1 00:00:00,937 --> 00:00:05,937 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com - 2 00:00:29,237 --> 00:00:31,277 Oh my God, that film was so... 3 00:00:32,731 --> 00:00:36,691 I wanted to do something special, but it's... it's no pressure. 4 00:00:36,755 --> 00:00:39,386 Um... wow, it's so... 5 00:00:39,397 --> 00:00:41,957 - You don't like it, do you? - No, I do. It's really sweet. 6 00:00:42,877 --> 00:00:44,103 Thank you. 7 00:00:51,917 --> 00:00:52,997 Are you okay? 8 00:00:53,150 --> 00:00:54,630 Yeah. No, this is lovely. 9 00:01:09,157 --> 00:01:10,957 Oh my God. Fire. There's a fire. 10 00:01:11,037 --> 00:01:12,677 Oh! Oh! 11 00:01:12,757 --> 00:01:14,317 What do I do? What do I do? 12 00:01:21,477 --> 00:01:23,077 My nan knitted that. 13 00:01:52,237 --> 00:01:53,277 Hi, everyone. 14 00:01:53,357 --> 00:01:55,637 Um, I... 15 00:01:57,317 --> 00:02:00,237 have absolutely no idea how to start this. Um... 16 00:02:02,357 --> 00:02:05,237 I feel like I owe you all an apology. 17 00:02:19,517 --> 00:02:23,677 Ever since the video of me in primary school has resurfaced, 18 00:02:25,150 --> 00:02:27,950 I have been absolutely beside myself. 19 00:02:28,516 --> 00:02:33,756 I'm so disappointed in the person I used to be, 20 00:02:34,357 --> 00:02:36,557 but I have learned from my mistakes. 21 00:02:37,649 --> 00:02:40,626 And I know that I have to prove that to you now, 22 00:02:40,637 --> 00:02:42,877 and that might take some time, 23 00:02:43,517 --> 00:02:45,797 but for the moment, I would just like to say, 24 00:02:45,877 --> 00:02:48,037 from the very, very bottom of my heart 25 00:02:48,117 --> 00:02:50,957 to all of my clients, all of my followers, 26 00:02:51,737 --> 00:02:55,297 and all of my friends, to everyone... 27 00:02:55,957 --> 00:02:57,797 I'm truly, truly sorry. 28 00:03:04,346 --> 00:03:06,133 Surprise! Oh no! 29 00:03:06,144 --> 00:03:07,866 Oh no! No! 30 00:03:20,437 --> 00:03:22,117 - Morning, darling. - Morning. 31 00:03:22,324 --> 00:03:23,364 Want coffee? 32 00:03:23,877 --> 00:03:25,083 Yes, please. 33 00:03:25,877 --> 00:03:26,877 What's going on? 34 00:03:26,957 --> 00:03:30,477 Well, I... I thought I'd make you some breakfast. 35 00:03:32,717 --> 00:03:35,597 - Why? - We haven't done this in a while. 36 00:03:35,677 --> 00:03:37,077 - Well... - It's nice. 37 00:03:37,157 --> 00:03:38,317 Mmm. 38 00:03:38,450 --> 00:03:39,610 Hey, Joy. 39 00:03:39,870 --> 00:03:42,012 How did you sleep? How are you? 40 00:03:42,023 --> 00:03:43,583 Yeah, I'm okay. 41 00:03:45,077 --> 00:03:47,077 It's the election stuff today. 42 00:03:47,746 --> 00:03:49,026 I'm obviously not gonna win, 43 00:03:49,037 --> 00:03:51,726 so it feels like that was a massive waste of time. 44 00:03:51,737 --> 00:03:53,297 Well, you did your best, 45 00:03:53,697 --> 00:03:55,537 which is never a waste of time. 46 00:04:01,357 --> 00:04:02,877 Have you heard from Maeve? 47 00:04:03,957 --> 00:04:05,237 She landed this morning. 48 00:04:05,386 --> 00:04:07,118 I know it might be hard, darling, 49 00:04:07,128 --> 00:04:08,906 but I think she made the right decision. 50 00:04:08,917 --> 00:04:11,557 She was so discouraged when I spoke to her. 51 00:04:11,902 --> 00:04:13,092 What do you mean? 52 00:04:13,103 --> 00:04:15,359 Well, I think she convinced herself that 53 00:04:15,370 --> 00:04:17,112 she wasn't good enough for the course. 54 00:04:17,123 --> 00:04:19,091 And, well, that's just ridiculous. 55 00:04:19,101 --> 00:04:20,963 She's such an intelligent young woman. 56 00:04:21,677 --> 00:04:23,357 So I told her that she'd had a knock 57 00:04:23,437 --> 00:04:25,917 and that she shouldn't let it affect her ambition, 58 00:04:25,928 --> 00:04:29,088 and she should go back and finish. 59 00:04:32,589 --> 00:04:33,659 What? 60 00:04:34,146 --> 00:04:36,797 - You told Maeve to go back to America. - Well, no... 61 00:04:36,877 --> 00:04:40,157 She wanted to stay here with me, Mum. Everything was fine. 62 00:04:40,237 --> 00:04:42,317 I didn't tell her anything she didn't already know. 63 00:04:42,397 --> 00:04:43,917 Of course you did! 64 00:04:43,997 --> 00:04:45,477 - You're always doing this! - Hi. 65 00:04:45,557 --> 00:04:46,997 You get inside people's brains. 66 00:04:47,077 --> 00:04:50,997 You wheedle in like some wheedling brain wheedler! 67 00:04:51,077 --> 00:04:53,392 Darling, you told me that you wanted me 68 00:04:53,402 --> 00:04:56,215 - to be more involved in your life. - Don't you dare put this on me! 69 00:04:56,226 --> 00:04:59,226 I wanted you to ask me how my day was, not therapize my girlfriend 70 00:04:59,237 --> 00:05:01,277 into getting on a plane and breaking up with me. 71 00:05:01,288 --> 00:05:04,306 Oh, Otis. I didn't know you broke up. 72 00:05:04,317 --> 00:05:06,052 You crossed a line. 73 00:05:06,546 --> 00:05:09,026 I was worried you were having another mental breakdown, 74 00:05:09,037 --> 00:05:12,757 but no, you're just consistently fucking with everything in my life. 75 00:05:12,837 --> 00:05:15,277 - Don't talk to your mother like that... - Don't get involved. 76 00:05:15,357 --> 00:05:17,757 No, I will get involved. Your mum does everything for you. 77 00:05:17,837 --> 00:05:19,677 At least talk to her with some respect. 78 00:05:19,757 --> 00:05:21,637 Oh my God. I hate you both! 79 00:05:21,717 --> 00:05:23,277 Otis, don't... 80 00:05:26,317 --> 00:05:27,317 Fuck. 81 00:05:31,557 --> 00:05:32,597 You're back. 82 00:05:34,597 --> 00:05:35,597 Not really. 83 00:05:37,197 --> 00:05:39,877 I've got a friend with a spare room down south, 84 00:05:39,957 --> 00:05:42,717 so, uh, I've just come to say goodbye 85 00:05:42,797 --> 00:05:46,197 and to, uh, pick up my LED face mask. 86 00:05:47,677 --> 00:05:50,877 Do you mind if I have a shower and get changed before I go? 87 00:05:51,136 --> 00:05:53,216 No, go on. 88 00:05:55,197 --> 00:05:56,543 Thanks. 89 00:05:58,957 --> 00:06:00,877 Thanks for sticking up for me. 90 00:06:01,057 --> 00:06:02,256 It's all right. 91 00:06:10,597 --> 00:06:11,656 Cal? 92 00:06:13,397 --> 00:06:14,517 Cal, can I come in? 93 00:06:35,037 --> 00:06:37,957 You sure you wanna do this? Maybe it's just a misunderstanding. 94 00:06:38,037 --> 00:06:39,237 You saw the letter. 95 00:06:39,877 --> 00:06:41,317 It's all sexy and gross. 96 00:06:41,397 --> 00:06:42,917 Yeah, your mum is kind of filthy. 97 00:06:42,997 --> 00:06:44,157 - Odusanya! - Sorry. 98 00:06:47,037 --> 00:06:48,157 I think this is it. 99 00:06:52,877 --> 00:06:53,917 Good luck. 100 00:07:18,057 --> 00:07:19,817 Hi, how can I help you? 101 00:07:21,157 --> 00:07:22,183 Hi. 102 00:07:23,197 --> 00:07:24,197 Uh, I'm Jackson. 103 00:07:25,177 --> 00:07:26,310 Marchetti. 104 00:07:26,650 --> 00:07:28,290 Are you Jerome Saibu? 105 00:07:29,957 --> 00:07:31,397 This is a bit strange. I... I... 106 00:07:32,357 --> 00:07:35,637 I found a letter that you wrote to my mum. 107 00:07:36,237 --> 00:07:37,477 Her name is Roz... 108 00:07:37,557 --> 00:07:39,597 - Dad, who is it? - ... Anderson. 109 00:07:40,517 --> 00:07:42,877 I think you guys used to work together a while back. 110 00:07:45,077 --> 00:07:46,117 I think 111 00:07:47,357 --> 00:07:49,317 you could be... 112 00:07:49,397 --> 00:07:51,757 - Leave my property. Please. - You could be my dad. 113 00:08:21,597 --> 00:08:24,077 Adam, it's me again. Please call me back. 114 00:08:30,157 --> 00:08:32,957 Okay, there's some palms outside and then some behind the tables. 115 00:08:33,037 --> 00:08:34,917 How are we with the table dressing, guys? 116 00:08:34,997 --> 00:08:36,157 All good, Abbi. 117 00:08:36,237 --> 00:08:38,237 - Did you see O's apology? - Mm-hmm. 118 00:08:38,317 --> 00:08:41,437 She thinks she can still get votes. It's a bit sad. 119 00:08:41,543 --> 00:08:42,859 Mm-hmm, right. 120 00:08:42,870 --> 00:08:46,350 Hey, guys. Um, what are you guys talking about? 121 00:08:46,957 --> 00:08:48,117 We've been practicing. 122 00:08:48,210 --> 00:08:51,450 Yeah, we were practicing all night. 123 00:08:52,317 --> 00:08:53,637 You were fucking all night? 124 00:08:53,717 --> 00:08:56,517 - Aisha, what? No! - We definitely weren't fucking all night. 125 00:08:56,597 --> 00:08:57,663 Roman! 126 00:08:57,823 --> 00:08:59,877 Oh, you mean practicing? 127 00:08:59,957 --> 00:09:00,957 Practicing, sorry. 128 00:09:01,037 --> 00:09:04,117 Oh, that's very nice that you're trying. Aw. 129 00:09:04,503 --> 00:09:09,383 Oh, we were saying that O's apology was a bit fake. 130 00:09:10,117 --> 00:09:12,757 Guys, that's really mean. You know the drill. 131 00:09:26,026 --> 00:09:28,986 Hi. Sorry, do you know Cal Bowman? 132 00:09:28,997 --> 00:09:30,677 - Yes. - I'm their mum. 133 00:09:30,879 --> 00:09:32,278 They didn't come home last night, 134 00:09:32,288 --> 00:09:34,212 and they're not answering their phone. 135 00:09:34,223 --> 00:09:37,943 Oh, I'm sorry. I haven't seen them. 136 00:09:38,557 --> 00:09:42,357 I've called the police, but they're just not taking it seriously. 137 00:09:42,877 --> 00:09:45,237 They just... they don't seem themself now, and I'm... 138 00:09:54,823 --> 00:09:56,583 Ooh wow. 139 00:09:59,597 --> 00:10:00,677 This one's good. 140 00:10:01,317 --> 00:10:02,517 It's upside down. 141 00:10:02,704 --> 00:10:04,544 Oh, it's better that way. 142 00:10:06,310 --> 00:10:09,550 Our first art auction. I'm excited. 143 00:10:12,937 --> 00:10:15,337 - What? - Can I kiss you? 144 00:10:18,023 --> 00:10:19,703 We've been eating cheese and onion. 145 00:10:21,277 --> 00:10:22,397 I don't mind. 146 00:10:46,397 --> 00:10:48,317 Oh God! Cal's gone missing. 147 00:11:02,517 --> 00:11:04,517 - Just pop it on there. - No worries. 148 00:11:04,597 --> 00:11:05,837 What's going on? 149 00:11:06,003 --> 00:11:09,624 Oh, Cal Bowman's been missing since last night. That's their mum. 150 00:11:09,635 --> 00:11:11,146 Christ, how awful. 151 00:11:11,157 --> 00:11:14,197 Yeah, yeah. We'll make sure there's people searching the skate park. 152 00:11:18,077 --> 00:11:20,157 Thank you for coming, everyone. 153 00:11:20,168 --> 00:11:22,688 Cal is in a very vulnerable place right now, 154 00:11:22,837 --> 00:11:25,837 so we need to start searching for them straight away. 155 00:11:25,986 --> 00:11:27,632 Their last text message said they were 156 00:11:27,642 --> 00:11:29,306 going to Pinelands Shopping Center. 157 00:11:29,323 --> 00:11:32,323 This is a real moment to focus on the power of intention 158 00:11:32,397 --> 00:11:34,197 and manifest finding Cal. 159 00:11:34,447 --> 00:11:36,906 Come on. Let's do this. Come on, Cavendish! 160 00:11:36,917 --> 00:11:38,797 Whoo! 161 00:11:40,717 --> 00:11:41,823 Thank you. 162 00:11:43,797 --> 00:11:44,957 Should we get some? 163 00:11:45,997 --> 00:11:47,063 Oh. 164 00:11:50,437 --> 00:11:53,837 - I am so happy you are doing this. - Hmm. 165 00:11:55,117 --> 00:11:56,397 - Good morning. - Good morning. 166 00:11:56,477 --> 00:11:58,117 - Good morning, Pastor. - Hello, girls. 167 00:11:58,997 --> 00:12:01,277 - Hello. - Eric, can I have a quick word? 168 00:12:01,357 --> 00:12:02,477 Yeah. Yeah. 169 00:12:04,797 --> 00:12:05,917 I'm very sorry. 170 00:12:06,437 --> 00:12:08,597 Someone looked up your college online, 171 00:12:08,677 --> 00:12:11,397 and we've had some complaints about your fundraiser. 172 00:12:12,463 --> 00:12:13,603 Why? 173 00:12:14,877 --> 00:12:17,797 The college values are not something the church can support. 174 00:12:17,877 --> 00:12:21,157 I'm afraid the church council have decided we cannot accept your money. 175 00:12:21,877 --> 00:12:24,517 - But the fundraiser is tonight. - I know. 176 00:12:27,157 --> 00:12:28,717 It's out of my hands. 177 00:12:30,077 --> 00:12:33,077 Please don't let this ruin your special day. 178 00:12:44,066 --> 00:12:46,266 Maybe you should go home and tell your parents. 179 00:12:46,277 --> 00:12:47,557 I wanna be here, okay? 180 00:12:48,350 --> 00:12:49,630 What if Cal's not all right? 181 00:12:57,957 --> 00:12:59,477 Oh, Otis, mate. 182 00:13:00,117 --> 00:13:02,317 Can I speak to you about a sex thing? 183 00:13:03,117 --> 00:13:05,797 - You don't wanna speak with Connor? - Well, he's all booked up. 184 00:13:06,397 --> 00:13:09,637 Basically, what it is, yeah, is me and Abbi, yeah, 185 00:13:09,717 --> 00:13:11,477 we tried to have sex last night, 186 00:13:11,557 --> 00:13:14,032 and I thought everything was sound, 187 00:13:14,042 --> 00:13:15,950 but then she set my blanket on fire. 188 00:13:17,226 --> 00:13:18,546 Are you okay? 189 00:13:18,557 --> 00:13:21,797 She might have done it on purpose, like, to try and get out of it. 190 00:13:21,877 --> 00:13:23,412 We've been going back to basics, 191 00:13:23,422 --> 00:13:26,095 just like you said, but it's not working. 192 00:13:26,106 --> 00:13:30,546 We barely even kiss anymore, and we still haven't had sex. 193 00:13:30,931 --> 00:13:35,251 Well, it sounds to me like she's still feeling some kind of pressure. 194 00:13:35,262 --> 00:13:38,902 I know it's hard, but I think you just have to be patient. Yeah? 195 00:13:39,757 --> 00:13:40,877 Sorry about the blanket. 196 00:13:41,056 --> 00:13:43,696 My nan knitted that. I'm gutted. 197 00:13:44,717 --> 00:13:45,757 Thanks. 198 00:13:46,426 --> 00:13:49,066 I think it's best if we split into groups, so you guys go together. 199 00:13:49,077 --> 00:13:52,658 And then you two and then you guys come with me. Where's Roman? 200 00:13:52,669 --> 00:13:55,237 - Look who it is. - Did you see her apology? 201 00:13:55,317 --> 00:13:57,437 - Hey, can I go with you guys? - Oh, no. 202 00:13:57,517 --> 00:13:58,717 Too little too late. 203 00:14:00,317 --> 00:14:01,793 What's the plan? 204 00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:08,356 I would rather wear synthetic wool. 205 00:14:12,626 --> 00:14:14,866 What? I did apologize. 206 00:14:14,877 --> 00:14:17,557 You kind of apologized to everyone except her. 207 00:14:33,917 --> 00:14:36,077 - Have you seen this person? - No, sorry. 208 00:14:36,157 --> 00:14:39,997 - Thanks. - Guys, no one's seen Cal anywhere. 209 00:14:40,495 --> 00:14:41,986 - Aimes? - What? 210 00:14:41,997 --> 00:14:45,757 It's 50% off. I shop when I'm stressed, Jackson. 211 00:14:46,216 --> 00:14:47,367 Uh, Viv? 212 00:14:48,637 --> 00:14:49,870 Can we talk? 213 00:14:51,077 --> 00:14:52,947 Hey, are you okay? 214 00:14:53,197 --> 00:14:54,284 Um... 215 00:14:55,037 --> 00:14:56,190 Yeah. 216 00:15:00,317 --> 00:15:02,837 - Hi. - Are you here to find Cal? 217 00:15:03,997 --> 00:15:07,477 I didn't know what else to do. You weren't responding to my messages. 218 00:15:07,626 --> 00:15:10,106 I know I upset you, and I made a mistake. 219 00:15:10,186 --> 00:15:12,986 I... I just can't stand seeing you with anyone else. 220 00:15:12,997 --> 00:15:15,357 I know that's wrong, and I'm gonna work on it. 221 00:15:15,437 --> 00:15:17,638 No. I... I can't talk to you right now. 222 00:15:17,648 --> 00:15:19,470 I'm gonna go back to my friends. 223 00:15:32,677 --> 00:15:33,757 I'm gonna go. 224 00:15:42,923 --> 00:15:44,283 That's the money you need. 225 00:15:46,197 --> 00:15:47,517 Why are you giving me this? 226 00:15:47,810 --> 00:15:48,850 You're right. 227 00:15:50,037 --> 00:15:51,837 I am a fucked-up person. 228 00:15:55,117 --> 00:15:57,597 I really wanted it to work out with Jakob. 229 00:15:58,837 --> 00:16:00,237 I really loved him. 230 00:16:01,677 --> 00:16:03,797 And I wanted to raise Joy with him. 231 00:16:05,117 --> 00:16:06,117 But... 232 00:16:08,557 --> 00:16:12,437 a little bit of me knew that she wasn't his, 233 00:16:13,557 --> 00:16:18,437 and I just really didn't want it to be true, 234 00:16:18,517 --> 00:16:22,357 so I blocked it out, and now it's all fucked-up. 235 00:16:23,106 --> 00:16:24,386 I'm sorry. 236 00:16:24,397 --> 00:16:27,997 Yeah, well, I quit the show, and... 237 00:16:29,117 --> 00:16:32,157 and I'm going to get myself together. 238 00:16:32,237 --> 00:16:33,597 Why did you do that? 239 00:16:33,677 --> 00:16:36,557 Because it's not fair on Joy. 240 00:16:36,637 --> 00:16:38,517 You've really been growing in confidence. 241 00:16:38,597 --> 00:16:40,517 No, it's the right decision. 242 00:16:41,597 --> 00:16:44,877 Look, I know I'm not good at asking for help. Come here. 243 00:16:46,957 --> 00:16:49,037 It's been so nice to have you here. 244 00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:53,237 And if you stayed here for a while, you could start your nursery. 245 00:16:53,317 --> 00:16:54,477 I slept with Dan. 246 00:16:56,950 --> 00:16:58,070 Of course you did. 247 00:17:00,277 --> 00:17:03,037 But you don't need to worry. I realized he has those toes 248 00:17:03,117 --> 00:17:04,757 that are all the same length, 249 00:17:04,837 --> 00:17:07,677 and he gave me the ick, so I'm not into him anymore, anyway. 250 00:17:07,757 --> 00:17:09,317 I know what you're doing, Jo. 251 00:17:09,397 --> 00:17:12,917 You don't get to just blow it up so that you can leave like always. 252 00:17:12,997 --> 00:17:16,637 Let's just... just stay here, and we'll work on it. 253 00:17:16,977 --> 00:17:20,137 I would die of boredom out here. I... 254 00:17:21,677 --> 00:17:22,957 I really need to go. 255 00:17:27,197 --> 00:17:28,277 Keep the money. 256 00:17:38,037 --> 00:17:39,618 I know that you're leaving your job 257 00:17:39,628 --> 00:17:41,597 because you think that you're a shit mum, 258 00:17:42,317 --> 00:17:44,627 but you have raised Otis so brilliantly, 259 00:17:44,637 --> 00:17:46,637 and you're gonna do the same with Joy. 260 00:17:48,357 --> 00:17:50,197 I wish we'd had a mum like you. 261 00:18:48,103 --> 00:18:49,783 Uh, hi. Sorry. Um... 262 00:18:50,826 --> 00:18:52,946 You've not seen this person recently, have you? 263 00:18:52,957 --> 00:18:55,445 Oh yeah, they were here last night. 264 00:18:55,456 --> 00:18:59,256 They ordered three cheeseburgers and then didn't eat them. 265 00:18:59,389 --> 00:19:00,749 It was weird. 266 00:19:01,790 --> 00:19:03,670 Do you guys have security cameras? 267 00:19:05,490 --> 00:19:06,890 Okay, thank you. 268 00:19:10,077 --> 00:19:11,397 Security. Where's security? 269 00:19:12,037 --> 00:19:15,957 - Would you like to try Boats by Boats? - No, I've got... Ugh, don't... 270 00:19:17,757 --> 00:19:18,797 It's quite nice. 271 00:19:20,597 --> 00:19:23,437 Hey. Bit of an emergency, um... 272 00:19:23,997 --> 00:19:26,117 We need to look at last night's security tapes 273 00:19:26,197 --> 00:19:27,637 from the food court. 274 00:19:27,786 --> 00:19:30,866 - Our friend is missing, and we're worried. - Sorry, can't help you. 275 00:19:30,877 --> 00:19:33,837 - They were here last night. We... - You'll have to call the police. 276 00:19:35,317 --> 00:19:39,357 Harriet. Harriet Anders. From Moordale Secondary. 277 00:19:40,997 --> 00:19:42,957 Shut up. 278 00:19:44,597 --> 00:19:46,757 You're Ruby Matthews. 279 00:19:46,837 --> 00:19:48,237 As if you remember me. 280 00:19:48,317 --> 00:19:49,957 Of course I remember you. Why wouldn't I? 281 00:19:50,037 --> 00:19:53,557 Because you were such a bitch. I mean, you were magnificent. 282 00:19:55,170 --> 00:19:56,250 But terrifying. 283 00:19:57,317 --> 00:19:59,317 - Can I have a selfie? - Of course you can. 284 00:19:59,397 --> 00:20:02,677 If you let us take a peek at those security tapes. 285 00:20:02,757 --> 00:20:03,797 Yeah, of course. 286 00:20:06,677 --> 00:20:09,597 - What's happening? - She's kind of a big deal. 287 00:20:10,757 --> 00:20:12,277 Cheese. 288 00:20:25,877 --> 00:20:26,996 Adam. 289 00:20:31,277 --> 00:20:33,357 - What are you doing here? - I've been worried. 290 00:20:36,957 --> 00:20:38,077 Why are you worried? 291 00:20:39,837 --> 00:20:41,477 Because you're not talking to me. 292 00:20:45,437 --> 00:20:47,437 And a student has gone missing at college. 293 00:20:47,517 --> 00:20:50,077 It made me think about what I'd do if anything happened to you 294 00:20:50,157 --> 00:20:51,877 while you still thought that... 295 00:20:53,670 --> 00:20:56,330 - that I don't like you. - You don't like me. 296 00:20:56,341 --> 00:21:00,421 No. Adam, I do like you very much. 297 00:21:03,610 --> 00:21:04,936 I love you. 298 00:21:07,756 --> 00:21:09,003 You're my son. 299 00:21:15,736 --> 00:21:17,216 I just don't like myself. 300 00:21:20,197 --> 00:21:24,277 And I've made you feel small because of that, and I deeply regret it. 301 00:21:25,769 --> 00:21:29,129 And I know we can never get that time back, 302 00:21:29,403 --> 00:21:31,163 but I am trying to change. 303 00:21:36,597 --> 00:21:37,917 Do you wanna hug a horse? 304 00:21:40,557 --> 00:21:43,717 - Pardon? - Hugging a horse makes things feel better. 305 00:21:46,237 --> 00:21:47,437 Oh, uh... 306 00:21:49,357 --> 00:21:52,157 Uh, no, I'm okay. Thank you. 307 00:21:55,529 --> 00:21:56,616 But I'd 308 00:21:57,723 --> 00:21:59,203 quite like to hug you. 309 00:22:04,277 --> 00:22:05,323 Uh... 310 00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:52,303 - Dad. - Uh, yes. 311 00:22:52,950 --> 00:22:55,925 Just about to teach my first lesson. 312 00:22:57,323 --> 00:22:58,963 Maybe I could stay and watch. 313 00:22:59,397 --> 00:23:00,957 You could join in if you like. 314 00:23:03,970 --> 00:23:06,210 I... 315 00:23:07,437 --> 00:23:09,210 No. Uh... 316 00:23:21,090 --> 00:23:22,638 Hallelujah! 317 00:23:22,649 --> 00:23:24,897 Amen. 318 00:23:28,117 --> 00:23:29,477 Please be seated. 319 00:23:29,557 --> 00:23:31,717 It's now time for our baptism. 320 00:23:35,237 --> 00:23:37,484 Adedayo, my son. 321 00:23:38,277 --> 00:23:40,346 Are you ready to take this next step? 322 00:23:42,517 --> 00:23:44,477 Hallelujah! Whoo! 323 00:23:47,877 --> 00:23:49,557 Do you renounce all sin 324 00:23:49,737 --> 00:23:52,977 and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? 325 00:23:54,237 --> 00:23:55,263 I do. 326 00:23:59,157 --> 00:24:02,037 Would you like to share anything with your community? 327 00:24:02,637 --> 00:24:05,717 I've done many things in my life that I am ashamed of. 328 00:24:08,117 --> 00:24:09,717 Things that have made me unclean. 329 00:24:10,001 --> 00:24:12,386 But today, I turn my back on sin 330 00:24:12,397 --> 00:24:16,437 and thank God for his mercy that I can be reborn and made pure. 331 00:24:16,693 --> 00:24:17,786 Praise God. 332 00:24:17,797 --> 00:24:19,837 Hallelujah! 333 00:24:21,912 --> 00:24:25,066 It is my honor to baptize you 334 00:24:25,077 --> 00:24:29,797 in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. 335 00:24:52,477 --> 00:24:54,557 Eric, it's your turn. 336 00:24:55,146 --> 00:24:57,146 Are you ready to take this next step? 337 00:24:57,456 --> 00:24:59,357 Do you renounce all sin 338 00:24:59,437 --> 00:25:02,597 and accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior? 339 00:25:19,437 --> 00:25:20,517 Um... 340 00:25:21,436 --> 00:25:24,156 I have something that I need to say. 341 00:25:24,197 --> 00:25:27,117 Hallelujah. Speak your truth, Eric. 342 00:25:32,330 --> 00:25:36,250 I don't know how you're all gonna feel about my truth. 343 00:25:41,010 --> 00:25:43,650 I thought God wanted me to be baptized today. 344 00:25:44,517 --> 00:25:46,357 And I wanted to make God happy. 345 00:25:47,277 --> 00:25:49,117 I wanted to make you all happy, 346 00:25:50,317 --> 00:25:51,917 especially my family. 347 00:25:53,117 --> 00:25:55,077 But I can't stay silent any longer. 348 00:25:56,146 --> 00:25:57,492 I have to tell my truth. 349 00:25:57,503 --> 00:26:01,543 Otherwise, I will be half a person, and I can't live like that. 350 00:26:03,357 --> 00:26:07,197 My name is Eric Effiong. 351 00:26:09,077 --> 00:26:10,397 And I'm a Christian. 352 00:26:12,917 --> 00:26:14,917 And a proud gay man. 353 00:26:16,597 --> 00:26:19,157 I know a lot of you feel that what I've just said is sinful 354 00:26:19,237 --> 00:26:22,597 and that I need to pray for forgiveness, but you're wrong. 355 00:26:23,836 --> 00:26:25,636 My heart is torn, 356 00:26:26,630 --> 00:26:30,026 because I'm in a position where I have to either choose 357 00:26:30,037 --> 00:26:33,357 to hide my truth and live in pain 358 00:26:34,437 --> 00:26:36,517 or be honest and lose my community. 359 00:26:36,912 --> 00:26:40,557 I keep getting told that I need to wait and be patient, 360 00:26:40,637 --> 00:26:43,197 but I'm tired of waiting. 361 00:26:47,397 --> 00:26:52,437 And I love myself too much to not tell my truth. 362 00:26:53,346 --> 00:26:57,746 So, if you love me as I am, 363 00:26:57,757 --> 00:26:59,317 I will be baptized, 364 00:27:01,357 --> 00:27:02,557 but if you don't, 365 00:27:03,637 --> 00:27:04,877 then I must leave. 366 00:27:26,317 --> 00:27:29,237 I love you as you are, my son. 367 00:27:50,717 --> 00:27:52,202 I have my answer. 368 00:28:15,397 --> 00:28:19,597 I know! A completely normal day, and then she just walks in. 369 00:28:19,677 --> 00:28:21,757 Literally, the best day of my life. 370 00:28:23,037 --> 00:28:26,037 OMG, Lana. 371 00:28:26,117 --> 00:28:28,277 No, she's actually not scary at all, 372 00:28:29,277 --> 00:28:32,237 and her skin is so soft. 373 00:28:41,957 --> 00:28:43,797 What if something bad has happened? 374 00:28:44,107 --> 00:28:45,786 Just say positive, Aish. 375 00:28:45,797 --> 00:28:48,237 I don't feel positive. I feel worried. 376 00:28:48,386 --> 00:28:50,946 Try and breathe, and remember the power of manifestation. 377 00:28:50,957 --> 00:28:52,010 Abbi. 378 00:28:54,546 --> 00:28:56,426 I don't think I know that one yet, sorry. 379 00:28:56,437 --> 00:28:58,477 - I think she said fuck off. - Why? 380 00:28:58,488 --> 00:29:01,488 Because I wanted to express a normal emotion, 381 00:29:01,637 --> 00:29:02,957 and you never let us. 382 00:29:03,143 --> 00:29:06,212 You want us to be positive all the time, 383 00:29:06,222 --> 00:29:08,370 and that's why we never tell you a thing. 384 00:29:08,597 --> 00:29:10,895 - Like what? - I want to be a pescatarian. 385 00:29:10,906 --> 00:29:11,946 What about the oceans? 386 00:29:11,957 --> 00:29:14,437 See? I can't tell you anything. 387 00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:15,626 Okay, fine. What else? 388 00:29:15,706 --> 00:29:17,986 I like gossip. It's fun. 389 00:29:17,997 --> 00:29:19,597 And Roman hates yoga. 390 00:29:19,839 --> 00:29:20,959 What? 391 00:29:21,265 --> 00:29:26,233 I do hate yoga, and I'm really sad that we don't have sex anymore. 392 00:29:26,244 --> 00:29:29,095 - You guys don't have sex anymore? - Why are you ganging up on me? 393 00:29:29,106 --> 00:29:32,152 Uh, Roman, I think your intimacy issues should be separate, 394 00:29:32,163 --> 00:29:34,363 and you can talk about that privately. 395 00:29:35,077 --> 00:29:36,721 Sorry, um, 396 00:29:37,857 --> 00:29:41,057 I... I actually think it might all be connected. 397 00:29:42,750 --> 00:29:46,710 Abbi, why do you feel the need to keep things positive all the time? 398 00:29:49,037 --> 00:29:53,237 Uh, thinking negative things just makes me feel heavy. Um... 399 00:29:53,917 --> 00:29:56,637 Basically, everyone important in my life has rejected me. 400 00:29:56,786 --> 00:29:59,426 That must be really difficult for you. 401 00:29:59,557 --> 00:30:02,917 I imagine there's a lot of emotions that you're keeping at bay. 402 00:30:03,917 --> 00:30:08,277 If I think about how I feel, then I just wanna scream. 403 00:30:08,357 --> 00:30:10,517 So I think it's better if I keep things light. 404 00:30:10,597 --> 00:30:13,837 That makes sense. It feels like you can't cope with anything else. 405 00:30:13,986 --> 00:30:16,078 Well, sometimes, that constant 406 00:30:16,088 --> 00:30:18,335 positivity can become a little bit toxic. 407 00:30:18,346 --> 00:30:21,906 And if you're shutting down those very natural negative reactions, 408 00:30:21,917 --> 00:30:24,197 it can hurt you a little bit further down the line. 409 00:30:26,506 --> 00:30:28,626 I just get scared of saying how I really feel 410 00:30:28,637 --> 00:30:30,797 in case you guys abandon me as well. 411 00:30:31,213 --> 00:30:33,473 We would never reject you, Abbi. 412 00:30:33,484 --> 00:30:35,124 You're part of us. 413 00:30:35,997 --> 00:30:40,317 Navigating conflict and having these difficult conversations, 414 00:30:40,510 --> 00:30:43,150 that's the mark of a true relationship with someone. 415 00:30:44,077 --> 00:30:45,418 Do you think you'd feel comfortable 416 00:30:45,428 --> 00:30:47,717 sharing more of those negative thoughts? 417 00:30:53,117 --> 00:30:56,437 Aisha, the way you pick your fingernails in class is disgusting. 418 00:30:56,517 --> 00:30:58,052 And sometimes, I don't wanna hear about 419 00:30:58,062 --> 00:31:00,117 Mercury being in fucking retrograde. 420 00:31:01,042 --> 00:31:02,775 And, Roman, we don't have sex anymore 421 00:31:02,786 --> 00:31:04,514 because you make this loud moaning noise 422 00:31:04,524 --> 00:31:06,306 when we kiss, and it's so irritating. 423 00:31:06,317 --> 00:31:07,474 It's all I think about. 424 00:31:07,485 --> 00:31:09,319 Your natural toothpaste isn't working 425 00:31:09,329 --> 00:31:11,325 because your breath smells like garlic. 426 00:31:11,336 --> 00:31:12,730 You need fluoride. 427 00:31:12,741 --> 00:31:15,030 That actually felt really good. 428 00:31:16,483 --> 00:31:17,643 Hang on. 429 00:31:19,957 --> 00:31:21,465 What noise do I make? 430 00:31:21,650 --> 00:31:24,450 Hey, Grace. Did Lana tell you who I'm here with? 431 00:31:25,877 --> 00:31:28,877 Yeah, I think we might be best friends. We're getting on really well. 432 00:31:29,477 --> 00:31:32,077 I know. Yeah, you can just feel it when it's right, can't you? 433 00:31:32,157 --> 00:31:33,797 And it's definitely right. 434 00:31:33,877 --> 00:31:36,597 Yeah, I did. And I was the only person who could help, 435 00:31:37,137 --> 00:31:39,297 so, like, we're sitting together right now. 436 00:31:40,077 --> 00:31:43,357 Yeah, I thought that, but no, she's really nice. 437 00:31:43,957 --> 00:31:44,957 We're getting on so well. 438 00:31:45,037 --> 00:31:48,557 Like, you know when you just have chemistry with someone. 439 00:31:48,637 --> 00:31:50,717 Thank you. Think I've found something. 440 00:31:51,797 --> 00:31:52,877 Call you back. 441 00:31:55,823 --> 00:31:56,863 No. 442 00:31:58,717 --> 00:32:01,237 Yep, it smells like burgers. That's it. 443 00:32:07,557 --> 00:32:08,757 Fine. 444 00:32:10,990 --> 00:32:12,150 Get in. 445 00:32:12,277 --> 00:32:14,437 One jump should do. Big one. 446 00:32:14,957 --> 00:32:16,877 - Okay. - One, two, three. 447 00:32:17,477 --> 00:32:18,717 Yeah. Hop. 448 00:32:18,797 --> 00:32:21,797 - Ugh. It smells. - It's a bin. 449 00:32:21,877 --> 00:32:23,517 - One, two, three. - Shut up! 450 00:32:27,637 --> 00:32:28,997 Drop. Just drop. 451 00:32:31,757 --> 00:32:33,357 - Okay. - Hey, can we, um... 452 00:32:35,277 --> 00:32:36,637 Jesus Christ. 453 00:32:36,717 --> 00:32:39,717 Look, I don't know if you saw the video or not, but I, um... 454 00:32:39,797 --> 00:32:40,938 Okay, no way. 455 00:32:40,949 --> 00:32:43,029 I did really mean it, and... 456 00:32:43,997 --> 00:32:45,997 But I also should have just said it to your face. 457 00:32:46,077 --> 00:32:47,557 You deserve a proper apology. 458 00:32:47,637 --> 00:32:50,877 I just didn't really know if you'd actually wanna hear it 459 00:32:50,957 --> 00:32:52,477 because of how far I dug myself in, 460 00:32:52,557 --> 00:32:55,397 but you know, what I did to you was really horrible. 461 00:32:57,997 --> 00:32:59,237 For what it's worth, 462 00:33:00,517 --> 00:33:04,277 I didn't really like myself for doing that. I still don't. 463 00:33:04,957 --> 00:33:06,076 Um... 464 00:33:07,357 --> 00:33:08,877 And I am really sorry. 465 00:33:10,277 --> 00:33:11,917 No. No. No. 466 00:33:12,036 --> 00:33:13,162 Thank you. 467 00:33:14,197 --> 00:33:16,597 I needed to hear that, so... 468 00:33:19,557 --> 00:33:20,997 I got it. I got it. 469 00:33:23,368 --> 00:33:26,197 - Yes. - Let's open it. Open it. 470 00:33:30,477 --> 00:33:32,037 Why have they dumped their stuff? 471 00:33:34,157 --> 00:33:35,957 I think we need to call the police. 472 00:33:38,557 --> 00:33:41,357 This is a customer announcement for Gina. 473 00:33:41,437 --> 00:33:43,317 Gina, your mum is waiting for you. 474 00:33:44,357 --> 00:33:47,357 Gina, please come to reception. Thank you. 475 00:33:48,497 --> 00:33:49,857 Are you all right, Viv? 476 00:33:53,297 --> 00:33:55,557 He seems quite persistent. 477 00:33:55,637 --> 00:33:56,643 Um... 478 00:33:59,397 --> 00:34:02,837 - You know? Maybe I should just text him. - Do not text him, Viv. 479 00:34:03,437 --> 00:34:06,036 I know, but he can be really sweet. 480 00:34:06,047 --> 00:34:07,586 You just haven't seen that side of him. 481 00:34:07,597 --> 00:34:10,317 And, yes, he gets jealous, but he has low self-esteem. 482 00:34:10,397 --> 00:34:11,717 It's not his fault. 483 00:34:11,728 --> 00:34:13,488 - And it's not your fault. - No. 484 00:34:14,477 --> 00:34:15,797 How do you feel with him? 485 00:34:16,757 --> 00:34:20,019 Sometimes I feel happy, 486 00:34:20,226 --> 00:34:23,426 and then sometimes he makes me feel like I've done something wrong. 487 00:34:23,437 --> 00:34:24,815 It's really confusing. 488 00:34:24,826 --> 00:34:26,939 I don't know when he's gonna get upset next. 489 00:34:26,950 --> 00:34:27,990 Viv. 490 00:34:28,490 --> 00:34:32,970 Viv, I've been reading a lot of stuff about abuse for my art, 491 00:34:33,637 --> 00:34:36,517 and it does sound like he could maybe be emotionally coercive. 492 00:34:36,597 --> 00:34:39,557 He's so controlling, Viv. 493 00:34:42,157 --> 00:34:44,957 I just feel confused. 494 00:34:45,597 --> 00:34:48,597 Love should make you feel safe. It should make you feel braver 495 00:34:48,677 --> 00:34:51,357 because you can be totally yourself around that person. 496 00:34:51,690 --> 00:34:54,650 It shouldn't be confusing, and it shouldn't be scary. 497 00:35:01,517 --> 00:35:03,237 Shit, I think I know where Cal is. 498 00:35:06,197 --> 00:35:07,935 - I'll text you, okay? - Okay. 499 00:35:08,917 --> 00:35:10,468 - All right. - Thank you. 500 00:35:39,763 --> 00:35:40,858 Oh my gosh. 501 00:35:44,237 --> 00:35:45,259 Oi! 502 00:35:48,157 --> 00:35:50,357 Um, excuse me! 503 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:57,477 Excuse me! You've got my ph... Excuse me! Give me my phone! 504 00:35:58,277 --> 00:35:59,356 Oi. 505 00:36:07,930 --> 00:36:09,010 I know you. 506 00:36:10,037 --> 00:36:11,077 No! 507 00:36:18,917 --> 00:36:22,117 Look, I can't... I couldn't get baptized. 508 00:36:23,677 --> 00:36:28,397 Okay, I can't be something that I'm not! 509 00:36:50,590 --> 00:36:52,211 What do you want from me? 510 00:36:54,630 --> 00:36:56,111 Why are you laughing? 511 00:36:56,957 --> 00:37:00,077 Because you've done exactly what I wanted you to do. 512 00:37:04,037 --> 00:37:08,477 Today was the start of a long and hard road. 513 00:37:09,266 --> 00:37:12,466 I will be with you every step of the way. 514 00:37:17,036 --> 00:37:20,516 You will change hearts and minds 515 00:37:20,696 --> 00:37:23,936 and let everyone know that I love them for who they are. 516 00:37:25,943 --> 00:37:27,583 This will be your calling. 517 00:37:28,557 --> 00:37:30,397 It will be your life's work. 518 00:37:31,677 --> 00:37:32,837 I don't think so. 519 00:37:39,317 --> 00:37:41,237 I made you this bright 520 00:37:41,837 --> 00:37:45,637 so that others would see in the darkness. 521 00:38:02,157 --> 00:38:03,437 What do I do now? 522 00:38:17,170 --> 00:38:19,885 Oh, no more poo, please. I beg. 523 00:38:37,443 --> 00:38:38,629 Cal. 524 00:38:45,277 --> 00:38:46,403 Cal? 525 00:38:56,957 --> 00:38:58,063 Cal. 526 00:39:04,717 --> 00:39:05,917 Uh, 527 00:39:05,997 --> 00:39:07,123 I think... 528 00:39:08,117 --> 00:39:10,197 I think people are looking for you. 529 00:39:13,677 --> 00:39:15,117 I've been here for a while. 530 00:39:16,917 --> 00:39:19,317 I don't really know what happened. 531 00:39:25,157 --> 00:39:27,117 Then I got scared, and then... 532 00:39:30,717 --> 00:39:32,037 I couldn't go home. 533 00:39:35,157 --> 00:39:38,237 If you wanna talk about it, I'm here. 534 00:39:39,477 --> 00:39:43,477 But also, if you just wanna sit in silence... 535 00:39:45,957 --> 00:39:47,397 then we can do that too. 536 00:39:49,757 --> 00:39:50,837 It feels like I'm... 537 00:39:53,317 --> 00:39:54,403 drowning. 538 00:39:57,957 --> 00:39:59,952 I can't wait any longer, 539 00:39:59,962 --> 00:40:02,477 and I wish I could make it stop because... 540 00:40:04,837 --> 00:40:06,157 that's never gonna change. 541 00:40:07,783 --> 00:40:08,943 It's gonna be okay. 542 00:40:11,237 --> 00:40:13,517 I don't think the world wants people like me in it. 543 00:40:16,277 --> 00:40:17,296 Cal? 544 00:40:17,756 --> 00:40:20,596 Cal. Oh, you're okay. Thank God. 545 00:40:20,637 --> 00:40:22,557 - There's, like, a search party. - Jackson. Jackson. 546 00:40:22,637 --> 00:40:24,197 - Everyone was so worried. - Jackson. 547 00:40:26,397 --> 00:40:28,197 Are people angry that I worried them? 548 00:40:30,197 --> 00:40:31,557 No, no one's angry. 549 00:40:33,477 --> 00:40:34,797 They're gonna be happy 550 00:40:36,437 --> 00:40:37,517 that you're safe. 551 00:40:42,997 --> 00:40:48,597 Cal, I had no idea that you were having such a difficult time. 552 00:40:53,677 --> 00:40:56,677 I'm so sorry that I let you down. 553 00:40:58,697 --> 00:41:00,497 We should've all done more 554 00:41:01,477 --> 00:41:04,717 to show you just how loved you are. 555 00:41:04,866 --> 00:41:06,786 Things have to change, Cal, 556 00:41:06,797 --> 00:41:09,117 because people like us aren't going anywhere. 557 00:41:10,877 --> 00:41:15,437 I know that the world can be harsh, but you're not alone. 558 00:41:16,517 --> 00:41:18,037 We need you here with us. 559 00:41:19,970 --> 00:41:21,330 Shall we take you home? 560 00:41:22,957 --> 00:41:24,077 - Yeah. - Yeah? 561 00:41:48,943 --> 00:41:51,063 Do you want to hear my song? 562 00:41:52,477 --> 00:41:54,477 I will play a song for you now. 563 00:42:01,317 --> 00:42:03,764 Oh my God. Cal's been found. They're safe. 564 00:42:04,786 --> 00:42:06,906 Oh my God. 565 00:42:06,917 --> 00:42:08,797 They found Cal. 566 00:42:08,877 --> 00:42:10,597 - Oh my God. Thank you. - Oh my gosh. 567 00:42:10,677 --> 00:42:11,997 Eric found Cal! 568 00:42:16,277 --> 00:42:18,277 - Thank you, Abbi. - You guys! 569 00:42:22,243 --> 00:42:25,283 I want to explain about this morning. 570 00:42:26,337 --> 00:42:30,137 I've still got some stuff with intimacy 571 00:42:31,197 --> 00:42:33,697 since the assault, and... 572 00:42:33,903 --> 00:42:37,392 I guess I was scared to tell you 'cause I thought it might put you off. 573 00:42:37,403 --> 00:42:41,163 Aimee, you could never put me off. I'm really glad that you told me. 574 00:42:42,037 --> 00:42:43,557 There you go. 575 00:42:43,637 --> 00:42:44,730 Thank you. 576 00:42:48,237 --> 00:42:49,837 There's something I have to do. 577 00:42:58,157 --> 00:42:59,677 - Thank you. - Bye! 578 00:43:04,877 --> 00:43:07,077 No one's gonna feel it, bro. 579 00:43:07,157 --> 00:43:09,397 - Sorry, I should take this. - Yeah, do your thing. 580 00:43:10,270 --> 00:43:11,270 Hello. 581 00:43:11,557 --> 00:43:12,997 Maeve Wiley? 582 00:43:13,077 --> 00:43:16,092 This is Caitlin Reed from Goodhart Books. 583 00:43:16,102 --> 00:43:17,837 I read your piece, Southchester. 584 00:43:17,917 --> 00:43:19,477 You... 585 00:43:19,557 --> 00:43:21,957 How... Sorry. How did you read my piece? 586 00:43:22,037 --> 00:43:24,077 Ellen Rasmussen gave it to me. 587 00:43:24,226 --> 00:43:27,106 I've been speaking to her as part of the Wallace internship. 588 00:43:27,117 --> 00:43:30,157 Anyway, it's a very evocative piece. 589 00:43:30,237 --> 00:43:32,317 I'd really like to read some more if you have it. 590 00:43:33,957 --> 00:43:37,637 Yeah, sure. I can send some more over to you. Definitely. 591 00:43:37,786 --> 00:43:40,546 That would be fantastic. We'll be in touch. 592 00:43:40,750 --> 00:43:42,510 Okay. Thanks. 593 00:43:48,757 --> 00:43:50,357 Very good. Well done. 594 00:43:50,437 --> 00:43:52,237 - Thank you. - Great poise, Liza. 595 00:43:52,317 --> 00:43:54,637 - Keep it up, Sophie. Good job. - Yay! 596 00:44:00,946 --> 00:44:02,266 Come on, Michael, we're trotting. 597 00:44:02,277 --> 00:44:04,357 Uh, no, no. I'm okay walking. Thank you. 598 00:44:04,437 --> 00:44:07,277 Come on, Michael. We're trotting now, mate. Giddyap. 599 00:44:07,357 --> 00:44:08,797 Whoa! Whoa! 600 00:44:08,877 --> 00:44:10,637 Ah! 601 00:44:10,717 --> 00:44:12,917 - Am I doing it? - You are. You're doing great! 602 00:44:12,997 --> 00:44:15,397 Ah! I'm bouncing now. Ooh! 603 00:44:15,477 --> 00:44:18,917 Ow! Ah. Ah. How am I doing? Ah! 604 00:44:19,249 --> 00:44:20,410 How do I stop? 605 00:44:21,117 --> 00:44:22,357 Are your legs all right? 606 00:44:22,437 --> 00:44:24,117 - Yeah, I'm fine. - Yeah? 607 00:44:24,389 --> 00:44:25,495 Okay. 608 00:44:27,717 --> 00:44:30,637 - Um, I'll meet you in the car. - Oh, okay. 609 00:44:31,237 --> 00:44:33,512 - Oh, thank you. - Oh, thanks. Bye. 610 00:44:33,523 --> 00:44:34,523 Yup. 611 00:44:35,750 --> 00:44:36,750 Oh Christ. 612 00:44:37,237 --> 00:44:38,437 Well done. 613 00:44:38,837 --> 00:44:40,130 Thanks. 614 00:44:42,597 --> 00:44:44,957 I wasn't completely honest with you the other day. 615 00:44:46,650 --> 00:44:48,182 My ex is called Eric. 616 00:44:49,823 --> 00:44:53,663 I'm attracted to men and women. It's not a phase. That's just who I am. 617 00:44:55,130 --> 00:44:57,850 And I haven't always liked that about myself, but I want to. 618 00:44:58,357 --> 00:45:02,197 And, anyway, I just wanted you to know. 619 00:45:09,929 --> 00:45:11,559 Do you wanna go on a date? 620 00:45:14,837 --> 00:45:15,990 Yeah. 621 00:45:17,877 --> 00:45:18,917 I'd like that. 622 00:45:26,777 --> 00:45:29,281 We've got 90 seconds, Tilly. 623 00:45:29,292 --> 00:45:30,519 It's gonna be great. 624 00:45:30,530 --> 00:45:32,010 Don't forget to smile. 625 00:45:35,402 --> 00:45:39,071 - Stop. - Oh, Jean. We haven't actually started, so... 626 00:45:39,082 --> 00:45:41,517 Right. Um, I made a mistake. 627 00:45:41,597 --> 00:45:44,877 I don't want to quit. I want to keep doing the show. 628 00:45:45,103 --> 00:45:47,263 But if I am gonna do it, I have to do it my way. 629 00:45:47,717 --> 00:45:51,677 No cohosts, no making it spicy for spicy's sake. 630 00:45:51,757 --> 00:45:55,997 Just proper in-depth therapy sessions with listeners and me. 631 00:45:56,237 --> 00:45:58,445 That's what I'm good at. I think it could 632 00:45:58,455 --> 00:46:00,477 be great if you give me another chance. 633 00:46:00,743 --> 00:46:03,237 Um... what's going on? 634 00:46:03,650 --> 00:46:06,546 Yes, good. Yep. Jean. Jean. Jean. 635 00:46:06,557 --> 00:46:10,277 This is Tilly. Tilly, this is Jean. 636 00:46:10,357 --> 00:46:12,157 Tilly's filling in your show. 637 00:46:12,237 --> 00:46:14,957 Tilly's show is about antiquing and true crime. 638 00:46:15,037 --> 00:46:17,517 It's fun. Tilly, not today. I'm sorry. 639 00:46:17,597 --> 00:46:21,397 We're gonna rearrange your time slot. So off you pop. Another time. 640 00:46:21,670 --> 00:46:22,670 You're great. 641 00:46:23,837 --> 00:46:25,957 Bright future. Good luck. Jean. 642 00:46:26,637 --> 00:46:27,719 Oh, sure. 643 00:46:27,730 --> 00:46:31,810 On that, I want you to let me bring in my baby anytime I need to, 644 00:46:31,837 --> 00:46:36,077 and I need a private area to be able to pump milk. 645 00:46:36,157 --> 00:46:38,037 Sure you do. We'll talk about that later. 646 00:46:38,329 --> 00:46:39,516 Okay. 647 00:46:39,957 --> 00:46:40,957 Right. 648 00:46:46,957 --> 00:46:50,077 This is Dr. Jean Milburn, 649 00:46:50,157 --> 00:46:53,117 and you are listening to Sexology. 650 00:46:53,197 --> 00:46:55,637 Please call in. I am here. 651 00:46:57,197 --> 00:46:59,957 Every time. Every time. 652 00:47:00,037 --> 00:47:01,357 - Oh, yeah. - Psych. 653 00:47:01,437 --> 00:47:03,877 That's how you're gonna do me today? All right. 654 00:47:03,957 --> 00:47:05,557 - Hey. - I won't forget. 655 00:47:06,757 --> 00:47:07,997 I know about Jerome. 656 00:47:10,237 --> 00:47:12,357 I found this letter. 657 00:47:13,004 --> 00:47:15,924 So he's my biological father, isn't he? I went to see him. 658 00:47:17,037 --> 00:47:18,197 Told him who I was. 659 00:47:19,347 --> 00:47:21,038 And he asked me to leave. 660 00:47:21,049 --> 00:47:24,849 I just want to know everything, and I want to know it now. 661 00:47:41,077 --> 00:47:42,157 What are these? 662 00:47:50,917 --> 00:47:52,557 Jackson, take a seat. 663 00:47:56,277 --> 00:47:58,077 Before I met your mum, 664 00:47:58,410 --> 00:48:00,890 I had an affair with a married man. 665 00:48:01,283 --> 00:48:04,803 It was a mistake, but I was confused. 666 00:48:06,477 --> 00:48:08,677 And then I fell pregnant with you. 667 00:48:10,623 --> 00:48:13,783 It was unexpected and stressful, 668 00:48:13,957 --> 00:48:17,317 but I very quickly realized I was so happy. 669 00:48:18,397 --> 00:48:21,677 The thing is, Jerome already had a family. 670 00:48:22,317 --> 00:48:24,677 I sent him updates and photos. 671 00:48:24,757 --> 00:48:27,437 I thought if he saw how incredible you are, 672 00:48:27,517 --> 00:48:29,197 he might change his mind. 673 00:48:29,997 --> 00:48:33,077 But he just sent them back unopened. 674 00:48:35,397 --> 00:48:36,837 And then I met your mum. 675 00:48:39,557 --> 00:48:41,037 And everything changed. 676 00:48:45,277 --> 00:48:48,037 We wanted to raise you together. 677 00:48:50,157 --> 00:48:51,597 To be a family. 678 00:48:53,277 --> 00:48:58,997 We didn't want you to, in any way, feel like you were unloved. 679 00:49:04,717 --> 00:49:06,597 What? 680 00:49:08,557 --> 00:49:09,557 I have to go. 681 00:49:10,837 --> 00:49:13,299 - I have to go. - What? 682 00:49:13,310 --> 00:49:17,110 - I can't believe you lied to me. - Jackson, we were trying to protect you. 683 00:49:27,866 --> 00:49:30,466 - Hey, Savior! - Hey. 684 00:49:30,477 --> 00:49:32,957 Look who it is. It's the savior. 685 00:49:33,037 --> 00:49:36,237 What a hero. You found Cal. 686 00:49:36,317 --> 00:49:37,837 Uh... 687 00:49:39,237 --> 00:49:40,997 Guys, I've got some bad news. 688 00:49:43,125 --> 00:49:46,546 The church isn't going to accept any of the money 689 00:49:46,557 --> 00:49:49,277 that we raise tonight at the fundraiser. 690 00:49:49,772 --> 00:49:51,066 Oh, I can't believe it. 691 00:49:51,077 --> 00:49:52,437 - I can. - Oh, fuck! 692 00:49:55,743 --> 00:49:58,303 Sorry. Sorry. I'm... I'm good. 693 00:49:58,386 --> 00:49:59,826 Oh gosh. 694 00:49:59,837 --> 00:50:01,517 I'll see you guys in there. 695 00:50:10,477 --> 00:50:12,197 What are we gonna fundraise for now? 696 00:50:12,277 --> 00:50:14,677 Well, there's this charity for homeless guinea pigs. 697 00:50:14,757 --> 00:50:16,757 Oh, I love guinea pigs. 698 00:50:17,677 --> 00:50:19,157 - Hey. - Hey. 699 00:50:20,797 --> 00:50:25,237 I was gonna call you earlier, but I was being all stubborn. 700 00:50:27,037 --> 00:50:30,317 - I wanted to call you as well. - Been thinking about what you said. 701 00:50:30,397 --> 00:50:35,437 And I think I do feel uncomfortable about some of our differences, 702 00:50:35,902 --> 00:50:37,626 and I've never known how to talk about it 703 00:50:37,637 --> 00:50:40,717 because I'm scared that I'm gonna get it wrong 704 00:50:41,204 --> 00:50:42,923 or I'm gonna upset you. 705 00:50:44,056 --> 00:50:45,596 I shouldn't be afraid of that. 706 00:50:46,026 --> 00:50:47,826 I shouldn't be afraid of those conversations 707 00:50:47,836 --> 00:50:49,519 because you're my best friend. 708 00:50:52,117 --> 00:50:54,277 And I feel like I've lost a lot this year, 709 00:50:55,997 --> 00:50:57,797 and I couldn't survive if I lost you. 710 00:51:07,916 --> 00:51:09,916 You're not gonna get rid of me. 711 00:51:14,146 --> 00:51:16,699 Look, we're getting ready for the fundraiser here. 712 00:51:16,710 --> 00:51:19,077 - Mm-hmm. - Do you care to join? 713 00:51:19,514 --> 00:51:21,866 - Would I like to join? - Would you like to join? 714 00:51:21,877 --> 00:51:23,877 - Like to join? - Am I getting a little invite? 715 00:51:23,957 --> 00:51:26,277 You're getting a little invite into The Coven. 716 00:51:27,037 --> 00:51:29,837 I don't really know about the whole hat and jacket. 717 00:51:29,917 --> 00:51:32,077 Ah, absolutely not. Take that off right now. 718 00:51:32,157 --> 00:51:34,477 - Okay. Something else. - It's just not very you. 719 00:51:34,557 --> 00:51:36,757 - No, it's not. - You can do better. 720 00:51:36,837 --> 00:51:37,997 You can do well better. 721 00:51:38,077 --> 00:51:41,157 - I hate this song. - Yeah, same. Can you change it, babe? 722 00:51:45,077 --> 00:51:47,517 There are treatment options for a tight foreskin. 723 00:51:47,597 --> 00:51:49,837 Ah! Oh my God. It's your mum! 724 00:51:49,917 --> 00:51:52,117 Oh my God. I love her. Let's listen. 725 00:51:53,157 --> 00:51:55,757 Maybe we raise money for people with tight foreskins? 726 00:51:55,837 --> 00:51:58,197 talcum powder. Thank you, Adrian. 727 00:51:58,277 --> 00:52:00,477 Keep those calls coming. 728 00:52:00,703 --> 00:52:04,138 And remember, there are no topics that are off-limits. 729 00:52:04,149 --> 00:52:08,829 Our next caller is Joanna. 730 00:52:09,877 --> 00:52:11,237 Hello, Joanna. 731 00:52:11,957 --> 00:52:13,717 What's on your mind tonight? 732 00:52:14,477 --> 00:52:15,517 I, um... 733 00:52:16,397 --> 00:52:21,877 Something, um, happened to me when I was, um, 12. 734 00:52:22,109 --> 00:52:23,586 There was a man. 735 00:52:23,597 --> 00:52:26,677 He was... he was a boyfriend of my mum's, 736 00:52:26,757 --> 00:52:29,997 and he... touched me. 737 00:52:32,230 --> 00:52:33,350 I mean, he... 738 00:52:35,917 --> 00:52:37,877 abused me, and, uh, 739 00:52:38,557 --> 00:52:40,197 I don't think I'm okay. 740 00:52:41,077 --> 00:52:45,077 I am never happy or... or secure, 741 00:52:45,157 --> 00:52:49,997 and I think I need to get some help with that, but I'm scared. 742 00:52:51,077 --> 00:52:53,317 Can you tell me what you're scared of? 743 00:52:53,906 --> 00:52:55,618 The thing is, I've, um... 744 00:52:55,628 --> 00:52:57,986 I've never liked to stay in the same place for too long. 745 00:52:57,997 --> 00:52:59,117 I, um... 746 00:52:59,866 --> 00:53:02,266 I'm scared that if I stop moving 747 00:53:02,277 --> 00:53:06,597 and I start properly talking about what happened, 748 00:53:06,677 --> 00:53:08,637 then it might all catch up on me, 749 00:53:08,717 --> 00:53:12,037 and I won't be able to pretend that I'm okay anymore. 750 00:53:14,157 --> 00:53:16,517 Thank you for sharing that, Joanna. 751 00:53:19,717 --> 00:53:24,117 What you have experienced is truly soul-crushing... 752 00:53:27,277 --> 00:53:31,477 and deciding that you no longer want to bury these things is... 753 00:53:31,997 --> 00:53:35,397 is very brave and powerful. 754 00:53:37,157 --> 00:53:39,597 But you're right. It is scary. 755 00:53:40,237 --> 00:53:44,197 Now, I don't usually share things from 756 00:53:44,716 --> 00:53:47,356 my own life, but 757 00:53:48,077 --> 00:53:49,637 I just had a baby, 758 00:53:50,237 --> 00:53:53,077 and I've been diagnosed 759 00:53:53,157 --> 00:53:56,037 with postnatal depression. 760 00:53:56,950 --> 00:54:01,430 Now, I didn't even realize that anything was wrong. 761 00:54:01,897 --> 00:54:05,017 I didn't want to accept that anything was wrong. 762 00:54:08,797 --> 00:54:09,843 But 763 00:54:10,877 --> 00:54:13,277 just saying it out loud... 764 00:54:15,917 --> 00:54:18,397 is really the first step to getting help. 765 00:54:19,917 --> 00:54:24,237 It sounds to me that you're ready to do this work on yourself, 766 00:54:24,757 --> 00:54:27,117 but I would urge you 767 00:54:27,677 --> 00:54:32,637 to lean on your friends and family during this time, Joanna. 768 00:54:32,717 --> 00:54:35,917 There's no reason for you to deal with this alone. 769 00:54:37,117 --> 00:54:38,957 - Sexy. - Thanks, babes. 770 00:54:40,997 --> 00:54:42,477 She's ready, girls. 771 00:54:42,557 --> 00:54:45,077 She's ready! 772 00:55:55,197 --> 00:55:56,197 Whoo! 773 00:55:56,277 --> 00:55:57,277 Whoo! 774 00:56:07,237 --> 00:56:09,517 Hey, Molloy wants to see you. 775 00:56:10,317 --> 00:56:11,416 I... 776 00:56:12,117 --> 00:56:13,157 Oh, okay. 777 00:56:17,117 --> 00:56:21,437 Oh, um, Caitlin Reed called me. Thanks for sending her my writing. 778 00:56:21,517 --> 00:56:22,797 It's a brilliant piece. 779 00:56:22,877 --> 00:56:25,957 It's annoying because she wasn't that interested in what I'd written. 780 00:56:26,717 --> 00:56:29,357 But, you know, it's fine. I don't think I want to write anymore. 781 00:56:29,437 --> 00:56:33,677 I think I want to set up a tech company, or maybe I'll go into banking. 782 00:56:37,197 --> 00:56:39,837 Okay. Well, thank you. 783 00:56:40,677 --> 00:56:42,517 - I'll see you later. - I'll see you later. 784 00:56:43,117 --> 00:56:44,256 All right! 785 00:56:44,717 --> 00:56:45,717 Bro, we got this! 786 00:56:46,477 --> 00:56:47,877 Maeve, thanks for dropping in. 787 00:56:49,557 --> 00:56:50,837 It's good to have you back. 788 00:56:51,717 --> 00:56:52,757 Maeve. 789 00:56:53,676 --> 00:56:54,790 Come on. 790 00:56:58,997 --> 00:57:02,117 I was sorry to hear about your mother. 791 00:57:03,317 --> 00:57:04,563 Yeah, thanks. 792 00:57:05,237 --> 00:57:08,637 I also heard that there's been some interest in Southchester. 793 00:57:09,597 --> 00:57:10,837 Congratulations. 794 00:57:11,397 --> 00:57:13,557 Yeah, I'm excited about it. 795 00:57:16,236 --> 00:57:18,578 I just wanted to say that I know I was 796 00:57:18,588 --> 00:57:20,316 harsh with you the last time we spoke. 797 00:57:21,210 --> 00:57:23,290 You told me I wasn't cut out to be a writer. 798 00:57:24,876 --> 00:57:27,676 I was just trying to push you to be better. 799 00:57:28,437 --> 00:57:29,997 I don't think you were. 800 00:57:30,656 --> 00:57:34,176 And even if that is true, your words really crushed me. 801 00:57:35,423 --> 00:57:38,263 And I almost didn't come back because of you. 802 00:57:38,946 --> 00:57:41,626 And unlike most students on this campus, 803 00:57:41,637 --> 00:57:44,517 I haven't grown up being told I'm brilliant or deserving. 804 00:57:45,470 --> 00:57:46,985 If I take a risk, and it doesn't work out, 805 00:57:46,995 --> 00:57:49,070 I don't have a safety net to fall back on, 806 00:57:49,336 --> 00:57:53,736 and you're going to come across other students like me, so 807 00:57:54,877 --> 00:57:57,117 I just want you to know that, as a teacher, 808 00:57:57,476 --> 00:57:59,476 your words hold a lot of power. 809 00:58:04,117 --> 00:58:05,357 I went home and 810 00:58:06,877 --> 00:58:10,117 reminded myself of what I'm made of and where I want to go. 811 00:58:12,117 --> 00:58:14,437 You don't get to be the gatekeeper of my dreams. 812 00:58:17,270 --> 00:58:18,536 Okay. 813 00:58:19,323 --> 00:58:21,070 I can take that on board. 814 00:58:27,237 --> 00:58:31,183 It's... it's just not easy sometimes watching all of you 815 00:58:31,797 --> 00:58:33,170 at the beginning. 816 00:58:36,550 --> 00:58:37,633 Yeah. 817 00:58:40,437 --> 00:58:42,197 - I'll see you in class. - Mm-hmm. 818 00:58:58,437 --> 00:59:01,197 I'm so glad you're okay. 819 00:59:07,437 --> 00:59:11,837 I came to ask if you'd be comfortable with us raising money tonight 820 00:59:11,917 --> 00:59:12,917 for your top surgery. 821 00:59:15,043 --> 00:59:16,283 That's amazing. 822 00:59:17,957 --> 00:59:19,077 Thank you so much. 823 00:59:20,197 --> 00:59:21,597 Will you come with me? 824 00:59:23,957 --> 00:59:25,437 No. Uh... 825 00:59:26,323 --> 00:59:29,163 I'd love to, but I don't think I'm ready to see everyone. 826 00:59:38,397 --> 00:59:40,837 - Do you like auctions? - I've never been to one before. 827 00:59:40,917 --> 00:59:42,037 - Have you not? - No. 828 00:59:42,117 --> 00:59:45,599 Oh, last one I went to, my mum won a year's supply of ham. 829 00:59:45,610 --> 00:59:48,557 - Oh? - Ugh, it was way too much ham. 830 00:59:48,637 --> 00:59:50,437 - Viv. - Oh, he's here again. 831 00:59:50,517 --> 00:59:52,237 Can we please talk? 832 00:59:52,317 --> 00:59:56,797 Okay. Okay, um, Beau, we've spoken about this already, 833 00:59:56,877 --> 01:00:00,117 but you don't seem to be listening, so I'm gonna be really clear. 834 01:00:00,837 --> 01:00:03,037 I don't wanna talk to you. I don't wanna see you. 835 01:00:03,637 --> 01:00:05,277 I don't wanna hear from you. 836 01:00:05,790 --> 01:00:07,205 I don't know what made you like this, 837 01:00:07,215 --> 01:00:08,866 and it's probably something really sad, 838 01:00:08,877 --> 01:00:10,572 and I hope you seek out some therapy, 839 01:00:10,582 --> 01:00:13,437 but if you keep on trying to contact me, 840 01:00:13,829 --> 01:00:15,269 I will report you. 841 01:00:16,763 --> 01:00:17,883 Do you hear me? 842 01:00:18,350 --> 01:00:19,447 Yeah. 843 01:00:26,637 --> 01:00:28,677 Oh my God. 844 01:00:31,389 --> 01:00:33,109 - You're amazing. - You too. 845 01:00:34,077 --> 01:00:35,517 Wow! 846 01:00:39,397 --> 01:00:40,637 How did it go? 847 01:00:40,717 --> 01:00:42,717 I've got a lot to fill you in on. 848 01:00:42,797 --> 01:00:45,157 Turns out my mum was filthy! 849 01:00:46,237 --> 01:00:49,437 - Let's start the bidding at 50 pounds. - Fifty-five! 850 01:00:49,517 --> 01:00:51,277 - Sixty-five! - Seventy-five! 851 01:00:51,357 --> 01:00:54,077 Sold to Miss Winton for 75 pounds. 852 01:00:54,157 --> 01:00:56,757 Our next piece is called Melon 853 01:00:56,837 --> 01:01:00,437 by the wonderfully talented Aimee Gibbs. 854 01:01:01,637 --> 01:01:04,917 Let's keep those bids coming. We're raising money for Cal. 855 01:01:05,717 --> 01:01:07,997 Let's start the bidding at 50 pounds. 856 01:01:08,077 --> 01:01:09,117 Whoo! 857 01:01:09,197 --> 01:01:11,917 - Very nice. Fifty-five, anyone? - Fifty-five. 858 01:01:11,997 --> 01:01:13,357 - Sixty! - Sixty-five! 859 01:01:13,437 --> 01:01:15,837 175! 860 01:01:15,917 --> 01:01:18,557 175 pounds. 861 01:01:18,923 --> 01:01:20,083 Going, 862 01:01:21,237 --> 01:01:22,597 going... 863 01:01:23,837 --> 01:01:28,356 Sold to Miss Masters for 175 pounds. 864 01:01:28,367 --> 01:01:31,106 I've seen your photographic pieces, and they're very good. 865 01:01:31,186 --> 01:01:33,346 Who knows how much Melon will be worth in a few years. 866 01:01:33,357 --> 01:01:37,357 Moving on to our next item, which is Miss Winton's hat collection. 867 01:01:37,437 --> 01:01:39,397 - Fifty pounds! - Fifty pounds at the back. 868 01:01:39,822 --> 01:01:43,077 Fifty-five. Come on! For Cal. 869 01:02:08,797 --> 01:02:11,037 Oh, these look really nice. 870 01:02:11,946 --> 01:02:15,186 Goddamn. These cauliflower steaks are so delicious. 871 01:02:15,197 --> 01:02:18,317 - Do you have any mango chutney? - Hello. Hello, hi. 872 01:02:18,397 --> 01:02:19,877 I know a lot's happened today, 873 01:02:19,957 --> 01:02:22,445 but it's time to announce the winner 874 01:02:22,455 --> 01:02:24,517 of the student counselor elections. 875 01:02:27,317 --> 01:02:28,357 Vote Connor! 876 01:02:29,237 --> 01:02:30,917 It's the real fun. It's the real fun. 877 01:02:30,997 --> 01:02:32,277 It's time to go. It's time to go. 878 01:02:32,357 --> 01:02:34,517 Let's get this over and done with. 879 01:02:36,917 --> 01:02:40,117 Can I have all the candidates to the stage, please? 880 01:02:41,466 --> 01:02:42,466 Thank you. Hello. 881 01:02:42,969 --> 01:02:44,215 Hello. Welcome. 882 01:02:44,226 --> 01:02:45,226 Yeah. 883 01:02:45,237 --> 01:02:48,057 Thank you. Take your time. Okay. 884 01:02:50,157 --> 01:02:51,336 Whoo! 885 01:02:52,437 --> 01:02:53,797 And the winner is... 886 01:02:56,477 --> 01:02:58,317 Connor Pearson! 887 01:03:04,397 --> 01:03:07,277 Go, Connor! Get in there! Come on! 888 01:03:07,877 --> 01:03:09,037 Thank you. 889 01:03:09,717 --> 01:03:11,797 Oh, this means a lot. 890 01:03:12,597 --> 01:03:14,837 But I cannot accept the position. 891 01:03:14,917 --> 01:03:17,422 I've been doing therapy sessions for the last few days, 892 01:03:17,433 --> 01:03:20,533 and you guys have a lot of problems. 893 01:03:20,544 --> 01:03:23,304 It's been kind of exhausting and a bit gross. 894 01:03:23,437 --> 01:03:24,477 Rude! 895 01:03:24,626 --> 01:03:26,978 Otis, I only ran because I was hoping 896 01:03:26,988 --> 01:03:28,826 I could get on the radio with your mum 897 01:03:28,837 --> 01:03:30,912 because she's, like, super hot. 898 01:03:30,923 --> 01:03:33,498 - Oh my God. - But it's too much work. 899 01:03:33,509 --> 01:03:36,309 So, yeah, I'm out. 900 01:03:41,197 --> 01:03:42,397 Don't. Don't. Don't. 901 01:03:43,457 --> 01:03:45,792 Okay, well, thank you, Connor. 902 01:03:45,803 --> 01:03:49,163 I suppose that means we have to go with the runner-up then, 903 01:03:49,557 --> 01:03:50,597 which is 904 01:03:51,277 --> 01:03:52,917 Otis Milburn! 905 01:03:52,997 --> 01:03:54,317 Whoo! 906 01:03:54,397 --> 01:03:56,117 Lady hater! 907 01:03:56,197 --> 01:03:57,757 He's a misogynist. 908 01:04:01,957 --> 01:04:03,957 Wow. Okay. Um... 909 01:04:04,677 --> 01:04:06,797 Uh, thanks. This is unexpected. 910 01:04:06,877 --> 01:04:08,317 Um... 911 01:04:08,552 --> 01:04:09,965 I didn't think anyone was gonna vote 912 01:04:09,975 --> 01:04:12,392 for me after the whole meninist thing. 913 01:04:12,403 --> 01:04:13,763 I voted for you. 914 01:04:14,757 --> 01:04:17,157 Great. Thanks. Thanks for the vote. 915 01:04:17,237 --> 01:04:18,237 Um... 916 01:04:21,197 --> 01:04:26,317 Well, I'm... I'm afraid I can't take this position either because 917 01:04:27,757 --> 01:04:32,277 you guys already have a fantastic student therapist, 918 01:04:33,130 --> 01:04:34,650 and that made me feel threatened. 919 01:04:34,706 --> 01:04:38,906 I convinced myself that my behavior was acceptable 920 01:04:38,917 --> 01:04:40,797 because I thought I was the better therapist. 921 01:04:42,677 --> 01:04:45,050 But I'm... I'm really not, 922 01:04:45,510 --> 01:04:47,786 and I should never have taken away someone's space like that, 923 01:04:47,797 --> 01:04:51,078 and this position has always been O's, so... 924 01:04:58,383 --> 01:05:00,423 - Um... - She's a bully. 925 01:05:00,630 --> 01:05:01,986 Get her off the stage! 926 01:05:01,997 --> 01:05:03,277 Boo! 927 01:05:03,357 --> 01:05:04,637 Boo! 928 01:05:05,877 --> 01:05:07,369 No. No, no, no. 929 01:05:07,642 --> 01:05:10,162 Stay there. I... I would like to say something. 930 01:05:10,437 --> 01:05:11,530 Sh! 931 01:05:13,037 --> 01:05:15,832 Hello. I'm Ruby Matthews. 932 01:05:15,843 --> 01:05:16,950 Who? 933 01:05:17,123 --> 01:05:19,066 The bed wetter. Uh... 934 01:05:19,077 --> 01:05:22,317 I released that video because I wanted to destroy O 935 01:05:22,997 --> 01:05:25,037 like she destroyed me, 936 01:05:25,377 --> 01:05:28,857 and I thought it was gonna feel very good, and it didn't, 937 01:05:29,186 --> 01:05:33,186 which is very annoying because it made me realize 938 01:05:33,197 --> 01:05:35,877 that this stupid college 939 01:05:35,957 --> 01:05:41,197 is starting to make me have the... the feelings or something. 940 01:05:43,157 --> 01:05:45,305 And I honestly thought that 941 01:05:45,315 --> 01:05:48,157 this whole "being kind" thing was a load of crap. 942 01:05:48,370 --> 01:05:51,290 Nobody can be perfect. And you're certainly not. 943 01:05:51,997 --> 01:05:56,917 But I've realized you're trying to make the world a better place. 944 01:05:58,477 --> 01:06:01,477 And that makes me want to be better. 945 01:06:02,717 --> 01:06:06,077 I think the Cavendish thing to do would be to give her a second chance. 946 01:06:06,157 --> 01:06:07,637 You go, bed wetter! 947 01:06:12,677 --> 01:06:13,936 Right, then. 948 01:06:14,517 --> 01:06:20,917 Okay, so I guess this means that, um, O here is our therapist again. 949 01:06:21,797 --> 01:06:23,597 This was a huge waste of time. 950 01:06:24,437 --> 01:06:25,517 So, let's dance! 951 01:07:03,197 --> 01:07:05,957 I want the church to have more discussions 952 01:07:06,037 --> 01:07:09,717 about how we can be more open and inclusive. 953 01:07:11,517 --> 01:07:13,277 What? 954 01:07:13,357 --> 01:07:14,397 Uh... 955 01:07:15,517 --> 01:07:19,597 Well, I think... I think you might need more than discussions. 956 01:07:20,357 --> 01:07:21,917 But that is a great start. 957 01:07:21,997 --> 01:07:23,063 Uh... 958 01:07:25,463 --> 01:07:28,143 Come... Come and dance, Pastor. Come and dance. 959 01:07:38,472 --> 01:07:40,888 Can I just say you were a hero today? 960 01:07:40,899 --> 01:07:44,761 - We loved your speech. - And I love them pants. They're amazing. 961 01:07:44,772 --> 01:07:46,159 Thank you. My mum made them. 962 01:07:46,170 --> 01:07:48,023 Do you wanna come dance? 963 01:07:48,470 --> 01:07:52,106 Uh, I will be there in a minute. 964 01:07:59,837 --> 01:08:03,197 I know I kind of messed you around recently. 965 01:08:06,677 --> 01:08:07,997 I hope we can still be friends. 966 01:08:09,877 --> 01:08:13,037 I've actually got enough friends now, Otis. 967 01:08:35,383 --> 01:08:38,583 Did you want to develop some photos? 968 01:08:39,157 --> 01:08:41,477 No, I just wanted to kiss you. 969 01:08:44,677 --> 01:08:45,677 Are you sure? 970 01:09:11,922 --> 01:09:15,797 We can go at whatever pace that you want. 971 01:09:16,116 --> 01:09:17,276 Mm-hmm. 972 01:09:22,342 --> 01:09:23,862 Whoa! 973 01:09:26,996 --> 01:09:28,130 Oops. 974 01:09:29,837 --> 01:09:30,926 Oops. 975 01:10:10,117 --> 01:10:11,237 Hey. Hey. Wait up. 976 01:10:12,757 --> 01:10:14,757 We could still work together, you know. 977 01:10:16,037 --> 01:10:18,077 It's okay. I don't need your pity. 978 01:10:18,157 --> 01:10:21,437 No, I... I genuinely think we might make a good team. 979 01:10:22,117 --> 01:10:25,877 And maybe you're right. It might not be so bad to have a friend. 980 01:10:28,317 --> 01:10:29,356 Okay. 981 01:10:30,557 --> 01:10:31,837 I'll think about it. 982 01:10:31,917 --> 01:10:33,277 Cool. 983 01:10:47,757 --> 01:10:49,597 - Hey. - You all right? 984 01:10:50,917 --> 01:10:51,997 Yeah. Well... 985 01:10:54,917 --> 01:10:57,277 Maeve and I agreed to not message each other, 986 01:10:57,797 --> 01:10:59,997 and I know that's the right thing to do, 987 01:11:00,077 --> 01:11:03,197 but I kind of hoped she might have reached out by now. 988 01:11:03,997 --> 01:11:05,157 Oh. 989 01:11:05,877 --> 01:11:07,717 - I'm sorry. - It's all right. 990 01:11:08,597 --> 01:11:09,597 How are you? 991 01:11:13,597 --> 01:11:14,997 I have decided... 992 01:11:19,077 --> 01:11:20,277 that I wanna be a pastor. 993 01:11:24,277 --> 01:11:25,997 You're the first person I've told. 994 01:11:28,917 --> 01:11:30,357 I think that's really cool. 995 01:11:30,997 --> 01:11:32,997 - Yeah? - You'll be a natural. 996 01:11:36,117 --> 01:11:38,837 - Oh, thanks, Oatcake. - Mmm. 997 01:11:39,477 --> 01:11:40,590 Pastor Effiong. 998 01:11:40,677 --> 01:11:43,397 It's got a little ring to it, eh? 999 01:11:44,725 --> 01:11:46,586 - Wanna stay at mine and play Smash Bros? - Yes. 1000 01:11:46,597 --> 01:11:48,317 - Yes. - I thought you'd never ask. 1001 01:11:48,397 --> 01:11:50,917 - Oh! Come on. - I'm gonna beat your ass. 1002 01:11:50,997 --> 01:11:52,277 Oh, please. Please. 1003 01:11:58,677 --> 01:12:01,157 So we ended up going on this awesome boat. 1004 01:12:01,237 --> 01:12:03,277 I think one of Patrice's friends owned it. 1005 01:12:04,563 --> 01:12:05,716 Adam? 1006 01:12:06,237 --> 01:12:10,517 Oh, uh, Third Wives of Miami is on. Do you want to come and watch? 1007 01:12:14,077 --> 01:12:15,163 Michael. 1008 01:12:15,477 --> 01:12:17,077 I'm just dropping Adam home. 1009 01:12:17,583 --> 01:12:21,503 We've been hanging out. I watched him teach a class today. 1010 01:12:21,997 --> 01:12:23,437 And he was excellent. 1011 01:12:24,584 --> 01:12:28,024 Uh, anyhow, I'll let you two get on with your evening. 1012 01:12:28,997 --> 01:12:30,317 Um, I was thinking that... 1013 01:12:32,517 --> 01:12:36,637 maybe we could watch some TV for a bit. 1014 01:12:41,157 --> 01:12:42,157 Yeah. 1015 01:12:43,957 --> 01:12:45,157 - Yeah. - Yeah. 1016 01:13:16,256 --> 01:13:17,356 Jackson? 1017 01:13:21,637 --> 01:13:23,837 - I should've told you sooner. - Yeah. 1018 01:13:28,276 --> 01:13:29,996 I didn't want you to hate me. 1019 01:13:30,677 --> 01:13:31,997 I don't hate you, Mum. 1020 01:13:36,144 --> 01:13:37,778 I'm angry at you though. 1021 01:13:38,730 --> 01:13:39,776 Both. 1022 01:13:40,437 --> 01:13:42,437 It's okay to be angry with us. 1023 01:13:42,963 --> 01:13:44,719 But we're not going anywhere. 1024 01:13:44,730 --> 01:13:46,890 We're gonna work through this together. 1025 01:13:47,186 --> 01:13:48,666 Why didn't he want to know me? 1026 01:13:48,677 --> 01:13:50,477 Because he's a fool, Jackson. 1027 01:13:51,763 --> 01:13:53,963 He has no idea what he's missing. 1028 01:13:54,117 --> 01:13:59,437 How can anyone not want to know someone as brilliant as you? 1029 01:14:03,197 --> 01:14:05,277 You are. You are. You are. 1030 01:14:07,837 --> 01:14:09,050 Oh. 1031 01:14:10,916 --> 01:14:12,115 Love you. 1032 01:14:12,496 --> 01:14:13,683 I love you. 1033 01:14:34,397 --> 01:14:35,637 I'm so sorry, Mum. 1034 01:14:36,870 --> 01:14:38,710 You do not have to say sorry. 1035 01:14:40,250 --> 01:14:42,490 I just wish I knew how to make it better. 1036 01:15:06,757 --> 01:15:08,917 Sorry. 1037 01:15:21,797 --> 01:15:23,517 I love having sex with you. 1038 01:15:23,597 --> 01:15:25,197 I love being inside of you. 1039 01:15:29,703 --> 01:15:32,066 - Sorry. - It's okay. 1040 01:15:32,797 --> 01:15:33,836 Go! 1041 01:15:34,957 --> 01:15:36,917 Come on, then! Oh, can't you catch me? 1042 01:15:36,997 --> 01:15:39,397 You can't catch me because I'm too fast for you. 1043 01:15:39,477 --> 01:15:40,597 Oh! 1044 01:15:40,677 --> 01:15:42,037 He's too quick for you. 1045 01:15:42,117 --> 01:15:44,557 - Slap. And jump. Slap. - Do you think you're... 1046 01:15:45,576 --> 01:15:46,616 Pull it. Aim. 1047 01:15:48,197 --> 01:15:51,397 Whoa! Goodbye. Good night. It's the end. 1048 01:15:53,597 --> 01:15:56,237 - Go again. - Sorry. It's the end. No. 1049 01:16:09,197 --> 01:16:11,357 That's such a nice smile. 1050 01:16:15,197 --> 01:16:16,717 - Hello, darling. - Hey. 1051 01:16:19,797 --> 01:16:20,917 How was your night? 1052 01:16:21,704 --> 01:16:23,984 It was quite fun, actually. 1053 01:16:30,997 --> 01:16:34,717 I'm sorry about yesterday. 1054 01:16:36,917 --> 01:16:38,837 Maeve leaving was the right thing for her. 1055 01:16:39,877 --> 01:16:43,757 - I shouldn't have taken it out on you. - Thank you for apologizing. 1056 01:16:47,597 --> 01:16:49,477 How are you feeling about it all? 1057 01:16:50,997 --> 01:16:52,050 Okay. 1058 01:16:57,410 --> 01:16:59,690 Well, it's all right not to be okay. 1059 01:17:01,077 --> 01:17:03,317 I'm worried that if I think about it too much, 1060 01:17:03,397 --> 01:17:07,477 I'm gonna end up all sad like you were when Dad left. 1061 01:17:08,264 --> 01:17:10,344 So I'm just not. 1062 01:17:12,557 --> 01:17:17,917 I think you shouldn't try to block out all those emotions 1063 01:17:18,832 --> 01:17:21,472 because that's how heartbreak becomes unresolved 1064 01:17:21,483 --> 01:17:24,083 and turns into something bitter. 1065 01:17:25,717 --> 01:17:28,917 It's really important that you feel all those feelings, 1066 01:17:29,797 --> 01:17:31,237 as much as they hurt. 1067 01:17:38,037 --> 01:17:39,437 - Thanks. - Oh. 1068 01:17:43,477 --> 01:17:45,597 - I love you, darling. - Love you too. 1069 01:17:47,437 --> 01:17:49,637 And I'm proud of you 1070 01:17:50,896 --> 01:17:51,936 for getting help. 1071 01:17:52,917 --> 01:17:53,990 Thank you. 1072 01:17:57,826 --> 01:17:58,906 He's proud of me. 1073 01:18:01,797 --> 01:18:03,717 - I'll get it. - Thanks. 1074 01:18:09,717 --> 01:18:10,732 Ah. 1075 01:18:10,743 --> 01:18:11,746 Hey, little dude. 1076 01:18:11,757 --> 01:18:14,277 - You all right? - No, broke my leg several places. 1077 01:18:14,357 --> 01:18:16,837 - You coming in? - I thought I might. Would that work? 1078 01:18:16,917 --> 01:18:18,117 Do you need a hand? 1079 01:18:18,197 --> 01:18:20,757 No, it's cool. I have the crutch-arinos. 1080 01:18:21,277 --> 01:18:24,477 Mum, it's, uh, motorbike man. 1081 01:18:25,746 --> 01:18:28,226 Yeah, I mean, it's normally just Dan, but, uh... 1082 01:18:28,237 --> 01:18:30,317 Fuck it. Call me motorbike man. That's cool. 1083 01:18:30,616 --> 01:18:32,216 - Hi, Dan. - Hey, Jean. 1084 01:18:32,597 --> 01:18:34,997 Oh shit! Baby! That's cool. 1085 01:18:35,163 --> 01:18:36,563 Congratul-aciones. 1086 01:18:37,917 --> 01:18:40,117 - Thank you for coming. - It's all good. 1087 01:18:40,903 --> 01:18:42,623 You might wanna have a seat. 1088 01:18:44,546 --> 01:18:46,666 Sure, okay. Maybe I'll just... 1089 01:18:46,677 --> 01:18:47,837 Are you all right? 1090 01:18:47,917 --> 01:18:50,277 Go ahead and use the table. 1091 01:18:50,357 --> 01:18:52,357 Thank you. Hi, baby. 1092 01:18:53,717 --> 01:18:55,517 Thanks. So, what's up? 1093 01:19:41,957 --> 01:19:43,117 Dear Otis. 1094 01:19:43,959 --> 01:19:45,399 You know I hate soppy romantic stuff. 1095 01:19:45,437 --> 01:19:48,077 So don't get your hopes up. This isn't a love letter. 1096 01:19:49,677 --> 01:19:52,117 When we first met, I didn't trust anyone. 1097 01:19:52,495 --> 01:19:54,106 I thought if I kept everybody out, 1098 01:19:54,117 --> 01:19:56,653 I'd stop myself from being hurt or let down, 1099 01:19:56,664 --> 01:19:58,344 which is what I was used to. 1100 01:19:59,337 --> 01:20:00,832 Then we set the clinic up together, 1101 01:20:00,842 --> 01:20:02,817 and I realized that most of the people 1102 01:20:02,837 --> 01:20:05,237 who came to us for help really just needed connection. 1103 01:20:05,757 --> 01:20:07,597 And maybe I wasn't so different. 1104 01:20:08,957 --> 01:20:12,117 You have the rare ability to make people feel truly seen. 1105 01:20:12,303 --> 01:20:13,863 And you did the same for me. 1106 01:20:14,704 --> 01:20:17,717 It was this and your relentless optimism about human beings 1107 01:20:17,797 --> 01:20:21,037 that gave me the courage to start opening myself up to other people. 1108 01:20:22,090 --> 01:20:24,707 For the first time in my life, I didn't feel alone, 1109 01:20:25,037 --> 01:20:27,717 which allowed me to imagine something bigger for myself. 1110 01:20:29,226 --> 01:20:31,346 I want you to know that however much it fucking hurts 1111 01:20:31,357 --> 01:20:35,037 that we can't be together, I won't ever close myself off again. 1112 01:20:36,877 --> 01:20:40,557 Meeting you cracked my heart open, and now it's forever changed. 1113 01:20:41,426 --> 01:20:42,626 And because of that, 1114 01:20:42,637 --> 01:20:45,037 I will carry a part of you with me wherever I go. 1115 01:20:47,437 --> 01:20:49,277 I think what I'm trying to say is 1116 01:20:50,277 --> 01:20:51,597 thanks for everything, 1117 01:20:52,797 --> 01:20:53,877 dickhead. 1118 01:21:30,235 --> 01:21:35,229 - Synced and corrected by naFraC - - www.addic7ed.com -