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Bye.

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I want to be alone...

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with my wife.

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I'm a selfish s.o.b.

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I... I never got you to rio.

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There was always... one
more problem at the stores.

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You deserve better than that.

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I love you.

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I always have.

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I'm ready. It's okay.

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I know...

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somebody...

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help her!

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Help her!

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House 520 : Simple Explanation

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Synchro : Flolo
Transcript : yyets.net

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Pour Tilyocean pour
docteur-house.niceboard.com

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54-year-old woman with
acute respiratory failure.

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No anaphylaxis, lung
issues, or tracheal lesions.

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Tox screen was clean for
coke and amphetamines.

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I will give you 30 reasons,

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one for each pound that caused the apnea

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which enflamed the epiglottis.

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Why is our rainbow coalition
missing brown and bi?

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Thirteen's with a patient,
and kutner's dog's sick.

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He should be in by lunch.

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No apnea because no sleeping
problems when she's sleeping.

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She spent the last six
months caring for her husband

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who's dying of heart failure.

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Reason 31... whatever
whacked the husband's heart

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is also whacking her airway.

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And... oh, good.

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I thought maybe kutner was
home nursing the rib you broke

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when you elbowed your way in
for credit on the last patient.

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I contributed.

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And the patient's illness
wasn't caused by her husband

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unless lung cancer's contagious.

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Interesting. Not about the patient.

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That was kinda dull.

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I thought maybe you were
lying to cover for kutner,

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which sounds noble,

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except you're doing it out
of guilt instead of love.

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She visited her sister in
hawaii about six months ago,

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just before her husband got sick.

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Could've picked up melioidosis

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from one of the islands.

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Would have jumped to the husband

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and finished off him and
his lame immune system.

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No tumors, no drugs, no bacteria.

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Leaves viral... varicella zoster.

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Start her on iv fluids and acyclovir.

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Can't. She's demanding to be released

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so she can get home to her husband.

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How sweet. They can die together.

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Instead of separately, 40 years apart.

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She claims he got stronger

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the mind can heal the body.

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Seeing his wife in distress

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might have actually
slowed down his death.

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Or he just had an adrenaline surge

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when he saw his chance to
hit the singles' market.

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Send her home. We don't need to.

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I had an idea... all by myself.

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Eddie?

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Found him loitering in the lobby.

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You're still with me.

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Where the hell else am I gonna go?

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And now, with your permission,

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we'd like to try to make you better.

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The pageant starts in an hour.

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You have to do something.

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There's something wrong inside her head.

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It's like she has no idea
what's going on around her.

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I thought she was just flirting with me.

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I can fix it, but it's gonna cost you...

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$3.75.

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I'm not just gonna give you my coffee.

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Think of it as costa rican sober juice.

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She's drunk?

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That little minty scent

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hiding beneath the rose petal perfume

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and the cherry blossom moisturizer

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and the morning dew hair spray.

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You sneak into mommy's bathroom
and gulp some of her mouthwash?

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Gotta be perfect.

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You spit it out? Mommy doesn't.

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Treatment worked.

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Charlotte's breathing's back to normal.

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She's being discharged.

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She can resume her
vigil over her husband

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who started fading again.

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Win some, lose some.

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And strictly speaking,
since he's not my patient,

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win some.

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Look at the time.

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It's half past "taub
was lying about kutner."

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He probably went to a comic book fest,

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spent the night at some
wonder woman's lair.

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I'm sure he'll...

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find out what or who he's doing.

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Either way, cuddy's
gonna want me to write it

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under "reason for termination."

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That kutner?

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Charlotte.

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02 sat and s-t are normal.
It's not her airway.

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You're okay. Don't worry about me.

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She's in pain.

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Pulse is rabid and regular.
No fluid in her lungs.

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What's happening? I don't know.

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Kutner. It's foreman and thirteen.

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Where are you going?

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House didn't ask us to
find out where he wasn't.

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If you wanna climb a
fifth floor fire escape...

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this might be faster.

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Kutner.

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Man/boy heaven.

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Surprised he ever leaves.

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There's nothing on his calendar.

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His pager's still here.

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Oh, god.

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I need an ambulance at 410 willis,

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apartment 5c.

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28-year-old
male.

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Single gunshot wound
to the right temple.

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No pulse!

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Alert princeton plainsboro.
Have a trauma unit ready.

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His pupils dilated. His head's swollen.

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Still no pulse. Come on, kutner!

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Let me try.

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He's cold.

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Eric!

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He didn't say anything... to any of you.

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Family problems...

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bad relationship, financial pressures?

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His parents were shot
right in front of him.

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Parents are ancient history.

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Not to someone who actually cares.

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He didn't slit his wrists and...

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peacefully drift
away... he shot himself.

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He didn't leave a
note. That means panic.

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Which could have been preempted

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if the idiots who worked alongside him

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for 80 hours a week
had seen this coming.

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You're blaming us?

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Just trying to figure it out.

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We would have helped him
if he had reached out to us.

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He didn't.

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We should have picked up on something.

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This isn't our fault!

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Something like 25% of suicidal people

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show no outward signs of depression.

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No. 25% of suicidal people

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have friends who didn't notice anything

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and don't want to feel guilty.

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Killing himself also
kills all other options,

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makes kutner an idiot.

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So pity, yes, but guilt, no.

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That's what you wanna tell yourself.

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We still have a patient. Actually, two.

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One worsening, one who
should be worsening.

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You can't be in denial about
kutner and the husband.

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It's possible eddie's body
is willing itself to live.

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Well, call the tabloids.

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Tell them you just witnessed the miracle

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of slightly increased kidney function.

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Maybe we should pass this
file off to another doctor.

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And the next one too?

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The one after that?

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How many files till it's
okay that kutner's dead?

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Cardiac enzymes means she
didn't have a heart attack.

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No vision problems means
no mitochondrial disease.

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Could be a metabolic disorder, acidosis.

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Blood ph was normal.

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Polyserositis would
inflame the membranes

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near her epiglottis and
the heart's pericardium,

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causing the chest pain.

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I'm sorry.

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I've hired a grief counselor

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whom I'm sure none of you will see,

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and I'm offering time off,

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which I'm sure none of you will take.

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But just know it's available.

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Polyserositis fits.

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Start her on indomethacin.

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If you'd rather not
deal with this case...

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I'm fine... despite
what wilson will say.

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He hasn't come to you?

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Pretty sure he has
mah-jongg tuesday mornings.

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I assume he thinks I will
work through this better

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if I don't have to keep flicking
his wings off my shoulder.

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You didn't even have an inkling?

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I know his fantasy
football team cratered.

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Figured he'd gotten over it.

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Well...

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sorry for your loss.

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Thanks. But it's not my loss.

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Then I'm sorry you don't think it is.

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Patient's membranes aren't
gonna heal themselves.

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Taub went to run the treatment.

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We'd like to go see kutner's parents.

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I'll join you.

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Polyserositis damages
the protective covering

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around tissue and organs.

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The indomethacin is simply
an anti-inflammatory,

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but it should fix it.

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Just make the pain stop.

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Charlotte...

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close your eyes.

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Now...

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pretend you... finally
made it down to rio.

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You're on the balcony of a...

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some fancy hotel.

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You never talk like this.

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Yeah, just... shut up and let me do this.

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And you're on that balcony,

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and you're watching the mardi gras.

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It's called carnival.

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And I don't wanna go without you.

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I want you to.

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And I want it to be everything
you've ever dreamed of.

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Sorry to interrupt...

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but I'd like to run one more test...

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on you.

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This is the first day we got him.

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He was six.

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Sweetest little boy you ever met.

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Must have been scary...
going through a trauma

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and then being handed
off to a new family.

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We kept telling him to
call us richard and julia,

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but it was always mr. And mrs. Kutner.

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And on his ninth birthday,
we gave him a chemistry set.

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Lawrence always loved blowing things up.

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And he said, "thanks, mom. Thanks, dad."

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That's who we were from then on.

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He was pretty special.

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We were lucky to have him.

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You spent the most time with him.

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He spoke so highly of all of you.

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Do you have any idea?

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Wish we did.

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We all... it was his name.

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He was conflicted, didn't
know where he fit in.

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Being ripped out of his
world and stuck into yours.

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We encouraged him to
hold on to his heritage.

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It's hard to still be lawrence choudhary

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when everyone sees
you as lawrence kutner.

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It was his idea to take our name.

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Then you should have said no. House.

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All his anglo name gave him

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was the illusion that
he was someone he wasn't.

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You were being emotional, not rational.

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You didn't understand him.

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We loved that boy, you son of a bitch.

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You wanted to make him happy
by shutting out his pain.

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When he looked happy, you
assumed the pain had gone.

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It just got buried deeper...

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leaving him tormented about who he was

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until finally he put a bullet...

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house!

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Go back to the hospital.

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I'm sorry about your son.

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Indomethacin had no effect.

264
00:15:18,534 --> 00:15:21,203
She's still in pain.
Rules out polyserositis.

265
00:15:21,271 --> 00:15:22,437
I ran a hormone panel on eddie.

266
00:15:22,505 --> 00:15:23,806
His prolactin's above normal.

267
00:15:23,874 --> 00:15:27,643
Means he's actually improving.

268
00:15:27,710 --> 00:15:30,279
Body chemistry changes
for all sorts of reasons...

269
00:15:30,346 --> 00:15:32,047
stress, fear... why not love?

270
00:15:32,115 --> 00:15:34,250
But maybe he's going into
some sort of remission.

271
00:15:34,317 --> 00:15:36,585
You haven't asked if I
learned anything relevant

272
00:15:36,653 --> 00:15:37,987
from the kutners.

273
00:15:38,054 --> 00:15:40,289
If you had, I'm sure
you'd have mentioned it.

274
00:15:40,356 --> 00:15:42,858
Or you're just afraid
there is something relevant.

275
00:15:42,926 --> 00:15:44,526
Which would mean you
could have saved him.

276
00:15:44,594 --> 00:15:47,729
I don't buy that suicide
is always a cry for help.

277
00:15:47,798 --> 00:15:50,966
Sometimes you just don't want help.

278
00:15:51,034 --> 00:15:54,236
Good thing you got some...

279
00:15:54,304 --> 00:15:59,374
or you'd have tried
again and gotten it right.

280
00:15:59,442 --> 00:16:02,344
She doesn't have wegener's.

281
00:16:02,412 --> 00:16:06,048
Kidney function's normal.
It's not byssinosis.

282
00:16:06,116 --> 00:16:09,651
It's not mitral valve
stenosis. Nothing fits.

283
00:16:09,719 --> 00:16:12,888
If it doesn't fit any diagnosis...

284
00:16:12,956 --> 00:16:16,325
it just leaves one diagnosis.

285
00:16:20,130 --> 00:16:22,464
I'm dr. House.

286
00:16:22,532 --> 00:16:24,099
You have hypertrophic cardiomyopathy.

287
00:16:24,167 --> 00:16:26,401
His heart is too weak.
Yours is too strong.

288
00:16:26,469 --> 00:16:27,970
Good news is it's fixable.

289
00:16:28,038 --> 00:16:29,671
We induce a massive heart attack

290
00:16:29,739 --> 00:16:31,140
and kill off the extra muscle.

291
00:16:31,208 --> 00:16:32,607
You wanna give me a heart attack?

292
00:16:32,675 --> 00:16:35,010
It's only dangerous if
your heart is normal size.

293
00:16:35,078 --> 00:16:37,813
But since all the... are you serious?

294
00:16:37,881 --> 00:16:39,681
No.

295
00:16:39,749 --> 00:16:41,550
This is actually very annoying,

296
00:16:41,617 --> 00:16:43,485
and I'm getting really
bored of lying to patients

297
00:16:43,553 --> 00:16:44,786
to scare them into telling me the truth.

298
00:16:44,855 --> 00:16:46,388
She's faking.

299
00:16:46,456 --> 00:16:48,724
And yes, if she keeps faking,

300
00:16:48,791 --> 00:16:51,393
I'm going to eventually do
something that will kill her.

301
00:16:51,461 --> 00:16:53,762
How could she be... the windpipe thing?

302
00:16:53,830 --> 00:16:55,831
That was real. Treatment
made her better.

303
00:16:55,899 --> 00:16:57,366
But good for her was bad for you,

304
00:16:57,433 --> 00:16:59,668
which was bad for her,
so she made herself bad.

305
00:16:59,736 --> 00:17:01,170
It's all so simple.

306
00:17:01,238 --> 00:17:06,108
She figured the sicker she
was, the longer you'd hang on.

307
00:17:06,176 --> 00:17:08,477
Charlotte?

308
00:17:13,216 --> 00:17:15,684
We haven't been this close for years.

309
00:17:15,752 --> 00:17:18,387
I wanted to hang on to that.

310
00:17:20,056 --> 00:17:23,325
Oh, please. People hate reruns.

311
00:17:23,393 --> 00:17:25,527
It's my leg. I swear this is real!

312
00:17:25,595 --> 00:17:27,696
What, you pinky swear,
or you just plain swear?

313
00:17:27,764 --> 00:17:29,098
Because...

314
00:17:29,165 --> 00:17:34,303
how can she fake that?

315
00:17:34,371 --> 00:17:37,406
She can't.

316
00:17:39,245 --> 00:17:41,613
so... what can shred an epiglottis

317
00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:43,548
and make muscle disappear?

318
00:17:43,616 --> 00:17:47,552
Mr. And mrs. Kutner.

319
00:17:47,620 --> 00:17:49,321
They caused kutner's
death. Why not charlotte's?

320
00:17:49,388 --> 00:17:51,089
Mourning period's over.

321
00:17:51,157 --> 00:17:52,724
Foreman's sense of irony is back.

322
00:17:52,791 --> 00:17:56,461
I was wrong about the ethnic reason.

323
00:17:56,529 --> 00:17:59,131
Step one... change your name back.

324
00:17:59,198 --> 00:18:01,199
Step two... if step one fails,

325
00:18:01,267 --> 00:18:03,635
move to bangalore.

326
00:18:03,702 --> 00:18:06,438
Step 14... if step 13
doesn't work, kill yourself.

327
00:18:06,506 --> 00:18:08,740
So what now... you gonna insult
your way through his rolodex

328
00:18:08,807 --> 00:18:10,242
till you find someone with an answer?

329
00:18:10,309 --> 00:18:12,076
I've been polite to
the friends I've called,

330
00:18:12,145 --> 00:18:14,646
all of whom were useless.
They weren't useless.

331
00:18:14,713 --> 00:18:17,149
They just didn't know
anything more than we did.

332
00:18:17,216 --> 00:18:18,683
Tomato, tomah-to.

333
00:18:18,751 --> 00:18:21,085
M.s. Weakens myelin sheath,
compromises nerve conduction.

334
00:18:21,154 --> 00:18:23,455
I'm talking about charlotte,
the one who's still alive.

335
00:18:23,523 --> 00:18:25,690
You two, stick her in an mri.

336
00:18:25,758 --> 00:18:27,992
Confirm m.s.

337
00:18:28,060 --> 00:18:29,327
And you run the echo on eddie

338
00:18:29,395 --> 00:18:31,263
that you're planning
to do behind my back

339
00:18:31,330 --> 00:18:34,098
to see if his heart's improving.

340
00:18:36,335 --> 00:18:38,403
Did you let me hire a pervert?

341
00:18:38,471 --> 00:18:40,772
Well, it would
hypocritical of me not to.

342
00:18:40,839 --> 00:18:43,841
Kutner's police background
check from when he started.

343
00:18:43,909 --> 00:18:45,977
He was charged with indecent exposure.

344
00:18:46,045 --> 00:18:48,313
Kutner streaked at the
penn-dartmouth football game.

345
00:18:48,381 --> 00:18:51,849
Precisely the kind of thing
you'd expect him to do.

346
00:18:51,917 --> 00:18:55,287
It's okay. You should be upset.

347
00:18:55,354 --> 00:18:58,056
He thought like you,
pushed boundaries like you.

348
00:18:58,123 --> 00:19:00,425
If he thought like me...

349
00:19:00,493 --> 00:19:02,126
he would have known
that living in misery

350
00:19:02,195 --> 00:19:05,930
sucks marginally less than dying in it.

351
00:19:08,467 --> 00:19:09,901
Just a few more minutes,

352
00:19:09,968 --> 00:19:12,937
then we'll get you back to eddie.

353
00:19:13,005 --> 00:19:15,006
What's it like, 30
years with the same man?

354
00:19:15,074 --> 00:19:17,775
Great for me.

355
00:19:17,843 --> 00:19:20,978
Good for him, I hope.

356
00:19:21,046 --> 00:19:22,814
You don't think he loves you?

357
00:19:22,881 --> 00:19:25,817
I think he always loved me in his way.

358
00:19:25,884 --> 00:19:28,786
Just not in the "spend
time with me or show emotion

359
00:19:28,854 --> 00:19:32,824
or any affection for me" sort of way.

360
00:19:32,891 --> 00:19:35,893
Why did you stay?

361
00:19:35,961 --> 00:19:38,863
I didn't need him to feel about me

362
00:19:38,931 --> 00:19:41,399
the way I did about him.

363
00:19:41,467 --> 00:19:44,302
Love... doesn't...

364
00:19:44,370 --> 00:19:47,239
charlotte?

365
00:19:51,410 --> 00:19:53,678
I've heard stories

366
00:19:53,746 --> 00:19:58,550
of cancer patients going
into spontaneous remission.

367
00:19:58,618 --> 00:20:00,818
You think this might
be that sort of thing?

368
00:20:00,886 --> 00:20:02,320
It's unlikely, but you never know.

369
00:20:02,388 --> 00:20:04,689
If I just had a little more time...

370
00:20:04,757 --> 00:20:08,326
be with charlotte, try
and do better by her.

371
00:20:08,394 --> 00:20:09,694
Yeah, maybe.

372
00:20:09,762 --> 00:20:12,196
You don't think I mean it.

373
00:20:12,265 --> 00:20:14,999
I think you mean it now.

374
00:20:15,067 --> 00:20:16,234
I think it's much easier to mean it

375
00:20:16,302 --> 00:20:18,303
than to do anything about it.

376
00:20:26,979 --> 00:20:28,980
Chamber walls are barely moving.

377
00:20:29,047 --> 00:20:31,516
I'm sorry.

378
00:20:45,698 --> 00:20:48,032
He needs a friend.

379
00:20:48,100 --> 00:20:51,936
I can't... deal with this and house.

380
00:20:52,004 --> 00:20:53,505
You need a friend too.

381
00:20:53,572 --> 00:20:55,640
You couldn't give a crap what I need.

382
00:20:55,708 --> 00:20:58,777
You just want someone
to take care of him.

383
00:21:04,383 --> 00:21:07,786
He told kutner's parents
it was their fault.

384
00:21:13,192 --> 00:21:16,528
Ruptured spleen. Means it's not m.s.

385
00:21:16,595 --> 00:21:18,463
What are you doing here?

386
00:21:18,531 --> 00:21:20,432
Waiting for you to fix her spleen

387
00:21:20,499 --> 00:21:22,300
so we can biopsy it for
rheumatoid arthritis.

388
00:21:22,368 --> 00:21:24,101
I'll do it. Go home.

389
00:21:24,169 --> 00:21:28,306
She's not your patient.
And kutner wasn't my friend.

390
00:21:28,374 --> 00:21:31,943
Kutner wanted to die. Charlotte doesn't.

391
00:21:32,010 --> 00:21:33,778
So in a contest for my
concern and interest,

392
00:21:33,846 --> 00:21:35,480
she wins.

393
00:21:35,548 --> 00:21:38,015
Okay, either you're
a cold-hearted bastard

394
00:21:38,083 --> 00:21:39,551
or you're too miserable to face it.

395
00:21:39,618 --> 00:21:41,820
Go home and cry.

396
00:21:41,887 --> 00:21:44,723
It's not rheumatoid
arthritis. Her liver's scarred.

397
00:21:44,790 --> 00:21:48,626
Whatever she's got, it's spreading.

398
00:22:05,745 --> 00:22:07,679
For the record,

399
00:22:07,747 --> 00:22:12,484
I'm uncomfortable violating
a dead colleague's dignity.

400
00:22:15,554 --> 00:22:20,358
It's only violating it
if you find something.

401
00:22:20,426 --> 00:22:23,428
Good to see you.

402
00:22:23,496 --> 00:22:27,131
What are we looking for?

403
00:22:27,199 --> 00:22:29,667
He was hiding.

404
00:22:29,735 --> 00:22:30,968
Why?

405
00:22:31,036 --> 00:22:34,439
Shame? Fear?

406
00:22:34,507 --> 00:22:37,008
Are you okay?

407
00:22:37,075 --> 00:22:39,911
It's okay not to be okay.

408
00:22:39,978 --> 00:22:45,316
"Colonial warrior
blaster. Number one one."

409
00:22:45,384 --> 00:22:48,119
He'd have spent months
tracking this down.

410
00:22:48,186 --> 00:22:49,888
He had passions.

411
00:22:49,955 --> 00:22:53,090
He was obviously in pain.

412
00:22:53,158 --> 00:22:58,062
Does it really matter why?

413
00:22:58,130 --> 00:23:00,698
He hung the bad with the good.

414
00:23:00,766 --> 00:23:05,136
His loss beside a reminder
of what he'd gained.

415
00:23:05,203 --> 00:23:09,273
Means he was open about the pain.

416
00:23:09,341 --> 00:23:10,975
Should mean that if it got worse,

417
00:23:11,043 --> 00:23:13,210
he had no reason to hide it.

418
00:23:16,449 --> 00:23:18,783
Here's how we're gonna
handle this, house.

419
00:23:18,851 --> 00:23:21,853
We're gonna leave here
and go to the closest bar

420
00:23:21,921 --> 00:23:24,055
and drink and tell stories

421
00:23:24,122 --> 00:23:27,725
about the time kutner
almost blew up an o.r.

422
00:23:27,793 --> 00:23:30,829
And pass out in our own sick.

423
00:23:30,896 --> 00:23:34,131
Sound like a plan?

424
00:23:53,586 --> 00:23:57,622
What am I missing?

425
00:24:01,360 --> 00:24:04,195
You've got that look.

426
00:24:04,262 --> 00:24:05,964
You figured this out.

427
00:24:08,433 --> 00:24:10,702
You're not here because
you care about kutner.

428
00:24:10,769 --> 00:24:12,604
You're here because it's a mystery.

429
00:24:12,671 --> 00:24:16,107
You're here for the puzzle.

430
00:24:16,174 --> 00:24:17,976
What if I didn't miss anything...

431
00:24:18,043 --> 00:24:23,180
'cause there's nothing to miss?

432
00:24:23,248 --> 00:24:26,518
He didn't kill himself.

433
00:24:26,585 --> 00:24:29,587
He was murdered.

434
00:24:48,417 --> 00:24:50,219
Epiglottis muscle,
spleen, and now her liver,

435
00:24:50,286 --> 00:24:53,488
which is operating at 20%
and deteriorating fast.

436
00:24:53,556 --> 00:24:56,258
Autoimmune hepatitis?
Did you page foreman?

437
00:24:56,325 --> 00:24:58,727
Took up cuddy's offer of time off.

438
00:24:58,795 --> 00:25:01,063
Normal thyroid means no hepatitis.

439
00:25:01,131 --> 00:25:02,931
Could be amyloidosis.

440
00:25:02,999 --> 00:25:04,466
Amyloid buildup hits
the organs, tissue...

441
00:25:04,533 --> 00:25:05,734
her muscles wouldn't have atrophied.

442
00:25:05,802 --> 00:25:07,569
You run the echo on the husband?

443
00:25:07,637 --> 00:25:09,004
Heart's still failing.

444
00:25:09,072 --> 00:25:11,240
The improvement was only temporary.

445
00:25:11,307 --> 00:25:14,442
I prefer the less subtle
you were right, house.

446
00:25:14,510 --> 00:25:18,881
So... less time proving
why hubby isn't dead.

447
00:25:18,948 --> 00:25:23,152
More time proving why kutner is.

448
00:25:23,219 --> 00:25:25,187
Motives for murder.

449
00:25:25,255 --> 00:25:27,790
House... it was a suicide.

450
00:25:27,857 --> 00:25:29,391
The police have already investigated.

451
00:25:29,458 --> 00:25:30,893
They investigated what they saw,

452
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:32,494
not what they didn't saw.

453
00:25:32,561 --> 00:25:35,630
Talk to friends, classmates,
pizza delivery guy.

454
00:25:35,698 --> 00:25:37,166
And draft foreman.

455
00:25:37,233 --> 00:25:38,533
He can make calls through his tears.

456
00:25:38,601 --> 00:25:39,902
No.

457
00:25:39,969 --> 00:25:41,937
Is that no, I'm not
calling my boyfriend,

458
00:25:42,005 --> 00:25:43,138
who apparently called
my boss instead of me

459
00:25:43,206 --> 00:25:44,606
to say he wasn't coming in?

460
00:25:44,674 --> 00:25:45,908
'cause it's really not fair

461
00:25:45,975 --> 00:25:47,709
to have that much
subtext in one syllable.

462
00:25:47,777 --> 00:25:49,945
We all wanna know why kutner did it.

463
00:25:50,013 --> 00:25:53,849
But we're not gonna
waste time chasing ghosts.

464
00:25:55,384 --> 00:25:57,953
You're not remotely curious?

465
00:25:58,021 --> 00:26:00,455
Only why a man who embraces the rational

466
00:26:00,523 --> 00:26:05,593
is suddenly pursuing the irrational.

467
00:26:05,661 --> 00:26:08,797
She could have alpha-1
anti-trypsin deficiency.

468
00:26:08,865 --> 00:26:11,834
Run her aat proteins.

469
00:26:16,973 --> 00:26:19,007
I'd like to be with eddie.

470
00:26:19,075 --> 00:26:21,409
It's too soon after your surgery.

471
00:26:21,477 --> 00:26:23,812
You can ask that someone get your organs

472
00:26:23,880 --> 00:26:25,413
if you die, right?

473
00:26:25,481 --> 00:26:28,450
Even if the donor bank turned them down?

474
00:26:28,517 --> 00:26:30,953
Individual donors can
bypass the registry,

475
00:26:31,020 --> 00:26:33,889
but there are a lot of
other factors... blood type...

476
00:26:33,957 --> 00:26:36,058
I've given him blood.

477
00:26:36,125 --> 00:26:38,994
It's not just... please.

478
00:26:39,062 --> 00:26:45,868
If I go before him, I want
you to give him my heart.

479
00:26:45,935 --> 00:26:48,703
This isn't over yet.

480
00:26:48,771 --> 00:26:54,343
For me. But it is for him, isn't it?

481
00:26:54,410 --> 00:26:56,611
Yes.

482
00:26:59,983 --> 00:27:02,351
Remy hadley. I also answer to thirteen.

483
00:27:02,418 --> 00:27:04,753
I sometimes sleep with you.

484
00:27:04,820 --> 00:27:06,755
I know I should have called.

485
00:27:06,822 --> 00:27:09,591
I just need some time.

486
00:27:09,658 --> 00:27:12,827
Alone?

487
00:27:12,896 --> 00:27:15,864
I've worked through a lot
of bad stuff in my life.

488
00:27:15,932 --> 00:27:19,601
Always done it solo.

489
00:27:25,108 --> 00:27:28,676
So I should go.

490
00:27:28,744 --> 00:27:32,214
I'm sorry.

491
00:27:32,282 --> 00:27:34,917
Okay.

492
00:27:45,861 --> 00:27:49,464
I.t.'s been trying to close
out kutner's email account.

493
00:27:49,532 --> 00:27:52,434
Apparently, someone's
still logged onto it.

494
00:27:52,501 --> 00:27:56,104
It wasn't hard to figure out
that his password was kutner.

495
00:27:56,172 --> 00:27:57,806
He did what they tell you not to.

496
00:27:57,873 --> 00:27:59,975
He wasn't murdered.
But his parents were.

497
00:28:00,043 --> 00:28:02,177
And the guy who killed them
is coming up for parole.

498
00:28:02,245 --> 00:28:04,846
He's coming up for parole.
He's not out on parole.

499
00:28:04,914 --> 00:28:08,383
Kutner testified at
every one of his hearings.

500
00:28:08,451 --> 00:28:10,919
The guy wouldn't be the first
to see the clock ticking.

501
00:28:10,987 --> 00:28:12,955
He was killed by his own gun.

502
00:28:13,022 --> 00:28:15,590
Which he bought years ago,
obviously for self-defense.

503
00:28:15,658 --> 00:28:17,725
In the temple. Cops found residue.

504
00:28:17,793 --> 00:28:19,627
Right, the murderer would never try to

505
00:28:19,695 --> 00:28:23,598
make it look like suicide...
that would be unethical.

506
00:28:26,936 --> 00:28:29,004
You haven't asked about my patient.

507
00:28:29,072 --> 00:28:31,340
You're waiting on aat protein results.

508
00:28:31,407 --> 00:28:33,508
Means you checked up to
see that I'm still on it.

509
00:28:33,576 --> 00:28:37,446
You wanna transfer the case,
but you won't because you think

510
00:28:37,513 --> 00:28:40,015
it's the only thing
that's holding me together.

511
00:28:40,083 --> 00:28:42,951
Relax. Either I'm right or I'm wrong.

512
00:28:43,019 --> 00:28:44,652
We'll know soon enough.

513
00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:47,222
Find what's killing your patient...

514
00:28:47,290 --> 00:28:50,459
and then I'll find you another patient.

515
00:28:56,032 --> 00:28:57,366
What happened? Nurses
found her like this.

516
00:28:57,433 --> 00:28:58,633
She broke into the cart

517
00:28:58,701 --> 00:29:00,502
and injected whatever she could grab.

518
00:29:00,569 --> 00:29:01,970
Dumb way to look worse for eddie.

519
00:29:02,038 --> 00:29:04,806
She wasn't trying to look worse.

520
00:29:04,874 --> 00:29:07,476
She was trying to kill herself.

521
00:29:09,486 --> 00:29:10,987
she's stable,

522
00:29:11,054 --> 00:29:13,923
but whatever was left of her
liver is definitely shot now.

523
00:29:13,991 --> 00:29:15,557
And there's no change in eddie.

524
00:29:15,626 --> 00:29:18,393
So... thanks to her idiotic move,

525
00:29:18,461 --> 00:29:21,530
she's dead in 24 hours if
she doesn't get a new liver.

526
00:29:21,598 --> 00:29:23,899
It was selfless. She loves him.

527
00:29:23,967 --> 00:29:25,901
How does that disagree
with what I just said?

528
00:29:25,969 --> 00:29:27,770
Test was negative for aat deficiency.

529
00:29:27,838 --> 00:29:29,571
Myelofibrosis fits,

530
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:31,573
but testing takes at least 48 hours.

531
00:29:31,642 --> 00:29:34,043
We should try a partial
donation from a live donor.

532
00:29:34,111 --> 00:29:35,745
Damage is too severe. She
needs a whole new liver.

533
00:29:35,812 --> 00:29:39,048
No diagnosis, no liver.
No liver, no living.

534
00:29:39,116 --> 00:29:41,550
What do you know?

535
00:29:41,618 --> 00:29:44,553
It is myelofibrosis.

536
00:29:44,621 --> 00:29:47,890
Says so right here.
Who wants to tell cuddy?

537
00:29:47,958 --> 00:29:50,225
How many times have you lied
to the transplant committee?

538
00:29:50,293 --> 00:29:52,361
Just twice. How many
times has it worked?

539
00:29:52,428 --> 00:29:55,698
I... don't quite see how that's relevant.

540
00:29:59,536 --> 00:30:01,570
Cheese it. It's the coppers.

541
00:30:01,638 --> 00:30:03,405
We're not just gonna leave them to die

542
00:30:03,473 --> 00:30:04,840
while you fixate on kutner.

543
00:30:04,908 --> 00:30:07,043
Technically, he's not our patient.

544
00:30:07,110 --> 00:30:09,444
So I'm really only leaving her to die.

545
00:30:09,512 --> 00:30:11,246
We've already explored
the usual options.

546
00:30:11,314 --> 00:30:13,783
Shouldn't we at least
explore unusual ones?

547
00:30:13,850 --> 00:30:15,617
Absolutely. Don't worry.

548
00:30:15,686 --> 00:30:17,419
This is why god gave me two ears.

549
00:30:17,487 --> 00:30:20,823
Kutner would say we should
just come clean with cuddy.

550
00:30:22,726 --> 00:30:25,227
If only he were here to say that.

551
00:30:25,295 --> 00:30:28,097
I'm sure cuddy would be
bound to fall for the old,

552
00:30:28,165 --> 00:30:31,734
"hey, the dead guy won't
mind if we're wasting... "

553
00:30:38,975 --> 00:30:42,044
need an incurable romantic
to talk to incurable romantic.

554
00:30:42,112 --> 00:30:43,645
Kutner wasn't murdered.

555
00:30:43,714 --> 00:30:45,581
You deduce that by
removing your sunglasses

556
00:30:45,648 --> 00:30:47,382
to the strains of a who song?

557
00:30:47,450 --> 00:30:48,984
Suicide means you could have helped him.

558
00:30:49,052 --> 00:30:51,486
Murder lets you off the hook.

559
00:30:54,991 --> 00:30:56,959
Needs a liver. Has a liver.

560
00:30:57,027 --> 00:30:59,028
He can make a partial donation.

561
00:30:59,096 --> 00:31:01,296
The faster he agrees,

562
00:31:01,364 --> 00:31:03,632
the faster she gets to not die.

563
00:31:03,700 --> 00:31:05,768
Partial won't be enough.
She needs a whole liver.

564
00:31:05,836 --> 00:31:09,671
And he'd never survive the procedure.

565
00:31:09,740 --> 00:31:12,975
Nice symmetry, huh?

566
00:31:13,043 --> 00:31:14,676
He dies on the table,

567
00:31:14,745 --> 00:31:16,612
and you give her his whole liver.

568
00:31:16,679 --> 00:31:20,449
If he's gonna do this,
he's gonna do this for love.

569
00:31:20,516 --> 00:31:25,287
I thought he should talk to
someone who spoke the language.

570
00:31:25,355 --> 00:31:27,757
You want me to die on the table.

571
00:31:27,824 --> 00:31:32,427
We don't want you to.
Your wife needs you to.

572
00:31:32,495 --> 00:31:34,563
My heart? Is still dying.

573
00:31:34,631 --> 00:31:36,732
You have a couple days at most.

574
00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:40,002
But this could buy us
enough time to save her.

575
00:31:40,070 --> 00:31:43,172
When can I say good-bye?

576
00:31:43,240 --> 00:31:45,174
You can't.

577
00:31:45,242 --> 00:31:49,478
If she knew what we were
planning, would she be okay?

578
00:31:49,545 --> 00:31:52,648
She'll resent me.

579
00:31:52,715 --> 00:31:55,517
She'll be alive. Nothing else matters.

580
00:32:16,106 --> 00:32:19,708
You can't do the transplant.
Only if he said no.

581
00:32:19,776 --> 00:32:21,710
But your urgent hovering
means he said yes.

582
00:32:21,778 --> 00:32:23,345
His fingers have nodules.

583
00:32:23,413 --> 00:32:25,181
I think his doctors misdiagnosed him.

584
00:32:25,248 --> 00:32:27,683
Or you sprinkled too much
wishful thinking in your tea.

585
00:32:27,750 --> 00:32:29,651
Obese man with lung cancer...

586
00:32:29,719 --> 00:32:31,653
two easy explanations
for his heart failure.

587
00:32:31,721 --> 00:32:33,889
Nodules can mean something
else, something curable.

588
00:32:33,957 --> 00:32:35,590
Go back to the e.r.

589
00:32:35,658 --> 00:32:37,559
My thanks to you and your cold feet.

590
00:32:37,627 --> 00:32:39,428
What's going on?

591
00:32:39,495 --> 00:32:40,963
I'm giving you a shot
at a cool result...

592
00:32:41,031 --> 00:32:42,932
better yet, a chance to
prove other doctors idiotic.

593
00:32:42,999 --> 00:32:44,599
Except you're wrong.

594
00:32:44,667 --> 00:32:46,969
You figure that out by
taking off your sunglasses

595
00:32:47,037 --> 00:32:49,604
to the strains of a who song?

596
00:32:49,672 --> 00:32:51,907
The guy who killed kutner's parents

597
00:32:51,975 --> 00:32:54,143
died of an aneurism two months ago.

598
00:32:54,211 --> 00:32:56,511
Kutner hid from everyone.

599
00:32:56,579 --> 00:32:58,881
You didn't get a chance
to save him... no one did.

600
00:32:58,949 --> 00:33:00,649
Run the tests.

601
00:33:00,717 --> 00:33:04,186
Find out if you have
a chance to save eddie.

602
00:33:11,627 --> 00:33:13,963
Bad news.

603
00:33:14,030 --> 00:33:16,365
Love can't save you.

604
00:33:16,432 --> 00:33:21,403
On the other hand...

605
00:33:21,471 --> 00:33:23,505
mold can.

606
00:33:23,573 --> 00:33:26,808
Your heart failure was
caused by a fungal infection

607
00:33:26,877 --> 00:33:29,411
called cardiac blastomycosis.

608
00:33:29,479 --> 00:33:31,747
It started as nodules in your lungs

609
00:33:31,814 --> 00:33:35,217
which every doc, except
one, mistook for cancer.

610
00:33:35,285 --> 00:33:37,319
It's very rare, very curable.

611
00:33:37,387 --> 00:33:39,288
I'm starting you on itraconazole.

612
00:33:39,356 --> 00:33:41,690
But how come I was getting
better without the medicine?

613
00:33:41,758 --> 00:33:44,293
Your emotional state
bumped your catecholamines

614
00:33:44,361 --> 00:33:45,827
which helped raise your prolactin.

615
00:33:45,896 --> 00:33:46,962
My emotional state?

616
00:33:47,030 --> 00:33:48,697
Three months of treatment,

617
00:33:48,765 --> 00:33:51,833
you'll be back to your
buff, chiseled self.

618
00:33:51,902 --> 00:33:55,304
I don't want the treatment.

619
00:33:55,372 --> 00:33:57,406
Do the transplant.

620
00:33:57,473 --> 00:34:00,242
But you'd be trading...

621
00:34:00,310 --> 00:34:03,078
the certainty that you'll live

622
00:34:03,146 --> 00:34:04,947
for the uncertainty that she'll live.

623
00:34:05,015 --> 00:34:07,749
I was ready to die anyway.

624
00:34:07,817 --> 00:34:11,787
Now you get to be
nicer to your next wife.

625
00:34:14,925 --> 00:34:17,592
If you won't do it... release me.

626
00:34:17,660 --> 00:34:20,862
And when I get hit by a car

627
00:34:20,931 --> 00:34:24,900
and show up in your morgue,

628
00:34:24,968 --> 00:34:28,870
you can give her my liver then.

629
00:34:33,181 --> 00:34:35,083
you're basically asking
us to commit murder.

630
00:34:35,150 --> 00:34:36,684
I was yesterday too.

631
00:34:36,752 --> 00:34:38,953
There's a difference when
he has 20 years to live

632
00:34:39,021 --> 00:34:40,554
instead of two days.

633
00:34:40,623 --> 00:34:42,189
Not really. Not legally.

634
00:34:42,257 --> 00:34:44,225
That's your way of
convincing us to do this,

635
00:34:44,292 --> 00:34:45,994
by saying it's no more immoral?

636
00:34:46,061 --> 00:34:48,029
The idiot is gonna do
this with or without us.

637
00:34:48,097 --> 00:34:49,631
This way we can protect the organ.

638
00:34:49,698 --> 00:34:51,298
We should be protecting him.

639
00:34:51,366 --> 00:34:54,301
So we strap him to the bed,
wait till his wife dies?

640
00:34:54,369 --> 00:34:57,371
I'm not doing this.

641
00:35:00,743 --> 00:35:04,112
I will.

642
00:35:04,179 --> 00:35:07,915
We've already had one pointless death.

643
00:35:11,553 --> 00:35:14,856
Eddie... what's going on?

644
00:35:14,923 --> 00:35:18,626
I don't know. He just came and got me.

645
00:35:18,694 --> 00:35:21,162
Your husband has a curable disease,

646
00:35:21,229 --> 00:35:23,464
but he wants to die so
he can give you his liver.

647
00:35:23,532 --> 00:35:24,799
Are you okay with that,

648
00:35:24,867 --> 00:35:26,467
or would you rather
he take the treatment?

649
00:35:26,535 --> 00:35:28,703
You son of a bitch! Eddie, don't!

650
00:35:28,771 --> 00:35:32,674
You have to let me do this.
Charlotte, can you hear me?

651
00:35:34,442 --> 00:35:36,010
She spiked a fever.

652
00:35:36,078 --> 00:35:38,012
Lp shows her white
cells through the roof.

653
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:40,148
She's infected everywhere.
I should fire you.

654
00:35:40,215 --> 00:35:41,783
Just did what you failed to do...

655
00:35:41,850 --> 00:35:44,351
convince eddie to live
and let his wife die.

656
00:35:44,419 --> 00:35:46,487
Infection means we have a new clue.

657
00:35:46,555 --> 00:35:49,023
And a full two or three
hours to figure it out.

658
00:35:49,091 --> 00:35:50,758
Sarcoidosis hits the
spleen and the liver.

659
00:35:50,826 --> 00:35:52,026
She would have lung issues.

660
00:35:52,094 --> 00:35:53,427
Scleroderma inflames the tissue.

661
00:35:53,495 --> 00:35:55,462
No skin or gi problems.

662
00:35:55,530 --> 00:35:57,665
What is she hiding?

663
00:35:57,733 --> 00:35:59,233
You don't know...

664
00:35:59,301 --> 00:36:01,468
either we have all the
clues and we're idiots

665
00:36:01,536 --> 00:36:02,804
or we don't have all the clues.

666
00:36:02,871 --> 00:36:07,374
Possible exposure, people, places.

667
00:36:07,442 --> 00:36:09,110
Both.

668
00:36:12,848 --> 00:36:14,182
Bad lie.

669
00:36:14,249 --> 00:36:16,684
Did you really think
the beaches in hawaii

670
00:36:16,752 --> 00:36:18,753
were just like the beaches in rio?

671
00:36:18,821 --> 00:36:21,989
The disease bearing sand
flies are completely different.

672
00:36:22,057 --> 00:36:24,959
She's never been to
rio. Who'd you go with?

673
00:36:25,027 --> 00:36:28,262
Why are you doing this?

674
00:36:28,330 --> 00:36:30,497
I don't actually need
to know who it was.

675
00:36:30,565 --> 00:36:33,267
I just need to know that you went...

676
00:36:33,335 --> 00:36:37,004
so we can know that you
have visceral leishmaniasis.

677
00:36:37,072 --> 00:36:40,441
But since lancelot there
was ready to die for you...

678
00:36:40,508 --> 00:36:44,112
he might want the answer to both.

679
00:36:52,454 --> 00:36:55,723
Last year...

680
00:36:55,791 --> 00:36:59,727
it was nobody you knew.

681
00:36:59,795 --> 00:37:03,330
Rio was supposed to be ours.

682
00:37:03,398 --> 00:37:07,401
I got tired of waiting.

683
00:37:07,469 --> 00:37:11,906
I'm so sorry.

684
00:37:22,117 --> 00:37:24,085
Start her on antimony.

685
00:37:24,153 --> 00:37:26,921
And have cuddy find her a liver.

686
00:37:29,958 --> 00:37:31,959
They were ready to die...

687
00:37:32,027 --> 00:37:34,195
but for guilt, not love.

688
00:37:34,263 --> 00:37:38,032
You can't feel that
much guilt without love.

689
00:37:44,873 --> 00:37:46,808
New york mercy's medevacing the liver.

690
00:37:46,875 --> 00:37:48,242
It should be here...

691
00:37:48,310 --> 00:37:50,077
tell 'em to turn around.

692
00:37:50,145 --> 00:37:52,546
Charlotte's treatment isn't taking.

693
00:37:52,614 --> 00:37:56,083
We diagnosed it too late.

694
00:38:00,022 --> 00:38:02,356
Everyone's heading over
to kutner's funeral.

695
00:38:02,424 --> 00:38:04,158
You're welcome to ride with me.

696
00:38:04,226 --> 00:38:06,994
I'm gonna stay with charlotte.

697
00:38:09,164 --> 00:38:11,432
She bought you some time to save eddie.

698
00:38:11,499 --> 00:38:14,202
It'll give her death some meaning.

699
00:38:14,269 --> 00:38:17,771
No. It won't.

700
00:38:24,847 --> 00:38:27,148
I was wrong about you. No, you weren't.

701
00:38:27,216 --> 00:38:28,983
You're in pain.

702
00:38:29,051 --> 00:38:31,485
And you're romanticizing... again.

703
00:38:31,553 --> 00:38:34,055
You worked with him
every day for two years,

704
00:38:34,122 --> 00:38:35,489
and you never saw this coming.

705
00:38:35,557 --> 00:38:37,058
No one saw it coming.

706
00:38:37,125 --> 00:38:39,126
But you see everything coming.

707
00:38:39,194 --> 00:38:41,095
This has never been
about what you missed.

708
00:38:41,163 --> 00:38:43,064
This is about why you missed it.

709
00:38:43,131 --> 00:38:45,799
You're terrified that
you're losing your gift,

710
00:38:45,868 --> 00:38:49,503
losing... who you are.

711
00:38:49,571 --> 00:38:54,208
And I'm terrified of what you'd do then.

712
00:38:54,276 --> 00:38:56,610
Unless you feel there's
more to do here to cure me...

713
00:38:56,678 --> 00:38:59,747
don't you have a funeral to go to?

714
00:39:33,248 --> 00:39:37,418
I'm taking a ride?

715
00:39:37,485 --> 00:39:40,421
Off to one side?

716
00:39:40,488 --> 00:39:44,758
It is a personal thing?

717
00:39:44,826 --> 00:39:48,896
Where when I can't stand?

718
00:39:48,964 --> 00:39:56,103
Up in this cage I'm not regretting?

719
00:39:56,171 --> 00:40:02,944
I don't need a better thing?

720
00:40:03,011 --> 00:40:07,648
I'll settle for less?

721
00:40:07,715 --> 00:40:13,287
It's another thing for me?

722
00:40:13,355 --> 00:40:21,628
I just have to wander
through this world?

723
00:40:21,696 --> 00:40:24,631
Alone?

724
00:40:45,187 --> 00:40:49,323
Stop before you fall?

725
00:40:49,391 --> 00:40:56,497
Into the hole that I have dug here?

726
00:40:56,564 --> 00:41:00,834
Rest, even as you?

727
00:41:00,902 --> 00:41:08,342
Are startin' to feel the way I used to?

728
00:41:08,410 --> 00:41:13,981
I don't need a better thing?

729
00:41:14,049 --> 00:41:20,287
Just to sound confused?

730
00:41:20,355 --> 00:41:25,692
Don't talk about everyone?

731
00:41:25,760 --> 00:41:35,169
I am not amused by you?

732
00:41:35,237 --> 00:41:41,042
'cause I'm gonna lose ya?

733
00:41:41,109 --> 00:41:46,680
Yes, I'm gonna lose ya?

734
00:41:46,748 --> 00:41:50,951
If I'm gonna lose ya?

735
00:41:58,393 --> 00:42:04,331
'cause I'm gonna lose ya?

736
00:42:04,399 --> 00:42:10,137
Yes, I'm gonna lose ya?

737
00:42:10,205 --> 00:42:17,178
If I'm gonna lose ya?

738
00:42:17,245 --> 00:42:21,815
I'll lose you now for good?

739
00:42:24,245 --> 00:42:31,815
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