1 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,890 And though we are sad to lose her, 2 00:00:15,766 --> 00:00:20,354 we can be joyful in the knowledge that her soul is at peace. 3 00:00:21,480 --> 00:00:23,732 Now, I'd like to read an excerpt from the benediction. 4 00:00:25,484 --> 00:00:31,698 "Our help is in the name of the Lord who made heaven and earth. 5 00:00:36,453 --> 00:00:38,038 - Hey, Liz. - Hey, babe. 6 00:00:38,121 --> 00:00:39,665 How're you doing? 7 00:00:40,290 --> 00:00:41,875 Shit, I don't know. I'm okay. 8 00:00:42,376 --> 00:00:44,545 I'm at Maya's funeral paying my respects, but… 9 00:00:45,671 --> 00:00:49,132 …trying to give everybody some space and just, you know, stay inconspicuous. 10 00:00:49,216 --> 00:00:50,676 Well, that's impossible. 11 00:00:50,759 --> 00:00:54,429 You're a gorgeous six-foot-tall woman who dresses like human Funfetti. 12 00:00:54,513 --> 00:00:58,141 Well, I am in all black today, but my underwear's neon green 13 00:00:58,225 --> 00:01:00,727 and there's a snake eating a tiger across my ass 'cause I got to do me. 14 00:01:00,811 --> 00:01:02,688 Of course you do. And you're perfect. 15 00:01:02,771 --> 00:01:03,772 Any more news? 16 00:01:03,856 --> 00:01:07,734 Yeah, a toxicology report tested positive for alcohol and Xanax in her system 17 00:01:07,818 --> 00:01:09,069 with OxyContin to boot. 18 00:01:09,862 --> 00:01:13,323 And we still don't know if it was an accident or not. They may never… 19 00:01:13,991 --> 00:01:17,953 Oh, shit. Hey, Liz, someone saw me. They're waving me over. 20 00:01:18,036 --> 00:01:20,205 Just pretend you're there seeing someone else. 21 00:01:20,289 --> 00:01:21,290 What? Okay. 22 00:01:25,836 --> 00:01:27,713 You're being real quiet. 23 00:01:27,796 --> 00:01:29,173 You doing something weird? 24 00:01:29,756 --> 00:01:30,799 I sure am. 25 00:01:30,883 --> 00:01:31,884 All right. 26 00:01:32,509 --> 00:01:34,261 - I love you. - Love you. 27 00:01:35,345 --> 00:01:36,847 - How's she doing? - You know Gaby. 28 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:38,807 She's stronger than all of us. 29 00:01:38,891 --> 00:01:40,559 I don't know. I'm pretty strong. 30 00:01:40,642 --> 00:01:42,978 Oh, please. Your heart barely works. 31 00:01:43,061 --> 00:01:45,606 I had to help you off the toilet this morning. 32 00:01:45,689 --> 00:01:47,524 Well, that's true. I got winded wiping. 33 00:01:47,608 --> 00:01:49,026 - Brian. - Yeah. 34 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:51,612 Why did you bring Sutton here today? 35 00:01:51,695 --> 00:01:53,322 It's my nanny day. I was going to your house. 36 00:01:53,405 --> 00:01:55,407 No reason. Trying to make your life easier. 37 00:01:55,490 --> 00:01:58,118 Just, you know, me being a good person. 38 00:01:58,202 --> 00:02:00,037 - None of that tracks. - He's the worst. 39 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:02,497 But who cares. I just want to eat you up. 40 00:02:02,581 --> 00:02:04,791 - Yeah. - Wish she'd do that to me. 41 00:02:04,875 --> 00:02:07,669 Lately there's been no skin-to-skin contact, 42 00:02:07,753 --> 00:02:08,753 if you know what I mean. 43 00:02:08,836 --> 00:02:10,714 Yes, sadly I do know what you mean. 44 00:02:10,797 --> 00:02:13,550 The doctor said you can't have sex for eight weeks. 45 00:02:13,634 --> 00:02:17,137 "Six to eight", okay? And I've done the math. 46 00:02:17,221 --> 00:02:20,682 You either owe me 16 you-on-the-bottoms or four you-on-the-tops. 47 00:02:20,766 --> 00:02:22,893 I am never getting married. 48 00:02:22,976 --> 00:02:26,313 Look at your little Jordans. I love them. 49 00:02:26,396 --> 00:02:28,190 - Everyone's been so supportive… - Look at these. 50 00:02:28,273 --> 00:02:30,067 …of Matthew's sneaker hustle. 51 00:02:30,150 --> 00:02:32,444 - Thank you guys so much. - Yes, absolutely. 52 00:02:32,528 --> 00:02:34,488 Are you kidding? I love my new sneakers. 53 00:02:34,571 --> 00:02:36,448 I've been getting hit on so much. 54 00:02:36,532 --> 00:02:39,535 This woman at the coffee shop would not stop staring at me. 55 00:02:39,618 --> 00:02:41,036 I think that's because you stole her coffee. 56 00:02:41,119 --> 00:02:43,247 No. Angela is my coffee shop name. 57 00:02:43,330 --> 00:02:45,040 - That's not true. - It's true. 58 00:02:45,123 --> 00:02:47,376 I was tired of people calling me, "Brain." 59 00:02:47,459 --> 00:02:49,086 You know what, Angela does suit you better. 60 00:02:49,169 --> 00:02:50,671 Let's call him Angela from now on. 61 00:02:50,754 --> 00:02:52,047 How you like that, Brain? 62 00:02:54,341 --> 00:02:56,802 When I was a kid working at Bellevue, 63 00:02:57,553 --> 00:02:59,179 whenever we lost someone, 64 00:02:59,263 --> 00:03:05,644 my supervisor would gather us together so that we could process it emotionally. 65 00:03:06,311 --> 00:03:11,441 And then he'd have each of us say how lucky we were to have each other. 66 00:03:11,525 --> 00:03:12,985 Wow, you'd actually do that? 67 00:03:13,068 --> 00:03:15,612 No, I pretended I had to go take a pee, 68 00:03:15,696 --> 00:03:19,116 but I do remember feeling like having that community 69 00:03:20,117 --> 00:03:21,410 helped me get through it. 70 00:03:22,744 --> 00:03:24,746 Look, I went over all of your notes. 71 00:03:24,830 --> 00:03:28,166 There's nothing that you should've done differently. 72 00:03:28,750 --> 00:03:30,002 I know. 73 00:03:30,085 --> 00:03:32,546 I'm sorry. I know you really cared about her. 74 00:03:32,629 --> 00:03:35,549 Yeah, thanks for that. You encouraged me to get closer to my patients, 75 00:03:35,632 --> 00:03:38,177 but you didn't warn me how much more it would hurt if things went south. 76 00:03:38,260 --> 00:03:40,012 I thought that was sort of implied. 77 00:03:40,637 --> 00:03:44,474 Just know that we're aware how hard this must be, 78 00:03:44,558 --> 00:03:46,560 and that we're here for you. 79 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:49,062 Well, I'm here for you. 80 00:03:49,146 --> 00:03:51,106 Paul apparently has a pickup game to get to. 81 00:03:51,190 --> 00:03:54,610 Liz's big, weird son hooked me up. You're just jealous. 82 00:03:54,693 --> 00:03:58,071 Yes, I've always regretted throwing away my slime shoes. 83 00:03:58,155 --> 00:04:00,324 All right, gentlemen. Feels like this meeting is over. 84 00:04:00,407 --> 00:04:03,493 Hey, if you need some time, I'm happy to cover your patients. 85 00:04:04,077 --> 00:04:06,496 Thanks, but I got it. 86 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:09,166 - Okay. - Good. Back on the horse. 87 00:04:10,375 --> 00:04:13,045 That's the way we honor the people we lose. 88 00:04:14,671 --> 00:04:17,089 You guys are the best. Love you. 89 00:04:18,675 --> 00:04:19,843 What? 90 00:04:19,927 --> 00:04:22,262 I thought of something funny, but now's not the time. 91 00:04:22,846 --> 00:04:24,723 - Go for it. - No. 92 00:04:24,806 --> 00:04:26,725 - Come on. I need a laugh. - Say it, Jimmy. 93 00:04:26,808 --> 00:04:29,520 Okay. You have dead patient face. 94 00:04:29,603 --> 00:04:30,604 - Jesus. - What? 95 00:04:30,687 --> 00:04:31,939 What the hell is wrong with you? 96 00:04:32,022 --> 00:04:34,983 I was trying to be funny. I thought that it might lighten the mood. 97 00:04:35,067 --> 00:04:37,110 - Oh, my God. - 'Cause of dead wife face. 98 00:04:38,904 --> 00:04:40,405 I'm going to hell, aren't I? 99 00:04:40,489 --> 00:04:41,698 Yeah. 100 00:04:42,699 --> 00:04:44,034 See ya there. 101 00:05:15,065 --> 00:05:16,316 God, it is so crazy. 102 00:05:16,400 --> 00:05:19,027 It feels like yesterday I was dropping you off for preschool, 103 00:05:19,111 --> 00:05:20,737 and now you're getting ready to graduate. 104 00:05:22,197 --> 00:05:24,324 Hey, why didn't you tell me you were voted "Most Resilient"? 105 00:05:24,408 --> 00:05:25,993 Because I hate it. 106 00:05:26,076 --> 00:05:28,704 It was me and some kid who lost his finger to a firework. 107 00:05:28,787 --> 00:05:31,415 I got voted "White Michael Jordan." 108 00:05:32,249 --> 00:05:33,542 I was really good at basketball. 109 00:05:34,042 --> 00:05:35,460 And it was a different time. 110 00:05:38,797 --> 00:05:41,550 - Hey, you're back. - Hey, yeah, hi. 111 00:05:41,633 --> 00:05:43,510 - Hey. Yeah. - Thank you. 112 00:05:43,594 --> 00:05:46,471 - Hey. - Hey. Yeah. 113 00:05:47,222 --> 00:05:50,017 I left my, jacket, wallet and keys here 114 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:52,102 the other night after your dead mom's birthday party. 115 00:05:52,186 --> 00:05:53,812 You could just say "Mom." 116 00:05:53,896 --> 00:05:56,607 Really? It's not too soon to be that familiar? 117 00:05:56,690 --> 00:05:59,026 Okay. Mom. Cool. 118 00:05:59,109 --> 00:06:00,485 Nice. 119 00:06:01,695 --> 00:06:03,155 I would've brought you your stuff. 120 00:06:03,238 --> 00:06:05,824 Well, I didn't want to seem thirsty. 121 00:06:06,742 --> 00:06:08,827 Anyway, that was fun the other night. 122 00:06:08,911 --> 00:06:10,412 It's a pretty weird first date, huh? 123 00:06:10,495 --> 00:06:12,039 It was such a weird first date. 124 00:06:12,122 --> 00:06:13,707 - Yeah. - That wasn't a date. 125 00:06:13,790 --> 00:06:15,042 There were too many people there. 126 00:06:15,125 --> 00:06:18,086 An actual date needs to be just the two of you. 127 00:06:18,170 --> 00:06:20,297 Alone. Maybe at a restaurant. 128 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:22,382 I mean, there would be people there too… 129 00:06:22,466 --> 00:06:24,051 - …right? The patrons. - Yes. Uh-huh. 130 00:06:24,134 --> 00:06:25,177 Waiters. 131 00:06:25,260 --> 00:06:26,887 Maybe a restaurant critic? 132 00:06:26,970 --> 00:06:28,013 In disguise. 133 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:29,890 Scribbling madly. In a notebook. 134 00:06:29,973 --> 00:06:32,809 - But we are on to him. - So on to him. 135 00:06:32,893 --> 00:06:33,894 Can this be over now? 136 00:06:33,977 --> 00:06:35,562 Sure. For now. 137 00:06:35,646 --> 00:06:39,733 But, you know, she is right. We haven't had an official first date. 138 00:06:39,816 --> 00:06:42,402 So, how about dinner tomorrow night at my house? 139 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:44,404 It's a date. 140 00:06:45,030 --> 00:06:46,740 Finally. 141 00:06:46,823 --> 00:06:48,951 Well, thank you for finding my stuff. 142 00:06:49,034 --> 00:06:51,745 Just feel like I keep losing things. 143 00:06:51,828 --> 00:06:53,705 - It's really good to see you. Okay. - Yeah, you too. 144 00:06:53,789 --> 00:06:54,998 - Bye, see you tomorrow. - Yeah, 145 00:06:55,082 --> 00:06:56,416 - I'll see you tomorrow. Okay. - Bye. 146 00:06:58,252 --> 00:06:59,253 - Yeah. - Yeah. 147 00:06:59,336 --> 00:07:00,504 She's pretty cool right? 148 00:07:00,587 --> 00:07:02,297 Yeah, I do really like her. 149 00:07:03,006 --> 00:07:05,425 I kind of think Mom's making her shit disappear. 150 00:07:07,135 --> 00:07:08,262 Fuck. 151 00:07:09,513 --> 00:07:11,014 - Hey. - Hey. 152 00:07:11,723 --> 00:07:14,101 I thought it might cheer you up 153 00:07:14,184 --> 00:07:17,521 to take a culinary trip through your old neighborhood, in Long Beach. 154 00:07:17,604 --> 00:07:21,149 I got chili cheese fries from that very dirty place 155 00:07:21,233 --> 00:07:23,110 - across the street from your high school. - Noice. 156 00:07:23,193 --> 00:07:27,406 And a peppermint stick in a pickle from the gas station near your mom's house… 157 00:07:27,489 --> 00:07:28,740 - Hell yeah. - …which, 158 00:07:28,824 --> 00:07:30,909 I can't believe I'm saying this, is actually pretty bomb. 159 00:07:30,993 --> 00:07:33,620 The best part is when you burp a few days later, you can still taste it. 160 00:07:35,539 --> 00:07:39,168 Look, babe, this is really sweet, but I don't really feel like eating… 161 00:07:39,251 --> 00:07:42,504 so… I think I'm on that depression diet… 162 00:07:42,588 --> 00:07:43,797 - Right, yeah. - …for a few days. 163 00:07:44,590 --> 00:07:45,591 Well, how about this? 164 00:07:45,674 --> 00:07:47,926 How about you and I cuddle up on the couch 165 00:07:48,010 --> 00:07:50,596 - and watch some Lord of the Rings? - Pronounce it right. 166 00:07:50,679 --> 00:07:52,806 - My bad. Lord of the Rangs. - That's right. 167 00:07:53,765 --> 00:07:57,561 Yeah. Not tonight, babe. 168 00:08:04,234 --> 00:08:07,571 She said no to Lord of the Rangs? That's her happy place. 169 00:08:07,654 --> 00:08:12,242 I know. Anyway, she's struggling, so… can you guys keep an eye on her? 170 00:08:12,326 --> 00:08:14,369 - Absolutely. - I'll deal with this. 171 00:08:14,453 --> 00:08:19,166 I've handled the death of a patient before and surprisingly, you have not. 172 00:08:19,249 --> 00:08:20,959 I know, it really is amazing, isn't it? 173 00:08:21,919 --> 00:08:23,253 Don't jinx me. 174 00:08:25,923 --> 00:08:28,550 - Thanks for coming by, Derrick. - Absolutely. 175 00:08:28,634 --> 00:08:30,594 It really is sweet how much you care about her. 176 00:08:30,677 --> 00:08:33,597 Actually before all this went down, 177 00:08:33,679 --> 00:08:35,890 I was planning to propose. 178 00:08:36,933 --> 00:08:37,934 Nice. 179 00:08:38,018 --> 00:08:40,979 And when were you planning on asking for my approval? 180 00:08:41,063 --> 00:08:42,731 Asking you for your approval? 181 00:08:43,941 --> 00:08:45,859 Is he serious right now? 182 00:08:45,943 --> 00:08:47,194 I believe he is, yes. 183 00:08:49,780 --> 00:08:52,824 Okay. Well, Paul, if it's okay with you, 184 00:08:52,908 --> 00:08:57,204 I'd love permission to marry your coworker. 185 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,625 That would make me very happy. 186 00:09:02,334 --> 00:09:04,336 - Hell yeah. - Wow. 187 00:09:04,419 --> 00:09:06,922 - Wow, wow, wow, wow. - Right? 188 00:09:07,005 --> 00:09:09,258 Sorry, I think I'm just in an emotional place. 189 00:09:10,801 --> 00:09:12,219 I have a first date tonight. 190 00:09:12,302 --> 00:09:13,929 Made this about himself real quick. 191 00:09:14,012 --> 00:09:15,764 He always does. 192 00:09:16,348 --> 00:09:18,892 It was so nice of you to tidy up, Ava. 193 00:09:18,976 --> 00:09:22,020 And you did laundry too? Wow. 194 00:09:22,104 --> 00:09:25,983 How fun that my perfectly-fitting blended fabric T-shirts 195 00:09:26,066 --> 00:09:27,943 got to tumble with your cotton separates. 196 00:09:28,569 --> 00:09:31,321 Just my way of saying thank you for letting me crash here 197 00:09:31,405 --> 00:09:33,866 - for the last few weeks. - Come on. We are happy to help. 198 00:09:33,949 --> 00:09:37,786 And I know it's been taking me a while to find a new job, and a new place, 199 00:09:37,870 --> 00:09:40,914 so, until then, I will do all the housework around here. 200 00:09:40,998 --> 00:09:43,292 - Then stay as long as you want. - Our home is your home. 201 00:09:43,375 --> 00:09:44,375 Hello? 202 00:09:44,418 --> 00:09:46,128 - Run. - You need to leave right now. 203 00:09:46,211 --> 00:09:47,462 Angela? Are you decent? 204 00:09:47,546 --> 00:09:49,214 Nope! We just had sex! 205 00:09:49,298 --> 00:09:51,341 - Here, go, stall her. - What? 206 00:09:51,425 --> 00:09:53,302 - Come on. Gotta go. - Liz. 207 00:09:53,385 --> 00:09:55,304 What? Why? Why do I have to go? Liz likes me. 208 00:09:55,387 --> 00:09:58,056 Yeah, no, she does. She really likes you, but she also has a lot of opinions, 209 00:09:58,140 --> 00:09:59,892 so she's gonna have thoughts about you living here. 210 00:09:59,975 --> 00:10:02,561 You know, like, "But for how long?" and "What does this mean?" 211 00:10:02,644 --> 00:10:04,813 and "Isn't it an unhealthy dynamic for the birth mother 212 00:10:04,897 --> 00:10:06,523 to be living with the adoptive parents?" 213 00:10:06,607 --> 00:10:09,234 You know, stupid shit like that. This door. Okay. 214 00:10:09,318 --> 00:10:10,319 Down. 215 00:10:10,402 --> 00:10:13,405 I don't want to hear your life story, Charlie. Nobody cares. 216 00:10:13,488 --> 00:10:15,616 - I just want to see my baby. - Liz. 217 00:10:15,699 --> 00:10:18,660 Hey, Liz. What's up, girl? 218 00:10:18,744 --> 00:10:20,037 I have noticed 219 00:10:20,120 --> 00:10:22,831 that you weren't keeping up with Sutton's moisturizing routine, 220 00:10:22,915 --> 00:10:27,419 so I brought a cream from Europe that's banned here 221 00:10:27,503 --> 00:10:28,837 but will keep her smooth forever. 222 00:10:29,505 --> 00:10:30,547 May I try? 223 00:10:30,631 --> 00:10:32,341 I think it's a little late for you. 224 00:10:33,634 --> 00:10:34,843 Okay. 225 00:10:36,094 --> 00:10:37,095 What do you think? 226 00:10:37,179 --> 00:10:39,348 Someone came to play. 227 00:10:39,431 --> 00:10:41,099 Come on, give us a spin. 228 00:10:42,684 --> 00:10:45,229 - Yeah! Nice. - Uh-huh. 229 00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:46,605 I'm good? 230 00:10:46,688 --> 00:10:47,898 You look like a princess. 231 00:10:48,398 --> 00:10:50,108 I sort of feel like one. 232 00:10:50,192 --> 00:10:52,486 - You're glowing. - I think that might be panic sweat. 233 00:10:52,569 --> 00:10:54,279 You're 'scited. 234 00:10:55,197 --> 00:10:56,448 Scared and excited. 235 00:10:56,532 --> 00:10:58,700 I learned it in kindergarten. It really stuck with me. 236 00:10:58,784 --> 00:11:00,827 Just, there's been a lot of buildup, you know? 237 00:11:00,911 --> 00:11:04,289 A lot of missed chances. I just really want it to go well. 238 00:11:04,373 --> 00:11:07,751 I know it's been a while, so you just have to remember, 239 00:11:08,418 --> 00:11:10,170 the first stop on her train… 240 00:11:11,672 --> 00:11:13,131 it's gotta be downtown. 241 00:11:13,215 --> 00:11:14,633 I hate horny Derek. 242 00:11:14,716 --> 00:11:15,759 I black it out. 243 00:11:15,843 --> 00:11:17,761 - I mean, he ain't wrong. - He ain't wrong. 244 00:11:17,845 --> 00:11:19,513 All right, well… 245 00:11:21,348 --> 00:11:22,349 Wish me luck. 246 00:11:22,432 --> 00:11:24,685 I'm gonna give you the same advice you gave me on my first date. 247 00:11:25,769 --> 00:11:27,437 Be yourself, have fun, 248 00:11:27,938 --> 00:11:29,648 and you can't put the toothpaste back in the tube. 249 00:11:30,816 --> 00:11:32,401 I think the toothpaste was my virginity. 250 00:11:32,484 --> 00:11:34,736 - Yeah, we got it. - I had no idea. 251 00:11:34,820 --> 00:11:35,988 Here goes nothing. 252 00:11:37,739 --> 00:11:39,283 Hey. 253 00:11:40,158 --> 00:11:41,577 You've got this. 254 00:11:42,202 --> 00:11:43,245 Thanks, kiddo. 255 00:11:47,040 --> 00:11:49,751 I gave my toothpaste to my math tutor. 256 00:11:51,962 --> 00:11:53,755 Yeah, I think it went really well. 257 00:11:54,464 --> 00:11:57,050 Even though nobody at the restaurant told me 258 00:11:57,134 --> 00:11:59,553 I'd be interviewing with Dre Thibodeaux. 259 00:11:59,636 --> 00:12:01,305 The Dre Thibodeaux? 260 00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:03,182 - Stop doing that. - Never. 261 00:12:03,265 --> 00:12:04,266 Anyway. 262 00:12:05,100 --> 00:12:07,311 There's a lot of people up for this job and… 263 00:12:07,978 --> 00:12:09,646 it's just real cool to be in the mix. 264 00:12:09,730 --> 00:12:12,941 Fuck the mix. Sky's the limit for you, kid, you just got to believe it. 265 00:12:14,151 --> 00:12:15,152 Oh, shit. 266 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:16,945 Almost time for group. 267 00:12:17,029 --> 00:12:19,489 - I gotta get going. - Hey, 268 00:12:19,573 --> 00:12:21,950 Gaby helps run the veterans group, right? 269 00:12:22,034 --> 00:12:23,702 - Yeah. - Do me a favor. 270 00:12:24,369 --> 00:12:25,370 Ask me to come. 271 00:12:25,454 --> 00:12:28,207 Wouldn't it be kinda weird, since you're not a vet? 272 00:12:28,290 --> 00:12:29,917 I'd love to. 273 00:12:31,877 --> 00:12:33,837 All right, everybody! Time to circle up, let's go. 274 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:36,215 Paul? 275 00:12:36,298 --> 00:12:37,341 What are you doing here? 276 00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:40,344 That would be me. I asked him to come. 277 00:12:40,427 --> 00:12:41,970 Why? 278 00:12:43,388 --> 00:12:44,389 'Cause he told me to. 279 00:12:45,432 --> 00:12:46,683 Smooth. 280 00:12:47,267 --> 00:12:51,772 I think what you're doing is great, so I thought I'd drop by and check it out. 281 00:12:51,855 --> 00:12:52,856 - Really? - Yeah. 282 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:55,025 Then why haven't you said anything, not even once? 283 00:12:55,108 --> 00:12:56,568 I'm shy. 284 00:12:57,402 --> 00:13:00,197 All right, well, sit your ass down, and stay shy. 285 00:13:01,907 --> 00:13:04,576 Hey. How you… How you doing? 286 00:13:04,660 --> 00:13:07,579 Fellow vet, huh? Guessing Revolutionary War. 287 00:13:07,663 --> 00:13:09,081 Did you know Paul Revere? 288 00:13:09,164 --> 00:13:11,583 No. But I knew your mama. 289 00:13:13,418 --> 00:13:14,962 This is gonna be fun. 290 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:18,340 Guys? 291 00:13:18,423 --> 00:13:21,844 Am I crazy, or is that Ava's purse? 292 00:13:22,761 --> 00:13:23,846 She must have forgotten it. 293 00:13:23,929 --> 00:13:25,764 Yeah, Liz, relax, it's not like she lives here. 294 00:13:25,848 --> 00:13:26,849 Why would you say that? 295 00:13:26,932 --> 00:13:28,725 So she does live here? 296 00:13:28,809 --> 00:13:30,185 No. 297 00:13:30,269 --> 00:13:31,854 So, whose thong is this? 298 00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:33,981 Mine. 299 00:13:34,606 --> 00:13:35,649 It's yours? 300 00:13:35,732 --> 00:13:36,859 Yeah, I love a thong. 301 00:13:36,942 --> 00:13:39,403 - 'Cause they're so comfy? - That's right. 302 00:13:39,486 --> 00:13:40,863 Okay. Put it on. 303 00:13:42,739 --> 00:13:43,991 Why wouldn't I? 304 00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:47,911 I'm just gonna sit here and enjoy the show. 305 00:13:47,995 --> 00:13:49,955 - Can't wait. - Don't do this. 306 00:13:50,038 --> 00:13:51,039 Well, I'm doing it. 307 00:13:54,751 --> 00:13:56,837 You realize this isn't gonna cover everything? 308 00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:58,714 I feel like there's a chance it might. 309 00:13:59,631 --> 00:14:02,509 Well, here we go. 310 00:14:02,593 --> 00:14:04,094 - Ava is staying here. - Charlie! 311 00:14:04,178 --> 00:14:06,471 - What was your plan? - To put on this thong, 312 00:14:06,555 --> 00:14:08,682 and, if we're being real, probably enjoy wearing it. 313 00:14:08,765 --> 00:14:11,185 Ava is living with you? 314 00:14:11,268 --> 00:14:14,771 She lost her waitressing job and she couldn't afford to pay rent. 315 00:14:14,855 --> 00:14:16,857 And her parents have practically disowned her, 316 00:14:16,940 --> 00:14:18,525 so she couldn't move back home. 317 00:14:18,609 --> 00:14:22,696 I told you that letting Ava into your lives was a slippery slope. 318 00:14:22,779 --> 00:14:26,825 And you open the door a crack and now there's a thong up in it. 319 00:14:27,409 --> 00:14:29,119 What if something bad had happened to her, Liz? 320 00:14:29,203 --> 00:14:31,496 What if she'd been forced out onto the street 321 00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:34,249 and had to get a sugar daddy 322 00:14:34,333 --> 00:14:38,337 or marry some old, rich man that she didn't really love? 323 00:14:38,420 --> 00:14:41,465 Oh, my God. What am I saying? It's like I'm describing my perfect life. 324 00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:47,137 I get it. Letting Ava move in… was a compassionate thing to do. 325 00:14:47,221 --> 00:14:48,805 Yes. 326 00:14:48,889 --> 00:14:51,433 Thank you. I knew you'd understand. 327 00:14:51,517 --> 00:14:53,143 It's just temporary. 328 00:14:53,227 --> 00:14:55,854 She's really trying to find a job. 329 00:14:55,938 --> 00:14:57,564 Wait, wait. 330 00:14:57,648 --> 00:15:02,027 You guys think that someone as pretty as Ava can't find a job? 331 00:15:02,110 --> 00:15:07,324 She couldn't just ditch her bra and be selling tequila shots somewhere? 332 00:15:08,951 --> 00:15:11,370 Wow, Liz. I hope for Sutton's sake 333 00:15:11,453 --> 00:15:15,582 that our society is not as shallow as you seem to think it is. 334 00:15:20,754 --> 00:15:21,755 Is this yours? 335 00:15:26,009 --> 00:15:27,344 Well, I don't see her. 336 00:15:27,427 --> 00:15:28,470 And… 337 00:15:31,390 --> 00:15:33,517 I hate it when you're right. 338 00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:35,477 I'm getting bored of it myself. 339 00:15:38,146 --> 00:15:39,147 Hi. 340 00:15:39,940 --> 00:15:40,941 You look great. 341 00:15:41,024 --> 00:15:42,317 Thanks. 342 00:15:42,401 --> 00:15:46,655 Cheers. But right up-front, you're not getting to second base. 343 00:15:46,738 --> 00:15:48,949 I'm wearing my house bra. 344 00:15:49,032 --> 00:15:50,659 Oh, yeah. I was married. I know the one. 345 00:15:50,742 --> 00:15:52,286 No underwire. 346 00:15:52,369 --> 00:15:55,038 Yeah, you get it. Sort of like a sack you throw your boobs in. 347 00:15:55,122 --> 00:15:57,332 - Yeah, that's the one. - So heads-up. 348 00:15:57,416 --> 00:16:00,294 My ex-husband came to pick up my son for the night, 349 00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:01,753 but they haven't left yet. 350 00:16:02,379 --> 00:16:04,965 I was actually sort of hoping I would meet your ex tonight. 351 00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:06,800 - Really? - No, not at all. 352 00:16:06,884 --> 00:16:08,468 Right. That's insane. 353 00:16:10,304 --> 00:16:11,430 Okay. 354 00:16:12,848 --> 00:16:16,435 Jimmy, this is my son, Tate. And this is Nick. 355 00:16:16,518 --> 00:16:18,478 - This is my friend, Jimmy. - Hey, hey. 356 00:16:18,562 --> 00:16:20,898 - Hey. Nice to meet you. - Sofi tells me you're a therapist. 357 00:16:20,981 --> 00:16:22,941 - I am. - I used to think about doing that. 358 00:16:23,025 --> 00:16:26,320 Still could. You know, just takes, like, eight years of grad school. 359 00:16:26,403 --> 00:16:29,406 That was the rub. Only took me one year to learn poolscape design. 360 00:16:30,157 --> 00:16:32,659 I specialize in nature-based water slides. 361 00:16:32,743 --> 00:16:35,537 Very cool. Water attractions really aren't my thing. 362 00:16:36,038 --> 00:16:37,998 I almost drowned once in a lazy river. 363 00:16:38,081 --> 00:16:39,750 - As a kid? - No. 364 00:16:40,334 --> 00:16:42,294 Okay. Tate, don't be rude, can you say hi to Jimmy? 365 00:16:42,377 --> 00:16:44,171 - 'Sup? - Nailed it. 366 00:16:44,671 --> 00:16:48,050 Okay, let's get going. Why did we start playing a video game? 367 00:16:48,133 --> 00:16:49,134 That was my fault. 368 00:16:49,218 --> 00:16:51,094 I promised him if he got an A on his spelling test, 369 00:16:51,178 --> 00:16:53,722 then he could do a round of Diablo Dungeons. 370 00:16:53,805 --> 00:16:54,805 Okay. 371 00:16:54,848 --> 00:16:56,141 We don't do screens in my house. 372 00:16:56,225 --> 00:16:57,392 Screens suck. 373 00:16:58,435 --> 00:17:00,437 Now I'm siding against you for absolutely no reason. 374 00:17:01,730 --> 00:17:03,941 We could always, like, go out instead, if you want. 375 00:17:04,023 --> 00:17:07,069 But I made coq au vin. Mostly 'cause I like saying it. 376 00:17:07,694 --> 00:17:09,029 You don't have to leave. 377 00:17:09,112 --> 00:17:10,821 As soon as he dies, then we'll take off. 378 00:17:10,906 --> 00:17:12,406 He's never gonna get past Drex. 379 00:17:12,491 --> 00:17:15,077 Great, let's stick with the coq au vin. 380 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:17,829 - You just beat Drex. - Oh, my God! 381 00:17:17,913 --> 00:17:19,498 No way! He got past Drex! 382 00:17:20,165 --> 00:17:22,251 Level up Level, level, level up! 383 00:17:22,876 --> 00:17:24,795 Level up, level, level, level up! 384 00:17:24,877 --> 00:17:26,547 - I'm sorry. - No. It's cool. 385 00:17:26,630 --> 00:17:28,590 I think this is all really cool. 386 00:17:29,883 --> 00:17:33,136 All right, since you're new here, introduce yourself by saying your name, 387 00:17:33,220 --> 00:17:35,639 age, and your favorite one hit wonder band from the '90s. 388 00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:39,685 Paul, 74, Marky Mark and the Funky Bunch. 389 00:17:39,768 --> 00:17:41,728 The fuck is a Funky Bunch? 390 00:17:41,812 --> 00:17:43,981 - I'll tell you later. - All right. 391 00:17:44,064 --> 00:17:47,025 I want to begin by addressing the elephant in the room 392 00:17:47,109 --> 00:17:48,610 of Maya's untimely passing. 393 00:17:49,278 --> 00:17:53,198 Many of you got to know Maya, when she started coming here for MMA. 394 00:17:53,282 --> 00:17:55,117 I'm sure you all have feelings about it. 395 00:17:56,410 --> 00:17:57,411 I'll start. 396 00:17:59,413 --> 00:18:00,497 This sucks. 397 00:18:01,582 --> 00:18:03,667 She was definitely going through some shit. 398 00:18:04,960 --> 00:18:06,879 But she smiled when she was here. 399 00:18:08,922 --> 00:18:10,048 And she had a great smile. 400 00:18:11,133 --> 00:18:15,095 It's weird that the last time I saw her, I was punching her in the face. 401 00:18:15,179 --> 00:18:16,972 - Dude. - Still shook up. 402 00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:19,349 Sometimes when we lose even an acquaintance, 403 00:18:19,433 --> 00:18:21,435 it can stir up the pain of past losses. 404 00:18:21,518 --> 00:18:22,769 Isn't that right, Paul? 405 00:18:22,853 --> 00:18:26,273 Yeah, it's called "cumulative grief." 406 00:18:27,316 --> 00:18:30,152 And just like in MMA, you gotta keep your guard up. 407 00:18:30,861 --> 00:18:33,238 Even when you think you're okay, 408 00:18:33,864 --> 00:18:39,036 the sadness can sneak up on you and kick your ass. 409 00:18:39,703 --> 00:18:40,704 And that's why 410 00:18:40,787 --> 00:18:43,332 it's important to let your friends show up for you. 411 00:18:43,916 --> 00:18:46,502 Even your shy ones who bullshit about why they're really here. 412 00:18:47,002 --> 00:18:48,212 What's happening? 413 00:18:48,295 --> 00:18:50,172 They talking about us, but really about them. 414 00:18:52,341 --> 00:18:54,676 I busted that dead chicks lip, bro. 415 00:18:55,219 --> 00:18:56,637 I know, man. 416 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:57,846 You good. 417 00:18:57,930 --> 00:19:00,599 - Plus, she kicked your ass. - She sure did. 418 00:19:00,682 --> 00:19:01,767 I know. 419 00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:06,271 Hi, I'm Ava… 420 00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:09,149 Shit. 421 00:19:09,233 --> 00:19:11,068 Can you sit with us for a minute? 422 00:19:11,777 --> 00:19:15,197 Just let me tell the manager. She's cool. 423 00:19:16,156 --> 00:19:18,742 That's great that she's cool. 424 00:19:18,825 --> 00:19:21,161 - What are you doing? - I don't know. 425 00:19:21,245 --> 00:19:24,081 I don't like ambushing her like this. Makes it seem like I don't trust her. 426 00:19:24,164 --> 00:19:25,332 Because you don't trust her. 427 00:19:25,415 --> 00:19:26,750 That's because you made me not trust her. 428 00:19:26,834 --> 00:19:28,168 - That's not true. - Yes, it is true. 429 00:19:28,252 --> 00:19:29,336 It's totally true. It's true. 430 00:19:29,419 --> 00:19:32,756 Look, I have to have a functional relationship with Ava 431 00:19:32,840 --> 00:19:34,132 for the rest of my life. 432 00:19:34,216 --> 00:19:35,717 - I'm leaving. - Oh, stop. No, wait. 433 00:19:35,801 --> 00:19:37,386 We have to confront her. 434 00:19:37,469 --> 00:19:38,637 You do whatever you want. 435 00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:42,391 I'm just gonna love her and bravely run away. 436 00:19:42,474 --> 00:19:45,185 - Brian. - Hey, hey. Bye, Ava. 437 00:19:45,269 --> 00:19:47,980 - I'll see you at home. - Bye. 438 00:19:48,856 --> 00:19:50,148 No. 439 00:19:51,149 --> 00:19:52,484 Okay. 440 00:19:55,445 --> 00:19:58,782 Look, I only planned to stay with Brian and Charlie a little while. 441 00:19:58,866 --> 00:20:00,409 Okay, so what happened? 442 00:20:01,159 --> 00:20:05,539 Turns out, living with them is great. Things have been so hard with my parents. 443 00:20:05,622 --> 00:20:10,460 Anyway, I got this job last week, but I just wasn't ready to go. 444 00:20:10,544 --> 00:20:12,713 Ava, you deserve to have a great life, 445 00:20:12,796 --> 00:20:15,465 but you've gotta give them their space. 446 00:20:15,549 --> 00:20:18,594 By being this involved in their family, 447 00:20:18,677 --> 00:20:21,847 you're not allowing them the chance to build theirs. 448 00:20:21,930 --> 00:20:25,350 Okay. But how are you any different? 449 00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:28,687 You walk into their house whenever you want 450 00:20:28,770 --> 00:20:30,355 and you call their baby your baby. 451 00:20:30,439 --> 00:20:31,648 Sutton likes when I do that. 452 00:20:31,732 --> 00:20:35,444 Liz, you tracked me down to talk to me about what should go on 453 00:20:35,527 --> 00:20:39,573 in Brian's house without Brian, in an Olive Garden. 454 00:20:39,656 --> 00:20:42,576 A restaurant I am near positive you've never been to in your life. 455 00:20:42,659 --> 00:20:45,037 I come here all the time. 456 00:20:45,120 --> 00:20:47,581 I love their carb wands. 457 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:52,127 Those are called "breadsticks." And I know you want to try one. 458 00:21:00,802 --> 00:21:01,803 What now? 459 00:21:01,887 --> 00:21:06,183 I don't know. But I definitely need more of these. 460 00:21:06,266 --> 00:21:07,267 On it. 461 00:21:08,060 --> 00:21:10,979 Maybe some fried ravioli? I mean… 462 00:21:11,063 --> 00:21:13,815 This is, like, surprisingly delicious. 463 00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:15,776 Wish I hadn't said surprisingly. 464 00:21:15,859 --> 00:21:16,902 It's okay. 465 00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:20,280 I was gonna say I got this recipe from a trip to Paris, 466 00:21:20,364 --> 00:21:23,575 but it's actually from Guy Fieri. 467 00:21:23,659 --> 00:21:26,203 The only time I was in Paris, 468 00:21:26,286 --> 00:21:28,914 I was dating this woman, and we did 469 00:21:28,997 --> 00:21:31,500 - that whole lock-on-a-bridge thing. - Oh, yeah. 470 00:21:31,583 --> 00:21:33,335 It's funny I can't even remember her name right now. 471 00:21:33,418 --> 00:21:34,461 Come on. Yes, you do. 472 00:21:34,545 --> 00:21:36,713 Yes, I do. I just hate that it's not a pretty name. 473 00:21:36,797 --> 00:21:38,382 Bernice. 474 00:21:38,465 --> 00:21:40,217 You dated a Bernie. 475 00:21:40,300 --> 00:21:41,385 I dated a Bernie. 476 00:21:41,468 --> 00:21:42,594 - Wow. - Yeah. 477 00:21:42,678 --> 00:21:44,888 Last person I dated before… 478 00:21:45,931 --> 00:21:46,932 Tia. 479 00:21:47,850 --> 00:21:49,893 Yeah. Sorry. She keeps coming up, doesn't she? 480 00:21:49,977 --> 00:21:51,061 No, it's okay. 481 00:21:51,728 --> 00:21:54,815 It's really special how much you miss her. 482 00:21:56,066 --> 00:22:00,279 Seriously, it feels like that kind of love is once in a lifetime. 483 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:02,406 Maybe. 484 00:22:03,615 --> 00:22:04,992 Sure hope not, though. 485 00:22:09,663 --> 00:22:11,206 Grabbing the toolbox. 486 00:22:11,290 --> 00:22:13,709 Tate made another level, so he's on fire. 487 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,460 - Cool. - Fuckin' Drex. 488 00:22:15,544 --> 00:22:18,213 I'm gonna go fix the back window screen. Someone could break in. 489 00:22:18,297 --> 00:22:21,175 I'm not sure a screen is gonna stop a burglar. 490 00:22:21,258 --> 00:22:22,259 He's remarried. 491 00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:24,803 He has his own place, but he still struts around here 492 00:22:24,887 --> 00:22:25,971 like he owns it. 493 00:22:26,054 --> 00:22:27,931 You're the one that's always calling me to come fix stuff. 494 00:22:28,015 --> 00:22:30,767 Because you're always showing up unannounced. 495 00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:33,145 He insists on having a key. 496 00:22:33,228 --> 00:22:35,689 'Cause she insists on having primary custody. 497 00:22:36,815 --> 00:22:38,483 - Okay. I'm sorry. - Okay. 498 00:22:38,567 --> 00:22:41,737 - Yep. - We haven't really nailed the transition 499 00:22:41,820 --> 00:22:43,280 to respectful co-parenting. 500 00:22:43,363 --> 00:22:46,491 Well, it's nothing a little counseling wouldn't nip in the bud. 501 00:22:46,575 --> 00:22:50,204 Yes, that is what I keep saying, but one of us is being a bitch about it. 502 00:22:50,287 --> 00:22:52,789 - Come on. - Calm down. I didn't say who. 503 00:22:53,624 --> 00:22:54,833 It's him. 504 00:22:56,293 --> 00:23:00,047 If only I knew a good therapist. 505 00:23:00,631 --> 00:23:03,717 - Absolutely not. - You're a bad therapist? 506 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:05,093 No, I'm awesome. 507 00:23:05,177 --> 00:23:07,596 But it would be wildly inappropriate, so… 508 00:23:07,679 --> 00:23:10,349 Come on. I'm here, he's here. 509 00:23:10,432 --> 00:23:12,643 Can't you just do that thing that you told me about 510 00:23:12,726 --> 00:23:14,728 where you go, I don't know, rogue? 511 00:23:14,811 --> 00:23:16,980 "Jimmying." Thought that would have stuck with you. 512 00:23:17,064 --> 00:23:18,106 I mean it's just my name. 513 00:23:18,190 --> 00:23:19,942 - Jimmying then? - Yeah. 514 00:23:20,484 --> 00:23:23,529 No. Sorry, I'm just gonna enjoy coq au vin. 515 00:23:23,612 --> 00:23:26,573 See, she always does this. 516 00:23:26,657 --> 00:23:28,450 She's always putting people on the spot. 517 00:23:28,534 --> 00:23:30,410 - That's me putting you on the spot? - Yeah. 518 00:23:30,494 --> 00:23:33,330 Because I'm trying to actually confront you about something that happened. 519 00:23:33,413 --> 00:23:37,251 Listen, I wanna get back to our date, so I'm just gonna cut right to it. 520 00:23:37,334 --> 00:23:41,588 Nick, I am sensing that you have unresolved attachment. 521 00:23:41,672 --> 00:23:43,257 So unresolved. 522 00:23:43,340 --> 00:23:44,883 - Not super helpful. - Okay. 523 00:23:44,967 --> 00:23:46,802 Your frequent presence around Sofi's house, 524 00:23:46,885 --> 00:23:50,722 it probably isn't about fixing stuff, or co-parenting. 525 00:23:50,806 --> 00:23:53,684 It's about easing your guilt over blowing up your marriage. 526 00:23:53,767 --> 00:23:55,978 You're just taking her side 'cause you want to sleep with her. 527 00:23:56,061 --> 00:23:58,772 Sofi. You also have unresolved attachment. 528 00:24:00,357 --> 00:24:01,775 Maybe he doesn't want to sleep with you. 529 00:24:01,859 --> 00:24:04,736 - Yes, he does. - Suck it. 530 00:24:04,820 --> 00:24:06,655 I think you tolerate his dysfunction 531 00:24:06,738 --> 00:24:09,825 because it's easier for you to default to your old dynamic, 532 00:24:09,908 --> 00:24:12,202 which includes having a built-in handyman, 533 00:24:12,870 --> 00:24:14,663 than it is to learn how to set boundaries. 534 00:24:14,746 --> 00:24:16,248 Look, you can't keep blaming Nick 535 00:24:16,331 --> 00:24:19,418 until you clearly define what your boundaries are. 536 00:24:23,338 --> 00:24:24,756 I want my house key back. 537 00:24:34,266 --> 00:24:35,976 Thank you for seeing us today. 538 00:24:36,059 --> 00:24:38,061 I'm always available for emergency sessions. 539 00:24:38,145 --> 00:24:40,647 Although, this one's obviously a little different 540 00:24:40,731 --> 00:24:42,941 than that time Mark sent money to that Instagram model. 541 00:24:43,025 --> 00:24:45,194 She needed supplies for her class. 542 00:24:45,277 --> 00:24:47,613 She taught tai chi in the park. 543 00:24:47,696 --> 00:24:48,697 All right. 544 00:24:50,490 --> 00:24:52,492 I know how much Maya meant to the both of you. 545 00:24:52,576 --> 00:24:54,369 We're just trying to make sense of it. 546 00:24:56,121 --> 00:24:57,789 I heard she had drugs in her system 547 00:24:57,873 --> 00:25:02,294 and I didn't know she had an issue with that. Did you? 548 00:25:02,920 --> 00:25:04,338 I can't really speak to specifics 549 00:25:04,421 --> 00:25:06,590 because I still have to protect Maya's privacy, 550 00:25:07,257 --> 00:25:09,468 but I do have a lot of experience with addiction, 551 00:25:09,551 --> 00:25:12,179 and unfortunately, things like this can and do happen 552 00:25:12,262 --> 00:25:13,305 to people who self-medicate. 553 00:25:13,889 --> 00:25:16,975 We talked to her aunt at the funeral 554 00:25:17,059 --> 00:25:20,979 and she told us that Maya's mom had a drug problem too 555 00:25:21,063 --> 00:25:23,857 and abandoned her when she was ten. 556 00:25:25,108 --> 00:25:26,360 You didn't know that? 557 00:25:26,443 --> 00:25:28,612 Okay. Maya and I were just starting our work together, 558 00:25:28,695 --> 00:25:31,698 and I am sure that if I had just a little more time… 559 00:25:31,782 --> 00:25:33,700 - If you had more time? - …she'd have told me about that. 560 00:25:33,784 --> 00:25:37,120 Maya was obviously in trouble. Aren't you supposed to see that? 561 00:25:37,204 --> 00:25:39,915 What did you talk about in here? 562 00:25:39,998 --> 00:25:43,669 I understand that you guys are feeling angry and confused 563 00:25:43,752 --> 00:25:45,128 and it is okay to take it out on me. 564 00:25:45,212 --> 00:25:47,631 It just feels a little weird 565 00:25:47,714 --> 00:25:50,551 that we seem to know more about this than you do. 566 00:25:52,511 --> 00:25:54,137 Yeah, okay… 567 00:25:54,805 --> 00:25:58,100 Guys, given what's happened, I do think, you know, it's good for me 568 00:25:58,183 --> 00:26:01,895 to acknowledge that there may be a loss of trust here. 569 00:26:01,979 --> 00:26:04,398 And as much as I value and care about you guys, 570 00:26:04,481 --> 00:26:08,569 I am obligated to ask if you guys would feel more comfortable 571 00:26:08,652 --> 00:26:10,821 seeing someone else moving forward? 572 00:26:16,410 --> 00:26:17,411 - Yeah. - Yeah. 573 00:26:19,830 --> 00:26:23,792 Wow. See that? You finally did it. You agreed on something. 574 00:26:23,876 --> 00:26:27,838 Yeah. I did that. Yay. 575 00:26:29,298 --> 00:26:30,841 What the hell, Liz? 576 00:26:30,924 --> 00:26:33,051 Ava just texted us that she's moving in with a friend. 577 00:26:33,135 --> 00:26:34,344 You totally overstepped here. 578 00:26:34,428 --> 00:26:36,263 Yep. And it's all your fault. 579 00:26:36,346 --> 00:26:39,349 Our fault? How come we're the ones in trouble right now? 580 00:26:39,433 --> 00:26:44,188 Because you let me take over. You let me bulldoze you at every turn. 581 00:26:44,271 --> 00:26:46,398 - Liz… - Not now, Charlie, I'm talking. 582 00:26:46,481 --> 00:26:48,859 - Sorry. - See? You just did it again. 583 00:26:48,942 --> 00:26:50,194 You have to fire me. 584 00:26:51,069 --> 00:26:52,571 We're not gonna fire you. 585 00:26:52,654 --> 00:26:54,198 You're raising a child. 586 00:26:54,281 --> 00:26:57,409 You have to be in control of your own home. 587 00:26:57,492 --> 00:26:58,994 - Do it. - I… 588 00:26:59,661 --> 00:27:02,664 Don't look to him for permission, you coward. Do it. 589 00:27:02,748 --> 00:27:05,751 - You're fired. - No, I'm not. 590 00:27:05,834 --> 00:27:08,670 Do you guys know what the word "assertive" means? 591 00:27:09,421 --> 00:27:10,506 If it helps, 592 00:27:10,589 --> 00:27:14,760 I took Sutton to her first brunch behind your back. 593 00:27:15,928 --> 00:27:19,389 And I took photos of her holding my mimosa. 594 00:27:19,473 --> 00:27:24,686 We were saving that to do as a family, you whore. 595 00:27:24,770 --> 00:27:27,105 - Get her. - We are sick and tired of you 596 00:27:27,189 --> 00:27:28,982 - acting like you run this house. - Yeah. 597 00:27:29,066 --> 00:27:31,568 When Sutton should sleep and where, 598 00:27:31,652 --> 00:27:33,403 - how we should feed her… - Yeah. 599 00:27:33,487 --> 00:27:35,531 …bathe her, burp her. 600 00:27:35,614 --> 00:27:37,241 We are her parents, Liz. 601 00:27:37,324 --> 00:27:38,867 - Us. - You want a baby? Tough titties. 602 00:27:38,951 --> 00:27:41,036 You're gonna have to wait for one of those dumb sons of yours 603 00:27:41,119 --> 00:27:42,788 to make you a grandma! 604 00:27:44,581 --> 00:27:46,500 There. You did it. 605 00:27:48,126 --> 00:27:51,129 I'm fired. And it's for the best. 606 00:27:53,549 --> 00:27:55,884 Obviously, Sutton will miss me. 607 00:27:56,718 --> 00:28:02,432 You know, our little nuzzles and our bath time routine 608 00:28:02,516 --> 00:28:04,268 with the little duckies, and… 609 00:28:04,351 --> 00:28:05,602 Well… 610 00:28:05,686 --> 00:28:08,730 - But it's okay. - Hey, no. Liz. 611 00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:12,025 We appreciate everything you've done for us. 612 00:28:12,109 --> 00:28:14,361 We truly never could've gotten to a place 613 00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:17,614 of needing only one full-time nanny without you. 614 00:28:21,285 --> 00:28:24,538 - Thank you for everything you taught us. - You're welcome. 615 00:28:24,621 --> 00:28:26,665 Please stay in her life. 616 00:28:26,748 --> 00:28:30,878 I'm still gonna come over whenever I like. 617 00:28:30,961 --> 00:28:33,422 I'm just not gonna babysit for free anymore. 618 00:28:35,966 --> 00:28:37,134 What have we done? 619 00:28:37,634 --> 00:28:40,429 All right. Bye, buddy. Good job killing Drex. 620 00:28:43,098 --> 00:28:45,434 I'm not gonna say that was a great first date. 621 00:28:46,101 --> 00:28:48,061 But there was awesome food. 622 00:28:48,145 --> 00:28:49,396 Interesting conversation. 623 00:28:49,479 --> 00:28:52,065 Probably a lot more yelling than you expected. 624 00:28:52,149 --> 00:28:53,317 Maybe a little. 625 00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:57,112 Although, Bernice was Italian, so that whole relationship was quite loud. 626 00:28:58,113 --> 00:28:59,114 Is that racist? 627 00:28:59,198 --> 00:29:01,033 Only a little. 628 00:29:01,950 --> 00:29:03,577 Hey, Jimmy, can I ask you a favor? 629 00:29:04,536 --> 00:29:07,206 I know I ruined tonight, 630 00:29:07,289 --> 00:29:10,792 but… can we try for another first date sometime? 631 00:29:12,252 --> 00:29:13,504 Just tell me when. 632 00:29:14,171 --> 00:29:15,172 Now. 633 00:29:34,525 --> 00:29:36,401 - Hey. - Jesus Christ. 634 00:29:36,485 --> 00:29:37,736 Why are you here so late? 635 00:29:37,819 --> 00:29:39,029 Because you are. 636 00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:43,116 Mark and Donna fired me. 637 00:29:44,993 --> 00:29:45,994 That sucks. 638 00:29:48,747 --> 00:29:49,873 What happened? 639 00:29:50,832 --> 00:29:52,251 Before they did, 640 00:29:52,334 --> 00:29:55,295 they told me that Maya had some pretty severe abandonment issues. 641 00:29:56,380 --> 00:29:58,090 I never got that out of her, Paul. 642 00:30:01,260 --> 00:30:02,803 We can't control 643 00:30:02,886 --> 00:30:06,181 what our patients decide not to share with us. 644 00:30:06,849 --> 00:30:09,101 No wonder she spiraled when her friends moved away. 645 00:30:09,601 --> 00:30:12,020 You know, if I knew, I could've done something. 646 00:30:12,104 --> 00:30:13,939 Maybe. Maybe not. 647 00:30:15,148 --> 00:30:16,733 Loneliness is a bitch. 648 00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:21,572 And it's a lonely world out there. 649 00:30:25,325 --> 00:30:27,286 You know, the worst part is not knowing 650 00:30:27,369 --> 00:30:30,247 if it was on purpose, or if it was an accident. 651 00:30:30,914 --> 00:30:32,374 Death is death. 652 00:30:33,292 --> 00:30:38,463 Try not to beat yourself up trying to figure out the semantics of it all. 653 00:30:39,089 --> 00:30:41,091 So you're saying it doesn't matter if I ever know? 654 00:30:41,175 --> 00:30:43,927 I'm saying, I think you already do know. 655 00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:54,271 You know, I spent so much time moving into trauma work. 656 00:30:54,354 --> 00:30:56,440 I never even stopped to think if I should. 657 00:30:57,357 --> 00:31:00,944 And that was a big fucking mistake because it turns out I suck at it. 658 00:31:01,570 --> 00:31:02,863 No, you don't. 659 00:31:04,656 --> 00:31:07,075 It was an occupational hazard. 660 00:31:07,159 --> 00:31:09,077 Maya's just the first one, 661 00:31:09,161 --> 00:31:11,580 and I promise you, if you go down this road, 662 00:31:12,623 --> 00:31:14,166 she won't be the last. 663 00:31:18,504 --> 00:31:19,546 What are you doing? 664 00:31:19,630 --> 00:31:22,049 I'm canceling all my patients for next week. 665 00:31:22,966 --> 00:31:23,967 I changed my mind. 666 00:31:24,718 --> 00:31:25,928 I do need time off. 667 00:31:27,888 --> 00:31:30,933 Do you remember that mentor of mine from Bellevue? 668 00:31:32,351 --> 00:31:33,852 Whenever the shit hit the fan, 669 00:31:33,936 --> 00:31:38,273 he always would say the same thing and it really stuck with me. 670 00:31:39,858 --> 00:31:44,112 He said, "The longer it takes for you to get back on the horse, 671 00:31:45,489 --> 00:31:49,952 the less likely it is that you will ever be able to get back on." 672 00:31:51,370 --> 00:31:54,998 Yeah. Well, fuck the horse. 673 00:31:56,917 --> 00:31:58,168 Good night, Paul. 674 00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:08,220 Woof.