1 00:00:10,969 --> 00:00:12,887 We need to find another way out of here. 2 00:00:12,971 --> 00:00:14,848 Cut through this ridge, we'll get ahead of it. 3 00:00:14,931 --> 00:00:16,850 No, the fire's pushing southwest with the wind. 4 00:00:16,933 --> 00:00:18,977 - That ridge leaves us exposed. - Then we head east. 5 00:00:19,060 --> 00:00:21,312 - There's a natural firebreak. - The granite outcrop. 6 00:00:21,396 --> 00:00:23,189 That's our shot. Good work, cadet. 7 00:00:23,773 --> 00:00:26,276 All right, retreat! Firebreak! Head east! 8 00:00:26,359 --> 00:00:28,194 - Need more water! - We need a water drop. 9 00:00:28,278 --> 00:00:30,655 - There's no time. - We gotta save ourselves. 10 00:00:30,739 --> 00:00:33,450 - You start down with the others. Go! - Copy that, Chief. Let's go. 11 00:00:33,533 --> 00:00:34,533 Zack, let's go! 12 00:00:37,620 --> 00:00:39,080 Zack! 13 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:43,710 Hang on, buddy. Hang on. We gotta get him out of here. 14 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:46,379 - Ready? On the count of three. - Yeah. 15 00:00:46,463 --> 00:00:49,799 One. Two. Three. 16 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:53,303 Ahh! No, no, no, don't! My back! 17 00:00:56,097 --> 00:00:57,474 Okay. 18 00:00:57,557 --> 00:00:58,808 Something's wrong. 19 00:00:59,517 --> 00:01:01,352 I can't move. 20 00:01:03,396 --> 00:01:06,566 I'm staying with him. I'm gonna get a fire shelter over him while it passes. 21 00:01:06,649 --> 00:01:08,610 - You go. - No! No way, I'm not leaving you. 22 00:01:08,693 --> 00:01:11,071 - That is an order, cadet. - I'm not leaving you! 23 00:01:11,154 --> 00:01:13,782 - He can't move! You can't save him! - Kaia, I can help you! 24 00:01:13,865 --> 00:01:15,492 Get your ass down that hill! 25 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:17,702 No man left behind. I am staying with you. 26 00:01:17,786 --> 00:01:20,455 Let's do this. 27 00:01:22,624 --> 00:01:23,958 Zack, buddy? 28 00:01:24,584 --> 00:01:26,294 It's gonna hurt like hell, okay? 29 00:01:26,377 --> 00:01:29,380 We gotta flip you over onto your stomach. All right? One… 30 00:01:29,464 --> 00:01:30,757 Two… 31 00:01:32,717 --> 00:01:34,803 - That's it, buddy! Hold on! - Okay. 32 00:01:41,726 --> 00:01:43,311 - Get the legs. - I got it. 33 00:01:46,898 --> 00:01:47,899 Foot's in. 34 00:01:47,982 --> 00:01:49,275 Tuck yourself in. 35 00:01:50,151 --> 00:01:52,362 Seal it up tight! Nose to the ground! 36 00:01:58,409 --> 00:01:59,702 - You ready? - Ready. 37 00:02:03,331 --> 00:02:05,208 Nose to the ground. Dig a hole, okay? 38 00:02:05,291 --> 00:02:06,918 - Got it. - Seal up tight! 39 00:02:29,524 --> 00:02:30,525 Marley… 40 00:02:31,526 --> 00:02:33,444 Marley, we really mean it. 41 00:02:33,528 --> 00:02:36,823 Please don't worry about us. This is your decision. 42 00:02:36,906 --> 00:02:38,324 Okay, but I… 43 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:42,203 I mean, I thought that we already kind of made our decision. 44 00:02:42,287 --> 00:02:45,540 I know, but maybe we're thinking too much about them 45 00:02:45,623 --> 00:02:47,083 or about your plan. 46 00:02:47,167 --> 00:02:49,919 Yeah, the plan I made because I know I'm not ready to be a mother. 47 00:02:50,003 --> 00:02:53,840 Well, you made it because you didn't want to do this on your own, but… 48 00:02:54,424 --> 00:02:56,301 I'm never gonna leave you again. 49 00:02:57,927 --> 00:02:59,179 Okay, um… 50 00:02:59,846 --> 00:03:03,099 I think that we just might need a little bit more time, you know? 51 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:04,809 Just to… to think about this. 52 00:03:04,893 --> 00:03:05,894 Yeah. 53 00:03:06,686 --> 00:03:07,812 Of course. 54 00:03:12,984 --> 00:03:16,154 I think it's a good thing that they decided to move to the B & B. 55 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:18,239 Maybe. 56 00:03:18,323 --> 00:03:19,324 No, really! 57 00:03:19,407 --> 00:03:20,617 It makes sense. 58 00:03:20,700 --> 00:03:21,644 Mmm. 59 00:03:21,659 --> 00:03:23,870 I mean, how can they take us out of the equation 60 00:03:23,953 --> 00:03:25,997 if they're practically living with us? 61 00:03:26,497 --> 00:03:28,082 Yeah, I get it. 62 00:03:28,583 --> 00:03:31,336 I just wish we knew what Marley really wanted. 63 00:03:34,505 --> 00:03:35,965 I don't think she knew. 64 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:41,304 I'll try to get a better sense tomorrow at her checkup. 65 00:03:41,387 --> 00:03:42,387 Mmm. 66 00:03:42,847 --> 00:03:45,516 Hey, we did the right thing. 67 00:03:46,476 --> 00:03:47,644 No regrets. 68 00:03:49,020 --> 00:03:50,146 No regrets. 69 00:03:51,314 --> 00:03:53,733 Except maybe buying that tractor. 70 00:03:53,816 --> 00:03:56,819 No, you know what? Just because our adoption's on hold 71 00:03:56,903 --> 00:04:00,448 does not mean you can't get the family farm up and running. 72 00:04:01,282 --> 00:04:02,659 Yeah, you're right. 73 00:04:03,993 --> 00:04:04,994 I'm exhausted. 74 00:04:05,078 --> 00:04:06,955 - All right, I will get started. - Okay. 75 00:04:07,038 --> 00:04:10,083 After we enjoy our first night's sleep in our new home. 76 00:04:10,166 --> 00:04:11,334 Mmm! 77 00:04:15,630 --> 00:04:18,508 Thank you. 78 00:04:19,550 --> 00:04:21,761 - For what? - Our new home. 79 00:04:23,638 --> 00:04:25,056 And for doing… 80 00:04:26,391 --> 00:04:29,018 …all you do to support our family. 81 00:04:30,728 --> 00:04:31,729 Always. 82 00:04:34,357 --> 00:04:35,343 Night. 83 00:04:35,358 --> 00:04:36,401 I love you. 84 00:04:36,484 --> 00:04:37,485 Love you. 85 00:05:06,931 --> 00:05:08,016 Brady. 86 00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:10,768 You good? 87 00:05:17,859 --> 00:05:19,485 YoLO, YoLO, YoLO. 88 00:05:19,569 --> 00:05:22,280 This is Fire Mountain Hotshots, Captain Bryant here. 89 00:05:24,699 --> 00:05:27,785 We need immediate medical air evac. 90 00:05:27,869 --> 00:05:30,330 Firefighter down. 91 00:05:34,167 --> 00:05:35,960 Yeah, buddy. 92 00:05:36,044 --> 00:05:37,837 We're gonna get you out of here. 93 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:39,756 Okay. 94 00:05:45,261 --> 00:05:48,598 I'm so glad you decided on the emergency trial, Vernon. 95 00:05:48,681 --> 00:05:51,100 Are you sure I can't testify on your behalf? 96 00:05:51,184 --> 00:05:54,187 Look, it's not a trial. It's just a confidential hearing. 97 00:05:54,270 --> 00:05:57,440 There's no judge, no lawyers, no witness stands, just… 98 00:05:58,024 --> 00:06:00,860 three doctors asking me questions. 99 00:06:00,943 --> 00:06:01,986 So it's a tribunal. 100 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:04,822 You can work with that. Just spot the alpha in the group. 101 00:06:04,906 --> 00:06:07,200 Hope, honey, there's nothing to work with. 102 00:06:07,283 --> 00:06:10,953 These doctors took the Hippocratic Oath just like I did, and… 103 00:06:11,037 --> 00:06:13,122 so they should be sympathetic to my case. 104 00:06:13,206 --> 00:06:15,583 I just wish I could be there for moral support. 105 00:06:15,666 --> 00:06:16,793 So do I. 106 00:06:16,876 --> 00:06:19,879 You both have been so helpful during all of this, so… 107 00:06:20,463 --> 00:06:22,507 Plus, you've got a big day ahead of yourselves. 108 00:06:24,092 --> 00:06:25,426 - Bye. - Bye. 109 00:06:25,510 --> 00:06:26,844 Bye, Lizzie. 110 00:06:26,928 --> 00:06:28,054 Good luck. 111 00:06:29,972 --> 00:06:32,975 So, what do you two have on the agenda for today? 112 00:06:33,059 --> 00:06:37,230 Well, Mel has a busy schedule, so I have to go into the clinic. 113 00:06:37,313 --> 00:06:39,440 That's great! I'll stay with Lizzie. 114 00:06:39,524 --> 00:06:41,526 - You don't have to do that. - I want to. 115 00:06:41,609 --> 00:06:44,237 If you're about to ask me to help you with Founder's Day, don't. 116 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:45,738 I wouldn't dare! 117 00:06:45,822 --> 00:06:49,784 In fact, I thought maybe you and I could take Koko to Jack's for lunch. 118 00:06:49,867 --> 00:06:51,911 Ladies-who-lunch kind of thing. 119 00:06:51,994 --> 00:06:55,039 Fun! You know, you don't get out of the house much. 120 00:06:56,624 --> 00:06:58,668 I can't. Koko's still cluster feeding, 121 00:06:58,751 --> 00:07:00,920 and I'm not about to breastfeed her in a bar. 122 00:07:01,003 --> 00:07:02,880 It's not really a bar anymore. 123 00:07:02,964 --> 00:07:05,383 It's more of a rustic, fine-dining destination, 124 00:07:05,466 --> 00:07:07,885 and I'm sure you could breastfeed in Jack's office if you… 125 00:07:07,969 --> 00:07:09,554 I'd really prefer to stay home. 126 00:07:12,432 --> 00:07:16,144 Well, you can't, because then you'll miss your baby shower! 127 00:07:16,227 --> 00:07:18,771 - Baby shower? - It was supposed to be a surprise. 128 00:07:18,855 --> 00:07:23,401 You're long overdue for one, so the ladies are there now setting up. 129 00:07:23,484 --> 00:07:25,236 It's a sweet gesture. 130 00:07:25,319 --> 00:07:28,448 You really should get out of the house. 131 00:07:29,115 --> 00:07:30,700 I'll get ready. 132 00:07:30,783 --> 00:07:33,619 I guess an actual shower wouldn't hurt either. 133 00:07:33,703 --> 00:07:35,288 No, it wouldn't. 134 00:07:42,211 --> 00:07:44,255 It helps if you get the shovel into the ground. 135 00:07:44,338 --> 00:07:46,883 You're pretty funny. 136 00:07:48,176 --> 00:07:50,344 Ah, there's a leak in the irrigation system. 137 00:07:50,428 --> 00:07:51,721 I'm trying to find it. 138 00:07:52,763 --> 00:07:55,433 Have you… checked all the valves? 139 00:07:55,516 --> 00:07:57,560 Yeah. Every one. Twice. 140 00:07:58,311 --> 00:08:00,980 - Might be rusted holes along the pipes. - Yeah. 141 00:08:01,063 --> 00:08:03,024 Take a few days to dig 'em out and test them. 142 00:08:03,107 --> 00:08:04,859 Well, I want to be planting by then. 143 00:08:04,942 --> 00:08:06,861 Need to be if you want a crop by end of summer. 144 00:08:06,944 --> 00:08:08,196 Yeah. 145 00:08:09,197 --> 00:08:10,490 Here, let me help. 146 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:12,742 I used to live on a farm. 147 00:08:13,326 --> 00:08:14,827 Oh, Renaissance guy, huh? 148 00:08:14,911 --> 00:08:17,121 - Hey, a guy's gotta eat. - Ha! 149 00:08:21,584 --> 00:08:25,755 So, uh, I saw Marley and her boyfriend moving out of the Airstream. 150 00:08:25,838 --> 00:08:28,591 - Uh-huh. - They keeping the baby? 151 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:31,594 They're thinking about it. 152 00:08:33,596 --> 00:08:36,766 Not much to think about. You either want a kid or you don't, right? 153 00:08:37,475 --> 00:08:39,227 Yeah, you'd think so. 154 00:08:40,603 --> 00:08:44,065 Where the hell… is this leak? 155 00:08:47,193 --> 00:08:48,861 What have we here? 156 00:08:53,658 --> 00:08:54,659 Ahh! 157 00:08:54,742 --> 00:08:57,161 Guess we found it. 158 00:08:58,996 --> 00:09:01,249 All right, let's get that valve closed. 159 00:09:02,583 --> 00:09:03,584 All right. 160 00:09:04,377 --> 00:09:05,795 You ready? 161 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:06,963 It's rusted. 162 00:09:16,430 --> 00:09:19,392 Dr. Mullins… why are we here? 163 00:09:19,475 --> 00:09:24,272 Well, we are here because, uh, Dr. Hayes filed a complaint against me. 164 00:09:24,355 --> 00:09:27,483 I know that, but why are we here today? 165 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:31,153 Why did you request an expedited hearing? What's the emergency? 166 00:09:31,237 --> 00:09:36,284 Well, because the toll that the suspension has taken on my patients 167 00:09:36,367 --> 00:09:39,579 and my staff has become unsustainable. 168 00:09:39,662 --> 00:09:42,999 Unsustainable? Ms. Ellis, your report said the clinic has remained open 169 00:09:43,082 --> 00:09:45,167 during Dr. Mullins' suspension. Is that correct? 170 00:09:45,251 --> 00:09:46,237 It is. 171 00:09:46,252 --> 00:09:48,504 - Is the clinic open today? - Yes. Yes, it is, but… 172 00:09:48,588 --> 00:09:52,008 Ms. Ellis, you've been in Virgin River investigating Dr. Mullins' practice. 173 00:09:52,091 --> 00:09:55,136 Do you consider his suspension an emergency? 174 00:09:57,305 --> 00:09:59,348 I'm sorry, but I don't. 175 00:10:05,354 --> 00:10:06,480 There he is. 176 00:10:06,564 --> 00:10:07,773 This is our baby? 177 00:10:07,857 --> 00:10:09,609 That's the baby. 178 00:10:11,777 --> 00:10:14,071 - How does he look? - He's great. 179 00:10:14,155 --> 00:10:16,907 - Is it cool if I take a picture? - Eamon, don't. 180 00:10:17,575 --> 00:10:19,869 No, it's okay. Uh, I can print you one. 181 00:10:22,663 --> 00:10:24,332 - Thanks, Mel. - Yeah. 182 00:10:26,334 --> 00:10:28,085 He's so cute. 183 00:10:28,669 --> 00:10:30,421 Okay, look. This… 184 00:10:30,921 --> 00:10:32,089 This is not okay. 185 00:10:32,173 --> 00:10:33,716 What's not okay? 186 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:35,760 Us being here. I… 187 00:10:37,178 --> 00:10:38,471 It feels cruel. 188 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:41,557 No, it is okay, really. 189 00:10:42,058 --> 00:10:43,225 It's fine. 190 00:10:43,309 --> 00:10:45,436 Still, you didn't sign up for this. 191 00:10:46,520 --> 00:10:47,772 What do you mean? 192 00:10:49,273 --> 00:10:50,775 I mean maybe 193 00:10:51,776 --> 00:10:55,029 you being my midwife right now isn't the best idea. 194 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:02,286 Uh, well, you both have to feel comfortable, so… 195 00:11:02,912 --> 00:11:04,330 We all do. 196 00:11:06,999 --> 00:11:11,921 Uh, there's a great OB that I've shared patients with in Clear River. 197 00:11:12,004 --> 00:11:13,589 I'll give you her number. 198 00:11:14,590 --> 00:11:16,133 Um, okay. 199 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:18,344 Great, yeah. Thanks, Mel. 200 00:11:19,762 --> 00:11:20,930 Yeah. No problem. 201 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:25,851 They should be here any minute! 202 00:11:25,935 --> 00:11:29,605 Ooh, this is so exciting. 203 00:11:29,689 --> 00:11:32,066 Connie, you must be over the moon. 204 00:11:32,149 --> 00:11:35,027 I'd give anything for a great-grandbaby. 205 00:11:35,111 --> 00:11:38,072 Okay! I thought you ladies could use some snacks. 206 00:11:38,155 --> 00:11:39,907 Oh, thank you, Preacher. 207 00:11:39,990 --> 00:11:44,036 And I could use an update on that girlfriend of yours. 208 00:11:44,120 --> 00:11:46,372 I tried calling her, but she didn't respond. 209 00:11:46,455 --> 00:11:47,998 - So did I. - And me too. 210 00:11:48,082 --> 00:11:50,501 Well, you know, um, service can be a little spotty 211 00:11:50,584 --> 00:11:51,919 when she's out in the field. 212 00:11:52,002 --> 00:11:53,671 Well, then you must be worried sick. 213 00:11:54,255 --> 00:11:58,300 Kaia knows how to handle herself, so, you know, I'm trying not to worry. 214 00:11:58,384 --> 00:11:59,370 - Mm. - Yeah. 215 00:11:59,385 --> 00:12:01,595 - I'll put these on the table. - Thank you. 216 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:02,847 I'm not buying it. 217 00:12:03,472 --> 00:12:04,472 Well… 218 00:12:12,940 --> 00:12:14,066 Hey. 219 00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:17,611 So, medevac airlifted Zack to UCSF. He's, uh… 220 00:12:17,695 --> 00:12:20,322 He's stable. He's got a cracked vertebrae. 221 00:12:20,406 --> 00:12:24,660 But no signs of spinal damage, so… They'll keep me posted on his condition. 222 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:27,371 He's tough. He'll be okay. 223 00:12:27,455 --> 00:12:28,456 Yeah. 224 00:12:36,839 --> 00:12:37,840 You okay? 225 00:12:43,804 --> 00:12:44,804 Yeah. 226 00:12:45,973 --> 00:12:46,973 You? 227 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:48,809 All good. 228 00:12:49,518 --> 00:12:51,228 Food truck's here, so I'm… 229 00:12:52,104 --> 00:12:54,648 I'm gonna clean up. Get something to eat. 230 00:12:56,150 --> 00:12:57,150 Yeah. 231 00:13:02,490 --> 00:13:03,991 With the clinic open today, 232 00:13:04,074 --> 00:13:08,454 I'm having trouble seeing any sort of medical necessity 233 00:13:08,537 --> 00:13:10,372 to reinstate your license immediately. 234 00:13:10,456 --> 00:13:15,252 Well, just because the clinic is open… doesn't mean that everything is okay. 235 00:13:15,336 --> 00:13:19,507 I mean, to run a medical practice without the doctor, without me, 236 00:13:19,590 --> 00:13:22,927 it almost cost my nurse practitioner her life. 237 00:13:23,010 --> 00:13:26,764 Because I couldn't check in on a very reclusive patient, 238 00:13:26,847 --> 00:13:28,557 they pulled a gun on her. 239 00:13:29,058 --> 00:13:31,852 Now, thankfully, she managed to talk him down. 240 00:13:31,936 --> 00:13:33,479 I am sorry she went through that, 241 00:13:33,562 --> 00:13:36,482 but that is a matter for the police, not for the medical board. 242 00:13:36,565 --> 00:13:39,443 My suspension is also causing undue financial hardship 243 00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:40,945 on all of my patients. 244 00:13:41,028 --> 00:13:44,740 Shirley Gordon had to take on very expensive medical bills 245 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,951 simply because I couldn't treat her. 246 00:13:47,034 --> 00:13:49,745 Again, Dr. Mullins, this is a medical board. 247 00:13:49,829 --> 00:13:52,873 We only take into account patient outcomes. 248 00:13:52,957 --> 00:13:56,001 And according to Ms. Ellis's report, Mrs. Gordon had a full recovery. 249 00:13:56,085 --> 00:14:00,089 Well, the patient outcome that you're not taking into account 250 00:14:00,172 --> 00:14:03,217 is that the Gordons might have to sell their home. 251 00:14:03,300 --> 00:14:06,887 - I understand your frustration, but… - I don't think you do understand. 252 00:14:06,971 --> 00:14:10,558 You're only looking at a small part of the big picture here! 253 00:14:10,641 --> 00:14:13,894 We have to consider all of these issues, holistically. 254 00:14:13,978 --> 00:14:17,356 I mean, as doctors, isn't that what we do? 255 00:14:17,439 --> 00:14:18,732 Well, that may be true… 256 00:14:18,816 --> 00:14:21,193 Okay, so now we're talking about the truth. 257 00:14:21,277 --> 00:14:23,863 Then why don't you ask Dr. Hayes 258 00:14:23,946 --> 00:14:27,032 why he offered to withdraw this complaint 259 00:14:27,116 --> 00:14:29,493 if I agree to sell him my clinic 260 00:14:30,202 --> 00:14:32,246 and then go to work for him? 261 00:14:34,123 --> 00:14:35,332 Dr. Hayes, 262 00:14:36,417 --> 00:14:37,626 is that true? 263 00:15:03,444 --> 00:15:04,444 Hey, you. 264 00:15:04,486 --> 00:15:05,571 Hey, yourself. 265 00:15:05,654 --> 00:15:08,449 Oh, wow, it is so good to hear your voice. 266 00:15:08,532 --> 00:15:10,659 So how's it going? 267 00:15:11,702 --> 00:15:12,703 Rough night. 268 00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:15,706 Uh, but I'm good. I'm good. How are you? 269 00:15:15,789 --> 00:15:17,666 Well, I mean, better now. 270 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:19,835 You sure you're doing okay? 271 00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:21,086 I am. 272 00:15:22,129 --> 00:15:23,714 I am, I promise. 273 00:15:25,132 --> 00:15:26,550 Hey, um… 274 00:15:26,634 --> 00:15:29,345 Could you let the sewing circle know that I'm okay too? 275 00:15:29,428 --> 00:15:31,263 They were really sweet to check in. 276 00:15:31,347 --> 00:15:35,142 Well, they're sitting right here. You can tell them yourself. 277 00:15:35,893 --> 00:15:37,227 It's Kaia. 278 00:15:37,311 --> 00:15:39,480 Oh! Hi, Kaia! 279 00:15:39,563 --> 00:15:41,899 - Hey! - How's it going, dear? 280 00:15:41,982 --> 00:15:43,734 Kaia, it's Jo Ellen. 281 00:15:43,817 --> 00:15:45,235 How you doing? 282 00:15:45,319 --> 00:15:46,403 Hey, Jo Ellen. 283 00:15:46,487 --> 00:15:47,488 How are you? 284 00:15:47,571 --> 00:15:50,240 We are throwing a baby shower for Lizzie. 285 00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:51,617 - Ooh! - It's a surprise! 286 00:15:51,700 --> 00:15:54,995 No, no, no. Actually, Kaia, it was a surprise. 287 00:15:55,079 --> 00:15:57,539 Oh! Jeez, I have great news. 288 00:15:57,623 --> 00:16:00,125 The fire extinguisher that you hung for me, 289 00:16:00,209 --> 00:16:04,171 it saved my house when my peanut butter cookies burned! 290 00:16:05,631 --> 00:16:07,758 I'm really glad your house is okay, Mrs. Clemens. 291 00:16:07,841 --> 00:16:09,969 We just want you to know we miss you. 292 00:16:10,052 --> 00:16:12,304 - We do, all of us. - We sure do. 293 00:16:12,388 --> 00:16:13,889 Yeah, you should be here! 294 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:15,265 Stay safe, dear. 295 00:16:15,349 --> 00:16:18,519 Okay, this is great. Let's give Preacher back his phone. 296 00:16:19,103 --> 00:16:20,604 - Okay. - Bye. 297 00:16:20,688 --> 00:16:25,234 Hey, listen. Sorry, I gotta get back into the kitchen, but I cannot wait to see you. 298 00:16:25,317 --> 00:16:26,735 I'll be home soon. 299 00:16:26,819 --> 00:16:29,113 Okay. Love you. 300 00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:43,836 All right, this should do it. 301 00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:47,339 - Hey, Eamon. - Hey, Jack. 302 00:16:47,423 --> 00:16:49,049 What brings you to Clear River? 303 00:16:49,133 --> 00:16:52,761 Oh, I'm just getting some candles and bath bombs for the B & B. 304 00:16:52,845 --> 00:16:54,805 Just trying to make it feel like home. 305 00:16:55,597 --> 00:16:58,183 - That's nice. - Not as nice as a real home. 306 00:16:59,601 --> 00:17:00,644 Just saying. 307 00:17:02,396 --> 00:17:04,106 Eamon, you met Clay? 308 00:17:04,732 --> 00:17:05,733 Yeah. 309 00:17:06,233 --> 00:17:07,609 You work at the farm? 310 00:17:07,693 --> 00:17:08,736 That I do. 311 00:17:09,987 --> 00:17:11,363 Where do you work? 312 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:12,448 Uh… 313 00:17:13,073 --> 00:17:14,700 I'm between jobs. 314 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:16,994 What jobs are you between? 315 00:17:17,661 --> 00:17:18,829 Uh… 316 00:17:18,912 --> 00:17:20,039 Clay. 317 00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:22,416 You're right. I'm sorry. 318 00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:24,752 He's a kid, right? He doesn't need a job. 319 00:17:24,835 --> 00:17:26,962 It's not like he has a family on the way. 320 00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:29,089 - What's your problem, man? - I don't have a problem. 321 00:17:29,173 --> 00:17:32,551 But you do if you think you're ready to be a dad at your age with no plan, no job. 322 00:17:32,634 --> 00:17:34,970 - All right, Clay, enough! - You don't know who I am, man. 323 00:17:35,054 --> 00:17:37,514 - This is a hard decision. - Harder than being a dad? 324 00:17:38,140 --> 00:17:39,516 All right, we're gonna go. 325 00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:41,894 You know, it's cool, Jack. I'll, um… 326 00:17:41,977 --> 00:17:44,021 I'll see you around. 327 00:17:44,104 --> 00:17:45,189 All right. 328 00:17:53,447 --> 00:17:55,491 - What the hell was that? - It's nothing. Forget it. 329 00:17:55,574 --> 00:17:57,576 Seriously, what? This has nothing to do with you. 330 00:17:57,659 --> 00:17:58,659 No, it doesn't. 331 00:17:58,702 --> 00:18:01,163 It has to do with the baby. Someone's gotta worry about him. 332 00:18:01,997 --> 00:18:04,458 - You don't think I'm worried? - Not worried enough! 333 00:18:04,958 --> 00:18:06,794 My parents were just like them! 334 00:18:07,544 --> 00:18:10,005 Young, stupid, in love. 335 00:18:10,089 --> 00:18:12,257 They thought they could handle it, but they couldn't. 336 00:18:12,341 --> 00:18:14,593 They couldn't keep a job, couldn't keep the heat on. 337 00:18:14,676 --> 00:18:16,637 And one day, you know what happened? 338 00:18:17,221 --> 00:18:20,599 They bailed, and me and my sister end up in foster care. 339 00:18:20,682 --> 00:18:22,768 And then the state splits us up. 340 00:18:24,394 --> 00:18:25,380 Clay… 341 00:18:25,395 --> 00:18:27,439 So I'm sorry. Maybe they'll be great parents. 342 00:18:27,523 --> 00:18:30,442 But someone has gotta tell 'em that maybe they won't. 343 00:18:36,365 --> 00:18:38,575 I'll go get started on the pipes. 344 00:18:42,579 --> 00:18:44,248 Look who's here! 345 00:18:46,458 --> 00:18:48,961 You didn't have to do all this. 346 00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:51,880 Oh, are you kidding? We wanted to. 347 00:18:51,964 --> 00:18:55,509 You and that beautiful daughter of yours deserve it. 348 00:18:57,761 --> 00:19:01,223 Do you think maybe we could move to a table on the patio? 349 00:19:01,306 --> 00:19:04,434 - Well, the place is packed. - Yeah, it was hard to find this table. 350 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:08,313 You're okay. Let me get my… 351 00:19:08,397 --> 00:19:11,024 You're okay. 352 00:19:11,108 --> 00:19:13,944 Oh, you are so beautiful. 353 00:19:15,946 --> 00:19:18,532 - You are so beautiful. - She might need a change. Um… 354 00:19:18,615 --> 00:19:21,368 Okay, she seemed fine to me. 355 00:19:26,915 --> 00:19:31,461 I'd like to state for the record that it's not my behavior that's in question here. 356 00:19:31,545 --> 00:19:35,799 Dr. Mullins' accusation is just a tactic to distract from the facts. 357 00:19:35,883 --> 00:19:38,510 Be that as it may, we would like an answer to our question. 358 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:40,512 Why would you offer to employ a man 359 00:19:40,596 --> 00:19:42,931 you seem to think is unfit to practice medicine? 360 00:19:43,015 --> 00:19:45,184 I never said that's what I thought. 361 00:19:45,267 --> 00:19:48,478 I presented the board with a case that I thought warranted its attention. 362 00:19:48,562 --> 00:19:51,231 Now, after spending some time in Virgin River, 363 00:19:51,315 --> 00:19:55,444 I felt that many of the residents there trust Dr. Mullins implicitly, 364 00:19:55,527 --> 00:19:58,113 and might not seek medical care elsewhere. 365 00:19:58,197 --> 00:20:02,034 I thought an arrangement where he had the oversight he so clearly needs 366 00:20:02,117 --> 00:20:03,702 might be best for everyone. 367 00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:06,955 Respectfully, the last thing I need from Dr. Hayes is oversight. 368 00:20:07,039 --> 00:20:09,875 I've been practicing medicine longer than he's been alive. 369 00:20:09,958 --> 00:20:13,629 You've been practicing medicine longer than everyone on the board. 370 00:20:13,712 --> 00:20:15,672 Will that exempt you from their oversight? 371 00:20:15,756 --> 00:20:20,719 Okay, all right, let's just take a break so everyone can cool off, 372 00:20:20,802 --> 00:20:24,932 and we can focus on the case instead of baseless personal attacks. 373 00:20:27,184 --> 00:20:29,019 That was rough. 374 00:20:29,937 --> 00:20:32,272 That Dr. Hayes is a real piece of work. 375 00:20:32,356 --> 00:20:34,107 I'm not sure who he thinks he is. 376 00:20:34,191 --> 00:20:36,443 Oh, I know who he is. 377 00:20:37,653 --> 00:20:40,614 I know exactly who that man is, 'cause… 378 00:20:40,697 --> 00:20:42,491 I used to be him. 379 00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:47,246 He's a cog in the corporate medical machine, 380 00:20:47,329 --> 00:20:50,207 a bureaucrat with his head so far up his own ass 381 00:20:50,290 --> 00:20:52,376 he can't see what's important. 382 00:20:54,878 --> 00:20:57,589 Well, thankfully, I know better now. 383 00:20:59,508 --> 00:21:01,969 I know you better now too, Dr. Mullins. 384 00:21:02,469 --> 00:21:06,473 I've talked to your staff, your patients, people around town. 385 00:21:06,556 --> 00:21:08,350 You are essential. 386 00:21:09,059 --> 00:21:12,354 And this panel needs to know that too. They need to know you. 387 00:21:14,648 --> 00:21:16,149 Tell them who you are. 388 00:21:21,822 --> 00:21:25,617 And here's Lois' famous Bundt cake. 389 00:21:26,868 --> 00:21:28,078 Wow! 390 00:21:28,161 --> 00:21:29,329 Okay. 391 00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:32,040 Look at those little, cute dimples. 392 00:21:32,124 --> 00:21:34,710 This must be… Jo Ellen! 393 00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:37,004 - Nope. - Connie? 394 00:21:37,087 --> 00:21:39,381 Nope, it's Muriel. 395 00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:43,593 I always thought those dimples were added later. 396 00:21:43,677 --> 00:21:47,389 No, they most certainly were not! 397 00:21:47,973 --> 00:21:49,391 What's wrong, Koko? 398 00:21:49,474 --> 00:21:52,436 - Oh, she's just offended on my behalf. - That's right. 399 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:56,148 What if something's wrong with her? 400 00:21:57,107 --> 00:21:58,984 She's a baby. Babies cry. 401 00:21:59,067 --> 00:22:01,445 Not like this. I know her cries. 402 00:22:01,528 --> 00:22:04,197 Her hungry cry, her tired cry, her "I have to poop" cry. 403 00:22:04,281 --> 00:22:05,699 I've never seen this one before. 404 00:22:05,782 --> 00:22:08,327 I'm telling you, something is really wrong with her. 405 00:22:08,410 --> 00:22:10,412 This is why I didn't want to bring her to a bar. 406 00:22:20,547 --> 00:22:22,466 Lizzie. 407 00:22:22,966 --> 00:22:25,052 Honey, let me in. 408 00:22:25,886 --> 00:22:26,886 Lizzie! 409 00:22:26,928 --> 00:22:28,847 Please, leave me alone. 410 00:22:31,516 --> 00:22:32,461 Hey. 411 00:22:32,476 --> 00:22:37,105 Could you do me a favor and email, um, 412 00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:39,816 Marley's chart over to Dr. Halpert's office? 413 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,318 She needs a new OB. 414 00:22:41,401 --> 00:22:42,527 What? Why? 415 00:22:42,611 --> 00:22:44,029 She's, um… 416 00:22:45,113 --> 00:22:47,115 She's questioning the adoption. 417 00:22:47,616 --> 00:22:49,284 And she needs some space. 418 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:51,411 I'm so sorry, Mel. 419 00:22:51,495 --> 00:22:53,413 Well, there's nothing easy about the process. 420 00:22:53,497 --> 00:22:55,540 Wanting a baby, 421 00:22:56,750 --> 00:22:59,127 having a baby, it's all really hard. 422 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,092 Doctor's office. This is Denny. 423 00:23:06,927 --> 00:23:09,137 What? 424 00:23:09,221 --> 00:23:11,264 Okay. Oh, we'll be right there. 425 00:23:12,265 --> 00:23:14,017 Something's wrong with Lizzie. 426 00:23:14,101 --> 00:23:15,102 What? 427 00:23:17,562 --> 00:23:19,439 Hey. She's still in there. 428 00:23:19,523 --> 00:23:20,899 Okay, thank you. 429 00:23:23,527 --> 00:23:25,362 - Oh, thank God! - Is she… Okay. 430 00:23:25,445 --> 00:23:28,657 - Maybe you two could get through to her. - Okay. Lizzie? 431 00:23:28,740 --> 00:23:31,952 - Hey, it's Mel. Are you okay? - I just can't catch my breath. 432 00:23:32,035 --> 00:23:34,913 Okay, listen, Lizzie. I'm gonna talk you through something 433 00:23:34,996 --> 00:23:37,624 that's gonna help you and Koko calm down, okay? 434 00:23:37,707 --> 00:23:40,585 - I just want her to stop! - I know, honey. I know. 435 00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:42,421 Can you sit down with Koko? 436 00:23:42,504 --> 00:23:44,798 Just sit right there on the floor? Can you do that? 437 00:23:45,674 --> 00:23:47,551 - Yeah. - Okay, good. 438 00:23:47,634 --> 00:23:52,848 What I want you to do is take a slow, deep breath in for four seconds. 439 00:23:54,307 --> 00:23:56,726 And hold it for four seconds. 440 00:23:58,186 --> 00:24:00,397 Now, exhale for four seconds. 441 00:24:02,482 --> 00:24:04,818 You're doing great, Lizzie. 442 00:24:07,612 --> 00:24:09,448 Koko calmed down, didn't she? 443 00:24:10,031 --> 00:24:11,031 Yeah. 444 00:24:11,491 --> 00:24:14,995 Good. That's really good. How do you feel about us coming in now? 445 00:24:26,214 --> 00:24:27,507 Hey. 446 00:24:28,008 --> 00:24:29,468 I'm a bad mom. 447 00:24:29,551 --> 00:24:30,537 No. 448 00:24:30,552 --> 00:24:32,846 I couldn't help her. I couldn't keep her calm. 449 00:24:32,929 --> 00:24:37,184 No, sweetheart. You are not a bad mom. And you did. You did calm her. Look. 450 00:24:37,767 --> 00:24:39,519 Is she pale? Does she have a fever? 451 00:24:39,603 --> 00:24:43,023 No, she's not pale. She does not have a fever. 452 00:24:43,106 --> 00:24:44,441 She looks healthy. 453 00:24:44,524 --> 00:24:47,944 I think she's just overstimulated and tired. 454 00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:51,948 I could take her for a nap. Get her out of the bar if you want. 455 00:24:53,575 --> 00:24:55,160 Yeah, she shouldn't be here. 456 00:24:55,243 --> 00:24:57,579 Great. Denny can take her home. 457 00:24:57,662 --> 00:24:59,080 - And… - Shh, shh, shh. 458 00:24:59,164 --> 00:25:01,666 We'll stay here with you for a little while, okay? 459 00:25:01,750 --> 00:25:05,504 That's okay, Koko. That's okay. 460 00:25:14,471 --> 00:25:16,348 You guys don't have to stay. 461 00:25:16,431 --> 00:25:17,682 We want to. 462 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:22,437 Aw, sweetie, it's okay. 463 00:25:27,192 --> 00:25:28,985 Hey! Got your call. 464 00:25:29,069 --> 00:25:30,695 You sounded pretty shook. 465 00:25:32,364 --> 00:25:34,658 Are you okay? 466 00:25:36,409 --> 00:25:37,911 Obviously not. 467 00:25:37,994 --> 00:25:39,829 Don't worry, I'm not gonna drink it. 468 00:25:39,913 --> 00:25:41,289 Then why'd you order it? 469 00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:43,375 So I could not drink it. 470 00:25:45,502 --> 00:25:49,798 I'm trying to remind myself there are some things that I can control. 471 00:25:50,465 --> 00:25:51,675 What happened? 472 00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:54,636 Marley's considering keeping the baby. 473 00:25:56,096 --> 00:25:59,099 So? What are you thinking? What are you feeling? 474 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:01,560 You know, when… 475 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:08,024 When they asked for more time to think about the adoption, 476 00:26:08,108 --> 00:26:10,819 I was just thinking about me and Mel, you know? 477 00:26:10,902 --> 00:26:12,654 Like, what would happen to us? 478 00:26:12,737 --> 00:26:16,783 And what would we do with another loss? Would we… keep going? 479 00:26:16,866 --> 00:26:18,660 Would we stop trying again? 480 00:26:21,538 --> 00:26:24,249 I didn't even think what would happen to that baby. 481 00:26:27,460 --> 00:26:28,795 What if Eamon… 482 00:26:29,879 --> 00:26:31,339 isn't ready to be a father? 483 00:26:32,007 --> 00:26:35,385 You know? But he convinces Marley to keep the baby, and then he regrets it. 484 00:26:35,468 --> 00:26:37,095 And then she regrets it. 485 00:26:38,305 --> 00:26:40,015 What kind of life would that baby have? 486 00:26:40,098 --> 00:26:42,392 - You can't think like that. - No, but I am! 487 00:26:42,475 --> 00:26:46,313 I mean, Mel and I, we keep trying to do the right thing, you know? I… 488 00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:49,899 It's what we think is the right thing. 489 00:26:50,817 --> 00:26:52,110 What if it isn't? 490 00:26:53,194 --> 00:26:56,948 What if we should have been more selfish? Wouldn't we be better parents than them? 491 00:26:57,032 --> 00:27:00,201 And I know you're not supposed to think like that, but I am. I can't help it. 492 00:27:01,036 --> 00:27:04,331 Because at least that way, I know that that baby would be okay. 493 00:27:04,873 --> 00:27:06,750 You know? It'll be in my hands. 494 00:27:11,087 --> 00:27:12,589 Brie, it's like… 495 00:27:15,550 --> 00:27:17,135 the closer we get… 496 00:27:19,012 --> 00:27:20,889 the further away it feels. 497 00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:24,684 No matter what we do to try to have a family, we just 498 00:27:25,268 --> 00:27:26,686 have bad luck. 499 00:27:26,770 --> 00:27:27,771 Hey. 500 00:27:32,901 --> 00:27:34,444 What was that, um… 501 00:27:36,446 --> 00:27:39,783 that parable that Dad loved to tell us 502 00:27:39,866 --> 00:27:42,661 about the farmer and the runaway horse? 503 00:27:43,286 --> 00:27:45,413 I know where you're going with this. Yeah, the… 504 00:27:45,914 --> 00:27:49,084 The horse runs away, and the villagers say, "What bad luck." 505 00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:51,961 Yes, and then the horse comes back with a group of wild horses. 506 00:27:52,045 --> 00:27:54,089 And the villagers say, "What good luck." 507 00:27:54,172 --> 00:27:57,175 And so on and so on, and the farmer just kept saying, 508 00:27:57,258 --> 00:27:59,427 "Good luck, bad luck." 509 00:28:00,011 --> 00:28:01,721 "We'll just have to wait and see." 510 00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:08,019 So, we don't know how this baby's story will end. 511 00:28:08,103 --> 00:28:11,815 We don't know how your and Mel's story will go either. 512 00:28:14,567 --> 00:28:19,906 One thing we know for sure is that this story is far from over. 513 00:28:23,284 --> 00:28:25,578 And for what it's worth… 514 00:28:26,079 --> 00:28:27,580 coming from someone like me… 515 00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:32,544 …you just keep doing the right thing. 516 00:28:34,087 --> 00:28:38,508 It may not always pay off, but selfish never does. 517 00:28:41,386 --> 00:28:43,138 - Thanks. - Yeah. 518 00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:49,477 Do you want to tell us what's been going on? 519 00:28:50,770 --> 00:28:52,230 It's too embarrassing. 520 00:28:52,313 --> 00:28:55,400 Oh, sweetie, we're sitting on the bathroom floor of a bar. 521 00:28:55,483 --> 00:28:56,484 We're beyond that. 522 00:28:56,568 --> 00:28:59,904 Whatever you need to say, I'm sure I've heard it before. 523 00:28:59,988 --> 00:29:02,282 I mean, new moms are kind of my thing. 524 00:29:07,287 --> 00:29:11,791 I just can't stop thinking about all these awful things. 525 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:16,421 All these terrible things playing through my head. 526 00:29:18,339 --> 00:29:20,508 I see them happen, and I… 527 00:29:22,510 --> 00:29:25,096 I feel what it would feel like to lose her. 528 00:29:26,806 --> 00:29:29,184 Is that normal? Is something wrong with me? 529 00:29:29,267 --> 00:29:32,937 No, this happens to lots of moms. 530 00:29:33,813 --> 00:29:36,149 It's called "postpartum anxiety." 531 00:29:36,232 --> 00:29:40,361 It's really common. Most moms don't even know they have it. 532 00:29:41,154 --> 00:29:44,741 Your hormones are just all over the place right now. 533 00:29:45,408 --> 00:29:48,661 I just feel like I should know how to do this, you know? 534 00:29:48,745 --> 00:29:51,122 Of course you do, honey. That's the expectation. 535 00:29:51,206 --> 00:29:53,041 But that's bullshit! 536 00:29:53,124 --> 00:29:54,667 I was raised in the '50s 537 00:29:54,751 --> 00:29:58,087 when mothers were self-medicating to get through the day. 538 00:29:58,171 --> 00:30:00,632 Mm-mm… That didn't work for anyone. 539 00:30:01,299 --> 00:30:03,176 When you got pregnant, 540 00:30:03,259 --> 00:30:06,679 I promised we'd figure out how to raise this baby together. 541 00:30:06,763 --> 00:30:11,476 Well, I think my first lesson is, "Never take your eyes off the mom." 542 00:30:12,519 --> 00:30:14,896 I'm sorry, I wasn't looking out for you. 543 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:18,274 I'll do better if you promise to just 544 00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:21,736 be honest… about where you are 545 00:30:22,445 --> 00:30:25,198 so we can all help you, no matter what. 546 00:30:26,199 --> 00:30:27,450 Yeah, Hope's right. 547 00:30:27,534 --> 00:30:31,412 We're all here for you, you know? Denny is here for you. 548 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:36,000 And it's okay. It's okay that this is really hard right now, 549 00:30:36,084 --> 00:30:38,127 but this is not gonna last forever. 550 00:30:38,711 --> 00:30:40,713 - Promise? - I promise. 551 00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:45,635 What do you say we take you home so you can lay down? 552 00:30:46,386 --> 00:30:48,847 You're probably more tired than Koko is. 553 00:30:55,311 --> 00:30:56,437 - Okay. - Okay. 554 00:31:03,695 --> 00:31:07,490 I think I can answer your questions if I tell you a bit more about who I am. 555 00:31:07,574 --> 00:31:11,786 Before I opened my little clinic in Virgin River, I was, uh… 556 00:31:12,453 --> 00:31:14,664 the Head of Internal Medicine, 557 00:31:14,747 --> 00:31:16,583 Northwest Hospital Seattle. 558 00:31:16,666 --> 00:31:18,001 It's a major hospital. 559 00:31:18,084 --> 00:31:21,838 Sometimes we focused on quantity, not quality, 560 00:31:21,921 --> 00:31:26,384 and we performed some expensive, unnecessary operations. 561 00:31:27,594 --> 00:31:31,848 And I did spend about half my time dealing with insurance companies. 562 00:31:35,268 --> 00:31:36,561 Until one day, 563 00:31:37,562 --> 00:31:39,439 one of my patients, um… 564 00:31:40,565 --> 00:31:42,066 Kristen Hemple, 565 00:31:43,109 --> 00:31:47,322 a bubbly 55-year-old woman who couldn't wait to get back to Boston 566 00:31:47,405 --> 00:31:49,657 to meet her grandson. 567 00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:52,952 She came in experiencing chest pains. 568 00:31:53,036 --> 00:31:55,246 She needed cardiac catheterization. 569 00:31:55,330 --> 00:31:57,540 But her insurance company, they held it up. 570 00:31:57,624 --> 00:32:01,002 They wouldn't authorize it. Then I begged my chief medical officer. 571 00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:05,256 I said, "Let me perform the procedure, and we'll work out the insurance later." 572 00:32:05,340 --> 00:32:08,927 He was afraid of setting a precedent. 573 00:32:09,010 --> 00:32:11,888 I appealed to the Washington State Medical Board. 574 00:32:11,971 --> 00:32:14,724 But the day before the hearing… 575 00:32:17,602 --> 00:32:20,980 …Kristen Hemple died of… 576 00:32:21,606 --> 00:32:23,024 a heart attack. 577 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:29,113 That was it for me. I… 578 00:32:29,197 --> 00:32:31,616 I packed my bag, and I… I moved. 579 00:32:31,699 --> 00:32:32,867 I moved… 580 00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:36,537 down here to rural California 581 00:32:36,621 --> 00:32:39,916 where I could practice actual medicine. 582 00:32:39,999 --> 00:32:43,044 You know, the kind where you can meet the patient where they are. 583 00:32:43,127 --> 00:32:46,089 You prioritize their care. 584 00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:48,549 And sometimes… 585 00:32:50,510 --> 00:32:53,846 …you have to sanitize a power tool to save their life. 586 00:32:53,930 --> 00:32:58,685 And I could be wrong, but I think modern medicine 587 00:32:58,768 --> 00:33:02,897 has just lost touch with the simple act of care. 588 00:33:04,273 --> 00:33:07,276 And those of us who have not, 589 00:33:08,236 --> 00:33:10,488 we're essential to our community. 590 00:33:12,240 --> 00:33:16,202 And if you can look me in the eye and tell me you don't believe that… 591 00:33:19,247 --> 00:33:21,416 well, I'll just… I'll step aside. 592 00:33:23,626 --> 00:33:26,004 But if… if you do believe that, 593 00:33:27,380 --> 00:33:31,801 just give me back my damn license and let me get to work. 594 00:33:42,395 --> 00:33:44,897 Just heard they saved those houses up by Midpine. 595 00:33:44,981 --> 00:33:47,525 Fire's about 75% contained now. 596 00:33:47,608 --> 00:33:48,860 That's great news. 597 00:33:50,945 --> 00:33:52,030 Hey, uh… 598 00:33:52,905 --> 00:33:54,240 Listen, I… 599 00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:57,160 I'm sorry I disobeyed your orders. 600 00:33:57,243 --> 00:33:59,120 Old habits, right? 601 00:33:59,203 --> 00:34:00,705 Yes, but… 602 00:34:01,289 --> 00:34:02,457 I know better. 603 00:34:03,750 --> 00:34:05,835 You helped save Zack's life. 604 00:34:07,795 --> 00:34:08,963 - So… - Yeah. 605 00:34:11,758 --> 00:34:13,593 You ever come that close before? 606 00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:15,678 To what? Dying? 607 00:34:15,762 --> 00:34:16,971 - Yeah. - Yeah. 608 00:34:17,055 --> 00:34:19,724 A couple times in Iraq. Yeah. 609 00:34:19,807 --> 00:34:20,933 You? 610 00:34:21,017 --> 00:34:23,061 That was probably the closest. 611 00:34:23,144 --> 00:34:25,313 Kind of puts things in perspective. 612 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:28,483 Yeah, it does. 613 00:34:30,026 --> 00:34:33,821 Hey, uh, rumor is CAL FIRE's sending some teams up to Tacoma 614 00:34:33,905 --> 00:34:35,698 to help with the fires up there. 615 00:34:35,782 --> 00:34:38,076 Gabriella's heading up tomorrow morning. 616 00:34:38,159 --> 00:34:39,159 You going? 617 00:34:41,329 --> 00:34:42,497 No. 618 00:34:43,956 --> 00:34:45,291 I'm done. 619 00:34:45,374 --> 00:34:47,835 Done? Done, like… 620 00:34:47,919 --> 00:34:49,087 Done. 621 00:34:50,254 --> 00:34:54,217 This always felt really good to me, putting it all on the line. 622 00:34:54,842 --> 00:34:58,137 This is my world, you know? Constantly on the move. 623 00:34:58,221 --> 00:35:00,223 Never in one place too long. 624 00:35:00,306 --> 00:35:02,183 These guys were my family. 625 00:35:02,767 --> 00:35:05,436 Didn't feel like I was alive if I wasn't here. 626 00:35:06,229 --> 00:35:07,480 I get that. 627 00:35:09,482 --> 00:35:12,235 I'm realizing it's not the person I am anymore. 628 00:35:13,319 --> 00:35:15,530 It's not the person I want to be anymore. 629 00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:20,827 For the first time in my life, I feel like I have a real home. 630 00:35:23,287 --> 00:35:25,331 I got somebody there waiting for me. 631 00:35:27,416 --> 00:35:29,168 Hey, Chief Bryant? 632 00:35:29,252 --> 00:35:30,253 Hey. 633 00:35:42,682 --> 00:35:43,850 Um… 634 00:35:43,933 --> 00:35:46,519 - I brought you coffee. - Lifesaver. 635 00:35:46,602 --> 00:35:48,729 That machine here is still broken. 636 00:35:52,650 --> 00:35:53,651 About last night… 637 00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:56,028 I shouldn't have kissed you. I'm sorry. 638 00:35:56,112 --> 00:35:58,322 - No, it wasn't your fault. - Yeah, it was. 639 00:35:58,406 --> 00:36:00,825 Spending the day with you, working together, 640 00:36:00,908 --> 00:36:02,493 it just felt… 641 00:36:02,577 --> 00:36:05,246 familiar and good. 642 00:36:05,329 --> 00:36:08,082 No, I know. You weren't the only one that got caught up. 643 00:36:09,750 --> 00:36:12,837 You know, the feelings that we shared, they don't just go away. 644 00:36:14,046 --> 00:36:16,507 No, they don't. 645 00:36:16,591 --> 00:36:17,675 Um… 646 00:36:18,176 --> 00:36:19,468 Valenzuela. 647 00:36:20,178 --> 00:36:21,178 What? 648 00:36:22,054 --> 00:36:24,015 Damn, okay. Um, thanks. 649 00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:27,059 Judge denied the search warrant. 650 00:36:31,022 --> 00:36:34,275 I'm gonna… I'm gonna go check out the address anyway. 651 00:36:34,358 --> 00:36:36,444 - Great, I'm gonna go with you. - No, not this time. 652 00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:40,364 This guy is bad news. I'm not putting you in danger. 653 00:36:41,449 --> 00:36:44,076 I'll keep you updated. You have my word. Okay? 654 00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:45,745 Okay. Good luck. 655 00:36:50,583 --> 00:36:51,667 Hey! 656 00:36:53,669 --> 00:36:55,046 How's it going? 657 00:36:55,630 --> 00:36:59,175 Well, it turns out there's only one pipe that needed to be replaced, so… 658 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:00,468 I think we're good to go. 659 00:37:03,012 --> 00:37:04,555 Ah, that's great, thanks. 660 00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:06,390 Hey, uh, 661 00:37:06,891 --> 00:37:09,101 listen, about earlier… 662 00:37:10,645 --> 00:37:13,189 - I shouldn't have lost my temper. - Ah, don't worry about it. 663 00:37:14,732 --> 00:37:16,734 Sounds like you had a pretty rough time. 664 00:37:17,818 --> 00:37:18,818 Sorry. 665 00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:24,325 I was 16, and, uh… 666 00:37:25,076 --> 00:37:26,369 she was ten. 667 00:37:28,871 --> 00:37:32,500 When I got old enough, I tracked down the family she'd been placed with, but… 668 00:37:33,000 --> 00:37:34,460 she'd already run away. 669 00:37:37,171 --> 00:37:39,090 And I haven't seen her since. 670 00:37:39,173 --> 00:37:42,385 But… I haven't stopped looking either. 671 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:45,471 Well, it sounds like the story's not over yet. 672 00:37:48,057 --> 00:37:49,058 No, sir. 673 00:37:49,558 --> 00:37:50,685 No, it's not. 674 00:37:52,937 --> 00:37:54,563 Hey, you mind if I cut out early? 675 00:37:54,647 --> 00:37:56,399 I got a couple things I gotta take care of. 676 00:37:56,482 --> 00:37:58,484 No, absolutely. It's been a long day. 677 00:37:58,567 --> 00:38:00,236 We can finish up tomorrow. 678 00:38:01,195 --> 00:38:03,698 - Thanks, Jack. - Yeah. Thank you. 679 00:38:11,872 --> 00:38:13,791 Okay. 680 00:38:14,834 --> 00:38:15,960 She's sleeping. 681 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:20,381 Um, okay, so I would love it if both of you could come in tomorrow 682 00:38:20,464 --> 00:38:22,174 so we could go over treatment options. 683 00:38:22,258 --> 00:38:23,551 - Yeah, we'll be there. - Great. 684 00:38:23,634 --> 00:38:26,053 We started a meal train and a chore calendar 685 00:38:26,137 --> 00:38:28,347 so Lizzie can get a break during the day. 686 00:38:28,431 --> 00:38:30,266 - Oh, nice. - I did it on my phone. 687 00:38:30,349 --> 00:38:32,810 Okay. 688 00:38:32,893 --> 00:38:34,979 Muriel did it on my phone. 689 00:38:36,063 --> 00:38:39,692 And, uh, we're also going to knit a weighted blanket. 690 00:38:39,775 --> 00:38:41,402 For the anxiety. 691 00:38:41,485 --> 00:38:43,237 She's so lucky to have all of you. 692 00:38:43,321 --> 00:38:44,780 It takes a country. 693 00:38:44,864 --> 00:38:47,199 You mean it takes a village. 694 00:38:47,283 --> 00:38:49,285 No, it takes a village to raise a child, 695 00:38:49,368 --> 00:38:52,580 but it takes a whole country to look out for a mother. 696 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,168 Yeah. 697 00:39:05,426 --> 00:39:07,511 I wanted to be the one to tell you. 698 00:39:08,929 --> 00:39:11,349 Not only is your license reinstated as of today, 699 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:13,434 but the complaint has been dropped. 700 00:39:13,517 --> 00:39:15,478 - It's over? - It's over. 701 00:39:16,520 --> 00:39:20,024 The board is dismissing the complaint. What you said really moved them. 702 00:39:20,733 --> 00:39:22,485 - Thank God. Thank God. - Yeah. 703 00:39:23,110 --> 00:39:26,280 And seeing through my investigation all the support you have 704 00:39:26,364 --> 00:39:29,325 from those closest to you really moved me. 705 00:39:32,703 --> 00:39:34,080 I still don't shake hands. 706 00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:35,790 But… 707 00:39:36,540 --> 00:39:38,626 welcome back, Dr. Mullins. 708 00:39:55,768 --> 00:39:58,396 Mel. Hey, what are you doing here? 709 00:39:58,479 --> 00:39:59,563 Hey. 710 00:40:01,065 --> 00:40:04,568 So, listen, you were right. This… This is really complicated. 711 00:40:04,652 --> 00:40:06,070 Yeah. 712 00:40:06,153 --> 00:40:11,325 Which is definitely why adopting your patient's baby is not a great idea. 713 00:40:11,409 --> 00:40:12,410 Um… 714 00:40:13,369 --> 00:40:16,497 I just… I don't want you to feel alone in this. 715 00:40:16,580 --> 00:40:17,832 Yeah, I know, but… 716 00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:21,293 I mean, I promised that we'd take care of each other, and… 717 00:40:21,377 --> 00:40:23,087 Yeah, and I appreciate that. 718 00:40:23,170 --> 00:40:24,672 I do, but… 719 00:40:25,965 --> 00:40:31,345 there's a little more responsibility on my side of things to look after you. 720 00:40:32,012 --> 00:40:36,016 And I'm just… I'm not gonna stop doing that. 721 00:40:36,100 --> 00:40:38,144 Even if I'm not your midwife. 722 00:40:38,769 --> 00:40:40,604 How about we just leave the door open? 723 00:40:40,688 --> 00:40:43,441 In case you need me, just know that I am here 724 00:40:44,567 --> 00:40:46,944 even if it seems like it's hard for me. 725 00:40:49,572 --> 00:40:50,906 Thank you, Mel. 726 00:40:51,407 --> 00:40:52,658 Of course. 727 00:40:59,874 --> 00:41:00,916 Hey. 728 00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:03,294 Hey! 729 00:41:03,878 --> 00:41:05,629 Any luck with the sprinklers? 730 00:41:05,713 --> 00:41:07,715 - Yeah, I got 'em all working! - What? 731 00:41:07,798 --> 00:41:10,342 Well, with a lot of help from Clay. 732 00:41:10,426 --> 00:41:11,510 Okay. 733 00:41:12,011 --> 00:41:13,053 So? 734 00:41:13,137 --> 00:41:15,139 How'd the checkup go with Marley? 735 00:41:17,308 --> 00:41:21,937 Uh, I wasn't able to gain any more insight into which way they're leaning. 736 00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:23,314 And I, um… 737 00:41:24,398 --> 00:41:26,734 - probably won't. - Huh? 738 00:41:26,817 --> 00:41:30,070 We agreed that I shouldn't be her midwife right now. 739 00:41:30,154 --> 00:41:31,780 - Really? - Yeah. 740 00:41:33,073 --> 00:41:34,074 Okay. 741 00:41:34,575 --> 00:41:37,912 But… the door is still open, so… 742 00:41:38,621 --> 00:41:40,539 - Okay. - Yeah. 743 00:41:40,623 --> 00:41:43,167 I am… I'm really worried about her, though. 744 00:41:43,250 --> 00:41:44,502 About both of them. 745 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:48,964 No matter what they decide, you know, it's just not… 746 00:41:49,048 --> 00:41:50,424 it won't be easy. 747 00:41:51,592 --> 00:41:54,595 No, it won't. 748 00:41:54,678 --> 00:41:57,223 But I'm really trying to stay positive. 749 00:41:58,682 --> 00:42:00,017 I really am. 750 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:05,689 I… feel like my faith in this whole thing is slipping away. 751 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:09,610 I get it. 752 00:42:12,029 --> 00:42:14,114 Yeah, I felt the same way today. 753 00:42:16,659 --> 00:42:18,661 - But you know what I remembered? - Hmm? 754 00:42:19,870 --> 00:42:22,248 The times you need faith the most… 755 00:42:24,583 --> 00:42:26,669 is when it's hardest to find. 756 00:42:27,878 --> 00:42:29,004 That's true. 757 00:42:34,552 --> 00:42:36,679 - So we're gonna keep the faith? - Yes. 758 00:42:44,019 --> 00:42:47,231 Did you mean for those to start right now? 759 00:42:47,314 --> 00:42:49,149 - No, I did not. - Oh, really? 760 00:42:49,233 --> 00:42:52,403 No, I gotta figure out how to set the timers. 761 00:42:53,070 --> 00:42:54,905 Oh, hey! 762 00:42:54,989 --> 00:42:56,031 Look at that! 763 00:42:56,115 --> 00:42:58,117 Wow. 764 00:43:31,025 --> 00:43:33,819 Excuse me, Humboldt County Sheriff, could I ask you a few… 765 00:43:38,616 --> 00:43:40,117 I didn't do anything! 766 00:43:40,200 --> 00:43:43,037 Fleeing a police officer ain't nothing. Where's Charmaine? 767 00:43:48,876 --> 00:43:52,379 I can't believe we're gonna have a cornfield in a couple months. 768 00:43:54,089 --> 00:43:57,134 You know, we might even have a pumpkin patch by Halloween. 769 00:43:57,217 --> 00:43:59,553 - Oh! How very festive. - Mmm. 770 00:43:59,637 --> 00:44:02,848 What's next, are we gonna grow our own Christmas trees or something? 771 00:44:02,931 --> 00:44:05,059 - Ooh! - No, no, that was a joke. 772 00:44:05,142 --> 00:44:07,061 - Oh no, that's a good idea. - No. 773 00:44:07,144 --> 00:44:08,771 I don't like when you get that look. 774 00:44:08,854 --> 00:44:10,606 - What are you talking about? - That look. 775 00:44:10,689 --> 00:44:12,232 Oh, I'll give you a look you like. 776 00:44:12,316 --> 00:44:13,859 - Well, I'll take that look. - Yeah? 777 00:44:13,942 --> 00:44:15,402 Yeah. 778 00:44:16,070 --> 00:44:18,656 Wait, isn't that Clay's truck? 779 00:44:18,739 --> 00:44:20,699 Well, he left hours ago. 780 00:44:35,714 --> 00:44:37,591 Do you remember leaving the light on? 781 00:44:38,884 --> 00:44:41,261 Is… Why would Clay still be here? 782 00:44:53,357 --> 00:44:54,441 Clay.