1 00:00:23,361 --> 00:00:24,654 Hey, man. 2 00:00:47,302 --> 00:00:48,719 What? 3 00:00:48,720 --> 00:00:51,681 This is some Edward Scissorhands shit right here. 4 00:00:54,476 --> 00:00:55,517 What happened, Ed? 5 00:00:55,518 --> 00:00:58,937 Mommy stick your face in a blender? 6 00:00:58,938 --> 00:01:00,023 Billy... 7 00:01:03,026 --> 00:01:06,528 Say something, dummy! You got a tongue in your head? 8 00:01:06,529 --> 00:01:08,156 Why won't you help me? 9 00:01:10,325 --> 00:01:12,534 Jesus Christ. What, are you deaf, too? 10 00:01:12,535 --> 00:01:15,705 Billy! - Man, you are one sad bastard. 11 00:01:17,791 --> 00:01:19,918 This ain't the short bus, buddy. 12 00:01:23,338 --> 00:01:25,714 Billy, you're not ready to be on your own, okay? 13 00:01:25,715 --> 00:01:26,966 You can trust me. 14 00:01:27,675 --> 00:01:30,595 It's not too late to put this right. We can do that, you and I. 15 00:02:00,416 --> 00:02:01,751 What do you want, freak? 16 00:03:58,243 --> 00:04:00,828 I had to get to Castle before they put him in the system. 17 00:04:01,496 --> 00:04:02,580 He called you? 18 00:04:03,915 --> 00:04:04,915 Yeah. 19 00:04:04,916 --> 00:04:07,960 He, uh, made it obvious what would happen if I didn't get him out of there, 20 00:04:07,961 --> 00:04:09,920 and it's nothing we want. 21 00:04:09,921 --> 00:04:12,840 The terms of the deal we made with him were pretty clear. 22 00:04:13,591 --> 00:04:14,884 Castle was on his own. 23 00:04:15,885 --> 00:04:18,887 Yeah, well, I guess that's the problem with telling lies and covering things up. 24 00:04:18,888 --> 00:04:21,307 You can't really trust anyone afterwards. 25 00:04:22,100 --> 00:04:24,769 A lie that was designed to protect you. 26 00:04:25,979 --> 00:04:27,897 Oh, don't pretend you did it for me. 27 00:04:31,734 --> 00:04:32,735 Where is he now? 28 00:04:34,696 --> 00:04:38,283 I dropped him off outside the city. Told him to get lost. 29 00:04:39,826 --> 00:04:42,287 Why not leave him in the middle of Ohio? 30 00:04:43,037 --> 00:04:44,580 He wanted to come here. 31 00:04:46,082 --> 00:04:47,792 Did he come here because of Russo? 32 00:04:49,377 --> 00:04:50,585 No. 33 00:04:50,586 --> 00:04:52,588 I didn't even tell him about Russo. 34 00:04:53,423 --> 00:04:55,383 We'll talk about Russo when I get back. 35 00:04:57,218 --> 00:05:00,805 You can decide on living arrangements between yourselves. I'll go to a hotel. 36 00:05:01,347 --> 00:05:03,433 Do not leave, Frank. For anything. 37 00:05:05,476 --> 00:05:06,728 Frank? 38 00:05:08,438 --> 00:05:09,689 Yeah. 39 00:05:10,898 --> 00:05:11,899 Okay. 40 00:05:19,699 --> 00:05:23,202 Your mother tells me you still won't talk to anyone. 41 00:05:25,163 --> 00:05:26,706 How often do you talk to my mom? 42 00:05:27,790 --> 00:05:29,334 How often do you? 43 00:05:30,376 --> 00:05:33,254 I think you need to talk to someone. 44 00:05:35,465 --> 00:05:38,633 Look, I completed the department's required counseling. 45 00:05:38,634 --> 00:05:40,135 Yes, you did. 46 00:05:40,136 --> 00:05:44,807 And then, twice a day, you went and sat at the foot of Russo's bed. 47 00:05:47,018 --> 00:05:49,936 But now you want me to believe you have no plans to go after him? 48 00:05:49,937 --> 00:05:51,230 You told me not to. 49 00:05:53,274 --> 00:05:56,611 What happens when Castle does hear about Russo? 50 00:05:57,695 --> 00:06:01,157 You may have brought the war right back to our doorstep. 51 00:06:01,699 --> 00:06:02,909 Are you gonna help her? 52 00:06:04,202 --> 00:06:06,078 Is she gonna help us? 53 00:06:06,079 --> 00:06:09,374 Why are we here? In New York? In her place? 54 00:06:10,541 --> 00:06:13,043 - What? Is she, like, your ex or something? 55 00:06:13,044 --> 00:06:16,254 Because this place looks like it belongs to a serial killer. 56 00:06:16,255 --> 00:06:17,757 Which would make sense. 57 00:06:18,800 --> 00:06:22,177 Who else keeps everything this neat? You know what I mean? 58 00:06:22,178 --> 00:06:23,804 I wouldn't be surprised, honestly, 59 00:06:23,805 --> 00:06:26,265 to find a nicely-stacked pile of arms in the freezer. 60 00:06:27,141 --> 00:06:28,476 God damn it. 61 00:06:30,603 --> 00:06:32,896 Why do you have a Homeland Security chopper on call 62 00:06:32,897 --> 00:06:34,107 like it's an Uber? 63 00:06:39,821 --> 00:06:40,988 Who are you... 64 00:06:42,281 --> 00:06:43,449 Frank? 65 00:06:45,952 --> 00:06:47,662 You're gonna take the bedroom. 66 00:06:48,579 --> 00:06:50,039 I'll take the couch. 67 00:07:31,581 --> 00:07:33,957 do so by contacting the Red Cross. 68 00:07:33,958 --> 00:07:36,085 And now, breaking news. 69 00:07:36,669 --> 00:07:38,545 Police are searching for Billy Russo, 70 00:07:38,546 --> 00:07:41,673 who has escaped from a secure hospital facility 71 00:07:41,674 --> 00:07:43,925 and is suspected of several murders. 72 00:07:43,926 --> 00:07:48,388 NYPD says Russo is dangerous and should not be approached. 73 00:07:48,389 --> 00:07:51,141 Russo was last seen wearing a gray hooded sweatshirt 74 00:07:51,142 --> 00:07:55,688 around 7:00 p.m. on the corner of Northern Boulevard and 122nd... 75 00:10:46,275 --> 00:10:47,276 Another. 76 00:10:47,985 --> 00:10:48,986 Please. 77 00:11:00,665 --> 00:11:02,707 And now, a breaking news update. 78 00:11:02,708 --> 00:11:04,626 Police are searching for this man, 79 00:11:04,627 --> 00:11:08,254 who escaped from a secure hospital facility late last night. 80 00:11:08,255 --> 00:11:10,006 The suspect, Billy Russo, 81 00:11:10,007 --> 00:11:12,842 is armed and believed to be extremely dangerous. 82 00:11:12,843 --> 00:11:16,013 If you see him, do not attempt to apprehend him. 83 00:11:18,140 --> 00:11:20,059 Seventeen... 84 00:11:22,269 --> 00:11:23,729 Eighteen... 85 00:11:24,980 --> 00:11:26,107 Nineteen... 86 00:11:42,373 --> 00:11:43,374 Twenty. 87 00:11:46,085 --> 00:11:47,169 Pathetic. 88 00:11:49,296 --> 00:11:50,881 How many did you do before? 89 00:11:54,802 --> 00:11:56,011 I knew this... 90 00:11:56,679 --> 00:11:58,680 this recruiter for the corps. 91 00:11:58,681 --> 00:12:01,267 Told me that they like to ask that same question. 92 00:12:02,143 --> 00:12:06,521 This one kid, he says, "50," or "100." 93 00:12:06,522 --> 00:12:08,774 I mean, whatever. Who cares, right? 94 00:12:09,608 --> 00:12:10,860 What he wanted... 95 00:12:12,778 --> 00:12:14,113 was the kid who said, 96 00:12:14,739 --> 00:12:17,366 "I don't know," or... 97 00:12:19,034 --> 00:12:20,703 or, "More than the next guy." 98 00:12:25,207 --> 00:12:27,251 The kid who didn't know what he was capable of. 99 00:12:27,793 --> 00:12:29,044 What did you say? 100 00:12:33,174 --> 00:12:34,967 They never asked me that one. 101 00:12:41,432 --> 00:12:42,475 Shit. 102 00:12:50,691 --> 00:12:54,612 Jesus. I can't even walk across the room without breaking a sweat. 103 00:12:55,196 --> 00:12:57,530 Is that ever gonna end? 104 00:12:57,531 --> 00:13:00,034 You're only six months into your recovery, Billy. 105 00:13:01,952 --> 00:13:04,497 You've achieved a lot in a very short time. 106 00:13:05,247 --> 00:13:08,709 Yeah, wiping my own ass again, that was a real milestone. 107 00:13:10,294 --> 00:13:11,670 We've talked about this. 108 00:13:12,379 --> 00:13:13,756 Be kind to yourself. 109 00:13:15,341 --> 00:13:16,342 Hang in there. 110 00:13:26,977 --> 00:13:28,395 Like the, um... 111 00:13:28,938 --> 00:13:29,939 kitten. 112 00:13:30,648 --> 00:13:34,318 The kitten hanging on the branch, right? 113 00:13:35,694 --> 00:13:37,445 "Hang in there," it says. 114 00:13:37,446 --> 00:13:39,031 I used to love that. 115 00:13:40,491 --> 00:13:45,119 "Hang in there." I used to have the, uh... the poster. 116 00:13:45,120 --> 00:13:46,330 The poster. 117 00:13:47,122 --> 00:13:48,582 Back in the group home. 118 00:13:50,668 --> 00:13:52,460 As if we had a... 119 00:13:52,461 --> 00:13:54,588 As if we had a choice, you know? 120 00:13:55,422 --> 00:13:57,550 As if we had a choice, you know? 121 00:13:58,175 --> 00:13:59,634 Have you seen the skull... 122 00:13:59,635 --> 00:14:02,012 Have you seen the skull in your dreams lately? 123 00:14:06,976 --> 00:14:09,603 - How often? - Look, I really just... 124 00:14:10,187 --> 00:14:13,774 I hate talking about these dreams. So can we just... 125 00:14:15,526 --> 00:14:16,527 not? 126 00:14:18,487 --> 00:14:19,572 Billy. 127 00:14:21,949 --> 00:14:22,992 Billy. 128 00:14:25,536 --> 00:14:28,621 It's like a knot. We need to work at it. 129 00:14:28,622 --> 00:14:31,500 And we need to break it down so it stops getting in your way. 130 00:14:32,793 --> 00:14:33,794 Okay? 131 00:14:42,261 --> 00:14:44,929 There's this thing I do with my TBI patients. 132 00:14:44,930 --> 00:14:48,224 They make masks that help them represent 133 00:14:48,225 --> 00:14:50,686 what they want to portray to the outside world. 134 00:14:51,270 --> 00:14:53,689 You already have the mask. Why don't you try it? 135 00:14:56,317 --> 00:14:57,443 You want me to... 136 00:14:58,152 --> 00:14:59,486 decorate this thing? 137 00:15:00,070 --> 00:15:01,447 That's exactly what I mean. 138 00:15:04,408 --> 00:15:06,869 Well, I'm not in kindergarten, Doc. 139 00:15:09,580 --> 00:15:11,457 And I ain't gonna finger paint. 140 00:15:13,208 --> 00:15:15,210 Just do me a favor and think on this. 141 00:15:18,505 --> 00:15:20,674 What face do you want the world to see? 142 00:16:04,593 --> 00:16:06,053 Okay, so you wanna fill me in? 143 00:16:06,637 --> 00:16:08,305 I don't think you wanna know. 144 00:16:08,889 --> 00:16:10,014 No? 145 00:16:10,015 --> 00:16:13,685 No, I've probably flushed my career down the toilet for you already, so... 146 00:16:13,686 --> 00:16:15,520 For me? 147 00:16:15,521 --> 00:16:17,397 You're so full of shit, Madani. 148 00:16:17,398 --> 00:16:21,401 Now, see, I called you when I needed you, and you didn't do a goddamn thing, right? 149 00:16:21,402 --> 00:16:24,238 But now I'm here because you need me to deal with Billy. 150 00:16:24,989 --> 00:16:28,325 It must mean that, what, officially, you're not allowed to, right? 151 00:16:31,078 --> 00:16:32,079 Okay. 152 00:16:33,205 --> 00:16:34,748 They thought Billy would die. 153 00:16:36,458 --> 00:16:38,835 Yeah, he was in a coma for six weeks. 154 00:16:38,836 --> 00:16:42,338 Major surgery where you stabbed him. Fed through a tube. Bag on his hip. 155 00:16:42,339 --> 00:16:44,215 Brain injury. Facial reconstruction. 156 00:16:44,216 --> 00:16:45,718 And then he woke up. 157 00:16:46,427 --> 00:16:49,847 But they never thought he would walk, talk, take a shit or... 158 00:16:50,764 --> 00:16:52,473 function again. 159 00:16:52,474 --> 00:16:54,435 And he did all those things. 160 00:16:56,228 --> 00:16:57,979 Okay, Frank? 161 00:16:57,980 --> 00:17:00,356 Russo dragged himself back from hell. 162 00:17:00,357 --> 00:17:02,567 I mean, imagine the strength that requires. 163 00:17:02,568 --> 00:17:03,652 I don't know. 164 00:17:06,113 --> 00:17:08,240 Billy's. Look at it. 165 00:17:10,159 --> 00:17:12,202 You might have moved on, but he hasn't. 166 00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:17,248 He pretended he didn't remember what happened. 167 00:17:17,249 --> 00:17:20,001 He acted like a basket case. 168 00:17:20,002 --> 00:17:22,420 He bided his time and lulled them into thinking he was harmless. 169 00:17:22,421 --> 00:17:23,630 But, as you can see, he knows. 170 00:17:31,055 --> 00:17:33,265 You are all he thinks about. 171 00:17:36,977 --> 00:17:37,978 Good. 172 00:17:58,290 --> 00:18:01,376 Okay, that blood, it's yours and it's mine and it's his. 173 00:18:02,252 --> 00:18:05,422 Maybe you moved on, Frank. Maybe you got closure. Good for you. 174 00:18:05,964 --> 00:18:07,382 But he hasn't. 175 00:18:08,801 --> 00:18:11,761 The only closure Billy would have understood is a bullet in the head. 176 00:18:11,762 --> 00:18:14,764 For Chrissake. You had the shot. You didn't take it. 177 00:18:14,765 --> 00:18:17,309 - What do you want from me? - You think I don't know that? 178 00:18:17,935 --> 00:18:20,896 I went to see him in the hospital every day once I was recovered. 179 00:18:21,563 --> 00:18:24,024 Because I wanted to hear him admit what he did. 180 00:18:26,485 --> 00:18:28,195 I trusted him just like you. 181 00:18:29,738 --> 00:18:32,115 Yeah, maybe that's why you couldn't kill him either. 182 00:18:32,116 --> 00:18:35,743 - Excuse me? - That's why you couldn't kill him either. 183 00:18:35,744 --> 00:18:38,997 - No. Killing him would have been too easy. - Yeah, or too hard. 184 00:18:39,957 --> 00:18:42,960 That why I'm here, Madani? To take the shot that you couldn't? 185 00:18:47,297 --> 00:18:48,923 Just give me names. 186 00:18:48,924 --> 00:18:52,678 Names, places. Anything. Anything I can use to find him. 187 00:18:53,303 --> 00:18:56,472 You know, I would have thought you knew better by now, Madani. 188 00:18:56,473 --> 00:18:58,350 This shit never ends. 189 00:18:59,309 --> 00:19:00,602 Trust me. 190 00:20:05,209 --> 00:20:06,919 Come on, really? Really? 191 00:20:08,545 --> 00:20:09,962 You got to be faster than that. 192 00:20:09,963 --> 00:20:11,381 - Come on. 193 00:20:12,132 --> 00:20:13,967 Come on. Stop. 194 00:21:37,718 --> 00:21:38,844 It's me, Curt. 195 00:21:49,604 --> 00:21:50,605 You good? 196 00:21:51,315 --> 00:21:53,066 So much for the peaceful life, huh? 197 00:21:54,818 --> 00:21:57,404 - What the hell you been up to? - Eh, long story. 198 00:21:57,988 --> 00:21:59,072 Are you all right? 199 00:22:03,410 --> 00:22:04,910 Shit, man, you know, 200 00:22:04,911 --> 00:22:09,623 why can't we meet up and go fishing in Florida like normal friends, huh? 201 00:22:09,624 --> 00:22:11,417 You know I don't fish, Curt. 202 00:22:11,418 --> 00:22:13,419 - Have you ever been to Florida? - Stop. 203 00:22:13,420 --> 00:22:14,920 They practically jump into the boat. 204 00:22:14,921 --> 00:22:18,049 I went fishing once with dynamite. That was pretty fun. 205 00:22:18,050 --> 00:22:20,926 You see? There you go, Frank. That right there, that's the problem. 206 00:22:20,927 --> 00:22:24,139 - What's that? - That modern disease. 207 00:22:25,349 --> 00:22:28,517 - The need for instant gratification. - Good to see you, buddy. 208 00:22:28,518 --> 00:22:30,187 Not sure I can say the same. 209 00:22:32,314 --> 00:22:33,398 What's with that? 210 00:22:35,400 --> 00:22:36,401 Billy. 211 00:22:37,152 --> 00:22:40,154 If he starts to remember some shit, I'm his first stop. 212 00:22:40,155 --> 00:22:43,407 What do you mean, "starts to remember"? You think he lost his memory? 213 00:22:43,408 --> 00:22:46,078 You cracked his head like an egg. What do you think? 214 00:22:49,790 --> 00:22:52,583 Yo, they still have me down as next of kin. 215 00:22:52,584 --> 00:22:54,126 Can you believe that? 216 00:22:54,127 --> 00:22:55,629 Sent me all of his shit. 217 00:22:56,880 --> 00:23:00,384 So I went to the hospital. I had to see for myself. 218 00:23:01,051 --> 00:23:02,676 - And, dude... - Yeah. 219 00:23:02,677 --> 00:23:05,054 he was so skinny, he could barely move. 220 00:23:05,055 --> 00:23:08,058 Slurring his words. Face behind a mask. 221 00:23:08,809 --> 00:23:11,977 Yeah, he thought he was there to see me after I lost my leg. 222 00:23:11,978 --> 00:23:15,148 You know that, uh, Madani? 223 00:23:15,732 --> 00:23:19,693 She thinks he's just putting on an act, you know, that it's all bullshit. 224 00:23:19,694 --> 00:23:22,905 Mmm-mmm. No. Not from where I was standing. 225 00:23:22,906 --> 00:23:26,992 His wires are definitely screwed. He thought we were all in the service. 226 00:23:26,993 --> 00:23:28,412 Jesus Christ. 227 00:23:28,954 --> 00:23:30,705 Talked about you like a brother. 228 00:23:32,749 --> 00:23:36,419 See, whatever it is that you wanted him to live with, 229 00:23:36,420 --> 00:23:38,463 you knocked it clean out of his head. 230 00:23:40,048 --> 00:23:41,675 And that's the irony. 231 00:23:42,426 --> 00:23:45,345 See, now, everybody but him has to live with what he did. 232 00:23:45,929 --> 00:23:47,722 And what you did, too, Frank. 233 00:23:51,726 --> 00:23:53,769 You should've put him down for good. 234 00:23:53,770 --> 00:23:54,855 Yeah. 235 00:23:59,401 --> 00:24:03,572 You see, I figured it's easy not giving a shit. 236 00:24:04,823 --> 00:24:09,452 Not caring about anybody, running from all sorts of feelings, 237 00:24:09,453 --> 00:24:11,830 worrying about nobody but yourself. 238 00:24:13,039 --> 00:24:16,793 Sounds miserable as hell, but easy, I guess. 239 00:24:20,005 --> 00:24:23,133 But, Frank, I want a real life. 240 00:24:24,092 --> 00:24:27,386 A life that doesn't include me pulling guard duty in my own apartment. 241 00:24:27,387 --> 00:24:28,680 I get it. 242 00:24:37,397 --> 00:24:38,899 I'm seeing somebody. 243 00:24:40,066 --> 00:24:41,358 Yeah. 244 00:24:41,359 --> 00:24:44,445 I don't know what it is yet, but she's a cool girl. 245 00:24:44,446 --> 00:24:45,655 That's great. 246 00:24:46,865 --> 00:24:49,200 But I don't want her anywhere around this shit. 247 00:24:49,201 --> 00:24:51,160 Hey, look, I get it, Curt. 248 00:24:51,161 --> 00:24:54,206 The last thing I ever wanted was for you to be hurt by this. 249 00:24:55,248 --> 00:24:58,251 - I know. But here we are. - Yeah. 250 00:25:00,128 --> 00:25:02,339 So, Billy's running, right? 251 00:25:02,881 --> 00:25:05,509 He can't go to you. He can't go to me. So where does he go? 252 00:25:07,010 --> 00:25:09,346 What did he do last time, huh? 253 00:25:10,514 --> 00:25:14,935 He didn't run. He didn't hide. He went to settle scores. 254 00:25:17,020 --> 00:25:18,897 But if he don't remember us... 255 00:25:20,774 --> 00:25:22,359 who the hell would it be? 256 00:25:33,745 --> 00:25:34,663 Run! 257 00:25:35,163 --> 00:25:36,206 Run, run! 258 00:25:41,878 --> 00:25:46,466 I loved baseball, man. That's the worst part. 259 00:25:47,634 --> 00:25:49,386 I used to love coming down here... 260 00:25:50,637 --> 00:25:54,891 watching the other kids with their fancy gloves and shit. 261 00:25:57,727 --> 00:25:59,646 I thought I was the next Joe DiMaggio. 262 00:26:01,481 --> 00:26:02,983 I used to head back and... 263 00:26:04,568 --> 00:26:06,278 and play stickball in the street. 264 00:26:07,946 --> 00:26:11,866 It didn't matter that I didn't have a uniform or... 265 00:26:14,327 --> 00:26:16,996 a real diamond to play on. 266 00:26:16,997 --> 00:26:18,164 I loved it. 267 00:26:20,375 --> 00:26:21,501 But Arthur... 268 00:26:28,425 --> 00:26:29,843 he took that away from me. 269 00:26:31,678 --> 00:26:33,263 After my shoulder healed... 270 00:26:36,725 --> 00:26:37,726 I hated it. 271 00:26:38,727 --> 00:26:41,438 I hated playing. And, yeah... 272 00:26:43,064 --> 00:26:44,441 it would hurt, but... 273 00:26:49,738 --> 00:26:51,156 that wasn't it. 274 00:26:54,117 --> 00:26:55,493 Tell you what, Bill. 275 00:26:56,036 --> 00:26:58,079 I think about the shit you went through. 276 00:27:00,373 --> 00:27:02,125 I was one of these kids. 277 00:27:02,709 --> 00:27:05,419 Never stopped to think about how lucky I was, you know. 278 00:27:05,420 --> 00:27:07,713 The old man was at every single game I played at. 279 00:27:07,714 --> 00:27:09,132 Every single one. 280 00:27:14,137 --> 00:27:15,555 You know, I wish you... 281 00:27:16,931 --> 00:27:18,350 I wish you had that. 282 00:27:19,768 --> 00:27:20,769 I'm... 283 00:27:21,603 --> 00:27:23,021 I'm sorry you didn't. 284 00:27:28,234 --> 00:27:30,152 - It made me who I am. - That's right. 285 00:27:30,153 --> 00:27:31,863 - I guess. - Mmm-hmm. 286 00:27:33,782 --> 00:27:36,700 Made you into the baddest son of a bitch I ever met in my life. 287 00:27:36,701 --> 00:27:38,119 That's what it made you. 288 00:27:38,953 --> 00:27:40,705 Yeah. Huh? 289 00:27:41,289 --> 00:27:43,500 Right. - Right. 290 00:27:50,298 --> 00:27:51,966 Somehow, I always end up here. 291 00:27:53,885 --> 00:27:55,053 Thinking about... 292 00:29:09,461 --> 00:29:10,462 Hey. 293 00:29:11,421 --> 00:29:15,340 Hey. Hey! Let me out! Hey. Let me out! Let me out! 294 00:29:15,341 --> 00:29:17,593 - Hey, you all right? - Hey, hey! 295 00:29:17,594 --> 00:29:20,846 Don't lock me inside like that ever again. Do you hear me? 296 00:29:20,847 --> 00:29:23,223 Don't ever do that to me ever again! 297 00:29:23,224 --> 00:29:26,561 I hate you. Don't you ever lock me inside, ever. 298 00:29:46,915 --> 00:29:50,710 All's I got's a TV. Take it and go. 299 00:29:57,217 --> 00:29:58,802 I'm not going to hurt you... 300 00:29:59,969 --> 00:30:01,221 Arthur. 301 00:30:06,267 --> 00:30:08,061 You don't remember me? 302 00:30:12,232 --> 00:30:13,566 Billy Russo. 303 00:30:15,276 --> 00:30:18,738 From the Ray of Hope Group Home. 304 00:30:22,242 --> 00:30:26,287 It's like every time I close my eyes, I smell hot sauce. 305 00:30:28,248 --> 00:30:30,333 I'm never eating hot sauce again. 306 00:30:31,125 --> 00:30:32,168 And blood. 307 00:30:34,796 --> 00:30:36,214 It's got a smell to it. 308 00:30:37,507 --> 00:30:39,050 I never really knew that. 309 00:30:43,930 --> 00:30:47,225 Drink some of this. Calm you down. 310 00:30:48,268 --> 00:30:51,020 Um, right. That is not really how caffeine works. 311 00:30:52,438 --> 00:30:53,731 Suit yourself. 312 00:30:58,152 --> 00:31:00,821 You know, you should really get your hand looked at. 313 00:31:00,822 --> 00:31:02,907 It looks pretty bad. You should go to the hospital. 314 00:31:15,753 --> 00:31:17,297 Want to try talking to me? 315 00:31:18,631 --> 00:31:19,632 Huh? 316 00:31:21,050 --> 00:31:22,468 Tell me what happened. 317 00:31:24,220 --> 00:31:25,221 Um... 318 00:31:26,306 --> 00:31:28,141 I was getting tacos for us all, 319 00:31:28,725 --> 00:31:31,685 and then I was hiding under the bed, 320 00:31:31,686 --> 00:31:34,479 and then he came back in, and it was just, like, after that... 321 00:31:34,480 --> 00:31:37,775 No, wait. Who... who's "he"? Who came back? 322 00:31:40,528 --> 00:31:43,323 No. I... Look, I really think we should just get out of here. 323 00:31:43,948 --> 00:31:45,032 That's what Fiona would do. 324 00:31:45,033 --> 00:31:47,452 She'd say, "If you think your cover is blown, just run." 325 00:31:47,994 --> 00:31:48,828 Who's Fiona? 326 00:31:48,829 --> 00:31:49,913 Um... 327 00:31:51,205 --> 00:31:53,041 I worked for her. Me and the others. 328 00:31:53,875 --> 00:31:56,251 She took care of us, and we did jobs for her. 329 00:31:56,252 --> 00:31:58,921 The kind of jobs that got people trying to kill you? 330 00:31:58,922 --> 00:32:01,924 Doesn't sound like she cared about you that much. 331 00:32:01,925 --> 00:32:03,468 You didn't know her, did you? 332 00:32:06,346 --> 00:32:08,889 And how'd you end up with her, living a life like that? 333 00:32:08,890 --> 00:32:11,434 I don't know. How does anybody end up doing anything? 334 00:32:22,737 --> 00:32:23,988 Anyways, um... 335 00:32:26,240 --> 00:32:29,076 the next thing I know, I'm under the bed in this motel, 336 00:32:29,077 --> 00:32:30,954 and my friends... 337 00:32:32,121 --> 00:32:34,539 My friends are all bleeding out on the carpet. 338 00:32:34,540 --> 00:32:38,544 And I want to run, but I can't, because that guy... 339 00:32:40,129 --> 00:32:43,716 the one with the vest and the old-timey preacher shirt... 340 00:32:44,258 --> 00:32:48,887 he comes back in, and I couldn't run, I couldn't scream, I couldn't... 341 00:32:48,888 --> 00:32:49,930 I couldn't do anything, 342 00:32:49,931 --> 00:32:53,559 because he was literally standing right there. 343 00:32:54,686 --> 00:32:56,020 Where was this? 344 00:32:56,896 --> 00:33:00,357 - A job. In Chicago. - What was the job? 345 00:33:00,358 --> 00:33:03,653 Fiona snuck us onto some catering crew for this funeral. 346 00:33:04,988 --> 00:33:07,365 This fancy event thing. 347 00:33:08,032 --> 00:33:09,950 We had to take pictures of these guys, 348 00:33:09,951 --> 00:33:11,868 and I felt super weird about it, 349 00:33:11,869 --> 00:33:16,082 because they were, like, hugging and kissing and crying, but... 350 00:33:16,874 --> 00:33:18,626 Whatever. It doesn't matter. 351 00:33:30,221 --> 00:33:32,556 You don't get it. You don't... 352 00:33:32,557 --> 00:33:35,225 He killed everybody that I've ever cared about. 353 00:33:35,226 --> 00:33:36,978 How do you think that feels? 354 00:33:42,900 --> 00:33:44,527 So, what do you want to do about it? 355 00:33:45,194 --> 00:33:47,488 Do about it? What can... 356 00:33:48,406 --> 00:33:49,407 What? 357 00:33:50,283 --> 00:33:52,827 They're gone. Dead. 358 00:33:54,620 --> 00:33:56,079 And he wants to kill me, too, now. 359 00:33:56,080 --> 00:33:57,415 Us. 360 00:34:00,334 --> 00:34:02,335 You know, really, what we should do right now 361 00:34:02,336 --> 00:34:05,464 is split up and get the H-E-L-L out of here. 362 00:34:05,465 --> 00:34:07,507 - There's this girl I know, Shantel. 363 00:34:07,508 --> 00:34:09,634 She's here in the city. Used to run with us. 364 00:34:09,635 --> 00:34:12,304 She's doing really well. And she'd hook us up. I know she would. 365 00:34:12,305 --> 00:34:13,306 Yeah. 366 00:34:14,223 --> 00:34:16,809 See, I think you know that we can't do that. 367 00:34:18,061 --> 00:34:21,439 You've seen what this guy can do. You know that he's not gonna stop. 368 00:34:22,023 --> 00:34:26,027 You're gonna run? You're gonna hide? He's gonna find you. He's connected. 369 00:34:29,405 --> 00:34:31,949 If you go to your friend, she's as good as dead. 370 00:34:33,326 --> 00:34:34,786 You know it, don't you? 371 00:34:37,497 --> 00:34:38,581 Then what? 372 00:34:43,461 --> 00:34:45,338 Sometimes, kid, you gotta fight. 373 00:34:49,258 --> 00:34:50,885 You take the fight to them. 374 00:34:55,348 --> 00:34:56,849 You want some coffee? 375 00:34:59,185 --> 00:35:00,186 Sure. 376 00:35:01,521 --> 00:35:04,607 I got it on a timer. Neat, eh? 377 00:35:08,152 --> 00:35:10,196 It's been forever since I had coffee. 378 00:35:13,199 --> 00:35:14,742 They won't let me. 379 00:35:26,879 --> 00:35:28,172 Should we make it Irish? 380 00:35:32,677 --> 00:35:33,678 Okay. 381 00:35:46,732 --> 00:35:47,900 It's good. 382 00:35:51,946 --> 00:35:53,322 I went to the... 383 00:35:54,365 --> 00:35:55,825 I went to the group home. 384 00:35:56,993 --> 00:36:00,328 It's all apartments now, or something. 385 00:36:00,329 --> 00:36:01,372 So? 386 00:36:06,919 --> 00:36:08,212 So... 387 00:36:14,427 --> 00:36:16,262 I didn't know where else to go. 388 00:36:16,929 --> 00:36:18,598 So you came to see me? 389 00:36:20,308 --> 00:36:21,851 You expect me to believe that? 390 00:36:25,021 --> 00:36:28,231 It's too late, kid. They took everything. 391 00:36:28,232 --> 00:36:30,693 You're at the back of the queue. 392 00:36:34,864 --> 00:36:37,533 What the hell happened to your face? 393 00:36:45,333 --> 00:36:46,375 Accident. 394 00:36:47,501 --> 00:36:50,337 Messed with my head. 395 00:36:50,338 --> 00:36:55,343 It's all... It's all messed up in there, you know? 396 00:37:00,806 --> 00:37:04,477 I remembered your address, though. Clear as day. 397 00:37:08,606 --> 00:37:09,857 Crazy, huh? 398 00:37:12,401 --> 00:37:14,195 You were a good-looking kid. 399 00:37:16,447 --> 00:37:17,949 It's a damn shame. 400 00:37:32,880 --> 00:37:34,006 You're still here. 401 00:37:34,966 --> 00:37:39,177 Yup. Shitty-ass health food of yours, it almost drove us off, 402 00:37:39,178 --> 00:37:41,596 but, you and I, we had a deal. 403 00:37:41,597 --> 00:37:44,182 Yeah? You want a pancake breakfast, find me Billy. 404 00:37:44,183 --> 00:37:45,851 Hmm. You know... 405 00:37:47,270 --> 00:37:48,770 I've been thinking about that. 406 00:37:48,771 --> 00:37:52,900 The thing is, if he is bullshitting, you'd probably be dead already. 407 00:37:54,402 --> 00:37:55,903 Okay, I'm listening. 408 00:37:57,697 --> 00:37:58,823 Eat your food. 409 00:37:59,490 --> 00:38:03,743 This piece of shit from Billy's childhood, yeah, he went after Bill. 410 00:38:03,744 --> 00:38:05,705 Bill wasn't having it, so he fought back. 411 00:38:06,289 --> 00:38:09,874 - The guy hurt him. Hurt him bad. - Yeah, the stickball guy. 412 00:38:09,875 --> 00:38:16,006 - So he told you, huh? - Yeah. Yeah. So what about him? 413 00:38:16,007 --> 00:38:17,882 There was a time Billy wanted to make him pay. 414 00:38:17,883 --> 00:38:20,468 We went to Bensonhurst. He wanted to tune the guy up. 415 00:38:20,469 --> 00:38:23,096 The guy showed up, and he changed his mind. 416 00:38:23,097 --> 00:38:24,264 Do you think he'd go there now? 417 00:38:24,265 --> 00:38:27,851 I don't know, Madani, he might. Yeah, if he's angry enough. 418 00:38:27,852 --> 00:38:31,104 The guy's name is Arthur Walsh. He's got to be about 60 years old. 419 00:38:31,105 --> 00:38:32,565 You know, I, um... 420 00:38:34,692 --> 00:38:36,819 I was thinking maybe I could do this for you. 421 00:38:37,653 --> 00:38:39,779 - Keep you out of it. - In that state? 422 00:38:39,780 --> 00:38:42,198 The bullet you took was meant for me, all right? I owe you. 423 00:38:42,199 --> 00:38:44,993 Uh, wow. Who are you people? 424 00:38:44,994 --> 00:38:45,995 Shut up. 425 00:38:46,746 --> 00:38:50,623 Frank, I'm gonna do this my way. Okay? My kind of justice, not yours. 426 00:38:50,624 --> 00:38:52,375 All right, Madani, all I'm saying 427 00:38:52,376 --> 00:38:55,128 is if you get him in your sights, you cannot hesitate. All right? 428 00:38:55,129 --> 00:38:56,504 Because, I'll tell you right now, Bill will not. 429 00:38:56,505 --> 00:38:57,423 - I don't care... 430 00:39:00,343 --> 00:39:01,718 Go. Now. 431 00:39:01,719 --> 00:39:04,096 Get in the bedroom. Go. Hurry up. 432 00:39:11,729 --> 00:39:14,773 Morning, Agent Madani. Sorry, do you have company? 433 00:39:14,774 --> 00:39:16,191 Uh, Mahoney, what are you doing here? 434 00:39:16,192 --> 00:39:18,568 I wanted to run something by you, one cop to another... 435 00:39:18,569 --> 00:39:19,652 I'm on my way out. 436 00:39:19,653 --> 00:39:22,073 Russo's journal went missing from the hospital. 437 00:39:22,656 --> 00:39:24,408 It didn't turn up in your pocket, did it? 438 00:39:25,409 --> 00:39:26,701 Absolutely not. 439 00:39:26,702 --> 00:39:33,125 Hmm. You know, Madani, I had this girlfriend once, Aviva. 440 00:39:34,168 --> 00:39:35,836 I was so in love with her. 441 00:39:36,462 --> 00:39:38,046 It ended badly. 442 00:39:38,047 --> 00:39:40,382 I mean, she didn't shoot me, but she may as well have. 443 00:39:40,383 --> 00:39:41,759 Is that supposed to be funny? 444 00:39:42,593 --> 00:39:44,302 I guess not, but just bear with me. 445 00:39:44,303 --> 00:39:46,137 Do you have a breakfast place you like? 446 00:39:46,138 --> 00:39:47,972 - Coffee is great, that kind of thing? Yeah, sure. 447 00:39:47,973 --> 00:39:49,432 Well, couple years after we broke up, 448 00:39:49,433 --> 00:39:51,267 I see Aviva at my breakfast place, 449 00:39:51,268 --> 00:39:55,063 and I'm like, "God damn her. This place is mine. I showed it to her." 450 00:39:55,064 --> 00:39:59,360 So, I got stinking drunk, as one does, and... 451 00:40:00,403 --> 00:40:02,779 I found her new address and I staked her out. 452 00:40:02,780 --> 00:40:06,450 - Oh, classy. - I know. It was a horrible decision. 453 00:40:07,034 --> 00:40:08,868 So, anyways, while I'm waiting to tell her 454 00:40:08,869 --> 00:40:11,330 to stay the hell away from my breakfast place... 455 00:40:11,914 --> 00:40:15,750 I passed out on her doorstep like a complete psycho. 456 00:40:15,751 --> 00:40:17,377 Look, Mahoney, what's your point? 457 00:40:17,378 --> 00:40:21,965 My point, Agent Madani, is this: don't show up on Billy Russo's doorstep. 458 00:40:21,966 --> 00:40:23,758 Metaphorically speaking. 459 00:40:23,759 --> 00:40:25,343 - Or I look like a psycho? - Look, 460 00:40:25,344 --> 00:40:29,389 if it were me, after what went down, 461 00:40:29,390 --> 00:40:32,143 I'd be using every resource at my disposal to kill him. 462 00:40:32,893 --> 00:40:35,103 Tell me, what exactly is it you think went down? 463 00:40:35,104 --> 00:40:36,187 You tell me. 464 00:40:36,188 --> 00:40:39,524 You've been lying to me since Russo and Frank Castle went at it at that hotel. 465 00:40:39,525 --> 00:40:41,484 I told you then that Russo was dirty. 466 00:40:41,485 --> 00:40:42,903 Mmm-hmm. 467 00:40:43,904 --> 00:40:48,533 Well, it seems like you moved on, at any rate. 468 00:40:48,534 --> 00:40:49,618 I'm sorry? 469 00:40:50,327 --> 00:40:51,454 Two bowls. 470 00:40:54,373 --> 00:40:55,999 Wow. You are good. 471 00:40:56,000 --> 00:40:58,710 I mean, you must be the pride of the NYPD. 472 00:40:58,711 --> 00:41:00,921 Now, excuse me, I have to go. 473 00:41:21,358 --> 00:41:24,360 I'll go take a shower, if you don't mind. 474 00:41:24,361 --> 00:41:26,655 Yeah, as long as you don't want me to watch. 475 00:41:43,172 --> 00:41:45,216 I was good to you kids. 476 00:41:45,758 --> 00:41:48,551 And what did I get? They took my pension. 477 00:41:48,552 --> 00:41:51,596 That was because of your friend, little Tommy O'Neal. 478 00:41:51,597 --> 00:41:54,724 Because of that prick, I spent ten years in Sing Sing. 479 00:41:54,725 --> 00:41:56,602 You ever been to Sing Sing? 480 00:41:58,687 --> 00:41:59,687 No. 481 00:41:59,688 --> 00:42:02,148 I worked all my life. 482 00:42:02,149 --> 00:42:05,736 I volunteered to help you kids. And for what? 483 00:42:06,570 --> 00:42:07,821 What did I get? 484 00:42:08,864 --> 00:42:10,740 I tried. I was there, 485 00:42:10,741 --> 00:42:15,412 which is more than I can say for your smackhead mothers and degenerate fathers. 486 00:42:16,705 --> 00:42:17,706 Shit! 487 00:42:18,249 --> 00:42:23,629 I loved you kids, and some of you were happy to love me back. 488 00:42:26,006 --> 00:42:27,716 But not you. 489 00:42:29,927 --> 00:42:32,930 Remember when you came after me with that stick? 490 00:42:37,017 --> 00:42:38,644 Why the hell are you here? 491 00:42:39,728 --> 00:42:44,816 Whatever happened in your life ain't my fault. 492 00:42:44,817 --> 00:42:48,111 You can't escape your nature, kid. 493 00:42:48,112 --> 00:42:49,529 I was a marine. 494 00:42:49,530 --> 00:42:50,990 - Yeah? - Yeah. 495 00:42:52,157 --> 00:42:57,830 And is that what you got for your service? Well, thank you, sir. 496 00:42:58,622 --> 00:43:01,874 What, did some hajji jack up your face? 497 00:43:01,875 --> 00:43:03,919 Is that why you're here? 498 00:43:06,338 --> 00:43:08,299 Is that why you're here? 499 00:43:08,841 --> 00:43:13,596 You ain't so fussy anymore, now you ain't so pretty? 500 00:43:29,028 --> 00:43:30,237 How's that one looking? 501 00:43:31,238 --> 00:43:34,074 Pretty good. Just one quick question. 502 00:43:35,075 --> 00:43:37,453 Uh, what's the clock rate on this computer? 503 00:43:39,204 --> 00:43:41,998 Do you have any other questions? 504 00:43:41,999 --> 00:43:44,710 Last one. Last one. Promise. 505 00:44:12,488 --> 00:44:14,281 It's 1.8 gigahertz. 506 00:44:16,367 --> 00:44:18,117 Shit, the Punisher. 507 00:44:18,118 --> 00:44:19,285 Uh, what's that? 508 00:44:19,286 --> 00:44:22,288 This guy killed, like, 50 criminals and escaped from jail. 509 00:44:22,289 --> 00:44:24,916 And everybody thought he was dead, but he wasn't. 510 00:44:24,917 --> 00:44:27,085 I mean, dude was a total badass. 511 00:44:27,086 --> 00:44:28,169 Was? 512 00:44:28,170 --> 00:44:30,422 Yeah, I think he's dead for real this time. 513 00:44:32,633 --> 00:44:35,051 Uh, thanks for the info, Mark. 514 00:44:35,052 --> 00:44:37,679 - So, this is a great computer. - Mmm-hmm. 515 00:44:37,680 --> 00:44:41,224 - Yeah. How much is it? - Uh, 999, plus tax. 516 00:44:41,225 --> 00:44:42,975 Would you take 700? 517 00:44:42,976 --> 00:44:45,646 This isn't an Arabian bazaar. 518 00:44:46,563 --> 00:44:47,773 That's racist. 519 00:45:48,417 --> 00:45:49,501 Shit. 520 00:45:54,798 --> 00:45:57,551 What the hell, Mahoney? Why didn't you identify yourself? 521 00:46:05,893 --> 00:46:07,268 You okay? 522 00:46:07,269 --> 00:46:09,271 Shit, that hurts. 523 00:46:10,898 --> 00:46:12,816 Yeah, try taking one in the head. 524 00:46:14,109 --> 00:46:15,943 I could have your badge for this. 525 00:46:15,944 --> 00:46:19,405 You snuck up on a law enforcement officer at a crime scene. That's on you. 526 00:46:19,406 --> 00:46:21,282 You knew Russo would be here. 527 00:46:21,283 --> 00:46:23,619 Who says this has anything to do with Russo? 528 00:46:28,874 --> 00:46:31,168 Jeez. 529 00:46:32,669 --> 00:46:34,213 That's not a fun way to go. 530 00:46:37,674 --> 00:46:41,469 Look, Madani, if I forgive you for shooting me, 531 00:46:41,470 --> 00:46:44,264 will you please tell me what the hell is going on here? 532 00:46:48,894 --> 00:46:50,771 I'll have you up for obstruction! 533 00:46:57,653 --> 00:47:00,531 I'm the special agent in charge for New York. 534 00:47:02,407 --> 00:47:06,410 And you, you're an NYPD dick who can't catch his breath. 535 00:47:06,411 --> 00:47:08,287 So go ahead. Tell everyone I shot you. 536 00:47:08,288 --> 00:47:10,290 Bet the guys at the precinct will love that. 537 00:47:10,833 --> 00:47:13,835 You know what, while you're at it, try and ding me for obstruction. 538 00:47:13,836 --> 00:47:15,379 Let's see how far you get. 539 00:47:18,090 --> 00:47:21,677 Looks like you have a homicide on your hands, Detective. 540 00:47:36,817 --> 00:47:37,818 It's me. 541 00:48:08,932 --> 00:48:11,226 They killed your whole family right in front of you. 542 00:48:13,770 --> 00:48:15,939 Why... Why didn't you tell me that? 543 00:48:24,197 --> 00:48:25,908 And you killed them for it. 544 00:48:30,245 --> 00:48:31,246 Yeah. 545 00:48:32,539 --> 00:48:33,498 That's right. 546 00:48:35,417 --> 00:48:37,044 Did it make you feel better? 547 00:48:44,176 --> 00:48:45,385 Sometimes. 548 00:48:47,429 --> 00:48:48,972 Well, what does that mean? 549 00:48:56,104 --> 00:48:57,940 You came back. Hmm. 550 00:49:01,360 --> 00:49:02,361 I did. 551 00:49:09,368 --> 00:49:11,912 My name isn't Rachel, by the way. 552 00:49:13,622 --> 00:49:14,665 It's Amy. 553 00:49:16,124 --> 00:49:18,418 Figured you should probably know that. 554 00:49:21,755 --> 00:49:22,756 Okay. 555 00:49:25,258 --> 00:49:26,259 Okay. 556 00:49:29,596 --> 00:49:31,098 So, no more running? 557 00:49:38,355 --> 00:49:39,523 All right, then. 558 00:50:07,092 --> 00:50:08,093 Hello? 559 00:50:08,635 --> 00:50:11,430 It's me. It's Billy Russo. 560 00:50:23,859 --> 00:50:25,027 What... 561 00:50:27,863 --> 00:50:29,197 Are you hurt? 562 00:50:30,449 --> 00:50:31,450 Come in. 563 00:50:38,707 --> 00:50:40,416 I didn't know where else I could go. 564 00:50:40,417 --> 00:50:43,462 I didn't know who else I could... 565 00:50:44,463 --> 00:50:46,173 How did you find my apartment? 566 00:50:47,049 --> 00:50:49,301 I, uh, followed you home. 567 00:51:00,103 --> 00:51:01,855 Billy, whose blood is this? 568 00:51:11,239 --> 00:51:13,784 Please help me. 569 00:51:23,543 --> 00:51:24,586 Come on. 570 00:52:16,721 --> 00:52:18,140 It looks good. 571 00:52:22,519 --> 00:52:23,937 Feels the same. 572 00:52:26,398 --> 00:52:27,566 What about up here? 573 00:52:31,153 --> 00:52:32,279 I don't know. 574 00:52:34,739 --> 00:52:36,366 I did get to thinking about... 575 00:52:37,409 --> 00:52:40,954 about the people that I do know. Did know. 576 00:52:42,914 --> 00:52:44,291 My brothers out there... 577 00:52:46,543 --> 00:52:47,752 They were family. 578 00:52:51,006 --> 00:52:52,966 Never really had that before, you know? 579 00:52:55,385 --> 00:52:56,511 You miss them. 580 00:53:08,023 --> 00:53:14,028 I was the best version of myself out there in the service. 581 00:53:14,029 --> 00:53:15,821 Swift, silent, deadly. 582 00:53:15,822 --> 00:53:17,823 We all were all of those things. 583 00:53:17,824 --> 00:53:20,409 We were a family, and we were fighting for something. 584 00:53:20,410 --> 00:53:22,078 We weren't afraid of shit. 585 00:53:22,787 --> 00:53:23,872 And now... 586 00:53:25,999 --> 00:53:27,918 Now, there's... 587 00:53:29,836 --> 00:53:34,673 something just on the edges of my mind. 588 00:53:34,674 --> 00:53:40,805 It's like a dark shadow just waiting for me. 589 00:53:51,816 --> 00:53:53,235 The thing is, Doc... 590 00:53:55,403 --> 00:53:57,322 I deserve to feel the fear. 591 00:54:00,659 --> 00:54:04,412 I don't know why, but I know... 592 00:54:09,417 --> 00:54:10,752 I deserve this. 593 00:54:21,137 --> 00:54:22,222 What if... 594 00:54:24,891 --> 00:54:27,686 What if you opened your mind to the idea of redemption? 595 00:54:29,187 --> 00:54:32,440 Every human being deserves that. I promise you. 596 00:54:34,776 --> 00:54:37,320 I will help you get there. 597 00:54:43,702 --> 00:54:45,578 I wouldn't blame you. 598 00:54:48,039 --> 00:54:51,918 You asked me what face it is I want the world to see. 599 00:54:54,045 --> 00:54:57,215 This face. This face... 600 00:54:58,341 --> 00:55:02,012 has everything that I ever did wrong written all over it. 601 00:55:02,595 --> 00:55:05,932 And when I look in the mirror, I want to see... 602 00:55:07,934 --> 00:55:11,187 I want to see the best version of myself again. 603 00:55:16,693 --> 00:55:19,904 Do you think that that's possible? 604 00:55:22,782 --> 00:55:25,452 Do you think that that's possible for someone like me?