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You're bleeding
through your bandage.

2
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Good morning.

3
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Don't we need to get you
to a doctor?

4
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I am a doctor.

5
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That didn't come up
last night?

6
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We didn't do
a lot of talking.

7
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I'm good.

8
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You never told me
what caused your accident.

9
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I was stabbed
by a patient.

10
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That'll teach me
to overbill.

11
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If she likes
crippled guys,

12
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I'm free for
the next six minutes.

13
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What do you want?

14
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45-year-old
truck driver,

15
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recurrent seizures.

16
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No metabolic
or structural—

17
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does this look
like a good time?

18
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Sort of.

19
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At least as good
as the other 12 times

20
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that I've called and paged you
in the last three weeks.

21
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Those times I just didn't
feel like talking to you.

22
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Kinda like now.

23
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I'd apologize again,

24
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but I'm still waiting for you
to accept the first one.

25
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You do work for me.

26
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I am entitled to ask
when you're coming back.

27
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I don't know
when I'm coming back.

28
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I don't know
if I'm coming back.

29
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Got a problem
with that,

30
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fire me.

31
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== sync, corrected by elderman ==

32
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Nice.

33
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It's good to see you
in the hospital,

34
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as a patient
if not as a doctor.

35
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Believe me,

36
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I'd rather be the guy
with the clipboard.

37
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How you doing?

38
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Arrhythmias are gone.

39
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Fine motor control
is improving.

40
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a professional...

41
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I'm fine.

42
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Fine enough
to get back to work?

43
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You don't have
to work for House,

44
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but you do owe me
20 clinic hours.

45
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What, getting knifed doesn't
buy me an extension?

46
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Buys you whatever you need.

47
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But I know you.

48
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If all you do
is physical therapy

49
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and your nighttime
version of it,

50
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you'll lose your mind

51
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faster than you regain
those fine motor skills.

52
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I, uh, have
this terrible pain

53
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in my left shoulder.

54
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It came out of nowhere.

55
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And nothing
seems to help.

56
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Any other symptoms?

57
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Chest pain?
Lightheadedness?

58
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No. None at all.

59
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What were you doing
when the pain came on?

60
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Just sitting
and praying.

61
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She'd been helping to make
the altar breads that morning,

62
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but no hard physical work
or repetitive motion.

63
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A couple of possibilities.

64
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You have enlarged
lymph nodes,

65
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so I'd like to start
by ruling out breast cancer.

66
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And I do mean "rule out."

67
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It's probably nothing.

68
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I'm gonna do
a quick breast exam.

69
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Do you mind stepping out
for a moment?

70
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Not at all.

71
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That was so I could ask
about the second possibility.

72
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Left-sided pain means
it could be angina,

73
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which is made worse
by stress.

74
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Might not be a coincidence
that the pain started

75
00:05:06,931 --> 00:05:09,465
on the verge
of a major life change.

76
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How did you know?

77
00:05:11,335 --> 00:05:12,969
Blue veil means
you're a postulant,

78
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haven't taken
your vows yet.

79
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Brown vestments means
you're carmelites,

80
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cloistered nuns,

81
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which explains the chaperone.

82
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You're about to withdraw
from the world for good.

83
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I was a seminarian.

84
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Who obviously didn't
take his vows.

85
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Cassock made
my ass look fat.

86
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Do you mind
unbuttoning your shirt

87
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and lying down for me?

88
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Okay.

89
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I have had second thoughts.

90
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I'm kind of a wreck.

91
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A life of perpetual
enclosure

92
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and almost complete silence?

93
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If you weren't
wrestling with this,

94
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I'd say there's something
really wrong with you.

95
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I'm going to admit you.

96
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There's a little mass here,

97
00:06:03,086 --> 00:06:05,921
and I'd like
to get it checked out.

98
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It's just a benign
fat deposit.

99
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Her imaging's clean.

100
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Stress test too.
It's not angina.

101
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So why the shoulder pain?

102
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Is it possible

103
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that she hurt
her shoulder?

104
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Thanks a lot.
I didn't tell him.

105
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You were cagey
about where you were going.

106
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And Chase being cagey
in general.

107
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Good chance I'd find the two
of you in the same cage.

108
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So I had park follow you.

109
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How you feeling?

110
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Better.

111
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Heard your arm's
healing nicely.

112
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Good to see you
on your feet.

113
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Patient's a nun?

114
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You turning back to your
long-abandoned faith

115
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in time of trouble?

116
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She was next up
in the clinic.

117
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And I don't want
your help.

118
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You got stabbed.

119
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You blame me.

120
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But what did
you learn about me

121
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that you hadn't known
for years?

122
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Maybe I was an idiot before
and I'm not one now.

123
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Or maybe
the reverse is true.

124
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Thanks for all your help.

125
00:07:05,651 --> 00:07:09,653
Your soul sister
is having a fungal infection

126
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from the unprocessed wheat
in the altar breads.

127
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Explains the shoulder pain
and the jumbo lymph nodes.

128
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Thanks for all my help.

129
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I'm—I'm sorry
I led House to you.

130
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It's part of the job.

131
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Maybe we could get
a meal after work tonight,

132
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if you want
some companionship.

133
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You asking me out
on a date?

134
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No.

135
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I just—
I guess that sounded—

136
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must be scary to be back.

137
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All those knives
and needles.

138
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Infected blood and tissue
everywhere you look.

139
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Just thought you might need
someone to talk to about it.

140
00:08:02,241 --> 00:08:04,842
Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.

141
00:08:04,910 --> 00:08:08,180
Thanks.

142
00:08:12,518 --> 00:08:14,152
Ever surf Kirra Point?

143
00:08:16,322 --> 00:08:18,523
Obviously you're Australian.

144
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I've surfed all over
the Gold Coast.

145
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Don't tell me you have.

146
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The closest I got
was Waimea Bay.

147
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I grew up on Maui.

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If you don't mind me asking,

149
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why are you becoming a nun?

150
00:08:34,608 --> 00:08:37,210
You asking
'cause I surf?

151
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Well, I know that Jesus
walked on water but...

152
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Plus the average postulant
is a lot younger than you.

153
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What were you doing
before this?

154
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Not much of anything.

155
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Worked as a nanny.
Moved around a lot.

156
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Bunch of failed
relationships.

157
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And then what?

158
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God spoke to you?
You heard the calling?

159
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Something like that.

160
00:09:02,170 --> 00:09:03,604
Does there have to be
some dramatic moment

161
00:09:03,671 --> 00:09:04,938
where the skies part?

162
00:09:05,005 --> 00:09:07,407
Usually, yeah.

163
00:09:07,474 --> 00:09:10,376
Is that what happened to you
when you entered the seminary?

164
00:09:12,545 --> 00:09:14,746
Mom drank, dad worked.

165
00:09:14,814 --> 00:09:17,148
They stuck me
in catholic school.

166
00:09:17,216 --> 00:09:20,351
Priests and nuns were
the closest I had to family.

167
00:09:20,419 --> 00:09:23,188
Turned out that wasn't much of
a reason to join the priesthood.

168
00:09:23,256 --> 00:09:24,790
Is that why you left?

169
00:09:26,860 --> 00:09:28,260
Something like that.

170
00:09:35,503 --> 00:09:37,704
I think I may throw up.

171
00:09:48,582 --> 00:09:50,983
What's wrong with me?

172
00:09:51,051 --> 00:09:54,253
Not a fungal infection.

173
00:10:02,194 --> 00:10:04,695
You're probably wondering,
why the soda balloons?

174
00:10:04,763 --> 00:10:05,830
I'm not.

175
00:10:05,898 --> 00:10:08,065
Well, I'll tell you.

176
00:10:08,133 --> 00:10:09,500
You're not the only one

177
00:10:09,568 --> 00:10:10,935
whose life spiraled
out of control

178
00:10:11,003 --> 00:10:12,670
when you got knifed
in the ventricle.

179
00:10:12,738 --> 00:10:13,805
Taub has decided—

180
00:10:13,872 --> 00:10:15,106
I need help
with my patient.

181
00:10:15,174 --> 00:10:16,441
She's vomiting.

182
00:10:16,509 --> 00:10:18,209
That's not from
a fungal infection.

183
00:10:18,277 --> 00:10:19,310
What are you
planning to do

184
00:10:19,378 --> 00:10:20,478
now that you're
not working for me?

185
00:10:20,546 --> 00:10:22,547
I have no idea.

186
00:10:22,615 --> 00:10:24,383
Almost dying's
been clarifying.

187
00:10:24,450 --> 00:10:25,650
I can do anything.

188
00:10:25,718 --> 00:10:27,753
You can do anything.

189
00:10:27,821 --> 00:10:29,355
So you come back
to the same building

190
00:10:29,422 --> 00:10:31,257
you've worked in
for years.

191
00:10:31,324 --> 00:10:33,759
Guess you can cross that
off your bucket list.

192
00:10:33,827 --> 00:10:35,528
Can we get to my patient
sometime soon?

193
00:10:35,595 --> 00:10:38,965
As soon as you admit that
you're a confused mess, sure.

194
00:10:39,032 --> 00:10:40,433
You'll help me.

195
00:10:40,500 --> 00:10:42,501
'Cause even though you don't
find my case interesting,

196
00:10:42,569 --> 00:10:44,603
you find my interest in it
interesting.

197
00:10:46,206 --> 00:10:49,308
Well, when you
put it that way...

198
00:10:49,376 --> 00:10:50,976
Ascending colangitis.

199
00:10:55,348 --> 00:10:56,749
Missed me.

200
00:10:56,816 --> 00:10:57,849
Can't be,
bilirubin's normal.

201
00:10:57,917 --> 00:11:01,053
Clinical signs
can show up days

202
00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:03,422
before lab signs.

203
00:11:04,958 --> 00:11:06,157
Ha ha ha!

204
00:11:08,028 --> 00:11:09,294
This is great.

205
00:11:09,362 --> 00:11:10,796
We should make this
a regular thing.

206
00:11:14,768 --> 00:11:16,135
She can't feel
her foot at all.

207
00:11:21,208 --> 00:11:22,541
What does this mean?

208
00:11:22,609 --> 00:11:24,343
It means I've got
to spend more time

209
00:11:24,411 --> 00:11:26,812
consulting
with a colleague.

210
00:11:35,442 --> 00:11:37,777
He tried to tongue-kiss Park
when you were closer.

211
00:11:37,845 --> 00:11:39,446
You think his sexuality
is normal?

212
00:11:39,514 --> 00:11:41,982
I need more help.
My patient has a new symptom.

213
00:11:42,050 --> 00:11:43,384
Ischemic foot.

214
00:11:43,452 --> 00:11:45,387
Get the lecture
out of your system

215
00:11:45,454 --> 00:11:47,088
so we can talk
about my case.

216
00:11:49,359 --> 00:11:53,962
Let me start
with an allegory.

217
00:11:54,029 --> 00:11:55,329
Ah.

218
00:12:00,169 --> 00:12:01,503
Okay, I'm curious.

219
00:12:01,570 --> 00:12:04,706
Your overreaction
to your stabbing

220
00:12:04,774 --> 00:12:08,076
is to blame me even as
you are drawn to me.

221
00:12:08,144 --> 00:12:11,280
Taub's is to take
moronic self-defense classes

222
00:12:11,348 --> 00:12:13,816
that won't defend him
against anything.

223
00:12:13,884 --> 00:12:15,351
Krav maga.

224
00:12:15,419 --> 00:12:16,852
Which helped me
block your shot

225
00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:17,854
and will continue
to help me

226
00:12:17,921 --> 00:12:19,122
defend myself in a building

227
00:12:19,190 --> 00:12:20,590
full of drugged-up strangers.

228
00:12:20,658 --> 00:12:23,593
Taub has to accept
that by instinct and genetics

229
00:12:23,661 --> 00:12:25,195
he is a coward,

230
00:12:25,263 --> 00:12:26,430
who's better off
running and hiding

231
00:12:26,497 --> 00:12:27,998
at the first sign
of danger.

232
00:12:28,066 --> 00:12:30,667
I've already fended off six
of your blitzkriegs in a row.

233
00:12:30,735 --> 00:12:32,669
And the seventh?
And the eighth?

234
00:12:32,737 --> 00:12:34,838
And the nth?

235
00:12:34,905 --> 00:12:35,839
If you get him,
what's that gonna prove?

236
00:12:35,906 --> 00:12:37,806
That unexpected things happen.

237
00:12:37,874 --> 00:12:41,009
By definition, no class can
teach you to expect them.

238
00:12:41,077 --> 00:12:44,046
Which is why Taub
is idiotic to study them,

239
00:12:44,113 --> 00:12:46,147
and you're idiotic to attach
any significance to them.

240
00:12:46,215 --> 00:12:47,649
Blood clot.

241
00:12:47,716 --> 00:12:50,652
Her D-Dimer's normal.

242
00:12:50,720 --> 00:12:52,154
On the other hand—

243
00:12:54,056 --> 00:12:56,324
Yah!

244
00:12:58,394 --> 00:13:00,128
What if he's right
about the blockage

245
00:13:00,196 --> 00:13:01,563
but wrong
about the cause?

246
00:13:01,630 --> 00:13:03,498
Vasospasm.

247
00:13:03,566 --> 00:13:06,234
That explains everything
but the lymph nodes.

248
00:13:06,302 --> 00:13:07,936
And any minor infection
could have caused those.

249
00:13:08,004 --> 00:13:10,638
Calcium channel blocker
to treat.

250
00:13:21,350 --> 00:13:23,150
Are you okay?

251
00:13:23,218 --> 00:13:24,852
I almost got you killed
by bringing a scalpel

252
00:13:24,920 --> 00:13:26,187
into that room.

253
00:13:26,255 --> 00:13:27,321
I could feel better
about that.

254
00:13:27,389 --> 00:13:29,457
You saved my life too.

255
00:13:29,524 --> 00:13:32,727
I think the ledger's clear.

256
00:13:32,794 --> 00:13:35,229
But how can you not
be traumatized?

257
00:13:35,297 --> 00:13:37,598
Can't change
what happened.

258
00:13:37,666 --> 00:13:40,334
Can only make better
choices from here.

259
00:13:40,402 --> 00:13:41,969
So you're Zen about it

260
00:13:42,037 --> 00:13:44,038
but won't let go
of your anger toward House?

261
00:13:47,742 --> 00:13:49,376
I'm seeing
a trauma counselor.

262
00:13:49,444 --> 00:13:50,878
I think you should too.

263
00:13:50,946 --> 00:13:53,181
I'm okay.

264
00:13:53,248 --> 00:13:55,149
Just knowing you're there
for me is enough.

265
00:14:03,994 --> 00:14:05,528
Convent lets you
have this?

266
00:14:05,596 --> 00:14:08,898
I borrowed it from
one of the nurses.

267
00:14:08,966 --> 00:14:10,867
I'm still on temporary vows.

268
00:14:10,935 --> 00:14:13,837
It may be the last time
I hear Eminem for a while.

269
00:14:13,904 --> 00:14:16,306
You're using an iPod.

270
00:14:16,373 --> 00:14:18,441
But I've never seen you
use rosary beads.

271
00:14:23,380 --> 00:14:25,881
What day did Jesus die?

272
00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:28,151
I know,
one gospel says passover,

273
00:14:28,218 --> 00:14:30,520
another says
the day before.

274
00:14:30,587 --> 00:14:31,654
How many times
did the cock crow

275
00:14:31,722 --> 00:14:33,723
before Peter's
third denial?

276
00:14:33,791 --> 00:14:35,024
Once or twice?

277
00:14:35,092 --> 00:14:37,660
You can't argue away
my faith.

278
00:14:37,728 --> 00:14:38,895
Why?

279
00:14:38,962 --> 00:14:40,296
Because it's so strong

280
00:14:40,364 --> 00:14:41,764
even plain contradictions—

281
00:14:41,832 --> 00:14:44,667
because it's not
that strong.

282
00:14:44,735 --> 00:14:46,969
I'm not saying
I don't have faith.

283
00:14:47,037 --> 00:14:51,240
I just haven't felt
the calling yet.

284
00:14:51,308 --> 00:14:54,243
No one joins the clergy
without having that epiphany.

285
00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:57,045
That God's love
is speaking to you directly.

286
00:14:57,113 --> 00:15:00,982
It's the silence,
the contemplation,

287
00:15:01,049 --> 00:15:03,250
the order.

288
00:15:03,318 --> 00:15:04,685
I need them.

289
00:15:07,355 --> 00:15:10,090
Hoping everything else
will come later.

290
00:15:10,158 --> 00:15:12,426
That's not an answer.

291
00:15:12,494 --> 00:15:14,795
If you want silence,
you can get ear plugs.

292
00:15:14,863 --> 00:15:17,065
I tried the outside world.

293
00:15:17,132 --> 00:15:19,100
It wasn't enough.

294
00:15:19,168 --> 00:15:20,268
Have you been married?

295
00:15:20,336 --> 00:15:21,637
No.

296
00:15:21,704 --> 00:15:23,706
No kids.
You never found a career.

297
00:15:23,774 --> 00:15:26,142
Doesn't sound like the outside
world got much of a try.

298
00:15:28,245 --> 00:15:31,380
What you're
headed towards now,

299
00:15:31,447 --> 00:15:34,116
14 hours a day
in silent prayer,

300
00:15:34,184 --> 00:15:36,552
never having a family,

301
00:15:36,620 --> 00:15:39,055
never touching
another human being.

302
00:15:39,122 --> 00:15:41,090
Just because that's
what you'd miss the most.

303
00:15:43,059 --> 00:15:45,360
The nurses talk.

304
00:15:49,032 --> 00:15:50,732
Nothing's wrong
with having fun.

305
00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:54,002
They said you were almost
killed three weeks ago.

306
00:15:54,070 --> 00:15:56,371
You go right back to fun?

307
00:15:56,439 --> 00:15:59,373
Is that why
you wanna be a nun?

308
00:15:59,441 --> 00:16:00,941
Someone broke your heart.

309
00:16:01,009 --> 00:16:05,478
No.

310
00:16:05,546 --> 00:16:08,915
I'm just looking
for something more.

311
00:16:11,318 --> 00:16:12,785
So am I.

312
00:16:23,464 --> 00:16:25,532
I'm late for work
in the clinic.

313
00:16:44,018 --> 00:16:45,452
Really?

314
00:16:45,520 --> 00:16:47,121
George Washingbaum?

315
00:16:47,188 --> 00:16:49,556
He was a character
in the Flintsteins.

316
00:16:49,624 --> 00:16:53,260
Just hiding out till House
leaves the cafeteria.

317
00:16:57,499 --> 00:16:59,133
The self-defense classes,

318
00:16:59,200 --> 00:17:01,469
you think they're making
any kind of difference?

319
00:17:01,536 --> 00:17:04,404
Not as much
as House's surprise attacks.

320
00:17:04,472 --> 00:17:06,640
He thinks three steps ahead,
so I do too.

321
00:17:08,509 --> 00:17:10,110
Which is why you should
accept his apology

322
00:17:10,178 --> 00:17:11,545
and come back on the team.

323
00:17:11,612 --> 00:17:13,914
He's annoying,
he's maddening.

324
00:17:13,982 --> 00:17:16,250
But he makes us
all better.

325
00:17:18,820 --> 00:17:20,955
Note to self.

326
00:17:24,125 --> 00:17:25,726
Foot color's good.

327
00:17:25,794 --> 00:17:29,163
Arterial pulse is good.

328
00:17:29,230 --> 00:17:30,898
Capillary refill's good.

329
00:17:30,965 --> 00:17:32,499
And her shoulder pain
is all gone.

330
00:17:32,567 --> 00:17:35,702
Looks like you're ready
to go home.

331
00:17:35,770 --> 00:17:38,205
I'll get the car
and meet you out front.

332
00:17:41,443 --> 00:17:44,178
I'd say I'm in the book,

333
00:17:44,246 --> 00:17:46,615
but not the one you'll be
reading from now on.

334
00:17:54,389 --> 00:17:58,826
Six years ago,
I was a nanny in Honolulu

335
00:17:58,894 --> 00:18:01,462
for this beautiful
two-year-old boy.

336
00:18:01,529 --> 00:18:03,697
I loved him.

337
00:18:03,765 --> 00:18:05,633
Probably spent
more time with him

338
00:18:05,700 --> 00:18:07,802
than his own parents.

339
00:18:09,637 --> 00:18:14,374
One day I was in the park
talking with another nanny.

340
00:18:14,442 --> 00:18:18,778
He wandered out of the sandbox
into the street,

341
00:18:18,845 --> 00:18:22,047
into the path
of a moving car.

342
00:18:24,484 --> 00:18:26,118
That could have happened
to anyone.

343
00:18:26,186 --> 00:18:28,887
I don't think so.

344
00:18:28,955 --> 00:18:31,424
And even if it did,
they'd blame themselves

345
00:18:31,491 --> 00:18:33,692
for the rest
of their lives too.

346
00:18:33,760 --> 00:18:37,597
You shouldn't.

347
00:18:37,664 --> 00:18:40,766
You shouldn't run from what
can still be a good life.

348
00:18:40,834 --> 00:18:43,303
I'm running to God.

349
00:18:43,370 --> 00:18:45,104
After what happened to you,

350
00:18:45,172 --> 00:18:47,340
don't you wanna
remake your life?

351
00:18:47,408 --> 00:18:50,510
Not by hiding myself away.

352
00:18:52,846 --> 00:18:55,281
I hope it works out
for you.

353
00:18:59,320 --> 00:19:02,722
It is gonna be hard.

354
00:19:02,790 --> 00:19:04,958
Not touching anyone.

355
00:19:49,220 --> 00:19:53,323
Who knew mother inferior
was a smoking hottie.

356
00:19:53,379 --> 00:19:55,347
No wonder you're playing
handsies with her.

357
00:19:55,414 --> 00:19:57,382
You think I'm hitting
on a nun?

358
00:19:57,449 --> 00:20:00,217
Angry at God or I just
need a challenge?

359
00:20:00,285 --> 00:20:02,553
Or you're terrified
of intimacy,

360
00:20:02,621 --> 00:20:04,555
which is why
you're a serial slut.

361
00:20:04,623 --> 00:20:08,191
But right now you're grasping
at an emotional life raft.

362
00:20:08,259 --> 00:20:11,828
Ideally someone for whom
intimacy's not an option.

363
00:20:11,896 --> 00:20:13,763
That actually makes sense,
which I can't say

364
00:20:13,831 --> 00:20:14,997
about anything else
you've been doing.

365
00:20:15,065 --> 00:20:16,898
I'm not emotionally
involved with her.

366
00:20:16,966 --> 00:20:19,234
And much as I'd love
to hear you contradict me,

367
00:20:19,302 --> 00:20:21,971
I have a 7:30 appointment
to explore my intimacy issues

368
00:20:22,038 --> 00:20:24,373
at La Scala.

369
00:20:26,510 --> 00:20:27,977
I'm talking to this agent.
He's a bit of a sleaze.

370
00:20:28,045 --> 00:20:30,546
But he's really excited
about representing me.

371
00:20:30,614 --> 00:20:32,548
Although he can't take on
any new clients right now,

372
00:20:32,616 --> 00:20:33,883
he's trying to get me
an audition

373
00:20:33,951 --> 00:20:35,552
for one of those
online soaps.

374
00:20:35,619 --> 00:20:36,787
Have you ever watched
one of those?

375
00:20:40,425 --> 00:20:41,626
Am I boring you?

376
00:20:46,231 --> 00:20:48,499
Unfortunately, yeah.

377
00:20:48,566 --> 00:20:50,000
Sorry.

378
00:21:02,248 --> 00:21:03,649
Hi.

379
00:21:05,985 --> 00:21:09,021
You're not supposed
to be here.

380
00:21:09,088 --> 00:21:10,188
Or anywhere.

381
00:21:10,256 --> 00:21:12,257
Yeah.

382
00:21:14,560 --> 00:21:16,594
You were right.

383
00:21:16,662 --> 00:21:18,529
I was running away.

384
00:22:01,505 --> 00:22:03,707
Oh, now you're shy.

385
00:22:06,177 --> 00:22:09,112
It's brighter
in the morning.

386
00:22:15,019 --> 00:22:17,621
So are we gonna spend
the rest of eternity

387
00:22:17,688 --> 00:22:20,356
in a lake of fire
while pointy-tailed demons

388
00:22:20,424 --> 00:22:22,692
poke at us with sticks?

389
00:22:26,864 --> 00:22:28,832
This is a little scary
for me.

390
00:22:28,900 --> 00:22:31,234
I had a whole life planned.

391
00:22:31,302 --> 00:22:34,805
Not that I wasn't
struggling with it.

392
00:22:34,872 --> 00:22:36,540
And then I met you.

393
00:22:36,608 --> 00:22:40,978
Don't worry, I know you're
not the relationship type.

394
00:22:41,046 --> 00:22:43,014
I'm not
not the relationship type.

395
00:22:43,082 --> 00:22:44,616
I was married once.

396
00:22:44,683 --> 00:22:46,451
Relax.

397
00:22:46,519 --> 00:22:47,953
You're fine.

398
00:22:50,323 --> 00:22:51,758
So what's next for you?

399
00:22:54,829 --> 00:22:57,664
I have to find
a place to live.

400
00:22:57,732 --> 00:23:00,434
Get my old job back.

401
00:23:00,502 --> 00:23:03,804
Sure, I'll feel guilty,
start doubting.

402
00:23:03,872 --> 00:23:05,605
As long as you keep dealing
with your doubts

403
00:23:05,673 --> 00:23:07,507
in the same way then...

404
00:23:09,778 --> 00:23:11,978
Moira?

405
00:23:12,046 --> 00:23:14,281
I'm sorry,
did you say something?

406
00:23:16,317 --> 00:23:18,118
Your neck.

407
00:23:18,185 --> 00:23:19,619
What?

408
00:23:19,687 --> 00:23:21,221
Are your ears ringing?

409
00:23:21,289 --> 00:23:24,958
Yeah.
What does that mean?

410
00:23:27,028 --> 00:23:31,330
We've got to get you back
to the hospital right away.

411
00:23:31,398 --> 00:23:32,565
The artery that's bringing
blood to your brain,

412
00:23:32,633 --> 00:23:33,799
it's coming apart.

413
00:23:33,867 --> 00:23:35,300
Means you could stroke.

414
00:23:35,368 --> 00:23:36,902
I've paged a team
of our best doctors.

415
00:23:36,969 --> 00:23:38,703
I don't have
to cough as much.

416
00:23:38,771 --> 00:23:40,973
It's clotted up.

417
00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:42,541
Is that bad?

418
00:23:42,608 --> 00:23:45,344
We're almost there.

419
00:23:46,746 --> 00:23:50,082
Get me her o-two level.

420
00:23:50,150 --> 00:23:51,450
What are you doing?

421
00:23:51,518 --> 00:23:53,218
I want to make sure I can
position her wrist properly.

422
00:23:53,286 --> 00:23:54,820
For what?
A.B.G.

423
00:23:54,888 --> 00:23:57,890
I don't need an A.B.G.
Just get a pulse ox.

424
00:23:57,958 --> 00:23:59,792
I'll do it.
Grab a consent form.

425
00:23:59,860 --> 00:24:02,261
Go!

426
00:24:02,329 --> 00:24:03,930
We need to operate
right now, okay?

427
00:24:03,998 --> 00:24:05,364
Good to operate.

428
00:24:07,535 --> 00:24:10,303
Repeat this, no ifs, ands,
or buts about it.

429
00:24:10,371 --> 00:24:13,339
No about it and no ifs.

430
00:24:13,407 --> 00:24:14,841
Get her into O.R. 11.

431
00:24:21,104 --> 00:24:22,237
Carotid dissection,

432
00:24:22,305 --> 00:24:24,139
four-inch pulsatile
mass in her neck,

433
00:24:24,206 --> 00:24:25,607
and some broca's aphasia.

434
00:24:25,674 --> 00:24:26,741
It's got to be a clot

435
00:24:26,809 --> 00:24:27,675
keeping her
from bleeding out.

436
00:24:27,743 --> 00:24:29,110
Pulse?

437
00:24:29,178 --> 00:24:30,245
Bounding, four-plus.

438
00:24:30,313 --> 00:24:31,246
It was a three-plus
20 minutes ago.

439
00:24:31,314 --> 00:24:33,415
20?

440
00:24:33,483 --> 00:24:35,017
Thought she just got here.

441
00:24:37,754 --> 00:24:39,556
That blood
looks pretty dry.

442
00:24:39,623 --> 00:24:42,092
Cut yourself shaving?

443
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:44,361
You know,
that can happen

444
00:24:44,429 --> 00:24:47,432
when the nun you woke up with
coughs blood on you.

445
00:24:47,499 --> 00:24:50,001
You slept with a nun?

446
00:24:50,069 --> 00:24:52,036
Forget nun,
you slept with a patient?

447
00:24:52,104 --> 00:24:53,838
Former, to both.

448
00:24:53,906 --> 00:24:56,173
Internal neck trauma,
that's impressive.

449
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:58,041
It's happened to me
a few times.

450
00:24:58,109 --> 00:25:00,577
Up high.

451
00:25:00,645 --> 00:25:02,478
Dr. Chase.

452
00:25:04,148 --> 00:25:06,382
Clot's broken.

453
00:25:06,450 --> 00:25:07,617
Bring her in
and pack her nose.

454
00:25:07,684 --> 00:25:08,918
I'm gonna need
number three vicryls.

455
00:25:08,985 --> 00:25:11,253
I'm gonna fix this.

456
00:25:11,321 --> 00:25:12,288
You're not gonna
operate on her.

457
00:25:12,355 --> 00:25:14,023
Kapur and Carlyle
are unavailable.

458
00:25:14,091 --> 00:25:16,192
Reilly's done far fewer
dissections than I have.

459
00:25:16,259 --> 00:25:18,261
He's also slept with her
far fewer times than you have.

460
00:25:18,328 --> 00:25:19,595
Your judgment's
compromised.

461
00:25:19,663 --> 00:25:20,863
I spent the night with her.

462
00:25:20,931 --> 00:25:22,331
Doesn't change
how I make an incision.

463
00:25:22,399 --> 00:25:24,533
Tell him!

464
00:25:25,869 --> 00:25:29,005
Do the surgery.

465
00:25:29,073 --> 00:25:30,307
You're trying
to score points with him

466
00:25:30,375 --> 00:25:32,509
at the risk
of a patient's life.

467
00:25:32,577 --> 00:25:33,811
He's the better surgeon.

468
00:25:36,648 --> 00:25:37,782
Vascular clamp.

469
00:25:37,849 --> 00:25:39,650
You're not gonna put her
on bypass?

470
00:25:39,718 --> 00:25:40,851
It'd take a half hour
to set up.

471
00:25:40,919 --> 00:25:42,386
You clamp now,
she could stroke out.

472
00:25:42,454 --> 00:25:44,421
She's already got
neurological symptoms.

473
00:25:44,489 --> 00:25:46,757
We wait 30 minutes, she'll
definitely have brain damage.

474
00:25:46,825 --> 00:25:49,126
You're trying to make sure
she's either perfect or dead.

475
00:25:49,194 --> 00:25:50,394
She's not going to die.

476
00:25:50,462 --> 00:25:51,796
If I get this done
in five minutes,

477
00:25:51,864 --> 00:25:53,097
she won't stroke out.

478
00:25:53,165 --> 00:25:54,265
You don't know
that you will.

479
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,566
And you can't know
because you can't

480
00:25:55,634 --> 00:25:58,369
think clearly about her.

481
00:25:58,437 --> 00:26:00,538
Vascular clamp.

482
00:26:07,313 --> 00:26:11,215
Occlusion time 9:46
and 23 seconds.

483
00:26:11,283 --> 00:26:13,284
Vascular scissors.

484
00:26:48,254 --> 00:26:50,889
We're over five minutes.

485
00:26:52,057 --> 00:26:54,092
Ultrasound.

486
00:27:00,164 --> 00:27:02,832
Good flow.
Lighten the anesthesia.

487
00:27:02,900 --> 00:27:04,867
You're not gonna close
the wound first?

488
00:27:04,935 --> 00:27:07,503
No.

489
00:27:20,452 --> 00:27:22,153
Can you hear me?

490
00:27:25,325 --> 00:27:27,059
Repeat this,

491
00:27:27,127 --> 00:27:30,062
no ifs, ands, or buts.

492
00:27:30,130 --> 00:27:34,199
No ifs, ands, or buts.

493
00:27:40,574 --> 00:27:44,911
I'm sorry about before.

494
00:27:44,979 --> 00:27:47,647
You're scared,
aren't you?

495
00:27:47,715 --> 00:27:49,316
That's why you wanted
companionship.

496
00:27:49,384 --> 00:27:51,551
That's why you cried out
when House shot at Taub.

497
00:27:51,619 --> 00:27:53,620
What exactly
are you scared of?

498
00:27:53,688 --> 00:27:55,389
A needle stick?

499
00:27:55,457 --> 00:27:57,424
Some other nut
pulling a scalpel?

500
00:27:57,492 --> 00:28:01,027
I'm scared
of everything.

501
00:28:01,095 --> 00:28:03,196
It sucks that
there was a stabbing.

502
00:28:03,264 --> 00:28:04,764
But you'll get over it.

503
00:28:04,832 --> 00:28:06,233
Like you have?

504
00:28:06,301 --> 00:28:08,769
You weren't even there.

505
00:28:08,836 --> 00:28:11,472
I know, I—
I left the room.

506
00:28:11,539 --> 00:28:12,873
It was pure luck.

507
00:28:12,941 --> 00:28:15,976
I was in the room.
That was pure luck too.

508
00:28:19,347 --> 00:28:21,682
I get that you're scared
and guilty.

509
00:28:21,750 --> 00:28:23,317
You're still a doctor.

510
00:28:23,385 --> 00:28:25,519
I don't have time
to teach you to act like one.

511
00:28:30,758 --> 00:28:32,092
We removed the artery.

512
00:28:32,160 --> 00:28:33,294
I found nodules.

513
00:28:33,361 --> 00:28:34,996
Could mean lupus.

514
00:28:35,063 --> 00:28:36,096
Negative A.N.A.

515
00:28:36,164 --> 00:28:38,466
Where are you going?

516
00:28:38,533 --> 00:28:40,634
Great thing
about assigning Taub

517
00:28:40,701 --> 00:28:42,670
fraudulent lab work
is you know exactly

518
00:28:42,738 --> 00:28:44,638
where he's gonna
end up.

519
00:28:44,705 --> 00:28:46,340
Great thing about
assigning Taub

520
00:28:46,408 --> 00:28:48,375
obviously fraudulent
lab work

521
00:28:48,443 --> 00:28:50,911
is you get to watch
his inner paranoiac at work.

522
00:28:58,720 --> 00:29:01,656
And then...

523
00:29:01,723 --> 00:29:03,725
Two to the head.

524
00:29:03,792 --> 00:29:05,059
Can we talk
about my patient?

525
00:29:05,127 --> 00:29:06,661
Quite a journey.

526
00:29:06,729 --> 00:29:08,796
Starts with a surgical tool
in your heart

527
00:29:08,864 --> 00:29:10,364
and ends with
a surgeon's tool in a nun.

528
00:29:10,432 --> 00:29:11,532
What's the plan?

529
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,201
Plan's to cure her.

530
00:29:13,268 --> 00:29:16,171
Well, if it's
not meaningless sex,

531
00:29:16,239 --> 00:29:17,939
kinda screams out
for an end game.

532
00:29:18,007 --> 00:29:20,208
You're the dog that's
chasing the popemobile.

533
00:29:20,275 --> 00:29:21,809
You sure you want—

534
00:29:23,645 --> 00:29:24,778
oh, my God.

535
00:29:27,682 --> 00:29:29,950
Taub is interrogating
the janitor.

536
00:29:30,017 --> 00:29:33,253
He must think that
I hired him to attack—

537
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:37,290
actually,
why didn't I do that?

538
00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:40,661
Plaques could be confused
for nodules.

539
00:29:40,728 --> 00:29:42,662
Which would mean...
Syphilis.

540
00:29:42,730 --> 00:29:45,098
Explains the shoulder
and foot involvement.

541
00:29:45,166 --> 00:29:47,000
Hope you practiced

542
00:29:47,067 --> 00:29:48,668
the immaculate
contraception.

543
00:29:53,808 --> 00:29:55,642
Lock and load.

544
00:29:57,945 --> 00:29:59,579
Boo-yah!

545
00:29:59,646 --> 00:30:01,747
Pfft!

546
00:30:01,815 --> 00:30:04,083
Boo-yah to you too.

547
00:30:07,587 --> 00:30:09,989
But I hadn't
had sex in years.

548
00:30:10,057 --> 00:30:11,391
Tertiary syphilis means
you've had the disease

549
00:30:11,458 --> 00:30:12,925
for at least that long.

550
00:30:12,993 --> 00:30:15,462
Does that mean
you also have it?

551
00:30:15,530 --> 00:30:17,765
Probably not contagious
at this point.

552
00:30:21,803 --> 00:30:23,605
Can it cause
hallucinations?

553
00:30:23,673 --> 00:30:25,674
It's unlikely. Why?

554
00:30:28,512 --> 00:30:30,679
While I was
on the operating table,

555
00:30:30,747 --> 00:30:33,282
it didn't feel
like a dream.

556
00:30:33,350 --> 00:30:38,486
I saw the boy
who I was caring for.

557
00:30:38,554 --> 00:30:42,256
The one who died.

558
00:30:42,324 --> 00:30:45,326
He walked right up to me.

559
00:30:45,393 --> 00:30:47,294
What did he say?

560
00:30:47,362 --> 00:30:50,564
He just held my hand.

561
00:30:50,632 --> 00:30:54,401
It was like
he forgave me.

562
00:30:54,469 --> 00:30:56,203
Do you think
that's crazy?

563
00:30:58,207 --> 00:31:01,409
I think it should
give you solace,

564
00:31:01,477 --> 00:31:05,514
help you to move on.

565
00:31:10,721 --> 00:31:12,722
You slept
with your patient?

566
00:31:16,059 --> 00:31:17,926
You're off the case.

567
00:31:17,994 --> 00:31:20,294
I saved her
from brain damage.

568
00:31:20,362 --> 00:31:22,363
You think my judgment's
the least bit compromised?

569
00:31:22,431 --> 00:31:23,931
She's still sick.

570
00:31:23,998 --> 00:31:25,432
If she dies,
we'll be in the middle

571
00:31:25,500 --> 00:31:27,234
of a brand-new
investigation.

572
00:31:27,301 --> 00:31:28,835
This is about you
covering your own ass.

573
00:31:28,903 --> 00:31:31,271
I gave you time, leeway,

574
00:31:31,339 --> 00:31:33,874
and you decided to do
whatever the hell you wanted.

575
00:31:33,941 --> 00:31:35,342
House can dance
all over the rules,

576
00:31:35,410 --> 00:31:37,444
gets me knifed,
and he gets a pass.

577
00:31:37,512 --> 00:31:39,279
I break a rule,
no one gets hurt,

578
00:31:39,347 --> 00:31:41,114
but you kick me off
my own case?

579
00:31:41,182 --> 00:31:43,617
Unfortunately, yes.

580
00:31:48,723 --> 00:31:50,090
I'm sorry.

581
00:31:50,158 --> 00:31:51,692
I took that scalpel
for you.

582
00:31:51,759 --> 00:31:53,460
That's why I did this.

583
00:31:53,527 --> 00:31:55,295
Three weeks ago,

584
00:31:55,363 --> 00:31:57,364
you never would have
slept with a patient.

585
00:31:57,431 --> 00:31:59,866
And you never would have
operated on her after.

586
00:32:01,602 --> 00:32:03,169
You need help.

587
00:32:03,237 --> 00:32:04,871
I need to get away
from House

588
00:32:04,938 --> 00:32:06,672
and everything
that reminds me of him.

589
00:32:06,740 --> 00:32:08,040
By breaking the rules,

590
00:32:08,108 --> 00:32:10,309
not caring what
anyone else thinks.

591
00:32:10,377 --> 00:32:13,779
You're gonna get away from him
by turning into him?

592
00:32:20,889 --> 00:32:22,890
It hurts.

593
00:32:33,569 --> 00:32:35,737
Right upper quadrant,
pain and distension.

594
00:32:35,805 --> 00:32:38,773
What's wrong
with my stomach?

595
00:32:38,841 --> 00:32:39,608
Nothing.

596
00:32:39,676 --> 00:32:42,177
This is your liver.

597
00:32:45,936 --> 00:32:47,136
The liver failure could be

598
00:32:47,171 --> 00:32:49,621
from intraoperative
hypotension.

599
00:32:49,626 --> 00:32:50,844
Checked the anesthesia sheet,

600
00:32:50,845 --> 00:32:52,011
pressure was fine
throughout.

601
00:32:52,079 --> 00:32:52,715
Thrombus?

602
00:32:52,716 --> 00:32:54,898
That voice in the hall
that none of us

603
00:32:54,899 --> 00:32:56,099
have any reason
to be listening to

604
00:32:56,167 --> 00:32:59,669
is not surprisingly wrong.

605
00:32:59,737 --> 00:33:01,338
Abdominal ultrasound
was negative.

606
00:33:01,406 --> 00:33:02,638
Then we have to assume
liver failure

607
00:33:02,706 --> 00:33:05,841
is just another symptom
of whatever she's got.

608
00:33:05,909 --> 00:33:07,309
Trousseau's syndrome
could send clots,

609
00:33:07,377 --> 00:33:08,777
cause the ischemic foot.

610
00:33:08,845 --> 00:33:10,779
Add the enlarged lymph node,
macrocytosis.

611
00:33:10,847 --> 00:33:13,648
Disseminated
T-cell lymphoma.

612
00:33:13,716 --> 00:33:15,383
Wilson said
it wasn't cancer.

613
00:33:15,451 --> 00:33:18,186
Wilson says
it's not breast cancer.

614
00:33:18,254 --> 00:33:19,821
Sarcoidosis.

615
00:33:19,889 --> 00:33:20,956
Normal ACE level.

616
00:33:21,023 --> 00:33:22,424
Highly insensitive
for sarcoid.

617
00:33:22,492 --> 00:33:24,226
Negative chest X-rays aren't.

618
00:33:24,293 --> 00:33:25,594
Then we've got
to biopsy.

619
00:33:25,662 --> 00:33:27,730
Yeah, Foreman's
clearly wrong.

620
00:33:27,798 --> 00:33:30,033
You're clearly
not grasping at straws

621
00:33:30,100 --> 00:33:32,469
'cause you're clearly
not emotionally involved.

622
00:33:32,537 --> 00:33:35,606
I know you want to believe that
this is something we can cure.

623
00:33:35,674 --> 00:33:37,408
It's not.

624
00:33:37,476 --> 00:33:38,776
I'm sorry.

625
00:33:50,523 --> 00:33:52,957
How soon will they know
if it's cancer?

626
00:33:53,025 --> 00:33:54,926
Within hours.

627
00:33:54,994 --> 00:33:57,328
And if it is?

628
00:33:59,425 --> 00:34:00,950
There's always chemo.

629
00:34:01,945 --> 00:34:05,047
You say that like
it's not gonna work.

630
00:34:05,115 --> 00:34:07,544
Could extend your life.

631
00:34:07,546 --> 00:34:08,613
Years?

632
00:34:14,820 --> 00:34:16,554
I'll be here
as much as you need.

633
00:34:20,182 --> 00:34:23,417
You still never told me
why you left the seminary.

634
00:34:26,688 --> 00:34:28,489
Mary Knoller.

635
00:34:28,556 --> 00:34:31,959
Wife of the groundskeeper.

636
00:34:32,027 --> 00:34:35,196
He caught me with her,
got me with a rake.

637
00:34:35,263 --> 00:34:37,798
Those scars on my ass
you may have noticed.

638
00:34:39,301 --> 00:34:42,137
Why didn't you
tell me that before?

639
00:34:42,204 --> 00:34:43,972
Because it was so shallow.

640
00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:45,507
I wasn't exactly wrestling

641
00:34:45,574 --> 00:34:47,609
with great
theological questions.

642
00:34:47,677 --> 00:34:50,045
I don't believe that.

643
00:34:50,113 --> 00:34:52,448
You don't sleep with
the groundskeeper's wife,

644
00:34:52,516 --> 00:34:55,686
not unless you're struggling
with whether you belong there.

645
00:34:59,491 --> 00:35:02,259
I always wanted to believe.

646
00:35:02,327 --> 00:35:05,629
Would have made
my life a lot easier.

647
00:35:05,697 --> 00:35:07,865
It never took.

648
00:35:07,933 --> 00:35:10,534
Doesn't...

649
00:35:10,602 --> 00:35:13,104
Mean...

650
00:35:13,171 --> 00:35:14,839
It's too late.

651
00:35:14,906 --> 00:35:17,008
Are you having trouble talking,
like before?

652
00:35:19,344 --> 00:35:21,746
I can get the words out.

653
00:35:21,813 --> 00:35:23,915
Just feels heavy
when I do.

654
00:35:23,982 --> 00:35:25,383
Where?

655
00:35:25,451 --> 00:35:29,187
Wherever my
chewing muscles are.

656
00:35:29,254 --> 00:35:31,088
I'll be right back.

657
00:35:36,896 --> 00:35:38,529
House finally got you.

658
00:35:38,597 --> 00:35:40,264
He tried but—
I gotta go.

659
00:35:40,332 --> 00:35:42,433
You shoulda seen it.
It was perfect.

660
00:35:47,706 --> 00:35:50,141
She has jaw claudication.

661
00:35:50,209 --> 00:35:52,010
If you only heard claudication
and carotid dissection...

662
00:35:52,078 --> 00:35:56,014
I'd say
giant cell arteritis.

663
00:35:56,082 --> 00:35:57,449
And I'd tell
your former teammates

664
00:35:57,516 --> 00:35:58,916
to put her
on steroids.

665
00:35:58,984 --> 00:36:00,818
She's gonna live.

666
00:36:00,886 --> 00:36:03,354
Yeah.

667
00:36:03,422 --> 00:36:04,755
And then what?

668
00:36:11,162 --> 00:36:13,063
They say my liver
function's better.

669
00:36:13,131 --> 00:36:14,732
That I can get out
of here soon.

670
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:16,967
And when you do,

671
00:36:17,035 --> 00:36:18,903
I'm gonna take you
to puerto escondido.

672
00:36:18,970 --> 00:36:21,005
Mexico?

673
00:36:21,073 --> 00:36:22,406
The Mexican pipeline.

674
00:36:22,474 --> 00:36:27,345
Early May is when the surf
really picks up but—

675
00:36:27,412 --> 00:36:29,414
what's wrong?

676
00:36:29,481 --> 00:36:33,250
I spoke to the prioress.

677
00:36:33,318 --> 00:36:35,219
You're going back?

678
00:36:35,287 --> 00:36:37,621
I felt the calling.

679
00:36:37,689 --> 00:36:39,722
When you saw the boy.

680
00:36:39,790 --> 00:36:42,892
I felt God's love,
his Grace.

681
00:36:42,960 --> 00:36:45,295
I've been waiting
my entire life for that.

682
00:36:45,362 --> 00:36:46,696
It's not real.

683
00:36:46,764 --> 00:36:48,698
I know you didn't feel anything
when you almost died.

684
00:36:48,766 --> 00:36:50,000
I did.

685
00:36:50,067 --> 00:36:51,935
You felt oxygen
depravation.

686
00:36:52,003 --> 00:36:54,504
You felt your brain
releasing noradrenaline.

687
00:36:54,572 --> 00:36:56,473
You didn't say that before.

688
00:36:56,541 --> 00:36:59,444
I wanted you to move on
with your life.

689
00:36:59,512 --> 00:37:01,146
I wanted to reassure you.

690
00:37:01,213 --> 00:37:02,915
I wanted you
to feel better.

691
00:37:02,982 --> 00:37:05,951
And now you don't?

692
00:37:06,019 --> 00:37:08,987
Now...

693
00:37:09,055 --> 00:37:10,422
I think I love you.

694
00:37:20,791 --> 00:37:23,760
"Noradrenaline and
near-death experiences."

695
00:37:23,827 --> 00:37:25,823
Oh, dear.

696
00:37:26,326 --> 00:37:27,751
You saw God?

697
00:37:27,776 --> 00:37:28,819
She did.

698
00:37:28,844 --> 00:37:30,612
She wants to go back
to the monastery.

699
00:37:31,563 --> 00:37:34,212
So now you're preparing
a Powerpoint presentation

700
00:37:34,213 --> 00:37:36,606
to keep her in your garden
of earthly delights.

701
00:37:37,315 --> 00:37:38,515
You're an idiot.

702
00:37:39,704 --> 00:37:41,719
Because I found someone I love?

703
00:37:41,731 --> 00:37:42,790
Because you're an idiot.

704
00:37:42,791 --> 00:37:45,747
At least you two
have that in common.

705
00:37:45,748 --> 00:37:47,764
Her feelings are based
on a chemical process.

706
00:37:47,765 --> 00:37:48,752
They're gonna wear off.

707
00:37:48,753 --> 00:37:50,755
You just slept with her.

708
00:37:50,756 --> 00:37:52,772
Your brain is exploding
with oxytocin.

709
00:37:52,773 --> 00:37:54,754
You think that's gonna
last through the ages?

710
00:37:54,755 --> 00:37:55,763
She's throwing away her life

711
00:37:55,764 --> 00:37:56,790
because of blind faith.

712
00:37:56,791 --> 00:37:58,726
So are you!

713
00:37:58,727 --> 00:37:59,806
She's found something

714
00:37:59,807 --> 00:38:01,806
she wants to build
her life around.

715
00:38:01,807 --> 00:38:04,730
It's a total illusion,
but apparently she'll take

716
00:38:04,731 --> 00:38:05,773
a little ignorance
with her bliss.

717
00:38:05,774 --> 00:38:07,751
And you want to take that away?

718
00:38:07,752 --> 00:38:08,767
How many times have
you thrown the truth

719
00:38:08,768 --> 00:38:09,802
in people's faces?

720
00:38:09,803 --> 00:38:11,726
Because it's the truth,

721
00:38:11,727 --> 00:38:14,760
not because we're gonna
live happily ever after.

722
00:38:14,761 --> 00:38:17,760
Either your relationship
just blows up

723
00:38:17,761 --> 00:38:20,722
like every other
non-magical romance,

724
00:38:20,723 --> 00:38:21,769
or she stays with you
but blames you

725
00:38:21,770 --> 00:38:24,755
for stripping all the meaning
out of her life.

726
00:38:24,756 --> 00:38:27,722
This has nothing to do
with the truth.

727
00:38:27,723 --> 00:38:29,764
You don't like that
I'm reassessing my life,

728
00:38:29,765 --> 00:38:31,772
that I want to change it,

729
00:38:31,773 --> 00:38:32,797
that I can.

730
00:38:32,798 --> 00:38:34,739
Anyone can screw up a life.

731
00:38:34,740 --> 00:38:35,788
I never said
that wasn't possible.

732
00:38:35,789 --> 00:38:37,785
You're incapable
of human connection,

733
00:38:37,786 --> 00:38:40,814
so you want everyone
to be like you.

734
00:38:40,815 --> 00:38:43,761
If I wanted you
to be like me...

735
00:38:47,761 --> 00:38:49,776
I would be urging you

736
00:38:49,777 --> 00:38:51,769
to make a stupid,
stubborn decision

737
00:38:51,770 --> 00:38:54,806
that blows up your life and
leaves you lonely and miserable.

738
00:39:01,744 --> 00:39:04,768
You reassess your life
when you've made mistakes.

739
00:39:04,769 --> 00:39:07,748
You didn't.
You just got stabbed.

740
00:40:06,811 --> 00:40:09,743
Don't look at the book.

741
00:40:09,744 --> 00:40:11,794
I haven't done a jugular line
since my residency.

742
00:40:11,795 --> 00:40:13,819
I don't want to needle
the carotid.

743
00:40:17,765 --> 00:40:18,790
What's the first step?

744
00:40:18,791 --> 00:40:21,789
Palpate the S.C.M.

745
00:40:21,790 --> 00:40:22,801
Where?

746
00:40:22,802 --> 00:40:25,794
Middle third of the neck.

747
00:40:56,777 --> 00:40:58,760
I'm happy I knew you.

748
00:40:58,761 --> 00:41:01,777
So am I.

749
00:41:18,723 --> 00:41:19,781
Robert.

750
00:42:16,773 --> 00:42:18,760
24-year-oldwater treatment worker

751
00:42:18,761 --> 00:42:20,765
with pyrexia and double vision.

752
00:42:41,752 --> 00:42:44,726
Abscess?

753
00:42:44,727 --> 00:42:46,760
Would have seen it on the MRI.

754
00:42:46,761 --> 00:42:49,755
Diphtheria paralyzing
the ocular muscles?

755
00:42:49,756 --> 00:42:50,765
No, paralysis was first.

756
00:42:50,766 --> 00:42:52,744
- Aneurysm?
- Not with this fever.

757
00:42:52,747 --> 00:42:54,764
Maybe we're thinking about
this the wrong way.

758
00:42:54,765 --> 00:42:55,802
Retro-ocular infection?

759
00:42:55,803 --> 00:42:57,744
With no local symptoms?

760
00:42:57,769 --> 00:43:01,769
== sync, corrected by elderman ==