1 00:00:04,296 --> 00:00:06,256 Man, sometimes I'm just going about my day 2 00:00:06,757 --> 00:00:12,054 and there's a sound or a smell, and I'm back there. 3 00:00:12,763 --> 00:00:15,974 And I don't mean like a memory. 4 00:00:16,058 --> 00:00:18,810 I mean I'm really fucking back there… 5 00:00:20,479 --> 00:00:21,688 hurting those people. 6 00:00:22,606 --> 00:00:25,442 So these types of flashbacks you're describing, super common. 7 00:00:25,526 --> 00:00:27,611 That's our brain's way of processing trauma. 8 00:00:28,111 --> 00:00:29,863 Yeah, my brain is an asshole. 9 00:00:29,947 --> 00:00:32,741 Your brain's a whole boardroom full of assholes. 10 00:00:32,824 --> 00:00:35,327 You got the judge. You got the critic. 11 00:00:35,410 --> 00:00:38,372 You got that guy in the back of the room who's saying "Eat more hot wings," 12 00:00:38,455 --> 00:00:40,916 even though you just had a huge dinner. I hate that fucking guy. 13 00:00:41,500 --> 00:00:43,794 To ever move forward, you're gonna have to… 14 00:00:47,965 --> 00:00:50,217 I'm sorry. All I can think about right now are hot wings. 15 00:00:57,850 --> 00:01:00,018 Morning. What are you guys up to? 16 00:01:00,102 --> 00:01:02,354 Doing the work, like you said. 17 00:01:02,938 --> 00:01:04,147 How's that going? 18 00:01:04,230 --> 00:01:05,399 It sucked donkey dick. 19 00:01:06,108 --> 00:01:09,278 I just told my daughter about the Parkinson's. 20 00:01:09,361 --> 00:01:10,404 How did it go? 21 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:17,661 Well, she's flying down here next week to make sure I get the best possible care. 22 00:01:18,537 --> 00:01:21,415 So it's kinda donkey dickish. 23 00:01:22,541 --> 00:01:24,126 At least you're facing the pain. 24 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:27,045 It's important. 25 00:01:27,129 --> 00:01:29,131 'Cause if you don't face the pain, 26 00:01:29,214 --> 00:01:34,344 eventually it'll come back and get you when you least expect it. 27 00:01:36,096 --> 00:01:38,765 - Are you talking to me or Sean? - I'm talking to Sean. 28 00:01:38,849 --> 00:01:41,727 - 'Cause you're looking directly at me. - I can look anywhere I want. 29 00:01:44,938 --> 00:01:46,481 You're doing a great job, kid. 30 00:01:47,524 --> 00:01:48,609 Thanks. 31 00:01:50,068 --> 00:01:51,236 Still Sean. 32 00:01:53,864 --> 00:01:56,116 So needy. Jesus. 33 00:01:56,700 --> 00:01:59,578 - But that one was for me, Paul. - Yep. 34 00:02:37,950 --> 00:02:39,243 Schwing. 35 00:02:44,581 --> 00:02:47,042 Sorry. It's just, Rick, I like you, 36 00:02:47,125 --> 00:02:49,586 but the eye contact is, like, so dramatic. 37 00:02:49,670 --> 00:02:52,714 I feel like I'm in a… like a perfume commercial or something. 38 00:02:52,798 --> 00:02:56,134 It's all good. We can loosen it up. 39 00:02:56,218 --> 00:02:58,762 - Okay, yeah. - Yeah. All right. 40 00:03:01,473 --> 00:03:02,808 You okay? 41 00:03:02,891 --> 00:03:06,603 I snorted, which I don't think I've ever done before. 42 00:03:07,437 --> 00:03:08,340 Sorry. 43 00:03:08,355 --> 00:03:10,941 Maybe you should just kiss my neck. I love that. 44 00:03:11,024 --> 00:03:13,068 - Just kiss it. - Okay. Let's go to the neck. 45 00:03:13,151 --> 00:03:14,151 Let's go to it. 46 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:17,739 - Do you like it? Yeah? - No. 47 00:03:19,283 --> 00:03:23,912 I'm sorry, it's not you. I was thinking about how, like, grody lip bacteria is. 48 00:03:23,996 --> 00:03:26,206 It's actually kinda gross, when you really think about it, 49 00:03:26,290 --> 00:03:28,208 'cause it's, like, a whole ecosystem. 50 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:30,919 Well, thank you so much. 51 00:03:31,003 --> 00:03:32,713 Oh, wow. Okay. 52 00:03:33,839 --> 00:03:35,382 You shook hands? 53 00:03:35,465 --> 00:03:39,720 Yes, I know. That's usually something that I reserve for after sex. 54 00:03:39,803 --> 00:03:41,054 What a nice gesture. 55 00:03:41,638 --> 00:03:45,225 May I say that I'm flattered that you chose to call me about this? 56 00:03:45,726 --> 00:03:47,936 Yeah, all my other girls know Nico. 57 00:03:48,020 --> 00:03:50,022 I can't have him hearing I'm trying to 58 00:03:50,105 --> 00:03:52,274 take all these dudes to pound town right now, you know? 59 00:03:52,357 --> 00:03:54,902 All I heard was that I'm one of your girls. 60 00:03:54,985 --> 00:03:56,153 This guy was so hot. 61 00:03:56,236 --> 00:03:57,237 I just couldn't… 62 00:03:58,447 --> 00:04:00,699 God, why is there no female version of "get it up"? 63 00:04:00,782 --> 00:04:03,076 Because "juiced" was stolen by steroids. 64 00:04:03,660 --> 00:04:06,705 - What the fuck is wrong with me? - Nothing. 65 00:04:06,788 --> 00:04:10,083 You tried to have morning sex. Who has sex in the morning? 66 00:04:10,167 --> 00:04:12,586 You're not trying to trick him into marrying you. 67 00:04:13,504 --> 00:04:14,504 Okay. 68 00:04:15,005 --> 00:04:16,464 Liz is picking me up again. 69 00:04:17,089 --> 00:04:18,089 Liz. 70 00:04:18,675 --> 00:04:21,053 She raw dogged me at the cheese store. 71 00:04:21,678 --> 00:04:23,514 What do you think raw dogging means? 72 00:04:24,473 --> 00:04:27,184 To talk to somebody that doesn't want to talk to you. 73 00:04:27,726 --> 00:04:29,102 No. 74 00:04:29,186 --> 00:04:31,647 - Hey, Paul. - Hey, Liz. 75 00:04:31,730 --> 00:04:33,106 I have something for you. 76 00:04:33,941 --> 00:04:35,317 For me? 77 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:36,303 Gummy bears? 78 00:04:36,318 --> 00:04:39,780 My Pilates instructor's cousin's aunt has Parkinson's, 79 00:04:39,863 --> 00:04:43,408 and she says these really helped with anxiety and tremors. 80 00:04:43,492 --> 00:04:45,369 Well, as long as it's scientific. 81 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:47,523 "Stankadelic." 82 00:04:47,538 --> 00:04:51,041 Look, best-case scenario, it helps. 83 00:04:51,124 --> 00:04:55,128 Worst-case scenario, you get a little high and you buy another one of those hats. 84 00:04:55,712 --> 00:04:57,506 Just don't take it after drinking 85 00:04:57,589 --> 00:04:58,589 or you'll vom. 86 00:04:59,341 --> 00:05:01,093 - Hey, Liz. - Yeah. 87 00:05:01,677 --> 00:05:02,803 One more thing. 88 00:05:04,513 --> 00:05:06,223 Don't raw dog me again, all right? 89 00:05:07,766 --> 00:05:08,809 But… 90 00:05:08,892 --> 00:05:11,770 - What does he think that means? - I don't know 91 00:05:11,854 --> 00:05:13,981 but he says it so confidently. 92 00:05:19,319 --> 00:05:21,238 Wow. You finally bought it. 93 00:05:21,989 --> 00:05:22,990 Tell us. 94 00:05:23,699 --> 00:05:26,034 - We will react correctly this time. - That's right. 95 00:05:26,118 --> 00:05:27,578 I'm gonna ask Charlie to marry me! 96 00:05:27,661 --> 00:05:28,787 Yeah! 97 00:05:30,622 --> 00:05:32,291 I believe you! 98 00:05:32,958 --> 00:05:36,587 - Wow. You little monogamous slut! Wow! - Yeah. Yeah. 99 00:05:36,670 --> 00:05:37,963 So, how you gonna do it, man? 100 00:05:38,046 --> 00:05:40,048 Okay, I'm gonna invite all of our friends someplace, 101 00:05:40,132 --> 00:05:42,134 and then I'm gonna pop the question in front of them. 102 00:05:42,217 --> 00:05:43,218 - Yeah. - Uh-huh. 103 00:05:43,302 --> 00:05:45,429 If he says yes, surprise engagement party. 104 00:05:45,512 --> 00:05:48,223 - What are you gonna do if he says no? - Then I have all my friends there 105 00:05:48,307 --> 00:05:49,308 to console me. 106 00:05:49,850 --> 00:05:51,727 Either way, I'm the center of attention. 107 00:05:52,895 --> 00:05:57,316 Unfortunately our place isn't big enough for a party. 108 00:05:58,942 --> 00:06:02,446 If only I knew somebody with a house, you know? 109 00:06:03,488 --> 00:06:05,616 Why didn't you just say we'd have the party here? 110 00:06:05,699 --> 00:06:09,745 I don't know. This place hasn't had much of a party vibe lately. 111 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:13,749 And honestly, I'm not sure I'm ready to open our house up to the world yet. 112 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:15,042 But we're doing so much better. 113 00:06:15,125 --> 00:06:16,210 We? Like… 114 00:06:17,503 --> 00:06:19,796 Like, "we" like each of us as individuals 115 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:22,007 or "we" like a daddy-daughter unit? 116 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:24,301 I see your face. I shouldn't have said "daddy." 117 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:26,303 Father. Father-daughter unit. 118 00:06:27,054 --> 00:06:29,348 I get it. You don't like it when I say "unit". 119 00:06:29,431 --> 00:06:30,724 - Nope. - Got it. 120 00:06:30,807 --> 00:06:34,394 Come on. You and Mom used to throw parties all the time. Mom loved parties. 121 00:06:35,103 --> 00:06:36,563 Pulling the mom card, huh? 122 00:06:40,275 --> 00:06:42,277 - Okay, fine. Yes, let's do it. - Really? 123 00:06:42,361 --> 00:06:43,820 Oh, wow. 124 00:06:50,077 --> 00:06:52,538 Wait, so how do surprise engagement parties work anyways? 125 00:06:52,621 --> 00:06:53,664 Here's how it's gonna work. 126 00:06:53,747 --> 00:06:57,167 Charlie thinks the party is because you won Therapist of the Year. 127 00:06:57,876 --> 00:07:00,212 Wow, that's insane. How would they even judge that, Bri? 128 00:07:00,295 --> 00:07:02,047 - Yeah, that's why it's insane. - Uh-huh. 129 00:07:02,130 --> 00:07:05,050 He thinks I'm coming over early to help you set up. Much better. 130 00:07:05,133 --> 00:07:08,053 So, when he arrives, that's your cue to sit down at the piano. 131 00:07:08,136 --> 00:07:10,389 And then you'll start to play. 132 00:07:10,472 --> 00:07:13,016 - Great. - And I will sing our song, 133 00:07:14,059 --> 00:07:16,854 - "You Are So Beautiful." - Thanks, but what's the song? 134 00:07:16,937 --> 00:07:18,355 "You Are So Beautiful." 135 00:07:19,481 --> 00:07:21,275 You were doing a bit, but I missed it. 136 00:07:22,150 --> 00:07:23,610 I'm off. Should we postpone? 137 00:07:23,694 --> 00:07:24,820 Don't. Hey, you're panicking. 138 00:07:24,903 --> 00:07:26,655 Breathe, breathe, breathe, Bri. Come on. 139 00:07:29,032 --> 00:07:30,367 Everything goes your way, right? 140 00:07:31,702 --> 00:07:34,580 See? This is why you're Therapist of the Year. 141 00:07:46,758 --> 00:07:47,801 - Hey. - Hey. 142 00:07:47,885 --> 00:07:50,053 Do you think anyone would care if I skipped this party? 143 00:07:50,137 --> 00:07:51,263 What's your deal? 144 00:07:51,346 --> 00:07:53,724 My deal is old people asking me what I do for a living. 145 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:55,475 - So? - Oh, yes. 146 00:07:56,018 --> 00:07:57,686 I'm currently unemployed, 147 00:07:57,769 --> 00:07:59,897 and I'm living in my therapist's pool house 148 00:07:59,980 --> 00:08:02,858 because my violent outbursts put me in jail. 149 00:08:03,859 --> 00:08:06,153 But how are you, Alice? How was your summer? 150 00:08:06,236 --> 00:08:09,615 My mom suddenly died, so I spent it scream-crying. 151 00:08:09,698 --> 00:08:12,367 - Sounds very fun. We went to Maine. - Yeah. 152 00:08:13,952 --> 00:08:15,329 You should still come. 153 00:08:16,413 --> 00:08:18,498 I mean, If somebody asks you a tough question, 154 00:08:18,582 --> 00:08:20,918 I'll just change the subject. I've got your back. 155 00:08:22,836 --> 00:08:23,879 Okay. 156 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:27,341 - Go get dressed. - I am dressed. 157 00:08:30,135 --> 00:08:31,261 I'll go get dressed. 158 00:08:38,268 --> 00:08:40,062 Who the fuck shows up early to a party? 159 00:08:40,687 --> 00:08:43,023 Hey. You're the first to arrive. 160 00:08:43,106 --> 00:08:44,566 Wanted to beat the traffic. 161 00:08:45,943 --> 00:08:47,194 I had to rush putting up my hair 162 00:08:47,277 --> 00:08:48,904 so I could hear that joke again. 163 00:08:49,655 --> 00:08:52,658 Come on. I haven't made that joke before. 164 00:08:52,741 --> 00:08:53,784 Have I, Jimmy? 165 00:08:57,788 --> 00:08:59,164 Wanted to beat the traffic. 166 00:08:59,748 --> 00:09:01,834 Well, someone's gotta get the party started. 167 00:09:02,501 --> 00:09:03,752 Yeah. Come on in. 168 00:09:09,091 --> 00:09:11,134 You see? Even Jimmy hates the joke. 169 00:09:11,218 --> 00:09:14,596 - You gave him sad face. - Ugh, it's just face. Come on in. 170 00:09:14,680 --> 00:09:15,681 Ugh. 171 00:09:16,181 --> 00:09:17,432 Hey, Dad. 172 00:09:20,686 --> 00:09:25,065 Wow. You look… so beautiful. 173 00:09:25,148 --> 00:09:26,149 Thanks. 174 00:09:27,568 --> 00:09:30,070 Okay, do you think you can stop before you overdo it? 175 00:09:32,114 --> 00:09:34,616 - You look like a princess. - Why? 176 00:09:34,700 --> 00:09:36,702 - Let's go get a drink. - So pretty. 177 00:09:37,286 --> 00:09:38,662 - Hey, Liz. - Hi! 178 00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:40,205 Hey, Liz's husband. 179 00:09:42,499 --> 00:09:44,501 - You look amazing. - She doesn't like that. 180 00:09:44,585 --> 00:09:45,878 You look like a princess. 181 00:09:45,961 --> 00:09:47,921 - Oh, my God. Thank you. - What the fuck? 182 00:09:48,505 --> 00:09:51,842 Almost everyone I invited said yes. Only two noes. Bernadette Peters… 183 00:09:51,925 --> 00:09:53,218 - He's never met her. - Right. 184 00:09:53,302 --> 00:09:54,303 It still stung. 185 00:09:54,386 --> 00:09:56,430 And the other no is Paul. 186 00:09:56,513 --> 00:09:59,266 He says he has something important to do tonight. 187 00:10:47,481 --> 00:10:48,565 How you doin'? 188 00:10:48,649 --> 00:10:51,527 So, what have you been up to lately, Sean? 189 00:10:55,572 --> 00:10:56,949 Hey, what was it like in the '70s? 190 00:10:57,032 --> 00:10:58,325 - Really? - Yeah. 191 00:10:58,408 --> 00:11:00,619 Okay, well, put your seat belts on 192 00:11:00,702 --> 00:11:04,248 because this guy had a perm. 193 00:11:05,249 --> 00:11:06,500 I was pretty groovy. 194 00:11:07,167 --> 00:11:09,628 Also, we didn't use seat belts. It's the truth. 195 00:11:09,711 --> 00:11:11,046 Nobody cared. 196 00:11:11,129 --> 00:11:15,050 The number one candy in the country was a pack of candy cigarettes. 197 00:11:15,133 --> 00:11:16,426 Kids loved 'em. 198 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:18,595 It was amazing. I had a motorcycle. 199 00:11:18,679 --> 00:11:20,013 - Hey, Jimmy. - Hey. 200 00:11:20,639 --> 00:11:21,542 Jimmy. 201 00:11:21,557 --> 00:11:23,308 - Hey! Oh, my gosh. Hey. - Hey. 202 00:11:23,392 --> 00:11:25,269 - It's been forever. - Yeah. Yeah, no kidding. 203 00:11:25,352 --> 00:11:27,020 Yeah. We haven't seen you since the funeral. 204 00:11:27,104 --> 00:11:30,357 Eric. I'm sorry. He's an idiot. How are you? 205 00:11:31,567 --> 00:11:32,609 I'm doing pretty good. 206 00:11:32,693 --> 00:11:34,069 - Glad to hear it. - Really? 207 00:11:34,611 --> 00:11:37,990 - You and Tia were such an amazing couple. - Indeed. 208 00:11:39,825 --> 00:11:41,910 - It's so great to see you. - Oh, my God. You too. 209 00:11:41,994 --> 00:11:45,038 - Is Nico here too? - We actually got divorced. 210 00:11:45,122 --> 00:11:49,585 Oh, no. Oh, no, no. 211 00:11:49,668 --> 00:11:51,587 - No, no, no. - No, no. It's good. 212 00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:53,338 Hey, that's a lot of noes. 213 00:11:53,422 --> 00:11:56,091 - That's a lot of noes. We're good. - No. 214 00:11:56,175 --> 00:11:57,801 She loved you so much. 215 00:12:01,972 --> 00:12:03,348 You were so great together. 216 00:12:05,851 --> 00:12:08,896 You two were such an inspiration. 217 00:12:13,025 --> 00:12:14,443 Look at that. I'm fresh out. 218 00:12:15,027 --> 00:12:16,236 Another tequila, please. 219 00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:20,782 Make it two. I don't think I was ready for a party. 220 00:12:20,866 --> 00:12:22,576 People are fucking idiots. 221 00:12:22,659 --> 00:12:24,870 God, you are preaching to the "choi-choi." 222 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:32,336 I went out with three dudes last week, all hot as shit, okay? 223 00:12:32,419 --> 00:12:34,463 And I couldn't lady-get-it-up for any of 'em. 224 00:12:34,546 --> 00:12:36,673 I've been trying to think of a term for that. 225 00:12:36,757 --> 00:12:38,342 Last night we had Mexican food 226 00:12:38,425 --> 00:12:40,719 and I came up with "guac the taco." 227 00:12:40,802 --> 00:12:42,763 Oh, no. I don't like that. 228 00:12:43,972 --> 00:12:46,350 Look, maybe I'm just not a sexual person anymore. 229 00:12:46,934 --> 00:12:49,770 You know you're being batshit, right? Libidos change. 230 00:12:49,853 --> 00:12:50,979 Here you go, hon. 231 00:12:51,063 --> 00:12:53,524 Derek, remember when I used to want to fuck all the time? 232 00:12:54,566 --> 00:12:56,151 Yes. The salad days. 233 00:12:56,860 --> 00:12:59,905 Now, my sex window is between 3:00 and 3:20 p.m., 234 00:12:59,988 --> 00:13:02,366 and Derek needs not to have annoyed me that day. 235 00:13:02,449 --> 00:13:04,701 - Okay. - It does not happen often. 236 00:13:05,869 --> 00:13:07,079 I think it's Charlie. 237 00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:10,290 - Should we hide? - Not that kind of surprise, Liz's husband! 238 00:13:14,044 --> 00:13:16,213 I thought you were busy tonight. Why are you here? 239 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,882 - I don't know. - Okay. Come in. 240 00:13:20,008 --> 00:13:21,009 Come on. 241 00:13:21,093 --> 00:13:22,636 Look who's here, everyone. 242 00:13:23,178 --> 00:13:24,847 - She tried to kill me. - What? 243 00:13:24,930 --> 00:13:26,723 She tried to kill me. 244 00:13:27,307 --> 00:13:28,892 Liz, can you… 245 00:13:28,976 --> 00:13:30,519 - I didn't… Hi, hi, hi. - Nah. Uh-uh. 246 00:13:30,602 --> 00:13:31,854 - I didn't try to kill him. - Okay. 247 00:13:31,937 --> 00:13:33,105 All right. Come on. Come on. 248 00:13:33,188 --> 00:13:34,231 - Come with me. - I'm leaving. 249 00:13:34,314 --> 00:13:36,233 - No. Don't go. Come on in. - No, you can stay. 250 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:37,401 - No, I'm… - Come on. 251 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:39,236 - Come stay. Let's get some food. - Get a plate. 252 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,905 - Yeah. We're gonna get a plate. - Jesus Christ. 253 00:13:41,989 --> 00:13:44,491 3:00 to 3:20 is a really tight window, Derek. 254 00:13:44,575 --> 00:13:46,159 Yeah, tell me about it. 255 00:13:52,374 --> 00:13:54,001 Jimmy. 256 00:13:54,084 --> 00:13:55,878 Ben! Hey, Ben, Ben, Ben. 257 00:13:58,130 --> 00:14:00,465 - Good hug. Good hug. - Shh. Don't say anything. 258 00:14:00,549 --> 00:14:02,885 Hey, have you met my new girlfriend, Kiara? 259 00:14:04,011 --> 00:14:05,053 Nope. 260 00:14:05,137 --> 00:14:07,848 Hey. Wow. Hi. Hello. Good to meet you. 261 00:14:08,432 --> 00:14:12,269 How did you guys make this meaningful soul connection? 262 00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:13,437 Funny story. 263 00:14:14,229 --> 00:14:15,230 We met in church. 264 00:14:15,314 --> 00:14:18,108 That is a funny story. You're right. You called it. 265 00:14:18,192 --> 00:14:22,196 Well, it's good to see you, Kiara, for the first time ever. 266 00:14:22,279 --> 00:14:23,447 Nice meeting you. 267 00:14:26,033 --> 00:14:28,118 We're actually jealous of your marriage. 268 00:14:28,202 --> 00:14:31,163 Truth be told, Kim and I are kind of relieved this year is over with. 269 00:14:31,914 --> 00:14:33,582 It's been a rough stretch for us. 270 00:14:33,665 --> 00:14:36,460 Bet that doesn't happen when you have a therapist in the family. 271 00:14:36,543 --> 00:14:37,711 You'd be surprised. 272 00:14:44,384 --> 00:14:46,762 I can't believe I used to do this for fun. 273 00:14:46,845 --> 00:14:50,307 Yeah, pot has gotten much stronger since the '70s. 274 00:14:50,891 --> 00:14:52,059 Who's this fucking guy? 275 00:14:52,142 --> 00:14:53,727 Let's do this. 276 00:14:55,687 --> 00:14:56,980 - That's much better. - Yeah. 277 00:14:57,064 --> 00:14:58,649 I am so parched. 278 00:14:58,732 --> 00:15:00,150 What can we get you to drink? 279 00:15:00,234 --> 00:15:02,861 - A Popsicle? - Go get Paul a Popsicle. 280 00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:06,156 - What if they don't have any Popsicles? - Then go get one from the house. 281 00:15:06,240 --> 00:15:07,241 One of my good ones? 282 00:15:08,116 --> 00:15:09,117 Fine. 283 00:15:11,286 --> 00:15:12,788 That waiter's a dick. 284 00:15:12,871 --> 00:15:14,873 Hey. How's Cheech doing? 285 00:15:14,957 --> 00:15:16,166 Not good. 286 00:15:16,250 --> 00:15:18,126 This is on you too, you know. 287 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:20,087 What did I do? 288 00:15:20,170 --> 00:15:23,507 You told me I had to tell Meg that I had Parkinson's. 289 00:15:24,258 --> 00:15:28,512 And now she's flying down here tomorrow to take charge of my care. 290 00:15:30,722 --> 00:15:33,392 You know, I've been wanting to spend more time with her, 291 00:15:34,142 --> 00:15:35,143 but she's so busy. 292 00:15:35,227 --> 00:15:39,690 And then I tell her that I'm sick, and she drops everything 293 00:15:39,773 --> 00:15:41,775 because she feels she has to. 294 00:15:42,401 --> 00:15:43,944 It's emotional blackmail. 295 00:15:44,027 --> 00:15:49,241 Like you springing this proposal on Charlie in front of all these people. 296 00:15:49,908 --> 00:15:53,078 - No, my thing is not emotional blackmail. - Uh-huh. 297 00:15:54,037 --> 00:15:55,122 Is it? 298 00:15:55,205 --> 00:15:57,082 It's not not that. 299 00:15:58,125 --> 00:16:00,502 - See? - Oh, my God. 300 00:16:00,586 --> 00:16:02,254 - What are you laugh… - Sorry. 301 00:16:02,337 --> 00:16:03,714 I'm sorry. I took a gummy too. 302 00:16:03,797 --> 00:16:04,797 Oh, my God. 303 00:16:07,092 --> 00:16:08,927 No. Remember? We talked. 304 00:16:09,011 --> 00:16:13,348 Ties are for wearing, remember? We talked a lot about the tie. 305 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:15,684 I like tequila with Sprite. 306 00:16:15,767 --> 00:16:18,478 - Gas station margarita, huh? - Yeah. 307 00:16:18,562 --> 00:16:20,480 - Gaby! Hey. - Hey. 308 00:16:20,564 --> 00:16:21,815 - Can I freshen your drink? - No, 309 00:16:21,899 --> 00:16:23,442 I think I need to slow down, actually. 310 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:25,194 This is my friend, Kiara. 311 00:16:25,277 --> 00:16:26,445 - Hi. - Hi. 312 00:16:26,528 --> 00:16:27,988 She helped me through a tough time. 313 00:16:28,071 --> 00:16:29,448 I used to be a sex worker. 314 00:16:30,449 --> 00:16:33,076 We mostly played Uno, though, 'cause I couldn't get an erection. 315 00:16:33,160 --> 00:16:34,062 Oh, my God. 316 00:16:34,077 --> 00:16:36,580 - We also watched Top Chef. - That's true. 317 00:16:36,663 --> 00:16:38,916 But I'm retired. Now I let Ben pay for everything. 318 00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:42,753 Ben? You're trying to tell me you can lady-get-it-up for that guy? 319 00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:44,546 You mean grease the peach? 320 00:16:44,630 --> 00:16:46,173 Now, that I like. That… 321 00:16:46,673 --> 00:16:49,635 Liz. Grease the peach. 322 00:16:50,260 --> 00:16:51,260 Love it. 323 00:16:59,645 --> 00:17:01,188 - Ain't they cute? - Too far. 324 00:17:01,271 --> 00:17:04,107 I told you, though, old people love talking about themselves, it's like… 325 00:17:04,608 --> 00:17:05,608 Hello? 326 00:17:06,527 --> 00:17:07,528 Pull over. 327 00:17:07,611 --> 00:17:10,321 - Uh-oh, pull over. - What the fuck? 328 00:17:12,741 --> 00:17:14,535 Seems like you're drinking. 329 00:17:14,617 --> 00:17:16,994 - Yeah, it's not that big of a deal, Dad. - It isn't? 330 00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:21,708 Oh, my God. Are you okay? Do you need water? Like… 331 00:17:24,586 --> 00:17:25,796 What's up? 332 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:30,551 I understand that you are trying to look cool 333 00:17:30,634 --> 00:17:32,302 - in front of Sean. - I'm not trying to look cool. 334 00:17:32,970 --> 00:17:36,223 I'm not trying to look cool in front of Sean. 335 00:17:36,306 --> 00:17:38,684 Sweetie, angel, 336 00:17:40,561 --> 00:17:43,230 I know that you think that he is beautiful… 337 00:17:45,232 --> 00:17:46,650 I heard it. 338 00:17:47,526 --> 00:17:49,027 I heard it when you whispered. 339 00:17:53,699 --> 00:17:54,700 Okay. 340 00:17:54,783 --> 00:17:56,201 - Hey. - Yes? 341 00:17:56,285 --> 00:17:57,870 What did you just say to her, man? 342 00:17:58,579 --> 00:18:00,873 I said, "How fast can you run up the stairs?" 343 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:04,126 That's cute. 344 00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:11,758 - Hi. - What the hell was that? 345 00:18:11,842 --> 00:18:13,051 I don't know. 346 00:18:14,970 --> 00:18:16,096 What's the problem? 347 00:18:17,598 --> 00:18:21,476 I've had a lot of fucking people come up to me at this stupid party 348 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:26,648 and tell me that… Tia and I were some sort of perfect couple. 349 00:18:28,942 --> 00:18:30,235 Gaby, we were not. 350 00:18:31,570 --> 00:18:33,864 At the end, we were fighting about everything. 351 00:18:33,947 --> 00:18:37,951 When I left to visit my mom, you forgot to pick up Alice from school. 352 00:18:38,035 --> 00:18:41,788 I did not forget! I was late. Stop saying I forgot. I was late. 353 00:18:41,872 --> 00:18:44,541 My God, Jimmy, you don't even know what's going on around this house. 354 00:18:44,625 --> 00:18:46,710 You are so obsessed with your work. 355 00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:49,796 You know, it would be great if, for once, I was the person who got to leave. 356 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:53,133 Are we back here again? Then go to work, Tia. Jesus Christ. 357 00:18:53,217 --> 00:18:54,468 Keep your voice down. 358 00:18:54,551 --> 00:18:57,221 I think I'm feeling like a fucking fraud, Gab. 359 00:18:57,304 --> 00:18:58,305 You're not a fraud. 360 00:18:58,388 --> 00:19:02,100 Now, you and I both know that no relationship is perfect, all right? 361 00:19:02,184 --> 00:19:03,644 That's how we make our living. 362 00:19:04,144 --> 00:19:09,191 It was shitty for months before Tia died. 363 00:19:13,278 --> 00:19:16,406 I'm sorry that you're so unhappy, I truly am, 364 00:19:16,907 --> 00:19:21,995 but I'm really sick of being your excuse for why you're not happy with your life. 365 00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:25,207 Yeah, I'm sick of it too. 366 00:19:27,000 --> 00:19:30,629 The last party we had here, she had a look on her face. 367 00:19:31,255 --> 00:19:32,965 I fucking saw it. 368 00:19:33,048 --> 00:19:35,467 I don't think that she loved me anymore, Gaby. 369 00:19:37,553 --> 00:19:39,137 I'm not even sure that she liked me. 370 00:19:39,805 --> 00:19:41,557 She was thinking of leaving me, Gab. 371 00:19:41,640 --> 00:19:44,935 This is all based on some fucking look? Are you serious, man? Really, all of this? 372 00:19:45,018 --> 00:19:47,855 Yes, it's about a look. It's the worst fucking look I ever saw in my life. 373 00:19:47,938 --> 00:19:51,233 Okay, listen, I know you guys had a rough patch. I know about that. 374 00:19:52,025 --> 00:19:54,194 But she was not thinking about leaving you. She would've told me. 375 00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:56,238 - She would not have told you. - Yes, she would have. 376 00:19:56,321 --> 00:19:58,448 She knows you and I were close. She would not have told you. 377 00:19:58,532 --> 00:20:03,704 You have to listen to me, seriously. Tia fucking loved you. I mean it. 378 00:20:05,038 --> 00:20:06,039 Prove it. 379 00:20:06,623 --> 00:20:08,208 Prove it? How the fuck am I supposed to prove it? 380 00:20:08,792 --> 00:20:09,793 Exactly. 381 00:20:14,298 --> 00:20:18,218 You are acting like it's a bad thing to expect your kids to come through for you. 382 00:20:18,302 --> 00:20:21,847 Fuck that. I'm gonna text my eldest, Matthew. 383 00:20:23,432 --> 00:20:27,311 "I'm sad and blue, and if you don't call me, I'll be so, so mad." 384 00:20:27,394 --> 00:20:28,478 Send. 385 00:20:34,276 --> 00:20:35,276 Decline. 386 00:20:35,903 --> 00:20:37,154 Baller move. 387 00:20:37,237 --> 00:20:39,656 Look, I wiped their butts, I looked over their homework, 388 00:20:39,740 --> 00:20:43,619 I went to all their long-ass, boring baseball games. 389 00:20:43,702 --> 00:20:44,703 I love baseball. 390 00:20:44,786 --> 00:20:45,787 Baseball's awful. 391 00:20:46,872 --> 00:20:49,583 I was there for them, so they better be there for me. 392 00:20:49,666 --> 00:20:50,792 I've earned it. 393 00:20:50,876 --> 00:20:52,544 Well, I didn't earn it. 394 00:20:52,628 --> 00:20:55,506 She was so little when her mom and I split. 395 00:20:56,340 --> 00:20:58,550 I should've been there for her, but I wasn't. 396 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:01,178 Okay, it sounds like you fucked up. 397 00:21:01,929 --> 00:21:04,223 She's showing up for you anyway. 398 00:21:05,140 --> 00:21:09,520 If I were you, I wouldn't be feeling sorry for myself. I'd be feeling grateful. 399 00:21:11,980 --> 00:21:12,883 Yeah. 400 00:21:12,898 --> 00:21:14,733 Good. Done. 401 00:21:16,193 --> 00:21:18,779 I need something crunchy and cheese-flavored. 402 00:21:18,862 --> 00:21:20,113 Derek? 403 00:21:20,197 --> 00:21:21,573 - Who's Derek? - The waiter. 404 00:21:21,657 --> 00:21:23,033 Derek? 405 00:21:31,124 --> 00:21:32,876 Hey, wanna talk about it? 406 00:21:33,877 --> 00:21:35,879 - Nope. - Cool. Neither do I. 407 00:21:43,762 --> 00:21:46,723 Okay. This song will definitely cheer you up. 408 00:21:53,897 --> 00:21:56,733 Charlie, you're finally here! 409 00:21:56,817 --> 00:21:58,527 I stopped to buy Jimmy a card. 410 00:22:00,112 --> 00:22:01,864 So nice. 411 00:22:04,449 --> 00:22:05,450 Ow. What is happening? 412 00:22:05,534 --> 00:22:07,160 All will be revealed. 413 00:22:08,036 --> 00:22:09,413 Where the fuck is Jimmy? 414 00:22:11,456 --> 00:22:13,125 Hey-oh. Here we go. Ready? 415 00:22:13,959 --> 00:22:16,170 Jimmy, now. It's showtime. 416 00:22:16,753 --> 00:22:17,753 I'm here. 417 00:22:22,593 --> 00:22:23,969 Okay. All right. 418 00:22:25,554 --> 00:22:26,597 Charlie, 419 00:22:27,556 --> 00:22:29,391 tonight is a celebration, 420 00:22:30,142 --> 00:22:31,935 but it's not what you think. 421 00:22:32,477 --> 00:22:34,021 Okay. Ready? 422 00:22:36,064 --> 00:22:37,107 Here we go. 423 00:22:45,115 --> 00:22:50,537 You are so beautiful 424 00:22:55,375 --> 00:22:57,294 Come on. A little faster. Here we go, buddy. 425 00:22:58,587 --> 00:23:01,965 - To me - To me 426 00:23:03,217 --> 00:23:08,263 - You are so beautiful - You are so beautiful 427 00:23:08,347 --> 00:23:10,516 Not a duet. 428 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:14,269 - To me - To me 429 00:23:14,353 --> 00:23:16,271 - Can't you see? - Can't you see? 430 00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:23,987 - You're everything I hoped for - You're everything I hoped for 431 00:23:25,197 --> 00:23:28,116 You're everything I need 432 00:23:28,200 --> 00:23:31,370 You're everything I need 433 00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:32,579 Oh, my God. 434 00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:40,128 I threw up. 435 00:23:41,004 --> 00:23:42,005 We know, bud. 436 00:23:42,548 --> 00:23:44,508 Okay, we're gonna need a minute to re… 437 00:23:46,468 --> 00:23:48,512 - Oh, my God. - Holy schnikes. 438 00:23:49,263 --> 00:23:53,183 Never mind. Everything's ruined. Yeah, tha… Party's over. 439 00:23:53,767 --> 00:23:54,753 Wasn't that nice? 440 00:23:54,768 --> 00:23:58,021 Okay. Everybody needs to look away. Come on. 441 00:23:58,105 --> 00:23:59,231 - Gaby? - What? 442 00:23:59,314 --> 00:24:01,650 - I threw up. - I know. I saw it, and I can smell it. 443 00:24:01,733 --> 00:24:02,719 Let's go, wiener. 444 00:24:02,734 --> 00:24:05,529 - I'm too high for this shit. - I'm not high enough. 445 00:24:12,578 --> 00:24:14,496 Poor Jimmy. And on his big night. 446 00:24:14,580 --> 00:24:17,875 Fuck Jimmy. This was supposed to be our big night. 447 00:24:17,958 --> 00:24:20,878 That was supposed to be a surprise proposal. 448 00:24:21,962 --> 00:24:26,049 This whole night was hell to plan. Barely anybody helped me. 449 00:24:26,133 --> 00:24:28,385 Bernadette Peters sent an obvious form email 450 00:24:28,468 --> 00:24:31,138 that she probably sends to all the gay guys who invite her to parties, 451 00:24:31,221 --> 00:24:35,142 and then Jimmy turned into the girl from the goddamn Exorcist. 452 00:24:35,642 --> 00:24:39,062 What a giant fucking disaster. 453 00:24:40,939 --> 00:24:41,940 Yes. 454 00:24:43,442 --> 00:24:47,112 Yes? Yes, it's a giant fucking disaster, or… 455 00:24:49,323 --> 00:24:50,324 I will marry you. 456 00:24:52,034 --> 00:24:53,827 - Yeah? - Yeah. 457 00:24:58,332 --> 00:25:00,459 Wait, I was supposed to show you this first. 458 00:25:03,962 --> 00:25:05,214 It's beautiful. 459 00:25:09,343 --> 00:25:10,427 Put it on. 460 00:25:12,179 --> 00:25:13,347 Congratulations. 461 00:25:13,972 --> 00:25:16,391 You want some advice about how to keep your marriage together 462 00:25:16,475 --> 00:25:18,685 and keep your daughter from becoming estranged? 463 00:25:18,769 --> 00:25:19,978 - No, I don't… - You know… 464 00:25:20,062 --> 00:25:22,022 Stay open, stay open. 465 00:25:22,105 --> 00:25:24,358 If your defenses come up, you're fucked. 466 00:25:25,317 --> 00:25:27,027 But two vulnerable people 467 00:25:27,110 --> 00:25:30,906 will always find a way to connect. 468 00:25:33,116 --> 00:25:37,079 Sean, I'm fine. You don't have to stay. Go have fun. 469 00:25:37,704 --> 00:25:40,707 I am having fun. This is fun. I'm with you. 470 00:25:49,132 --> 00:25:50,634 And where is this? 471 00:25:52,553 --> 00:25:55,889 - Alice. - I'm sorry. It's cool, it's cool. 472 00:25:55,973 --> 00:25:58,058 - I just thought… - Hey, you're just a kid. 473 00:26:02,062 --> 00:26:03,063 I should go. 474 00:26:03,564 --> 00:26:05,732 - I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. - I'm gonna go. 475 00:26:05,816 --> 00:26:07,693 - It's okay. - I really didn't… 476 00:26:14,575 --> 00:26:17,870 No, no, no, no, fuck. Fuck. Fuck! 477 00:26:24,543 --> 00:26:25,544 Fuck! 478 00:26:28,797 --> 00:26:29,798 Hello? 479 00:26:30,841 --> 00:26:31,841 Hi. 480 00:26:32,634 --> 00:26:33,635 You good? 481 00:26:34,428 --> 00:26:36,889 - I feel great. - Good. Okay, good. 482 00:26:36,972 --> 00:26:38,182 - I gargled. - Yeah. 483 00:26:38,265 --> 00:26:41,018 - I showered, and I took a bath. - Yeah. 484 00:26:41,101 --> 00:26:43,312 - Good. - I might've fallen asleep in there. 485 00:26:43,395 --> 00:26:46,023 I think you did. You've been up here for an hour, so… 486 00:26:46,106 --> 00:26:48,275 - Oh, good. Maybe everyone forgot. - No. Oh, my God. 487 00:26:48,358 --> 00:26:51,278 - It was just a murder scene down there. - Fuck. 488 00:26:51,361 --> 00:26:55,407 Anyway, now that you seem to be coherent and better, 489 00:26:55,908 --> 00:27:00,787 maybe you might wanna munch on this shit. 490 00:27:01,580 --> 00:27:04,750 That was my birthday. It was two weeks before Tia died. 491 00:27:05,626 --> 00:27:08,253 Look at the love in her eyes. She's, like, obsessed with you. 492 00:27:08,962 --> 00:27:12,424 You're so worried about a look? How about that look? 493 00:27:13,842 --> 00:27:16,762 And you know what? It's fucking baby-bitch bullshit 494 00:27:16,845 --> 00:27:18,597 that you think that she wouldn't have told me. 495 00:27:18,680 --> 00:27:21,350 I knew it all, Jimmy, and not just, like, the good stuff. 496 00:27:21,433 --> 00:27:26,021 She told me about how you didn't pull your weight when Alice was born. 497 00:27:26,104 --> 00:27:28,649 - Yeah. - She told me about that couple 498 00:27:28,732 --> 00:27:32,361 you guys almost hooked up with at that alien-themed bar in Reno. 499 00:27:32,444 --> 00:27:34,363 - Oh, ye… That was… - What? 500 00:27:34,446 --> 00:27:35,447 …gonna be fun. 501 00:27:35,531 --> 00:27:38,450 I'm just saying if she was gonna leave you, she would've told me. 502 00:27:38,534 --> 00:27:43,121 All right? So you gotta stop torturing yourself with this shit, you know? 503 00:27:43,205 --> 00:27:46,917 I honestly think that this is just another thing 504 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:49,086 that's easier for you to focus on 505 00:27:50,003 --> 00:27:52,172 other than the sad fact that Tia is gone. 506 00:27:53,590 --> 00:27:56,301 But Jimmy, she loved you 507 00:27:57,344 --> 00:27:58,428 so much. 508 00:27:59,346 --> 00:28:00,597 This photo's the proof. 509 00:28:04,017 --> 00:28:05,769 - Thanks. Thanks so much. - Of course. 510 00:28:05,853 --> 00:28:07,688 - Come here. - It's all so fucking stupid. 511 00:28:07,771 --> 00:28:11,692 No, it's okay. Come here. It's good. 512 00:28:14,695 --> 00:28:16,738 Thanks. You're an amazing friend. 513 00:28:16,822 --> 00:28:18,699 No, I know. No shit.