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Are we, uh,
almost done here?

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I have to call my mother,

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get my daughter,
call the hospital.

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So he didn't threaten you?

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No.

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No fight?
Not really.

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Sounds like a yes.

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Was there any indication
that something would happen?

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Yeah...

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Every moment
I spent with him.

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He's always waiting
for something to happen.

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But this...

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And no idea
where he is?

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No.

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These domestic situations,

16
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it's not uncommon
to get cold feet.

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Are you asking me
to file charges?

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Just give me the paperwork.

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If Greg House steps foot
in my hospital again,

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comes anywhere near me.

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I want him thrown in jail.

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== sync, corrected by elderman ==

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So...

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We can use
any of these?

25
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Yeah.

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And just do
whatever we want to her?

27
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That's what
they're there for.

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Hey. We were just getting
to the good part.

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Is there a good part?
It was performance art.

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That's Afsoun Hamidi.
She's a genius.

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She just won the MacArthur,
legally proving it.

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Just had a retrospective
at the Tate Modern.

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- Nobody reads The New Yorker?
- Nope.

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But I subscribe to her patient file.
House, you should relax.

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You had surgery this morning.
Minor surgery, removing a drain.

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- Put there during major surgery.
- My doctor says it's okay

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as long as I don't leave
my hospital bed.

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Which doctor was that—
Seuss or J?

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Nurse.

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Dr. Hourani wrote it
in his chart.

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I'm surprised he approved it.

42
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I'm more surprised
you actually asked.

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I do things like that now.

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I'm making some changes...

45
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Like skipping ahead
to minute 37.

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What is that—
paint thinner?

47
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I'm not gonna watch a woman
get set on fire.

48
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Philistine.

49
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Who's the guy with the notebook
who can't decide what to do?

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Her assistant.

51
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He's been instructed
not to intervene.

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Spoiler alert—
he does.

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For her, it is literally
heartbreaking.

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Let the games begin.

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Arrhythmia,
high hematocrit,

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and inconsistent RR variability.
You forgot about the fourth symptom—

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being completely crazy.

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One man's crazy
is another woman's art.

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Her work explores things like
gender politics and self-image.

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And the pressing issue
of shaving your entire body

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in public while wearing
a monkey mask.

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She saw her mom
commit suicide

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and was abused
by her stepdad for years.

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Didn't say the crazy
wasn't motivated.

65
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Well, she took that pain
and transformed it into art.

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That's better than a lot
of the alternatives.

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I still vote for nuts.

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We should run a resting-state
functional MRI

69
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to look for increased activity
in the dorsal nexus.

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She's not nuts.

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The monkey-mask-shaving medium
really speaks to you?

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What speaks to me
is she's elevated

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being full of crap
to a genuine art form

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and made a fortune
doing it.

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People that pay 20 grand

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for one of her video stills,
on the other hand,

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really do need
their dorsal nexi checked.

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Maybe the paint thinner set off
an allergic reaction.

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Not without bronchospasm.

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There was a space heater
next to her in the gallery.

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Carbon monoxide poisoning.

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It fits.

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Put her
in a hyperbaric chamber.

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Thank you.

85
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Lisa.

86
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You're Lisa Cuddy.

87
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What's this about?

88
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I'm sorry.
I'm Jerry Barrett.

89
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I recognize you
from the photos.

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They barely do you justice.
The usual.

91
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I'm friends
with your sister.

92
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She showed me
your photos.

93
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I-I work at the bank
across the street.

94
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Um, Julia's my client.
She...

95
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wanted to set us up.

96
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Oh, I-I'm afraid you have me
mixed up with somebody else.

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N-no,
I don't think so.

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I-I've seen many pictures
of you several times.

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That didn't sound
the way I wanted—

100
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I guess I just have
one of those faces.

101
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It's nice to meet you.

102
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Yeah, s-say hi
to Lisa Cuddy

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when you meet her
in the office you share.

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Oh, thank God.

105
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The I.C.U. isn't being attacked
by giant radioactive spiders.

106
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Did I text you that?

107
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That was meant
for my dream journal.

108
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I wanted
to return your stuff.

109
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Don't worry.
I didn't go AWOL.

110
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I had my wife-maid
bring it over.

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My sweater,

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a coffee mug,

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a half-used bottle of lotion,

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and a DVD of Marley & Me.

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Given your thing
for Owen Wilson,

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I thought you might want
those last two back asap.

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I don't get it.
You masturbate to Owen Wilson.

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I meant the box.

119
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Oh.

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It's a symbolic gesture.

121
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I want things to go back
to the way they were

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before we started dating—

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no more bad feelings,
no more issues,

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just work.

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Thanks for coming.

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I haven't even spoken to you
since you hurt yourself.

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I was self-destructive.

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It won't happen again.

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I'm making changes.

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I'm gonna stop doing
stupid things.

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Great.

132
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The smart thing to do
would be to talk

133
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about why you did it.
If you don't understand—

134
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I think I could avoid
putting another hole in my leg

135
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without talking
about my mother.

136
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Well, I don't want
to find out you're wrong

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by getting another phone call
from you in a bloody bathtub.

138
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I'm a big believer
that the best way

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to get past the past
is to shoot it in the head,

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bury it in a deep pit,
and pour lye on it.

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I'm just asking you
to talk about it.

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You owe me.

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Forget about saving
your life.

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You exposed my daughter

145
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to that obnoxious
pirate cartoon.

146
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Bring me lunch tomorrow,
and we can plumb my depths.

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I should have known the gallery
wasn't ventilated enough.

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Hey, if it wasn't for you,
we'd be treating her

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for third-degree burns, too.

150
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That was a mistake.

151
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He shouldn't have interfered.

152
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I told you I'm sorry.

153
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I want to share
your commitment,

154
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but it's hard
for me sometimes.

155
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Like when she read
your love letters in the middle

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of the New Museum?

157
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Yes,
I read The New Yorker.

158
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That was a year ago.

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And we're—
we're not together anymore.

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Seriously,
you weren't really gonna let

161
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that guy set you on fire.

162
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He was just a plant
to get the crowd going, right?

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If that's your interpretation,
I welcome it.

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Afsoun believes explaining
her work limits its potential.

165
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But between us,

166
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he was real
and a total dick.

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No sane person
would let themselves

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be burned alive
for the sake of art.

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My work is meant
to force the audience

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to break with the rational
and see things in a new way.

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Fine.
No sane person

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would let themselves
be burned alive

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to "break with the rational."

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I feel...

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Luca, hand me
the oxygen mask

176
00:09:07,004 --> 00:09:08,621
behind you.

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00:09:11,158 --> 00:09:12,909
Luca!

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Congratulations.

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It's a gestational sac.

180
00:09:16,730 --> 00:09:18,914
Can't see anything
this early.

181
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I know.

182
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I just figured
this would help me process

183
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what's happening.

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- There's a lot we got to figure out.
- We have almost eight months.

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You're not having doubts,
are you?

186
00:09:27,774 --> 00:09:28,975
No.

187
00:09:29,059 --> 00:09:29,976
Are you?

188
00:09:30,043 --> 00:09:31,861
Definitely not.

189
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Nice, cozy home
for little Ruben.

190
00:09:37,567 --> 00:09:39,869
It's a family name.

191
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It's a sandwich.

192
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Named for my family.

193
00:09:50,780 --> 00:09:53,416
It's just House.

194
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I swear to God,
stay out of my personal life.

195
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Where is the downside here?

196
00:10:00,574 --> 00:10:02,291
Huh?
Jerry is cute.

197
00:10:02,342 --> 00:10:04,010
He's a senior V.P.

198
00:10:04,094 --> 00:10:06,579
He kite-surfs
in Costa Rica every winter,

199
00:10:06,647 --> 00:10:08,648
and he loves his mother.
Seasonally?

200
00:10:08,732 --> 00:10:10,599
Or is that
just the kite-surfing?

201
00:10:10,651 --> 00:10:11,651
Is this about House?

202
00:10:11,735 --> 00:10:13,152
What?

203
00:10:13,236 --> 00:10:16,105
Like I secretly wish
I could alter

204
00:10:16,156 --> 00:10:18,324
the laws of the universe,
change who we are,

205
00:10:18,408 --> 00:10:19,942
and magically
make it work out?

206
00:10:19,993 --> 00:10:21,827
Yes, that's exactly
what I'm asking.

207
00:10:21,912 --> 00:10:23,079
My sarcasm indicated no.

208
00:10:23,146 --> 00:10:24,530
No, your sarcasm indicated

209
00:10:24,614 --> 00:10:27,983
you wanted to avoid
actually saying anything.

210
00:10:28,035 --> 00:10:29,802
Look, Lisa...

211
00:10:31,538 --> 00:10:34,457
All I know
is you seem stuck.

212
00:10:34,508 --> 00:10:36,208
And I don't like seeing you
like that.

213
00:10:39,529 --> 00:10:40,813
She got worse
in the hyperbaric chamber.

214
00:10:40,881 --> 00:10:42,298
It's not C.O. poisoning.

215
00:10:42,349 --> 00:10:43,482
I think
we should consider infection

216
00:10:43,550 --> 00:10:44,967
and test the assistant.

217
00:10:45,018 --> 00:10:46,619
I couldn't get his attention.
He was in a daze.

218
00:10:46,687 --> 00:10:48,670
- You think that's a symptom?
- He's in love with her.

219
00:10:48,722 --> 00:10:51,073
He was probably overwhelmed,
couldn't decide what to do.

220
00:10:51,141 --> 00:10:53,809
What's he been doing
since she was admitted?

221
00:10:53,877 --> 00:10:55,411
Did he bring anything

222
00:10:55,479 --> 00:10:57,163
from the patient room
to the treatment room?

223
00:10:57,230 --> 00:10:58,197
A few things—
a handbag,

224
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flowers,
stuffed elephant.

225
00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:04,737
Does she seem
like the kind of woman

226
00:11:04,821 --> 00:11:07,490
who needs a stuffed animal?

227
00:11:09,126 --> 00:11:11,827
Who are you calling?

228
00:11:11,878 --> 00:11:13,662
Oh, of course.

229
00:11:15,882 --> 00:11:18,100
What are you wearing?

230
00:11:18,168 --> 00:11:20,970
Oh, I can see
what you're wearing.

231
00:11:21,037 --> 00:11:23,389
Go to her room.

232
00:11:32,516 --> 00:11:36,402
Now go address
the elephant in the room.

233
00:11:47,730 --> 00:11:50,232
This is a nanny Cam.

234
00:11:50,300 --> 00:11:52,284
The reason Luca
couldn't decide

235
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what to do
in the treatment room

236
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is the same
as in the gallery.

237
00:11:55,505 --> 00:11:57,256
He's been told
not to intervene.

238
00:11:57,340 --> 00:11:59,258
Congratulations.

239
00:11:59,342 --> 00:12:01,577
We've become
her latest work of art.

240
00:12:05,269 --> 00:12:06,656
It shouldn't have surprised us.

241
00:12:06,657 --> 00:12:08,207
All her work
is based on personal traumas.

242
00:12:08,292 --> 00:12:11,527
She's had Luca taking notes,
videotape her treatments,

243
00:12:11,529 --> 00:12:13,414
collect things,
like sharps and bandages.

244
00:12:13,498 --> 00:12:15,365
It'll all go
into a gallery installation.

245
00:12:15,417 --> 00:12:16,650
Well, then I guess as long

246
00:12:16,718 --> 00:12:18,119
as long as the exploitation
is properly motivated,

247
00:12:18,186 --> 00:12:19,587
it's all okay.

248
00:12:22,874 --> 00:12:24,725
Ultrasound showed a cyst

249
00:12:24,810 --> 00:12:26,376
on her pancreas—
we drained it.

250
00:12:26,428 --> 00:12:27,544
Why are we even
discussing this case?

251
00:12:27,596 --> 00:12:29,213
She lied to us.

252
00:12:29,264 --> 00:12:30,514
It's opening us up
to malpractice.

253
00:12:30,565 --> 00:12:32,900
Our practice opens us up
to malpractice.

254
00:12:32,984 --> 00:12:34,275
How do we know
she's actually sick?

255
00:12:34,276 --> 00:12:35,452
Her being sick is a clue.

256
00:12:35,453 --> 00:12:36,602
She would have let
that guy

257
00:12:36,606 --> 00:12:38,090
set her on fire
for the sake of her work.

258
00:12:38,157 --> 00:12:39,891
You think she's scared
of a little arrhythmia?

259
00:12:39,959 --> 00:12:41,209
She probably
huffed paint thinner.

260
00:12:41,276 --> 00:12:42,911
She would have let him
set her on fire

261
00:12:42,962 --> 00:12:44,829
because of the honesty
of her work.

262
00:12:44,897 --> 00:12:46,181
- Faking an illness doesn't fit.
- Thirteen's right—

263
00:12:46,248 --> 00:12:47,916
at least her conclusion was.

264
00:12:47,967 --> 00:12:49,584
Everything else
was laughably wrong.

265
00:12:49,652 --> 00:12:51,836
If the patient
induced pancreatitis

266
00:12:51,921 --> 00:12:53,788
and a heart attack,
she'd be suicidal.

267
00:12:53,839 --> 00:12:56,141
Exactly. She's risking
her life all the time.

268
00:12:56,225 --> 00:12:57,392
Exactly.
If she wanted to be dead,

269
00:12:57,459 --> 00:12:58,793
she'd be dead
a long time ago.

270
00:12:58,844 --> 00:13:01,179
Pretending to cheat death
pays better than water colors.

271
00:13:01,247 --> 00:13:03,481
Coxsackie B fits.

272
00:13:03,549 --> 00:13:04,966
But do a spiral C.T.
of her biliary tree

273
00:13:05,017 --> 00:13:06,651
to rule out gallstones.

274
00:13:06,736 --> 00:13:08,186
Fine.
I'll get the C.T.

275
00:13:08,270 --> 00:13:09,654
Sure. I'd be happy
to come with you.

276
00:13:09,739 --> 00:13:11,723
Thanks for asking.

277
00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:13,575
You're supposed
to stay in bed—

278
00:13:13,642 --> 00:13:14,743
doctor's orders.

279
00:13:14,810 --> 00:13:16,477
If you really cared
about me,

280
00:13:16,529 --> 00:13:18,813
you wouldn't be so obvious
when you scheme

281
00:13:18,864 --> 00:13:20,198
to prove me wrong.

282
00:13:20,282 --> 00:13:23,151
You volunteered because
you want to C.T. her lungs,

283
00:13:23,202 --> 00:13:24,169
not her biliary tree.

284
00:13:24,253 --> 00:13:25,420
You want to find fibrosis

285
00:13:25,487 --> 00:13:27,005
and prove
your "paint thinner" theory.

286
00:13:27,089 --> 00:13:28,823
If I don't come with,
when you fail,

287
00:13:28,874 --> 00:13:31,209
you'll pretend
you never tried.

288
00:13:31,293 --> 00:13:33,044
I don't really have
a choice, now, do I?

289
00:13:57,820 --> 00:14:02,540
Since I've seen your paycheck,
I probably shouldn't.

290
00:14:02,625 --> 00:14:05,193
Canned beans
aren't so bad...

291
00:14:05,244 --> 00:14:08,213
as long as they're cooked
over an oil-drum fire

292
00:14:08,297 --> 00:14:11,750
under a bridge
with the king of the hobos.

293
00:14:11,834 --> 00:14:14,002
I feel dizzy.

294
00:14:20,209 --> 00:14:22,227
Pale,
diaphoretic,

295
00:14:22,311 --> 00:14:23,678
tachycardic,

296
00:14:23,729 --> 00:14:26,064
B.P.,
80 over 40.

297
00:14:26,132 --> 00:14:29,050
Internal bleeding?

298
00:14:29,101 --> 00:14:30,652
Get her out of here
and scope her.

299
00:14:39,578 --> 00:14:41,880
I'm so sorry.
Ooh.

300
00:14:41,947 --> 00:14:43,665
The colonoscopy
didn't find the bleed,

301
00:14:43,732 --> 00:14:45,900
so we got to look
by your liver.

302
00:14:45,951 --> 00:14:48,837
Luca, please.
We need to document everything.

303
00:14:48,904 --> 00:14:50,421
Ooh.

304
00:14:50,506 --> 00:14:51,840
Hold this.

305
00:15:01,717 --> 00:15:04,602
I'm just below
the celiac artery.

306
00:15:04,687 --> 00:15:06,888
No blood.

307
00:15:06,939 --> 00:15:09,357
Could it be leaking
into her thighs?

308
00:15:09,424 --> 00:15:11,476
No swelling,
no asymmetry.

309
00:15:11,560 --> 00:15:12,593
So where's the blood going?

310
00:15:17,650 --> 00:15:20,118
Why are you looking down there?

311
00:15:20,202 --> 00:15:22,821
'Cause I don't like beans.

312
00:15:27,159 --> 00:15:28,877
- You stood me up.
- Sorry.

313
00:15:28,944 --> 00:15:30,278
Should have scheduled

314
00:15:30,329 --> 00:15:32,113
my patient's internal bleeding
for Thursday.

315
00:15:32,164 --> 00:15:34,716
You're still playing the same
petty, passive-aggressive games.

316
00:15:34,783 --> 00:15:37,335
Got you to go all the way
to the second floor

317
00:15:37,419 --> 00:15:38,970
of a building
you work in.

318
00:15:39,054 --> 00:15:40,471
Boy, did I screw with you.

319
00:15:40,556 --> 00:15:42,423
You said
you were going to change.

320
00:15:42,474 --> 00:15:43,975
Check the sign.
It says you got to treat me

321
00:15:44,059 --> 00:15:45,426
with intensive care.

322
00:15:45,477 --> 00:15:46,978
I'm expressing my anger.
You should try it.

323
00:15:47,062 --> 00:15:49,848
Right now, let's finally have
our fight.

324
00:15:49,915 --> 00:15:51,799
All we do is fight.

325
00:15:51,851 --> 00:15:53,818
No, all you've done
is pull pranks

326
00:15:53,903 --> 00:15:56,521
or have temper tantrums
with Wilson, never me,

327
00:15:56,589 --> 00:15:59,157
marry mail-order prostitutes,
make me go to your wedding—

328
00:15:59,241 --> 00:16:01,809
Dominika is
a licensed aesthetician.

329
00:16:01,861 --> 00:16:03,541
You cut open
your own leg.

330
00:16:03,546 --> 00:16:04,422
So all this was about you?

331
00:16:04,647 --> 00:16:05,987
You don't think
it was even related?

332
00:16:06,031 --> 00:16:07,699
House, we've never even had
a conversation

333
00:16:07,783 --> 00:16:08,900
about our breakup.

334
00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:10,869
You are obviously
still angry at me.

335
00:16:10,953 --> 00:16:12,337
And it's hurting
both of us.

336
00:16:12,421 --> 00:16:14,839
Wow, I hadn't realized
the incredible healing power

337
00:16:14,924 --> 00:16:16,591
of lunch.
I know one conversation

338
00:16:16,658 --> 00:16:18,126
isn't gonna solve
everything,

339
00:16:18,177 --> 00:16:19,961
but it is a start.

340
00:16:20,012 --> 00:16:22,597
It's a privacy curtain.

341
00:16:22,665 --> 00:16:25,433
It wasn't working.

342
00:16:27,353 --> 00:16:29,687
Lunch at 1:00,
tomorrow in the cafeteria.

343
00:16:29,772 --> 00:16:31,522
You happy?

344
00:16:38,364 --> 00:16:39,948
How many of those
have you had today?

345
00:16:40,015 --> 00:16:42,183
I don't know.
Is "your mother" a number?

346
00:16:42,234 --> 00:16:44,319
The patient is a fraud.

347
00:16:44,370 --> 00:16:47,088
I found a puncture in the
dorsal vein of her left foot.

348
00:16:47,156 --> 00:16:49,123
- Shooting up heroin wouldn't explain—
- not heroin.

349
00:16:49,191 --> 00:16:51,109
She was injecting herself
with her own red blood cells.

350
00:16:51,176 --> 00:16:53,611
It caused her heart issues, and
when her hematocrit evened out,

351
00:16:53,679 --> 00:16:54,996
we mistook it
for internal bleeding.

352
00:16:55,047 --> 00:16:56,965
It must have been
a very distinctively shaped

353
00:16:57,032 --> 00:16:59,968
and awfully talkative puncture
for you to get all of that.

354
00:17:00,035 --> 00:17:02,337
Browser history
on her laptop helped.

355
00:17:02,388 --> 00:17:04,722
She was researching
blood doping

356
00:17:04,807 --> 00:17:08,209
among other things.

357
00:17:10,296 --> 00:17:13,014
- She was researching me?
- For months.

358
00:17:13,065 --> 00:17:14,565
This isn't about creating art
in the moment.

359
00:17:14,633 --> 00:17:16,234
It's about you.

360
00:17:16,302 --> 00:17:18,853
She set you up.

361
00:17:32,077 --> 00:17:34,712
We sent a Uni over to
his apartment and the hospital.

362
00:17:34,803 --> 00:17:36,554
Yeah, he won't be there.

363
00:17:36,605 --> 00:17:39,390
Any ideas?

364
00:17:39,441 --> 00:17:41,025
When you find him,
you're gonna arrest him?

365
00:17:41,093 --> 00:17:45,897
Is there some reason
you think I shouldn't?

366
00:17:45,948 --> 00:17:48,432
Knowing him,
he'll be in a bar.

367
00:17:48,484 --> 00:17:51,619
He'll find one that matches
how he feels inside.

368
00:17:51,704 --> 00:17:54,539
It'll be the most dark,

369
00:17:54,606 --> 00:17:57,408
depressing hole
you can find in New Jersey.

370
00:18:01,497 --> 00:18:03,781
Now you're just
pissing me off.

371
00:18:03,849 --> 00:18:05,800
I'm really sorry. I-I didn't
know she researched you.

372
00:18:05,884 --> 00:18:07,185
I had no idea she—

373
00:18:07,252 --> 00:18:09,387
If you don't know anything,
then why are you talking?

374
00:18:09,454 --> 00:18:10,788
Please don't take
it out on Luca.

375
00:18:10,839 --> 00:18:12,123
I'll take it out
on whoever I think

376
00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:13,658
will irritate you the most.

377
00:18:13,726 --> 00:18:15,576
I thought you would understand
someone who uses their work

378
00:18:15,644 --> 00:18:16,978
to deal with pain.

379
00:18:17,062 --> 00:18:18,346
I didn't realize
that search engines

380
00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:19,814
could look within the soul.

381
00:18:19,882 --> 00:18:21,666
You're standing in front of me
in a hospital gown.

382
00:18:21,734 --> 00:18:22,817
What the hell
was the point of this?

383
00:18:22,885 --> 00:18:25,136
What personal trauma
are you exploiting—

384
00:18:25,187 --> 00:18:28,106
Sorry—mining
for its artistic potential?

385
00:18:28,157 --> 00:18:30,158
My illness.

386
00:18:32,361 --> 00:18:34,612
I did the blood doping
to intrigue you,

387
00:18:34,663 --> 00:18:37,615
but I was already ill.

388
00:18:37,666 --> 00:18:38,833
Wait.
You're really sick?

389
00:18:38,917 --> 00:18:41,819
Why me?

390
00:18:41,870 --> 00:18:42,787
Do you know what you have?
Yes.

391
00:18:42,838 --> 00:18:44,205
So tell him.

392
00:18:44,289 --> 00:18:46,024
If I do, there won't be
any game for him,

393
00:18:46,091 --> 00:18:48,325
and then there won't be
any art for us.

394
00:18:48,377 --> 00:18:51,996
Why me?

395
00:18:52,047 --> 00:18:54,549
I don't answer
those questions.

396
00:18:57,169 --> 00:18:58,436
You know,
there's a lot of games

397
00:18:58,503 --> 00:19:00,271
I could play
that don't involve dealing

398
00:19:00,338 --> 00:19:02,306
with narcissistic,
manipulative poseurs.

399
00:19:02,358 --> 00:19:05,877
But this is a puzzle
tailor-made for you.

400
00:19:05,944 --> 00:19:09,013
You don't know which
of my symptoms are real,

401
00:19:09,064 --> 00:19:10,398
which are fake,

402
00:19:10,482 --> 00:19:12,950
which ones I'm not even
telling you about.

403
00:19:13,018 --> 00:19:17,572
I know that
intrigues you.

404
00:19:17,656 --> 00:19:22,493
Do you really want
to end it now?

405
00:19:26,548 --> 00:19:28,449
No.

406
00:19:28,517 --> 00:19:30,418
You want us to waste a bed
on her?

407
00:19:30,502 --> 00:19:31,753
You took an oath...

408
00:19:31,837 --> 00:19:34,255
An oath to be cool.

409
00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,108
At least that was the one
I mumbled under my breath

410
00:19:37,176 --> 00:19:38,593
while everyone else
was doing the boring one.

411
00:19:38,677 --> 00:19:41,262
Even if she is sick,
which I don't believe,

412
00:19:41,346 --> 00:19:43,131
she also says
she has a diagnosis.

413
00:19:43,198 --> 00:19:46,184
So it's either just a lie,
or it's just a game.

414
00:19:46,235 --> 00:19:47,602
So what?

415
00:19:47,686 --> 00:19:50,321
I like the game. It's fun.
Go get a blood culture.

416
00:19:50,388 --> 00:19:52,790
Check for parasites and bacteria.
This is the new House—

417
00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:55,660
half the leg power,
twice the irresponsibility?

418
00:19:55,727 --> 00:19:57,945
The new House is about making
my life healthier.

419
00:19:58,030 --> 00:19:59,464
Never said anything
about yours.

420
00:19:59,531 --> 00:20:01,349
Go get her blood.

421
00:20:06,404 --> 00:20:07,738
I'll do it.

422
00:20:07,790 --> 00:20:10,574
He's going through
a tough patch right now.

423
00:20:10,626 --> 00:20:11,976
If this is the distraction
he needs

424
00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:13,428
to keep him
in his hospital bed,

425
00:20:13,512 --> 00:20:16,047
I'm sure it's better
than any of the alternatives.

426
00:20:16,098 --> 00:20:18,966
That was incredibly
condescending.

427
00:20:19,051 --> 00:20:20,218
Did it work?

428
00:20:30,446 --> 00:20:34,098
Why do you keep ducking
your wife's calls?

429
00:20:34,166 --> 00:20:35,299
Ex-wife.

430
00:20:35,367 --> 00:20:37,085
I'm sure she just wants
to congratulate you

431
00:20:37,152 --> 00:20:39,871
about knocking up
a 22-year-old nurse.

432
00:20:39,938 --> 00:20:42,323
I haven't told her yet.

433
00:20:42,391 --> 00:20:44,959
But you have told her
you're not gonna sleep

434
00:20:45,043 --> 00:20:47,628
with her anymore, right?

435
00:20:47,696 --> 00:20:50,298
How are you planning
on letting her know?

436
00:20:50,382 --> 00:20:52,616
Just invite her
to the bris?

437
00:20:52,668 --> 00:20:54,669
I'm trying
to let her down easy.

438
00:20:54,736 --> 00:20:56,037
Rachel never wanted
to have kids.

439
00:20:56,105 --> 00:20:57,588
I don't want
to hurt her feelings.

440
00:20:57,639 --> 00:20:59,957
Yeah.
You are all about feelings.

441
00:21:00,025 --> 00:21:02,727
I've loved Rachel
for 20 years.

442
00:21:02,794 --> 00:21:05,146
What if she never speaks
to me again?

443
00:21:05,230 --> 00:21:07,882
She's gonna find out.

444
00:21:07,950 --> 00:21:09,817
It better be from you.

445
00:21:09,885 --> 00:21:12,436
You can't cheat your way
out of this one.

446
00:21:16,258 --> 00:21:19,327
What is it?

447
00:21:19,411 --> 00:21:21,913
Oh, just the nausea.

448
00:21:21,980 --> 00:21:23,531
She said her back
was hurting earlier.

449
00:21:23,615 --> 00:21:25,500
What's the pain level
on a scale of one to ten?

450
00:21:25,584 --> 00:21:26,951
Five.

451
00:21:27,002 --> 00:21:28,819
How do we know
we can take her word for it?

452
00:21:28,871 --> 00:21:29,820
We can't.
Fun, huh?

453
00:21:29,872 --> 00:21:31,272
Roll on your side.

454
00:21:35,844 --> 00:21:37,328
Grey Turner's sign.

455
00:21:37,379 --> 00:21:38,996
We're done playing.

456
00:21:39,047 --> 00:21:41,098
Your pancreas is releasing
corrosive enzymes.

457
00:21:41,166 --> 00:21:42,850
It'll eat away
at the surrounding organs.

458
00:21:42,918 --> 00:21:45,086
But you must know that.

459
00:21:45,154 --> 00:21:47,522
The doctor who diagnosed you
would have said what will happen

460
00:21:47,606 --> 00:21:49,440
if you don't get treatment.

461
00:21:51,226 --> 00:21:52,693
Just tell them.

462
00:21:52,778 --> 00:21:54,445
If you know
what's wrong with you,

463
00:21:54,512 --> 00:21:56,030
tell them
so they can fix it.

464
00:21:56,098 --> 00:21:58,616
How many projects
have we done together?

465
00:21:58,683 --> 00:22:00,484
You're always so worried.

466
00:22:00,536 --> 00:22:02,587
Have you ever gone wrong
trusting me?

467
00:22:12,631 --> 00:22:14,799
That pancreatic cyst
we drained—

468
00:22:14,866 --> 00:22:17,418
it's back,
and she doesn't care at all.

469
00:22:17,502 --> 00:22:21,672
You think
she actually is suicidal.

470
00:22:21,723 --> 00:22:23,758
I would, but how did
she give herself the cysts?

471
00:22:23,825 --> 00:22:25,493
Tox screen was negative,

472
00:22:25,561 --> 00:22:27,345
and there's no sign
of trauma.

473
00:22:31,433 --> 00:22:33,384
There is
another explanation.

474
00:22:33,452 --> 00:22:35,169
The reason
she didn't react

475
00:22:35,237 --> 00:22:38,172
isn't 'cause
she wants to die.

476
00:22:38,240 --> 00:22:42,109
It's 'cause she knows
she can't do anything about it.

477
00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:46,264
Whatever she has is fatal.

478
00:22:48,617 --> 00:22:49,900
That should narrow it down.

479
00:22:52,085 --> 00:22:54,053
What are we doing here?

480
00:22:54,121 --> 00:22:56,104
Testing a theory.

481
00:22:56,156 --> 00:22:58,958
It's based on some stuff
you can't understand,

482
00:22:59,025 --> 00:23:00,559
like RR variability,

483
00:23:00,627 --> 00:23:02,528
and some stuff you can,

484
00:23:02,596 --> 00:23:04,597
like the fact that she shaved
her head in an art piece

485
00:23:04,664 --> 00:23:05,865
four months ago.

486
00:23:05,932 --> 00:23:08,283
That was a commentary
on society's—

487
00:23:08,335 --> 00:23:09,802
It was a commentary
on the fact

488
00:23:09,886 --> 00:23:11,387
that it was gonna fall out
anyway,

489
00:23:11,454 --> 00:23:13,923
and she wanted
to hide why.

490
00:23:15,292 --> 00:23:17,743
Cancer?

491
00:23:17,811 --> 00:23:20,312
Are—are you sure about that?

492
00:23:20,397 --> 00:23:25,768
See that tumor-ish thingamajig
near her "brainamabob"?

493
00:23:25,819 --> 00:23:28,237
Oh, God.

494
00:23:28,304 --> 00:23:30,940
Are you getting this?

495
00:23:30,991 --> 00:23:32,158
Game's over.
I won.

496
00:23:32,225 --> 00:23:34,193
Primary CNS lymphoma

497
00:23:34,261 --> 00:23:36,028
with associated
paraneoplastic syndrome.

498
00:23:36,112 --> 00:23:39,081
Is that really what it is?

499
00:23:41,618 --> 00:23:42,651
Yes.

500
00:23:42,702 --> 00:23:45,287
Four months ago,

501
00:23:45,338 --> 00:23:49,175
I had some vision
and balance problems,

502
00:23:49,242 --> 00:23:50,960
and New York Mercy
diagnosed me.

503
00:23:51,027 --> 00:23:54,129
The tumor was too close
to the brain stem to cut out,

504
00:23:54,181 --> 00:23:57,149
so they did a few rounds
of radiation.

505
00:23:57,217 --> 00:23:59,852
But it didn't work,
and they sent me home.

506
00:23:59,920 --> 00:24:01,854
That was around the time
you broke up with me.

507
00:24:01,938 --> 00:24:03,355
We were having a fling.

508
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:05,558
It wouldn't have been fair
to involve you.

509
00:24:05,642 --> 00:24:07,193
I'm involved now.

510
00:24:07,260 --> 00:24:09,745
You just didn't want
to open up.

511
00:24:09,813 --> 00:24:11,881
Luca, my mind
was not clear then.

512
00:24:13,717 --> 00:24:15,751
And then you cleared it.

513
00:24:15,819 --> 00:24:17,870
Then you realized
you could use your death

514
00:24:17,954 --> 00:24:19,572
to make your magnum opus.

515
00:24:19,639 --> 00:24:22,958
Maybe you wanted to show
that no one can cheat death,

516
00:24:23,026 --> 00:24:26,345
even an entire team of doctors
with unlimited resources.

517
00:24:26,413 --> 00:24:28,998
Or maybe your first doctors

518
00:24:29,049 --> 00:24:31,967
didn't treat you like a person—
just a series of symptoms.

519
00:24:32,035 --> 00:24:34,553
You wanted to re-create
that depersonalization.

520
00:24:34,638 --> 00:24:36,055
And I was the man to see.

521
00:24:38,842 --> 00:24:41,427
If that was what I thought,

522
00:24:41,511 --> 00:24:43,896
I don't any longer.

523
00:24:43,980 --> 00:24:46,932
You spent time with me.

524
00:24:47,017 --> 00:24:50,436
You took this personally.

525
00:24:52,689 --> 00:24:54,173
No, I didn't.

526
00:24:54,241 --> 00:24:58,727
And I don't actually think
your piece is about anything.

527
00:24:58,795 --> 00:25:00,963
I think you just figured out
that you're mortal.

528
00:25:01,031 --> 00:25:03,415
You're just a bag of cells
and waste

529
00:25:03,500 --> 00:25:05,167
with an expiration date.

530
00:25:05,234 --> 00:25:08,370
You wanted to act out.
You wanted people to notice.

531
00:25:11,124 --> 00:25:14,877
Maybe you even prayed for
a different answer this time.

532
00:25:20,050 --> 00:25:23,519
I got a title
for your piece—

533
00:25:23,586 --> 00:25:26,839
"It Doesn't Mean Anything."

534
00:25:38,904 --> 00:25:41,605
You're forging my name
on prescriptions again.

535
00:25:41,673 --> 00:25:43,958
No.

536
00:25:44,042 --> 00:25:47,628
What you just said implies
that I stopped at some point.

537
00:25:47,712 --> 00:25:49,046
20 minutes ago,
I put a notice out

538
00:25:49,113 --> 00:25:51,281
to all local pharmacies
to require verbal authorization

539
00:25:51,333 --> 00:25:53,134
before filling
my prescriptions.

540
00:25:53,218 --> 00:25:55,269
You have any idea how much extra
work you've just given yourself?

541
00:25:55,337 --> 00:25:56,504
You're not gonna
last a week.

542
00:25:56,588 --> 00:25:58,105
I've been dealing
with this for years.

543
00:25:58,173 --> 00:25:59,456
But it's over—

544
00:25:59,508 --> 00:26:02,009
your liver,
your hearing,

545
00:26:02,093 --> 00:26:03,811
never mind the fact
that each scrip you write

546
00:26:03,895 --> 00:26:05,146
is a separate felony.

547
00:26:05,230 --> 00:26:06,897
You will serve time,
so could I.

548
00:26:06,965 --> 00:26:08,265
You've chosen this moment

549
00:26:08,333 --> 00:26:09,984
to give me crap
about my Vicodin use?

550
00:26:10,068 --> 00:26:11,635
You filled this
three days ago.

551
00:26:11,686 --> 00:26:12,686
Now it's almost half gone.

552
00:26:12,771 --> 00:26:13,804
So is my leg.

553
00:26:13,855 --> 00:26:15,773
It's a month supply.

554
00:26:15,824 --> 00:26:17,908
The amount you're taking
has nothing to do

555
00:26:17,976 --> 00:26:19,660
with physical pain.
Okay.

556
00:26:19,744 --> 00:26:23,080
So maybe I am trying to numb
myself a little,

557
00:26:23,147 --> 00:26:25,900
because I'm trying
to change,

558
00:26:25,928 --> 00:26:27,259
trying to stop
being self-destructive.

559
00:26:27,268 --> 00:26:29,586
So you can only handle
not self-destructing

560
00:26:29,670 --> 00:26:31,538
by being self-destructive?

561
00:26:31,589 --> 00:26:32,474
What do you want from me?

562
00:26:32,475 --> 00:26:35,208
I don't know, House,
but I'm worried about you.

563
00:26:35,209 --> 00:26:36,793
I don't know how many times
I can watch you

564
00:26:36,877 --> 00:26:38,378
cut off pieces of yourself.

565
00:26:38,445 --> 00:26:40,363
Now it's the I.C.U.
Next time it'll be the morgue.

566
00:26:40,431 --> 00:26:42,949
You're miserable.

567
00:26:43,017 --> 00:26:44,501
And you're angry.

568
00:26:44,585 --> 00:26:47,754
And I want you
to actually deal with that

569
00:26:47,805 --> 00:26:50,957
and not just try to medicate
the issue away.

570
00:26:53,995 --> 00:26:55,345
No.

571
00:26:55,429 --> 00:26:57,497
You know
what I feel right now?

572
00:26:57,565 --> 00:27:00,350
I don't feel miserable
or angry.

573
00:27:00,434 --> 00:27:03,019
I don't feel good
or bad.

574
00:27:03,104 --> 00:27:06,623
I feel nothing...

575
00:27:06,691 --> 00:27:10,193
Which feels great.

576
00:27:10,277 --> 00:27:11,611
What are you doing?

577
00:27:11,636 --> 00:27:12,836
Moving on.

578
00:27:13,247 --> 00:27:16,082
In the direction of my house,
where I got some more pills.

579
00:27:19,954 --> 00:27:22,455
If you're discharging yourself
against doctor's orders,

580
00:27:22,506 --> 00:27:23,990
you've got to check
that box.

581
00:27:24,041 --> 00:27:25,475
I'm a doctor.

582
00:27:25,543 --> 00:27:27,177
So, technically—

583
00:27:27,261 --> 00:27:29,546
Wouldn't it be easier
if you just checked the box?

584
00:27:49,950 --> 00:27:51,785
Why are you still here?

585
00:27:51,852 --> 00:27:53,536
I'm going as soon
as the nurse brings me

586
00:27:53,621 --> 00:27:55,288
something for my eczema.

587
00:28:01,379 --> 00:28:04,164
I figured it was irritated
by the paint thinner

588
00:28:04,215 --> 00:28:05,382
poured on me
in the gallery.

589
00:28:05,449 --> 00:28:07,100
Does this mean something?

590
00:28:07,168 --> 00:28:09,419
It's not eczema.

591
00:28:11,555 --> 00:28:13,840
And it's not cancer.

592
00:28:16,343 --> 00:28:18,228
It's Wegener's granulomatosis.

593
00:28:18,295 --> 00:28:20,313
Biopsy confirmed
that what you thought was eczema

594
00:28:20,380 --> 00:28:22,015
was actually a swelling
of the blood vessels

595
00:28:22,066 --> 00:28:23,566
in your skin.

596
00:28:23,651 --> 00:28:25,769
It also explains
the pancreatitis

597
00:28:25,853 --> 00:28:27,937
and the mass in your brain.

598
00:28:28,022 --> 00:28:30,907
And it's treatable.

599
00:28:30,991 --> 00:28:33,109
Um...

600
00:28:33,194 --> 00:28:35,578
What's the treatment?

601
00:28:35,663 --> 00:28:36,863
We could do steroids alone

602
00:28:36,914 --> 00:28:38,415
to shrink the growth
in your brain,

603
00:28:38,499 --> 00:28:40,900
but it's much better to add
another course of radiation.

604
00:28:40,951 --> 00:28:42,535
Radiation?

605
00:28:42,586 --> 00:28:45,472
On my brain?

606
00:28:45,539 --> 00:28:47,090
But it made me fuzzy
last time.

607
00:28:47,174 --> 00:28:49,008
It was harder to work.

608
00:28:49,076 --> 00:28:51,227
I am still slowed down
from it.

609
00:28:51,295 --> 00:28:54,497
And it'll get worse.

610
00:28:54,565 --> 00:28:57,267
But, you know,
dying can also do a number

611
00:28:57,351 --> 00:28:58,601
on your ability to think.

612
00:29:01,722 --> 00:29:03,857
I'm sorry.
I can't do the radiation.

613
00:29:09,897 --> 00:29:11,915
They just said
it was a better treatment.

614
00:29:11,982 --> 00:29:15,118
It could save your life.

615
00:29:15,202 --> 00:29:18,705
My life's not worth anything
if I can't do my art.

616
00:29:18,773 --> 00:29:21,074
You have friends,

617
00:29:21,125 --> 00:29:24,577
people who care
about you.

618
00:29:24,628 --> 00:29:27,914
This is my brain,
my work,

619
00:29:27,965 --> 00:29:29,582
and my life, Luca.

620
00:29:29,633 --> 00:29:31,701
You have more.

621
00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:33,686
This is not

622
00:29:33,754 --> 00:29:37,307
some great performance
piece anymore.

623
00:29:39,176 --> 00:29:41,578
This is just crazy.

624
00:29:43,630 --> 00:29:45,982
I'm sorry.

625
00:29:50,938 --> 00:29:55,141
I can't watch you die...

626
00:29:55,192 --> 00:29:57,827
Not when you
can save yourself.

627
00:30:00,164 --> 00:30:03,449
Good-bye, Afsoun.

628
00:30:16,413 --> 00:30:18,882
Good for you.

629
00:30:32,014 --> 00:30:34,382
- So.
- So.

630
00:30:37,353 --> 00:30:40,605
Why did I ever ban alcohol
from the cafeteria?

631
00:30:44,827 --> 00:30:46,778
Before I forget,
there's a brush.

632
00:30:46,862 --> 00:30:49,063
Tortoise-shell handle,
natural bristles—

633
00:30:49,115 --> 00:30:51,116
wasn't in the box.

634
00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:52,900
If you could look for it...

635
00:30:52,952 --> 00:30:56,538
Like the Lindbergh baby.

636
00:30:56,589 --> 00:30:59,240
You dating anyone?

637
00:30:59,292 --> 00:31:00,425
We don't have to—

638
00:31:00,509 --> 00:31:03,745
Look, it's just
standard lunch conversation.

639
00:31:03,813 --> 00:31:06,348
Not for us.

640
00:31:06,415 --> 00:31:08,016
Okay, well,
if you've gone over

641
00:31:08,083 --> 00:31:10,101
to the "we don't talk
about things" side,

642
00:31:10,186 --> 00:31:12,103
then I've got a pot roast
in the oven.

643
00:31:12,188 --> 00:31:14,139
No.

644
00:31:14,223 --> 00:31:16,374
I haven't dated anyone
since you.

645
00:31:18,861 --> 00:31:22,096
Well, you know what they say—
once you go gimp...

646
00:31:24,483 --> 00:31:28,102
We s-should talk
about your leg.

647
00:31:28,154 --> 00:31:30,905
You think I have
unresolved issues,

648
00:31:30,957 --> 00:31:32,907
and you are
the unresolved issues.

649
00:31:32,959 --> 00:31:35,109
Yes.

650
00:31:35,161 --> 00:31:38,079
But it's—it's—
I think it's more than that.

651
00:31:38,130 --> 00:31:39,831
It's your life,
your choices.

652
00:31:39,915 --> 00:31:41,633
I did it
to fix my life.

653
00:31:41,717 --> 00:31:43,652
No, wait.

654
00:31:43,719 --> 00:31:47,922
No, I did it because
I'm a deeply unhappy person.

655
00:31:47,974 --> 00:31:50,725
No—no, I did it
to get sympathy from you.

656
00:31:50,793 --> 00:31:52,577
I did it to piss you off.

657
00:31:52,645 --> 00:31:54,262
I did it
because I'm not over you.

658
00:31:54,313 --> 00:31:56,481
Or I was over you,
and I was moving on.

659
00:31:56,565 --> 00:31:58,633
I did it because I wanted
to know what it's like

660
00:31:58,684 --> 00:31:59,985
not to be in pain.

661
00:32:00,069 --> 00:32:04,272
I did it because I want
to feel more pain.

662
00:32:09,111 --> 00:32:12,364
Whatever the reason, it was
a bad reason and a bad idea.

663
00:32:12,448 --> 00:32:14,165
That's all that matters.

664
00:32:14,250 --> 00:32:16,317
Good lunch.

665
00:32:22,825 --> 00:32:23,758
House...

666
00:32:23,826 --> 00:32:25,093
Talk to me!

667
00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:26,177
I already did.

668
00:32:26,262 --> 00:32:28,046
No, you just parroted back

669
00:32:28,130 --> 00:32:29,997
what Wilson and I've been saying
to you the last few days.

670
00:32:30,049 --> 00:32:31,883
- Get out of my way.
- No.

671
00:32:31,967 --> 00:32:34,052
Oh, you pulled a stitch.

672
00:32:34,136 --> 00:32:35,336
House, please
just talk to me.

673
00:32:35,388 --> 00:32:37,939
You want to know
how I feel?

674
00:32:44,196 --> 00:32:46,731
I feel hurt.

675
00:32:56,075 --> 00:32:58,192
I know.

676
00:33:02,915 --> 00:33:05,500
I'm sorry.

677
00:33:09,789 --> 00:33:12,340
It's not your fault.

678
00:33:25,438 --> 00:33:28,640
Did I make
the wrong choice?

679
00:33:32,078 --> 00:33:34,295
Five years,

680
00:33:34,363 --> 00:33:37,365
through every opening,
every installation,

681
00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:38,867
every day
and every night,

682
00:33:38,918 --> 00:33:41,286
he was there the whole time.

683
00:33:41,353 --> 00:33:44,739
Except the first time
you were diagnosed.

684
00:33:44,790 --> 00:33:46,991
You broke up with him,

685
00:33:47,059 --> 00:33:50,428
and you had to go
through all of that alone.

686
00:33:50,513 --> 00:33:54,599
Maybe that's the real reason
you're doing this piece—

687
00:33:54,683 --> 00:33:58,736
so that this time
you can have him with you.

688
00:33:58,804 --> 00:34:01,289
You still could.

689
00:34:12,234 --> 00:34:15,036
Hi.

690
00:34:15,103 --> 00:34:16,788
Uh, Lisa Cuddy.

691
00:34:16,872 --> 00:34:18,089
Nice to meet you.

692
00:34:18,157 --> 00:34:19,624
I'm sorry
about the other day.

693
00:34:19,708 --> 00:34:22,660
I—there were some personal
things going on in my life,

694
00:34:22,745 --> 00:34:25,096
and I wasn't at my best.

695
00:34:25,164 --> 00:34:27,298
Well, in retrospect,

696
00:34:27,366 --> 00:34:29,918
my approach could've come off
as a little creepy.

697
00:34:29,985 --> 00:34:31,619
No.

698
00:34:31,670 --> 00:34:34,222
On a scale from one
to creepy,

699
00:34:34,289 --> 00:34:36,357
you were
maybe mildly unnerving.

700
00:34:40,596 --> 00:34:41,846
Paging Dr. Stateman.

701
00:34:41,931 --> 00:34:43,181
Dr. Stateman, please.

702
00:34:50,105 --> 00:34:52,607
Rache.

703
00:34:52,658 --> 00:34:54,576
Sorry I ducked your calls.

704
00:34:54,643 --> 00:34:57,412
I keep making the same mistakes,
but at some point—

705
00:34:57,479 --> 00:34:59,647
Chris...
I'm pregnant.

706
00:35:04,153 --> 00:35:06,504
I...

707
00:35:06,572 --> 00:35:09,707
didn't expect that.

708
00:35:15,714 --> 00:35:16,998
Sorry.

709
00:35:17,049 --> 00:35:18,800
Just checking the stitches
on my penis.

710
00:35:18,851 --> 00:35:21,335
Your leg okay?

711
00:35:21,387 --> 00:35:23,188
- It's healing.
- Good.

712
00:35:23,272 --> 00:35:25,339
Just came to grab
the radiation-therapy forms.

713
00:35:25,391 --> 00:35:27,108
What?

714
00:35:27,175 --> 00:35:30,345
Afsoun changed her mind.

715
00:35:34,967 --> 00:35:36,701
Get out.

716
00:35:45,044 --> 00:35:46,544
You made a decision.

717
00:35:46,629 --> 00:35:49,380
- I changed my mind.
- Why?

718
00:35:49,465 --> 00:35:52,033
Because there
are more important things than—

719
00:35:52,084 --> 00:35:53,418
Than what—
than your brain,

720
00:35:53,502 --> 00:35:55,470
your abilities?

721
00:35:55,537 --> 00:35:57,255
It's where
everything comes from—

722
00:35:57,339 --> 00:35:59,140
any meaning in your life,
any happiness.

723
00:35:59,208 --> 00:36:00,675
Not all happiness—

724
00:36:00,726 --> 00:36:03,144
He's already left once.
He's gonna leave you again.

725
00:36:03,211 --> 00:36:04,646
You don't need to depend
on people

726
00:36:04,713 --> 00:36:07,932
who are gonna let you down.

727
00:36:08,017 --> 00:36:11,236
If you do this,
you're a pathetic hypocrite.

728
00:36:11,303 --> 00:36:13,521
You're saying that
your whole life, all your work

729
00:36:13,572 --> 00:36:15,507
up until him was a pointless—
Why are you doing this?

730
00:37:10,192 --> 00:37:12,766
House I can hear
your phone ringing.

731
00:37:33,308 --> 00:37:35,231
You alright?

732
00:37:36,541 --> 00:37:37,741
You had lunch with Cuddy?

733
00:37:38,052 --> 00:37:39,252
Yeah.

734
00:37:39,711 --> 00:37:40,911
How was it?

735
00:37:42,620 --> 00:37:45,512
The pasta arrabbiata
was cold.

736
00:37:47,908 --> 00:37:49,893
Why don't we get a drink?

737
00:37:49,983 --> 00:37:52,852
We could go
to the Sawmill.

738
00:38:09,269 --> 00:38:10,703
Cuddy's is on the way.

739
00:38:10,770 --> 00:38:14,106
I need to return this.

740
00:38:14,157 --> 00:38:17,043
You think she's going to have
an emergency tangle?

741
00:38:17,110 --> 00:38:19,378
It was on my mind.

742
00:38:19,446 --> 00:38:21,163
I want to get it off.

743
00:38:29,673 --> 00:38:31,474
Want me to come?

744
00:38:31,558 --> 00:38:34,143
If I get in trouble?

745
00:38:34,144 --> 00:38:36,562
I'm delivering a hair brush.

746
00:39:41,712 --> 00:39:43,028
What just happened?

747
00:39:43,080 --> 00:39:46,132
Get out.

748
00:39:46,199 --> 00:39:48,867
What just happened?

749
00:39:48,919 --> 00:39:50,436
Get out.

750
00:39:56,709 --> 00:40:02,181
House, what are you mad about?
Just let it out. You'll feel better.

751
00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,807
Aah!

752
00:41:40,980 --> 00:41:43,782
You're right.
I feel much better.

753
00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:01,600
You want another one?

754
00:42:03,836 --> 00:42:07,273
No, I think
I've had enough.

755
00:42:07,340 --> 00:42:10,175
What do you think
I should do today?

756
00:42:10,227 --> 00:42:12,044
I don't know.
Go home?

757
00:42:15,232 --> 00:42:17,700
Not tonight.

758
00:42:17,784 --> 00:42:19,618
Cheers.

759
00:43:09,286 --> 00:43:13,286
== sync, corrected by elderman ==