1 00:00:00,943 --> 00:00:05,943 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:06,917 --> 00:00:10,197 De Beauvoir's work is steeped in patriarchal values. 3 00:00:11,317 --> 00:00:15,357 It asks how we can be better emancipated living within a man's world 4 00:00:15,437 --> 00:00:17,997 rather than calling for what women actually need, 5 00:00:18,077 --> 00:00:20,837 which is a complete withdrawal from that mode of being. 6 00:00:21,397 --> 00:00:22,597 What are you suggesting? 7 00:00:23,277 --> 00:00:25,597 For women to go and live on some commune? 8 00:00:25,677 --> 00:00:27,397 No, darling. The men. 9 00:00:31,797 --> 00:00:33,877 - Have you got everything you need? - Mum. 10 00:00:44,837 --> 00:00:47,197 Come on. I want you to try the salmon terrine. 11 00:00:49,997 --> 00:00:52,877 You're not supposed to be up. Give me that. 12 00:00:53,677 --> 00:00:57,157 - Turtle, it's a party. - Stop calling me Turtle. I hate it. 13 00:00:57,237 --> 00:00:59,157 But look at your cute little turtley nose. 14 00:00:59,237 --> 00:01:00,237 Just give it to me. 15 00:01:01,317 --> 00:01:02,637 Now look what you've done. 16 00:01:04,383 --> 00:01:07,623 You're going to get me in trouble. I'm supposed to be watching you. 17 00:01:09,037 --> 00:01:10,277 Go and get some salt. 18 00:01:13,437 --> 00:01:14,638 I think we have read 19 00:01:14,648 --> 00:01:16,717 somewhere, managers that are compromised 20 00:01:16,797 --> 00:01:20,157 by, you know, metaphorical and psychological instinct. 21 00:01:31,077 --> 00:01:34,397 Right, how about we play a game? 22 00:01:55,877 --> 00:01:57,117 Did you find the salt? 23 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:00,677 I was just getting some glasses. 24 00:02:10,637 --> 00:02:11,757 Don't be jealous. 25 00:02:26,277 --> 00:02:28,917 Morning, Turtle. Has Otis not come back yet? 26 00:02:28,997 --> 00:02:31,637 No. He's been at Maeve's all weekend. 27 00:02:32,197 --> 00:02:33,550 Oh. 28 00:02:33,797 --> 00:02:37,357 He's got a mock exam today. I feel like he's shutting me out. 29 00:02:37,368 --> 00:02:39,866 Maybe he's just embarrassed to have Maeve stay over. 30 00:02:39,877 --> 00:02:41,397 Why would he be embarrassed? 31 00:02:41,477 --> 00:02:43,677 Perhaps you need to be a little bit less intense. 32 00:02:43,757 --> 00:02:47,637 You know, like one of those laid-back, cool, friend mums. 33 00:02:47,717 --> 00:02:49,157 I'm laid-back. 34 00:02:50,037 --> 00:02:53,277 Anyway, I've decided to give you the money. 35 00:02:54,237 --> 00:02:56,117 Oh my God. Thank you. 36 00:02:59,117 --> 00:03:01,878 - What's this? - It's a "sister contract" so that we 37 00:03:01,888 --> 00:03:04,996 both understand the conditions. 38 00:03:05,517 --> 00:03:08,437 It's very, um... long. 39 00:03:09,037 --> 00:03:10,250 Yeah. 40 00:03:11,557 --> 00:03:13,477 Mull it over. Take your time. 41 00:03:13,557 --> 00:03:18,397 There's no rush. And when you sign it, I'll transfer the money. 42 00:03:19,437 --> 00:03:20,797 You are not laid-back. 43 00:03:24,077 --> 00:03:26,557 I might come in and register at college today. 44 00:03:27,397 --> 00:03:28,597 Really? 45 00:03:29,557 --> 00:03:30,703 Mm-hmm. 46 00:03:34,997 --> 00:03:36,557 Oh, um, my mum. 47 00:03:37,197 --> 00:03:38,797 Um, can you chat for a minute? 48 00:03:38,877 --> 00:03:41,757 Uh, if this is about O, then no. 49 00:03:41,837 --> 00:03:42,912 It's not. 50 00:03:42,923 --> 00:03:46,323 The show's on hiatus until that stuff about, you know, 51 00:03:46,717 --> 00:03:48,277 her being deleted gets worked out. 52 00:03:48,357 --> 00:03:49,997 Canceled, Mum. 53 00:03:50,077 --> 00:03:52,197 That's not actually why I called at all. 54 00:03:52,277 --> 00:03:54,692 I was just wondering if you and Maeve 55 00:03:54,702 --> 00:03:56,717 wanted to come over for dinner tonight. 56 00:03:57,517 --> 00:04:00,477 It would be very relaxed. 57 00:04:00,557 --> 00:04:03,677 Um, you know, laid-back. 58 00:04:04,917 --> 00:04:06,237 Not intense at all. 59 00:04:06,317 --> 00:04:07,397 Okay, let me ask. 60 00:04:08,117 --> 00:04:09,837 Mum's wondering if you wanna come for dinner. 61 00:04:09,917 --> 00:04:11,437 No, I don't think that's a good idea. 62 00:04:11,947 --> 00:04:14,597 I just... I thought, Maeve and I got off on the wrong foot, 63 00:04:14,677 --> 00:04:17,957 and... well, I'd like to get to know her better. 64 00:04:18,477 --> 00:04:20,437 She wants to get to know you better. 65 00:04:21,717 --> 00:04:23,637 - Fine. - Yeah? 66 00:04:23,717 --> 00:04:25,677 - That sounds really nice. - Oh. 67 00:04:25,757 --> 00:04:27,308 - We'll come over later. - Good. 68 00:04:27,319 --> 00:04:28,555 Okay, bye. 69 00:04:29,877 --> 00:04:32,277 Sorry, she put me on the spot. 70 00:04:35,197 --> 00:04:36,597 Hmm. Oh. 71 00:04:36,677 --> 00:04:37,717 I'll get it. 72 00:04:40,317 --> 00:04:43,277 - Come in. - Oh, you're not Jean. Stranger. 73 00:04:44,037 --> 00:04:46,917 Hi, Jean. Got you a skimmed latte, if I remembered correctly? 74 00:04:46,997 --> 00:04:48,317 - Thanks. - Nice house! 75 00:04:49,076 --> 00:04:50,956 Except for that tree house out the front. 76 00:04:50,982 --> 00:04:52,146 That's creepy. 77 00:04:52,157 --> 00:04:53,237 My ex built it. 78 00:04:53,317 --> 00:04:56,037 I'm going to take it down. I just haven't had the chance. 79 00:04:56,117 --> 00:04:58,517 Um, sorry. Have I forgotten something? 80 00:04:58,747 --> 00:04:59,946 I just wanna chat. 81 00:04:59,957 --> 00:05:01,517 I'm... I'm gonna go. 82 00:05:04,557 --> 00:05:05,563 Let's go in here. 83 00:05:17,037 --> 00:05:20,477 My dysphoria is at an all-time high. 84 00:05:21,757 --> 00:05:24,557 I'm trying to look after myself and push through, 85 00:05:24,637 --> 00:05:28,077 but I'm just waiting for the next thing to come and knock me down. 86 00:05:28,088 --> 00:05:30,168 I can't get away from that feeling. 87 00:05:30,179 --> 00:05:33,299 It's there when I wake up, when I go to sleep. 88 00:05:35,016 --> 00:05:37,336 I wish I could just go back to being a kid. 89 00:05:37,477 --> 00:05:39,837 I think it was the last time I felt like me. 90 00:06:00,997 --> 00:06:02,517 What the fuck? 91 00:06:03,437 --> 00:06:06,437 Here you go. Your mother's finest. 92 00:06:07,397 --> 00:06:09,717 How are you feeling about your exam? 93 00:06:09,728 --> 00:06:13,288 I just got an email saying that there's no record of my sperm donor. 94 00:06:13,437 --> 00:06:16,695 I thought we agreed you were going to wait until after your exams. 95 00:06:16,706 --> 00:06:18,786 I know you guys are hiding something from me. 96 00:06:18,797 --> 00:06:20,797 Jackson, we just want you to do well. 97 00:06:20,877 --> 00:06:24,117 It's your final year at college. You need to stay focused. 98 00:06:24,128 --> 00:06:27,226 - Mum, can you tell me what's going on? - There's nothing going on. 99 00:06:27,237 --> 00:06:28,357 It's just a mix-up. 100 00:06:49,317 --> 00:06:50,797 Stop staring at me. 101 00:06:52,197 --> 00:06:54,637 You silly, silly Jesus. 102 00:06:54,717 --> 00:06:58,437 Eric! Your toast is getting burnt! 103 00:07:03,437 --> 00:07:05,597 Should I have bought Joy a "babyccino"? 104 00:07:07,237 --> 00:07:09,917 Look, I wanted to come over to update you. 105 00:07:09,997 --> 00:07:12,877 Things got a little fruity down at the station. 106 00:07:12,888 --> 00:07:15,768 And "Terry" is not happy with me at all, 107 00:07:16,262 --> 00:07:19,957 but I still have a lot of faith that we can make this show work. 108 00:07:20,037 --> 00:07:22,997 We just have to come up with a plan of action and regroup. 109 00:07:23,070 --> 00:07:25,110 Well, the thing is, Celia, um, 110 00:07:26,576 --> 00:07:27,961 I don't think 111 00:07:27,972 --> 00:07:30,666 - I'm the right person for the show. - Oh. 112 00:07:30,677 --> 00:07:32,797 I thought I'd be able to juggle everything, 113 00:07:32,877 --> 00:07:36,557 and it turns out that it's a lot harder than I realized. 114 00:07:36,637 --> 00:07:39,957 But the last show was a lot better. You were finding your groove. 115 00:07:40,037 --> 00:07:42,197 I just need to be a mum right now. 116 00:07:50,957 --> 00:07:53,917 Uh, hi. Hey, everyone. The fundraiser's coming up, 117 00:07:53,997 --> 00:07:56,997 and we're still looking for people to help with ticketing and catering, 118 00:07:57,077 --> 00:07:58,557 so shoot me a message if... Ooh. 119 00:07:59,777 --> 00:08:01,377 you fancy helping out. 120 00:08:02,110 --> 00:08:04,230 You're so brave for outing O. 121 00:08:04,357 --> 00:08:08,157 Yeah, and I accidentally pissed in my wardrobe when I was drunk once, 122 00:08:08,237 --> 00:08:10,237 so you shouldn't feel embarrassed. 123 00:08:12,957 --> 00:08:15,397 So it's down there for enrollment. 124 00:08:16,277 --> 00:08:17,557 - Okay. - Good luck. 125 00:08:18,717 --> 00:08:19,917 - See you later. - Mm-hmm. 126 00:08:30,837 --> 00:08:32,997 Ruby. Hi. Um... 127 00:08:33,837 --> 00:08:37,077 That stuff I said about us and Maeve, I'm really sorry. 128 00:08:37,157 --> 00:08:39,157 It was pigheaded of me, and I was panicking, 129 00:08:39,237 --> 00:08:42,197 and that sometimes makes me say stupid things. 130 00:08:42,277 --> 00:08:45,717 But I... I really think we still have a chance of winning this thing 131 00:08:45,797 --> 00:08:47,219 if we can move past it. 132 00:08:47,230 --> 00:08:49,670 I'm working for someone new now, Otis. 133 00:08:52,357 --> 00:08:54,357 - Take a badge. - Stick it in your eye. 134 00:08:54,437 --> 00:08:55,517 Oh, come on. Be reasonable. 135 00:08:55,597 --> 00:08:58,117 - Who put you up to this? - Nobody. I'm an independent. 136 00:08:59,283 --> 00:09:00,370 You? 137 00:09:00,877 --> 00:09:03,357 No. No, you can't just join the race. That's against the rules. 138 00:09:03,437 --> 00:09:05,037 There are no rules, Otis. 139 00:09:05,117 --> 00:09:08,157 And Connor is no less worthy than either of you two. 140 00:09:08,237 --> 00:09:10,597 - But I have had my channel for years. - No, okay... 141 00:09:10,677 --> 00:09:14,557 - I've been around therapy my entire life. - Actually, my dad's also a therapist. 142 00:09:14,568 --> 00:09:17,088 And I have my own video channel, mostly about gaming. 143 00:09:17,237 --> 00:09:19,877 - But Ruby's helping me rebrand. - Rebrand. Yes. 144 00:09:20,077 --> 00:09:21,317 She took me shopping. 145 00:09:21,797 --> 00:09:23,797 Connor, no one's gonna vote for you. 146 00:09:23,877 --> 00:09:28,637 Sorry. We're more likely to vote for him than either of you two. 147 00:09:28,717 --> 00:09:29,957 You're both super problematic. 148 00:09:30,037 --> 00:09:31,757 - Excuse me. - I am not problematic. 149 00:09:31,837 --> 00:09:34,197 And we have free beanies! Free beanies for everyone! 150 00:09:34,277 --> 00:09:36,917 - Vote Connor! Vote Connor! - Ah, Jesus. 151 00:09:36,997 --> 00:09:38,117 Vote Connor! Vote Connor! 152 00:09:38,197 --> 00:09:39,437 - Enough. - Oh yeah! 153 00:09:40,517 --> 00:09:41,797 I've figured it out. 154 00:09:42,837 --> 00:09:44,299 The meaning of life? 155 00:09:44,310 --> 00:09:46,172 No, what I wanna take photos of. 156 00:09:46,182 --> 00:09:48,156 I've taken my first ones. Can I show you? 157 00:09:48,597 --> 00:09:52,277 - Aren't we not supposed to be talking? - No, Maeve says we can be friends. 158 00:09:52,577 --> 00:09:53,817 Yeah. 159 00:09:54,877 --> 00:09:56,203 Let's go! 160 00:10:26,757 --> 00:10:29,957 - Hello. - Hey, Maeve? It's, uh, Mo. 161 00:10:30,037 --> 00:10:32,077 Uh, the dodgy one. 162 00:10:32,637 --> 00:10:33,639 Yeah, hi. 163 00:10:33,650 --> 00:10:36,970 Sean asked me to tell you you need to pick your mum up. 164 00:10:37,397 --> 00:10:38,637 Why, where is he? 165 00:10:39,197 --> 00:10:41,917 He's left, took all his stuff. Um... 166 00:10:42,597 --> 00:10:43,957 All right. Peace out. 167 00:10:44,717 --> 00:10:45,757 Oh. 168 00:10:54,937 --> 00:10:56,697 Oh. Hi, Maeve. 169 00:10:57,037 --> 00:10:58,216 Hi. 170 00:10:58,597 --> 00:11:01,557 I'm sorry about your mum. 171 00:11:01,744 --> 00:11:05,384 Oh, do cock biters get a free pass when they've got a dead mum? 172 00:11:05,469 --> 00:11:06,676 How gracious. 173 00:11:12,357 --> 00:11:13,477 So, 174 00:11:14,357 --> 00:11:16,957 these are the jeans I was wearing on that day 175 00:11:17,837 --> 00:11:19,757 when I was assaulted on the bus. 176 00:11:20,517 --> 00:11:23,837 I keep meaning to throw them away, but for some reason, I can't. 177 00:11:27,117 --> 00:11:31,037 Every day I feel more like myself, and, like, that's great, 178 00:11:31,117 --> 00:11:32,877 but sometimes, it feels like 179 00:11:34,496 --> 00:11:36,536 even when I'm doing something I love, 180 00:11:37,677 --> 00:11:39,077 like eating ice cream... 181 00:11:41,237 --> 00:11:43,317 it feels like I'm still wearing them. 182 00:11:45,197 --> 00:11:46,717 Like it never goes away. 183 00:11:51,397 --> 00:11:52,957 So, yeah, this is my idea. 184 00:11:56,077 --> 00:11:59,837 These are brilliant. 185 00:12:01,917 --> 00:12:03,597 Well, you've helped so much. 186 00:12:04,397 --> 00:12:06,277 You're gonna be such a great teacher. 187 00:12:06,997 --> 00:12:09,997 Thank you, but this is all you. 188 00:12:13,106 --> 00:12:14,398 Can students who are taking 189 00:12:14,408 --> 00:12:16,266 the history or geography mock exams 190 00:12:16,277 --> 00:12:18,037 make their way to the first floor? 191 00:12:40,077 --> 00:12:41,877 - Vote Connor. - Connor. 192 00:12:41,957 --> 00:12:43,637 Talk to me because I don't get it. 193 00:12:43,717 --> 00:12:45,957 You're so in love. 194 00:12:57,357 --> 00:12:58,456 This way. 195 00:13:00,917 --> 00:13:02,597 Doors closing. 196 00:13:05,877 --> 00:13:07,557 Lift going up. 197 00:13:25,783 --> 00:13:26,786 Hello? 198 00:13:26,797 --> 00:13:28,677 Sarajevo, Belgrade, Sofia. 199 00:13:29,997 --> 00:13:32,877 - Uh, what's the capital of Montenegro? - Podgorica. 200 00:13:32,957 --> 00:13:34,077 - Are you sure? - Yes. 201 00:13:34,157 --> 00:13:38,957 It was called Titograd between 1946 to 1992, but we're splitting hairs. 202 00:13:39,037 --> 00:13:40,477 - You got this. - Thanks. 203 00:13:42,357 --> 00:13:43,597 Viv. 204 00:13:43,677 --> 00:13:44,730 Hey. 205 00:13:47,056 --> 00:13:49,056 Why were you talking to that guy? 206 00:13:49,423 --> 00:13:52,197 What guy? Oh, he was just asking me questions about the exam. 207 00:13:52,277 --> 00:13:55,917 Oh, because it looked like you were coming onto him. That's why. 208 00:13:55,928 --> 00:13:57,455 Uh, I wasn't. Trust me. 209 00:13:57,797 --> 00:13:59,630 - Don't lie to me. - Geography mock this way. 210 00:13:59,641 --> 00:14:01,721 Oh, I think they're going in, so... 211 00:14:03,357 --> 00:14:05,597 Don't walk away from me. 212 00:14:06,877 --> 00:14:08,637 You're hurting me, Beau. 213 00:14:08,717 --> 00:14:11,317 Ow, s-stop. 214 00:14:12,972 --> 00:14:14,426 What are you doing? 215 00:14:14,437 --> 00:14:16,997 Don't be nervous. You'll smash it. 216 00:14:26,437 --> 00:14:27,496 Hello? 217 00:14:29,077 --> 00:14:30,277 Phone's dead. 218 00:14:31,717 --> 00:14:32,757 Are you sure? 219 00:14:33,277 --> 00:14:36,158 No, I, uh, just fancied staying in here 220 00:14:36,168 --> 00:14:38,437 - with you for a wee bit longer, Otis. - Hello? 221 00:14:39,350 --> 00:14:40,463 Hello? 222 00:14:40,869 --> 00:14:41,909 Oh God. 223 00:14:42,357 --> 00:14:43,490 Oh God. 224 00:14:43,997 --> 00:14:48,117 Oh, we're stuck. We are stuck in here. We're gonna run out of air, O. 225 00:14:53,057 --> 00:14:55,577 We're gonna run out of air and oxygen, and we might die. 226 00:14:57,103 --> 00:14:59,903 - What are you doing? - Trying to pretend that you're not here. 227 00:15:04,157 --> 00:15:06,597 AC/DC. AC/DC. Adam and the Ants. 228 00:15:07,317 --> 00:15:09,197 Bowie, David. Carpenters. 229 00:15:10,637 --> 00:15:12,957 Ugh. It was working this morning. 230 00:15:13,037 --> 00:15:15,637 Well, it's not working now. It's stuck again! 231 00:15:17,037 --> 00:15:20,117 Look, you're gonna be late, so if you just take the stairs... 232 00:15:20,197 --> 00:15:22,037 No, I'm waiting with you. 233 00:15:23,637 --> 00:15:26,157 Excuse me. Siobhan, hi. 234 00:15:26,237 --> 00:15:29,437 I've got an exam in exactly ten minutes' time. Upstairs. 235 00:15:29,517 --> 00:15:31,637 And the shitty lift is broken again. 236 00:15:32,050 --> 00:15:33,250 Right. 237 00:15:33,917 --> 00:15:36,037 - I'll get Principal Lakhani. - Yeah. 238 00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:38,917 I've had enough of this. 239 00:15:42,837 --> 00:15:44,677 - There's mischief in your eyes. - Hmm. 240 00:15:46,557 --> 00:15:48,557 You are now under exam conditions. 241 00:15:48,637 --> 00:15:50,637 If you have unauthorized items... 242 00:15:50,757 --> 00:15:52,317 I have not revised. 243 00:15:52,397 --> 00:15:55,437 electronic device, you must hand them in now. 244 00:15:55,517 --> 00:15:59,197 If you do not hand them in, your results may be canceled. 245 00:15:59,277 --> 00:16:01,077 You should have a question paper on your desk. 246 00:16:01,157 --> 00:16:04,357 Do not open the question paper until I instruct you to do so. 247 00:16:06,517 --> 00:16:08,877 You'll have 60 minutes to complete this exam. 248 00:16:12,290 --> 00:16:13,650 Your time starts now. 249 00:16:22,117 --> 00:16:24,397 All right. Stay calm, everyone. 250 00:16:24,477 --> 00:16:26,098 Please make your way to the exit, and 251 00:16:26,108 --> 00:16:28,557 leave your exam papers where they are. 252 00:16:30,317 --> 00:16:33,357 - Oh my God, like, I hate fire. - Single file. Don't run. 253 00:16:35,597 --> 00:16:37,517 Everybody, please remain calm. 254 00:16:37,597 --> 00:16:40,437 Form two very distinctive lines behind me. 255 00:16:40,517 --> 00:16:44,677 We'll descend the stairs, exit outside, and gather at the muster point. 256 00:16:44,757 --> 00:16:47,437 - Nothing to worry about. - Is this gonna be all tough? 257 00:16:47,517 --> 00:16:49,077 Uh... 258 00:16:49,157 --> 00:16:51,117 Right. Uh, that's fine. 259 00:16:51,197 --> 00:16:53,957 Um, we may need to find an alternative way... 260 00:16:54,037 --> 00:16:55,037 How do we get out? 261 00:16:55,117 --> 00:16:58,397 - We're going to die. - No one's gonna... We're not gonna die. 262 00:16:58,477 --> 00:16:59,677 It's annoying, isn't it? 263 00:17:01,225 --> 00:17:03,626 Not being able to get where you need to go. 264 00:17:03,637 --> 00:17:06,117 What's... What's happening? This is very disruptive. 265 00:17:06,197 --> 00:17:08,317 - Ros, can you please sort out the alarm? - On my way. 266 00:17:08,397 --> 00:17:11,677 I've asked nicely multiple times for the lift to be replaced, 267 00:17:11,757 --> 00:17:13,157 and nothing has changed. 268 00:17:13,237 --> 00:17:16,477 So, yeah, I'm gonna be a little bit disruptive, 269 00:17:16,557 --> 00:17:19,997 because, quite frankly, I'm fucked off. 270 00:17:20,146 --> 00:17:22,546 I've got other things I need to be worried about. 271 00:17:22,557 --> 00:17:24,757 Whether I'm gonna get a good result on my exam. 272 00:17:25,207 --> 00:17:27,317 What I'm gonna have for dinner tonight. 273 00:17:27,328 --> 00:17:29,048 Normal everyday shit. 274 00:17:30,117 --> 00:17:34,237 But instead, I'm here wasting my time 275 00:17:34,317 --> 00:17:38,717 explaining why accessibility is a big deal when it should be a given. 276 00:17:38,797 --> 00:17:40,277 I thought you fixed it. 277 00:17:41,397 --> 00:17:43,077 Yeah, it's just fucked. 278 00:17:44,117 --> 00:17:46,677 I'm not blaming any one person specifically. 279 00:17:47,597 --> 00:17:48,974 It's everyone's fault. 280 00:17:48,985 --> 00:17:51,117 - What's happening? - It's everyone's responsibility. 281 00:17:51,128 --> 00:17:52,728 The lift isn't working. Again. 282 00:17:52,877 --> 00:17:57,157 If this college can afford sound baths, communal harmony bees... 283 00:17:57,237 --> 00:17:58,997 - Save the bees! - Sh! 284 00:17:59,008 --> 00:18:02,088 they can definitely afford a working lift. 285 00:18:02,306 --> 00:18:04,546 And I know that that's not glamorous, 286 00:18:04,557 --> 00:18:06,557 but it's really important 287 00:18:06,637 --> 00:18:10,997 that when people ask for something that they need, you listen. 288 00:18:11,077 --> 00:18:16,437 Look, I think this is just one big misunderstanding. 289 00:18:16,517 --> 00:18:19,637 - "Big misunderstanding." - We can fix this. 290 00:18:19,717 --> 00:18:22,677 - You come to us with your problems... - It's not a misunderstanding. 291 00:18:22,757 --> 00:18:24,277 It's an afterthought. 292 00:18:24,357 --> 00:18:27,637 None of you realized you'd left me behind just now 293 00:18:27,717 --> 00:18:30,037 when college could have burned down. 294 00:18:30,637 --> 00:18:33,157 I used to sign BSL as a kid, 295 00:18:33,237 --> 00:18:37,117 but when I went to secondary school, the access just wasn't there. 296 00:18:37,197 --> 00:18:40,157 And I was so embarrassed to ask for it. 297 00:18:40,237 --> 00:18:43,637 So I pretend I'm coping as well as everyone else. 298 00:18:44,477 --> 00:18:46,277 It's so much work. 299 00:18:46,357 --> 00:18:49,477 Lip-reading, having people speak for me, 300 00:18:49,557 --> 00:18:51,117 no notetaker in class. 301 00:18:51,486 --> 00:18:53,106 It's so draining. 302 00:18:53,117 --> 00:18:55,197 I wish people understood 303 00:18:55,277 --> 00:18:59,317 that our problems come from barriers in society, 304 00:18:59,397 --> 00:19:01,357 not from our disabilities. 305 00:19:02,196 --> 00:19:05,135 - Who is that? - I'm not sure. I've never seen him before. 306 00:19:05,146 --> 00:19:06,746 I don't think he goes here. 307 00:19:06,757 --> 00:19:08,397 I'm just very passionate. 308 00:19:08,477 --> 00:19:10,958 Look, I'm going to call an engineer, 309 00:19:10,968 --> 00:19:13,077 and we're gonna sort all of this out. 310 00:19:13,157 --> 00:19:16,997 But in the meantime, please just get back to your exams. 311 00:19:17,077 --> 00:19:19,517 No. Not good enough. 312 00:19:20,037 --> 00:19:23,837 If Isaac can't do his exam, I won't do my exam. 313 00:19:24,437 --> 00:19:28,157 Yeah. You know what? We're not moving until it gets fixed. 314 00:19:41,237 --> 00:19:43,717 Oh my God. Are we doing one of those protest things? 315 00:19:43,797 --> 00:19:47,437 Like the famous naked people in the '60s with the funny little bums? 316 00:20:08,563 --> 00:20:10,843 So how do they fit your mum in there, then? 317 00:20:14,997 --> 00:20:16,037 That's her ashes. 318 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:17,216 Ah. 319 00:20:18,757 --> 00:20:20,877 Sean and I were supposed to scatter them together. 320 00:20:21,677 --> 00:20:24,026 Did he... Did he say anything before he left? 321 00:20:24,037 --> 00:20:27,157 Just that he wanted to try and get clean. 322 00:20:28,117 --> 00:20:31,197 And, uh, if he was gonna stay here, he wouldn't be able to do that. 323 00:20:31,837 --> 00:20:32,950 Right, yeah. 324 00:20:45,277 --> 00:20:46,797 What's with the plastic? 325 00:20:46,877 --> 00:20:49,677 - Oh, I've got allergies, you know? - Oh. 326 00:20:53,809 --> 00:20:55,889 Do you wanna play Temple of Zoltan? 327 00:20:56,597 --> 00:20:58,557 Yeah. Yeah. 328 00:21:01,997 --> 00:21:03,357 So... 329 00:21:03,789 --> 00:21:06,066 You're the pink slug. I call her Sluggy. 330 00:21:06,077 --> 00:21:07,277 Why am I the slug? 331 00:21:07,877 --> 00:21:09,077 'Cause it's pink. 332 00:21:16,843 --> 00:21:18,243 Hmm. 333 00:21:20,569 --> 00:21:21,689 Wow. 334 00:21:24,917 --> 00:21:26,077 Oh. 335 00:21:26,157 --> 00:21:29,437 Hey, mate. Got your hay delivery, but your tractor's in the way. 336 00:21:29,976 --> 00:21:31,347 - Can you move it? - Uh... 337 00:21:31,997 --> 00:21:33,997 Tell you what. I'll be out there in a minute. 338 00:21:38,877 --> 00:21:40,083 Tractor. 339 00:21:54,077 --> 00:21:55,157 Okay. 340 00:22:02,317 --> 00:22:03,397 Put that in there. 341 00:22:21,997 --> 00:22:23,037 Okay. 342 00:22:30,877 --> 00:22:31,917 Whoa! 343 00:22:37,597 --> 00:22:39,077 What are you doing? 344 00:22:39,157 --> 00:22:41,557 - What's going on? - Are you totally incompetent? 345 00:22:41,568 --> 00:22:45,006 Adam, what the hell? Get down now! Come on, quickly. 346 00:22:45,583 --> 00:22:46,785 What the fuck? 347 00:22:46,796 --> 00:22:47,996 I'm sorry. 348 00:22:48,437 --> 00:22:50,797 I leave you alone for 15 minutes! 349 00:22:53,357 --> 00:22:57,317 "You must keep your promises and stay true to your core values." 350 00:22:58,477 --> 00:23:00,797 Oh my God, are you kidding me? 351 00:23:42,557 --> 00:23:45,917 - What are you doing? - I'm taking down the tree house. 352 00:23:47,317 --> 00:23:50,678 Yes, I can see that, but why are you doing it right now? 353 00:23:50,689 --> 00:23:54,809 Because it's ugly and annoying, and I don't wanna look at it anymore. 354 00:23:57,197 --> 00:23:59,005 Auntie Jo-Jo will go and help. 355 00:23:59,015 --> 00:24:00,877 Auntie Jo-Jo will go and help. Come on. 356 00:24:13,317 --> 00:24:15,757 - What are you doing? - I'm helping. 357 00:24:16,196 --> 00:24:17,426 You ever used a hammer before? 358 00:24:17,437 --> 00:24:18,917 I know how to use a hammer. 359 00:24:18,997 --> 00:24:20,317 Just turn it around. 360 00:24:20,397 --> 00:24:23,917 - There's a hook on the other side. - It's a hammer. I know what I'm doing... 361 00:24:26,917 --> 00:24:29,597 - What have you done? - You are such a control freak! 362 00:24:29,677 --> 00:24:31,597 No, I'm not! Just get off me! 363 00:24:32,117 --> 00:24:34,277 You have to micromanage everything! 364 00:24:34,357 --> 00:24:40,077 I mean, what kind of person handwrites a fucking sister contract? 365 00:24:40,157 --> 00:24:42,317 It is anally retentive! 366 00:24:42,877 --> 00:24:45,637 Why can't you just leave me to use my own judgment? 367 00:24:45,717 --> 00:24:48,197 Because your judgment is famously bad! 368 00:24:48,277 --> 00:24:49,997 And what is that supposed to mean? 369 00:24:50,146 --> 00:24:54,826 Well, okay. How much was that electric face mask thing? 370 00:24:54,837 --> 00:24:57,597 It was £250, which is actually quite cheap 371 00:24:57,677 --> 00:25:00,837 because it was meant to be £350, and I got it in a sale. 372 00:25:00,917 --> 00:25:03,077 But you're in debt, Joanna! 373 00:25:07,437 --> 00:25:13,044 I just think that you could... benefit from some therapy. 374 00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:15,511 - Oh my God! Really? - Yes. 375 00:25:15,522 --> 00:25:18,917 I mean, our childhood was not that bad! 376 00:25:18,997 --> 00:25:22,317 Therapy has helped me profoundly, 377 00:25:22,397 --> 00:25:25,917 and I just think that you'd be able to get some structure in your life. 378 00:25:25,997 --> 00:25:30,037 Yes, yeah, because you have really got your shit together. 379 00:25:30,117 --> 00:25:34,477 When you're out here fucking knocking down a tree house 380 00:25:34,557 --> 00:25:37,437 when you should be talking about the guy who built it, 381 00:25:37,517 --> 00:25:40,117 who thought he was the father of your child and he wasn't! 382 00:25:40,197 --> 00:25:43,277 How is that person not fucked up? 383 00:25:43,357 --> 00:25:49,277 All I'm saying is that you haven't dealt with the years of abuse. 384 00:25:49,797 --> 00:25:54,197 And that is why all of this is just self-sabotage. 385 00:25:54,343 --> 00:25:56,743 Your whole life would be different! 386 00:26:01,677 --> 00:26:02,850 Fuck. 387 00:26:34,637 --> 00:26:36,237 Hey. Are you okay? 388 00:26:36,248 --> 00:26:37,283 Yeah. 389 00:26:38,762 --> 00:26:40,522 Oh yeah. 390 00:26:44,237 --> 00:26:45,437 Oh my God! 391 00:26:49,997 --> 00:26:54,797 Isn't it wonderful seeing young people be so passionate? 392 00:27:01,877 --> 00:27:03,997 I'm sorry we didn't realize you felt that way, Aish. 393 00:27:04,077 --> 00:27:06,197 It must be so frustrating. 394 00:27:06,277 --> 00:27:09,037 We're really gonna try a lot harder to support you. 395 00:27:10,423 --> 00:27:11,536 Thanks. 396 00:27:12,586 --> 00:27:13,986 - Hey. - Hi. 397 00:27:13,997 --> 00:27:15,598 Is anyone hungry? 398 00:27:15,608 --> 00:27:17,597 I'm gonna go see if the canteen will give us any food. 399 00:27:17,743 --> 00:27:20,663 I'm starving. Yeah. I'll come with you. I'll come with you. 400 00:27:42,997 --> 00:27:44,677 Can you not do that, please? 401 00:27:44,757 --> 00:27:46,557 I really need to get out of here. 402 00:27:46,637 --> 00:27:48,437 Oh, is there somewhere you're desperate to be? 403 00:27:48,731 --> 00:27:50,495 - Yes, actually. - Mm-hmm. 404 00:27:50,506 --> 00:27:52,906 My girlfriend's meeting my mum properly tonight. 405 00:27:52,917 --> 00:27:54,157 Not that it's your business. 406 00:28:06,863 --> 00:28:08,783 It's not poisoned. Don't worry. 407 00:28:26,717 --> 00:28:27,770 Thanks. 408 00:28:31,197 --> 00:28:33,077 We shouldn't have got something to put on it? 409 00:28:33,088 --> 00:28:35,208 Nah, everyone likes bread. 410 00:28:36,157 --> 00:28:38,317 I've been meaning to ask if you're doing okay? 411 00:28:39,017 --> 00:28:42,577 Yeah, you know, up and down. The T's definitely helping. 412 00:28:42,867 --> 00:28:45,106 - And things are better with my mum. - Good. 413 00:28:45,117 --> 00:28:48,157 Yeah, I get these flashes of how good things could be, 414 00:28:48,917 --> 00:28:51,037 but then I remember it's all out of my control. 415 00:28:51,557 --> 00:28:54,037 And then, I don't know. 416 00:28:54,117 --> 00:28:57,797 I remember I can't get the care that I actually need to live my life. 417 00:29:00,357 --> 00:29:02,237 It's so painful. 418 00:29:02,549 --> 00:29:03,789 So shit. 419 00:29:04,430 --> 00:29:05,830 It is so shit. 420 00:29:10,037 --> 00:29:12,517 I've been thinking I might just go private. 421 00:29:15,677 --> 00:29:18,477 But I've heard a lot of different things though. 422 00:29:22,477 --> 00:29:24,117 How much did it cost you? 423 00:29:25,397 --> 00:29:29,117 Uh, mine was about £10,000. My family paid. 424 00:29:29,637 --> 00:29:30,776 Fuck! 425 00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:34,037 There's no way we can afford that. 426 00:29:35,197 --> 00:29:37,637 - I'm starving. What did you get? - We have bread. 427 00:29:39,517 --> 00:29:40,917 Is there any filling, or... 428 00:29:42,223 --> 00:29:44,025 - Just bread? - Ooh. 429 00:29:44,035 --> 00:29:45,123 Thanks. 430 00:29:45,317 --> 00:29:46,757 - Just bread? - Just bread. 431 00:29:48,717 --> 00:29:50,837 Mmm. Mmm. 432 00:29:52,676 --> 00:29:54,596 Oh. 433 00:29:55,077 --> 00:29:56,230 There you go. 434 00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,117 - Yo. - Hey. 435 00:30:00,266 --> 00:30:01,986 Would you like some bread? 436 00:30:10,717 --> 00:30:11,997 Are you okay? 437 00:30:19,237 --> 00:30:22,812 - Babe. - I keep seeing things, Abbi. 438 00:30:23,917 --> 00:30:28,237 Like, I am getting signs from God. 439 00:30:29,397 --> 00:30:32,997 God is telling me that I shouldn't turn my back on my community. 440 00:30:33,077 --> 00:30:34,837 That I should get baptized. 441 00:30:36,317 --> 00:30:38,477 I just... I don't know what to do. 442 00:30:39,557 --> 00:30:40,997 Do you want to get baptized? 443 00:30:42,917 --> 00:30:44,837 Yes, but I feel guilty for that. 444 00:30:46,037 --> 00:30:50,517 Like, look at everyone out there literally fighting for who they are. 445 00:30:52,277 --> 00:30:53,917 Why can't I be like that? 446 00:30:56,277 --> 00:31:00,437 Sometimes I would give anything to go back to my church. 447 00:31:01,750 --> 00:31:04,350 It was my whole world, and I miss it so much. 448 00:31:06,317 --> 00:31:09,237 Not everyone can fight, Eric, and that's okay. 449 00:31:10,477 --> 00:31:12,717 Whatever you decide, I'll support you. 450 00:31:13,637 --> 00:31:15,197 Let's pray on it together. 451 00:31:32,797 --> 00:31:34,237 I just wanted to say 452 00:31:35,317 --> 00:31:38,197 thank you for everything you've taught me 453 00:31:38,778 --> 00:31:39,866 before I go. 454 00:31:39,877 --> 00:31:40,936 What? 455 00:31:41,910 --> 00:31:43,470 What are you talking about? 456 00:31:44,477 --> 00:31:48,277 Well, you know, I'm gonna be fired now, and I just wanna say thank you. 457 00:31:48,288 --> 00:31:51,008 Fired? Adam. You're not fired. 458 00:31:51,177 --> 00:31:53,513 Look, I think you're really good at this job. 459 00:31:53,524 --> 00:31:56,804 And today aside, I think you show good instincts. 460 00:31:57,837 --> 00:31:59,037 So I'm not fired? 461 00:31:59,883 --> 00:32:01,083 No. 462 00:32:02,197 --> 00:32:03,812 But you will be if you keep standing there 463 00:32:03,822 --> 00:32:06,077 wasting my time asking if you're fired. 464 00:32:07,477 --> 00:32:10,357 And don't ever get on that tractor again. 465 00:32:11,357 --> 00:32:12,837 Oh yeah, understood. 466 00:32:24,197 --> 00:32:25,957 You are so dramatic! 467 00:32:26,037 --> 00:32:28,717 I don't know why I thought I could ever live with you. 468 00:32:28,797 --> 00:32:32,037 Well, maybe because the alternative is being homeless, 469 00:32:32,117 --> 00:32:34,237 and I was kind enough to take you in. 470 00:32:34,248 --> 00:32:35,848 - Take me in? - Yes. 471 00:32:35,997 --> 00:32:38,637 Do you know that Otis, he begged me to come here 472 00:32:38,717 --> 00:32:40,517 because you are all over the place? 473 00:32:40,597 --> 00:32:44,517 Ha! You have only ever shown up when it suited you, Jo, 474 00:32:44,597 --> 00:32:46,877 because you are fundamentally selfish. 475 00:32:46,957 --> 00:32:49,277 - I'm selfish? - Yes. 476 00:32:49,357 --> 00:32:50,837 Dan might be the one, 477 00:32:50,917 --> 00:32:53,797 and you are forbidding me from seeing him! 478 00:32:53,877 --> 00:32:59,317 Every guy you have ever dated has been the one, Jo, until you run away. 479 00:32:59,397 --> 00:33:00,557 Oh, piss off! 480 00:33:01,003 --> 00:33:03,123 - You piss off! - No, you piss off! 481 00:33:03,757 --> 00:33:04,877 Pissy knickers! 482 00:33:08,237 --> 00:33:09,410 Jo! 483 00:33:09,670 --> 00:33:13,670 Oh shit. Let's talk about it! This is ridiculous! 484 00:33:14,091 --> 00:33:17,117 Jo, why won't you talk about it? 485 00:33:17,837 --> 00:33:21,397 Oh, Jo. If you leave now, there's no coming back. 486 00:33:21,477 --> 00:33:24,077 Oh, don't worry! I'm not coming back! 487 00:33:24,157 --> 00:33:26,357 So much for helping your sister in need! 488 00:33:26,437 --> 00:33:30,317 Do you know you are pathologically incapable of accepting help! 489 00:33:30,397 --> 00:33:31,397 That's so not true. 490 00:33:31,477 --> 00:33:35,757 And your sister contract can kiss my arse! 491 00:33:38,797 --> 00:33:40,357 - Hi. - Hi. 492 00:33:46,277 --> 00:33:47,310 Come in. 493 00:34:04,117 --> 00:34:05,957 That's better, mud free. 494 00:34:06,517 --> 00:34:11,477 You caught my sister and I in an unfortunate moment before. 495 00:34:13,557 --> 00:34:16,677 Siblings can really push each other's buttons. 496 00:34:21,997 --> 00:34:24,197 Otis told me that you lost your mum. 497 00:34:24,570 --> 00:34:26,250 I'm so sorry. 498 00:34:26,917 --> 00:34:29,517 It's okay. She's not lost. She's dead. 499 00:34:29,963 --> 00:34:33,163 I wish people would stop saying sorry. It's fucking annoying. 500 00:34:33,797 --> 00:34:35,917 Isn't it? 501 00:34:39,757 --> 00:34:41,877 I should go. This was a mistake, I think. 502 00:34:41,957 --> 00:34:45,597 No, I really want to get to know you, 503 00:34:45,829 --> 00:34:48,509 and... I said the wrong thing. 504 00:34:49,223 --> 00:34:51,303 I'm just not myself at the moment. 505 00:34:51,329 --> 00:34:52,569 Of course you aren't. 506 00:34:52,597 --> 00:34:56,197 I mean, when I lost my mum, I felt so disjointed. 507 00:34:56,917 --> 00:34:59,597 It's like my center had completely gone. 508 00:35:04,037 --> 00:35:06,397 We had a very difficult relationship. 509 00:35:07,383 --> 00:35:10,903 I still couldn't make sense of the world without her. 510 00:35:11,597 --> 00:35:13,717 Did Otis tell you anything else about my mum? 511 00:35:15,797 --> 00:35:16,836 No. 512 00:35:17,076 --> 00:35:18,477 She was a drug addict. 513 00:35:18,557 --> 00:35:20,517 Oh, that must've been so hard for you. 514 00:35:24,037 --> 00:35:25,157 I feel relieved 515 00:35:26,477 --> 00:35:27,597 that she's gone. 516 00:35:29,837 --> 00:35:32,397 It's not uncommon for people to feel relief, 517 00:35:32,477 --> 00:35:34,957 particularly when there's childhood trauma. 518 00:35:35,717 --> 00:35:38,717 - So I'm not a terrible person, then? - No. 519 00:35:39,757 --> 00:35:41,717 Try not to be hard on yourself. 520 00:35:46,357 --> 00:35:47,517 Can I help with anything? 521 00:35:48,233 --> 00:35:51,226 Yes. How are you at peeling? 522 00:35:51,237 --> 00:35:55,077 Um, yeah. Grade-A peeler. 523 00:35:58,997 --> 00:36:01,357 I thought your girlfriend lived in America? 524 00:36:04,437 --> 00:36:06,677 Ah, come on. I'm only making conversation. 525 00:36:09,037 --> 00:36:11,745 No, she's moving back to Moordale. 526 00:36:11,755 --> 00:36:14,056 She's gonna start studying at Cavendish. 527 00:36:14,797 --> 00:36:17,157 I thought she was doing that impressive course thing? 528 00:36:17,168 --> 00:36:18,488 What's your point? 529 00:36:18,596 --> 00:36:19,652 Mm-mm. 530 00:36:19,663 --> 00:36:21,343 Just seems a bit strange. 531 00:36:22,546 --> 00:36:26,306 She must really like spending time with you to give all that up. 532 00:36:26,317 --> 00:36:30,237 Well, yeah, she does, actually. We are pretty happy. 533 00:36:30,650 --> 00:36:33,250 Things are going mostly great between us. 534 00:36:33,603 --> 00:36:34,690 "Mostly"? 535 00:36:37,463 --> 00:36:39,503 Are you still having that sex phobia stuff? 536 00:36:39,736 --> 00:36:42,477 - What? - I read that thing your mum wrote about you. 537 00:36:42,488 --> 00:36:44,159 It's really fascinating. 538 00:36:44,170 --> 00:36:47,037 That is so unbelievably inappropriate. 539 00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:48,917 So I'll take that as a yes, then? 540 00:36:48,997 --> 00:36:53,357 Yeah, sure. We're having some issues. 541 00:36:53,683 --> 00:36:55,156 Sex issues? 542 00:36:55,317 --> 00:36:56,437 Yeah, I... 543 00:36:57,877 --> 00:36:58,917 Yeah, I have this thing. 544 00:36:58,997 --> 00:37:02,637 I had this thing where I would just get very anxious around sex, 545 00:37:02,717 --> 00:37:03,957 but I dealt with it. 546 00:37:04,875 --> 00:37:07,186 But now it's back, and I don't understand why. 547 00:37:07,197 --> 00:37:08,357 Mmm. 548 00:37:08,437 --> 00:37:10,437 No, I'm not... we're not doing this. 549 00:37:10,687 --> 00:37:14,106 I'm not. What am I doing, Otis? I'm not doing anything. 550 00:37:14,117 --> 00:37:17,037 Why don't we talk about you for a change? 551 00:37:18,083 --> 00:37:19,466 What about me? 552 00:37:19,477 --> 00:37:21,757 Well, I don't know literally anything about you. 553 00:37:21,837 --> 00:37:23,317 Well, have you ever asked? 554 00:37:24,096 --> 00:37:25,129 No. 555 00:37:25,176 --> 00:37:27,277 Then, what happened with Ruby? Why don't we start there? 556 00:37:27,357 --> 00:37:29,237 Do you have any idea how awful she felt? 557 00:37:29,317 --> 00:37:32,077 Oh please, Otis. Don't pretend like you care about her. 558 00:37:32,157 --> 00:37:35,037 You're literally using her 'cause you want to win the election. 559 00:37:35,837 --> 00:37:38,117 How about everything you've said, 560 00:37:38,266 --> 00:37:41,386 making me out to be some kind of meninist. 561 00:37:41,614 --> 00:37:44,117 You got on my mum's radio show. You literally don't stop. 562 00:37:44,128 --> 00:37:45,825 Like, are you asexual, or was that just 563 00:37:45,835 --> 00:37:47,728 something else to make me look bad? 564 00:37:51,236 --> 00:37:54,795 That's a really, really fucked up thing to say, Otis. 565 00:38:06,117 --> 00:38:08,597 Otis told me about the course that you're on. 566 00:38:09,517 --> 00:38:11,157 Sounds prestigious. 567 00:38:11,757 --> 00:38:14,957 - When do you go back? - Uh, I'm not going back, actually. 568 00:38:15,350 --> 00:38:17,790 I was gonna register at Cavendish today, 569 00:38:17,997 --> 00:38:20,757 but I don't know if I'm gonna go back to college either. 570 00:38:20,837 --> 00:38:21,837 It's a big decision. 571 00:38:24,157 --> 00:38:28,437 Yeah. I actually might just get a job, you know, something secure. 572 00:38:29,557 --> 00:38:30,557 Sounds sensible. 573 00:38:34,089 --> 00:38:35,746 What do you really want to do? 574 00:38:36,003 --> 00:38:37,563 I wanted to be a writer. 575 00:38:38,557 --> 00:38:41,025 Kind of realized it's just so competitive, 576 00:38:41,036 --> 00:38:43,585 and my tutor told me I wasn't cut out for it. 577 00:38:43,596 --> 00:38:45,278 I'm not gonna waste my time on something 578 00:38:45,288 --> 00:38:46,945 if I'm not good enough, you know? 579 00:38:46,956 --> 00:38:48,986 Doesn't make any sense. Fuck! 580 00:38:48,997 --> 00:38:50,117 Oh. Ooh. 581 00:38:50,197 --> 00:38:52,197 - Hold on. Hold it under there. - It's fine. 582 00:38:52,797 --> 00:38:54,079 Let's have a look. 583 00:38:54,090 --> 00:38:56,077 - Ah. - Sorry. 584 00:38:56,157 --> 00:38:58,717 - I don't think it's deep. - It's fine. 585 00:39:02,077 --> 00:39:03,477 I don't know why I'm crying. 586 00:39:04,437 --> 00:39:06,077 Such a baby. 587 00:39:06,157 --> 00:39:07,477 It's okay to cry. 588 00:39:08,317 --> 00:39:09,357 It really is. 589 00:39:11,030 --> 00:39:12,110 All right. 590 00:39:14,837 --> 00:39:16,837 - Sorry. - No, don't be sorry. 591 00:39:17,357 --> 00:39:19,757 Why don't you sit there? We've got... 592 00:39:22,797 --> 00:39:24,237 I just feel so stupid. 593 00:39:25,317 --> 00:39:28,197 I kind of convinced myself that I was special or something, 594 00:39:28,483 --> 00:39:31,563 like I deserved to be there with those people. I'm just an idiot. 595 00:39:34,477 --> 00:39:37,277 This might hurt a little bit. 596 00:39:38,778 --> 00:39:41,615 Now I don't know you very well, Maeve, 597 00:39:41,626 --> 00:39:44,386 but it seems to me that you're the kind of person 598 00:39:44,397 --> 00:39:47,917 who has raised herself from a very young age. 599 00:39:48,517 --> 00:39:50,317 And from what I can tell, 600 00:39:51,517 --> 00:39:53,437 you're doing a very good job. 601 00:39:54,637 --> 00:39:57,357 But sometimes when we haven't been parented securely, 602 00:39:57,437 --> 00:40:01,077 we can suffer from low self-esteem. 603 00:40:03,237 --> 00:40:06,037 Now, you've taken quite a knock, 604 00:40:06,117 --> 00:40:09,197 and that kind of rejection can feel very painful. 605 00:40:09,277 --> 00:40:11,557 But I would say that 606 00:40:12,517 --> 00:40:15,957 you were good enough to get into the course in the first place, 607 00:40:16,557 --> 00:40:19,105 and I reckon that you are just 608 00:40:19,115 --> 00:40:22,517 as worthy of succeeding as anybody else there. 609 00:40:23,010 --> 00:40:24,710 Really? 610 00:40:27,517 --> 00:40:29,997 - Thank you. - Why don't you use this? 611 00:40:33,277 --> 00:40:36,557 I think that what you probably need is someone in your corner, 612 00:40:37,237 --> 00:40:40,437 a parent to tell you to pick yourself back up, 613 00:40:41,117 --> 00:40:42,837 to stay resilient, 614 00:40:43,677 --> 00:40:45,757 to keep believing in yourself. 615 00:40:47,877 --> 00:40:51,517 And not to let one teacher dictate your future. 616 00:40:53,917 --> 00:40:55,357 Okay. 617 00:41:03,157 --> 00:41:06,357 You know, I do feel awful about what I did to Ruby. 618 00:41:07,197 --> 00:41:08,357 Why did you do it? 619 00:41:10,837 --> 00:41:15,117 I'd just moved from Belfast, and I was the kid with the funny accent. 620 00:41:15,197 --> 00:41:18,037 I was one of the only kids of color in my year, 621 00:41:18,117 --> 00:41:22,397 and I already started feeling like something wasn't normal. 622 00:41:23,877 --> 00:41:27,917 The other girls were talking about boys and kissing and crushes and... 623 00:41:29,957 --> 00:41:34,437 There was... There was so much pressure to behave a particular way, 624 00:41:34,517 --> 00:41:36,677 and I decided that 625 00:41:37,397 --> 00:41:39,837 I needed to become best friends with the popular girls 626 00:41:39,917 --> 00:41:42,157 so that people didn't notice that I didn't fit in. 627 00:41:43,757 --> 00:41:48,437 Then I started learning everything I could about sex and relationships 628 00:41:48,517 --> 00:41:52,197 so that I could pretend to be like everyone else. 629 00:41:53,877 --> 00:41:56,877 I was quite surprised that I found it quite fascinating, but 630 00:41:58,277 --> 00:42:01,397 you know, keeping up that facade was really hard, and... 631 00:42:03,236 --> 00:42:05,102 it is exhausting... 632 00:42:07,516 --> 00:42:09,396 not being able to be yourself. 633 00:42:15,397 --> 00:42:17,597 What are you looking at, bed-wetter? 634 00:42:23,597 --> 00:42:26,717 And when I got into college, I set up my clinic, and 635 00:42:27,477 --> 00:42:30,997 I still didn't feel like I could tell people that I was ace. 636 00:42:33,917 --> 00:42:37,557 I mean, who wants to have sex advice from someone who doesn't have sex? 637 00:42:41,477 --> 00:42:43,437 Sounds like it'd be quite lonely. 638 00:42:43,564 --> 00:42:44,677 Yeah. 639 00:42:45,957 --> 00:42:47,957 I did try to make friends. 640 00:42:49,197 --> 00:42:52,077 But I couldn't let people in without giving myself away. 641 00:42:53,597 --> 00:42:55,837 So I decided that I was just better off alone. 642 00:42:55,917 --> 00:42:58,637 I mean, I didn't need anything except my clinic. 643 00:42:59,557 --> 00:43:02,077 That was my passion. It was my safe place. 644 00:43:03,817 --> 00:43:07,017 Then you just came in and took everything away from me. 645 00:43:10,597 --> 00:43:11,917 Doors opening. 646 00:43:14,477 --> 00:43:17,837 Fucking Nora. We didn't know there was anybody in here. 647 00:43:23,763 --> 00:43:24,803 Thank you. 648 00:43:27,477 --> 00:43:30,357 The lift is fixed. 649 00:43:40,917 --> 00:43:43,317 Does that mean we don't have to do our exam anymore? 650 00:43:43,397 --> 00:43:46,317 Well, the exam, that's been rescheduled to tomorrow. 651 00:43:46,397 --> 00:43:47,677 Aw, what? 652 00:43:47,757 --> 00:43:50,037 We're putting some funding into replacing the lift. 653 00:43:50,117 --> 00:43:51,117 About time. 654 00:43:54,957 --> 00:43:56,957 - We did it. - Yeah. 655 00:43:57,037 --> 00:43:58,197 That was thrilling. 656 00:43:59,797 --> 00:44:00,797 Um, 657 00:44:01,477 --> 00:44:02,797 do you wanna hang out? 658 00:44:06,069 --> 00:44:08,283 Sorry, uh, I thought I was feeling better, 659 00:44:08,294 --> 00:44:10,575 but I'm a bit all over the place, 660 00:44:11,077 --> 00:44:15,397 so maybe I just need to sleep it off or something. 661 00:44:15,477 --> 00:44:18,997 Okay, um, I'm here if you need me. 662 00:44:19,517 --> 00:44:22,437 Yeah. 663 00:44:23,877 --> 00:44:24,943 Thanks. 664 00:44:41,397 --> 00:44:45,037 Hey, um, I've been thinking about your penis problem. 665 00:44:45,557 --> 00:44:48,037 Okay. I don't really need your input for that. 666 00:44:48,117 --> 00:44:51,117 Right, but your mum said that your dad left when you were younger. 667 00:44:51,197 --> 00:44:53,517 - And that she really struggled. - Yeah, she did. 668 00:44:53,886 --> 00:44:57,726 She had a breakdown, basically. It was terrible. What's your point? 669 00:44:57,737 --> 00:45:01,017 Well, I don't think that you're afraid of having sex, Otis. 670 00:45:01,317 --> 00:45:02,858 I think you're afraid you're gonna 671 00:45:02,868 --> 00:45:04,677 get your heart broken like your mum did. 672 00:45:06,277 --> 00:45:08,757 And I know that you don't really want advice from me, 673 00:45:08,837 --> 00:45:11,197 but I think you should just let that fear go, 674 00:45:11,277 --> 00:45:13,477 'cause you can't love anyone without risk. 675 00:45:14,317 --> 00:45:15,837 Stop getting in the way of yourself. 676 00:45:17,477 --> 00:45:18,877 Ruby, help! Make them stop. 677 00:45:18,957 --> 00:45:22,397 It's okay. One at a time. Okay, right. We will get to all of you. 678 00:45:22,477 --> 00:45:24,517 I can't believe he's actually gonna win this thing. 679 00:45:24,597 --> 00:45:26,597 Yep. Guess that's my karma. 680 00:45:28,957 --> 00:45:30,357 I know you made a mistake. 681 00:45:31,077 --> 00:45:34,317 But no one's better off alone. You should just apologize. 682 00:45:35,797 --> 00:45:38,117 Yeah, well, see you around, Otis. 683 00:45:48,837 --> 00:45:49,890 Adam. 684 00:45:53,849 --> 00:45:55,569 I've been trying to call you. 685 00:46:03,437 --> 00:46:05,117 - Are you all right? - No! 686 00:46:07,117 --> 00:46:08,197 No, I'm not. 687 00:46:11,837 --> 00:46:15,877 I messed up at work today, and the first thing that I thought 688 00:46:15,957 --> 00:46:17,557 is I'm going to disappoint my dad. 689 00:46:19,117 --> 00:46:24,317 You have made me feel like I'm shit at everything since I was born. 690 00:46:24,397 --> 00:46:27,517 I don't wanna feel like a failure anymore because I'm not a failure. 691 00:46:27,666 --> 00:46:28,866 You're a failure. 692 00:46:28,877 --> 00:46:32,717 You are just a sad man who does a job that he hates 693 00:46:32,797 --> 00:46:34,957 because he's too afraid to do anything else. 694 00:46:39,675 --> 00:46:42,075 I thought you were interested in me, but you weren't. 695 00:46:42,086 --> 00:46:45,106 It was all just about getting back together with Mum. 696 00:46:45,117 --> 00:46:47,357 - Adam, that's not true. - It is true. 697 00:46:49,677 --> 00:46:53,157 You don't like me, so just stop pretending. 698 00:47:08,357 --> 00:47:09,630 Anyone home? 699 00:47:15,717 --> 00:47:16,717 Mum? 700 00:47:35,837 --> 00:47:37,077 Whoa. 701 00:48:00,557 --> 00:48:01,670 Jerome? 702 00:48:06,197 --> 00:48:07,557 I'm home! 703 00:48:08,197 --> 00:48:09,557 - Hello, darling. - Hi. 704 00:48:09,637 --> 00:48:13,077 Hi. Sorry. I'm so late. 705 00:48:14,917 --> 00:48:16,092 It's all right. 706 00:48:16,103 --> 00:48:18,357 Hi. Uh, I got stuck in a lift. 707 00:48:18,682 --> 00:48:21,066 Oh. Maeve and I have been having a nice time. 708 00:48:21,077 --> 00:48:22,317 Mm-hmm. 709 00:48:22,397 --> 00:48:24,197 - Yeah? - Yeah. 710 00:48:25,797 --> 00:48:28,757 - Shall we eat? - Please. I'm starving. 711 00:49:11,336 --> 00:49:13,188 Hey. So I think my parents have been lying to me, 712 00:49:13,198 --> 00:49:14,736 and I might know who my dad is... 713 00:49:15,237 --> 00:49:16,463 Viv? 714 00:49:17,276 --> 00:49:18,716 Shit. What's happened? 715 00:49:21,677 --> 00:49:23,237 You were right about Beau. 716 00:49:28,157 --> 00:49:29,397 It's okay. It's okay. 717 00:49:32,597 --> 00:49:34,877 It's okay. It's okay. 718 00:49:43,237 --> 00:49:44,397 Nice collection. 719 00:49:45,277 --> 00:49:46,957 - Nice T-shirt. - Hmm. 720 00:49:48,437 --> 00:49:49,477 Dinner was fun. 721 00:49:50,917 --> 00:49:52,076 Yeah. 722 00:49:53,477 --> 00:49:54,650 You okay? 723 00:50:09,077 --> 00:50:10,717 I think I'm going back to America. 724 00:50:14,997 --> 00:50:16,223 Okay. 725 00:50:18,517 --> 00:50:20,237 I don't wanna lose you, Otis. 726 00:50:21,277 --> 00:50:22,597 You won't lose me. 727 00:50:24,197 --> 00:50:25,597 It's just a few weeks. 728 00:50:27,997 --> 00:50:30,757 We'll figure it out. We did it before. 729 00:50:34,597 --> 00:50:36,837 It was always my dream to get out of Moordale. 730 00:50:40,097 --> 00:50:42,017 I love it so much out there. 731 00:50:44,157 --> 00:50:46,157 I feel so different. I feel like 732 00:50:47,677 --> 00:50:49,117 the best version of me. 733 00:51:01,517 --> 00:51:04,157 Are you saying you don't know if you would come back? 734 00:51:06,477 --> 00:51:08,117 We can still make it work though. 735 00:51:17,717 --> 00:51:19,197 I don't know that we could. 736 00:51:20,436 --> 00:51:22,756 I would feel like I'm holding you back. 737 00:51:25,317 --> 00:51:26,797 I think we both know that 738 00:51:27,837 --> 00:51:28,957 it would be too hard. 739 00:51:31,597 --> 00:51:33,036 I love you. 740 00:51:45,717 --> 00:51:46,717 I love you. 741 00:53:31,517 --> 00:53:32,650 Otis. 742 00:53:34,917 --> 00:53:36,037 I have to go. 743 00:53:41,363 --> 00:53:42,390 Okay. 744 00:53:46,357 --> 00:53:47,877 I'm gonna close my eyes. 745 00:53:49,477 --> 00:53:51,437 I don't think I can watch you go. 746 00:54:06,437 --> 00:54:07,750 Bye, Otis. 747 00:54:09,277 --> 00:54:10,376 Bye. 748 00:54:49,077 --> 00:54:50,077 Morning. 749 00:54:50,157 --> 00:54:52,677 Hi, love. What are we doing here, then? 750 00:54:54,757 --> 00:54:56,237 I'm going back to America. 751 00:54:57,837 --> 00:54:59,837 I have to put something right before I leave. 752 00:55:09,597 --> 00:55:11,157 I owe you both an apology. 753 00:55:12,277 --> 00:55:14,917 I've been acting like a tiny baby child for the past couple of weeks, 754 00:55:14,997 --> 00:55:16,717 and I realize I wasn't upset 755 00:55:16,797 --> 00:55:18,877 at the thought of you two being together at all. 756 00:55:19,397 --> 00:55:22,197 I was more upset at the idea of losing you both. 757 00:55:23,437 --> 00:55:26,197 I kind of realized that you're the only family I have left. 758 00:55:26,277 --> 00:55:28,757 Maeve, you could never lose us. Ever. 759 00:55:28,837 --> 00:55:30,016 No. 760 00:55:30,957 --> 00:55:31,957 Okay, good. 761 00:55:33,837 --> 00:55:36,917 I think you two should definitely explore this. 762 00:55:37,437 --> 00:55:40,277 You don't need my permission, but it makes a lot of sense. 763 00:55:44,117 --> 00:55:47,957 And also, um, would you mind helping me scatter my mum's ashes today? 764 00:55:51,437 --> 00:55:52,677 - Right. Yeah. - Of course. 765 00:55:53,757 --> 00:55:56,237 Thanks. Okay. We can stop being weird now. 766 00:55:59,437 --> 00:56:01,957 - Morning, by the way. Hello. - Morning. 767 00:56:07,837 --> 00:56:10,157 You didn't want anything a bit more scenic? 768 00:56:10,237 --> 00:56:12,957 No. I've got great memories of Mum here. 769 00:56:14,957 --> 00:56:16,997 It'll give me an excuse to visit you two. 770 00:56:19,456 --> 00:56:20,466 Okay. 771 00:56:42,437 --> 00:56:43,730 Bye, Erin. 772 00:56:50,237 --> 00:56:51,396 Bye, Mum. 773 00:57:04,351 --> 00:57:09,351 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -