No burning of dresden to teach her a lesson? 270 00:13:11,671 --> 00:13:13,704 Well, since you're incapable of taking the high road, 271 00:13:13,771 --> 00:13:15,837 I assume there's some deeper, 272 00:13:15,871 --> 00:13:17,937 more long-term strategy in effect. 273 00:13:17,971 --> 00:13:19,804 Cuddy's not playing games. 274 00:13:19,871 --> 00:13:21,771 She's not looking for leverage. 275 00:13:21,837 --> 00:13:24,270 She wants pure, unadulterated vengeance. 276 00:13:24,337 --> 00:13:27,170 And your counter-move is to let her have it? 277 00:13:27,237 --> 00:13:29,771 The only time to strike back is when I want something. 278 00:13:29,804 --> 00:13:32,604 All I want now is to get things back to normal. 279 00:13:32,637 --> 00:13:34,437 Which I can't get by escalating. 280 00:13:34,504 --> 00:13:37,004 The only way to win this war is to lose it. 281 00:13:37,071 --> 00:13:38,637 Let her punch herself out. 282 00:13:38,704 --> 00:13:41,871 Yeah, that makes sense too. 283 00:13:41,904 --> 00:13:43,971 "Too"? 284 00:13:44,004 --> 00:13:45,170 I was thinking you actually feel guilty 285 00:13:45,237 --> 00:13:46,937 about taking her away from her baby. 286 00:13:46,971 --> 00:13:49,303 But your explanation's good too. 287 00:13:49,337 --> 00:13:53,270 It's completely inconsistent with your character, but... 288 00:13:53,337 --> 00:13:54,904 thank you, rationalization man. 289 00:13:54,971 --> 00:13:57,270 You have saved the village. 290 00:13:57,303 --> 00:13:59,704 You wanna eat? 291 00:13:59,737 --> 00:14:01,771 You forgot your file. 292 00:14:01,837 --> 00:14:04,504 Dana miller? 293 00:14:04,537 --> 00:14:06,237 The cancer researcher? 294 00:14:06,270 --> 00:14:07,637 Not anymore. 295 00:14:16,470 --> 00:14:19,804 Dr. Miller, I doubt if you'll remember me... 296 00:14:19,871 --> 00:14:21,203 james wilson, right? Chicago. 297 00:14:21,270 --> 00:14:22,737 The adenocarcinoma conference. 298 00:14:22,804 --> 00:14:25,404 Impressive. 299 00:14:25,437 --> 00:14:27,470 You want some cortisone for that itch? 300 00:14:27,537 --> 00:14:29,237 Liver failure. 301 00:14:29,303 --> 00:14:31,104 Itching is one of the lovely side effects. 302 00:14:31,170 --> 00:14:34,837 Why did you quit? 303 00:14:34,904 --> 00:14:38,270 The worst thing is is now every time I get sick, 304 00:14:38,303 --> 00:14:40,104 I have to listen to a dozen people judge me. 305 00:14:40,170 --> 00:14:43,637 Do you want me to congratulate you? 306 00:14:43,671 --> 00:14:45,370 I've got four kids in ped-onc right now 307 00:14:45,437 --> 00:14:46,570 who are gonna die. 308 00:14:46,637 --> 00:14:48,004 Three of them within a year, 309 00:14:48,071 --> 00:14:49,303 the other in a few days, probably. 310 00:14:49,370 --> 00:14:51,303 Breakthroughs will happen. 311 00:14:51,370 --> 00:14:53,871 With or without me, someone will find the answer. 312 00:14:53,937 --> 00:14:56,837 Maybe. 313 00:14:56,904 --> 00:14:59,170 I... I... 314 00:14:59,203 --> 00:15:00,470 I'm in the trenches. 315 00:15:00,537 --> 00:15:02,871 I'm... I'm doing triage as best I can. 316 00:15:02,937 --> 00:15:07,237 You had the chance to end the war. 317 00:15:07,303 --> 00:15:09,038 How is someone like me supposed to keep fighting 318 00:15:09,104 --> 00:15:12,237 when someone like you just... walked away? 319 00:15:12,303 --> 00:15:15,537 When I left my job, 320 00:15:15,570 --> 00:15:17,804 a lot of people were furious with me. 321 00:15:17,837 --> 00:15:22,437 It was easier to be angry than to admit they weren't happy. 322 00:15:22,470 --> 00:15:25,104 That they were stuck in a rut somewhere in their lives, 323 00:15:25,138 --> 00:15:28,138 unable to move forward. 324 00:15:28,203 --> 00:15:30,038 What's your rut? 325 00:15:41,337 --> 00:15:45,237 Okay, you're freaking me out. 326 00:15:45,303 --> 00:15:48,237 Do you think we should have kids? 327 00:15:53,303 --> 00:15:57,170 We've had this conversation. Ten years ago. 328 00:15:57,237 --> 00:15:58,704 Things change. 329 00:15:58,771 --> 00:16:01,771 On our third date I told you that I didn't want to have kids, 330 00:16:01,837 --> 00:16:03,737 and you said that you were okay with that. 331 00:16:03,771 --> 00:16:05,504 I said it because I wanted to sleep with you. 332 00:16:05,570 --> 00:16:07,437 And then I fell in love with you. 333 00:16:07,504 --> 00:16:12,303 And I realized that I really could be okay with it. 334 00:16:12,337 --> 00:16:15,937 It wasn't like I had this burning desire to have children. 335 00:16:15,971 --> 00:16:18,170 God, have you been resenting me all this time? 336 00:16:18,237 --> 00:16:20,570 Is that why... no. 337 00:16:20,604 --> 00:16:23,604 Of course not. 338 00:16:23,671 --> 00:16:26,771 I'm just... revisiting. 339 00:16:31,404 --> 00:16:33,971 This isn't a whim for me. 340 00:16:34,038 --> 00:16:36,671 It's not a decision that I made lightly. 341 00:16:36,704 --> 00:16:38,038 Don't you ever wonder what it would be like? 342 00:16:38,071 --> 00:16:42,404 All the time. 343 00:16:42,437 --> 00:16:44,404 Just not enough to make me want to do it. 344 00:16:44,437 --> 00:16:47,871 I like our life. 345 00:16:51,804 --> 00:16:52,904 Are you okay? 346 00:16:55,804 --> 00:16:58,804 Could you turn the tv back on? 347 00:17:15,470 --> 00:17:18,470 Look straight ahead. 348 00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:21,270 Why didn't we do this test this morning? 349 00:17:21,337 --> 00:17:22,537 You see that? 350 00:17:22,604 --> 00:17:25,470 No. Damn. 351 00:17:25,537 --> 00:17:30,104 I'm losing my peripheral vision? 352 00:17:32,971 --> 00:17:35,138 I am on the drug. 353 00:17:35,170 --> 00:17:37,937 Does this mean you have to tell them 354 00:17:38,004 --> 00:17:39,104 and take me off it? 355 00:17:39,170 --> 00:17:42,837 No, and yes. 356 00:17:42,904 --> 00:17:46,537 As far as they're concerned, you're on the placebo. 357 00:17:46,604 --> 00:17:48,004 I found out last week. 358 00:17:48,071 --> 00:17:51,937 The trial was getting positive results... 359 00:17:52,004 --> 00:17:53,671 so I switched you. 360 00:17:56,837 --> 00:17:58,637 So my headaches... 361 00:18:02,937 --> 00:18:06,004 I'll stop taking the drug, and everything should be fine. 362 00:18:12,104 --> 00:18:14,804 Specimen's negative for blastomycosis. 363 00:18:14,837 --> 00:18:16,104 That's it? 364 00:18:16,170 --> 00:18:19,303 I'll go give house the test results. 365 00:18:19,370 --> 00:18:20,971 You can tell the patient. 366 00:18:21,004 --> 00:18:23,203 Hey. 367 00:18:26,404 --> 00:18:28,904 We've been dating for two weeks. 368 00:18:28,937 --> 00:18:33,470 You just broke trial protocol and risked your entire career 369 00:18:33,537 --> 00:18:36,570 to give me a drug we're not even sure will help me. 370 00:18:38,537 --> 00:18:41,737 I don't think I'm ready for that. 371 00:18:49,837 --> 00:18:51,737 Dr. Miller? 372 00:18:54,104 --> 00:18:54,937 Mm... I'm sorry. 373 00:18:55,004 --> 00:18:56,671 The test was negative. 374 00:18:56,704 --> 00:18:58,004 So I'm gonna take you off... 375 00:18:58,038 --> 00:19:00,203 what happened to your head? 376 00:19:00,237 --> 00:19:03,038 I don't know. I was sleeping. 377 00:19:03,104 --> 00:19:04,104 It's so itchy. 378 00:19:04,138 --> 00:19:05,604 You were scratching it in your sleep. 379 00:19:09,237 --> 00:19:11,303 You scratched right through your skull. 380 00:19:11,370 --> 00:19:14,704 This is brain matter. 381 00:19:14,771 --> 00:19:16,270 Need some help in here! 382 00:19:18,104 --> 00:19:19,604 I did a free flap closure to avoid any scarring. 383 00:19:19,637 --> 00:19:21,771 She was lucky... the scratching didn't cause any brain damage. 384 00:19:21,838 --> 00:19:23,404 But the first thing she said when we woke her up was 385 00:19:23,471 --> 00:19:24,704 it still itches. 386 00:19:24,738 --> 00:19:27,070 Itch receptors are only 387 00:19:27,104 --> 00:19:29,037 in the top two layers of skin. 388 00:19:29,104 --> 00:19:30,637 Which means she's not actually itchy, 389 00:19:30,704 --> 00:19:31,903 she just thinks she is. 390 00:19:31,970 --> 00:19:33,371 So the problem's in her brain? 391 00:19:33,437 --> 00:19:34,604 Thank god we have you here to interpret that for us. 392 00:19:36,637 --> 00:19:38,537 Sorry, I have a headache. 393 00:19:38,604 --> 00:19:40,771 Could be psychogenic. 394 00:19:40,804 --> 00:19:42,437 She made big, sudden change in her life. 395 00:19:42,471 --> 00:19:43,604 Could be the result of a mental imbalance. 396 00:19:43,671 --> 00:19:45,304 She wants to do what she wants to do. 397 00:19:45,371 --> 00:19:47,070 What's crazy about that? 398 00:19:47,104 --> 00:19:48,404 Why do you have to quit to do it? 399 00:19:48,471 --> 00:19:49,870 If I want to do something, I do it. 400 00:19:49,937 --> 00:19:51,637 If you can figure out a balance, there's no burnout. 401 00:19:51,671 --> 00:19:53,337 Thanks for the lesson, deepak. 402 00:19:53,371 --> 00:19:56,104 The itching started yesterday, not eight months ago. 403 00:19:56,170 --> 00:19:58,604 Meningitis, encephalitis... 404 00:19:58,671 --> 00:20:00,637 those are diffuse processes. This is localized. 405 00:20:00,671 --> 00:20:02,738 Could be plaques. 406 00:20:02,804 --> 00:20:04,304 Ms would explain, possibly the lungs. 407 00:20:04,371 --> 00:20:05,771 So would a brain tumor. 408 00:20:05,838 --> 00:20:06,804 Well, how 'bout we stop guessing 409 00:20:06,838 --> 00:20:09,104 and mri her head instead? 410 00:20:31,838 --> 00:20:33,270 You want to talk about your headaches? 411 00:20:33,304 --> 00:20:36,137 Not particularly. 412 00:20:36,204 --> 00:20:39,237 You went off the drug, but the headaches are worse. 413 00:20:39,304 --> 00:20:40,937 You need an mri. 414 00:20:41,003 --> 00:20:43,270 The patient needs an mri. 415 00:20:43,304 --> 00:20:44,771 If she had gangrene, would you be amputating my leg? 416 00:20:44,838 --> 00:20:46,738 Those pills have codeine in them? 417 00:20:46,771 --> 00:20:49,037 You're taking twice the indicated amount. 418 00:20:49,070 --> 00:20:51,571 I've only been off the drug for 24 hours, 419 00:20:51,604 --> 00:20:52,970 so I think the bigger issue here 420 00:20:53,037 --> 00:20:54,738 is that I've been off you for 24 hours. 421 00:20:54,771 --> 00:20:57,471 You have worsening headaches, loss of peripheral vision, 422 00:20:57,504 --> 00:21:00,003 and a long history of pretending bad things aren't happening. 423 00:21:00,037 --> 00:21:02,571 You really think this is just about my hurt feelings? 424 00:21:13,870 --> 00:21:15,070 I don't remember demoting you. 425 00:21:15,137 --> 00:21:17,204 I brought you something. 426 00:21:17,237 --> 00:21:18,604 The latest issue of parent magazine. 427 00:21:18,671 --> 00:21:21,337 Really interesting column. 428 00:21:21,404 --> 00:21:23,437 Apparently, working moms are actually more engaged 429 00:21:23,504 --> 00:21:24,870 and attentive than stay-at-home moms. 430 00:21:24,903 --> 00:21:26,838 Something about personal fulfillment. 431 00:21:26,870 --> 00:21:30,137 That's just a rationalization by working moms to justify 432 00:21:30,170 --> 00:21:31,437 not being with their kids. 433 00:21:31,504 --> 00:21:32,671 Which is fine, if that's what they want. 434 00:21:32,704 --> 00:21:34,270 It's not what I want. 435 00:21:34,337 --> 00:21:35,738 And this is nurses quarterly. 436 00:21:35,804 --> 00:21:38,237 The point is... you're only here to get back at me 437 00:21:38,304 --> 00:21:40,604 by dumping dirty mop water on my carpet. 438 00:21:40,671 --> 00:21:42,771 Just get it over with so I can get back to work. 439 00:22:05,337 --> 00:22:08,337 I'm sorry. 440 00:22:08,404 --> 00:22:10,137 I figured... 441 00:22:10,170 --> 00:22:14,903 I don't know, one of us needed to go out on a limb. 442 00:22:14,970 --> 00:22:17,903 I thought I could help you. 443 00:22:17,970 --> 00:22:20,204 It's hard to have a conversation 444 00:22:20,237 --> 00:22:21,404 when I'm trying not to move. 445 00:22:28,903 --> 00:22:30,903 Oh, god. 446 00:22:32,471 --> 00:22:34,070 Patient's mri was negative. 447 00:22:34,104 --> 00:22:35,270 No tumors, no lesions. 448 00:22:35,337 --> 00:22:36,304 Where's your cane? 449 00:22:36,371 --> 00:22:37,771 Where are your coworkers? 450 00:22:37,838 --> 00:22:38,903 I paged them. 451 00:22:38,970 --> 00:22:39,970 It could still be psychogenic. 452 00:22:40,003 --> 00:22:42,204 Technically, it can't still be that, 453 00:22:42,270 --> 00:22:43,604 because it never could be that. 454 00:22:43,637 --> 00:22:46,137 She scratched through her skull while she was sleeping. 455 00:22:46,170 --> 00:22:48,671 Unless she was having a dream about fleas... 456 00:22:48,738 --> 00:22:50,738 oh, hey! Funny you should drop by. 457 00:22:50,804 --> 00:22:52,671 We were just talking about this patient of ours. 458 00:22:52,738 --> 00:22:55,037 Tell him the part about where two of her doctors 459 00:22:55,070 --> 00:22:56,504 don't show up... where are you going? 460 00:22:56,537 --> 00:22:58,070 Polyneuropathy. 461 00:22:58,137 --> 00:22:59,637 If it's not in the brain, it's in the nerves. 462 00:22:59,704 --> 00:23:01,304 It explains the itching, the lungs, the liver. 463 00:23:01,337 --> 00:23:03,003 Shock the affected area, reboot the nerve... 464 00:23:03,037 --> 00:23:04,604 she'll be fine. 465 00:23:04,671 --> 00:23:05,738 Foreman. 466 00:23:09,003 --> 00:23:10,571 How bad is she? 467 00:23:15,104 --> 00:23:19,404 She's got a tumor in her optic chiasm. 468 00:23:19,471 --> 00:23:20,937 You don't need your coat to treat a tumor. 469 00:23:21,003 --> 00:23:22,738 I'm going to the drug company. 470 00:23:22,804 --> 00:23:25,671 To tell them that you compromised their trial, 471 00:23:25,738 --> 00:23:27,070 your ethics, and the patient's health? 472 00:23:27,104 --> 00:23:28,571 That's a great idea. 473 00:23:28,637 --> 00:23:30,604 They have records on hundreds of patients. 474 00:23:30,637 --> 00:23:32,471 I can ask them for access, 475 00:23:32,537 --> 00:23:34,137 find out if other patients developed tumors 476 00:23:34,170 --> 00:23:35,237 and how they were treated. 477 00:23:35,270 --> 00:23:37,037 This drug inhibits cell death. 478 00:23:37,104 --> 00:23:38,404 I think I could take a wild guess 479 00:23:38,471 --> 00:23:39,404 at how I treat that. 480 00:23:39,471 --> 00:23:40,838 Stop taking it? 481 00:23:40,870 --> 00:23:42,204 Yeah. 482 00:23:42,270 --> 00:23:43,437 She tried that yesterday. 483 00:23:43,471 --> 00:23:45,304 Oh, my god, it's been a whole day, 484 00:23:45,371 --> 00:23:46,937 and her brain tumor hasn't melted away? 485 00:23:48,671 --> 00:23:49,838 If you get on that elevator, 486 00:23:49,903 --> 00:23:51,237 and it's only 'cause you're worried 487 00:23:51,304 --> 00:23:52,604 about getting to sleep tonight... 488 00:23:52,671 --> 00:23:54,070 I want to be able to tell her 489 00:23:54,104 --> 00:23:55,738 this happened to other people, and they're fine now. 490 00:23:55,771 --> 00:23:57,037 So tell her. 491 00:23:57,104 --> 00:23:58,571 I'm not gonna lie to her. 492 00:23:58,637 --> 00:23:59,937 A little late for that. 493 00:24:03,037 --> 00:24:05,270 You need to wait. 494 00:24:05,304 --> 00:24:06,838 Because if this thing doesn't go away, 495 00:24:06,903 --> 00:24:08,970 she's gonna need you to still have a medical license. 496 00:24:13,337 --> 00:24:15,137 So I spoke with house. 497 00:24:15,204 --> 00:24:16,571 He thinks we should just... 498 00:24:16,604 --> 00:24:18,170 my leg is bleeding. 499 00:24:18,237 --> 00:24:20,204 What happened? 500 00:24:20,237 --> 00:24:21,237 I was going for the phone, 501 00:24:21,304 --> 00:24:23,604 and I fell over the table. 502 00:24:25,237 --> 00:24:26,604 I can't see. 503 00:24:26,671 --> 00:24:28,404 What do you mean? 504 00:24:30,204 --> 00:24:31,371 I can't see anything. 505 00:24:47,671 --> 00:24:49,571 You gonna tip housekeeping? 506 00:24:49,604 --> 00:24:52,037 Get it from cuddy. 507 00:24:52,104 --> 00:24:53,304 Don't tell me... 508 00:24:53,337 --> 00:24:55,937 she burned your apartment to the ground. 509 00:24:55,970 --> 00:24:57,270 The warmth would have been nice. 510 00:24:57,304 --> 00:25:00,137 No heat, no power. 511 00:25:00,204 --> 00:25:03,170 Apparently mrs. House called the utilities 512 00:25:03,237 --> 00:25:04,437 and told them we were moving. 513 00:25:04,504 --> 00:25:07,070 You have 17 messages. 514 00:25:07,137 --> 00:25:09,137 And your non-involvement strategy 515 00:25:09,170 --> 00:25:10,771 doesn't seem to be working. 516 00:25:15,870 --> 00:25:17,537 Hang up, he's here. 517 00:25:20,804 --> 00:25:22,404 We've been paging you all night. 518 00:25:22,437 --> 00:25:23,671 By all means, let's discuss 519 00:25:23,704 --> 00:25:25,104 the failed attempts to contact me, 520 00:25:25,137 --> 00:25:27,437 not the reason behind them. 521 00:25:27,504 --> 00:25:29,504 Patient started experiencing spinal shocks 522 00:25:29,571 --> 00:25:30,704 before the machine was turned on. 523 00:25:30,771 --> 00:25:31,804 Lhermitte's sign. 524 00:25:31,870 --> 00:25:34,371 Shocks without shock, 525 00:25:34,404 --> 00:25:36,170 an itch that won't stop. 526 00:25:36,237 --> 00:25:38,170 She needs dr. Seuss. 527 00:25:38,237 --> 00:25:40,270 Lhermitte's sign could mean behcet's, b-12 deficiency. 528 00:25:40,337 --> 00:25:42,170 No sores, no anemia. 529 00:25:42,237 --> 00:25:44,003 Where's foreman? No idea. 530 00:25:44,070 --> 00:25:46,237 Could be another demyelinating disease. 531 00:25:46,270 --> 00:25:48,404 Why are you asking about foreman and not thirteen? 532 00:25:48,437 --> 00:25:52,571 Because both questions are bound to have the same answer. 533 00:25:52,637 --> 00:25:55,170 Ebony and ivory are joined near the hip. 534 00:25:55,237 --> 00:25:56,903 Forget the brain. Look lower. 535 00:25:56,970 --> 00:25:59,504 The spinal tumor wouldn't explain the liver or the lungs. 536 00:25:59,537 --> 00:26:01,870 But an aggressive spinal hemangioma could. 537 00:26:01,903 --> 00:26:03,970 Go find it. 538 00:26:20,738 --> 00:26:21,970 You didn't answer the door. 539 00:26:22,003 --> 00:26:24,870 Probably because I didn't want to talk to anyone. 540 00:26:24,903 --> 00:26:27,571 You can leave your stolen key on your way out. 541 00:26:27,637 --> 00:26:28,838 I was looking for foreman. 542 00:26:28,903 --> 00:26:30,270 I figured... 543 00:26:33,003 --> 00:26:34,537 you can't see. 544 00:26:37,903 --> 00:26:39,204 Where is he? 545 00:26:39,270 --> 00:26:40,571 On his way to the drug company. 546 00:26:40,637 --> 00:26:41,970 Tell him to come back. 547 00:26:42,003 --> 00:26:43,137 I'll dial. 548 00:26:43,170 --> 00:26:44,170 If they can help. 549 00:26:44,204 --> 00:26:45,704 You think that drug company 550 00:26:45,738 --> 00:26:48,371 has a magic tumor wand that no one else knows about? 551 00:26:48,404 --> 00:26:49,637 You need radiation, 552 00:26:49,671 --> 00:26:51,437 not ritual sacrifice. 553 00:26:55,804 --> 00:26:57,237 He asked for my advice 554 00:26:57,304 --> 00:26:59,771 before he switched you off the placebo. 555 00:26:59,838 --> 00:27:02,537 I told him to do it if he loved you. 556 00:27:02,571 --> 00:27:06,637 He only thinks he loves me. 557 00:27:06,704 --> 00:27:07,704 It's the same thing. 558 00:27:07,738 --> 00:27:09,870 Yes, he's an idiot. 559 00:27:09,903 --> 00:27:11,137 You didn't ask him to do anything. 560 00:27:11,204 --> 00:27:12,170 You're pissed off that he did. 561 00:27:12,204 --> 00:27:14,037 So let him torch his career 562 00:27:14,104 --> 00:27:14,970 to pay for his sins. 563 00:27:17,003 --> 00:27:20,204 Unless you actually feel something for the idiot. 564 00:27:22,504 --> 00:27:25,838 In which case, you might want to tell him to turn around. 565 00:27:40,471 --> 00:27:41,671 You're hurting him. 566 00:27:41,738 --> 00:27:44,571 Good, after all the stunts he's pulled on me. 567 00:27:44,637 --> 00:27:46,604 You're physically hurting him. 568 00:27:46,671 --> 00:27:48,371 That's the point. 569 00:27:48,437 --> 00:27:49,838 What's the point? 570 00:27:49,903 --> 00:27:52,437 What do you think you're going to accomplish? 571 00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:54,404 House shouldn't be allowed to make people miserable 572 00:27:54,471 --> 00:27:56,104 without paying for it. 573 00:27:56,137 --> 00:27:58,537 You're not miserable! You're telling me how I feel? 574 00:27:58,604 --> 00:28:00,537 You're here because you like this. 575 00:28:00,604 --> 00:28:01,937 You like working with him. 576 00:28:01,970 --> 00:28:04,237 Wow, if only I'd known I was having fun, 577 00:28:04,304 --> 00:28:05,704 I wouldn't have canceled the bouncy house. 578 00:28:05,771 --> 00:28:09,003 Fire him, and go be home with your new baby. 579 00:28:09,037 --> 00:28:11,170 I like what he does for this hospital. 580 00:28:11,237 --> 00:28:14,903 What he does is who he is. 581 00:28:14,937 --> 00:28:15,937 And the same goes for you. 582 00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:28,104 Slow down. 583 00:28:28,170 --> 00:28:31,137 Unless you want to radiate her heart instead of her brain. 584 00:28:31,170 --> 00:28:33,237 Of course, then your problems would actually all go away. 585 00:28:33,304 --> 00:28:34,937 Thanks. 586 00:28:34,970 --> 00:28:38,037 I'm not beating myself up enough already over this. 587 00:28:38,070 --> 00:28:40,504 Entering the left common carotid. 588 00:28:40,571 --> 00:28:42,437 You broke the rules. 589 00:28:42,504 --> 00:28:44,437 Girlfriend went blind. 590 00:28:44,504 --> 00:28:45,903 You gotta be ready for losing 591 00:28:45,970 --> 00:28:47,738 to be one of the possibilities. 592 00:28:47,771 --> 00:28:50,170 You're at the carotid bifurcation. 593 00:28:50,237 --> 00:28:51,771 I knew that giving her the drug 594 00:28:51,838 --> 00:28:53,137 would be bad for me if I got caught. 595 00:28:53,204 --> 00:28:55,604 I never thought it would be bad for her. 596 00:28:55,671 --> 00:28:57,870 Nobody else was having adverse reactions. 597 00:28:57,903 --> 00:29:00,371 You did it because you love her. 598 00:29:00,437 --> 00:29:04,571 Ironically, you never took her into consideration. 599 00:29:04,637 --> 00:29:07,870 Can't wait to see what you get her for your anniversary. 600 00:29:10,437 --> 00:29:11,870 Catheter's adjacent to the optic chiasm. 601 00:29:11,903 --> 00:29:13,804 We're in position. 602 00:29:21,903 --> 00:29:23,771 Nukey, nukey. 603 00:29:31,537 --> 00:29:33,738 What's going on with everyone today? 604 00:29:33,804 --> 00:29:36,037 It involves house, foreman, and thirteen, 605 00:29:36,070 --> 00:29:38,838 which means it's either dumb, dangerous, or tragic, 606 00:29:38,903 --> 00:29:40,204 or a combination. 607 00:29:40,270 --> 00:29:41,637 I'm embracing my ignorance. 608 00:29:41,704 --> 00:29:43,704 House was right about the hemangioma. 609 00:29:43,771 --> 00:29:44,771 Looks fixable. 610 00:29:47,170 --> 00:29:48,903 What's that? 611 00:29:48,970 --> 00:29:51,137 Hemangiomas travel solo. 612 00:29:51,170 --> 00:29:52,571 This thing has brought a friend. 613 00:29:52,637 --> 00:29:55,237 Masses in her lungs and spine. 614 00:29:55,270 --> 00:29:56,704 One in her pericardium. 615 00:29:56,738 --> 00:29:58,537 They're everywhere. 616 00:30:01,270 --> 00:30:03,970 Classic mesothelioma. 617 00:30:04,003 --> 00:30:06,671 It metastasized outward to the spine and muscles. 618 00:30:06,738 --> 00:30:08,671 Ah, the irony of it. 619 00:30:08,738 --> 00:30:10,237 Maybe she wouldn't be sick at all 620 00:30:10,270 --> 00:30:12,003 if some other lazy cancer researcher 621 00:30:12,070 --> 00:30:13,204 hadn't gone home early. 622 00:30:13,270 --> 00:30:14,738 Where are foreman and thirteen? 623 00:30:14,804 --> 00:30:17,537 Shouldn't you be saying, 624 00:30:17,604 --> 00:30:20,738 "those weren't there when we scanned her two days ago"? 625 00:30:20,804 --> 00:30:21,804 Mesothelioma shouldn't grow this fast. 626 00:30:21,870 --> 00:30:23,270 Good rephrasing. 627 00:30:23,337 --> 00:30:26,404 Have wilson do a biopsy to confirm. 628 00:30:26,471 --> 00:30:28,870 No. 629 00:30:28,937 --> 00:30:30,270 Something weird is going on. 630 00:30:30,304 --> 00:30:32,137 It involves our colleagues... we should know. 631 00:30:32,204 --> 00:30:33,170 You want us to treat the patient, 632 00:30:33,204 --> 00:30:34,337 tell us what's going on. 633 00:30:34,371 --> 00:30:36,704 Actually, all he needs us to do 634 00:30:36,738 --> 00:30:38,504 is tell wilson to do something. 635 00:30:38,571 --> 00:30:40,204 So... 636 00:30:42,937 --> 00:30:44,903 you always blab to watch people react. 637 00:30:44,937 --> 00:30:47,070 So not blabbing means you don't want us to react, 638 00:30:47,104 --> 00:30:48,371 which can't be good. 639 00:30:48,437 --> 00:30:51,104 Is thirteen's headache not just a headache? 640 00:30:51,170 --> 00:30:53,270 If I check with admitting, am I gonna find her name? 641 00:30:56,003 --> 00:30:57,537 A little pinch. 642 00:31:05,771 --> 00:31:06,970 I'm sorry about the other day. 643 00:31:07,037 --> 00:31:08,671 I... unloaded on you. 644 00:31:08,738 --> 00:31:11,003 And... you're not sorry. 645 00:31:11,037 --> 00:31:14,838 You feel bad because mesothelioma means I'm dying. 646 00:31:14,903 --> 00:31:17,838 You're a good person. I appreciate the sentiment. 647 00:31:17,903 --> 00:31:20,137 I'm not apologizing because you're dying. 648 00:31:20,204 --> 00:31:22,704 I'm apologizing because you were right. 649 00:31:22,738 --> 00:31:24,104 I am stuck. 650 00:31:26,304 --> 00:31:28,270 My girlfriend died. 651 00:31:28,304 --> 00:31:32,270 She was the only person I've loved for a long time, and... 652 00:31:32,304 --> 00:31:33,804 I'm still living in her apartment. 653 00:31:33,870 --> 00:31:36,571 I'm surrounded by her things. 654 00:31:36,604 --> 00:31:38,970 I have left it all exactly where it was. 655 00:31:42,671 --> 00:31:44,404 I don't know how to get unstuck. 656 00:31:46,237 --> 00:31:49,404 The only wrong thing is... to do nothing. 657 00:31:54,504 --> 00:31:56,571 Yeah. 658 00:31:59,504 --> 00:32:01,104 All right. 659 00:32:07,804 --> 00:32:10,237 That's not supposed to happen. 660 00:32:17,870 --> 00:32:19,804 Have you thought about going to the drug company, 661 00:32:19,870 --> 00:32:21,270 see if they can help? 662 00:32:21,337 --> 00:32:22,970 I thought about it. 663 00:32:23,037 --> 00:32:24,104 We need to give it more time. 664 00:32:24,137 --> 00:32:25,437 It's been half a day. 665 00:32:25,504 --> 00:32:26,970 This thing keeps growing, 666 00:32:27,037 --> 00:32:28,137 there's other stuff in your brain 667 00:32:28,204 --> 00:32:29,704 you might need later on. 668 00:32:29,771 --> 00:32:31,304 If I were any other patient, 669 00:32:31,337 --> 00:32:33,537 you'd both be in the lounge, eating donuts. 670 00:32:33,604 --> 00:32:35,137 You're not any other patient. 671 00:32:35,204 --> 00:32:36,970 Right. 672 00:32:37,037 --> 00:32:38,704 Any other patient, you don't feel guilty. 673 00:32:38,771 --> 00:32:41,104 But you don't get 674 00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:43,471 to torch your career to pay for your sins. 675 00:32:43,537 --> 00:32:46,537 House told her to say that, didn't he? 676 00:32:46,604 --> 00:32:49,137 Does that make it any less true? 677 00:32:49,170 --> 00:32:51,170 You think he's right? 678 00:32:51,237 --> 00:32:52,870 Who cares? 679 00:32:52,903 --> 00:32:54,571 You're a hypocrite. 680 00:32:54,604 --> 00:32:57,337 You don't ask her if she wants to be on the drug, 681 00:32:57,404 --> 00:32:59,137 but when there's a chance you could help her get better, 682 00:32:59,170 --> 00:33:00,637 suddenly you're letting her call the shots? 683 00:33:00,704 --> 00:33:02,970 That's not being noble. 684 00:33:03,037 --> 00:33:06,204 That's saving your own ass. 685 00:33:06,237 --> 00:33:10,237 I'd feel worse if he destroyed his career. 686 00:33:12,903 --> 00:33:14,437 Mesothelioma doesn't bleed. 687 00:33:14,471 --> 00:33:16,838 So what causes masses that do bleed? 688 00:33:16,903 --> 00:33:18,937 Avm's secondary to schistosomiasis. 689 00:33:19,003 --> 00:33:20,671 She'd be crawling with worms. We'd have noticed it. 690 00:33:20,738 --> 00:33:23,037 Gorham's disease and kasabach-merritt 691 00:33:23,104 --> 00:33:25,471 can both cause super-aggressive vascular tumors. 692 00:33:27,704 --> 00:33:29,237 Patient's heart just stopped. 693 00:33:30,870 --> 00:33:33,604 So what causes that? 694 00:33:33,637 --> 00:33:35,738 Cardiac tamponade. 695 00:33:35,804 --> 00:33:37,571 She's bleeding into her pericardium, 696 00:33:37,637 --> 00:33:38,870 smothering her heart. 697 00:33:38,903 --> 00:33:40,304 Syringe. 698 00:33:44,237 --> 00:33:45,304 B.p.'s going back up. 699 00:33:45,337 --> 00:33:46,437 It's working. 700 00:33:46,471 --> 00:33:47,571 No, it's not... look. 701 00:33:57,337 --> 00:33:58,571 We're transfusing platelets, ffp, 702 00:33:58,637 --> 00:33:59,937 everything to try to keep her stable. 703 00:33:59,970 --> 00:34:01,304 But we can barely keep up with the blood loss. 704 00:34:01,337 --> 00:34:03,204 At this rate, she could be dead by the end of the day. 705 00:34:03,270 --> 00:34:04,838 We need to resect the vascular tumors, 706 00:34:04,903 --> 00:34:06,204 stop the bleeding. 707 00:34:06,270 --> 00:34:09,337 Too late... no surgeon's gonna touch her now. 708 00:34:09,404 --> 00:34:11,970 Should we give up? Just let her bleed out? 709 00:34:12,037 --> 00:34:13,170 Don't be silly. 710 00:34:13,204 --> 00:34:14,337 You know what that would do 711 00:34:14,371 --> 00:34:16,037 to our malpractice insurance rates? 712 00:34:16,104 --> 00:34:18,003 We go on the offensive. 713 00:34:18,070 --> 00:34:20,237 Cut off the invading army's supply line. 714 00:34:20,270 --> 00:34:22,371 You're talking about embolization? 715 00:34:22,437 --> 00:34:24,471 Cut off the arteries that feed blood to the tumors, 716 00:34:24,537 --> 00:34:26,237 they wither and die. 717 00:34:26,270 --> 00:34:27,903 Start with the ones in her lungs. 718 00:34:27,970 --> 00:34:29,137 If they get any bigger, 719 00:34:29,170 --> 00:34:30,970 she's gonna have a hard time breathing. 720 00:34:31,003 --> 00:34:32,604 So she'll have a hard time telling us she's dead. 721 00:34:32,637 --> 00:34:33,838 You can't kill the tumors 722 00:34:33,903 --> 00:34:35,504 without also killing healthy tissue. 723 00:34:35,537 --> 00:34:38,003 If we wipe out 3/4 of her lungs... 724 00:34:38,070 --> 00:34:39,070 let's hope that running marathons 725 00:34:39,104 --> 00:34:40,738 wasn't on her happy list. 726 00:34:49,637 --> 00:34:51,437 I found this. 727 00:34:51,471 --> 00:34:54,037 Ahem. 728 00:34:54,104 --> 00:34:56,037 In the, uh, coat closet. 729 00:34:56,104 --> 00:34:58,037 Where I hid it. 730 00:35:02,170 --> 00:35:03,804 Thought I'd never see you again. 731 00:35:03,838 --> 00:35:06,671 Little, little greg. 732 00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:08,104 Yeah, you heard me right! 733 00:35:14,471 --> 00:35:16,937 Well, you are who you are. 734 00:35:17,003 --> 00:35:19,003 It's annoying, but... 735 00:35:19,070 --> 00:35:21,003 it's not your fault. 736 00:35:21,037 --> 00:35:22,771 It isn't about you. 737 00:35:22,838 --> 00:35:25,170 I... 738 00:35:25,204 --> 00:35:26,437 I'm sorry. 739 00:35:26,504 --> 00:35:29,504 Because you were doing this job perfectly 740 00:35:29,571 --> 00:35:30,738 until the baby came along. 741 00:35:30,771 --> 00:35:33,404 What? 742 00:35:33,471 --> 00:35:35,838 I'm apologizing. Can't you just accept my... 743 00:35:35,903 --> 00:35:37,771 I accept. 744 00:35:37,838 --> 00:35:40,404 We gonna have to do this dance again in 28 days? 745 00:35:40,471 --> 00:35:42,237 What the hell is wrong with you? 746 00:35:42,304 --> 00:35:43,870 Yesterday, you hate me. 747 00:35:43,937 --> 00:35:46,137 Today, you're practically weeping on my shoulder. 748 00:35:46,204 --> 00:35:48,170 I can only assume that what I'm hearing 749 00:35:48,204 --> 00:35:51,270 is your aunt flow telling me... 750 00:35:58,838 --> 00:36:01,204 when I was being a jerk, you suddenly act human. 751 00:36:01,237 --> 00:36:04,104 But when I act human, you turn back into a jerk. 752 00:36:04,137 --> 00:36:06,437 Guess our cycles aren't matched up yet. 753 00:36:06,504 --> 00:36:09,070 This is your way 754 00:36:09,137 --> 00:36:11,003 of saying you accept my apology, isn't it? 755 00:36:11,037 --> 00:36:12,970 Nope, this is my way of saying 756 00:36:13,037 --> 00:36:14,137 you were doing a crappy job before; 757 00:36:14,204 --> 00:36:16,070 you will a slightly crappier job now. 758 00:36:16,137 --> 00:36:18,537 Everything keeps going. Nature of life. 759 00:36:18,571 --> 00:36:19,937 Nature of parenthood. 760 00:36:24,104 --> 00:36:25,771 Or this whole thing is just an act. 761 00:36:25,838 --> 00:36:28,771 And you've gone back to the part you think you need to play. 762 00:36:30,704 --> 00:36:32,571 You should go talk to wilson. 763 00:36:32,604 --> 00:36:35,838 Rationalization man needs a faithful sidekick. 764 00:36:35,870 --> 00:36:37,804 Now, rational man needs to go save a life. 765 00:36:47,604 --> 00:36:48,738 House. 766 00:36:48,771 --> 00:36:50,804 If you're looking for returnable bottles, 767 00:36:50,870 --> 00:36:52,070 kutner's already cleaned it out. 768 00:36:52,137 --> 00:36:54,003 Damn! 769 00:36:54,037 --> 00:36:55,104 Oh, well. 770 00:36:55,137 --> 00:36:56,170 That means the only thing 771 00:36:56,237 --> 00:36:58,404 I'm gonna get out of this... 772 00:36:58,471 --> 00:36:59,404 is a diagnosis. 773 00:37:01,003 --> 00:37:03,604 So the nurses gave her pads instead of tampons. 774 00:37:03,637 --> 00:37:05,237 Is that diagnostically relevant? 775 00:37:05,270 --> 00:37:06,804 Fact that the nurses had to give her anything is. 776 00:37:06,870 --> 00:37:08,771 Means she's bleeding from her uterus. 777 00:37:08,804 --> 00:37:09,870 Women do that. 778 00:37:09,903 --> 00:37:10,903 It's perfectly natural. 779 00:37:10,970 --> 00:37:12,104 Not scary at all. 780 00:37:12,170 --> 00:37:13,571 She menstruating 781 00:37:13,604 --> 00:37:15,471 and she's bleeding everywhere. 782 00:37:15,537 --> 00:37:17,404 There's about a 3 or 4 in 28 chance 783 00:37:17,437 --> 00:37:19,170 it's a coincidence. 784 00:37:19,237 --> 00:37:20,537 Which leaves a much bigger chance 785 00:37:20,604 --> 00:37:23,270 that the diagnosis is ectopic endometriosis. 786 00:37:23,304 --> 00:37:25,537 She had a myoma eight months ago. 787 00:37:25,604 --> 00:37:27,337 Surgeons cut through her uterine wall. 788 00:37:27,404 --> 00:37:30,571 Every cut of the scalpel could have sent endometrial cells 789 00:37:30,604 --> 00:37:32,537 spilling out into her bloodstream. 790 00:37:32,604 --> 00:37:34,070 Some of them took up residence in her lungs, 791 00:37:34,104 --> 00:37:35,937 some in her liver, some in her spine. 792 00:37:36,003 --> 00:37:38,137 And like all horny little cells, 793 00:37:38,170 --> 00:37:39,437 they went forth and multiplied 794 00:37:39,471 --> 00:37:41,604 till they reached a critical mass. 795 00:37:41,637 --> 00:37:43,237 In the days leading up to her next period, 796 00:37:43,270 --> 00:37:45,104 when her uterus is supposed to swell, 797 00:37:45,170 --> 00:37:46,704 everything swelled. 798 00:37:46,738 --> 00:37:48,637 And when her uterus was supposed to bleed, 799 00:37:48,704 --> 00:37:51,037 everything bled. 800 00:37:51,070 --> 00:37:53,838 Yes, ladies, I am blaming her period. 801 00:37:53,903 --> 00:37:55,738 Granted, it's the worst period ever. 802 00:37:55,804 --> 00:37:58,571 Although, frankly, not by all that much. 803 00:37:58,637 --> 00:38:00,037 Cut out the masses, she'll be fine. 804 00:38:00,070 --> 00:38:01,104 Can't do surgery 805 00:38:01,170 --> 00:38:02,537 until her cycle's over 806 00:38:02,604 --> 00:38:03,870 and she stops bleeding. 807 00:38:03,903 --> 00:38:05,437 Well, let's hope she can hold out till then. 808 00:38:05,504 --> 00:38:07,738 In the meantime, get her a pint of cookie dough ice cream 809 00:38:07,804 --> 00:38:08,671 and a dvd of beaches. 810 00:38:34,903 --> 00:38:36,637 I'm sorry. 811 00:38:41,404 --> 00:38:42,371 Foreman? 812 00:38:46,304 --> 00:38:47,637 I can see you. 813 00:39:05,270 --> 00:39:07,970 How you feeling? 814 00:39:08,003 --> 00:39:11,104 Relative to the last few days, awesome. 815 00:39:12,838 --> 00:39:15,104 You almost died. 816 00:39:15,137 --> 00:39:16,170 For the second time in eight months. 817 00:39:16,237 --> 00:39:18,003 I know. 818 00:39:18,037 --> 00:39:22,003 How do you feel about your life choices this time? 819 00:39:22,037 --> 00:39:24,504 I didn't lie there thinking "what if?" 820 00:39:27,137 --> 00:39:29,838 I always worry, on my deathbed I'll think, 821 00:39:29,870 --> 00:39:32,003 "I didn't do anything really important." 822 00:39:32,037 --> 00:39:34,104 You're gonna spend one day of your life 823 00:39:34,137 --> 00:39:35,270 on your death bed. 824 00:39:35,304 --> 00:39:37,237 The other 25,000 825 00:39:37,304 --> 00:39:38,671 are the ones we should be worrying about. 826 00:39:38,738 --> 00:39:42,304 Go to bed happy tonight. 827 00:40:08,304 --> 00:40:10,104 Dr. Schmidt. 828 00:40:10,137 --> 00:40:13,771 It's eric foreman. 829 00:40:13,838 --> 00:40:18,471 Um... actually, the trial isn't going too well. 830 00:40:28,704 --> 00:40:31,170 You told them, didn't you? 831 00:40:35,704 --> 00:40:37,903 Well, you really had no choice... 832 00:40:37,970 --> 00:40:40,337 on account of being an idiot. 833 00:40:40,404 --> 00:40:42,037 They gonna pull the drug? 834 00:40:43,504 --> 00:40:45,571 I broke protocol. 835 00:40:45,604 --> 00:40:49,504 Her results are no longer admissible to the trial. 836 00:40:49,571 --> 00:40:51,404 They don't have to do anything. 837 00:40:51,437 --> 00:40:52,504 Anyone else gets a tumor, 838 00:40:52,571 --> 00:40:53,704 they'll put a warning on the label. 839 00:40:53,771 --> 00:40:55,371 Gonna keep your license? 840 00:40:55,437 --> 00:40:56,771 They'll come after me 841 00:40:56,804 --> 00:40:59,137 if I attempt to participate in any more trials. 842 00:40:59,170 --> 00:41:01,903 That's very decent of them. 843 00:41:03,738 --> 00:41:06,838 Well, good for me. 844 00:41:06,903 --> 00:41:09,137 I'll see you tomorrow. 845 00:41:09,170 --> 00:41:11,870 And the next day. 846 00:41:11,903 --> 00:41:13,337 And the next day. 847 00:41:15,170 --> 00:41:16,704 That wasn't your locker, was it? 848 00:41:16,771 --> 00:41:20,337 It's a lock-er room. 849 00:41:20,404 --> 00:41:21,903 How else are they gonna learn? 850 00:41:36,204 --> 00:41:38,437 Do you think you can't be happy without a kid? 851 00:41:40,604 --> 00:41:41,970 I don't know. 852 00:41:44,804 --> 00:41:47,437 I know I can't be happy without you. 853 00:42:18,270 --> 00:42:20,170 You snore. 854 00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:22,204 Shut up.